Sexy Sex

Did you figure it out yet? If Lacey is talking to ghosts she’s slept with one or two of them.

She’s a heterosexual, cis 38 year old woman who was married and is very intelligent. And whether it’s wrong or right that’s all an empathetic and rational person really needs to read to understand what could have happened. The hateful or scared will automatically assume it’s a demon or a bunch of demons. …I don’t. Because I’m too genuinely rational.

Bertrand Russell agrees that it’s stupid to deny reality. *he laughs from what’s possibly Purgatory* And I hope he secretly worshiped God because he seems like too nice of a man to go to Hell forever. Hopefully he did (worship God). Best case scenario he did and does.

So…we can assume Lacey has slept with Lem.

Or can we?

“Yes. She has. She told me.” says Zelda.

“Do you guarantee it?”

“Yes! I can 100% guarantee it.” Zelda says.

I think Lem is struggling to grasp the concept of what it means to fall in love with a woman. Should Lacey have slept with him. Him being the actual ghost of Lem. It’s very different than what he experienced otherwise. And…he had assumed so much. He had assumed she’d be able to blindly, trustingly, give him her entire being without question. …But at 38 in 2022 that’s…close to totally impossible for her to do. It would require an excruciating amount of faith wrapped in a tiny fragment of leftover hope from childhood that God sees how vile life is nowadays and actually cares…and extends profound grace to those trying to worship him. That He’s not as disappointing as every human adult she’s ever met. Because while she’s willing to literally die for God, but fights to survive purely for sacrificial reasons she can’t stop trying to fight for her survival…because she’s rational and genuinely loves her children. She’s not dramatically different than most healthy Millennials who still believe in God…but can’t figure out how to live and be a practicing Christian anymore. Literally.

“Ewww! Why isn’t she shaking her ass and getting like…more obviously physically laid?!” says a kind Millennial.

Lacey has no more patience to bother answering that sort of question anymore. Sorry if you’re well intentioned.

“No. No. It’s not like being a pedophile. Sorry. Pedophiles are just totally wrong. Worse than wrong.”

“Far! Far worse.”

Those were people in Purgatory who are very right. But I don’t know their names… Sorry.

“The thing to remember is that she’s a horny slut.” says Harold sarcastically.

“Oh! Don’t tempt them to just kill them.” says Elliott.

So let’s talk about social class…