Diego

My name is Diego blue eye group of Mexico, and this is my story. What happen with Chris? It’s very complicated. I will tell you.

I phone off as much as a Mac, full of with another man who is five months with the man I was a body double for Mr. Chris Hayes of MSNBC. Who did I decide to be with? I decided to be with him.

What did I do? It’s complicated I will tell you.

I do stuff for him you see I take the phone I answer emails I say what do you things that sound like him that’s how I know Linn Billings was straight I do go impersonations too. I make my eyes look like cress some people have a gift and I am one of them. It is the gift of impersonation.

On the night of October 15, 2016 I walked into a room where Chris Hayes was sitting on a chair alone. And I say to myself, he’s cold he’s distant he’s not interested in my attention. I have to play this right or tonight will be a lonely night a cold night and night of much pain and suffering that will remind me of my childhood and impoverished Mexico.

And so I walk up to Chris and I say hello stranger and he said I’m waiting for a friend and I said it’s late. Why are you even here? This is usually when only witches show up to do dirty work.

And that was when he said that girl we took her in and I said wait a minute you mean the woman from Instagram and he said yeah that one and I said that was a joke Chris I didn’t really mean for us to kill her and Chris said it’s too late I arranged it Because they insisted that if we didn’t arrange it, you’ll be deported back to Mexico my Tocia would be taken off the air and you might be killed.

So I say why we got to take her in and he said because you keep talking to her and I said you check with the top brass and see what they say and he said you know, I don’t have those kind of connections. I asked my producers and they told me to talk to the man and the man told me that that’s what we gotta do so we’ve got to do it.

And so we took Lacey and I guess but I don’t feel so good about that so I concocted a plant we save her life and she becomes like my people and she talks to the dead like my people or we could drive her insane and killer what are we gonna do, well we decided to drive her insane right think again that was Plan B for me. Secret be told I’m a double agent in my own way.

That night I was there, and I said they say you can’t hear me you’re unconscious, but you take her I said to them into the time machine room she’s psychic she reads the past. I’m so I knew something would happen something big.

And that night when Chris thought he was with Lacey, it was me and she was in the time machine room. That’s what we call it in Laymans terms.

“Why did you decide to take this into your own hands?” asks a woman.

because I was responsible for starting the whole thing. It was my idea to talk to her and my idea to sacrifice her to schizophrenia but you don’t know me as well as you think I’m complicated to so I decided let’s throw her some help she’s thinking and she ended up finding a way to talk to many people, who have been very helpful.

“Where are you?” asks a man.

I am still in Iran, or I am protected by the Iranians, because I was trying to be honorable according to them and this was their idea to share this with you. What’s wrong with?

How are you?

“ Diego what? What did Lacey think was happening?” asks Kate.

what did I tell her?

“ yeah what did you tell her?” asks Kate.

Do you want to feel good about yourself an evil way? Kate this will do the trick.

“I mean, I’ve-he’s told me.” says Chris.

“Diego what did he say?” says Kate.

Locate he said that he was unhappy, and that your marriage was dead, and that you refused to sleep with him because you were frigid and worked all the time. He said that you were miserable to be married to, and that he was incredibly upset and that you were beautiful and amazing but that you were mean and cold. He said that it was unlikely that they would ever get married, or have a relationship, but that he didn’t know what to do. He was helpless and needed guidance from her. He needed to know what the meaning of life was from her perspective.

“ did did she seem excited by the thought that I had money?” asks Chris.

It seemed to scare her. I mean, it was exciting, but not necessarily that exciting.

“ hold on! It scared her?” asks David Pitts.

Yes, it scared her.

“ why?” asks David Pitts.

Because she thought that it was a lot more money than 6 million and she thought that it would be a huge responsibility to be that wealthy and she was afraid you might be involved in some evil.

“ both of things are true given your policy you are officially only worth 6 million but I highly suspect a lot of you have underground money being made in evil ways because 6 million is a drop in the bucket and I can’t believe that someone who has the responsibility that you have would really be satisfied making 6 million a year OK having 6,000,000 net in New York City that’s not that much maybe 15 million in Minot is you know reasonable 6 million in New York you’re either an idiot and they hired you because you were gullible or you’re really hiding vast amounts of money that are all illegally made and illegally spent.” says David Pitts.

“ how much money is everyone in your family really worth Lacey? If Joni actually is worth 15 million I know trajectory wise that you and Mark are worth maybe two or 3 million and I have to realize that that’s not nothing but yeah it’s not that much but OK you’re worth probably around 2 million and that’s not that much but is that like on the lower end or is that more normal?“ asks Chris.

“ it’s maybe the median there are probably some people that are worth a little less than that and there are some people who are obviously worth a lot more so I’m probably right in the middle.” says Lacey.

“ what is the lowest it was the highest?” asks Chris.

“ oh the highest is probably I don’t even know maybe 50 million at the very most at the lowest is probably may be two or $300,000 maybe $100,000.” says Lacey.

“ OK but that’s like personal net worth. What if you include the oil?” says Chris.

“ no I mean I owned a property that was potentially worth $20 million and that was my only investment.” says Mark Nesheim.

