Lux Aeterna by Clint Mansell & Kronos Quartet plays.
“Oh my gosh…I’m on an Adderall high. Like…bad. Wow! …Why do I do this to myself?” said Casi in 2015 to herself, while perusing Instagram. She happened across Lacey’s post. Read the signs correctly. And thought, “She’s arguing about social class. Huh… Well…okay? Huh. …Yeah…I could totally get on board with that. LET’S DO IT!!”
Why? Because Casi was bored. Feeling insecure. And has ugliness inside her heart. She didn’t completely hate Lacey…but she…felt like fighting with her. Casi likes fighting. For fun. Especially when she’s bored.
If there’s reincarnation: “Oh my gosh!! I’m so into nitpicking right now. I’m so high on Adderall. Let’s nitpick!”
Lacey stares at her. “I’m not really nitpicking.”
“Please, please, please!!” says Virginia.
“You’ll actually debate this with me for real?” said Lacey.
“YEAH!!!” said Virginia.
Lacey perked up, excited. “LET’S ANALYZE!!” she said, excitedly.
Virginia clapped her hands together happily. “OH GOODY!”
“Yes! So! What did you think of my post? Did I have it all accurately shaped out?” says Lacey.
Virginia thinks. “Mmm…yes? I have a few contentions.”
And they had lots of sad, lonely, horrific fun…in two miserable lives. No. Not at all as lovers. But rather as fully platonic coconspirators. Both extremely angry about their lives. And both looking for something to distract them from their nauseated souls. Casi as a recreational Adderall user and Lacey as an over-analyzer by nature who has gone further into it to avoid morbid amounts of loneliness. So Casi, high and not sane…and Lacey suicidal and an over-analyzer.
2:24
What the perfume community fails to accept is that if there’s reincarnation CASI IS A DEAD ITALIAN ARISTOCRAT. …Right now she’s not. Right now she’s lower middle to middle class. But she was a REAL aristocrat. If there’s reincarnation she really was. And so…Lacey being a reincarnated aristocrat herself…naturally got along with her.
What the perfume community fails to accept is that Lacey is straight and Casi is bisexual and semi-closeted. So there was no sexual tension or sexual attraction between them. At all. …Casi may have found Lacey attractive. But that’s it. That’s all that happened. And it’s possible that if Casi is happily married she’s almost entirely put any attraction she had for anyone in the past, including Lacey. If she even found Lacey that attractive to begin with. …She may have…or it’s possible she misunderstood what she was looking at. Or if Casi is evil hearted she might have wanted to defile a straight woman, Lacey. That is a psychopathic tendency in the homosexual community at large. Some would claim they’re all innately deranged and evil and some would say it’s not all of them but rather some bad apples amongst them who are so evil and deranged.
Regardless…Lacey was inundated as was Casi by hateful, judgmental, presumptuous people in the perfume community online who made the previous two assumptions asserted not as hypothetical reasons but objective truth.
“She’s not that pretty. She’s gross.” people said in private DM’s to Lacey about Casi.
“She’s…weird.” people said to Casi. “I feel like she’s kind of a manly lesbo! Who’s just in love with you…but who’s also super insecure.”
The song starts over.
Lacey isn’t ugly. Lacey is an extreme beauty. Lacey isn’t insecure. Lacey is Old Money upper class.
Is there reincarnation?
Casi?
