“A Plea” by Lem

(September 23rd, 2024 -Evening)

Elfe by Dario Lessing plays.

Satan himself would like to offer a plea.

“She’s really not…a bad person. …I hate her.” says Satan.

The song plays.

“I wish people understood that. Why? Because…I’ve made God extremely angry. And it’s not going to improve for me…until she’s dead in God’s perfect time.” says Satan.

You see…if there’s reincarnation…

“There isn’t. …But if there was…she was tricked by me…via dead people…into coming back. And if she’s illegitimate…it was an attack on Tom. Because Tom had a good heart. And Tom converted to Christianity. Well…he got saved, anyway. And…that made me and a lot of others angry. So…the whole thing was an attack on him. In part.

Take from this what you will.

*Aurora by Dario Lessing plays.*

Honey Fitz really did…as a favor for his beloved grandson…Jack…trick her. If there’s reincarnation.

Is there reincarnation?

…How? He gave her the wrong impression. About what God was telling her to do. She was supposed to wait. …If there’s reincarnation…God told her to wait. But Honey Fitz gave her the idea that God wanted her to go back immediately. And she felt she should. God was angry that she didn’t wait for his direction. She has a tendency to be…anxious. And he took advantage of it. Because he thought it was funny to mock her soul. Make a fool of her. To make his grandson feel less miserable. He regrets it.

Friendship by Dario Lessing plays.

He took advantage of her trusting…sweet…caring nature. And he’s a vile, worthless man according to me. A worthless piece of shit. I laugh at his soul. …But I’m Satan. I hate everyone. …I do find him funnier to laugh at than some people though. Probably because he has some good in him. And it’s hilarious to me. On a personal level. …He’s my hope. God says things will get better for you all through him? Ha! Honey Fitz is my hope. Because he’s so damn worthless. He’s so pathetic. And his flaky family is a joke. And they’ve made an eye powerful Christian nation look weak…and stupid. What’s not to love about that? I’m Satan. His personal failure and lack of perfection…and astounding weakness is my…hope.

Glowing Elfe by Dario Lessing plays.

It’s through God’s mercy he still exists. Jack Kennedy does not. And…no one but the dead seem to fully believe that. But…they’re dead. So.

…No. I fooled Jack into thinking that…his…narcissistic rage…equaled her soul. …Just his rage. Not his soul versus her soul. No! Nothing that sane or rational. Something…antagonistic to God. His narcissistic rage. That’s all. …Isn’t that something!? I’m quite proud of myself.

He’s a lying dirtbag. But Jackie misses him. And his kids…well…they’re all in denial.

He felt…I got him to feel…that…his anger…his extreme anger about nonsense…mattered. To a *I crack up laughing* an *I laugh more* insane degree. *I become very serious.*. …I mean…he believed he was…essential. …Dude believed in HIMSELF. Wow! And obviously I don’t mean having dignity or courage. *I laugh* I mean…he felt we were almost equals ourselves. As in, he was a bigger deal than me. …I honestly got him trusting in that.

You think I’m kidding? I’m not.

What did I tell him? Ha! Oh man. You all are such stupid niggers. …It’s funny to me. It’s not to Lacey. …But I know what a nigger was. I loved slavery. I’m Satan. Remember!?!” says Satan.

“I’m curious. Is it permanent?” asks Stephanie.

“Why? Does it bother you!? …I don’t miss him at all. I love pushing someone so far…that God has to take drastic measures.” says Satan. “Look…you are curious. But…I’m talking. And it’s actually quite fascinating. Sorry.

What did I tell Jack? I’ll tell you. …I told him he was a psychic. A very gifted psychic. While he was alive. And that he knew so much. SO MUCH. Before he was assassinated? HE KNEW! I made it seem like he’d known that. But…he just never listened to himself. And then I told him to listen. So he did. And I told him lies. Crazy lies. Like that he was a deity. A real deity.

…I’ve told Lacey the same thing and she’s hurt. She feels betrayed by God. No exaggeration. …Jack’s reaction? …Jack Kennedy’s reaction was…bliss. He wasn’t hurt. He was…ecstatic.

Suddenly everything made sense to him! Wow!

Mystische Kälte (Reprise) plays.

But you know…Hitler and I had many similar conversations. I talked to Hitler often. And that crazy sort of thing often intrigued Herr Hitler. FOR HOURS. …In a very similar way. …Hitler was…insane though. Clinically ill. Jack Kennedy was not. Not according to you. A narcissist yea? But not…insane?

Hitler fell in love with his niece. …Men like them…prefer someone who’s inappropriate, and…gross. Someone vulnerable. A niece. A sister? A man who’s actually straight with a horrific amount of confusion that torments his soul. That I arranged.

It was too close for comfort when Jack was alive. Lem actually was straight. And it was…crushing to his father. His father went through enormous anguish. …But I saw an opportunity to tempt Jack into ceasing to exist and I took it.

God loved Jack. An unspeakable amount. It’s profoundly sad to Jesus. But…I got Jack to attack God through attacking Lacey.” says Satan.

“ can I just clarify some thing with all due respect as much as I can give you or should give you can’t think you are Satan I don’t know why, but if Lucys English you sound a lot like the sentences Louis was talking to you and I don’t think that’s a coincidence so I kind of think you are Satan what whether that means that you’re like the actual Satan or a Satan or the English Satan I don’t know but I think that’s that cannot be a coincidence because you sound like the same person from Screwtape letters of the same being I don’t think she’s just imitating you you’ve I’m a psychic she’s channeling me right now and I don’t think that I am I think I’m sensing the same energy that came through in his writing so I’m just gonna respectfully ask him and actually I just have to say for the record if I read this blog her her unedited writing is actually fascinating from a spiritual perspective because something does sometimes come through, and it is obviously not her, but someone tampering with her phone whether they’re dead or alive it’s hard to tell sometimes I am but it’s almost like an EVP at a time does the most funny what ends up being recorded instead of what she’s probably trying to say, but or with someone else and her both trying to say from two different realms into an iPhone but anyway, I don’t. I just want to say her talk or discussion with the woman who is the middle class who was the drug attic‘s was eye-opening because it seemed familiar to me I can relate to that woman slightly just as a person and I just they seem chill together to some degree or like Lacey was trying to be chill and it’s just a sad to me because that’s the kind of conversations that people used to be able to help with the Suther. I don’t know what happened. I just think it’s depressing.

