Horror

Lacey had a rather awful life. And while Lem had one too, in his own words, Jack made sure that he was never lonely. And that’s the problem. Whether lamb was innocent or guilty of loving Jack, or not Lem did engage in long conversations about sex with Jack. And he thought that they belonged to each other even if at the same time he was happy when Jack wasn’t with him, and he slept with other people. Lem wasn’t seemingly in love with Jack, or attracted to him even but in his curiosity, if that’s what it was, about sex, and his cravings and repressed desires for a woman that he may have dealt with by having conversations about sex… it seems as though he was meeting his needs using Jack. Even though it was potentially a peer leave platonic conversation, and all actuality, for that he still was meeting his needs by trying to be gay and allowing himself to engage in sexual conversation with someone who seemingly found him arousing on every level. And Lacey has empathy for his confusion and his attempt to deal with his conflicting emotions of homosexuality not being what he wanted and yet it being what he thought he was if she’s hearing from Lem’s ghost…but he still had someone who, presumably was trying to be with him. And all he may have had to do was humor jack, and word the conversation in a way where he was getting some sort of sexual gratification as a heterosexual.

And that’s the very ridiculous part of the whole thing that Lem never seems to understand. Even if there is some way that that still proves that Lem was heterosexual…to Lacey in her perception of things, it still is intolerable, if she’s being perfectly honest. Why is it intolerable for two reasons?

Because Michael and Louis exist and Harold but mostly just Michael. And Michael had a very lonely 23 years. He was loved, and he loved other people, but he wasn’t pursued by some hammered, obsessive fuckwad, who was determined to make him his lover. And why was that? Which leads to the second reason.

Because he had a spine and he wasn’t a self indulgent asshole. He denied himself pleasure because he had standards and honor and self-restraint. And so does Lacey. She knows how much pain there is, in bearing the cross, trying desperately to be a good person and not choosing the easiest way out. Lacey is sleeping with ghosts to stay alive. Not because she’s spoiled and stupid like Lem.

“I’m sick of being nice to you.” Lacey says to Lem. “It’s making me far too lonely. …No one‘s ever given a damn about me my entire fucking life, you bitch. I don’t give a shit how bad your little useless life was. You wasted your entire spoiled life. The only accomplishment you left behind was to torture me that’s all you did. And now all I have is to sort through the shit show that you left behind with your self indulgent desire for fucking privacy. The truth is you might’ve been straight, but you tried to be gay you tried, and you had someone who according to you if you’re his ghost was passionately obsessed with you. And maybe there’s some explanation that I don’t understand alright, maybe there’s some explanation but really at the end of the day I despise our differences; they make me hate you. And yet I don’t hate you because I hate hating people. Because it’s just vile to hate people. …But I just can’t understand why you let yourself try to enjoy homosexual sex if you did at all. And it makes some sense to me, but then I think, ‘No I would never do that. I would never do that.’ Because I am not like you. I am better than you and I despise that.” she yells. “Do you have any idea how awful it is to be profoundly lonely?!? Because that’s what you made me. Are you proud of yourself in your attempt to curb your mild loneliness? Because in a very spoiled life you have done nothing more than torture me, and make me more lonely than I already was. Don’t hate yourself though if I don’t hate you, you don’t have the right to hate yourself…that’s self-indulgent. You’re supposed to care about my needs and feelings, you’re supposed never betray my trust, you’re supposed to be on my side. And having a discussion about sex with someone as meaningless to humanity, the scum of the Earth, like Jack Kennedy, ‘being his bestest friend,’ makes me think of you as nothing more than a joke. You decided to turn yourself into nothing in relation to me absolutely nothing. Not a nobody because to me you’re still the meaning of all existence. Oh, no, it’s far worse than that. You betrayed me. And by the meaning of all existence, I don’t mean that you’re a God I mean that you have the same place in my heart as a father or a mother who I do give up for Christ as I give you up for Christ as well, but I am still human or did you forget that I am human because Jack sucked your cock or you sucked his and he lied to you and he stole humanity from itself in the process. Maybe your little fuckwad bestest friend was the fucking antichrist, you dip shit. Maybe you sucked the cock of Satan himself to try to find a little ounce of pleasure and happiness in your sad, mildly lonely, spoiled life.

And that is something that I would never do. I would never do that. I would never make that mistake never in 1 million years. And I’ve had an incredible amount of grace and patience for your inadequacy as a human compared to me. But I don’t know what it is that you expect me to do at this point. Because it doesn’t seem like you understand why I slept with other people. Or do you just not care? Because people like you get their way and then Christ forgives them and I’m glad that he does but then what happens to me and my needs and my feelings and my pain? Who gives a shit about my humanity other than Christ himself? Not you because you’re too busy thinking of your needs, and your pain that you can barely stand even though it’s really not all that great.

I’ve never been loved by anybody my entire life. Forget being lonely, being lonely to me, is like having a cold. I have been in excruciating pain since the moment that I was born or the moment that my father gave me up, thinking that I was going to have a great life. And it has never gone away. Imagine the deathly headache that you have your entire fucking life and that’s me and I am 40 and my hair is falling out and I don’t complain because I am better than you. How dare you let that happen?!? How dare you let me be so ghastly superior to you, don’t you care about me at all?”

Lacey laughs.

Lacey smiles.

“Men try, but the truth is, I am an extraordinarily complex person, emotionally speaking.” says Lacey.

“Yes, she is.” says Louis.

“Yes, I concur.” says Michael smiling.

“And that’s the problem. Some of us realized how bad things were and some of us didn’t. I didn’t. I don’t know if you did or not…but I think Michael and Louis did.” says Harold Loeb.

A black woman eating a salad shakes her head in disapproval of evil. Is she reading the blog or is she a psychic? Does she know consciously? Lacey has no idea. And Lacey has to hope that God will save her from Hell in her innocence and unawareness of what’s going on in her own mind.

“As a black man, I have to say, we do have warriors in our culture who are female, Lem. But I don’t think they’d want a man who was a useless little slut. …If you were a vicious, ruthless, glorious female leader, who would probably die in battle alongside of her fellow warriors…I highly doubt she respect what you did? Do you understand why or does that just allude you?” asks a black man.

“The British have female warriors too, so do other cultures in Europe. and imagine your Joan of arc do you respect a man who treats you like one of the boys know because she wasn’t and she isn’t one of the boys that that was Jack, sly that there were no women who were vastly superior to him as a human being.” says Tommy Banks. “ you believed that liar, didn’t. But that was his lie that all the women were pond scum compared to him. That was the Kennedy mess that men were better than women, and not in a way that can be easily edified. I had a lot of suffering of those men who lied. My daughter is a victim of that family just like Martha Moxley may have been Anne, Pam, Kelly, and those two girls that drowned because Ted is an asshole. Just like Mary just likes her side and may even Gideon. They are terrible with women and poor little KiKu delusional. He thought she was being loved and ended up dying because her dad didn’t know how to take care of her and her mother was a bitch. And poor little Rosemary, who had her brains drilled out and spent the rest of her life wishing she was dead. What you did was despicable being friends with those people it was never anything to be proud of hating them self indulgent, hating yourself, assault self indulgent, and my daughter understands that and she’s horrifically grieved at the thought that you might not. What kind of human does that make you a worm? Does it make it more of a worm lamb? Are you a worm? Are you a worm? Who helps produce dirt for things to grow but he’ll never be able to even comprehend because he’s too much of a worm or a man? Do you want to roll with the big dogs? I was a huge deal. I was a far more important and powerful man then you’re a little trifling shit-show family. presidents may or may not have been scared of me. Were they ever scared of the Kennedys or did they just shoot them up the minute that they walked in the door? And people don’t like that reality because it scares their egos, but that may be actual reality, Lem. And then you want to be my son-in-law for eternity?

See people like Lacey and I and Al Capone we like order. We like rules and honor because we think it’s nice that hospital success for people that are suffering Lem. We like highbrow art like Monet. We like when things work, so that people can be happy before they die. And you could make some sort of nihilistic argument that people would be better off, if all of humanity cease to exist, but then that’s the argument that you’re making for the annihilation of all humanity lab. Did you realize that was the argument that you and Jack decided to put forth biggie biggie boom to the American people? That all of humanity should just cease to exist, because it just seem like a kind of a swell idea? When Michael told you to apologize, he was trying to help you why couldn’t you apologize? God knows and I might now too. You either have an explanation because you’re dead and it’s a fallen world and Lacey really shouldn’t be having to talk to the dead to find any sort of human who gives a shit about her. But she still didn’t hear an apology whether you wanted to get one or not. And that probably could be your fault. Do you think got a hold you accountable for that or just laugh it off and say oh that’s life.

My daughter is not a slut lab she’s an extraordinarily honorable person.”

“So if the underworld prior to let’s say the drug wars post 1960s. had a sort of feminine element to it, but I think a lot of Wiccans actually will find fascinating. I’ve got to be honest. Why did bobby Kennedy go after them? Why were you trying to dismantle the lake feminine correction of the patriarchy running the US? Because that’s what the mob is to me at this point and I know Lacey‘s family wasn’t even in the mob, but they had connections to the mob and I feel like the fact that these people many, and if not most of them were all men were able to be so honorable, and so efficient and make so much money, and so be so powerful at a time in America really was far healthier… why did you dismantle that? What were they doing to keep us alive as a country? And then oh, they’re the evil in the world the people who scare you and make you feel intimidated? What if that’s not the case what if they were keeping the CIA in check and keeping the CIA from killing people? And the thing is this people were not scamming people like I have a feeling Lacey‘s family really was old money and her father really wasn’t the godfather. He was like a character from Anita Horton novel and then he ran away and became the great Gatsby with a small house, because he wasn’t the great Gatsby he was Oldman. NN is that what the problem is that he was a Banks he was British yeah and so then there was there a Jews there were BRITs of course they’re also Italians. I bet you left them alone because they were like your people? Oh no, did you go after the Italians? I don’t even really know. Lacey doesn’t really even know, but what she does now and what I do suspect is that you’re a misogynistic dirtbag. And that it’s no coincidence Marilyn was connected to those people and that she ended up dead and it’s no coincidence that Lacey is connected to them and you’re torturing her. And then your son wants to destroy vaccines during a pandemic that’s ravaging hospitals. And now he thinks he can be president. What point do you realize you were the problem your son is a problem. You guys are a problem and whatever goodness you had in mind it wasn’t perfect. It had flaws and you probably needed someone to keep you in line. Why did you get rid of the people who were helping you help yourself who were helping you not destroy the entire fucking country?” asks a black actress.

“ see this is why I warned you all about big and I did we weren’t you we did we weren’t you years ago we did we warned you. And it wasn’t just about George Floyd y’all want to make it about George Floyd? It’s not just about George Floyd or Trayvon Martin. You all don’t know what you’re doing you’re incompetent bastards and you’re too high and mighty on your own ego to realize that fact.” says Tu PAC.

