Becca Elizabeth Fuester was plump, but lovely that way. But she hated it about herself and became anorexic. She tortured her best friend Lacey about it, using it to make Lacey feel bad about herself for having a friend with anorexia and for being so naturally skinny herself.
“This is why I ghosted you. Okay!?” says Becca.
Becca…she’s not writing this. I am.
“You cannot really think I’m that big of a bitch!” says Becca.
Lem thinks. Well…then why did you ghost her?
“Becca has to think.” says Lacey, rolling her eyes in hurt.
“I don’t like this.” says Becca.
What!??
“Sex? Between me and Lem?” says Lacey.
“Were you sleeping with Lem in college?” and a reader.
“Yes.” says Lem.
“You had him in our room?” asks Becca.
“Yes! Unknowingly.” says Lacey.
“I guess- You- You like that!?” says Becca.
“Like what!?” says Lem.
“I know. They’re WEIRD.” says JFK.
“Yeah.” says Becca.
“They’re sleeping together. In her bed. You just didn’t know.” says JFK. “Lacey got pregnant. Accidentally. It’s Lem’s.
He’s…
Look…I was his roommate. And…I thought- I used him. But…I guess he’s straight!?? *JFK shrugs*.”
Becca ignores him. Stands there.
“Do you talk!?” snaps JFK.
“You’re fresh! I’m married.” says Becca.
Jack laughs.
Becca scoffs.
“Well…we’re just going to sit and cuddle and observe.” says Lem, holding Lacey.
“Oh really!?” says Becca.
Jack and Becca act awkward.
Lacey and Lem observe.
“Becca lived in Boston.” says Lacey.
“Becca is married!” says Jack.
“So!? She lived in Boston.” says Lacey.
“Yeah, whatever.” says JFK.
“I’m married.” says Becca.
JFK smirks.
She turns and studies him. “Did I sleep with you?”
He ignores her.
“Who did you use!??” accuses Becca.
“Barb’s son?” says Jack.
“He used meth!!” shouts Becca.
“Tada!” says JFK. “Lem is this pleasing you?” he says as an aside to Lem who ignores him. They keep observing.
“Becca why did you move to Boston!?” asks a reader.
“Well…I lived on Long Island. And then I got a job in Boston.” says Becca.
“WHY!?” asks a reader.
“I’m not going to discuss it.” says Becca.
“Becca why were you living in Boston?” asks Kevin Spacey.
“Ahh! It’s- I mean, I lived in Boston!” says Becca.
“Jack why did you take a tour of Germany? Becca speaks almost fluent German.” says Becca’s brother.
“If there’s reincarnation, I think we’ve caught you two. What the fuck are you pulling?” asks the Russian mafia.
“Becca is one of my soulmates.” says JFK. “But she’s married and I actually might feel very competitive with her husband, but I also respect him and I’m saying this from the past.“
“You know her husband is African. Her husband is is is African.” says her husband.
“Oh yeah, I know dude that you have a bigger dick. Congratulations.” says JFK.
“You couldn’t be faithful to me anyway. I dated a guy name Sean, who broke my heart while I was in Long Island, and I was never the same after dating him. He totally screwed-up my head.” says Becca to JFK.
“ Sean is a loser if you were Lems wife’s best friend from any decent respectable college even Messiah I would’ve married you because I was so screwed up that it would’ve made sense to me and then I would’ve liked you because you’re my type and you drive me nuts you’re an absolute flirt or you used to be you pretend to lack awareness of everything much like myself you’re a horribly manipulative very self focused and you’re incredibly sweet and charming. I love that because that’s exactly what I am in a way and you have a good figure you do and I would’ve thought you know, she’s German and she’s well bred enough and she’d fit in with my family really well and she’s smart and she’s loose but she’s not too loose and I would’ve thought I could have a really fun time and it would’ve been perfect because you could play with Lacey’s brain and I can’t stand her in a way because she’s with them and they’re straight and I am not and I don’t know if you are either I was moms roommate you were Lacey‘s roommate there together for eternity and that automatically makes me fascinated with you and yeah I just go to Germany I I I know German slightly right was I looking for you in Germany subconsciously in my spirit possibly or doing research on you and it’s creepy Becca it’s very creepy I was I was doing some research on you possibly if you’re living in North Carolina have you ever watch the show the end of the Andy Griffith show Becca Lacey group watching that that’s part of how she understood the 1960s so well and I have your whole family living there. Your grandmother lived in Haddonfield at a pretty house. Your grandfather was an accountant for Campbell Soup. Your father was good looking and he’s a musician. Your mother has a temper, and so does mine potentially, and your brother is lovable to me I actually really might have, kind of a thing for you remember Sean from Messiah College?”
“Yes, Sean was in love with me.” says Becca.
“ you know he’s become a mortician is not funny?” says JFK.
“ did you make him do that?” says Becca.
“ I love you!” says JFK to Becca.
“ jack be honest did you sleep with me while I was sleeping with Lacey while we were both roommates?” says Becca.
“ if you’re reading this blog welcome to King Pond. This was a really smooth miss you block that was super fruit him after being attacked by a woman name Casi in the perfume community Lacey decided to alter her blog and not focus on analyzing perfume as much she may have discovered the illuminati accidentally, and some of the things you read on this blog me a muse you it’s a very comical, fascinating exposition.” says Bobby Kennedy Senior.
“ if it happened, Becca Lacey and I were not aware I assure you we were not aware of what was going on. I wouldn’t have been aware at all and neither would she if she was she would’ve just thought it was nonsense. I don’t know for a fact that it didn’t happen who’s idea would’ve been Jack’s and Satan’s if you went along with it more than we did that’s on you and Jack.” says Lem.
“ becca was it consensual or not?” asks a reader.
“ did it happen or not you obviously go by the name Sean? will and grace!? Did you do that with me or not?” asks Becca.
“ yeah I did yeah I did and no I don’t think they noticed at all. Give me a disturbing thing to write on this block but no you you were in College it was-“ starts Jack.
