Listen to “I Don’t Want To Wait” by Paula Cole.
JFK joins Leigh Nash. Singing to Lem. A cover of Paula Cole’s classic.
In 2006.
“Jack. You’re already dead.” says a psychic channeling him.
“I know.
But I’m trying to wow…Lem. Remind him of the sacrifices I made. Believing.” says Jack.
A perfume community member: I thought that was…Putin singing to Lacey?
*they look confused*
Putin: No. I would sing her “U Can’t Touch This” and point to my dying…heart.
Lacey: *laughs*
He’s a sweetheart.
Putin: I can’t do anything. She moves me.
But I can be strong.
*he smiles*
*later*
A Old Gen. X Man: I just saw Lacey.
Do you understand what she looks like!?
It’s the Greatest Generation doppelgänger of Scotia. Her features look German. And French? But…she seems like Scotia.
Yes. I actually am a nerd.
I was just biking. In Minneapolis. And she’s on her way to coffee.
DAMN.
The thing is…I’m…a sexual man. *he laughs* No, I am. I think she noticed me too.
*he thinks*
But…it’s overwhelming. At my age? I like it. But…it was too much…-
She’s-
You know those guys who are intense? Come on! You know what I mean.
Jesus: Yes. I recognized that. I get it.
Gen. X man: Yeah! …She seems…rich. Like…whipped cream. …It’s too sexy.
Yes!! It’s too…much.
And some dudes..- *he whistles* I guess they can rock it. I’m at age where I like the finer things. They…delight me.
*he smiles*
But…I can’t possibly date her. Just admire her. And feel…well—
Putin: Is that an insult to men like me?
The Biker: No.
See…she’s just a chick. I can tell.
Who are you? You are dead?
Putin: No.
So it’s a compliment?
The Biker: It’s…-
Let me think.
Hold on.
*much later*
How the hell did I see that woman? I’m starting to think she was a ghost. The hair looks like it belonged to the 21st century, but the face and even the length of the hair she looks like she belongs in 1965? She looks like she belongs in the 1960’s.
I am impressed. Men of your generation knew how to have sex.
Putin: I am still alive.
But I am older.
The Biker: *nods*
I like the way you people look.
*smiles*
I’m impressed. I am impressed, sir.
Lacey’s Jewish relatives on Mark’s side: We are eastern European and you seemed Russian to us and it made us angry because how dare you come onto our land and demand we give you our sons for marriage.
Lacey: Except he wanted to marry me though.
The Bolsheviks: Fair enough and we are in America so you’re right. But we just can’t get over it.
He was our best one. I’m not saying that.
No, I didn’t say that. He was very precious to us and we love his brother very much and we love them all. We love many people.
His brother is smart not as smart as him, and there is a sort of dashing rebellious devil may care charm about Mark.  His brother is very nice, but he was never going to be as impressive to Americans, Lacey as Mark. 
And we’re angry because you did things to us that we are not happy about.
Lacey: “You understand I can tell!” is what you’re saying to me?
The Bolsheviks: Yes.
Look it’s not personal right? You sent us away from our land and we are very upset.
Putin: Yes, my family may have done that to you and what century?
The Bolsheviks: The 1600s. We were close to Russia and you or we were in Russia and your family. The Romanovs sent us off our land. You may wonder why we’re angry because what was that that she even had with you but we’re not stupid Vladimir we know how the Romanoffs think and we know that unless of lamb is 100% certain and he’s 100% able to guarantee her you will never leave the woman alone for the rest of eternity. Trust me that’s how these people are. They don’t stop.
You know, and you don’t know that about them because they seem so fragile like little Faberge eggs. They are not!
