“Dummy” by The Man In The Suit

(September 29th, 2024)

My name is not one that I’m prepared to use on this block. The post after this one is about me I am writing to you from the afterlife. Yes, there is a wormhole in time or some thing similar to that or I am able to travel back to this moment from the future after I die, as Lacey is being told to say these things and her spirit, I just made the light in her room look very, very orange noticeably so And she’s staring at it because it’s very loving and fascinating. The light in the room that she’s sitting in went from normal to something from the movie where they’re looking back in time almost it’s orange and brown and it’s almost as if someone smeared Vaseline on the lines being like me and being aware of ours and beauty it’s very fascinating to her and I knew she’d have a fat reaction and so I did this with gods help.

Grandpa Pantell will be having us edit this later today he is her grandfather as much as he can be, and I think that’s essentially pretty close to him just being her grandfather if he’s not just her grandfather, will see Mel his daughter who could have theoretically been Lacey‘s mom isn’t dead yet and we can’t control peoples emotions so in the moment that I am writing this we are not 100% sure what Mel is going to say when it’s almost guaranteed that she would adore Lacey and be angry at god that Lacey wasn’t her daughter yes I just said angry at god Mel’s father anticipates that when his daughter dies, given the fact that she wanted to marry Lacey‘s father raised her that she will be genuinely angry at god That Lacey wasn’t given to her .

You people really need to figure out whether or not there’s reincarnation it is a mounting obstacle in this discussion, and perhaps one of the reasons if not the reason why her grandfather thought she should give up writing more blog posts, and instead focus on editing the ones that are already here Because it’s so important.

If there is reincarnation, Mel would be angry at god to an extreme degree because it would make no sense to her. Why Lacey wasn’t her daughter. If it would be, there would be no scientific emotional explanation for it. And things like that, because of who her father was, and the fact that he was actually an extremely wealthy man to an unusual degree, and he was from prestigious, family or important, Because it says something about Lacey and her spirit, and the state of things associate to a Hindu and it would be very hard for them to be intellectually, honest and maintain the continuing narrative that she’s poor and stupid from years ago in the Perfume community that got adopted by parts of the illuminati if they recognize that spiritually, she was in the position of power and authority, and they would have to just except that they might have been wrong, and that it could’ve been abrasive and evil and irritating to go around proclaiming things as they are not.

Because let me clarify something for you. That’s what irritates, Lacey, Casi, and Nancy and everyone else about what you did it’s not that she does it. She actually doesn’t know because there’s no one for her to talk to you. There’s literally nobody alive for her to talk to you and everyone who’s dead who she’s trying to talk to you have been silenced by the Kennedys and jack and evil so there’s no way for her to intellectually process what she’s really feeling and recognize what’s actually going on which seems smart if you’re trying to be evil but it’s not because they want to feel superior to her they want to think lots of things that are delusional but if she can’t process through what’s going on in this attack it affects basically all of humanity, if they’re wrong if they’re inferior, if if lemons straight if he was straight it ends up affecting you reading this blog and everybody else because they’re tearing at the fabric literally of humanity because they don’t like something so think of it from like an artistic perspective OK?

Imagine that you’re filming a film in the 1940s on the old film that they used to use. You know it’s sort of thick and brown. It’s not film it’s like when we think of film that’s what I’m talking about like film. When Jack attacked Lacey, what he essentially did was go back in time and forward in time yes back and try to find all the places where she exists and existed if there’s reincarnation and basically take a sharp objects and scratch her out of it in the film of time and space in the fallen world. Why, because he’s childish and immature and stupid and profoundly evil. But essentially in a sense, that’s what he’s been trying to do as an analogy is go through and find everywhere she is because he is violently jealous of her and too stupid to realize how dangerous the situation would be if he did something like that, and tried to literally scratch her out of it. He’s trying to scratch her out Human history and that’s how rude and that’s how dumb it is because as people who are older know that doesn’t really Photoshop the person out so to speak it’s not like Photoshop he’s not using Photoshop. He’s using the old fashion method of Photoshop where you cut the personal picture or you grab a pen and you scratch them out of the picture that’s what he’s doing on a spiritual level so as you may know that doesn’t work to truly take the person out because Everyone then will look at the picture or the moments in time and go what’s missing in this picture someone should be here there is some thing in the picture what is that and they won’t be able to process it and it ends, so yeah, Arnold and a certain level it’s been very frustrating to him because it hasn’t really worked as well as he thought it would And he hasn’t really been able to take her out almost at all he’s been able to defile her image and confuse you about what she looks like even in the present people can’t never quite figure out what she looks like. Even they look at her, they could never quite figure it out. They know that she’s very extremely beautiful, because she is But they could never figure out how beautiful that is or what that even means or in a sentence but they’re even literally seeing if she’s beautiful they can never figure out what the curves of her face look like or her eyes or her coloring people wouldn’t be able to draw a sketch of her because they literally can’t figure out what it is that they’re seeing Let that creep you out as much as you want it to. It is creepy. It’s very creepy.

