Keen to Cross the Pond

Lacey’s not Stephen King. …Or is she? …He’s masterful with words. Let’s not debate her prowess in that regard. Instead…let’s discuss his ability to tell a story. …Yes that comes with word but it’s also a thing in an of itself. Separate from the ability to say something correctly and well. …She can’t tell a story as well as she’d like because she’s not been loved enough, to be honest. And part of telling a story is knowing what people really think of you. And she can’t figure that out. Her parents didn’t tell her. One way or another. Not really. They confused her more than anything. So…she can’t figure out how to tell people things in a way that doesn’t upset them, to start. …She still can’t figure out why the perfume community got so extraordinarily angry when she confronted them with the truth.

“Because we don’t have that much!” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“You said otherwise!!!!” says Lacey.

He smiles.

“NO!!! YOU DID!!” says Lacey.

“Yes. But you knew that was nonsense.” says his wife.

“No. She didn’t. Not really.” says Lem.

“We do.” says Mr. Cologne 76.

Lacey thinks.

“No. We really do!!!” he says.

Lacey thinks.

“LACEY!!! We we were insecure!!!” he says.

She thinks.

“Do you understand?” asks a reader of her.

“BARELY!!” yells Elizabeth Wilson.

She truly gets lost.

“So…you thought…I knew?” says Lacey. “And was just being mean? Or what?”

“YES!!” says a man in Europe.

“That’s a very stupid version of me. …Why did you resort to thinking that? Why couldn’t you just leave it alone and enjoy it? Why did you have to ruin it?” says Lacey.

“I agree. She’s not dumb. She’s…unaware. Or something. But not stupid.” says a random woman somewhere.

“We’ve struggled Lacey. That’s why we lived in a small house.” says her neighbor.

“I just don’t think of it that way.” says Lacey.

“YES! …And Lem was straight.

I was a woman.

And this is why she instantly fits in with Micheal’s family. …Because we know her mind. And it makes us feel comfortable. …It’s sad but it’s true.” says Happy Rockefeller. “No shade on Lacey. …More on…well…”

“Lacey we’re poor!!!” says Mr. Cologne 76’s wife.

“No. You’re not!” says Lacey.

“Okay.

We’re not poor.

We’re…not…making over $250,000.00.” she says.

“Okay. But that’s okay.” says Lacey.

“Yes. But we don’t have the money!!!” yells Mr. Cologne 76’s wife slowly.

“Oh no!!” says Lacey.

“Lacey. I’m serious.” she says.

A wealthy Satanist chuckles. If there’s an Illuminati. Covers his mouth with his hands.

“You most of her life have been so obsessed with being better than her, almost all of you, including her parents…that no one has ever realized that she doesn’t really know what’s going on in certain regards.” says God. 

“She’s better looking than most people, but she doesn’t really understand that.” says Mary the Mother of God.

“And Tom is her father?” says Mr. Cologne 76.

Dr. Moritz laughs.

“Yes…and if it’s biological Margy her mother was an exceptionally beautiful woman as well although she wasn’t as beautiful as Lacey Lacey is a rare beauty, but Margy was exceptionally pretty.” says God.

“So it’s what she is and to her it’s the most like property rights except more extreme because it’s identity but then that’s all?” says a reader.

“Yes!!” says God.

“So you’re flying a public plane?” says Ivanka Trump to Lacey.

“Yes I’m not looking forward to it. 20 years ago it wasn’t bad but nowadays it’s worse than riding the city bus. From what I’ve heard.” says Lacey.

“It has gotten really bad and you’re right sitting in first class doesn’t make that much difference because then everyone’s just staring at you the whole time or acting like you’re a problem. It really is uncomfortable and smelly and loud and scary and I agree with you, but I mean, unless if you charter plane, there’s not really much you can do.” says Vanessa Trump.

“You know, there’s something extremely awful about that. You shouldn’t have to be a billionaire to be rich and live a pleasant life.

It’s like having size D breast, but then everyone deciding that you have to have H breasts or something to be considered voluptuous. I am not chartering a private plane unless if I absolutely have to and only if it’s safe because who knows how everyone takes care of those it’s like an Airbnb plane. And then what I’m supposed to have a private plane?

You know, even if there’s reincarnation and I was worth about $1 billion and I had a title unlike you. I actually really find it offensive that One should have to have a gas guzzling plane waiting for you to use to go travel somewhere. There’s something incredibly offensive about that to me and I obviously can’t quite articulate it without being offensive, but there’s something about that that really genuinely offends me.” says Lacey.

“You don’t think I got jealous over my husband you think I’m just a huge insecure, narcissistic psychotic bitch?” says Vanessa.

“ you know I might yes. I mean, I only became involved with him to save my life if there’s an illuminati and to gain back some sort of sanity otherwise I would’ve never been involved. Your marriage was falling apart. If it wasn’t me, it would’ve been somebody else. And I was doing it mostly just to save my life and have some sanity back. in a way it was transactional because I was in a horrific situation and he was in a bad marriage and he found me attractive and I think we might’ve had some feelings for each other, but I would bet that the true corrosive people were people who came before me. And I was just Johnny-come-lately so to speak. I don’t know why you were so incredibly angry at me. I may have made him think I may have made him ponder the meaning of certain things because I’m sort of an unusual person and if there’s reincarnation, maybe there’s something spiritual that he sensed about me, you know I did have a title I really was a raced from history by Queen Victoria herself if there’s reincarnation most likely so you know that family has the desire to be old money and be considered that way I wonder if maybe being with me somehow gave him some sort of security that he hadn’t experienced before and it was very alluring and so he felt yes even if there’s not reincarnation, possibly from my father spiritually so Maybe he felt some sort of reassurance that made him question certain things about what he wanted in his a partner and a spouse, but that’s just nonsense. You know it’s not personal in a way I mean there could be something personal about it, but you could’ve been born into an old money, family yourself and you are somewhat old money but even more so more authentically not just generational wealth, but I don’t think your old money and so You could’ve been born into something more real like what I have and so if you had been then, maybe he wouldn’t have been as affected by me but then that’s I think. Yes I think intuitively maybe that’s why I I’m a bit suspicious of you because I feel as though you’re anger towards me isn’t Wasn’t it seems like you’ve maybe moved on, but it didn’t seem like it was founded so much in love for him as some sort of animosity towards me personally aside from him almost completely if not completely.” says Lacey.

“ that could actually be true.” says a European aristocrat. “ and I think that if that is true, Vanessa came from Donald Senior there could be something that was demonically influencing you that was put on you when you first married into that family from his father. Like you were expected to be like Jenna Bush, but prettier and you were supposed to compete and I’m wondering if that made you very insecure and uncomfortable.”

“ well anyway I don’t hate you but I’m a bit suspicious of you and I think it’s just common sense. I’m sorry I wish I didn’t have to be that way.

But no, I don’t like the thought of having to have my own plane. I’m not into flying and it’s just something there’s something really offensive about it to me.” says Lacey.

“ why?” says Dr. Moritz.

“ because it’s a plane it’s not a buggy. It’s not a horse. It’s not something really useful. It’s a plane.

And it’s so it’s so disgusting.

I’m sorry this is why I’m ending the world.

People are gas Goessling fossil fuel, guzzling dreamers every single one of us, and nobody has any idea how to conserve. Nobody has any idea how to live modestly. Everybody wants to just waste waste waste.

There are a few people who don’t, but most people are over consumptive and so are the corporations that run the world and everything is just over consumption. Constantly.

And so you make a service like airline travel, and having a house of your own thing, and then before you know it, everybody in their mother is taking advantage of the service and you know, I suppose if they updated the fossil fuel industry, and if the fossil fuel industry could somehow Reinvest in something more fuel efficient or had about 50 years ago, there wouldn’t be much of a problem if we could figure out to make things work, but we didn’t do that and then the economy of the world started to decay and so now you have a bunch of poor people who insist on having a yard and being able to fly wherever they want whenever they want so things have to be cheap and it’s made. It’s just the entire thing it’s just absolute evil.