And I was not about to fall for that. And it was wrong Because psychically it’s completely psychotic. This woman had no way of knowing what I was angry about and yet I had to watch my back. Because I really was taking this whole thing very seriously I understand his psychology. I’ve been watching him and I don’t know what’s going on…
And to be honest with you, I am a little bit like the father on filler on the roof and that I know his psychology and so I was trying to be cold to her so she wouldn’t be totally screwed up and devastated. Because we really have a very nice family and I didn’t want her to get attached and be heartbroken.
So I was thinking of Putin I was thinking of the heartache and it didn’t quite work. We moved to Ohio and she’s laughing about it but no, it’s better than where we were. Trust me.z
I’m talking to her when I say that she doesn’t entirely believe me no it really has been an improvement. It seems like it wouldn’t be at this point but it really has but it really has been.
no she’s she’s she’s a sweetheart absolute sweetheart and Dave knew that but better than Harriet and that’s where I was wrong. He knew that Harriet knew that but not as well as Dave. Dave was was was German, and Lacey is German and he understood the Germans. He knew that she was an absolute sweetheart that she was a really nice person because there was intermarriage in the family between Germans and Jews, and that in that part of the family, so he genetically recognized her personality and he thought I’m not gonna say anything or I can tell this is actually a really nice person.
He tricks people in the family can if you’re reading this he tricked you he was trying to protect everybody, including her and her kids with his grandson. He loved your mother, but he did not think that she was always very nice.
I might also be jealous of Lacey. OK I’m obviously a relative on your mother side.
And she was angry because she had put in so much effort into raising you kids, and then here comes all these white girls-
*he laughs with Lacey*
I’m sorry, Lacey and I have a sense of humor that somewhat similar in some ways but no, it’s funny. She put in all this effort. Oh my word the way she worked and she had every intention of her son’s marrying a Jew and her grandson‘s marrying a Jew, but she was so loving that she didn’t want to kick out any nice person. She just she didn’t want to hurt anyone. By saying that she would really have rather had a Jewish daughter-in-law and a Jewish son-in-law and a Jewish granddaughter in law.
I don’t know if her kids realize that, but that really did bother her and Lacey picked up on it and she wasn’t wrong and that actually really is helpful because Lacey truly understands. She truly understood and understands that we just wanted to use and land and stuff like that.
What I don’t appreciate Ken is how you’ve let your wife bully her and what is up with all your all of your despair? You’re a very conflicted person as smart and wealthy as you are.
It’s good that you visit them. but she’s not the problem Ken you are and so is your wife so am I. So I don’t quite understand you sometimes, and you scare me slightly because you don’t seem to understand the forest for the trees. You’re gonna regret the fact that you let your wife be so openly antagonistic to her. And you’re gonna think why didn’t I take this man seriously.
I think you think I can’t control my wife. And you’re right you can’t control another person. You’re absolutely right. But could you have tried to keep her in line more or not?
Ken: I did what I thought I had to do.
A Bolshevik: you know I love you. You know I love Savannah and your kids. You know it you know I love you. I can tell and I wish I could apologize for everything that ever happened to you and I can’t because I’m dead.
Hopefully someday we could have this conversation I’m genuinely very sorry.
Maybe someday we can talk.
Ken: There are so many things I wish I knew about our family that I don’t even know.
A Bolshevik: your mother did love you, but she wasn’t my daughter, and there were mistakes that were made, and that’s really harsh thing to say, but there are things that she said to you and did that I am really quite angry about.
She came from a family of people who were really well off by today’s standards. Her grandparents were well they were doing well, but we were poor. We were very poor. Lacey thinks I should just tell you to go watch Fiddler on the roof. Because that’s your ancestry and you’ve done incredibly well and I’m very proud of you, but that is your ancestry.
We were poor, but we really worked hard and we stuck together and we were smart and we knew how to take care of ourselves and we knew what was right and what was wrong and what would matter. you came from an area of Russia that is to the south originally we were kind of on the border of several different countries, but it was Russia for a long time and then it sort of stopped being Russia. Lacey‘s hoping that this is real so she doesn’t have to worry that I’m not a ghost but no it was. It was the southern part of Russia at some point and we will talk about it more later.
