“The First Maid” by Lem Billings

WE ARE by Jon Batiste plays.

The Nesheims are brilliant.

But not everyone in Amerucs likes that.

Casi Hart dances low, her huge sagging boobs dropping like sacks of flour. She looks ugly and embarrassingly stupid. She didn’t as much when she was a young woman but aging made her look dumb. Truly. It’s a stupid look. She looks…unintelligent. Like…she has…an unusually low IQ for most living humans.

People like her hate the Nesheims. As racist as Casi is against black people the Nesheims enrage her. Because they’re too complicated.

Gimme Shelter by The Rolling Stones plays.

The Nesheims enrage Chris Hayes too. For the same reasons they enrage Casi.

The Nesheims are heady, difficult, complicated white, old money people.

When Casi was being more honest, before she ever interacted with Lacey Banks in the perfume community, she wrote about perfume more honestly. She wasn’t obsessed with being a Nesheim imitation. …BUT…she did make the mistake of wearing stinky perfume.

“I used to wear Guerlain La Petite Noire and Prada Candy…because I was worried about what people would think of me. But now I wear vintage Estée Lauder Estée.” said Casi Brooke Hart. “Sometimes I wear camphor salve and drink tea.”

“Do you have a cold?” asks Dr. Billings.

“No. What the fuck are you talking about!?” snarls Casi.

“Camphor salve and tea. That’s an old fashioned remedy for a cold!” says Dr. Billings.

Casi looks offended. “No. You idiot! Fuck you!”

Chris Hayes joins her with a tambourine and they dance to Paint It, Black by The Rolling Stones.

Compared to their (Casi and Chris) floundering ways…the Kennedys seem like prissy old money.

“Can you explain?!?” begs Lem Billings of Joe Kennedy Junior. He’s feeling desperate in Purgatory.

“Huh!?” says Joe.

“Joe! Explain!” says a New Jersey psychic in conversation with him.

He feels surly and uncompromising.

“Okay. But we can’t seem to get through to her! Please try Joe! Please!!” begs Dr. Billings.

To make a long story short…Casi wears Camphor Salve and drinks Mariage Frères tea now. She walks around holding the tea and wearing camphor salve. In public. And at home. She brings bags with her. Demands hot water from Starbucks just so she can walk around Walmart and smell like Mariage Frères and camphor salve. It’s her “signature scent.” She invented the idea by copying Lacey poorly because she had and has no genuine clue what Lacey is actually doing because they’re such different people. Lacey is old money and Casi is not though so Casi is obsessed with viciously copying her.

Would Lacey…combine camphor salve and hot tea only to create a scent? Maybe. But she would know it was…essentially communicating insanity. That’s possibly a literally psychotic thing to do. …Which is why…it’s so terrifying on one level to the Billings. …Is Casi insane?

“Is she?” asks Dr. Billings.

Later.

“I might be slightly.” says Casi Brooke Hart.

“Okay. …So is that why you’re wearing camphor salve and black tea as perfume? Or was that just an embarrassing mistake?” asks Dr. Billings.

A demon of violent narcissism fervently attached to JFK gets anxious. He wants desperately to hurt people. And he’s hurt Lacey her whole life on behalf of JFK. He foams at the mouth looking for an angle. The perfume community is too nice to Lacey. It makes him nervous. If Jack sees Lacey too happy he’ll have to realize that Lem isn’t homosexual and also that Lem is not Jack…and then the demon might lose JFK to Heaven. Jack Kennedy had possibly made progress in other areas than his addiction to violent narcissism in Purgatory by 2015…and…so…he was getting nervous. A demon of violent narcissism was possibly losing his source in Jack Kennedy if Jack moved forward in Purgatory towards Heaven. So he needed to think quick.

Why…?

My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski plays.

Well…there was a maid.

“Chris Hayes. Tell us about that maid!” says Lem.

“Let’s be nice to the maid.” says Casi.

“Casi. You’re on blog. And if there’s an Illuminati…this is a huge crisis. …And yet you still rush to defend an unknown woman who’s more at fault than you are…because she was once a maid!??” asks a Republican.

“I’m not!” says Jonah Wiley. “What did the maid do?”

“Jonah is from Ohio. You’re from…Kentucky…Casi?” says the Republican. “Scary.”

“She-“ starts Reta Banks, but she can’t finish.

