“Bobby’s Fixation” by Carl Jung

(October 3rd, 2024)

Bobby homosexually fell in love with one Billings in his late teens and early 20s. He had a crush on him, but then people fed into that delusion and told him that Lem was in love with him. And so he started to think that it was real. Because Bobby, trusts other people for guidance as a shortcut to figure out what’s going on.

So he hast to keep good company because if he gets in the wrong company, he gets genuinely confused because he’s not actually as intelligent as you think he is. So he tends to sort of mimic the opinions of others as the narcissist that he is. He’s not sincere.  Most of the time.

So he actually never really knew what Lem felt for him because Lem never did anything with him sexually. Really, nothing ever happened. But that doesn’t matter to Bobby because he doesn’t think that that matters.

In Bobby’s mind because he mimics opinions of others, a sort of unrequited sort of sexually emotionally unrequited love affair based on what he’s seen in movies, and what you’ve told him is totally possible. He thinks that in time or in the afterlife, he’ll meet up with Lem and they’ll make love and confess their passionate feelings for each other. He fervently believes that. That is a very, very deeply entrenched delusion in his mind.

You wouldn’t know that to look at him because you’re not Lacey but actually really does think this. You all think that Lacey has a problem with confirmation bias and she doesn’t he does, though. He has a very serious issue with confirmation bias.

So there’s really no actual evidence to suggest that Lem was even gay, but Bobby can’t handle hearing that because that shatters his delusion and that delusion is what he lives off of. He he in his mind. He’s still in love with “his first wife” because because Jackie called Lem Jack’s first wife. And because people have told Bobby that Lem transferred all of his love for Jack to him, he now thinks that Lem was actually his first wife. Oh, and then there’s other fixations and sexual confusions on Bobby’s part because most of his wives do actually look or act on some level like Lacey. 

So unfortunately, he’s been a huge trouble spot and still is to some degree because he has a very deeply, deeply entrenched delusion. It’s very hard to persuade him that Lem wasn’t gay and that Lem really was just harming him and that Lem really wasn’t in love with him because he can’t- It’s like his brain just can’t process it.

He doesn’t live in reality and it’s actually very scary. If you can see it from my perspective and Lacey‘s perspective it’s kind of like a horror movie.

It’s sort of like the American movie Psycho because he thinks that he’s got this lover who’s dead just like that character thinks his mother is alive and he becomes his mother. That’s sort of the state of Bobby’s brain. He’s that fucked-up! Sorry for swearing, but it’s pretty severe.

And I know you can’t afford to let it go you’re not Lacey.

And no she can’t fix it.

There are some conservatives who would say that he’s just insane, and that his homosexuality is a part of that, and that the Kennedys probably used a somewhat psychologically sane man in Lem who was straight to cover their stench of madness. They would say mostly that they probably had clinical depression, but they used him…because they frequently were homosexual. And narcissistic. Not just depressed.

But enough on Bobby for the moment let’s pray for him that he doesn’t go to Hell. He is a clinical narcissist, and he has had very disturbing patterns and relationships but they’re not all attributable to his narcissism. Unfortunately, if this is accurate part of it is this his delusion, his wives never measure up to Lacey or lamb. They never can’t, and he can’t except that because then he has to realize that he’s insane or that there’s something off about himself, and so he would rather start another affair, or move on with someone else who seems like them in someway because it maintains the delusion having to come to grips with the fact that he doesn’t really know what he likes and people and he’s very sexually underdeveloped is is too much for him so he’d rather just keep thinking I know what I like I know what I like and then not think about it too deeply, and just go for whatever comes to him which tends to always be people or women primarily openly, at least who look or act like Lacey. Whether that’s because there’s reincarnation or he’s so much psychic or because they’re twin flames and it actually isn’t reincarnation it’s complicated but the gist of it is that he’s maintaining his delusion so it’s not just in this is my opinion so it’s not just narcissism with him there’s a very tragic delusional world that he doesn’t want to get out of that he lives in in his head. And what is that delusion that well and that’s where unfortunately, he’s like his mother and his father both his mother had delusions about his father‘s love for her, and she refuses to let go of them. His father had delusions about himself, and possibly even about his mother‘s love for him Him so it’s sort of a thing that he picked up at home so to speak this pattern of behavior. So yeah, if it if a lover were to say, I’m not like Lacey what about me you might find a very narcissistic person underneath a delusion, so be prepared for that, but it could actually be loving to do that for him and therapeutic psychologically.

Oh, why does he like the delusion you know to be honest if that is it that’s where you people really need to figure out if there’s red carnation because I don’t know what it is. I’ll say that even if it’s not true, it’s a crush on Lacey this exotic hot Egyptian woman in the experience of having heroin in his veins, while he sees her and being sexually, you know developing as a teenage boy teenagers get crushes on people so if there’s reincarnation he saw her and got a crush on her and I don’t know how you get that out of your head you know Him and then also it’s that it’s lame loves him and that was very that felt very secure to him. His dad just died. His mother was problematic and so in his mind lame as like a boyfriend from high school who was there for him in a really rough time of his life. So he lives in a happy little bubble, where there’s this hot, exotic woman who is like kind of interesting, who might have a thing for him and that’s exciting because he’s somewhat bisexual and then there’s this man who is just madly in love with him, so fervently love with him so kind just the nicest man and he’s the best boyfriend ever and they’re still in love he’s just dead.

Bobby and Lacey enable to each other. And she doesn’t want to love anyone but him not Bobby Fischer doesn’t want any or want to love anyone other than them which is actually completely fine with God he doesn’t mind that at all but he’s dead. And Bobby doesn’t want to get out of the delusion that one was his first true love who he’s never been able to get over but then there’s also this hot woman who is exotic and sexy and my kind of have a thing for he just needs to find her and they both love that world for Bobby it’s a delusion and yet it’s not alone was never in love with him God was never attracted to him, but Lacey was slightly attracted to him and she is an exotic. One way or another so that’s the part that’s not fake and I actually did care about him to some degree, so that’s where he gets stuck at times possibly because he feels lens paternal love and miss, understands it Combine with Lacey‘s non-maternal attraction to him that she felt that she doesn’t really want to indulge in because it’s weird I know she’s not like Mrs. Robinson but she’s not his mom and so it’s kind of like oh he’s kind of attractive. No, I never want to do anything, but he’s kind of a tractive and given who he is and how attractive she is to him. He can’t get over that it’s like dang if I was just old enough for cool enough, I could make something happen with this check I could really make something happen if I could just figure it out. But but it’s not lame and he thinks it’s lame but it’s not and at least he’s not really interested. She actually almost feels maternal towards him and says nothing would ever happen because it’s not. She’s not OK with it but that’s not. It’s not OK with him because he’s a man and he’s trying to assert himself and say no I am adult and I find you attractive so It’s but then she thinks no because you know I’m with lab and that’s reality and they get stuck on that one because he thinks that he’s with them but then because Bobby likes threesomes and he’s bisexual and he’s attracted to her he things out fuck it who cares let her think that she’s with One because Stephen is slightly. I don’t know whatever I don’t care she’s with me Somewhat and I guess some kind of both of them away, but not really missed you know where we don’t talk about it. 

