Someone was wired with the truth serum again, because some people are a little depressed right now after that last post, and Bobby is staying with friends, so someone decided to slip him some truth, serum and wire him and just see what happens. Michael is waiting in another room, and him will see what turns out.
Later.
Bobby:
I want to fucking travesty.
The whole whole shit show is a mess.
And when my father ran for president in 1968, the world was an entirely different place. And what I’m hoping for is a moment to finally bring us back to where we were but you know it’s just a question of: How does One do that?
How do you make the past the future? Do you run for office or do you wait and try to support the next candidate and I just I couldn’t wait. I have had it in me to run for president since I was 12 years old that was before my father in and it took me a really long time to come to grips with the reality that I was never going to be Bobby Kennedy I was never going to be Jack Kennedy. I was always just going to be me and I think the last two years I’ve discovered things about myself that I didn’t know and that’s namely, that I am Bobby Kennedy, I am Bobby what was funny about that?
No, I’m not trying to be funny. I’m just say I am Bobby Kennedy.
Yeah, I know I sound different than usual don’t type it’s just I’ve used to giving speeches and I’m trying to sound you know extraordinarily smart and it’s exhausting. My voice is tired. My body is tired I look like shit what it’s true I look like fucking shit.
I do use make up I do eat no I I refuse to use Botox. I know I’m a hypocrite. I know I’m a fraud, but know some of what I believe. I really do believe and I actually really don’t wanna use Botox IUs well I use expensive skin care products, but but what do I use?
Well, I use vitamin E on my face to be honest I am and sometimes I have used Chrome to Lemaire. I’ve been using chrome to the mirror since I was about 12 1414 years old. I’ve always put a lot of effort into my luxe my whole life I’ve been very, very careful how I look almost all the time, but lately I’ve been putting a lot of effort in it it’s not even it’s not even that I care how I look you know how it looks how I look and it’s just that I want to let people know that my skin is well taken care of because I’ve been incredibly you know Wealthy, intelligent, well bred a very handsome I guess I guess you could say handsome man.
And I don’t understand why I don’t understand. People are so hard-core about skin care no you can you can use whatever you think you should use. I personally am not opposed to using Laprairie. I know it’s cliché, but Taylor Swift brought some over once, and when she was staying overnight at our house, you know why she was there and I I said, what are you putting on your face and she said it’s library Bobby it’s not just a rumor And I’m sick and I try some so I tried some and it’s it’s amazing I mean oh my word it’s expensive but I go through that shit like I mean I’ve gone through like $5000 in two months of library masks moisturizer serum‘s cleansing I mean I spend a lot of money on it because I buy the most expensive stuff and then I use it. I really use it and it just it adds up. You know you’re taking showers when you’re swimming when you’re running you just keep reapplying it and it just ended up becoming a thing where I really had to. I had to spend $5000.
And what did I ever talk about skin care products with Lem’s? Lem’s didn’t need skin care products well actually you know yeah he was he was he was a very much a rapscallion, and he didn’t really tend to use them almost at all. I mean he used like ponds I think I’m his face or something which is such a in it’s so gay but he never really like he never really like did that I mean he never did that he use pods but I think he was far more well bred. The most people are, and he just didn’t think that anything other than pons was you know necessary’s
M
What do you mean? I should’ve talked about skin care with him he would’ve hated that conversation. He would’ve never talked about skin care products. He was just he was very well bred.
No, I mean pons is a gay moisturizer. Do you think Pat is a gay moisturizer what men were using pons moisturizer on their face who weren’t gay in the 1970s?
No, I mean OK fine. That’s true that’s true. He could’ve just picked that up from one of his gay friends but
OK fine I I personally think that if you’re using ponds moisturizer on your face you’ve got to be homosexual in the 70s I don’t think there’s any fucking way that a straight man was using pods voice riser on his face in the 1970s I just I I really doubt it.
I know I know I refused. No, I refuse to, except forthe premise that he was borrowing it from a friend he was using it because he was gay.
Why would a straight man care about how his skin looked?
A straight man would never care about how to scan looked
OK fine in the 1970s a straight man would’ve never cared about how his skin looksZ
No men never use moisturizer in the 1970s or before than ever
And you know to be honest with you I think putting it on makes you gay I do I think having oral sex makes you gay I think doing those things transforms you and makes you gay.
Because there’s gay sex energy, there’s gay, sex energy. Somethings are just sexually gay and no I I think people could be raped possibly but I’m not a huge fan of the whole rape theory. Don’t think it’s really necessarily a thing.
And because I think we have no control over, almost anything that way, which is why you should just go around you know being dominant because if people can make you a trick you into doing something it turns you into a different person. I don’t think you could possibly do those things and not become someone else.
Oh what no I I mean I I I I I think most people are homosexual and I think that it just happens. I don’t think you can avoid it because it’s just it’s everywhere.
What is gay sex energy ponds cold cream in the 1970s thank you very much. Um, I think tulips make you gay and roses and other pretty flowers. If you have a garden with pretty flowers and you’re a man, you are becoming gay that is gay energy.
Are buying roses for yourself at Trader Joe’s gay instantly gay.
Cooking in general makes you get if you’re a man I don’t think I don’t think cooking cannot make you gay if you’re a man.
Oh, I’ll know I mean anything that is like artistic or sensitive or you know too girly like you know/
Do you think of Kim Kardashian’s gay why?