“Shit.” says Casi.

“When Lacey was first with her legal husband, Kiki no he drove Lacey and her through Iowa. I grew-up in Iowa. And it was a very scenic historic thrift store that was owned by maybe a family and it wasn’t very big and it was in 2010 or 2011. And Lacey found a box full of Homer Laughlin china. Virginia Rose.” says Tom Banks.

Homer Laughlin Virginia Rose

“It was a great set. There were cups and saucers and luncheon plates and dinner plates and I think there were salad plates and fruit bowls and serving bowls and there might’ve even been a tray…and I think it was the set for maybe eight or 12 people. Everything matched. There was some crazing, but it was all in serviceable condition and it wasn’t brittle-“ says Tom Banks. “Low estimation the whole set of 45 pieces was maybe worth $500 today. Which isn’t that much money and she bought it then for $100. …But it was where she bought it. It was when she bought it. It was how pretty it is and she’s always liked Homer Laughlin. It was irreplaceable, essentially totally irreplaceable. And I think she felt somewhat safe having it, possibly foolishly, because it was just a rather middle class, very pretty, appropriate set of Homer Laughlin vintage china. And but she liked it, she really genuinely loved it because when something is ofgood quality and it’s pretty and it’s safe, you enjoy it. Because there’s something-there was something very wholesome and American about it. It had nothing to do with Margy…to us. Even if her birth mother was symbolically Homer Laughlin Virginia Rose Lacey…loved that set. She still has pieces left in her basement. PIECES.” says Tom Banks.

Virginia Rose!??” yells the DAR. “TOM!!”

“Yes. Okay. But why must everything be symbolic? In that way? That’s bizarre or perverse. I’m her father! …Why can’t she just enjoy nice vintage china from rural Iowa!?” says Tom.

“They must-They might have insisted.” says the DAR on behalf of the Seays who arrived in the 1730’s from Great Britain in Virginia.

“Rose? Is that a reference to Rose Fitzgerald?” asks Reta Banks.

“Possible!” says Tom Ford.

Well…whatever was the case…we highly suspect that the first maid Lacey hired stole half of the set. And possibly half or a 1/4 of another set of English Abbey.

Lacey bought the whole set of English Abbey for $200 or so. In 2011. And…she loves it. But she knows it’s…nice. It’s not…the most exquisite set. But…she both cared and didn’t.

What the hell happened to America?

She didn’t lack funds. She loved that pattern. Maggie Jones’s in London, where Lacey ate, recently had a terrible fire. And they used English plates that looked similar. Except those were authentic. Lacey knows that. …Their food was authentic British food as well. She follows them on Facebook. What ugly peasant bitch torched Maggie Jones’s? Who set fire to our restaurant in London…near the Milestone Hotel and Kensington Palace? That’s MY RESTAURANT!

It’s not American food just because it’s from the country and a farm. Get a fucking clue! Lacey and I like good authentic British food whether that’s because we’re reincarnated from English aristocrats or not it’s some thing God hast to sort through. That’s what our food should taste like we like that food and it’s not ugly stupid peasant food if you want to make it that we don’t even care. Why can’t a British aristocrat enjoy gravy on their potatoes? Do the living British aristocrats and the Irish Americans not understand that people may actually have a good taste and still like potatoes and gravy as it’s served in the English countryside’s of the early 1900s? It’s not that far removed from some southern food and is that what was threatening to you? You do realize that the south was settled in large part by British people…which is where the Seays came from…and no they were not all poor.

“Do you like Southern food Lem?” asks Casi.

“I’m not interested in your southern food…but yes when Lacey makes southern food it’s-it’s like gourmet southern food. It’s- I don’t want to talk about it because it’s so good.” says Lem.

“And is it sexual to you Lem?” asks a Black man.

“When she makes it, I don’t want to answer that. And that should be enough of an answer.” says Lem Billings.

“So the reference in Sex And The City 2 the television series is-is about you, Lem. His little brick country house is your house. Aidan’s house. And then when he orders the KFC it’s accidentally an insult to the Kennedy family from the south because they’re trying to explain to the Kennedys that if they want KFC that’s as good as it’s gonna get for Lem…and he’s gonna have to eat it in his underwear when she’s not in the house. And then all he wants to do when Carrie Bradshaw comes home is rub his belly because he’s not really even sexually interested in her anymore after eating chicken.

