Tonight if they’re in Purgatory the, welcome, above 21 members of The Titan will be at The Casablanca in Minneapolis. The Pakistani businessman, French explorer and other tourists are are included. The Pakistani businessman is very excited.
Of course Clark Gable, Rita Hayworth, Carole Lombard and Lauren Bacall and Humphrey Bogart will be there. He’s ecstatic to meet them. He’s also beyond thrilled to meet F. Scott Fitzgerald and Lacey’s father will also be there. As will Harold and Zelda. Hemingway is possible. He’ll see.
The French explorer has tried his hand at dogsledding. He’s…extremely thankful he (seemingly) died under the ocean and not in a blizzard. He’d like to go to Tommy Banks’s cabin but first Louis says he has to visit the Hill’s farm to prove himself. …He claims he just wants to see what real hunting looked like in Minnesota in the 1940’s.
Meanwhile…Lacey seemingly is with Lem. Hamish has been a good influence on Joe. Pat Wilson is in awe of Hamish, possibly.
It bothers Hamish (just watching)…how unsettled Lacey’s life is in that regard though. And Joe has had to grow a lot to be able to compose himself. Hamish is the man Joe Jr. wanted to be in many respects. He has a lot of respect for him. But…Hamish sees things a bit differently.
Still…Joe fascinates and edifies Hamish. Not in a romantic way. As…a man he very much relates to from the past.
Remember when the same gender used to be real platonic friends? And it wasn’t at all sexual or romantic? That’s those two, possibly.
Amelia Earhart (yes) is too upset to talk with Hamish as of yet. When he met the Roosevelts she just waved hello. She couldn’t say a word. His death is too close to home, so to speak.
Fidelio: Overture by Beethoven plays.
Lacey goes on board the Titanic in her spirit and walks around. Sits on the stairs.
“Why didn’t they visit here?!?” she asks an Astor.
He thinks. “You know…it might have been too sad.”
Lacey sits there. He agrees with her, sort of.
She walks out and sees the ocean in 1912.
“If there’s not reincarnation, why does it feel to me as though this is the way the world still is?” asks Lacey of the Astor. “I feel like I’m still stuck in this time and it isn’t sad to me. If it is my entire life has been sad.”
He nods in agreement with Lacey. “No, somehow you got here in your head whether it’s reincarnation in the Bible or if you just somehow ended up here in your head it’s the 1910s to the late 1910s.” says the Astor.
Lem walks out from behind her to join them on deck. They are joined then by Michael and his family.
Michael grabs loose his hand, squeezes it, and says, “It’s OK you’re praying. We’ll hope to sort it out with God. God will sort it out!”
“But I don’t want people to suffer if there’s not reincarnation in the Bible. And yet I think what I keep thinking is if there is reincarnation, it’s not necessarily safe to pretend like there isn’t because it’s still just Christianity. It isn’t different; it’s just something we don’t understand. It doesn’t alter our theology. It couldn’t alter salvation through Christ if it exists…instead it’s just a part of how God sometimes does things that we don’t really general generally tend to discuss. Possibly because it isn’t necessary for salvation. But if that’s not true, and it’s impossible then I don’t want to mess up anything and it just scares me.” says Lacey.
“God will have to help you sort it out.” says Lem.
“In the meantime, be honest, this life feels incredibly comfortable see you.” says Michael.
“Nothing else makes sense. Nothing else makes any sense to me.“ says Lacey. “It all feels so rushed and haphazard and dangerous. It is like people just make these monstrous mistakes like Lem thinking he was gay and then it’s just that’s it it’s over it’s too late. Things should go so much more slowly and people should think so much more about what they’re doing. Everything just feel so heartless.”
“And what do you think of the Titanic?!?” asks Evelyn Waugh.
Lacey feels as though she can be honest with Evelyn Waugh. “It’s very glamorous, isn’t it?”
“I don’t like it either.” says Evelyn Waugh.
“Well it’s just so showy. It reminds me of late 20th century early 21st century architecture.” says Lacey. “I don’t think all ships were quite like this were they?!”
“No!” says Scott from land.
“It’s very ornate in grand and it’s not that it’s not no extraordinarily beautiful. It’s just that it’s supposed to be a ship.” says Lacey.
“It’s not what I expected it to be.” says the Pakistani man.
The Astor looks surprised.
“No it it’s not what I expected it to be. I saw the film actually I saw both films potentially and it’s just it was different. It was different than how they depicted it to some degree.“ he says. “It’s like how are you see something on TV and then you go there and there’s a difference. And in this case, I’m not sure I like it. I I like that you point out the difference between the time period and the ship itself. I might not like the time period either, to be honest. But the ship itself does in a weird way we’ll say seem like it does have the same aesthetic as some extravagant estates of the late 20th early 21st century. I see what you mean.”
