There are many ironies, and there’s much humor in human existence.
One irony is that as Lacey is talking to Michael because of the supposed relationship between Lem and JFK a relationship between Lacey and Michael is developing that resembles the supposed relationship between Lem and JFK. If Lacey is talking to Lem’s’s ghost, he wasn’t gay, he wasn’t in love with JFK at all and the supposed bond that many people have fawned over and in the last 20 years and have written about in fictional but vivid detail wasn’t real at all. But the bond between Lacey and Michael is real potentially if Michael is an actual ghost as well. Last night he found a very clever way to tell Lacey that he loves her. He literally wrote, “I love you.” in an actual message from his doppelgänger by getting him to misspell your. (It was clever the way he pointed it out to her too) …And she needed to hear that last night. It was very comforting to her. …If reincarnation exists, Lacey may have even died when Michael died in World War I. Or it was Lem but, regardless, for all Lacey knows it seems possible it was one of them and her who were married if reincarnation is in the Bible. And it should be concerning to Lem because the love between Michael and Lacey seems very real.
Another irony is how Joe Kennedy Junior slept with Vanessa, or of course claimed to have slept with Vanessa to Lacey, and then Ivana fell down the stairs after Lacey fell down the stairs and hit her head on a radiator. And of course, when Lacey fell down the stairs, seemingly it was because of Joe’s jealousy. Potentially he may have literally tripped her. And then Don Trump’s first wife fell down the stairs and actually died. And of course Joe wanted to be a US President and Donald Trump was a US President and that’s where it becomes very ironic because these are supernatural beings. Because Lacey may have been Joe Kennedy Junior‘s first wife, while he was US President if he had lived, and if she had been born earlier. And why did Joe Kennedy Junior sleep with Vanessa? What was he trying to do spiritually or what evil were the they in the Illuminati up to when they arranged for Joe to sleep with Vanessa to get at Lacey, possibly even to try to find a way to kill her. And then they ended up just killing Ivana instead.
…Another irony is how JFK may really have been queer and Lem of course may not have been queer at all. And yet in some white internalized homophobia, the homosexual community has focused entirely on Lem and somehow made JFK magically straight. 
…Another irony is how Lacey has brilliant gaydar for gay men and can tell who’s gay and who’s not like an expert basically. But gay men find this really offensive because it’s better than their gaydar and so they keep trying to find ways to test Lacey in the Illuminati to try to prove to her that her gaydar is bad when in reality it’s actually just extremely good. There have been countless times (over years now) that gay men in the Illuminati have brought up in her TikTok feed or on Instagram or in news stories on her iPhone, gay men talking and then someone says to her telepathically “See, so would you have know and he was gay?!?” And she says, “Yes, I would have known. I can tell I can hear it in his voice!” every single time. Every single time. And they can’t stand this because it ruins their narrative that all straight women have this blindspot when it comes to gay men who are really good at faking straight-men-voice. …”Which begs so many questions about their sexual psychology that they are terrified of contemplating!” Lacey says.
Also, remember that book about John D Rockefeller that came out in the 2000’s? Do you remember what the title of that book was? It was, Titan: The Life of John D. Rockefeller, Sr.. And isn’t it ironic that by pretending that you know for sure that Lem was gay, and that if he was bisexual that he is still madly in love with JFK that you are torturing the Titan, according to Lem. Should homosexuality even be allowed in Heaven, but let’s just say hypothetically that it is between two people who are truly in love and are consenting adults. Insisting that Lem is still with JFK and that even when he was alive that he would’ve chosen JFK over Lacey requires a lot of proof on your part, considering that Lacey may actually be sleeping with Lem. But the Illuminati has made that argument emphatically for years and supposedly it bothers people. Could you even be antagonizing John D Rockefeller in his progress in purgatory to the point where he has gotten a bit stuck with Lacey and has been tempted to develop a hatred of people? Did he have a tendency towards animosity towards anyone who wasn’t in his family or who didn’t think like him? And what does antagonizing John D Rockefeller do if he’s innocent and he’s actually a victim in this case of vicious bullying? …Maybe it’s not so great? Maybe it’s not just five people stuck at the bottom of the ocean and maybe the people heartlessly mocking those people should be more careful.
“I don’t think John D Rockefeller had that much animosity towards people who weren’t in his family! I mean, a lot of that stuff is just made up for dramatic purposes.” says Mr. Blue with confidence. 
“That that that’s probably true. I mean you could make that argument. But I am not convinced in this case that I would be 100% certain of that.” says a Ken Burns.
“Why is it that the Illuminati gets off on being sexually deviant-I mean that’s what Stanley Kubrick‘s film is all about in Eyes Wide Shut is their shocking sexuality. But they can’t fathom in the US because I have a feeling the Europeans are not confused by it and I have a feeling that other cultures aren’t maybe as confused as well but it seems like the Americans don’t comprehend even the concept that Lacey is actually sleeping with a ghost.” says a male Millennial. “Like they’re having penetration, like they’re actually having intercourse, you guys! It’s like they’re having full on sex. She’s having sex with a ghost.” he says to the they in the Illuminati. “And I would think in all of your pride month you know valor that you guys would understand at least the concept. Sometimes reading her blog I truly think that they don’t they don’t get the concept and they think it’s just in her head and it’s imaginary. I think some of them wonder and maybe even worry if they have some sort of stake in the game, so to speak. But when you consider that these were like living men at some point, and that they would’ve found her attractive, had she been born and then she seemingly like can feel their touch…dude she’s having sex.”
The They pause in genuine disbelief.