I have a feeling you ate chicken Lem and that it was-Jack knew it was sexual, and that you didn’t tend to like to ‘put out’ after you ate it. And I have a feeling Lem that it is because the fried chicken reminded you that you were straight too much and you just couldn’t suck his cock after eating fried chicken. …You just couldn’t do it. Because even though there was no woman there to remind you you were straight, eating that food was all you needed to remind yourself that you were straight. Because that’s what you really wanted. You wanted a wife to make you fried chicken. And you thought, ‘I can’t stomach my own homosexuality at this point, so fuck you but not by me!’

But I have to be honest with you. Lem that was God. And that was good. Lem, that was wholesome. And it’s sad that they don’t respect that. That you were just straight and that you just wanted a wife who could make you chicken…

But you didn’t know how to ask for that?! …And that’s where I need to realize that I don’t understand the old money upper class…because I can’t figure out how your parents care about you and raised you well but then you you didn’t know how to ask for straight sex! Well…it really should’ve been obvious to you that that’s what you wanted.” says Casi.

“When you’re raised in old money, upper class families as much as they cover an enormous amount of ground, and what they teach you and they don’t always do a good job with very ordinary things. And they do an excellent job with ordinary things in a way. But they tend to mess up with ordinary things and some tragic bizarre way. It’s not bizarre to them. They understand how it happened. Lacey is not confused. Neither is Louis. Neither is Michael. And neither is Harold Loeb. Neither is Elliott Roosevelt.

Elliott Roosevelt had a bizarre relationship with money. Harold Loeb was often misunderstood and devastated in situations where really most middle-class people would not be. And then Harold tried to defend himself in an autobiography that was not written for anyone in the middle class. A lot of people think that he was averse to sex and a schmuck but he was not a schmuck, and he was not averse to sex. Harold was a playboy, and Lacey knows that too. He wasn’t a mean person, but he wasn’t this Jewish sexually confused weirdo. But that’s the public perception of Harold. Michael is also very readily misunderstood and yet he’s not completely misunderstood. But Michael’s big mistake was in going to Papua New Guinea to experiment with gay sex when he was 23 and then getting killed for it because he somehow didn’t realize that it really didn’t make sense. So Lem, being abandoned by his father through death, and then coming into adulthood with a total misunderstanding of his own orientation, is not atypical for an upper class, old money, young man. And that seems tragic, but that’s where the middle class people need to lighten-up a little bit and realize that we’re human. Even if we’re superior to you we’re still human.” says Dr. Billings.

“So that’s not even a good question?” asks Casi.

“Casi for months we have been explaining to you how that question has an answer. Your question has been asked before in a different form but maybe you cognitively can’t figure out the answer sweetie because you’re slower than us. I’m sorry you’re stupid compared to us. We can’t do a damn thing about that sweetie.” says Dr. Billings to Casi Brooke Hart.

“Casi, you really are dumber than me. But you didn’t seem to ever realize that that was just reality. You weren’t giving me a compliment.

Casi, I’m far prettier than you. I’m far more intelligent than you. And when you’d tell me that it wasn’t a compliment and it was obnoxious because it was just a really arrogant, forceful observation of reality…and not a narcissistic compliment necessarily. And saying that, it’s weird that you can’t grasp that. You were really complimenting me. You were just stating the obvious in an embarrassing way. You were shaming me for being superior and trying to make me feel bad for being innately superior to you. And that’s just reality? Maybe. Maybe you…dumb…poor…bitch!” says Lacey Banks to Casi.

“I’m not gonna apologize because I can’t handle that. Umm…but why are you being so melodramatic?“ asks Casi.

“It’s just fun. I think-I think I’m just having fun because it’s rather unpleasant to have to say something like that to you.” says Lacey.

“Well now I can hurt you with the fact that you feel that it’s unpleasant.” says Casi.

“I know yeah I’m aware. You look for every angle you can think of to try to attack people. You’re a vicious person.” says Lacey.

“Why did you talk to me?” asks Casi.

“Because the idea Casi of organized civilization is that you’re not supposed to be so like psychopathic. So that’s not normal.” says a perfume collector.

“So I really just seem like a bumbling hick.” says Casi.

“You are just a bumbling hick, how do you not know that about yourself? That’s fact.” says Lem Billings.