“You know she’s right and actually that leads very well into our next conversation which is what we’ve decided to make the rest of this blog post about you and Michael, Lem and Harold and Louis need to figure out who’s with whom. But in the meantime, let’s discuss the Federal Reserve and US monetary policy for the rest of the day. That that’s it. You see, that’s all that we’re going to discuss on this blog for the rest of the day.” says an Astor before praying to God.
“Why do people assume that that’s such a boring topic in the Illuminati? I can sense that if there’s an Illuminati that they’re just sort of dull to it.” says Lacey. “By the way it is a beautiful ship. I’m not trying to necessarily really insult your ship. I’m sorry.” she says to the captain who lingers, listening.
He nods and smiles. Perhaps he was a bit hurt.
And then there’s Lem who went to Harvard Business School and may have actually been far more intelligent than people realized. And Michael, who graduated top of his class at Harvard, studying things of that nature. They stand behind Lacey as her possible soulmates. And when you consider Joe Junior who went to the London School of Economics focusing on economics…and when you consider that Lacey‘s ex-husband has a mind for money as well and math…you think Lacey would realize that maybe she’s different than most people. Maybe talking about economics to her is a grand adventure intellectually. Maybe she was designed by God to be able to listen to endless conversations about economics and foreign-policy in relation to money and monetary policy and the Federal Reserve. Maybe she was designed that way. But she doesn’t realize that.
“I think she’s just trying to find a husband who will give her a better place at the table.” says a Millennial listening who hates Lacey.
“Because He cares about her kids it’s possible God doesn’t want Lacey to end up dead after losing her mind. And I’m not talking about schizophrenia. I’m talking about the fact that there are no people living to speak truth into her life. And maybe that’s why Lacey has had to talk to ghosts because God can’t find anyone in her vicinity alive to remind her of reality. Because I don’t think it’s likely that she’s just trying to ‘find a place at the table’ but you insist in ignorance, jealousy and hatred that that’s what it has to be. No, not even the backwards foot that’s what it could be but that that’s what it has to be.” says an Astor.
“You know it reminds me of her discussion about social class. I don’t think we can handle her being that smart. It’s really upsetting to us for some reason psychologically.” says Casi.
“But you people used to sit around in the morning and read the newspaper and drink tea and have intellectual discussions. Sometimes those discussions lasted for the greater part of the morning.“ says Lacey.
“Well, least you would’ve done that.” says Michael.
“Oh yes, I would’ve talked for three or four hours every morning in a crisis. If that was helpful. I mean it’d be helpful to me as his wife.” says Lacey.
“I wasn’t trying to be Lacey with Jack. I did sometimes ask him questions, and in a way he either had to assume that I was an idiot or that I didn’t care about him almost at all. Because I wasn’t asking thoughtful, loving, in-depth, intelligent questions. I wasn’t a narcissist. It looks like I might been. No, it looks like we might have both been narcissists who just were oblivious to each other. But we weren’t because I wasn’t a narcissist. I just I didn’t care. Especially past a certain point as more than maybe a friend. Although I didn’t know that.” says Lem. “I was an unhappy, straight man who was trying to be honorable as a gay man, because I thought I was a gay man, and I am honorable.”
Joe Kennedy Jr. laughs.
“So in you in in your impersonation of a woman Lem you couldn’t quite pull that one off and and why?” asks Hamish.
“I’m not a woman. And that isn’t something that the 21st-century understands when a man says, but I’m not a woman. I never was a woman. And I didn’t love him in that way at all. I probably loved him as a friend but I might not have loved him at all, but I didn’t, I certainly didn’t love him in that way.” says Lem. “Even though I accidentally intimated otherwise. Because I never came out of the closet and when I said I loved him I wasn’t necessarily trying to say in a romantic way and if I was at all, it was likely delusion on my part and a misunderstanding about romantic love. Romantic love. I didn’t understand romantic love because I was living under the wrong premise. I was a straight man and I thought that I was gay, but I wasn’t at all. And Michael is here with us today grabbing Lacey‘s hand because I either misspoke carelessly letting people think something that they wanted to think or because I truly didn’t understand what I was talking about as a grown man and it’s pathetic.”
“Which one was it in that one statement where you said you loved him your whole life which one was it?” asks a Bobby, insisting Lem wasn’t straight.
“I can’t answer while you keep interrupting me.” says Lem.
