“I Hate Ditzes Too” by Chris

I hate ditzy women too. When my wife is ditzy, which is rare, I feel bad for her. It’s just stupidity.

“Chris! Let’s do another interview.” says MSNBC.

Why? What’s so bad about being honest? Right? …I partially disliked her and assumed the worst of her because I think she is slightly ditzy.

“Us too!” says Jill Schiebel.

“I was ditzy.” says Queen Elizabeth II.

“You were.” says King Louis.

“But she’s so smart and well-bred.” says Joan.

“Yes! But she’s ditzy. She’s very bright. …Exceedingly bright, deep and studious. But…she’s…also human.” says King Louis.

“Look…women in my day…were real women.” says Philip.

“That’s too bad.” says Chris.

“What is?” asks Philip.

“That your wife was ditzy.” says Chris.

“Hey…it’s not stupidity?” asks a gay man.

“No! It’s really not. …I might have been stupid at times. But I wasn’t ditzy. Nor lazy. Nor weak. …I was…lost, confused and devastated.” says Lem.

“You looked ditzy.” says a gay man.

“Yes. …Which doesn’t mean I was gay. Sorry. …I didn’t realize I was being ditzy.” says Lem. “It’s sad.”

“Did you know Lacey was ditzy if you were reincarnated? Should it be in the Bible? Or even recently?” asks Joan Walsh.

“No.” says Lem.

“Oh no. Why not?” asks a gay man.

“Because…it’s not easy to accept. …I don’t know how to get over my feeling of rejection I felt when she was with other men. And realizing she wasn’t necessarily rejecting me…for real…at times because she was devastated and at times because she was tricked…is…overwhelming. Because she didn’t know.” says Lem.

“And then what?” asks a psychic.

“And then…I feel silly. And anti-feminist.” says Lem. “She’s not stupid. I’m not lonely in the best way…and it’s lovely. But…she’s vulnerable. And I was…a jock. So…sadly…I’m the tall, sweet jock with the blond petit girlfriend. And she’s very smart. And elegant. And pure. But…the evil men…used her intelligence against her.

So…I thought I was gay. And I didn’t tell everyone that. But Jack did, basically. Because…he wasn’t straight and he assumed I was madly in love with him. He took pictures. And…then showed them to Lacey to brag. And torment her. And…then…the other guys…who had restrained themselves…couldn’t anymore. Because she started crying inside…but being brave and loving she was stoic, of course.

So…she got…fooled. And…yet…it still hurts.” says Lem.

“It’s probably a bad idea for jocks to tell people they’re gay if they have a hot girlfriend who they wanna fuck.” says a gay man.

“Yeah, you’re right that’s what I did. That’s not really an exaggeration. That’s essentially what I did.” says Lem.

“OK so you know I need to start thinking of you is an incredibly intelligent jock who is also very sensitive and like a genius with business…umm…maybe is smarter than me and is old money and then suddenly I realize that you make so much sense. So…what the hell made you think you were gay?!? Like you really didn’t feel any desire for men at all?” asks the Millennial gay man.

“What I have said. It’s irritating that you people don’t understand, it’s extremely irritating, but I’m sorry if it’s that hard for you to understand. I didn’t feel desire for men at all. I really didn’t. I wasn’t experimenting with men out of desire for men. I was a horny teenager. OK? And I really wanted to have sex with women, but I got it in my head that I was gay. My father told me that without meaning to. I was molested and I researched it because I was trying to figure out what had just happened to me and I came to the conclusion that I was homosexual in a very clinical, scientific, medical way. My father was a very prominent doctor, and that affected my thinking, so basically, I diagnosed myself as homosexual. Why don’t you think that’s possible?” says Lem.

“Because I’m smarter than you!” yells Bobby Kennedy Junior.

“ that doesn’t really make any sense as an exclamation. Does anyone else have a reason why they don’t think that makes sense because actually it does make sense as a psychologist. It does make sense given his age, and when he lived, there is nothing impossible about what he saying, at all a man could easily grow up at that time, diagnosed himself as homosexual based on a molestation from a man who marry not have even been gay him and then conclude that he was homosexual that really actually does happen and it does make sense. I don’t know why people who are pedophiles can’t handle that unless if they know that they’re full of it and that they could be going to hell and they’re scared, or if you’re not a pedophile, I think maybe it just irritates you to think that someone could be that methodical and intelligent and responsible because people are or haven’t been like that as much recently. I think GenZ might be but I don’t think that millennials were I think Lacey is, but I don’t think those black heels all are like that. I think there are some boomers that might’ve been like that but no it is possible for someone to get that confused at that age I mean what the fuck is wrong with you were talking about a teenager whose father just died too. I mean OK so I clearly love his father told him this and then died shortly there after, our end that itself could mess you up because you wouldn’t maybe feel safe thinking about the last conversations you ever had with him because they’ll be devastating to think about and I bet this could’ve been one of them so well and with the last conversation Seay had with him his father probably said oh what does it mean when two men are you know sexually physically aroused by each other that’s homosexuality love his father probably sad and then Lamb was like oh that’s what I must be in his head can I just clarify again Lacey is a genius that’s not just like a fake thing we’re saying so stop suddenly thinking she’s stupid that’s very stupid. This is an interesting concept I don’t think you people understand what it says I think it’s sexually superior to and it intimidates you, I think you’re too gay and nonbinary I understand what it means to be aroused by a female debts or maybe not but why can’t we say that because it makes you cry then move and you should stop pretending like you have a fucking clue how to talk to her without making ass of yourself because that’s what most of you do and I’m talking to a very specific crowd of men who are intimidated by her intelligence and her breeding your peasant jack ass bitches from the farm that her family owns in England and frankly, I don’t know how you lived past childhood because in those days you probably have died or I think I would like to kill you because you’re really annoying or maybe we should be careful when we assume that we know what he’s saying and we should stop cutting off her words that’s not her being ditzy just because of a child molester just about killed her with a pillow and there was a mild, very mild, almost totally imperceptible amount of brain damage does it mean that she’s stupid sweetie did you have fun attacking Christopher Reeves trying to make him seem stupid because you know you couldn’t fathom that brain damage was a real concept even back then who is a real thing you’re desperate for her to be dumb you’re desperate for love to be gay and it’s horribly pathetic and I’m talking to football players. I’m talking to a lot of gay men who are closeted who are in the media who pretend to be super straight conservatives you’re not you are effeminate gay men or you’re effeminate bisexual men just because your country music star or just because you’re a football player in America does not mean that you’re suddenly straight that’s so cliché to have to say that but apparently we have to and there are plenty of straight men who are in football. There are plenty of straight men who are into country music, but it was stereotyped developed for a reason, but I think you people are out of control in this conversation, maybe Linn doesn’t wanna kill him if he’s not that angry but I have a feeling he’s a little pissed off because Lacey really isn’t a ditz and you people are really psychologically abusing her right now with that and you have been for over an hour and it’s really annoying because she’s not dumb that’s incredibly intelligent of her to be able to say that she’s a ditz and talk about the things that she does and I have to wonder maybe if she’s enjoying you make a make it I have to wonder if she’s enjoying you all make up I have to wonder if she’s enjoying you all making a full of yourselves because I have a feeling this is part of her strategy to destroy you. I don’t know how you all got on her bad side but you’re on her bad side and I think she may have a hit list in her head. She’s really not a death in the way that you would think of what I think you need to stop being quite so I’m pedantically, colloquial and backward in your definitions like Casi may have slightly been, you’re talking to someone who is very well educated and is verbally a genius when she uses the word debts she means it in a very specific accurate way if you want to get into hermeneutics and reference Dr. Moritz well then do that, but you sure as hell better make sure he wonders understand exactly what he really means when he says certain things and I want quotations I want references and on top of that I think you have to understand that he really actually might not be right he’s very anti-church. He’s very anti-dictionary and I have a feeling there’s some insanity there potentially I don’t think he’s a smart as he thinks he is in subways, which is how he’s destroyed his career, he’s clearly very intelligent man, but I think he over estimates his own intelligence when it comes to certain things like that it is so that he’s totally wrong now because there is some sense to what he says he’s not stupid. He went to Cambridge but I think, dictionary‘s and organized churches probably are a bit less worthless than he thinks they are, and it possibly a little of the authority behind them, or when he struggles with which is pathetic because then he makes his intellectual arguments that are just baseless based on his problems with authority, I’m sure if you to say that he gets so flustered he start possibly chewing your head off potentially which is probably why she didn’t want to keep dating him because she saw that coming and wasn’t interested in getting into an argument with him about the validity of a dictionary. Because I have a feeling almost being suffocated by one of her molesters left at a real impression in her mind I have a feeling she may have a very slight amount of brain damage, but I have a feeling it’s very slight it has not affected her cognitive ability and this is where are you? People seem like you’re total idiots, it’s like she flinches and whoever keeps telling you that’s not a thing that’s not a thing when she tries to explain something or when lame does stop just assuming that person knows what they’re talking about I’m not even sure that’s a real person. I’m a little worried that’s a demon because we are in the illuminati. This is a telepathic conversation it’s entirely possible, as much as we can hear it other there are some people who are talking who are demons and you assume that you’re just hearing some wise voice from someone somewhere old money gent who is so superior like Louis baton who is that be and in our meetings, where were seeing each other face-to-face, where are these people, where are these ghosts but then when we talk telepathically like that like this, suddenly, this random people are so adamant that she has no idea what she’s talking about just manifest in the conversation Who are these people? Are you sure they’re real people and that goes for you Bobby and that goes for you the person I’m talking to his football player I don’t think you people are always hearing real people at times and conversations but I think sometimes you people are hearing demonic voices that tell you what you want to hear.” says a psychologist.