Are we Russian not really we’re more eastern European but we are Jewish of course, and you were German on your father side. He was Jewish, but he was somewhat German and I was I was somewhat. Lacey wants to say Hungarian that might not be quite right but or Romanian something like that but that’s what she’s thinking anyway we’ll talk about it more later but no, we lived there for centuries Ken I don’t even know when we first moved there, but we lived in that part of the world for a very long time.
We farmed we sold leather goods. We sold leather goods in Russia, like saddles things that were made of leather. We also sold other things, but we sold goods and we farmed kind of like your wife ironically, but we were sales people and farmers.
we were reasonably well off, but not really I mean there was a lot of poverty in Russian Jewish Eastern European families. And you had to learn how to survive you had to learn how to work and be smart and part of the reason why I let her marry Mark is because she thinks the same way as us it’s it’s tough life‘s tough you do your best. I knew that she would be stabilizing for him and that he would get her in that way that you can’t just throw stuff away that you have to that you have to sort of keep moving forward and being stable and personal happiness is important but so is stability. It’s a very delicate balancing act.
It’s a very delicate balancing act yes? So I thought no it’s great. Go ahead and let her marry him. She’ll at least provide companionship for him. That’s solid and sincere. And so I sound like I’m contradicting myself you know I’m not. I had concerns. I have issues with part of me things OK but this woman is really stable woman actually and she’s really calm and diligent and she keeps telling him calm down do your work. Keep your head up go to sleep eat your food and it’s like that that’s right. You bet you bet.
No It’s she’s very practical Ken and it’s like OK. Keep your head up. Do your job go to sleep? Pay your bills love yourself. Take a deep breath and I thought you know this chick has got the hang of it.
So I knew it wasn’t gonna be perfect, but I thought gosh it’s better than nothing. It’s better than him being lonely dying of alcoholism at 40. It’s better than her being miserable. I don’t know where. I mean no it’s not perfect but gosh you know life is tough and I understand that from personal experience.
Yes, Lacey is sensing that. I really am like the father in fiddler on the roof. i’m sorry that I can’t say more to you. God is telling me that I need to stop. I would like to go on and on and on for a long time.
The Jews understand the realm of the dead. And I was there sometimes in Ohio when your mother used to make breakfast for everyone. I would sit in a chair in the kitchen and watch you guys. I had other people to watch but I watched you all sometimes and I thought boy this is a nice this is nice. These these kids really turned out pretty dang well as Lacey would say
There’s not much else I can say cause there are problems, but I want you to understand that there’s a lot of love for you in your family. 
Lacey: I think he needed to say that and God is allowing me to do this and I’m very angry at God so I decided to just let him talk. You’re not supposed to channel the dead OK but God‘s not legalistic and I have very real contentions with God right now so he was able to say a few words and I think it’s funny and that’s between me and God. I’m not laughing at God, but I am angry at him and that is between me and my father in heaven.
I guess I sort of am being not rebellious against. I’m not rebelling against Scott. I’m not rejecting him, but I’m very angry and I am being a bit rebellious and I guess your ancestor was allowed to say a few things so
God: she’s very mad and there’s a perfectly good reason and I’m not angry at her and she’s right I am letting her speak on behalf of the dead and it’s real. A lot of this blog is up for debate we’ll say, but the dead have been able to say some various sincere legitimate things knowing Folwell that people could be reading this in Mark‘s actual family out of curiosity, and if they come across that, maybe they’ll be comforted by it.
I’m I’m not legalistic God I’m not about defining human emotion and turning people into zombies for the sake of some law that doesn’t really apply to that specific person. There are laws that cannot be broken. You’re never supposed to molest a child. You’re not supposed to actually steal from people, but this is not really necromancy and she has chosen to be a little twerp and just run as fast as she can to see if I can chase her down.
