“Why?” by Lem

(July 29th, 2024 – Morning)

The role of women in slavery? The Economist does indeed have bad timing. White women were also very important in Abolitionism. Do Black Americans recall that as they read your tweets, so to speak? Probably very few of them do. Why!? Because the toxic environment of today says that we are constantly at war with each other.

“Lem. Why did you stay an extra year at Choate if you were straight and not in love with Jack?” asks a reader.

Because I was concerned for his health.

“So you stayed an extra year to save his life?” says a gay man.

I didn’t know if he’d die, but yes. There were other reasons, but that was one. It wasn’t because I was longing to be around him.

“That’s not true, Right!?” says a living gay man.

No. It’s true. And at Princeton I had a break from him, often. And I relished it.

I’m not sure why you’re always doubting me. Those of you listening with your spirits. Why are you so damn skeptical?

“We treat everything she says skeptically nowadays.” says Chris.

Why?

“Because she tried to get rich.” says Kate Shaw Hayes.

How?

“That was the only reason she was interested in Diego.” says Kate.

That’s absurd. She thought something magical was happening.

“That’s not dumb. What would this be? It felt like she’d discovered something really cool.” says a Republican journalist.

Yeah! She called it “Twitter Code” because she thought she’d found a silly coded language used by journalists to have secret private conversations with each other on social media. How is that dumb?

“He told his wife that and she’s a gullible Middle Class bitch.” says Roger Ailes.

“That’s not true!” says Peter Thiel, crying.

“Oh my God! Stop, Peter!” says the Old Money man from yesterday.

“You love me?” Peter says to him.

“Sweetie…stop. We’ll discuss this later.” says the Old Money man.

“So Old Money is actually is a real thing and Lacey is Old Money and it’s not just some hyper specific load of bullshit and whoever the fuck that is who decided that last night is nothing more than a homosexual cuck?” says George Bush.

“Even though Lacey’s family has generational wealth, we think that Old Money is a term referring to people who had hundreds of millions of dollars net worth 100 years ago. It has nothing to do with New Amsterdam or Pilgrims or anything like that. That’s a Lotta bullshit. It’s really just referring to people who in the 1800s we’re enormously wealthy like my family.” says last night’s Old Money man.

“Why do you sound so stupid?” asks Bobby Kennedy.

“Because we’re talking in telepathic communication using the supernatural if there’s an Illuminati and they are betraying us because we have nothing to offer them other than ourselves.” says last night’s Old Money man.

“ why this is an interesting conversation today I actually think it’s weird how them tries to distance himself from Jack repeatedly and historians ignore that and just brush over it like how he stopped talking to him during the war and then Jack hunt him down and then Howard Princeton apparently he had some distance from Jack and people don’t discuss that they’re just like oh they still wrote a tether letters like that somehow is the same thing as seeing each other in person that’s bullshit when you’re in love with someone, you see them regularly he should’ve probably gone to the same school as Jack because they were adults at that point but no no no no no people just brush over that and are like oh that’s normal. They flew between the schools but they didn’t because that was in the 30s and they were there for four years so they wrote each other letters for foyer as well. We just brush over that even though that’s when men are most sexually volatile and then during those four years with men are most sexually alive and at their peak to some degree, they just were distance from each other for four years that’s bullshit I called bullshit, I think it’s possible that she’s talking to the supernatural. I think it’s very possible that lab was straight. I think it’s extremely likely that he wasn’t in love with Jack because he couldn’t be not just because he was possibly bisexual or straight because I honestly think he could’ve been straight after reading this blog, it makes sense to me and I have a feeling that Lacey’s gonna have to just take him on his word to some degree until she’s dead because it’s not some thing that’s easy to tell he insists he was acting. He insist that it was fake you know what he could be telling the truth there’s really no way to know that I think people are gullible and thinking that something like that it’s just a given and it’s really sad but now I think it’s very possible that someone really could be that confused and fake it and I don’t know who if there’s an illuminati cat can’t handle that I don’t know if it’s Bobby or Peter Thiel or whoever the fuck it is my godson says that it’s Bobby and a lot of people cover for him out of the feeling of some empathy or something, but other people to like heroin, I have a feeling can’t handle it. I would be surprised if other people in the family can’t psychologically cannot handle the thought that he wasn’t actually attracted to them possibly even Maria Shriver can handle it because I’m sure she thinks she’s hot shit a lot of those women do and they’re not that attractive compared to a lot of other people but I think they think they are they’re not ugly necessarily but they might even be somewhat pretty, but they’re not. You know the end all be all as possible he just didn’t find them attractive because they’re just not his type and they’re not you know Marilyn Monroe someone like Lacey maybe basically is but Jackie is prettier than most those women although maybe there’s a few that were some wicked looking but they weren’t that good looking they were good looking but they weren’t that good looking and that’s just facts but they were somewhat good looking but it wasn’t like they were so astoundingly pretty like Lacey or Marilyn or even Grace Kelly that he would’ve just thought I don’t care if you’re not my type, I still find you attractive but people do you generally have a type and my guess is that they just weren’t his type and they weren’t that attractive so he just wasn’t attracted to them but my guess is that a lot of these people can’t handle that because they just think why wasn’t he love with me? I thought he might even think that I think a lot of them too so I think people like Peter Thiel, who are trying to fit in with these people because they’re still impressed by that name Kennedy make up bullshit because they’re so intimidated and they’re trying to cover for them.

I mean, it’s possible that there are some psychologically fucked up thing about gay men were they’re all like hypersensitive about this issue. I wouldn’t rule that out and I actually think it’s possible to some degree but speaking as a bisexual, lesbian leading woman who reads this blog on occasion because I collect perfume I am not sold on the idea that gay men are really that emotionally lazy I think they could be, I think they could be. I’m not saying that there’s not something significant there there could be I wouldn’t rule it out. There could be something totally screwed up both them collectively, but my gut sense is that they’re really being polled and that direction at the very least if there’s even some predilection out of some self-pity or something for themselves culturally it’s like oh we don’t have representation in history why are you taking one from us well I would bet that if you could distance them from the Kennedys, they might realize that that’s not how reality works if someone wasn’t gay they just weren’t gay and the reality is that they haven’t lost the entire narrative. They still have something it’s just unfortunately really toxic it’s like yeah OK there could’ve been something between them and Jack but this on questionable love story yeah fucking right Jack was a fucking narcissist. I don’t think he had it on. Questionable love story was probably anybody first red flake, but the thing is though I think they’re looking for something to feel like they belong and that they had someplace in history that was significant and you know that’s I relate to that but that’s for the nicer. They need to be mature adults and not fools and stop thinking that it’s Lacey‘s fault for hearing a ghost, who’s telling her that’s not what happened I was taken advantage of I was confused. Jack was a total fucking narcissistic dog and a dog that mean something sexual. I mean a total loser as a person and you know what that’s the thing with trying to find your place in history.

Yeah, as it is a woman who’s white there there is a lot of parts of history that are really ugly in my in my history of my people you know we held slaves we’ve done things like you’ve seen that you see the movie Stepford wives like we’re not just perfect people And that’s work and I need to grow up because yes duh there could be some representation somewhere in history for you people that’s significant like the Kennedy administration but then that’s where you have to grow up until actually and realize that it’s with Jack Kennedy, who was a malignant narcissist, so He’s not that you’re not gonna find him or his family you know coming out of the closet because it wasn’t acceptable in society to be gay so back then you’re not gonna find a malignant narcissist, like Jack, who is like I was gay or his family saying he was gay because they’re narcissist to And you’re not going to find some smoking gun because he was hiding everything he was trying to protect his ass and so is his family. There’s apparently eyewitness testimony of him coming on to Tennessee Williams, but which is really actually very significant but but they don’t seem to wanna talk about that and that’s the thing, so do we know for a fact that Linn was gay, no red face thought he was bisexual. Let’s be honest they lied about that. They lied about that. Brad Faye was trying to somehow in some very coded language because he was probably scared because the Kennedys were listening but he was being brave anyway because he felt the need to say something. He was trying to tell people that Linn was bisexual and his opinion and red was probably bisexual so Brad probably knew and thought there’s something weird about this, so it’s not just that he’s attracted to men and I know from experience you could’ve said that that can happen that you’re attracted to both genders And so he probably thought I think Ploen was bisexual but he just doesn’t want to be with women because he’s trying to be a good person or something and that’s if that’s the problem there’s by phobia to you and so a lot I mean that’s a recent thing so a lot of people who are bisexual and I might be one of them but there’s a lot of us Have not felt comfortable being honest about that because it’s so rejected noches by stray people device bye-bye homosexuals as well so I think that’s what happened. I think that that has been purposely misinterpreted and that’s a Lotta shit.