“ I did edit my face slightly in the last one to look a little less round is possible that if I am Virginia, and even in this life, I have a round face and so I realize that and it’s like I was prettier in person and I’m pretty much actually the same as I am now on camera But if there’s a ring carnation, I had empathy for Lacey because in my last life my face look more like hers. Yeah Zelda had the same problem. A lot of people did so I don’t know I actually think I’m about the same level of beauty may be slightly less attractive. I don’t know maybe slightly more, depending on what you find attractive but if I am, if there’s reincarnation And I am this person you’re talking to a yeah my face was round her before and yeah it wasn’t at the same time and it just didn’t photograph well. They took so many pictures of me personally because they kept trying to capture my beauty for like posterity sake for my lover, and it just was extremely hard to do so I had some empathy for Lacey‘s problems with Camera because it’s just it really is actually at it. It really is far more challenging than you think when you have a face like hers And I use my mothers an example with her I was like my mom has a hard time taking photographs, but if there’s been Carnation, it was actually me in my subconscious. I remember that from my last life because it was actually kind of traumatizing I mean, it’s not like a market difference, you know, but it was enough that it actually really bothered me, it really know it it really did. It really bothered me because it was like this isn’t what I look like. This is what I look like but this isn’t what I look like and it was really actually kind of painful at times because you know it’s like you keep pictures of people and there’s times I was thinking oh my my boyfriend is going to see you know my lover is going to see my picture on his desk and he’s gonna be like oh Virginia is not that pretty I should just do this and that without other woman, and then it’s like what do I do? Pop out every five minutes remind them know I look this way if I look this good this is what I look like remember OK I’m gonna go back now. Seriously like you just get paranoid it’s like these men are so dumb and then they just look at your picture and it’s like that’s what she looks like and then you idiot popped back five minutes later they’re like oh you’re so sore disorderly beautiful and it’s like I would ask. That’s what I look like that’s just what I look like not the picture, so no, there was actually some real trauma for me with that so I empathize with her and I’m like yeah that one shit that one is fucking shit I hear you girl but I am, but that that’s that’s that’s sort of sort of beside the point but I had to point it out because it’s really monstrous peoples features used to be harder to photograph and hers are still very pristine from the 1800s so for some reason so far yeah, I had empathy for her without one and anyway enough personal stuff, right ha ha ha that’s a joke him basically if there’s ring carnation awkwardly enough, she recognized me and acknowledged me. I’m sorry because we had something in common, and we could talk and it wasn’t sexual. It was just as friends or sort of Facebook friend type thing you know Instagram friend type thing and it wasn’t like real friendship but it was kind of like friendship and we could get along and actually talk because if I’m reincarnated we have similar experiences in existence so it wasn’t like talking to someone and you’re just like those persons not following they’re not following him because I like certain perfumes other people didn’t like kind of like Sisley by dolce and Cabanna and I was like that smells like that actually kind of smells like something is it Italee? What is that smell? That’s what’s what what are the name of that Chipper that in her subconscious if there’s reincarnations she’s like I know it’s not atrocious Sicily is it smell like Sicily what what kind of a bizarre insult is that by dolce Gabbana and no I am like a man I agree this is evil. Why do they doing that sauce? Got the same time is so heartbreaking because that’s the most beautiful smell. I love that perfume and she’s like I’ve never smelled it and like I know I hear you, so we actually got along. If there’s reincarnation we actually got along and then all these bitches in the perfume community were like Merz you’re friends with Casi. She shows her Boobs. Why are you friends with Casi? What the fuck do you do you have in common? No, you’re talking to her!? at least he’s just like what the fuck lighten up like this is just I’m just talking and having a nice time talking to this person who’s been Carnation that was problematic to the Kennedys because Jack was has an asshole from a shit family that took advantage of poor people in Japan. And JP Kennedy is questionable. Joe Kennedy Junior was a slave trader like literally he worked on the slave ships. He actually is the better amongst all of them. He actually might have really had to cut a sense of compassion and conscience towards the black slaves but he just didn’t ask lotta questions. He just did his job so if there’s reincarnations you wanted to run into him, he didn’t treat you amazingly well, but he wasn’t like a total jerk like he didn’t beat people. If not, if it wasn’t necessary, he didn’t do that, so he just kind of is like you just mind your own business. You do your job you know and you know it’s like the Black people just get them on the ship get them off don’t torture him you don’t have to talk to him maybe you do slightly at times you know what why not to suffer him and the times if he even laughed with people and had a fun time he wasn’t a terrible person necessarily completely but it’s still very embarrassing to him if there’s reincarnation it’s very embarrassing but that’s his last life working on the slave ships so Joe was sort of a middle-class schmuck working on slave ships. Jack was disgusting from the awful family in Japan, even though they were Japanese And JP I don’t even know it’s hard to get a read on him. He’s a mess the rose might not have been reincarnated and actually I don’t even know if a lot of the other people were it’s not like everyone’s reincarnated believe it or not there’s been carnation in the Bible, not everyone’s reincarnated so but I was if it’s in the Bible, so is Lacey and so was Joe and so is Jack, and so when I started talking to her, they flipped out because they thought holy shit. God still keeping track of our last life and it’s still matters oh no?