“ because a lot of bumbling hicks in the south, are actually fairly intelligent in their own way and so I just assumed that I could handle being in a Perfume community because how could it be that different than just talking to someone else in the trailer park about Perfume, who knows about perfume.” says Casi.

“ the problem is though you’re in a trailer park and you once and I know you did this you wrote off someone else’s insult that was a real insult to you because they were Dutch and you were intimidated by them or because you just decided to be a bitch why couldn’t you have just done that for Lacey and realize that you were just having a misunderstanding you almost you almost did that and see Casi this way you seem insane because why did you insist on attacking Lacey? She’s not attracted to you she’s not attracted to women at all and she’s far more sophisticated and cultured and well red and well bred than you could ever dream of being, it’s absurd even if you were an Italian aristocrat, you’re not her she still above you and I I I don’t understand how you don’t intellectually realize that or if you do, it’s psychotic for you to be obsessed with having this backwards argument with her because it never is going to work it’s impossible to she’s not like people that you know there’s nothing that that you can do about that that’s just reality and there were a lot of people in the perfume community who you embarrass yourself in front of because you made this stupid assumption that you were sophisticated enough to be able to fit in with people all over the world as some sort of experts upper class old money well bred well traveled American, which is what Lacey actually is she’s well traveled her family does travel. She grew up traveling, but not in a way that a bourgeois person would travel, which is why it’s offensive when you assume that she’s poor than you when you’re far beneath her because there’s no way for her to be nice to that you’re forcing her Casi to cut off your head, but in the process of forcing her to do that, you’re trying to somehow hurt her by using her conscience against her. It’s called reactive abuse you’re very abusive violent person and a lot of people make the mistake of reactively abusing Lacey and it’s a whole respect mistake to make. It’s so damn tempting isn’t it because she’s so nice and you’re so stupid and bourgeois and American and you think it makes sense to abuse her. That way it doesn’t she will obliterate you and you end up in hell or you will end up in purgatory OK sweetie there’s nothing she can fucking do she’s American not my choice. She’s stuck here alive with all of you not by choice and if you don’t like it don’t murder her in an evil way go talk to God or talk to say not God because I can’t help you if you won’t help yourself just a little fucking bit.

Oh you were her hostage cat she was your hostage Casi and why did you make her your hostage because you’re a violent person and you were looking for someone to be horrifically violent to the problem is the Casi you picked the wrong person and now you’re on a block where there could be a real illuminati that’s stalking you And if you read the blog you’re far better off then if you don’t and why do we make it that way because we feel sorry for you because you’re not mentally all there you might not be in sane in the colloquial sense but there’s something wrong with you and so we’re trying to be somewhat empathetic And letting you understand by your obsession with Lacey same thing with Nancy that you’re not safe anymore.

Ring of Fire by Johnny Cash plays for Dr. Moritz.

Lacey is not Betty Draper, sweeties. She’s not looking for a father figure to have sex with. She’s sexually adventurous but she’s not perverse and she’s straight. She’s always been a woman and she’s mine. She’s not Jack Kennedy, reincarnated or Bobby reincarnated.

She’s never been a man. But that doesn’t mean that she’s not daring. No,,sleeping with Harold Loeb is actually quite daring but it’s not because she was ever attracted to her father or him to her. Same thing with F. Scott Fitzgerald. It is not because she’s attracted to her father, that she slept with F. Scott Fitzgerald and Harold Loeb. She just sees them as older men. …I’m not an older man to her. Her father was born in 1894. I was born in 1916. I’m not an older man to her.

