“Donald and Lacey Talk”

“It startled me today to think that man is possibly really dead!” says Lacey to Donald Trump.

“Yeah. …Lacey…I’m old.” he says.

“You’ve always seemed old though.” says Lacey.

He smiles.

“I get worried. That…the people living now…are…lost.” he says. “Who are younger.”

“Me too.” says Lacey.

“Los Angeles might be an attack. It might be Global Warming. But…it wouldn’t have happened. Had I been running LA. Or someone like me.” he says.

“We’re toast. …When I think of your age…and- And the fact that that man might be dead…it hits me how bad things are.” says Lacey. “My generation struggles to lead. We’re so…weak. We just…always are trying to be politically correct and…never seem uncool…or… Well mostly uncool, I think.” says Lacey.

He thinks.

“And then you burst out at the seams and shoot people.” he says.

“YES!” says Lacey.

“See…you weren’t loved enough…but I think most Millennials were. …And they…just…don’t seem to care.” he says. “Not enough.”

“I agree. I don’t get it.” says Lacey.

He nods. “No, you’re more like Lem’s generation. …Lacey…you know Lem was straight.” he says. “Why are you getting so confused?”

“I think I try to be understanding of people. And it gets carried away.” says Lacey.

“I hear you. You get lost in their confusion.” he says.

“It seems to stem back to class.” says Lacey.

“Yeah. …Why?” he says.

“Because a man who’s that complicated can exist in the world I knew. From my parents. As a child. …Back then. He could be straight. …But…then that means people today don’t have the privilege I have had. …And I think I keep trying to empathize with them. So I keep…trying to deny my privilege.” says Lacey.

“To understand their perception!” says Donald Trump.

“Yes.” says Lacey.

“STOP.” he says. “Let it go.”

“You know how hard that is.” says Lacey.

“Yeah. …Well…you’ve tried to explain yourself. …I pretty much understand. It was like gaslighting of your identity. Your real identity. And…that’s hurtful…but also just…creepy.” he says.

“Yes.” says Lacey.

“You know that theater in Manhattan actually existed!” he says. “We’re sitting there right now.”

Lacey looks around. “When?” she says in her spirit.

“I’m talking from the future and possibly the present right now.” he says.

They look around.

“I was straight but it’s very hard for her to believe that because it’s not just that she’s humoring people too much it’s that people are messing with her head. Ca

What Caroline shared earlier today was painful, but I lost my temper today with Casi because we are communicating with her spirit. This is real. I am a ghost I’m not a demon.

And they’re interconnected.

I found some spots in the right area where that theater could have actually literally been but it’s confusing and I’m not using the Holy Spirit to find it. I’m finding it on my own and I’ve I’ve gotten lost because things have changed a lot since 1981. But as we were looking for it, Lacey found the New York City gay men’s chorus and see she does stuff like that she looks and then she finds something like that or someone trips her up in her head when she’s communicating with me and she gets confused. I was not trying to bring her there and I do seem heterosexual to her because I was and she’s picking up on it. She’s not getting confused in that way.

I shouldn’t have to fight the entire gay demonic, Kennedy curse to talk to Lacey, the part of her in tents, potentially life ending air hunger is coming from that curse.

“I highly suspect that it was one of these places where literally in 1981 there was a dirty movie store that had a theater attached.” says Lem.

“Do you see that picture that’s literally what I am describing!” says Lem.

“Read what that says. I literally brought her to this exact street and then told her to look up pictures and look what she found. This is exactly what I’m describing.” says Lem.

“ that was the kind of place that I went into at 3 o’clock in the morning and March 1981 or well she’s here in March. She’s also her July it was either July or March 2019. Oh it could’ve been July it could’ve been July 2019 80 but it actually might have been of a 1980 but yeah she’s confused what she’s hearing right now but that was high. I guarantee you it was in a movie theater like that in 1980 or 81 where I was sitting at 3 o’clock in the morning she’s not sure if it’s March or July, but that’s where I was sitting when I figured out that I was straight was possibly in that exact place right there or something very similar to that that I can’t find the place it does not possibly exist. It possibly is literally the place that I showed you or I’m disorientated I’m disoriented but it’s in that area it’s in it’s all ice it’s in that area. It might not be that exact place but that’s because I went to a lot of places like that I was straight I was very sexually frustrated. I had a massive by some people standards, sonography collection of streets, streets, pornography, and I would buy it video cassettes from places like that places it looks more innocent and yet less at the same time that that’s sort of city looking but it’s very well it’s there were places that were a lot scarier than that which might actually be why was it was a pretty creepy area and that’s where I was when I figured out that I was straight.” says Lem. “ Donald when you’re dead, you find the exact place that I went to and sit there just out of curiosity because of her is an illuminati this actually interest you with your background and the empathy that you have for people and your place in history and just the fact that I’m talking to you so loquaciously from the grave I think you find this fascinating and it’s New York City and you were there and you find the spot I know you don’t look at anything, but you find the spot you’ll maybe have to find someway to tell her someday where it was if she doesn’t die sooner and I don’t know what to say because I really am a real ghost. There’s no way she would’ve just randomly found that she really literally just randomly looked up that street address and this picture just popped up and no one‘s helping her and helping her find that I just directed her to the exact right spot and I’ve told you people exactly what happened. I’ve answered all your questions as fast as I could and I’m angry because I want to make love with her and every time we try to my kids start screaming literally someone from the world of the living, or the world of the dead triggers, one of my children to start screaming or start sneezing or start crying or start asking for water or start asking for clean exes or start rolling around in their bed snoring I’m not making this up they’ve started singing they started making noises with toys it’s uncanny when everyone’s asleep and we’re in quiet places of the house we’re not able to talk as well as we used to we’re very intensely attacked every time we try to interact and God is allowing it so it’s not like it’s not allowed and that’s why it’s not working it’s that what we’re doing is upsetting to Satan and it’s not just saying that’s upsetting to evil and evil people who are both alive and dead and I just wanna burst everyone’s bubble.

There’s no way that I’m not a real ghost. You could try to explain this away by thinking oh, she found the picture and then she made up the story after she found the picture but that’s impossible in reality. If you’re in the illuminati, you know that’s impossible. If there is an illuminati, you know she didn’t find this picture first you know that I told her the story first and then we found this picture right now because you’ve been going through this with her and there is no way she made this up, so I just prove to people listening if there is an illuminati that there is an afterlife I’m a ghost and I just found that because I lived in New York and I’ve actually I actually am Lem Billings.