“i’m with the oriole with the oil oh I would say I am anyone in the family legally look at inherit mineral rights is worth probably like $200 million.” says Lacey.

“So you see me as a big city con artist with pocket change at a certain level.” says Chris to Lacey.

“ yes but it’s here’s a thing our money is oil OK that’s oil art personal net worth is less than yours and so even though I have cousins that are worth probably your net worth triple above do you know board I am not one of them and so to me it’s it’s still more money than what we have and when I thought something could be happening yeah I was impressed by that it was exciting but it wasn’t him. I think you’re really asking a hard question and that’s not something I can easily answer and you don’t seem to ever respect that because I’m really not a materialistic person then you’re asking me to do this deep dive analysis of myself like what what is art what is it that I value about being alive on an aesthetic level you know and that involves vast amounts of money of and I don’t think I’ve ever really process that since you’ve been attacking me, what is it that I actually feel about it it’s probably extraordinarily complicated I’m really not a materialistic person though I am most people seem to think that who are ugly kind of like you and Jill my ex step mother-in-law I know usually people who have married some of them selves who had more money, but I bet they rationalize it because they think they earned it somehow and then they meet someone better looking than them who gets to marry someone who’s better than who they married and they’re minor they’re worried that the person does, and then they get jealous and narcissistic or is it that you know that I’m not like that and so did she and you were really paranoid that I’d figure out that you’re both golddiggers and so you thought in your damn mind that if you started attacking me I wouldn’t see through you, which is sad because it’s such an insult, my intelligence, but you’re too stupid to realize that.” says Lacey.

“ what is your value system with that I have a feeling it is quite complex.” says a Rockefeller.

“ yes it is. It’s extraordinarily complex I could write 1000 page thesis on it probably I mean it’s extremely complicated. If I were to summarize it I would struggle that side like that’s very unusual for me. I am a what is it I think that’s that’s the answer if there is, what is it because it’s very existential with me I’m not even complicated of a person. What is it is your answer what is it think about what that means what is it?” says Lacey.

“ do you see you really don’t even know?” says a reader.

“ no I don’t entirely because it’s just far too complicated. I’m not making that up. I really am that complicated person is extraordinarily complicated.” says Lacey.

“ and nothing impresses her Chris really that’s part of the reason why I would fall in love with her. She really isn’t impressed at all and she doesn’t even know that because she’s so complicated but she’s not impressed. She might pretend to be with me she wouldn’t ask and that, that’s a disorientating reaction at first if you don’t know what you’re looking at it, the problem is people can’t accommodate that sort of grander in the way that she accommodates it and less if they lived in a house like that themselves where they somehow have a Siri unusual mind because the minute I would take her home to my New York impressive stays. Wish I would’ve had done up very nicely. It really doesn’t look that vastly different than her house. I mean it’s different. Her house is a lot smaller, but the tastes are so much similar, and the aesthetic fact is almost identical, to be honest and so she walks in. She sits down as she looks around and I can tell that, she is making herself at home far more easily than almost anyone I’ve ever met in my life.” says Michael Rockefeller.

“ so she’s overwhelmed by it and scared that she’s going to make a mistake but when she relaxes she starts acting like it’s small?” asks Chris.

“ Innoway, yes, I think to her a Russian castle would seem about right she’s not a normal person and that way but but but you know it’s not that she thinks that other peoples houses are too small. It’s just in her mind that’s a large place to live anything larger than that would be absurd but that’s the that’s that’s maybe maybe that’s impressive. Maybe not but maybe that’s impressive. It’s very difficult to impress Lacey.” says Michael.

“ to be honest, it might not even be ring carnation it may be just her sense of aesthetics and her brilliance.” says Louis.

“ so OK what is your favorite we’re going to do?” asks Kate.

“ probably put her in a dungeon, maybe handcuff her maybe torture her to death or deport her family. If he had her throw her off a bridge or off of tower, smack her head until she dies of a traumatic brain injury out of rage at her lack of decorum oh, why why did you ask endlessly awful things that would seem inhumane, but that she suspects that people like you were capable of.” says Lem.

“ OK so it seems as though she’s not as embarrassed by herself as much as she is terrified that you’re going to be pure evil.” Pat Kaald.

“ hey do you know interest in the hitting over the head thing is it where did that come from? If she’s illegitimate I bet someone had a very bad nanny or a very difficult father maybe two or 300 years ago who literally used to hit them over the head if they miss pronounce some thing.” says Grandpa Banks.

“ are you considering blowing her up with her family?” asks Lem.

“ yes.” says the IRA.

“ right if you do that um, you’ll have to make sure that the entire family is dead.” says Lem.

“ they understand that in a way, but not like I do I don’t think they realize that’s not a threat but I just thought that they should be allowed to share that with you.” says Donald Trump.

“ I am so did you lose track of the fact, though that her family is really worth more than your people or know you lost track of that than you?” says David Pitts.

They lose track of it all the time they they think because they’re on TV David that they’re very unusual type of person.