Because she’s injected plastic and herself do you think they made her gay I don’t think no I don’t. I don’t think I don’t think that kind of thinking affect you in that way because it’s like it’s it’s just it’s like a tocsin I don’t think it could make you become gay Well yeah I mean I could make you become slightly more effeminate, but I don’t think it could make you become gay because it’s not. It’s not really like gay energy it’s like tocsin.
How how does that make any sense? Yes it has estrogen was it? How was it? How was your alter your orientation?
Well, OK fine there’s an argument to be made for that but I just I don’t I don’t see how a man cannot become gay when he know or hear me out when he’s listening to classical music. One of the first homosexual memories I have is of listening to Mozart at a concert and looking across the aisle another guy and thinking he’s hot and I’m almost positive that it was the music that did it to me. I don’t know I’m not afraid to say that.
What was he wearing? What difference does that make any? No it was? It was not it was not unattractive it was a suit. I was wearing a suit people were been wear suits do I think he use cold cream? No, probably not. I mean. No his skin was amazing..
No, he was probably using something more expensive I don’t know what it was, but he had great skin. No love had enough money to buy nicer stuff. You just was very down to earth and while Brett and you know honestly I have a feeling he was probably pretty ratchet while Brad himself, but he was when he was around my age I don’t I could I don’t know who he was to be honest it could’ve been someone that I’ve seen sense but it was at a concert hall. It was in Boston him and I I mean it was like love at first sight right but no not really, but you know what it was it was he was pretty hot.
I think this thing is you know what was he wearing a suit? He was wearing a well-made well structured suit it was a formal occasion.
What was I wearing a suit? Everyone was wearing a suit
do you think it was the suit that made me notice is good luxe and nothing music, but have you seen Howards end it’s the music
No, no I knows I know that they’re supposed to be a man or woman, but Helena and Lacey are so fucking much alike and I don’t think that was necessary a necessarily heterosexual type of thing.
Fine how old Alicia are women and I guess that character is a guy give me his he’s into like flowers and romantic poetry is like so gay
No, I was it quite like that he wasn’t quite like that man lamb was in love was like Elliot Roosevelt except he had a high-pitched voice. He made all these you know typical gay gestures like Lacey says, and he liked to smoke cigarettes, and he was very into decorating and art. …Abd he used ponds cold cream
Him and I don’t think I don’t know I don’t think ponds cold cream is like a bad product you cannot be serious do you think that’s a straight man products in the 1970s!? How the fuck is using ponds cold cream appropriate for a straight men in the 1970s
Because it’s like pretty smelly and it’s ponds cold cream. It’s a classic beauty product.
Yeah, he probably bought it at a drugstore a fine you think it’s a straight guy, voice razor I don’t think straight men use moisturizer.
But why was he making his skin look at? Why did he care so damn much?
Oh fine do you think he cared that much? I think he put in a Normas amount of effort. Every time he saw me to look profoundly sexy.
Hi, I think he tried. I think he tried. I think he tried to look incredibly sexy.
I know I think he tried to look incredibly sexy. I ate what was sexy his sweaters I mean yeah he had a gut. Yeah sometimes they smelled like sweat. Sometimes they smelled like vomit because he was a drug addict but they were like sexy sweaters.
How old is sexy sweaters because they mean they were formfitting they were very form fitting. Yeah I am I mean the clothes it’s like wow he has an ass and look at those arms. You don’t think it was intentional do you think they were just close? I mean I guess you could say they were just clothes.
I I I feel really uncomfortable right now because I feel like you’re kind of starting to go down a bunny trail that is incredibly antagonistic
I know there’s very few people there are there are very few people who could really do what he did with their hair and still look sexy and he knew it. You cannot tell me that he didn’t know that he didn’t wash his hair his hands and pulled it up. Sometimes he just take his fingers and pull his hair up and it would stand straight up because he hadn’t washed it for like weeks And I was I was aroused and I don’t know how you can imagine that he didn’t know that.
I know he knew that no he knew he knew he do. I was gay.
He knew I was gay. He knew I was gay, and he knew that it would turn me on if he wore a vomit sweater never like, showered and walked around looking like crap. Occasionally, he would wear shorts and a robe, and that was because he was shooting heroin to his arm, and because his apartment was super hot And.
No, I mean he wore those things because he wanted to seduce me with his body. He wore the shorts cause he wanted me to stare at his penis because he he he had a really hot body and men who wear shorts. It’s so you can kind of see their dick in a
No, I think he wore the shorts and the road because he thought if he overdose that he could walk through the water in Cape Cod to meet Jack on the shore I think he thought if he could wear the robe and the shorts that he could he could meet Jack on the shore
I don’t think I don’t think it had anything to do with the heat and that way at all I think people can have multiple reasons why they do some thing so you don’t wear the shorts because you’re trying to just practically be warm and that’s all you wear the shorts because you’re trying to be warm and try not to be warm Hey you’re try not to be warm. Be your shooting heroin. See you’re trying to do a vibe sort of like Hugh Hefner. Oh, and D, you’re really in love with Jack or me and you’re trying to seduce us with Cape Cod.
How is it seducing me because I was there too I would see him on the shore, everyone dead and it’s like you wear the shorts and what do you expect?
What does dick look like I mean I never saw it. I saw it through the shorts. Yeah I stared at it course I did course I started his dick. Why wouldn’t I know I mean it would it look like what it what it? What do you mean what it look like?
