“Up And Down!” by Lem

“Up…and down…” says Lem to JFK to get him to exhaust himself before lunchtime.

“ no that’s true yes in today’s money and I would that’s my guess is that that’s probably about all that they had by the 70s and then by the 80s it was probably down 202 or 300 million and then by the 90s it was probably down to what Maybe 100 to 200 and they sold merchandise Mart marked we have merchandise mart for what 50 million maybe and I doubt they were I have a feeling they didn’t know how to invest their money at that point and so no I mean by the 19 who are there by the early 2000s they were probably down to the last, hundred million at most as a family And they’re probably a little under maybe 50 million at this point all of them all hundred and some of them all those people are probably worth a combined total of maybe 50 to 70,000,000 would be my guess.” says Lacey.

Satan has found a way to bring Jack Kennedy back momentarily, yet again.

But Jack Kennedy rolls his eyes. “I’m not going to do that!” he says.

Suddenly Lacey’s son is inspired by a dead soldier to sing. He says, “Up! Down!! Down and around!” like a drill sergeant in World War I. Very dramatically, singing the words at the same time.

Jack Kennedy instantly responds. He bounces down and up, spins around. Like he’s training to be at war. …There son still likes to pretend at times. The other day they caught him surveying the backyard by himself with the idea that he was hunting. He’s not yet a teenager. …But in this case, Jack accidentally heard her son’s voice and felt compelled to follow him. Emotionally compelled. He is too distanced from God to have had any clues given to him that her son is still a child. Instead he momentarily believed he was actually in a training camp and should follow suit or seem weird and suspicious.

See Lacey’s former soulmate was Jack’s father. So…her oldest son triggers a sense in Jack that he should follow or get tragically left behind. Or he did. Now…he doesn’t. Because Jack had demons explain it to him.

“He wasn’t trying to move Jack!” yells a demon.

“That fucker!!” yells JFK.

“NO!! We told him to sing it.” says a demon.

“YOU?? You would never betray me!” yells JFK.

“Jack! They’re demons!” yells God.

“Oh! Okay!” says Jack. “FINE!!”

How did that slight difference in tone make that much difference? It is because of who Lacey is in relation to Jack. But it’s also that Lem’s family is more clearly British. And the English have been very, very, very violent towards the Irish. So the Irish in Jack is instantly repulsed by Lem and ignores his authority over anything. He doesn’t like his suggestions. Whereas, Lacey’s son still has the authority of Lem’s family in Heaven through the Norwegians.

A Sparrow Alighted upon our Shoulders by Johann Jóhannsson plays.

“Yeah. I hear you!” says Louis’s son to her son. And her son stops and hears him. Stares at Louis’s son as if they’re oddly closer than most people. Not brothers. But there’s a closeness. A closeness that has to be sorted out. What’s the closeness supposed to be in Heaven? Something beautiful. Not necessarily brothers. Not necessarily cousins. But something quite beautiful.

JFK cries. Embarrassed.

“So I should follow him!??” he says, sitting on the floor, confused.

“Not necessarily!” says Joe Junior.

Jack walks off, in tears, trying to figure it out.

“It’s complicated!” yells Joe Senior at JFK.

But that only seems to make Jack more embarrassed.

1:43

The song plays until the end.

So what was it that was so different? A slight variation. A small amount of nuance. And that tiny shift dramatically altered everything. Like radio frequencies.

It’s why Putin, in Christ, regardless…is unstoppable as long as Lacey is being held hostage by the Illuminati, should it exist. They’ve created a dangerous monster, from the depths of the ocean with him. A monster who uses intense pressure to his advantage.

A Sea Without Shores by Johann Jóhannsson plays. And if they torture her too much…it merely makes him more frightening. Because she does not deserve to be tortured. And God’s mercy and grace can’t sustain them given the specific circumstances because they go so damn far into evil.

Donald Trump understood that. …Which makes him safer, in a sense. He understands human limits better. But Kamala would have been used to possibly actually end the world. …Liberals don’t want to read that. But she lacked foreign policy instincts and was too tolerant of pure evil. …We would have had mild peace…followed by a real potential nuclear war. Yes, an actual nuclear war. That may also be why there were earthquakes in Cuba.

The song ends.

Karen byr til engil by Johann Jóhannsson plays.

“The universe is HUGE.” says God, triumphantly. He created all of it. Whatever it is, however big it is, and whatever remains.

0:26

The Jews alive today figured out one of the problems the Illuminati has been having with Lacey is in tone. Wording. Nuances.

As Jack Kennedy demonstrated for us, small differences in how we say things matters.

So where Lacey is concerned and Matt Nesheim…Global Warming…will be far more threatening long-term due to the Illuminati’s capture and violent torture of them. Matt is dead. Lacey’s fighting for her breath for hours at night before she falls asleep, eczema around her eyes, her hair thinning, still extremely beautiful…but weak and frail. At 41. …And Matt killed himself. So did Keith, Lacey’s other cousin who was sensitive. …If the Illuminati had left them alone they’d have been part of a group of Nesheims who would have worried about the effects of their oil on the Earth. Legally they would have been fully psychologically capable of letting go of the money and cutting off the oil companies use of their land. In ten years. In twenty.

Open. Not determined. They were all sensitive people. Caring. And they would have reasoned with their cousins regardless. Been a moderate voice of reason. But they’re all essentially gone now. The voice of reason to trillions of Dollars of oil.

“But we’ll get at the oil!!!” says a woman in the Illuminati.

“It’ll be dangerously cursed. Or not likely.” explains a Native American, patiently.

“The Sioux and Dakota have funneled the energy away from 108 to Nesheim oil…so people can live in the pretty house.” says Lem. “It was very clever.”

“It can also be put to good use.” says a Native American man.

The song starts over.

“Lacey! Go kill yourself!” MSNBC said, laughing, in 2018. “Just kill yourself!”

“No!” she said.

“Just shoot yourself and your family!” they said, laughing.

“No.

Why do you want me to do that?” she asked, calmly.

“Because! …We don’t have to tell you!” they screamed in rage.

“Trump!” said Ginger Rogers in her ear, but Lacey thought it was just herself talking to herself.

“Trump?” said Lacey, trying desperately as she always does.

“TRUMP!?” yelled MSNBC.

2:24

“Yes.” she said.

They scoffed.

“WE HATE YOU!!” yelled Erin.

The song ends.

Meet Virginia as performed by the Vitamin String Quartet plays.

There might not be reincarnation. But it’s such a great explanation for things at times it’s easy to wonder. Casi and Virginia look extremely similar. Especially in their eyes.

Maybe even if there’s not reincarnation Casi could have been like Virginia given the right circumstances. Who knows? Maybe the French emperor was even vaguely interested? …Maybe Virginia lost interest in situations when Casi might not have.