And yes, if you’re in shooting this, Lacey took the same risk that Michael Rockefeller took. He took a risk of going to the Asmat. Still look for gay sucks. Actual gay sucks not some weird version of it, because it was socially acceptable in their culture and some of them were young, handsome men, and he thought why not go to a culture where it’s socially acceptable and experiment there were you could have promiscuous gay sex, and not be judged for it or cause someone harm. Unfortunately, he was white, even though he wasn’t racist, and that caused him to have an on awareness of his vulnerability in that situation. Michael and Lacey are not twin flames but they’re soulmates and he might’ve been very in love with her and been a good husband to her because he understands part of what happened so as crazy as it sounds while Chris was channeling, Michael Rockefeller, he Conderid, a soulmate of Michael Rockefellers, who Could end up making the same mistake that he made. And she did. And Lacey Banks, is that person. What did she do? She was not looking for gay sex or anything perverse she was looking for love. She was looking for pure beautiful love true love. Oh, and she was willing to cut some corners to try to live within the bounds of a fallen world that she was stuck in. So she thought I don’t like dating married man that’s offensive that’s evil but if he’s in a bad marriage, maybe there’s a moral argument to be made for us being interested in each other and taking it seriously. And Diego and Chris took advantage of that and they felt justified in attacking her because they refused to accept her Mark or her moral argument her premise for being interested them as legitimate at all and they still do certificate his wife and so does Aaron it’s a perfectly rational moral promise that she makes the weather defending child pornography, and children being attacked by the illuminati to make money for the US in the war in Ukraine much is disgusting and absurd and unconscionable. They refused to make any intellectual allowances for the fact that what she was saying, was in Jewish law, and had that for centuries. Her premise is sound and reasonable, and may even be the premise of heaven for marriage, not existing and heaven. But they refuse to take her seriously and they still insist. She’s a peasant, even though she’s basically citing ancient Torah law, for why she thought she could be with Chris without sinning against Kate, his wife.

Kate…Chris…Diego is dead…because you’re too arrogant to understand your mistake. Her premise…was that according to ancient Jewish law…she had a right almost to be with Chris in the eyes of God…to be with Chris if their marriage bed was being violated within the marriage itself.

“Oh my God! I’m not as elite as Tom Banks.” thought Joe Kennedy Senior who was obsessively watching Lacey when she first brought this up to the Shaw-Hayes family.

“The problem is…the first maid stole Lacey’s soul.” says Tom Banks. “Symbolically. Symbolically she stole from Lacey’s soul.”

“We don’t care.” says Mrs. Chris Shaw-Hayes.

“Why not?” asks Casi.

“Because she’s just not like us.” says Mrs. Chris Shaw-Hayes. “If you saw our lifestyle compared to hers, you’d understand why we feel-.” She throws back her head, sighs and rolls her eyes. “I mean, it’s a joke. Okay. We’re humoring her. She’s like a child. A sweet child, but very much a child.”

Fergalicious by Fergie plays. It’s a fake, trite piece of crap. But people ate it up in America because they’re hicks.

“See. She says stuff like that to sound like a big deal British woman. But I know how the upper class actually is.” says Kate Shaw-Hayes. “I’m rich and elite. But I’m not ignorant like her. I’m real. I’m raw.”

“Yeah! That’s why I love her.” says Chris about his wife.

“Lacey can’t let go of it.” says Kate Shaw-Hayes.

“Let go of what?” asks Michael Craft, Lacey’s uncle who dated Fergie’s mother-in-law and supposedly dumped her.

“Oh. So Lacey’s actual uncle met Fergie’s mother-in-law at a business meeting in North Dakota. And they hooked up for a while?” says Casi.

“No! They officially dated. But it didn’t work out.” says Lacey.

“You’re not making that up?” asks Casi.

“Not one tiny bit.” says Lem.

“Wow. So…are you making fun of them…or are you feeling scared?” asks Casi.

“I’m not sure. Mostly scared?” says Lacey.

“So…it freaks you out? Yeah. It terrified me.” says Jeffrey Epstein. “Honestly. And they didn’t want to hear it.”

“What the fuck?!?” asks a reader.

“You wanna know what happened?” asks Jeffrey Epstein.

“Yes!” says the reader.

“I…always took their bate. I thought I was making real friends. Sounds trite, but it’s possibly true.

So…to be more specific: I advised them in 2016 to ‘Drop it!’ in regard to Lacey. I knew given her family’s oil credentials…and given what that means to Wall Street…that the Illuminati was in for a beating if it kept harassing and threatening her. But they didn’t want to hear it.” says Jeffrey Epstein.

“So why…do they seem obsessed with Lem’s orientation and Lacey’s social class?” asks Casi.

“Because they needed to feel superior to her for their own psychological reasons. It’s that basic and human and sad. …But see…because they’re fake and pretentiousin reality, Casi…unlike Lacey…they can’t handle being that human. They can’t fathom that they have real weaknesses and real needs. So they shelter their egos from her…with terrifying lies.