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“Call It’s a spam, I love how like this whole thing starts with her thinking that she is like soulmates possibly with F Scott Fitzgerald, and then she goes through all this tumult to find out that it’s actually love Billings my Glenn Billings around that people thought was gay turns out to be straight, and I’m somewhat say homophobic, but probably not probably just straight and I am wow and then like actually he’s not homophobic that’s not true I am I guess it’s just weird.” says a reader.

so as I was saying, this is my story, what happened? I got lost in the madness of it all and Chris when Lacey was in the Time Machine room it was I Diego blue who touched your heart.

you close your eyes and you say, can I see anything and used to behind the partition while they were chanting I’ve asked to see and I say go ahead make my day.

Hey, so they all joined in with hands and hearts and so I’ll make love to themselves or each other or the ghost or they rape people or molest them you and I retouch the shoulders hearts.

It was me and my friend not Lacey. It was me it was I Diego blue he said that was where I said it’s OK it’s true love how do you not know the difference between a female part and a bottle or were you thinking your mouth was going on?

“ oh I was high and die was confused, but I reason that maybe we were having anal sex.” says Chris Hayes.

“ that was my asshole you know my asshole how do you not remember it?” asks Diego.

“Diego I was high.” says Chris.

“ you were high but you still don’t remember it huh I’m hurt and I’ve been hurt ever since that’s why I’m in Iran because I don’t like it. I thought it was real. I thought you know me and you didn’t know me at all.” says Diego.

“ I wasn’t paying that much attention. I was out of my mind.” says Chris.

“ you should know still you should know still.” says Diego.

Later.

“ I just want to say this whole thing is stupid I mean it’s Michael Rockefeller and his wife and his dad what the hell are they going to do right right?” says a Republican.

“ there’s a pandemic and a war going on and we think it’s related to this.” says Bobby.

“ but that’s not true that’s just hearsay bullshit who knows why anything happens is mysterious there’s a way through those kinds of things out it’s complicated who knows right? Who knows who knows.” says the Republican.

“ have you been following along this whole time or not?” asks Joan Walsh.

“ yes I just want to give you a taste of your own medicine that’s what you sound like this young woman just about start a banking crisis. Whatever you wanna call her middle-aged I was in the room when she in the house she’s sitting in right now, which is probably a very super natural house at this point, other than again who knows everywhere could be, I was in the room when Michael literally with the Pillsberry‘s present and I believe it was Pillsberry‘s James J Hill, and his grandson are in and in the afterlife, but they were in the room possibly JD Rockefeller and somebody else there’s several people there some of them are dead. Some of them are alive is happened I guarantee this happened they sat around and they got into a fight with us and they warned us that if we didn’t stop attacking her there’s going to be a banking crisis that conversation happened in either November or October of last year maybe September but it was before anything, and the banking industry really started to obviously fall apart and then in January someone gave her the real great idea on Instagram to use citrus strip on her house. I don’t know who decided to give her that idea but they gave her that idea it ruined their house for like six months I know they’re financially doing somewhat badly this year but they also bought a new refrigerator spent $10,000 redoing wood I’m sure spent thousands of dollars on Christmas and this summer though have purchased their Audi they’ll be completely paid off. I worry that Lacey might be dead but I doubt it him and we stole about $50-$60,000 from them with the Citristrip which is 60,000 isn’t that much but when you consider everything else that’s happened and how much stuff stuff adds up and the fact that we’ve cause recession by this I can see why Michael’s losing it. OK this is real and it actually is scary to Lacey last year. She was sitting in an old republic and strong hold of Saint Paul Saint Anthony park staring at the snow and I think her cousin Keith ran by it’s probably one of her best memories. It was a young man, but he somehow managed to manifest through him, and I’m pretty sure it was Keith, who ran by their house him and Keith are shot himself jogging in the snow, and that’s what we’re dealing with as a woman who sees her dead cousin now a woman, whose actual cousin could even be John Ritter, whose father may be held her for like five minutes of her life potentially him, but that’s still very much her dad in a way that is old but it’s to her that’s her dad um and we told her there’s a bacon crisis about ready to start and she couldn’t believe it because Michael said I’m gonna start a banking crisis if you don’t leave my wife alone but what Chris what do you want me to do with that. How did they do that because they almost did her first cousin once removed on the pink before we killed her and Mark Nesheim owned a bank. He owns a bank Chris how many people do you know who own a bank? And honestly I believe Eliza lam and Lacey really are somewhat friends that happened after this and it involves oh hello F Scott Fitzgerald, the 1920s oh Bizzarre spiritual schizophrenic thing that doesn’t make any sense and Los Angeles that’s so eerily connected to Lacey, Los Angeles, F Scott Fitzgerald, and someone losing their mind who’s not supposed to be losing their mind someone who opens up on the Internet in a way that’s actually very endearing, a very independent woman owning a restaurant Lacey‘s family owned Casablanca. It’s not a restaurant, but there are so many bizarre similarities that I do wonder if allies actually did help them. She could be in California as a ghost Chris easily and I don’t know what she did or what she knows how to do now that she’s dead, but heck yes I have a feeling she has a lot of empathy for Lacey. You’ve use the supernatural you’ve used who the hell knows what and Eliza probably has a lot of empathy for Lacey..

Hey Eliza, did we did we manifest that experience for you?” asks a man.

“ yes you did.” she says.

“ how did we do that?” asks the man.