But no, I’m sorry to destroy the mystery. Lacey really is straight. Sorry if you saw her that one no she’s actually straight and I am not. Yeah she wasn’t. Didn’t see that one either. That’s surprising but OK so I am not straight. I wasn’t surprise. Surprise I guess good God help us how dumb are people sorry I have a bit of a nudge, Lacey, Lacey is strays and she is the Scottish aristocrat you guys get confused and you think bubbly Italian is like straight when it’s not and that like feisty, Scottish aristocrat would have to be a lesbian that’s so ignorant that’s so trashy and it’s really annoying.
But that’s just how people are sexy play the reasons why I identify as straight because even if I’m not, I just got so sick of dealing with people who are totally in capable of handling reality that it’s like you can’t just fake people out like oh I were hot pink all the time and I were you know feminine sugary fragrances, so I magically straight or Lacey is just like fuck it I’m just going to let people think I’m a lesbian because you know I would prefer to wear green fragrances and I’m just so sick of everyone shit so she just gets angry and says fuck you I’m wearing my Chanel 19 and you’re gonna have to deal with it bitch and I my reaction is to be like I’m just gonna be closeted and confuse people because I like pleasing people I’m actually a people pleaser she’s not I am a people pleaser me Casi I am a people pleaser. Lacey is not a people pleaser she would rather fight with you and set you straight and such a difference Chris where is I am I’m like let’s be friends please be nice to me I need your approval I am so if you were confused about that one too that’s what’s going on. I’m a people pleaser I get peoples approval I work for it she doesn’t give a shit beyond what’s normal she doesn’t give a shit she really doesn’t. You know anyways fall for it which I think just gets to be a vicious cycle because she’s just like I can’t stand people stupidity And so then she’s like I’m gonna confuse them more and then she does and then you’re just like what and she’s like what you’re confused OK to confuse you more!
And that’s possibly the Sean Connery on SNL really hurt sad part of her I don’t think she really wants to torture people. If they don’t deserve it you’re really she doesn’t. She doesn’t want to do something evil but she’s actually gone through a lot of pain and if you’re a narcissist, you’re gonna have to be more intellectually astute there is something wrong with you people actually suffer and she has effects very badly. Maybe it’s affected you badly to etimes, you don’t have to be empathetic if you can’t be just try to understand the concept so she’s suffering and her reaction is to just be like I’m just gonna confuse you more and more and more and more. But it’s not like she really wants to harm people so if you’d come back at her to try to and try to confuse her, it’s actually very evil because she’s doing that as a reaction to people attacking her suit is profoundly sadistic degree so then, when she slowly unraveled truth, because she’s in the right all hell breaks, loose And you have to ask yourself why is she trying to confuse you more and more and more maybe there’s something there to unpack, but that’s me the different conversation.” says Casi, who’s possibly Virginia.
“ are you a snob? Are you a real snob?” asks a Belgian gay perfume collector of Casi.
“ Daya truth be told yes I am an extraordinary snob and I had enough respect for Lacey and her good taste to be able to take her seriously as a perfume collector and I thought oh no, no we could match wits on this one but yes, unfortunately or as it is, I am an extraordinary snob I mean to yes I’m I’m a real snob.” admits Casi.
To mock the Kennedys and evil Lacey plays Meet Virginia by Train.
“That’s why we trust God. Always. From the depths of ourselves…beyond mere human logic and into the actual hands of Christ.” says Lacey.