No so I think it’s very likely that lamb was at least bisexual but I mean people cut onto that saying I guess we knew he was gay. He was so jealous but you know he could’ve been straight or bisexual and still have been jealous. OK that’s the essay evidence we have to work with someone saying that he was a neutral, bisexual man, essentially, and then someone else, and they thought he was jealous of them, here’s the problem, though if you look at the other evidence of how he reacted at their wedding, I have to say he does look like a very happy man and I don’t get the sense that he was the man of honor or that he felt overly included so to speak in that wedding. I have a very strong feeling that it doesn’t make sense psychologically if he was probably anything but straight, I think it’s possible he was bisexual but I think it’s probably far more likely that he was straight and that maybe that was my ride. Use the word neutral because he was a try not to say bisexual because maybe he felt bisexual was a dirty word but also, I think he was trying to find someway to say There’s something off about it it’s not just bisexual and then there you go people took that it’s like oh he wasn’t outright gay he seem neutral. I was thinking he was gay. No, no we don’t mean he was gay we met. He was neutral. He meant that he was not outright bisect not outright gay Which means what it means that he was probably something else so it was like he wasn’t outright gay and he wasn’t quite bisexual so then what would it be sera Lacey could easily be talking to his ghost and he was straight I suppose he could’ve also been pansexual him, but it seems like the ghost is telling us that he was straight and that it’s not that he was neutral. It said there was some thing off about it in another way Pansexual kind of would make sense but then it’s like that’s not the same thing as nonbinary and even if someone thought he was non-binary, that could easily be him actually being straight and doing a really shitty job pretending to be gay, I I think the point is he was probably talking to Lacey and he was probably straight. It’s weird that he wasn’t more jealous of Jack’s wedding. Someone could’ve usually thought he was jealous and he really wasn’t that kind of stuff happens all the time so someone saying, I think he was jealous doesn’t actually make that much difference people can misinterpret things often, and that person could’ve been actually jealous of him if they were somewhat bisexual and in love with Jack themselves, depending on who that was him also, what the hell would that even be if this person wasn’t bisexual a lie was jealous of the friendships and that’s not a sexual thing he was just feeling threatened possibly because Jack was trying to make him feel threatened, because Jack was a malignant narcissist know that that whole thing is fucked up. Somehow, the of the whole lame was jealous thing that story is fucked up and I’m sure the people have told that story in the Kennedy family to comfort themselves because they’re scared but I was straight or bisexual because he probably was bisexual or straight. Not being jealous at the wedding is weird red Faye, noticing it and saying some thing about being purposely misinterpreted is a little fishy and suspicious.

I think it’s far more likely that Linn was bisexual or straight, and that his ghost is probably talking to her.” says a bisexual woman reading Lacey’s blog who likes perfume.

“ well that’s interesting. Oh, that could be true. You know part of the reason to I’m gonna call you, Patsy Patsy, part of the reason it’s not your name, Patsy part of the reason why a lot of people have attacked Lacey from the afterlife if they have is because they were scared that stuff like this would come out that somehow she would intuitive of at least in my opinion and it’s funny because by attacking her as much as they have the opposite to, the opposite happened, but exactly what they were afraid of came true Jack was somehow scared that in her subconscious, she know if she married Joel or she dated some guy who really liked her. She’d somehow figure out that lamb was possibly capable of being in love with her and that was one of his greatest fears, possibly Joel, the guy from you and D who she almost dated, shared great chemistry with him and he was in love with her. Oh, he was very smart. I wanted to be a lawyer I came from a wealthy family from California. He was conservative. I know he was tall your glasses. He looks like one, but it’s funny she was very much heavily persuaded in her subconscious, and it wasn’t evil. She really was bullied into thinking that that was a bad idea to be with him and that’s the thing that was Jack’s doing. It was Jack’s doing it was Joe Kennedy Junior’s doing it made sense to them at the time and it’s possible the Bobby objected to it. I don’t know oh Bobby Senior that is the day they had something to do with that because I think they were afraid that if she was with him, she start figuring these things out in her subconscious also just irritated them to see her that happy

But then the end result is that she’s now potentially with a ghost they isolated her to such an extraordinary psychotic degree as a person that God was able to possibly use that to allow her to be with one himself and this is, this is the sort of stuff that happened frequently and their administration and that’s part of the reason we shot him if we did last night the phone died as I was talking.

So if we killed JFK that was part of our thinking was that they were just doggedly stupid people and we couldn’t get rid of them them if you buy tales like Donald Trump know it was far worse than that actually and people didn’t know that because the price was different back then And people just were different so it just wasn’t clear to people how awful he really was and still isn’t.

So if we killed him, yeah, we had we felt was just cause and and that was that was our logic was that he was a absolute monster. But know, if if even if that’s not true, it’s very possible that Jack has chosen to sadistically harass Lacey using his older brother Joe and Lacey were in love. They even became actual soulmates for a while and then that’s where things become even more complex, because Joe is now very angry at his entire family, specifically Jack, because he is experiencing some very real emotional pain. He was actually in love with Lacey. She was actually in love with him and they were both attracted to him and she’s attracted to men he’s attracted to women even if he’s bisexual and so they were in love, they were very much in love for decades and it was in the supernatural but it was real. Can you check in with her every once in a while possibly even every day and they had fun kind of you know chatting in their subconscious he has a very upbeat personality when he wants to be cheerful and that he likes being truthful with him and you know it’s he has sort of a cheerful sexual persona and so he would have fun kind of being cheerful with Lacey checking in and saying hey how’s it going you know and she could hear him and her subconscious and so they kind of chit chatted. You know a little bit and he fell in love but because they weren’t really meant to be together for eternity. Hey girls, are you a stickler he would have probably put his foot down when Lacey died and so that’s not quite what I had in mind, but it was they really were genuinely love and lamb really did screw up because he acted gay and he wasn’t at all and so much mythology is emerged about how long was madly in love with Jack wrote of a love letter, which didn’t even exist by the way and even if I did people could still do that you know and be confused unfortunately, that’s not. You know, a sure fire thing it’s not like gravity people can write letter, love letters and not mean them but but I don’t I don’t even think a love letter was ever written and I don’t think that probably necessarily ever even happened if it did it wasn’t a love letter it was more of a confused request from a very confused teenage boy on toilet paper it wasn’t written you know one sheets of paper in cursive handwriting. It was probably something stupid on a piece of toilet paper that may not have even been all that sexy. It might’ve just been awkward if it even existed at all so that’s the thing God would’ve said you know he wait a minute let him really did totally make a fool of himself because he was straight and a lot of people don’t know that anymore and they misinterpret things and make it some thing. It’s not like David Pitts and you know it’s they make too many assumptions and they miss a lot of evidence that would suggest that Jack was actually the instigator possibly even from the beginning not Latin, and at the Kennedys are hiding things like that because they still don’t want people to think that Jack was gay.

So I so basically yeah, we know have a bit of a mess because Lacey is not in love with her husband he may or may not be in love with her and my husband I mean her legal husband, he may or may not be in love with her at all but they’re in a committed relationship in the sense that they are trying to raise their kids together and they’re working together constantly to do that and they have a very tight net bond as coparents and I think that that’s not disturbing. I think it’s actually ad mirable that they’re trying to be so strong and really do a good job raising their kids but no I mean it is it’s not a happy marriage it’s not really even a marriage in that sense I am I mean it is technically, but no they it’s not there working together they care about each other, and they care about their kids. He does not want anyone she has let it’s possible that there is a dead woman who’s fall in love with him but but that’s a very complex conversation he’s not aware of it he thinks it’s creepy and strange and doesn’t wanna have anything to do with it and that’s not stupid he’s not like Lacey so You know if they get divorced in 15 years he might remarry he might not but I would think that it’s possible that he might not to Wilsee but right now they’re there happily operating as a close unit of people who are raising their kids together.

But that is not what God had in mind, not because he doesn’t respect them respect Mark, for being not lame are they doesn’t respect loved for being a decent husband and father and provider as an honorable Jew, even if it’s just ancestry, not his religion anymore because he’s a Christian as an honorable man of Jewish heritage on his father side. I think you have to commend him for for trying as hard as he tries to be a decent provider and husband and I I don’t think there’s anything shameful about that. that culture is good at that, that would be not where they’re inferior to white people that would be where they threaten white people. Why don’t men why don’t white men stay with their wives as much and provide for them and protect their kids why are why are Jewish men better at being you know, husbands and fathers that’s not a shameful part of their culture.

So I mean, you know, you can start to disparaging, races and stuff, but let’s be careful, because Jewish men are scary their their protective their honorable God chose them and set them apart to bring in the Messiah and even if they’re not all worshiping him, they’re not all Satan us some of them just don’t know that Jesus is the messiah. Mark knows that he’s a Christian. What do you want from him? He became a Christian. He was raised a Jew, he’s an honorable Jew still. His mother was white. They chose to raise him Jewish, but she was actually at an Italian German, possibly Eastern European although I’m not sure I think I might’ve been Italian in German I might’ve been eastern European Catholic. His mother was Catholic and his father was Jewish so it, but he was raised Jewish so now and Lacey is entirely white so her kids have a small bit of Jewish ancestry but they’re Christians. They’ve been Christians their whole life so to speak but you know they could be some Jews. I could be angry at Lacey if she’s aware of that. I think she actually might even feel bad but then she thinks well what do you want? You know that’s how I see things he chose to be a Christian I’m not trying to destroy their culture or destroy their religion and that’s the problem. If you know you keep shuffling around trying to find dirt you’re gonna find some dirt with it. What is it is dirt necessarily evil no we raise food and dirt so you have to be careful it things are not just black and white The point, I’m trying to make, though is that there were other men who she could’ve married who were white if you’re if you were racist reading this and you’re thinking, this woman is looking for money. If she married a Jew, that’s bullshit there were young men from wealthy families that were probably more old money who were in love with her who she wasn’t interested in Love knows that and he’s angry about it because at least one of them were striking resemblance to him not just a looks button personality and yes what I was trying to say is that Joe Kennedy Junior dissuaded heard from dating that young man and so did Jack, and they worked so hard to keep her from from ending up with someone like that that she married a Jew And then ended up with Lem.

They don’t like the fact that Mark was Jewish he he has converted to Christianity, but they were very they were historically and maybe still are just some degree is surprisingly anti Semitic family and no they’re not. They’re not crazy about Mark they don’t they respect him for being willing to to convert to his mothers Catholicism, they respect him for being open to Christianity and being a Christian but I think there’s still a little suspicious there’s been at more than one occasion that Joe Kennedy Junior said to Mark it’s OK now you’re a Christian it’s fine it in and it is sort of possible attempt Him to maybe even be Mark‘s friend in Mark subconscious I think he likes Mark might even relate to Mark which is interesting. No, he likes Mark Joe those are the reason why she was able to date him Joe likes Mark I think Joe related to Mark he may have been a little less messed up than Jack and capable of love.