“ I was psychic I was psychic, not just occasionally hearing voices because of my bipolar disorder I was also psychic. And I was very interested in the psychedelic. I had a lot of fascination with a lot of things. I was pretty intellectual at it and I knew about lamb Billings. I’ve actually found him so much fascinating him and believe it or not it’s so much scientific so I ended up accidentally think of it, I’m sorry Maeve. I think of it like a wave it’s like a spiritual wave.

So like it’s like surfing and I got in on a wave that was some thing she was also tapped into or like maybe that’s not the right way if you could think of like him the electrical wiring of like a house and there’s certain things that are like lights that are kind of interconnected because they’re all like on the same highway so to speak electrically so then Lacey and I were on the same highway we had a plugging into the same at the same highway so when you started messing with her spiritual electrical infrastructure like you’re doing right now you got it up messing with might as well.” says Elisa.

“ so then how how how does that not usually happen?” asks a witch.

“ what is interesting let’s just say there are like circuit breakers there’s M you know our walls there are usually firewalls. There are usually things that keep people separated but the way that it’s wired some people are interconnected him and we were very interconnected at appoint and so if you left her alone, I don’t think that should’ve happened but because you chose not to are the way that you’ve been messing with her is extraordinarily dangerous spiritually it’s amazing that other people haven’t just mysteriously died except they have but it’s it’s really actually very dangerous. I bet you guys you know you rationalize so many things away and the rational, as you know, child hostages you rationalize away people dying. The murderers are also interconnected in a very similar way to Lacey, but that was not just seemingly interconnection. That was also the Kennedys getting involved, but I’m back other things, but that that is generally not an area that psychics delve into you’re in like a back room psychically with Lacey right now and you have been since the very beginning.” says Elisa.

“where do you buy back room?” says China.

“ what do you mean by back room? Am I mean that you’re in a part of her brain and her body that no other human is supposed to ever go the only way to get in there generally is through lap making which is how you got it, but it wasn’t, it wasn’t what you thought it was even but you got in her brain through a part of her brain that is open because she’s an unusual person mentally and I think you as soon because it was open that it was safe to just walk through spiritually MOC pools don’t have this open but she was abused and she’s never really been in love with someone alive the way she has of men who are dead, her entire life if Michael Hill lived it would be different, but I don’t think there is a dead man who has anything to worry about and that’s the problem that her brain is just wired completely differently than most people and so there’s like all these open doors and I Diego just walked right through and thought it was fine. If it’s open, it must be safe to add it and you just walked right in and started conducting business as usual and I am and no I mean that’s how you’re affecting her the way that you are you’re you’re you’re engaging in a part of her brain that’s not supposed to be engaged with, how did she get the idea that people could even engage in that part of your brain through the charismatic movement? That being said I am God is use that also protect her at end to hopefully help spread the gospel, but if that’s how you’re suffocating her that’s how she’s become anemic that’s how she fell down the stairs you’re you’re mixing up her hat him and her spirit fights and so she still alive but what you’re doing it’s not just torture it’s like insane torture but she’s very strong and she’s already been tortured a lot of her life by people who she trusted so this is old hat. Um, that’s why the devil is like not a friend but she like him loves God so much that it’s she’s like well. Satan hates me. He Satin. I don’t get why people are so mean.

I am and that’s the problem it’s him. It’s you’re just you’re like haywire OK but like God such thing as app him because he is a loving parent so you were attacked Lacey and you’re attacking a part of her brain that’s not supposed to have been left open, but that’s what happened to no fault of her own, and now it’s like that part of her brain because multiple have that closed off that part of her brain is not being used to to tell it was being used to him if it’s how we’re all interconnected to some degree and so it was useful because she was a loving person. Um but then you were using it against her and it’s starting to affect other people like me, and if I’m dead, I figure this out I’m like what happened you know and then it was explain to me and obviously I’m mad about it.” says Elisa.

“ hey so I’m you drowned at like in the movie that starred Nicole Kidman I think-No Jennifer Connelly. Does that mean we have anything to do with how you died?” asks a witch.

“ yes.” says Elisa.

Later.

“ am I either watch that movie and I got in my head or you guys somehow manifested that in some sick way or both.” says Elisa.

“ they manifested that in some sick way, or got stuck in your head ha so you drowned like Michael wouldn’t say in like Zelda and it holds hell that had always had child trafficking issues in Los Angeles how, though how did it like? What was the linchpin?“ asks Dmitry.

“ like what let the fire in my head?” asks Elisa.

“ oh yeah if I’m if I don’t know why guys allowing this, but this is interesting what let the fire in your head?” asks Dmitry.

“ I know I hate to sound creepy but it really is just barely about Scott and Zelda will stay for now for the most part. Most of it was about Scott and Zelda. I was faster by the Fitzgerald at least she really was. I didn’t her neck to enter connect with them she still is I mean at that doesn’t seem like you guys fathom Scott and her we’re in love and you guys interrupt her that.