“ I just I don’t understand why love experimented sexually with other young men are chose, unless if he was sexually aroused by them or desiring of them.” says Bobby.

“ do you want to hear a play-by-play of why I did it and what I did I’ll tell you there were young man it showed who I was friends with some of whom I sought French about with specifically because I thought I was homosexual I saw them out I’ve found ways to find gay men I asked I asked around I asked my friend do you know any men who are gay basically I mean I didn’t use those words, but that was essentially what I asked my friends like do you know who are the men here who find other men attractive? I use different words, but I asked around and I found good men you know why I actually did it pretty much all on my own. I just ask people questions I might’ve even said something crossed over to my room it’s like who sucks cock at school? What do you think sucks cock about roommates of late night conversations I might’ve asked for my roommate who sucks cock who do you think sucks cock at the school or like you’ve heard of homosexuality right into men you know fornicate who do you think would do that at the school? I mean I ask the questions I ask questions like that of people, why did I do that because I was trying to be gay I really had it in my head that I was homosexual. It really was what I thought and so I got that in my head I went around asking questions and then you know I got names, and then I just sort of tracked those people down and chatted them up and told him that I was interested in us experimenting sexually, or they knew what I was doing and they suggested it like how you want you wanna try it want to see what you think I mean I was a good looking kid I’m free, for some of them were pretty good looking to not that I was attracted to them, but it’s funny that that never became an issue in the story that we were used to tell because some of them were good, looking from good families and they were better looking than Jack. I know I wasn’t attracted to them either but it’s funny that that’s never discussed but but know some of them are pretty good looking and him, they were trying to you know experiments and all that themselves to I think most of them are actually OK. I don’t think any of them were confuse like me I think I might’ve been the only one who was I wonder if one or two of them are bisexual because when I think about them talking to Lacey it freaks me out to be honest and I wonder if a few of them most of them or at least slightly bisexual because I don’t think I would’ve trusted her alone with almost any of them but anyway they not because I don’t trust her but you know, I think it was if I was very clear with her they would’ve found somewhere to trap her know and it’s it’s it’s really scares me and he doesn’t have the same time because I know I know her and she’s not gonna boys are it’s just when are desperate for sex and if they don’t have a good heart and they’re smart enough or clever enough and evil enough or desperate enough they can be very tricky maybe it’s not it was desperately there is always a little evil involved. I don’t know I’m not God but I’m not sure it’s people are complicated some people could be somewhat desperate something maybe I don’t know but know that there was a they were handsome men, but you know, I wasn’t really attracted to men and so no I experimented with a man and they they didn’t take it very seriously. I think they had done a lot of experimenting and they were willing to try a lot. You know I think you know I am I think it’s likely that I tried anal sex once, but I was I was straight and I was was trying to be gay so because it was so weird to me the whole gay sex thing and I couldn’t figure out how to make it Internet because it it just all seems sort of arbitrary put your penis, a butt hole you OK but I guess that’s all men have but that seems all arbitrary why not put your you know if he has some bags you’re fit it in Hilliard I don’t know what I’m saying like put it in your mouth in the mouth. OK well yeah OK so those are the only two holes available it it’s just it it I wasn’t gay I didn’t want someone to fuck my ass I didn’t wanna fuck somebody else’s ass I wasn’t gay so it seemed totally arbitrary to me and meaningless and so I invented this concept where it’s like. It Hass to mean something mentally and psychologically on a sort of heart level a psychological level so I invented this arbitrary line of demarcation for virginity as a gay man in for me that was fondling mutual fondly but I wasn’t a gay man, but I was trying to be white so that’s me made sense mutual fondling. and so you know him I got it in my head that it was mutual fondling. That was my form of psychosexual intimacy and him that that was that was it for me. I was going to say that her for marriage essentially that was you do that, and then you’re married.

Oh, so Jack wanted to do that Jack insisted that we do that and he knew that’s what that would mean to me that if I did that with him, we would essentially be going to crossing the threshold into marriage so he forced me to do that he bullied me into it he psychologically bullied me into doing that Him and that was after you know he supposedly rebuffed me that that happened so he bullied me into doing that and we did that very briefly actually for Phyl not just saying that it was pretty brief I didn’t like it and I wasn’t gay and even if I was gay, I don’t know that I actually oh that’s a different topic but no I I did not like it oh so we did that very briefly yuck we did that very briefly and sorry it’s a bad memory. We did that very briefly and it counted so to speak and there was times in Germany when he would do that to me but we’re talking about it she’ll put an adult constant warning up. He would try doing that to me later Because of the boundary had been crossed right and to no avail I mean I wasn’t getting aroused I didn’t like it but after doing that I assumed the position of husband and I assumed that I was his husband and he knew that what Lacey finds funny is that mutual fondling briefly because that’s Really not all that sexual mean it is it’s very sexual away but it’s not like anal sex and I think Lacey finds it hilarious that he was so much of a prude even though he was a predator and he was raping women and she finds it funny that he was so prudish at the same time because it it is very British. She’s right because he was clearly bisexual mostly gay and he goes around raping women because he’s deranged and clearly in capable of respecting them as people which is sad and sick, but then at the same time when it comes time for him to have you no one adult relationship so to speak of his own, he chooses to be an absolute prude, and find someone who allows him to be.