So she, she’s not confused he is, but she is madly in love with them and for some reason there could be a tiny part of him like his dad that actually feels bad for her and just thinks just let her think that I don’t wanna think about certain things either, so just let her let her think that Not entirely, but there’s some compassion there for her even though he’s a narcissist, so complicated and so they they kind of an able to each other, which is not some thing the illuminati was at all prepared for.

The thing is JD. Vance thought Lacey was a heroin addict because Usha is so much Hindu but that’s not which is partially why he said I think you’re a bad mom but she could’ve been making a joke because she doesn’t use heroin at all and so he could’ve been saying what the fuck is wrong with you you’re not using heroin but you’re still messed up like I don’t get what’s wrong with her but that’s where JD thinks he’s Lacey and sodas Usha and they’re not.

At least he’s not a heroin addict. Lem’s was for a while, and Bobby and him had an enabling drug relationship. That’s also part of why it’s so comfortable to Bobby because these are real people.

Bobby was using heroin with lame. Lame was letting him use it because he didn’t mind if he died but that’s not some thing. Bobby wants to deal with but Bobby love is very complicated not really though he’s not to me he’s not to Lacey but to a lot of Americans, he seems complicated so he was letting him use the heroin because he was OK with Bobby dying he was also letting him use it because he didn’t. He didn’t think it was wrong for Bobby to have his pain taken away so it’s kind of like it’s OK for you to die and destroy yourself. I don’t care you’re a sociopath, but you know if you’re using it and you just wanna die that’s your choice. If there’s it was sort of like this is your misery not mine and I’ll permit you to use it partially to because I am fully OK with you sort of alleviating your pain before death.

So yeah, it was almost like a medical palliative care for Bobby before he assumed Bobby would just kill himself. But the Bobby doesn’t realize that because Blum was also so much paternal towards him even though he was blood was very British and reserved and medical and so it was sort of like I don’t really love you as my actual son Bobby but I care about you as a sort of British medical personal. So if you want to alleviate your pain to diagnosing you as a sociopath, I’m not going to stop you. I know you’re actually sad. I can tell. And suzanne is it you know being kind when was kind he thought no you know this young man is disturbed and I care about his soul but I don’t. I don’t care if he kills himself. I think he should but I do care about him in a sort of you know paternal way so if he wants to talk to me about something we’ll talk if you wants to get pizza will get pizza if he wants to go for a walk we’ll go for a walk a if he wants to tell me stuff we’ll talk about it we’ll make jokes because I’m not opposed to having a pleasant nice interaction with him Which to Bobby was very loving because his parents were troubled and so being in love‘s house he felt like long was just mouth in love with him and he wasn’t. He was just being kind to him but compared to his mother and a times his dad and other people in his family, who were very narcissistic and toxic Lems, modicum of love for him as just a person which was expressed in some cases in a somewhat paternal way seemed really amazing and he believed that lone was also in love with him so then she got very confused because he thought One was just madly in love with someone really long was just being himself and being kind. But that’s not some thing that he wants to process and so that’s where Lacey has a sticky wicket because she actually does care about him. It is sincere maternal way, and there’s some anger there that long would not have expressed because Lacey actually cares. At first, Bobby was very put off by that with her, but as time went on, he began to realize that she actually really cared about him. Oh, which is where Olivia became a problem.

Because Olivia looks a little bit like Lacey people have been saying that in illuminati for years. And so he saw this woman that he knew in person who is young and like Lacey again but also in a different way this time slightly, and he thought this woman’s gonna kick my ass lightly because she’s so much deep but that’s OK because that’s sort of a part of love.

I am so no he lives in a very delusional world and because him and lemon able to each other and their actual drug addiction just left and have a drug addiction and so did he him so they were go get heroin alone with think well no I’m not you I’m not him I’m not really sharing this with my son but I’m going to get some heroin with Bobby. I guess we’re friends I don’t know it’s kind of weird it’s like why is this little kid here but OK I guess we’ll just go get heroin together because I need to fix he wants to fix and, I guess we’ll just go get a fax so they able to choose her a lot to use drugs and if there’s reincarnation, do both secretly see Lacey Lem’s actually would be with her and Bobby would just watch her as she first emerged and I don’t know that either of them ever fully understood that they were rivals and I still don’t think they got it. I think I think lame does to some degree and Bobby to slightly not really slightly but they don’t really ever realize that Big because there is a drug thing between them and heroin really is a DEXA so they sort of have this mutual addiction. It’s like we’ve got to get heroin we’ve got to get heroin we’ve got to and that’s insane on their part both of them are insane with heroin.

So for Bobby, it’s like I’ve got to go get it I loves like yeah I’ve got to go get it too. Let’s not overthink it because our bodies won’t let us process the fact that we both have a psychotic fixation on it I mean addiction really is like a psychotic fixation because your brain never processes that you really don’t need it. Your brain never realizes that you really don’t need it and then people who try to work with that and say or maybe you really do you don’t there could be some thing else that’s sort of a trigger for you and it could be therapeutic to deal with it in that way But in its purest state it’s like us it’s like a psychotic fixation so you’re psychotically fixated on it it’s not saying because your body doesn’t need heroin. You might need to leave it your pain but you don’t really need the heroin.

And so it is a psychotic break with reality heroin addiction becomes a psychotic break with reality because your brain never realizes you don’t need this you don’t really need this. So then it’s you’re not living in reality heroin addicts are not in reality. In that part of the brain they’re totally out to lunch. So it’s it is worse. This is the thing I’m saying heroin addiction because it’s worse than other addictions because the opiates messed with your actual brain and as your brain really does go crazy it’s not just like oh I am addicted know your brain is in a psychotic break your It’s a psychotic break you’re really not living in reality it’s a psychotic break.

That lots of things can trigger a psychotic break. I’m arguing with the nurse right now. A lot of things can trigger a psychotic break, and this would be a sort of mechanical one, if you will.

So it’s almost like a self induced psychosis. So it’s hard to get a heroin addict out of that because their brain just never fully processes some people maybe have, but most people never fully process that they don’t really need it. I am so yes I’m telling you guys this from the grave I am Carl young so if this is not some thing you realize before there you go, I was usually gifted in this area.

But know that the thing is Bobby and Lum both shared a psychotic fixation with heroin not together, but they both had that problem of having a psychotic break with heroin and so they put enable each other because they didn’t think it through it was like we got to go get it we’ve just gotta You know it’s like why think about it we both do they needed it they needed it and so you go off to get it you know and then as they were using it Lemcke of things sexually Street between them. Bobby did not, but London and romantically as well on moms part, but as they were using it, they both drifted off in a way that allows them to think of women because they were both straight. No actually that’s not true because lone was straight and Bobby was bisexual and for some reason this is where you guys need to figure this out he either saw Lacey in his spirit because when you’re intoxicated, you do seem to see things more spiritually Lacey drank wine the other day and she started seeing ghosts almost manifest and she thought she was hallucinating. She wasn’t she was seeing actual ghosts like their bodies were starting to manifest, but she didn’t think it was real but so I could tell her no no it could’ve been because that’s what happens when you’re using a chemical of any sort you start seeing the supernatural more so if there’s reincarnation, Bobby could’ve easily even seen her literally the mayor may not remember it, but he could’ve seen her And I don’t know he might even thought it was someone who was in their house but I’m right here at Anne loves apartment but yeah so that then that’s where they lose track because they’re both psychotically fixated on thinking they need the high and then they see her well. Their brains are a little out to lunch and Bobby things with a nice woman. I bet she would marry me and be with me And I love things so she’s my wife she never cheat on me and that’s true but the one in the same person and she can’t be with both of them but they’ve never really process that which is interesting but you think that they would because there’s a lot of like tension that would be created there and anger but none of that’s ever manifested. At least not for Bobby And then finds it very confusing because he doesn’t want to accuse Lacey of something and so it’s just very very screwed up and it’s never if that’s a that’s like well almost like a black hole possibly because they really should be experiencing that but it keeps drifting farther and farther away from them And it’s totally psychotic as sense on a universe level that the universe is being psychotic will say, and the universe means the universe that God created the universe that God created in that trouble spot right there is a black hole in a sense or literally.