Zelda and her might be distantly related for real. They could also be distantly related to the Lem’s Billings him. That’s a lot right there, but then this was Los Angeles, and her father was very connected to Hollywood. He really was very good friends with a lot of movie stars for real and her aunt of the clothing store in Hollywood OK so she was super spiritually connected to Los Angeles extremely connected to that area. Scott died there OK remember Scott F Scott Fitzgerald died in Los Angeles. He died there. Um no how do I come in? I was just fascinated by them. I may have dabbled in the occult but also it was somewhat psychic. Remember and I was in an old hotel from the 1920s and I had the misfortune of kind of getting sucked in, so people when they’re swimming get pulled in and drowned it’s somewhat random and you could say that since that’s what happened to me spiritually I just got sucked in.” says Elisa.

“ what sucked you in?” asks a woman.

“ part of it was where I was staying am I am not able to disclose what it is entirely but that that’s where the banking crisis comes in I’m having waiting for you to ask this question I have a ghost arm, so sometimes I know things that living people don’t know not always, but sometimes what is it that happened him something and that exact location there was like a spiritual portal or some thing that happened there like in the distant past that was interconnected with Lacey‘s father and I’ve Scott Fitzgerald, and the Bob and there was something in that specific hotel that was a very strong spiritual force for someone like me, they may even have some thing to do with my Asian heritage. Combine with all the other things so I was there and my brain just went haywire like Lacey‘s brain right now it’s going haywire and in a different way when I was in the hotel it was just it was like totally spiritually disorienting. It was just like weird for lack of a better word. It was very weird, I lost control of my speech at times and my body movements and I am it became a living nightmare for me for a few days. I was having problems with the people that I was staying with him. I felt very targeted by them and very unsafe I felt very hurt, but also just very scared and uncomfortable and I had a very long billings experience for lack of a way to describe it. It was sort of like I got sucked in to this perception of reality and it was hard to disavow myself of my perception. I would call it like a schizophrenic break so much is just him where it’s like I couldn’t I couldn’t recall what everything was and there may have been someone harassing me so there was like a man possibly there harassing me and him I was experiencing a lot of spiritual stuff that was very bizarre and it just got to me after a while and I got I got hard to move my hands. I’m at hard to like think straight and I didn’t know what to do and I decided that either was killed or I decided to die and that’s hard to talk about but it it really was an extraordinarily traumatic experience that didn’t last forever I died and God, but it was awful, well lasted, and, I don’t want to sound stupid and creepy but it really was that hotel that hotel is a very scary place. I would not suggest going there unless if you really know what you’re doing oh I didn’t and it was not safe for me. Could Lisa go there and be safe, yes but the sad truth is it’s not just because she’s a Christian. That’s part of it but part of it is also just who she is and that something you guys don’t seem to understand if she went there. This could be a warning to a lot of you if she went there, no big deal. Lacey isn’t classist a snob but she’s a very suspicious person by nature of certain things so if she went there, she would automatically be off guard and be suspicious of everyone and everything at and entities that are there with signs that some of them would even be terrified of her instantly because of her fathers and also because she’s a Christian but part of it is because of fathers, so when she was she was there what would happen if Lacey got angry and things went too far south the whole place got burned down yes, you heard me the whole place could burn down if Lacey went out I repeat if Lacey went to that hotel and got you upset the whole hotel could burn down it would see sixes there will be a horrific fire him. It’s interesting it’s kind of like the shining isn’t it so if she was there it would burn down when I was there I died, but that those are not normal things to happen in a building. Most buildings are not that super naturally active but that’s just the nature of that building, believe it or not it’s fascinating isn’t it?

But she gets moved back to the banking crisis. It’s interesting how is a specific bank there a specific problems that people could predict because they were so specific yeah Sensimillia doesn’t it what do I come up with the idea so that’s partially possibly where I got inspired to attack the banks, the way that I did just to scare you all, so I was scared because I I see through you and if there’s illuminati, I’m not gonna be threatened And you can say that to me all you want but I’m dead and who do you have on your side? The devil he’s been defeated he lost so high. Yeah this isn’t what you thought it was is it did you guys ever read the Bible where they threaten prophets and that doesn’t work out very well or you just never at that part?

Anyway, so that was my idea was to attack the banks the way that I was tax because you know you don’t go to a hotel thinking this is an exception it’s like the shining you know and it’s like banks are safe yeah and a lot of them are but Mark knows the ins and outs of banks he owns one and he’s angry. I’m angry him and it’s Michael Rockefeller and then he has other resources so we just sat around. You know talked about stuff I had some coffee And brainstormed a little at It’s and Lefse. It was interesting and yes I’ve got Fitzgerald was there. It sounds like a movie but that actually might be true and that’s why it’s God and you just have to except his mercy because you don’t have to but basically I’m just trying to say it’s it’s shocking because it’s like wow I died and now I’m having laughs with F Scott Fitzgerald, Michael Rockefeller, and Lacey‘s cousin who owns the bank and we’re trying to figure out how to put to bully the illuminati back into place, but are in the know there’s other people to him who are may be involved But it’s just it’s really sad that you guys don’t get it maybe that Republican does but like you can’t you can’t do what you’re doing to her it really is affecting people it’s affecting her to, but if it helps put things in perspective you’re you’re not just affecting her And no I mean banks are fine you were covered right everything is cool but that was just a warning, and I actually think that was very nice of Michael and myself because if Lacey dies, it really might be the end of the world as much as she is, do you know sweet loving She really is mad in the way that I don’t think you people understand I don’t think she’s going to get over it anytime soon I love is mad to ask that he’s more angry than she is and I think he would and the world but he’s not ready or he’s not her so just keep that in mind do you know will destroy your banks to try to get you to you know whipping to shape Lacey might just destroy the world if God bless her and not over the end of the world I don’t really know I’m not God but just just be mindful. Be mindful.” says Elisa Lam.

