“I Love Jackie!” by A Mad Reader

Only by Nine Inch Nails plays.

I love her.

I love…ALL of her.

Lacey…I’m sorry you don’t understand. It’s a white thing. I’ve been white in all of my lives.

Not nary a bit of any blood but white. I don’t play with fire like you. Incarnating as a Middle Easterner. Nah! Not for me…girl. …Nor would I fuck anyone not fully white in all of their lives.

*I dance*

I dance like a white guy. And since your body is white right now…and was in your last life…I trust that God can redeem you and Lem and help you be more white. Your pain and misery right now is because you dabbled with Egypt. You’re not supposed to dabble in Egyptian theology. And clearly you did.

Mmm…kay?

So…here’s the thing…I just don’t think you understand Jackie.

Jackie was….

Jackie was…

Loser by Beck plays.

Jackie…was… She… She made sense.

Okay!? You know right?

Or maybe you don’t. Shit.

Jackie was…my…favorite character. If all of the Kennedys are characters in a book…she’s my favorite one.

More than Mary Richardson. *snicker*

I read your stories and your blog posts…and I feel sad.

Stinkfist by TOOL plays.

It’s just sad. You don’t really know any of them. Right?

*shrugs*

By the way…I’m sure Bobby- Was a good person in his heart. You have no idea what happened between him and Ethel. You weren’t there. And you certainly didn’t hear their private conversations or messages. I see them in a different way.

I’m sorry you don’t like her. I still do. Alright?

And it’s very difficult to manage my feelings about it all. It’s a rough time for America right now. And I’m extremely concerned. I’ve been doing lots of praying. I was raised Catholic.

Someday…you’ll have more information. And then I think you’ll see Jackie the way I do. Or closer to it.

I’m glad life isn’t all there is. Life in the fallen world.

Don’t judge her. Let’s still try to be…open-minded to her. And Ethel too. Heck!!! All of them. You just never know…how much your prayers might mean.

God bless!

Sincerely,

Richard Atelson-Harribrooke