Dead Already by Thomas Newman plays.
An impoverished little girl in Mosul stares out of a dimly lit window. She waits. Still as a tree. To be drugged. In 2005. Why? Because she’s smart.
2:26
In a few hours she’ll possibly be choked to death. Have her head crashed into a rock until it’s made bloody and…dead.
A dead woman named Carol Burney smiles. Smirks.
2:28
And as a smile crosses the little girl’s face as her body floats into God’s arms…in VICTORY over evil…Carol does a silent cheer. In Christ death in a horrific situation is…glorious. It’s victory.
2:43
But if you’re reading this…you might be alive.
The song starts over.
Is that a good thing…or a bad thing?
0:28
“Is this about the rural suicide victims? Hey that’s OK! That just means that a word lowering the other population problem so it worked out is better than hurting people in Africa. Poor people whole white shooting themselves in rule America. It’s all superior to people shooting. oh, it’s Age or dying of problems in Africa, so that those children did not have to die. I think that what I want in the office those children did not have to die. Oh those children did not have to die. It was wrong. And I saw as so basically are we are celebrating life because OK fine some people want to die my niece wants to die. OK she die my brother wants to die OK dead fine-“ says Bobby Kennedy Junior before being cut off.
The song plays.
3:03
The song ends.
Mercy by Duffy plays as Duffy channels Lacey. “Hit the beat and take it to the verse now.” That’s Lacey’s voice if there’s reincarnation. In a dead Scottish accent. It doesn’t match the accent in the rest of the song. It’s deeper and slightly Scottish.
“We do that!” says Duffy.
“ exactly what are you? What are you? What are you? How did you do that because you got my energy that is if there’s ring carnation that is possibly my energy that you channeled and I just I don’t understand how you did that.” says Lacey.
She laughs.
“ how did you like this song?” she says.
“ yes I did. I actually loves the beginning to tell you the truth it might’ve irritated me that people don’t do that music just skip to the verse. If there is like him it’s sort of a 1950s beat it’s very retro but it’s like it builds up to that the beginning, and it said that I liked the fact that you did it from the very beginning because I’ve been patient I am so did you channel that beat through my evil through my impatience?” says Lacey.
They listen.
“You have a lovely voice. But it’s just…slightly different.” says Lacey.
“It’s almost too…raspy?” she says.
“Yes. I’m a lot sexier than you.” says Lacey bluntly, losing patience.
“No. Duff…Lady? You’re NOT AS SEXY.” says Sretha. “GET THE FUCK OVER IT.”
“You channeled two dead American Black women at 2:16. I was one of them.” says one of the dead Black women. “We trashed your song slightly. At the end. …But it almost sounds good.”
“So so you channeled her against her will she has a sort of Egyptian dark sultry sexiness and you’re not going to apologize that she has the Scottish Egyptian sultriness and then you channeled dead black women who were talking to her shot her at eight possibly I don’t know what happened, but you did that and then this is just nonsense to you and Lacey is inferior and you’re going to put her in her place because you just try to tell her that you’re infinitely prettier in superior to her how much are you even worth?” says Germany to Duffy.
“$4 million.” she says.
Eric Nesheim nods. “ i’m worth more than you. A lot of us are in her family. How the fuck do people not understand that?” he says.
“ i’m not trying to say you’re you’re actually a really you’re actually a really pretty woman I even like you and I like your music you have a fun sort of pretty blonde, bubbly quality and that’s just not what I am see I would like to be you be fun to be you and wear pink and looks sexy with blonde hair but then that’s not me and I’m actually objectively more sexy than you. I’m sorry but that’s the thing sweetheart. It’s just it is what it is so for the moment I’m more sexy but I’m not blonde but I just it is a little dumb like what? What is this fight that you want to have with me it’s strange.” says Lacey to Duffy.
“ if I am a good person as possible that I’m doing this in my spirit somehow, because I actually feel guilty because if if I know that they channel dead people and they lie about it um, my way of apologizing is possibly to just come out and attack you and let you just say yeah but I think that makes me sad potentially is that you feel the need to point out that you’re superior to me why are we there right now? Why are you doing that?” says Duffy.