See in the past in the 19 in the rather in the 1890s in the 1700s people were into Spiritualism they were into the occult and popular culture. It wasn’t just a fringe thing. Most people were into something that would’ve been considered the O calls and before that it’s worse will say him, which is part of the reason why the Catholic Church gets accused of witchcraft because people were just into witchcraft it was very popular.

And well, we know that that’s not of. God excuse me if I’m offending a kind which who is reading this while we know that’s not of God we’ve lost information it has been because we’re not necessarily that much more holy if that holy it’s been replaced with hatred and animosity and atheism. I’m not trying to attack atheist know either, but this is objectively what’s happened, so in the same way that in the past, we would’ve clung to witchcraft and superstition and throwing salt behind our back and cinnamon on our doorstep and thought this will really work this will really do something and we would’ve said don’t wear a white sheet over your head you’ll die or don’t put that mirror next to your bed you might get in trouble it’s been replaced with a sort of mindless worship of science like don’t do this because that’s not scientific. Don’t believe that the mirror next to your bed we’ll do something because that’s not scientific that’s bullshit they could actually be something to those old wives tales so to speak on occasion God is protecting us he’s God he loves us but you shouldn’t assume that those old wives tales are just bullshit because they’re not.

I one time when Lacey was in Pennsylvania she was living in an old house. Actually, it was an old apartment that had been converted from being a school. It was last school in probably the early 1980s before being turned into apartments. This was near Dillsburg.

Hey, I went to school with Lacey. I went to college with her him and we were in Pennsylvania. She was lead to go to the college that I went to with her by the Kennedys. They wanted her to go there because they had a very long term plan for her life, and it was evil. But what they used to learn her. There was the premise that it was a very Christian school, and Lacey is so deeply embedded in her face that to her going to a born-again Christian college who is ideal, she wanted to go to a truly sincere heartfelt Christian college, that essentially felt Like going to church, but college. And that’s not what the school is that her and I went to, and it was actually very demoralizing to her the first semester she was there, but nobody has ever loved her. Nobody has ever loves Lacey sincerely, in this life nobody has ever taken the time to cherish her idiosyncrasies or her actual perspective or anything about her. I’ve never loved her I’ve had a slight crush on her, but that isn’t the same thing as genuinely really loving somebody. And so nobody thought to ask her and she didn’t know from being loved by her parents that it was even something she should contemplate that she was experiencing so in a sense she didn’t know how to take care of herself in that way, as a person.

Because she was totally demoralized when she showed up there she was totally demoralized by the school and the type of Christianity that they have there, and the character of the students and the characters the character of the ministration. She hated the school she was very put off by us, Lacey is basically more of an Episcopalian, but in a very old-school sense, which actually drives her or did drive her more towards Catholicism until the present pope came into power if he’s really truly even the pope

She’s not close minded she’s not backward she’s a genuine Christian.

Frankly, she would’ve been far better off going to a Catholic school in Minnesota or anywhere else. There are numerous Catholic schools in Minnesota that she could’ve gotten to where she would’ve had a vastly more positive experience and she would’ve had a far happier life, but the Kennedys drove her away from that because they didn’t want the Catholic Church ever protecting her.

Right now the Catholic Church is protecting her family and that is part of the reason I am able to even tell you this because God is not stupid and they’re not as stupid as you might think Iser she’s been able to fight off demons she’s been able to survive when she fell down the stairs, she survived, partially because of the prayers of fervent genuine Catholics who are real Christians. There are a lot of falling and fallen Catholic churches that are no longer Catholic as much as they were and by Catholic I mean Christian but there’s a lot of darkness in the world and the moment that I am writing this to you from the future.

I see the wording and Christian and she’s a Christian. God understands if she doesn’t feel safe, taking the Eucharist or praying in the Catholic Church, and she genuinely feels scared of it.