I was straight there’s no hidden gay mannerism her my pictures it looks straight. There’s no hidden gayness there I was straight it looks straight I was straight. I was very very sexually starved, and I was looking for a way to relieve what I actually felt which was excruciating sexual tension, but it wasn’t tension. It was pain almost hit, so I started you know watching stuff to feel less anguish a jack might’ve felt tension, but really all that was was just attraction to people and some minor anxiety and then he called attention because he was a spoiled drug addict from a very, very wealthy family very very rich family, rather that was pampering to him to a toxic ridiculous degree do you know I mean he was almost dead serval times, but they also cater to him is every whim and so you know whatever slight amount of pain that he felt they would baby him I know that’s not what you’ve heard you’ve heard that they force the kids to never cry and push them to the limits and there’s some truth to that but at the same time sometimes they got a little too pampered so they were. It’s like if they didn’t feel good, or some thing was uncomfortable for them, it would just be fixed do you know if there was no there’s no grin and Barrett really they didn’t want to be bothered. His parents never want to be bothered but they never they never let him suffer through things as much as most parents do you know it’s like oh you’re crying about some thing here’s a candy you’re crying about some thing we’ll just go buy it or work you’re crying about some thing I’ll just fix it it wasn’t do you know grow up and develop a sense of patience and endurance, so he got very spoiled and he didn’t. He didn’t really understand what he was experiencing. I actually had excruciating heterosexual experiences for most of my life, and I would get loud state distracted by how to reply my homosexual experiences, but it was distraction. It wasn’t a relief it was a distraction, so it was just I was good. I would just dissociate and get confused, and then the real feelings that I had the needs that I had were just totally repressed and ignored and bottled up and I became very toxic to myself. No, not standing up for myself. People would push me around in conversations. I would make fun of myself at times that I shouldn’t have because I just didn’t take myself seriously enough here. The irony is that yeah I did struggle to to get into World War II and then make it through basic training but if I had just been myself and been straight might not have been excepted into the military, but I might have because I would’ve been better physical condition. I would’ve been smoking or drinking. I would’ve been exercising more I would’ve been eating better. I would’ve been happier and sleeping better, and I might not even capable of getting into uniform because of my eyesight and my asthma but I wonder if I would’ve been able to manage it well enough with healthy lifestyle choices, if I’ve been straight to to to be in the military without anyone helping me.

Oh cause I was straight and so yeah I am telling you what actually happened I went to one of these theaters in 1980 and I sat there and I got very aware I was, became very aware.” says Lem.

“ OK well I’m not dead yet what is it this actual place or was it somewhere near this place that you just showed us a picture from the 70s?” says Donald Trump.

“ it was near this place. It was not this place, but it was like that place and it was near there.” says Lem.

“ I guarantee you I could find out if this is a real conversation and there’s a real illuminati as above. I don’t know way to pass my time if it’s safe, and I have nothing better to do I might just look just for the fun of it just for the fun of it I don’t know we’ll see if I’m just bored and I just am curious because it is comforting you know Ivana is there now my parents are there my brother is there and it’s comforting to me to think that that that’s where I’m going to in Christ and that’s it’s a happy ending. Yeah I know it’s Lacey. It seems too good to be true but it’s real and it’s not good to be true.” says Donald Trump.

“ yeah well but I hope you know just yeah as you you’re starting to recognize it’s impossible for her to come out with us on her own. I mean she knew these places existed. She knew they were near time square, but finding the exact street of this place is something I just did with her I guided her to this place I literally sort of possessed her hand and her brain because I’m able to do that now, which is also how the air hunger is happening And then she found it. I control her more than people think, and then evil gets angry and that’s part of where the air hunger is come from because there’s a part of her brain now that is not as controllable as it should be. Yeah, good luck, expecting scientist to figure this out in the next 50 years but Donald you know, and I know that there are things we don’t understand Yeah and if this is the illuminati, they talk to each other because they open it’s a part of yeah I’m gonna explain this to you. There’s a part of your brain where if you if you open it psychically using the demonic, it allows you to telepathically communicate with other human beings , there are some people who think that everyone used to be able to communicate telepathically before the tower of babel so that’s one theory that before the tower of babel people used to be able to talk telepathically, and then God separated us at the tower of babel and made it hard for us to communicate without using our mouse. That’s one theory I’m not so sure about that but the idea, though with telepathy is that they open a part of your brain using the daemonic and then it’s sort of like once that part of your brain is opened and see the connect us with the sexual. If you’re an adult, you know what I’m talking about so the idea is that they’re opening you up and that’s it’s a similar concept to like losing your virginity but it’s it’s in a psychic way so it’s sort of like they open up your spiritual brain and it allows you to communicate telepathically with other people and it’s secret information if there is an illuminati that the CIA knows about And high-ranking Rosicrucian us in the masonic temples know about Hanson, which is made even know about it, but it’s not some thing that most people know that I wouldn’t even think of and that’s because the information is literally repressed. You probably aren’t gonna find it on the Internet, although you might kind of But it’s the secret information but no there’s a part of your brain that they’re able to open it or it’s kind of like that it’s it’s like they open your brain it’s hard to explain and they’re a scientist so he’s just like what are you talking about? But no It’s it’s like they activate a certain part of your brain and then you can talk telepathically with other humans there DMT, who are both dead and alive well and there are some psychics who actually could be pretty close to telepathy, but it doesn’t quite reach that point, but because it’s not quite the same thing, but there’s sort of an inter-relation oh there are some people who experimented with DMT, who have sort of talks telepathically. There are some schizophrenics who may have an occasional real telepathic conversation. Which part of the reason why they get so confused at times because part of it’s fake but the little part is a little pieces of it are real and so it’s hard to parse through it all and figure out what’s fake and what’s real and no there are people with other disorders hallucinations in general People who have bipolar disorder, who who who do you have occasional real psychic and earthbound experiences,

But no I was I was straight believe it or not. Lacey sees me extremely well. I don’t know why people daughter so much. It’s so scary to me as a dad as her husband. I have two cats are alive right now. I know they’re my kids it’s a miracle, but they are my children, and I’m scared because you guys should really believe her there’s not really a great reason not to believe her and it’s frightening to me because I know if there’s an illuminati that Donald Trump mostly believes what she saying is true he’s old enough and smart enough to figure out that I actually might’ve been straight he knows I’m just a very unusual person very unusual case of someone who really wasn’t homosexual it’s not common and he knows that, but he also knows that it’s theoretically possible if not likely because people used to think that people like me existed and then where did they get that idea from if no one like me ever existed.