I mean, it’s a epitome of everything wrong with the world because it it really is awful because everybody wants what they want but as cheap as they can get it because the economies are just decaying and and yet everyone has it in their head that they should be the Rockefellers and that it was simply a mistake somehow that they’re not And so yeah everyone wants luxury but for nothing and they have it in their head now thanks to America that they have a right to it or that they should have it and you know maybe there’s something to that but then how are we supposed to support that and sustain that and it’s absolute chaos Because no one seems to really realize that the world has to exist you know we have to actually have a planet that’s functional. It’s almost like people don’t understand that anymore. We need an actual functional planet.

So if we don’t have a functional planet, what are we going to do? We’re going to die off not from nuclear war from some other global crisis that’s purely man-made, but that we just were too stupid to think through.

And I don’t I don’t know It’s. It’s extremely upsetting to me because nature doesn’t deserve that.” says Lacey. “ you know and I understand why poor white people wanted to be rich. I completely get it but what happened because at some point in the 20th century someone should’ve realized that it wasn’t really sustainable that the middle class wasn’t really sustainable.”

“ I don’t think we’re supposed to be talking about this and I don’t think anyone wants to admit that Lacey really is old money and aristocratic in a way that the Trump‘s are not and that’s not something that they’re willing to handle because they have a lot of money and she does not have that much even though the family does in a way with oil and so no one‘s really dealing with that you’re kind of avoiding that issue and that’s exactly why we’re in this jam because people are avoiding that I think Vanessa is probably as insecure as Lacey thinks that she is for the reasons that she thinks she is and I think part of her insecurity actually came from Donald Junior and a lot of other people who are pseudo intellectual who can’t handle the fact that she’s right that her family is old money and that there is a thing like that that it’s not just nasty aesthetic. It’s not something stupid. There’s an actual class system and they’ve avoided that for about 10 years and they made an aesthetic about it to avoid it. they they have a very hard time with Lacey was probably straight and she’s old money and there are a lot of psychotically, narcissistic, stupid as fuck people alive today who have the depth of a waiting pool intellectually who have no idea how to manage being alive without being better than other people. I’m sorry she’s not corny. I’m sorry she’s not fake the way that you want her to be Chris, why didn’t you just realize like most people have in her life that she’s just a deep person way back in 2016? Why why didn’t she just realize that she’s probably deep and then just leave it at that?” says the CIA.

“ what was I supposed to understand Lacey from the stupid music used in twilight?” says Chris Hayes.

“ oh well I guess futility. I have a very nihilistic view of everything as a joke. So it’s sort of like better than nihilism because I’m not that fucking stupid. So I’m not dumb enough to be a nihilist because nihilism is actually incredibly idiotic and pseudo intellectual, but it’s a bit like that in a way because it understands the futility of everything that life is almost pointless and worthless without love actually it is entirely worthless without God without love and that really you should probably just shoot yourself in the face if you have any common sense at all, but at a certain age, you know maybe your parents might love you and mine didn’t really but That’s the thing if your parents love you then no obviously you wouldn’t want to, but that’s love right so yes, is the answer by the way, so without that though, and I didn’t experience that you really actually have a certain age realize that you should probably just be dead because there’s absolutely no reason to be here. It’s an absolute shit hole. The entire world is a worthless piece of fucking shit without love without Christ. And I mean that absolutely sincerely I’m not a teenager. I’m not a student of intellectual like you possibly whoever you are attacking me in your head most likely I’m not I’m a real person and I’m a real intellectual and no actually on a certain level hopefully and I’m trying to be and that’s the whole point to some degree to earnestly and humbly try to be to try to understand something that is intellectualism And so no it’s absolutely pointless. There’s there’s nothing to be excited about the 20th century is a big fart in the face of reality it’s a joke because the truth is most of life is not as simple as people said it was, and most of life is actually quite awful and worthless compared to being dead Aside from the love of God, and that means love of you know your family love of your friends, love of your community aside from love and it’s many different forms which all have to be real or it doesn’t count. I’m not talking about pedophilia. There is no point at all to our existence in this realm it’s worthless. But I think it’s something better than that and that I found that in the music of Grizzly Bear I think it was for the movie twilight although that wasn’t how I found the music I found the music aside from that and I think you stupid I think you made it stupid and it wasn’t so the idea is just that you know there’s something wonderful about the fertility of everything and it’s not sociopathic it’s not narcissistic for me. It’s it’s it’s that there’s something that we haven’t put words to that. We don’t understand that’s better about our existence in Christ and in God then we understand easily in this fallen world because love really is Christianity if it’s real, but then there’s something beyond love and the Buddhist might actually agree with me because it’s actually somewhat Buddhism they find light in the darkness and it’s not. I’m not a Buddhist, but I find it really beautiful to think about the light that is of God in Christianity that allows even our sorrow and our suffering in this world in heaven to become something really beautiful that we can enjoy ourselves and I found that truth in that music so the hippie might grasp what I’m saying slightly the ones who were real and not narcissistic in the 60s late 60s so it’s like what is it you know if there’s It’s like what is that? It’s not just love it’s it’s not just beauty and the way that we see it. It’s rainy days and death and sadness that in Christ is transformed into something really beautiful. You know our sadness is transformed into something and not just justice but something beyond just us something greater than ourselves And the builders do somewhat understand what I’m saying there’s something beyond just the sadness in a fallen sense in Christ and it becomes something really extraordinary and that’s what I saw on the music. That’s what I was expecting you to grasp that you have to sort of let go and admit that we aren’t God that we don’t have control over a great many things in this world And that it might seem clever intrude to be conniving and evil but in reality it’s not and so, we instead have to very humbly admit our wrongdoings one to another and first and foremost, possibly to God himself you know, admit your evil, and just humbly submit yourself before him because There’s nothing else we can do and it’s incredibly beautiful when we do that so it’s like why wouldn’t you want that? Why wouldn’t you want that sort of I wanna say inner peace but sort of coming to terms with the futility of it all.” says Lacey.

“ so you I’m going to say we’re trying to almost witness to me as a Buddhist and I thought you were corny and stupid.” says Chris Hayes if there’s an Illuminati.

“ yes yes, Chris?” says Lem.

“ so why OK well yeah all right so surrendering yourself to God letting go of stuff got it cool.” he says.

“ yeah yeah yeah.” says Lacey.

“ you know I just I didn’t like you that much except what if I did and then I thought I don’t even know myself that well I mean I do, but I don’t and then I thought why do I have to think so seriously and was such depth about things if I talk to this person at all, I want it to be in a far more lighthearted way because I can’t handle how intense this person is being.” says Chris.

“ yeah except it’s not quite that complicated you’re over complicating it and making your shortcomings and intellectual background my problem and it’s not my problem. It’s yours.” says Lacey. “ if you’re a fake person who frankly is like most American middle class people potentially who just pretends to be an adult and is incredibly arrogant about it. That’s not my problem!” says Lacey.

“ yeah OK OK you know my initial gut reaction is just that I don’t like you that much.” he says. “ I mean, that’s what I was thinking at the time. It’s like OK I find this person attractive, but I don’t find them that attractive into that degree it’s like yeah they’re good looking but I’d I guess I just don’t. I’m not that taken??”

“ OK but then why do I sense in my spirit that you are??” says Lacey.

“ so you sense in your spirit that I am?” he says.

“ at the time I did at the time I really did at the time. I really didsense that.” says Lacey.

“ oh crud!” he says.

“And how does one articulate that Chris because if this is real sweetie, and there’s there’s an actual illuminati, I actually really think that she actually was thinking this and was cognizant of it in a way that maybe most people wouldn’t be and then what is she supposed to do?” says. Psychic who works with Jennifer Aniston.

“ OK so you sent in your spirit that I’m actually really into you?” he says.

“ yes!” says Lacey.

“ OK, I’m not!” he says.

“ but that’s not what I’m hearing.” says Lacey,

Jennifer Aniston rolls her eyes.