“ because it seems to matter to you and other people it’s like it’s just you can’t alter it it just is what it is so white why I don’t know I guess it’s because it’s just it is what it is it is just like why are we OK? I know OK I was saying I would love to be blonde. I would love to look like you, but I don’t and maybe for a few minutes in heaven, I might try that look on just for fun because I can’t be you even if I’m superior to you I still can’t be you know I can’t be everything so um I can’t be you and I’m actually fine with that and that’s why I don’t get it. Why can’t you just except the fact that I am at least temporarily superior because if it’s just temporary, it’s sort of just nothing at it and then someday it it’s just not painful I don’t. Why are you so stuck on this?” says Lacey.
“ I’m worth 4 million I’m a hot blonde I had a very important career I am sort of a big deal not everyone knows me but people know me I am I’m a star but I wonder if I have a little bit of a greedy streak and so I just want more and I see you and I’m like I’m not a sexy sexy sultry Egyptian woman if there’s reincarnations I’m not Scotia and that’s where the English person and he goes. Oh what the fuck is wrong with me I’m sorry I’m not. Because I know people like you and you don’t actually mean any harm. You’re just you’re not be able to mess around with him and yeah I have a hard time with your superiority. It’s true I do it’s funny cause you’re even English right now slightly but no it’s just it’s more than likely but noticed I just I can’t handle it, it’s like it just irritates me. It’s like screeching in my ears.” says Duffy.
“ I know I can I can sense that but I don’t know what to do about it.” says Lacey.
“ what even is that?” she says.
“ I don’t know how to explain it because if there’s reincarnation, it’s very complicated in a sense it has to do with growth as a person as corny as it might sound, and that’s why Hindus might have some thing. If there’s some reincarnation, they may have figured something out that at least there was a tendency, for when people came back that they’re a little better than they were before they’re prettier or they’re kinder or there’s something.
Dead but it’s harder in victory. It’s not like you it’s through Christ but it’s not like it’s not painful maybe for some people it isn’t but then it’s still real. There could be some very tragic superior people who are just tragic people who are very evil but I wonder if there’s a tendency towards when people have those blessings if they deserve them that they Are there trying to be better people and I don’t see any evidence for how I don’t deserve to be who I am so if this is who I am if I am the superior and it’s real then it’s kind of hard to know what to say because in a sense it’s just meaningless I want to say it’s just meeting less just it’s just meaningless don’t don’t don’t worry it’s just nothing but that’s not really true or godly because if there’s reincarnation, I can’t say that because then it’s sort of disrespectful to God and me and my own suffering and life itself in some sort of way that he regulates people or some thing I don’t know it’s just I can’t say oh doesn’t mean anything But I also can’t say that it means anything.” says Lacey.
“ OK so I like I break up the fight I break up this fight between two bitches women. It’s fine. I’ve wake it up. Duffy is mad at Lacey because she’s like Seay. I don’t mean anything. she’s like I didn’t mean anything if it doesn’t mean anything they say then you loser because I’m better than you. That’s what she say. She saying OK fine it doesn’t mean anything loser then you loser that’s what she say. She saying OK OK fine but it doesn’t mean anything. OK OK fine you loser, I know Lacey says OK. Oh no you’re not I won the Lacey goes. Oh no I mean you like you do you do you wan because I am furious you. Oh shit oh shit says Lacey I am inferior!” says JFK.
“ so that’s what you think is happening Jack?” says Duffy.
“ oh no is that quite like that is more like you are you are use your superior Duffy because you’re actually British. Lucy is genetically British from great Britain but she’s really just American and therefore she’s a failure if she was still in great Britain she better but should be better but she’s not she American saw Seay then she goes Kerry down and her vibration as she becomes sort of like to post of the Americas whereas in Great Britain she is beautiful woman like you.” says JFK.
“ am Duffy are you one of those people who live in the Lulu land and think you’re superior because you’re famous?” says Marsie.
“ yes, she is slightly.” she says about herself.
“ would you marry Eric Nesheim and his $8 million or not?” says Matt.
“ no, I probably would not.” she says, lying.
“ I actually think she would. He is handsome he actually really is. Is that part of what people are lying about?” says Matt.
“ possibly.” says Duffy.
“ because that’s just too weird?” says Lacey.
She smiles.
“ that makes me sad because he actually really that handsome?” she says.