But every night before she goes to sleep, she prays with her children, very sincerely, for God to forgive them for all of their sins. Whatever they may be so in a sense. She’s trying to go to confession every day every day and be as accountable as she can possibly be, which was something that both horrified and impressed Elaine a lot when he died. Because God takes that very seriously, he’s not deaf or dumb, and he knows the state of her hearts and her sincerity. Often times when I bring this up, jackal say she’s too unchurched and ignorant and evil, to know all the depth of the evil in her heart, and truly do the confession process on her own appropriately. But that is absolute bullshit. She she covers her self. She prays for whatever it may be in the sense of even if I am evil and I can’t figure it out they she’s in an argument with real beings in the Catholic Church kind of knows that so whether it’s a demon or a dead person she knows or living people in the illuminati they they know and they understand that she’s not just arguing with her self she’s not schizophrenic, that’s the pipe dream of some jack ass heater. That’s not at all reality.

If there’s purgatory, and she’s illegitimate part of the trouble of her life is hell in a sense for her father, Tom Banks, because we don’t really get away with arson, even if it’s forgiven and redeemed. In Catholicism, if that’s partially Christianity as it was intended to be, we don’t really get away with arson we get rid of its redeemed or restored, but it’s almost like this perfect beautiful therapy session Purgatory it’s really wonderful and lovely like imagine the most posh upper class expensive beautiful you know therapy session And that’s kind of a purgatory. It’s like if you’re a Christian and you’re sincere, so yes, like you can wear fancy yoga pants and there is like you know what you could next. We sit next to a waterfall and contemplate your life and sip expensive coffee as you process through everything that you’ve done wrong it’s really gorgeous it’s an amazing experience Because it’s God and that is partially why when people have near death experiences that are real and they actually go slightly to heaven they’re so an off because it’s got his top drawer first rate he’s a fantastic God so some people have to realize that purgatory isn’t simplistic and that they’ve been fooled into thinking that it’s not real because of these near death experiences in the New Age because it seems so loving and positive, but that actually is Christianity it is you know God’s not cheap it’s not just You go to Purgatory in some stuffy hot room in the basement and don’t you know you’re not able to sort of you know talk to God and it’s just boring and crowded and hellish. It’s not like that it’s really nice in it it might not be as beautiful different people end up having different near death experiences end up having different experiences It’s very complicated so you can’t just assume that near death experiences are the smoking gun because they’re not sometimes they can be very deceptive and some people have worst experiences or better experiences and they should have because they don’t they don’t actually die so be careful with those they’re not full proof

But essentially when you die yet for a lot of people it, it’s actually really beautiful you know who you actually aren’t in this horrific situation partially because God understands that you may be just need a space and some break to just you know process through everything and he’s not gonna let you get away with stuff so the minute that you start wondering from him he’ll have to start correcting you, so it’s like let’s say you have hatred in your heart for somebody and him so you die you go to purgatory I may be for the first 10 minutes. It’s super posh next to a waterfall in this like plush soft chair and you’re sipping expensive expensive espresso or you’re just sitting on a rock on an expensive yoga mat that’s like a perfect rock and you’re just like wow this is pretty sweet but then in Jesus shows up and he’s like OK but in the moment that you start to experience your hatred and process through that for somebody you start you do you leave your waterfall and you start having to deal with your son and so there goes the waterfall. If there’s evil in your heart, you cut you get sucked into a black box a dark black box at like caskets possibly under the ground and you can breeze so to speak and you feel God‘s presence because it’s not hell but you realize that that’s where your hatred is going to bring you and so then you have to deal with your hatred and it’s very unfair it’s very enlightening and stuff for a lot of people. It’s actually not the slowest process because they’re repentant and they’re willing to sit in and give up their hatred and they’re just like OK yeah I guess his hatred of stupid God or father you’re right Dad this this isn’t smart I shouldn’t be hateful like this towards this person, and in this particular part of my spirit, this particular part of my dislike for that person was hatred, and it was evil, and it was unfounded, and anything good or just appear or holy, and I have to just give it up because it wasn’t of you and then you give it up and all the sudden you’re in a better place yeah it sounds scary but actually it might not be here in a better place and all the sudden then you’re in a sort of a room which is a vast improvement from your box and he’s like OK no what were you angry about at this person essentially and it’s like OK father well I guess I was angry about the fact that they were mean to me and then he takes you somewhere very beautiful and hold you in his lap. If that’s the relationship you have with him and comforts you like a father and you have a real chitchat about what happened and why you know you got hurt and that’s the thing that we could a lot of people try to deal with this stuff before they die, and it sometimes can be affective if they’re sincere, but we’re very complex people I mean people are very psychologically complex so it’s almost impossible to count for every life experience and that’s where we have to have faith and work on ourselves with it with fear and trembling but we also have to have some faith that he’ll be able to forgive us for everything even if we can’t think of it, if we’re asking him to come if we want him to.