Like oh you think you love me watch this. You’re allowing this OK well, we’ll see what you allow. Is this necromancy or not? Is this necromancy or not? She says that to me frequently is this necromancy or not Dad is this necromancy or not?
Yes, I am actually got the father and we are actually quite close but she wasn’t really parented in that way at least in this life if they’re even as reincarnation and so she’s trying to push my buttons just to see what I’m going to do. She’s not a child don’t get it twisted and psychologist used to understand that if they would think that I’m still do, she’s not a child but this part of her just didn’t get processed and so her adult brain is fine. She’s completely adult, but she has an instinct to push my buttons because she wasn’t allowed to do that
And actually, Ken got a taste of that once in an email that she sent people. but that’s not really her personality and that’s not really like her but when she’s at the end of her rope, she starts getting a little testy.
And part of his her sense of humor it really is. She has a very sharp sense of humor. And I love it, but yes, we have daily conversations about what she’s doing. Is this necromancy or not?
And it’s sad to me that you seem very quiet right now.
But if you’re curious to know anything about her as a human being yes she’s kind of like lamb Billings. Except she’s far wilder than Jack and them ever were.
If she had been there at shout and she really was angry, there would’ve been a fire. John Knowles intuited that and then he ascribed that personality to Joe Kennedy Junior. That was not Joe‘s personality. That’s Lacey. You were sensing as a writer. 
Peace breaks out. it was the sequel to a separate peace. I don’t think Ken likes those books. That’s fine. We’re not talking to him anymore necessarily that’s fine.
They are very well regarded. They’re not bad and actually John Knowles knew the Kennedy‘s. I really am God Ken you’ve decided that I didn’t exist. OK, but that’s not real. I’m sorry
So anyway, as I was saying John Knowles intuitive Lacey Banks Tom could speak right now but he’s not going to this is God you’re talking to, but no that was Lacey sweetie who would’ve set the fire at Choate. Except she wouldn’t have been doing it for egotistical reasons and you had that wrong too. Except you had it right because the Kennedy’s were that wild. But you mix them together and they’re very different people.
Lamb really was heterosexual and it’s been shocking to a lot of people.
I’m gonna let the phone make mistakes right now because she’s exhausted and it’s gonna be hard to tell what I’m saying but I’m going to ask her to leave that because a lot of the blog is like this and I want people to get a taste of what happens when she gets tired and starts talking into her phone.
Because she’s not gonna be doing this kind of writing very often ever again and it’s a long way back in the blog. so no a separate piece was a very good novel, but it was a little silly in a way and peace breaks out is about a lot of very Bundesliga it’s about a lot of very misunderstood historical events. No offense, John.
How would you have written Vladimir Putin? You would never have been able to figure him out. Love was heterosexual. Vladimir Putin exists, and you never conceptualize those men as men because you were too American sweetheart, and middle class. You don’t realize that they’re actually real humans because they’re way off in Russia in your mind and you are not a worthless writer and you’re not a stupid person but you don’t seem to get that they really do matter.
So
And how would you have written Lacey? She’s a loose cannon sexually when she wants to be and she’s proud of it. Elliot is badly in love with her because he loves that she’s like that, but then she chooses not to be. He really is capable of being with her for eternity because he understands how she thinks. And he really likes her a lot. why didn’t you put him in the novel you had all of these gay boys who are in love with each other where were the straight ones? Or were the boys supposed to be straighter than people want them to be today because of Lem? I worried that’s actually what happened. You were trying to write right about bisexuality and you ended up writing a bitch slap in the face of a lot of women who thought men gave a crap about them.
I am very angry at Bobby. I am very angry at David Pitts. I am very angry at a lot of pseudo intellectual historians in the gay community. You people are monsters intellectually. You’re so full of shit you don’t know half the stuff you claim to know about a lot of people. What makes lazy and I angry is that Gore Adele was like James Craft. The father who raised Lacey thinks a lot like Gore Vidal. and I don’t know why you would assume that that was a totally objective narrator for tons of historical events?