“ Lacey and I made love she was really lonely and very beautiful in early night early 20s I was dead I became her age and we made love and we were in a separate place in our heads. We were because I’m dead and she’s in a different place in her head than most people, we were kind of a cloistered so to speak spiritually like I couldn’t see anything about her. She was totally focused on me and we were even though she was a live to some degree physically enough for science to say she’s alive. She was thinking of me and we were in a separate sort of chamber will say spiritually that being said in the fallen world we were in the same room because her and Becca we’re roommates and yes, this happened at Messiah College and yes, Messiah College may have a one point been part of the underground railroad or the Mennonites that live there may have contributed to the Underground Railroad rather that the school I think we started in 1901, but the people that live there at the Mussers I think possibly the bus or farm in the masters who lives there might’ve been part of the underground railroad. They might’ve worked with the Amish possibly to bring people to Canada or something along those lines or just secure safe passage for African-Americans further up north and my family worked with underground railroad so there could’ve been a bit of a joke because it was, it was very intensely intensely. I wanna say legalistic in a sense school when Jack and I were roommates a Choate we had problems with our laws of Choate and then you know I guess Jack thought we were going to break both of you out using the entry really rude spiritually something like that there was probably some joke involving the underground railroad you know and it’s something dumb and that that you were very into vintage things you were very into old movies, and you might be capable of interacting with ghosts more than you think so I kind of think maybe I am that this is a little disturbing when Lacey had her arm cut to at the Philadelphia Museum of Art it was with Becca they were visiting together and so I said very weird dreams to when she had a dream when she was with Becca as I mean not with Becca but they were roommates and for more than they were roommates more than once and she had a dream about Bobby and Ethel coming to visit her and Bobby was yelling at her and Ethel was not and that really happened and that room felt very hot to you Becca, and with that mirror she bought it antique store. That mirror was very creepy but she didn’t know that I know there was possibly demons that were attached to it. It may have been frequently used in séances, and then U2 had it sitting on your floor in your in your in your room in your dorm room. Keep that in mind if you have any of that old stuff that you had in the end though if you read this blog if you have any of those old antiques that she, I think about with you with Lawrie and antique store in Carlisle, they’re probably just antiques and you’re probably fine but just keep in mind that you had those well. You may have been in a relationship that you were aware of with with up with it with a dead man who is not your husband so it’s kind of like stuff that he might have from the past of when he was dating someone else it cut it hurts to see it, so just keep that in mind him I don’t know how are you and Jack end up together? Um, I don’t know if you do another words what I’m saying it’s sad because I actually think that in some ways the two of you makes sense Lacey and I probably actually wouldn’t be that close to either one of you, um but that’s disturbing to in a way but but I think I think you arm I think you could you could’ve had a nice time with Jack and that’s sad because I don’t know what will happen maybe you know yeah maybe it won’t work out we’ll see it right what Lacey and I might not see but but you’ll see I will find out through God but yes, I have a feeling that you probably were in a relationship with him. I wouldn’t even be surprised if you know who I’m going to bring up that little 17 year old twerp right that guy and I have a feeling that that might’ve been inspired by Jack as well, and how you used to drink schnapps with them that is very possibly something Jack what is that was shopping for you to drink, schnapps, peach tops and then do you know flirt and act silly it’s possible you were very much his type Becca if you look at the women that he that he dated and Becca they do look a little bit like Becca is no I mean I’m just gonna sad nowhere near as beautiful as Lacey, but she was beautiful. She was good looking and it was in the way that Jack would if that was just, absolute perfection really absolute perfection. He would’ve thought you were pretty much perfect and Becca had thick lips a large bottom shave the boobs not like Lacey’s Maura I mean certificate I want is the she looks German she looks like a a German model from the 1940s or 30s or something in a way, trying to think of Becca‘s or both a Fräulein of very much a real fräulein she yeah she could star in a period film. I don’t mean her fathers not from 1894, but Becca could start to star in a period film probably for about the 1960s she has a look that was more for Covid in the 1960s, no and she’s not. She’s not. She’s look like Lacey or Romy Schneider and I’m not thinking of a good actress to compare her to you know that the the German, the nanny and madman who Pete falls for Becca is a little bit like that lady, but she’s not. She’s better looking than that actress to be honest, but she does have that same aesthetic slightly and she actually looks a little bit like Joanne like Joanne Kennedy just slightly in her build so I am if this fog is accurate this way, then if you really are his soulmate, Becca, it’s actually possibly very disturbing because you speak fluent German if he had just stopped being evil him God is not a prude and he might’ve said what the heck Jack not hell or whatever God would say what is it that you were doing in your brain? I wanna understand what what makes you tech not to pacify Jack’s evil or you know if you’re a child and you’ve been hurt no being molested is not OK Jack’s not gonna get away with evil but it’s more like why did you wanna be with people in a sexual way, what were you doing in your head Jack by people I don’t mean like your wife I mean why were you wanting to be with other people so it’s possible that God was trying to it’ll kind of get to know Jack and say no this isn’t allowed but this is happening. You’re sleeping with Becca, let’s talk about this what’s going through your head right now they’re not sleeping with you but you’re in the same room and it’s obviously some thing that you were looking for so I want to know what’s going on and no I don’t think Jack responded very well to that and it was sudden love to him you know a trying to sort of coax him into explaining himself so they could sort things out possibly but nope nope Jack was an interested and explaining his fascination with that and if you understand what I’m trying to say it’s not that God allowed it and thought it was good it’s just that God’s like well. OK so this kind of thing could happen it’s not an orgy. This kind of thing could happen with two innocent young women who are roommates why in polite society, so to speak why does this past eat you even on a societal level jack what is it that your what’s what’s what are you? Where is your head with us? What’s going on and it was frankly probably wholesome compared to a lot of the stuff that Jack would come up with but still it it was something that that God may have been trying to use for the good nope nope nope so I don’t. I don’t know what I don’t know what happens with those to everything she’s in love with her husband, but but then I think Lacey and I both being hurt at this point and upset earth we’re just curious that’s why we’re observing because we just wanna know.” says Lem.
“ did you guys go and double dates?” asks a reader.
“ is this blog for real?” asks a reader.