“ so she’s telling us this on her blog because it’s real and she’s trying to sort of warm up to the fact that we might all just die?” asks Dmitry.

“ do you wanna know the honest truth yes, that’s her maternal instinct in the back of her head. She’s thinking we’re on a plane I might have to to just you know, dive the plane into the ground and if I have to do that, everyone’s gonna have you know their seatbelts on, or they’re just gonna be ready and I’m gonna make sure everyone’s understanding what’s going on. We’re about to crash him here’s the sinners prayer Seder going to hell I’m not kidding that’s just fax potentially and yeah so she would go around and making sure everyone had their last rites ride to them convincing them to become a Christian and she get in front of the plane. You know as a pilot and all well battling off the terrace and then you know crash the plane into the ground and actually that someone from from you know her high school actually was on the plane that did that so I think that’s sort of part of her psychology. That’s her reaction. Don’t know what they teach them at that school but that’s her reaction that was his reaction to it. Maybe it’s sort of heroic him but yeah for her it’s like we’re gonna go down in style right? I’m gonna make shuffle fans going to heaven and we’re not gonna be you know we’re not going to be, or not going to be flustered about this if we’re going to heaven, we’re just going to take this as it comes because the death process is gonna be rather quick anyway she’s realize that to some degree from being thrown down the stairs before she was turned on the stairs, she wasn’t riding on this block as much. I don’t know if you realize that, so when she fell down the stairs cracked her and I was scalp open and possibly had permanent damage done to her spine in her brain that she’s never really fully recovered from. She realize that if she had died, it was scary if she was tumbling down the stairs, but it also went really quickly, and if she had lost consciousness, it probably wouldn’t of been the most traumatic thing ever because it’s painful as it sounds to have your neck you know being cracked and your brain being smashed open it’s not necessarily as painful when it’s so traumatic as you might think it goes really quickly and you’re so flustered that you don’t realize what’s happening until your dad in some cases and so I think that’s what’s in her head. It’s like if I can crash the plane people and even know we just have to prepare ourselves and it’s not like we’re ceasing to exist. We’re just transitioning out of our bodies, so repair ourselves and our bodies, quick exit out of the bodies and then we’re good to go. I think that’s what she’s aiming for as a mom and honestly if that was what happened that’s nice isn’t it that’s really loving.” says Elisa Lam.

“yeah, it is really loving. Oh, and then she thinks this is necessary why?” asks Dmitry.

“ I’m dead if you want me to give you a bunch of bourgeois, bullshit think again.” says Elisa. “ why because I died, I died. Because I died OK I was killed by an illuminati that has gone haywire. Do you have any idea how many kids right now are losing their minds wishing they were dead thousands how do you how do you feel about that? Why do you wanna be a life considering that that’s what’s happening you’re not doing shit to stop it.”

“ OK so she sees the thousands of children being living the hellish lives and she’s like what the fuck we’re polluting the world utterly destroying it and koalas are suffocating to death falling from their mothers and thousands of children are being sent to hell I think it’s time to just call it quits to most of humanity if not all of it and then she knows that she’s limited and so she thinks I can’t have an end to all of this without collateral damage so I’m probably gonna have to end up. Just killing everyone actually most of humanity because I don’t think there’s a way to exterminate every problem without exterminating most of humanity? But even though they’re not loving, let you know they’re still human I don’t know what happened to them I don’t know why they’re messed up and I’ll be happy being dead anyway, I have a feeling that they’re probably poor and you know there’s plenty of Chanel in heaven why would you just rather be dead there’s free Chanel you don’t have to worry anymore about working in a store if you don’t want to, so we’re just all gonna die because I’m tired of hearing you talk about all of your problems to me and then thinking of never going to solve them. I actually do care more than you think so I am solving them I know they’re real so we’re going to Chanel you’re going to be Coco and you’re going to have a fun time And you’re not going to keep complaining to me about working at work because you’re gonna go meet Chanel and have four months off and visit the Bahamas and then if you really don’t wanna work in a store you don’t have to but if it turns out that you like working at a store then you need to stop complaining.” says Dmitry.

“ it’s a lot less insane and that and stupid and you’re talking to someone who may have I mean she’s not dumb Dimitri if you don’t think she can manage all that thing again if she was given a limited amount of energy and ability. Yeah I have a feeling she could probably organize the end of the world almost you’re making her sound crazy and homicidal like some other drives her kids into a lake that’s not what’s happening they’re torturing her and you’re too idiomatic and jealous to understand is that the problem? Yeah we’re having a pandemic. Children are literally being torn apart and you’re just convinced that she’s a crazy woman from street trash so but you’ll die how about that maybe she leave you alive what is their hundreds of thousands of people who would really rather be dead right now and she knows that you’re just you’re not one of them but there’s a lot of people who really would.” says Matthew Perry.