“I have a feeling the English aren’t confused and the French probably aren’t either and that there are other cultures as this last commenter noted who actually really do believe that it’s impossible. I just wanted to point that out.” says an embarrassed American male.
“Here’s what I can’t figure out: How do you guys prompt Vanessa to seduce Joe Junior because I know that’s what happened. I watched. And then like make her go through this whole process of like sleeping with him and assume it even worked and then think that nothing about it is real? Especially after Ivana falls down the stairs after Lacey and actually dies?!?” asks an anonymous woman in the Illuminati.
“Well there’s no guarantee. We can’t guarantee stuff!” says Mr. Blue. “Lacey wants a guarantee because she’s inferior and stupid but we know that you have to operate under things when there’s not a guarantee.”
“Actually that’s what she often says to you when she almost can’t guarantee something. I have a feeling that you just refuse to believe the truth.” says a woman. “And I have a feeling that it’s because you don’t want to know what actually happened way back in 2016. Or what are you doing? Are you trying to channel Stockton Rush right now? Like what the hell are you even talking about?”
“He can’t channel me. He can channel some people if she allows him to in relation to her or demons, but Satan really is much more impotent than you understand in the Illuminati.” says Mr. Rush.
“OK so what is it that you guys don’t wanna understand about the fact that she’s sleeping with Lem because you were all excited about it for a while because I think you thought you could channel him. And it’s pathetic because you keep trying to channel these people who are protecting her, thinking that you can control them through witchcraft. Like the Roosevelts or the Irish Bible. And the problem is you are contacting entities OK simile Elliot did possibly sleep with Faye Emerson. But then that’s what happened he slept with Faye Emerson and it wasn’t the end of the world for Lacey. She moved on. She doesn’t hate Faye. She doesn’t hate Elliott and they just moved on. And actually now you’ve pissed off Elliot and lost his trust. Possibly lost the trust of the entire Roosevelt family in the Illuminati. Probably partially because it’s a little insulting that you guys think you can control them just because they’re dead. There could be some cases where that’s true, but it’s probably not true in every single situation with every dead person, and some of them might actually be more powerful than the living person contacting them. …But you guys did that with every single relationship that she had even though they’re even though “they’re imaginary and they’re not real” just like how “she’s poor but then she’s also a rich asshole.” Those aren’t contradictions, she’s not a paradox, that’s not irony, that’s just cognitive dissonance and stupidity. And what’s sad is it a lot of these people who are angry about the billionaires are trusting you guys to not be dumber than someone who would trust a game controller with their life.
But let’s just rehash for a second. Lacey first slept with Louis and then you got her hurt by his second wife when he slept with his second wife and tried to defend her, seemingly. He may have also slept with Grace Kelly. Literally the actual Grace Kelly. At least she hasn’t forgiven him for it. She’s forgiven him for it but they’re not together because of that and honestly I think he regrets it. I think he’s in probably in an enormous amount of pain because I don’t think he really necessarily meant to make that mistake. When you think about it, he was the first person she slept with. OK they had an instant profound connection. She’s in St Paul. They have so much in common. She may have married him if she’s illegitimate, she may have actually married him if she’d been born earlier. It’s extremely possible that they may have actually been married at some point. And he probably knew that he’s probably known that for years about her. And he’s dead and he was being respectful and he wasn’t saying anything. I have a feeling he’s popped up in her life numerous times, but then we ruined it for him. And he had a choice. He didn’t have to stay with Grace Kelly and his second wife, but what did we do to him that made it hard for him to resist those two? We probably conjured up, I don’t know powerful demons of lust and possibly demons of deception, and he probably feels profound grief over what happened. And that tortures Lacey because she knows how sad he is but she doesn’t know what to do about it. What is she supposed to do cute. He seemingly cheated on her. The trust was broken even if he wasn’t someone who would’ve normally fallen for that. She understands that he’s not like the Kennedys and that he’s genuinely different somehow. She somehow understands that he’s just is a very artistic and passionate man. She understands that he’s not like the Kennedys that he’s genuinely different. But she doesn’t wanna commit to him because she doesn’t feel safe with him.
And then what happened with Elliot? Well we know. We already talked about Elliott.
What happened with Joe? Vanessa, Pat Wilson. We were attacking that way back in 2016.
What happened with almost every guy that she’s dated potentially we’ve ruined it Mr. Blue. You are obsessed with trying to keep her even though you claim that you don’t want her. Of course the irony is that she’s not even yours and I don’t think she was ever yours. I mean she wondered if you were like F. Scott Fitzgerald but then you doubled down and were like, ‘Bitch no! I think I’m more like Joe Kennedy Sr. or Jr. reincarnated!’ because you already were losing your grip on reality trying to find someway to control the situation.”
“She was never after your money! And she’s always just been looking for love and you can’t handle hearing that.” says a French woman.
“But we weren’t done yet. Let’s talk more about what happened! So, so we ruined Elliott, we ruined Louis and then we ruined Harold Loeb. Because I have a feeling that we did. I have a feeling that we conjured Lady Doth-Protest-Too-Much in some way to seduce Harold. And seemingly he mostly fell for it. And I was devastating to Lacey to because she really was falling in love with him. And then we used the perfume community to attack Lacey‘s bond with F. Scott Fitzgerald that you viciously mocked right from the beginning, Mr. Blue.” says the anonymous woman in the Illuminati.
“But she loves that though! She loves how possessive he is because she secretly is in love with him and she’s just a screwed-up nutcase who is just kind of an idiot and he’s madly in love with her. There they’re just immature assholes.” says a Bobby Kennedy sincerely. This is what they believe.