“It’s not easy for me to explain. That doesn’t mean Lacey is misunderstanding me. It means that I’m dead and it’s a miracle of God that she can hear me if she is. …She tries so hard not to misunderstand me. Far harder than I think you’ve probably ever tried to understand anyone your entire life.” Lem says to a Bobby. “Alright now this is what she’s hearing and maybe we can review it later: I meant that I loved him as a friend. Just as a friend in a platonic way. I didn’t mean it in any other way, and it shouldn’t of been interpreted as that. …You’re assuming you know my mind better than I do and that’s very insulting. I never came out of the closet. Ever. And so when I said things like, ‘I could have gotten married.’ you shouldn’t have slaughtered the meaning of my words with your own personal agendas.” says Lem.
Hamish laughs.
“And by out of the closet I don’t mean as an actual gay man I mean as a fake gay man who was insane to some degree.” says Lem.
Hamish laughs.
Lacey struggles to breath. The liberals are in an outraged shock.
She regains her breath.
“The part of me that misspoke was still laboring under the misunderstanding of myself. In other words, I accidentally made it sound as though there was something there, because I was thinking in my head along those lines. I have explained this for months now. I thought that he was my husband because I was a faithful man and he was my first boyfriend so to speak my first serious boyfriend. But I didn’t love him at all potentially in any way. I think I might’ve not given two shits about him. I couldn’t handle that because what does that say about me that I don’t love this man at all? Why, it’s like when a man has a wife who he feels loyal to and he can’t admit that he doesn’t love her. And I didn’t understand who I was at that point it it took me a while. I didn’t really understand that I was straight until I was pretty close to death. I thought I was gay until maybe the last few years of my life. I had some inkling that I wasn’t gay but I didn’t really recognize my insanity until fairly late; close to the time that I probably killed myself.” says Lem. “And I thought, ‘Well no I love this man. I loved this man!’ I was loyal to him. I was kind to him my whole life. And you know what’s love anyway right? I thought, ‘Well it’s mostly just friendship and the rest is no different than getting high. It’s just nonsense.’ It was in the last literal last few years of my life that I realized that I probably was actually just straight and that I’d been molested. …And truthfully, I hated a Jack. I felt like he’d ruined my life and I was somewhat trying to intimate that. I did it in a very passive aggressive, irresponsible, idiotic way. And obviously I am now dealing with Michael and Louis because of that. And you’ve been-if there’s an Illuminati you have made my life in the afterlife Hell, Bobby. …I’ve had this straightened out so many times and she comes so close to understanding and then you ask some IDIOTIC question…and because you supposedly know me, and have authority over me because you carried me to my grave based on my requests before I likely killed myself, lived with me and have my papers – whatever the fuck that even means to ‘have my papers’ – and you’re supposed to know something…she takes it very seriously and we have to go all over again. Thankfully, Hamish helped me this morning. You don’t know how the afterlife works you’re not dead and if it’s Catholicism and Anglicanism and it’s purgatory it’s possible that dead saints do make a difference in the world of the living. And maybe men in the past don’t have as much sympathy for me, and my mistake if I was confused until the last three years of my life, because I was molested. I was not in love with Jack. I was not even attracted to him. I basically hated him eventually, because he ruined my life. If I killed myself on his birthday or around his birthday, I killed myself and that’s been lied about. And if I killed myself on his birthday and you lied about it, that’s probably why isn’t it because it was his birthday not the day he died. And that was a ‘fuck-you’ possibly to your entire family and if I was straight and I realized that in the last three years of my life which is possible, why didn’t you all take that as what it really was? No, I acted effeminate Bobby to try to seem gay because I wasn’t gay. That’s very much what I’m telling her regardless of who I am and if I’m Lem, it might just be the truth. And that’s probably very hard for you to hear because it challenges your entire view of yourself and your family and your mom and the situation and it might not be the most pleasant perspective. Why? Well, because it means I didn’t love you as much as you were told that I did, and I wasn’t in love with you certainly either. …If I never did anything to suggest that I was attracted to you, that’s because I wasn’t. …I am sick and tired of watching my name being obliterated, and my soul being misunderstood. If I was straight, I was an idiot, but I was honorable.” He thinks. “You know maybe you should kill yourself and let Satan resurrect you from the grave and you can become the antichrist and then you can make your entire end times existence about telling everyone that I was gay or bisexual and in love with you and your uncle both. …No, I’m sick of it. You’re putting off Michael Rockefeller thinking it wont make any difference. Bobby, what do you think matters to people when they die and understand the meaning of everything? Do you think love might matter? And if it does, could it be is it possible