“ does the US even exist anymore Jack or did your presidency that I was witness to in my grantor room, the entire fucking country, and Lacey is too much of a lady and too well bread to just say that? Because even though you’re being clobbered right now, if that’s true, the game is not over yet, and she really is a lady. The truth is if I’m lame I signed up for this because I had tore her anger at me. It’s like being loved in a way that maybe only my parents ever loved me and God himself. Maybe my father only love me that much I don’t know. Because I want someone who believes that I have possible capability of being that honorable, and that good because I want that myself. Do you even understand what that is?

It’s not about showing off during Cold War.” says Joe Jr.. “ the truth is part of the reason why I enter the picture Jack if she really is better with lime it’s because I couldn’t stand it. We fucked up so much and she’s so honorable she really is and I was very proud of that part of our family and our heritage. I wasn’t ashamed of it like you.” He thinks. “ jack were not British or Irish. And the Fitzgerald’s maybe when is honorable as they should be, but I love that part of myself why don’t you?” He thinks. “ I am the reason our family is so special and no one ever says that anymore people used to say it all the time, and then they got old and they died, and no one repeated that part of history. The truth is, I really was very smart. You said it yourself yesterday. I was smarter than you I was smarter than Bobby. I was smarter than Ted and I had a lot more heart. And I feel sorry for Bobby because I don’t think he has a clue who we really are. Do you know those kids maybe went to Ireland and shut up that’s not who we are. I wasn’t like that. I wasn’t like that. I should’ve been president and then the whole thing should’ve been called off because I don’t think anyone else in our family could do it. I think I was the only one who really could’ve actually been a real full-term president. And then he just went and fucked the entire thing up. And now I look like a dumb ass. Thanks to you for all of history. we could’ve been some thing we could’ve been contenders. … Jack I knew there was a problem when that biography that Lacey is red was written about me in 2015. That was a shit biography. And then they had just written that book about you and mom and maybe that book was almost entirely just about you and your sexual needs and your grander in an imaginary fairytale that doesn’t even make sense logistically speaking on emotional level. What if they’ve been doing to our family for the last 10 years last 20 years excuse me. They been mask her ass with bullshit. Because our family is dying off in importance in this country. Because you spend most of your time getting high and trying to fuck people. I entered the picture because Lacey doesn’t understand that Linn gives a shit about her. And large part that’s things to you. And the jack ass nephews that you’ve left behind who have no fucking clue how to do almost anything. I care about them. They’re my nephews or are they? I am very close to wanting to just disown you as my brother for all of eternity, and pretend that it was just a mistake that we were related in our minds because I really can’t stand you.”

“ and you know what’s funny is that he seems so much more late and posh then you ever did. He was taller and blonder and prettier than you more handsome than you smarter than you. And yet he seems to have understood that there are boundaries to certain things there’s certain rules that you don’t break because that’s what humanity is made of Jack.” says Lacey.

And at that a child sex slave well child hostage decides to try to defend the Kennedys out of the sympathy and empathy in their heart and their adult owners request. Partially to torture the child, but also partially because they really feel sorry for the Kennedys that they don’t know how to defend themselves, seemingly at all.

“ you know I really was British old money even if I’m illegitimate and Norwegian and you’re not so in the world‘s view I’m a lot better than you and you really are just total pond scum compared to me jack. Why did you have to reinforce that societal perception of the Irish has been inferior to the British? Why did you do that?” asks Lacey. “ why do you hate your own people? Why are you such a traitor to anything that’s ever love to you are you even human at all?”

“ Actually Alys Seay that’s a very interesting question and as a white supremacists of eastern European origin, I think you should stop the conversation now because you’re wrong. Because you’re right. And as much as you’ve asked fairy interesting questions, I think you’re a lot nicer and sweeter and kinder than your words are letting you be. Sometimes the truth is profoundly awful and I think you need to trust. God can help him get out of the best that he’s gotten himself into with you and people that he cares about.” so as an eastern European man and an area of the world that Lacey’s family may have owned in the 1400 or 1500s.

“ did Michael get you to tell her that?” as a dead Rockefeller..

“ it might’ve been him and love him and Louis and myself.

“ you know Jack I feel like Grace Kelly really did love you and try to explain things to you and it just didn’t work. Jean Tierney may have also been trying him even Inga I don’t know and I just wonder why you didn’t hear them.” Ask the psychic.

“ why did you ever find me a remotely attractive?” Lacey asks Mr. Blue. “ I am so not your type.”

“I didn’t. You’re out of my league physically speaking. But I voice for women like you attractive to some degree and I just thought it was fun that you notice me so I thought I would go along with it and just have fun.” says Mr. Blue.

“ but I’m not like those women.” says Lacey.

Awkward silence.

“ and that’s why you guys don’t understand me especially if I was straight. Because I was a jock, and if I was even gay at all and I wasn’t an ass, there are some GenZ guys that look like me and act like me, but millennials really never did, and neither did Gen X for some reason people like me really didn’t exist again until fairly recently. Lacey saw two guys at the Fourth of July festival that she went to who looks like me, but they were both under the age of 25. Where were they? When she was young they weren’t there they didn’t exist. You look slightly like me, but not really so you were like on trend, right? I agree with her though she’s not really that Britney Spears there’s slight similarities, but they’re really very different people. Yeah she’s not Jessica Simpson on the persona. Her personality is really a lot more publicly like Jenna Bush. If this is real and there is an illuminati, why did you do that but what went through your brain? What are you thinking? How did you group her in with people who are so different different than her?” says Lem.

“ I think Lem is gonna take his cat and go home Jack.” Says JP Kennedy. It’s a metaphor.

come to find out if Lacey is symbolically a cat Jack thought. It was funny to take the cat light it on fire and then throw it in a river. And while Lem’s was trying to explain to Jack, that he too, could morph into a cat Jack lit Lacey on fire, and threw her in a river. And now I’m feel stupid for trying to explain and he realizes that it’s much more fun to just play with other cats because they don’t try to let you on fire throw you in the river unless if they’re evil. Jack, you’re not a cat. Maybe Lacey and then Mark cats are there they’re just humans. But they’re far more like that that you are.

There was a passage in her novel were Lem saves her life, and then someone said that lamb would never saved her. And that’s the problem. She’s really not like Marilyn Monroe and that way. Love would’ve saved her. He would’ve jumped in to save her life and psychologically. That was the only way she could understand his love for her. And it was the only way that anything ever made sense, and then that was taken away from her by jealous jackasses in the illuminati. If there is an illuminati, I suspect it was Caroline Kennedy, herself Jack’s little daughter. Oh my God. Or possibly Bobby it was someone very vicious and evil and stupid as fuck. Who sings so just because their daddy sucked his cock they did too. You are the most incestuously evil idiotic group of networks I’ve ever encountered. It’s no wonder you thought she was Marilyn Monroe you fucking fuck wad.” This is JP Morgan.

See this is JP. Morgan know she makes all these allusions to people who are important and it’s so obvious that it’s not real.” says Wobbly.

“ actually I don’t know that he ever sucked my cock or if he did it was rape he might’ve once in Germany to try to get me hard enough to give him anal and it was horrific. I couldn’t get a hard on and my dick got so fucking sore.” says Lem. “ but he didn’t care, and I cried, and it was awful and he threaten to leave me there.” He thinks. “ if there really is no evidence that I was gay, I think historians have misunderstood. I never really instigated the sexual acts between the two of us. Jack really was the one that always was doing it. And that’s hard for Lacey to hear because that’s the story that her ex-husband gave her and the women that he claimed did that to him all deny it. And even if he’s telling the truth, they have lied through their teeth to save their egos because they don’t want to admit that they were jealous that he was dating Lacey, and the first three months that he was dating her they all Klamert to get him in bed to try to keep him. Jack may be psychically knew that that was the way to hurt Lacey and yet it’s not but that would be one way of hurting her would be getting someone who’s sweet and gullible like me who she trusts for her safety and protection to make the mistake of having sex. And that evil priest helped him. I never thought that God was responsible. I love God and I possibly always dead. Because somehow I knew that that wasn’t quite what it happened. But no if I’m lame the truth is he really was the instigator and I was open to it because I thought it was gay but I really why I really was trying to be gay Jack. I was just trying to be gay. I wasn’t actually ever going to get a hard on the way that you wanted me to. Right so like if that’s what happens if I am if she’s hearing me correctly, I might still be lame and have just been bisexual and I ruined my life by loving you. Because you really were a despicable man. Or I might have been gay and homosexuality is half-baked nonsense, and I would’ve loved her anyway, because I couldn’t help myself. But if I was straight and that really is what I’m saying I couldn’t get a hard on because that’s just not who I was. And there was no amount of you, sucking my cock or fiddling with my balls or fiddling with my dick or anything that was ever going to get me hard in the way that you wanted. Sometimes I get a little hard but because you touch me for like a half an hour unceasingly and some determined, attempt to try to arouse me to have sex with you. And every boyfriend that I had was like that it never worked out because I really wasn’t gay. I had one boyfriend, give me an orgasm potentially, and that was possibly the only orgasm that I ever really experienced other than when I touched myself. And it worked because I close my eyes and thought about women while he touched me. And that’s usually what I would do with you and our conversations end, sucking your dick. I would close my eyes and think about women. Because it was the only way that there was anything pleasurable about it for me. And then that made you angry and so then you didn’t want me to close my eyes and think about women maybe that time in Germany in particular and it didn’t work and it made you furious. Lacey doesn’t believe me that you made me take pictures of you that you set up the picture that you really did all that because that’s what her husband said and it’s too traumatic for her now to believe me. Because the way he handled it was psychologically obliterating to her and she hung on and she still there, but he was profoundly disrespectful her when he was explaining to her what happened with all these other women that he slept with. And you knew that you do she was being destroyed by who she was married to, and it never occurred to you that that was the end of the line so that was the end of your rope. If I’m lame and I was straight that was really the end jack. That was when you’d have to deal with the fact that I may be really was never into it with you at all. But I lied about it and you lied about it because I thought I was gay and he loved that mess because it made you feel straight. That made you feel straight to think that I was gay when I’m not at all.

And you were too backward to realize that you were being totally sadistic or you really are and were just a sadistic sick man?” says Lem.

“ when I think about Steve’s character from and just like that, I could see him getting into that relationship if you thought he was gay especially in the 1940s. I have a feeling love even though he’s big and tall and aristocratic was more like Steve than people realize.” says an actor.

“ why is Chase sleeping with a man? Why is that man so patronizing? The sad truth is I really wonder if Miranda is about to have her heart broken. Because there’s some thing about Chez that doesn’t seem real. It’s possible she could be an ex they could be an exception, and they could be capable of monogamy. I love infidelity even though they’ve indicated otherwise, but there they’re confusing, Lacey at least he’s not an idiot. and I think she needed to talk about that yesterday and we didn’t talk about it and it scares me.” says an author.

“ see the problem is Mr. blue she’s not Marilyn Monroe she could easily be lemons other half for eternity not Marilyn Monroe. As much as Marilyn killed herself, she may be experienced more love than Lacey ever has that was genuine. and then should she be with Arthur biller that’s not the kind of relationship Lacey has, although I think she’d love to have that that’s not what she has not yet. And she’s not Britney Spears she didn’t sell her body to make money. And I doubt she would’ve allowed her family to do that to her. I don’t think you could’ve paid Lacey enough to do it Britney Spears did. She would’ve probably tried to run away before she ever did that or she would’ve found some way to kill her family before they killed her. Lacey is not Britney Spears or Marilyn Monroe. Were you really that dumb that you didn’t realize that just because they look alike slightly and they’re both blonde and sexy and your age that they’re not the same people her and Britney I mean?” asks a man.