Oh, but then you know he was still Jewish so there that’s a problem but they still they liked him. They liked Mark that was that didn’t work because they’re not they’re not great together and they’re not in love, but they do work well together as people and the Kennedys are completely stupid, so they kind of picked up on that and thought oh no, this will work for you they get along you know they’re attracted to each other. This will be fine, but they weren’t really in love and it’s not working out the way that they thought it was going to.

But no, her kids look a lot like them and that’s nothing for people to worry about some people might say, but no her kids do look a lot like lame. They’re racist who would say that? God refused to let her be defiled, because she really was trying to be honorable him, and God knew that, so there are some maybe white racist Catholics you might say no God to allow those kids to be defiled the part of them that would be defiled doesn’t exist God supernatural. He replaced it with lemons jeans from the grave, but that would be a stretch for a lot of people to think as possible of them not necessarily but but but this is complicated and it became more complicated last night when someone decided that Lacey was not all muddy she she really is if it is if old money is a thing, I would be pretty hard-pressed to find out why she’s not yet. Jeanette did where hammy downs from her older sister at she did have just to be careful with her money but they were well-off in their community. They were the they’re one of the wealthy families in that community they still are, and that Hass to be considered as well. Also they’re at Western North Dakota so their manners are not as eastern and easily recognizable as elite as somebody who came from eastern North Dakota even but I can see where you could have a little bit of an issue with calling them old money, but I would be pretty hard-pressed to say that they’re not at all I would say that that’s their culture and their family, and that’s probably who they are for the most part. You could kind of make an argument against it but it’s not easy and it’s possibly more of a stretch than just admitting that they’re old money and that she knows some thing about that and that they actually are and the Kennedys or not, and then a lot of other families are not you are far wealthier, and even have generational health because they did come from Europe from Norway white supremacist would hopefully still remember, but Norway is to Hitler and a lot of other white supremacists they came from Norway. There was some question of Judaism.

Good hill did have some Judaism potentially in the 1500s in Germany in her family but that was not clear and they converted to Lutheranism in Norway regardless.

there are some people who would say it’s OK to have a little Jewish at Jewish ancestry. It might make you smarter as long as you mix it in with the white and you’re solid Christians a little Judaism doesn’t hurt your non-because it helps you be a little bit tougher and smarter and then there’s some people who would say oh no a purebred white person is better than anything but you have to be realistic and realize as a white supremacist. If you’re reading this blog that the both sides have an interesting argument, what is a purebred white person does it make some sense to blend a little bit of some other culture into the DNA if you’re treating humans like a dog that you’re you know showing would it make sense to have a tiny bit of Judaism in your blood just to make you a little more fit I mean they were gods chosen people, so if you wash that out with ways, could you extract some thing of some value genetically yes possibly Hitler himself might’ve been that and then there are some people who would say oh no no pure white is best and why would you have an objection to mixing Jews in with white people because then it’s it’s it’s possibly ruining the Jews well why is that a problem if your white supremacist put your white supremacists, right you’re developing a conscience now and you don’t wanna ruin the Jews by mixing in the best part of their DNA with white people and extracting it to be abuse to the white race well that’s a bit strange so I think you have to be careful and look at peoples heart intent.

I yeah, be careful Lacey is not a Golddigger. She wasn’t trying to destroy the Jewish faith him and by the same token I think she got forced into that through. Unfortunate means I am a ghost saying this, and I may have actually helped arrange the murder of JFK look into it that’s a theory that isn’t given a lot of credit. Interestingly, enough kind of like, however, would assume his life was gay, but no that was not gay. He was straight and let’s say that I did have something to do with it we really were scared by Jack and why would we be well look what happened when he died he found Lacey lambs tensional, eternal, twin flame and decided to try to keep her from being happy what his brother was in love with her and then that’s the problem Jack used Joe to try to keep Lacey and them apart because Jack never seems to have some brilliant and gold anything he’s doing it’s always just petty and personal and narcissistic and immature at the end of the day. Those are his motivations, even though he pretends to have these deep, thoughtful, profound aspirations, that’s mostly just a Lotta bullshit he cute. He understands that’s ideal but I think in the back of his mind he thinks people are really motivated by that they’re motivated by personal things and that could be true for him. A lot of his war heroics were to to beat his older brother Joe I don’t think Joe didn’t know that he did he was devastated by it so you can say oh Jack, do you know was it war hero? Yes to beat Joe it wasn’t just because he loved America and he was trying to be the best president ever, he did so well partially because he was trying to show up his older brother.

No, Jack did not have some deep American love in his heart he him he was very he was very he was very very petty and no he was a very petty man he had a ghost rider he was very petty and so yeah, we shot him potentially thinking and 20th century logic. Oh this will work out there’s no afterlife that’s with the atheist day or even if there is one who knows what it is Even if there’s Christianity who knows what that’s all about because we were in the 20th century we were the age of progress in modern modernity and so I think we thought it was like flushing something down the toilet dumping dumping something in the water it just disappears. You know he put the DDT off the offshore in the ocean. It just disappears, it’s magic if you dump it in the ocean it just disappears which is bullshit but that was how he thought in the 20th century so it’s like I would just dump the DVC in the ocean it’ll just go away just take a pill everything will be fine. Some people are aware of this possibly and then want to throw the baby out with the bathwater like Bobby Kennedy, Junior vaccines aren’t all bad they’re really not, they’re very useful as is other medication that you might get it a doctor doctors are not stupid modern medicine is as great was hopefully still is that doesn’t mean that there’s nothing in any vaccine that could be of some concern but it’s not just like all vaccines are evil or even every batch is the same And I don’t think that kind of intricate scary thought is something that Bobby Kennedy can handle or a lot of other people that follow him things are not that simplistic.

I think Bobby himself might be a bisexual and be closeted about it. Still a lot of the bullshit about love being in love with him was just bullshit and may have been orchestrated by people who were covering for Bobby because Bobby was slightly bisexual and still is.

The thing is, I know things are just disappear. You know when you flush it down the drain throw it in a river throw it in the ocean the chemicals don’t just go away when you put them in the water there they’re diluted they don’t just disappear but that’s not something that we thought through you know with all of our plastic and our DDT we didn’t think those kinds of things through Because we really did have idiotic magical thinking in that way I was just got it just goes away.

So I think we thought will shoot Jack and it was just a hill the prophet will get better he’s dead as they might say you know, he’s just he’s dead we killed him dingdong the wicked witch is dead and I think we thought if we did kill him that it was just boom That’s over he’s dead no more problems but obviously if there’s purgatory, obviously, if there’s any sort of interaction between the living and the dead at all in the 1800s knew that in the 1700s might’ve wondered about that the 1600s I would imagine definitely knew about that it really is psychotic almost that we were so sure that killing people would just make the problem go away but we really thought that but if there’s no Lou Menotti, if Lacey is sleeping with a Lem’s know there could be purgatory there could be specific people who got sometimes allows interact with a dead for some purpose and so so be careful because they’re thinking man’s racism might actually be that true maybe there’s nothing to racism at all maybe races are not what we think they are but be careful throwing out all race ism you know what JD Vance knows that and there are plenty of Black people who are racist against white people who think the black race is the ultimate race I would tend to say that’s why you have to be careful we don’t want to cut ourselves off because the history of the world is different races fighting each other so the 7°, so don’t just think oh, we can’t fight other races no we don’t wanna be racist if it’s evil but you also don’t want to be stupid.

Add bye-bye stupid I don’t just mean you know I mean we don’t want to be racist because if racism is dumb, it’s dumb we’re try not to be dumb but we also want to make sure that we’re not being stupid because that’s the problem with me not being politically correct with being that’s what they used to call it with with trying to be woke You can’t, you can’t ignore reality the way that they require you to to be pleasant to people or appeasing it doesn’t give you an excuse to be mean or evil or dumb requires you to have to actually think like an adult.

So no and in the 20th century we thought we killed Jack no more nuclear war risks. The Vietnam war will be a cinch. A lot of other things that he was doing. No more problems. Fidel Castro won’t be out yet Fidel Castro won’t be angry at us anymore. it’s possible that Fidel Castro hated Jack Kennedy, really honestly on a personal level couldn’t stand him and so killing jack up his Fidel Castro to he might’ve been telling us if you don’t do some thing about that son of a bitch I’m gonna attack you and so we’re like chill out. Phyl will take care of it and kill him ourselves and you can just rest easy and he’s like fine but I want it in writing I want a plan I want to see exactly what happens. Sincerely Fidel Castro himself may have helped organize Jack Kennedy‘s assassination because he couldn’t stand the man for personal reasons, political, and personal.

And that’s the problem that should be totally fucking obvious. That was a possibility I mean what was what was Lee Harvey Oswald doing in Cuba? Why doesn’t that look in peoples heads that that’s possible that there is some sort of tie in with Vidal, Castro and Cuba in the Bay of Pigs I mean hello good morning!?

So then that’s the problem, so no we might’ve. We might have killed JFK thinking we’ve got a problem because you know if we can solve it this way in and that did not work out entirely he he he might’ve seemed like a Ted though to everyone who wasn’t Lacey Banks. Or everyone who wasn’t what suffering because of something the Kennedys dead while they were alive I mean that’s the thing it looks OK but below the surface there was a huge problem potentially if this is a real conversation if I’m really George Bush if she’s really sleeping with them even if there’s not an illuminati, this could be what happened if there is one though especially this is a problem because he is petty and he did he spent all those years in the afterlife not trying to you know improve himself necessarily to be happy with Christ and you think he would but now people might not lose their free will so if you’re petty when they’re alive it’s possible, even if they don’t go to hell that they could still choose to keep being a problem evil Even in purgatory and then that’s what people in the 1800s might’ve had a little more sense so yeah we turn Jack Kennedy into a poltergeist return jack Kennedy into a poltergeist.

