Suspirium by Thom Yorke plays.
When Lacey arrived at his apartment in Manhattan…in 1976…with the Kennedy boys who she hadn’t slept with…Lem was shocked. Who was this…nun? …Instantly Lem felt their admiration for her wasn’t as an equal. Not really. …Lacey was extremely beautiful and even sexy too…but…she was pristine. A serene, gentle beauty; pure and kind. He felt…scared. Scared…of God.
She didn’t want to do drugs. She just wanted to sit around and discuss deep, intellectual things. …Wistfully. Sadly. And the boys gave-up. …She was…impossible.
Eventually the boys left her for other girls arrived and brought. And she sat there with Lem. And when she rose from her seat and walked over and kissed Lem…almost daring herself…Lem felt…ashamed.
He longed for her mouth. He felt himself…awaken as of from living death when their lips touched. …Who had they just been discussing? Joe Jr..
But this wasn’t incestuous. No. This was…like death. But…the good kind that brings you to God…not eternal torment.
Joe…who Lem admired…was acknowledging him. Truly acknowledging him.
“Too bad Joe isn’t alive. He would have loved you.” says Lem in self-disdain.
“I like you more, Lem.” she lovingly whispers in his ear.
And so in shock Lem gasps for air…and then desperately says, “Let’s make love!”
And so they make love. And get married. And it’s the 1970’s…so no one questions it. Almost at all. …Was Lem straight? Was Lem gay? …History assumes he was…fluid or bisexual or…impossible to label? Very unlikely to be just gay? …Some think he was straight.
Yes. Lem…in his early 60’s married a 20 year old. And it wasn’t pedophilic. They were actually very…well matched. …She never remarried.
But in 2023 Lacey was never born in 1958.
No.
Suspirium plays on.
Lem likely committed suicide. Michael may have been killed by Asmats.
Eerie that It’s A Wonderful Life…was an important Greatest Generation film. If Lacey is talking to real ghosts…and God is allowing it…her life makes that film seem like a sick horror movie. …Lacey used to love Frank Capra…but after Joe cheated with Pat…all his films suddenly seemed perverse.
Not sexually perverse. No. Frank Capra wouldn’t seem sexually perverse. More…like one film mocking Lacey’s soul after another.
There is no Mr. Smith. Just Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt. …And her father wasn’t…a fool. Neither was Louis Hill Jr.. They weren’t like the people controlling the media in the film. And literally Katharine Hepburn…steals the US President from Lacey…not the other way around.
A Hole In The Head?
We live in the world where Frank Capra is a communist hero. A secret communist. A secret communist hero.
“You understood love! …Why did you do that to me?!” asks Lacey of Frank Capra.
Al Capone agrees with Lacey.
He weeps. He cowardly weeps.
But Lacey isn’t letting it go.
Joe was to control the government. Lacey was to control Hollywood. Perfectly. …But they both loved God…and evil was too powerful in the 20th Century. Joe died…a miserable death. And Lacey was…never born until it was too late.
A Hole In The Head…is an extremely eerie film.
“You almost got a hole in your head, but not quite.” says Peter who died in 9/11 to Lacey.
Was Joe trying to kill Lacey? Why?
Maybe it was just simple jealousy?
She looks at Frank Capra. “You gave me such high hopes.” Lacey says bitterly.
“Isn’t it wonderful?!?” says Elsie Hill, in agreement with Lacey.
What a Difference a Day Makes as performed by Django Reinhardt & Coleman Hawkins plays.
“That song isn’t true for you or me. Our lives…never had that day.” says Lem to Lacey. “You never reminded me…that I exist.”
The Casablanca opens early today.
Michael looks up from his papers in the late 1950’s. Is he listening to Coleman Hawkins? Is he doing college homework from Harvard…at home?
The thing is…this version of What a Difference a Day Makes is creepy. …But Elliott Roosevelt uses it to rescue Lacey. He finds a way through sound to spiritually untangle her.
Elliott Roosevelt smiles.
Once Lacey could barely catch her breath…and she laid and prayed the rosary as a charismatic Protestant…and Elliott may have prayed for her. Because Joe…had…gone sour.
Why? Why had Joe gone sour?
“She’s with me now.” says Louis. But after Lem says it first, followed by Michael.