Casi laughs, Lord willing, in the afterlife.

But Lem and Lacey are meant to be together.

“We weren’t necessarily trying to tell you your soul was meaningless.” Erin explains to Lacey. “Back in 2018. …We were telling you you were exasperating to deal with.”

“We don’t hear you. And since it’s the Illuminati we can’t lie. …You talked to us like we were lower class, obnoxious idiots.” explains Matt Nesheim to Illuminati.

The song ends.

Romeo And Juliet, Montagues and Capulets by Igor Stravinsky plays.

“We might be smug. And patronizing. …Possibly neglected and tragic. …But we’re all well-bred, and hardly the people you stupidly assumed we were.” says Joni.

“So whatever it was you were trying to say, you’ve told us instead to just end the entire world. Almost literally.” says Matt Nesheim. “And Lacey is in the process of taking your suggestion very seriously.”

1:20

2:23

“Ahh…so…we were not saying that.” says MSNBC.

“What were you saying then!?” yells Michael Farris.

The song ends.

“They look Republican!” says a reader.

Lacey’s just very different!

Possibly severely neglected. Abandoned. supremely beautiful.

Back then all she had to do was tweeze her eyebrows properly, fix her hair and put on lipstick. She was still hopeful. Even though she had been brutally abandoned.

“She’s genuinely rebellious. And she was trying to be original with the hair in high school. It was sweet and innocent.” says Lem.

“I’m not Republican. …Although I sorta was in college.” says Katie. “Before I ran off to Eugene. To be…free. …I was in a sorority.”

“She left because of her man!” says a woman who knew her.

“Ha! …Yeah. He was a guide. …I guess. But…it was more than just that.” says Katie.

“Lacey’s not ugly. Or really even all that awkward. …She’s just been neglected and abused and abandoned.” says Lem.

“SHIT!” says NBC.

“What exactly is it…you don’t understand?” says God to the Illuminati.

“Why can’t they hear us?” says MSNBC.

“Because they’re not who you think they are or want them to be.” says God.

Lucky One by Amy Grant plays.

“If Lacey was who you want her to be…this would be one of her all time favorite songs EVER.” says God.

This is her favorite song:

Even if there’s no reincarnation, this is her actual favorite song ever. Has been since she was young.

But you all insist it’s pretense? It’s NOT.

“What’s her favorite pop song?” asks Madonna.

Gimme Shelter by The Rolling Stones plays at Lacey’s request.

“No! That’s not a pop song!” says Michael Jackson.

Lacey tries to think.

“Sweetie, that’s not what they mean by Pop Music.” says Marsie.

Lacey thinks. “I like Rap and Indie. And Rock & Roll. Ahh…NIRVANA!” says Lacey.

“Nope. That’s Grunge.” says Michael Jackson.

“Dido?” says Lacey.

White Flag by Dido plays.

“White flag above my door? I know she’s not Jack. …What is she singing?” says a reader.

“She’s mocking him beautifully. But then also letting herself drown in pure eternal love. And making a reference to Ancient Egypt, regardless of reincarnation. Because it’s again either sad irony…or reality. It’s a reference to the blood above the door used to ward off evil for the Jews in captivity in Egypt. Which becomes the Blood of the Lamb in Christianity. …She’s diving into the depths. In honor of Christ ultimately.” says God.

The song ends.

“That may be one of my favorite pop songs.” says Lacey.

“She’s being sarcastic.” says Lester Holt.

“YES!” says David Kennedy. “But she’s also mocking evil, lovingly if possible.” He thinks. “And no…she’s not anyone in my family reincarnated.”

Coldplay “Clocks” plays.

“This is another favorite pop song.” says Lacey.

“No! It’s not pop enough.” says Michael Jackson.

“Alright. So far White Flag is my only favorite. Let’s see…

American Boy by Estelle? No? …It’s dirty? All music is nowadays. This is just erudite and elegant about it. …How about Umbrella by Rihanna?” says Lacey.

“Micheal…is this a death threat?” asks MSNBC.

2:16

“Why can’t Lacey pose that way?” says Michael. “She’s that beautiful. Why can we never see her?”

The song ends.

Dark Horse by Katy Perry plays.

“No. I prefer ‘Umbrella.’” says Lacey.

“I was trying to discern her. It sorta worked. But not entirely.” says Bobby Kennedy Senior about Lacey.

“Because she’s mine.” says Lem. “FOR ETERNITY.”

2:20

“So! Lem you helped kill JFK?” says Kevin Spacey, laughing.

All Star by Smash Mouth plays.

“I like this one too!” says Lacey.

“You trying to be alternative? Not lesbian.” says Meredith Aby to Lacey.

“YES!” says Lacey.

“Alright!

1. White Flag
2. I’m Like A Bird
3. Umbrella
4. Maneater
5. Say It Right
6. All Star
7. -“ says Lacey.

“What’s this about?” says Lem.

“Bobby, no!” says someone.

Last night Lem and Lacey made love.

A Trump spokesperson laughs.

Kevin Spacey said that if Lacey didn’t die last night or fall asleep she had to be allowed to sleep with Lem. God and Satan worked together on that one.

“That’s why when you made love with Lem…images like this came to mind:

“Lem looked like that.” says Lacey. “I just assumed it was him.”

“Even if she slept with Satan some…that’s not at all what she intended or wanted or accepted in her heart or spirit or mind or elsewhere. It would have been a trick. And God knows that. She slept with me!” says Lem Billings.

“Satan say he fuck me! …He promise. …And I try to. Sincerely. …But he reject me, afterwards and say it never even happened!” says JFK.

“So…you were trying to use our sex…to save the US Dollar?” says Lem Billings to the Republican Illuminati.

They smile.

Later.

“You really shouldn’t do that. …But God understands your heart. And it’s certainly far less evil than what’s been happening.” says Lem to the Republican Illuminati.

Later.

“Why did you think I was gay?” asks Alisha.

“I didn’t.” says Lacey.

“Huh. …Someone or something told you that!” says Alisha.

“They said you were bisexual.” says Lacey.

“Do you believe them?” says Alisha.

“I can’t figure out what to think of it!” says Lacey.

“And I actually had a brief affair with Casi!” says Alisha.

“Yes.” says Lacey.

“Huh.

How sure of that are you?” says Alisha.

“Not sure. But that’s what I was told.” says Lacey.

“When do you become sure?” says Alisha.

“It takes a lot of checking.” says Lacey.

“That’s miserable.” says a singer.

“It is!” says Lacey.

“You don’t keep up with trends.” says someone to Lacey.

“NO!! Not like some people. …I try to keep track. For reference and out of curiosity. But otherwise, no.” says Lacey. “I like what I like, possibly.”

“I don’t understand why Casi.” says Alisha.