And be honest with you where did that idea become so popular from why was it so serious to people probably because it was someone like me someone sensitive someone socially important and then they really screwed a lot of people over by getting confused and so I got stuck in peoples heads and people got really angry about it and used it to guilt everyone Know it’s an interesting question because they already gave people who that’s been effective with. Why would that be effective to use subconsciously? Isn’t that creepy? Yeah it’s creepy probably because there are people like me and when this happens it’s very serious at least occasionally because there’s usually something weird happening And it’s a really traumatic experience and so it’s like subconsciously are in our DNA. We know about this which is why God I’m angry as a dad what is it that you people don’t understand the truth of the matter is I’m actually a lot more like Donald Trump and I wonder if he knows that as a straight man, then you guys think my mannerisms are more similar to him then you might expect my voice is more similar to his and you might expect to my actual self. Isn’t that dramatically different than him with us because he grew up in New York. I lived in New York for a very long time. I would’ve settle down in New York City and raised a family and then probably had a country house but yeah in Pennsylvania or Maryland or something right Yeah our we would’ve lived in Connecticut potentially or had a country house out there and yeah he we were similar enough in our generation he’s old are we lived in the same city for decades and we saw a lot of the same people and so nowhere were similar for both streets were both white both business minded. I am a lot more like him than you think so I know a lot of you have these imaginations about who I am and that’s just not the case I’m sorry I was a misogynistic. No not really according to Lacey not at all and if I am who cares not really him but no, I don’t think so I think I’m old-fashioned But I’m not really misogynistic and Lacey old-fashioned is not an insult but him and Donald understands it and has empathy for it. He really does I mean I’m sure he’s smart enough to realize that if Ivana was alive and 40 years old it would be hard for her to even his wife right now. It might be hard for him, because what they’re looking for and a husband but they’re looking for life even if I wanna was a Golddigger is different than what we were looking for today it was just different it is it’s change. Things have changed people are changing and a lot of people think it’s all for the better you know it might not be 100% for the better.

So it’s called micro evolution all right which is not macro evolution for those Christians who don’t like macro evolution it but it’s a sort of evolution. There are plenty of white supremacists who know micro evolution Israel really they would they would say, of course, slam, of course, arm there a black suit agree to terms with an S with a says she’s a victim of micro evolution, which sounds so funny, but essentially that’s the tragedy of her life it’s like a weird, sci-fi, horror film, so it’s is it’s a tragic sort of micro evolution and twilight zone situation, and God’s way of being merciful is by allowing her to be with me even though I’ve been dead since 1981.

Do you do you want to know more about me or New York City?

Lacey will talk more about me into New York City in a heartbeat. She really would too which is wonderful so with would you guys like to talk more about New York City or me?” says Lem.

“ how the hell did people think you were gay especially Jack?” says a reader.

“ they’re not as sophisticated as you think they are.” says Lem.

“ that they’re really not him I committed suicide and that’s somewhat and sophisticated because I have two sons now who will grow up without me and I think Lacey can’t believe I was dumb enough to do that.” says Matt Nesheim. “ yep but I did it let’s just put it this way OK they’re not as sophisticated as you think they are. Oh I’ll try to explain something to you Paris Hilton if there is an illuminati might like Lacey at least somewhat because I think Paris feels like she’s somewhat old money in a real sense or close to it, and that she thinks more like Lacey, even even as glamorous as she was even as famous as she was that she thinks more like Lacey than the Kennedys, but should tell you something about this blog because they’re not how do I say this they’re not you’re not ashamed of themselves sexually either one of them really but at the same time they’re more Chase than you might think both of them I think you’d believe that with Lacey. It’s harder to believe that with Paris Hilton, but she actually might’ve been slightly more chase than you might think him and she said stuff like that before but she actually might have been slightly at least so much more chase than you might have thought but that mindset is kind of an old money, mindset and weirdly. I think someday if Lacey is actually Tom’s daughter she’s someone who’s going to empathize with me more than most people because it’s like how did I know that she wasn’t my cousin I fell for her no repairs will understand and and I am sorry about her house if they’re innocent if her and her husband are innocent, I feel bad about their house. I just wanted to say that.

That it seems like the wrong person to apologize to, but they did have memories and it’s it’s maybe there’s a thing even though they’re extremely wealthy and rich and it’s generational wealth is Paris Hilton it actually if they really have tried to be kind to their children and be private, and be good parents at all Her whole house burning down might’ve been a little too evil which is why I want to apologize and see that’s how things work God started kosher lies because it’s very exact. He doesn’t cut corners when it comes to justice so if something is just a little too evil it’s upsetting to him, and this is more than just a little too evil but him he notices everything.

Mom cell is an example and Matthew Nesheim of course the Kennedys are not as sophisticated as you think they are so let’s put ourselves in the position of JFK Junior I’m just making example that everyone can understand and Lacey is dealing with air hunger she’s writing this, so try to be understanding. So um, so let’s say that Lacey and I were flying in a private plane that someone in our family owned, which is not impossible him we had a cousin Johnny, who had a plane I think I’m trying to think who else I think at least one other person has owned a plane in our family And Johnny definitely had one so let’s say that we were flying in Johnny’s plane to Martha’s Vineyard for a wedding. Let’s say, my first cousin Joni was getting married and we borrowed Johnny’s whole plane to fly there. This is not a completely impossible scenario. We’re not as wealthy as the Hiltons but it’s in the realm of their social class and that way I mean we are old money but I’m just saying it’s relatable, so we have a private plane to Johnny’s old private plane. I’m using it because I have for some reason decided to start flying like my grandfather know my grandfather was a brilliant pilot in Road war two and let’s just say I decided to start flying myself and so I took Johnny’s plane because we haven’t sold it yet and I’m not sure what would happen to it, but to say that they haven’t sold it yet and I was curious to fly so I was thinking about buying it I mean I maybe could have but anyway they might’ve let me make payments on it or something so let’s just say I am flying his plane and Lacey and I have it you know somewhere grounded and I’m gonna take off of it and she was getting her nails painted in New York City and we were supposed to take our plane and fly to Martha’s Vineyard for Joni‘s Wedding. Let’s just say that was actually happening all possible so far believe it or not if the weather has been the way that it was the night that they took off Lacey would’ve said we’re not going anywhere she really would if she would’ve instinctively said we’re not going anywhere she would’ve refused to leave.