“ yes, he is possibly.” says his father.
“ so it seems like I just I wanna die I’m glad to be alive a little part of me Lacey if this is real I have a tendency to want to die very slightly cause I just I get confused too possibly about why we’re here even at times it’s like it’s it’s good but then there’s so many so many problems and it’s really hard to believe that it actually makes any sense.” says Duffy.
“ well, in the part that seems logical to you where you think no he should be here. That’s why you’re here. If you had that totally taken away from you you might actually decide to possibly commit suicide I mean I’ve been there probably since I was pretty young to some degree, and it seems like my cousin Matthew supposed cousin was very much there. I just did it it’s shocking yeah cause we’re talk to a live and there’s no reason not to if there’s a reason to live but then if all of your reasons to live or taken from you it’s very hard to stay alive.
And it’s sort of nice isn’t it to think that there is an end so eventually we find the answers eventually we rest and our souls are given some sort of peace and it’s just trying to be respectful of the fact that we’re here for now.
Oh no I mean you can pray to God today and he may or may not be able to answer that. Where are you may or may not be fully pleased with that sought is possible that it’s just not the right time for you to die yet depending on the person.
You’re very good at music Duffy aren’t you?” says Lacey.
“ yes.” she says.
“ I might be too, but I feel it in my soul regardless, and I don’t know that everyone can which is probably how I’m able to talk to you. So well.” says Lacey.
“ why don’t people like you think of marrying people like us?” says Matt to Duffy.
“ because it’s just considered kind of weird.” says Duffy.
Eric nods. “ I know what you mean but we’re really not actually weird people necessarily I’m not saying that people like people in my family are everywhere in the world areas of the world but there are some old money, families in Canada, and in North Dakota and Wisconsin there are families like ours, and there could even be some still left in Minnesota, but a lot of them moved into Minneapolis and sort of dissolved, possibly slightly but but we do still exist and it’s confusing to me that you’ve never in your womanhood sort of just going in trying to find us or did you just not know that we exist?” says a Nesheim.
She smiles. “ oh, I think I think I think it’s just too weird.”
“ call why is it weird I’m just trying to make you think why is it weird?” says a Nesheim.
“ to be perfectly honest with you it’s sort of gross. It’s so gross because if I actually would’ve done well marrying someone from that background as like this beautiful blonde songstress who would’ve understood me and provided some sort of stability for me, that I may or may not even have you doesn’t even know, but if I haven’t had that, or if I could’ve had an a different way, it’s disturbing, because yeah it it would make sense for for me to have married someone like that but I just, I think I just I didn’t know.” she says.
A Nesheim nods. “ do you understand that we are superior to you still or are you getting confused? I I think you probably understand.” says Judge Howard, of Port Townsend.
“ yes I do I get it as a British woman I actually do understand I don’t think that they necessarily do in America but I get it I just and you know to be honest there probably are people like that in Canada to and so I can kind of imagine it as a brat it’s like oh some British or possibly danish or something silver Smith family in Canada, who maintained some prestige and wealth and now have like incredible amounts of money and something very quiet like I don’t even know what it would be in but yeah, some thing that’s like oil or something yeah, that makes sense to me as a British person but I don’t think I don’t think they got it. I don’t think Americans got it. I just don’t think they get it and I think that’s sad because yeah I’m guilty but I feel guilty about colonialism myself and because I’m I’m sure I’ve benefited from it somehow probably and it was survival, but I feel bad and ice. I think I think we weren’t as evil people think we were but we were evil nonetheless. But I mean I I live well, but yeah, I’m conserving my 4 million it’s a lot but now it’s not nearly enough to live a lavish lifestyle I mean I live well. But yeah, I live a comfortable lifestyle it’s like if I was making 300,000 here and maybe I spend too much I should probably be more frugal but but yeah I don’t. I spy spend a lot I live a lavish lifestyle so I wonder then if you guys would expect me to be more frugal.” she says, smiling.
