Today: Just Blabbering

The war in Afghanistan should never have been fought or we should remain in Afghanistan. We just wasted an unfathomable amount of money, time, national respect and most importantly human lives.

Here’s the thing: we dismantled the country. And why did we have to in the first place? Because that region has been very troubled for a long time. Actually, books have been written about this. In The Graveyard of Empires comes to mind quickly (I happen to actually own a copy of that one).

…So maybe it was a war that never should have been fought and we’re just cutting our losses? *shrug* Sure. *eye-roll* It’s true that that might be our only rational choice but it’s beyond pathetic that we have to be such assholes now that we’ve failed to “fix it”. And make no mistake we seem like absolute assholes to lots of people for very good reason.

How can you say that?! People lost their lives fighting for democracy and our safety in that country! Yes. Yes, exactly! That’s my point. But if in the end the country reverts to violent, chaotic despotism what exactly was the point in the first place? Were we (as a country) delusional, narcissistic idiots who lack a profound amount of common sense or were we…umm…being run by people who…had a wildly different understanding of our role in the world? I’d argue the latter. Easily. And the problem is…they had good reason to believe what they did. When we stepped on to the world stage after WWII and took on the mantle Great Britain had previously held we assumed something…almost otherworldly in significance, power and responsibility. The fact that we only just barely seem to have grasped that concept since then is unspeakably embarrassing. I think we’ve mostly confused holding the literal Holy Grail and “Merlin’s Sword” with being given the “grown-up job” of driving mom’s car to go get groceries down the street. Yeah, we…we really aren’t just in the world to do “freedomy-stuff” and make sure everyone has enough fast food and (to our credit I guess) quality Hollywood films and television. We aren’t babysitting our little siblings who are sitting happily in the back seat and merely need french fries and something to entertain them so they don’t scream…

So…nowadays you can’t take over an entire country and just decide to permanently run it. Like…you can’t conquer an entire region and then just pretend to not be a colonial superpower running it. Nowadays. But I mean, I’m not sure but I think in the back of their minds at least, that’s what the Bush Administration had in mind. And like I said, I don’t entirely blame them…but…it was always going to be an impossible endeavor unless they were willing to be more open about what they were doing at least and the real reasons why. The fact that they couldn’t do that is a…umm…so-called “red flag”. They didn’t have a genuinely well planned, methodical and sane enough long-term plan or strategy.

I wrote a paper about this, years ago now, in college. My teacher (who was married but had been for years and while I was there was widely rumored to sleep with students) couldn’t figure out what I was trying to say. “You don’t have an argument! You need something you can hang it all on.” It may have been a poorly organized and badly written paper. But watching now it makes me furious to think that these thoughts (and more) were heard by an “Oxford educated” US professor *eye-roll* who only shrugged, smirked and couldn’t figure out “what I meant”. …But if I’d spent more time making the logistics of that paper perfect would he still have “struggled” with my “conclusions”? I’m pretty sure the answer is yes. Yes. Yes, he would have.

But…as people fall to rooftops of buildings in Afghanistan after clinging to American planes taking off I wonder when some things will end. When is American going to finally go bankrupt? I’m amazed by how long we’ve lasted! Because we’ve been running around the world like drunk adults who have literally lost their minds or are too drunk to know the difference, interrupting toddler dance recitals by putting on tutus and getting on stage with the kids. We will probably look like horribly evil or terribly stupid fools to history if we all survive as a species in 200 years. Or…we’ll have to have an intellectual and moral renaissance like nothing we’ve had before. Not a Puritanical hate parade to put the witch hunters to shame, but…like… …Oh well.

Yes, oh well. This post is badly written too and everyone who reads this (also in narcissistic delusion and self-indulgence) thinks I’m an ugly idiot who lies. Right? Or they think I’m just a “silly female”. “Too intense” maybe. …Or they’re obsessed with competing with me or tearing me down. Or…they “just don’t know”. Right? “It’s all so complicated.” Right? Is there any other response? (Sorry if there is) So, oh well. Oh well. Oh well… *sigh* My great grand uncle (who most people don’t even vaguely know about and that’s actually delightful to me) never believed complete cultural assimilation was wise or safe for immigrants to the US. He was patriotic in regard to the US, I think, but he seemed to believe that the “Old World” shouldn’t be silenced, in our own hearts and minds at least, as they had some necessary wisdom. Necessary wisdom for survival. Necessary wisdom to navigate running our piece of this supposed democracy. I think he was right.

Oh well.

Sylt and Baccarat Rouge

I’m a little bit…lost. Olfactory-wise, that is.

I loved Krigler Sylt. It’s absolute perfection. But…the more I wear my sample the more I realize how manly it actually is. I can wear it but…if it’s not really hot outside when I wear it it becomes…not quite right on my skin. It’s just too masculine and I don’t wear “masculine” fragrances well. *shrug* I might buy a bottle anyway because I love it just that much but not with the haste I had when I first discovered it.

…Krigler. I need to invest more time, effort and money into really delving through their fragrances. There must be at least one “feminine” fragrance I would feel such an affinity for. I’ve tried Manhattan Rose 44, Lieber Gustav 14, Sumptuous Oud 75213, Elegant Schwan 06, Kabarett Krigler 216, Extraordinaire Camelia 209, and Dolce Tuberose 43. I own the smaller bottle of Lovely Patchouli 55. …I need to try more. Lovely Patchouli 55 is glorious but it’s not like the feminine version of Lovely Patchouli 55.

I ordered another sample of Baccarat Rouge 540 because I just can’t decide if it’s worth a full bottle or not. …I recently sampled the extrait and every time I wear it I feel like I’m wearing someone else’s perfume. It’s a tiny bit too masculine too. But…just a little. It’s really more that it just feels like it belongs to someone else and unlike some people who enjoy stealing things from others I don’t enjoy wearing something that doesn’t belong to me even in effect. Sounds persnickety maybe but over $300 is too much to spend for any fragrance that’s not necessarily a classic and also isn’t “mine”. Like I once wrote recently, Baccarat Rouge 540 is maybe a genuine classic…and over the next year or two I’ll probably add it to my collection if it doesn’t start to feel dated to me, but I need to make sure.

To explain further what I mean: Chanel No. 22 is a classic and I think even if it wasn’t “your perfume” you could add it to a well-rounded collection just because it adds historical depth and interest. Actually, speaking of Chanel, like Coromandel No. 22 is a classic whereas Jersey is starting to feel dated (I still love it). So…even though Chanel still sells all Les Exclusifs de Chanel I wouldn’t buy all of them if I didn’t have a deep, undying love for Chanel and that line in particular.

Anyway…I might still buy Baccarat Rouge and Sylt. En Passant in the Spring.

…Meanwhile I’ll let my olfactory senses develop more. No matter how many things you’ve smelled you should always try to keep cultivating that sense if you love collecting and appreciating perfume. Aside from the shipping waste samples are totally underrated…


Sorry if I’m boring you with this slightly pedantic post if you’re not a “hater” (they weirdly never seem to tire of reading every dang thing I write apparently). *laugh* Something better next time.