“Then why are you so terrified that Lem might not be gay?” asks a reader.
“Then why are you so terrified that Lem might not be gay?” Bobby says in mock imitation.
“Yeah I’m not in love with him at all anymore. I’ve made that very clear.“ says Lacey about Mr. Blue.
“Are you guys trying to be snobby by claiming that? Because that’s the sense that I got, that you guys think that that sounds like really posh and elite to keep insisting that she’s in love with someone she’s not in love with when she’s a grown adult? You guys seem like psychopathic nitwits not aristocrats.” says a pleb reading Lacey’s blog.
“I didn’t even realize there was a class insult with that. I thought you guys were just fucking obnoxious lecherous leeches from Hell.” says Lacey. “See part of the problem is that you are too stupid to realize that you can’t keep making fetch happen when it’s not happening. …What is the logic behind insisting that I am in love with someone that I am not in love with being a class insult? How is that a class insult? Because I’m confused?!? …I get confused with math so by your logic math is snubbing me? Like actual numbers are snubbing me? Isn’t that kind of creepy? And yet my husband is an actuary my legal husband. He was a math major. So then what I’m in some sort of sadistic funhouse? I’m in Hell?! My life, you’re turning my life into literal Hell and then it’s still some sort of class insult?!? Who is making the insult?! Satan himself?! I am lost! Your narrative doesn’t make sense.” says Lacey.
“It doesn’t have to make any sense. That’s the joke! We don’t have to make sense because we’re billionaires and we don’t we don’t need to have any logic or reasoning to anything we say because we’re so superior to you. That’s the joke.” says a billionaire in the Illuminati.
“That doesn’t make sense OK??! And if you want to live in reality, you dumb bitch, and breathe…maybe you need to back your little fuck truck up. You’re probably just some street trash bitch aren’t you…who wears expensive clothes and has a low IQ? Yeah you’re probably from some peasant asshole who is vain and ugly somewhere in your lineage, right? Am I right? Isn’t it sad that you’re probably just genetically inferior to me? See this is where World War II started you dumbass. This is how the Nazis got so much traction with their eugenics, because there is some pattern to it as tragic as that is.” says Lacey.
“That would probably be true.” says a Putin.
“So continuing on, we are now trying to ruin Michael and Lem but the sad truth is Michael, sad truth for evil anyway, Michael is totally ‘uncorrectable’…and if Lem was straight, he probably is as well. They don’t cheat. They love Lacey a profound amount, and they probably really are, essentially one of them is her twin flame. They could be vying for that position as we speak. And I wouldn’t count Louis out.” says a woman in the Illuminati.
“OK, but just extending a token of human like kindness to this woman who’s kind of a dumb ass in the Illuminati who’s probably worth billions: congratulations on worth being worth billions! Good for you! …How do you guys not realize that these people are real?! Is it just too scary to contemplate?” asks a male Millennial.
“Actually, I want to know what would happen with Vanessa! See like I have a feeling she knows exactly what happened and I want to know what happened! I’m sorry but I would love to know.” says a cis male comedian. “We will all be dead someday and I just wanna know for-I want it in my tool kit.”
More later.
(Adult content below)
Running Up That Hill by Kate Bush plays.
Hillary Clinton runs up the side of a building. Endlessly for eternity. If she’s going to Hell. Endlessly. Running Up That Hill plays in the background on repeat to mock her pain as she tries to finally make it to the top. It’s…worse than being stuck on the bottom of the ocean.
“Stop saying that! Lacey, that’s mean! I happen to know that’s not what’s going to happen to me and you know what else it’s not that’s not even that bad! I mean there’s no like fire and shit! …Oh my god, you’re an idiot! Get more creative!!” scoffs a Hillary.
Love Song For A Savior by Jars of Clay plays as they shake their asses in foolish anticipation of Satan in Hell. Satan, their sex-god. Their…lover…they hope.
And in 2000 Lacey was highly encouraged to worship Jesus with this Satanic music. Around the time she was bullied by a charismatic prophet for riding sidesaddle in his mind. Did they sing this literal song at his conference in Kansas City? They might have.
“He’s not more than the laughter of the stars in the Heavens in some obnoxious way, He created that beauty, it speaks of how awe inspiring He is.” says Lacey to Hell.
Right Thurr by Chingy plays.
And Vanessa liked…Trader Joe’s strawberry soda. Over pot, strawberry soda, and an organic dildo she used a witch…to conjure Joe Kennedy Jr.. …As she laid on her bed…wearing lingerie…an Illuminati witch…talked with her with Vanessa’s full knowledge. Because if there’s an Illuminati Vanessa likely knows all about it. …She claimed to have slept with demons. Sleeping with Joe didn’t scare her. It intrigued her.
They talked for a while. Then she got high and so did he. And…she masturbated. And…he joined her by possessing the dildo and making it his erect penis.
Drop It Like It’s Hot plays.
He struggled to get her off. Literally, she struggled to get off.
“What do you want?! What do you need to get off?!” he asked Vanessa.
“I need you to punch her in the gut! Like…kill her.” says Vanessa.
“Joe interrupted Lacey’s coffee with Louis to punch her in the gut.” says Louis.