“ yeah I don’t understand I don’t. I don’t understand your psychology. I don’t understand the psychology of people who would rather be dead. I’m very happy with my wife and I I don’t understand why someone would want to die.” says Dmitry.

“ oh OK so then how do you reconcile your pompous ass attitude with kids that are suffering or do you just not give a fuck about anyone but yourself?” asks Matthew Perry.

“ I’m not a pompous ass I’m a nice person. You’re the one that died of a drug overdose not me.“ says Dmitry.

“ all right Mr. Saint Dmitri of Australia, explain to me that your majesty of greatness and love and mercy, in all things good of the world, but not too good, because you’re clearly a very suave sophisticated man of the world as well do explain to me how you reconcile your attitude towards death, and lack of empathy, with the fact that there are children who would rather be dead because they’re in such torment?” asks Matthew Perry.

“ I think I’m better than them I must I’ve been maybe I don’t but maybe in the back of my head I just think I’m better than people who suffer more than me.” says Dmitry.

“ that’s not normal you’re not normal and that way if that’s really what’s in your head and I’m not sure that it is but if it is that’s not normal.” says Matthew Perry.

“ I was very respectful towards Lacey until she stopped losing well till she stopped getting followers and when she moved back to Saint Paul, I realize that she was probably actually well off because that’s expensive. These are in Britain by me on this blog that are very hurtful. I may not be a con artist, or I may be, I don’t know who reads me, but you’re right I might not be that terrible of person. I am so much shallow him and maybe I wasn’t nicer when I thought she was more well-off him. I am impressed by wealth, especially old money, wealth that’s probably pretty obvious my wife is as well, I just I can’t I can’t fathom her psychology. I can’t fathom your psychology. I can’t understand people who would rather be dead. Maybe it’s a lack of empathy on my part or lack of understanding experience. I don’t know that I want to know, but it must be awful to feel that totally him disenfranchised from life itself it’s funny because I don’t get the sense that she is disenfranchised towards beauty or love or mercy or even forgiveness it’s more life and I think what is life and you know what I have a New Age I don’t believe in a fallen world necessarily so much is all that we’re low vibrational you know we’re not a happy place here in this earth but I wonder though if it actually is better to be dead then I realize you know a lot of people have the impression that when your dad you don’t have fun anymore and like a central way I have a very strong suspicion that’s not true based on this blog and it worries me if that’s the case because then I think Wyatt Wyatt worried of us here and I wonder if that’s part of it goes into your thinking and her spouse if I’m taking this seriously right now if if if you guys really are that sick of everything and you think why is anyone here? Why are we here at all and clearly a lot of people are thinking that waving there’s a huge and times thing going on there has been for a while how would you guys go about ending the world my sense is that Lacey thinks a banking crisis is unnecessary and needless misery for people which could be true of that’s a personality I think it’s why are we messing around with the banking crisis let’s just all die and go meet God and straighten everything else.” says Dmitry. “ that’s an interesting mother. It actually is very loving. She’s right, I mean that’s a lot of needless anxiety possibly and her Sara Teasdale home is moving from an Australian perspective on I thought of animals taking over the earth, and finally being able to sort of breathe and move around I think that might be one of her ideals, but then how would you accomplish that give him back the back earth to him you know the animals and making dogs happy mostly him some some dogs might rather be done with their owners a butt. Oh what what is your plan? Do you have a plan or no?”

“ I have a plan I’m just angry as she is do you want to hear?” says Lem.

“ hey, is Lacey close to Cary? How close are those two?” asks Dmitry.

“ oh yeah, they’re very close if there is a Carrie it’s possible Lacey thought she actually was Carrie for a very long time and then as she got older, she started realizing that she wasn’t quite as sweet as her sister can be at times. Lacey is actually far sweeter overall, but at times Carrie can be very very sweet a lot like they are the father the racer can be sweet at times. She’s a very sweet woman in her own way so growing up if there’s purgatory I’ve got allowed it yes they were fairly close sort of like twins but not really. I mean Lacey was born in September and or so and then Carrie was born in November, so they were born just months apart and they’re very close in age and they were raised some someways by the same parents and so anyway they’re like twins if they exist as two separate people should carry exist but if she does the no there’s her very their sisters are in a sense but they have had moments where they were very close. It was also not the healthiest though because Lacey was given the impression then that she was a different person then she is a times if you’re going somewhere with us could carry wear Chanel 22. Yes, better than Lacey. She also wear a spice. Your fragrance is better than Lacey in a way but here’s the thing Lacey is overall sweeter and warmer and Lacey is also prettier than her sister far far far more beautiful and so I don’t know that she’d wear Chanel 22 as well as Lacey Schiebel 22 is a very unusually beautiful fragrance that’s part of the reason why I bothered everyone so much that she wore it it was just so petty but what would carry where I am she could wear Chanel 22 not as well but she could wear it. It’s always a suitor better and somebody that doesn’t suit at all. What could she wear probably some gourmand vanilla fragrance to be honest very warm vanilla with maybe a note of chocolate would probably be lovely on her to bring out her beauty so that’s that’s Carrie. I don’t know why we had to talk about that but no she’s an interesting person if she exists would she collect perfume, probably not, but but you know she is, she would smell good in perfume most people do but you know yeah she probably were more Nish you know expensive contemporary fragrances.” says Lem.