Men like that can be incredibly tricky. does that scare you? You started making love to each other and getting married. I wonder if you got scared of each other and started telling yourselves stupid lies like oh Gore was such a nice solid stable man. He would never have lied for emotional high strung complex reasons. He didn’t have a nervous breakdown. He was a total straight man with no complications. He was just like a heterosexual was superpowers. that’s what you people think? You are not biologically the same as straight men. you really are different. Can you handle that anymore or is it too scary?
Based on what I’ve watched over the last 10 years with Lacey, I don’t think you can handle it. you had Lady Gaga in the room, singing songs and made you shake your butt and get all aroused and then you ran off with some dude and you thought this is fun. I was born this way bitch! I am hot. I’m young and I am free.
And now that you’re aging, you’re thinking hold on. I was born this way!? There’s no way out. I’m not just faking it like Lem. yeah I’m not just faking it. This is actually what I’m stuck being? And see the problem is you’ve cloistered yourself away from women and flow off the handle having 80 billion sex partners and so now you I think you’re scared of yourselves. It’s like oh sex doesn’t mean anything so I’m fine. No it does. It’s very powerful and you have scared yourselves into some sort of insanity
Will cure aids and as long as people are smart, we’re good because I can be happy being married to a man and I don’t have to worry about getting no one pregnant. OK that’s interesting but then what exactly is it that you are going to do with all of the boyfriends and no one’s just have a conversation with? Men are so dumb and misogynistic, and you guys have never realized that. not really. You don’t want constant sex with 50 billion different people as much as you think you do. You believed that about yourselves because it seemed like what was the liberated manly thing to do. But you are wrong.
If I created you in a way that allows you to actually love each other. You’re supposed to be monogamous and you’re still supposed to just love one person your whole life ideally. Women aren’t dumb just because they’re different than you. There are some men who are bisexual. And if you’re going to allow yourselves to engage in your behavior, you’ve gotta understand that you’re not just all straight gay.
And if that scares you, and that’s part of your motivation for constant change of partner, then that’s a weak spot in your community. Regardless. Incredible hidden insecurity about who you are in relation to each other as men are you friends or are you lovers? Are you friends? You need to get that figured out.
And then you need to let people have boundaries with each other because there are some then who wear tons of makeup who are still attracted to women and they may have a girlfriend who is breaking their heart, but they’re not honest about it because they’re trying to be loyal to all the other gay men who are their friends. Yeah you guys have formed some sort of sex cult.
You know listen if I am if I’m saying it’s OK to be what you are and I’m not but if I am saying that and that’s the problem with this conversation with Lacey, but that’s not her fault then you’ve gotta understand. I’m actually I would actually be saying that to you. See that’s for Christianity and America makes me violently angry because I have not necessarily been rejecting you. Or if I have rejected you that has not been explained at all. I mean, there are some people who’ve been very hateful who have yelled things at you, but if I have a problem with what you’re doing, I’m not an imbecile and it has not been explained.
It’s just sad that you don’t know me better. It’s very sad to me that we don’t have a closer relationship. Do you all want the less children or some of you confused? If you don’t, and some of you are confused… that is totally egregious to me because we need to talk.
You need to talk with me. You need to confront evil because there are kids actually being very harmed.
See so are you screwed up or are you avoiding being mad or do you not even know you’re mad anymore?
And then they want they want to control you in America. Just laugh it off ha ha ha there is no God? I do exist. yeah I do exist. You can’t just laugh me off.