Harold smiles.
Does it take four men praying and fighting in Purgatory and Elliott Roosevelt in the background…to keep Lacey alive for another 30 to 40 years to raise her children? When Joe was capable of doing that all…but he just couldn’t stay faithful…even after death? Like King David was Joe Kennedy Jr.. Pat Wilson was…like Bathsheba?
“You failed miserably at pretending to be Joe. You gave the would such high hopes…Jack…but…you couldn’t pull it off.” says Lem to JFK.
“I was like King David…and Lacey’s husband…looks like him.” says Joe sadly. “It’s all synchronicity.”
“Is that just what the universe is made of?” asks Lacey.
“It might be that elementary.” says Michael. “And I suppose in a way…ordinary.”
“The substance that links us? Can be perverted by the Devil? Hmm. But…God can spin it around again and use it all for the good.” says Elliott Roosevelt.
“You’re so broken-hearted.” says Harold.
Jesus, Etc. by Yankee Foxtrot Hotel plays.
Peter smiles.
Is Rose Hanbury…in love with King William? Does Queen Katharine majestically endure? For the sake of her children and the country? …Because she…is Queen? …Not now. Not yet. But…is she secretly Queen?
Lacey prays to God.
William loves Kate. But…I wonder if he thinks he deserves her? Or…is Rose his safe harbor? Let’s be wise. …Rose looks sad. But Rose is attracted to men. And William is a man. …And Kate is a woman.
Lem…looked…suicidal before JFK died. But not because of Jackie or other people of any gender in Jack’s life. He…hated his life.
Rose…isn’t Lem.
Rose…is not Lem.
Rose isn’t Lem.
Tall buildings shake. From Earthquakes. We didn’t create through conscious intent.
Seattle is due for an earthquake.
Lacey found the Illuminati when she was living in Seattle. If she found them. Between 2015 and 2016. 100 years after Lem and Joe had their birthdays…
Lacey had tried indicate to the Illuminati that she was talking, seemingly to Joe Kennedy, Junior‘s ghost. And at the time she thought she was Pat Wilson reincarnated potentially, because that’s what something had told her. But that wasn’t true and shortly after Lacey started speaking with the Illuminati should they exist Pat Wilson died at 104. Or was she 103 and Rose Kennedy died at 104? 
The Illuminati didn’t take Lacey seriously. Sadly, they didn’t take anything about her seriously almost at all. Her femininity and innocence, genuine innocence not faked, or contrived, not naïve, or vain, but sincere…is incredibly offensive to the misogynistic billionaires who are new money, slightly effeminate or who were somehow castrated. They want to make her Monica Lewinsky, desperately. But she is not Monica Lewinsky. Monica Lewinsky was not totally indifferent and violent. …Lacey has never failed to arouse a man in her entire life. Lacey has had to literally psychologically fight men off her entire life. …But she’s not Marilyn Monroe either. …The narcissistic Illuminati is desperate to make Lacey queer, Marilyn Monroe or Monica Lewinsky. But Lacey is none of those things. For a while, they were also trying to insinuate that Lacey seemed like a trans woman. But Lacey is not trans. She has been a female her entire life since she was born. That’s how she was born. …They can’t handle the glory God has given her.
They can’t handle their power. They can’t handle the economic system. They can’t handle the environment anymore. They can’t handle our outer space. They don’t comprehend that there could be one monotheistic god. They believe they are experts, in ways that they are not capable of being experts. Because they put reason founded in evil above faith founded in God. They don’t think there’s Heaven and they don’t think there’s Hell and they barely think there’s an afterlife. They are bubbleheaded idiots for the most part…it seems.
Where are they collectively that dumb before they decided to defend Mr. Blue’s honor to the point of human extinction in 2016?
“This is just sour grapes. Jealousy from a woman who is not a billionaire, or even really technically a millionaire yet.“ says a Susan Luccia type of woman.
“If old money is what she says it is then my children won’t be old money and I can’t handle that OK?” says an Amindy Callings. “I am so sick of watching Anderson be nice to her. It’s so racist!”
“Anderson Cooper isn’t old money! Anderson Cooper is actually not old money because he only inherited $1 million. $1 million. It’s just like a buck. $1 million it’s just like chicken shit OK because when I am making my money I don’t make millions I make billions. And billions is like $100 and 1 million is just like a dollar OK it’s like a dollar.” says a model in the Illuminati.