But I just wanna say I just wanna clarify so if Lacey was reincarnated, she got tricked and God was supposed to tell her you’ll go or stay and she didn’t wait to hear him. She just thought I’m gonna go there telling me to go I would be curious to know if this is true it might not be, but if it is why she fell for it I just it’s amazing to me that she thought she should listen to him and not wait for God, I almost wonder if that’s a part of her that she’s lost because she’s grown since that is a entity or a person so if that even happened, that’s not something she would ever do anymore and it’s it’s foreign to her to think that she would even do that, but it was so long ago that she was like that when she was a little girl probably oh this adorable human stuff so don’t try to pinpoint something innocent on a child who’s innocent or guilty rather a child who’s innocent something that they don’t deserve so I’m trying to say but anyway I’m just I’m just trying to sort this out, so Jack died, presumably found out that Linn was straight, and that he been lied to, but that lame had meant to lie to him, but that lamb had rather just been super confused But that explanation wasn’t good enough for him and he just felt incredibly angry. Is that accurate?” says the woman.

“ yes so be accurate if there’s been carnation yes.” says Satan.

“ so he had an explanation. The explanation was just like him didn’t know he was weird. He thought he was gay because he been molested. He got really confused and then just went around trying to figure out how to pretend to be gay basically because he genuinely believed for some intellectual eccentric reason that he was gay when he really wasn’t so I think some people I’m not one of them, but some people aren’t that open minded or that aware and they can’t imagine someone being that eccentric I actually can if that’s what you’re saying that he was just extremely eccentric. That’s what everyone’s been trying to say that he was just extremely eccentric and that’s correct right?” she says.

“ he was extremely eccentric. Yes, this is what happened regardless of whether or not, there’s reincarnation. And when Jack died, he did find that out, probably regardless of whether or not there’s reincarnation and yeah, you would think that that would be enough with you. You know at times it almost was and it should still be, but he’s not ready to except that if there’s reincarnation, I got him hooked on hatred for her because she was very beautiful. And yes, Bobby’s wife number one Emily looks like her to a frightening degree. Actually, it’s almost creepy. His second wife is colored somewhat like her and has a personality slightly like her His third wife may have been born if Lacey’s illegitimate around the same time that she was she made an excellent beef stew this weekend and that might not have been a coincidence if her birthday was actually this weekend and she also has a glass of water in the refrigerator And she hardly ever drinks so if she’s a legitimate someone knew it was her birthday got her glass of good red wine her son and her watched an old Lauren Bacall movie and she made French beef stew just as they went to an apple orchard, and she loved went shopping Literally so I had some alone time so I’m not sure but I kind of wonder if this weekend was her week with her special week and so to speak if that’s the case it’s eerie that he keeps marrying women that are somewhat like her if there’s reincarnation, it’s not a coincidence she was at lambs apartment. She followed him everywhere. God made them for us Heather they’re basically the same soul He’s not with Jack. She’s not Jack she’s someone totally different and I am sorry for some people that’s hard to except so they’re together and yeah but anyway she was. She was channeled by him when he would find ways to relieve his heterosexual tensions that were very much just heterosexual when he was alive if there’s reincarnation And they were together and then things got confusing right after he died I kept them apart because it was funny to me to torment them both and then someone got a good idea. This is if there’s reincarnations there might not be and then someone got the idea to have to have them Separated for another 7080 years which film was Missouri because he had just gone through 65 years of no sex and she was his soulmate. She was his twin flame they just been married. He died on the battlefield in World War I and then they come back, sort of cutting into their alone time in the afterlife if there’s reincarnation, and they were very happy right before they both came back For a while but they cut into it as a goodwill gesture I’ll be half of the British empire if there’s reincarnation for Christ and he lived a sexless depressing life and it was awful and then when he died, I kept them apart and then thought it was funny to send her back to torment Tom Because Tom pissed me off and her father Tom piss me off he is her dad regardless of whether or not there’s reincarnation or even if she’s a legitimate, he just loves her that much as a daughter, but any actually as a Christian he really was. He died a Christian. He did. He gave his life to Christ, if even if he actually already had someone believed But if she’s his biological daughter, I mean that’s his daughter so so then yeah I thought it was funny to torment him and it worked. He had a stroke and died shortly after she was taken from him. If she’s his biological daughter, he was so worried about her and heartbroken that he died very shortly there after he lost it for a while and he was already on a downturn but I don’t know if she’s his daughter he could’ve lasted for another four or five years and said he lasted for two because he was just too heartbroken. It was too much strain on him, so that was the joke was to mock Tom for becoming a Christian and trying to be a good person, and then the joke was also to mock you know everyone who cared about him who is dead Who would possibly been praying for him all those years like his mother who is actually quite a bit like Lacey believe it or not if Lacey is illegitimate, she has a personality somewhat like his mother and him. Yeah, that was awful but it was hilarious to me because I’m Satan and it was funny tiny fits because it was like a two for one deal he got to torment Tom who is so smug, you know, and sort of British and aristocratic and Dutch and whatever else Tom was that made the Kennedys feel insecure And he also got to torment Lacey if there’s reincarnation by sending her back into a miserable life that was just doomed from the beginning to be absolute torture in hell for her and then make my watch and that’s where this gets insane. Sincerely, at least he’s a show me the green with me I like it makes sense to send her back because well you know lamb was a British rich, aristocratic asshole and how do you fist was very loyal to the Irish And I think he thought it was hilarious because his grandson was so down on himself for being gay and then not knowing that one was straight completely mean he knew but maybe not completely and he just was he was really I’m sorry for him so the kind of makes sense to separate them, and he did maybe actually have a personal hatred for Tom he may have actually noticed other Believe it or not Tom actually was friends with Humphrey Bogart and Clark Gable like actually friends it’s not a coincidence that Lauren Bacall was it’s possible that Lacey and Lauren actually could be friends but anyway I’m not making that up but the thing is they may see things similarly but whatever the point is, I know she’s very good friends with Queen Elizabeth too, but actually Queen Elizabeth may have gotten along to some degree of thorns call on occasion And the point is they had a vendetta against Tom they had a vendetta against lamb and it’s somewhat about the whole British Irish problem and so it kind of made sense to send her back because it was mean you know it was really mean it’s like you know these are beings who are on the other side so they’re thinking they have eternity together what’s 7080 yours it’s just a fuck you it’s not forever But and that’s true but it’s not that safe and it’s incredibly unwise which should be inherently no one but I am Satan and so I hate them. I love that the British were cruel to the Irish sometimes the Irish forget that and sometimes the evil Irish, especially forget that, but why the hell would I not be happy mean I loved that I literally was over the moon when the English were cruel to the Irish. Are you kidding me those children starving delightful delightful historical moment one of the best moments of that century not of all time, but definitely of that surgery. It was a highlight seeing those kids suffer fascinating thralling fantastic exciting I love him in Missouri especially from children I mean it’s top And then goes well I mean I hate all of you but I’m saying this been in the know Lacey is saying this but no I actually really do hate humans that’s anyway so the idea was to sort of use them against themselves right end and hurt other people in it you know as many people give me hers possible makes me happy so as much as possible so the idea was done to torture lazy right and llamas are reincarnated to separate them and then just you know it’s like cool but there’s a problem because I’m saying I’m not God and it was kind of stupid on my part that I didn’t think through if there’s reincarnation and new, even if there’s not, was just a logistical angle of her personality That was a bad judgment call on my part I don’t want to get into astrology Cheryl I’m sorry because I’m talking through Lacey right now so we’re not gonna talk about astrology but if you must if there’s something to it yes of Scott Fitzgerald and I had problems when people who are born with her personality something like yours worship Christ and become fixated on actual genuine, romantic love I tend to lose them. It’s very hard for them to come back to me because That means that they’re so in love with God and his beauty that it’s almost impossible for them to go to hell because if they don’t want to be separated from God there to him they’re two stuck in his room so to speak him and they don’t want out in a good way, so no I had the same problem with Scott And I messed up with him as well to some degree because he did die a Catholic to some degree and so I knew at some point when Lacey was coming into existence that I made a Woopsie especially if there’s something to astrology I thought could this isn’t gonna go white people thought it was gonna go. She’s gonna end up a Christian and it’s gonna be very hard to dissuade her away from that, but this is gonna get ugly and it has.