But he’s a petty narcissistic closeted to this day poltergeist. And no, he is not necessarily in existence right now I’m not saying the homosexual he’s allowed at heaven, if it is, though there was no reason for him not to just be himself and try to be happy, but he was angry that lame either shot him and lied to him or that he lied to him at all because Linn was straight, and so he spent all of that time going after Lacey, who is going to be with him for eternity, thinking nope I’m gonna find lambs female other half and be a total bitch to her and ruin her life instead of being happy minding my own business for a change in a good way, and being productive And he might’ve even thought I’ll use Joe Joe’s an idiot compared to me. Joe will never know the difference so Joe got screwed over because Joe was in love with Lacey but it wasn’t a sustainable relationship and so now Joe is so no. Joe is heartbroken, even though he was in love with Pat Wilson, so there might’ve been some man involved, he’s angry because he was in love with Lacey and she isn’t gonna be with him now for the rest of eternity but he can’t handle that so he’s mad at at at Jack. He’s coping with the thing with Lacey. I think part of him is coming to some idea slowly that he gained experience from falling in love with her and being heartbroken and then he can use that to relate to people, Pat lots of people and so in typical Joe style. He may be thinking that this is not a bad experience. If he can just get over her he can use this to relate to other people and be smarter Him but it’s taking him time to get there. It’s been very difficult for him and he still is hurting because they actually were in love and that’s the other thing that Jack possibly never realized that it would hurt his brother in a different way that affected him because Jack was a narcissist Joe isn’t entirely And so and a limb was straight right so they had some deranged impossible not real relationship that was entirely in Jack’s imagination and a concept that was harmful to them. That’s not love I think lemon was trying to be loving and was confused, but they never did not ever experience love and thankfully, he never experienced a sort of fake love that was harmful to him either because his parents cared about him, possibly so he was able to avoid that, but he thought he was in love in a way is a concept, but he never actually experienced the other parts of that emotionally that can be confusing to some people who are in dysfunctional impossible relationships, but no he was straight. He never got confused and liked it that way, but Jack Jack experienced feelings of love for love him, even though he was a narcissist so jack experienced unfortunately, even though that’s not what the story and say, they have an upside down Jack experience, love love to not let them acted like he was in love to some degree to some degree at thought he was, but didn’t understand what was going on and it wasn’t experiencing it. Jack was experiencing it in denied the entire thing because it made him feel powerful.

So Jack is the one that really got hurt in that way not lame but then with Jack never realized in his rage and pettiness attacking Lacey was that Joe and Lacey were in love with other the way he was with love, and so when that would fall apart, and I wondered in the back of his head. He kinda knew that, and was sort of hoping that nobody would notice in the pool resistant up together for eternity. I kind of think maybe Jack was thinking that at times where he thought crap they look like they’re really in love the way that I was with lamb end but instead of thinking that and thinking I was in love with him I wasn’t straight and no Joe and Lacey are love the way I was with lime he thought. Oh no Joe and Lacey are like me. Her father was a bootlegger, she’s smart and she’s not a freak and it’s somehow genetic and there are some people like me and Lacey and Joe who are normal and people like Lem is weird they just are weird people you stay away.

Which is where then if he was you know, and that I wonder if a part of him though knew that was bullshit and it’s just pure evil, but and God is working with ever was until he sees to exist if he did, but then he might have with the NASA thing a part of it might’ve known that that wasn’t really what was going on and just thought well. Hopefully no one will notice that Lacey will just end up with Joe for eternity and then I’ll just tell myself she’s like us she’s like the Kennedys genetically and so she can love people and be normal like us And she’s in love with my brother and they’re happy and everything’s fine now.

The net fell part when she fell in love with F Scott Fitzgerald to some degree because they realized, and she did with his actual ghost, because they realized that something was not quite what they thought things were sort of falling apart and there was a problem why I don’t understand why they decided to end that because it was working out Scott’s a very intelligent deep Brilliant man and even if they were going to end up together for eternity, he would have very carefully and intricately carried Lacey‘s heart for the rest of her life and then found someway if they’re not meant to be together for eternity to sort of deliver her to someone else, whether that was Harold, whether that was a brother of his or maybe let him he would have thought OK this is good, but there could be something better, and I’m not gonna let us make that mistake her or me because Scott’s really that deep of a person, possibly but not that it freaked them out way too much. It freaks them out way too much, and they made a total mess of things at around that same time, Pat Wilson was also dying and Joe actually was in love with Pat Wilson. Some people have thought that’s not possible he was trying to get away from her etc. etc. and you know what turn off he was to some degree she was a very controlling possessive person, but on the flipside, he actually was in love with her to some degree and if he was bisexual, she knew that and to her it was somehow fascinating. I think she thought that was fascinating about Joe, his bisexuality I think she felt privileged that he had told her that in confidence Edit it brought a sort of intimacy between them because people didn’t talk about that kind of stuff necessarily back then and they can find it in each other about a lot and so they found each other. You know fascinating and there is a depth to their relationship that historians have somehow missed, which is also quite tragic because there’s a lot there it’s really actually quite fascinating. I wonder if if there are some paranoia, that people would figure out that Jack wasn’t straight, and that lame was if they realized how much Joe loved Pat, and he wasn’t entirely straight himself there’s a lot of conniving and bullshit and lying in the Kennedy family to save Face.

But oh, so Pat Pat died and as much as Joe loved Lacey you know when you’re dead it’s harder to resist stuff like that for better and worse and that’s where Christ saves us because when you die you know it’s it’s not just peaches and cream like New Age people say it’s really quite scary without God protecting you Because you’re not sort of in this protective shell of the fallen world anymore and so it’s not that you necessarily lose your free will but it’s it’s a scary transition to some degree because you’re not able to control things as much potentially it’s harder to lie possibly which is where some people might experience over there having these near death experiences this freedom yeah because they’re experiencing gods love, and if they did entirely resist Christ And they didn’t fully understand salvation and they may not be headed to hell they could be headed to Purgatory and then they come back but then that’s the problem when you don’t come back you’re stuck so when Pat was dying, Joe couldn’t resist her and Jack did not calculate that, and so he made an absolute mess of things because Lacey and them are meant to be together There were other men that they could’ve involved and they were dumb about like Harold lobe if Lacey had been bought if Lacey is illegitimate, heard Herald as much as there shamed of it because it’s not what God intended. Could’ve ended up in a relationship with a lot of like they film of, they could’ve been deeply in love and great company to each other for a decade. She’s extremely beautiful. She’s very intelligent and they would’ve had a very fun time together, but he really wasn’t love with Brett and maybe he would disagree with that but that’s another the thing is they weren’t smart about it they could’ve involved they could’ve involved Harold Lowe. They could’ve involve Louis Hill Junior they could’ve involved Michael Rockefeller, they didn’t do that. They chose to just be petty and stupid and Mary her possibly in their own feeble, futile attempt to you know, reject Christ to be smarter than him to Mark one way or another what is reincarnation or not because now Mark is a Christian and he loves Christ as a son as a brother so then that’s the problem right you have Jack throwing his brother Lacey into this terrible situation because Joe was holding his spirit to love Pat as she was dying and he did and then Lacey was heartbroken fell in love with F Scott Fitzgerald, and already wasn’t anyway and then the whole thing just blew up and if she discovered the illuminati around that time yeah I think unfortunately she was looking for Michael Rockefeller I think for some reason she thought that Diego as as Chris was in a bad marriage And that somehow she accidentally discovered some secret code that he was using to communicate other journalist to, and that it was just the stupid code that they invented not you know illuminati symbology, and the manifestation of things are in the sort of witchcraft illuminati sense that never crossed her mind she thought she discovered some weird code that had a psychic element to it But I think she assumed now that she’s like Edgar Casey she’s not, but I think she thought everyone’s a little psychic so they could accidentally have a psychic component to their code without realizing it so she thought there was a psychic nature to the code that they use but that’s not really what it is it’s really grounded in the present in reality, and they’re just talking to each other in code and that’s how she discover the illuminati if she did it wasn’t it wasn’t a secret code for journalist. It was illuminati manifestation and witchcraft and telepathy. She didn’t know that.

So she was looking for Michael and Diego you know it’s NBC Rockefeller center she was looking for Michael it’s in a sort of scientific and away so she was looking for Michael in her subconscious arm and then accidentally found these journalist were talking to each other in this weird code that was actually telepathy and the illuminati if there’s an illuminati at all, and then they blew things totally out of proportion, made stupid assumptions about her, and have been attacking her ever cents because they can’t fathom someone being that intelligent and yet ditzy at the same time. I know and she’s not a child it’s not like that she’s not stupid.

So she just she did she’s not stupid it’s feminine and then like lame just find a five minute it’s just a reminder to them of why their wife needs them. Other wife is sort of lost without them so men might perverted, or might not understand it but no to them it’s just a part of her being a woman and him being the man and protecting her, she’s not dumb so the idea is just that no she found the illuminati, but she thought it was just some bizarre journalistic code that had a sort of hint of some of the psychic and that’s not what it was. She wasn’t looking she wasn’t looking for a hot sugar daddy she thought she was talking to people in the code, and it was just the most delightful thing you have to think of her as a sort of high fluting highbrow lady who married Michael Rockefeller sold her. It was sort of a fascinating, romantic, anthropological journey of discovering an odd written, psychic language used by a journalist, linguistically, fascinating, anthropologically, fascinating, and then all this man is a brilliant journalist who could be madly in love with her potentially And in a bad marriage just like hers and so she thought Diego and Chris channeling Michael were Michael essentially and she thought oh well maybe he’s in a bad marriage too and he might end up in love. Oh, how funny is that well that’s life I’ve had a terrible life I’ve never found love, but maybe this is it, and how silly how grand most people have a very ordinary love story where they meet and Everything works out I’ve had a shit love story so far and nobody love me. I’ve had a terrible life, but I discover this fascinating code, and how brilliant and fascinating and rare is that to fall in love discovering this bizarre code used by journalist to keep quiet and talk amongst themselves. Oh, how fascinating, and then that makes up for the entire thing, and then that makes up for the entire thing because all the sudden my life is just a glittering, intellectual bobble you know what I mean it’s just a genius design it’s like terrible dark beginning of life, and that I have this profound, rare, psychological experience of falling in love by discovering the undiscovered secret code amongst journalist and then I may find love that way With a soulmate I think she really thought that Diego in and Chris as Michael were her soulmate. She would never think that Diego and Chris in person or her actual soulmate. She would never think that, but they were they were projecting that image by channeling his ghost against his will to some degree Republic consumption, and then, because of that she was fooled and accidentally thought that’s who he really was and then when they when she discovered this code that she thought he was speaking in, I mean, it was just one thing after another right and all the sudden boom, she accidentally ends up in the illuminati Against her will because she didn’t mean to discover the illuminati but then that’s the problem.