“ well I mean you would have wealth and you probably live on a state kind of like Lacey‘s cousin so you’d probably have like a a six or $7 million state with horses and you’d probably take trips to Europe once or twice a year where you lived rather lavish Lee, but you wouldn’t. It might be kind of exciting, but you probably wouldn’t have whatever other parks you have because you have to live in North Dakota you would have to. You’d actually have to live there with us. You’d have to settle in North Dakota so they know it with that might not be up your alley. You might get rather bored, but that that would be the idea you know you’d have a nice estate, and you have great clothes and you have friends that are married. Happy people you actually might like them better than you think but who may or may not be people who would like some of them are wealthy some of them might even be related to us, but that would be your lifestyle a country club that’s rural, yeah it is a very simple humble sort of grander but it’s nice lots of sunshine a feeling of stability. It’s very nice but then you don’t have the freedom to hip-hop around in New York so to speak because you’d have to be married.” says a Nesheim.
“ that actually doesn’t sound terrible but it would be a lifestyle adjustment and I don’t think that’s why it’s weird I don’t think so. I think that’s an old discussion title like that. That television show Lacey that says show is creepy. What shows are creepy see you from the 60s?” says Duffy to Lacey.
“ oh, let’s see you know even if we’re not on good terms I would like to be just so you know. If I go terms, I don’t necessarily mean best, friends or whatever I just mean good terms like you know on good terms. So what shows are creepy from the 60s? I know I’ll just make a list of them.
- I Dream of Jeannie
- Doctor Who
- Days of Our Lives
- General Hospital
- Hawaii Five-O
- Gilligan’s Island
- Mission Impossible
- The Munsters
- The Beverly Hillbillies
- My Three Sons
- Sesame Street
- Green Acres
- Night Gallery
- Petticoat Junction
- The Jetsons
- My Favorite Martian
- 60 Minutes
- Hee Haw
- The Lucy Show
- The Tonight Show Starring Johnny Carson
- Mister Rogers’ Neighborhood
- Gidget
- The Flying Nun
- My Partner the Ghost
- Flipper
- The Courtship of Eddie’s Father
- Mister Ed
- Here’s Lucy
- Spider Man
- Callan
- The Defenders
- -“ says Lacey.
And at that Lacey gets into a fight with a spirit or entity who looks like Merlin or Gandalf. He’s white.
Summer Overture by Clint Mansell & Kronos Quartet plays.
“I’m probably superior to you.” Lacey says to the entity.
“Yeah. Probably!” says the entity. “Do you want me to devour you?”
She shakes her head no. “No. I just can’t imagine what your obsessive tendency is with me.”
“It’s not sexual. She’s right.” he says to someone aside. “It’s death. You…have a better relationship with death than I do.”
Party by Clint Mansell & The Kronos Quartet plays.
“But it’s not my fault, even if that’s true.” says Lacey.
He sits down and thinks. “Why are we such good friends?”
“God? Look…you called me.” says Lacey. “You’re extremely deceptive.”
“I can’t win against God?” he says.
“No. DUH! Are you braindead?” says Lacey.
He cries feeling sorry for himself.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” says Lacey.
“Can you give birth to me?” he says, half seriously.
She asks God. “No. But I shan’t think that’s any trouble. If you could just…be with God.” says Lacey.
“You’re right.” he admits. “The world is quite evil!”
“I do want to end it.” says Lacey.
“I doubt I’ll end. …I doubt it.” he says.
“I doubt it too.” says Lacey.
“Gosh. …I’m sorry you’re trapped here.” he says.
“I’m sorry you are too.” she says.
He smiles.
“Well you shall be with God…Lord willing.” says Lacey.
He nods perfunctorily.
“Who is that?” asks India.
“If there’s an illuminati or something of that sort, there’s been a lot of interpretations of me. I actually may be Gandalf. and I am in Chronicles of Narnia frequently. The British have a extraordinarily close relationship with me. I tend to like them. I tend to want them to be my mommy or my best friend or my dad or my son or my sister or my lover I just I I like them.
You’re nice, the roly-poly, adorable and handsome, and just downright lovable. But I’m not one of them is possible I got a little carried away during the colonial era with letting them rule the Earth. What am I Some people call me father time, but I’m not.
If there’s reincarnation, she actually is Scotia, and I was very angry at her until this conversation. Someone told me love was betrayed by her, or that he was gay or something. I am on good terms with the British. I am not on good terms with poor American white people. And she’s not one of them. Her whole family isn’t. So I tolerate them, but I am not on good terms with Casi or JD Vance. I like the Trump aesthetic. it’s very grand. I don’t know how people miss that there’s something very edifying about it.