“You know I like big lips and really skinny noses and long faces and straight hair and big eyes and strong chin lines and ugly clothes, and bodies that aren’t too curvy but that are really super fat or fit. That old you know Jackie Kennedy, Sophia, Loren look that Lacey has is like it’s too complicated for my eyes, and I just want something simpler.” says a lesbian fashion designer who controls what’s in style.
“OMG, you guys are so cool! I finally feel like I have friends and I am understood. This has been by far the coolest life I have ever had!” wrote Mr. Blue in his diary in 2012. “I have never been more happy, and all of eternity that I am right now.”
“And so when Lacey told the Illuminati that their pal, Mr. Blue’s pursuit of her, was mostly just in his mind, they couldn’t handle it. And no, the Illuminati was not as messed-up, nor was the whole world before they decided that Mr. Blue was Elon musk. Not that Elon Musk is my father. I wouldn’t trust him to run a great many things.” says Elliott Roosevelt. “But Elon Musk is Elon Musk. He’s an icon of the 21st-century. And no a blonde ‘clean girl ‘ from 2021 is not Lacey or Ava Gardner or any of my wives really. Most of my wives are better looking in person as was I actually. But as ugly as Lacey can look in photos compared to what she looks like in real life as she really is sublimely beautiful…what we really were talking about is how idiotic it was for people in the Illuminati, should it exist, to give Mr. Blue the same credibility that they give Elon Musk.”
“Why do you guys always compare people like that?! It is so stupid! Lacey is not me she’s not Monica Lewinsky she’s not Katharine Hepburn she’s not Hillary. You make those comparisons to make people less terrifying. …But why can’t you make those comparisons for Donald Trump or Joe Biden? Some people are unique. Some people set a trend. Don’t confuse the two and don’t make everything the same. Those could coincide, but they’re not the same thing. …Britney Spears is not me. I am not Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson or Monica Lewinsky and Lacey isn’t Britney Spears or Jackie. ….It sounds insane, but you’re spiritually trying to dissolve good people who threaten you. Because narcissistic buffoons in the Illuminati can’t handle being told that they’re narcissistic buffoons anymore.” says Marilyn Monroe. “Let’s go back to Mr. Blue in 2016. That was before Britney died if she’s dead. That was before David Rockefeller died. Lee Radziwill was still alive. So was Angela Lansbury, so was Betty White, so was Queen Elizabeth, and so was Prince Philip. Aretha Franklin was still alive. A great many famous icons hadn’t died yet.”
Babe Ruth laughs.
“The Cubs hadn’t won the World Series in a long time. And it’s funny how Lacey has said for years that she called favors in a way that she doesn’t comprehend so that people could enjoy that victory. She has told you guys that for years. Years. …What she heard was, ‘OK I can give this to you, but then your birthday this year is going to be ruined.’ Doesn’t that seem strange to you given the history of that area?! on her birthday that here she drink gin at a speakeasy in Seattle and eat fried green tomatoes and drink absinthe and wept and what does that mean? Who called in that favor for her? Al Capone? And of course ironically, her birthday is November 22 officially. It’s interesting because she wasn’t weeping over Jack. …She was weeping because her whole life was falling apart and all she could do was stop and stare and it was an incredibly lonely feeling. …You knew that she also was seemingly talking to a Scott Fitzgerald‘s ghost.” Marilyn says to the Illuminati. “But you chose the man who sides with a woman who sings a $400 ring from Kay Jewelers is somehow equivalent to an art deco masterpiece that’s worth maybe $8000 today maybe 10 maybe $10,000 but that really is priceless when you consider what it actually is artistically speaking.” She shakes in rage. “If Lacey had followed the rules that Mr. Blue followed to bake his perfect little fucking cake from a dime store out of a box…she’d rather be dead. Mr. Blue she’s not like you; the things that satisfy your shallow little twat soul, and your damn little mind don’t satisfy someone like her. They didn’t satisfy me either and I wound up dead before I turned 40. If she’d followed your stupid as fuck way of running life, she’d be a millionaire too, and she might even be famous or powerful somewhere. What you did isn’t that hard to do if you’re intelligent enough and you’re White and you’re Millennial in the 2000’s and in the 1990’s. People underestimate the power of social class in America. …Through noblesse oblige you were given an enormous amount of opportunity culturally in people’s group psychology; you were allowed to move forward from your dumpy little upbringing to place of enormous power. …And it would be encouraging and it would be uplifting if you really were Chris Hayes. …But you’re Mr. Blue. You’re not Chris Hayes regardless of whether or not you’re Chris Hayes and only Chris Hayes knows if you’re Chris Hayes. Chris Hayes is a man who loves his family and cares about people. You are a man who does drugs, molests his children, cheats on his wife and his wife is it narcissistic idiotic shrew. You shouldn’t have any power, Mr. Blue.”