But it’s in the past and that’s the thing when you’re dead you have to have God helping you because you can’t traverse time and space safely on your own because there could be a lot of troublespots black holes that were created by explosions so you know that does definitely appoints there being a God because there’s a Normas amount of literal like like 40 trouble spots

I am so anyway, that’s my sort of explanation of Bobby. He lives in a delusion. He enables Lacey to be with phlegm and it also stops her from doing it but as he’s realized more that her love for him is so much disciplinary. He’s sort of let her be with him a little more, but then, as a function of that he ended up having affair with Olivia so it’s like oh Olivia are you actually the name Olivia is a little close to Lacey it doesn’t seem like it would be, but it is

People lie to Lacey and It’s to their own detriment, because think about what I’m telling you if this blog isn’t just fiction she’s not a safe person to lie to unless if it’s actually something you’re doing for God. So the problem is that if your delusions become evil, and you’re not really working on gods behalf, then you know you have a problem.

Am getting back to the situation at hand, so um I think Bobby if he doesn’t go to hell will be OK I think he’ll just be a little embarrassed for a few minutes, realizing that he had a crush on people and that Lacey wasn’t necessarily offended but it was not something that she was interested in And Lamb wasn’t interested at all, and he was actually offended.

Oh, and yet he was a sophisticated adult and a person and not be totally offended, but then he started seeing Bobby as his patient possibly who he had to sort of treat which meant that you know, Bobby would have to die. So it’s like well do you know them I I or are you know Bobby I care about you but I think that you’re going to take some more heroin tonight OK so let’s go get some heroin and let’s just shoot up and you know we should make it an argument. Let’s fight over it when you thinks gonna get more me or you oh I bet I bet I will. I bet I’ll get all of it. Oh you’re gonna get all of it for me. Oh OK that’s fine you know it’s really funny those I don’t feel anything I mean I’ve taken a Normas amount and I don’t feel anything at all And I am seeing you here with all these women and Call. I never had a wife when I’m miserable and if you want to give me a lot of drugs and just kill me I’m OK with that but I’m not gonna tell you that I am OK with you, killing me How about if I just make it a competition I’m gonna take a northside of drugs and I can’t feel a thing I’m a huge man I have an insane tolerance level I mean it’s crazy, so I just wow look at all the drugs I can take you’re a little squirt you can’t take any at all so give me an a Normas amount of drugs and youth and then you know I guess you’ll just sit there and be a jerk because you’re just a small loser

And then and then, and then Bobby would go well I don’t know them. This is what he was hoping that he say I’ll give you a lot, but I’ll take even more. 00 shoot, I am dead. He was trying to trick Bobby into killing himself by getting a competition over who could take the most drugs

Am I need to talk to JD and Usha because we ended things very badly with them last night Lacey told after she wrote up she wrote on this blog she told them that she was going to bed with lap as she does every night and they didn’t believe her. Because they’ve sided with Bobby they think he’s super smart so to speak.

Later.

I am going to edit this blog, but the phone keeps dying. I am being statistically attacked and so the best I can do is talk into the phone and hope that somehow some thing comes through that I was trying to say.

All of the girls that I’ve helped her have had to deal with people attacking them, and abusing them both living and dead.

Jack really has fool people he’s very evil.

He may actually reject Christ, which is very hard for everyone to handle or he may be holding that over our heads because he can tell that we care about him in a way that he doesn’t care about us.

That is not however, Lacey she’s not Jack. You’re not her don’t assume arrogantly that you know what’s going on be careful.

I do need to talk to Usha and J D, however, and they need to stop avoiding confrontation and truth.

Are you to plotting to destroy Donald Trump with some secret group of people who he doesn’t know who really hate him?

“ yes.”

That’s exactly what I thought. You were working on a plot to take him out from with it.

You gained his sons trust and then you widowed your way in, but you failed last night you failed the other night in the debate you did you failed, but just in the right way so he wouldn’t necessarily know for a fact that you actually intentionally failed but you didn’t really hold the line. You could’ve just went off on your own and made it that you were running for vice president instead of being his vice president I mean you, as you definitely went with his authority, but you don’t seem to have the psychological framework of a running mate you seem far more like you’re on your own.

Oh, I don’t trust you and I think you are truly up to something. I think you are stabbing him in the back.

People have lost interest in the election partially because you’re not really on brand. His son is a little incompetent him and you’re not really on Brent you’re not really what he believes and his son might disagree with him but then he needed to respect that and not think that somehow he knew more than his father because he’s younger and he’s more insightful because he’s younger or something, you’re not on brand you’re close but you’re not quite what he believes. You’re more liberal than him I’m not saying you’re a better person. I’m just saying you’re more liberal so your wife is Hindu and at the the GOP convention they talked about how Donald Trump will except you if you’re homosexual that’s not really his brand, even if he actually does care, it’s a little creepy because you said he’ll except you he doesn’t care if you’re homosexual like he’s Jesus almost like you’re mocking him.

I think JD Vance thinks he can use peoples following of him because he still thinks he’s Hitler and he still thinks that people think he’s Jesus and that’s why they follow him. He doesn’t understand why he actually has followers, so that’s part of how I figure this out because you worked with him behind closed doors about who is going to speak and what was going to be said I’m almost certain and you were trying to sort of trigger people because you think they’re dumb and you were trying to say oh no no you’re all bunch of nitwits they’re following him because you think he’s Jesus and so they played into that oh Donald Trump doesn’t care if you’re homosexual he doesn’t care if you’re black or white I mean is he Santa Claus or is he Jesus right JD or is he Hitler?

And that’s the problem you’re not old money JD Lacey is.

“I think I think you feel bossy to us, Lacey.” says Usha.

“ I feel like I’m in charge though and I feel like I’m not doing that that I’m not doing my job.” says Lacey.

“ I can handle hearing that I don’t think JD can but I can handle hearing it because I’m not really him but I don’t think he can. I don’t think we can handle it.” says Usha.

“ do you know your shit is there is rain carnation why can’t your husband if he’s so wise and all knowing and better than Donald Trump? Why can’t he fathom the intellectual possibility of that if he’s so liberal I don’t get it. I’m sorry I’m being hard on you because you’re insisting you’re in charge yourself I don’t understand why he thinks that is wise or safe to not be more certain about that because what is it really is in the Bible when you’re right and you’re just gonna cling to your Hinduism and he’ll just do what walk around feeling superior, I don’t understand.” says Lacey.

“ I agree with you.” says Kamala.