“If you were bisexual would you have been tempted?” says Lacey.

“She did come on to me.” says Alisha.

“I think she may have come on to me too.” says Lacey.

“I think…she came on to lots of women in the perfume community.” says Alisha.

“I was not interested.” says Lacey.

“Because you’re straight.” says Alisha.

Lacey takes this as a statement and waits.

“Yeah. …I think…she was really into me, shortly.” says Alisha.

“Was it sincere or just a very silly game?” says Lacey.

Alisha exhales sharply.

“She was exceedingly difficult to read.” says Lacey.

“I think you’re difficult to read.

Umm…no. …I think she was serious!” says Alisha.

Lacey thinks. “Wasn’t she serious about Chris though!?” she says.

Alisha smirks.

“She was.” says Alisha.

“Yeah. Huh. …How…fascinating.” says Lacey.

“No!!! It’s NOT!” says Erin.

“Huh. Why?” says Lacey.

“Because it’s obvious what she’s looking for!” says Alisha.

“Is it? What?” says Lacey.

“HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW!??” a gay male European perfume collector yells at Lacey.

“I don’t honestly know. I would have to guess at what you even mean.” says Lacey.

“Uh no!!” yells Casi.

“No. I don’t know!” says Lacey.

“OH!” says a British woman.

“Money?” guesses Lacey.

“We do have money. Yes!” says Alisha.

Lacey nods, sweetly and politely.

“Sex?” says Lacey.

“YES!!” screams Casi.

“So money and sex. Fine. …But life is far more nuanced and complex than that. That’s not simple!” says Lacey.

“True!” says a British woman. “I don’t know that I know she really wants either.”

“She’s mysterious. Because why Alisha?” says Lacey.

“Alisha is hot!” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“She is. But…so are other women. And she has money. Sure! But…there were easier targets.” says Lacey. “For money. And sex.”

They think.

“She’s right!” yells Casi.

“So what was she really after? …What was it you all were talking about?” says Lacey

“You!” says a European gay perfume collector to Lacey.

“That’s preposterous! I’m straight.” says Lacey. “No! I doubt it.”

“Had you turned her down?” says a gay perfume collector in Europe.

“She was very weird about it! I couldn’t tell if she was…really propositioning me or not. I assumed she likely was. …But I didn’t think it would matter. Because she quickly shut the conversation down. …And I…just…let it go. I’m straight. I would only care for the purposes of logic in dealing with other people. It would have been nice to know for sure but I knew enough to have some insight into other situations.” says Lacey.

“With women?” says the gay perfume collector.

“Well…I rarely have to deal with women having crushes on me. But I suppose it would be useful for that. …I actually meant men though. People are people, to some degree.” says Lacey.

“Oh OKAY!” he says, rolling his eyes.

“No! It’s true! It would be useful.” says Lacey.

“SHE’S RIGHT!” yells an Old Money woman in the US.

“So!

What’s this thing that you all assumed I would know!? It can’t be what you said. You were just being a huge bitchy troll.” says Lacey.

“I believe she was just trying to bitch slap you?” says an Asian gay perfume collector, laughing at her.

“No! Not bitch slap! That’s not quite it. But you’re right. That’s not how I would normally talk. But I’m trying to work with you all.” says Lacey.

“I’m not a bitch!” says the gay perfume collector to Lacey.

“Mmm…based on the colloquial definitions…I think you kinda are. …Sorry.” says Lacey.

A British woman laughs.

Awkward silence.

“So what’s this thing you all assumed?!??” says Lacey.

“MONEY!” says Lem.

“I said that and they didn’t seem…attached to that.” says Lacey to Lem, shrugging.

“You’ve ruined her life Jack by constantly telling her she’s you. And you believing that. And perverting the Holy Spirit. …There is some truth to it. But it’s not at all you.” says Satan to JFK.

“There’s some truth to his notion of her!??” yells a psychologist.

“Yes. Slightly. …He turned her into some…plump…average beauty…with blue eyes…blond hair…an average build…and a combination of him, Ethel, Inga and Grace Kelly for a personality. …There’s a tiny truth there. But not much.” says Satan.

“So it’s for money?” says Lacey to Lem.

“Lacey we announce ourselves when we walk in a room!” says a woman. “Psychologically.”

“No we don’t!” says Lacey, half facetiously.

“NO!! WE DO!!!” yells Suzanne Sommers.

Lacey thinks. Reminds her of John Ritter.

“Why do you act gay!?” asks Marjolijn.

“I DON’T!” says Lacey, hurt and irritated.

“She doesn’t!! I SWEAR!!!” says Ginger Rogers.

“We’re not that serious, Lacey.” says Casi.

“SO WHAT!?” says Lacey.

“She doesn’t seem overly intense or serious to me at all.” says Mary Tyler Moore.

“Oh! So you’re complicated too!?” says David Pitts to Mary Tyler Moore.

“We all were. To some degree. REALLY!” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.

“Lacey’s this woman of our generation:

But she’s not mean. She’s just…accidentally…lost and sweetly struggling to keep track at times. Kind of like a nice version of Karen.” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.

They live here:

“She’s not that hard to comprehend! What’s everyone’s problem!??” yells Ginger Rogers.

“So! We announce ourselves when we walk in a room! Right?” says Alisha.

“I guess we might?” says Lacey.

“We’re wondering if there were any mean girls who were popular in the Greatest Generation.” says the CIA.

“Not that many! Really. We were a lot less heartless!!!!” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.

“So then what!?” says Lacey to Alisha.

“Is she actually a genius!?” Mr. Cologne 76 asks the Illuminati.

“YES!” says MSNBC. “Unfortunately she is.”

“So then what!?” says Lacey to Alisha.

“So you’re supposed to be yourself!” Mary Tyler Moore yells at Lacey.

“Well I ruined that!” says Lem.

John Fuester laughs.

“You know…I just can’t be.” says Lacey.

“Why!?” says a woman in Palm Beach.

“And wear my mink? And heels? …People really will be totally freaked out by me. …I think.” says Lacey.

“People wear fur!” says Alisha.

“Not like her mink!” says the woman in Palm Beach.

“Yeah! And even if I bought this:

It’s considered totally abhorrent to people today. UNTHINKABLE! …So…the safety of my family might be compromised, practically. …At least almost everywhere in Minnesota. …Possibly most places.

If I was younger, healthier and childless I’d do it. And carry a gun. But I’m not.” says Lacey.

“Oh gosh yeah!! WE DID THAT!!! ….50 years ago! ALL OF THE TIME!” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.

“I do wear my vintage mink on occasion though.” says Lacey.

“Yeah. You’re right.” says the woman in Palm Beach.

“No! Faux fur isn’t the same! It’s a totally different experience!” says Lacey.

“It is!” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.

“Fair enough!” says the woman in Palm Beach.