…
“hold on women are actually experiencing these dead men’s dicks. Because I have a feeling that Joe Hass to try extra hard to get women off. Sorry. And I have a feeling there are billionaires at listening through the illuminati. It’s like a party line is the sense that I guess it’s like a spiritual party line. , let’s see what happens is what they must be thinking like I really think they were billionaires in the illuminati who are realizing that there’s an afterlife for the first time like for real and they’re experimenting on their friends. And they probably think other other billionaires and their older ones gonna care. But those who don’t know that you’re experimenting on them even if they’re billionaires and you have some sympathy for the poor it’s still inhumane. And honestly if there is an afterlife, what are you doing? Why do you need to experiment on people who maybe in your mind would be better off dead because you think they’re miserable and you know that because you’re their friend but still!” says a pleb.
…
Back to the Vanessa and Joe moment. 
In Da Club plays.
Vanessa and Joe…spent a while. It’s unclear if she ever came. Maybe?
A legal prostitute nods her head in understanding. She rolls her eyes.
“It wasn’t that bad!!” says Banessa.
For a while Vanessa and Joe Jr. even claimed to be in love.
Golden Light by STRFKR plays.
That fall Lacey made a scathing joke to Rose about her watching her son fuck Vanessa. She was criticizing a great many people’s evil.
The they-Illuminati felt insulted.
The night before she’d talked to Mary, Bobby’s wife. And their friends. About Lem. And possibly Joe Jr. and Sr..
And…minutes later as she turned around a corner to check on her kids to see if they needed dinner…she lost her grip, and her footing and…fell. Screaming as she tumbled.
Lem raced down the stairs, possibly holding her head in her final tumble. And the Rockefellers got involved. Lem’s father helped…and with other British doctors possibly saved her life. With supernatural surgery.
…In her head before she fell she oddly thought the railing was on the other side of the wall.
“And she’s had problems with her lungs to some degree and her neck ever since and with incredible anxiety probably from the concussion she literally ripped her scalp open and bled.” says Louis.
Al Capone and her father visited her and quickly assessed who is responsible. The problem is people don’t want to be wrong about stuff that may or may not even matter. Because they just can’t handle being wrong. Is that it?
“I can’t fathom that she’s over Joe! That’s not possible.” says a dead Bobby Kennedy incredulously.
F. Scott Fitzgerald laughs. “Like how I never lost patience with Zelda?!” He thinks. “You can get over people even if you’re like Lacey and me. It’s difficult to completely get over someone but…we can.”
“How?!?” asks Bobby.
“How do you get over someone?” asks Scott.
“I just lose interest.” says Bobby.
“You get bored?!?” asks Lacey.
“Yeah.” he says feebly.
“So you’re too stupid to love some people or they’re too dull?!” asks Lacey.
He smiles, embarrassed. “Probably.”
She nods her head in understanding. “I don’t ever experience either.”
“Neither do I.” says Scott.
“When they lose love…it’s because you tortured it out of them. Or they almost never lose it.” says Zelda. “Or they forced themselves to out of genuine honor and duty to God. And they actually can do it. Believe me! It’s brutal!”
“She barely loved you at all. Her love is…rare. So was Scott’s.” says Harold Lloyd to Mr. Blue. “But she’s certainly over you.”
“For a split second in 2015 Casi channeled F. Scott Fitzgerald. Or is she channeled a demon who is or was impersonating F. Scott Fitzgerald. And Lacey thought to herself, ‘Hmm…could I be with a woman? Because that’s a really good impersonation or she actually is like that and that’s the kind of person I like.’ But then a split second after that thought entered her head she thought, ‘You know that’s so gross!’ because she looked at Casi and her boobs and her face and was like, ‘Gross, yuck, I could never be with a woman!’ and then she thought in disappointment, ‘Who is ever going to understand that thought process, though? I have never met a living man who frankly is aware of that part of reality and it’s just depressing!’ And then she thought, ‘Oh well, Scott did and there’s probably some in the past who did as well. I don’t know there could be some man alive who’s married who does, but certainly no one that I’ve ever met.’ And so she thought, ‘Well I know I’m not a lesbian and it’s not a feminine personality trait necessarily; it’s actually somewhat masculine, but men aren’t supposed to be like that anymore.’ And that was extremely depressing to Lacey except for the fact that at that point, she was of the mind that it was OK for her to just be single knowing that when she died, she probably would be with someone in Heaven.” says a dead Astor.
“And that would’ve been fine for her, except for the fact that her maid, her literal maid bless her heart, had told her that that wasn’t good enough for her and that she should find someone who is alive.” says Zelda. “And Lacey being genuinely humble though, ‘Yeah, you know that’s probably true. It probably isn’t healthy or right. It probably isn’t a solution. I probably need to find someone who’s alive.’”
“And seemingly Scott warned Lacey not to date anyone who looked like him who was alive because that person would possibly bring about a nuclear war. He warned her of that in 2013.” says the Astor.
“OK so she’s a lesbian and it’s not real and it probably is crappy sex right?” says the DNC.
“No she is a Libra-Virgo cusp. Or at least she resembles one in some way. And this is where I have to come to peace with God because it irritates me how accurate those descriptions are of people. Anyway, she has a thing for Aries I was an Aries I am an Aries so is lime and other libras and Virgos and Taurus and that’s pretty much it. I feel like when she gets involved with other signs it tends to fall apart like Leo. Joe is a Leo. Apparently that can happen for her but it’s not a long-term relationship.