No, I mean he was it was it was hot he was wearing that so he didn’t get hot it was but it was really hot in his apartment. It was it was pretty hot. I know it was it was hot. It was really hot and it was like you know he wanted access to his arms And it was hot and I am no he just lay on the bed like you read this. You just lay on the bed and no I mean it was like what his dick look like because it was hot in the apartment OK I know where you’re going with that you’re gonna think oh it was a huge dick. No it wasn’t that big it was average but it was a hot apartment and so it looks big
I don’t I don’t think I don’t think I don’t think it was that big I think it was fine but I don’t think it was a big I think it was just a very
No, I’ve never measured my penis. I don’t do that I I do think I do think both both both of us could say that we were normal in our relationship but I I know that there were times where I wondered why why leave the Partman so hot why not just turn on the air conditioning in
Oh no, I mean fine he looked straight according to some people and he had a hot apartment. I I just I don’t think I don’t think people realize that there are things that indicate very clearly that he was gay.
Well, I mean I think ponds cold cream is a good indication, but also just is mannerisms of the fact that I know he did date men I know that he did I know he did. I saw him with that no he never no he never he never did he never like made out with them in front of me or do anything of that sort no person I know but I knew that existed. Yes that’s furtive because he hated talking about it. He hated being open about it and so we’d see him we would see him and you did you know like running off been like I’ve got to go very casually very serious, very dour, because he was trying to he was trying to indicate to us that he wanted to be left alone
No he he ran out. He ran out. He was always very nonchalant, but very serious about it.
What do I mean like like he would not like gonna look at anyone he was always just very sad. I think it’s because he was closet it and he just didn’t wanna talk about it.
So no, I mean what did he wear on dates I mean the same stuff he always wore.
Why didnt he get dressed up for dates? Because because I think he’s down to earth and well bred.
I know they they get popcorn go to the movies I don’t know what they do but then you know maybe he’d show up like later that night I don’t want him ever staying over anyone’s house at a baby he did but no he was always pretty much home. He didn’t really have that many boyfriends but he did have some, why did you have more with me? He was in love with me.
He was in love with me. He was madly in love with me. You know it’s like we spent all this time together and he was just always there.
Yeah, it was his apartment. No, I mean he didn’t really like come do stuff with me. No, I didn’t really we didn’t really do stuff together. We just did drugs together. I don’t member doing almost anything with him other than drugs.
We did drugs together that was our lovemaking. We didn’t go to the movies we didn’t do sports we didn’t go to the art museum together we didn’t go to dinner we didn’t go for walks. We didn’t do any of that what we did have we’re drugs.
No, we had drugs we shared our drugs. We shared our drugs like some people share lovemaking. It was drugs.
I know most couples do stuff you know, but we just didn’t because he was closeted and I was you know like 17 years old and you know we would walk around together sometimes in public with my mom and people with me we would go to Wentz sometimes at the same place and sometimes we would you know he came over for dinner to my house and it’s like he was obviously just there to sort of you know fill things out
I was never worried about him and my mom because I knew that he wasn’t attracted to her and it always may be a real cause. I knew he should be and that if he just let himself be he would be but he was gay so it’s it’s like he he could’ve been but he was gay and my mother is not a slut like Lacey, so Lacey like just throws herself at him and starts like kissing him and he just likes that I guess I don’t know and then they just start doing shit. Ethel my mom never would’ve done that she never would’ve done that kind of thing.
No, the ghost say that you know that Lacey doesn’t throw herself at Joe and That that made him really angry because she a slut she’s a total slut, but like she didn’t ever throw herself, never threw herself at Joe and it was incredibly hurtful to him
I mean, if Emerson was kind of a slut, but I think Lacey was like less of a slut, but she was still a slut
No, she never threw herself at my grandfather. She never threw herself at a lot of people, but she still a slut.
Why did she throw herself at him? I think she were offered herself to him, and he just decided to be honest with her and be like no it’s you’re throwing yourself at me even though technically you’re offering.
And you know that we’re doing a lot of back-and-forth and it’s starting to get like I’m getting dizzy
I just like what I’m talking a lot.
There’s not a lot that can be said I mean once you sleep with more than two men and her generation you’re a slut actually if you’re wearing lipstick and you’re like being suggestive at all OK maybe if she would’ve been concerned maybe she wasn’t a slut fine I don’t think she fine. She wasn’t a slut, but she was she was throwing herself at lamp.
What do you mean she was like? What do you mean? What do you do she did?
Because she did, she threw her self at him
No, I mean it’s it wet. No, I mean she was is that’s yeah I mean she was. She wasn’t there, but it was like but it was like shit and she did do that.
I don’t know if she was there from the future or if she was a ghost but I have a feeling somehow she did it maybe she just visited from the future honestly, I don’t really like the thought though that he slept with her I just like that’s incredibly dishonest.
Fine I’ll pour my heart out
Call when a man is gay you do not sleep with women.
And it was understood that he was gay and why did I think he was gay at the time? What are people say it was gay people do used to talk about him behind his back, but I didn’t highly think he was gay because he didn’t want to talk about it and I mean it OK if I head
No, I never we never had sex and no I just seen it was common knowledge that he was gay people knew they will just do but I mean I also just wasn’t I didn’t care second people knew, but I also didn’t care
Oh yeah OK fine so it was like he slept with her. He slept with her and she came onto him. Actually she didn’t come onto him. She was just talking to him and then she just started kissing him and he didn’t stop her and then they just started making out And then and then she was and then it’s just like she was like we should go and and he said no let’s just let’s just let’s just go away from the kids I mean she’s like I am so not not a kid and he was just like that’s not true you’re closer to my age than theirs and I can see that and she’s just like that’s not remotely accurate and he’s just like that’s not true you’re closer to my age than them and she’s just like fine fine let’s just go in your room then.