Do you know he found a straight man who thought he was gay and I’m sure the initial allure and probably continuing a lawyer was that he thought it was a tractive and he thought I was well Brad, you know great credentials and yet really I am will Brad but a jock you know but one who is vulnerable because I had asthma and wear glasses are the strongest man on crew but he has asthma and he wears glasses so he’s not going to you know hurt him and I think that might be attractive to Lacey to, but in a different way for Jack I meant hurt him as in Call him out for him as a liar so to speak because I think if I didn’t have glasses or asthma and I had pursued Lacey, it still would’ve worked out. I think Jack really wanted someone who was safe for him to be with potentially and that’s the thing so I am this tall jock who’s straight and thinks he’s bisexual, or you know gay I mean I thought it was gay but I think really you nowadays you’d say it you thought you were bisexual maybe big because I thought I was attracted to women and I knew that so I think Innoway you might think that I was bisexual, but I thought I thought I was bisexual But I actually was straight and I thought I was gay I didn’t think my sexuality was really a thing I just thought member men, and that if you were attracted to men at all, you were gay, and there could be some varying degree but I thought mostly it was just that you were gay him but him so I was a straight man who thought he was gay and yeah, that was perfect for Jack and Lacey and you know cracks Lacey up because for whatever reason as much as Jack was a predator and was arguably quite gay for better or worse that was his state, seemingly him he did not want to be with a man who he could have sex with at he wouldn’t. It was kind of stupid because like he was going to get pregnant you know It’s not like he was worried about losing his virginity or was he at I don’t know I never necessarily had that conversation with him because I wasn’t trying to make him. I didn’t want him to sleep with me that might be the perception some people have of things that I said, but that that isn’t quite what was said I wasn’t trying to talk him into having sex all the time and then he let me suck his cock that would be pretty pathetic anyway but that’s not what happened to him we had oral sex so that he could maintain the idea that he was straight I may have said some thing pretty close to that But then why didn’t I bother me more sexually as a man I mean that does make any sense why would a man who is normal sexually be OK with that that doesn’t make any sense you know men want to sleep with people that need you want to get sexually satisfied there’s nothing satisfying about giving someone oral sex I mean I was not on the receiving end almost ever if, if not, I mean, I might’ve said always not on the receiving end in which case when was I satisfied sexually we never had anal sex I was always giving him all according to the mess and so then, when was I ever satisfied, why would I ever put up with that if I was so attracted in love with him that’s not satisfying It’s like when you were getting your needs met with someone else then why was not in love with that person why didn’t I why was I so tolerant of that lol annoying level of sex for decades with the same person that doesn’t make any sense and then he died and I was devastated that doesn’t make any sense so you spend 20 years giving a guy head who’s mean as hell Mary someone else and then he dies and you’re devastated want to kill yourself that’s insane. When did I ever get made love to that shows an incredible amount of ignorance and immaturity in the gay community. It’s sad, but no that’s not. What happened either what happened is that I told people know you know he’s always on the receiving end because he wants to maintain that he’s heterosexual and I am I might have Addit. I don’t give him head all the time just when he really wants it, and I’ve actually I’ve explained this before. I’m trying to tell Lacey but it’s hard to explain but that that might’ve been me being in denial about not being gay but I worded it that way. If I even dead, I might not have worded it quite like that, and it was misconstrued, but if I said you know he won’t we only do that because he’s trying to maintain that he straight it might’ve been as an excuse for why we weren’t doing more because I really did believe it was gay and I didn’t wanna talk about it because people would question if I was sometimes and I was determined to be upright and moral and not and not be with women And ruin their life with my homosexuality like Jack so it’s like no I don’t wanna you know I don’t want to be with women and no we only we only do that because Jack’s try because Zack‘s trying to maintain that he straight you know otherwise we would I’m sure I lied in a sense to myself and other people if I even said that it was like oh yeah you’re only doing that because you know Jack doesn’t want to you know be gay it’s not because I don’t want to do it. You know it’s just that it’s not that I’m chicken, it’s just that Jack doesn’t wanna you know doctors want to be gay I know I don’t want to talk him into it because Jack wants to maintain that is that he’s straight so I’m not gonna talk him into it I don’t I don’t you know I don’t I don’t think it’s worth talking about because it’s his fault and that’s just the way it is if I even said that I might not as I might’ve said no we don’t do it and that’s fine. Jack wants to maintain that he’s straight and I’m not gonna you know get in his way. It doesn’t really bother me any anyway, you know so be careful with what you hear about things like that but moving on, it is suspicious though and I have to say this that a golden jack was so prudish isn’t it it’s not funny because Joe was very British with Lacey. Even as a ghost he spent about 20 to 30 years wooing her and they never slept together once, but the idea was that she was his girl you know but him And that he really wanted to but they never did it until once and maybe twice and you know that’s the that’s what they did back then they were very chaste and yet at the same time these are men who are sleeping with lots of people, and really don’t entirely makes sense to be quite that prudish because it becomes prudish I mean again Jack was a predator he was forcing me into fondling him but then he didn’t you know forced me well maybe he didn’t. He did a few times he did a few times over three or four times you force me into having anal sex, but that’s over the entire time that I knew him three or four times over all the years that I knew him we had anal sex, and each and every time he forced me to so over a period of 30 years almost not quite, but almost 30 years he forced me to have anal sex about four times. Actually it might’ve been more like two or three but we’ll say 42 of those times were in Germany well, Europe time, one of those times will say was in the 50s maybe and then another actually I will just actually I’m not even sure no I I think yeah but do those times were in Europe and then two of those times were when he was in the White House so two times were in Europe two times or in the White House he got very bossy when he became president I’ve said that and it’s true he did he became and I joked about it but no, he became very pushy and very determined to be some more sexual and part of that might’ve been the math two that he became addicted addicted to.