“ I mean it just feels awful because it’s like if I am reincarnated do you think oh you’re just not understanding then that’s what’s happening and I don’t know there’s nothing I can do about it or even if I’m illegitimate there’s something there I am not I’m not really in charge. Is it in a way I could be and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I’m sorry if it’s offensive so regardless, I’m sorry.” says Lacey.

you know JD I’m just curious why do you dislike Donald Trump so much if if if I am understanding correctly it seems like you hate him and think his followers are all nitwits why exactly is it that you believe that what is your premise so to speak?

“ can I ask is he part of the reason he keeps being shot at?” says a reader.

for his safety, I cannot disclose that information.

“ bullshit oh shit so if you really are a jerk and you’re stabbing him in the back damn oh shit JD why do you hate him so much?” says one of his followers.

“ well Minnesota knows what’s going on. Thanks to Luis and Lacey and I’ve Scott Fitzgerald and Lacey‘s daughter and the Catholic Church himself and Jesse Ventura. I think I’ll leave it at that.” says Tim Walz.

Later.

“I can’t handle that you’re a Scottish aristocrat.” ventures Usha.

“Why?” says Lacey.

“Because I’m worried your daughter was kidnapped.” ventures Usha.

“Hopefully she’s dead.” says Lacey. “If that’s what even happened.”

“I’d just plan your garden for next spring.” says JD.

“That’s not bad advice.” says Lacey.

“What’s on tap!” says Usha.

“Moss. Hidcote Lavender. Wisteria. And tons of digging up and pruning!” says Lacey.

“WISTERIA!?!” says her neighbor.

“Yes!!! I bought some in Northern Minnesota! And I’m going to try it.” says Lacey.

She laughs.

“What!? Can it really be that impossible?” says Lacey.

“That’s…edgy.” she says.

“Yeah. It’s risky. But it’ll be fun.” says Lacey.

“Where!???” she says.

“In my backyard.” says Lacey. “I’m going put in a trellis.”

“What kind?” she says.

“Wood. White. To match the fence is possibly what I was thinking.” says Lacey.

“You might make it work.” she says.

“And I might not. But I’m going to try it.” says Lacey.

“What about ferns?” she says.

“Where!?” says Lacey.

“Everywhere.” she says, laughing.

“You know…I’ve thought about replanting them.” says Lacey.

“Do!!!” she says.

“I might.” says Lacey.

She glares at Lacey, confused.

“I’m EXHAUSTED.” says Lacey.

“Lacey…there’s no way she’s here.” says Usha.

“You’re right.” says Lacey.

“I meant her spirit.” says Usha.

“ You know that’s actually part of the reason why am able to have strength to keep going is even if something really crazy like that did happen a part of me has a gut sense that she just isn’t here whether it’s just spiritually or physically both got senses should be gone somewhere.” says Lacey.

So I would just like to ask those to use it does seem to catch on sometimes JD and then you initially did and that I don’t know what happened but whether she has it right with God or not, she does seem to get some sort of general gist of it.

See what she understands being Hindu is that it’s not personal in a way it is but it’s also really not it. It’s there’s a part of it that’s very very existential and it is about a spitz also really not and Hindus of always kind of understood that they it’s frankly led them to except misery a little too much, but They do understand and so if they’re correct and there’s reincarnation she’s evidence that the British understood to on occasion and they still do they weren’t just idiots if she’s reincarnated so maybe maybe you guys are not quite on the same page why don’t you get it? That’s very frustrating to Lacey because it’s not a white person thing it’s really not.

“ yeah, what is it?” says a man.

Who are you?

Usha did you by any chance take that little piece of advice about not being Lacey a little more to Hart than your husband?

“ yes .

How much will I might not be able to keep going forward then if he can’t except if that’s even a possibility, there’s a possibility that there’s nothing I can say to him will be of any value to anybody.

Later.

“ who is keeping my daughter alive if she’s being molested right now there’s an incredible number of people who are fighting for her to stay alive. Why are you doing that to me Usha and JD by the way J did JD Vance molest his children and sodas, Donald Trump, Junior, but not really.

At least I don’t think so, but they joke about it they they do and so do a lot of other people in their position of wealth. Frankly, they do it because they think that it’s sort of an homage to the the greater forces that be like the sex traffickers so to speak they tend to seem to think that if they molest their children, the people will leave their children alone.

But they don’t do it they don’t necessarily really well ask them it’s more of a spiritual molestation so they say some thing that’s totally inappropriate about their kids and then let the witches do it and I think they think it’s upper class because they’ve read stupid fucking shit of it with the British aristocrats dead in there they think they’re real real real smart, real smart and so they’ll molest the kids but as long as it’s not real molestation and it’s done in the most elegant and elite of all manners, it’ll be fine Because you know they’re rich in the money itself sort of makes it kind of classy so if they actually do molest their children, they may or may not be fully aware of it. It’s it’s like they know they are but they’re not entirely cognizant of what they’re doing because they whitewash it with this delusional middle class Yuppie idea that somehow it’s OK because they have money or they’re trying to be more prestigious and so somehow they think it’ll work out

Part of it confuses them or people like Lacey’s father, who raised her and people like Lacey’s father, her father married a woman essentially, he was much younger than him that was not incest, are molestation. He was not a a pedophile at all. He was simply incredibly wealthy, attractive, older man, and that’s all that really is to it, but they don’t understand that concept because you’re too poor that they really don’t get the concept.

Nor do they understand the concept of what her father that raised her debt so he was a child molester. Hopefully he isn’t still doing that, but that’s between him and God and he he tortured Lacey psychologically, but she figured out what was happening and she survived. She distance herself from him psychologically, and he’s never been able to figure that out, but that’s part of what happened was that she realize she was just insane and so she distance herself from him I was just perfectly rational, but the thing is he really is insane JD her father raised her really is bat shit crazy in that way

She’s had to manage him essentially pretty much her whole life. She had to learn how to manage him by manage him I mean actually take care of him, almost like he was it, and mental health patient so from a very little age, she being brilliant, and being who she is, thought you know, I think I could just sort of take care of you, not the sexual way in a more maternal way so it’s like you know Dad you should just go to sleep if you’re tired but she says it in a way that’s not afraid it’s when he actually is tired and he really does just want to go to sleep and it’s like yeah I guess I probably should so then he goes to sleep. He wakes up the next morning feeling refreshed, and then he thinks that was a real smart idea. I really should’ve just gone to see if she knows what she’s talking about and so then that’s what it was cultivated over time was that it was like you should just go to sleep you know or why don’t you just go for a walk I don’t think we should do that right now Dad and that’s a bad idea, let’s talk about let’s talk about H&M and how it’s cheap clothing and you don’t like those pants or let’s talk about Jimi Hendrix I would’ve cool rockstar he was and then he’s like you know that feels better in my spirit. It feels a little less creepy, so OK let’s talk about the Beatles and so then then sit around and talk about the Beatles for hours And then he gets tired and she basically said well you should I should go to bed and then you be like you’re right I am tired shoot well I’ll talk about the Beatles more with you tomorrow and she be like yeah that sounds great. let’s do that and he’d be like OK sounds good. Will see you later you know and so then that kind of the relationship that developed Him and no, she just kind of works with his insanity. She treats him like he’s mentally ill and he is pedophilia is a perverse evil mental health issue, and a lot of conservatives are dumb enough to try to make money off of it and harm children in the process.