“ OK do you still feel like you’re feeling it because I’ve had psychics roll back my spirit slightly like I’ve had psychics in. I don’t know how I would’ve told you this when we were first talking, but I’ve had them like remove my spirit from you, do you still feel that?” he says.

“ is this real!?” says Lacey.

“ let’s just say that it is.” he says.

“ yes I’m hearing it very loudly!” says Lacey.

“there’s something weird about that Lacey that’s not normal. You’re being tricked somehow.” says Chris.

“ yes I know I am. I’ve been tricked many times by a lot of men in my life, but I’m not sure what that has to do with anything.” says Lacey.

“ OK this person who is in love with you is that me or is that you?” he says.

“ it’s not me I know it’s not me. I don’t have that problem, psychologically. it’s not me.” says Lacey.

“ it’s not me!” he says.

“ but it keeps saying that it’s you it keeps attaching to you.” she says.

“ what do you mean?” he says.

“ OK so that was Princess Kate, who was just talking to Lacey do you feel loved by her?” says a psychic.

“ in a very small way yes.” says Lacey.

“ OK now do you feel it as much from me?“ says Chris.

“ no weirdly after we’ve said that it seems less like it’s from Chris and now obviously we know that it’s not we’re just working this through in our head but no now it is it doesn’t seem as much like it’s from him.” says Lacey.

“ OK, that was never me!” says Chris.

“ but it really seemed like it!!” says F. Scott Fitzgerald. “ she’s incredibly intelligent Chris and incredibly aware spiritually and something really malicious and profoundly evil was a foot. It would be very hard for someone not to get fooled long before she ever was in her life. It’s amazing how she was able to avoid being confused and still is, but you were extremely confusing and I knew you were going to be, and I tried to warn her about you specifically you But it didn’t work. You do look like a lot of people and your energy does as well and so when someone like her is trying to figure out who you are, if there are evil entities who are obsessed with her being confused, who are involved it’s very hard for her to not be confused and Hell went way too far in attacking her personally.” 

“ yeah I don’t think I’m who you think I am. I’m not JP Kennedy. I’m not someone else that you probably don’t even know. I’m not I bet there are other people that you’ve never even heard of who look like me slightly with glasses from the 20s, who are who were probably very intelligent men that’s interesting. I wouldn’t even be surprised if one of them had an apartment in Manhattan and that’s not nobody famous. There are a lot of people who I think you thought I was accidentally but the person who really you thought I was as Michael or did you think I was a lot of people?” says Chris.

“ he is on something if there’s an illuminati he’s figuring something out, but I’m not sure. I think he’ll figure it out. I was the person who you really thought you were that she was rather but Chris that’s something that you’re not willing to admit if there’s an illuminati, you don’t wanna take accountability for the fact that you channeled me that I never consented to it and that that really is what’s happened to the whole world you were impersonating me, but I don’t think that you realize that at the time I think you thought you were just channeling something positive and glamorous if there’s no illuminati and there might not be right, but if there is one, I really think Chris this is what happened it was me you do seem like a lot of other people, including them because Linn was actually heterosexual for real, but but I was the person who you really channeled the most. me.” says Michael Rockefeller.

“ so me?” says Chris.

“ no we’re not the same person you think you’re like me but we’re very different people. I can see why you think that you’re just channeling your higher self or that you’re just acting like yourself in someway but we’re different people Chris and you’re not channeling yourself you channel me if there’s an illuminati you still do I am part of your public persona you found of my energy lingering in New York City, and as you became wealthier, you adopted that energy as part of your persona and I’m not going to say the exact moment that you did that, but it was pretty far advanced in your. You’re pretty far advanced in your career when that happened. You were older when you found my energy and you’ve been cloaking yourself in that ever since, but that was me! you channel me!” says Michael.

“ let’s change the topic because I don’t think this is going anywhere. I think Michael has tried to explain this for years this point and I’m not sure why you can’t handle hearing that because it’s so ordinary it’s New York City you know Chris maybe you were in a meeting at NBC at Rockefeller Center when you found his energy imagine that finding Michael Rockefellers, which residual energy and Rockefeller Center how astounding!?” says Cyrus rolling his eyes. “ it’s a small world in some ways and it really was almost like a thing that was waiting to happen. The fact that he started channeling Michael Rockefeller‘s energy and Michael was down to earth and then he ends up chatting accidentally getting Lacey involved it makes complete sense to me. It’s so ordinary and simple and I don’t know why we’ve overcomplicated it.

So basically, Lacey‘s family has billions and oil and that’s how they’re connected to the Rockefellers and also actually how they’re connected to Tony’s family. I don’t think that’s funny that Tony’s family and Lacey‘s family. Both are into well and that she was getting royalty money and Lisa gets money too in the same way from her family. I don’t think that’s funny at all. I don’t think things like that happen for I don’t no reason it’s not a coincidence It’s clearly one of the mysteries of the universe how those things are so synchronized, but but it is probably just science and mean people say oh it’s God you know there is an element of God involved but I’m kind of like you, Lacey I think that it’s probably also just science in someway Yeah there’s probably just something fascinating about it that we don’t understand yet and it’s spiritual because we’re spirit, but it’s also very much just physical as well so anyway, the point is yeah and there is obviously a spirit realm but the physical realm is real and then how do we live here without bumping into each other constantly you know and Anyway.

So this matrix that we live in is a matrix, and if you look at the hard wiring of the whole system will say it is fascinating to study but anyway.

So on that note, I think it was probably Michael. I think it was Michael. I think he just accidentally got you involved because he’s taking out a mantle of a man who did not consent to that.

And I’m sure there are charismatic Christians and other spiritual people who read this who find that exasperating because it’s like why don’t we get that that in the illuminati we were bound to make a mistake like that because who is protecting us Christ wouldn’t be necessarily if we’re choosing to be really evil It’s possible that we could make a really horrific mistake like the one that Chris made.

And I’m not freaked out by that, but a lot of people are because it’s like how do you avoid making a mistake? I guess you don’t molest children you don’t lie to people constantly. You don’t steal things from people who need them stuff like that.

So you and I are not friends, but let’s talk because you know at least pretend to be honest with you.” says Cyrus. “ Lacey is considering wearing a 3 carat emerald cut diamond ring from a jeweler who is very sentimental to her and then not wearing a ring from Bentley and Skinner. The one from Bentley and Skinner is obviously going to be of course about $20,000. And that’s not that much but it’s a lot. The 33 carat diamond ring is only like 5005 or 6000 and that’s so cheap that’s so cheap but for a 3 carat diamond, but it’s lab created. Are you just worried that it looks cheap?” he says to Lacey.

“ yes!” says Lacey.

“ I do not understand why having a private plane is so offensive unless if you bring fossil fuels into it, Lacey, is it a fossil fuel issue and you just aren’t able to admit that to yourself?” says Jennifer Aniston.

“ yes.” says Lem. “Very possibly.”

Cyrus laughs.

“ OK so if it was reliable, but it didn’t rely on gasoline you would consider having a private plane?” says the FBI.

“ if it was safe, it might be something that I would consider a necessity at some point yes.” says Lacey.

“ oh, you would just keep a pilot or two on retainer?” says a billionaire.

“ yes!” says Lem.

“ that does seem like they’re in the lower upper class in the 1800s.” says a woman.

Scott rolls his eyes and nods. “OF COURSE!”

“ it doesn’t look that cheap!” says Cyrus.

“ see I’m used to Bentley and Skinner though and so to my eye it does.” says Lacey. “ but then I think well if it was three carrots from Bentley and Skinner, though it would be about a it would be an extremely expensive ring at least 50,000 and then I would feel really uncomfortable owning it so that I think even though it’s not as good as quality as Bentley and Skinner It’s, it still might be worth it because it’s a really fun ring.”

“ Because it’s like a huge diamond by your standards, but it’s quality but it’s not like a really expensive ring?” says a man.