I am so I am getting cut off because people are starting to get really pissed off because this is so believable and it’s it’s true it’s hilarious. I’m because he he really he get he gave me anal sex we had while we had anal sex. I don’t think he gave me anal sex per se, but we had anal sex 5×4 times, and then he gave me oral sex 4×33 or four times that’s over like 30 years I gave him plenty of head but we never had anal sex. He really almost ever he never really gave me oral sex, almost ever and then you did we make out no we did not. We really didn’t we move we may have made out very slightly once or twice maybe three times because he was trying to make out with me and I didn’t like that either and so we did not make out and you would think every part of it was that he was a predator and he might’ve known I was straight, but beyond that you think he would have realized that he wasn’t really do you know having great sex, but he was a prude at it you know with me I wasn’t getting hardly anything I wasn’t getting head I wasn’t having anal I wasn’t making out, so what was I getting out of it? Well nothing so that’s not really normal But out and I was straight and that’s what happened but he was only getting head and I don’t know why he tolerated that I don’t know why he was OK with that that’s weird to he was getting something out of it but it it’s weird that he never him. He never really cared about getting more Beyond those few times when he bullied me into it which are proof that he wanted it I mean he was violent in Germany and Europe. He was very violent and he was violent in the White House to so it’s not that he didn’t want it. he was violent about getting hard for me too that really is part of what the reason why I was in scalding hot water in the shower. That was a part of it, he he was cruel so sad that he didn’t want it but for some reason he just tolerated it not getting much and honestly I think it was because he was a prude when it came down to it. I think he was ashamed of his sexuality that was real regardless of whether or not, he thought it made any sense you know it I’m not saying that I’ll be a homosexual. He’s in heaven, but I think he was ashamed of himself sexually, and he was very embarrassed, and didn’t want to have to be in a real relationship because it just was very shameful and embarrassing to him so he preferred to be you know in a very almost but frankly cold, I mean it was cold and a very cold, distant, bazaar homosexual relationship, because that was more comfortable than being, in some sort of You know semblance of normalcy am headed you know it isn’t that I’m saying again that it’s allowed in heaven but it’s sad in a sense that for those of you that are insistent that it is and it might not be but for those of you who are insistent that it is, it’s sad that you’ve never realized how tragic he is in that way You know you focus on me saying he wanted to maintain that he was straight as some sort of sexual frustration expressed on my part but then you never think it through and realize that I would have to have been profoundly sexually frustrated and that that’s weird and I wish some of you would’ve realized at some point in the gay community That what really makes more sense is that there’s something very fishy going on and it it it it does seem as though Jack was sexually dysfunctional big because why was he dabbling? Have you ever analyze that how weird it is that he had me in the White House, even though he was just dabbling And yet it’s weird that he was dabbling anyway because why would he just dabble in that? Why would you just dabble in that and see that’s where you people are so backward why would you just dabble in that it’s like you heard some bisexual jack ass, who said I’m not really gay I just dabble, and you took it to heart, that is so gullible and then there’s gay men who are like there are no statement which is also very dumb and dishonest and gullible to both believe them, and for them to say it themselves no, there are straight men. There are bisexual men there a pansexual men, and they’re gay men, and, if Jack was bisexual, why was he so content dabbling and homosexuality, considering his supposedly voracious appetite for women do you have it in your head that he was voracious with women but then he just like to sip locationally on homosexuality is that it? Is that an actual though adult psycho like psychologically possible sexuality Because if he was homosexual, why wouldn’t he have felt passionate for a man ever I think that’s where some of you lie about being bisexual. There are a lot of gay men even millennials who have said things like oh I still like to make out with women it’s like you know, I like to go out to parties and get drunk And make out with women why oh you know they say it just because it’s just fun it’s just fun why is it fun? I don’t know they say it it’s just fun to make out with women, but then why do they want to make out and I said I would never have I would never have sex, but I just like to make out. I doubt it I highly doubt it, if they still like to make out I have a feeling that they don’t want to have sex because they don’t find women who they’re making out with out with attractive enough. They just don’t want to go any farther and not feeling pressure to have sex with women to prove that they’re straight anymore they just don’t feel the need to actually have sex, and so they just enjoy picking out with women that they find mildly attractive but if they found the right woman at a party and made out, it’s very unlikely that they wouldn’t have sex very unlikely, but those might be not those might not be Everywoman, but I don’t think that’s how the Kinsey continuum works most likely It’s it’s not like there’s a continuum within the sexual experiences maybe but I don’t think it’s likely I think it for most people it’s more that they they’re more selective possibly about who they find attractive so there’s few women that they find attractive and then there’s more men potentially Now being straight you think I’d find lots of women attractive I did I would, but I am in love with Lacey and I don’t find anyone attractive but her self sincerely but I did find a lot of women attractive. I just didn’t want to really do anything with them and it wasn’t because I was gay at all. I just was very romantic. I wasn’t sapiosexual him, I was deep and romantic. Lacey is actually like that herself. She knows what I’m talking about which is part of the reason why I was shocked when she slept with anyone but me but that’s where she’s the tits and she was also devastated and I wasn’t dead so I was just stupid believe it or not, what’s the difference? Stupid means that you literally can’t put the pieces together in your head unless if you really think about it or someone helps you and I wasn’t hardly ever stupid him. Lacey is almost never stupid if ever, but she can be ditzy with this heat it really almost is sort of like I am an issue with your reflexes were your sort of fragile or unaware or is your just sort of fragile in someway.

A lot of girls say I am ditzy when really they’re maybe kind of stupid but sometimes I can really be ditzy to him and it’s actually quite mature to admit that at times two but no, Lacey didn’t know what she was getting herself into a certain things but but but no it it is odd that a man who was so voracious supposedly with women was just a dabbler with men and know what I started thinking about a guy in college who looks like me slightly, but he was blonder and a little less tall and I wonder if Lacey had gotten drunk Because he likes making out with women he was attractive. I wonder if Lacey had gotten drunk if he would’ve tried to sleep with her if they made out and I suspect the answer is yes but I don’t think Lacey wanted to sleep with him and I think he as much as I think she thought it was attractive I think she was trying to be respectful of him And he had a boyfriend so I think she was trying to be respectful and it actually is moral and he would’ve had it if he wanted to be with her he would’ve had to be so much more aware of what he was doing. Michael was aware, even if he would’ve been very progressive and thought that he was with a man when he met her I think he would’ve known that he to have to sort of drop that, and just be with her no matter how she Como sexuality might have seemed, but anyway um that’s the thing. Why did Jack just dabble that’s weird he did try to force me occasionally to do stuff with him, but I didn’t like it which is why either the rumor is that I just gave him head and that’s weird that no one‘s ever realized how strange that is but so I’m not I’m not angry at his wedding and I just gave him head and I didn’t bother anyone that’s weird no what happened is that he tried to force me into it I didn’t like it and so you know he didn’t push too much but also I don’t think he wanted to because he didn’t want to humiliate himself and I I really do think he was a bit of a fruit Him he he he couldn’t stand he couldn’t stand. I guess I don’t know him but I ate I mean it I’m sorry Lacey and I are laughing slightly because he he did he did he did he? He did he did he did have sex I think with him with, he did have sex I think with with red I’m almost positive that happened but then it’s like why didn’t he just pursue more of a relationship with red or with other men that I have a feeling he slept with a more you know in a typical J fashion and it’s weird There’s something very lame. There’s something very odd about it. Um, I just I wish that before you guys decided to drive Jack into hell by conjuring him up all the time to attack her and me both and her children and other innocent victims that you had the sense to stop And think about it because a lot of gay men claim to be a love you know they claim that that’s a very real experience for them so if we’re going to help people who are experiencing that as Christians if homosexual he’s not allowed in heaven we need to deal with the reality that that’s what they’re experiencing seemingly so then why didn’t we stop and thing to talk to to read and Fred did try to talk to people for hours one night but why why did we do more of that? Why didn’t you guys ask more questions about red Fae? Why why didn’t you ask more questions about rip last spring the spring plus spring Why have you been so obsessively focused on me because I think if we’re going to analyze the situation and get to the bottom of homosexuality and what really is going on in peoples heads, we need people to talk more about stuff in a real way you know what you have these fantastical ideas that I gave had never wanted anything in return, was madly in love and destroyed myself over it. That’s nuts, but then at the same time you have it out and it almost 0 analysis of red fate so I’m gonna ask Lacey to tell me what read Fais told her.” says Lem. “ and really quickly they have an a rare book collection probably totaling thousands she has cookbooks that are excellent some of the best in the world. She has jadeite she collects Currier and Ives prints and China. She has a collection probably worth let me know it is worth thousands of a combination of sterling and plated silver and she has everything perfectly decorated almost in the entire house. It’s very elegant and she has a great eye so when she goes to estate sale, she picks out things that other people don’t even notice that are quite rare like prints of artist who are patronized by James J Hill, she has an excellent eye so her kitchen is a perfect buttercream, yellow and part of that is her breeding because that’s kind of a Nesheim thing to paint the kitchen butter cream yellow am the eat well she’s excellent cook she has a five of us light pewter collection. She has a pewter candelabra and a pewter coffee and tea set so I think it’s a pewter coffee set. Um, I think she must have some other pewter stuff wonderful cut glass collection, a depression, some depression, glass, several different patterns of plates and such. I think she has a full collection of probably she had 32 or two or three, and they got stolen by made, oh I think it might’ve been made. It might’ve also been a moving company. Um, will find out someday nothing made her she gave the perfume to, and I hope the other meat isn’t reading this blog an innocent if so, then we’re sorry someone seemingly didn’t steal them from her though seemingly I don’t think that she’s imagining that, but no it hurt. Her pattern really is Wedgewood add add me and she still collecting that to some degree they didn’t have a wedding and she really only realized if that was her pattern when they were already married but that is her pattern so speak so she has excellent pieces from Pat collection and I want to put a total on that but no it’s a beautiful collection. Let’s see if she loves they also have a set of English iron stone that they use sometimes with the Wedgewood but it’s good English Ironstone him and there’s a tea pot in a coffee pot with that if I’m not mistaken on some servingware so that’s nice. She has a decently stout a decently stocked kitchen, excellent taste in jewelry very exquisite taste in jewelry. Her husband makes his own coffee and grinds it and an antique crystal grinder from the probably late 1800s in their basement, he roast exquisite beans, I mean they’re up there very good and let’s see what else she can fillet fish and catch it. She skis very well she’s natural at skiing. She’s not a ditz when it comes to scheme she has better coordination than a lot of men. She was a decent figure skater, but she had weak ankles and her feet might’ve also been a problem and that way her club feet that are corrected but there still could’ve been some part of them that was troubled when it came to skating, and actually she’s not the best swimmer for that reason either potentially let’s see what else she knows a lot of different companies in her own way to buy from him. Let’s see They Dr., German she uses excellent skin care products and make up. No I mean she wants tried to learn Italian and it didn’t work, she speaks some slight amount of French. Oh yeah I mean I guess that’s all I’ll share for now. I don’t know what your people are looking for. That’s the problem.”