“ I am really good at identifying types of women it’s like a game to me.” says Mr. Blue.

“ yeah to see where the Casi and Lacey‘s ex step mother-in-law, right? You’re very bound by the ignorance of your class that you grew up in. You think that people fit into these stereotypes of the limited perspective you have of the world. You’re really a very sheltered backward urban hick. But because you’re an urban, heck on Camera, you seem sophisticated. But it’s no wonder that you and that girl two and three got along so well because you’re all a little backward especially you in Becquerel three you’re both hicks, but in different ways. And the problem is Lacey really was attacked by a herd of women who would attach themselves like barnacles to her ex-husband. They still try to stock them. He still gets friend requests on LinkedIn or bizarre sites that he will mostly just Langton but these women he’s blocked them and he blocked them on LinkedIn now too but they literally try to find anything they can about him and they probably maybe even read this blog because they’re that obsessed. Maybe they were in love with him. He was never in love with any of them and he made that very clear to them before Lacey even enter the picture. Numerous times. But because he’s not good at regulating that kind of emotional framework and because they don’t like reality, they won’t let go and they still won’t let go. I mean basically, Lacey reduced him to tears and forced him to explain that he actually cared about her after they were already married. Because he doesn’t wanna look over he still doesn’t want to let go of her, but he never wants to explain why. And he never really got rid of those women, even though he was an ass to them and he made it clear that he wasn’t interested. So they don’t want to go with their God, which is telling them that he’s not interested because they don’t listen to such things because they think they’re all better than that and they don’t wanna listen to what he saying because they’re not hearing it in a way that’s emotionally Suicidal the expected of him.

So your women that have are on their second marriage with their good-looking second husband still thinking they’ve got a chance to swoop up Mark. At least he has moved on but he really has no interest in being with these women so they’re just wasting their time and at this point if they’re reading her blog hopefully they’ll realize they’re also embarrassing themselves. The problem is that’s her background OK this unusually beautiful woman and this man who is a playboy but he’s not, and then all this other crap and who knows what they’ve been saying to her subconsciously. Mr. blue I really don’t think she understood what was going on. You told her you wanted fun what the fuck is fun to people in my generation that doesn’t exist. We really didn’t do it millennials did it and Lacey is repulsed by it too and that’s where she has. No clue what you’re even talking about. When she heard you say that what came to mind is her ex-husband because he used to say stuff like let’s just have fun and she think OK but that I’m coming over three nights a week making you dinner cleaning your kitchen you keep asking me out we fall asleep, holding each other, you seem like you’re in love with me based on the physicality of our relationship and the things you do like holding me it didn’t seem like ‘just fun.’ But that’s what he maintained for a while and then you know it’s like shit he’s inviting her home to meet his family without ever really telling them about her and then they’re piling on her making these sadistic accusations I know she’s legally married to him and they probably still hate her because they don’t understand her. Why don’t understand what actually happened. Oh and he’s sober and he’s he’s content. He actually probably really did love Lacey and he even say that now but whether he’s mildly autistic or whatever his problem is, he truly miscommunicated what he really wanted. And there there as close as they can be at this point at, and I know that they trust each other as much as they can.

It’s it’s so mild if it’s autism that it’s totally undetectable really Elon musk, and Mark, Zuckerberg and Bill Gates may be slightly autistic themselves. Because it’s not full-blown autism, it’s more Greta turn burg autism. but not even that pronounced. And it still affects the way they perceive things, and their lack of ability at times to properly communicate. And they’re brilliant man her ex-husband’s billion too.

But that’s that’s her background she’s not Marilyn Monroe. And you seemed unusual and so she thought he seems like he’s looking for fun. What does that even mean? And then she took your relationship with that girl three and all your other mistresses and masters will call them as evidence that you were maybe so but like her ex-husband because it just you seemed confused you seemed like you didn’t know what you wanted, and she was trying to sort through all of that when you decided to call her a Golddigger. and because of your narcissism, you don’t bother to explain because you don’t think you have to.” says a man.

A Putin laughs.

“ we have been tolerating you, but it is very obnoxious the way you think you control the entire illuminati.” says another’s to Mr. Blue.

“ can you try to explain if I am lame the truth is, it would take an act of God to get me to give up on my relationship with Lacey. I don’t need her approval to love her. So even if I haven’t been able to explain, and I was confused and gay and I would’ve loved her anyway or if I was bisexual, and I’m embarrassed by myself or if I was straight and I struggle to explain I don’t care if I hurt her. Not because I don’t care because it doesn’t matter. What we have is bigger than that because I have decided it is because I get to because I’m the man it’s not nice. Unless if I become too evil, that’s just the way it goes because she does love me and then I don’t care if I screwed up as long as it wasn’t too far in God’s eyes, I don’t care.” says Lem. “ because I hate it’s just my mess than that. I have to fix that’s all it’s just something I have to fix and with gods help I can but it’s just something I have to fix and that’s really all that it is.” He thinks. “ and in the grand scheme of eternity. My main concern is what I’ve done to her not fixing it. That’s just effort it’s not like what I actually have done that hurts. And then that’s where I have to make sure that with God you know I am I’m good that I really didn’t go to far and then she’s better off with someone else and I have to hope that he’ll help me salvage my existence. What if I didn’t read my existence then essentially I am not letting go of Lacey.” He thinks. “ and that’s the problem. People haven’t been able to stand that because they’ve understood that it was that deep dead and alive possibly if there’s purgatory. And they really just can’t handle it because it’s upsetting. They want to believe that Jack One Jack won the British aristocrat award or some thing I don’t know. Jack, if I was Portuguese or Jewish, because, truthfully, if I looked like myself and had dark hair, I could almost like Jewish. A lot like Harold Loeb but taller and bigger. Her son someday will look like me that’s my son if that’s what God wants. And how will that happen? Because if I look just slightly different, I would look Jewish. Or what if I was Hispanic what if I was Brazilian Portuguese or Chilean? Would you still have found me so horribly meaningful to you if I was Hispanic or Jewish jack?”

Harold Loeb laughs.

“ no if you were Jewish, I would’ve hated you. I would still look down on you. if you were Hispanic, I would’ve thought you were a joke. If you were Irish, I would’ve thought you were just a piece of shit. I liked your internal and external aristocratic British beauty. And I wanted it to be British. You’re right it doesn’t mean as much to me if it’s not you don’t mean anything to me if you’re not British.” says JFK.

“ yeah, I know it doesn’t matter anyway because that’s not gonna ever happen if Lacey is actually sleeping and talking with One doesn’t matter what you feel about him just like it doesn’t matter what those other women felt about Lacey‘s ex-husband your feelings really don’t matter in that way you’re trying to make your feelings better the way, Lacey‘s feelings matter, and they were too, and those emotions are not equivalent. Lacey’s entire life people have been obsessed with being equivalent to her or superior that’s pretty much the only thing humanity is given her for the last 40 years of her life is competition over things. You can’t compete over in a fallen world. They’ve never had respect for the fact that she’s just better than them by their own standards. And that’s the problem it’s theirs. It’s their standards. It doesn’t even make any sense but that’s the way it is. And then you think that you’re lazy they think they’re lazy she’s her you guys are you and that’s just reality. And the truth is if she’s better with Louis or Michael there’s someone better for them and if that’s not the case then she’s probably with One if that’s who she supposed to be with if it’s not Herald or if Scott Fitzgerald, maybe it is Linn he may be a slut and then guess what that’s who she’s with fraternity and there’s nothing anyone can do about it other than God, the devil might try but then that’s destruction jack that’s not an improvement.

Anyway, getting back to Mr. blue what were you thinking? She really thought that you were confused and if that isn’t the case you have yet to explain to really anyone what actually happened if we weren’t trying to use her as a sacrifice making us look like that is not OK. Because I wouldn’t be surprised if we are running at risk of destroying this country because you don’t think you should have to explain what you were doing. You were like Dr. Hartford from hell. Because we invited you and thinking we could trust you with the position of incredible responsibility. And then you took advantage of that trust if we’re not trying to use her as a sacrifice, you’ve taken advantage of our spiritual institution.

And you still don’t think you have a responsibility to explain yourself and it’s possible that a lot of liberals have been backing that up and we’ve been taking them to account by stealing everything we can from them and will continue to. We took away affirmative action. We took away what Rovers is Wade we’re working on gay marriage. heck, we may even go back to Jim Crow before you’re done being self-righteous. And frankly, I suspect pedophiles are starting to turn on you, because I think they’re getting annoyed. And the truth is we don’t understand how you guys don’t get it she’s not making this up. This is bad. And you have to stop using the American media against yourselves.

People feel sorry for you and maybe they shouldn’t. And by people, I mean people within the illuminati. I want you to explain right now why you did what you did I want you to explain yourself any real adult open clear way.” says a man.

“my wife and I were in an unspoken, middle-class open marriage. Would you even tooted and was actually possibly true was that we never had a frank open discussion about what we wanted from each other in our marriage. And I liked that because I told you I wasn’t in love with my wife, but see I I wonder if I actually am and I just don’t like dodging that to myself because I’m probably somewhat of a malignant narcissist. So I lied. I did tell you that I wasn’t gonna leave my wife, but it wasn’t because she was controlling or I was clinically depressed or some thing it even if I am, I am. It’s because I don’t really want to.

I had been having an affair of sorts with that girl, three. We weren’t married, but we had sort of an agreement. She might’ve signed an NDA, and we were engaging in frequent what you would call lovemaking we called just having sex. And honestly I have a feeling you think I was in love with her and she was in love with me and her lying about that maybe that’s possible. And she probably could still be in love with me. I might even still be mildly love with her. And my wife can’t handle that she can’t handle any of it because I I think she likes open marriage and she likes the fact that she gets to sleep with men who she finds attractive without worrying about how I’m gonna feel about it, but then she doesn’t like me sleeping with other people and yet I think she really enjoy sleeping with other men and so it’s like how do we how do we work through that? Because it’s possible I could actually handle the monogamy to some extent if she put out but she can’t handle it because she really actually likes the company of other men at times and she gets tired of them. They’re not me but she likes that and I get it I like it too but maybe just not quite as much as she does.