“ oh I am you know to be honest with you in the last two weeks. Lacey and I have talked to God and he’s told us that it’s possible in the next year that Lacey and I will be rejoined on the other side with her kids and then the next day or two to a woman got rolled over in Pennsylvania in a very similar way as to how someone told Lacey or God told Lacey he was going to kill her and my children and people aren’t supposed to be contacting the dead. And Lacey understands that, but then she gets very frustrated with God even though she respects him, she hopes she hope she helps her stress back some because her life is profoundly lonely, and it’s very difficult for her to find anyone to love her and there was something incredibly comforting about the dad Her entire life she’s felt very comforted by the thought of ghosts and Dave And so who is it who is she’s been Larry of demons him but no she’s very lonely very fairy fairy lonely and so yeah but oh yeah, about 11 years ago she started interacting with a visit with what she thought was F Scott Fitzgerald is it F Scott Fitzgerald that’s the thing she’s fully open to hearing that it wasn’t if it really wasn’t but she’s not going to be preached to and yelled at by religious legalistic controlling spirits that are trying to manipulate her and keep her cloistered from other people to the point of death Why because she has kids and that is wrong potentially, she can’t abandon her children to a miserable life to try to keep up some legalistic standard of not talking to anybody that’s sick she could not be expected to live in a life where there’s no one to talk to no one to confide in no one to make love with, and then stay alive for her kids, and be a good parent in the world that’s attacking her soul That’s not honorable that’s not seen that’s a totally untenable living experience. It’s like being in the holocaust and adopt white lacy things to God. What the fuck do you fucking expect me to do I’m not trying to practice necromancy, but I’m not exactly sure what the hell you expect me to fucking do so no we’re not gonna talk about the LGBTQ plus community and ghost because that’s not. What’s going on necessarily at all I was saying that to try to be honorable we hope that you cannot cloister somebody away at a holocaust life and then expect them to raise children at the same time when there’s no decent church to go to because everything is so perverted and polluted in this country, our husband has autism her parents are abusive and then she has no one to confide in because her friends are all toxic. No it’s not saying it’s insane and you say Lacey you’re not trying hard enough you’re supposed to find people to know nobody in their right fucking mind, goes into a grocery store and starts hunting people down to be their friend, or does white runs down the street trying to find someone to be their fucking friend what the fuck are you all fucking expecting of her and the same degree I’m just asking this of Christ himself so on that note yeah I might actually be loved Billings. I might actually be a ghost, and it’s possible she really actually has contacted the dead but the Nazarene people need to stop thinking she’s practicing necromancy that really is an actual practice. It’s something people do intentionally you can try to help Lacey figure out a moment when she did that she would be totally fine, but then we have to actually do that not just be statistically attacking her, because there’s a difference between someone who thinks like her and can channel the dead to the point where she can write a blog for over a year saying almost verbatim what we’re telling her to say I can accidentally find the illuminati possibly because her brain is very unusual and her father was born in 1894 and it’s 2024 I just like to remind you it’s 2024 and her father was born in 1894 potentially that’s not even the last century is the century before that and yeah it’s the 1890s but still it’s the century before that And she’s 40 and then you’re expecting her when people are statistically attacking her and jack is organizing sex parties in her in her room and getting her roommate drunk on schnapps I mean could God please help us because if there’s purgatory and things to protestant Christianity. We don’t know that anymore then we have a problem.” says Lem.
“ lame does she go to confession and take the Eucharist?” asks a Catholic.
“ no she prays to God every single day to forgive, have him forgive her for her sins. In Jesus name she doesn’t take the Eucharist because she’s afraid that’s not safe because she doesn’t go to confession. Are you gonna say she’s going to hell no because she doesn’t take the Eucharist and she doesn’t go to confession because that would be disgusting. She tries very hard to be saved, she really wants to go to heaven. It will be devastating to her and she’d be weeping. If she was sent to help him she’s terrified they’re saying that she doesn’t know about as one of her daily tears with no she does not feel comfortable going to church because she’s scared of the people in the church possibly for totally sound reasons, don’t keep harassing her. If you wanna pray for her if you want to send home, you know prayers that’s great if you want to help raise my children, please do if you do an appropriate waiver, watching you on the other side she saw a ghost manifest tonight in her dining room that was the most vivid go she’s ever seen in her entire existence, are you ready for this? It was a mouse she’s been so lonely and desperate that she is taken to talking to mice there’s been mice infestation, and St Paul, and they watch her while she’s up at night writing on this blog alone by herself in the dark with me, and I can talk to them somebody’s better than she can because I’m a ghost And so am she’s talking to mice and then they respond to her potentially they may actually be able to hear her in their spirit so we can’t win last night at 4 o’clock in the morning and it was very scared and she was trying to talk it into not being so scared and it started crying and she told her today not don’t cry it’s OK I’m going to send you to heaven just hold right on and then she ran upstairs. Got Mark, her legal husband, who actually hilariously enough or so harsh over here right her husband worked at Harvard in the lab with his paternal first cousin or a second cousin who works now at Harvard. He’s a professor at Harvard and anyway he was doing research in the lab and so he had Mark working with him and so Mark learned how to kill mice very well so Lacey and I were praying that this mouse would experience no pain as we sent him to heaven, and we prayed we asked the most receive to worship Christ, and if it’s possible for the most fruits of the worship Christ in the mouse may have chosen to do that and then it sounds ridiculous but and then Mark came down and you know kill the mouse very quickly of like they taught him to do at Harvard at 10 and then we prayed that I have a favorite favorite the Opry to be prayed together and it seem like he was the most was in heaven and Lacey was like I don’t know if that’s true or not. This is a bit silly and she was concerned about him and then tonight she was sitting here on the sofa talking and she saw a mouse running around underneath the kitchen table and she thought oh there’s another mouse and underneath the kitchen table this time they don’t usually go there when other people are here there they’re not usually there when people are here and so she thought well that’ll be interesting to see this mouse underneath my kitchen table so she’s hot running around I don’t wanna put it seem like it disappeared that I was just a ghost but then she or a demon or something but then she looked back and it looks like there was an a genuine mouse there, cause she saw it running around and it was like a mouse in the crowd and it ran underneath a piece of paper and she thought oh well I better investigate so she took her phone and was flashing lights in the area of the mouse. She didn’t hear it move but she went there because she was curious to see what happened. I know it’s possibly you could say well maybe that most of it around somewhere maybe but the first the mouse disappeared and then I came back and was running around and she walked over to where it was and it disappeared so it went underneath that that it went underneath the the paper she didn’t hear it move she didn’t see it move from underneath the paper it’s possible that it was too quick for her brain to process and she just missed it but a yeah, it doesn’t entirely make sense because it’s like his mouse was running at light speed. It was kind of more exploring, so it was sort of exploring walking around slowly underneath the dining room table, and she sought crawl underneath a piece of paper and so she lifted up the