“ I also have Wedgwood jasperware a small collection but I have a I have the hand dipped navy tea pot, which I think is from the late 1800s and that’s somewhat rare. It came from a historic old house in Minnesota. That might have me where I bought the opera glasses from the 1920s or 30s but anyway no I am what did Redd tell me if I was hearing from him, he told me that they had a long-term passionate relationship and that he loved his wife and wanted to be with her but that he’d just it was hard for him because when they get into fights possibly or when you know there was some rockiness in their marriage, Jack would probably pray on that and they would you know he’d slip up and that kind of shit with other jack and red it wasn’t like Brokeback Mountain, but I think that even if it was an affair that an ongoing long-term affair that I think ride, probably tried to sort of walk away from with some success, but then I get the sense that when Rod was depressed and their marriage, that Jack again was sort of prey on that and that somethings might happen I have a feeling Redman may have experience love for Jack and vice versa and I think read probably understood Jack better than them and better than a lot of people which is sad in a way because yeah I don’t even I don’t want to condone homosexuality it’s just why couldn’t Jack have been capable of understanding that that was so much closer to normal than what he was doing with lab or did he just not care at all? But no, he seemingly was having a relationship with red and yes I am amazingly objective, and I’m not really letting myself enjoy that the thought it wasn’t lame. It’s a relief to me, but I am not sure that in the way that it would be for some people, I am very I’m possibly very unusually objective and I’m not a psychopath and I do care I just am unusually objective. But no, they seemingly had quite the relationship for for gay men. It was at times, probably quite raucous, and it is sort of weird that no one‘s ever written about it I mean come on read Faye wrote a book called the pleasure of his Company if you ever wanna wonder if there’s a conspiracy that it states there’s proof and someone is possibly right there because why Why don’t we? I mean that deafly went to some sort of control of the media in my opinion potentially because why don’t we ever talk about that book I mean that David Pitts went out of his way see me then Sally Vidal Smith went out of her way to point out loud. It doesn’t really make any sense as long has seemingly pointed out tonight for the umpteenth time. It really doesn’t make sense so then you have to wonder why are these people fixated on it a because the Kennedys still are and be because I think narcissist love the idea of them being in love with Jack and never giving anything Jack never giving him anything, I think, narcissist love that narrative, he’s like a narcissistic dream but then that’s the problem. It’s a dream no one’s really made that way so that’s all just nonsense at it and people don’t want to except that I don’t think and also so the Kennedys are still fixated on him and narcissist, love his narrative, and he was hot love was really attractive and very well bred and deep and fascinating and mysterious and straight and sexy OK and so there’s all that but really someone somewhere I should still be more fascinated by red and again that’s where I think it goes back to the Kennedys in there fixation potentially Because and why are they fixated on him because I think they were attracted to him and Jack was attracted to him probably and I I think that they also like the narrative of him because he’s so attractive or something like that and well bred but really, though, why haven’t we talked about read again he wrote the book the pleasure of his Company And the cover of the book is Jack on a yacht sitting in and staring while red tail approaches him from behind and Jack is sitting down and read Seay is standing looking quite gay. How can you how can you miss that clear sexual euphemisms people are always reading stupid things, and what I’m saying that are nonsense, but then Fred Fay wrote a book where he’s approaching Jack from behind on a yacht and it’s just the two of them, and the title of the book is the pleasure of his Company.

How can you people if there is an illuminati be so stupid clearly read Faye was Jack’s lover Lem’s may have been involved in some sad, tragic way that was not really for his that really wasn’t consensual and there’s a lot of evidence to put into that and no he did have the room in the white house, not red White people also referred to Lem’s as Jack’s slave and read for himself so that that lead was sexually neutral so the people referring to them is his slave and his worshiper follower, which I don’t think is probably accurate I think that he was fighting in a trauma response, and even if he was a worshiper follower Those people don’t express their normal emotions some of them might have dependent personality disorder, but I don’t think that was loves problem. I think Lem’s’s problem was that he was miss characterized as a worshiper follower, and a magical, thinking way that was not very well thought through he was an ideal worshiper follower. Why was he ideal, because he was so traumatized and weak that he didn’t stand up for himself I mean why wouldn’t why would a narcissist find a worshiper follower ideal and you have this idea that he was so totally obsessed with Jack then where is the evidence for that, you have evidence of him, giving Jackie a hard time and mocking him But where is the evidence of him being a worshiper follower? Is that how you explained him not being more hurt at Jack’s wedding? I have news for you even people with a dependent personality disorder would probably be us if they were that in love would be a little bit miffed at their soulmates wedding to someone else I mean, get a fucking grip you’ve made up these titles for him that are bullshit to some extent Ideal worshiper follower OK to malignant narcissist yeah and that actually points to him being totally bat shit crazy and straight and having some sort of Stockholm syndrome fighting response, but it might not even have been Stockholm syndrome. I have a feeling he never really was in love with Jack in that way even at his imagination, I have a feeling that it was not that I have a feeling that he was in a constant state of trauma response, and people have miscategorised it as this I made up category of ideal worshiper follower because I don’t see evidence for him being in love with Jack in a sincere way You have a quarter to saying I love Jack his my whole life but then what did he mean by love because he never came out of the closet what did he mean by love even at all and his quotation of what the hell I could’ve had a family that does not sound like someone who is fighting over Jack, the part of him saying in an ideal way unless if you’re an idiot, the saying oh I he was my best friend. You know he was the best for him he could ever have, etc. etc. and then compare that to being settle down, no that is not an ideal worshiper follower unless if we’re all brain dead because there’s an objection in that a very subtle dig at Jack and homosexuality in general potentially there’s a subtle disappointment in it I mean come on it’s just it you might disagree with me, but it’s not there for me. I don’t see it I don’t see the evidence, I think he had a trauma fawning response.

I mean, I could be wrong. I can reevaluate it if I am, but that’s my that’s what I’m, you know, getting the impression of.

The thing is though why the heck doesn’t anyone care about red and his book the pleasure of his Company? What the heck what the heck why hasn’t anyone ever written about red and Jack are you chicken? Are you too chicken to write about red and Jack and it’s easy to pick on lap because I’m sweet, but it’s scary to write about you know what is the under secretary of the navy because it’s like what if you know what if mom reads this I mean come on though I honestly worry that there’s a lot of evidence to suggest that they had a sexual relationship like that book There’s evidence to suggest that Jack was trying to screw love is there evidence to suggest that long was trying to screw jack I have never seen any there might not be if there was I would take it with a grain of salt at this point, but I wouldn’t be surprised if there isn’t even any but but there is evidence, but there is evidence to suggest that red slept with Jack, the pleasure of his Company, the pleasure of his Company. What was so pleasurable about Jack’s company for red I mean it was at his wits was it that he was really good at sailing I mean come on what did he mean by that and it’s just gotten totally under the radar it’s like Tennessee Williams one said that Jack had a nice ass. No let’s talk about them, but then let you know if there’s no discussion of red Fae and his pleasurable moments with Jack on yachts, I mean come on the man basically confessed to having a sexual relationship with Jack and in a book and no queer historians remotely interested and you people expect me to take you seriously And and as I say that people are intimidated by me because I remind them of Jack right I doubt it why are you people so annoying in this way why don’t you realize that you’re just disgusting and then fix it up why didn’t you write about red Fae? You couldn’t just write about red Faye Know you had to write a book about about Lem’s you had to write a book about lot you could reference read Faizon writing in a book he published himself that’s pathetic intellectually I mean come on why don’t you write a book about red Fay?” asks Lacey.