Hello in high, I would have which is funny if she’s a legitimate because that’s clearly her mothers DNA and possibly also her fathers DNA to informing her a don’t take off you’ll either end up dead or incredibly sick to your stomach so it’s possible that that’s just some proof right there that she’s illegitimate but no she would’ve instantly said we’re not going anywhere there’s no way I’m getting on this plane this is absurd. Oh.

Oh, and then um yes Drew Barrymore has reached out to Lacey in the last few days and it does not without any merit or value but anyway, I just that we were tired. Lacey has a headache. Maybe this doesn’t make as much sense is is the rest of it I was just saying, but anyway, so please do refuse to get on the plane but then that’s not all Him I would’ve been hesitant to take off myself I would’ve said I don’t think this is wise. I think we should just stay because I’m I don’t think I can fly in this It’s I’m not experienced enough. I am worried that my instruments are going to fail me this is just not or I’m going to miss read them. This is not a smart time to take off and there are some people like JFK Junior, who would say oh chicken you know you’re just weak.

But I am sophisticated enough possibly for my own DNA with my grandfather and who knows what else maybe sailing some somewhere in Norway or Sweden for skiing and or just hiking or some thing and she’s a first kid enough to know no traveling in a fog is very dangerous. That’s just common sense to both of us With our DNA you don’t travel in a fog. It doesn’t matter where you’re going you don’t just take off in the fog.

So we would’ve just stayed in New York call Joni so I will probably have to find some other way to get into the city and we were just been late or get into the get to the wedding. It would’ve been late taking it on the nose Siri speak take it on the light in the chin and just been late and we would’ve stayed alive, that’s how sophisticated we are how genuinely sophisticated people think the Kennedys are very daring and very sophisticated but I’m sorry they’re not that’s harsh but it’s reality so so no we would’ve been fine.

Paris Hilton I brought her up for a reason let’s just say she had a private plane in the same situation getting her nails painted and someone said to her what do you wanna do off why but I do know I don’t really want to but I will she would’ve said no she would’ve said I think we should just stay here. Her pilot would have been me. Her pilot would’ve probably said I’ll go either way because she’s in Hollywood and they’re not quite as pristine old money as we are but she’s more likely to have a private plane, but maybe not the experience traveling in a fog And I think that is where people have gotten confused which ones Morley, the fact that she can have the plane more easily, or our experience with traveling, where we just instantly never would even think remotely of getting in the plane.

Oh well and I think with the wildfires it comes down on our side because we do have trillions and oil. Lacey is communicating with me even though I’m dead yeah and then she just lost her house and I do feel sorry about that and I’m sorry to have to bring that up, but I’m just saying, I think we do end up being yeah as ugly as a bite to see who seem to people because we’re not as wealthy as the Hiltons, we do end up being the actual old money and it the lifestyle is more glamorous and more fun, she photographed very well but the reality is that it isn’t just about what looks good it’s also about who systematic stuff genetic stuff and so it’s not just put glamorous and pretty so no real real real real old money were more authentic old buddy but there are close to being old money if they’re not And you’re on Natasha think so Linn was streets and people like me and Lacey would’ve kind of picked up on that because I think I would have two but people like Ben Bradlee people like red Faye did not as much will read fake kind of dead, which is interesting, but most people don’t in that class and his generation necessarily pick up on it unless if they’re streetsmart, somehow like Red Fay.

If homosexuality is allowed in heaven, on a laundry list of things that were angry about, we are actually legitimately angry that you guys have just totally obliterated read Fais from history ice I think I’m kind of good looking love works in a way more like me than red Faye but I don’t think red face is totally ugly. I don’t know why you people can’t just except that that’s who he actually had a relationship with, and not Lem.

Yeah if you want to talk about JFK and his troubled life more but still I mean I hope history is able to eventually get this right if the world doesn’t end because it’s it is interesting and it’s just totally obnoxious that you can just accept that it’s red Faye. It’s not lame. When was straight. When was unusual, llamas eccentric mama’s old buddy long was like me and Lacey OK she’s talking to me and I’m Dad. How normal is that I mean obviously she’s talking to dead people in the way that’s extraordinary how normal is that how common is that not at all and then it’s possible that someone could be straight and think they were gay and convince them selves and other people to some degree and you can’t believe that I mean come on at some point you guys have to stop with the nonsense There are some things that are just really hard to believe but they’re possible and then when they happen, they happen as unusual as they are!” says Matt Nesheim.

“ why didn’t you ever date anyone as good looking as me?” says Marjolijn to Matt.

“ that’s a very cutting question and a very insightful one.” says Matt. “ I actually had enough confidence and self-esteem to ask somebody like you out. But I was a very sincere person. I was looking for a Christian I was out I was I was a very deep person, so I was looking for a Christian woman and him a lot of the really good looking Christian women are taken by the time you’re in your 20s at least they are in my generation or were and I didn’t. Lacey just got sick of the whole thing and dated a Jew an agnostic Jew And then you know stuff with them outside of marriage and converted him to Christianity. To be honest if there is pink carnation, and she is in Egyptian pharaohs daughter, who is some humor in it. Because the Jews did live in Egypt and country with some people think their DNA actually is still ain’t shit it’s not like all of them but there’s a a little part of them that is still genetically from way way back in Egypt. Scioscia, it’s it’s scary but she could talk to him and explain Christianity in a way that is almost funny if there’s reincarnation because it clicked in his head instantly and also he Saint Augustine him but I can’t imagine what that must’ve been like for him if there is reincarnation to hear her take on it with his jeans yeah, it’s funny because he her but she said it instantly made sense to him because they were kind of talking the same language almost and there’s a good soul somehow And then a he was like that makes complete sense Scotia you know him now that I hear the Egyptian pharaohs daughter explain Christianity oh I think I’m starting to get it and he did he converted very quickly and very just casually like yeah OK that makes sense and that’s not like him so if there’s been carnation, that’s a testament to our our genetic codes that he was able to convert so quickly when she explained it in her words from her perspective with her intelligence and so then, yeah, she just thought no that makes complete sense, and he just converted.

And if there is not reincarnation, then is Lacey‘s unusually intelligent and he is too and so they spoke the same language in that way I was unusually intelligent too and anyway it’s hard to find really intelligent good looking Christian people and I I have I found my wife I was in love with her, but she was not it wasn’t the happiest marriage and I suppose I could’ve dated my perfect other half and then tried to convert her but there’s there’s some thing about that that is not ideal and it’s very much preached against actually and so people like me I just decide not to do it if we have any choice and I did Anyway that’s why. I suppose in a sense you could also say that I lack some sense of self awareness about how good-looking I actually was I really was far more good-looking than I realized, but I was very humble about it and I just I just I just didn’t think it through and that way where it’s like you know this could be awkward or difficult if I’m with someone who’s good looking but not as good looking as me and they’re a woman Like that cause some sort of misunderstanding or coldness between us somehow.” says Matt.