And then they just went in his room and they wouldn’t just put in his room shut the door and we didn’t see them for like I don’t know basically for like the next day.
Oh, what were they doing in there? I mean they probably had sex like you know like they had sex.
No, I mean he was clearly like trying to give her the impression that he was straight, and it was impossible to convince her otherwise after he convinced her that he was straight because I think she’s really gullible
I don’t think they could’ve had sex more than once you think your what the fuck you think they have sex more than once then why was the door closed? Why am I repeating everything you say?
The door was closed because they wanted to be alone and I think that that’s just normal.
Why was it why was it closed because they wanted to be alone.
Oh no I never saw my dad with my mom like that they didn’t really do that they would they they would be together alone at night but then we never saw that because you were already asleep OK so your insinuation is if they were in there sleeping together the entire time but we were in that we were in the apartment they wouldn’t they wouldn’t have seen a fit being there, making love we were in the same apartment with them.
Oh no I was high and drunk and I was having sex. I was doing a lot of shit and I was in I was eating I was sleeping I was we were all doing lots of different things I wasn’t we were like listening.
I know we weren’t listening. We were busy, but that they had the door closed because they wanted to be alone.
Oh, so it’s like a lot of people just like to be alone sometimes at and with you know you like to be alone you like to think I don’t know he was into arts they probably watch television they probably I don’t know maybe talked about skin care products, I mean they probably had a lot of things to talk about And they just wanted to be alone.
I think sometimes when people are really lonely, they can end up and weird situation, and I don’t think that she understood that it wasn’t really meant to be taken that way when he slept with her
Because it’s like I don’t know how the fuck women thing but it’s like you sleep with a woman and when you’re like me, it’s like you do it for pleasure but men like one who knows what they’re experiencing. I don’t know it’s probably vastly different than what I would experience
No it’s like you you get you get you get you get really aroused and then you have sex right that’s the idea I guess but I think the idea that he was doing was totally different because he because he probably just laid there and and then like it took you know what that’s probably why it took so long because they were being really systematic about it she’s an incredibly fastidious systematic person she’s incredibly systematic and it’s it’s just like they were taking a really long time to have sex.
How are they doing it? Well I mean you’ve heard those jokes about Jews like having sex through sheets because you’re too ashamed to be naked and didn’t want to touch each other.
I think it was like that, but like not a joke.
You put you you you just you think of men close your eyes you think of men and Anne then I guess she probably touch him. I don’t know maybe he just touched himself and thought about Jack and then I guess she probably just lay there and you know he probably put himself inside of her For like a couple seconds at least
No I don’t. I think he probably just thought this is what you Gotta do it’s like I’ve got this woman coming onto me and I want to just I want to let her know that you can’t mess with people you can’t expect you cannot mess with people and kiss them like that or they might actually have sex with you he took her into the bedroom and it was and I was just like we’re gonna do this because you’re gonna learn a lesson since you’re about to have sex with a gay man and you don’t know that like you don’t know that I’m gay and I’m gonna take you in the bedroom and we’re going to have sex and you’re gonna find out I’m gay and it’s gonna be really depressing for you when you finally figured out.
I think I think it I honestly I think it probably took about five hours just to have the sex and then maybe they watch television or something I mean this is just like conjecture but that’s my theory.
I know there’s no way she could sue me over this it’s not liable you think the billions could see my family for over for libel if they could prove that he was straight using his old like diaries and photos. What if they did there’s no fucking money left so it with the fuck would be the point?
No, I mean people could probably sue me and that family or sue David Pitts even of course they could sue David Pitts. Of course they could’ve course I could sue a lot of people of made movies about him I mean the billings and other people could probably sue a lot of different people I mean, Christian communities could probably sue these people and completely alter a lot of shit, I know I mean if Trump is smart he would do that he would probably get together some sort of action committee that he had no responsibility for and then just you know Sue, David Pitts or I don’t know Netflix even could be sued I mean I feel like you could sue a lot of different people dead because it’s just it’s like why not sue these people you could sue a lot of people and if you could just probably you know make millions or at least like make it really fucking scary till like ever make that sort of you know artistic gesture again towards reality.
How do I know they weren’t having like hot passionate sex because because it they would’ve been loud.
“ they would’ve been loud the entire fucking time I’ve heard them having sex. I’ve listen so many times it turns me on so fucking much and I’m just like why not you know because I kind of get a little kick out of it if you know what I mean, but I know I didn’t hear them do it at all.
I know I think they could’ve been really quiet. Yeah, I was high. Yeah, I was drunk. Yeah, I was distracted.
No, she shouldn’t have thrown herself at him by kissing him. She should’ve said let’s go get a room somewhere and Anne and the only reason she didn’t do that is because she was trying to make sure he was interested in her and that’s fine but that’s not how you really find out if someone’s interested.
Because I think she thought if she kissed him and he kissed her back and like drag her into the room that it would mean something, but that would that is not necessarily the case you could easily do that if you were gay men, just trying to teach people lesson.
I wasn’t supposed to say they had no idea I was watching.
Oh, I was watching through a crack in the door.