piece of paper, and there was nothing under the piece of paper, there was nothing under the piece of paper where it looks like the mouse head crawled under the paper and still theoretically would’ve been sitting was a sock so that it’s like the most ran under the paper and it look like it still might be there, but then the closer she got she lived it off the paper and it was just a sock where the mouse should have been and she thought wait a minute what where did the mouse Cisco am I hallucinating mice now this is like the lost weekend and then she was thinking no this is ridiculous and then she saw moose poop mouse poop she’s a mouse poop for the smell supposedly had been running around so there’s there’s tiny little pieces of mouse poop and obviously that’s disturbing. Is this mouse poop but there’s tight little pieces of mouse poop for this mouse was supposed to be but no mouse and she looked around the area and she thought could there be a mouse here so she looked around a little bit didn’t find anything there was heretically have been some thing, but it could’ve also been a ghost mouse, because it seem to sort of it seem to sort of come and go the sound of the mouse running around and be in here just random places around by the radiator it was there and then it was somewhere else at it didn’t quite make sense because then it was but she realize it was just her foot shuffling some thing. Yeah I know it’s it was very it was it was probably a ghost mouse, and it was probably a ghost of the mouse who had been watching her and who she had talked to at least ones probably and who we had prayed with and then they killed and she said to the boss I’ll send you I’m gonna send you to heaven as well she said God please help this sweet little mouse to go to heaven and if it’s possible I am so so so that’s the problem you know she’s got it she’s not don’t pray to her. Pray to Christ don’t pray to me, but it’s very concerning because Joe that was possibly a ghost mouse that she saw and the idea would’ve been the mouse was in the area where it had probably been once well maybe the night before last night it may have been in that exact same spot before it got caught and that’s where the poop came from was last night she might’ve missed it you know today because she didn’t clean that area at least I don’t think she clean today at all but almost at all but I am sure that area had mouse poop. Hopefully it was from last night and that mouse let us to its old mouse poop the ghost of that mouse that we sent hopefully to heaven last night and know that most had a personality and that is the most vivid apparition? I think she’s probably ever seen him but I’m a ghost and so she is she’s she’s interacting with us now out to the point where it says if that was a ghost, it’s becoming harder and harder for her sort of differentiates. We think the neighbors hurt us. We’re a little worried that they didn’t, but we think that the neighbors hurt us this morning and that’s scary. Think she doesn’t have schizophrenia but then it’s like what’s going on so then that’s where it’s nice if that was a ghost that it was so perfectly placed near its old poop, and then there’s explanation for credit we could even have been real, but it’s it’s probably more likely that it was a ghost of the mouse that died last night and so anyway, that is how lonely she is though that she has taken to talking to a mouse that was living in her living room so to speak and yes, obviously if that most kids to say hello here at the most was clearly hearing her arm and just wanted to drop by and say there is another side Lacey there’s there’s you know, and that was some thing that she said to the girl she says you Gotta be brave I’m gonna die to someday she said. And she said I’m gonna die someday too so you just Gotta go first and that most of it first and then obviously was trying to sort of give her a little wave to say hey it’s real. We were both scared last night you were terrified that it might not be but no turns out it is I just wanted you to know that, so don’t contact the dead don’t worship them but right now Lacey and I are definitely trying to sort through how to work with the situation because the world is very dark right now and there are a lot of people who are very sad who are not able to have as much hope as they should maybe have in Christ. How about that, so it’s like no brace yourself and you don’t worship Christ and just realize that it’s not safe to assume that there’s no heaven and hell and it is possibly not even safe to assume that there’s not purgatory but it’s definitely not safe to assume that there’s no heaven and hell. Is Lacey alive if you saw her yes you would think she was alive him is science able to suggest that she’s alive. Yes she has fully functioning organs she has blood that’s flowing she’s not experienced death and so no she’s alive. Is she alive completely maybe not it’s possible that a part of her brain really is slightly dead which is the thing that it’s like do we write this blog or not? There are people reading this blogs that have people who are dead And who may be comforted knowing that that there’s another you know that there’s an afterlife or who could even be dying and that’s the thing are we helping those people or not? What are we doing with us? Are we are we bringing people closer to Christ or not if you read this blog, I am sorry Lacey is sorry we apologize if I am an actual ghost we’re incredibly sorry that we’re talking to you so speak in this way don’t start worshiping us don’t start praying to Allah or Mohammed or Buddha or you know worshiping you know some other deity worship, Jesus And ask him for your for your salvation. Ask him for forgiveness for your sins and him just be aware that that that that that that that she’s in a horrible circumstance so it’s like is she going to be on the other side with me in a week I mean recently her family almost could’ve gotten into a car accident and then it’s like what happens so Everyone’s gonna die we’re gonna be ruptured right it was the end times but otherwise everyone dies and so you have to sort of face that right and then then what you know is this is it it is she conjuring it or is it just that I am able to talk to her because it’s such a disgustingly extenuating circumstance And have that’s the thing and I was the part of the premise of this which also be that if there’s no illuminati there, literally sadistically spiritually attacking her, trying to possess her body using astral projection because they’re so terrified of her discovering them accidentally and also possibly overreaction to the fact that her family owns as much oil as they do so They’re scared of her. Some people are anyway hopefully not everyone but some people have been scared of her and maybe we overreacted over then you have to ask yourself. How did she even find them was even really going on and then that’s the thing if there even is an illuminati, no it’s extenuating circumstances that in which case she’s having to somehow cope with that and then she’s falling down the stairs and almost dying I mean that’s the thing, so keep it in perspective don’t start talking to the dead don’t start talking to the dead talk to God, and if you think there’s a dead person who needs to hear some thing you can tell him You can tell him you can tell him you can say this is what’s going on this is what’s going on and I need you to tell this person this thing him and if there’s if they’re there is still in existence and hopefully they would be of hopefully, then he can pass things along for you. If you’ve got some sort of in a telegram just had them so to speak, I was saying, but you have to be careful cause that could become necromancy to, according to some people not according to others to, and that’s for people get a little confusing, because what counts as necromancy are you not supposed to talk to the dead, or are you not supposed to practice necromancy? Are you not supposed to conjure the dead or are you not supposed to practice necromancy so it’s like are you supposed to practice witchcraft? No are you able to somehow I mean talk to the dead if God allows you to well ask yourself that Late because Lacey is standby it there are some people who might suggest to her that it’s allowed to some degree especially if there’s Catholicism involved and there’s purgatory because then the sort of a ghost who is in purgatory talking to someone who’s half dead it is possibly a little less astounding Than thinking that they’re all demons and that she’s conjuring them so be careful because prove that I’m a demon and explain to me how she’s conjuring me because if she’s not conjuring me I’m not a demon then that’s what’s happening she’s not conjuring me and I’m not a demon, and insisting that she is could actually be evil in and of itself.