Well, I want to know cause seven we took a pause there for a minute someone conjured the spirit of her daughter, who sounded like she was being tortured that was either another child and not even her daughter or it was a demon imitating her daughter, if it really was her daughter They did that partially to try to strong arm Lacey because they have dumb ass bitches who are in the middle class taking care of her and you’re controlling their brains JD and keeping them from killing her daughter do you know why you’re doing that if that’s what you’re doing?

“ well, don’t get your panties in a twist Carl Jung!” says JD.

“You’re a pure evil Bobby, I think you miss labeled people I think he’s pure evil I really do I think he’s absolute pure evil.” says her neighbor.

“ that’s not true that is fundamentally not true.” says JD Vance.

see Bobby used to say stuff like that JD and then something would come through on the other side to defend him and it was a lie. You don’t have that you don’t have that in your background. No one‘s defending you right now you’re not as elite as you imagine you are.

See part of it people don’t understand is that if there’s an illuminati if there’s purgatory, sometimes it’s kind of like Shakespeare, and so there are people who are defending you on the other side, and some of those people could actually have an interest in keeping you in the upper class like Anderson, Cooper’s family or Lacey‘s family. They have a vested interest in helping the situation because they don’t want her out of that because that was what they fought for, that was what they earned and that they don’t want their grandchildren out of the system so to speak because they bought in so they do what they can to sort of keep the thing as it is.

You don’t have anyone in your family who agrees with what you’ve done with your life in someways J do you really pissed a lot of your family off and you’re possibly evil so there ain’t no one defending you three no one defending you anymore just resent it to some degree for your own good.

And he keeps thinking I’ve got out of it I’ve got out how did you get out of being poor and your background JD and why are you? Why do you keep telling yourself I can’t let those women kill her daughter because she’s begged them repeatedly if this little girl was cloned, and she’s being molested right now those women have an instinct to actually literally smother her, they’re pedophilic and they’re awful but that’s what they come up with. I think why don’t we just sit on her and kill her that way which is not stupid but then they talk themselves out of it because they think I know that’s wrong because they’re psycho pathic, but then they also kind of think maybe that’s dumb somehow and it’s not there will possibly be a nuclear war with Osama bin lot and never got around to telling you is that there are Muslims right now who are angry at the US JD do you understand that either the Cisco let’s just let’s do that one right now there are Muslims right now who actually are angry in reality. Do you understand that concept or not?

He looks fussy and pissed-off.

OK do you understand the concept that Muslims are angry at the US right now or not?

“ you should not have thrown Lacey down the stairs. That was a really awful idea!” begs Ivana.

I don’t think you do. I don’t really think you understand what’s going on. There are actual human Muslims were angry at you. Not at Lacey at you.

Just for readers who are curious part of what’s happened is there a lot of upper middle-class people who are very bourgeois in the illuminati were kiss asses. You should just try to help Lacey kill her daughter and I helped as well and to be honest it might have worked so thank you Usha for having a brain I’m not gonna give you more credit than that but thank you for having a brain.

But we’re not gonna assume that was her daughter you started this we’re going to keep going. I do understand actually the liberals are the ones who would’ve started this nonsense but my gut sense is that they’re getting a little tired of it for some reason or it’s getting so evil that doesn’t really even have a brain to it anymore so they’re either losing track of why they’re doing it because it’s so profoundly evil that their brains levels can’t fathom their own evil or they’re not as interested anymore. Regardless, you seem to be fixating on this right now.

And I think part of it is some dumb white trash idea that you have in your head JD that you’ve ascended because you’re richer than she is.

And you don’t believe in the class system you don’t think that there’s a class system at all?

“ oh, I I don’t think it’s the one that she imagines exists.” he says.

What is your Yale educated opinion JD?

“ hey Lacey, I just made it up to you for a second. What’s of use? I know you’re a fan of sterling, silver and gold and gemstones. What else are you a fan of her? What would you suggest?” says a middle class woman.

“ honestly toilet paper, underground bunkers, guns bullets, water, water, filtration systems soap would like cut wood, axes, nails, and hammers glass. I would save your glass bottles string, probably ways to start a fire like matches and lighter fluid, but stored safely.” says Lacey.

“ I have from a farm I don’t know where the fuck he create where I am sorry for swearing, but I know where the fuck he came from you and I speak the same language I am from the background that he pretends to have well and that’s the thing you understand what I’m talking about What would you invest in though like out of all those things and other stuff like that what would you buy more of?” says a woman.

“ oh, I was gonna say guns and knives. You’d have to protect them, but those not over invest don’t over invest but I almost think that a spare one or two like one or two spare guns, and one or two spare knives would be a bad investment I would just say save your glass save your glass bottles. You probably do that anyway but I would just emphasize that save your glass bottles save your aluminum tin like your 10 cans and dumb. The water thing scares me so I will focus on that the water filtration systems or just keep bottled water always keep a little bottle of water somewhere maybe yeah try to find someway to keep a little bottled water use it before it gets older, icky, you know, but as long as they keep making decent bottled water, then keep buying a little bottle of water you could even buy water bottle or rather bottled water and glass. You might still have to keep an ion it, but I wonder if that would last a little longer and then you’d have the glass or in tin.” says Lacey.

“ so just like Pellegrino or some thing like a lacrosse or some thing as much as they say it has junk in it it’s still water, so just keep a little bit of that on on hand?” says a man.

“ yes and honestly I might even keep a few if you have a shed I might just crunched the cans down and keep them not all of them but just a few here and there less if you’re making money off of them but but maybe just keep a few here and there just in the shed or in your basement or in a closet just a few not a lot but just a few because you never know when that could come in handy that metal well, I mean honestly not everyone things to do that kind of thing so worst case scenario you have some metal in your closet that didn’t cost you that much to keep but you got it so it’s like if there’s a serious problem you have metal that you could seemingly use to take rainwater in you could use it for weapon you could use it for a lot of things edit Abby we’re talking about like trouble here but no people could end up wanting that from you and then you could barter it. He could barter it for something so I would say keep the keep some thing not don’t don’t go crazy but just keep a little here and there.” says Lacey.

“ your daughter looks like the Queen Mother when she was a little girl?” says the woman.

“ yes they’re not identical, but they look a lot alike.” says Lacey.

“ I think I know what she looks like she looks like the Queen Mother but a little bit like Tom banks too.” says the woman.

“ yes, she has a little bit of a cleft chin like him.” says Lacey.

“ I can’t help but think she could be dead, but I hear you.” says the woman.

“ yeah and then what am I supposed to do see what irritates me is that they want me to feel like I’m you and I’m not on that I think how do they not understand this just the whole thing just doesn’t make sense do you what I’m saying it’s just it makes no sense.” says Lacey.