“It is.” says Lacey. “Fur is light!”

“Like cashmere.” says a perfume collector.

“Yes!” says Lacey, excitedly.

“Does she ever react quickly to anything unless if she’s really enthused!??” asks a European gay perfume collector.

“No.” says Lem.

“That’s not true!” says Chris Dodds who dated her.

“No. It is true.” says Lem.

“It is.” says Dr. Harles.

“Were you bored or stunned in class discussions?” asks Dr. Eshleman.

“Both.” says Lacey.

“So her enthusiasm is an act?” says Fern.

“YES! People need her to be that way nowadays all the fricken time!” says a reader. “They act WEIRD if she’s herself.”

“So what perfume does she REALLY like? Like…REALLY like?” says Casi.

“Not much.” says Lem. “She loves it! So many! But there are few she really likes that much.”

“I like…Chanel No. 5. Memo Sintra. Cabotine De Gres. Chloe Narcisse. …Lubin Upper Ten For Her. …And I think there are others. But not that many.” says Lacey.

“Would Chanel Number 5 be your signature fragrance…if you could use it as that?” asks a Black male perfume collector.

“YES.” says Lacey.

He nods his head and smiles.

“I THINK! …I should be careful! I’m sorry.” says Lacey.

“No! I get it!” he says. “But you…gravitate towards that one a lot more than you let on?”

“YES!” says Lacey, sweetly and brightly.

“We also might have lived here:

says Lem.

“That’s about how rich we are.” says Jack Schlossberg.

“Mmm. Nice!” says Lacey, politely but very patronizingly.

“You don’t think so!?” says Alisha.

“Not…necessarily. And…I’m incredibly offended that he DEMANDS I care!” says Lacey.

Later.

“They’re ATTACHED to him.” says a Palm Beach woman about Lem and the Kennedys.

Lacey sips her tea.

“The thing…is…their victory…is genuinely impossible. Not ‘impossible’ but rather COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE.

If I were to humor them…they’d OBSESSIVELY ATTACK ME. FOREVER. No matter what! FOREVER. …Lem could literally cease to exist…and they’d still be OBSESSED WITH ME.” says Lacey.

“Maria Von Trapp!? Interesting choice, Erin.” says a man in Germany.

“I have my children. They are not my children.” says Lacey about the literal living Kennedys. No one possibly reincarnated. And the dead ones.

“Do they let her be with JP?” asks a reader.

“NO!” says God. “They can’t figure out a cogent, sane response to her. At all.”

“Yup. And the point is…I’m with her for eternity.” says Lem.

They look at him like they suddenly barely care.

“Do they let her be with Joe Junior?” asks a reader.

“No. Sadly. Even if they’ve fooled her into thinking otherwise.” says God.

“So what do you want from the Billings?” asks a reader.

They look confused.

“Yeah…do you even really want Lem or do you just want something about him?” says a psychologist to the Kennedys.

“I wonder if they want what we are and then they want to add billions to it?” says Lacey.

“Hmm.” says Michael.

“And not just an oil but real estate, gold, goods, businesses probably some oil but not just like land and oil but…they want their old money back that they had in the 1930s or 40s and then they want all that added to what you people are socioeconomically.” says Mr. Cologne 76, nodding.

“Yes…so they want all of the understanding and depth and pedigree of Lem and myself Lem and me…and then they want their billions added to that.” says Lacey.

“Their old billions?” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“ yes yeah not the billings not the billions that they had in the 50s that didn’t exist but rather most likely but the billions they had probably in the late 40s. I kind of wonder if they bought Jack’s first campaign as well. We know that they bought the presidency, most likely, but I wonder if they had to buy every other election to and by Bobby’s way into UVA and pay the British aristocracy Craddick family are that a kick married into to get them to marry her I have a feeling they spent hundreds of millions of dollars just bribing people by the 1960s were in today’s money probably hundreds of millions of dollars I’m not sure how much actually was at the time but I have a feeling in today’s money they spent probably what 400 million just bribing people by the 1960s and they only had one or 2 million probably do or one or 2 billion probably to begin with.” says Lacey.

“ Yeah we had well over $100 billion in my family at our peak.” says Michael Rockefeller.

“ yeah in and that’s the thing so they had a lot of money and then I think they started losing it like they were bleeding to death financially because they kept buying things that they’re not supposed to be able to buy and then Lamb in his confusion made light of the whole thing by saying that Kennedy Fortune isn’t what are used to be and then what by the 1970s with all their drug use and who knows what else they were probably worth three or 400 million at most.” says Lacey.

“ in today’s money.” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“ how the hell do they keep losing all their money?” asks a Republican.

“ I think they lack common sense. Listen, I like spending money myself but I know that it’s not going to end well just like I like drinking but I know that I can’t drink too much I’m going to die or damage myself not everyone knows that.” says Lacey.

“ she’s right, and Joe Junior pretended to be someone who knew that, but he didn’t really which was devastating to her for a while and then she got over it but no, he pretended to be that wise and he wasn’t he was not a drinker, but he lacks common sense himself.” says Michael Rockefeller.

“ so they just keep thinking that it’s just gonna be there?” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“Yes, and as a perfume collector you know as well as I do when you keep using that bottle of perfume, it starts to disappear. I mean it sounds simple, but it’s common sense you know? So it’s sort of like I don’t think that I think they enjoy the perfume so dang much and they had so much to start with that. They thought I’m never going to use this whole bottle. It’s a little tiny bit comes out and there’s all that perfume left and maybe for the first five sprays. They were shocked at how much was left And they started thinking this could go on forever. I’m gonna start living it up and just lathering let you know just dowsing myself in it and then you know a year later the whole thing is got you know I don’t think they realized how how the whole thing works.

And It’s it’s sort of sad because you know that you think because they buy new perfume because they just got a new bottle and that’s one thing I’ve never quite gotten out of lamb because you’ve never really talked about it. There are many things we haven’t talked about and that’s sort of towards the bottom of the list but I would be curious to know what they told him he couldn’t do with their money.

Because it just doesn’t seem like they really like they realize that they need to reinvest it. Some of them might kind of get that concept now they have to start saving it and being frugal and then investing their money just for their own peace of mind even if it’s just five or 600,000 or could be some of them who know that better than others but I think buying large that’s not been there Siri, they tend to just spend spend spend.” says Lacey.

“ Lacey likes to spend money!” says Lem. “ but she understands death and destruction, and she trust me to cut her off. She trusts her living husband to do the same and he does most of the time.”

“ does he cut her off too much?” asks Kasey.