America responds, “ because that’s two real Lacey and we don’t give a shit about that kind of thing historically in America that’s why we didn’t like you that’s why we didn’t like you OK America got taken over by really catty bitches male and female both and we don’t care we don’t care about reality in that way that reality is pretentious nonsense to us we would rather think about things that are annoying to someone that we hate like you we would rather think about things like lamb or how people hurt their children because we don’t hurt our children that much that often if at all and it makes us feel superior to other people and those poor kids, you care about them, and sodas, God, but do we I don’t know we’re heartless and someways this point we’re greedy and heartless and disgusting you’re right and it’s possible that we’re dying as a country because of it but we’re too stupid and backward and evil peasant to care because we got rich and were using it to hurt people.

We would rather write about stuff that sissy and Anne, and mean to you but to us it’s not because we’re mean girls and we just like being mean and feeling superior to other people and maybe not everyone’s like that in this country but a lot of us all are and so we think oh wow a good looking guy. I bet this’ll hurt someone somewhere that he’s not with them and if he’s that attractive I bet it’ll be a really pretty sweet woman. That’ll hurt and someone that we can really kicker feed into oh that’s sweet shit.

America has been taken over by bitch evil peasants who are heartless and it’s really fun. Why don’t we think about red Fais well let me tell you something that’s where we’re kind of human because that’s that’s gay that sissy gay stuff you we don’t wanna think about that because then we become English or French Like I said, I mean what the hell are we going to write about red faith for because then historians have to say Jack had anal sex with red Fae in the White House red fake cry to Jack’s wedding you can see it in the picture right here there’s proof he looks sad because he did look sad in a way that lime did not he look like he almost been crying And then you see pictures of red Fais with Jack and his kids and they look like they’re a couple and Jack chose the side of himself with red that I don’t think he showed them and we like to say Lem’s allow Jack to be himself like no one else, but that’s not true is it and that’s why it’s fun to say because it’s not true it’s just evil and mean it’s mean to read it’s mean to you and it’s mean to them and I love it because it’s so close to the truth, but it’s not the truth at all Who is Jack actually himself around what are you know probably read, but then I have to be a mature adult and actually give a fuck about something I have to own that people really are gay and not just shoot them in the face because they piss me off writing about lamb is perfect if he was straight, because then it just perpetrates homophobia in the most evil way, even if it’s not allowed in heaven, and America’s very homophobic so it’s fun because then we get to hate gay people and hate straight people who are better than us at the same time but if we wrote about red, we’d have to grow the fuck up and I don’t want to I mean go how annoying is that rides not that attractive objectively speaking but he is kind of good-looking and sort of a Spencer Tracy way, but then that Spencer, Tracy and red Faye, you are the Irish that’s to Irish all the sudden Jack’s Irish. Paul read Faye yeah I don’t know he might’ve been Irish. You haven’t even began to talk about Francis McAdoo what could’ve happened with him but I have a weird feeling that red face really was more than one and that’s why you haven’t because you’re talking to ghost so you’re a witch and you’re not Jack reincarnated shit I hope you were because then I can really be mean to you, but you know what I can be mean to you if you’re a witch and if you’re not a witch then shoot I guess maybe red Fais really was just his lover damn that’s growing up I guess you don’t know his married a hot one sometimes you marry the one that’s just hot to you and if you don’t even marry them but you know I’m gonna have to care about Radford I don’t wanna care about red Faye because then I have to care about men and I want to care about men.

Poor red Faye why did he put up with Jack all those years Lacey do you know?” says America.

“ i’m pretty sure he was close to suicidal at Jack’s wedding. And I think you try to be straight as best as he could. I actually think he was in love with his wife and attracted to her but I think Jack played with his mind and played with his heart and he was actually a pretty sensitive person in some ways. It’s like I said he just got beat up, an occasion by Jack, why did he put up with it? I think he thought he brought it on himself or you might’ve thought I was sexuality was depraved, but I think he also thought that it was foolish for him to be with Jack because I think he thought Jack was kind of a jerk. I think he thought Jack was kind of a jerk, and that jack deserved him a good punch in the face, but I think he love Jack to some degree as much as a gay man Ken and I think he decided that it was just the choice that he made occasionally have affairs with him but I think he took Jack with a grain of salt even though he was hurt by him.” says Lacey.

“ what why didn’t he just Mary red Fay if what you’re saying is true?” says America.

“ because umm…I don’t think he like that much vulnerability. I don’t think he wanted to be that vulnerable with someone long-term if at all.” says Lacey.

“hey so he was actually obsessed with Brad Faye. No, he was obsessed with Lem…and I yet read, it was actually his boyfriend in a sense. It’s so difficult there’s the actual boyfriend which is what people thought Lem’s was but if that’s not what that was and that’s what red was then that makes sense because red is actually the one that is hidden not lame. We have it in our minds that Lem is the super secret person. You know the secret boyfriend on the side. But he was in the White House and someways. He’s too obvious this high-pitched, screeching voice. He’s tall he could usually be straight but he’s really more of a distraction who is the real the real the real culprit yeah, I wonder if it really was red. Has anyone read read’s book the pleasure of his Company? Is there coded homosexual stuff in there? I bet there is is it more colder than anything I’ve Lem ever said probably I mean I’m sad. I was never lonely. I never got married was my life fucked up maybe. And I love Jack, my whole life what what does he mean by love it really it might not be clear. I’m gonna say he loved him. His whole life is already hyperbole because he didn’t know him his whole life.

And then there’s red no I think we heard some sort of entity that apparently is a miracle or something and I think that it is really likely that read had a relationship with Jack that was passionate and long-term and homosexual at. I don’t think even if it’s not allowed in heaven, and it’s insanity or evil or both, I don’t think it’s normal unless if it is evil and insanity that we’ve never thought about red, we have thought about Jackie and Bobby. We thought about Bobby and Jack why she never focused on red Faye I mean the man wrote a damn book about the whole thing that’s probably filled with sexual innuendos and coded language about their sexual relationship. Why have we never talked about it, it’s cool it’s weird at the very least. I wonder if read Fais I wonder if there’s a little bit of a conspiracy here I wonder if people knew that riding him had a relationship and they were covering up for read and not just Jack but I also wonder if they’d wanted them to be more of a deal than he is because life is not attractive people are that evil, but then beyond that I wonder if there’s something else or people actually too immature to handle the reality of what that that actually was I wonder if part of the reason we are so focused on them is because people enjoy thinking of Jack is sexually dysfunctional they they get a thrill out of thinking about him and Marilyn and him and all the women because it’s perverse and it’s fun to make him into some sort of Creepy, folklore character almost but that’s where America’s not intellectual or mature enough because who really is he? Who did he actually have a real adult relationship with at least on occasion probably read are we afraid of hurting Lem’s’s feelings and we don’t want them to know that Jack had an affair with red on him I wonder, but I kind of suspect that he would’ve known, I don’t think I was quite that unaware

I think there’s something really creepy about this like really creepy who put a stranglehold hold on us so that we can’t talk about Rhett I have a feeling it could be Bobby but I don’t think it’s just Bobby. I think there’s something very nefarious going on very malignant of some sort, I’m a little worried that if of lemon kill jack that’s part of it if we focus on red land might start to seem suspicious and then people are going to start wondering what that was all about like who even was Lem’s why was he was there and I wonder if someone thought they’re going to figure out he was straight and then he was confused and that he was used by them Which suggest that that that’s for historians that are supposedly gay historians have possibly really screwed up, including Sally Modell Smith because they either were bullied or they totally ignored evidence to suggest love and kill jack or was behind orchestrating the assassination I bet there’s probably some evidence to suggest that and so it’s like you start looking into lamb you think there’s something fishy you start to wonder if he was straight and then there’s evidence that starts popping out of nowhere and your eyes and you start thinking I think I might’ve killed Jack.