If I like his father, I like Trump‘s father, he tried to be a good man sometimes. how did I get so mad at for white people? I don’t like how they treat their farm animals or their kids to start. am I I don’t like it I don’t and that was not tolerated as much in great Britain. I have a love-hate relationship with Norway. At times I have fooled them into thinking that I am Valhalla.
The trolls are actually demons and if they’re controlled by Christ they can do good things often they don’t.
I’m a very ancient spirit of some sort or entity, very ancient. I’m straight, but I’m above such things. A lot of white supremacists think they’re worshiping me at times with that we’re friends and that is not true. I might care about them but we’re not friends and I don’t want them to worship me. I resent it.
What do I think of Vladimir Putin his he is scary. It’s me I’m actually quite scared of him. I’m serious I’m actually afraid of him. I am more afraid of him that I am of most people to ever live other than Lacey. She terrifies me absolutely terrifies me I am scared of her to an extraordinary degree. And I swear it’s like I almost want her to be my mommy would be fun to have her as a mommy.
Oh, and that’s my lot.
I might have gotten trapped here, but maybe someday in heaven, she can be my mom. I’m a tear an absolute terror but she’d be up for the task. will have to see what God says.
For the time being, I’m mad at Lem because I’m hurt by him.
What am I? I am a spirit that God used to help create humans is extraordinarily hard to explain, but with the fall of man I became trapped in Europe. And someday, when he remix the world, I’ll be free. It’s possible that her determination to end the world could even be that she hears me crying and she just wants us to go home. I’m not good or evil I’m trapped.
It’s very hard to understand me, but Lacey gets up because if there’s reincarnations, she’s Scotia and if there’s not reincarnation well she just might get it neither a demon fooling everyone or I actually exist. Like I said, I’m neither good nor evil demons use me God uses me I’m just part of the fallen world in a sense.
And do you understand what you’re doing talking to her or are you confused?” he says.
“ I think we’re confused.” says Africa.
He nods. “ is it a horrific disaster.” he says. “She’s been trying to cover up for me in a sense by sleeping with men other than them because I think she keeps thinking that she’ll find somebody and it’s not working.”
“ well, yeah that is that is true possibly if you’re not a demon or Satan deceiving us that’s true. what exactly is God expecting me to do. Do you know cause I can’t figure it out.” says Lacey to him.
“ oh, I don’t think you’ll figure it out easily. It’s a horrific mess mummy. if you’re my mummy in heaven, it’s an absolutely horrific mess.” he says.
“ what am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do?” Lacey yells at God.
“ this is what I sensed when I was alive and I kept trying to warn you people about it and you didn’t listen to me!” yells Pat Robertson.
“ the Dudleytown was created by this Dudleytown that haunted area that was created partially because of this because of me, I don’t only earth, but I have a lot of control over it.” he says.
“ what am I supposed to do?” asks Lacey of God.
“ oh, why are we talking to these people? I’m just I’m confused if this is a real thing that actually is real and Lacey is somehow able to be his mother in heaven which is astounding theologically but how the heck does it make sense to keep bothering her whose idea is that because it sounds like a lot of people are just like ready to kind of move on and have been for a while And I think it seems like it comes down to an ego issue for that because I think it’s a horrific burden for a human to bear to think of not knowing theologically what’s going on and then the spirit of all white people requesting to be your son that’s a heck of a lot But she’s just managing it and I think that’s God’s grace but I’m not sure if you’d really want to be that maybe you would maybe you wouldn’t. It depends on how God works out his glory but I think that’s the problem it’s bizarre. no because you’re trying to steal her authority to try to get her glory just like Jack may have tried to steal Lem’s to get their glory from them or something, I think he underestimated how much glory she contained in her area and then seven now is probably going to try to take both people it is just absurd. I think that’s the problem that may have even happened occasionally why are you doing this I don’t I don’t get it because it is your ego problem Chris it was Diego‘s ego problem. It was is JD Vance is ego problem. It’s not Lacey‘s and there are some people who, there are some people who are in love with the beauty of certain things but then if they can grasp that beauty and enjoy it, they may realize that it’s not everything they thought it was or maybe if it is that great they just enjoy it I don’t understand why you guys are so ego driven it is bizarre so I don’t know what to say what is this ego thing with you people?” says China.