She accidentally ends up, discovering the real Illuminati if she does, because Jack wouldn’t leave her alone.

OK and that’s the thing it’s like pollution right so when you’re statistically being harassed by a dead person in purgatory, it does affect you affects your brain. It affects your ability to perceive certain things because it’s self-defense because that’s how our brains are is how spirits are, and so she’s more psychically gifted than most people because she said it’s like he keeps talking to her so she hears more than most people at a time. She’s even yelled at her and made her hear him and so she’s developed inability to hear because he’s forced her to hear him to harass her so then it was just him and then at the same time he’s keeping her from being with people and so is Joe out of jealousy because they actually were somewhat love and so it’s just it’s like you know one thing after another and so then what happens she ends up, discovering illuminati and accidentally thanks for the love and compassion of the British people ends up whether there’s reincarnation or not in love with loves actual ghost, which is worst case actually, I don’t even know if you ever calculate the possibility that she could end up with Lem himself. I know they are in a monogamous, heterosexual relationship. They’re both heterosexuals and are together for eternity so thanks for the compassion and love of the British people know him they’re together now for eternity she’s alive he’s dead if God’s allowing it as possible, because that God has chosen to allow that mercy for Lacey, even though he’s dead, so she’s with them him and he was straight and they’re in love and that’s great but that really in a sense was it not even something Jack would’ve fathom was a possibility if it was something you found them he might not have done what he did, but he I don’t think he even thought that was possible Because he was so narcissistic and delusional, and it never occurred to him that if one was really straight, and they were really meant to be together in God‘s will the pie, you know, sort of pushing the issue, and being a evil person about it being evil about it, that he would sort of end up making them together I don’t think he ever consider that possibility because I think he keeps thinking he’s smarter than God.

A lot of people think that who are psychopaths or sociopaths who are children or harm other people they don’t realize the goddess I mean it’s not even worth saying how much smarter God is than them.

God is God.

But so then, yeah, so then, in an attempt to ruin her life and keep her in misery and sort of punish her for being with Lemmers, and also be with him at the same time, as I think, he thought, Lawrie could still somehow be gay and in love with him somehow in some capacity, he ends up, forcing the issue and May not even exist right now because I’m a straight he still is and then they just end up together in some miraculous rare thing if God’s allowing it.

But in the process of getting here, Lacey is with a ghost for eternity and she’ll be one to and you know in Christ we’re not ghost when we’re dead or alive in Christ him so she’s with One and in the process of getting here a lot of stuff has happened we have royal family that has been plagued and beleaguered by cancer we have the fact that they’re they’re still in the right and that’s dangerous for a lot of people who have been hateful to them unrighteously.

I don’t know say that but I’m gonna say you should think they’re perfect I’m not saying to not be suspicious I’m just saying be careful because if they’re not 100% evil why do you want them to be?

So that’s a problem with me that’s one problem amongst many there’s a huge war in Russia Putin’s not going to lose that war America has yet to understand that hopefully Trump understands that if he’s elected and is able to work with Putin, I don’t know that Kamala understands It’s not going to end. He’s going to win or the whole road. We’ll just see still exist. This isn’t a television show. It’s not a boardgame it’s real life.

Lacey‘s family has had two suicides. They are old money and people have to deal with that reality they’re not like you their superior attitude is because they are superior socially. It’s not fake which is something that Diego and Chris and MSNBC and Bobby Kennedy can’t handle their people in my family who are alive that might not be able to handle it Because it’s threatening it’s very threatening to your sense of reality to think that there could be elite families living in North Dakota. We don’t know about we’ve never chronicled who are Marlita, the Kennedys possibly as early as the bushes know we’ve never analyze that and it’s scary because it is like if there are elites in North Dakota, who are real and old money There is even some thing old money that matters if there is that’s what they are and then what does that mean? It means that the extravagant opulent wealth of some people was extraordinary but maybe not as productive and important as we thought that it was and it was a little excessive, it means that it’s you know there’s a place for billionaires there’s a place for extravagant wealth but being worth 100 million that in 2017 as a family is not something to be ashamed of in liquid assets having oil in the ground and then having 100 million and 2017 is not something to be ashamed of and frankly if old money is a thing yeah they are old money They’re not as opulent an extraordinary in their wealth as a Rockefeller but that doesn’t mean that they’re not old money because in a real society with actual class systems that function which is reality that’s what you are and they’re not going to be like you they’re not gonna be like the Kennedys they’re gonna be stuffy or than those people they’re not going to be like a Beverly hillbillies white trash person because that’s not what they are and Eminem has gotten hurt on more than one occasions by Lacey because he keeps trying to relate to her like she’s from that background, so did JD Vance so did his wife But that’s not who she is it’s just not who they are that’s just reality.

So people like JD and Eminem are going to get hurt when they let down their guard if Lacey doesn’t protect them when they start talking to her like she’s a hillbilly like them because she’s not and she just doesn’t understand that culture that doesn’t mean that she’s stupid though which is something they also can’t handle the fact that they’re not smarter than every white person who’s rich her family is not stupid their western cowboy geniuses And unfortunately, that means that white trash people compared them really are just white trash and there’s no secret trick that they have up their sleeve.

Casi is not superior to Lacey neither is Eminem and neither is JD Vance I’m sorry poverty is real and instead of looking for someway to be better than other people who threaten your ego how about you realize you’re just inferior socially for a change and how about you use that to help develop more compassion for people who are also inferior in someway.

Maybe it’s not a character issue with JD Vance and that’s great but there are people who are more like him in terms of social class who do you have character issues and maybe he should have a little more compassion for them instead of thinking that he’s somehow smarter than Lacey because of street smarts or some stupid shit like that. No her family is very streetsmart and there are a lot of other people who are elite who might be too not everyone has the same vulnerable access as a Rockefeller.

So no they’re wealthy but they’re not showing in so the best ilumiNATTI has been able to do is get Matthew, her cousin and Keith, her cousin to shoot themselves in the face because the illuminati can’t find any other way even with Lady Gaga‘s middle class half assed, fake brilliance nothing that woman is an intelligent but she a lot of those bitches think they’re prettier and smarter than Lacey and her not they’re ugly as fuck compared to her And they’re possibly not as intelligent as her and a lot of other people in her family and they’re certainly not as well bred.

Being a rockstar doesn’t make you old money, Lady Gaga. And same thing to you Serena Williams being a tennis star does it make you old money. Same thing to the bitch who is harassing Lacey who is a gymnast from St Paul no you’re not old money compared to her family and you know Simone Biles neither are any of you get a fucking grip.

If you need her to buy a huge mansion, that’s not going to happen right now because her person that she’s married to doesn’t live that way he had an interview that was very elite that he blew off. His father is very wealthy. He would be uncomfortable around his dad, who went to Harvard and his wealthy, you’re able to feel comfortable around Lacey because you’re stupid and arrogant or you’re a ditz the way that she’s not old but you just don’t get it and that’s fine but that’s the reality of it her house her $400,000 house doesn’t mean jack shit you should probably pay more attention to her actual family and her decorating style and their mannerisms and the fact that they have a huge oil reserves that the whole fucking world is affected by you don’t have that Lady Gaga The Olympic athletes were ugly compared to her and not a sophisticated or elegant. Don’t have that and never will unless if they choose to use all of their money to buy land from her family I mean to think this fucking through.

You didn’t think to buy thousands of acres of oil rich land in North Dakota and neither did your brothers well family because you don’t think that way she does and sodas her family get over it they’re more elegant and Alys and Hugh not just in how they think, but in their body possibly get over it. She’s not an elite athlete, but since Bryn has it ever been considered an important thing for a woman to be an athlete? They have warm sweetie they’re not supposed to be running around, trying them selves into manly figures to jump around on a bar. And I’m not trying to diminish the accomplishment I’m just saying you’re a circus sideshow compared to her and her family and how elegant and elite they are.

If you were humble, we could say that when you’re boasting of an other pride and elegance that you do not possess and cannot possess endeavor, will have to brutally remind you of reality because we have a program going on. That’s a little more important than your fucking egos.

Do you know what’s even happening? No probably not even there is no Libonatti a lot of you are not aware how was actually happening no don’t go attacking Lacey‘s children in their private schools even if you’re from St Paul will figure that out and if you want to kill you we will Because it’s a little bit much the fact that Tom Matthew crocs crocs try to kill the president that’s far more important than your ego you stupid bitch, and that might be more important than your life. Because what’s one fucking middle-class family who has happened to be in the Olympics compared to the leader of an entire fucking country with the whole world is falling apart economically military oh my god grow-up. environmentally.

Do you know the truth is even if you harm her family will know what happened and you’ll regret it for eternity so back the fuck up.