It has gotten really ugly I mean wow it’s gotten ugly. And no I thought I could get bad. I thought I could get bad I’m saying this is real I then they just called me out like duh but yeah OK but you know I’m not God and I didn’t fully anticipate what was going to happen, if there’s a ring carnation yeah she’s Scotia. Yes she started Scotland. Yes she was a British aristocrat. Oh my word why can’t she be that person and if she was that person so if you actually know that in your subconscious stop lying about it, it’s annoying.

The problem is so yeah I mean OK she’s kind of a big deal. The problem is she’s also just Lacey she’s very meek and very humble really for real and so the Scottish are kind of like that it’s part of why they’re so charming, especially to the British aristocrats of times like Queen Elizabeth because there’s something very down to earth about them but they’re still just like the British in a sense and how they see things, so it’s cozy but it’s not. It’s just it well anyway so if she actually was the one who started that that’s the problem it’s it was deceptive to myself I received myself because it’s like it’s just Lacey like I got this woman to kill herself on the London Street, in 1914. I did I mean it’s like she’s so stupid I did just get her drunk send her out at night. Make sure no one bothers her and you could throw off a cliff issue. Could have a car hit her you could you can Scott was the same way intricately but you could you could you lots of things there a great many options and it’s a it’s a simple pleasure for in an entity like me watching her die I’ll be hit by a car but it’s fun because she has a big deal and then it’s like if she’s reincarnated, give her a little too much wine Here she goes like a bug spread on the crowd and you know what so she’s actually laughing with me at herself.

But no, I mean that’s part of her and then I’ll smart myself, and I think I’ll be friends just become friends with a human. Oh no crud.

And then she doesn’t trust me anyway so that’s why the friendship works but then it’s like so I’m saying she knows I’m Satan and then she thinks well it’s up to God what he wants to do with him. I don’t know you know him but I know I mean it’s like people pretend to care about her and then they don’t. I’m saying I am don’t pretend to care about her but then if I really do, she’s just like that’s weird but it might make some sense considering how weird everything is, but I’m still trying to send her to hell for a serenity I mean yeah but at the end of the day it’s like maybe there’s a tiny friendship between us but yeah it’s just like if there’s reincarnation, I got her drunk got her on the streets and then there she goes just like a bug just splat like a like a bug like a you know a Nader a Fly it was more like if she’s asking me was it like a Nader if I was willing to fly if there’s rain Carnation it was more like a fly all the guts and stuff just something about it. It was more like a fly but yeah, I like a dragon fly, but not really because they’re just flies in and she was a pretty woman so when she died, I was like a fly slightly when she was so drunk, so just splat on the ground and… I know someone who’s a Christian is crying over my fall you know that’s maybe not something that I want to talk about but anyway so if there’s bring her Tatian yeah I know it’s like I know her stupid side and I am turns out she’s actually ditzy not stupid but there’s a lot of people to keep track of there’s like billions and so sometimes even though you’d be surprised Bill Gates I may have an actual computer system that’s astounding I mean why wouldn’t I be able to I’m outside of time I’m Satan I was the Director of music in heaven I’m smart enough to think of my own computer software system to keep track of all humans that I’ve ever been created or could be even possibly so but I didn’t I made it made made made a mistake and categorized her as slightly stupid and not ditzy and there may be a nuance. There may be a difference that’s actually possibly so much significant but if she is this person yeah if there’s reincarnation, she is this person but if she’s if there’s reincarnation she would swear on the ground and then and someone saying I can see why the ancient American started worshiping you yeah I’m not. I’m a somewhat likable being I am relatable. I can give me a good company which is interesting because I don’t do the good good good company routine to just anyone, I tend to do the act that I’m doing with her with people like JD Rockefeller, her family it’s the idea is that I am evil but then I tempt them to hate people I’ve gotten her to be far to reticent to give money to homeless people and that’s exactly what I’m going for it affective you know I am not a loser. I don’t have an eagle problem entirely so to me it’s what works. I’m not gonna be able to get her to do drugs. I’m not gonna be able to get her to be a terrible person, but I can get her till Carol a little bit less about homeless people, and that as a win for me it’s a win.