“ Lacey I really hope she’s dead.” says Dakota Fanning. “ you know to be honest there are some people who feel like we should sacrifice her to mullock because he told you a while ago that he likes child sacrifices. I know you’re talking to Christ about it so if we feel moved to do that to try to kill her just in case if she’s not here, that’s the caveat if she is safe and sound and she’s with Christ here in the living road with you and God knows what we mean by that is what yet whatever you mean then no we’re not sacrificing her at all and Malik knows that but that could be why all these people keep these kids keep dying because you could be thinking OK cool but then I’ve got to kill some kids so there’s been like I don’t know five or six kids who have died just today possibly to appease him in case if we’re like getting this idea so I’m sure it’s like yeah like it well yeah but like in negotiations with Christ but there are some people who might try that tonight. Just try it sacrificing her to Molock just in case a safely in Christ and a half that’s a very powerful demonic entity. It may be able to kill her for Jesus almost like a favor and being a New Age and somewhat liberal there’s quite a few people in Hollywood who might just try that.”

that’s not necessarily dumb if God could use that for good. Then see this is why this is where I get irritated. That was the one we were talking to. It was about the tin cans but some people who don’t quite understand him until you’re with God. Somethings are about survival. Somethings are about honor and dignity, and that’s actually part of survival And so then that’s where at least he thinks he if God can work with that entity to kill my daughter if she’s currently being held captive and the only bad thing that happens is that five other kids die and go be with him instead cool if that’s what God thinks and that’s all and Christ will go for it as if she does that as an actually person and that’s what JD Vance is trying to imitate when he says I’ll go ahead and molest my kids with a wink he doesn’t understand how to do what she’s doing And I would like to ask that woman who I talked with about the tin cans. Would you know how to do what she’s doing if you were in her shoes, would you automatically think if Christ can do it through Mulock then let’s go with it or would you be reticent?

She smiles. “ I would do it if I thought nope that’ll kill my daughter and it’s through Jesus but we’re going to get her killed in heaven and in heaven, I would do it I’m not kind of person to I’m either a little more middle-class than him or I wonder because he I am from the south, so I wonder if somewhere in my Jean pool it’s possible that I have a little aristocratic DNA or something or it’s just I don’t know what but no I would do that to in Christ I really would.” she says.

I was worried you might say that that was pretty sure you want to be honest with you that’s functional I I think people like him who are more middle-class have been espoused as the epitome of all godliness because people have misunderstood the scripture they think that having just the right amount is good because you don’t have to steal you don’t have to kill people to defend your children. You don’t have to do any of that, you just have to sort of get by and you know what that there’s some truth to that but there’s a few kinds of poverty. And he’s very poor he’s dirt poor he has money but he in a sense his dirt poor guy and I don’t think you and Lacey know what to say about that. I think that’s part of what they’re doing to her daughter if she’s not with us right now, they’re trying to find a way to torture her to make her like them. And because they’re resentful, they can’t figure out what it is. It’s like you have some thing that I don’t have. I have more money than you. Why do I feel like you know more than I do about something? He’s very insecure around his own people, so to speak that is a real weakness for him he he doesn’t know how to handle you guys. He tries to shut you up. He tries to sort of cajole you, but he doesn’t actually know how to handle you people and that is something that I don’t think Donald Trump understood.

So I would like to say am JD do you understand? Do you understand? Do you understand that the Middle East is angry at you and that it has nothing to do with Lacey or people who are poor from Appalachia who don’t like you anymore it’s not them it’s not her it’s just you. Do you understand that they don’t like you?

“ and I’m trying to figure out how to help him right now and I don’t know what to say.” says Usha.l

“I know I don’t understand.” says JD.

OK and you know the frustrating thing to me is that as an intellectual if there is an illuminati, you people really have blow in it someone should’ve contacted her and told her what was happening. I think part of you is scared to do that because you don’t want to realize that this is real. if you contact her, it’s not that she’ll figure it out even though that’s true it’s that you will so by not telling her that it’s real you’re protecting yourselves through her lack of complete certainty from accepting it yourselves. and so then you think no I don’t think that it’s completely real because she’s not sure so I’m not sure either.

But that’s the problem it is real if there’s no illuminati it’s real so if I’m talking to people right now psychically you blowing it in this idea that you have in your head of oh I can just not tell her and then I’ll scare her. That’s also stupid because she doesn’t really know, so you’ve got her in this theoretical limbo land, which is very dangerous for you extraordinarily dangerous. You really have no idea who she is and yet you assume that she’s been easier for stupid reasons and it doesn’t make sense and she keeps trying to tell you that and you don’t wanna hear her.

And then we have an added problem of you getting out of rush of adrenaline and your ego from thinking that you know and she doesn’t know it’s nonsense. You’re completely idiotic and full of shit and I hope to God that you figure that out at some point.

If you told her now after, I just said all that it wouldn’t even do anything practically because I’ve moved that discussion into another area of her mind. Yeah, you guys have no idea what you’re doing but and yes Jackie‘s been playing around with peoples heads in the same way that I am able to. He did it through the power of Satan I am doing it through Christ, if this is real but the thing is you, you really don’t seem to get it she’s right, she is above most of you socioeconomically you really can’t do this to someone like her. You could directly do it to the woman with a tin can but then she’d have a different reaction and then you could have whatever catharsis. It is JD and Anne and Chris and whoever else it is it’s doing this it’s stupid you could have some sort of cathartic talk with that woman and feel superior to her and work through whatever it is that you’re trying to work through about yourselves in your old life, but she’s not that woman and so she can’t do that for you instead you’re ripping apart the entire world because you don’t understand fucking anything practically about social class or sociology or semantics or logic you’re fucking idiots your idiots and you don’t understand that this doesn’t work it just doesn’t work!

You cannot discover an ancient pharaohs daughter living in a Norwegian, silver smith, farm family with oil and then think I’m better than her when you have less money than she does in a sense and the only thing you really have is a public name and $10 million.

That’s all you have are your social connections and your measly 10 million you don’t have her background you don’t have her background you’re not her. So I would like to ask you again do you understand if there’s no illuminati JD? Do you understand that the Middle East is angry at us you comprehend do you understand? *he yells*

“ I don’t have to answer to y’all.” he says.

“ we got a little we got a little crazy. I have to confess we got a little crazy. I try to have a threesome with him and Donald Trump. I thought I saw we are so we had to beast. Let’s have some fun. So I say let’s get drunk Casi say hello. And add a DJ geez OK cool I’m down for a cicada bad ass but OK I so special warfare times 80 let’s go engage in some spiritual warfare. And then Jesus says to me let’s go do it and then go trim saucy later I gotta crawl Sophie left I mean where whatever OK fine whatever it’s OK dear I left behind and we find a friend is a girl a good friend of mine he bisexual we hang out I was a fun Oco Time who is call time.” says Bobby Junior.

“ I am so what are you trying to tell us Bobby?”

“ I think he got into a sexual relationship with JFK because I think you follow him you’re well JFK I think I think J DeVos is now in a relationship with with JFK but not like committed monogamous, magnanimous more sort of special friend on the side side side.” says Bobby.

So you think he experimented with the supernatural in a homosexual way with JFK in the last few?

“ because.”

no I mean it makes that makes sense Bobby that makes some sense OK that makes sense of why he’s in capable of hearing certain things too. I think he feels like his husband is going to come rescue him but his husband JFK is dead.

“ did JD Vance, remind JFK of of lamb?” says a woman.

“ true confession yeah he did.” says Jack Kennedy.

“ well, that was very stupid.” says GOP.

“OK I actually wonder too though speaking as a poor woman with the tin cans, does he does he get that they’re really angry at us or not?” she says.

Honestly, I don’t think we can completely tell. It seems like he kind of does like barely like kind of but it’s sorta on the edge so it’s like it’s like he gets it but not really but he does but not really.

She nods.

