I feel a lot of compassion for Handsome today. But, I’m not sure what I can do to be at all helpful in the situation at this point.
I had developing feelings for him that I think arrived from an accurate perception of some part of him that actually exists. I would also bet he’s a person in emotional darkness in some way… (As are many of us to some degree) And it’s perhaps particularly difficult to be genuinely human and “a man” I guess… I feel like men are as self-loathing as women in a perversely complimentary way.
I said it before, but it’s true… I hope he’s happy someday.