“ you mean too much for people to understand which social bracket they’re actually in yes she does. She could have a $70,000 diamond ring that would scare most people shitless they could have at $800,000 house that they mostly have paid off they could really have a lot but they don’t have because they could afford us but she doesn’t push to buy things at her step mother-in-law has absolutely no fucking clue what’s going on bless her heart and people have willingly misunderstood her since they first met her when she was first born and people are gonna have to deal with God someday when they die over the issue.” says Lem. “ you know it pisses me off that you still haven’t really explained yourself, so this isn’t just false nonsense on this block. I am a real ghost, and if you keep up with whether there’s an aluminum, illuminati or not, you people could easily be telling us right now what’s actually going on what did you think that Casi was after I thought it was probably money I did I actually might’ve read you people was thinking it was funny, but you know to be honest I don’t understand people as well as I should because I spent my entire life pretending to be somebody that I wasn’t in so I misunderstood people I was very isolated. I had a very awkward life if she’d been my wife, we would’ve growing together as people, but I got stunted at about 16 or 17 years old and someways in my understanding of the world meeting. Jack was pretty much the end of my life it seems like we were friends, but we weren’t. He was not straight, and I actually was and he was basically holding me hostage my entire life after I met him he ruined my life but the thing is because of that I don’t understand everything that I should understand and I’ve worked on it and I am working on it but it’s very frustrating because I don’t want to do it without her and it’s hard to do it with her because I’m a ghost and that’s some thing that people can’t except that God is allowing this there are Catholics who can accept it because they said it they said they don’t see things the same way the protestants do but other than Christian Catholics it’s hard for people to comprehend the concept of what God is allowing if I’m actually ghosted, he’s allowing it even in the portrait of Jerry, the man ends up dead before his time, most likely, but given the precarious nature of the situation of her life of how awful it is in many ways of the times that we’re living in the possibility of an actual illuminati as crazy as that might sound she is in a situation where God is allowing her to interact with me and if that stands you or seems wrong, I would like to hear you argue with me whether you are a Catholic priest, or a protestant Christian part of the thing is though it’s not just fun and games there are some psychics who have tried to sleep with ghosts in the past famously, and are to be honest, they may have actually accomplish that, but it doesn’t end well for them and it’s hard for them to contact those people and part of the reason why is because they’re doing it correctly they’re doing it you know using corrupt means I’m sorry to say it but witchcraft and so they have a hard time finding the popular people people seem like they’ve just disappeared when in some scenarios that’s not even true answer then the person who is in love with them who is dead isn’t able to communicate because demons and Satan get too angry, and then they start making the person who’s alive thinks that the persons lost interest, and then they’re both tormented and then another scenarios and other scenarios it’s not really who they think it is someone else pretending to be somebody else it’s not a safe thing to do don’t do it. This is being allowed because Lacey spirit is being talked to by Christ and she is understanding things in a supernatural way that isn’t easily explained and she just hast to trust God that I’m real and that I love her and that the whole thing will work out I am real. I do love her we are together for eternity and that’s the thing she has no choice about that she is with me for eternity now it’s not like when she dies she gets to have the Peter Craft experience where she has 17 people to pick from those days are over for both of us but that’s the nature of what she’s doing and the gravity of it but the thing is she doesn’t really want it any other way and neither and you and neither do I and if we had been alive at the same time we might feel that way, regardless so it’s not like something crazy and astounding it’s more just like you know high school sweethearts you were twin flames as they call it happily married and then it’s just you know they don’t want to be separated when they’re dead but that’s not what happened but the guy might be allowing us to be together because he just knows that that is sort of what’s best and just.

Yesterday when the police came to her house because they actually did I was very helpful. I was a stabilizing calming influence for her and my children. Her son and her daughter were both comforted and strengthened by me and her both they may not know that consciously, but in their spirit, they both know, I guess if you’re wondering her son may have been imitating his grandfather Thomas Banks to fight in World War I today. Yes, that does seem creepily like eerily like a madman doesn’t it except the happy version that that is reality.

Her legal husband’s OK she’s OK but no it was. It was a mess yesterday and I’m glad that I was able to be there.” says Lem.

“ what were they ever consider moving near us? We would never force Lacey to remarry she could just be an eccentric person, but I love to see her husband I spy stuff sound like it remarried?” says Jill Schiebel.

“ I know Lacey would, but then she also thinks there are probably problems with that and she’s right there would be my daughter and my son Joe, or my daughter and my son threw her up. Lacey and Mark would never get into custody battle over their children, even if you wanted them to be supported other parents every day constantly when the kids are sick they’re there for each other. She stays up with them all night many times he brings them to the hospital. That’s what works best although she’s brought the kids to the hospital as well but they work very well together and those are my kids. Your husband made the mistake when she was first pregnant with my son of calling the baby her baby instead of his grandson your step son-in-law asked for a loan of $5000 to buy an old car that was reliable and your husband refused to do that, even though you donate money all the time and you spend it left and right on many things to seem impressive he refused to give his own son $5000 to buy a reliable car and so he just sort of gave up and excepted the 25,000 that her father, who raised her, was offering to give them didn’t have to ask for it he just offered it to them. He said here’s 25,000 no strings attached out of the blue he’s given them over $250,000. Joe that is thousands more than he ever spent on her traveling or otherwise he’s probably spent may be half of that which is great but he’s the man Joe he supposed to be the provider. I don’t think you understand that concept I think you’re a little nuts. Sweetie, a woman like Lacey is looking for a provider not a meal ticket a meal ticket sweetie is something that a poor person has a provider is some thing that a decent middle-class woman who’s looking for a husband wants and it’s not common anymore, but that’s who she is. And that’s the problem Jill you’re very narcissistic and you don’t ever apologize. Yourself you Cuz your husband have been that way but you’re not that much different than him.

So there’s nothing Lacey can do sweetie they’re there settle down they’re married they’re not in a happy marriage, but they’re not like your generation there’s they’re sacrificing their own happiness as adults for the sake of their kids and they are doing that after watching many alternatives, and not being particularly impressed with results. Look if I was alive and we could find his perfect soulmate. The kids would be better off if she left him at and if he left her but I’m dead there’s not really many other options available people really it’s as the people don’t realize how hard it is to find the needles in the haystack so to speak I know your soulmates it God orchestrate it, but for some people it’s harder than others And Mark has very few people to that he could really be happy with and he’s sort of at peace with that Joe. I think you know if she doesn’t die if they don’t all die if there’s not the end of the world maybe in 1015 years 20 years even he could easily remarry, and it would be absolutely perfect Because the kids would be adults they’d be stable and it wouldn’t really be a problem but that’s not where we are right now. Those kids are a little chill. They’re still relatively little so we’ve got another 1020 years left on the clock before they can really separate and do so in a way that won’t upset the children’s daily routines.” says Lem.

“Their house is small!” says Ken Schiebel.

“Yup!” says Lem.

“My parents house was small.” says Ken.

“It was nice though.” says Lacey.