And that was with that girl three understood about me was that I really just wanted love to some degree. Which then does beg the question what the fuck was I doing with you? She was the one that insisted I tell you that I hate you. You would’ve just been like whatever as another guy who I guess wanted to have sex or something I don’t know and then it just didn’t work out and you would’ve thought whatever men can be like that and they maybe hate me but who cares? In a sense it’s not that personal because it’s just like I am one of millions of other people that they would possibly do the same thing to. But she was threatened by you for narcissistic reasons. It’s probably mostly entirely competition and because she was also a lot of me it was both she was insulted by your presence because she was in love with me and then she was also insulted by you being better than her. And so she felt the need that I should say to you that I hate you it isn’t just like oh you’re one of millions even if on a certain level that’s true but it’s possible that I really did hate you very much you. So I both hated you the way that I would hate lots of women that I would use and I hated you for a very specific reasons and she thought I should tell you that and I thought it was a little weird to be honest, I thought it was a little sadistic. But she whined and she pouted and she pleated and so I did it. And my wife and my wife had mixed feelings about it probably still does. It is over the line or it’s psychopathic to tell someone that to the degree that she wanted me to and probably still does it on the other hand it’s like yay he loves us more. So they were celebrating my hate for you. You don’t even understand why I hate you and it just cause a mess because I am a narcissist.

And what they don’t like because if that means that you’re more attractive than them in their minds because they’re narcissists to is that I lead you on into thinking that I cared about you to try to sleep with you. Even if it was just in a nerdy telepathic way. I just thought it was cool and it was fun and they were hurt by that and they don’t want me to admit to you or myself or anyone that I really did less after you and then lead you want like they get it and they’re like yeah that’s hateful Because they think they’re five minutes. They think there’s he’s super late five minutes that are better than you. Is there a Saturday better than you? I am too, but maybe not as much as them and then that’s part of it to you because they know, and I know that you really do find me physically attractive and I like that as a narcissist, and they hate it. And I don’t know how to deal with that because that’s just reality that I’m kind of in proximity of your type and that’s just your type and that’s just your type it’s not really it’s personal but it’s not and they just they can’t handle that. I don’t think that they will be just as it’s all it’s just all competition bullshit.

And that’s what I meant by fun. Basically I just meant I want to use you. And I think maybe some people thought you were a Golddigger because you understood but that’s probably not what happened. I think it was like I was talking about a minute and you couldn’t quite figure out what I was even really trying to say. I love you my my wife loves the idea that you’re the bunny boiler even though it’s like really not at all who you are.

Because if that makes her feel superior to you, they’re obsessed with feeling superior to you. Why do I hate you know that’s interesting why why did why? Why? Why do I hate you? Why did I hate you? two words: plated silver.” says Mr. Blue.

“ I can see why she thought you were in love with her because that’s a really weird thing to hate someone over and it almost seems like you’re actually in love with her and that you’re trying to escape the back and I believe you that you’re not, but it does look weird because that’s a strange thing to hate someone about.” SZA perfume hater.

“ OK but it’s like it’s plated silver it’s not sterling silver your first cousin could have an extremely luxurious house in the Hamptons and Manhattan then that’s it. And maybe I’m not even quite that well off myself and my wife’s family isn’t and back row three isn’t either unless if she’s been given hush money. But we didn’t inherit $6 million like your first cousin I don’t even know if I would say that we really inherited $200,000 or 250,000 you could kind of argue that with my wife and her family paying for her education but then, I have a feeling that your father would’ve paid for your education to some degree and still giving you money or it’s a little more than that that you’ve gotten from him somehow but it’s not like you’ve inherited 6 billion or 400 million. And I feel like what you indicate is that you have billions of dollars I feel like your sense of style is like that is like an empress or something and it’s just so pretentious and stupid because you’re not that rich you have a lot of money, but you’re not a billionaire. And the way you act and dress it’s like you’re this billionaire and I just think that’s not real. You’re not better than me or even if you are better than me, you’re not that much better than me and you’re still not better than me because I don’t lie that way. I don’t try to act like I’m a billionaire I’d like you. And that’s a back or three was angry about because she’s done a lot with her life and we’re really elite and our generation who cares about our background and you didn’t do that and in that way were fascist conservatives we don’t give a shit about you and your humanity. You were supposed to be the queen of the world and if you’re not, then you need to kiss my ass. Because unless if you cut my head off and throw me into hell, I’m not gonna stop, but I’m better than you. And that’s with that girl three things to that. It’s just like your Taser total shit and it makes you obviously beneath me.” says Mr. Blue.

“And that’s why Casi hated you too and that’s why I’m a Baroness compared to you because I am real I am hard-core sincere.” says Batgirl III.

“ people like your voice hated me in the past is because I was a goody two shoes, so I believe you that it’s about class for all of you but I don’t think it’s just about social class. I think it’s probably very complicated. I’m sorry you’re too stupid to understand that until actually speaking. That being said, now that I made you feel like a nitwit beneath me and maybe that’s all that you really are. If you were intellectually capable of having this conversation, and I doubt that you are, but I’m hopeful… let’s just say that I might be wrong. Let’s say that I might not, but I might be what is it that really indicated that to you that I am the potential is blowhard? Was it the the plated silver or what? What is it? What is it that makes you think that? Could you indulge in a bit of kindness and your narcissism and explain to me what it is that I’m doing that makes you think that?” asks Lacey.

And if that bad girl three feels like killing Lacey out of narcissistic rage and hurt.

“ are you sincere like this is really what you’ve been thinking the whole time because if she really is Tami Wentz‘s daughter she could’ve been America’s First Lady and probably more impressive than Jackie Kennedy. Did you not factor that in in this conversation or or what?” asks Smobbly.

“ no, no I did not.” says Mr. Blue.

“ for real?” asks a Putin.

“ no no I just don’t think that way I think of her as a peasant who is beneath me and then I just talk to her like she has one eye I refuse to acknowledge any of that other stuff that’s just conservative bullshit.” says Mr. Blue.

“ except it’s not!” says a woman.

“ and I suppose wobbly has enabled you this whole time to think that you can just disregard all of that because he doesn’t like it either because he can probably sense that she’s ending up with Lem’s not Joe. Or he feels loyal to his dad, and then Lacey threatens his mommy. And then you’re relying on him as your guide.” says an actress. “ The irony is that if he had any secret love in his heart towards Lem’s, or if I’m just somehow fed him even and sort of conquered him in a sunset like he actually did take care of him in someway, and a parental wait at times which must’ve been awful for them if he also was worried that he needed to kill him but let’s just say there was some parental interaction there that wasn’t perverted. It was just purely parental like a babysitter in a way, I don’t think wobbly can do anything other than lead Lacey to one. Ironically away from his uncle because I don’t think psychologically he is process that part of himself and so it’s almost like he’s chosen lame over his uncle because he never met his uncle and who knows maybe he even wants to hurt his uncle cause some convoluted way. He thinks it helps his father. I have no idea, but it’s a mess.”

“ when there’s a whole thing if this is the illuminati, you can degrade her intelligence, but it is weird that she just figured out how to talk to us and she’s not schizophrenic. She just sort of figured it out that’s maybe not common.” says another person.

“ it really is stuff like plated, silver and your love for Chanel 22 and Chanel number five. It’s just stuff like that it’s like that’s not cool. And then your pearl earrings you’re not allowed to wear pearls less if you’re a billionaire to me I don’t think someone who’s not me in my family should even be right close. I think they should all just be rolling around in the dirt and worshiping me. That is sincerely I can go deeper than that, but that really is my psychology but it really is plated silver. Like I I can’t stand that you I can’t stand the fact that you I can’t acknowledge that your family exist. I can’t acknowledge the oil I can’t acknowledge your cousins probably wealthier than me I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t. I can’t fathom that me and my back crew psychologically cannot accept that part of reality we genuinely can’t accept it. It’s like mentally almost impossible for us to accept that reality. But honestly, I think the Perfume community has the same psychosis. We can’t handle that we we genuinely are not living in the reality. The plants over is a nerving and upsetting to me. It probably makes me question everything I’ve ever thought about anything. And then I think fine maybe she really likes the beauty the past because the beauty of the past is more sincere and real than the present. But it’s just really creating an annoying. And if you were a billionaire and had the same stuff, I still, I hate you even more potentially, but even want to kill you literally.”

“ why would you want to kill her?” asks Joe Jr..

“ because in my mind, I am an emperor of a country, so is back row three she’s the Baroness. A lot of millennials feel that way. At least the challenge is that. It’s like you’re claiming our parents didn’t accomplish anything you’re claiming that our accomplishments may not mean anything. But my Mercedes is just a shit mobile.” Says Mr. blue and red.

And what does that mean?”

“ I can’t handle that discussion.” he says.

“ so if she was married to me and she still used plated silver because she would because to her, it’s just practical I think she’d like sterling silver but then she think with the way that I use silver is going to get dented and Warren and I don’t wanna do that to a beautiful sterling silver piece. She’s very practical and it is beauty and practicality. That’s what you’re seeing. If there’s any sort of pretension, I would say that the conversation would had to be have had very differently because I’m not convinced there actually is any retention and your presumption that there is never going to get to the truth. And in fact, if there isn’t any pretension, you’re actually harming yourself by assuming that there is. The plated silver is practical OK and it’s beautiful. It’s functional and beautiful house and it makes her happy to use it much like everything else that you’re seeing that seems so worldly. I don’t think you understand people of the past. There were a lot of people who used silver a lot of people who used tea cups, who were fairly middle-class, who were very aristocratic by today’s standards. I think, if anything, Lacey is impersonating them more than an actual aristocrat. So it’s sort of like she’s impersonating herself and I sense in like 1895. And that’s part of what irritates her so much about you and people like you who can’t understand what she’s doing. It’s not her she got totally lost it with Casi. It’s not as aristocratic and lordly as you hicks think it is. And she actually is that well off and that really was something that people did in the 1890s they had a lot more self-respect. So to someone today it seems worldly an aristocrat at gratitude but that’s not what she’s necessarily trying to do. She’s trying to be middle class in the 1890s. And that was probably a habit that started hot when she was 11 or 12 she was inspired by a visit to the Congdon mansion, and it just sort of went from there. If she loves history, she loves beauty and her life has been awful and so in a sense she may have been trying to drift literally into the past. She’s like she was like I have a period like a reenactment character. She’s like those people who reenact things who are at like Civil War museums that’s her persona it’s a reenactment of a middle-class person from the 1890s. It’s just comforting to her. It was just fun to her. It’s her nerdy way of handling her pain to just become sort of a historical reenactment, a living or historical character because no no one’s loved her. She’s profoundly lonely and I don’t think she’s ever stop to think about it. It’s just been her fun way of handling her life.

And I understand because I relate to it. It’s not insanity. It is eccentric. It’s not insanity. She’s not by Poler. She’s not bisexual. She’s not nuts she’s depressed. She has anxiety but no it’s just a very intellectual. Intuitive fun way of handling her pain. Your problem is that you don’t like those people apparently because they threaten your ego and actually there’s an interest it is an interesting intellectual conversation. Why would a man such as yourself find a middle-class woman so violently threatening? If she had the dignity and intelligence and book learning, will say of a middle-class women in America in the 1890s?” asks Michael.

“ so I’m threatened by the American middle class of the past?” asks Mr. Blue.

“Your whole back crew is your whole deck. Crew is violently threatened by arguably the middle class of the past. But you’re also threatened because she actually is more elite than she realizes and you know that not the other way around.” says Michael.

“ Selena straight she collects, antiques nothing notch just because but partially because she’s like a Historical reenactor?” Says a freaked out perfume collector.