“ I have no idea to vote for anymore then I can’t vote for Harris I can’t but I don’t know I mean it’s scary to think of him as being vice president right now.”

Later.

“Is that my daughter?” asks Lacey.

“Yes.” says someone.

“You know…if I didn’t just pick up my daughter from school…I’m blowing us up. Literally.” says Lacey.

“How?” asks Hezbollah.

“Excellent. Hopefully I won’t have to.” says Lacey.

“What if that’s not your daughter?” asks Hezbollah.

“Then you’re justified. Let it go, baby.” says Lacey.

“Nah. I hear you byotch.” he says smiling and laughing.

“But you’ll see.” says Lacey.

“Yeah.” he says.

“Cool. But you have my vote.” says Lacey. Then she throws up the peace sign and digs.

“She’s a white gal.” says Casi.

Later.

“Jack didn’t understand how to be a statesman.” concludes China. “Maybe Christopher Reeves’s character in Remains of the Day was wrong.”

Lacey cracks-up laughing.

“Who did that to him?” asks Lacey.

Christopher Reeves laughs.

“Oh. Let’s not.” says Lacey.

“I AGREE!” says Christopher Reeve compassionately.

“They meant well.” says Lacey.

Christopher Reeves nods. “It was bad. But…losing a child and your whole life?!“ He shakes his head no in agreement with himself.

“Hopefully I didn’t lose a child.” says Lacey.

“No. She’s being moral.” says Iran. “Get a grip.” they genuinely yell at a woman who wants to kill Lacey for honoring their possible moral integrity.

“We have the right to nuke too.” says Israel.

“You have the right. But not necessarily the moral right.” says Queen Elizabeth II.

Later.

“Cavity filled?” says Lem.

“Yes!” says Lacey.

“Are you waiting?” says Lem.

“Yes. My mitt is numb.” says Lacey.

Later.

Lem smiles.

Iran smiles kindly.

“I’m never going to give-up.” says Lem to Lacey.

“On us?” says Lacey.

“YES. And our children being as happy as they can be.” says Lem. “I’m positive you make me happy. There’s nothing else…”

“Are we in better shape now?” asks Iran.

“Are you okay?” asks Lem.

They look sad. Cry.

“I’m praying for you.” says Lem.

“LEM WHY!??” yells Iran.

“I’ll answer that. But you deserve better.” says Lem. “As in, my answers aren’t good enough.”

“What’s Rosh Hashana?” says Lacey, with concern.

“The New Year.” says Lem.

“That’s worse.” says Lacey.

Iran laughs and nods.

“They’re not going to die…but it’s bad.” says Lacey.

Iran throws its hands up.

“Man!” says Lacey.

“Die?” says Israel.

“Yeah. As in…you’ll all be gone.” says Lacey. “I really doubt that. But I feel something looming.”

“Thanks for the warning.” she says.

“Of course!” says Lacey. “I like to think you’ll all be happier.”

“I hear you.” she saysz

“Want in?” says Netanyahu.

“I wish I could fly there two weeks ago. And stand under a bomb with my family. A nice big bomb that would blow us all up into dust.” says Lacey.

“Yup.

You know…y’all keep bad company.” says Iran to Israel. “Sometimes I wonder if it’s more them than you I’m fighting.”

“It is.” says Lacey.

“Lacey that must make you really angry?” asks North Korea.

“Thank you for asking! Yes!” says Lacey. “Democracy was supposed to be so darn good. And…it was. Sorta.”

“Yeah. I’m impressed.” says Tsar Putin.

“Oh! It’s wonderful!” says Lacey. “It’s just…not…functioning.”

“What’s wrong with it?” asks Iran.

“I think it’s literally too divided.” says Lacey.

“Like lots of different areas?” says Putin.

“Yes.” says Lacey. “That sounds so simple but…I think that’s it.”

“I relate.” says Putin.

“Yes! That’s right!” says Lacey. “Goodness. …You know…we just…aren’t supposed to be like that though.”

“I actually I agree!” says Elon.

“It’s just too…broken up.” says Lacey. “I think the whole country is…crumbling.”

“As much as us!??!” says Iran.

“No. And yet yes.” says Lacey.

“It’s worse than they think.” says Iran.

“It is.

Will that be the end? Maybe not! But…if this is a real conversation…it might be very serious.” says Lacey.

“The election?” he says.

“Not necessarily. Maybe afterwards.” says Lacey.

“I feel like we dated in college.” says Putin.

Lacey is quiet out of respect.

Later.

“You’re not much fun.” says Chris to Lacey.

She smiles politely.

“What…do you actually think is going on with JD Vance and Usha?” says Chris Hayes.

“I think they’re first cousins. Secretly.” says Lacey.

Chris laughs.

“Did you know that in poor rural communities first cousins don’t realize that sex between cousins is weird?” says Lacey.

He laughs.

“Why- Why did Donald Trump pick Dalits from Ohio to run for US President with him? This country is very odd, Chris.

They hate me by the way. And I have no idea why.” says Lacey.

“Lacey do you think it could be because you’re an ass?” asks Chris.

“Am I one though?” says Lacey. “I had no idea Usha was from India, Ohio.”

“They confuse you.” says Chris.

“Talking to them is like…going insane. God bless them.” says Lacey.

“Why!???” says Chris.

“I literally cannot…logically follow…their…worldview. Donald Trump is complicated. They’re…nonsensical.” says Lacey.

“Okay. But that’s what everyone was saying about Donald Trump. How are they worse!??” says a man.

“Did you guys plan it that way!?” asks Lacey.

“Lacey…what if they did?!?” says a Trump supporter.

“Yeah.” says Lacey.

“Chris…Donald Trump has a meaning. It’s very complicated. …But he has a point. It’s REAL. …If you all planted JD Vance to confuse people…that was exceedingly foolish!” yells Russia.

“DAMMIT!!!!” yells a military officer.

Joe Biden cracks up laughing.

“Shit.” says Trump.

“Honestly…I feel like just leaving. But that won’t work either. …I’m going to pray for us all to die as quickly as God sees fit.” says Lacey.

“Actually…she’s right.

Chris…you all triggered me. You did! But he’s repulsive. …My suicide was vastly different than what you would have guessed.

My service in the Middle East was because I was cheap. I had planned to use the money for grad school. Even though my parents had money. To pay for grad school. …But I came back too psychologically upset.

I wanted to be…courageous. Brave. And…patriotic. My grandfather was a very decorated fighter pilot…and I admired him. A lot. …But you all make me out to be…a ‘rural suicide victim.’ That’s hardly the case.

…Do you pea-brains understand why that’s so angering?

I died…because of a miserable war…that I didn’t need to fight in. Not because I was rural. …And to say otherwise is sick.” says Matthew Nesheim.

“I think they’re threatened by you.” says Susanne.

“No! They’re MORONS!” says Matthew. “They genuinely don’t get it.

Look…I had problems.

Before I rose to a leadership position in the military I had a lot of frustration. Because it was mostly all about following orders. Being from an Old Money Upper Class family…with enough to help me…at least somewhat…my fellow soldiers secretly hated me at times. And…they were nice…enough…but it was…stressful. And I was used to a lot of freedom. Do what I want. You know? When you have money you have…choices. Those choices being taken away from me…was extremely hard on me. …Because…in America there’s no explanation for it. You know? …You’re just not supposed to go into the military if you’re from our sort of family. No explanation! Not really. …But I wanted to. …I just wasn’t prepared for the way…I was going to have to shovel shit. To be blunt.” says Matthew.