And I don’t think that whoever killed Jack wanted us to figure that out because I think if he helped orchestrate the assassination of JFK, they are going to start to pop out of the woodwork to because who would he have been working with who is he friends with one conversation, and we might know exactly who it was a plan the entire thing Like who who who is love talking with who was he having lunch with? Who was he friends with if it was George Bush? Yeah it was probably the CIA or who was it it might’ve even been George Bush Senior I mean and then that’s for some people are going to have will have a very hard time dealing with reality, but because they wouldn’t be able to prove that these people did it, but even the suspicion that they did could be very hard for some people like Bobby and Caroline to handle, you know what I wonder though I wonder if JFK Junior was figuring this out before he died.” says a man.

“ do he might happen and he might’ve been warned because he approached it from a completely different angle. He knew them, and he might have no one from spending time with him that that there was something weird going on because he may have uncovered diary entries from his mom where she talked about having a crush on them and I’m not being interested because he was in love with Lacey and no he didn’t literally say I was in love with Lacey banks, but he may have expressed to her that there was it was in so many words that there was no point to it, that he was attracted to women, but that there just wasn’t a point to it he was lost or some thing lost in the ether. I don’t even know what he said, but there could’ve been some thing that he said vaguely that she very vaguely described in her diary and it was like what the hell he was attracted to women enough for my mom to get a crush on him, and then he thought back to the reference of red face saying he seem neutral and he thought back to conversations that he’d had with them were 11 seems straight and sometimes hostile towards his father and so he thought I am going to have to look into this because I’m beginning to wonder if Linn hated my dad, he may be been seen conversations between the two of them. Willem was very upset and maybe even push Jack away and he kind of start getting a little suspicious, especially after he got married because he start thinking the relationship makes no sense. What the hell was that and he didn’t hate his dad but he started thinking no there’s something weird there about my father there’s something weird there, and so he was going to look into it and he found out some stuff and he realized that land might have actually been behind the assassination. He may have suspected his mom at one point too, but he rule that out and then he thought no I think it actually might be. I think I might be lame, and so then he started looking into who Lem was friends with, and he started thinking about a memories that he had different conversations that he had with lame people. That lame was friends with. I know he might’ve realized he might even spoken to David pets and he might’ve thought, this is nuts and he probably was young enough and I even enough and rich enough that he brought it up with the wrong person Eyz Wide Shut might have actually been about him. He’s Dr. Hartford. He is Dr. Hartford and the idea might’ve been hopeful that they would just walk off and stop asking questions about who killed his father did he find the illuminati before he died? He probably was it suspected that it existed if it does but he might’ve even gone to a meeting but but no it’s possible that he was finding out way too much information. that’s why they died right after the film debuted because they were cursing him and trying to kill him in a very similar way to how they’re trying to kill Lacey him but then that’s where it’s Lacey and now she’s writing about this on her block publicly you don’t you know attack Russia in winter and it’s possible that I mean it’s very likely that attacking Lacey banks it was not a good idea she’s Lacey Banks and her father was not a man a mess around with and he’s helped her and it was God‘s permission and so Haslem and so I have I at times and I’m she just had the wherewithal to be able to do it she is old money and then items really are that scary and there’s nothing you can do about it. At this point she’s published a lot of information that they almost killed me to keep quiet but when she writes it, it’s a joke and endearing to them and they think well yeah but you know why we did a deer and she does she does Novi, and now Jackson Hill, see that’s part of the problem too. He was really obsessively attacking her, her whole life and so the people that killed me don’t wanna kill her because it’s almost like she’s explaining why they did it and neuter even though their names, and George was sent to Senior if he was behind it is dead and his son had nothing to do with it and Barbara’s dad too and she’s basically just apologizing for them and explaining why he was a ratchet person and he’s in hell if you wanted her to get George John to apologize, he probably would but that’s not who I was I was his son and I wasn’t enough time and I wasn’t. I wasn’t Lacey and Tom Banks wasn’t my father and love wasn’t my soulmate and I couldn’t have married Michael Rockefeller or F Scott Fitzgerald, or Harold lope him. I wasn’t really an orphan until my mother died and people loved me so and it was different times but also this isn’t some thing she will set out to do. She’s doing this in self-defense so it’s a perfect moment to talk about it. Um, I could’ve stopped researching it, but we didn’t have kids and I just refused to on principle him, and I mean, I can’t guarantee this is true, but it very well might be part of the reason I died, it was an accident but I wasn’t a terrible pilot but I wasn’t that experience and it was a very stupid moment to fly top gun other flight accidents like people who flew in the family oh Joe Junior, the captain on Cape Cod and Eyz Wide Shut, which might have into it at all of that and put it in for safekeeping because they might’ve taken that film. Very seriously, and yes it’s funny because I think that might actually be a sex scene and that’s not my wife and my uncle or some thing like that that would be Lacey and mom but he’s not a captain on Cape Cod and she’s prettier than that. I am you know it’s creepy though if she had a bedspread that looks like that when she was in high school which is when that film came out and she did sometimes curl her hair and look really pretty so no I mean it’s a trashy sexing it really is it’s gross that being said it’s funny because Dr. Hart for Hartford. Mark is from Hartford. Connecticut doctor is the reference to Lem’s and then I am who is protecting me Lacey, she could even be trying to right now slightly. I might’ve done something to betray her trust or it’s possible given the nature of how she feels about things that in her subconscious she decided that I should just go to heaven I didn’t have kids it was a very quick death, and it was painless, we were in shock and then we were dead basically and we may have had a pretty good relationship with God when we died all of us are so I I don’t I don’t I mean it’s sad the teddy bears know that him I mean Lacey collected teddy bears I don’t know we have a daughter I never met movie but I don’t I think that might just be an artistic touch. It is weird though how Helena Bonham Carter has been so helpful. Um, then there are still weird things in this is relays. He should probably go to bed because it’s getting late. There are weird things like dominoes Lacey is very careful about the food. She eats very careful, and I think in her mind, she thinks that she’s being kind of like a prostitute with her taste buds sort of when she eats Tom and his pizza and she worries about the cleanliness of dominoes and I wouldn’t be surprised if in the back of her mind someone and to do that she’s worried she can get aids because it’s dominoes and who knows where they keep you know was that what that’s all about you know what do they pay those people enough? Are they sick, it’s very cheap pizza to the woman who I mean there’s It’s it gets creepy. The woman whose husband is dying or not her father‘s dad and then she’s in love with with me that’s creepy there’s a lot there she’s one of the creepiest characters movie ever captured on film, I mean that woman is very creepy and you might ask why she might not be entirely natural. They might have just assumed that it was the actress acting but it’s possible that there is there are parts of her face that are actually ghostly or demonic, or both, or even alien she might not be entirely a natural character, and it might be very hard to discern, but she, she might actually not be entirely of this world, it looks like she is but she might not be what was taken out of the film him probably if you know surprisingly it might not actually be that terribly much. It’s very hard to push her that Phyl I mean it’s all obviously about the illuminati it’s very hard to take that out, did Stanley Kubrick think I should die? No, he did not if there’s a conspiracy no, he did not think I should die and it’s possible if you if there is a conspiracy that they killed him partially because he couldn’t stand it he couldn’t stand the fact that they were going to kill me who killed me you know it might not even have been the end. I wasn’t George Bush. It might not have even been people who were directly involved in. It might’ve been other people I’m not sure they really needed to kill me, but at the time I think they thought they had to watch him, it does make me wonder what or what is it? What is it that you guys are worried about? Why are you trying to kill Lacey? I mean she’s already told us on her blog and dozens of other things. I think she could probably tell you what’s actually at for Knox practically. Why are you killing her?” says JFK Jr.