Chris and Kate have a rotten marriage. Lacey intuits well… They do actually have a terrible marriage. They’re cheaters. Both of them. …But they use each other as cover. They’re both awful people for the most part.

Chris found Lacey very attractive. But he lies about it and always did because it devastates Kate and Erin. They’re masculine looking compared to Lacey…among other flaws compared to her…and they’re both extraordinarily egocentric women. Kate wants to seem like the perfect person. Chris being that flawed, because somehow to her him finding Lacey attractive was a flaw, was unbearable for her. She still can’t handle it. It makes her feel homicidal.

They’re a petty clique.” says J. Epstein.

“But what about Great Britain?” asks Casi.

“I didn’t get along with them the way Lacey and Lem do. Israel…”. says J. Epstein, doing the so-so hand.

“You know what sad!? That clique you were trying to join is trying to destroy all the other cliques.” says Casi.

“Casi…I’m TERRIFIED.” says Jeffrey Epstein.

“I’ll only destroy the world in a Godly way.” says Lacey.

“You know honestly, I’m not afraid of the Rockefellers I’m not afraid of the Rothschilds and I’m not afraid of. Lacey literally destroying the Earth with gods help that just seems like a logical conclusion to me with the scientific mind that I had.

What scares me Casi is that if there’s reincarnation in the Bible, the illuminati has created an impossibly awful scenario for humanity. And they’ve created a scenario where a British aristocrat who worships an honors God fervently because that’s who Lacey is and her heart is in reference to God I’m not gonna comment on whether not she is a British aristocrat, but in her heart, she does fervently worship Christ she doesn’t have an evil heart like you literally said. although she worships God so much that she would never say that she doesn’t have an evil heart because she doesn’t feel as though she can make that for announcement about herself she believes that some thing only Christ can do and she worships it was such a tear that she doesn’t even comment in response to that out of fear of God. And it’s that sincere that’s how intense of a person she is on the inside. She’s probably one of the most intense people alive, potentially at this time in history, and I might mean that literally. People in the 1800s were like her people in the greatest generation were like her people today or not that intense but scares them to be that intense which actually might be a weakness. But she genuinely is that profoundly intense. It’s not a character and I’m sorry if that’s hard for you to handle as a narcissist. And there’s no way for her to not be that way that’s just who she is Casi you can’t keep telling her to takeoff wig she’s not wearing a wig or takeoff the mask it’s not a mask and it’s scary to her because these people can’t fathom that they don’t understand that what she’s doing and who she is as I am, exotic and rare as it is it’s real because they’re not that sophisticated Casi they don’t understand that sometimes things can actually be rare.

As a perfume collector, I have a very strong sense you get the intellectual concept from experience. And there are some perfumes that really are different than the other perfumes, and every perfume is somewhat different. But there are some that are really unusual and those are the ones that people usually either love or hate or get confused by. Oh, and she’s one of those perfumes and so- As a person symbolically. And so she’s not capable of defending herself because they’re human us and they demand that she take off her mask and take off her wig and be normal because she scares them being herself. Are they there? They’re not capable of understanding because they’re too middle class. And they really are. They they don’t understand a lot of Appalachian mythology. They don’t understand a lot of upper class experiences with the supernatural. They don’t understand that Hamlet could be based on reality.

Oh, and instead of throwing her off with Harold and Michael, I really even lamb and Louis and thinking she’s just an unusual person they’ve chosen instead to try to make her be like you. And you’re unusual to I grew up lower middle class you’re probably lower middle class or working class or poor. And I know I can relate to you were like in that way, even though I was a billionaire. and so they know that you and I are different than them and so they’re OK with her being like us because they could control me. They could intimidate me because I was never quite good enough for them given my background. But they’re too dumb Casi to realize that it doesn’t work. And you have been too. Not all farms are the same that’s just a fact and Lacey‘s farm family is actually quite wealthy and has been for a while. But if you tell them that they think you’re making historical fiction and just pulling it out of your ass and I’m not.