No, this is really silly. Just enjoy your fame. Enjoy your glory. Enjoy your accomplishment and realize that no you can still be in a very important person in history have a cop or something profound and not be old money not be, you know the most beautiful woman of the 20th century who was born in 1983 I mean come on that’s great status symbol stuff sort of but happiness is what is what counts if it unless if you’re a sadistic sociopath, you’re far happier than her you’ve done a lot with your life you’ve accomplished what you wanted. She has not done that even if she’s from old money and she’s extremely beautiful and more elite than you you’re far happier than she is, and no she’s not athletic in that way so you’re never gonna win but who cares at the end of the day she’s not threatening you you’re threatening her and her family and at the end of the day at the end of the day if you don’t threaten her, that’s great if you could stop that be great too and at the end of the day, if you could just try to be happy with your own life which is not as astounding, the impossible is narcissists like Bobby make it out to be then that’s good that’s not some magical fetus of nothingness You should be able to appreciate your own life. It’s strange that you wouldn’t be able to. There’s something wrong you’re being abused you were driven to success by bitch parents I don’t know but you should be able to appreciate your own life even if you’re clinically depressed, you should still be able to say yeah OK but look what I did and it meant something and it meant something to me and it meant something it meant something to other people it meant something, no she’s not stupid. She’s possibly smarter than you.

So when her kids get full scholarships to the U of them because they get perfect scores on their SATs, just except it OK how do I try to prevent that from happening? Don’t don’t even do anything. Just try to be happy for them and happy for yourself and if you can’t, maybe you are fucked up Maybe you should feel sorry for yourself that you can’t be happy because you’re a little screwed up on your head.

Action have to say all that that’s pathetic 2030 years ago I don’t think athletes were quite that dumb. Hopefully these people aren’t either hopefully someone’s putting us on which gets me back to my original point Jack is riling up people to attack her, but he’s prevented her from having a nice life he may not actually even exist. He may be doing this from the past he was a ghost, and he’s very petty so basically, yes, we created a poltergeist when we shot him if we did and what he chose to do was unexpected he didn’t come after me or my family well OK that’s debatable. Some people may point out if if there’s if there’s Elizabeth this way, if if there’s no illuminati if I had anything to do with his death to P‘s, Fidel, Castro and prevent nuclear extinction or something, you know similar, he may have actually tripped me up in fighting the gulf war he may have confuse my son as well. I think he might enjoy mocking people who think there are things happening that aren’t happening.

It’s possible that Chubb didn’t win the presidency is possible that a lot of shit has gone down with my family and my son looking stupid when he’s not because Jack is hateful and petty and so you know, my son is not as dumb as you think he is Jack is stupider than you think he is and so Jack was able to look smart on television But my son who’s not stupid how to look stupid because you know Jack just wanted us to know that you can kill them, but you can’t make them go away, so yes, Jack is Pedi. He’s Bensville possibly he may have created a poltergeist in him and why is he having his grandson write for vogue Will Bobby makes an ass of himself possibly because he’s petty and he’s trying to make his brother Bobby look like an idiot I was too emotional and kind of an airhead.

But the family falls for it because they’re narcissistic and delusional and no when was straight and yes, it’s possible to Jack no longer exists right now and he how about this maybe gay men have lied about jack and the evidence because they don’t want to admit that Jack was a flaming, fucking narcissist, and he was the one who is actually gay because then what does that mean about that that they’re all narcissistic buffoons to with some sort of psychological disorder, or that they’re all secretly just perverts I think they’ve lied because they don’t like the narrative that the bitch fucking malignant narcissist is who they are not the tall, handsome straight guy who should’ve gotten married and had a family and couldn’t quite get the words out, right.

And then that’s where it’s like just drop the story why are you doing this? Why did you need to write the Jack in love love story why does the gay men’s chorus of south Florida have to give a shit why can’t you just leave it alone but they chose not to so now we have to deal with that too.

It’s possible, that was even Jack’s doing to that he would rather sacrifice all homosexuals make them all seem like narcissistic idiots who are pedophiles and idiots even if that is actually a problem in the community of them, acknowledging that and excepting that to much if they aren’t pedophiles, all of them selves, I mean are they are not it’s not acceptable. It is insanity and evil And why are we suddenly thinking that it’s not after we allow them to have marriages with kids?

So that’s the problem OK um, if they’re not ugly awful people who should all just be shot it really would’ve been in their best interest to have lots of Jack in lot lamb love story alone, but that’s not what they chose to do whether they were aggravated by Jack or not that’s not what they chose to do So now know they’ll have to deal with the reality of what they wrote the travesty the made up perspectives in history that are based on one-sided, personal accounts and nonsense. They don’t really know what happened, and frankly it does seem more likely that long was straight, and Jack was a narcissist, and he was taking advantage of him than anything else.

Yeah, and I think we create a poltergeist if there’s an illuminati Fidel Castro very likely found Backchannel method of talking to me, possibly directly and other people in the CIA possibly even crime bosses like Lacey‘s father both out he wasn’t quite like that, but he had his hand in in in in the ring, so to speak, is hat in the ring I don’t know that you would’ve talk to Lacey‘s father maybe he did but he talk to me possibly and other people who had power that he believed could sort of curtail Jack. So he was mad after the bad pics he yelled, and he said something along the lines of why did you allow that bastard his family to buy the presidency?

I mean, it’s a madman it’s pretty well, knowing that they bought the presidency and he was livid. He couldn’t believe that we pretended to be a democracy when we were allowing people to buy elections. He thought that was a hypocritical evil bullshit. And he felt that we had no moral upper hand possibly no Christian authority on the topic because we had this you know evil deranged cocksucking son of a bitch she was in the closet about it raping children you know teenage girls and a swimming pool shooting up you know mess with his wife, making an ass of himself to Queen Elizabeth, picking fights with him while he fucks 10 women in his closet and then you know, Lamb cried, because he felt bad that the women were being like that, they were prostitutes, and he didn’t wanna have to suck Jack’s cock anymore Yes real Castro musics so he said you know, blankety-blank you do something about this cock, sucking stupid son of a bitch or I will essentially you take care of him yourself you clean up your own shit in your own fucking damn country or I will.

And so no I’m sorry you vilified me and Anne demonized me but maybe it’s not quite that simple so that might be a boomer you know childish childlike perspective of the world. No I’m sorry things aren’t that simple.

So it’s possible that I felt the need to do something so I did and we were very clean about it so to speak we were we try to make it seem bizarre and scary but not too scary there’s coded messages making coded messages schizophrenic is something we may or may not regret Charles Manson Manson thought he was picking up on stuff from the radio he was also into the occult There could actually be things that are coded in the radio in music that people who are obviously not schizophrenic in the last 10 years have picked up on its like the lyrics say this and that’s what it sounds like rest of the week we’re singing Barack Obama is you know hot shit but then the lyrics officially are I’m gonna rock your body and do a dip but it sounds like he’s singing rock Hamas hot shit yeah that might be an illuminati thing to brainwash you into thinking Barack Obama’s hatchet so no, there are coded things in there in music. they are coded things in movies. There are coded things in a lot of places if there’s an illuminati and maybe even if there’s not one but if there’s one for sure and know that we knew that right so we use that with and we also knew that and there is coded messages in the Dick Van Dyke show I’m not duplicating Dick Van Dyke I’m not angry at you know including him or Mary Tyler Moore him but no there are coded messages and Dick Van Dyke Lem the name llamas mentioned Billings as mentioned his mothers mentioned Marilyn Monroe might be mentioned a Bob bosses are mentioned shooting people is hinted at shooting people in the head playing people like a violin at the big show Mexicans the south there’s a lot of imagery. There’s a lot of coded language in the Dick Van Dyke show in the weeks preceding the Kennedy assassination. Just look at those episodes. It’s right there.

So yeah, we use that to communicate with each other it’s like are we really gonna do this? Let’s remind ourselves why we’re doing it without Castro, Marilyn Monroe lamb, Billings, lambs mother his family are our all mothers our own sense of purpose is people right and wrong nuclear war the big show you know Joe is even hinted that with a ventriloquist and possibly Joe might’ve done some petroleum ventriloquism Joe, Jack’s older brother home. There are some people who thought that Joe became suicidal and people might’ve lied about that if it’s true that he became suicidal before he died, and that he chose to take the flight because he was somewhat deranged and mentally ill from being so bullied by his sadistic younger brother Jack, so he chose to take the flight and kill himself even though he would’ve possibly been a far better president than Jack, because Jack was just too disgusting and sadistic so there may have even been a hint about that in one of the episodes It’s just that Jack the Joe was being more loved, and being raised in a family of narcissist, that his tiny amount of love that he could’ve given people was somehow prayed upon by his family, and by Jack, and he was made to look stupid at times when he wasn’t Who does that was our theory, so yeah, no there’s a lot of anger a lot of rage behind closed doors and a lot of people who were scared like me and we’re trying to handle everything with a cool head if we kill Jack and yeah it’s a lie it’s been the biggest mysteries that you know, but really if this blog is allowed to exist if Lacey doesn’t and the whole world high is the 21st-century we have freedom of speech. This blog might be a little bit of insight for you that no it’s not quite that mysterious it really was an inside job. Fidel Castro was angry if it was just you know one person randomly, but if it wasn’t no it was an inside job we had reasons we were trying to protect peoples innocence in a sense we didn’t want people knowing that we were terrified of our own president that in itself was dangerous during the Cold War making people scared that democracy didn’t work in their own country that they elected some jack ass and that we felt the need to shoot him to get rid of them because we didn’t think the family could be handled in any other way. Yeah that definitely discredits democracy And during Cold War, we could risk that, so no we found a reason we found it you know let her know we didn’t find a reason something tripped me up to say that no we didn’t find a reason we had reasons Bobby I’m sorry we killed your uncle. That man is absurd is such a fake murder? No use some logic, you need you act like you’re the logical genius most of your life so maybe you’re not almost at all how about that but you know that’s where is angry because are you dumber than Jack or what no is it? The thing is no we had reason we had just cause in our own mind. Maybe we really actually even had just cause And we messed up because we somehow thought that if we kill Jack, it would just go away. Nope, he still exists. I know we have this to deal with in the 21st-century, a woman whose alive who he statistically tortured, who accidentally might’ve found the illuminati who comes from an old money, oil rich family, and he is so Obsessive that he somehow you know entangled Diego add MS NBC into this and it’s like OK so now what if he doesn’t exist for the time being potentially but we still have to deal with him from the past we have to deal with the reality of what he’s done and yeah there are some people that are saying is it really crazy that Lacey wants to end the world, considering how fucked up everything is no it’s not crazy but that’s what we have to trust God.