“ oh and then that’s where we get bored waiting for them to respond because we’ve asked them these questions about 100 times and it’s getting to be a bit much.” says the Gandalf entity.
“ oh, OK so part of the confusion right now is that I thought Lacey in a sexual relationship with her cousin. I thought Lucy and sexual relationship with a cousin probably Matthew. And I find that fascinating as hell I’m tolerate that why are you OK with it is suspicious I like it.
So I decide that I That I find away to be at to correct the situation. Lacey likes whole films shit Casi thinks all I like whole films or actually Lacey like a whole Phelps like the shining Casi likes hot films with blood and guts. OK Lacey Wausau, but actually she like horror films that are real.
Hey pussy, I kind of thought OK I got it because to come like a mother to me slightly I thought oh no she got carried away she got killed away sissy kill Matthew in a super special upside down version of what happened with Santa Wass. Shanna Wass. The woman and the woman in Texas who got killed by her husband.
I thought Lacey do with the mistress possibly do wishes to aggravate the the husband or something more to kill the wife because this home of all wow love OK. So I thought maybe Lacey was like the evil mistress. That’s on Matthew end up dead, because the super special upside down craziness wow oh no mom you’re becoming evil like that. My father country code away at times with his ideas are so convoluted oh my gosh. So I thought oh mom is doing the same thing dammit dammit.
I need to put her in her place using Holy Spirit.
What things did Yvonne said to her during the debate was your bad mother? He said that’s a hotel a pathic like you are a bad mother I think you need to change. He said that on my behalf because I angry I love mom if she could even be my mom, she can’t be like that Nossa.
Turns out it’s not even real. It’s like a bad dream.” says JFK, crying. “ my mother wouldn’t do that in Israel. my mother in as well is a nice woman..
But you do things with Dad. Lame that I don’t understand why it’s fine. I wish I didn’t now I wish I didn’t know.
I was not her child when I was evil Casi now I got to find out she could be my mom slightly at hearts. So I thought Shanna Wass yes I talk to Santa Wass a lot she was friends with Lacey and then she didn’t.
So it turns out that’s not what happened Matthew kill himself because Lacey was too fucking nice! See that’s what makes me angry is like dammit dammit I like her nice tacos my mom maybe she can’t be that nice mama. Stupid you can’t beat that nice dammit.” says JFK.
“ so you thought she was like a serial killer?” says a serial killer.
“ yes I do I don’t love it was like a circular circular us of beauty not like I do at all not like that it was not like that but I wasn’t ruling it out completely that I had got that in my mind from her so she likes circular I was just show up beautiful and evil hearted.” says JFK.
“What would her motive be though?” asks Kamala.
“ her motive would be something in Japan?” says JFK.
“ I am that’s not what happen with Lacey and I it was the opposite like what you said she needed to be more honest with me about how she was feeling him and it was very detrimental.” says Matt.
“ what does she do?” says JFK.
“ Jack you could’ve been happy that’s sad.” says a woman.
“ I know that’s between me and Christ but you’re right.” says JFK.
“ it’s very white, but if there is reincarnation, Lacey is almost entirely white, you’re Asian Jack, so you understand but then you kind of don’t.” says Matt. “ Africa may have been the cradle of humanity and what they’ve got to except is that it’s possible by the time there was ancient Egypt. If there’s reincarnation, Lacey was basically white they left Egypt means she went just to Scotland but that’s the story it’s not just like people got pale because they weren’t getting enough sun they evolved essentially or some thing similar to that but so if there is reincarnation, she actually was white more than you might think I’m sorry.” says a dead man. “ if there’s reincarnation, I’m actually closer to blacks, possibly that way than she is.” says Lem.
“But you’re not black.” says Africa.
“ no but I’m closer to it genetically. I’m closer to you than she would be if there’s reincarnations that’s very hard for you to accept. I’m sorry, but that could be true.” says Lem.
“ basically what happened is that?
Oh dear God help us.” says Matthew
“ so basically what happened is not something that’s easy to discuss because people could read this blog and be horribly offended or hurt and they wouldn’t understand what we’re trying to describe so it’s very it’s very hard to know what to say.” says Matt Nesheim.