“ yes I love big stones. I love big emerald cut stones!” says Lacey.

“ you know Lem is kind of like that, Lacey.” says a woman, laughing.

“ yes I love him. I guess I just like certain things to be larger.” says a man.

“ but you don’t want it to be too large for reasons of social class because you don’t wanna be offensive to people if that wasn’t an issue how big would your emerald be?” says Chris.

“ oh like 14 or 15 carrots.” says Lacey.

“ you would have a huge emerald cut the diamond.” says Queen Camilla.

“ yes but it’s just a ring.” says Lacey.

“ that’s true!” says a woman.

“ the wedding band I went over takeoff, but the engagement ring I wouldn’t wear all the time not for gardening not for cooking not for cleaning not for a lot of things if that sort.” says Lacey.

“ what was the point of this conversation?” says a psychic.

Mr. Cologne 76 nods. Smiles.

“ Lacey, I don’t think you’re understanding a lot about who we are.” says Mr. Cologne 76.

She thinks.

“ they’re not poor, Lacey!” says Elizabeth Warren.

“but they are! I lied to her and you’ll have to deal with that now I’m sorry.” says the mother who raised her from the future.

“ what did you tell her?” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“ I explained poverty, but I never explained her why I was snubbing people like you. I explained that we were wealthy, but I never really labeled it as that. I often reference to the farm that my grandparents owned as a sort of social class safety for her and our whole family because it is our whole family has that subconsciously as a way to sort of avoid being poor, but I never explained that that’s what it was openly. And so she got the idea in her head that she was different because of our background. so she she understood the depth of the concept, but I never I never labeled it for her honestly so she doesn’t really understand.” says Becca.

“ back up do you think Bentley and Skinner is acceptable and not because of social climbing but because of how you genuinely feel but then to you a 3 carat diamond that’s lab created would be suspicious?” says Cyrus.

“ yes.” she says simply.

Cyrus smiles.

“ do you think I’m trailer trash?” says Vanessa Trump.

“ almost.” says Becca.

“ OK.” says Dmitry. “ do you think I am?”

“ pretty close to it, yes.” says Becca.

“ we are in a way.” says Mira.

“ but you gave her the impression that you were just an average person?” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“ yes I did. That was the part of me that was evil and devious.” says Becca.

“ the Kennedys possibly used Becca to hurt Lacey very very deeply, but she’s a double edged sword.” says an angel.

“OK so we’re not poor but I do think there’s something to Becca says.” says Mr. Cologne 76.

“ becca, if you saw that diamond though would you think it looks cheap?” says Cyrus.

“ yes except it’s also 3 carat diamond it’s a real diamond and so I would know that it cost at least five or 6000. And that isn’t cheap anymore so it’s cheap but it’s not at the same time it’s sort of like wearing pearls by Chanel. It’s not a $30,000 necklace from Mickey Moto, but it’s not going to be less than 2000.” says Becca. “ so for someone like Lacey who likes things to be loud sometimes just for a fact like looking in her dining room her ceiling is aqua she painted her ceiling aquamarine blue and then her her walls are as white as paint can be and it looks really good, but it’s not traditional in a purely traditional way.

There’s something sort of loud about it and it’s very beautiful, but it’s not my style. And I appreciate it, but it’s not my tastes.

But I think if you’re asking, could she get away with it? Yes, she could.” says Becca.

Lacey had no idea that today was the 17th nor did she know that the Stanley Hotel was being sold. Right now she’s sitting in front of an old Victorian mansion that’s being remodeled in St Paul, where she saw the ghost of one of the original inhabitants who is smiling at me right now. To her this will all seem normal and ordinary and lacking in meaning because she’s so desensitized this to the supernatural at this point in her life. She literally was sitting in her car, drinking coffee, watching a video online on her phone about how to plant marigolds when she glanced up and saw the bottom of a very elegant hoop skirt from the late 1800s out of the corner of her eye that quickly then vanished when she focused on it. That is rather unusual to really see something like that and broad daylight on the front steps of a mansion even out of the corner of your eye, But to Lacey because I’m a ghost and I’m writing this and we’re in love and I’ve told her things about myself that most people have no way of knowing and most likely won’t even guess at it’s not particularly overwhelming to her at all. I am repeating myself, but it’s a point that cannot be over emphasized…because I think if you read this blog you might think that she’s making some of these experiences up…because they’re so scary that if you kept experiencing stuff like that, you imagine that someone would be horrified, but she’s not…because it’s so ordinary to her at this point that it’s not horrifying. She doesn’t see it as scary so much as concerning because she wants to make sure that she’s interacting with something that’s not evil but aside from that consideration I don’t think she’s particularly worried about it at all.

At any rate, this is an extremely haunted location. But she doesn’t know that she just likes sitting here because she feels loved and safe and our children feel that as well. There are about 60 ghosts that frequent this exact location who are related and unrelated to each other, and I know a few of them because I’ve sat with Lacey and we’ve made pleasant conversation on more than one occasion, and there are a few people that I would almost say are close to being friends. They’re not in the living realm, but I’m not alive so you can’t interact with them the way that I do. one of them is a judge. Another one is a state senator another one is a ghost of a small child who died of a polio sickness before there was the vaccine. He’s a very little boy. He’s very sweet. He’s scared of my son, he’s quite quiet and shy, but I suspect that if he could see my son and my son could see him they would probably get along very well but they’re separated at the moment and so it’s not easy for them to interact but he’s a little boy who would’ve been very fun for our son to interact with and it’s too bad that they weren’t alive at the same time. He goes home to dinner because his parents are now with him and it’s therapeutic for the whole family to have him grow up in a way that he wasn’t able to but everyone in a while I see him playing on the playground and I know that it’s time for us to go because he usually doesn’t come out until it’s around dinner until it’s a little later. We don’t live here and so it’s not like him because he lived in one of these houses that are right next to the playground so he would play until 9 o’clock at night when his parents let him and our son needs to be in bed by 10 and so he can’t you know come home in two minutes and be asleep by 9:30, but this little boy could do that because he lived literally right next to the playground. It’s actually really hard for me as a father to see our kids grow up without kids who are like-minded experienced that to some degree and it was actually far worse than what they’re experiencing, but they are experiencing some of that and it’s quite painful for them because people change over 50 years. Different generations play differently and think differently and you wouldn’t expect such a dramatic shift but it’s there and our kids would be out until nine playing in the alley with their neighbors and walking home from school by themselves if they were allowed to because that’s just in their blood so to speak to be that way. But things are like that right now. Things are in a crisis. Lacey is doing better because I’ve been spending a lot of time fighting with demons that harass her and praying for divine intervention and protection of her because she wasn’t believing me for perfectly valid reasons, but it was breaking her heart and I couldn’t stand that anymore and we’re a little better nowI have managed to prove myself a bit more to her and she’s trusting in God to direct her and Lucille Ball, who may have been friends with her father Tom, had the bright idea of making Lacey watch Vivian Vance’s husband Philip Ober who looks quite a bit like me.