“Well you can’t be my friend anyway!” says Harriet to Lacey, half-jokingly,

“You liked my sandals.” says Lacey.

“You like my decorating!” says Harriet.

“Did you do that!?” says Lacey, impressed.

Harriet laughs.

“I’m honestly impressed!” says Lacey.

“Sorta.” says Harriet.

“It’s very nice! My gosh!” says Lacey.

“I have good tastes.” says Harriet.

“You must!” says Lacey.

“You hated my unthawed turkey though.” says Harriet.

“Did you use to cook Turkey?” says Lacey.

“YES!!” she says, emphatically.

“You were just getting older.” says Lacey.

“Yeah.” says Harriet.

“Well no! Harriet, what else would it be!?” says Lacey.

Harriet thinks.

“Do you relate?” asks David.

“I DO!!!” says Lacey.

Harriet thinks.

“I EASILY could see myself buying that turkey at her age. Not even realizing why I was doing it.” says Lacey.

“Why?” says Harriet.

“EXHAUSTION!” says Lacey.

“I had energy!” says Harriet.

“Mental exhaustion?” says Lacey.

She thinks.

“Just being…drained.” says Lacey.

“Do you think you were a part of that?” asks Harriet.

“Oh! Possibly?” says Lacey.

“I’m not that sweet of a person, Lacey.” says Harriet.

“Are you threatening me!?” says Lacey.

“No!” says Harriet.

“Too late, slut. You already have.” says Lacey. She laughs. “Look…just give me your bitchy response. I’m curious to see what you come up with.”

“You’re a BITCH!” she yells at Lacey.

JFK expects her to cry. But in reality she’s angry because it makes no sense.

“You don’t think it makes any sense?” says David.

“Oh! You’re playing dirty?” says Lem, laughing at him.

“David! What did I do!?!?” says Lacey.

“You showed up!” says David.

“David…that’s nuts.” says Lem.

“It is. Ahh…I was invited.” says Lacey. “By Mark.”

“You have no high road.” says Dr. Billings. “They’re right.”

“Okay! When someone invites you…

SHIT!” says Harriet.

“I’m not a bitch, Harriet.” says Lacey.

“Well you didn’t have to show up!” yells Harriet.

“No! She did.” says Lem.

“Harriet. They’re right. She did.” says Dr. Billings.

“I didn’t like you.” says Harriet.

“Ahh! For Mark or in general?” asks Lacey.

“You were extremely beautiful!!” says Harriet.

“Oh! Okay???” says Lacey.

“Is any of your anger that Lacey wasn’t Jewish?” says Lem.

“YES!!!” yells Harriet.

“What if I was that beautiful and Jewish?!” says Lacey.

“I would have been sad.” she says.

“Why!?” says Lacey.

“Because Mark is an asshole!” says Harriet.

Lacey thinks. “Do you think he would have loved me more if I was Jewish?” asks Lacey.

“NO!” says Kate Shaw-Hayes.

“Mmm….I actually think he might have too. Very slightly.” says Harriet.

“Well! I didn’t know. …And I’m not Jewish.” says Lacey.

“He doesn’t like Jewish women though!” says Harriet.

“He’s very particular!” says Lacey.

“Harriet! He has someone waiting! Don’t worry!” says Lem.

“FUCK!!!” yells Harriet. “I can’t figure out how to be a grandma to you anymore.”

“Yeah. That got lost.” says Lacey.

“SO!” says Lem.

“Harriet. We’re going to trust God with you.” says Queen Elizabeth I. “Let’s move on.”

Later.

Turns out…Harriet thought Becca, Lacey’s mother who raised her, was homosexual but too stupid and backward to know that. Possibly. When, in fact, she was…beyond…such…parameters of thought.

“I think they just thought you were an ugly poor bitch!” says Jack Schlossberg, as certain as if he’s the Holy Ghost.

“Jack…she’s extremely beautiful.” says the CIA.

“I can find a thousand things wrong with her. And yes…in reality that means that most people are…hideous by comparison…but…people are DUMB!” says Jack Schlossberg.

“Jack…they’re not often THAT DUMB. …Or they didn’t use to be.” says the CIA.

“FINE!!!” yells Jack, suddenly in tears.

“No! We…didn’t think she was like that lowly.” says Harriet. “Her mother just seemed…homosexual.”

“And so you assumed she was an idiot who didn’t know!??” says Jack. “WHY!??”

“Because! She seemed…unaware. …She seemed to think she was straight. …That’s how she acted. She acted…like she thought she was straight.” says Harriet.

“But you knew she wasn’t!?” says Jack.

“Yes! She OBVIOUSLY was NOT straight.” says Harriet. “Regardless…I was being mean.”

“Were you trying to fit in with Lacey?” asks God.

“YES!!!” yells Harriet. “I had the distinct impression that extremely beautiful women were all jerks. …And mean. And I wanted to gain her attention and approval.”

“AS AN EQUAL!?” asks Dr. Billings.

Harriet cries and nods.

“That’s not healthy.” says Lacey. “Although I wonder if you were also a little confused.”

“I was.” says Harriet.

Later.

“Even if…you were snubbing me…it just leaves you with more shit locked into your account. Because it’s untrue. …It’s just simply idiotic nonsense. …And I can’t…fix that.

Look…whatever happened…reality is reality.” says Lacey.

“And you apologize for marrying their grandson!!” yells JFK, sincerely.

“Jack what’s a list of things she should apologize for?” asks a woman in Palm Beach.

“1. Marrying Mark.

2. Joining the perfume community!

3. Wearing perfume!

4. Wearing make-up!

5. Wearing clothes…and also wearing clothes that are TOO EXPENSIVE AND TOO WEIRD AND TOO SEXY!!!

6. Years of abuse! Of the American people, of American society, of EVERYONE!

7. Not just being AN ART MAJOR! She is good at art!

8. Stealing Lem Billings from me.

9. Pretending she’s smart!

10. Trying to wear her hair curly! IT IS AN ABOMINATION!

11. Trying smoking once. A cigar.

12. Drinking.

13. Her CLOTHES! WOW!

14. LIVING! EXISTING!! Wow! What a BITCH!.” says JFK.

“Jack I’m with her.” says Lem.

“Oh okay. Yeah. That make sense, Lem!” says JFK. “Why you come to bother me??”

“Because! I was after your land! I wanted to steal Cape Cod!” says Lem.

Jack stares at him.

“Lacey loves the ocean. …We just wanted to hurt your father. Ruin his impression of Cape Cod. And then build our own house there. After you left.” says Lem, lying to get Jack to go away.

Jack Kennedy laughs.

“How would you even know anymore?” says Lem.

Jack thinks.

“But People magazine…says you loved me.” says JFK.

“What would People magazine say about my generational wealth?” says Mark Nesheim.

“True!” says Harriet.