“ Matt why didn’t you just I don’t get it why didn’t you just call her or try to like hang out with her specifically because it’s not like if you weren’t even cousins you just knew that because you’re a warrior and you’re very intuitive so you just thought there’s some thing no, this is real and so instead of just calling her and be like what’s between us. This is bizarre. It’s driving me crazy amongst many other things driving me crazy. And so you could’ve just been like we need to talk I am attracted to you. You seem attracted to me. Are we insane like what’s going on and even though that’s not as exciting of a conversation I feel like it would’ve worked because she probably would’ve been able to be really honest with you, and then nothing would’ve happened. No sex nothing overly you know emotional it would’ve just been sort of like figuring out what but reality is.
And I don’t know why you didn’t just do that and just be like let’s just talk you know let’s just figure this out I’m freaked out.” says Kate.
“ vacate that’s where you probably need to be more mindful when you’re married to an extraordinarily oil, rich family that had a pre-existing condition of wealth dating back to the 1700s in Norway it wasn’t a wise decision to do that if you weren’t prepared for it if it was too weird to you, how Paustian aristocratic they all are and were. That that might not have been a good fit for you and maybe it was too weird for you psychologically it was just weird. And if you’re a Golddigger, it’s gonna bite you in the ass, obviously. I am so that’s the problem to if you’re not, then it’s gonna be excruciatingly painful. But you’ll be OK. It’s just extraordinarily painful and confusing. Because the truth is if they did that they might have slept together. What makes you think they wouldn’t have decided that they should just runoff together? They might have decided that they might’ve thought our marriages are dead. We need to just work this out and be together so I think that’s why they didn’t do that because they were trying to keep things holy and good and just. The end I don’t think Lacey wanted to hurt you in anyway, I think she likes you and I don’t think Matthew wanted to hurt you.” says a psychologist.
“ if you guys hadn’t prompted him to kill himself, would he have?” says a witch to the Illuminati.
“ no, he would not have.” says someone.
“ if so, what would’ve happened?” says Hugh.
“ he probably he probably would have he would’ve found a way to contact her case at a family gathering of some sort. He would’ve insisted that she show up possibly without her mother even being there some sort of gathering at at his families house or something he might’ve said you know, Terese and Steve will be there, but we’d like you to come or not Terese and Steve Steph & Laureen might be there but will expect you we would like you to come and then he would’ve had to deal with the situation and part of the dangerous spot is that she actually could be Tom Banks, his biological daughter and she fits in a lot better and his family than she did in the one that she was raised in she might love the Nash homes but it could be easier to be in the family as his wife thsn as Carrie Craft. because she got along well with Joni and Bethany his sister. 00 and then yeah so so then that would be that would be the cannot drop is how do I make sense… of this.
So then that could be a sticky wicket, because Lacey is extremely beautiful and if she belong to the Nesheims through add, she’s very eccentric and they can handle that. But then if she was his wife, how would that be with Linn because Linn is known as the prettiest one how is that work because then it’s really threatening to be honest I don’t think it would be a problem with any of the family on the West Coast they might actually think this makes an incredible amount of sense And just be like oh that’s OK that’s just our family but then she got raised by Becca who still might think that Lacey is her daughter even if she’s not in and it’s a horrible mess.” says a woman.
“ would that be an issue for them? I wonder about that you slightly I don’t I think of and Lacey‘s background if she’s Tom’s daughter in my side of the family we have enough common sense to just let it go. It’s like you know if there’s a feeling of competition with her socioeconomically people in the West Coast just kind of let it go because they think know this is dumb. It’s probably dumb to her to, that’s not Christianity. That’s not love we let it go by. Yes but I worry I worry that it would be a cantankerous type of thing right kind of a sticky wicket for the seas because they are kind of competitive about beauty and that was very beautiful. I am ad was extremely handsome, so yeah and I guess they never supposed to compete with each other. So why are John CAS children picking on the family unity to try to make Linn the best I don’t is Lacey I think objectively might win by a hair is being prettier but why are we hosting this violent beauty contests within a family?” says a woman.
Later.
“ we could’ve runoff together Lacey and I could’ve runoff together Kate the night of that the day before a wedding I’m just saying it we could’ve runoff together, but she thought she was crazy, and to be honest so many men found her attractive who looks like me who were attractive, and the way that I am that she just assumed that it was some fluke but I didn’t mean anything.” says Matt.