And that’s scary because if you were born again, Christian and you’re not in constant submission to Christ giving over your whole self, asking him to save you asking him to redeem you and that’s not the fervency you have you could be in trouble. Hopefully you actually meant it when you asked for salvation hopefully your heart was in the right place. Hopefully you were sincere him or having sense. Hopefully you’ve put yourself in a position of supplication and humbling of yourself to cry in front of Christ in front of the cross, asking him for salvation but if you deviate too far from that and you start thinking, I don’t want God and rejecting him Which isn’t common but but it’s possible you could end up almost losing your salvation or losing it which is why Catholics used to be so hateful towards Christianity. That wasn’t Catholic in the past when they were being holy, because they genuinely felt like you people were danger to the Christian faith because it was going to end up being to some degree like it is today where some born-again Christians take that one moment And believe that that’s all that it is they don’t think they have to be accountable for anything because they don’t think that it matters it’s like once and you’re done you just pray one time and then you don’t have to worry ever ever after that or if you do worry, you can get into an argument with God about it because you’re in the kingdom and so even if you’re rejecting him and salvation You’re in the kingdom and you know it that’s still the same thing. Some people are too stupid genuinely to realize that that that doesn’t work and then he knows that and he takes that into account when he’s measuring everything out when you die of where to send you, so if you’re too stupid to realize that you’re rejecting him and you’re too unschooled and unsophisticated he does take that into account and he might not send you to hell, despite was the most heretical hateful, Catholics would say to pretend to be Christian, but I really evil because they pretend to be the sort of regeneration and resurgence of the Catholic faith as it was but some of those people are really just hateful scare scare, mongers, fear, mongers, because they actually are not being honest. God isn’t dumb enough to not understand our weaknesses. That is Catholicism that is Christianity, he is not going to go. Oh this person was too stupid to realize what they were doing was dangerous to their soul, but I don’t care because I am a been counting anal retentive asshole with hatred for people he’s not like that so if you die, and you’re not actually rejecting him in reality that, but that just means that you’re not really rejecting him and reality, there’s no loophole for hatred. There’s no way for them these people to be right because because it’s not like God would go. Oh, in reality, you were too dumb genuinely too stupid cognitively basically retarded and you couldn’t figure out how to become a Christian to save your own damn soul because you’re too stupid and uneducated and underwear but I don’t give a crap because I’m an elitist hateful snob and I’m god? No he’s not like that that’s sick. Lacey was becoming very Catholic and she was very encouraged and her faith and then one Easter a few years ago. She was listening to a Catholic radio station, trying desperately to get closer to God and an evil entity, who was related to the Kennedys Had her find a broadcast of a very hateful ultra conservative Catholic, who basically told her that she was going to hell, and that most people were, and that there was nothing anyone could do about it. It was pure evil because it was so close to the truth that she believed it, and has been terrified. Her cortisol levels shot through the roof that was before she started losing her hair. Her cortisol levels shot through the roof after that because she has been in constant Life ending practically fear that she’s going to hell for every minuscule in fraction because she’s not in daily confession. I know she had a very close relationship with Christ. She’s always had one, but she constantly prays obsessively for him to forgive her, and she means it as much as she can, with every fiber of her being dead alive. Every part of her she constantly throws herself at his mercy, sure violent degree. And it’s because of those dumb ass white trash, hateful ultra conservative peasant, jackasses, who, by the way, could easily be closeted homosexuals that she did this.

Yeah, those men actually are homophobic hateful stereotypical bastards, who really actually would love to suck a guys cock, but lie about it to themselves, and then their reaction has been to become incredibly hateful towards everyone and pretend to be conservative because they think that that makes them holy, so instead of having a real heartfelt relationship with Christ and being saved, they themselves are too stupid to do what they’re claiming everyone should do. Because they can’t understand the nature of a soul in a heart that sincere because they lie all the time about the actual desires in their heart so they’re very distance from their own emotions. They’re very distance from their actual identity and selves because they don’t like who they are they’re they’re bisexual And they’re just honest about it and so they’re legalistic snobs because they don’t wanna deal with the reality of who they are. The truth is, it’s really hard to delve into every crevice of your self to find all of your sin as a Catholic, but she tries to every day she tries to neatly pick out every tiny ounce of sin and herself, and give it to Christ to an obsessive compulsive degree out of sheer tear that when she dies she’ll go to hell.