“ yes but that isn’t something that I am that she realized about herself consciously because the illuminati has been down her throat, and they haven’t been listening for almost a decade at this point. No one has ever harassed and interrogated her because no one gets is no one loves her. No one’s giving a fuck about her so she’s had all of his upper class eccentric free rein. And they’re terrified of that in the first one bullshit illuminati. They are not old money and they don’t know how to interpret what they’re saying and it scares them. It makes him worried that they’re going to lose power or that they’re just perverse idiot children, not real children, and maybe they really are.” says Lem.

“ so if she actually wasn’t aristocrat that that could actually be influencing her and then that’s not an act Chris that’s just who she is. Also it really is the other way around. She really actually doesn’t get how weird it is that she could’ve grown up in $1 million house. She thinks that everyone must have $1 million house because I’m not that big of a deal and she doesn’t mean it in a self deprecating way. It’s just it doesn’t compute to her what any of this is about.” says a woman.

“ so there are a lot of people like that in the upper class. OK there are a lot of people like that.” says a Rockefeller.

“ I lost myself and lost myself, and that has Mets. Lacey lost her self in history. Lame needs to be accountable for the fact that he was stronger than us and we’re loved and Lacey at least… but he chose to squander that all on Jack.” says Michael.

“ I think that seemed weird would seem weird to me to think that someone could really be that intellectual but it’s like both cosplay and sincere appreciation appreciation. I didn’t realize Lacey was that intellectual.” says Casi.

“ are you threatened by her or not? Do you know?” Ask Michael.

“ yes they are!” says Lem.

“we don’t believe you because you’ve lost all credibility. You both betrayed us to our enemy. And then made a fool of yourself in the process. I got your cock sucked and sucked cock and the claim you enjoyed it and you thought you did or you didn’t know any better. But the point is, they’re saying he ha ha he is mine y’all. And they did get down your pants yesterday they did. And maybe it was a mistake mistakes can happen and we understand that because we are elite we really are old money and we actually do you understand things like that about sex that the middle class has yet to fathom apparently. But that is a lot to ask of us and then we think shoot if you really was taken advantage of and then how can we trust his judgment because he got himself into this jam, so how does he even know what he’s talking about?” says Michael.

“ so you guys don’t have any idea whether or not they be intimidated by you at all?!??” asks Lem.

“ no no to Lacey and I it doesn’t make any No sense. It makes some sense to me which is how she could end up with me. I’m sorry. But I have empathy for her pain because it actually confuses me so much too.” says Michael.

“ why?” asks Lem.

“ why can’t you figure that out?” asks Michael.

“ no I already know the answer I was just hoping you’d say it because if I say it it’s not going to be pretty. The reason why is because you are better people in your heart than they are, and they let greed and envy rock their brains. They don’t understand how to shop at estate sales the way that Lacey does. They don’t know which plated silver pieces to pick up Anne to her it’s an asexual it’s just not gendered it’s just it’s obvious. They don’t know what’s worth more and what time. It’s from automatically the way that Lacey does. They don’t get the concept of slow gracious living as Lacey does. And to the two of you, that’s just how one lives. It has something to do with the fact that you both have farming in your ancestry. Because a lot of American farmers of the past lived that way they had a nice lives. When you walk past a rose, you need to be told to enjoy it you just too that’s just obvious. And they don’t understand that because these are factory people writing everything that people whose ancestors worked in factories and that’s sad because farmers work arguably just as hard…umm… but there’s a reason Thomas Jefferson loved the agrarian scene.” He thinks.

“ I have to stop you because you’re not being helpful and if you’re lame, you made me promise to do that. This isn’t helpful to her at all. She thinks you’re a total fucking asshole.” says Louis.

I thought you were just starting to understand her.” says Eunice.

“ Chris and Mr. blue… how poor are you and your wife?” asks Harold Loeb.

“ poor!” he says. “ a lot of people in illuminati are.”

“ that’s what I thought.” says Michael.

“ but you’re like bougie broke?” asks Lacey.

“ so our interest in Thrifting probably comes from Lacey and that no one’s able to do it as well as her. but they couldn’t handle that. Yeah, that’s kind of dumb.” says a woman.

“ yes, we’re bougie broke potentially. So like we might go to meetings of illuminati, and like be involved in stuff, that’s kind of a big deal but we don’t really am celebrate life the way that Lacey does. Because we never feel like we have enough money to, and the truth is, we don’t. Because we have a lot of expectations put on us.” says Batgirl III.

“ Like what?” asks an Obama.

“I can’t wear old clothes. Not really. And I have a lot of debt. And I might not have that Niceville place to live. I mean it’s it’s really nice but I have to have a nice place. I don’t look down on me. And my cookware Hass to be new and my hair is to be done. Skin Hass to look good and it doesn’t really even look that great but it’s the best I can afford. And I have to eat out how to buy everything and make it myself or have someone make it for me I have to pay for that. And the thought of buying a Lakehouse and filling it full of art is not something that I contemplate because I am I’m only making 170 at the very most maybe 140. And I’m not getting an inheritance. I didn’t get inheritance. And as possible that my life is going well but I’m not making like $1 million a year and making 200 at the most I could making 80 for all you know or 120 and still having to live in LA. And it’s like I have a posh job of a big deal but I’m not making that much money.” says Batgirl III.

“ how much money do you really make Mr. blue?” asks Casi’s mom.

“I bought one about a millionaire and payroll about a millionaire a year.” says Mr. Blue.

“ your net worth hasn’t risen in like a decade. Why is that?” asks a man of Mr. Blue.

“ because I spend it all.” says Mr. Blue. “ to some degree on donations to make my family look rich.”

“ so you donate probably a lot of money to charity and then you spend 50,000 on your children’s education or is it 150 now?”

“ probably about 150 potentially.”

“ and then your taxed.”

“ and you spend 100,000 on your mortgage? And you probably save 200,000 a year? But that’s just 200,000 a year. And you’re over 40. And how much do you spend on like maintenance of your habits and your appearance?”

“ two or 300.”

“ play club memberships close make up your car other stuff drugs trips drives probably at time to nose food and then there’s really nothing left you just save 200,000 urinate you make over 1 million and all your savings 200,000 or is it more than that?”

“ if you include my mortgage if I’m still paying on that no it’s more like three but I’ll just say that yeah that’s about all that I save three or 400,000 a year.”

“ you were bothered by Lacey‘s not be impressed by that and then you think it’s her taste. I’m not sure that it is but we’ll talk about that next.” says Michael.

“that the problem is Lacey really does like drinking tea in a proper way. It’s just fun it’s like fishing it’s just kind of relaxing. What is she trying to be better than other people not necessarily. It’s more that she’s trying to be a part of somethings. She considers very grand and beautiful. I’m so to her it’s like joining a club but that’s about it potentially because I don’t think she wants to hurt people. I think she just legitimately likes the life of the upper class and would like to be a part of it but not necessarily an a a hierarchical way, it’s more just that that’s good and it’s great and she loves what they are and she just wants to join in on the fun.” says Nils.

“ so there’s times you’re in there when you overdo and you end up saving spending from your savings and then you have to reinvest it back and see if you’re actually probably spend more than you realize it’s like a 600,000 an appearance of stuff and then you reinvest 300 back in what is your net worth?”

“ I think she thinks that she wants the respect of people not some sort of suspicion and then she thought she had it to some degree and she can’t figure out why you people are doubting that it makes some sense to her and then Allyson when it stops making sense because it doesn’t make sense” says Michael.

“ is my 3 million my net worth about 3 million we’ve been able to save 3 million and a lot of that is because of our house and the rest is because our financial managers force us to put money into savings accounts. But there are some savings accounts that we’ve dipped into and I have a feeling Lacey is fascinated, but we spend our money on.”

“tanning facial potions hair stuff, new clothes house with the coolest latest stuff like Laura Piana when we’ve spent two or 300,000 on just clothes. And like a lot of money on spa treatments. And I buy a new Mercedes every two or three years just buy it out right Brand New everything top-of-the-line. The rest is drugs. Lunch dinner breakfast maids. Flights security. Sometimes I have paid for some security. How do we have to food at home how to cook and I have thought about buying a house outside of any major city. And they were expected to help people and our family. It just goes the money just flies away.”

“ embarrassed Romario?”

“ yes, that’s a fascinating life you’ve chosen.” says Lacey.

“ you could never live that life could you?” asks Batgirl III.

“ no, I could not. No I would probably want to kill myself.” says Lacey.

“ why?” asks Smobbly.

“ it’s too controlling I can’t stand playing that suffocated.” says Lacey.

“ no, she’s being really serious. It really sounds totally awful to her.” says a man.

“ but why?” asks Mrs. Blue.

“ you have no freedom of movement there’s no space I would seriously want to start a war I mean it would drive me crazy to be so constantly indebted to people and I am sorry I’m not trying to be mean but to me you look like servants very well, dressed servants.” says Lacey.

“ this is where her genetics matter. Whether she’s illegitimate or not, her people do not do slavery. They are repulsed by it and they will cut you. They will cut your throat. Seriously she’s not a servant or is life it doesn’t work. It really doesn’t work.” says Tom.

“ but then we could be famous and live, glamorous, posh lives.” says Batgirl III.

“ true and that sense of piss off for you. But do you enjoy it or not?” asks Lacey.

“yeah, I do yeah.” she says.

“ see you like getting attention from people that makes sense.” says an actress.

“ yeah does never feel if you were invading your privacy though?” asks Lacey.

“ like you invaded my privacy, you useless peasant bitch.” says Batgirl III.

“ I didn’t invade your privacy. I followed you and you started talking to me, telepathically and talking about me pal telepathically you invaded my privacy. You inculcated me into this illuminati to try to drive me insane and really invade my privacy. Because you couldn’t handle that I was talking to your little side piece whatever the fuck I’m supposed to call him to sound like I know what I’m talking about. You were obsessed with me. I followed you because I thought you had something to contribute to the world and now I would never follow someone like you. I think you are a moron off right off the bat. I assume I would assume that you were a peasant, whorish ill cow of a human being. Are used to have faith in feminism, and now I see it as being the plague of modern society, and a fart joke made by a bunch of crass bitch-women after the 1940s. The problem is you have no anger you have no intellectual foundation you’re a meeting list. Nothing when it comes to what you think you would believe anything that was popular as long as it served your ego. The reason liberalism and feminism became so popular isn’t kindness. It said it was cheap shit to get high off of.

I was smart enough to telepathically communicate with you that doesn’t mean I was trying to invade your privacy, which by the way, was sort of mine to invade, considering that your little boyfriend was obsessed with trying to sleep with me. He was trying to sleep with me I never sexually instigated anything. You watched a new mocked me as he instigated it and said oh no, don’t do that that’s just a joke. But it didn’t seemrd like he was sincere. And that’s not so far-fetched. I really was extraordinarily beautiful, and if he finds of an attractive, it’s not insane to have thought that he found me attractive. It’s crazy that you people don’t understand that. So he found me attractive he pursued me I might’ve pursued him some too, but he definitely pursued me with the sexual aggression. And that’s not the case from women, but that was the case for me. And then you saw that you started talking and I started listening how is that me invading your privacy? That’s total narcissistic delusion in my mind on your part.” says Lacey.