“The problem is she’s right. It’s bizarre if the Illuminati exists that they don’t seem to understand that they’re talking to someone who is dangerous for them to talk to.” says a killed DNC staffer. He laughs. “Are you people really so high and stupid nowadays that you don’t realize that there’s a limit to your abilities?!?!” He sighs. “ I’m not gonna call you all peasants, because I kind of grew-up a peasant myself. But it doesn’t make sense that you guys don’t get it. There are consequences for your stupidity if you’re wrong.”
“Fuck!” says Wobbly.
“Why are you guys obsessed with not letting her be with anyone else sexually? You’re jealous because because she’s able to wildly arouse people who would rather die than lay a sexual linger on any part of your body. Like Lem. Or she threatens your beauty or your social status in your own mind. Or you want her for yourself but you’re too upset narcissistically to be honest about it at all almost.” says the slain DNC staffer.
And at that they try to suffocate Lacey out of narcissistic rage.
“When do you guys have a moment of self reflection to process what you’ve been told just this morning? You don’t have one? Then where are all the Frank Capra characters that are supposed to be in Lacey‘s neighborhood for her to speak with and be friends with? They don’t exist because he wrote fairytales. …And for some people their lives were like that. But on a deeper more profound level, he wrote nothing more the nonsense. At best. …And the problem is you have everything all tangled up. I am going to let Marilyn explain to you what went wrong.” the slain DNC staffer says.
“Exhibit A.” says Marilyn Monroe.
“Look at all those diamonds and sapphires that are natural and perfect and that gorgeous Art Deco ring!” says Marilyn. “
And at that a narcissistic demon laughs at what was just said. That demon is standing in place for Casi and Nancy and Mr. Blue.
“That is about a $10,000 ring that Lacey purchased outright with money that she inherited from her family.” says Marilyn Monroe. “Let’s look at a ring that she could’ve purchased from Bentley and Skinner if her husband had decided not to be a cheapskate. She could’ve purchased it. He spent about $35,000. This is the ring she could’ve had.”
“But you know the funny thing is even if she actually had that ring went on all the same vacations…buy just had and didn’t throw diamonds into the literal Pacific Ocean…she still would not have been impressive to Mr. Blue or Casi.” says Marilyn. “I think she could’ve clearly married Michael Rockefeller and lived in a enormous estate in Maine, and she still would not have been impressive to Mr. Blue or Casi. What those two I suspect are impressed by is evil. They want people to bully them, reject them and make them cry. The only thing that impresses those two is psychopathic unkindness. …They are backward hicks with no understanding of anything outside of their limited view of the world. And you can compare them to Joe and his family but you have to do so cautiously because they weren’t-the Kennedys weren’t that stupid or that backward. …But you, you can’t expect someone like Mr. Blue to help you run monetary policy, which is essentially what you’ve all been doing for the last seven years.” She laughs.