that you’re really causing intense chaos if I was straight. …I wasted my entire life being bamboozled, first by a priest who molested me and then by your entire family. If I was straight, that’s what happened Bobby a priest confused me into thinking I was gay and I was honorable, I didn’t wanna ruin a woman’s life, and so I decided to try to be a good husband to a man who I eventually maybe actually hated and certainly never loved in a romantic way named Jack Kennedy. Jack Kennedy, your uncle. And then in the last few years of my life, the last three years of my life, I had a epiphany that I was straight but it was too late. I was in my 60’s, I was a drug addict and I had the sense that she probably wasn’t alive. My entire life was very tentative and confused and miserable. There’s a reason I drank so much before Jack even died. I drank, I smoked, I ate a lot of fast food because that’s all I had. I couldn’t screw a woman because that was wrong because I was gay. Except I wasn’t. I’m being sarcastic. I wasn’t gay and I was living the life of a nun, but I didn’t know it. …And if that’s true then that’s what actually happened Bobby and it’s insane what you are expecting her to do. If she’s sleeping with me we sleep together Bobby. Bobby we have sex as two consenting adults if God is allowing it. …If there’s an Illuminati you have tried to interrupt our lovemaking and I’m glad that you’ve stopped some degree. Did Pat Robertson help you? Is that why it’s improved?” He laughs. “Was he worried it was immoral for her to sleep with me? …Bobby, she’s a woman I am a man she’s always been a woman. I’ve always been a man, even though I acted effeminate, and like I was gay. If I wasn’t gay or bisexual, and I was straight, she’s who I was looking for my whole life, but she hadn’t been born. …The problem is this is miserable for her and God sees that and that isn’t right and so last summer Michael got involved. And two men who are living actually three one of whom really does look an awful lot like Michael got involved. …One of them has had severe issues and the other one asked her on date and she declined. …It’s possible Hamish wasn’t even in the Illuminati even though he was a billionaire, the Pakistani might not have really been in the Illuminati either. So be careful because if I was straight and if I’m sleeping with her, you’re upsetting Michael Rockefeller, and as patient as he is, I don’t think he wants Lacey to sleep with me. I don’t think he likes it. Does that make sense? I don’t think Louis likes it either and Harold probably isn’t keen on it either.” says Lem.
“I’ll bet there a lot of people alive who doubt that I was gay. And there were a lot of people who were alive 10 15 20 years ago who doubted that I was gay. …See what you can’t handle is that your family is worth $2 billion at their height of the Rockefeller’s are worth $300 billion at their height? Is that what you and your little fun crew can’t quite fathom? So you’re completely fine with screwing with my eternity and Michael’s eternity thinking that I won’t make any difference because it’s you and you’re not right in your mind you think your God? Should you be Bobby in the Illuminati, you truly think you can corral in the entire Illuminati with one tweet don’t you? …You know I sure hope The Illuminated Inc. doesn’t exist, right? Because if it does, and I’m talking to you, you’re making my eternity and Lacey’s eternity and other people’s eternity like the Rockefellers Hellish by insisting that I was either in love with your uncle so much that it would have to last for eternity or that I was gay. And that’s the other problem? Maybe it scares you that Mary has moved on maybe you don’t like to think people can get over you either Bobby? Sees you want to think that you can screw around and ruin people’s lives and they’ll love you anyway if they’re like me and that’s probably not necessarily true. Some people love you like Lacey or your grandfather unconditionally. And then some people don’t love unconditionally in that way, I’m sorry. I am not your father, Bobby was your father. …What’s wrong with that? What’s wrong with Bobby being your father? He’s not cool enough or he’s not tall enough or what? It’s that he’s not a Rockefeller? So let’s talk about monetary policy. Let’s talk about the Federal Reserve because it’s actually really interesting. Bobby…JFK‘s assassination isn’t the only possible conspiracy in all of history.” He thinks. “And no I’m not saying I was in love with you when you cheated on me, I’m saying that I was never your father.”
“Right, and if Lem was straight and then he if he’s in love with Lacey it’ll all work out and Michael will have someone much better and Louis will have someone much better and she’s with Lem and everything‘s fine.” says a Jacob Astor. “And if he wasn’t straight, he may have been in love with her in a way that he couldn’t of loved Jack ever. But she just wasn’t born. And if that’s not true, then she’s with Michael possibly Louis for eternity and she’s a Rockefeller and I’d like to talk about something that bothers me.”
More later.
“I can’t stand it! Richard Branson hates Lacey because she challenges him for not being old money.” says a ghost. “And she almost just choked on her own spit, while hearing that Hamish signed up to take his journey to the bottom of the ocean on Necker Island. You people are buffoons. You are absolute buffoons! God exists, and He’s not going to let her die until it’s the right moment or until when she dies she can kill some of you and throw you into eternal Hell if necessary.”