“ do you like Lem?” a perfume collector asks Matt.

“ yes I do but it’s hard for me because I was a very moral person extremely moral. I committed suicide, but I was extremely moral. I was a very good man. And really thinking of flirting with Lacey was one of the wildest things that I ever contemplated my entire life.

I know I didn’t. I don’t know how to do it I mean I did and yet I didn’t at the same time I should’ve realized it would scare her like you know not completely scare her, but it would scare her slightly, but you know what a really scared her more than anything was telling me ironically that she was in love with ghost, but she was in love with a ghost that was what she was afraid of telling me Mean how how do you tell somebody that without sounding like you’re nuts so that was the reason why she thought I can’t I mean I am I’m in love with one and I don’t know how to tell Mel tell tell Matt that I don’t know how to tell him out and tell him tell Matt that.

Oh, and then she was so depressed so depressed I was too but she was just as depressed as I was and still is but she’s been like this most of her life and so does she know she’s tougher than I am in away and so I just was not used to it And so I think she just thought I don’t have the energy to go see him at all and pretend to be happy. She had no idea how depressed I was and so yeah it’s a tragedy and yet at the same time God will have to work it out, and she really is in love with a ghost with Lem.

we would’ve been a really happy couple Lacey and I if she’s not my cousin and that’s part of that I have a hard time with is that I was very moral very decent and then she ends up with this guy who is a drug addict who was involved with a man who was married because he didn’t think that he had a choice and I empathize with it and I understand but then there’s a part of me that’s just like Lacey this is nuts you know we we know better than us we were raised better than this you know why are you in love with his man who is a drug addict like I understand he’s your twin flame what they say, but it is hard for me because because I just cannot figure out how that is, what’s right for her because I I was was right for her somebody who rarely never smoked I mean, maybe rarely drink in moderation less if I was extremely depressed and I I try not to didn’t do drugs. It was very careful not to hurt people, I was a very decent person and I just think how does this make sense because he really was a really rough person eventually at least I mean he wasn’t when he was young to even though he was friends with Jackie actually wasn’t a bad person himself but it’s just hard because it’s just a part of her that it’s it’s like I get it they’re meant to be together but you know it is actually effort not drinking not smoking, trying so hard to do the right thing and it’s just hard for me as a man to except that, but there are explanations, and God is giving me grace but that is one of the reasons why this is so messed up if you’re reading this block because we were raised in a family where we were expected to be seats basically really fast it even as young children and a lot of us did it nearly some of us less than others, or less perfectly than others, but I tried all of my siblings have tried. My first cousins have tried. She tried her first cousins most of them have tried at and it’s really hard to except it’s just really hard to except that after all of that pain and effort that she’s with somebody who is not as Christine will say as she is.” says Matt.

“ i’m sorry that I didn’t know you.” says a man who follows Lacey.

“ yeah if I had known you, I might’ve been less likely to commit suicide and you know that as well as I do.” says Matt.

“ do you ever feel like someone’s trying to keep people like us down men like us?” he says.

“ you can control us and keep us from being as strong and loud and organized as we should be. Yeah, there are people who are doing that, but a lot of those people are ignorant. I believe it or not. Lacey is actually in a fight with some of them for real they tend to think one was gay, they wouldn’t think you or I are or I am I should say, but they they they they think love was gay. I have been able to attack them using that because they have a very hard time excepting that he was straight and I do mean specific people who are attacking us intentionally, but but the truth is, they’re doing it in a sense because that’s what seems right to them, they refuse to except that you and I are right about life and the meaning of things and how bad everything is they don’t like that because then that means that we’re not as advanced as us of a society as they thought we were an a lot of the old-fashioned ideas are far less illogical, and anachronistic and archaic and outdated and silly as they think they are ends and so they can’t except him they can’t except how old-fashioned you and I are in our thinking, especially being sensitive, intelligent young age people know they can’t handle it and then we’re straight. They thought that somehow if they gave us pornography that was free on the Internet at our fingertips and movies with lots of half naked women with big boobs, and poop humor I’m not kidding oh and stuff like that some of which she may have indulged in that somehow we would be OK that we would never you’ll be upset and that we were just in. I’ll be happy because they reasons that if one was straight, that’s what he would want possibly almost literally in some cases I’m not kidding and I didn’t realize that he was straight and he was miserable because they think you know if you’re sensitive and intelligent and affected by things you’re gay it’s people like us who are miserable and are straight because we were looking for more depth in the culture in life, and meaning in our community and love who they have never quite known what to do with and so we are a thorn in their side and they are not trying to help us.

Where are the guys who if we’re like Mark we’re under the radar and we have good jobs and what unbeknownst to them were the reason why the whole country hasn’t collapsed and put nose that we keep the businesses running as accountants is actuaries as analysts as managers, we keep businesses, afloat, people like us Who are gifted in ways that you and I are in art those are the men I’m just being honest who keep everything running. They are the reason why we’re still alive the doctors like us. I’m sorry I’m just being honest.

And yes, a lot of those men are depressed to lesser than you and I are because they’re working more and they feel more you know needed and they feel like they’re doing some thing there that we would have worked. We work but they’re bored distracted and they get paid more so there’s more of an incentive to keep working you know, and really no way they’re just sort of hiding in that room and then there’s people like you who are like Lacey who have more experience or understanding who would never kill yourself once you have kids and you know I do care about my sons, but I just I’m not like you I’m not like Lacey. I was not as sharp and that way it will say.

And I didn’t realize that even if I feel like I wouldn’t be helpful to my kids that if I love them and I’m not a monster and my monster, I mean that in a colloquial sense if you’re not hitting them if you’re not molesting them if you’re not, you know, really abusing them Then, even if you bite bite of the ones in well, you know verbally and say the wrong thing or you are in bed all day you’re still better off alive I know that’s not something that everyone understands but you and Lacey do but no I didn’t fully understand that Thank you for saying I can still be your friend.” says Matt.

“ do you know to be honest if there’s reincarnations you and I are from a similar generation in the 1800s had a similar class and I might even vaguely know you and if there is reincarnation, I know you’re OK but it freaks me out in my spirit just so you know, I heard it in my spirit and it scared me when you died.” he says.

