Blue Jeans by Lana Del Rey plays.
Lacey’s family is filled with heretics should there be Purgatory. And the problem is they have it the other way around. They’ve taught her lies. Should I be a ghost they’ve taught her lies.
They’ve taught her not to listen to her instinct. They’ve taught her not to listen to a great many things that are protective of her.
Lacey, I’m not trying to scold you dear. I might actually relate to you it’s more that I am worried about you. See the problem is you really don’t listen and take it seriously anymore.
Let’s think back to when you were in that battered women’s shelter with your mother, trying to be helpful to her even though it wasn’t your marriage or your problem which was incredibly kind of you and that should go without saying.
There was a woman named Karen, who is black from Louisiana. And one day she disappeared and didn’t come back to the shelter when she was supposed to and you knew in about four hours exactly what happened verbatim, so to speak. And you told your mother, you told the directors of the battered women shelter, and no one believed you.
“What the hell happened?“ asks Anderson Cooper.
Well Anderson ask Lacey. She’s the one who knows right? No, she knew in about four hours of the woman missing probably even less than that exactly what had happened. It just came to her off the top of her head out of the blue. She just knew. No one told her. No audible voices told her, it just came to her. It really just came to her just out of the blue.
Anyway, what happened was that the woman had a drug addiction and fell off the wagon and in order to buy her the drugs since she was in a battered women shelter she got the real bright idea to prostitute herself out. Lacey saw it in her head. It just came to her. Karen walked around, and found a John who agreed to give her crack in exchange for, you know, her activities and she was gone the entire night. But what Lacey heard was that Karen had found a John and bought drugs and was out getting high. That’s just what came to Lacey which is like literally exactly what happened and so Lacey told her mother, she told the directors of the battered women’s shelter, and they all told her to take a chill pill and jump off a cliff.
When I saw that that night because I was there believe it or not I knew I’d have to intervene and so did Louis. We knew that we’d have to say something and do something and intervene. Because things have gotten much too far much much too far in your life and it wasn’t just like oh Lacey made bad choices treason either to feel sorry for yourself and hit Lacey for being so pitiful. Lacey‘s made almost no bad choices her entire life traits. She overslept when she was in college because she was exhausted because your sister is a bitch, I can’t stand you and if I see you in heaven, you’re gonna have to apologize to me first people like you and Anne that Neshae and family of yours are the reason why I hated Paula because you’re so prim and proper with your Midwestern values but the end of the day you’re a whore You backtalk all the time you badmouth your poor husband every fucking lunatic who listen to you and their mother and then you bitch and moan about Lacey and her actual problems that she’s never even told you about directly. What has Lacey ever blamed anyone for anything she never has that you’ve ever heard so what gossip have you been involved in Little Miss anti-gossip police You’re the scum of the Earth. You are a horse bitch to her and I yelled at her I did. I yelled at your sister through her daughter because you fucking sluts don’t give a shit about that little girl you don’t give a fucking shit her father, you have no fucking clue the power of that man had and then he trusted you with his daughter, thinking that he was doing her a favor and having her be raised by you people, I had so many conversations with him. You’re hypocrites a whole lot of you you’re a Baptist jackasses and I can’t stand you Paula hates me and you know what I understand. Why someday when she’s dead I don’t think she will but lady I want an apology from you. I want apology from a lot of your family, it’s funny how none of you have any idea what’s going on with her and you’re supposed to you are the adults so to speak but you don’t have a clue what’s going on is it snowing her on her 40th birthday on Facebook? It’s pathetic how old are you people you’re acting like a bunch of catty 10-year-olds she’s your niece you dumb bitch Ass supposed to snub your own fucking niece and if you think my swearing puts me beneath you out thing again, you little cow I know you probably read this blog along with a lot of the other bitches in your little smarmy catty petty bitch family you’re supposed to be above the Nesheims oh, excuse me, the Kennedys you’re not supposed to be another petty ass birds were a bitch family Terese a little Lacey had just given birth to a little tiny baby six months before she saw you. She was exhausted. She has a thyroid condition and her marriage is crap but you don’t care do you she looks so pretty that day she did that she looked pretty and then you saw their house and you wrote in their Audi And then you gave them great tips about how to make money as if they needed it and they disagreed with you and you thought you knew so much better. Why are you so intimidated by Lacey’s intelligence Terese? Why are you all so damn intimidated and insecure and narcissistic around her, it’s bizarre. If she’s one of you illuminati, this is why it doesn’t work. Lacey was raised by charismatic Baptist ones who don’t believe in purgatory barely believe in an afterlife because I don’t think they think they have to be accountable to anyone who can actually see into their hearts I think they think that they have to look good for other people and do the right thing to a certain extent but I don’t think that they actually really feel accountable for the secrets that they keep, I despise all of you. She sat on her 40th birthday alone for the most part and very few evil cared very few and she didn’t deserve that at all. It’s not a victory for the illuminati or any liberal or any conservative who hates her for no damn good reason at all. It’s a horrible loss because you can’t go that far are you fucking nitwits these people raised her to channel the dead just like Jonah idiot Wiley.