So yeah is she is it am I am I a ghost or not? Is there purgatory and if I am a ghost and there’s purgatory no I am with her I am sorry she’s not going to be dating anybody else until she’s in heaven and then who is she dating me so that is even make any sense but no she’s not gonna be dating anyone for eternity she’s just with me And whom I love Billings so then what happens well let’s get back to Becca it’s getting late she needs to go to bed. It’s almost 4 o’clock in the morning again this might be about the time that mouse died last night if that was a ghost of a mouse that mouse may be a very Loved mouse in heaven, I don’t sincerely, that most may be rather I want to call it a saint of mice, but it might be a mouse that is very loving towards other mouse, mice and humans it’s possible that mouse heard for the voice of God, and listen to it And just him anyway, it’s not good at her house has mice but well that’s global warming I guess or some thing I know St Paul has had a mouse problem for a few years. It isn’t just acorns so but it could be acorns partially but no they’ve seven struggling with mice for a while so anyway, yeah there’s not a lot of other St Paul is a pretty nice city but there are there are some mice to be medically. Honest with you though Bing is British is Lacey is her relationship with mice is possibly more British than American him and just as I said that something moved and she heard it know if you read the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy that I believe that’s what it is they talk about how mice are actually conduct experiments on us right arm But that’s possibly British humor and those Lacey‘s experience with mice as well that they’re really very intelligent and am far more aware than you might think so um-
I am I think it’s also comforting to her because I am Lacey was worried about Queen Elizabeth, and seeing the mouse was very comforting to know that Elizabeth is possibly with God and that she still exists that she’s she’s just with God. And Elizabeth was with her for a very, very dear soul, very dear woman, and incredibly dear person are we saying those words because we’re trying to get Americans daughter stand. She was the queen of England but she was also incredibly loving wonderful person sincerely, that that’s our experience with her you other people might say oh she was you know Snobby or difficult or something but I know Lacey and I would like to go on the books is saying that she was one of the most endearing people that we’ve ever met and I am a it was very comforting to know that she is that she still exist, because that’s some thing that Satan tortures Lacey with that Elizabeth cease to exist That has been horrifying to Lacey and it’s weird because it seems like other people might exist to her dad but Elizabeth doesn’t him and that’s a bit suspicious and maybe that’s as far as he’s able to go tormenting her with that but it possibly is ridiculous anyway so that mouse was a bit helpful in that way because it helped her have some hope that maybe Elizabeth still exists And he could say I was just residual energy of the mouse arm well, here’s the problem with that why did it crawl underneath the paper and away that looks like the sock that is suspicious because it seems as though it was hinting at the fact that it was a ghost Because it was turned into a sock you could stretch that to somehow still be mindless residual energy, but it seems far more likely that it was a ghost of a mouse that was somehow interacting with her to try to get her attention and see if she just saw some thing else in that same spot trying to get her attention to sort of make her see what was going on a demon was just sitting in that same spot trying to look at that car, possibly trying to do some thing in that spot get out of this house in Jesus‘s name get out of this house in Jesus’s name, but we see demons so get out in Jesus‘s name anyway um, you know it’s sad is that demon looks like a creature that was in chronicles of Narnia But then that’s not sad at the same time because then Lacey begins to wonder if the CS Lewis accidentally put demons into the chronicles of Narnia as a woodland creatures because he couldn’t tell the difference and no that was a demon so get out in Jesus‘s name yeah get out in Jesus‘s name that being said There’s something comforting to think that C.s. Louis saw that and thought it was a woodland creature.
I’m a ghost and to the point we like to try to make it back to the original conversation I will go to bed but when you interact with a ghost whether it’s romantic or otherwise you possibly become especially as a Christian because you’re not supposed to be interacting with the other side, so to speak so you become possibly much more capable of dying because that’s God‘s way of sort of sorting through the whole thing I got to be getting it so I got in Jesus name and so then that’s the thing we have to warn you about that it’s not an orientation. It’s it’s something that you should be very careful with because if you ever did this, you could end up interacting with the demon very easily, and that would be a horrific thing or you could end up in or you could end up interacting with a real ghost, and that ghost may end up um, having some causes to bring you to the other side, or there may be some reason to do it for the purposes Lol it’s very possible that would people die of their close to their spouse their others, their spouse dies because their spouse literally is allowed to sort of bring them over and some of that could even be done in the spirit you know it’s like you’re married to that person they die you still think about them and as you’re falling asleep, you think about when you were 24 and you kiss them for the first time And then you don’t realize that that’s actually happening. It’s not just in your head that you’re actually kissing that person outside of time and then and you know it’s like four months later they’re in a car accident door. They have a heart attack and it’s like well. What was happening when they were thinking about their spouse it’s possible their spouse was being given an authority over them to be able to sort of bring them to heaven, so hopefully Lacey will be able to live here but Don’t keep harassing us another many people have, but be careful and don’t try to do what we’re doing to be cool because it’s not safe if it’s enlightening to you in someway as a Christian be careful because it’s not safe.