It’s so simple. If she’s not attracted to women, but she liked my personality in some way it’s probably something more like that like that I’m an Aries or that I am deep in someway that it’s not lesbianism certain things are feminine and like my boobs are five minute vaginas on it in my face is feminine, but there could be certain aspects of my personality that aren’t. So Louis is a Taurus. Michael is a Taurus Elliot was a libra Virgo cusp. Scott is a libra and Virgo cusp. Joe Senior was a Virgo. And I’m not gonna come in and Mr. blue zone because I have a feeling I know what it is and I don’t like that sign either. And I’m not gonna come in and Mr. blue zone because I have a feeling I know what it is and I don’t like that sign either. And then she could be a Scorpio. Athen she could be a Scorpio. And that’s why you have to trust God and realize that astrology isn’t safe. You can’t be something on it even if there’s an ounce of truth in it. That being said the ounce of truth could be there because I am an Aries and maybe Scott has some Aries in his profile somewhere and lamb is definitely an Aries. I think that’s what she liked about me. We tend to be perceptive, and we don’t give up and when we know we’re right, we usually don’t let it go and I think she needs someone who is strong like that. and for her maybe that feels like a sense of accomplishment because she seems to be someone who hates when things are wrong or messed up in some way that’s evil.”
Is It True by Tame Impala plays and a dead Pakistani businessman scoffs at evil.
“ so when I’ve read Lacey being in love with Casi it was really just that Casi was an Aries?!??” says Mr. Blue. “ or some thing like that that’s so stupid because then she was never even attracted to her but the entities I’m talking to keep telling me that something happened with her and then that’s nothing happening, right?!?”
“ so then, yes nothing happened. Chris those entities are lying to you Mr. blue nothing happened. She may have accidentally given Casi the wrong impression in her spirit but in actuality know nothing happened. She was never attracted to Casi. She just isn’t. She’s not attracted to women, regardless of their star, sign or sunshine, know she’s just not attracted to women.” says Elizabeth Taylor.
“ so so she’s not attracted to women and she was probably never in love with Mr. blue she probably was in love with her. She thought he was end over period of time. She’s come to realize that the person she thought she was in love with just doesn’t exist and is more a figment of some writer or PR managers creation. or it’s possible Mr. blue that you were channeling one of her dead soulmates I don’t know if it was Louis. I don’t know if it was Michael but that’s also possible I don’t know why you can’t admit that that does frustrate me because that does make sense to me that you somehow channel that more channels, a demon impersonating them.or it’s possible Mr. blue that you were channeling one of her dead soulmates I don’t know if it was Louis. I don’t know if it was Michael but that’s also possible I don’t know why you can’t admit that that does frustrate me because that does make sense to me that you somehow channel that more channels, a demon impersonating them.” says a Bobby. “ I do struggle with thinking that he let lemon Street probably because I don’t like to think that he was trying to let me die that sounds absurd considering how I treated people but yeah, it’s hard for me to fathom that he was just OK with letting me die. I do struggle with thinking that he let lemon Street probably because I don’t like to think that he was trying to let me die that sounds absurd considering how I treated people but yeah, it’s hard for me to fathom that he was just OK with letting me die.”
I’m so why are we like OK with us all the sudden is it because Vanessa obviously may be slapped with Joe Junior, and she really can’t deny it because they did actually sleep together and there was some thing there in which case this is totally a thing and you guys are really dishonest. Because if the Catholic Church knows that it’s possible for an actual ghost to somehow have sex with a living person they obviously lied about it. And you know what else is interesting how is it any different than when they were alive if they’re in purgatory. Because I have a feeling that yeah she was like why is this woman sounding like Scott? I don’t like women cause I like women should I like women people do that now days and then she realized that she wasn’t into it and that’s all that happened. But the thing is she was pushing herself to try to be honest. Why don’t you guys have any respect for that you’re so liberal why don’t you have respect for the fact that she was trying to be sincere are you just totally full of it? But the thing is she was pushing herself to try to be honest. Why don’t you guys have any respect for that you’re so liberal why don’t you have respect for the fact that she was trying to be sincere are you just totally full of it? And the poor made if she reads the spot probably feels bad because I doubt she was trying to be a bitch. But the thing is though are you guys like humor in this idea because Vanessa and Joe slept together and Vanessa like genuinely says oh no what happened it’s real and so you’re like well shit we can’t mess with that.
“ see I just wonder because if they did actually sleep together actually slept together so you’ve been somebody’s involve the Kennedys and the Trump‘s like this is real like these are real people and you’re encouraging them to sleep together because it’s like a game in your head like you think you’re playing a video game
“So you actually feel like you’re sleeping with a man?” asks Jonah.
“ yes, yes no she can actually feel less like she can actually fill our our penis and the way that we were sleeping with her things that we say him it’s like sleeping with a man but he doesn’t have a mortal body but essentially it’s just like sucks with a living person, but there’s no living body in a sense of living in a fallen world body.” says Elliott.
“ she can actually fill your a penis like you literally can get her off so you literally she can literally feel like it like when you orgasm she can you connect she can actually fill fill youshe can actually fill your a penis like you literally can get her off so you literally she can literally feel like it like when you orgasm she can you connect she can actually fill fill you!!?” says a shocked living man.
“ a tragedy or a joke, depending on how you see it through your relationship with God as how the next 30 to 40 years is of her existence in this fallen world. “ says Lem.
“ so it’s just all crap, right?” asks Mr. Blue.
“ are you saying that because you think you’re going to hell?” asks Lacey.
“ yes, I know I don’t know.” says Mr. Blue.
“ so I’m stuck on thinking she’s in love with Mr. blue drive a tendency to get stuck on stuff. Yeah I do great.“ says Bobby.
“ so so Vanessa and Joe slept together using a dildo do you have to use a dildo?” asks a gay man.
“ oh no, you don’t have to but they are able to manifest better. If you do, you can still feel it if you don’t but when you use one, they can modify the physical structure of it to resemble themselves and then it’s basically just like them.” says Lacey.