And she has her kids doing the same thing and they’re following her to, but you know because God is real. He’s honoring that they have a very clean slate very clean I mean wow oh my, she essentially cleans out every inch of her house with bleach every day and soda, her kids as much as they know how And then they use air purifiers to get rid of the bleach smell open up all the windows blow hurricane force winds through the house and then I mean it’s intense the purification process that she goes through in her soul every day is excruciating. It’s like climbing a mountain I mean and they do it to with her and they they’re able to do it because she loves them so much And it’s intense. It’s a very intense session but they’re tough. They are very tough group of kids of people am I mean to her? She’s not a kid but they’re a very tough group of people and so it’s cool I mean they’re rocksolid I mean try to I mean it wow, we’re good so to speak but that’s what you’re talking to. It’s possible that her and her kids are like almost saints literally.

Sincerely, she really is that heartfelt and she’s raising them to be like her so but you might be surprised how many other people could be like that or close to that so that’s good that’s great but actually that’s part of how she ended up talking to Louis he was Catholic and he took his faith. Actually quite seriously believe it or not he was extremely wealthy, but he may have taken his face very seriously, him and God allowed them to interact ask God if you think it’s witchcraft and no she doesn’t. She didn’t call for him if she did it’s possible that’s a part of herself that she’s not even consciously at all aware of, so be aware of that if she’s channeling him in a way that psychics do it may not actually be something that she’s consciously aware that she’s doing and it’s gotten so off the deep end because how is she doing it honey? I’m sorry if you don’t want to hear this, but Lacey is a genius, but she’s genuinely also a ditz.

She has ESPN OK she has ESPN. She has a full subscription and she’s not aware of it. Arm she can get it anywhere any time even in the car I mean wow it’s like crazy ESPN yes that’s a reference to mean girls but she’s not a mean girl, but she is that character in a way.

So that’s her actual head that’s her personality she named herself, Lacey for a reason she really is very genuinely feminine even in a stereotypical sense, but people have been ignoring that her whole life because she’s never been loved and so because she’s so strong and tough and courageous people think she’s a lesbian, and they think that she’s automatically super masculine And they want her to be they desperately want her to be Jack is so upset about the fact that she’s ditzy that he can’t handle himself. He’s not really dizzy he’s stupid a lot of gay men pretend to be ditzy because they think it’s sexy and it actually is like men do you actually find that sexy the whole ditzy routine they really do actually like that five not maybe not all men, but there are a number of men both straight and gay and otherwise who actually really find that whole thing kind of a tractive I don’t know it just sends them and Lamb was one of them. He really liked that, he didn’t think Jack was ditzy. Jack was dumb. He actually really didn’t think Jack was ditzy. He thought Jack was stupid, but Jack but Lems actual type as well and a woman with someone who is a little did say Jackie was not Jesse Maryland was a little dizzy, but it was an act, Lacey is genuinely ditzy. She’s very intelligent super intelligent but she’s also ditzy and it’s very authentic but it’s so upsetting to Jack that he has her and everyone else believing that it’s not real and that she’s a lesbian and that she’s masculine and a tomboy, and so people, even in her family who try to relate to her I have never understood how ditzy she actually is a king Shelly, who died of cancer was sort of onto it. She was kind of aware that there was something a little different about Lacey and she was a cheerleader in high school and so she knew women who were a little ditzy and she picked up on it and she picked up on the fact that that was something different than her parents and then that’s where she got confused But now Lacey is a little bit ditzy and it’s very real. It’s not an act she’s not stupid she’s not putting you on. She legitimately can be very dizzy at times which is an adjustment in your thinking because she’s very she’s very intelligent. She’s very confident. She seems still typically masculine in that way and so it’s very easy for people today to think especially if she has an old fashion ditzy look, so it’s very people today or just like oh she’s super confident she knows everything constantly like a man and she’s never anything but that she’s just 100% confident competent masculine energy like a lesbian and that is absolute fucking bullshit.

I knew Lacey was in a bad marriage. I could sense it and so I asked her questions about their sex life to hit on her. I was hitting on her. I had a private conversation and I peppers her with questions because I thought she sort of ends me, and she still did Seda realize it And I wasn’t completely off so I had it this was years ago I had a private conversation with her over direct message on Instagram because I was friends with her in college and I thought no I’m not going to just sit here and not do some thing because if she’s in some crappy marriage and I can tell and I am single right now to you to some degree maybe you know you never know him so I tried hitting on her by asking her questions about their sex life because I knew they would tell me pretty much everything I wanted to know about the state of the marriage to him and she didn’t know what I was doing. She had no idea what I was doing.