Do I seem more loving than I should? That’s sad. you know it’s sad to me that Americans think that being a sensitive, loving man makes you gay. There’s absolutely no correlation actually to be perfectly honest the opposite has been true throughout history. Gay men have tended to be more cutthroat and cold. Yeah, they don’t know that anymore or they lie about. Or both. You guys are very shrewd people, but you can be cold as ice. And there are some straight men that are able to be that cold, but you know to be honest it is more common amongst homosexual men. Actually homosexuals in general tend to be cold. Lacey is cold in a different way, but people think that she’s homosexual because of that no but that is somewhat of a thing? She’s not really a cold person, but that’s a different conversation. But actually, no, it’s very complicated but you’ve misunderstood that.
Lem was a very warm and loving person. He was not cruel. He became cruel because he was straight and he was being raped by Jack. OK and then that’s where Elliot is an issue and so is Satan. *I laugh*
I have an enormous amount of sympathy for Lem. But he did pose gay in a lot of photographs by choice. He said flirty things to people who were male and female actually, but he, he said them mostly to men. and he was not really actually feeling any of it but the thing is he did it and is exasperating totally exasperating and he is with Lacey. Absolutely for certain. But I’m God and I am God and I don’t know how to explain certain things too easily.
You know you go you don’t seem to get it. He could have come on to Jack and been straight human psychology is such that people can do something called lie and they can also be confused. So he may have been lying and he may have been confused. And no, they are together, but I cannot tolerate what she has to go through at times. It’s sick.
And I am sorry you’re probably anticipating this and maybe you care and maybe you don’t but if you do, it’s very likely that the Kennedy center will be demolished. It actually has nothing to do directly with this whole fiasco. But it is related directly in an indirect way.
They will probably be tearing it down. And it’s because Liv is so incredibly angry that he can’t control himself. Lem. I’m speaking into her phone.
Lem is so unbearably angry that that will probably be the end of the Kennedy center. Lem is so unbearably angry that that will probably be the end of the Kennedy center.
And they’re in denial about it. I don’t think anyone in that family is able to comprehend what’s happening. If they could, they would be giving national conference speaking conferences about it they would be that’s not the right word they would be giving press events. They would be speaking out.
Why don’t they? Because they are well that could be some proof that this is actually real and not just fiction. It is up for debate, but that could be some proof that she’s actually speaking to people at times in someway at least. It also might not be and there’s nothing that they can do, but it’s interesting. They’re very quiet, really relatively speaking.
Did you know that part of the reason Bobby became a conservative republican is because of Lacey? She had to decide with them 10 years ago for her for her safety and be friend the Trump‘s and he talked to her if there isn’t illuminati and he found out about her ability to talk to his uncle Joe and it made him incredibly angry and jealous and threatened. And he became obsessed with her and then overtime he began to realize that she was actually in a relationship with Lem. And around that time he decided to become a Trump supporter. He became a Trump supporter to try to take over her body and become her and and take Lem back for himself
is that fiction or not? Well.
No, he became obsessed with her and he is still obsessed and he is running himself ragged. Caroline has lost a child because she sadistically attacked Lacey. She cursed herself years ago and Lacey warned her to stop and she chose not to.
Lacey warned them that Jack would never win and then they shut her up and she said she was just concerned that it wasn’t likely and then she felt that there was something catastrophic that would happen and it did. But they just kept shutting her up.
So that would be why there is no press conference discussing the Kennedy center that we’ve heard much about. That’s why they’re not leading rallies, giving grand speeches about the nation in the history of the country like you would expect if those people. People really would love if they would just get in front of a huge enormous crowd of people and say something profound and lovely, but they don’t have that ability. at least he’s saying that is part of the problem. They really don’t have that ability, but she says it to them in a way that sounds very authoritative-
And then they get called on their own shit so to speak and so they feel like they’re in a timeout and psychologically, they don’t know what to do. Because she has them in a timeout. It’s like you don’t know how to do this. You’re a liar and I want you to be honest and they refuse to be honest and so they’re all in a timeout being very stubborn and refusing to apologize.
She has them all in a timeout then they are refusing. They’re not going to budge. 
they are not going to tell the truth that they hire speech writers and that they work incredibly hard-
And it’s just mind blowing to them, but they refuse to admit that.