“ well, they’re trying to kill her because she deserves to die.” says Bobby’ z

“ why does she deserve to die?” asks JFK Jr.

“ sing because Tom Banks is her father is the best way I can think of explaining it. Tom Banks is her dad and she’s a Nesheim and we we are mad that the oil isn’t in our family. I’m sorry I’m getting drunk again I mean basically we’re just jealous that’s the reason why it’s not like she’s going to it’s not like it’s in her best interest to attack and kill her. That’s been obvious from the start, most of us she was never really gonna do anything until we started attacking her and then you know it’s like we’re getting a pandemic and everything is world wars and then earthquakes and there could be lots of other stuff in but basically it’s just that we don’t like her there really might not be another reason.” says Bobby.

“ why doesn’t that seem insane to you?” asks JFK Jr.

“ because we’re not insane we’re not insane people you know we run the world we run corporations we’re in a very responsible respectable citizens and you know there’s people in the world that disagree and say we shouldn’t kill or like North Korea and Russia and Great Britain and parts of Europe but who gives a shit you know it’s illuminati it’s sits it’s satanic ritual time and that’s just how it goes it’s Satanism you don’t have to have a good reason you can just do whatever the hell you want that’s the whole point of Satanism is just do whatever you want and we just don’t like her so that’s not insane. That’s rational very very contemptibly evil thought and the most pure satanic sense.” says Bobby.

“ but but is is Satan insane? Do you people them because how does this cutting off your arm if it makes you happy makes sense?” says JFK Jr.

“well, I mean there’s there’s a a lot of differences of opinion there’s a lot of differences of a pensions in the illuminati, but there’s a good contingency of people who feel as though it’s totally totally inappropriate for Lacey to have found us even though she didn’t we found her and they feel as though Diego was him was Civalias he died but it’s like huge. He just was having fun. He just found her he was having fun and we just gotta let it go you know and killer and and killer but then it’s like you don’t want to kill her too much because then she does that, I mean if you kill her too much and she’s really dead then then that’s no fun because then she’s dead end and I mean some of us might miss her. I would miss her because she might she might be a mother figure like long was a father figure and you know if I killed him I learn the hard way once they’re dead, they’re dead, so I don’t wanna go down that road again and as I I don’t really want her to die but I really do want her to die because that’s what everyone tells me and that’s what I believe has a sadist but the same time as a person on a very human level, I don’t like the idea but but a lot of us just don’t care because the logo warming and Trump and a lot of other shit has gone down and we just think who cares if we kill her for pissing us off you’ve got a cut the line somewhere and so then that’s where we where is where we make it is just you know you gotta have a bottom line you’ve got it you’ve gotta be you’ve got to have some sort of dealbreaker and this is our dealbreaker. Do you know if she is a dealbreaker and we just don’t like her so I mean it’s just about you know the reality of it if we exist where is satanic organization and that’s just the way it goes you know I didn’t make the rules. I I didn’t make a Satanic. It was the cherry could I go out there you know ass George Washington why.” says Bobby.

“ how many of you are there who want to kill her?” asks JFK Jr.

“ 12 literally there are 12 of us who want to killer and I am one of them you better believe it I am one of them. I really am most the time I was times I might have tried to be helpful but mostly I’ve tried to kill her and then I would say to you why isn’t she dead, if I’m so dangerous why is she still alive? I don’t know so little suspicious but really it’s not just me there’s there’s 12 of us and we’re we’re really not happy with the situation you know how who who is tax to be able telepathically and doesn’t know it’s telepathic it should be obvious.” says Bobby.

“ OK but you’re a conspiracy theorist I don’t think she is one, so are the rest of them conspiracy theorist too?” asks JFK Jr..

“ yes but Rush Limbaugh isn’t one of them Rush Limbaugh is not one of them but no morals conspiracy theorist in the 12 of us and is that’s that’s true I don’t like your point though because who doesn’t know the 911 was planned who doesn’t know that an idiot, and yet she refuses to be excepted as an idiot because she’s not what you know and so then it’s like wow that’s a lot of willful ignorance on her part. Thinking that vaccines are safe thinking that Bill Gates is a nice man. I am mom he’s mean he ignores me you know and it is no he’s a jerk. He’s an absolute jerk.” says Bobby.

“ oh, so are you taking a swipe at Lacey to get a bill?” says JFK Jr..

“ how dare you insinuate that? I don’t have a problem with Bill Gates at all. You’re just saying that because you want me to be gay I know you and you think it’s really funny to make fun of the fact that Levi Billings was obsessed with me. I am not gay just because you know that I have analyze bills face on my computer doesn’t mean that I am gay, no that’s not right. Let me tell you something buddy those other conspiracy theorist are Gaither. None of us are gay. None of us are evil and we’re really not gonna keep talking to you if you’re going to bring up Bill Gates because why the hell do we have to care of so damn much about Bill Gates?” says Bobby.

“ do you think you tempted people to kill bill?” says JFK Jr..

“ maybe I have yeah I probably have but you know he’s he’s he’s behind the vaccines and I suspect he’s also behind 911 so then I don’t think that’s so bad.” says Bobby.

“ OK but what if he’s not there Bobby what evidence do you have?” says JFK Jr..

“ my evidence is better than you think. My evidence is so good that if you read my book and then just wipe your ass with that you would be thanking me for writing it because it’s so clear and actually, I am a little offended that you didn’t have me help you figure out who killed your father And if you did ask me and I was drunk when you asked me I’m sorry I was drunk and I didn’t hear you, but I don’t know why you didn’t just have me help you because I would’ve really figured it out.” says Bobby.

“ I did figure it out. That’s why I’m dead.” says JFK Jr.

“ OK fine and are you their name is in your insinuating that that’s why I am a loser because no one‘s tried to kill me because I’ve never figured anything that important out. I see where you’re going with it yeah and you know honestly point taken plate taken if if I really, if I really was just digging, I’d be dead you know I had to find the powerline with my shovel and I didn’t find it and you did well congratulations to you you won there you go.” says Bobby.

“ thank you I did win.” says JFK Jr..

“ you’re a jack ass but you’re welcome.” says Bobby.

“ when you know we’re not really a victim so entirely Bobby.” says JFK Jr..

“ we were the kids though even if we still married the family name and have done lot of evil, we were the kids.” says Bobby.

“we didn’t die as children though we died as adults. I’m sorry you’re not dead yet.” says JFK Jr..

“ i’m not going to die until I’m old.” says Bobby.

“ you are old you are old.” says JFK Jr..

“ you’re an asshole I’m not that old I am perfectly legitimate. I am not that. Do you see who is running our country the nursing home.” says Bobby.

“ yeah and you’re about 10 years away from there yourself you are old.” says JFK Jr..

“ I hear funny I’m just gonna laugh about it.” says Bobby.

“ I am I’m crying inside. I wanted to be your friend or his wanted to be your friend but we’ll see maybe someday.” says JFK Jr.

“Bye.” says Bobby.

JFK Jr. walks off.

“why didn’t anyone ever write about me? I wrote a book the pleasure of his Company she’s right and you never wrote a book about me. I’m sorry I’m not 6 foot four a rowing crew jock with a hot, twin flame. I’m hurt that you just snubbed me and she’s right it might not even be allowed in heaven, but gawl you guys are mean.” says Red Fay.

“ well, we’re off to bed good night.” says Lem.

And at that the other ghosts leave.