And then she basically gave me the brush off, but I also realize that she truly had no idea no idea why I was asking her I mean OK that’s not true. She had some sense that it could be something sexual that I was hitting on her because she’s not stupid. She’s really not stupid so she kind of had some sense that that’s what was happening and she protected her self because she’s not stupid but she never because she’s ditzy. If she she had no idea she never processed through with what that meant so she protected her self and did an excellent job doing so, but then walked away from experience not realizing That I had just hit on her. It’s like she knew that I had on her but she didn’t really know that.

You all have taken advantage of her dizziness and you thought it was stupidity but it’s not a lot of you have taken horrific sadistic advantage of her dizziness, thinking oh this woman’s lying she’s not that rich she’s not that beautiful or all this woman’s lying they’re not that elite or oldest woman is dumb or old is woman’s dumb and like no she’s not dumb. She’s not lying. She’s extremely feminine and she’s a ditz. And so God has had to counteract that innocence because her life was becoming too horrific. She was laying in bed one night, miserable, crying herself to sleep literally I’m not exaggerating she was crying herself to sleep because she had no one to talk to who really loves her and so she was just letting herself go to sleep crying because she didn’t know what else to do to get her self to sleep so she thought is this is fine she thought being a sweet and to see if she is I’ll just keep crying and eventually I’ll wear myself out and fall sleep. 

No, it’s not that she doesn’t have a cell phone. It’s not that she doesn’t thing to go online. You guys are so stupid she reads she’s tried reading. She told an asshole in London, who is bisexual and pretends to be gay who is Jewish who is hitting on her essentially That she’s never had a fun date and he’s like that can’t be true you’re lying you’re lying and she’s not. She’s never had a fun date. No one is ever loved her. That’s a fact, but he’s too arrogant to realize that she’s better than him and all of his friends and that she’s actually elite and away that he’ll never be or any of his friends will ever be, and that she’s actually a very nice person, and not at all evil, either, almost at all oh I shouldn’t say at all, she could be evil at times but no she’s a very good person and he couldn’t handle that and so when she told him no, I have never been on a good date he diminished it, Gaslite her and convinced her that she was full of it. She’s not stupid so she questions it, but he refused to believe that she was that ditzy because then he’d have to be honest about the fact that he’s bisexual not gay and he’s a self important prick.

There are a lot of bisexual men who claim to be gay because they’re self-righteous legalistic bastards. They think that being gay is more holy and pure and righteous and amazing. And yes, that sounds superstitious, but they are a little superstitious. They’re not completely rational and so in their minds being bisexual is evil and icky and confusing to people it’s not quite good enough and so they convince themselves that they’re gay if they have them if they have a preference for homosexuality, or possibly even homosexuality at all because people are far less sophisticated than they think they convinced themselves that they’re gay and they’re not.

They may have also been telling all their female friends that they have emotional Situationships with that they’re gay to avoid accountability.

You’d be surprised how many gay men are actually bisexual there are there are real gay men. There are there really are, but there are decent number of gay men who are actually bisexual, but they hide that part of themselves, and in most human interactions.

And that’s part of the reason why gay men don’t want to talk about lab buildings because they really he’s a real sticky wicket for them at this moment because he was straight but he’s very convincing they pretended to be gay and that’s what happened because there’s a lot of gay men who pretend to be straight to this day, there are a number of bisexual men who pretend to be straight. There are a number of bisexual men who pretend to be gay. There are still a lot of people who are lying and people don’t want to think that partially because it’s frankly it’s complicated and they don’t want things to be that complicated because it’s overwhelming and so they think no I don’t want things to be that complicated, in my friendship, groups and bars, I want to think that things are obvious and simple but they’re not. Some people are not fluent sexually. If that’s even a thing Lacey is one of them. I am one of them Lemmers one of them it’s possible that actually most people are not fluid and people need to stop saying we’re all fluid and can change our sexuality. No, not everyone a decent number of people are stuck in their orientation their whole life it’s possible everybody is, but if that’s not the case than most people probably are most people are just one orientation whether they fully I know what that is or not most people could think that they’re fluid today but they’re not. They’re just not self-aware and there could be some people who are fluid but most people are probably just locking self-awareness and they’re giving themselves some fancy excuse to feel special.

So don’t take your lack of self-awareness and your pretentious lie that your fluid and start projecting that on everyone around you there are a decent number of people if not the majority of people who are just one orientation, and one gender their entire life.

But getting back to what I was talking about Lacey is a ditz. She’s a ditz and you’ve been taking advantage of that. She’s not stupid, but she is a ditz.

