“Road To Perdition For The Elite” by US

All gay men who are not cognitively capable of understanding the concept that Lem Billings might have been heterosexual are writing this post.

They hold hands…in peace.

Jack’s residual energy shakes. He’s excited.

“ Lacey needs to get counseling you guys I’m sorry.” says a gay man who looks like this.

“ he is not a woman that last person is a woman, but don’t these people are not doxxing that they’re public anyway, but you could find any fucking interior decorator with the same prissy, bourgeois, bitch style and a lot of money and you find some asshole who said but I just said, and that woman is what they are as a woman she’s not that pretty she looks like a fucking Cunt to me and I don’t find her attractive, but let me tell you something she at least she’s a woman. This is like this is why straight men hate you because you’re annoying as fuck!” says Lem.

“that last woman also looks very petty and bourgeois and narcissistic.” says Cornell West.

“ what the hell did you expect of us Cornell west? We’re not like that we’re not like you the fuck did you expect my grandmother my grandmother owned one fucking saloon in Boston Lacey’s family owned one of the most exclusive nightclubs in the US and dozens of other properties, we weren’t bootleggers like that we weren’t the Roosevelts OK we owned one fucking salute, and then my father took us out of the north end of Boston basically and made us something. You know we had a huge house. We had a big name he made us some thing, and I have no fucking clue what the fuck you expect of me, I’m white trash OK you’re not gonna make me be like that I can’t. I can’t figure out how to fucking do it and that poor last woman is smiling and trying to seem like Lacey and I have a feeling she’s snuggly Seattle it’s absolute sheer stupidity on her part not Lacey‘s and I know that, some people my family don’t entirely understand and I struggle with it sometimes but I get the concept because we did owner saloon and we do know who her father was and he actually is a lemon he’s old money and we know that we’ve lied about it and turned people against her, her whole life, because we hate her for it should be obvious to people reading this blog and I’m pretty sure I was straight. I’m sorry my brother can’t handle it he’s in hell because of it. I hope he gets out but it ain’t going well. He spread residual energy all over the earth to try to control people, it’s like Ghostbusters it’s like everywhere I don’t even know what’s left of him and help but hopefully there’s some thing and hopefully will still see him someday but no it’s just we’re trying. We really are believe it or not. I think some of us might don’t trust us, but some of us might be trying, but it’s just it’s like we can’t say to be honest parlor is we’re trying is because Lacey might actually be trying to help us, and no it’s she’s right we can’t. I can’t think that way and frankly the people that we freed from the shackles of the middle class I really can’t think that way either they try to imitate Lacey they try to be Lacey but it isn’t working, which is despair inducing because they have money but then they can’t figure out how to become upper class and old money, and yeah it’s like what the fuck what is this country supposed to even be and you know maybe until we showed up and seemingly made the American dream possible it wasn’t as depressing we were just kind of chugging along you know working at it figuring it out slowly but then it was like we came along and World War II came along and all the sudden people had tons of money, and we gave them the idea that if they just pretended it off that it would happen that whole fake it till you make a thing fake it till you make it is a 20th century concept that’s not an old money concept that’s not wisdom of the ages that’s ShowBusiness turned into some sort of wisdom glib. It’s just like fake it till you make it you can you can’t fake it till you make it but that’s the Kennedy motto fake it till you make it which is the problem with Bobby and my brother they’re still trying to fake it till they make it with lime and it doesn’t work. He really was straight and we’re doing our best. Lacey’s fit to be tied because she can’t figure out how to make the American dream possible and she doesn’t want poor people to be sad and it’s a different way than them with Lacey it’s more like she’s my mom and she’s literally fit to be tied badly not literally but she’s just fucking fucking pissed off because she thinks what the hell what the hell are you know the truth is here’s the problem, it was slightly possible in certain cases if she married my dad, I would be more upper class I would be more of money, but my father would be indebted to her. Here’s the really sad thing that I have to say this given my father’s temperament, if he was married to Lacey and he wasn’t being evil, he could’ve done it to some degree if Tom had been a little older that ages don’t work, but if Tom had been older, and she married my dad, it would’ve been a rough marriage and I have a very strong suspicion. They would’ve parted ways of death warmly, and still love, but realizing they couldn’t be together for eternity, but I have a feeling they would’ve been good friends. The thing is my father something like her husband, legal husband, Mark the way they think it’s very similar, but where my father would still be in love with her and they would be screaming and the kids would get scared, if she gets angry at her husband, but then he turns into this British overlord and brings her iced coffee’s and they’re not in love, but he has a Normas amount of control but my father would never have had him. Would it be healthier for her to be with with my father. Yes, it would be, but that’s not what happened and I’m not trying to overwhelm you but that’s what it feels like right you know that I’m sorry but no I can’t. I can’t solve it I can’t solve it I can’t make Tom Banks born in 1880 and my father born in 19 1002 or something and then make Lacey born in like 1915 I can’t make that happen, I can’t make it happen you know and that’s where it’s really scary because we’re stuck Lacey stuck. We’re stuck everyone stuck with his bullshit and we get so close to something it’s like if they had just been in the same place at the same time they would’ve understood each other. They really would’ve my father and Lacey would’ve understood each other and nope they’re not they’re not together forever, but the kids in my family would be normal. She would’ve never let him abuse. Us and her father would’ve beaten him to a bloody fucking pulp if he even tried literally and if my father was somewhat sane, he would’ve probably try to figure out how to fix himself or he would’ve ended up dead, so they would’ve either had a very short marriage or he wouldn’t of been a pervert and he would be so much better off then God knows that which is why he’s in hell but he’s not if that makes any sense because God is merciful. the problem is that Jackson hell I’ve been in and out I don’t know where Joe is and you people knew we were evil you know we’re evil you knew we were evil why did you make us good I mean I’m sorry I have to go now it’s getting overwhelming.” says Eunice Kennedy Shriver.