“ if there’s not reincarnation, Matt, you and I really just a lot of like in general.” says Matt.

“ check if there is reincarnation I’m just curious or someone who can speak on his behalf what is with his name thing because there is so many Kates and there are so many mats and then Matt and Kate get married and then there’s something noble about the Ronalds in the Donald’s and I am just confused what is with his name thing?” says Donald Trump.

“If there reincarnation. He made a mistake!” says a Japanese woman.

“ yeah, he sure did!” says Elisa Lam. “ my name was cursed to it really was my name was cursed and then I had this thing with F Scott Fitzgerald and I was in this hotel in Los Angeles that could actually be so much close to the fire as we speak and it’s a little creepy that I tried to or I was either I didn’t I was either dumped I was I try to hide in the water in the water, the water yeah the waters of the thing the water thing in the ceiling on the roof it’s possible, if if I am psychic slightly with my disorder that I had yeah cause I actually did hallucinate it’s possible that I am so much psychic and I was in a very haunted area that was my name was cursed. Lacey and I are capable of being friends and she’s not someone who makes friends easily but she could’ve actually been friends with me or at least somewhat friends with me more than most people and so I I was actually psychically channeling her pain when I died to some degree potentially someone either killed me and that’s possible I’ve said that before to her that I possibly was killed him or someone else has on my behalf and it wasn’t really me, but whatever happened I actually was connected to her. Part of it is also the Internet and again part of it is our fascination with the Fitzgeralds. She actually did I mean when I was that could even be how it happened somewhat say I know this, but she doesn’t and so then she hast to figure it out, as I’m explaining it in my own slow way, is a ghost so Through no fault of her own room and so basically what happens. I know she’s not trying to be slow but I’m just saying it ends up being slow but it’s not like that but and she’s not either but OK. The thing is she actually is talking to her to Rokos, like she’s talking to real ghosts She’s not hallucinating she’s not schizophrenic she got confused at first and then someone told her she wasn’t schizophrenic and then people tell her she has the impression that she may have discovered the illuminati but she’s not 100% convinced of it and that was either some thing I decided to say to go along with the premise of this or that’s actually true so she’s not sure if she’s discovered them entirely or not but if she did, then she did she discover them accidentally and she’s not schizophrenic she’s not hallucinating , she’s really just channeling me but for her it’s not like normal channeling she can feel my presence and I’m almost sitting with her in the same spot but in a different realm and it’s just like we’re talking like people and I’m not dead except I am dead, but we’re just having a pleasant conversation through two realms But a but basically what happened is she was talking to the Fitzgerald and she was in excruciating psychic distress I mean she was in it was bad and because she was talking to them and they were helping her. I started hearing what they were saying to her in my own way, as a psychic, in a sense and so I started handling all of the fear that she felt and it’s possible that I actually psychically if I put myself in the water tower or if there’s some connection with that I was put there because of the fire. No I know that sounds crazy but I’m telling you the truth. I was partially put there or I went there to get away from the fire. People think this is hilarious it is lightly, but yeah, it’s just the haunted nature of that hotel. It’s the haunted nature of her of the Fitzgerald of Los Angeles and historic sort of psychically scary nature of this fire. This fire is a very very big deal historically very very, very, very, very, very big deal and it would’ve been within my lifetime and I don’t know I think I picked up on that And then it’s just anyway I ended up dead but yeah it gets creepier though it really does you guys don’t understand it is it is my link to her is very creepy very creepy. Does the overlook hotel ring a bell?” says Elisa Lam

“ yes it does.” says a woman.

“ that hotel was a place in Colorado. That place in Colorado is connected to two different places that are heavily connected to her. One is Redwing, Minnesota and the St. James hotel that’s highly connected to F Scott Fitzgerald, and Louis Hill Junior Louis Hill Junior is one of her soulmates.

So he was a very powerful person in the 1920s the shining the ghost are in the 20s OK so that’s the first thing in Colorado sure her cousin Ron lives in Colorado and their family is old money anyway and so that’s the link in a way it’s a link to Colorado I’m just gonna say it is the link to Colorado. I mean they do they own trillions in oil they own trillions and oil per family owns trillions and oil.

No, this is not just a conspiracy. This is the interlinking spiritually of reality and then all the blood in the film, the shining and the Native American motif that’s the farm the farm the land where they only oil was a Native American burial ground and it’s Itza where there were other Native Americans, who fights, and I mean it is their land, and they could play peacefully coexisted with them, but you’ve not peacefully coexisted with a Nesheims

Which made the Native Americans angry.

Yes, because the tenets and Greenhill tried to be at peace with the Native Americans and it in a sense Lacey did too. They tried to be respectful of their weaponry. I think when they send their presents and their spirits, they all try to be really respectful of them and not you know be rude so to speak.

And so you’re not understanding that time moves on bad things happen there another a number of Native Americans in purgatory on that land, who were totally cool with a Nesheims owning it if anyone’s gonna own it if there’s a white family, they’re not the worst family to have owning the land They got along with them. They liked them a certain that was really kind to a lot of Native Americans in the area in a sincere way. She didn’t try to you know white wash them she tried to teach them English just so that they knew English and went be a literate and taken advantage of, and so they really did sincerely, get along with them and then there’s Lacey who is able to talk to the dad and a lot of them are actually somewhat protective of her, especially because of her situation with being somewhat of an orphan there a number of them who are a little protective of her because she can talk to us and they understand that and so The fact that you’ve just ratted her mineral rights the fact that Matthews dead the fact that you tried to take the land from these people in away in the Craft family because there are banks that have gone too far with her uncle trying to take more of his money than they should in an attempt to get out the oil And he knows that the whole family knows that him and then you know you’ve done the same thing to the Native Americans historically when they had oil themselves, so if you’re not on good terms with the Native Americans right now, in that area who are dead, you’re a very bad terms with them.

Aw, so anyway, that’s part of that movie the Native Americans lose their patience. And so the Native Americans in that film lose their patience and then the 1920s characters are deceptive they seem more evil than they are.

Hey man, do you have the whole reincarnation thing is lame hold is hidden ancient spirit of cold I’m serious by the way and she water there’s a snow storm and the pedophilic evil father, who doesn’t care about his family ends up being frozen in an ice pack in a snowbank in a maze and a British maze, he ends up, getting stuck in an ancient sort of situation, in a very old sort of way in a snowbank Hello good morning

And then there’s the blood there will be blood there will be blood there will be blood. There will be blood, which is a rift on what oil which is about who the Rockefellers, John D Rockefeller there will be blood out of the elevator out of the elevator. I am filmed famously getting onto an elevator.