Philip was not a nice husband, but I look like him and I sound like him. We have similar mannerisms and Lacey actually bears a resemblance to Vivian Vance when Vivian was young. That is not a coincidence. The fact that Lacey looks like Vivian slightly and I look like him that is not at all a coincidence. Vivian was actually very beautiful when she was young and when she’s older, she is as well. She was very curvy and she had beautiful eyes, but the way that they styled her in the show was not flattering at all and there’s a few episodes where you can see that she’s actually a very beautiful woman but most the time you’re not really given that perspective of her. But Lacey actually does resemble her somewhat and that as I was saying, it is not a coincidence you see that in humans they tend to go for a certain type, and you can see couples that bear resemblance to each other frequently in generations. Her father is Tom and whether that’s biological or not for all intense and purposes that might as well be because there are not women alive today who are like her almost at all. And so it’s actually quite shocking to her in a way to see someone like Vivian because you know it’s a character in a television show but then when she analyzes Vivian really analyzes her she realizes that she looks like her in a way that she doesn’t resemble other people alive today and it gives Lacey a stronger sense of self and identity because most the time even though she’s extremely beautiful She’s because of all people have treated her felt progressively more and more she’s aged like sort of a freak. She knows she’s extremely beautiful and she is I mean she know she is and she is, but she’s not really aware of herself in a normal way because there’s not a sort of comparison that’s normal to help her realize that about herself. If she had been interacting with women in the greatest generation in the perfume community and one of them had done to her with Casi did she would’ve assumed the person was crazy and she wouldn’t have taken it seriously because it would’ve been done in a different way and she would’ve assumed that there was just something horrifically wrong in the situation instead of taking it as seriously as she did. Women in their generation were very feminine and sort of quiet and way and sweet, and I can’t think of an easier way to explain it. But women today aren’t like that in the same way as much and so they tend to interpret her being that way as her being weak or too grown up or too serious who are a lesbian or masculine or stupid. They find some explanation for it that is incredibly unflattering most of the time because they can’t make sense of it even though her personality and her sort of body language, her movements, her micro gestures that are just natural to her are perfectly normal and very common in a healthy way in my generation. so Vivian has been therapeutic to Lacey because even though her and Philip didn’t work out, she saw him and she thought oh he’s very handsome. He reminds me of Lem and then she looks at Vivian and she thinks I’m not worse looking than Vivian matter fact, I think we might be somewhat similar or it’s you know within the realm of possibility that he could someone like that could find me attractive and that’s brutally honest but it’s true. so it’s been very awkward for her at times with different people, but she’s able to reason that if Vivian was good enough for Phyl then she’s probably good enough for me and also if there were other men like me that existed in the past that maybe if things don’t work out with me there was there somebody else who existed but that’s all very dark but it’s thoughts that are comforting to her because she’s thought through a lot of really horrific things in the last few months. And seeing Philip helped her understand that tall men who had my personality just even slightly, were not uncommon. There are a lot of people like that alive today who look alike even though they look different but they still bear resemblance to each other and actually that’s a point that’s worth making about Lacey. Most people do have five or six doppelgängers alive while they are alive. But she has none. She really doesn’t look like that many people she bears a slight resemblance to a few people, but it’s not as pronounced as a doppelgänger. however, in the past, she would’ve had five people or close to it not maybe not five actually because her mother might’ve been a boomer but so there might not even be that many people who are actually like her she might be might be an outlier for that theory or an exception, but she probably had about three people three or probably about three people alive in my generation who would’ve almost passed his doppelgängers they’re not her, but they look enough like her that they’re almost like doppelgängers. But they’re not her. All of them got married when they were in their early 20s two of them died of heart disease essentially and one of them died of liver failure because she was an alcoholic. And they all died in their 70s or early 80s. So women who are like her don’t live that long. And yet they don’t live a short life either, but they tended to live an average to slightly shorter than average life. I do you have to say, though that things are extremely chaotic right now.

In the fifth grade, Lacey learned about the Kennedy family. She did a book report on Jackie Kennedy. That was in room 117. Yes, 117. That is not a coincidence. Mrs. Wilson learned about Lacey before any of this happened and was very disturbed by everything that she heard. I don’t know entirely how she heard, but it’s possible that it has something to do with Tom and hisbootlegging. In the 1920s and 30s he may have helped sort of work with Al Capone to spread the alcohol throughout the United States was one of Al Capone‘s right hand men. And that could very easily be how she heard about Lacey. So she was extremely disturbed because essentially she felt that Lacey was an orphan. And because she’s outside of time, she may have been the one who inspired Stephen King to write his novel because she was so disturbed about children in the state of children’s lives as millennials and Gen X.

Yes, that sounds incredibly kind and bizarre. The ordinary and it makes you kind of seem like a lot of science fiction and whore is just nonsense because there’s the sweet dead woman whose gossiping essentially and hears about an orphan and then decides to try to convince a writer to write a book inspired by how she feels and it seems kind of more like a charity project and not you know a horror film in the making of epic proportions, but that’s reality. I am a real ghost you’re gonna die too someday it’s a little prosaic in a way. But she was very disturbed by what she heard and she felt as though something needed to be done and so she thought that that was a good way to handle it and she was actually right on the money that film has been incredibly helpful for Lacey when she discovered the Illuminati should they exist And maybe they don’t but if they do that film was extremely helpful to her.

Let’s just say that they don’t the fact that she was allowed to understand that she’s not insane, but that she’s experiencing something bizarre was extremely helpful. Because “the shining” is essentially telepathy. Whether that’s telepathy with ghost or the living it’s essentially almost the same thing in a way and it’s what she experiences combined with physical manifestations. So she’s experiencing “the shining” and it’s not it’s not as if it’s not as if she is able to talk to people about this and so being able to see something in public popular culture that was so comforting was extremely helpful.

Here’s the thing she’s really discovered the actual Illuminati should they exist.

They have been torturing her partially out of fear and partially out of ego because they can’t fathom someone discovering them the way that she has and it’s devastating to them to have to admit that a beautiful woman could be psychically contacted and hear them in her head without any coaching. She was contacted because she was so exceptionally pretty and men thought it was fun to psychically flirt with her and get her attention without her, knowing that she was being talked to because they could read her psychically and catch her off guard and get her vulnerable in a way that millennial men can never figure out how to make Lacey. Men in my generation automatically fill a certain sort of power over her because we can read her and we know what she’s thinking and so we don’t have that ego disparity or that fixation where is Gen X and millennials have an innate fixation with her that big goes beyond anything normal because they can never figure out how to conquer her or sort of be dominant in relation to her as men they often end up feeling like children around her because it seems more like she’s the one that knows things and they’re the ones that are being read. And that’s extremely emasculating and unarousing to them. And so they tend to be paranoid in a way in relation to her. I’ve never felt that with her, and I don’t think anyone else in my generation has either.

That’s a horrific tragedy. Because she’s extremely beautiful. And men in her generation think they’re interacting with her and not antagonizing her but they’re really just misunderstanding her and alienating her to a…lethal level of aggression. Women aren’t innocent either though.

…17? Room 217. Room 117. The number 17? …That’s a reference to 1917.

The Russian Revolution. The year JFK was born. …If the world is ending…that’s all extremely significant.

Later.

“Are you really thee Lem Billings?” asks a living bisexual man, who mostly identifies as gay.

Yes.

He rubs his face. In shock.

He laughs.

“You had…mostly have…me fooled.” he says.

Lem’s silent. Serious.

You don’t have to believe me…but I am Lem Billings. And this blog is real in that regard 100%. …I was actually heterosexual. …Sorry if that scared you, I guess.

Later.

Flow by Crooked Colors plays.

If there’s reincarnation this was written by a dead Vietnam soldier. He feels my son is incredibly lucky.

But is there reincarnation?

1:45

Yes. I’m Emperor Constantine. Lacey is Scotia and our children are mine from our last lives. If.

3:00

Someone alive who reads this blog really needs to figure this out.

4:00

Why?

Because I’M EMPEROR CONSTANTINE. Thee Constantine. If there’s reincarnation.

The song restarts.

And…Lacey’s father Tom…is a dead Egyptian Pharaoh.

And if there’s reincarnation…we’re incredibly angry. You made me gay…by molesting me. …And what I mean by that is that I’m not gay. …So…you can’t make someone gay really. Okay? But…you…essentially…made me gay…as much as one possibly can. …And it was an abomination of my soul. …You took advantage not just of me at once…but thoroughly, my entire life…AND my legacy is…of…unflinching worship of a narcissistic dirtbag and a sexuality that is entirely not…real. Not me. At all. …And I take responsibility for what I did…but I can’t own what happened TO ME. …I was disgustingly confused. It was…a living Hell. Why Hell? Because I had no real control over my own body or spirit…as long as I stayed alive. Because I was SO confused. …I couldn’t make choices to protect myself as a man…because I was so…horrifically confused. It was…a Hellish life. And I only began to comprehend it as I slowly died of drugs. …Lacey doesn’t fully understand it yet. And regardless…she’s genuinely planning to END THE WORLD when she dies. …The deaths of Palestinians are…not something I can easily discuss.