“Do you think you should keep challenging them!?!? …I mean maybe you should just capitulate something because they seem like they’re getting really angry and it’s scary right?!???” says a liberal actress. They often imitate empathy of the sort to try to control Lacey because Lacey is empathetic genuinely and she responds to love.
“No, I don’t think so. Thanks so much.“ says Lacey.
“Stop trying to kill her. Because if you manage to you will regret it!! Your idiotic, misogynistic, backward insistence that there’s no afterlife isn’t doing you any favors.” says John D. Rockefeller.
“Also I don’t think they’re still alive. I am not sure but I truly think it’s likely that they’re already dead. If not, they’re very close to death. I’m not sure they’re conscious…or have been conscious.
The last time that I talked to ghost in this way was before my cousin Mark died. Sometimes he would start talking to me and my ghost friends as if he was dead. And then a month or so after that, he actually died maybe a couple of months after that, but it was around that time that he died.
They are either somehow half dead and half alive, potentially, scientifically speaking, or they’re already dead. And honestly if they are dead, I don’t think Hamish’s stepson going to a Blink-182 concert made him upset. I think he wanted his stepson to go to that concert. After Joe Kennedy Junior died, he didn’t want his family to be sad. That’s recorded history. It’s recorded history of them saying that about him and that is very much who he is. Hamish is the same way? I don’t think he’d want his children sitting around crying over him because I think he feels stupid considering how he died, especially.” says Lacey. “And also, these people probably wouldn’t expect the amount of animosity that they were receiving from people for being billionaires. I don’t think they were expecting people to care as much as they do. I think they thought there would be some media coverage but I don’t think they thought it would be the way that it is. I am so sick and tired of seeing bullshit narcissistic asshole peasants because that’s what you fucking are you bitches, talking about eating nice people who happen to be rich is godly.
Do you want to sit down with supposed rich idiots and try to figure out some sort of monetary policy or governmental policy that enables everyone to have money that actually works because they’ve been trying to do that to some degree for the last hundred years and it’s not actually that easy to do. Go figure out some monetary policy Bobby you’re trying to be president with all of these peasants. Find something that actually works better than capitalism. You’re such geniuses go fucking figure it out! I know this can’t be something that we’ve already thought of like some combination of capitalism and socialism. No no no it has to be something totally new revolutionary because old is old and stupid and icky? Right? And so we can’t just realize that there’s something wrong and then try to fix it a normal adult way no, let’s go with something totally different. That we’ve never thought of before because that’ll really work. Because the old icky stuff isn’t perfect. Did you follow that? No, probably not right you’re getting lost?
No not everyone who’s in the upper class is an idiot. Not everyone who’s poor is an idiot. And if you want to be angry about how things are going then let’s talk about that intellectually with cumbersome vulnerability.”
“I agree!” says Jacob Astor.
More in a moment.
“You can become a billionaire very easily without being pure evil. You can become a king very easily without being pure evil. It’s the shoddy way people see things nowadays that’s the problem. It’s the upside down, narcissistic, anti-intellectual, lacking, myopic atheistic-bullshit way the people see things that’s the problem nowadays.” says Lem.
“Happiness doesn’t come from having money or being superior to other people and it’s people’s cognitive inability to understand that is the problem.” says Jacob Astor. “And no, I’m not saying that billionaires are inherently better people you instantaneously thinking that I’m saying that when I’m not saying that that’s the problem.”
More later.
“In 1997 or maybe it was 1998 and 1998 Lacey went to Kansas City. And while she was in Kansas City, a man from Wales, who was leading the Christian charismatic conference for youth that she attended with her youth group…singled Lacey out. At one point he interrupted her breakfast by shoving an unpeeled banana into her bowl Cheerios. That sounds bizarre but that’s literally what he did. Then he made some asinine joke about putting bananas in cereal or something.
He supposedly had a prophetic gift and an anointing to read people using the Holy Spirit. Later he said to Lacey, ‘I think I see you’re riding on a horse like a lady, like an aristocrat. And your family wants you to ride sidesaddle. Do you know what sidesaddle is?’ he said. ‘But you need to be wild and ride bareback, Western.’” says Jacob Astor. “And he kept emphasizing that. He kept saying, ‘You need to be wild. Your family is trying to control you and you need to be free and wild because you’re wild at heart and your family needs to stop controlling you.’ And Lacey was devastated by this because it was the exact opposite of what was actually happening. She was wild in a way, but she was born in 1983 so being wild was cool and being prim and proper and wearing violet perfume is who she actually is and her family was trying to encourage her to be more wild not the opposite; not what he said. She grew-up with commentary from her family calling her too uptight and stuffy, because as old money as they are they’re from North Dakota. So being elegant and wearing Floris perfume is offensive.