So he went into the bathroom I don’t know what he was doing in there and then she walked in after him and shut the door and the minute she got in there she was distracted, most likely, and she didn’t notice that I just open the door a tiny bit really carefully, and I was like you know watching them I love him. Lame lame was like yet his back turned and I don’t think she saw me because he’s so big that she couldn’t see over him so she walked right up to him and she just stood there and they started so softly talking to each other and I didn’t Tyler hear what they’re saying and then she just reaches her arms up around his neck and starts kissing him on the mouth and he just started kissing her and they made out for like a while and then they started taking their clothes off and then all the sudden he pulled her in the bedroom and I just about fell over because he knocked the door back and I just about fell over and then he pulled her into the room and shut the door.
I don’t know why he didn’t notice that well I was really skinny because I was really into heroin at the time I went. I was really skinny because I was really into hair at the time so it’s like and I’m not that big and he’s a huge man and I wasn’t like right there so he push the door back and yeah, I mean it it knocked the door knocked into me, and it’s just like I was sort of fell little bit.
No, they just shut the door locked it because I know they locked it because I checked I checked it was locked and I was just like I’m not gonna bother cause I’d rather go do heroin.
So no, I mean it was like I knew they were having sex. How did I know because of his body movements?
Because he was like it was the way that he was like his penis was like sort of like already engaged, but it wasn’t like I could see it, but it was already engaged and like is he kept it engaged as he shoved her into the room.
Can you shut her into the room he said he shoved her into the room while he had his penis engaged into her. He had a penis engaged into her crotch as he was shoving her well you know it’s like when you seen it like the movie but OK fine they don’t usually do that in the movies but it’s like the penis is like in the vagina but their clothes are on, and then he’s like well not like shoving like violently shopping but he was like shoving her into the room. No, she was walking backwards willingly and and and no but I mean he ripped her shirt off that’s not cliché.
He what did he take off his robe? I think he was about to take his shorts off but then that’s when he thought they should go in the bedroom it was like he took off her shirt he took off he took off his robe, and then he was going to take off his pants or some thing and then he was like you know let’s just go in the bedroom basically did he have an erection? Oh, I don’t know I mean probably I don’t know.
I know I’ve been so so know if you push her into the room and end with with what was she wearing? What’s like you know like a button down shirt it was like a button down you know like they wore them in the 70s it was like a button down shirt And a skirt or some thing and I know he ripped off the shirt and the bra was I think he was. I think it you know he took off he undid the bra he undid the bra and then he was about to take off the shorts and then he said we should just go in the bedroom..
Why did they go in the bedroom because I think they thought that that that was you know him because it’s it’s messy to have sex in the bathroom but we did it. My brothers and I did it with girls that we’d bring it there but it’s like it’s hard to have sex standing up and so I think he probably decided to take her into the bedroom just because they’re fastidious people
Hey, this is different cities people know they’re fastidious people they’re fastidious people and they just shove them in the does she just he just shoved her in the room it’s like you take them off you take the clothes off and then you just think OK it’s time to have sex.
I am I said I don’t know why Penelope was trying to choke Lacey with an ice cube I think I don’t know. I don’t know why I mean it’s a horrible way to die. That’s a horrible way to die or maybe she was trying to ice her out to purify her soul so she wouldn’t go to hell and she’d be with one just so they can finish talking but I don’t. I don’t think it’s I don’t think it makes sense to kill people with ice cubes anymore I thought those kinds of things before, but I don’t think them anymore.
No, I mean it’s like
Oh well yeah it’s it’s it’s it’s seems likely that he had an erection and I mean it was pretty intense. No she wasn’t hitting him know they made out made out. I mean they were kissing and like touching each other and stuff but mostly just kissing her to go in they were just kissing, they were just kissing and and it was like in the other bottles it was like French kissing and you know the shopping each other around as they kissed. He was a no think they’re actually no no they were shoving each other pushing each other sort of the kissing and it’s like and then he started dressing and stuff and it’s just like well. I guess I probably had direction maybe because of the way it’s his pants looked but
No OK so here’s the thing I’m friends with Larry David and you know and you seen you seen like episodes where he’s like talked about that and I was like men get this look from their pants and it’s just how pants look when you sit down like that sticks up it looks like you have an erection, but you don’t it’s just the pants.
Are you getting erection you getting erection is obvious but like when you’re wearing pants it can look like that when there really isn’t one so maybe he didn’t have one but it it looks kind of like he had one but I think it’s possible. It was just the pants, but if he didn’t have one I mean it was a really hot apartment And the bathroom had the door shut and there wasn’t a fan on and it was two bodies next to each other so maybe he was just really hot. I think he was just really warm and his pants time does have a lot of wrinkles in them so I think it was just a wrinkled pair of shorts and it was a hot bathroom and maybe there was an erection but like but like who cares who cares but like who cares who cares you know it’s like who cares?
When do I think it’s straight when you don’t wear ponds cold cream when you don’t have gay mannerisms and you don’t date men.
Like you can sleep with a woman, but that doesn’t make you straight. It’s just true gay men are very clear about that. It’s very easy to sleep with women and get women pregnant. It’s super easy and then you just especially nowadays you know cause it’s like people are so much more available.
I don’t how the fuck what the fuck are you talking about? That is not remotely true closeted gay men are not mythology.