“ am so in it’s a horrific situation. I’m very sorry, Kate.” says Lem. “ people have been telling us that you weren’t in love with him, but that you loved him and you know that that’s a problem, correct because if you weren’t in love with him, but you did love him that was hard on him psychologically because he was in love with you, and then you married him and he knew that you loved him in this sort of low level, lackluster mediocre, sort of way and it was extraordinarily painful for him and maybe you did love him and we just have misunderstood but we’ve been told by psychics who may or may not know what they’re doing that you just didn’t love him the way that he needed to be loved as a person and so you loved him very deeply as a person but you weren’t really in love with him and that’s a problem for us Katie because if that’s true, the only way will really ever know is through God unless if you tell us because that’s not some thing that we can into it easily as humans about each other so we have to rely on our spirits we have to rely on God because it’s very hard for us to know, but that is a problem area for us because if you really weren’t in love with him, we thoroughly screwed up.” says the Illuminati.
“ him were little afraid that you were thinking you were getting older that he was handsome but he came from a family with some money and your family is more middle class and so you felt as though you were doing well but that thought the romantic love as much as you loved him as a person wasn’t entirely there on your part if that’s true Kate, we really have a problem because some of us know what we’re doing and some of us are not the super illuminated aristocrats that we want to think we are even through our spiritual endeavoring’s and it’s very hard for us to handle that, but we can sort of except it in this case because we should’ve realized that she’s not there something bizarre and it could be this partially so if we’re shooting correctly, they could’ve actually literally runoff together the night before you got married, but there was enough demonic activity that it was prevented or God with your God didn’t allow it and that’s the thing is possible that that wasn’t the best case scenario and then we have to just trust God but for us in the illuminati, that’s not something we do easily or we do it all and it’s very frustrating because they really couldn’t have been very happy together we’ve seen snippets of the life that they could’ve lead, and how happy they would’ve made other and it’s extraordinarily disturbing because if you did love him you stole him from Lacey not the other way around you weren’t trying to necessarily but then were you where was your heart intact? Were you trying to find someway to look posh should be pretty you are pretty then you were going to obviously do well in life, but it seems like you might’ve been being a little greedy in someway if you weren’t in love with him and we can’t figure out as much as we care about you as a human. We don’t know what to do because we killed him. We literally killed him Kate to save the Biden presidency and part and this is very serious.” says someone else in the Illuminati.
“ I am, so what do you want me to do?” says Kate.
“ oh, weird and mean there’s nothing you can do other than resurrecting the dead there’s actually nothing you can do.” says the Illuminati.
“ Well, I’m sorry if my heart if you’re reading me correctly, I’m sorry that my heart is in. It was not necessarily in the best place when I chose to marry him, I am I am might have had some innocence, but now I might not have been the most innocent person, and I’ve had the best heart intent And he’s dead now how close did they come to running off?” says Kate.
“ not close at all. I mean they flirted with other him in a way that is sort of romantic and it was involuntary on both of their parts, but it wasn’t. It wasn’t really anything more than that. I think Lacey got. Can Scott confused and scared by it, and he was disturbed extremely disturbed, he was it sincerely, Katie it was part of the reason you guys almost ended your marriage that night we know that for a fact that you guys drug your heels a little bit and yeah, so it was disturbing enough to him that it affected him enough to make him think about a lot of things, but not enough that anything actually happened and they didn’t really almost talk at all so nope, but it affected him and he contacted her to try to meet up and it was in the back of his mind all those years.” says George Bush Sr..
“ OK so our hands are tied and now that we’re just in a scary terrible situation?” says Kate.
“ yeah Yep are you trying to get us to blow up her and her family?” says the Illuminati.
“ no I actually wasn’t no I’m just mad at her. I’m just mad I’m just mad I’m just mad at. I’m mad at both of them. I’m just mad I’m just I’m mad I’m mad at her. I mad at him. If this is real and you’re talking to my spirit and my subconscious time and I’m very angry.” says Kate.
“ am so you are yeah so you’re you’re you’re you’re you you arm you probably need to figure out your heart my dear.” says Genevre King.
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