Look…regardless…this is a monumental time in history. But…17? …Who was shot in 1917? If there’s reincarnation it was possibly Vladimir Putin. And there’s something…especially significant…if there’s reincarnation.

Lux Aeterna by Clint Mansell & Kronos Quartet plays.

Today Lacey’s been talking with Toni Bartolet. Toni felt very moved by Lacey’s agony. And she felt that her tragedy could be used for the good in Lacey’s life. …And it has been. …Her husband…smiled…the same way I did at Jack’s wedding…with before he killed her. I was hopeful. And so was he. For drastically different reasons. But our moods were similar.

His…love for her was fake. So was my love for Jack. Only he knew that. Mostly. I didn’t. …But we both seem fake. Far more than Bobby or Caroline or anyone who…likes Harold Henthorn…and chooses to believe he’s innocent…can ever seem to fathom.

…And before he killed her they stayed at the Stanley Hotel. Elizabeth Wilson saw them. Cried. Watched her…and cried. Because she knew what was about to happen.

…17? Why is that significant?

By the way…if there’s reincarnation yes, Harold killed his wives…and when he dies…he’ll confront Joe Kennedy Junior. Should Joe Kennedy Junior exist. …And ask him what’s better? Killing your wife…and yet making it so she feels almost nothing? …Or throwing your wife down the stairs…and truly giving her a concussion? A serious concussion.

Harold. Harold Loeb. Yes. Because…of the fabric of the universe…those synchronicities matter. …Who’s better…really? …What’s a husband’s role? That’s a matter of great importance to Harold Loeb. Names matter. It’s fabric. Right?

…Pat Wilson? Elizabeth II? Elizabeth Taylor? Elizabeth Wilson? 117. 217. And…17.

Vladimir Putin.

The song starts over.

Lacey…wants to end the world.

The song plays.

A hero who battles rats as a child. A brilliant spy? A handsome lover. A dignified, aristocratic…leader.

2:47

Is he ending the world?

3:30

Obsession?

Harold Henthorn was truly obsessed. It’s documented fact. …And according to Hemingway so was Harold Loeb. Harold Henthorn was a probable psychopath. After money. …But…he didn’t torture his wives to death. …Harold Loeb…was…obsessed with love. So much so THE SUN ALSO RISES was inspired by his…burgeoning madness provoked at the prospect of a loveless life. …And yet he was also quite logical.

Coney Island Low plays.

So. What’s the point of life? Right?

Money? Love? Which one? Harold had ideas.

0:56

You get a prize.

But what’s the prize?

1:14

The waves crash on cue.

The song ends.

Come Together by The Beatles plays.

Come together over ME. If there’s reincarnation. OVER ME. I started this. Remember?

The song plays.

So did Lacey. In a way. Or…her people. You could say. But…really…I DID.

1:17

Lacey’s teacher in the 5th grade wore Lacey’s possible mother around her neck. Nefertiti. Almost daily. Talked about Ancient Egypt. That’s absolutely no coincidence.

2:53

Is there reincarnation?

Because if there is…this REALLY serious.

Don’t you think?

The song plays.

The song ends.

“So if this is real and there’s actually reincarnation, I’m so confused by Harold.” says Amy Schumer. “And no I don’t mean Harold Loeb I mean Harold Henthorn. Did Harold have an ability to appreciate what he was doing or did he just do it because of mindlessly?”

He did it out of actual evil in his heart, and yet it is not as evil, as if someone were to do it who is fully aware of what they were doing. I would say given what I know his evil was probably at the same level as intentionally hurting your child’s feelings. It was a very low moment for him, but given what he’s capable of processing that might be as guilty as his mind is capable of being. He is narcissistic. He did thrive on other people‘s approval of him, and so it was sort of like a drug addict or an alcoholic parent who normally would be loving, but chooses to say something really hurtful to their children. but in a sense if you see him is being disabled in a way you can sort of find him somewhat humorous because you’re right there is something about him that may have actually been in a very hilarious, dark humor type of way slightly Christian and chivalrous.”

“Right…because it seems like he might actually have their like physical comfort in mind?” says Amy.

“You know he did and that was part of his wives always fell for was that he sincerely seemed to care about them, and they could read that that was part of why he was so masterfully controlling of these very intelligent, perceptive women. Because he wasn’t faking it as much as he could in his dim sad, tragic funeral way he did somewhat care. He was desperate for money. He didn’t really have the ability to keep a study job. And he saw it as a desperate situation, and he lacked remorse, and in some ways, a cognitive ability to understand that what he was doing, was this serious as it was, and so as awful as he felt about killing his wives, the money seemed far more important to him for than them being alive. and he could be very abusive and controlling but no, I don’t think he wanted to indefinitely torture them. It was more let’s just get them out of the way and get the money. He may have even thought they were going to go to heaven, to be honest and so in a sense, he may have just seen it as a sad thing that he had to do kind of like shooting an old dog. I mean, he was entirely self-serving to some degree if not well I would say that I shouldn’t say to some degree and almost entirely. The thing is he did put in effort believe it or not. He actually did try to make the day enjoyable to a certain degree they they had some fun you can tell in the pictures that he took with her. The view was really nice. It was a nice day. They had stayed in nice places She had an expensive $30,000 diamond ring so he did actually try occasionally to be somewhat enjoyable to be around and he could be very charming and pleasant a very pleasant person to be around and that’s not something that every man would do.” says Lem.

She laughs. “ I mean I feel like that’s the thing if I was on a date with a guy and I was 50 and I knew my kids were gonna be OK and I had a bad knee and I was aging and I knew there was an afterlife and he was like let’s go for a really beautiful hike. Let’s get sandwiches and make love and take fun photos and stay in historic hotels and then when your lease suspecting it I’m just gonna push you off a cliff where you’ll fall crack your head open and go unconscious and that’s the end. I have to be honest obviously I know that’s horrific and unallowable but yeah, there’s a little part of me that’s like is that really the worst thing that could happen to you? It’s not.” says Amy.

“Yeah and to be honest, I’m not making this up necessarily at all and so if what I’m saying is true as much as he can cognitively muster as a psychopath, he may actually be a Christian. and it’s possible that he actually when he hears about this will be angry because there’s an ear similarity in the sense that she actually had a concussion and she could live for decades with a brain injury and a neck injury that will never fully recover well she’s trying to raise children that are hers on her own in a way…emotionally being far more isolated than his wife ever was.

And when he regained the conscience through Christ, he will look at the two situations and possibly be beyond livid. Because to him it’ll be unthinkable that a man could ever from the grave, especially think that he had the right to throw anyone down in the stairs. If even if you know she was someone who could’ve been his wife to him. That’ll be an unthinkable thing to do. It’s like your dad. Why do you even care What’s wrong with you? You know what I mean because he is attached to money but when his brain is able to fully process things he will be able to even in his evil realize that there’s something very odd about what’s happened.” says Lem

And that brings me to what I was getting at if there’s reincarnation I don’t think people have processed this if there’s an illuminati and we’re going to right now. I’m Constantine and she Scotia for real.  And her living husband is actually Saint Augustine. That’s real if there’s reincarnation. We’re extremely significant people in history. Especially the history of the west. And it is absolutely no coincidence that the West is collapsing at the same time that a possible illuminati is attacking her and throwing me into Hell, but claiming to be doing the opposite. we have a lot of sway over the world and a way that very few living people ever have and threatening us the way that they have was unreasonably stupid. 