I don’t think that’s possible I don’t say I think there’s plenty of gay men who have like five kids and they’re gay because the difference is because women can women can can can touch you really lots a women can touch you a lot and you know give you lots of oral and get your dick hard and then just get on top of you and have sex or it’s like they can do things to you and then say get on top of me in a way and then it’s like you know it’s just like you’re expected to that’s not rape because if a woman is having sex, she doesn’t know that she’s having sex and so it’s like they don’t know you know I’ve had women do that my whole life And we would always came out to Jack too. He never came onto that well I mean prostitutes you come onto prostitutes and I was actually he was he was a predator I mean he was a predator, but like he never came onto them so he would he would take them in the bedroom sleep with them but it’s like they were the ones that suggested it often times, nobody probably made them suggest it but still anyway I think that the whole thing is dumb as dirt because it’s so subjective you can have sex. How does it mean anything and so you could have sex doesn’t mean anything and then lol I love you too. You just sort of take the whole thing in stride.
A no I mean I probably gonna need to get going pretty soon it’s like 7 o’clock right now. Wait what is it but like I I just don’t I don’t know like I’ve been up all night I did call ETA cocaine like it like four hours ago, so no it was weird. Sarah told me that like she was gonna take my blood pressure because I did Coke, and then she was like you should just take this as like a downer so you can sleep tonight and so she gave me some thing with some sort of like it was like if it was like a real downer, it was like some sort of like herbal substance, and just injected it right in as per usual done that so many times of people so that I mean she just injected into me and him are just in Jackson did it to me and I was just like OK I’m not feeling down so much is just like really open like super open to like lots of things
I doubt that is true serum because I feel very relaxed and if I feel very calm and openZ
I know they give it to me sometimes when we’re on the road and I am in front of people and they tell me that it helps my arm that it helps my speech. I always plan what I’m gonna say ahead of time and then I stick to it, but then they put that in me and I’ve noticed it’s like the whole thing works better And people often say you’re so honest Bobby you’re so flipping honest and I’m just like you know the supplements that I take really help me and I it’s just it’s like it’s really helpful to just have someone helping you pick out the right supplements and I have that I have someone that helps him pick up all the right supplements to take so no means for free. It’s a free service.
Who does Sarah work for? I’m pretty sure she works. Herbalife.
He sure works no Schiebel she works for Herbalife. She wears the same. Why do I have to endorse the product at some point but I don’t know why directly they’re gonna expect me to do visit been giving me injections.
No injections like Madonna yeah and it’s like you can just you can just inject it but I wouldn’t do that. Unless if I was Sarah like it, you really shouldn’t be doing that so I mean no she’s very expensive but it’s free for me and bring her present.
Yeah, I mean it’s like there’s perks of running for president that I didn’t even know about.
Oh wait no I sound like a teenager. Yeah I don’t know it’s it’s hard sometimes like I have a hard time growing up and then sometimes I’m just like in a state of mind and right now it’s just weird but whatever it’s it’s been fun talking with you I think the thing is People need to understand how the action committees work and you and I are not on board and it’s fine. We don’t need to worry about that all that we need to know is that there’s a lot of people involved and I’m not letting that shit go down.
No, I’ve never gonna let them do that to me. I can just let them tell me what to do. I don’t respect that I’m not gonna go along with that and people respect that about me. They know that like I am not somebody to be messed with and so when it comes down to it, who’s gonna mess with me Sarah is there going to mess with me?
I mean hello it’s Herbalife. I’m not too worried.
Who would I trust like Sarah my mom probably God the pope probably Cheryl most of the time. There’s a lot of people I would trust to be honest but there’s very few people who I would ever ever let boss me around and not tell the truth.
I know I had the old yeah I mean the oil right arm honestly I have a feeling that there’s probably like a few drops left and that the oil companies just feel sorry for the Nesheims and they’re covering up for them because like why would they stop drilling the oil?
I know I mean there’s a lot of oil and we don’t really need a ton more but sometimes I think we’ll probably need some and so then why wouldn’t we just drill it out there’s none there
I don’t think I don’t think I don’t think so. No I mean I don’t think that’s likely that a lot of people would ever consider would ever consider the twin towers as one of the most bobby Kennedy moments all of history.
But it really is. It is such a Bobby Kennedy moment I mean that is a moment that I am heavily associated with in the conspiracy communities because they know they know I’m the guy right I’m with a guy that knows the shit that happened and I am not somebody that would ever lie about it, so you know it’s like who who tore down the twin towers that US government and why well because they didn’t know how to handle the Jews it took a lot of effort handling the Jews and the whole situation just went totally totally depart so I’m just gonna have to be honest with you I don’t think that I’m ever gonna be able to tell them the truth because I’m afraid I’m gonna get killed by the Jews they’re violent people I mean they’re very violent people Harold Loeb oh yeah, I mean he’s kind of an ugly weirdo because he, it’s like you know he just looks so Jewish And I I mean it’s just like why would you ever want to look that Jewish no I mean it’s like not attractive, so not attractive but it’s OK. It’s like you know I mean it’s OK that people look like that like whatever it’s just like the whole chin line thing it’s like Wow way to be a mad and then it’s like the blue eyes in the thick curly hair. Yeah I don’t know OK I guess that’s like a Jewish thing no I mean it’s it’s OK it’s OK. It’s it’s fine it’s a fine look it’s just so weirdly, Jewish I guess I guess you could say he was someone attractive But it’s like his nose looks Jewish and the overall look is so like Jewish sexy that I’m just like too much that’s just too much that’s not attractive it’s too much hair it’s too much and nothing it’s like 2 to 2 man let you know OK wow I’m a Jew and who would want that you would never want that I mean who would ever want that it’s like who would ever want a man who is Jewish with thick hair and blue eyes. That is such a strange thing to be because when you do that when you do that people are going to Noe that your Ashkenazi and be that you’re Jewish.