Stop getting into an ego contest with her if you’re not going to win she’s not egotistical possibly almost at all and it’s just that you’ve lost but you want in the sense that what really matters hopefully you have some of a lot of you’re pretty happy people in someway I guess if you have to in a pinch you could feel like you want in that way And then maybe think about this a consolation prize will back off and try to lower the view slightly OK and appreciate her old money. You know superiority to us even though she’s never going to get married and be happy and that’s probably the only thing she wanted in life other than family, so I guess we want them that way if you if you have to to back off, pray to God for mercy for your soul and your mind But if you’re that deranged hey that’s an out the problem is that might not make you satisfied enough because you’re still not going to be better than her and you’ll have to actually enjoy your happiness.

Nope there is God narcissism is a problem there is there’s God, though it doesn’t saying if we fix narcissism we won’t have to worry about God anymore no harm so there’s God out and frankly we need God to save us from a narcissist because they’re awful to deal with and Lord willing there’s a part of them that can be saved and there’s a part of them that will be happy And maybe even could be happy now, but certainly will be happy when they’re dead with Christ let’s hope. You know it’s hope that no one goes to Hell.

I don’t know that’s a lot of information right there. I hope you know I’m sorry there’s a woman that followed Lacey recently on Instagram put might be old money to if she’s not lying and she’s authentic. She went to an Ivy League school essentially not really but it’s a good school she comes from some Pedegree and some make up sense is that she suspects that Lacey could be right in and that’s just the thing it’s really not the end of the world if there’s old money in North Dakota, that’s real.

How do you know it’s possible that Chris has felt guilty in the last year or two years because Lacey really does have a pretty shitty life and away and he does have some real happiness and he thinks you know even if I’m angry at her or it’s like I’m a little narcissistic, so I kind of enjoy feeling superior to her What is it that I’m so attached to with us narrative why do I like being better than her like yeah it’s narcissism but why in a lot of the conversation has been about that it’s like is there something evil that she’s up to is there something evil about the system itself and that’s great But then that’s the problem. We have to stay in that narrative where you have to be authentic about it. a lot of the liberals that write for the economist who hate white women today and a lot of the Black people were angry at white women to are profiting off of children being sold into molestation, indirectly or directly they’re making money or they’re benefiting from it. Children being sold not to slaves, but is essentially chew toys for awful people. Those kids lives are over there being tortured until they kill themselves or they just die that’s worse than slavery in the black sense that’s far worse and so like those people need to be a little less uppity and superior to everyone because they somehow think they’ve gotten some moral high ground by being black Slavery was wrong it was real, but we’re human and there are a lot of white bitches who are just pure evil and how they act but there were probably a lot of white women who were not quite as 100% pure evil as you want them to be I’m sorry and unfortunately, as a free black person in the 21st-century benefiting from children being sold, you may actually if you met them, relate to those white women more than you think so someday when you’re dead, and you wrote some Abady, a conceded, morally conceded bullshit today realize that when you’re dead, you may sit down with those white women and they may say I didn’t know slavery was wrong. I had no idea. Yeah, I did feel free compared to your ancestors. I did get sort of a ego testable charge of that But it wasn’t just that I was nice to my slaves. I bought them turkey and mashed potatoes on Thanksgiving and they loved it. We celebrated Christmases together. We let a lot of them come into the house and open up their gifts and our gifts for them on Christmas morning. It wasn’t quite as simplistic as you think and yeah it was wrong but but I’ve benefited from it, an evil way in my ego, but, I wasn’t quite that simplistic of a person.

And then there might be some Black people today if I read that article to think you know, I didn’t realize that my XYNZ was being benefited and this was happening and that was happening and this was happening because of children being sold into slavery. I can go into detail, but will leave it alone for now and that’s the problem And then that white person might say to you OK and that’s worse than what I did, but did you even know did you know that you were benefiting from the slavery of children?

And I would say a decent number those people who have a conscience I’ll probably say no I might’ve had some hints or inclination, but then there’s some of them that don’t have any at all and then there’s some that maybe do but just it’s too awful to believe and so even if they think it’s possible, they look the other way those people are gonna have to answer to God and they’re gonna have to deal with reality that they’re not as morally superior as they think they are by a landslide.

But there are some people who, yeah really might not know and those people are probably going to have a heart to heart with that decent white woman and they’re gonna have an interesting time talking about it it’s like yeah it’s worse but I didn’t know and I didn’t feel anything from it and then just say that you benefited and will be like OK.

I know and they may be able to relate to each other and she may say well I’m sorry, but then you have to ask her. Why did you want to feel more free? Why did you want that and then she might be like because I was looking for someway to sort of Feel better than other people. I don’t think feminism is quite as accurate as you think so it’s all those women might say I was just trying to feel better than other people. I was mildly good looking, but I wasn’t as good looking as my neighbors and we weren’t as wealthy as other people And so I was trying to feel superior to a lot of other people and there were a lot of really good looking Black people that worked for me men and women both and I felt better than them because I owned them.

I don’t believe in necessarily Harming people But I don’t have a great excuse for what I did and I’m sorry.” says George Bush. “ why didn’t you look they’ll look into more of how things are working there was a lot of evidence is just kids are being hurt. Why weren’t you looking around more? “

“ and then the black person might say I was working a lot I was busy are you stupid? “

And then she might say what if I am slightly stupid and that’s part of the reason why I didn’t realize that I was being an idiot, and getting pleasure out of feeling better than the people that I owned?

And then, if they weren’t, Domon racist themselves, they might say yeah there’s probably a group of people who are wired like you who are stupid and didn’t realize that slavery was evil him and they would put it by people who did realize that we weren’t stupid, but yeah so That’s possible isn’t it?

But you know I am not quite done talking. This is probably one of the most important things that’s been written on this blog him because it pertains to everything you’ve got to realize that there’s a terrible thing happening right now it’s Lacey‘s life and she really is being sadistically harassed every day right now she has a horrible cavity. And they have a mace issue that they’re trying to dress. Her husband doesn’t want poison in his house because he’s terrified it somehow bad for them environmentally and so he’s trying to somehow catch. The mice and the kids are stepping in the traps and Lacey is unsure how to handle the situation she cleans a lot and it’s just a terrible mess. I mean it’s just constant harassment, constant harassment and no they’re going to hire an exterminator. He’s put that off and try to do it himself and it’s not been successful. He’s tried to close holes in the house. I know they need a professional, and they need to probably work with a professional And they will but no he he he’s environmentalist in that way. He wants all the spiders and other creatures not be killed if they’re not poisonous in his house him and that makes sense but then the mice or a problem so you’ll have to kind of group with that one intellectually but anyway um um, but he hee hee except the fact that she says no poster for Don says no we need to an exterminator through Lem.

But no, this is a mess. OK we have a real mess here and I don’t think I can say that enough until the war in Russia stops until her mice problem is gone until her teeth are finally taken care of. They spent $5000 on braces she’s had two root canals And her teeth have shifted slightly because she fell down the stairs just as she was having them take it off. I know she has another cavity and no it’s lemons when using that because he’s dead but it’s complicated but at the same time now it’s a completely ridiculous situation. I think that’s for people who are reading this blog need to back off a bit like people who have been reading it thinking that somehow she’s fake she’s not. She’s going to post something today that I am possibly insisting she post, because they really are old money in her family and they’re not evil for being old money they might be evil but that’s not how they’re evil and that’s a lot of bullshit by lotta people who are probably angry that they’re not rich I’m just being honest with you, a lot of those people who are communist, especially when they’re young tend to be angry that they’re not rich themselves in my opinion The ones who want to destroy families and destroy Israel and yet aren’t willing to go help him ass fight we were all the people helping him us if people really care so damn much about Palestine. Why don’t they go volunteer to help him boss seriously I’m so fucking sick of people waving flags thinking they’re doing something go do something that they volunteered to go help Ukraine, but they’re going to lose anyway they volunteered to go do but that’s it I don’t why are people helping them ass why aren’t you helping liberate Palestine if you care so fucking much that you have to write about every fucking five seconds and wave a flag everywhere go help them then go help. Create Palestine. I guarantee you if millions of people from all over, Europe flocked in to help Maas liberate some portion of Israel to be their actual country. We would see a very different situation, but no people choose to sit in their comfy little seats in Europe or wherever else they are and feel superior by talking about it or you can say all those people have families well yeah OK then what about the Jewish families? What about those? what about? What about Robert? Oh, everyone’s family get out of your little Kennedy Hisis feeling superior to everyone you liberal idiots. Her family is not evil for being rich they might be evil, but it’s not because the rich. They they might be they might actually be better people because of that wealth and the fact that it’s old money well sincerely that that that sort of social pressure and accountability might actually be good for those people and make them kinder a lot of people to be honest, who are new money who are extremely rich tend to be less empathetic because they haven’t seen things from that perspective yet and realized that people are a little more complicated than they want them to be. It’s not just you work hard you get money get out of my face I’m smarter than you or your tough luck because the money goes away and their kids develop drug addictions or it’s like complicated and then their grandkids have problems are the great grandkids do And they have to deal with that and they have to realize that it’s not so simplistic and sometimes it in so so well then it’s just them you’ll give your kids money no because that’s fuck that’s functional bullshit we are a species. OK that’s mother nature those communist, apparently have their hole in mud and are just looking for some quick way to die. We have to procreate another Margaret Atwood, Atwood’s, possibly idiot you can’t take away, sexual desire without destroying the species.