I can’t stand that little twerp, but I care about him as a person or thing I know he was talk to channel the dead two he thinks he’s talking to Jesus every single fucking time idiotic bullshit. He hears from God sometimes on a lot of other occasions, but Lacey has tried to tell him is that he’s hearing from the debt And sometimes he’s hearing from demons he’s not always hearing and every single occasion from Jesus Christ. He’s a psychic naturally and he’s using that for the for the church for the kingdom and that’s wonderful but he’s psychic I use wouldn’t be honest about it because it’s scary theologically to him I think is that it?
The thing is Jonah if the pescatarians and the Catholics were right, there’s purgatory CS Lewis wrote about it. It’s a concept that you should be far more familiar with because people are going to ask you at some point what you’re talking to who you’re talking to they just haven’t yet, because what you’re doing is still mysterious new and fresh theologically you’re hearing words of knowledge sweetie but where is the knowledge coming from? Is it coming from Christ or is it coming from some dead person in purgatory who’s talking to you?
I see the problem is Jonah you do hear from God sometimes in the Holy Spirit, but if there’s purgatory, sweetie, there are a lot of dead people who want to talk and people who are naturally able to hear from them because some people just have that ability, for some reason are vulnerable to hearing them Where does that ability come from? It’s complicated the thing is you have the ability and so does Lacey but she has learned to completely disregard it for the most part other than in a very vague way because she doesn’t want to dabble in the occult, but the problem is that she was raised to devil in the occult by her mother, who apparently doesn’t believe she has to be responsible for raising Lacey and his siblings who apparently don’t think that they have to be responsible for how they’ve affected their kids at all. I’ve seen the attitude they’ve taken with their kids. They’re very proud of them when they accomplish things, but when their kids have problems, they tend to be incredibly dismissive of the kids and act as though the kids will have to be fired, it’s sick but no the kids it’s it’s almost like the parents are not parents in the family and they mediate family of the CEOs the CNS I am family the kids are employees. None of the kids fail. It’s entirely their fault of course what failure is is I am hard to know, it’s just sad because Lacey was expecting them to actually care not to be parasites emotionally but anyway Jonah him you you’re hearing sometimes from demons and sometimes in Christ but Lacey a new exactly what happened to Karen and the funny thing is no one at that shelter was particularly worried About the fact that Lacey knew exactly what it happened they couldn’t make sense of it. They didn’t like it because it was very upsetting to them very threatening, and then they just sort of dismissed it as if there was nothing peculiar about it all but in fact, it was very peculiar And I don’t know anyone that can predict people have done with that clarity who is not an an abnormal person but like you, Jonah.
The problem is she was raised to always ask God what should I do if she was raised by charismatics what should I do about everything everything so she’s been in constant spiritual communication with him for years.
And when you were that closely interactive with God Jonah, you become dependent on that psychologically and emotionally dependent on that and that’s the problem she’s entirely dependent on it now and so she can’t deal with life without it and that and then that’s the problem she can’t handle life without it and so there’s a huge problem because she has to be in communication with Krystal because if she’s not then she’s got problems. Oh and it doesn’t work. The truth is she probably couldn’t have survived if she hadn’t been in constant communication with Christ she really was that I loved but because that’s how she survived She is now dependent on that, him and ilumiNATTI didn’t seem to realize that that if she is an actual contact constantly with Christ to survive to the point where she’s so psychically involved that she is channeling that matter somewhat against her will to the point where she discovers that look inside accidentally. She’s not someone to mess around with, that will be my second blog post will be editing these black post for clarity later.
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