No, those are two different things. Ashkenazi is German and Jewish combined Jewish is the religion so they’re Ashkenazi‘s and then they’re Jews.
I think there’s a lot of Ashkenazi who are not Jewish no there’s plenty of them into perfect steel
Yes, show Pirtex and Ashkenazi‘s. I ship Herdic.
Shipwreck like shipwreck
Show Pertec and Ashkenazi there are two very similar types of people, but they’re extraordinarily different. The Ashkenazi’s are evil more often than the ship Pirtex.
When you meet one of them who is a full Blowin Jew and you have to be very careful I don’t hate them, but I’m always a little on edge
Yes, float full blow and you yes, like aids ship Herdic and Ashkenazi is the disease that leads to being a Jew and I I don’t hate the ship hurting people who are the Ashkenazi‘s, but it’s like you know it’s it’s going to end up probably becoming a Jew And I think some people can avoid it for a while longer than other people because it’s like you know you avoided you avoid it and then I’ve heard so many of my my Jewish friends say I I got married because they just talk to you into it and that’s the disease no one of them was a was a guy that I was dating but he was just like yeah it’s like you do you know it’s like you avoid it and then they just start talking with the talking you want to stuff go to synagogue go to synagogue and then then you know it’s like eventually you just end up going to synagogue having a family and it’s a full-blown Jew
I think someday I am probably going to end up dating another Jew but it’s it’s just been weird. It’s like I looked at Harold lube, and I was like why do I suddenly not wanna date a Jew and I think it’s some thing in the back of my head, where I think I want to meet this man someday And I don’t want to get off on the wrong foot with him because I don’t want him to think that I was messing around with the Jews. It’s like he could think it’s OK. You know like you were just looking for sex but if I get too involved, he’s gonna think it was more than that.
He’s gonna think it was more than that and that’s the problem it’s like I’m not looking to make this man think that I am like you know evil or something and so no I can’t get involved with these men so I take them we sleep together and that’s it I don’t like yeah I’ll fall in love and think about leaving Cheryl for a man and coming out of the closet because most people don’t even know that I find an attractive Cheryl didn’t even know until like three years after I married her.
Call Anne so I just keep it to sucks and we have a really good time and then we’re fine but I just I don’t want Harold to see me having sex with those men. I am think that I want to have sex with him because it’s like I’m bobby Lacey is an asshole. She’s a total fucking asshole and I am just one of many people who will tell you that will be in love with you because Lacey suggest things and you find them and you’re just like fuck you we can’t let you have that that belongs to humanity not you Kennedy and I have that problem right show up And people just wanna fuck me. They have my whole life and so it’s like I’m not gonna do that mistake of making him think that now that he knows who I am that I’m attracted to him at all because I don’t want him to think that like I am after him or that I want to marry him I just want Really I just wanna be in the same room with him look him in the eyes and say Harold I love you I do I love you an incredible amount.
And we’re not gonna let Lacey take you from us. We’re not gonna let Lacey take you from humanity. I’m in love with you I’m in love with you the way that a man is in love with God and the ocean and lots of totally asexual things that are profound, and it’s not romantic it’s not sexual it’s not like that. It’s just not like that here old and you just gotta understand. It’s just not like that what it is like is that like we are obviously it going to be friends because I can see on your face that you you got it.
Oh, I didn’t mean it’s like a lot he will try to sleep with me so if you try to sleep with me, I would I would understand it’s not like I would stop him necessarily but it would definitely be weird because he’s never been with any other man, potentially almost ever, and I just had that effect on people jacked it to and so I don’t know why we just do that and so if Harold met me and he was just like oh my God Bobby I want to sleep with you I would be like that’s totally normal.
That’s totally normal and honestly if I got drunk and we were alone together and like good music was playing and like you wanted to give me a massage I would totally do it and you should just you know do that if it feels right to you like I’m gonna be almost mad now if we don’t but like I wouldn’t I wouldn’t really be surprised but I also just be like weirded out because like how does that always happened to me and people in our family like we end up like grabbing people at the weirdest yes, Donald Trump so true so true
I was hanging out at the mall the other day with friends and I was like why do I suddenly need to grab a woman’s ass? It’s so bizarre because like I guess I’m just like really aroused to seeing all the women in the mall but I feel like it’s just sort of like an energetics thing that’s coming over me And I just have to do it. I have to let it out and so I grabbed a woman’s ass did I grabbed her ass I just I grabbed the ass and I was like hey how’s it going? I don’t want you to be scared and think that it was like something creepy so I was just like hey how’s it going, and then she looks at me and she goes. Oh my God Bobby there are people here and I was like we could go somewhere where there’s not people and she’s like well. How about we do that later at my apartment and I was like yeah that’s fine but like I’m just not sure about that because like I don’t know, I’m just not really down for it and honestly it’s just, I get so sick of it because it happens a lot. I grab someone’s boobs I grab someone’s ass and I just get these offers to go to peoples apartments and then or their houses or their hotel rooms or like a dressing room or like a car and I’m so sorry. Why not you know And lately it’s just like I keep thinking about Lem’s and I keep thinking about Harold lope to and I’m just like you know I don’t really feel like grabbing a woman’s ass is much because the women are just not the same as Harold and lamb and maybe maybe it’s because Harold and Lahmard old money upper class But I feel like if I met a woman in the old upper money class I really wouldn’t probably want to screw them right now and I’m just like why maybe maybe maybe if I knew how to handle a relationship with lamb I could be is I I could probably work, but I could probably be with him as it is a man and he’s a ghost
Yes, yes yes I could totally date him know I mean it’s like they’re having sex. It’s really great but that’s not like real because once you’re past that gay threshold that’s it and I just don’t think it’s possible I just really don’t think it’s possible that he could possibly straight she can have sex with him as many times as she wants you to convince me, it’s never gonna convince me he can orgasm they can have hot sex and they could not even want me to see it and I am never going to believe them because I am the only reason they have sex. They don’t have sex for any other reason at all, it’s just to try to prove that he was straight I mean, why would you have sex every single fucking day with someone the only do that if there’s something wrong with you or if you’re trying to prove something.