Because how did this woman come on the scene with all this bizarre preternatural knowledge about their psychology? And given their psychology, all they can do is just stand there and look indignant because they can’t figure out what else is going on. It’s too upsetting.
So Sophie has been trying to help. But they’re all being evil and it’s not working.
They keep trying to shut her down-
*He laughs*
I’m sorry, but humans can be very funny. They keep trying to shut her down and lock her up. And she’s the one with the locking key with her hand around their wrist, marching them to a timeout. But they refuse to believe that they are in trouble with the Popo. They believe that they are the Popo and that you can’t tell them nothing.
And so you can’t expect him to give speeches right now that are written by a speech writer that sound really good. And when they run for office, it just doesn’t work. So pray for them because they were not prepared. Psychologically to meet Lacey Banks.
It’s hilarious. It actually really is but at the same time it’s awful. Because they’re biting her they’re scratching her face and she just keep she just keeps saying metaphorically. I love you. This is not OK. You need to stop. And they’re clawing at her face trying to rip out her eyes and they’re screaming biting her and she just keeps saying that’s not OK that’s not appropriate and you need to stop.
And they’re not faking it and neither is she.
They were not disciplined by a woman in that way. Almost any of them. Her kids are well behaved, but they could be very wild. She’s a very loving, calm, genuinely loving disciplinarian. there’s a boundary with her and it’s love and it’s real, but if you’re not used to that your instinct is to claw her face.
And then, of course, there’s the added dimension of the fact that these are all adults and she’s actually younger than them. but there’s a part of her that’s just innately older, but it’s sad because that’s tragic. It’s not supposed to be like that. but then they don’t know what to do and she doesn’t know what to do because she has a natural instinct to really give them some strong parenting and they’re responding to it and part of their heart actually loves it and there’s times Bobby has actually cried because he feels understood and loved.
Joe Kennedy Senior worked those kids to the bone. She’s telling them to stop take a nap and calm down. And that’s also part of the travel is that that’s what they needed to hear and so that it’s like are they being unfaithful to Rose?
They don’t want to be unfaithful to Rose. They love Rose but then it’s like Lacey has Joe figured out and they’re being told to calm him down and stop biting each other and take a nap.
What the illuminati did by attacking her has created a huge national crisis. And I’m God I’m in charge. I understand all of you, but it’s very sad because I can’t let them rip off her face and I can’t stop the fact that this woman is being a grandmother to them or a mother to them and yet not at the same time. I mean, she she isn’t really their grandmother. She’s not really their mother, but because of what happened their experiencing her that way she’s experiencing them that way-
And yeah, there are times that both Satan and Elliot wanna step in and straighten everybody out.
So it is very unlikely that the Kennedy Center will remain. Putin may have defended himself with Fern, but there is a plague that he’s fighting right now. Somebody told him to watch out and he did, but there is a plague that he’s protecting himself from.
I’m not happy
And Lacey’s not in the wrong she’s actually been an absolute saint and they have not been. She is an incredibly good mother. She’s not sadistic at all. She’s extremely perfect actually .
And then that’s where I get angry because how do you explain that to people that this woman just has this incredibly good understanding. You know I can’t explain that right now, but she was made to be a mother and she is a very good mom.
Bobby has to let go the fact that she’s not his mother because she’s not and they all do and yet she has to be able to finish her duties because they did take her seriously and she takes that seriously. But you know they can’t quite do it perfectly because they’re not quite in the right mind and she is and they are not really trustworthy people.
But at the same time, I am aware of the fact that this isn’t normal this was not supposed to happen and it’s an absolute tragedy.
Somebody’s wondering how the Kennedy Center became a problem? Lem was very instrumental in starting the Kennedy Center. And Jack was gay and Lem was not. Actually, Jack was bisexual, but I’m going to call him gay because that’s a quicker way of explaining.
so I may have to let America destroy itself if they can’t accept that here.