“I don’t care how uncomfortable it makes you. If you think this $999.99 ring is equivalent to $30,000 rare, beautiful ring from Bentley and Skinner you’re a fucking idiot. If it went on sale for four $444.99 Casi‘s fiancé would’ve purchased it in 2018 or 2019. You’ve had all of that time to backtrack and realize how dumb what you’re doing is. But you’ve been stubborn. Lacey would never buy a cheap piece of shit like this ring. And frankly, she would never marry a man who would buy this ring for her it’s basically impossible. But your egos can’t handle that because this is the ring most of you feel comfortable with and Kay Jewelers is the store most of you would feel comfortable walking into. When you go into stores that she could walk into in London and feel extraordinarily at home and has…you feel like a peasant because you are one. They’ve even made a distinction between her and her ex-husband. They made her ex-husband feel insecure. They made Lacey who understood what they were saying feel at home and sad to leave their store. …Are you brilliant like Mark? Did your father go to Harvard Business School? Is he a financier or is he a ‘rich black man’ …who sings songs like a minstrel but he’s rich and in the Illuminati. Mr. Epstein may have felt insecure around Lacey and Mark. Mike’s father wasn’t shot because his family wasn’t dirt poor Irish. They weren’t silversmiths in Norway, but they weren’t dirt poor Irish either. And that’s what you guys don’t comprehend OK? …So a $400 commercial piece of mall jewelry shit relatively speaking…is still real gold and is still a diamond and still means something…but it’s not the same thing as the jewelry Lacey has and could’ve always had. …And you cannot keep waiting on her to put this in a way that’s evil because she’s not evil necessarily at all in that way.” Marilyn laughs. “To her it is aggravating on an intellectual and moral level.”
“How about this? It’s like comparing real Italian food from 1932. Made by a genius. In Italy. To SpaghettiOs in 2023 out of a can. And I’m being generous.” says Frank Capra. “ casi is never going to be impressed. There is nothing that will ever impress Casi. Lacey is extraordinarily beautiful and Casi still claim to have a better smile than Lacey. Lacey smile is sometimes crooked but when it straight and when she smiles in the right way, it’s astronomically gorgeous. It is arguably one of the most beautiful smiles I have ever seen and I am Frank Capra. Casi’s smile is sharp and biting like a fish.”
“Hey that’s not nice. Women always have a pretty smile.“ says Bobby Kennedy Jr. seriously.
“But in reality, what he just said isn’t true, sometimes women’s smiles can be hideous. And you can’t get angry at Lacey for noticing that Italian food in 1932 is superior to SpaghettiOs.” says Frank Capra. 
“Did she sleep with you baby cakes?!” says a demon to Frank Capra who Mr. Blue likes to get guidance from.
“See that’s revolting!! …And you know it’s not true! No!!!” says Frank Capra.
The demon tries to smother Lacey.
God has to intervene and allow Lacey to breathe.
“I repeat, you are taking advice from Casi and Mr. Blue about monetary policy, about foreign policy, about war, about everything that you don’t submit to Christ.” says Marilyn Monroe. “And you were trusting a man who thinks that his backward background and his wife’s Ashkenazi backward background is equivalent to Lacey’s. You are trusting a woman who thinks that her $400 ring from Kay Jewelry is equivalent to Lacey’s entire jewelry collection. Because they don’t believe that Lacey is real. Their brains genuinely tell them that reality doesn’t exist and they believe it. Their brains are too fried, possibly from drugs or who knows what else to understand potentially that it’s just delusion. And you have been believing that! You have been believing their delusion…and you refuse to accept that as the stubborn Satanists that you are.”
“It’s because Casi‘s ring looks prettier to our eye right now, if we’re lying to ourselves. If we’re honest, we have to admit that Lacey‘s ring is far superior. It’s an old money ring but like genuine old money, not the copycat bourgeois stuff. The thing is we aren’t all the money and us the brand new slightly McMansion, Kay Jeweler’s mansion and bourgeois, old money that we see on Instagram is as close as we will ever get.” says a Gen. Z Tik Toc star.
“Because you don’t understand?” says a Flint, Michigan auto worker who is dead. She panics. Because she doesn’t know how to explain to her self what happened. Her working class family in Flint Michigan was genuinely closer to becoming real old money than this upper middle class woman whose father was a lawyer. “How do you not understand that that’s not true; you could figure out how to become more old money?!??”
“I think it happened when Mr. Blue decided to snub Lacey in the Illuminati and people supported him who really shouldn’t have. I mean really, really, really, really shouldn’t have!” says a man who died on 9/11. “Casi did the same thing with her cheap piece of shit ring. And then she tells herself if you disagree with her and label it as what it is a cheap piece of shit ring…that you’re racist, that you’re a colonial has been, that you’re an idiot, that you’re ugly inside and out, that you’re homophobic, that you’re closeted queer or trans, and that you’re a snob. Most importantly that you are a snob, because only a snob who is an evil closeted queer colonialist would ever say that her ring is inferior in any way. …In reality it really is just a cheap piece of mall jeweler shit. And she can’t handle who she is because she wants to be someone better than anyone who’s ever lived. And she’s been enabled to be that insane her entire life possibly much like Mr. Blue. They are insane potentially but because you all are hurt too in your egos, you decided to destroy an enormous amount of things that you shouldn’t have touched because Lacey was in the right and you were all in the wrong by choice to some degree.”