There Will be blood on an elevator, analyze the lamp in a hotel an elevator in a hotel historic hotel haunted by 1920s people. This is all so I mean it’s just like couldn’t be more on the nose couldn’t be more obvious not easily.

So Renan you know the 1920s who is the power of the jazz is an F Scott Fitzgerald and then here’s work it’s creepy. This is that that’s creepy but this is even creepier and I’m a ghost you you really need to figure out whether or not, there’s reincarnation, because there are scenes in that film that are outside of time, it was filmed in great Britain Pat Wilson was alive at the time and she was used spiritually if there’s no illuminati to protect people in that film, the filmmakers with the cast she was actually spiritually used sincerely, as a sort of guardian over them it was filmed in England. She might even been living there at the time, and she was an aristocrat for a brief while and if there’s an illuminati, she has somehow been exposed to these beliefs or did they luminosity, or was even in it without meeting to be For a short while when she was, I was at the counter so the Marquess of after of Jersey anyway she was used and other people were used to Queen Elizabeth was used and as a sort of Christian protection and so that’s where it gets creepy because if there’s reincarnation, Downton Abbey isn’t funny it’s a little weird Lee similar to Lacey and her husband Because originally the character that Dan Stevens plays was supposed to die her cousin, Matthew yeah, her cousin Matthew was supposed to die in World War One.

Matthew, her cousin does die commit suicide. How did she die? She got hit by a car in the 19 teens and then that’s how Dan Stevens character dies but he’s behind the wheel and yes if there’s a big Carnation line was temporary possibly behind the wheel to kill Lacey to bring her to the other side to be with him.

Lacey looks like the character played by Mary are the character of Mary except she was Scottish not Jewish not English Scottish maybe she was slightly English. And a Edith is weird, because who is Edith that could be a reference to Edith Beale unintentionally. And then her sister, Mary’s handsome Irish chauffeur, who comes out of nowhere and it’s his bizarre, plot line. That’s the Kennedys because that’s what that was if that would not almost not ever have happened that that this woman is it was it was Sydney or something what was her sister‘s name Would have married a chauffeur, and then died in childbirth, which is also a reference to Lacey because she lost four children in childbirth, but she survived, and I think that that was a bitch slap from the Kennedy family and they were implying that she should’ve died, and the kids could’ve lived if she was worth a damn.

And they were also suggesting that if she had then a British aristocrat and Joe Kennedy, Junior, who does actually look like the character played by Alan Leach, they look a lot alike. I think they were suggesting that if she had been in that position, she would have never married him And so then why was Joe supposed to be faithful to Lacey? Well he had his billions and she didn’t and she was the chauffeurs daughter because Jim did chauffeur Tom banks around I mean she’s Tom’s daughter, but they don’t want to except that they’re very though they were very stubborn about it, so the idea is that she would’ve never married Joe had the tables been turned and she would’ve lived in her kids would’ve died. They have so much cognitive dissonance. It’s absolutely pathetic Fern but that was the idea that she would’ve never been faithful to him I never would’ve married him, so why should he be faithful to her because she’s just some stupid snob like Mary.

Endo. The British aristocracy has been critical of Julian Fellowes for a reason..

The thing is, is there a incarnation if there isn’t, that is a trick the whole thing is a demonic trick to make it seem like there’s reincarnation when there isn’t if there is reincarnation however, they’re totally off base they have no idea what they’re talking about.

Tom would’ve raise Lacey or had to tell Maria please raise Lacey, but he didn’t think it was wise. It wasn’t that she was unwanted. She was born his life child, who he wasn’t trying to hide as much as protect, believe it or not. He really wasn’t trying to hide her, he actually was trying to protect her arm. If he was trying to hide her, it was for her own protection he really he’s more innocent than you think he actually was just trying to protect her from getting hurt, probably from being bullied, probably from having a sad childhood probably not having to watch him die I think he didn’t realize how bad of a father and mother her parents would actually be And the Kennedys have not excepted that or they had an excepted that him and then the other thing that they have never quite processed is that Lacey was Scottish. And they’re not is aware of that historically or in or in their understanding because they pretend to be so they don’t really understand what that means. And then on top of that, I mean they kind of do they kind of understood because there was a Scottish aristocrat in the series who is very respectable so I think maybe they were trying to understand but not quite getting it because it’s not just like she’s referencing these people like I was the Scottish aristocrat she was literally Scottish She’s not Mary she’s in Scotland!

Like if there’s if there’s reincarnation, she’s not Mary she’s in Scotland. And she is those people she is the Scottish people! I think the people who did Gosford Park are making fun of the Kennedys and Hollywood and gay people who are dumb just FYI. And they’re far more on the head. They are far more on top of who she really is in her soul that that Mary who is Scottish in Gosford Park that is Lacey. No it really is and to some degree the man who kills the person in that film is lame . Sincerely but the aristocrats, and they don’t quite look like that, but um that that’s more who they are there they’re really not. I’m sorry, but they’re not who the Kennedys think they are if there’s reincarnation maybe there’s not but if there is unfortunately, that family is two sheets to the wind and their understanding of reality, even several generations.