“I relate!!” yells Casi.

“No you don’t.” says Lacey.

She laughs.

“But…that’s just it. Casi…it’s not pleasant for you? It’s not pleasant for us either.

And so…I can’t stand…JD Vance right now. And neither can most of my dead family. We feel he’s a treasonous snake.” says Matthew Nesheim.

“Does it matter that it’s just politics?” asks Kamala.

“No!

I’m not supporting you. But I can’t support him now either.” says Matthew.

Tsar Putin laughs. “Oh wow.

You must all think I’m a bad lover.”

“No. He’s very gifted!!” says Lacey.

“I am. …But you see…she’s not…disloyal. She…chooses Lem. Even though I’m alive. …And I’d find ways to make it up to her. But she…isn’t that simple.

I think you assumed if Vance antagonized her…that she’d instantly go to Harris. But she hasn’t. …Why do you always…unfailingly assume the worst.” says Putin.

“Because she’s…cruel.” says Chris.

“NO. You’re just a-“ says Matthew.

“Chris…what are you talking about!?” says Putin.

“She wasn’t cruel. Chris you’re in deep shit. And so you’re making up lies to safe yourself.

You hated her for jealous petty things. And sadly Diego felt worse. I don’t think you’re that deep, sadly.

But do tell me…why do you not get it? …You’re going to die. Possibly. In a war. And go down as one of the stupidest men in human history. So…if there’s an Illuminati…please, I beg you please….STOP coming up with ways to harm her. …You and JD and people like you have lost your argument with me. And Lacey. Stop doubling down. It’s…astounding!” says Lem.

“You all baffle me.” says Lacey.

“No. Of course we don’t me you.” says Lem to Putin.

“Matthew…let me say this: I genuinely respect your sacrifice. I do.

But to be honest…I have no clue…why you thought it was…feasible to join the military. It’s so different culturally than what you’re all used to.” says Casi.

“Yes! …But we’re a very Old Money family. And there are lots of Republicans in our family. Many of whom own guns. Go shooting. Not just hunting. For fun. And…some of whom are into prepping.

AND most importantly…it’s DERANGED…it’s egregious for a US citizen who’s able bodied and smart and good…to not be able to join military? …Casi! That’s the END OF AMERICA. …When a wealthy, white, healthy, MALE…athletic farm kid…is too “posh” to join the military…without losing his mind…the country no longer makes sense.” says Matthew Nesheim.

“What happened!??” says an Israeli.

“I already explained!!” yells Matthew.

“Fine. But it’s shocking!” he says.

“Sorry.” says Matthew.

“ it seems suspicious, but I highly doubt that it’s as extraordinary as you think. There are a lot of upper middle class families who actually have kids that go into the military and there are there are a lot of upper class families who have kids to go into the military, but those families are usually from very different sub cultures in the US that have some sort of military history beyond just heroes be in the family there’s a sort of military tradition. It’s part of the family culture.

And so when you take those things into consideration and realize who we are in my family, I actually think it makes sense and then you might say oh it’s just those Nesheims so crazy they must be super isolated you know we’re really not in a way we kind of are but no more than almost any other family and so I don’t think that’s it either. 

I think it’s symptomatic of some thing far greater some sort of overall lack of cohesion in the country. That’s very deeply rooted and very disturbing because I don’t think it’s just us. We are probably somehow more obvious, but I have a feeling the polarization you know the animosity people have towards each other I don’t know the lack of an overall culture it’s just I don’t think That it’s a good sign and I’m calling it. I don’t think people are talking about it enough right now but I’m calling it it’s getting weird things are getting very frayed and then it becomes sort of a chicken and a conversation because this is bizarre but based on his experience in the military, it does make me wonder if there is something greater going on and I get it just looks to me right off the top of my head, like some sort of massive lack of cohesion.” says Lacey. “ so if I was a historian, I might say that there was many things, but it was like a perfect storm. You have a poltergeist of JFK you have deep seeded evil in the country and then there’s this bizarre lack of cohesion, which could be caused by the light the former two thinks evil, and a poltergeist will say. But yeah. I just kind of wonder like what did happen was it that there was a poltergeist and there’s deep-seated evil and then it caused a lack of cohesion or was there an under lying lack of cohesion that caused the poltergeist combined with evil end, and did it exacerbate the evil, and make it worse?” says Lacey.

“I like the last one.” says Tucker Carlson.

“ the problem is you don’t understand where I’m coming from at all and I can handle you to some degree because I feel like you try to humble yourself on rare occasions I can see you if this is a real conversation I can tell you’re slightly trying to humble yourself I don’t think JD Vance humbles himself that way. So I have no idea how to talk to him.” says Matthew.

“ you’re like 100% straight?” says Chris.

“ yeah but even Chris, even if even if he finds me attractive and he’s a homosexual and repressed or something yeah I am very hot. Yes I came from a nice family but that’s not really the point Seay so you think I’m getting the sense that you think it is but I really don’t. I don’t think it’s just that he has some sexual dysfunction, it’s something worse that and that’s why Lacey and I lost it and gave up we did we have supported Trump hundred percent. You have no idea how much we’ve supported him and my family but he is in trouble because he needs our support but I cannot in good conscience support JD Vance, being vice president, so the problem then becomes if Trump really wants to be president and actually take his leader ship role further what is he supposed to do start a Civil War get another vice president and totally screw people over because it’s going to cause a massive unrest you guys did not think this through your idiots but I feel like all I’m saying that colloquial colloquially but I feel like on a certain level you understand that what I’m saying is true and I could at least slightly try to work with you. I shot myself potentially because of men like JD Vance you didn’t join the military he did it. I have no idea how to talk to him. It’s a mess I’m not just imagining things.” says Matthew.

“ do you know I hear you to be honest with you? I try to imagine myself during the military if I was more I’m masculine but I don’t think I’m probably nearly as masculine as you you kinda like love if I was straight, you’re kind of like lap which should be a hit these people don’t understand, I can conceive of you because I’m bisexual possibly and so I understand that you’re not necessarily even bisexual because I’m complicated and I I can conceive of people being like you of all that being said oh I’m not old money and I never will be, but I’m close enough to see where you’re coming from and I don’t think I could be in the military either which is actually scary too. I think you might be hinting at that because no I couldn’t be in the military either. I just it’s it’s not him they alienate me those men alienate me I don’t think you actually would which is interesting because a lot of people think oh those men are just Bacio straight icky dude, but I’m beginning to wonder if that’s a cop out and ally that we’ve told ourselves to avoid dealing with what’s actually happening. How does that sound to you?” says a man.

“ it’s true, unfortunately and you know the sad truth is you know who else you could probably relate to Vladimir Putin how do you think out a czarist Russian leader who likes to I mean he’s a macho man he really is and he is straight but no, he’s like us and that’s where my cousin Lacey says oh no it’s a class issue you should probably take what she says. Seriously it actually might be which is why people try to avoid talking about because it’s offensive in this country we’re not supposed to have an aristocracy people aren’t supposed to be that different that’s wrong that can’t possibly be happening but the problem is is that if it is happening we can’t just completely ignore it and think oh it’ll be fine.” says Matthew.