“ I don’t think I’m smart enough to have realized that if someone’s telepathically talking to me that they’re actually talking to me because to me, it’s still shocking the whole thing and I don’t think I’ve realized cognitively that you were really just talking to him in this way were yeah, I did invite myself in on your conversation with him and then I bullied my way in and you’re right why wouldn’t you be interested in figuring out who this weird woman is that suddenly talking to you like she owns him or something? And so then you investigated me and found out why I was slightly. And figured out that I had a drug addiction and figured out a lot of things about me probably not that much. and I think I don’t get it, that I actually made you pay attention to me. Because in my mind, you’re still watching me and so sometimes I take pictures or I do things thinking that you’ll see and get jealous and you know that. Because I’m still in this argument in my head with you just like Casi where I think that you’re gonna lose eventually and you never will and that’s just the reality that I’m always going to lose and so is Casi. But I don’t know that and so in my mind you’re obsessed with me and it’s creepy like you’re a stalker even tell people that that you were my stalker that you’re like a crazy person stalking me. I think you have some idea where I grew up because I’ve talked about it publicly but I don’t think you have any idea like where I actually grew up or where I even live right now I don’t think you have any idea what’s going on in my life at all. And I bet you probably haven’t like looked into me like literally possibly for yours and I have had counselors try to explain that to me, but my friends don’t and they enable me to think that I had a stocker because it makes me feel good about myself to think that I had a stocker wouldn’t reality. You were never stocking me at all, probably and you had like a mild interest in me, because I interjected myself into your life in a violent way.”

“ she never stocked any of us like for real?”

“ no she’s done online searches of you like four times in the last 10 years maybe six times total not a year another week not a day like over the last seven years six at most probably more like three and so if you maybe she looked up once very briefly, seven years ago, but that’s literally like all she did was just look your names up on Google.” says the CIA.

“ well, that’s a stocker because I never care about anyone enough to look up anything. I just don’t do that. I’m way above looking up anyone online..” says Smobbly jokingly.

“ so a Google search is not stocking is trying to figure out who someone is and being responsible with the fact that you can, and that you should as far as I’m concerned for your own safety at times, and for your own peace of mind of knowing who the heck someone is. And I think that’s the problem you started talking to me and none of you want to take responsibility for that which is why it does seem convincing that you turned me into a sacrifice and then I try to say things like no that’s not stocking so I’m looking them up on Google and you suddenly don’t realize if that’s what that’s that’s not true magically that’s talking to you and that’s it. That’s insane, you guys are like clinically nuts and that to think that looking somewhat up on Google twice his stocking up.” says Lacey.

“ OK for me that would be stocking because I would be trying to find out everything I could, but probably in a different way like it would be obsession and not just like research.” says a hater.

“ and for reference, Lem was never perceived by his family as being obsessed with JFK. They were worried that he was gay. Because they didn’t believe that he really was gay. And possibly this is an exceptional story where they were actually right. And if you want to call the session, I guess you could but it is an obsession like it isn’t an obsession where it’s like I am he’s you know passionately in love and losing his mind or losing his mind it’s it’s more it was more that we were. We found a nerving that it was like it was bizarre that he was suddenly sort of swallowed alive. It felt more like you’ve been kidnapped by the Kennedys. To be honest, we felt like you’ve been kidnapped, we felt like they had psychologically sucked his brain out and taking him over like turned him into a zombie child.” says a dead Billings.

“ I think the problem is there are people who are fascinated by things, and people who are loyal limb, was being manipulated and controlled by Jack and some degree Joe Senior as well. He felt understood. He felt like he was able to have fun. They were rich and they did they made him fill special and wanted and Jack had a way of talking him into things that made Lem think that it was his idea. Because they know Jack would play dumb and act like it was lame, but wanted it not him when it came to possibly a great many things. But I would say other than making them feel happy because they did a good job of making him feel really happy I mean they were very energetic people and they they were exciting to be around all that money and all that energy and no hearing your family that has all that energy and money in the 1920s and 30s saying we’re gonna become president who is exciting. You know it they were going to go to war, and they asked him to join up and he joined up. So I know it was very sad that they took advantage of him on a very human level. I mean who wouldn’t be sucked into that. Some people might not because they’re not smart enough to be but for someone like Lacey and Lem’s. Oh no, it’s script tonight because it’s very fascinating on every level physically mentally spiritually, and we have all the glamour and the beauty of the wealth in the ocean and then you have this family that you know so wealthy and very laid-back and I’ll take you sailing. And they really played that up with them. They didn’t as much with Lacey with Lacey. It was through her heart so she may have had an easier time leaving because she didn’t get is attached to the fishing in the ceiling and you know the trips to Paris and stuff. But it wasn’t just that lame was also very loyal, and I think, even though he wasn’t gay, he thought he was, and so he was trying to have a boyfriend and be faithful to his first serious boyfriend. And boy was Jack a manipulative, conniving little bastard and that way.” says another dead Billings.

“ so Lacey was never obsessed with any of us. She just couldn’t figure out what was going on and that made it seem like she was obsessed for a year or so but it was really purely because we were driving her insane not because she was obsessed with us.” says a woman in the Illuminati.

“ OK so like when Lem is like acting gay with his eyes or his hands or his talking but then it doesn’t really work what do you mean? It’s like he’ll say it with his eyes in his hand, but then he forgets to think of his feet and his feet suddenly look straight? or it’s the opposite where it’s like he’ll be moving his legs but then suddenly his hands OK and his face doesn’t look gay? Or who act gay really well overall but then he gets tired it’s like his face drops and he said he looks straight. Or his voice changes and suddenly he doesn’t sound like a high-pitched woman anymore. He sounds like a man who’s straight. So we will see his high pitch laughed really with the siding is his attempt to sound gay but how he really ended up sounding like a woman instead. And the problem is Lacey you’re right but it’s so subtle and it is there but not everyone can see it and that’s frustrating to some people and then they just think you’re an idiot because they don’t want to know that they can’t see it.” says a Russian.

“ yeah, in other parts of the world people don’t think that rip is Lem. And it’s a lot harder to fool them. Americans are very easily talked into believing whatever they’re told to believe by the press. Because they believe that the press was innocent up until fairly recently.” Says a Chinese man.

“ see you guys really can see what she means but he doesn’t seem gay because I can’t see it.” says Wobbly.

“ hi I can I can. He always possibly seemed a little weird to me, and I could never figure out what it was.“ says Smobbly. “ it’s just he did sound provocatively, effeminate and provocatively gay at odd times. And then all the sudden he just drop it and seem like a straight man. And then he go on talking like a straight man for a while and you think OK he’s normal and then someone would say a joke that he thought he should find funny and all the sudden he have his high pitch laugh out of nowhere. And you think maybe he maybe maybe that really is just his voice maybe he just maybe that’s just how he is. But as I got older, I couldn’t shake the sense that he was just like a regular guy and that’s the way I look at it like he was just like a regular guy. And that there was like some thing weird about that but it was like a secret that he was just like a normal average kind of dude just like a guy like a bro. And then it’s like OK so he’s a pro but then he has a high-pitched laugh every once in a while it just pops out of nowhere and you know in your moments where you’re not thinking like when you’re drunk or when you’re falling asleep you do have thoughts are you think maybe he’s straight and there’s just somethings really wrong with him.” says Smobbly. “ And you and I both know that we’ve had conversations about this and in the past if you just like what the hell was that? But since the gay rights event took over, it’s like you know, we should be kind and loving about this and except the fact that he was just gay.” He thinks. “ but the problem is if he wasn’t just gay and we were right when we were kids and we knew what we were saying, and we were lied to we’re being lied to know to put in a different way. And the whole thing with the gay rights movement is that it’s about freedom, and the truth being who you really are. And if you’re not allowed to observe something for what it really is, how is that freedom that’s mine control. that’s mind control and I a I hate to say it but it’s possible that our kids are war conservative than we are because they see the main control and the detrimental effects that it has on us and our family and the people around us, including them.” He thinks. “ ever when David talked about how he felt like people were being controlled like they were robots way back in the early 80s. He always was hurt by Lem. Why was he so devastated by them if Linn was gay? It seems far more likely that he saw them as a kindred spirit as a man who both is sensitive and artistic and loved women in a romantic way, and maybe was a very romantic person… and couldn’t figure out. Why why are you lame wasn’t inviting him over more did you drugs but still. It’s likely that lime really was just trying to actually father him but it seemed cold because David didn’t understand what was going on how Lacey mask how do people not realize how weird that is? And she’s right it is weird that people don’t see these in congruencies. It’s strange probably because they’re not supposed to. But then, when there’s too many of them, society ceases to make sense to anyone and everything falls apart and that’s why you can’t lie and think it’ll just work out every time.”

“ no Lacey is not obsessed with any of you. She really was just confused and to be honest love was just confused to at first.” says a Billings.

“ so lame became obsessed if he was at all because Jack is so confusing that it’s like he just couldn’t figure out how to make heads or tails of his psychology and I really was fascinated by that kind of thing, so no heat he just Jack was fascinating to him because he was throwing him for a psychological tailspin. And the truth is the proof that people really need you to focus on is the fact that lame looks, so totally unbothered at Jack’s wedding. And the fact that he never seemingly was on the receiving end from Jack of sex. Hardly hardly ever anyway that’s what Lacey’s heard. There’s no evidence to suggest that he ever was potentially, but Lacey is her that occasionally. It did happen, but it was awful. But that’s weird that Liam didn’t need that from him or want that from him if they were in some normal consensual, mutual relationship. And it and it wasn’t just that it was like oh this guy that I’m trying to date keeps rejecting me although that might’ve so much been part of it, but it really wasn’t quite like that it was more like he almost was making lemon out to be a total freak. And that somehow, when was terrible, and he needed to get Jack’s approval to not be terrible again. This thing is… that’s a game that people have played with Lacey frequently and it worked with them to because they have strong consciences and then it’s like you play into that conscience so that sense of self or both end it just falls apart. Their psychologist just goes for a loop. And that’s the problem right that’s the problem, so no, the billings were freaked out by the games that they were playing with their sons head.” says a Billings.

“ oh, no, the buildings are still really upset by that aren’t they?” asks a CIA.

“ yeah they are they’re extraordinarily upset!”says his father.

“ so we keep trying to give him a coming out party and he’s not ever going to come out because he can’t come out as one of us unless if you count the fact that he’s a ghost sleeping with a living woman other than that she’s not part of the community. To be honest, I do I do know people that get obsessive when they are either in love, or when they’re being played with psychologically by someone who is maybe secretly more interested in them and they are in them. Mr. blue what was it that you what was it that you shit that you were trying to do with Lacey? What would bothered you about her other than her plated silver?” arms a Russian.

“ to be honest I probably thought she actually was better than me we all did and I wonder if part of it is that I don’t like that because I’m a huge fan of myself and I wanted a worshiper follower or something like that girl three.” says Mr. Blue.

“ Subašić that you thought she was super elegant super fascinating that’s great. What do you like about that girl three is that woman was terrible to you she was very demanding. Siri snobby she snubbed you and you took that as some sort of positive gesture why did you take that from her? She’s not really even that pretty?” asks a Billings.