And ironically, of course, Lacey road Western bareback a couple of times at least while she was growing-up on her family’s ranch because that was literally what they did. They had Prince, Princess and Gus, and they had saddles, but they sometimes rode bareback when they road them. And always…always Western.
…It was an attack. It felt like a heart wrenching attack on her soul. …The thing is based on that Lacey has been able to handle the fact that she’s never found love because it was so bizarre. The way he singled her out of thousands of young people to tell her this bizarre prophecy about riding sidesaddle and being a lady. Because of that she psychologically was prepared for a rather miserable life.
…Of course he also talked about Princess Diana and the Titanic because it was 1998 and he was from Wales. He thought the royal family had killed her. Lacey wasn’t so sure. And he thought that Leonardo Caprio was the hottest man to ever live. Lacey didn’t find him attractive back then; she only started to find him attractive as he aged. …Of course ironically, she noticed this when he starred in The Great Gatsby.
Here’s the thing…this man from Wales made a prophecy that America would be like the Titanic. He claimed that America was like the Titanic. I repeat he said America was like the Titanic.
Was that iceberg 9/11? Not likely. Because to him it would destroy the entire country or bring it to its knees and the US would cease to exist as a country potentially. …Is this what he predicted?! Was he obsessed with her because she’s what he predicted?!? Was it The Illuminated Inc. attacking her?
About a year ago Joe Jr. called her an iceberg. It was on Instagram. What does that mean for her to be an iceberg? What does it mean for the US to have such a terrible problem? Is it possible that Prince Charles isn’t the antichrist, that Diana wasn’t a saint beyond all saints to ever exist and that maybe ice isn’t so bad when it keeps the ocean from destroying the Earth? Maybe we need more icebergs and no I’m not talking about killing billionaires.
See…things get very twisted around which way is it? An iceberg ended my life potentially, but are all icebergs bad when they’re supporting human life no, not necessarily. Is America a profound country of God or not? When it starts attacking its own citizens who are merely collecting perfume because they’re lonely and want to die…and then Russia has to step in to save their life along with the royal family of several different countries that’s a problem. And that level of heinous egotism and idiocy is exactly why I and Mr. Guggenheim didn’t like the Federal Reserve.” He thinks. “Poetically speaking it was because we didn’t trust a Rockefeller around a woman who’s perfume and voice sound like money.”
“I would’ve grasped at straws. There are plenty of them in the ocean, but I was in too deep. Take my experience as a warning.“ jokes Hamish.
More later.
I have to going on TikTok and seeing a satirical post about an influencer apologizing for having oil in their family seemingly to mock Lacey and her 2017 post. Lacey is livid. She is livid because it doesn’t make sense.
“You asshole fucking peasants always claim to have the high ground morally speaking, but when it comes to me, you don’t! The bitch racist peasants who came at me are the ones you should be mocking you fuck-white idiots. And I am so sick of seeing black little bitches, sucking up shit from their massurs because they’re trying to get a fucking crumb of appreciation and approval off your little bitch-ass tables. Oh you’re Jewish?! So you’re the chosen Satanist few?! Get a life! Lem was not gay. He wasn’t gay and he’s not gonna suck your cock as a thank-you when you die you dumb ass, if you insist otherwise! …And guess what? I am Lem. …Lacey’s post was about egalitarianism, and trying to encourage the community to not be pushy and awkward and evil. Are you a pedophile because if there’s an Illuminati the person she saw is a pedophile if he’s in the Illuminati. Or is he working with pedophiles and he doesn’t have a choice?! See…she doesn’t know so if you’re gonna be killed now for not making a good joke? How narcissistic and stupid and malignant are these people?! Really, seriously, how dumb are you?” shrieks Lem.
“It was about her being insensitive. It was just about her being insensitive.“ says a comedian.
“Aren’t you being insensitive? Haven’t you’ve been very insensitive and is that funny too?!” asks Lem. “And how much of your anger at her has been motivated by your hatred of women and your lack of respect for anything they have to say especially about men?! I think you think you have an in on things you know because you’re gay so you’re a part of the chosen, chosen few.”
“I take it you didn’t come out because you weren’t gay!” Mr. Blue insists he say jokingly in response.
“So he’s your puppet master? So him and his little posse are your like, controller?” asks Lacey.
He shrugs.