“ you’re not embarrassed about that?” scoffs a liberal gay man.
“ I’m coming sr this from the perspective of someone who is offended by the Boomers, because I grew up being told that the greatest generation we’re all prudes by violently self-righteous Boomers. You know we were unsophisticated a sexual saps. And I don’t want my kids reading this and they hopefully won’t be they know better, but if some bitch narcissist to thaw her parents were a little assholes because they didn’t wanna talk about sex with her wants to read my fucking blog and be embarrassed? She can help herself! Terese says they’re supposed to raise me, but they failed to because they’re so fucking dysfunctional. You know I’m not even 40 yet these people are in their 70s and 60s they should know better. So yes, yes when uses a dildo and then they transform the structure of it to resemble themselves and actually, that could be how Joe manage to trick my brain into thinking that the railing was on the opposite side of the wall.
“ does the LGBT community plus community get embarrassed by USC and if they do I find that hilarious because you’re right they’re total hypocrites“
“ see I vote Democrat but I’m tempted because of this blog to vote for a third-party just as an issue of conscience I just have to put that out there.”
“ OK so now we’re destroying the two party system?” says a dead Astor. They laugh.
“ so they literally transform it that’s actually actually that’s interesting that really is actually interesting and that was why you talk about their penises because it is humorous you the whole life and death and fallen world in the tragedy of everyone’s pain in a fallen world thinge
“ yes that’s probably a pretty good summary.” says Lacey.
“ and Vanessa used to believe there’s an ilumiNATTI experience at yourself and apparently you can vouch for the fact that he’s very good and better very bad and bed?”
“ he’s average, I would say no with me. He was very tender if something happened or will happen when I’m dead he was very he was very tender, very attentive to me.
“ that’s not what I experienced. I experienced him putting on a show. It was lovely until I thought about it, and then realize that it was just a show.” says Lacey.
“ they took advantage of you because you probably had some inkling that it could be real. I were taking it as seriously as you thought you should take it as a Christian. And maybe it’s just may be a guy, but I had some sense that it was real and not fake. And if I have a crush on you or had a crush on you and read your blog, I felt like you were being deceptive and selfish or double sort of double crossing me but as I think about it, it makes sense that you’re just this very intellectually astute, distant person. And I don’t think you mean any harm towards anyone and that’s sad that people don’t respect that. Because I think you know, God loves you and so you feel accountable to him but I don’t think you think that you mattered a lot of other people and you might not who are alive. I don’t even know other than your family that you’re raising. But I think that’s the sad thing is that I think he’s better real and I think you’re actually sleeping with them and I think you’re probably in the 1% in a way that said it’s a statisticians don’t calculate. And I think you’re probably old money and I don’t think that Mr. blue and people who are on the East Coast or in Hollywood can handle that reality. I think they’ve been very vain and I also think that they think oh the Astor fortune it’s only 14 million or the Vanderbilts lost their money. I don’t think they realize that that doesn’t necessarily mean anything. So pray about it I know you have the privilege again and try to be try to trust that God won’t let you down. I can see where you don’t want to get your hopes up and think oh I’m really loved by someone because you’re worried that they’re just a demon. And I think that the people who are conjuring us because we do resemble these people in someway need to be far more careful. I need to be a heck of a lot more careful because I think if you’re actually sleeping with real men will know shit people are going to start dying and submarines and being thrown down the stairs that’s just the tip of of the iceberg. Trust meAnd I think that the people who are conjuring us because we do resemble these people in someway need to be far more careful. I need to be a heck of a lot more careful because I think if you’re actually sleeping with real men will know shit people are going to start dying and submarines and being thrown down the stairs that’s just the tip of the iceberg. Trust me
More later.
After finding out that they included Lacey, no worries that she was being told they were all dead on Monday. Much like she worries that she was being told Lem was and is straight. And if that’s the case, things really are in a tailspin. And if that’s the case, things really are potentially in a tailspin. Because seemingly Michael is involved because there’s this sliver of dysfunction that Lem hasn’t been able to sort of work his way out of somehow. But also it verifies, but James himself said when he said that he had a death that was possibly not as easy as how Joe died, but that was far easier than how Michael died.But also it verifies, but James himself said when he said that he had a death that was possibly not as easy as how Joe died, but that was far easier than how Michael died. So seemingly exploding is less scary than imploding deep in the ocean.So simile exploding is less scary than imploding deep in the ocean.
“ did you guys have a fun time at my fathers club last night or no?” asks Lacey.
“ yes it was. It was a blast. No it was really great. We had a lot of fun.“ says Hamish cheerfully.
More later.
A Sparrow Alighted Upon Our Shoulders plays.
“Lacey, you’re in love with Michael and Michael’s in love with you.” says Lem.
“But if it’s not what’s best I don’t think it’ll be a problem will it?!” asks Lacey.
“No, no it won’t.” says Lem.
“Then why do I feel like there’s a problem?” asks Lacey.