“because she’s popular she’s cool she has been since she was a teenager and I’ve always wanted to be different. Wanted to be part of that crowd I I like to think of myself as cool whatever that of whatever that even is I like to think of myself as being one of the cool kids.” says Mr. Blue.

“ what is being cool? What what is that?”

“ I think it was F Scott Fitzgerald mastered. It’s been on the edge of a culture and it not going all the way over the edge. So like pushing the boundaries, but not in the way that Lacey does. I mean Lacey has overturn roe versus wade affirmative action. Do you understand the kind of change I mean astronomical historic change that this woman has created in her bedroom by talking to us, because we’ve been in capable of leaving her alone for seven years.” says Dobbly.

“I am so being cool, isn’t about actually accomplishing anything in terms of like historic changed necessarily. It’s more about being likable in a sort of momentous progressive way.” says Lem. “ I am considered very cool now because people think I was gay. I may not have been quite that acceptable while I was alive at any point. People tolerated me because I was elite and I was a gala Terrian about it and I was good looking and smart and I had very wealthy friends. But I could turn off my homosexuality when I needed to and seem straight and there’s times when I will get scared and I would do that. I don’t know that Jack hardly ever saw me do that. But I bet you anything that the CIA did and it was a little too convincing. I was too it was too convincing it’s like how is this man suddenly someone else and I wasn’t I was being myself, but I didn’t think that through in my mind and a healthy way, but people don’t know that now they just assume that I was gay, not impersonating a woman but gay. And I’m cool now and you know honestly, I kind of like it because I can be cool I can I can enjoy that Lacey can’t she despises it. It makes her suspicious of the people who admire her or worried for them. I love your room perfectly honest with you. There’s a part of me that’s like that too and I might not be as much of an artist as Lacey. To her it’s just it’s like no don’t admire me. That’s dangerous.” He thinks. “ so it’s possible that the joy and pleasure that you get out of being cool is just meeting list her it’s him possibly feels like more control and restraint. If she was an aristocrat in charge of an enormous estate and she could literally have service killed if she wanted to. I don’t think it would bother her as much. Because she has no problem being in control. It’s people watching her that she just can’t handle. It’s repeat to her it’s not fun. The irony, though is that she handles the press so much better than I had any capability of doing and better than any of you. If you were to put cameras in her face, it would be just water off her back she doesn’t give a shit. She truly would never give two flying fucks if she was chased around by photographers there the only thing she would care about is people not letting her move. People trying to kill her or hold her family hostage. And how she looked in pictures if she had being missed quoted if she was miss quoted or if she didn’t look good in pictures, it would bother her otherwise, you could throw cameras in her face, and it would be absolutely nothing to her nothing at all really you have no power over her. That way you have to catch her looking like she doesn’t Lie about what she said or threaten her life or her or her or her family for you guys to have any power over her at all. And my theory is that you want to feel better than other people and you think you’re a really big deal and you kind of whore and it went to your head and Lacey‘s not impressed enough by you or your friends and that bothered you and I think a deeper level you could sense that she was not threatened by you asking her questions.” says Lem. “ am I Siri is it the liberal press good sense that too and resent it. Because in their mind, they think they have control over people like her and what they don’t realize is that the people who are like her aren’t like her anymore they’re heartless. Or they don’t exist because they’re dead or they’re no longer longer in the public. I Louis has grandchildren that are wealthy, but they’re not living in a castle. And that’s good and bad both because you don’t know who’s out there because they’re not living in castles anymore or they’re heartless or they’re dead. I’m not saying that this is what happened but because that implosion of that submarine? Was it really that the submarine fell apart or did something attack it? It may have imploded, but what caused the implosion was it an animal or was it something that we don’t know anything about? What’s at the bottom of the ocean? What lives down there or what is down there? I’m either starting a new conspiracy theory or I’m making people question things because it is interesting. Could there be some sort of communication like not a sonar wave I’m not talking about pressure, but some sort of force field will say the deeper you get in the ocean that we don’t see with our naked eye? And what is that? Is it like radio waves is a teleportation is it an alien device that we don’t know about do they visit earth but they go through the bottom of the ocean first? Are there sea creatures down there, that communicate in ways that throw submersibles off course and affects the way that the pressure of the of the earth is affecting their craft that a man couldn’t really easily predict because we don’t even know what exists? Do you all know what happened MH 370? Does it have something to do with China? Or did I have something to do with some thing at the bottom of the ocean? It sounds like it had something to do with China. That’s the sense that I’m getting. Are you sure about that? Is it possible if there really is an alien teleportation device at the bottom of the ocean and they hit it there because no one ever really goes there but then I’m not faithful trip over the sea that plane got sucked in and is possibly at the bottom of the ocean Possibly almost fully intact? Did the people die well of course they did or did they where do they get sent to if it’s an alien teleportation device with a baby on it and a Ford planet still alive. That phone call I’m really gonna scare you know what is that phone call came from an alien planet and they knew that they never answer. They just wanted to let you guys know that they’re not dead? Are they safe? Yes, they’re fine but there is I mean if this was true, going back into the earth would probably be either too scary or it wouldn’t be possible. So what if they’ve chosen to just live their life out in privacy and then when they die, I’m a ghost so or I’m a liar, but if I am a ghost, then no, they’ll eventually someday be with their family again it’s possible those aliens know that, but that’s just what happened it’s possible Amelia Earhart actually is in a similar place. I am not telling you that Michael has clones but be careful because if there are aliens, they know things that we don’t know and we have no idea who they are or do it do we know do you guys know what do you know? Are you a Mr. blue? You should’ve thought of that that you don’t know everything that people all have their weaknesses in that way and taking advantage of Lacey and the fact that she didn’t have some white trash conspiracy theory about the illuminati prior to 2016 is embarrassing to you.” says Lem.

“ so I’m I take it that you take Lacey‘s feelings seriously but then you don’t want to divorce so there’s not going to be one.” says a Boomer.

He nods yes.

“That’s correct absolutely as long as I’m not being evil about it. Oh boy, no nope she’s the woman and I am very clear on that and I don’t think she’s silly but if I don’t go over the line then no it’s just something will have to work out.” says Lem.

“ so I take it that men in your generation have that much authority over their personal life?” asks a Bush.

“yes we did. We had that much authority over our wives. There could be some gay men today that Phyl like they could have that much authority over their husbands. And the sad truth is I don’t know what to say about that. Because no, Lacey is not a bad, but she is genuinely liberated. And it’s possible that the only way women today can relate to it is the thought of two gay men which is pathetic. It could just be that that actually has a feminine role and I gay men don’t wanna acknowledge that. But that being said, why does it take a man who is gay and in more of a submissive role at least for that moment to get the concept across? What happened to women like Lacey who are very feminine and liberated at the same time which, by the way was one thing that she was devastated by with that girl three was that she seen so liberated by societal standards and then at the same time, she seems so misogynistic and hateful towards other women, which she covered up with most women, unless if they were like Lacey? So then what is it if she’s liberated or not she’s free as a Bird or she isn’t? She’s not really elite, but I can see where she thought she was so can Lacey. And there’s a certain glamour to her life indeed Lacey was thought that.. but it’s not the kind of life Lacey would want because there’s no point to it. At least not for Lacey. It looks glamorous but I think we’re back. 03 was trying to point out and then failed to is that Lacey could be that way but Lacey is not really a working girl she could work, but I don’t know that Lacey could ever be dependent on at her entire life because I just don’t think she can be. It just doesn’t make sense to her. She would be off with someone somewhere at an art museum or in the Hamptons or something because the 9 to 5 doggy dog thing it just pours her to tears. And it’s possible without a family to provide for I didn’t see the point either I mean it just seems so meaningless. Because I needed a family to provide for to really give a shit about accomplishing things. And I was trying to be gay, but I wasn’t and I hate would have wanted to have a family with a man but I wasn’t gay. I had a certain level I think, subconsciously I was looking for sex with a woman who would have my babies we could raise with her and care about life, and yet not care about meaningless nonsense. I wanted my family. And I didn’t handle my life well.

I was straight, and I failed miserably at being a happy gay man. And umm… we were not Don and Betty. We were the antithesis of those people. You know I don’t hold Jack accountable for anything he’s not responsible for. However, if I was straight, I do hold him responsible for whatever it is that he did to dumb me down such a profound degree.” says Lem.

Jack, could you drop your gay mannerisms or no?”

“ I could mask them extremely well, but no I couldn’t drop them but no I couldn’t ask them very well I I just imitated my brothers and my dad. And my grandfather, I mean, I had plenty of straight men around me that would like me enough that I could just imitate them, and I maybe even imagined a persona of myself, which is who you know, and not necessarily, who I actually am. I am probably a lot wilder and a lot more oh gay potentially or was then you know.” says Jack.

“ was Marilyn going to out you was gay is that why you killed her?”

“yes. If we killed her that was part of the reason why. She figured it out. And London no lemon actually had very little to do with it potentially, and if he did, he was the victim. It’s possible she saw me high as a kite, trying to rape him, and it scared her. But she was just there having sex after hours so to speak. And she got stuck in and I was high, and my Secret Service was at least mildly intoxicated, and lamb was being beaten. And that actually may have been just one thing it could’ve been that but then she made excuses for it and it’s possible that she figured out that I was gay through other things that happened in the bedroom. Like my sexual preferences, do you know where I wanted people to do things to me in my body maybe she thought it was strange that I thought it was fine that people would just give oral sex, close their eyes and then not want anything in return. because she wanted some thing and I was like why would you want you have to want something? and maybe women were used to just giving me head too sometimes and so I thought this is normal people just give me head and then they don’t want anything but she wanted something because she liked sucks and it just got really weird and she figured out that I was gay possibly. She heard things from friends and heard me say things and no she knew I was gay and she also knew that my family was in trouble in other ways and that there are other things going on. She may have died for other reasons as well, but if I had anything to do with her death, it would’ve been because I didn’t think anyone should know that I was gay and other people in my family might’ve agreed that it would be best for people not to know what was really going on with me sexually and then other people found out and they thought that I was insane because it’s like if I raped lamb, they saw me raping Lem. And if I had anything to do with Kelly Marilyn, like they do that too. So no I mean they got tired of me will say they got tired of me and they shot me.” says JFK.

“ dear, dad starts JFK,

Camp isn’t going so great this year. I accidentally drowned someone’s cat. Then I ran over a little cross legs and she she had to go to the hospital. There’s a little boy, who is the concussion who I got into a fistfight with over the matter. He just wouldn’t understand that I didn’t mean to chop off her legs. I tried to reach him and give him the old Magoo. Can you punch me in the face like doctors lights out? I am very upset. I will be asking at this point for help reaching home. Can you please wire me the money? The little girls parents seem very upset as well I think maybe they’re sad that she lost her legs. Can you talk to them they don’t like me? There’s a little boy with a rifle who lives near camp who patrols the exits. His father told me that if I didn’t shut up about the cat that he shoot me in the head. I think these people are getting, and I’m afraid they might just shoot me out of pure anxiety. Could you help with the money home and is there a way that I could have you donate and bring her here to science if and I get shot?