“So whether you’re in the Illuminati or not, they can influence you to say things in some witchcraft way probably the higher up you get in fame?” says Lacey. “See I actually was trying to be incendiary and insensitive at that point partially as a reaction to this. Because I had to sit in the doctor’s office and be terrified wondering if I died or went insane, genuinely wondering, totally disoriented in 2016 actually I think it might’ve been 2017 beginning of 2017 but still…it was it was-I still haven’t recovered from it psychologically. And turns out I wasn’t schizophrenic! …But then what was going on and it is been a daily battle since then to try to get some grasp of reality. Stanley Kubrick has been incredibly helpful. The royal family has been helpful but the problem is you wanna blame me for what you did.
And when I say you, I mean, Mr. Blue and his supporters, and the people in the Illuminati who are incapable of taking care of themselves by choice. Choosing to misunderstand what I’m saying is your problem. I do make sense. I’m just not narcissistic and I’m deep and I’m not stupid. And I’m not one of your little public sheeple who make you feel so fucking good about yourselves.
I started this class discussion because Mr. Blue started it and some bitch journalist who sells real-confident about their superiority compared to me and tons of other people who are mouth breathing conservatives in the Midwest. …It was some guy with glasses. I don’t know. Some journalist from some someplace. I don’t know who said to me, “Hey, idiot you should thank us! You should thank us for what we do! Stuff like manifesting stuff on Twitter, using the Illuminati! It’s a gift to that we noticed that you exist!’ or some stupid shit like that.
I stood up for myself. I explained my family background and I explained that I am not some little idiot fucking peasant who was after his fucking two cents in his fucking cheap ass pocket.
You all get your dick hard thinking that people are vulnerable. That’s why you’re pedophiles isn’t it? Because all sex is is just an ego trip to all of you. You had to make me vulnerable. I couldn’t be smart, and more mature and intelligent than you and heaven forbid my family was old money upper!
…You told me it was a gong! And it isn’t. …You can’t have it both ways you can’t have me as an insensitive aristocrat and also have me as Marilyn-fucking-Monroe from the streetz. But you want both to be true and in your fucked up minds it isn’t it?
So yes, I was incendiary. Yes, I was insensitive by choice because you started a fight with me and I intended to fight…you dumb bitch. He was a sleazebag, self-absorbed, conceited fucking idiot. I had a Hellish birthday. I had to put up with some dumb ass bitch who is obsessed with me and who had the maturity of a retarded worm from Hell. …Well, that dumb bitch decided that I was the one obsessed with her and let me tell you I’m in the right. Me being bullied does matter in the equation. You can’t keep leaving that out if you’re trying to win, you fucking idiots.
I am sick and tired of having to take some loser who keeps throwing water in my face seriously when I’m trying to have a bar fight. I keep knocking you to the floor because we’re fighting and then you keep throwing water in my face. Let me tell you something it’s annoying the way that you cry and moan and say that’s not a fair fight fight. Use your fists. And if you can’t do that then stop trying to fight with me.
You’re annoying and you have no moral high ground. Your ego is what you’re standing on! You have no intellectual premise! It has been seven years and you people have yet to prove that anything you’re saying has any intellectual merit or value at all.
People’s careers have been destroyed. We have a pandemic. I think a lot of shit has gone down to prove that you are full of shit.
Is that clear enough for you? Do I use enough swear words? Do I sound relevant enough to the 21st-century because I keep trying to have a reasoned emotionally intelligent conversation but it’s not working. What do I have to do to get you guys to understand English?!?!?” asks Lacey.
“OK so maybe finding my lost soulmate and then making her into some bizarre puppet was a stupid thing to do Mr. Blue. I never post illuminati exist. We can’t use your real name. Do you want to be called Mr. Blue for the rest of eternity because people may call you that just out of irritation?” says Michael Rockefeller.
“I love how she understands that if I am beholden to these people, I can’t be completely honest with her about how I actually feel and that it actually does piss me off, but I can’t be honest with her about how I’m actually feeling.” says the Jewish man.
“She told you guys to focus on repairing the ocean in the 2020 election. She did! Lacey told you guys to make the election about the ocean. …But you insisted that she’s an idiot. If you exist you insist that she’s in love with you. You insist that you’re not the problem that illuminati is top rated fantastic great individuals.” says Michael.
“If I wasn’t a part of the illuminati, that’s part of the reason I’m dead. You guys are Nazis and you’ve turned the entire world into your little concentration camp. You’re not the elite you’re insane fuck bots.” says Hamish.
“You use demons. You used demons to try to direct our craft into trouble. You used demons to direct our craft into trouble the same way that you harass Lacey and her family and try to suffocate her. …And don’t try to convince me that the entire Illuminati supports Mr. Blue because they don’t. I happen to think very strongly that there are people who are kind and in the Illuminati who are Christian who are elite, who are just confused or trapped in it like the Queen for instance.