“ I feel like I missed her. Yeah I wonder if that’s why I never really warmed up to Lacey that sounds crazy but if they if if if Carrie exists if there is a carry, I am going to have to look into the thought that maybe I actually had some gut sense that something was wrong and maybe in a very weird way I was looking for your sister you know Becca‘s biological daughter who is my real niece and I kind of think that’s who I kept thinking was there and that’s not who you are and so what what would Carrie have done if I driven up from Nebraska to go to her party?” asks Terese.

“ I didn’t think that it meant that much I mean I thought it meant something but that’s not how it was presented to me. My mother told me that you were driving up but the way she said it was so casual that it was kind of like it wasn’t a very big deal and I didn’t drive at the time and I had no idea how exhausting that would be for you, so I think I just thought maybe you had some time to spare and that shit was sort of a thing you were doing I also group around people who drove a lot and so it’s like people just drive places you know and Terese is just kind of coming I guess to visit and that’s really nice of her but it meant something to me in a very deep way, but it wasn’t maybe you didn’t have the impact on me that it would’ve on Carrie because I just I didn’t understand it just wasn’t it was not understanding.

How did it affected Carrie? I think Carrie would’ve thought it was a really big deal. I’ve been very excited. I think she would’ve instantly understood because I feel like somehow she has a better idea of things like that so I think she would’ve understood more the driving like logistical aspect of it And she would’ve thought wow that’s a really big deal like I get it but I just didn’t. I’m sorry it didn’t click for me as to how it was presented and so it went over my head slightly if it meant something to you to go to my graduation party if that meant something to you I’m sorry, but no I think he would’ve just assumed that it it based on how far you were driving. I think she would’ve just thought Terese drove a really long distance. This must mean something to her that’s just not how I think Terese and to be honest, I might be right more than carry more of the time, but if you were trying to express love to me, thinking that it would mean something to me that I went try to read through the lines and figure out what was really going on. We were mistaken, and the way it was presented to me it seems like maybe it wasn’t as big of a deal as it could be so I didn’t take it as one, but I know for Carrie if she exists, she would’ve thought it was just the coolest thing ever, she would’ve really it would’ve really meant something to her.” says Lacey.

“you know I did mean something to her it was my gift of $100 I was poor and I gave her $100 for her graduation and she didn’t say a lot but I know now that I’m dead that was shocking to her she could make sense of it, and I have a feeling she still trying to figure it out and it doesn’t mean it doesn’t mean that she’s materialistic. It really doesn’t. She just has sort of a natural instinct for money and she knew that that was a big deal it is it was it was a huge sacrifice for me.” says Cherilyn. “ one of lately is Lacey’s excuse me not ladies one of Lacey’s maybe that was a wink if there’s ring carnation in the Bible am one of Lacey’s love languages is money is gifts and it sounds like I’m setting it up to make a Jew joke I’m not. But it does mean something to her. Sorry but we can’t help that that’s the way people are her father if she’s a legitimate, would’ve expressed his love for her in that way he may have even done it in the room that was he was maybe a little quiet at times, but he would’ve provided for her. It was on questionable that he would’ve Thought that was gonna be one of his love languages what is material or material guess so I just genuine love you know it’s like real love it’s not just nonsense like people want to make it some people it is them it’s not and so that’s something that she can’t fathom Chris if that’s part of her DNA even to receive love through material possessions How does she account for that because you were offering her all these material possessions or Diego was and then you’re calling her a Golddigger I mean that’s sick because some women really do you experience love that way from men and it’s not because they’re golddiggers it’s because that’s how their fathers would’ve communicated love and her mom to Sikeston And that’s just how their DNA is wired that’s the way they were raised that’s the way that family has been for generations and then you’re expecting them as a human not to be affected by that that’s insane, so how does her husband now expresses care and love for her he buys her things that are very nice at times he provides And as cold as he can be, that’s one of the ways that his kids and Lacey both know that he cares about them as cold as he can be he does take time and he does give his money. His father could be like that a times two not always, but sometimes him and it’s not. It’s really not shallow. It’s really not materialistic it’s just, that’s literally how they communicate their love. That’s their language and they know that it means something him and I think that’s why people need to lighten up a little bit and stop being so ridiculous. OK because you’re expecting someone who’s like that to not be affected by a gift, that’s insane just because giving her you know diamond earrings in your Mercedes made her feel loved doesn’t mean she’s a Golddigger oh that’s were coming us are insane to how how do you plan on on wiring all that and humidity you can’t you really literally can’t. How are you going to go through all of humanity, and start figuring out every person that has old money in their DNA to try to figure out who’s love language is material possessions I mean it’s possible that Mark Zuckerberg could help you with his analysis, but I guarantee you it’s more insidious than that and you would be exterminating most of humanity to bring about a communist revolution that would actually be sustainable. I just want to point that out.”