Eyes Open And Confused

What are you reading?

Well…imagine the woman who writes this blog accidentally discovered the Illuminati. Yes. The real Illuminati. Or she’s so haunted by ghosts both good and evil and attacked by demons that evil dead people and demons invented an Illuminati to explain away their obsession with her. Either way, and Illuminati has been viciously attacking her for over eight years.

Because eight years ago, in the summer of 2016, she may have accidentally discovered the Illuminati. How? Well…essentially they contacted her, seemingly mostly just to mess with her head. Why? Because she’s somewhat “psychic” and they could sense that when she started following one of them on Instagram and then Twitter. Who was it? Chris Hayes, of MSNBC. Except, it wasn’t him. It was his body double and assistant, Diego Blue. Diego Blue was trained be a psychic by the Illuminati and so when Lacey, with her pretty face, started following him he quickly analyzed her and sensed she was a “psychic” and then decided to mess with her. Why? Because he was bitter and angry and bored and vengeful and sad…and lonely…and the Illuminati trains its members to be bullies.

Why does the Illuminati train its members to be bullies? Because they think it’s effective. …It’s actually not their traditional method, but starting in the 20th Century they increasingly resorted to bullying as new money Americans didn’t understand how to be intimidating to outsiders without bullying them.

Eyes Wide Shut is a romanticized account of the Illuminati. It’s also based on a book from the 1920’s. The reality of the Illuminati is far more sad and grim.

Since accidentally psychically engaging with the Illuminati and even possibly accidentally participating in a few meetings (no she’s never been in an orgy or seen any of the children they abuse in person) with ghosts present…two of her cousins her age or younger have committed suicide. And other people on her family have died prematurely or are currently fighting for their lives. The most evil people in her family seem to be being given better health than they should have otherwise, however.

Why is the real Illuminati attacking her family? Hatred. Jealousy. Fear. Resentment. Paranoia. The family Lacey was raised in owns the majority of the Baaken in North Dakota. Yes, the majority. Well, the Nesheims are the largest oil producers in the area and there are so many members of her family through blood and marriage in the area who own land that they, as a whole, own the majority of the Baaken.

But the oil boom is over? Well…they’re still drilling. And actually they’ve been drilling since the early 1970’s. The oil market is complicated. And the Baaken is light crude. …The thing is…there’s an enormous amount of oil there. It’s a lot of oil. So…even if they don’t need it all right now…it’s still there.

Could it pass out of the Nesheim hands? Possibly. But that would be possibly meaningless on a spiritual level since the Illuminati has so viciously attacked them and altered history and affected the fabric of reality. They may now be in rightful possession of that land for the rest of the history of the Earth.

At any rate, it never made sense to attack Lacey. But Diego was taken by her beauty and then made angry when he realized his own lot in life in relation to hers. He wanted to end the world all along and he knew about the Nesheim oil. He knew they spiritually had great weight. So he was trying to leverage their strength to end the world by attacking Lacey, and their legitimacy. How? Partially through the spiritual and relational use of members of the perfume community who were jealous and angry and petty as well. People who would help him question reality to a psychotic degree and thus put so much pressure on reality as to force it to display itself in violent form.

Is what you’re about to read real? You decide? …Some things are. And actually Lem Billings very likely was straight and it’s both misunderstood and lied about. Tom Banks may be Lacey’s biological father. And the supernatural does seem to interact with us, possibly. Bobby Kennedy has publicly admitted to contacting the supernatural. No…Lacey and Bobby are not friends nor in any sort of relationship, unless she’s his former aunt. Yes…she could be haunted by the same ghosts who haunt him, in his blood family. Lem doesn’t haunt any Kennedy or interact with them unless God necessitates it. He’s not on good terms with them anymore at all.

Actually Lacey wouldn’t talk to them either at this point except she’s alive in the fallen world and is forced to by evil.

At some point Lacey would like to edit every blog post. But for now she’s going to leave this blog as the mess it is. If she dies it’s proof.