So buster hearts for trying but now she’s in Scotland. She’s not Mary Mary was a different person than Lacey and lamb was different than anyone. Mary would’ve ended up with heat. He looks a little bit like Dan, Stephen‘s character just a tiny bit because he was a Spencer, if there’s reincarnation, and there is that luck, you know with the blonde hair, and the soft sort of loving blue eyes, if there’s reincarnation, but they’re different people and then I think it was an accident that Matthew her actual cousin ended up dead that would be if there’s reincarnation Jack’s actual peasant background and he’s a literacy because of how evil Jack is it’s funny, but if it wasn’t that he was evil, it would be really sad, but it’s kind of just tragic because he he’s basically like a literate and his spirit slightly and because he would and rebellion against God if there’s reincarnation and maybe there isn’t but if if there is, he was in rebellion against Christ him and so he ended up making a lot of very serious mistakes because he couldn’t almost read in the sun spiritually and so he didn’t realize that she was elite in the Nesheims the way that she is because yes, her silversmith ancestor is on par with like Paul revere in a way The people might not realize that but there’s a similarity in their prestige he’s just Scandinavian but now in Norway he’s very well respected and silversmith history kind of like Paul revere but I mean then if that’s the thing it’s like they were well off and then they’ve kept their house so it’s like a Paul revere‘s family still had the house. Sincerely, it’s like a Paul revere‘s family still owned his house And had his making his his silver had his markings in it that’s her family that’s how old money they are how cool they are and it is old I need America in Norway. Yeah I guess you could say they’re kind of elite kind of like Paul Revere‘s family But in America it’s like a no-brainer it’s like why would we even question that but that’s basically who they are to some degree they’re kind of like Paul revere‘s family so that’s who Matthew was the descendent of and no Jack didn’t realize that Jack didn’t understand that that reference in Downton Abbey if there’s reincarnation was a reference to her cousin Matthew so he could’ve seen that and thought now who is this Matthew cousin, and then freaked out scene into the future and realize that he was headed down the wrong path And he needed to just like stop and then just kind of try to recalculate or save himself from his own evil but he could never figure it out. He couldn’t he could never figure it out because he was so ignorant and uneducated, which is really true regardless of whether or not, there’s reincarnation in that whole family really is like that to some degree on And that’s the problem so if there is reincarnation now, it’s funny but it’s also really depressing because it’s so freaking obvious her cousins Matthew I mean come on but no it just never occurs to him. He never figures it out and then I ended up dead in a water tower because I was psychically tapped into the fires that are happening right now.” says Elisa.

“ did you think you were a frog?” says Donald Trump.

“ I may have if I was hallucinating, I may have or I may have been trying to swim like a frog or prepare myself to.” says Elisa.

“ what was your hallucination if you don’t mind me asking?” says Kasey Mickschl.

“ oh I thought that my family and I were being targeted and I either was being attacked by somebody or I thought I was so I was either literally being pursued by a rapist and they killed me and then dumped me in there and they’ve just never been able to figure out how we’re gonna evidence or I thought someone was doing something to me and I was trying to run away from people and I got the idea in my head to start swimming like a frog either because they they told me that they were in adopt me in their sincerely, or I had the idea that I should go hide in there and try to swim like a frog.” says Elisa.

“ did you think that there was a fire at the time or not?” says Kasey’s husband.

“ oh, I thought that guy was being pursued and to be honest in the very back of my head way way back in my subconscious it’s hard to explain, but I was hallucinating. I was possibly being pursued and also hallucinating slightly. I think I’ve said that before, but I was envisioning fire, but it was like way in, like it was in the distance, but it was like fire was in the distance and I wouldn’t have seen that has a current threat, but it was in my mind. It is the distance scary thing on the horizon that I was registering as a sort of panic moment like I wasn’t if that’s how it was a hallucination I couldn’t separate the psychic vision I was having from reality so I thought I was picking up on the fire psychically, but I didn’t realize in my mind that it wasn’t happening in that moment.” says Elisa.

“ are you like Zelda? Do you think like Zelda?” says a woman.

“ yes, we have very similar. We we had very similar mental health issues very similar.” says Elisa.

“ thank you for putting conditions on the aid we appreciate it.” says China.

“ I know you’re not trying to kiss our ass but honestly when you take office, it’ll put unifier pet or a better position to work with us and try to form some sort of a working peace between us and Ukraine so thank you for respecting the fact that we’re pissed off for good reason.” further clarifies China.

“ so just to clarify yeah you can see the fires from the Cecil hotel right now and that I had it in my head that they were back into the left which is exactly where it is on a map. I just showed Lacey and she didn’t know that when I showed her, but in my head when I was getting on the elevator that that was where I put it exactly where they are right now over in Palisades that’s where I had it in my head back back over in Palisades and I might have since the other fires too, but the Palisades fire is the one that I had in my head when I was getting on the elevator.” says Elisa.

Casi gets freaked out. “Why did you kill yourself? I don’t understand. Why did you put yourself in the water?” 

“ if this is true, what she’s actually hearing from you well enough, it was, but it was to avoid my attacker and someone to get away from the fire cause I was gonna be like the frogs. I was kind of an environmentalist I empathize with frogs and so I I I felt a sort of empathy with rocks and I, going to swim in the water like a frog and then survive the fire and get away from my attacker in the water. I was either killed by an actual attacker or or I I tried to hide from someone there, who may have been real, may not have been if they were real than it did actually work to some degree if they were not real and I wasn’t attacked. Obviously it just be Kim horrific accident. It just became a horrific accident because I didn’t realize that I was killing myself the idea Casi was to get so close to death that I would fool them. I was trying to sort of play Dad by putting myself in a near death situation so they would get tricked and think I actually died when I hadn’t come but that I actually died.” says Elisa.

“ I think we should figure out whether or not there’s reincarnation because I think Lacey is far more haunted than people want to except.” says Michelle Dockery.

Later.

“How did you stand to be so like sexually repressed? That’s the one thing where I just get lost about her description of you and who you are I believe her, but then I start thinking about the kind of man that you would’ve been and I have a hard time believing that you would’ve just been satisfied with pornography.” says a man in the NFL.

“ well, that’s what happened believe it or not I other people there was no envy involved so nobody talked about how great their sex life was so you didn’t really know what you were missing out on it’s like well I guess in it could be better than this, but you don’t really know for sure, because men break, but people weren’t just openly talking about how great their sex life was, and a real clinical open Waze so that’s one difference we’re people had more grace for it because they didn’t know they didn’t realize how bad things really were in their life because people weren’t being open about it.

Lacey will edit this. It’s harder to do than you think.

When I killed myself…I was an old man. 65. And I looked old. Or when I died, regardless.

…Lacey loves me at that age. …Someday when she dies…we’ll spend years with me stuck at 60-something, as things are right now. Because…she loves me…at that age. My mind. My moodiness. …My darkness. Because to her…in my darkness she sees God’s light. In my heart. And she wants nothing more than to take naps, eat out…watch the lights. The sunsets. Let me tell her all about myself. Thinking. Alone. Just the two of us. And I can’t imagine anything better than that either. Right now. And God will protect that, of course.

She’ll go see porn with me. And we’ll make love. Or…we’ll edit it. But she wants to know what was going through my head. And…she will. It’s not obsession. It’s love. There’s a difference. But people’s inability to understand that is why we’ll just hide together, if we have to, back in time in the 1970’s. As ghosts. Unseen. Not disturbing anyone. Just hiding from everyone but God and our kids.

And that’s not a problem…necessarily…unless there’s reincarnation.” says Lem.

Priscilla Zuckerberg laughs.