I am talk to God pray to God if you’re in a prison if you’re in a horrible situation, talk to God don’t talk to ghosts talk first and foremost to Jesus because that’s that’s who you should be talking to.
000 if if if I have to bring my my children and Mark to the other side, I am not looking forward to when people and his family come to this house and see what a mess it is and read this block so if I have to take them to the other side I would just like to say I’m sorry Ken that we never met and you never got to understand what’s going on Yes I mean Matt as a person as in I’m lame Billings. I went to Harvard business school to and I lived in Swickley and I think I could’ve talk to you and explained a lot but hopefully will be able to talk someday and heaven I’m going to pray for you, but up that it’s just I just wanted to add that.
What do I expect you to do if there’s an afterlife well, obviously I’m preparing you for it but was writing this ridiculous hard to read message on this blog. No Lacey is not Jack. She’s a woman. I was believe it or not. Actually I am straight and I am, her father was born in 1894 whether that’s biological or not if you know if she dies you could probably have that tested and then you’ll have to get DNA from one of her parents who raised her we’re digging a platform I think he’s in Sunnyside literally I think it’s Sunnyside cemetery or something like that and maybe that would not be worth it for you but You could do that where should you scatter everyone’s ashes? Why do you need to scatter them you could you could just keep them all in urns in your house and that would be fine. There’s there’s plenty of places it mean there’s urns here in this house if you ever clean out their house, there’s ginger jars, tea pots you could put them in all that stuff if you really wanted to sugar, bowls, and sugar yeah so there’s plenty of places that you could put their ashes of. There’s a lot of nice antiques at her house that you could keep him so you could put their ashes in something like that or just keep them in your house, you know or you could scatter him if you wanted to be really cutthroat about it you could take. I’m sorry but you could take my kids my kids, Lacey‘s kids and mine and take my not my ashes well my body is already buried so have to worry about that but you could you could take Lacey‘s ashes, the kids ashes and scatter them over my grave literally you could do that. I don’t think anyone can stop you and that’s you no one in Pittsburgh so you could do that you could scatter my kids and her over ark or my grave and just let the ashes be there but then yeah, the ashes are just scattered all over the ground at a grave that people go to who are maybe not respectful so that’s not real pleasant. You could just keep them with you you’re probably in an area that would not be disagreeable to my family at least for for her ashes to be in so worst case scenario I don’t separate my kids from Lacey don’t support Lacey from her kids keep those ashes together if if if this is some thing you ever end up reading is such as something macabre and depressing, so yeah if you’re gonna be cutthroat though, yeah you could take the kids and her put us in Pennsylvania do you know outside Pittsburgh for you used to live in and then just take Mark and have him even buried near your parents or near you. The thing is though he does love his kids and her arm but if you feel that you need to have him buried in a Jewish way he was a Christian but I don’t we’re not gonna stop you from putting him with your family.
You may be thinking at this point should you bury him somewhere in Israel or scatter his ashes in Israel him you you could I would say if you’re going to do that he might not like that. I think he’d probably prefer to just have you bury him with your family or just you could also have him scattered in Pennsylvania and really confused people and or you could sort of speak it or you could probably keep us could just keep them all together you know since I’m telling you this worst case scenario you read it I dare you to go to Pennsylvania as a Harvard alumni and dig up a little bit of my of my grave so speak How would you do that just pick a little dirt off the top I’m decomposing and so is my casket so just pick a little bit of the dirt off the top of my grave just as an act of defiance and you know what if you did that you could bring everyone Israel sincerely You could pick a little bit of dirt off of my grave you could dig up a little dirt off the top of my grave really a little bit of the dirt off the top of my grave and then take my kids and then Lacey and Mark and scout scatter their ashes in Israel. You could do that all in the same place Probably next to the Wailing Wall wouldn’t be a terrible place to put us but that’s yeah I don’t know I could. I kind of think that might be the best place to put us him or you could put us or you could just keep us with all with you you could go can you could you could you could take a little bit of the dirt off top of my grave and Anne and keep it with them And so that’s just something I’m throwing out there and I’m very sorry that you’ve had to deal with all of us. If you read her blog and this is scary to you hopefully you’ll never have to deal with the situation if you do keep in mind that your Harvard education and your money and your intelligence and your University of Michigan degree are helpful to you, because if that if they end up dead, it’s very likely that secret societies do exist and that some people are honorable and some people are not and it’s really inappropriate to have to even be doing this right now and it’s and its you you need to worship Christ you need to worship God I’m not gonna get into an argument with you, but it’s pretty unlikely that there’s not an afterlife Ken.
Oh I so I’m not very dark for boating note and hopefully that’s not going to be an issue or hopefully it will depending on what’s happening in the world right now but and then which case how long will Ken how long will Ken be here before he gets taken over to heaven as well, Lord, willing to and the nurse for dispensation is reading this don’t just read this and think oh this is funny. No pray to Jesus.