“Jack was an awful man, Lacey he was hideous. And I am asking you to give up what you have and and Michael to give up what you have to be with the man who sucked his cock because he was an idiot. It’s a lot to ask of you and Michael to give up what you have. You know I had a men’s dick in my mouth and I wasn’t even attracted to men at all and I used to get them off and it was grossed me, but I looked at it like cleaning a dirty floor. You know you have sex with men and I dissociated and I was trying. I was trying to have some sex life. I’ve never worked so people even wondered if I was asexual because it worked so badly I didn’t work. But I did it and hated it to be honest. I absolutely hated it. And of course that’s why I tolerated being with a man who didn’t expect any commitment from me and didn’t expect me to really be with him because I couldn’t be with a man. I didn’t care, and I thought I was in love with him. I thought I loved him I didn’t. And for all, you know, I was a pedophile I shot heroin into a 14-year-old. I wasn’t a pedophile I may have given Bobby heroin let him give me heroin what a terrible thing to give up being with Michael to be with a man who gave heroin to a 14-year-old even if the 14-year-old was a complete asshole and he suspected he was a sociopath it doesn’t matter. We’re still 14 year old and they were likely other ways to handle it I could’ve just killed him. The pointers and yes, his children have me to think for the fact that they were born December Expat. The thing is, I’m expecting you to give up Michael and all of that to be with me and that’s what I’m asking you to do but they say that’s a horrific thing to ask of you especially while I’m dead and you’re alive and you’re being sadistically harassed.” says Lem.
“ well, then I suppose it was Harold and Louis to some extent to and Elliot and Joe and I thought that that was serious. It is a lot to ask of me to have that much faith in you. It’s a lot to ask of me you’re right. and it happens. I can have it but then I feel foolish and I get scared. I get so scared that I decide that it isn’t reasonable, possibly without even realizing that I’m deciding that.” says Lacey.
Lem cries. “ so it’s possible that I did it entirely to myself having to watch you be with other men.“
“ do you even care does it even bother you really or are you just pretending? Are you just a really emotional person or does it actually bother you that much?” asks Lacey.
“ right because seemingly your ex-husband doesn’t care and you’ve never really experienced a man being openly jealous with you your entire life. So to you men don’t get jealous of you or over you rather they just throw you down the stairs for some mysterious eagle testicle reason look the other way, how to absolute lack of interest.” says Lem.
“ the thing is, you’ve made me feel backward an old fashion, and I wanted for being a woman Lem. It’s not just that no one‘s ever really loved me or if they have, they certainly haven’t shared that with me. It’s that I don’t believe that you’re capable of caring about me. I think you’re part of some super gender group of men who have evolved in some cocky way to be both male and female and then apparently what used do you have from a woman I’m just weak and dependent. I can’t roughhouse with you put you on my shoulders and carry you around. I don’t take shits when you fuck me I don’t make fart jokes. I don’t think pasta, sexy. I’m not shocking when I paint. Well, it’s expected of me. I’m not the strongest man on the rowing team. I’ll never be strong enough to even possibly go for a long hike for the rest of my life. I’m not even 40 yet I could be president I could take anyone else do you think I even could be? I can barely breathe most days then I’m a weak, beautiful, sweet, loving woman. And I need a man to protect me and love me and you don’t seem interested because it’s far, far beneath you.” says Lacey.
Lem laughs. “So you you don’t think I want to touch you be inside of you you don’t think I want you.”
“ i’m not convinced of it I’m not convinced that you think women are worth while. I was wonder if you’d rather we just didn’t exist bother you all.“ says Lacey. “ is it being president and having a room in the White House far superior to children and press are we just a burden but you rather fly to the moon and fuck Jack’s butt hole have him suck your cock finally and get you off. Why bother with some woman?”
“ and I suppose Michael doesn’t make you feel that way at all, even though he actually may have been bisexual and I was straight?” says Lem.
“ no Michael does not make me feel that way because he never went around advertising to everyone that women were pieces of crap under his shoe.” says Lacey.
“ that’s that’s true I didn’t mean it in that way, but that’s what I made you out to be.” says Lem. “ I feel like an idiot I’m not one with it or not but I feel like one because I know that you and I are meant to be together for eternity and there’s no way to prove that to you using what I said. Nothing I did after I met Jack or really after I was molested would suggest to you that you and I are meant to be together necessarily maybe but maybe not I left it incredibly open ended. Does it matter that I can’t imagine being with anyone but you and I can’t imagine you being with anyone but me and I can’t imagine having anyone but you?”
“yes, it does matter. Because that’s how I figure everything out. What’s fair what’s just what’s best what’s most pleasing to God and that’s the problem I I can’t figure that out. Because it I’ve gotten stuck with Michael I’ve gotten stuck with Elliot in the past and slept with him. I have a very hard time believing that I just stuck with people because I was tempted. That was part of that I suppose but I doubt that’s really what happened. What’s much more likely is that I slept with people thinking that it made sense that that there was a logic to it a sort of ultimate wisdom.” says Lacey. “ and the whole thing terrifies me because it isn’t what’s best but I can’t figure out what to do and all I’m left with is just my reasoning ability the God’s given me.”
“ the lies that you’re heartless, and I’ve never believed it, but that’s what the illuminati possibly keeps telling me.” says Lem. “ mr. blue may love to tell people that you’re heartless because he’s heartless and a lot of them are, and I think they like to think that you are because it makes them feel less scared and trouble by themselves. They especially liked to tell that lie when they’re being proven wrong about something that matters to them like my sexuality.” says Lem.
“ I always thought it was weird though I always thought you seemed like an anomaly even opened in the 90s when I read about you there was something very bizarre about you and your orientation.” says Lacey.
“ I know other people probably sense that too back then a lot of them, though we’re older and a lot of them are dead. Speaking of the silent generation, your love for Michael do you need to explore that to let go with it and realize that what we have is better. That’s what Hamish thinks and he could be right. He’s also allowing me to suggest this they’re very active. They had a rough transition and we could should probably talk about that but they’re very active if they’re not in Hell. And God is protecting them.” says Lem.
“ so let’s talk about that then what happened?” asks a witch of Hamish.