So no, I don’t think it’s particularly likely that a family structure of some sort it’s going to disappear and being disrespectful to people isn’t functional either. I’m not I thought saying I’m a saint I’d like to think I’m doing better in the afterlife than Jack has done. I have been dead for a few years now, but then that’s where it pays to deliver a life with a conscience and I believe that there could be hell because there really is and people are damned without Christ.” says George Bush.

“ lamp did you mean to create an aesthetic?” says a gay man.

“ oh no part of what you like about my aesthetic was that it was straight I’m sorry I am a straight man interpreting homosexuality and that’s part of what you like about it. You wouldn’t you would probably like a lot of other people who are straight if they interpreted homosexuality for you as well.” says Lem.

“ like who ?” says a designer.

“ tom Brokaw if Tom broke, I thought he was gay. He would’ve looked very similar to me, and how he interpreted his version of homosexuality. I think he would be interested by Joe Biden’s interpretation. I think he might be both bisexual, but if he thought he was just gay, I think you’d be fascinated by him as well because he be very colorful. You might even humor his last few months as president being ditzy because he might just think he is Joe you know it’s just Joe Joe’s Joe’s just kind of that way I know just let him go let him have his last few months of glory, he worked so hard for it Let y’all have fun before he hast to leave. You’re not people are not as nice to straight men there, a lot nicer to gay men. Which is why the way is a nice little boys like me to get taken advantage of by sociopathic gay men like the priest who molested me because they realize how vulnerable we are.

So yeah, you’d like Joe Biden‘s interpretation because he was he be colorful you do you enjoy Tom Brokaw, because Tom Broka is a lot like me my voice could’ve been lower if I force myself to speak more lowly, but always would’ve had a higher higher pitch to it, but at times it would’ve been deep And I was big so there will be a slight similarity between me and Tom Brokaw who else would fascinate you I think Bill Clinton would’ve irritated you, but you also would’ve thought he was a lot of fun. But I don’t know if no one else has been coming to mind that they’re there are a decent number of men who would really fascinating you. Tom Hanks would be a laugh riot. You think Jay Z was the sexiest man to ever live yeah, people are very they coddle gay men are society coddles gay men, so yes, you will be saying Jay Z is is he the sexiest man alive there’s ever live a life but to ever live they be saying is the sexiest man to ever live if Tom Cruise came out and I think he was arguably extraordinarily complex man but he’s probably bisexual, but if he was gay and he came out as gay or if he was by excuse me as bisexual if you came out as gay know, you think that he was just arguing with the most complicated my entire life again people are very bizarrely, empathetic and loving towards gay man. Yeah, society has harassed you people and attacked you, but they’re also bizarrely in your favor at times that you don’t really deserve.

Yeah you did you like my interpretation of what you have and I didn’t yeah so you can go ahead and and analyze that one for yourselves and say do we hate ourselves will die of course you do. We have said that. “ says Lem;

Later.

“Lacey…how much money did you lose when that woman married the father who raised you?” asks a reader.

“$1.2 million.” says Lem.

“So you were trying to kill Lacey with her teeth!?” says another reader.

“It might have been an idea.” says Lem.

“So you were straight!?” says a reader.

“Yes!” says Lem.

“But you look so gay!” says a living gay man.

“You’re bad at reading people.

Let me as you this: WHY IS LACEY AROUSED BY ME IF I WASN’T ATTRACTED TO WOMEN!?” says Lem.

“She’s really never attracted to gay men!?” says Rupert Brooke.

“No. She’s never attracted to gay men.” says Lem.

“Really?” says a living gay man.

“Yeah. Really. Ever.” says Rock Hudson. “For real.”

“I find Rupert Brooke attractive…but…there’s something about him that…eventually repels me. And I have to think it’s his homosexuality.” says Lacey.

“No Lacey it’s his nose.” says a gay man rolling his eyes.

“He looks like men you find attractive.” says a reader.

“Yes! But he’s…off somehow.” says Lacey.

“But you find Lem…arousing?” says the CIA.

“Yes!” says Lacey.

“Yeah. And Red said you were bisexual…at least close to it.” says a gay man. “Dammit.”

“Are we really in trouble!?” says the man who pretended to be scolding Lacey for not “getting it.”

“YEAH!!! ….She’s not an instigator. So…he’s coming on to her somehow. And…honestly…it’s getting too fucking weird. I mean, come on!” says the second gay man. “And then we have him in an eternal relationship with a toxic narcissistic dirtbag who probably never openly gave him love, even if he was attracted to Jack. …We’re toast.”

Pete nods. “Yeah. Let’s be real…he could have even been faking it. Seriously. …He is way too…demonstrative. …I’m pretty much entirely gay. Do I ever seen that gay!?”

Chasten laughs.

“I mean no! Never! …Some people can tell. Like Lacey. But…I don’t think it’s that obvious. Okay? And…unless you’re going for the real thing…you could miss that and just focus on the…commonly used mannerisms. …I don’t use them. But…they’re very popular and pretty easily imitated.” says Pete. “I’m gonna bet he was straight.”

“FOR REAL!?” says Peter Thiel.

“YUP!” says Pete.

“So…you’re genuinely betting that!?” says Donald Trump.

“Yeah!!!

And what do we have to lose anyway?” says Pete.

Putin shrugs. “They’d be better off doing that. I’m pretty certain he was straight. I’ve had people look into it. If there’s an Illuminati. And I would be surprised if he wasn’t straight.”

Later.

“I’m going out on a limb…and betting Lem was straight.” says Lacey.

Pete looks at her.

“Lacey…how can you constructively advocate for yourself…without bragging?” says Pete.

“I have no idea.” says Lacey.

“I think you’re trying to share. Or did. Without bragging. And…people just took it as bragging.” says Pete.

“Yeah.” says Lacey.

“What was your point?” says Pete.

Lacey thinks.

“Like let’s just say the Illuminati is real…and I’m hearing you…and I can tell you’re a fervently objective person….and successfully so…and I understand. You’re in a higher social class than me. What then?” says Pete.

“You know…to be honest…it might not have even been about being higher than you.” says Lacey.

“But just?” says Pete.

“Different.” says Lacey.

“Oh you want to say that you’re different!?” yells a perfume collector.

“I think yeah.” says Lacey.

She looks stunned.

Pete laughs. “Okay. So…why is that important?”

“Because people are or were way too presumptuous.” says Lacey.

“Yeah! They just are.” says a Scottish man.

“It’s REPULSIVE.” says Lacey.

“Why!?” says Pete.

“You don’t know me!” says Lacey, in frustration but trying to be polite and loving.

He nods. “So people were all being way too…presumptuous.” he says.

“Yes.” says Lacey. “I think that was a huge part of it, possibly.”

He glares at MSNBC.

The perfume woman closes her eyes.

“So you were trying to distance yourself from us?” says a woman in Canada.

“Yes. …There could have been some showing off. But I think it was mostly about gaining distance.” says Lacey.

“Why?” asks a woman who used to follow Lacey.

“Because people kept talking to me like they were me. Or understood me better than I understood myself. Or had some insight into me that they clearly didn’t have. And I found it extraordinarily aggravating.” says Lacey.

“I feel that.” says Dmitry. “No…I genuinely relate to that.”

“It got weird.” says Lacey.

“Okay. Sweetie that makes sense.” says a woman in Canada. “But I don’t understand why…you chose class politics to use!?”

“Because it seemed like that’s what the most aggressively…presumptuous people were focused on.” says Lacey.

“Oh. Well…that’s just narcissism.” she says.

Lacey thinks. “But why!?”

“It’s just narcissism.” she says.

“But why choose that to attack?” says Lacey.

“I agree.” says an Old Money woman.

“Is this the whole Bill thing from yesterday?” says Casi.

“Yes!” says Lem.

“We don’t often get…presumed rich…either.” says Lacey’s step-mother’s sister.

“Huh. …How rich are you?” asks the living Bill.

“Rich!” says Tucker Carlson.

“I get miscaste too.” says an Old Money woman. She laughs. “Do they know what we really look like?”

“They’re really that unaware?” says Lacey.

She sighs. “They might be.”

“REALLY!?” says Lacey.

“I don’t actually look gay. You have first cousins who are straight who strongly resemble me.” says Lem.

“Lacey…sweetheart…how much does Lem look like them?” says Martha Stewart.

“A lot. But different enough. He looks like their distant cousin.” says Lacey.

The Old Money woman nods. “How distant?”

“Fourth cousins, at least. And it’s more distant than that.” says Elliott Roosevelt.

She nods. “No! That’s hardly incest. …And she might not even be their blood cousin.”

“No. It’s not incest. …But actually…it could be why she’s his ‘twin flame.’ …They’re very distant cousins. So distant they can marry. But…those ancestors…from 400 years ago…yes…400 years…are livid.” says Elliott.

“And obviously they know she’s my daughter, regardless.” says Tom Banks.

“Ha! You could even be distantly related.” says the Old Money woman.

“I doubt it. But I understand what you mean.” says Tom.

She smiles.

“So…you were insulted?” says Susanne Little to Lacey.

Lacey thinks. “It wasn’t quite that. It was more that…it felt violent.”

“Like we were violently copying you.” says Nancy.

“Yes! Not just cattiness or competitiveness. Like…violent.” says Lacey.

“It was!” says an Old Money woman.

“Why were you viciously attacking me?” says Lacey.

“Yeah. Jealousy doesn’t completely account for it.” says Bill.

“They’d not have done that if you married me.” says Joel. “Not teh