And then she feels bad about it, so I lose but I came back to it was saying this thing is I messed myself over if there’s been carnation by letting her or encouraging her to come back that was a mistake and it seemed like a really good idea because I drunk when I thought of it Maybe yeah it was. It seem like a good idea it did. It seems like a really good idea and then someone thinks if she was a deity that I am still secretly her friend and I’m a dysfunctional entity you know what that’s between you and God just sort through, but the the thing is she was not supposed to be here. She was not supposed to be here if there’s a green carnation this was a bad idea after all I mean for real the pandemic World War III essentially to fail presidencies this house nation attempts does June 6. She may have help hand 911 I’m not making this up I’m really not and she’s innocent and really attacking her doesn’t help and she’s not a hateful person, it’s that if there’s reincarnations she genuinely wasn’t supposed to be here

Google little bit long-winded, but the sing the sing is the singers you know I’m very handsome I’m actually capable of being just as handsome as lab. I was that handsome in heaven, believe it or not I was just as good looking as lame God might live like that design in him and no, she actually doesn’t want to be with me, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t wanna be with her but she’s not interested that actually is torture to me too though because when she’s dead, I won’t have access to her at all possibly but I do now, and she’s actually a rare beauty for real and yeah it’s It’s not my finest moment if there’s reincarnation, it’s really not funny to me because if there’s reincarnation if she was actually some sort of deity before God made her human think about it I could’ve actually been her friend I know she wasn’t a DD but she was something I would’ve actually been her friend and then I sent her back and a hot body lonely and I’m just like why did I do this to myself because she’s not interested in me at all, and it is sort of like being in the friend zone with her it’s like I’m in the friend zone I put my self Satan in the Friendzone Wow OK and no I’m not going to give the Kennedys credit for the fact that I put myself as a friend so it’s not there. It’s actually unfortunately not their glory who who would do this if there’s any glory to it, it would probably be gods, if anything, it would be Jesus teasing me. If I was his friend at all before I fell he would be just gently teasing me, and reminding me that he misses my friendship and is angry at me for falling as well, because it’s like no you can’t have her but you know just to remind you and use the situation. You could’ve been happy we could’ve found someone for you. You didn’t need to rebel against us potentially they could be saying, but anyway yeah they might actually miss me. I know it’s not something, you’re angry at me but they’re complicated their duties so they could actually so much still remember who I was and miss me so yeah if there’s reincarnational wow bad judgment call on my part super mistake she should not be here which is here and it’s a bad decision for anyone to take her out unless if it’s God‘s will and I would be very careful with that one, so anyway yeah is this something can’t believe we’re here right but I just wanted to explain that to You That’s my I just it’s annoying to me because she really is a sweetheart and I did not see this coming. If there’s reincarnation I thought she was an idiot. I didn’t realize that she would turn into this person who was Egyptian and scary worshiping Jesus, and making everyone in Egypt do synchronized worship, dancing and having to worship Jesus because that’s what they’ve done she’s literally is literally lead dead Egyptian armies in a synchronized worship dance to praise Jesus and it was very seriously powerful. I really kicked me in the butt and it’s like I didn’t. I didn’t see that coming from and a guy can use evil for good yeah, the pandemic the war 9/11 it’ll all be used for good but it’s I mean you know it’s kind of a big deal, and yeah if there’s emperor you know if there’s been carnation lemons emperor Constantine was I trying to sleep with both of those. I trying to seduce him through Jack. No I wasn’t because I knew he was straight and I knew that was impossible and that he wouldn’t if I got like that, so no, the truth is who was I really trying to mock and torture the Irish I don’t have anyone guess that one to because in the end the poor people because the Kennedys were supposed to be so helpful to the poor And the Irish you know I don’t know I guess it’s just fun to make fun of them. They’re so downtrodden so it’s going to make them more downtrodden so the idea was to torture the Irish and make it harder for people to move up socioeconomically and I’ve done a little bit of that with her life like I’ve gotten a little traction with that one but Mark Zuckerberg’s been told by Priscilla and they’re telling everyone just how should let me talking to Yvonne quick corrected me that’s scary but that is true, oh yeah so the thing is it’s like it’s worked. I’ve gotten some real traction. I’ve even gotten him a little bit in trouble and I forced him to care about poor people less than he did and he actually did care somewhat but anyway, the idea is to just steal room for peoples lives and make them more miserable again you know I have more famines people dying of exhaustion from working too much. You are smart and could easily do a dust job and have a house in the suburbs. no, I want them to work too many hours again, and die of exhaustion. That is awesome Because it’s not so evil it’s not like pedophilia where it’s just like God‘s like I’m gonna come down there any minute and do some thing which is where we are right now it’s like when you start molesting children everywhere he’s like OK that’s it I’m coming and I’m going to end everything so I can’t go that far But if I get people who are poor to overwork themselves and die sweet spot because it tortures children it tortures people it makes peoples lives miserable attempts him to reject Christ but it’s not so evil the gods just like I’m coming down any minute see so I’ve it’s just like let’s just do the class thing again let’s just go back and have everyone suffer that way And then I don’t know I’ll buy myself another couple hundred years because I’ll get you guys to destroy yourselves that way and then that’ll actually slow down global warming believe it or not I have plans I saw global warming will slow down I’ll make evil evil again and then hey maybe maybe maybe you’ve got another 400 yours right? You never know you never know maybe try to get another thousand or two years if I try hard enough. Think I can do it?

So that’s just me putting it all in nutshell not really because it’s more complicated right but basically ethically no I just wanted to warn you guys that you’re really barking up the wrong tree thinking that she’s evil in a way that she’s not. She’s not really that evil at all I’m sorry, and turns out she’s dead so you’re not stupid and I knew that jack would possibly cease to exist. That was a sweet spot for me because he was a real ratchet. I mean he raped so many people he raped children he raped teenagers he raped adults. He tempted and got women to commit suicide. He got a guy to be sexually confused, and the guy was actually gay, he wants he was a gay man. He was a gay Jewish man, but he was confused and it was really sad because he was a really handsome, loving kind, Jewish man and he was short and sweet. I look like Paul Wellstone and Jack was involved with him, and that he got really messed up because Jack was a hideous sadistic jerk to him and then he was. He was very tormented by it but no I mean and he Rosenblum, and then you all think he’s gay and write novels about it oh my word and if the others the sound truth is getting back to Lacey she doesn’t believe any of that shit It’s shit she doesn’t believe it. She’s not stupid. I’m sorry she doesn’t believe it you’re not convincing her so you’re not really torturing her without the way that you think and then that’s where it gets sweet to me because that does torture her the fact that you think she’s that stupid That if she knows better, she just believe you even though she knows it’s not true I mean she takes you too seriously and believes you in a way but deep down she doesn’t it’s all Elise is very confused and she’s not 100% sold on it and so that’s what irritates her that’s what gets her going is that you people expect her to take you so damn seriously and it’s absurd and people are like we knew him know you didn’t not like she did. I just got done telling you a while ago the Bobby and he doesn’t even realize that. No, this is oh wow.