I was not gay and I was Constantine if there’s reincarnation and I still am and I didn’t know that I was straight. But you had me sucking the cock of an impoverished son of a Japanese prostitute. If there’s reincarnation, thinking, I was homosexual and that I liked it, even though it often made me vomit. And by you, I mean the United States. Should there be reincarnation on a certain level? I can’t stand this country. I came here thinking that I could help Africa. I died in the Zulu Zulu Anglo Zulu war I literally died in that war. And then Lacey got drunk and was hit by a car and you know that’s possible if there’s an illuminati, you’ve watched her you know that is entirely possible. We are these people she is lady Roslyn, but her father died and they lost the title and her mother went insane and she was raised by her aunt. Her mother was young and very in love with her father, and she just basically lost her mind and ended up dying of what was essentially consumption. Should there be reincarnation. There’s obviously history of her father, but there’s no history of her birth or his marriage if there’s reincarnation.

If there’s reincarnation, however she is that person but Queen Victoria chose to take that out of recorded history out of a sense of fear that the family would be too shamed if they kept track of them because Lacey was dead her parents were dead. Our children were dead. I was dead, and there was really no reason to keep recording us. There was history of our marriageand of us, but it will be hard to find much of that left but you could probably find it there is no history, however in her family almost at all, you could probably try to find something if there’s reincarnation, but it would be very challenging.

The thing is fact, fact, and if this happened it happened and the sad truth is the rise of the east is no coincidence Jack Kennedy brought that about. He was doing that as a favor for a real man who also reincarnated should there be reincarnation as red Fay. And should that be the case the idea was actually to punish the British empire not the United States or all of western Society. Emperor Ninko had a beef with Great Britain not the United States and not all of western society. But ironically, great Britain has been I would say mostly on scathed and America and us specifically as individual people who ended up getting the full brunt of the wrath that he conjured.

That’s something that terrible could happen if it did is a part of the reason why Lacey wants to end the world and God would allow her to should she want to because it’s possible no one has ever done anything that evil or stupid believe it or not and all of human history. almost ever. I mean these people were in the realm of the dead essentially in limbo or purgatory. Should there be reincarnation hundreds of years ago when they decided to come back and out of spite for the rise of the British empire try to attack them through us. And God allowed it, but he also probably knew that it might be the end of everything. Should there be reincarnation? He fully knew that it might be a bit too much. Because it’s unusual for someone to do something that intense so to speak as like revenge and then taking it a step further it’s actually fairly unusual for someone to make a mistake as serious as the one that Jack Kennedy made in choosing me and Lacey and our family as his victims. I had an incredible spiritual authority, and so does she, and choosing to make me his sex slave in a way that was beyond just sex slavery, and in a way that was beyond, just that even by bringing her into it and then trying to torture, our children is astonishing. He was so consumed with himself and he was so profoundly, stupid and stubborn and people are so unaware of that that if there is reincarnation, she is not unreasonable and thinking that the world just needs to end. Because if things are that bad and people are that unfortunate and stupid I think she thinks it’s not safe anymore that things have just gotten too carried away and that essentially it’s just the end that humans are just too fallen or too sophisticated and yet too stupid at the same time and that things are just too awful and I don’t think she thinks that there’s a lot of hope For things to really get that much better because it’s like what is God supposed to do you know I mean Jesus came back he he redeemed us. What else is there? You know that he can do aside from taking away human free will?

So that’s her perspective it’s you know if that’s the case and even if they’re even if that’s not I think she just thinks that it’s gone too far that things are just too evil and that is just time to call it quits essentially the fact that Holocaust, the descendants of holocaust victims are torturing children by starving them to death is also ample evidence to suggest that her hypothesis is probably correct and that things have gone too far. Because people know better now it’s it’s not like they don’t know that what they’re doing is wrong and they’ve never heard of it or been confronted. It’s not the way of the world like it was in the past. Christianity has been spread. people have heard the truth and they’re just rejecting it flat out just rejecting it and to her it’s like what what are we supposed to do? People are rejecting the truth You know everything is covered in plastic. It’s just the end.

And in a way, there’s something very loving and maternal about that and there are some new age people that might get confused and think that she’s some Egyptian deity who was very maternal and knows that will be fine and just think that her children are suffering too much and it’s time to leave the playground so to speak. That is not a totally incomplete vision of her heart for people and so they’re not wrong in thinking that she cares in that way and that it’s sincere. There’s theologically off. They don’t understand God, but if they understand a part of love, then that’s good that they understand something.

She’s not a deity and neither am I if there is reincarnation we are unusual people, but we’re not deities.

We are people.

No, there are a lot of of southern poor white people who who probably feel bad for Jack Kennedy, and to be honest if he does come back someday it’s because God took mercy had mercy for him too, and took pity on his soul, and he may not exist right now, but part of that is just because it’s not possibleGod doesn’t take our free will from us and so he was choosing to be stubborn, and God had to take him out of the equation.

the thing is you can’t overestimate how significant it is that I bear a very striking resemblance to Constantine with my glasses off more than most people, and that she looks almost identical Scotia, and the Roslyn’s. And that her husband looks almost identical to constitute Augustine. She didn’t research these people. She was given this information and so if there’s reincarnation, it’s because that’s who they actually are and God chose to reveal that to her in a very cold intellectual abstract way partially because he knows that people are confused about that theologically or because he knew that it was confusing and he chose to control that slightly for her own protection because it’s not the truth. It’s a very elaborate hoax in a sense. I’m not a hoax and neither is God, but that could be

The thing is this is where it gets very serious because if there is reincarnation, Vladimir Putin possibly is Alex Romanoff. Really if there’s reincarnation, he really genuinely sincerely could be Alex Romanov. Even if it seems far-fetched in some way, be careful because they look a lot alike and there’s something incredibly creepy about the whole thing if you think about it. It either is an elaborate hoax or he could easily be a Romanoff. And if he is Alexa, there is nobody alive aside from a few people who can really challenge him in his understanding of Russian history and a sense of world history, and in a sense of war and economics and a great many other things he’s beyond brilliant he’s extremely unusual. And he is in love with Lacey to some degree and why people take that so lightly should it be true is fascinating.

He is definitely as disenchanted by the world as she is. Neither of them have a particularly optimistic view of things because of what they’ve experienced, and because of how unusually smart and wise they both are. She knew he was going to win the war most likely and she knows that there’s something profoundly dangerous about him at this point and she’s right and if there’s reincarnation part of it is because he chose to defend Christ and truth in a time when almost nobody is doing that and if there’s reincarnation the whole Romanov Dynasty is behind him. Because he is their heir spiritually it’s kind of like the prince and the popper, but the Russian dark version if there’s reincarnation. He is very capable of ending the world, but we’ll see what he chooses what will happen between America and Israel in the next administration will be extremely significant for the dispensational list. It’ll be exciting because it’ll be some further proof that it’s the end times. I’m talking into the phone at this point and it’s not hearing me completely, but the world is rapidly shifting and what is doing that well if there’s reincarnation, it’s me and her father and most if not all of ancient Egypt and Rome and the British empire, who have decided that if she’s going to be tortured to death through suffocation And if her children are going to have to watch as she struggles to eat because she does and scratches herself endlessly because she has full body eczema at this point if her children are going to watch or lose her hair, and if the world is gonna become one big fucking concentration camp for a bunch of idiots With no pedigree, who eat shit for fun and shitting people‘s faces because they think it’s funny it’s time to end the whole fucking world. It’s not a joke and if it seems like when there’s probably something wrong with you or you’re in agreement with us in the sense that it’s a joke because it’s so bad that it’s essentially the end. It’s not that God doesn’t care about people. It’s like he does and someone with her power and authority is not somebody to get into a fight with when you’re worth $6 million and you’re nothing more than a stupid fucking commentator on MSNBC. She stands up for everybody who’s not being respected right now and so what that means is that if she has an authority or even if she doesn’t in God‘s allowing her to have it in a way she’s choosing to use that to just end everything if that’s what God‘s will suggest and we’re going along with it because we agree Things are that bad.