A reader: why does that matter so much to us?
God: you are all under a horrible misunderstanding about your identity as people. And the Kennedy is played into that mythology that was pre-existing about the country itself. And so they became what you called your royal family because they meant so much to you in terms of national identity. And so you felt heartbroken over the fact that Jack was never able to be faithful, and if all these addictions. But the problem is Jack really had a personality disorder. So you’re never going to find a person who he actually loved in that way. There isn’t anyone. Unfortunately, he was a very good salesman. He was a very good speaker, but he really was not a loving person in reality.
And I don’t think Americans can handle that. And I’ve had grace for it, but it’s getting sick and given the nature of what’s happened with children I can’t tolerate anymore. You cannot keep lying to yourself about this one person who exonerates you from any sort of responsibility yourself. You see yourself in him, and then Mary of dysfunctions and sins are covered by his actual personality disorder, being masked by makeup and hair and booze and clothes, and a wife who actually did love him. And he did love her as much as he was capable of and that’s sad because if he was in his right mind so to speak, he would have just loved Jackie and he would’ve hated everybody else at times, but not like Lacey like an Irishman. There are a lot of men who are Celtic, who hate people, but love their own family. The whole culture is sort of about that the whole clan thing. So it’s not unusual for Jack as an Irishman to have decided that Jackie is the only human who mattered and that everyone else could just go to hell.
But that was not something he could ever figure out because he was too messed up. He really loved her. He didn’t give a rip. He didn’t give a rip at all how anyone felt that day he wanted at their wedding he wanted Jackie to be the center of attention. She was so happy. Those are beautiful pictures of her because he just went out of his way to make sure that she understood that she was the only human that matter to him that day other than himself. Let be damned red be damned be damned. It’s just about Jackie
I have to say that again I’m gonna leave that because there is a little spiritual insight in that that’s someone trying to manifest JFK and it did work and it did work, but he’s lying. So he says, let be? No lamb did not let him. Lamb is him refusing to let Lacey say his name. That’s lamb with a Boston accent
So let’s be damned?
No lamb did not let you.
But I see your processing potentially that he was a lamb lead to Slater? No slaughter. Not Slater
*I laugh*
He was a lamb led to slaughter.
But anyway, lamb be damned red be damned rip be down.
I said, rip the damned. Oh that’s Satan.
No, I do not run a rip the damned necessarily . No I do not want to rip the damned.
Let’s try this again.
Rip the damn.
See cell phones pick up the supernatural really easily at times
Rip the damned
Rip B damned
Rip B Damned.
This isn’t as funny as they think it is, but I’m doing this because people have been misunderstanding.
Rip B
Rip Horton be damned.
So it was rip the Damned, Lamb, Biden, and-
I think they think I’m playing.
Anyway, he didn’t care who was hurt that day he was just about Jackie. And he was an absolute idiot and fool every other time. And his kids sort of know that, but then they live in the reality that he had his head on straight the whole time. And that is completely impossible. He was a serial cheater and a narcissist, just because someone figured out that he loved Jackie doesn’t mean that he was capable of expressing that in a functional way. 
 what
I did not say what an entity did.
I’m just going to let the speakerphone be open and see what comes up
Potato
Are you OK Elizabeth?
Someone keeps turning it off
Doesn’t scare her
It’s absolutely
*later*
Lacey: i’m not OK with letting the last thing I say for the day be about that family I do care about them, but I don’t think that I like quite what was being said, but I don’t think that was God entirely. I think he was trying, and it wasn’t easy to hear him. Don’t misconstrue that.
I can’t stand those people. I care about them, but I also cannot stand them and to be honest with you. I’m not sure if I care about them anymore than a lot of other people but I I wish them well as much as I can, but I think they’re awful people. I do genuinely wish them well, but I genuinely also think at the same time that they’re awful people