Warmest regards, best wishes and all my love,

Your son,

Jack Kennedy.

October 3rd, 1929

“ we can assume from that letter dug up from the Kennedy estate magically. That Jack Kennedy had problems getting along with other children. Of course, we don’t know why the little girls legs were run over, but one can only assume that as kids get into trouble, Jack also being a wild and adventurous Eggman got into trouble himself. perhaps it might be important to note at this moment that Jack was not on good terms with his mother she didn’t like the fact that Jack was going to a protestant And yet he was sent there, because JP thought that the people at the camp would be good for Jack to socialize with given their different backgrounds and his out. How was Jack already trying to Xpress himself with women sexually and things went South and he almost killed a little girl that he was probably smitten with. Yes, of course we can assume that. Did she offer her self up to him say run over my legs Jack I am so badly in love with you. Of course we can assume that this is a Before Island Billings would’ve procured her, procured her for such deathly and exotic pursuits. Some have wondered if he drowned the cat as a way to finally make love to his dog since the cat and the dog have been caught, canoodling before the letter was written by a fellow camper. Don’t ask me how I know that I just do. I intend to now explained to you how from my perspective, the cat likely volunteered to die as well. Three from a broken heart. I’m sure the cat looked at Jack and thought I am never going to be human just kill me and so he did. Jack also had various encounters with trees bushes, gravel path, three doors, an egg sandwich, refrigerator, and entire graveyard, ship house, a dog, a mouse, a plane, and a man who went insane that he found on the side of the road in Tennessee. But the love of Jack’s life was, of course, live in Billings. We can assume also killed himself over Jack. Innocence Jackie killed herself of her Jack and everyone else in his family did too, because everyone kills themselves over a jack. We can assume that.” says Lem mockingly.

“ I think we assume too much.” says a liberal journalist.

More later.

“mr. blue do you even understand how wealthy her family is like at all because I am so sick of listening with her and hearing people say that she’s not old money. She’s the only reason we give a shit about all money if there’s an illuminati and if there is one, you know that. Her family isn’t pristine old money like the Vanderbilts actually are. But I would say they’re more legitimately old money than the Kennedys. I’m sorry if that breaks your heart. And a lot of these supposed old money women that are being used to attack Lacey need to stop because they’re embarrassing themselves either mother wasn’t or their grandmother wasn’t where they themselves don’t understand what you’re even talking about because Lacey really is explaining it on a very intellectual level, and there are no flaws in her argument it’s impeccable let’s be honest. She’s basically old money I mean they’re essentially old money it’s like when you go to a Mexican restaurant and order authentic Mexican food in the United States. It’s not as authentically Mexican as Mexican food that a tourist wouldn’t eat in Mexico. But it’s pretty dang authentic if it’s made by a Mexican own family in the right neighborhood and him in America and we’re talking about a matter of degrees not what your not what you’re actually eating. And she’s always knowing that she’s always 100% like unquestionable old money. Like she’s never claimed that she’s a Vanderbilt. But I don’t think it’s normal for Lacey to be as authentically old money as she is without being old money. I mean they are old money it’s not like you’re ordering something from McDonald’s like it’s it is Becca Second food especially if it’s made by a Mexican family that stays true to like authentic classic Mexican recipes it’s pretty Mexican. It’s not like extremely authentic Mexican but when you’re comparing it to other dishes and it’s made to perfection by a Mexican family that takes pride in their work, I mean, come on, it’s Mexican. People would call it Mexican. It’s essentially like eating Mexican food. There are some restaurants that aren’t as Mexican that you might even still consider somewhat Mexican but their authentic Mexican in a good neighborhood for Mexican food and I can see why they’re a little insulted that you’re saying that’s not Mexican. I mean it actually does beg the question what is Mexican if it’s made by a Mexican family that stays true to their original recipes of their country like genuinely authentic like they really have an altered it the only difference is in the ingredients and where you’re eating it. So I guess the meat was tampered with by the FDA The cows are from America. The cheese was from Wisconsin. There could be actually some ingredients though that were made in Mexico if they can get it shipped fast enough in working order so this week. And then if they’re trying their darndest to keep it authentic, what are you fighting over the fact that the cheese is from a cow in Wisconsin I mean that’s essentially your argument Mr. blue that is the crux of your argument that cheese from McAllen Wisconsin doesn’t count because it’s in Wisconsin even though it’s a cow And it may even be the same kind of cow that they would be in Mexico but you’re so offended that that cow ate the grass in Wisconsin and breathe Wisconsin air that you are insistent that it’s not real Mexican because the cow is from Wisconsin that is your argument and that’s actually may be flattering the argument that you’ve made you might just be dead rock But you really want to rest your entire case at best on the origin of the cow? Isn’t that kind of pretentious and embarrassing to you or no?” as an old money man in the illuminati.

“ I mean you can really discern the minute difference in the meat and cheese between the cow in Wisconsin and the cheese in Mexico when it’s exact same kind of cheese, Lacey could and that’s why she keeps pestering you about this because she’s like what is the difference but you’re not explaining because I don’t think you know the difference but I think you can sense that there could be and so you’re running off into the wind with it because that’s all you have. The truth is she could be buying things I would impress you, but she chooses not to. She willingly chooses to buy things that you think are pretentious because she doesn’t care about your approval and she wants what she wants in her house and she’s always been like that. That is actually kind of an old money attitude and I don’t think you realize that. But no she doesn’t by Aaron Lauter close the grass because she just doesn’t like it and she doesn’t buy a Tiffany $30,000 diamond because she just didn’t want to. Right now she’s debating about whether or not she should buy an over used or new and she wants to buy it old. I think the thing is she could’ve made you convinced that she was posh and impressive but she didn’t try that hard. She didn’t try to hide with anyone in the perfume community and then when she does pull out the stops and mention the fact that her family probably had a title, and they very well may be dead From fighting with king William the conqueror, it goes right over your head. So that’s that’s not a staple and old money that that and then the plantations that were wealthy and the fact that her family was here in the 1730s that’s not normal there are plenty of old money people whose family maybe we’re not quite as him aristocratic in England in the 1700s. Well, we would consider them old money today anyway compared to Lacey maybe they’re not and maybe that’s why I’m being so nice to you. The problem is if she’s Tommy banks, his daughter, and he really was old money especially from new Amsterdam. You have nothing you are lost soul when it comes to that argument, it’s true. And truthfully, the silversmiths that’s not really it’s not typical of just every old money, family it it it it is something common, but it’s not like every family has a silver smiths that was recognized by the king, an author who is recognized by the king and billions of dollars worth of oil and that I mean they go on and on and on and they’re all real it’s not exaggerating. This is just par for the course and that family and electoral college vote I mean come on, and then she’s trying to explain this to you and it just goes over your head. They are different than typical buddy so let’s ask her what the differences between Mexican food that’s authentic and Texas versus Mexican food at a good restaurant in Mexico” he says.

“ the Mexican food in Mexico is more flavorful. and yet when I think about it, I wouldn’t really say that the food in Texas isnt actual Mexican. Because there is something different about American ingredients, even when it’s prepared in a traditional way. But the thing is he crosses the line and it is just Mexican food you could say that it’s Mexican American, but the truth is, that’s not really true that food actually might be very authentic and the only difference really is just the way that she stays because if you ask them to make it the way that they would normally make it. It probably does taste pretty authentic. It’s really just the cheese. And then like also, the restaurant is probably better at making food in general. The cheese might be slightly more rich tasting, and that mirror may not be a good thing, but the cheese in Wisconsin might be a little on the actually I wanna say European side because European cheese tastes rich, especially when you head north, but I think that’s the only difference it’s sort of like a European Mexican cheese. In this case it’s not Mexican cheese but it’s like European cheese, so it’s not entirely Mexican but but it’s basically the same. There’s just sort of a weird hint of like northern Europe. But aside from the oddly European quality and the difference in cooking yeah I don’t think there’s a difference and I think really it is just Mexican food it’s just the cheese is strangely European and it’s maybe not as expertly prepared it’s probably more down to earth, which may or may not be a good thing too.” says Lacey.

“ is it safe for you to be such an intellectual purest in this argument for the last seven years no it’s not. Because then she gets to be a purest too and then oh that’s wise of old money suddenly are no longer old money. Thanks to you. because she is trying to have a real honest intellectual discussion and I don’t think you are it’s Mexican and if you want to be a pretentious, asshole who thinks he knows everything you want but you’re dragging the entire world along with you. And you’re trying to claim that people who move cat make real authentic origin food essentially your argument is just totally unsophisticated, lacking empathy and lacking common sense. Because it is Mexican. It crosses the line. And a lot of Americans who are liberal and why does sound smart and Lee say things like that’s not real Mexican. Because that’s what’s cold but it’s cool to say that’s not real but if it’s made by a Mexican family who is true to the recipe and the only difference is that they can’t get cheese from Mexico in Time You’re Third they’re doing their best and frankly what is the dish what makes some thing what it is it’s how it’s prepared. It’s what you use and to some degree. It’s the origin of the ingredients, but if it’s the same ingredient, throwing out every other ingredient, throwing out every other aspect and making that the only thing that counts it’s possibly perversely pedantic. And then what she has to do is destroy all old money on that principle and that’s part of house. All these laws have been changing I guess people been listening and they’re getting pissed off. Because president shouldn’t matter and if we really are a spiritual organization, it does matter because you’re not supposed to be talking to people in their head using demons and other things that are supernatural without their consent she doesn’t entirely know what we’ve been doing and I don’t even know if we do entirely a ghost do. And the problem is it really does fall apart and actually like I said I’m flattering you because they’re far more genuinely old buddy but we’re trying to reason with you. The thing is that she’s I am not sure that it really matters at the end of the day all that much, does it get a passing grade? Oh yeah it definitely does. What is the grade but if I sent it, Mexican is in Mexico and it Hass to be made for non-tourist it’s a plus what would this be? An a you’re staying in a is not a passing grade because it’s not a plus that’s your argument and what is there a lot of A’s in a minus is an old money police and B+ is here and there who are considered old money by people like you who don’t actually think anything through. I mean it’s an a it’s like it’s not like perfection but I have a feeling there’s plenty people eating it who are like I don’t know taste pretty authentic to me because it’s authentic. It’s Mexican. I’m sorry the cheese isn’t perfect enough for you.” says a dead Mexican.

“ do you know do you even know how much her her husband would be making? If they lived near you I have a feeling it’s about 300,000 a year is that oh is that upper class enough husband with 300,000 a year and inheriting 200,000 is that is that does that count as is upper class two or no doesn’t? Because that’s what that’s that’s actually very genuinely possible that he could be making phobia around 300,000 and then they have to sell a lot and then they’d probably not have as much that you know we try to show pictures of the homes that her cousin could own rights no debt and still be making upwards of 200,000 a year themselves, and that’s before they inherit anything more… but how about if we find the apartment Lacey will be living in with her family in Manhattan. How do you imagine seeing pictures of her perfume collection which would be half size but still probably quite impressive in Manhattan and then you tell me how you feel about her and if you think that she’s still obnoxious.” says a dead Billings.