And part of her analysis when she’s analyzing her social class and pretty much anything takes the fact that she’s a ditz into a couch, she knows that about herself slightly subconsciously, and so she analyzes things very slowly and methodically in her head, relatively speaking, and so people see that and then assume that she’s lying or she’s confused or she’s stupid she’s not she’s actually far smarter and faster in her analysis than most people but if it is even when she’s doing math, she hast to go at a different rate especially when she’s doing math because she’s been bullied with math. It’s very Trumatic for her but so it’s not stupidity. She literally has a calm herself down and sort of think she has a channel herself, call herself down and then do the math in her head while she’s fighting off dead, and people who are evil and demons who have been trying to convince people that she’s stupid her whole life because in the 20th century math became the gold standard for intelligence in western society society

Her IQ is actually about 138 or 140 something in case if you’re curious that’s her actual IQ about 140 and in a perfect world she would that’s what she would test as that’s her IQ 100 and well 130 140 it it there’s a range but her IQ varies from about 130 to 140 OK and that’s not true actually it’s higher than 140 verbally but I am I was trying to say her actual IQ Jack got narcissistically offended because he actually wasn’t that bright people thought he was a genius. He was it your evaluating a photo shopped, edited image of him, that’s not who he really was.

And then you think his kids and his grandkids can tell you the cats they got their intelligence from their mother, primarily who was somewhat intelligent Jackie was oh I would say average to above average IQ, so she had almost superior intelligence. It wasn’t genius, but she was pretty intelligent I would say yeah, average to above average Jackie was an intelligent woman. Lacey is an actual genius, and there was a professor Dr. Lauerman, who told her that she was average Because that’s what the test said and she was too arrogant and full of herself to realize that that might not be true so she told Lacey that… The test was 100% accurate and refuse to except at least you could be smarter than the test because it threatened her ego because she’s an eagle testicle bitch at times

Lacey’s IQ and the way she said it’s Lacey like I guess you could be smarter than a test did nothing but convince Lacey of the opposite and she knew that she was being evil. And yes that’s what Linn was having done to him with Jackie. People are such liars and no Lacey is not stupid. She knows that I’m sorry I’m too angry right now to make sense to her. You’ll have to hang on for a second.

She’s an actual genius it’s not a joke. Lacey is an actual literal genius. Her IQ is about 140 it’s about 140 her IQ is about 140 a yeah her Chris Dodds might’ve been a few inches smarter than her because I think he tested in about 146, but her IQ Chris is 140 and in some areas linguistically it’s amazing it’s just as she’s astoundingly intelligent and someways when it comes to verbal things so linguistically verbally she was vastly more intelligent than you Chris, which is why her reading comprehension skills even in the test as it was administered inappropriately still left her with an IQ that was above average, but her verbal linguistic skills were like close to genius on the test with an a margin of error which they do for a reason Dr. Lauerman her language skills were about 130 232 OK cause she tested 128 100 I think it was 126 or 128 with a margin of error of six points, so she was well over what mental would consider a genius I would’ve came to reading comprehension so when it comes to reading comprehension, even in her worst state in an inaccurate test, that is not really scientifically verifiable to actual true professionals who are not bourgeois idiots to her IQ even in that regard would be considered a at least I mean that’s not kosher as a touch of the people who are backward and think that the IQ test is infallible she still is unusually intelligent with an a margin of error. If they’re being scientifically accurate, she still reading comprehension skills are still genius level, Essentially, but I’m telling you that that test was actually like errantly given to her and that it wasn’t really accurate and so if they were to re-test her after assessing for the actual context of the situation, her skills and any possible emotional clinical issues of like anxiety, or possibly even there could be some serious, psychological things that happened to her with math. It’s not a math phobia. She literally goes until like a state of shock when she starts doing math because she’s been so traumatized, so she literally stops thinking it’s not that she’s stupid. She literally goes into a state of shock and Ken literally can barely move it’s not just that she’s phobic she’s like it’s PTSD. It’s very serious and so that’s part of what affected the IQ test and the woman administering. It was insensitive and stupid, and didn’t realize that it wasn’t working because she didn’t read Lacey‘s body language Lacey has never been loved and so she doesn’t know that she’s in a state of shock and people are hateful to her because she’s so beautiful, especially women, and they treat her like shit so she gets taken advantage of by narcissistic women who aren’t even actual narcissist, who are jealous of her and are stupid as fuck

I mean, forget feminism that threw up that flew out the window in her life along time ago

So with that psychologist wannabe, you should’ve realized is that she wasn’t able to proceed with the test because Lacey as a ditz we’re sitting there in a state of shock, staring at the ceiling, with her hand in the air, essentially trying to figure out how to think, but then she was trying to do the testing, so she forced herself to do the math when she wasn’t when she was struggling to breathe, having a panic attack essentially a severe panic attack