You are the most conceited, idiotic bullshit artists I have ever encountered! You think what I did was dumb but you’re all running your way into Hell with an astronomical amount of overconfidence.” says the Pakistani businessman. “I dare you to double down on your stupidity. Find some shit vessel, find a clone who looks like me and put him on the put them on put them on the camera and then and try to convince my family for the rest of his life that I’m still alive. It won’t be easy but I think you should waste all of your time and energy doing that too.”
“He’s right if we got stuck, we killed ourselves. OK? Because we knew that the end was going to come and we found a way to kill ourselves potentially. I don’t know what has been heard, but if we’re dead we possibly have been dead for a while.” says Hamish.
“So then you guys killed yourselves or one of you killed you guys? Or you found a way to die?” asks a journalist.
“We found a way to die. If we’re dead, we found a way to kill ourselves because we knew that there is very little chance that we were going to be able to get out and so we found a way to die. We knew it wasn’t going to get any better.” says Hamish if he’s dead.
“So you guys are claiming that there are some people in the Illuminati who have some conscience and then there are some people who are egotistical maniacs?“ says a Gen. Z woman.
“Are you actually reading that I don’t have any interest in you, Mr. Blue and that I’m not going to protect you guys other than in any humane way? Because that’s true!” says Lacey.
“Yes, that’s true. I don’t think you’ve read Lacey. I don’t think you have any clue what her sexuality is like or mine.” says Lem.
“I was insensitive for a reason and actually I do feel bad about it. I felt bad about it when I wrote it. I questioned whether or not I should even post it in 2017 because I actually did feel sorry but I had my reasons, and that is between me and God, if no one else cares about my humanity at all.” says Lacey.
“Impressive because that’s just total bullshit. I know that it is I’m positive that it is I know her better than anyone who’s ever existed.” says Mr. Blue. “I caught her being evil. I caught her. I caught her. I caught her being evil.”
“What was she doing?“ asks Joe Sr..
“I was a married man and I had a nice life and she ruined it like a bunny boiler.” says Mr. Blue, high.
“Didn’t you guys decide that he was like a psychopath maybe three or four years ago and what happened to that analysis and realization?” asks an actress.
“I have to I have chats with him and he’s a really nice guy. He’s a really great guy and you know her hatred of the poor and insensitivity about her family and their background is the problem and say I am I am short, but I’m like a hot short. OK? I am like the hottest short guy to ever live.“ says a Bobby seriously.
“So you have talks with Mr. Blue and he convinces you that he’s good. He probably pushes all of your buttons!” says an actress.
“Excuse me, I don’t have buttons! I am an extraordinarily objective man! It’s my job as a Kennedy as a bearer of the eternal flame of the Kennedy family to talk about vaccines.” says Bobby.
“OK but what’s in the vaccines?” asks a DuPont.
“What’s in the vaccines? I don’t know what is in the vaccines so why don’t you tell me?” says a Bobby.
“No, I think you should tell me you’re the one that knows!” says a dead DuPont.
“I only know what I know. I don’t know what you know.” says a Bobby.
“But you know enough to tell kids not to take it who could be saved by it so I would love to know what what is in those vaccines! Darling, what’s actually literally in them? Dear have you tested all the vaccines being used right now?!” asks a dead DuPont.
“Well…that’s a stupid thing to say because you know I can’t do that!” says Wobbly.
“Then, how do you know that they’re all unsafe?! Bobby, it’s not dumb that you care but your sense of authority and your expectation of knowledge may be a little overblown.” says a dead DuPont.
“Let’s talk about monetary policy. Bobby what do you know about the Federal Reserve? What is the Federal Reserve?” asks Hamish.
“Lacey’s father didn’t rob banks did he? He was a bootlegger and a financier, but he wasn’t worth billions he was probably only worth $100 million at the most. Michael and Lem do you understand why she was pissed off?” asks a perfume hater.
“Yes, yeah both Lem and I do. We know why she did it and it probably wasn’t to hurt people who could really actually genuinely be hurt. It was to piss people off like Casi and Nancy and you.” says Michael. “She was trying to piss people like you off because you said a $4 million estate was nothing compared to The Breakers. And you said that her wealth was nothing compared to The Breakers. And yet only very few people have ever lived in that kind of extreme opulence. …And she’d make posts about $60 ice tea glasses or her Dior lip gloss and she’d get heat and she’d think, ‘My goodness, how can they be so catty and hateful about lipgloss when a $4 million house is chickenshit to these people?!?’” says Michael.
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