Oh, how would we feel about Jill looking through all of her antiques him as long as you’re respectful and mindful of the fact that they’re hers and that some of them she inherited from her aristocratical Norwegian family um, what should we do? What should you do with her clothes she’ll probably burn them, sincerely I would say burn her clothes if you want to keep her handbags and her pottery in their antiques no that’s fine don’t sell them don’t sell them or keep them in storage if you have to dogs arts in a basement or something don’t sell them less if you need the money but don’t be careful with selling them though if you did you do far better off Donating them to like Goodwill or something then selling them but some of the stuff that she has is should not be donated. It should not be sold out so that could even possibly be worthy of being in a museum. To be honest. Good luck, figuring out which with that would be but so am I maybe you can figure that out some of the Perfume probably is rather rare him so really it is possibly some very very but there’s bottles of perfume that she has. That may literally be the only bottle left one or two in the whole world potentially, and they’re in decent condition so Keep that in mind and there’s more than one or two possibly that are that rare him so yes, how disgusting that an upper class old money group of people from old was good hearts how to write something as public something as private this publicly to communicate with each other for reasons of what oh safety or is just fictitious well, if she ends up dead, it’s not fictitious and if you don’t feel safe reading, this will suddenly start to feel a lot safer because I’m quite sure there’s an afterlife and if you put things in context, it’s actually slightly funny evil does have its limits because it isn’t capable of creating anything Good is good as god good can create evil cannot create evil is just a perversion or a distraction of truth destruction of truth I should say carefully because you can’t really destroy the truth you can’t destroy God then that’s the thing you will have has its limits, so don’t you know be too wowed by the evil if you’re reading this blog and she ends up dead it’s not that impressive. It’s actually lightly sad because I’m a ghost Writing this blog with her and then it’s like what happens when you’re dead well that’s up to God and then it’s God so the jig is up the teacher came back to class and the principal showed up so did the fire trucks and really it’s not you know quite the shocking moment that the bullies in school thought it was going to be and I’m not talking about school shootings I’m talking about some lame kids who just started decided to start a build papers on fire in a basket, 1945 or something if it Lee evil has its limits it really does so keep that in mind if you’re not if you’re not if you’re not interested in receiving Christ if you wanna reject God if you want to reject Christ then I am saying that to reason with you in the sense that I don’t know that everyone reading this is going to be able to except that Christ is Lord in the sense that they’ll say it the way that some people can say it I can say it some people might believe he’s Lord and not actually reject him and even say it in their heart potentially, but then it’s hard for them to say it with her mouth because they’re scared of it somehow or they’re confused and that’s really between them and Christ. My hope is that they’re not going to hell but then that’s the thing I can’t reason with you perfectly possibly so God help us but just realize that unless if you end up in hell or God makes you possibly even sees to exist. You really have to understand that that evil has its limits. It can’t just keep going on and on and on unless if you’re separated from Chrysler fraternity, so cry out to him call out to him I don’t don’t give in to the thought that you can’t receive salvation through Christ because you can receive salvation through Christ salvation if you’re reading this that I’m sorry that you have to read it.
I need to edit this blog.
So what next then will just briefly, and I’m quite certain that Becca was involved with Jack and I think we may be old an apology or she may be able an apology to, and frankly at some point I think Messiah College me oh, it’s students an apology Cuz. I don’t think what they did was saying, I think you can expect the kids to to to stay up here to appoint and then you can expect the kids to stay Pier oh, because kids need to stay pier for the most part, but expecting a young adults to stay sexual leave here is a lot to ask and it’s a lot to ask, especially in a culture that adamantly argues that you should be having premarital sex, and that it’s almost evil not to Him it’s all God could ask that of us God can ask us to do that. Can we ask Heather to do that if we’re in a relationship with each other in a way that’s appropriate we could ask that I don’t know that the school should be asking that if it’s students I think a parent could say that to their kids I think a spouse obviously should expect that upset of their spouse you could say that to your friends to try to you know how to fight be able to fight but I don’t think I don’t think that you should probably, be controlling that sort of thing a School administrative level when you’re a college, that’s kind of almost perverse.
The Messiah College has a lot of things to answer to like why Maggie Lake professors daughter was able to harass Lacey sexually using other adults. How is it? How about rumor gets spread that Lacey was a lesbian probably because Lacey couldn’t figure out what the hell was going on with Maggie because Maggie was a lesbian and she fell for Lacey and Lacey told her to back off twice once she said I’m not a a lesbian you seem like one and it’s making me a little uncomfortable. She told me that she said you’re making me uncomfortable and Maggie said oh no I’m not a lesbian don’t worry and Lacey‘s like oh OK that’s good. She was sweet and normal and then the second time Maggie came on to her and Lacey was weirded out. I think she moved her hand away or she got out of the car because it was just really creepy that actually is a rather traumatic experience for Lacey because she already told Alys she already told Maggie to back off and then Maggie put her arm around her and said you know I’m in Vegas and Lacey said you know stop and I don’t know Maggie did stop then Maggie came on her gun and gave her her phone number and told her that she loved her and probably told lots of other people that that Lacey was her girlfriend or some fucking thing like that and no Lacey was not her girlfriend Lacey had told Maggie twice to back the fuck off.
And then what else happened well a lot you had students who are sleeping with professors getting drunk did they ever get in trouble? Not at all you know who they get in trouble Lacey who is harassed sexually by a woman named Maggie lake do we hate Maggie know was it harassment yeah, it was actually, because it was very narcissistic of Maggie to assume that Lacey was lying when Lacey told Maggie that she felt uncomfortable it was sincere, and it was sick and twisted of Maggie to think that that didn’t mean anything.
And Laura was trying to get Lacey drunk. That’s why Lacey‘s blood alcohol level was so high at that party. Lacey is the daughter of a bootlegger who was an alcoholic probably arguably one of the most important, google bootleggers in all of history. He also liquor stores she has a naturally high tolerance level when it comes to alcohol it’s genetic so when she was at that party and they gave her all that alcohol it was because it was very hard to get Lacey drunk the two times when those vipers were watching her, when she drank at a bar with them off-campus, they were trying to get her drunk because I thought it was funny to mock her because they thought she’d be funny to watch drunk. Do you know why because they were jealous of the fact that she was with Chris Dodds were they sleeping together? No was he using her sexually yes was he raping her pretty damn fucking close to it Didn’t give a shit about her barely so yeah she was at a party with him. He was an asshole some huge, overweight bitch who is friends with her on Facebook but I’m gonna call her kind of a bitch to be honest probably a little bit too faced other will see a Was maybe she is though OK she was trying to sleep with Chris because they’ve been you know hooking up but then Chris didn’t want to be with a girl who was that much taller and bigger than him and so he tried to date Lacey and Laura was very offended, because Laura was very offended by the fact that Lacey was so much prettier and smarter than her even though Laura wasn’t in the honors program because Laura tested well And Lacey does not test well even though she could be a super genius what is Lacey‘s actual IQ oh probably pretty frightening but that’s the thing I don’t go there so anyway um what happened well Lawrie, I was trying to get Lacey drunk or other people were maybe Laura wasn’t but other people were to try to get her to make out with Laura. Yeah make out with Laura Laura is the girl Because Laura would make out with women when she got drunk so the people at the party were trying to get Lacey drunk so that she’d make out with the girl she was a President of the Messiah College Democrats at that point and the Messiah College Democrats were trying to get her to make out with a girl by getting her drunk at a party with her boyfriend who is fucking ugly and shorts with no fucking chance of being with her and making her sexually satisfied ever. It was a joke that he thought he could even kiss her and make her like it and I think that’s why he broke up with her because he’s ugly as fuck compared to me and honestly, he looks like an idiot walking around with her in Washington DC, he had no business dating her. She was so far out of his league. It looked weird and he figured that out and that was why he broke up with her to some degree because he thought why does everyone keep staring at us? I am the hot stud, and then he realized it was because his girlfriend was unbelievably attractive, and that men were making fun of him for it because it was so weird. Yeah when they were in Washington DC, a car full of Hispanic men drove behind them and started making fun of him and they were not making fun of her. They were sort of checking her out and making Kissy faces at her and then making fun of him basically calling him a short little fucking ugly toad and insinuating that they could steal his girlfriend if they really wanted to, even though they were poor as fuck because he was so ugly and awkward and nerdy looking.