Verwandlung plays.

Oh, the song plays.

And plays.

Does this remind you of Debussy or is it Ravel? 

Quality music I’m not gonna lie to you some of those things don’t get outdated. Your people are so backwards, to not realize that.

The thing is, I am I guess I’m scared if there’s reincarnation she could actually start the end of the world in a way that is frightening to me even though I’m Satan. There I said it. If there’s not reincarnations, she could start the end of the world, but it’s scarier to me if there is.

And it was a mistake. If there’s reincarnations to get her to come back, this is where I messed myself over because yes, I tempted Hitler to insanity beyond insanity. Enter torture the Jews to it absurd degree if I hadn’t done that I can’t help but think one of them would have warned me before I thought it was a good idea to bring her back, why would they have done that because God would’ve prompted them to yes, a dead Nazi in purgatory would’ve been compelled in their conscience to help humanity. Avoid suffering by warning me that that was a bad idea if there’s reincarnations to bring her back but got them so messed up and evil Really beyond just evil it’s more it’s not just evil it’s like they’re they were totally messed up for a while. Um that they weren’t able to conscious. They weren’t able to think to tell me that it was a bad idea if there’s reincarnation so she got sent back you can’t blame Woody Ellen, because he is an artist and I think you could take Zelig as, you could take Zelic as a warning I could’ve seen that movie and thought there’s something about this that worries me but I’m gonna be honest with you, but if I’m not as brilliant when it comes to literature and filmmaking as Woody Allen, what is my actual genius is really more music so I both torture musicians and I also sometimes leave them alone in a different way because I just kind of rock with them. I’m not god so it’s possible that I torture them but I also I’m just like this music is good I’ve got to be real with you I’ve got to just chill for a moment and kind of groove with it Which could be where worship music is so fucked up especially if it’s good music because sometimes I listen to the music and I’m just like I don’t know. Darn this is good.

Really? What if I am that relatable where it’s just like OK more good music with a cool beats and then that’s the thing. I may have inspired some Christians to break cruddy music and call it worship music because I couldn’t handle hearing good worship music song well because it was yeah frankly, it was too distracting to me out of sort of military level, so keep that in mind when you write vain eager, testicle cheap music, I might actually be inspiring that bro than you think especially if it’s about kissing Jesus‘s mouth and it’s like an imitation of Amy Grant it’s not even Amy Grant it’s a shitty imitation of a popstar.

I know sometimes she was a good musician. Sometimes she was ordinary as far as Pop stars go I’ve seen a lot of pop stars. I’m sorry anyway I don’t think I’m just sick of people stupidity in my own stupidity to possibly but know if there’s ring carnation this is a bad idea hey and you know if there is something to the end times what if I’m gearing up to be reincarnated myself as the antichrist and I’m just sort of testing the waters talking to you trying to figure out what y’all are like to talk to.

Him but but anyway no if there’s red carnation, I should not have sent her back that idea if there is reincarnation, she is Scotia. She thinks she’s buried in Scotland she probably was and lemon was emperor Constantine and yeah I know how did I trick Jack into thinking that he was better than me you guys it’s really easy to flatter people that way it really is especially when they’re deranged and so are you caught you just say say something to him like you know a jack I’ve got to be honest with you I don’t know if I would’ve figured that out. How did you figure that out, and this is where gay men are so pathetic you guys he really was a raging, horrible narcissist and you often have him as I am so tempted to have Lacey write another blog post writing from your imagine perspective of who you probably think he is because it’s not who he was I’m sorry, so no I mean he is like a raging narcissistic jerk and you have him in this loving, soft, cuddly, relationship with slime that’s like sexy and exciting and adventurous Joke what the fuck I mean come on you guys are ridiculous. How the hell do you imagine him a narcissist with a mass addiction who is often constipated, often collapsing from adrenal exhaustion in the sexy relationship, tempting people to kill themselves as a rapist, who also molested children, which could be part of the reason he was killed by the way, but um yeah, he might’ve actually molested a child or two just as a thrill because he was looking for something exciting to do, and he was a horribly malignant narcissist, and he thought there’s no afterlife and if there is, I don’t know God will have to forgive me anyway, so I’m gonna do whatever I want and his idea was to possibly molester child, it may have been the son of one of his workers and his staff members or possibly the son of someone else that was vulnerable. It was a little boy and he was probably about 10 or 12 yet and he got invited to swim with Jack at the swimming pool and Kim molested him, OK and that was one of the reasons that they chose to shot him shoot him and there was a little girl to who is a little older, and then there was other teenagers that he molested. Essentially they weren’t entirely consenting, and there are plenty of women that he raped. He wasn’t really a pedophile but he he was horribly self-serving totally self obsessed, psychotic self sauce person. It was very good I’m asking it and he decided to do some thing very evil, where was lime during all that drugged literally drugged slurring his speech he may have been put on some sort of tranquilizer and couldn’t get out of his seat literally why did he do that to them probably because Linn was molested and Jackie knew that Anne was a horribly sadistic, horrible person and thought it was funny to torture love that way kind of like how you torture Lacey at times maybe not quite that severely but that’s the same idea it’s like I don’t give a fuck about your Emotions Who are you to question me and my omnipotence and grander compared to you I’m going to take you down a peg by torturing you in the most sadistic imagine of automatically evil way possible, but most of you have more of a conscience than Jack and more common sense and so you don’t do something like that evil or stupid but if that’s what happened then yeah that’s part of the reason why the CA kills him and I haven’t gotten around to telling you that, but no I haven’t let them and maybe I want to be the one to tell you to because it will be debatable whether not you believe it and it also is a lot creepier hearing it from Satan isn’t it, so yeah, it’s possible that he molested a little boy who is vulnerable who actually handle the experience very maturely the adults were totally offended by it as they should be, but he was just like what the heck was that and a intellectualized it in a healthy way and either forgot about it, or chose not to tell me one and ended up probably a pretty functional Street person may or may not even remember it to be honest it might’ve been that traumatic that he remembers it, but then it was like who knows what that was he met the president once And then it was like just once and his parents sort of he knows and talk about it much so it’s like that happened to me or not I think it did but he was like 11 or 12 maybe even 10 so you can forget somethings if they’re traumatic enough when you’re 10 if you’re sort of talked into it December degree at least But no, he was a terrible person and yeah it’s sad because I am it is sad I can have a cottage and sometimes if I want to because Bobby’s kids don’t know that about him his own kids don’t know that about him. Jackie was crying about it about a month or two ago weeping actually that was before the DNC Probably because she realize it was gonna happen and what a fool she was making of herself she had good intentions, trying to have her kids think highly of their father. She met Paul, and no Bobby was not that evil. He was evil, but he wasn’t as evil as Jack Jack had something wrong with him basically, so when Jack died oh yeah he became a poltergeist and I went to far if there’s reincarnation I went too far I should not have brought her back and then that’s where I have to say. I am a little angry at honey fits and I’m gonna leave it there, and Lacey might choose to leave it there too because I don’t understand why he didn’t see this whole thing through what was going to happen, she was just going to come back and be miserable and then it would all just work out OK I mean what the heck how do you say it’s closer to God than I am why couldn’t he have realized if there is reincarnation that it was a bad idea. Yeah I’m evil I have it. I can do whatever I want and I am angry and he fits yes is more my responsibility than his away, but-“ says Satan.