So that’s the problem the 17 is significant because it’s the year that Putin was shot and that Jack was born. What does it mean? Well, what does it mean in the shining? It’s it means essentially and there’s it’s not a coincidence that Elizabeth Wilson blew up and that Joe blew up while he was dating Pat Wilson. Elizabeth lives. Joe does not. Why because Joe is poor in Irish. And what does that mean that if there’s reincarnation which is hinted out in the shining if it exist, Jack really destroyed Lacey’s ability to be compassionate towards poor people the way that she naturally would be. And that is so lopsided and degenerate that yeah again it’s the end of the world. Poor people should never become so powerful and evil that their poverty becomes necessary.

You should never have to rely on an Irish poor person’s vulnerability because they’re so dangerous that you have to use some genetic predisposition towards ignorance to reignthem in. Because that is what happened if I helped assassinate JFK that is what happened they have a sort of genetic predisposition towards not understanding certain things and it’s hard to explain and I’ve Scott Fitzgerald thought it was crazy but it’s not entirely and they didn’t entirely understand certain things inherently, but because they were so rich and evil, we had to rely on his vulnerability to assassinate him if I knew it was happening I’m explaining it to you.

You might ask did I want to kill him? Yes, I did. I hated him secretly. I hated him almost from the beginning of knowing him. I thought I cared about him, and I did and I wouldn’t have killed him, but he was basically raping me and sodomizing me and I very much wanted to just beat him to death. And so when you see me smiling and it looks like Harold, that is not a coincidence. The fact that Bobby and a lot of of other people very gullibly believe otherwise and stubbornly believe otherwise is part of the problem.

So what does the 17 mean essentially it means the possible end of the world because in this case it’s 17 and it’s fallen so you take one away from seven and what do you get six which is the mark of the beast. You add 1 to 7 and what do you get eight. 1968 that’s the year that Bobby was assassinated 2018 however was the year that my daughter was conceived which is both good and bad 2000 1918 is the year that Lacey should have been born and wasn’t. Eight is a very complex number. There are good and bad things with that number it’s not just pure evil. And that is where things are Jack was killed in 1963. He was born in 1917 but he chose evil and so you take one away from seven and you get six and he was killed in 1963. That’s a very tidy number you take three away from six you get three there’s three threes in that and it’s a very eerie number but that’s Jack so his death believe it or not might’ve been far more logical even if it’s haunting than you think. But eight is eight is more of a number that Putin would likely choose because it’s not pure evil or will he stay at seven he’s very complex but then you take away the one and so what does that mean sacrifice war famine you take away the one what does that mean that the death of the dollar the death of people He’s very complicated so he doesn’t choose eight and seven some Christian circles as seen as a very good number cause it’s God‘s number or something so if he’s choosing to try to desperately search for his Christianity in his life, he may end up making incredible sacrifices and of himself, and those around him to try to better things in the world and he’s chosen that, but regardless, it’s a very haunting monumental moment because what will happen well in a sense Putin is the reckoning for what Satan intended for evil with Jack if there’s reincarnation. So he’s taking away power from the west because the west can’t handle it. Why can’t they handle it because they are in love with Jack Kennedy, and they’ve proven that since he died that they really cannot get over him. And that’s an incredibly toxic and dangerous fixation and it’s how he really has taken over because believe it or not. Jack really is far more toxic than you think. So what does that mean again yes we would say 2028 will be the next presidential election. What does that mean that we’re in a very chaotic complex dire moment and world history. and that you can’t underestimate Vladimir Putin’s significance. if there’s reincarnation, he is Alexa Romanov Russians are not afraid of being grand, and he in a sentence has taken on my spiritual authority as Constantine, and so he may he may end up rearranging most of the world because he’s choosing to do things as a Christian the way that I did if there’s reincarnation and that’s a very big deal obviously.

You could try to give that authority back to me, but you’d have to write a lot of startling bizarre exposes about how I might not have been sad enough for Jack’s wedding or you’d have to uncover evidence that suggest I was possibly straight or bisexual and not just madly in love with a narcissistic asshole, who couldn’t be faithful to me. You would have to explain to yourself that gay men are human and so even if I was gay, I would’ve had feelings like a human and so essentially I couldn’t be gay because I would be too hurt. And then you’d have to grow up and realize that that’s real and that the clowning around middle class bullshit that American culture thrives on and has thrived on is worthless to western society. and that is part of what Elizabeth Wilson was trying to tell people in the shining was that the destruction of the native peoples the way that America has always been a country based on money and materialism and white middle-class men who lack conscience like Jack like Jack like Jack like Jack Kennedy… here’s Johnny… that’s not a coincidence the fact that he was in charge of the overlook the fact that he was in charge of the presidency and that everything goes to hell when he does that that is not a coincidence so that’s what Elizabeth was trying to explain to people. She was very intelligent and still. And so the idea she was trying to explain through her composer so to speak and she was the muse or whatever however, you wanna see it and yes obviously we used to think we were hearing gods not dead people in ancient Rome should there be reincarnation, but Stephen King was inspired by her and her brilliance And he was brilliant enough to be able to make a great artistic work out of what she shared with his spirit in his subconscious. And what she was trying to say is that America has always had an Achilles heel we’ve always had a weak spot. And that is in our irreverence for the full depth and gravity of the human experience. We take things seriously to a point. We lack of certain understanding of human nature, and we don’t take things seriously enough in this country. And so we make excuses for ourselves that really are not within our conscience and character as a country to make. we have a habit of looking the other way. Jasmine French. When we don’t wanna know something we don’t know it. And that’s the thing it’s real and so that is our Achilles’ heel and our culture to some degree at the very least and so we have a problem and it’s Achilles’ heel. It’s a fault because we are a Christian nation in a way we do have unusual freedoms and really historic regard for human life But then we couple that with this sort of irreverent, violent hatred and materialism that’s disgusting and straight from Hell. And maybe that’s why people like Jack Kennedy because he seems to embody that and then make it seem glamorous, but you know he doesn’t. He’s what’s wrong with the country.

And so that’s the problem you can accuse Putin of being backward for thinking that homosexuality is wrong in 2025. But you have to realize that he means that sincerely and that it’s with reverence for human life, it’s not materialistic, controlling, and backward it’s Christian and intellectual, and he might not like what he thinks but it’s coherent.

Her husband has a lot of grace to be in a cold marriage and put up with me. And his strength allows her to have strength as well. And there are a lot of Catholics who would say that that’s very eerie. I need somebody if there is an illuminati to figure out if it’s possible that it’s in the Bible and a far more genuine way than they ever have. I can try to work with the situation to help people. I really can. But I can’t do more than I can do, and there are certain things that I am not allowed to discuss that are a very pressing and nature, and I am terrified for most people who are alive about where this is all going. Lacey and our children have incredible grace to die, but that’s not the case with everybody. And if you don’t work with me, I am very worried about where things are going

Mother nature is in revolt. Plastics are not supposed to be in the air and in the soil and in our brains, our bodies were never intended to have to deal with that. If there is no illuminati, Greta Sternberg is laughing and thinks we should just stop.

Greta, I am ending this conversation, but I wanna make one last good faith effort to try to be helpful.

I really think that there’s a chance that someone might take this seriously and you know pray to God and give it up to God the very least I think George Bush actually might because something tells me he thinks as possible that I’m Constantine and that he needs to take this seriously, and I think he might pray about it at the very least. And even if I’m not, he still might pray about it because it could be that serious even if I’m not.

And it is, I did actually have something to do with the assassination of JFK. Harold Henthorne in the afterlife finds this very funny. And in a very dark sad way, so does his wife. Actually, both of his wives do.

He may have a sense of humor about himself when he dies. 

And on that note, I am going to end this Greta you should be relieved I guess. 

“We will edit this.” says Grandpa Pantell.

“Jack. You’ve always been the one who’s in charge.” they lied to him. “Through reincarnation.” they lied to him. …Except Jack was…in the movie. And film isn’t real life. Or even the book. Jack wasn’t James Bond either. So…because Jack Torrence may be the overlord at the overlook..his family survives, albeit separated from him forever. What happened with JFK? “The Hotel” kills him…and yet he doesn’t lose his family? 1980.