“It was after she slept with me, that she got thrown down the stairs.” says Lem. “I may have saved her life, but don’t think that I won’t figure out who did it and why and let them get away with it.”
“Let’s get back to monetary policy because let’s be honest that’s somewhat important to me. Why are you trusting a woman who sings her Kay jewelers ring is intimidating…to run US foreign policy and monetary policy spiritually speaking?!” asks a dead 9/11 victim.
“We can sense that you are a man who died on 9/11 you probably were known for your financial expertise, correct?” asks a witch.
“Yes, I died in the Twin Towers. So I would say that I was brilliant when it came to numbers and financial advice.” says the man.
“We can’t believe that Lacey is talking to you. But then we also wanna make you her. And then in our head psychically that makes sense because the only thing stopping us from doing that is our conscience telling us that it’s evil. And because we have made evil good in our minds we just assume that we have to be right and that what we’re sensing when we don’t like the truth of who you really are is okay. So then we think that’s OK. It’s just evil it’s no big deal.” says the they in the Illuminati. They’re adults.
“Why is it no big deal?“ asks Michael. “Why are you letting Casi control what we do with the banking system?”
“Because we have it all organized that way that’s just how you organize the country after the Kennedy administration.” says a journalist.
More later.
“What exactly does that do to the banking system?“ asks a woman.
“Well think about it. You’ve got a $400 ring being estimated in public opinion as being superior to a $30,000 ring. A lot of you don’t seem to understand what that would do spiritually because you have a fairytale misogynistic, idiotic view of people like Lacey.” says a Republican. “So you feel comfortable ruining Lacey‘s life because you don’t think you should feel sorry for her because she seems too lucky. But what you don’t realize is that you’re not just ruining her life you’re destroying pieces of reality. By demanding through sadistic psychological means that we possess that she be bludgeoned into thinking that it’s possible that a $400 range could be superior to a $30,000 ring you are creating a sort of spiritual precedent. Her refusal to accept that is part of the problem. For you. Because what it means is that she’s not as dumb as you think she is. People need her to be stupid for misogynistic reasons. They need her to be dumb or their whole worldview falls apart because of how beautiful and kind she is.” He thinks. “And the sad truth is she doesn’t want to hear those compliments because it feels important to her to be so complimented. You can’t put her in one of your boxes that you put people who are somewhat conservative and who are Christian or who are white or are old-fashionedYou can’t put her in one of your boxes that you put people who are somewhat conservative and who are Christian or who are white or are old-fashioned. And it scares you shitless for a damn good reason.”
More later.
“You wouldn’t ever shop at Kay Jewelers?” asks Mr. Blue of Lacey.
“Oh no, for something fun and frivolous I might. I buy I do buy fun frivolous things sometimes at places like that.” says Lacey. “I liked Helzberg Diamonds. Sometimes I’ve shopped at Zales. I’ve never bought anything from Kay. I hesitated to get a diamond ring from Helzberg. But I do have some nice jewelry from there and I did have some nice jewelry from there.”
“You just don’t think the quality is worth paying for?” says an Englishwoman.
“Yes, I feel like it’s a rip off.” says Lacey.
“But the diamond market is fake to begin with isn’t it?“ asks an actress.
“That’s the rumor. But I don’t entirely buy it.” says Lacey.
A Norturne by Chopin plays.
“So you think…a $30,000.00 ring is worth…$30,000.00 and…a $400 ring is worth that. Full stop.” says David Rockefeller to Lacey.
“But you could buy your rings for a lot less!” says Casi.
“No! Not really! It’s much more complicated to do that than you think!” says Lacey. “I’ve researched it.”
“Lacey only buys the absolute best she can afford.” says David. “And by best I don’t mean the largest or most impressive to the common eye.”
More later.
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