“We’d totally ignore it.” says People.

“EXACTLY!” says Mark Nesheim.

“I really love the idea that she’s actual Old Money:

And that this house

is from the 1700’s. And is still in that young woman’s family.

That’s the family.

That’s their house.

On thousands of acres of OIL DRENCHED land.

That that’s the quiet, mysterious woman telling you about them, from both within and outside of the family.

That she’s the secret villain of the family.

That they own huge amounts of land where they build airplanes.

And that’s the antique pipe stove. And antique furniture. The old things. In the large Scandinavian-American kitchen.

“I LOVE THEIR AESTHETIC!” says Lacey.

“Me too.” says Lem.

“They’re so…real. They’re the real Kennedys. In a sense. …But they’re so real…they’re not Kennedys.” says Lacey.

“What’s your aesthetic?” asks a reader.

“Me.” says Lem, smiling.

“Lacey. We meant Casi was looking for money!” says a gay European perfume collector.

Lacey thinks. “Alright.” says Lacey.

“Do you think she was?” asks Alisha.

“I dunno. You’re the experts. I’m the nincompoop! You tell me!” says Lacey.

“You said that yourself!” yells another perfume collector.

“Did I? Wow.” says Lacey.

“You did!” she says.

“I did. Yup. But I meant it slightly differently than the way you seemed to be saying it. …I meant that she was up to something. That something being snatching people’s dough. You know? Like a pick-pocket. …You’re making it her whole existence?” says Lacey.

“Then what is she after!??” says the gay European perfume collector.

“In what way?” asks Lacey.

“Overall, in life?” he says.

Lacey thinks. “Acceptance? Praise. Admirers. Admiration. Wealth. Extreme wealth. …Food. Lots of extremely good food. …Unlimited perfume. …Loyal friends. Maybe love.” says Lacey.

“What are you after?” asks the gay perfume collector in Europe.

“God.” says Lacey.

“I thought you were after admirers?” he says.

“Mmm…no! …I appreciate that! But no. Acceptance maybe. Genuine acceptance. But…not necessarily admirers. Although, admirers are very nice!” says Lacey.

“I KNEW you were after acceptance!” says Casi. “I used that to hurt you.”

“Yeah. I don’t think you understand really though. …And…they certainly didn’t.” says Lacey.

“You’re supposed to just admit she exists. As her actual self. …Not Jack. Not anyone but her. Just let her EXIST. …THAT’S ALL. And very few people have ever been remotely close to being able to do that!” yells Lem. “You admit it. Often. But very begrudgingly so. As if she’s attacking you by existing at all.”

“We don’t feel that way!” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.

“So you think they feel invaded by their parents? Or what?” says Lem.

“YES!” says a perfume collector. “If she’s illegitimate…that’s EXACTLY what it is. FOR REAL!!”

“Why are you cruelly rejecting her though?” says Lem.

“Because! WE HATE YOU NOW.” says a reader.

“You don’t even KNOW THEM!” says a Jew in New York City.

“She’s just an average…upper class…Ivy League wife. …If you could possibly stop thinking of Lem as gay…this would be SO MUCH EASIER!” shouts another dead New Yorker. “She is exceptional! She is one-of-kind! WOW! BUT…she’s also so dang normal. SO TYPICAL. …OF 1956. 1945. 1936. …1973! …1989! …Just not 2024. That’s ALL. …THAT IS ALL IT IS!!”

“We are not! We are THE KENNEDYS!!” shouts Jack Schlossberg.

“Fine!!” says the dead New Yorker. “THEY ARE NOT!!” he screams.

“We are a big deal. We are more Old Money. But you’re right. We aren’t as…popular.” says Tom Banks.

“As historically important?!” says Caroline.

“No. That’s not true.

But…I might see your point. That’s the wrong wording.” says Reta Banks.

“What word do we even use? Other than popular?” says Prince William.

“Lem is so significant it the homosexual community. I think known might not work in 2024. I think your…fan base has so dwindled and he’s so significant…that to be honest…it’s dicey.” says Chris.

“We’re more…discussed.” says Jack Schlossberg.

“If you take social class out of it, then yes! Possibly!” says Lacey.

“ jack is there something similar about the personality of Satan to Lem Billings?” says a CIA operative.

“ yes!” says Jack.

“ is he similar to most people or is there something specific about Lem?” says the CIA.

“ there’s something specific about lamb, their build, and how Satan often has chosen to reveal himself is very similar. Their personality is very similar and Satan actually might really be in love with Lacey unusually cell. It’s not typical lemon, Lacey have a sense of humor about it Seay does too, they’re different people. Lamb is not the devil, but Jack does not find it funny the character of Jan in the office may have been inspired by this. She is a beautiful actress. Lacey has a slightly similar sort of beauty and someone I think was trying to say some thing about some thing, Lacey likes to smell candles. She likes to make things pretty and posh even when they’re not that great kind of like Jan she’s thought about getting a boob job even though she doesn’t really need one which is sort of a giveaway that it could possibly be a hater that inspired it, but not necessarily they could also just be cover him Lacey likes nice cookware there are a lot of similarities but it’s not really a comforting thing to Lacey because they’re very different people ultimately, which makes me think it probably was just a hater who inspired that character to be so similar to her and not just her but line billings the idea is that they’re just mooches basically, which is not true they’re not witches that’s a very narcissistic worthless response, but that’s the response narcissist has when they’re using somebody and destroying their life and they’re cutthroat and obsessive to the point of insanity they start calling someone who they’ve isolated and destroyed a mooch.” says George Bush Sr..

“Lem is BRILLIANT.” says Howard Hughes.

“Lem what roles did you play in the assassination of JFK?” asks the CIA.

“ that’s an excellent question I was showing it asked me that a while ago you do realize that if I helped assassinate him that’s part of the reason he’s so obsessed with Lacey and me? I am very clever and Lacey trust me in Christ. She also loves me but I’m called to love her and I do and I do. … I love our kids to in a different way, obviously. They’re also Mark’s children at least until Heaven. Or until God says otherwise, when they’re dead someday and safe with Jesus.