“ that really does sound like Virginia, Holden, some thing and who reincarnated as Casi, Brooke Hart and if there’s ring carnation that song actually makes me smile and realize how much God probably really does love us. He’s cool he gets it if there’s a incarnation he’s like I don’t you know it’s complicated and gnostics and stuff and it’s not essential to salvation and it just got to be a real sticky wicket here in the 21st-century but I’m trying and I’ve got a song that might kind of make a smile so it made me smile. Thanks God if there’s been Carnation thanks so much that really did make my day slightly but that’s Virginia OK so we can like Casi we can like the fact that she chose to come back as a poor woman who is not really poor she’s more middle-class, but because there’s something really cool about that or there’s maybe something evil about that and cool it’s kind of complicated and I know it’s kind of an interesting trajectory for her but no, we have to trust God that she’s not gonna end up in hell if she doesn’t deserve to be there but that’s that again that’s Casi Lacey is there any song that’s like you? Like, is there any song that is about you in any like authentic way at all?” says a psychic with concern.
“No.” says Lacey calmly. “Not really.”
“ no absolutely not, and for the sake of the situation I would like to rip off the Kennedys has each, and everyone of them let them bleed to death in some gruesome way, because they deserve it. They blinded artists left, and right they used her soul to make music that is her soul OK so a lot of indie music from the early 2000s was inspired by her soul, the sadness the existential beauty of her questioning it so a lot of that music is very much her soul a lot of the music featuring garden state is a part of her soul so if you’re listening to the music, you can kinda get a sense of who she is because that music is her that music hold on for a
All right, I’m back that music is her soul to a lot of the music in Garden State is her soul him which is almost creepy really because how did that happen there is sort of a violation in that room and then then dear Duffy did channel her possibly for a brief second or two and handle the situation fairly well possibly yesterday But no, unfortunately there is no song that illuminates who she is if you’re looking for some sort of Compass or decoder ring, or some sort of explanation for who she is, it’s not there we’ve looked through yours, possibly and know nothing is ever been written about her in any novel in any song nothing like that.
The only time she’s ever showing up an idiot, authentic way. This is not popular in America and Great Britain. They’re annoyed by hearing it for the umpteenth time not because they’re mad at Lacey or anyone else who matters to them but because including the actress in question, obviously because it’s just so obvious it’s so fucking obvious, and Julian Sands died.
No, I mean Lacey likes to hike and then the actor who would’ve loved her in the films dies hiking if that doesn’t seem like some sort of sad tragic trade-off I don’t know what is this is it this is it is it is it is it is very despair, because what is that? Did he sacrifice himself so that her family could go hiking? He might’ve done something like that, but was that even when he would’ve chosen or is that even what happened is it just a threat from hell that’s empty it’s hard to know.
But know that the actress, Helena Bonham, Carter captured Lacey‘s soul beautifully in her performances in a room with a view, and Howards end add the same degree and some of her other roles as well she can channel they see, and understand her better than most living people that’s not to put her in a difficult position, but she gets her. She gets Lacey pretty well, and so if you’re looking for some sort of roadmap or a compass, Helena has done good work, it is in the the masterpieces that she created in Howards end, and a room with a view. Jack has a hard time hearing that because he hast to realize that I am straight and that I am Julian sans character, and he doesn’t want to admit that he’s evil.
Oh, and JP has a hard time admitting that she is Helena Bonham, Carter’s character in the Howards end because then he feels like an idiot because she is strong like her sister and she is from a nice family and that bothers him but it’s also it’s it’s the Bility that Lacey has to fall apart But he can’t except part of that as a wound from his own family and how they fall apart if he loved her at all it’s very hard to except that she can be that week and then part of it is that he feels like an idiot, because he lied about the quality of his character and the men that she ends up with doubt, and they may or may not be the best people it is like what is she even looking for so he went way overboard, making himself seem like an upstanding Catholic man as it was a lie and here this woman that he really finds a tractive wasn’t even impressed by it and then he just feels like an idiot.” says Lem. “ because he is he thinks I am not complicated. I am not complicated. I could read poetry and walk out into a field. I could do that, but he didn’t do that. He didn’t cultivate that part of himself and then that makes him feel incredible anguish, if he was capable of being deeper, and chose not to be.”
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