“ we’ve got to give her bad period cramps that’ll work that’s works before!” yells JFK.

“ jack she hasn’t had severe period problems for a while now that that’s some thing that ended a while ago.” says a dead nurse.

“ like endometriosis?” says Casi.

“ close to it she has a lot more pain or she had a lot more pain than you probably realized and no she took Advil for it Casi when she gave birth, some people are like I don’t get that upsets you know they might not have been in as much pain as her she doesn’t have a low threshold for pain. She had her wisdom teeth removed without anesthesia and they were impacted and she was in her 30s and she was wide awake listening to music she’s had people operate on her face while she was still awake she rarely takes pain pills. She has a very high tolerance for pain actually too high it’s possibly it could be lethal, but God keeps an eye on her, so yeah, but no, Jack just had a desperate thought that we should try to torture her with essentially endometriosis.”

“ OK where is he right now with year?” says Casi.

“ I know you might’ve actually had it slightly more severe than her but I’m not sure that it was that much worse than what she’s experienced. Yeah, one time she took 18 Advil when she was in college in like 24 hours because she was in so much pain one other time she threw up from pain literally vomited from pain, yeah she’s been through a lot. Where is he right now? He is in 1974. How does he do that? He uses witchcraft and Satan and evil so he jumps around in the past, and I don’t think he actually realizes that he ceases to exist because he say it was the devil, but he was no he did that he did that believe it or not he did that partially he did it from the past to the present got RCNet God, Satan gave him, a sort of wormhole in time I mean that we were outside of time, but he took an evil way to do it because it seems like he’s in the present and he’s not so but he’s able to affect the present more than he supposed to be able to less if you’re actually physically there but no he’s talking from 1974 and he saying that tonight yeah in the past he still exist so if you conjure him you could be conjuring him to attack her from like 1959 in his sleep, or could be conjuring him to attack her oh, from 1970 and that’s because he still existed there’s only a limited amount of time though, so to speak and how can you be both outside of time and in time will because you’re not supposed to just be obsessed with the living when you’re dead I mean he is like almost the definition of a papa poltergeist, so but that’s not a positive thing that’s not what we’re told to do when we die so to speak but he got really attached to his pride and let him really hurt his pride because I think you guys have misunderstood. I think you’ve underestimated the evil thrill. He got from humiliating Llamo those years and feeling superior to him. When was Baugh what was the strongest man on on the crew when he met he was the strongest man on crew, and he was very intimidating to Jack and Jack didn’t lead on about that, but that’s basically what happened and then he displayed all his angles, real narcissistically, and so lame ended up looking like the crazy gay guy, and he played into that, and then Jack walked away, looking like the street by feral one, and everyone just let Jack think that of himself, and be that person between the two of them that kind of thing might happen more than you think so but the thing the problem is that Jack at such a thrill out of that an evil way he really did almost like Satan and then he kind of just was like oh my gosh like this is amazing you know because I’ve got this so much straight guy you know in love with me I guess and he’s just so into me and our relationship is so dynamic and I’m so important and complicated and mysterious and everyone says I’m gay and scrawny but secretly I’m really not. I’m like a really buff straight guy who is just mysterious I’m not gay I’m not a loser I’m straight and I just have this weird sort of ability to enjoy homosexual sex because I’m so sophisticated so it’s like I don’t. I enjoy homosexual sex, but just because I’m sophisticated thought Jack Kennedy and Lem’s is just like a loser. You have no idea how many hours Jack spent in absolute bliss and harmony in an evil way, so convinced that he was hot shit because of lame and people think that was Jack, then being in love with what length felt for him no that was Jack, getting high off his ass, narcissistically off of a delusion that unfortunately lamb accidentally played into, it was of the perfect storm and a total disaster, because London necessarily know what he was doing. People have been able to figure it out they have misunderstandings of his whole entire personality and the sincerity of his gay mannerisms. And so the problem then is that people thought. Oh lab mix, Jack happy jacks in love with Lums with lemons love no Jack was not love phlegms love for him that’s bullshit I got Jack was in love with how high he got almost like a meth, high or cocaine hi where the high of actual true love off of Lems vulnerability just because Jack was a narcissist he was a malignant narcissist, and so he thought I am shorter and scrawnier, unless handsome and less intelligent and Laswell, Brad, unless good than this man who is amazing, but I have him sucking my cock. I mean I sodomize this man almost every day. What does that say about me what that says something pretty amazing about me. Look what I can make someone like him do for me and look at how nice he is to me I’ve been fighting all over me doing whatever I say I mean no it wasn’t Lem’s’s actual love you misunderstood that intentionally or was it unintentionally because it’s weird no when was not in love with Jack what the fuck ever gave you that impression that is Sally Vidal Smith sweat dream or something any what the fuck is that shit and I’m not lazy, saying this I’m a dead historian, and I honestly have no fucking clue where the hell you people came up with that bullshit. It worries me for the state of your minds and your souls I’m not exaggerating that is actually how I feel about it. I know I’m not just some Podunk nobody historian, you’d be surprised

I mean he was a narcissist come on when are narcissists ever in love with peoples actual feelings for them that are real and complex and personal never narcissists are never that respectful or is that actually taken with peoples real emotions. How many narcissist do you know who sit around saying oh my husband loves me so much and that makes me love him that’s not a narcissist. Jack was a narcissist. Therefore, that narrative is bullshit. It’s insane. Your narrative of him is absolute fucking bullshit!