OhI was told that they were going to assassinate him because Fidel Castro was threatening to do things to the country that were very scary if they didn’t ‘take care of it.’ Let me remind you this are these are people who are in secret societies, or who communicate with each other in ways that are not entirely just in the open. And so Fidel Castro was talking with people who were running the country behind the scenes who were very upset, and he was also very upset. oh and they agreed with him most of the time and they were able to keep the world out of horrible war by being very amiable with each other behind the scenes very amiable, but then the problem became Fidel Castro seeing all these flaws in JFK and his leadership. He couldn’t stand Jack, and neither could the leader of Russia. And there were other people who didn’t like him either who pretended to in public, but really did not did not like him. His popularity, unfortunately was with his children’s generation. he didn’t get along very often with a lot of his peers. He was bullied in school. A lot of world leaders didn’t actually like him they just pretended to he was not particularly well liked in all reality by that many people. He had friends and a good number of them were bisexual men who he was a secret relationship with. or women who had some sort of phobia of marriage or who were bisexual or something kind of like Judith Exner. So we had female friends, who just did not want to get married or something along those lines, and then he had male friends who were married, but who were closeted bisexuals. I was really one of his only actually supposedly gay friends and ironically I was really one of his only straight friends in reality. And what’s even more ironic is that we weren’t really even friends. But he was actually friends with red Fae to some degree. I think they had some actual bond red face still occasionally genuinely tries to defend him and I think he might’ve been friends with Bill. I think he might’ve been friends with a few other people who actually were real friends, I don’t know how Jack is able to be friends with people, but it seems like they had some sort of friendship. And that was that was not an easy situation to be in because I was straight and miserable and hiding it a lot of the time because Jack would get very upset whenever I seemed upset.

And then Jackie was jealous of me, and I was hurt for her and I was hurting for myself because my life was totally screwed up and I had herpes. I didn’t think I was going to ever be able to get married. I don’t want to ruin anyone’s life it’s funny eight I don’t know what it is, but I would’ve been able to get over that fear with Lacey, it’s not that I would wanna make her sick at all. It’s the total opposite it’s just a I think it puts everything into perspective for me because she really needs me. Nothing really makes sense to her without me possibly and when you see it from that perspective you think I think I can deal with us there’s medication we should be able to get away with not passing it on to our kids. She just wants to be near me and be loved by me and I think we can figure it out will be fine. They’ve been treating us now for it for forever. Practically right for a very long time I’m sure will be fine And she just needs me so much that I will just have to work out. I think that’s the thing she wasn’t there so I was trying to sort of exist without her and I thought I was gay and some pictures. I look more homosexual when you first look at me than others, but really if you keep looking at it with an open mind, you do start seeing that I might actually have been straight and what But that’s the thing, so I was totally under the radar. Everyone thought that I was gay and yet they didn’t at the same time and it created this sort of mysterious anonymity for me in a way, but I was very much within his inner circle and so everyone knew who it was And everyone thought that I really mattered and so they had to tell me what was going on. They could not tell me because it was going to be obvious.

What what what if it was an inside job what people don’t tell you if it was an inside job with people don’t tell you is that it was obvious before that that somethings happening. I was not there as often. Oh that was kind of peculiar. The overall attitude of people changed his schedule was different. There were weird things that started happening. It’s just got weird people were just weird there at the way they Todd was weird. The idea of certain things that were happening was just odd Greta Garbo was a strange choice in some sense for the month of November. It was odd. It was just odd. They were odd things that kept happening and if I had known I would’ve picked up on it being as sensitive as I am I would’ve picked up on it I would’ve thought Something strange is happening and I might’ve figured it out because there were a lot of people who absolutely hated him and I might’ve known exactly what was happening but I thought they’re planning to kill him and you know they were if it was an inside job they really were so they had to tell me they had to let me know, and they had to sort of make sure that I was really actually him OK with it so to speak.

And sono to make sure that I was OK they had to get me involved and actually planning it. And carrying it out. 

I planned what they were gonna wear that day both of them. I couldn’t stand Jackie I made her wear pink because I thought she was a heartless, heartless slut. No, I didn’t sleep with her, but she just seem to me like someone who barely cared about almost anything other than just money. She lost at least one of her children because she was trying to stay skinny while she was pregnant so she smoke a times she didn’t drink enough water at times she didn’t drink enough of anything at times she didn’t eat enough because she just didn’t want to get big she just felt like if she got too heavy And he would stop caring about her at all and she stop looking good and it wasn’t concern for her children and their safety as much as it was just fear of losing money and social status if he ever left her really anybody cause he could’ve easily for lots of people he could’ve easily started affair with somebody planned ticket with him outside of the White House. He had about 65 years left Ken about five years left and then he was done being president. He could’ve easily had a five year relationship with someone people did that in the war and then just laughter it would’ve devastated people but he could’ve done it or he could’ve found a way to sort of make it look like they were still together She knew that she was in trouble. At least this is what Lacey Siri might really be what I’m saying, and she didn’t care. She didn’t care that she was letting her unborn babies just die on loved and abandoned by her starving to death in her room because she was trying to be so fucking skinny. So I made her wear pink because red was too much but I thought pink was pretty damn close to all the shades of red that we know flooded out of her uterus every few years when she decided to stay skinny instead of being a mother. I thought why not just wear pink like Mary Kay write some woman that you think you’re so much better than just wear a pink and look cute like a Barbie and then Jack’s blood will get all over you but you’re used to that you’re used to being covered in pink and red as a trash whore that you are.

And that I thought he should look chipper in British and handsome and classy, very charming for his assassination day. I wanted him to look as pert and punctual and right on the money as possible, so that he really looks like a good sport for all that all those you know, admiring crowds of people who would be watching him get slaughtered. I wanted to try to humiliate him and devastate his ego. As much as I possibly could. I wanted him to look like a giant fucking fart. Not a man just a fucking fart. It’ll be honest with you and worked. My subliminal messaging was right on target when he shot, he does look like a fart. He looks weak and vulnerable, which is how he love to make everyone else like he loved making all of the people who he raped, including myself, look as vulnerable and weak as possible, he loved taking advantage of human weakness he he loved, setting people up Finding where they were vulnerable and then totally exploiting it as violently as he could or is heartlessly as he could, he was a very Richard horrible person.

I wanted him to be in a limousine convertible as chipper as possible. If I wanted him to die on the scene, and that was not taken seriously enough, I wanted him to die very quickly because I didn’t think the American public could handle a long drawn out scenario and I was right they couldn’t, but they couldn’t figure out how to do it the way that they wanted to do it, because they wanted to make it seem as confusing and mysterious as possible. I didn’t think that was as necessary as they did. I thought if you just make it seem impossible or unlikely, that’s good enough it doesn’t have to be totally mysterious him and I might’ve been right about that as well, but they they chose instead to make it seem as baffling as they could and I was right about that?

I was straight. Jack ruined my life. And then after he died…I felt an astonishing amount of guilt. I killed him for Mrs. Billings. But Mrs. Billings wasn’t there. …And I was a fat, balding, Herpes case. Jack had manipulated me away from realizing that. See? …He kept his subjects away from ever realizing that they were in need of help. You’d suffer. But you’d never try to truly get help. Or even recognize your own suffering honestly. So when he died…it all came down on me. All these realizations. And this gnawing sense of guilt. …Did I have a right to choose what I did? To be so…demanding of reality?” says Lem.

Later.

“Goodnight.” says Lem.