Oh, but it goes beyond that OK because there’s the banks family involved there’s a shipping family involved from England. That’s extraordinarily wealthy there’s a family and there’s a lot of very wealthy powerful families involved because that’s what Lacey really is even though they’re not they’re not stereo typically wealthy people, Casi and that’s why I’m irritated by. How did you not realize that I meant to hitting that lie or realizing that it was a nonsense thing you kept saying people were falling through the cracks so to speak. You either know you’re full of it or you don’t. But someone like you should’ve realized that there could be people who are not stereotypical old money, who really are still old money as a perfume collector, that you are and the observer of reality that you seem to be, you seem like someone who’s intelligent enough to put the pieces together and realize that Lacey‘s family is old money and wealthy, but it’s just not in a stereotypical way that a bourgeois person would want it to be.

And if you thought you were being clever with holding up from the discussion even though that’s what you really thought you’re not because Lacey intuited that you might be thinking that. See you want her to be dumb didn’t you or were you in love with her and you realized early on that she was straight but you’re too perverted to just get over it and move on. Because you’re a sadistic narcissistic bitch. Is that it? Because they don’t understand that they’re not used to dealing with people who are that wild? They’re a little too sheltered. Lacey is not never my, but there are two middle class in bourgeois to understand that people like us exist.” says J. Epstein.

“I wondered if she wondered that and then I felt hurt that she thought I was too stupid to understand.” says Casi.

“But understand what?!?” says Epstein.

“ am I just really backward when it comes to homosexuality and that’s what I can’t handle?” says Casi.

“Ahh yeah you are. It’s not a choice Casi, potentially at all. You can’t make Lacey attracted to women by ruining her psychologically that’s not a thing that never happens that’s impossible.” says Epstein.

“Do they realize that?” asks Casi.

“ yes and no both.” says Epstein.

“ oh, so you’re kind of boring that way or what?” says Casi.

“ you’re resistant to hearing that aren’t you but yeah that’s possible you might really just be born that way or have a look at it this way some people have a predilection for it and some people don’t if it’s a mental illness issue you’re either born that way, or if you lose your mind, you probably have a predilection to lose your mind. Lacey does not.” says J. Epstein.

“ so then I was just born bisexual or I had a predilection towards it, and I just developed into one?” says Casi.

“ yes and Lacey doesn’t have that genetic possibility she doesn’t have that experience at all. She’ll never be a bisexual sweetie. She can’t be one. She’s not one she’s she’s just straight that’s all that’s it that the fluidity thing might just be nonsense that people make up because they can’t admit that they don’t know themselves that well.” says Epstein.

“ it almost makes me want to snub people who are straight.” says Casi.

“the problem is those people are the people who produce humans when they’re elite, and they tend to be incredibly powerful people when they’re in love, because the combination of the feminine and masculine is an incredibly powerful combination when it’s a love match, it brings about life and is also profoundly lethal.” says Epstein.

Later.

“So…Kate let’s hear why we’re obnoxious peasants.” says Lem Billings. “Let it all hang out!”

“Hold on! Jeff…why are we scared?” asks Casi.

“Because if there’s reincarnation in the Bible…or even if that’s symbolic as a concept…Lacey is a Scottish aristocrat. She’s Mary Maceachran from Gosford Park but as a beautiful Scottish aristocrat. There’s a title in her family dating back to the start of Scottish history. Or close to it. They are incredibly intense people. Lem loves her. He LOVES her. But…not everyone does…Casi. Even though she’s a smart cheerleader type from the 1930’s and he’s a smart jock type from the 1930’s.

So…they are petty. They are cruel. And weak. And they’re being led around right now by a Jew from Chicago and her spouse…who’s only big accomplishment ever really is being put on MSNBC and a middle class Irishman named Bobby Kennedy from a once powerful, once extremely wealthy family.

It’s Lacey Banks. Tom Banks’s daughter. Lacey the ‘Scottish aristocrat’ from the Nesheims. Lem’s rib. A woman who could have married Michael Rockefeller. VS. They.

And the whole world…is being constantly sucked into it. It’s terrifying. Because she’s only human Casi. She’s only human.” says Jeffrey Epstein.

“So…Russia is taking over the world. And so is North Korea. And etc. And America is dying. But not into communism. Or socialism. Into Canada, Mexico, etc. Or maybe different countries.” says Casi. “Because she’s just Lem’s dumb wife from Scotland at the end of the day.”

“She’s not if there’s no reincarnation in the Bible. It’s got to be in the Bible or it doesn’t exist. Then that’s just a way of depicting her.” says Jeffrey Epstein.

“Huh. So…that’s sad.” says Casi.