“ we saw it was going to happen. We knew it was happening as it happened, but we couldn’t do anything to prevent it.“ says Mr. Rush. “ hi tech too many risks, right big joke. The good news is that give me the rest that I took. It was a quick death but no I took strange risks.”
“ why did you take those risks?
Money, but it was money that the experimental process that the process was very expensive, and I arranged it badly, and I wanna be terrible with money, but I I was greedy to some extent, and I was also trying to find ways to cut costs to promote my business
So it was just quick then it was just a quick death
I am trying not to be a bad person how much things the entire thing is a joke this point they probably all don’t really want to speak to me I am trying not to be a bad person how much things the entire thing is a joke this point they probably all don’t really want to speak to me.. but no it was a quick death week we knew that it was coming but it wasn’t like an overdose. Where are you struggle at? It was more like a plane crash where you know you’re about to hit the ground everyone paddocks and then that’s the end. , you believe in God, you trust that he exists or you have faith for it but there’s this part of you that can’t believe something that good could really be true, even if you have faith that it is, it’s hard to believe and happy endings. Which sounds crazy coming from me because I took too many risks but I took them with the thought that I could handle it or that I knew what was going on in mind and it’s possible there’s some part of all of us on that Craft that was just a tinge suicidal” says Mr. Rush.
“ so best case scenario you just had a was like a plane crash basically under the water?
Emily been slightly less scary than a plane crash because we were moving that quickly
I think people should be a lot more scared of where they stand with God than they currently are. Mr. Rush did you know that it wouldn’t be that devastating if something happened like subconsciously was that in your mind and that’s part of the reason you were so cavalier? Like to clarify, it’s not like you were like gonna make them somebody and tell her like oh no, I took off your legs or something you knew that if it was the end that it would be quick and painless, and you must’ve had some confidence that it would all.
I am not prepared to answer that question. I’m sorry.
“ your name, cracks me up rush take your character in a book people are just with you for an adrenaline rush.” she laughs.
“ I don’t wanna live in a world where, so I would create a craft where someone would suffer a fate that was worse than what they experienced.” says a Gen. Z woman. “ in it even as I say that I think about people drowning and I think what people suffering to try to make it and I realize that we do live in a world where people suffer more but I just mean I don’t want to live in a world where some other create a craft like ocean gate dead that would cause that kind of suffering you to pay 250,000 I need to have your legs cut off.”
“ no and you know it’s funny because the Kennedys left a young woman paralyzed and she was friends with the boys that lame gave drugs to. They were the ones that left her crippled the ones that lame shut up with heroin they could’ve killed them. no and you know it’s funny because the Kennedys left a young woman paralyzed and she was friends with the boys that lame gave drugs to. They were the ones that left her crippled the ones that lame shut up with heroin they could’ve killed them. When you’re trying to do some thing, sometimes you make alliances to win and you regret those alliances. When you’re trying to do some thing, sometimes you make alliances to win and you regret those alliances. I regret having to work with people who are so dumb that Yvonne is dead. Lacey is still heartbroken. Even though she’s moved on Lem sexuality is left up in question, and if he was straight, he’s probably being tortured and a young woman ended up, paralyzed. Others ended up dead in the ocean from drowning. I don’t hate them, but they’re not really that much wealthier than we are if they are if they even are and I was president, you could say that they’re better looking for that they were more likable, but I’d love to know how they’re actually hire class and we are there better people.” says Donald Trump. “is that why I ended up being indicted is that why my ex-wife is dead because Vanessa slept with Joe if that’s what happened, it scares me. is that why I ended up being indicted is that why my ex-wife is dead because Vanessa slept with Joe if that’s what happened, it scares me.
“ why did Lacey have to sleep with Don Junior telepathically to save her life and why don’t why didn’t Vanessa have any sympathy for that? What is a Mrs. blue have any sympathy for the fact that it seem like you guys had a bad marriage why are you always so stupid about the simple concepts?
“ she slept with a ghost. Why are they so stupid because they are says Jalisg
“ are Vanessa and Joe still together to some degree
How much looks disturbed he has several women that he still is working things out with
“ so 30 or 40 years from now 50 years to know Vanessa Trump could end up on Martha’s Vineyard with Jackie or on Cape Cod with me sitting across from me acting like my aunt
That’s correct yes, that’s the way that you’ve decided to play the cards that you were given
“So Michael, so Michael is Michael’s incredible.” says an Illuminati woman.
More later.
Dreams by Fleetwood Mac plays.
Lacey is done.
“Lem…Michael…Louis…Harold…I’m not trying.” says Lacey. “I’m done helping you be men.”
Hamish nods in approval. Mr. Dawood laughs in agreement.
The song plays on.
F. Scott Fitzgerald sits and analyses it all.
“What is going on Scott? Because I am sick and tired of trying to figure out what’s going on.” says Lacey.
“You’re not wrong. Sweetie, you’re not wrong.” says Lem.
“I just about made love with Michael in a car at a party in the 1960’s. …I don’t want you to lose me.” says Lacey. “Does it bother you when I sleep with other people?”
“That’s not damaged. You have a reason for asking that. Write your novel tonight and it’ll make sense.” says Lem. “Yes! It bothers me.”
“Then who do I belong to?!?” asks Lacey.
“Me.” says Lem.
“Is that what’s best for Michael?!?” asks Lacey.
“If we’re better off together then yes.” says Lem.
“Enough!!! Let them sort it out!” yells JD Rockefeller.
More later.
“It’s over! It’s me. I’ve won.” says Lem.
“Really though?!” says Lacey.
(Editing will be completed tomorrow)
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