Oh, what is true is that lame was Fanning and passive and tried to make Jack happy and I don’t think it was necessarily because he was actually in love with him given how Jack treated lamb I think it is far more likely that he wasn’t in love with him, because how else would he tolerate Jack’s treatment of him? And this is not me arguing for what he saying. I’m just irritated with your idiocy. How much hiding is coming through again I know Lacey didn’t realize that those people were being put on trial at this time. He keeps talking to her because he wants her to know that they’re real because he actually cares about her as a person that’s not talking to her because she’s a ditz, and he actually understands it might even find it comical believe it or not because yes, he keeps talking to her and she won’t article today about how they are true those people on trial and then she’s just thinking. Oh yes, that’s funny isn’t it? That makes sense of why Hamish keeps talking to me And then she doesn’t take this as seriously as she should because that’s Lacey‘s brain and she’s very sweet and well-intentioned, but I think he felt guilty about laughing at her a bit and decided to say some thing.

A no she’s not idiot, but she can be a bit a bit ditzy at times it is dizziness because she is that smart is not cognitive dissonance she’s ditzy. I am so the thing is it’s a it’s it’s a bit of a sad thing isn’t it because poor Jack was not he was getting high as a kite off of lambs misery and his total decay in his soul. You know the defilement of his soul in a sense, gave Jack a real good laugh Because Jack was that vile possibly and it was that funny to him to be that cruel to people and so he enjoyed that them, and he died and found out that it wasn’t real and it was not real at all and that lame really was straight, never in love with him at all, and they have even had a hand in killing him and if there’s rain, Carnation had been this aristocratic relative of Winston Churchill with his smoking hot Scottish wife, who he was then going to run to know Jack was pissed off and he may have even seen the Mayklove or thought that we know God might not have let them actually let him But I know he didn’t OK no Jack apparently never saw them make love, but he didn’t know that they were I think and so if there’s bacon carnation, even if there’s not, he could’ve still been angry that she would exist and they have attacked her, so whether there’s reincarnation or not, it doesn’t change things dramatically, but there is somewhat of a shift is there is reincarnation, though no he was angry about Feeling hoodwinked I guess you could say feeling lied to, and I think that’s where if there’s reincarnation his family is owning up to it because part of it actually was whether they realize it or not possibly related to their animosity towards the British they may have felt that it was unfair In all reality. The two things are fairly unrelated. I think Lem’s thinks that could be related and I think Lacey is wondering if they were as well but I don’t think they’re all that related. There’s that there is a somewhat of a correlation, but not as much as they might want. There’s even be because if there’s been Carnation, it’s comforting to think oh, he just misunderstood and we are British and so will be accountable. It makes their misery a little less miserable to think oh we did sort of deserve this But if there’s reincarnation know, in fact, they may not have as much as they had thought because it is possibly totally unrelated in the sense that they hated them because of who they were, but it actually they conflated things because them being British wasn’t Wylam was confused even if it was Episcopalian who molested him him you know they’re plenty of Irish Catholic priest to the list of people it’s not just an English thing And lying to Irish people is something the English to do but there’s a lot of other people that lie it’s not just the English and loved it even mean to lie but if there’s a bee in Carnation, they got very carried away and thought that was one in the same, and that might be And lying to Irish people is something the English to do but there’s a lot of other people who lie .” says a dead woman.

“What is the property total of livable houses in her family?” says a reader. “That will tell me everything I need to know.”

“Just a second.” says Ron. “16.5 million.”

“Yah. Sounds like a good number.” says a Nesheim.

“It’s not that much.” says one of Lacey’s cousins.

The reader laughs.

“Houses can be surprisingly cheap?” says her uncle.

“Yeah. Lots of folks with $500,000. houses. A few with-“ says Ron’s grandson.

“Is it more than that. That was a rough estimate.” says Ron.

“Maybe.” says this young man.

“Oh crud.” says Ron.

“What is it?” says China.

He nods his head. “Closer to $30?!”

“NO!” says Ron.

“Look it up!” he says.

“Oh good-“ says Ron. “Gee.”

“Yeah. It’s dependent on who you include. But there’s more than you think.” says his grandson.

“Wow! That’s still not a Rockefeller mansion. But…it’s a lot more than I imagined.” says Ron.

“ Lacey is this an actual conversation you’re hearing because if you’re really hearing from Hamish and you didn’t know about the trials, I think that’s kind of weird because he popped in once and then he popped in again that is kind of strange. I think that’s a lot of evidence that you’re actually hearing from some thing if not the actual Dad, is this really what they could be saying to each other?” says Alisha.

“ yes!” says Ron. He’s concerned.

“ oh my so you’re actually talking to the dad and really hearing them and I don’t think it’s a choice whole wow have you been doing that your whole life mostly?” says Alisha.

“ pretty close yeah.” says Lem.

“ that’s not typical that’s not typical. Oh my word that’s not typical.” says Alisha. “ do you guys know whether or not she’s illegitimate or is that like just something you haven’t looked into?”

“ no they don’t and it irritates me, but they feel like that’s an invasion of her privacy or that it would be too dangerous. They would rather not ours. It’s just too difficult to jump through all the loops and hoops there are some billionaires who are more scientifically minded who are desperate to find out who are actually younger so they’re hopeful that if she doesn’t die that will even if she does, that will have a chance to find that out in our lifetime, but no and I just have to say I’m sorry if I have been too admiring of my uncle Jack, I would like to apologize.” says Bobby.

“ you know I hope you’re serious because that actually has bothered me even when I was alive.” says his father.

“ don’t reject Christ because I cannot if you cannot let that be the only conversation you have with your father an apology for liking your uncle more than him. I don’t leave it at that worship Jesus and don’t go to hell.” says Lacey.

“Okay!” says Bobby.

“ I show if this reincarnations, I’m guessing that her preaching to Bobby is her way of trying to make up for what Levi did wrong and being like my husband gave you drugs I’m gonna give you to Jesus and try to keep you from going to hell I just I find that hilarious on a intellectual level and might make me seem like a convert to Christianity. I’m not necessarily I just find it funny.” says a Jew.

“ hey I’m Saul I’m just curious earlier today. Krystal has been an interesting admission. He said I wonder if Lacey really could’ve been married to Michael I have not as I have read this blog and heard these fascinating conversations. I have not heard him say that what prompted you to come to that conclusion can you share or is that just you just had a revelation today?” says a reader.

“ well, you know a thing it’s just a realization that she really wasn’t that in love with me it was really warm my personality, and that part of personality is just show it if there’s illuminati, it really is more me in personating a sort of alter ego who may have been someone that I was actually channeling from the grave.” says Chris.

