Who are disrespectful people? Almost everyone is rude nowadays compared to how we all were ten or twenty years ago. If you look back farther you’ll be mortified.
You’re not supposed to tell people about your background. Your wealth. But nowadays people look at you with savage narcissism and idiocy in equal measure and assume they can “take you down” with smoke and mirrors, and leaky canoes. They call it confidence but they secretly know it’s just tragedy.
So, I made the decision a while ago to rudely point out the obvious. And to stop letting people’s narcissism and my fear of the way it bursts with the intent often to destroy you, control me. I’ve made people furious. I’ve been lied to. I’ve been stalked. I’ve made new friends…
The last film I saw was “The Shining Hour”. Ha! And…so I watched “The Shining”. And I was reminded of the people I’ve met who want to “keep me”. “Wendy, darling, light of my life! I’m not gonna hurt you. You didn’t let me finish my sentence. I said I’m not gonna hurt ya. I’m just gonna bash your brains in. I’m gonna bash ’em right the f*** in! [laughs]” You know. That sort. They lack a sense of their own humanity to varying degrees… They’re like black holes.
Among the many things we need to solve, helping people organically develop a better sense of great purpose, good proportion and empathy would be…Heavenly. It’s always been needed but more now than ever.
But…I can’t keep writing about it. I love who I am in a healthy way. It’s not based on my accomplishments, my appearance, my family or my collections. It’s just that I’m a soul God created. That’s enough. And I wish everyone could love themselves…
More later about “The Shining”.