Oh no, no no like I I mean up I think someday I’m probably going to have to be more honest but probably not for a while and no we need to go. We probably should we should probably just like kill Cheryl if she’s trying to kill me know if Cheryl’s trying to kill me I think we should just killer
I think if Schiebel‘s trying to kill me we need to just kill her. Just say OK Cheryl OK whatever you’re trying to kill me. I’m hurt I’m offended. I am sad and now you have to die.
I am pretty sure most people would think that I killed her because my last wife was dead because of me but if I was president she died. I don’t think anyone would even care so but I don’t really want to kill her because she is my wife and I’m in love with her and it’s not like I really want her to die so she’s not trying to kill me like totally not totally not not no Just don’t just don’t do it unless if she’s interested in like that sort of thing anyway yeah absolutely you know that it’s going to be a long difficult journey I mean the 2024 election is like a year from now that’s one the 2024 election is like a year from now but I need to be campaign ready by spring of 2024 and it’s getting close it’s getting really close to 2020 for the spring and I think we need to probably get on it and just keep really pushing I mean I have like 50, million am I super PAC but I don’t have I don’t have Trump I don’t have the money he has and I don’t have the support of the DNC so if Cheryl doesn’t isn’t trying to kill me then that will be helpful but it’s not like an easy road
Call end of the DNC is is is obviously a criminal institution and trumps sort of all over the place but I think with the take away is is that we we we are the people and by 2024 we need to be able to say Bobby could win Bobby could seriously win and people need to know that and on it and just get excited about it so I don’t think we need to create some drama and like have someone jump off a bridge with like an invisible jump bungee cord and just like have them scream Bobby Kenmedt.
Oh, I mean no are you know it was behind the commercials they’re so stupid about that he’s not allowed it’s not what happened. There are rules and regulations to process things. But I mean I totally was like behind it and I thought it was like kind of sexy because I’m better looking than Jack and younger but it’s like his vibe and I’m like saying yeah my dad is my dad is dead my uncle is dead, but I am not and I am running for president.
No
I am running for president. I’m ready for president and I want to take up where they both left off and just see where everything goes. My father had the same idea with Jack him but I’m doing it differently this time and I’m I’m gonna win the presidency or I’m gonna try and I don’t know where it’s going to go. Where did you go for that? You know it’s like people say Bobby I’m gonna kill you if you kill you I hear it all the time now and I think what would happen if they didn’t kill me you know what would’ve happened if my father had been killed What would happen if they didn’t kill me would we have another twin towers probably not but that’s OK I don’t need that kind of stuff happening in our country and I think it’s likely that it would be something far better than that it would probably be some thing so much better it’s like I would bring some thing profound I would bring the wrath of Russia, the wrath of North Korea, the wrath of Malaysia and Indonesia, but I am incredibly good at dealing with those kinds of things and it would obviously end up being somethings so much better. I don’t know what it would be probably like a plane diving into an abandoned playground in Flint Michigan.
And I think that would be very poetic. It’s like the steel you know and then it crashes into the ground and no one‘s there and then all the sudden someone’s there and you know it’s like this is what happened to Flint. It was plane travel that room, the car plane, travel, ruins, a car and so then there you go Flint Michigan there you go playground in Flint Michigan in Flint Michigan. this is what happened this is where the shoulders are there anymore. This is why
This is why no one plays on your slide or on your teeter totter or on your tire swing or your swings or the jungle gym that’s not what it’s called. I can’t think that the ropes hate playground. This is why this plane this plane that just crashed into you was why you were so sad to begin with, and then, for the people on the plane, it’s like if lemmas, a ghost can have sex with Lacey then I would just rather be dead. I would rather be dead and seduce them then ever have to deal with the fact. Oh my gosh, I’m sleepy.
‘s and then I’m gonna probably take a shower and then I’m thinking I’m probably going to need to just sort of regroup. I was expecting to be up all day but I’m getting old and it’s like you start crack. I’m sorry I’m suddenly sound like Lacey you snort cocaine and then you’re tired five hours later when you’re in your 70s she is, I think it’s probably time to just take a nap but anyway I am I am just so over it I’m so over it you just need to tell them to hang on and I neither help and it’s fine they can just hang on because a lot of people are waiting for a phone call and I’m not gonna make it. I’m not gonna do that this time, I’m not gonna go around saying this is good. This is good I need your help I know I’m gonna be dogmatic about it I’m gonna be difficult and they’re gonna have to just accept the fact that that’s just not the reality of a lot of parts of life so I am I’m hopeful I am ambivalence. I am hungry and I am will definitely have to be more careful because I have a feeling a lot of people are probably not at all prepared for the Herbalife supplements and I don’t want people to catch onto the fact that I look in a different I’m acting different
Keen to Cross the Pond 