“ how why did you realize that though just today?” she says.

“ hi it’s personal it’s my marriage. I’ve been working on my marriage with my wife and having some realizations and also it’s politics. It’s my job it’s the sort of calm combo the combination of that you will say the meeting of the two so it’s my job it’s my life livelihood combined with just realizations that I’m having that my good luxe were totally dependent on my personality and I don’t think I am who she thought I was and she’s not who I thought she was either so we sort of made the same mistake in a way but not and it’s interesting because if I feel like she should’ve known better, but maybe she was just that desperate one way or another and I should’ve known better to, but I’m not rebellious and dangerous or stupid. However, you wanna look at it or or narcissistic or careless I don’t know, however, you want to perceive me as being.” says Chris.

“ so who are you specifically channeling that against their will but who are you channeling?” says a reader.

“ I just want to say if if a psychic tells you that she can contact Lacey for you and you can be featured on her blog don’t trust them. I don’t even know if you’d want to be on this blog so if you’re a child or someone else trying to contact her be careful you are far better off talking to God and asking him to put her on your heart. I’ve seen her pray for a lot of people who God brings to mind children and adults possibly so that’s her better, but just pray to God, don’t try to go through a psychic.



That being said, I was at Pantico with Diego in 2000 K one was at 2015 2014 we were touring Montego and we were just kind of having a boys weekend we saw game we saw basketball game together and then we went out for drinks and dinner and then and then we just took off. We did a little antiquing. Yes, I know that stereotypical, but we were having a boys weekend. It was OK with that. She was open minded to it and it was like an an an outlet for me and we were really close. All three of us were actually I was wondering was wonder if this is even possible I almost wonder if David pets in a lot of game and have imagined me and Kates and Diego when they think of lemon and Jack and Jack here’s the thing I am a narcissist my wife is a narcissist. Diego is a narcissist and I don’t think you would’ve thought that I was less in love with him, and he was with me and I don’t think he would’ve thought. Kate was less than love with me or him it it was very like new and edgy and cool I don’t think in the 60s people who were at all narcissistic would’ve likely been doing that as much functionally. Maybe there are some people who are really out there who might’ve but I don’t know I just feel like there’s some thing that would’ve been inherently dysfunctional if people were too toxic and I can be very toxic My wife and Diego can be two or were mean what what happened with who I’m thinking of that actress who got killed Natalie the one who drowned like what was that all about to me that looks more like what would’ve happened if it was a narcissist in the past like we had an açai mean Diego is dead, but we had a vested interest and sort of like and it’s in a Similar Way, Jack got shot but I don’t know I don’t know there’s something about it that still just seems off to me it just does because it’s like we have a vested interest and seeming happy all three of us with other, and actually being happy on a certain level and anyway sometimes I can have fun sometimes I’m not just a total narcissist and anyway we were having a boys weekend and it was probably dysfunctional somehow but we were still having some fun with Diego be dead though if this hadn’t happened no he wouldn’t be he would probably have moved on. I would’ve found some other body double or I don’t know he might still be doing it occasionally, he really wanted to be a model so he might’ve had some sort of surgery and then try to be a model but no sew that was a place weekend we went antiquing. We saw basketball game we had dinner we had drinks. We stayed in the nice part hotel in the city and her massages and facials, and then we yeah we took a turbo supply of Pontico we were actually third two houses and we did other stuff like that for times two and yes, we were fascinated by my Michael we had seen an episode of him. Some television show both of us of actually seen it and it was like it’s kind of like unsolved mysteries, but it was something else and it was fascinating and I think we both could sort of pick up on the fact that he wasn’t completely straight, kind of like both of us in someway and so we were a little faster by them for that reason to so I was like who is this person he’s part of fascinating and may be a little handsome and he’s a Rockefeller so rather taken by him and we’re looking into looking into him just you know like fat grilling and basically.” says Chris.

“ how did you get an attachment from his residual energy or did you attach your selves to him?” says a man.

“ we attached ourselves. If this is what happened we attached ourselves because I’m talking to you if this is real and there’s an illuminati, we attached ourselves we attach ourselves. We decided that he was fascinating fellow and then we would you know like to spend more time with him, so we sort of latched on and started sort of reading his energy.” says Chris.

A gay man laughs. “ i’m just I am I would love to see this made into a movie. How did this happen? How did this work see you guys just went on a tour of Pantico or something like that. Maybe you got even a personal to her and you’re just like oh my gosh this place is so beautiful I love the decorating and then you just started fixating on him. Wow, so when did you start imitating him publicly?” says the CIA.

“ I think I started imitating him probably around the time that I became signed onto MSNBC. I was looking for someone to sort of be publicly, because the public persona seems smart to me as a way of distancing myself from people and so I was trying to create a believable public persona, and he may have come to mind, and then we went to Pontico and I I don’t know really what happened I almost like I got black after that like it’s a blur I don’t know, but I kind of feel like it actually happened before I even knew who he was but I started sort of getting the sense that I could impersonate him somehow.” says Chris.

“ and if Lacey wasn’t here you wouldn’t of had that sense you wouldn’t have you would have thought it made sense you went to thought to impersonate him whatever reason it wouldn’t have come to you. I know that sounds very weird but it’s actually true. I’m sorry you wouldn’t have thought to impersonate you want to talk to impersonate him.” says Satan.

“ OK is that like scientific or is it something more simple?” says Chris.

“ it’s scientific.” says Satan.

“ oh wow OK oh wow.” says Chris.

“ you know that’s why the illuminati is so dangerous because you guys assume that the spiritual world is all hearts and flowers and sunshine it might just not be it might be as dangerous as the ocean and we’ve just been really lucky but depending on whether or not, there’s reincarnation, depending on a lot of things it’s possible that somethings are more dangerous than you think so if there’s children being molested as a practice that I could be very psychically dangerous, I’m sincere that could have driven illuminati in a sense too deep into the ocean where there’s not oxygen we’re not meant to do some thing like that and it’s not really safe, so I almost feel like she is your James Hardy moment you had your moment with her were things imploded, because in some way things have imploded because it was this is too deep. You’ve gone too far if that makes any sense, what makes me sad is that if there’s anything innocent about it if Diego existed it’s sad to me because I think you guys were innocent I think you were just fascinated by him and I don’t think you were trying to be evil entirely at least and I think that’s depressing that if things are so dark and evil, that one mistake ends up sending us way way into the deep end .” says a witch.