His scrawny shit bodied red headed average intelligence at best obnoxious wife is the love of his life and he cheated on Lacey with her and made Lacey feel like an inferior piece of fuck if she’s taking him seriously his final words advice to Lacey were have more confidence like me basically and my new girlfriend who’s ugly as hell and dumb as fuck compared to you.
Lacey could’ve gone to Harvard Chris you couldn’t have easily if you did people would’ve laughed at you because you took yourself way too seriously which is why your career is pretty much just fucking shit you’re not as smart as you think you are because the IQ test is a fraud She smarter than you a lot of people are you’re not that smart you’re good at doing things on a book you’re not as good as you think when it comes to understanding things integrated you’re not autistic but if you are at all, I’m sorry if I’ve been too harsh with you You were really despicable though because you had no business dating her at least not is not the way that you did, you could’ve said you’re out of my league let’s just have fun or you know I feel a little weird being with you because you’re so much better looking than me, but let’s just kind of see where things go But he didn’t say anything like that. He acted like she was dumb as fuck and that she was bizarre and he was doing her a favor by dating her.
At first, he didn’t seem like that at first he was like wow you’re really interested in me, but then the more she was nice to him the more he started sort of taking advantage of it and acting like it was just astounding. And yes, she’s prettier than his mom that it was just astounding that you know he was giving her any attention at all because she was so fucking genius, so honestly Chris Kiefer Hansen I would like you to apologize to my wife.
You’re just jealous of her you can take your little religious spirits though too, and shove him up your ass. You were used by the Kennedys to harass my wife they may not have known it at the time you were used by Caroline and Jack and a lot of other demons to harass her. She has avoided women and the church because of you. That’s the legacy you’ve left behind you dumb fuck is what they say to you but I’m gonna say that to you that’s the legacy you left behind Chris Kiefer, Hanson what an awful name for a woman you look like a man.
Why am I single and you out? Because I think you really had it out for Lacey sincerely I think you people talked about her behind her back and she never knew why she had no control over it. You told her you were doing it and it was very unclear why It’s like all we think really highly of you why do you think so highly of her? Why do you think highly of her why she’s a lesbian she’s not a lesbian because she’s so smart you probably should’ve said that it could’ve easily actually been because of Maggie lake I mean what was what was the reason why you thought so highly of her because you thought she was a political genius that would’ve been a nice thing to tell her to, why were you watching her? Why were you impressed with her? You told her that you said Kim Phipps has been singling you out Kim Phipps thinks you should have leadership positions and so do I and we’re real disappointed with you Lacey that you haven’t done better with this whole drinking thing actually stop by what you said you said Kim Phipps has been singling you out and talking about you, why was Kim Phipps singling her out and talking and talking about her? Why seriously did you think she was sleeping with Maggie lake and that she was a lesbian of the century and you’re waiting for her coming out party and what the fuck was your reasoning, which is the next jack Kennedy She’s not a woman shit no sweetie she’s not a man she’s never been a man I mean my God how insecure oh a hot sexy woman who is a brilliant person, and understands politics and social protocol who all the male professors went to sleep with and then you tell her the president of the school has been singling you out for leadership positions I know she said she’s noticed you and talked about you to me What the fuck does that mean? Were you all hoping to stick a dildo in her vagina I want the fuck was it Ken or Krystal whatever the fuck your name is so if Lacey ends up dead, Chris I would just like to know where your heart is with Jesus on that, U2 Kim you know it’s real bad thing when people get into positions of power and then do the wrong thing hypocrites are a real serious problem in the world Kim Phipps isn’t that what you told Lacey with your heart on the day that she was supposed to have graduated did you tell her that with your heart and soul hypocrites are real problem Kim Phipps they really are Chris Kiefer Hanson hypocrites are a real fucking problem do you know what else is a problem that little twitchy both got in your vagina U2 could get into a porn industry a movie and if you did another K name you could not Lacey oh, how about Ken not Ken Schiebel how about Ken as in Kennedy I did I used to sometimes call Jack Kennedy can’t you know Ken Kim and Chris K cake You guys could do a porn at Messiah College a star in the underground railroad him as the KKK could take the underground railroad underground and what does that mean the three of you Carol could have a real fun time and then you could say a quarter is a strand of three cannot be broken You could probably chain yourselves up to each other with handcuffs call yourselves the KKK and go find and take on the underground railroad and hit you know if if you’re not lesbians that’s great um but it does seem possible that you’re both actual hypocrites and I did I just don’t understand why you singled out my wife I don’t get it Part of it could’ve been well-intentioned and then part of it really seems far more likely to have been something very toxic. And yeah, I went to a School College Choate that had a terrible sex scandal, and I may have been a sex life that I didn’t, even I didn’t even know I was molested by a priest, and then apparently I was given a scholarship to Choate, partially based on that molestation why was then sold off the Kennedy family or everyone therefore, after at least in a lot of circles, has thought that I was a real homosexual. So
Going to go to bed and will probably have sex because that’s what normal adults do when they’re in love and they’re not fighting with each other and they’re in love and they’re not exhausted. How is it wrong to have sex outside of marriage yes, but is it wrong to have sex inside of marriage at times it’s interesting question is a Texas very complicated thing when it comes to Christ you can’t be legalistic about it but she also have to think about the laws and what they mean.
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