Yes, Jews have loved Lacey from the grave and cared about her and understood her

The character of buster on Arrested Development is largely a parity of Lacey enter some degree lead, but I’m a large portion of his personality is actually a parity of her and so that’s hateful but so it’s not so if it is actually in a way of sort of protecting her privacy. She’s not missing a hand, and she’s not a man, but he is almost a parity of her, so imagine buster having a panic attack an actual severe panic attack, but trying to forge through and still take the IQ test even while he’s having a panic attack and that’s Lacey. Oh, she’s not buster she’s not there’s some gay men would say who are new age so I would say if that’s what she’s like I wonder if that’s actually a better match for them and that’s more his husband not you know some asshole rich nutcase, who is just taking advantage of him, yeah there are some New Age men that would say it can we stop bullying Lacey you know because no she’s not Jack Kennedy she actually might be genuinely ditzy and lost without her husband to and Jack is just a total asshole OK so that’s what some people would say and maybe they’re a little evil in their estimation of things and they don’t want to accept the reality that might doesn’t make right necessarily and that is sensitive sweet man like Buster, who arguably could be very attractive might actually be a better match for eternity for Lem’s, if I was sensitive and caring himself and needed somebody who actually loved him profoundly then some asshole who just took advantage of him and used him.. you’re just hateful to her you pretend to be so self-righteous and knowing and loving and profound involved and you know elevated and enlightened, you’re not you’re hateful.

A but the reality is that that’s not accurate OK Lacey has always been a woman she will always be a woman. I’m sorry that that’s if you’re a prick if you’re a dogmatic legalistic New Age person who believes that people 100% always have to be the same gender you might not think it’s possible and that actually that character could’ve been inspired by dead Jewish people who are making fun of you know she’s not any what are you imagine she is that an of a pirate I mean good grief no is she a man named Buster? Who is bizarre I mean come on grow up

No, she’s always been a woman she always will be. She’s very dizzy, though she’s very intelligent but she’s very ditzy and llamas. A man always has been always will be and he was straight. He really was. He was faking being gay. Lacey is not faking being being ditzy she’s straight, but she’s not faking being ditzy. I know she’s actually straight.

She’s not stupid she’s straight and she’s ditzy

But when she was being given the IQ test, imagine Buster having a panic attack and not realizing that he’s having one because someone told him who he trusted that that wasn’t a panic attack and that he needed to be tough and keep forging on that’s basically what happens to her and what happened to her so he had a panic attack while he was doing the more math portion of the IQ test and he really should’ve stopped and said I can’t keep doing this test. I’m not OK But being buster and someone convincing him that he should keep forging through and ignore the panic attack. He did that and kept taking the test and so her math IQ is not accurate she could barely think and even look at the things that she was supposed to move to do the test you’re supposed to move these blocks in the IQ test she could barely look at them, she was so overwhelmed by the whole thing and started going into a solution so basically he’s looking away from the blocks because he doesn’t want to pass out because I character is very dramatic and and so he’s barely able to move them and look at them, but he’s still trying to do the IQ test. No, it was not an accurate well administer a test.

It was it’s a flawed test given by a slightly unprofessional person, and it was been taken by someone who’s never been loved, and had no idea that they were having a panic attack. So her actual IQ is about 140 it’s not I mean maybe Luke linguistic portion is off the charts like wow really so there’s moments where she could be a startling person to talk to because it’s it is it’s unusual genius it’s like oh yeah, about 170 times her IQ is like wow how did the heck? Did you come up with that so at times when it comes to some things that you would think of us girly like reading a book and analyzing it or even analyzing art she could be about 170 at moments she could be about 170 which is if there’s a illuminati is how she found them because her IQ was never properly understood people have been hateful to her and she’s a housewife in an area where people are not housewives

And she’s upper class old money so she has a time on her hands and enough interest to be on Twitter and be analyzing things with her IQ of 170 when it comes to symbolism and meaning. And coupled with the fact that she’s basically an ESPN expert. She said if there’s no illuminati, she found the illuminati him so she found the illuminati because she’s a super I mean she’s a genius when it comes to symbolism and meaning she’s a very unusually intelligent person like a special genius, and and then with her ESPN subscription yeah, she ended up finding the actual illuminati, and they have yet to be honest about that with themselves that she said, OK some people can handle it the warren Buffett, Alan Greenspan can handle it men like that can handle it It’s not scary to them to be honest some of those men if they’re chauvinistic have been able if they’re older to pick up on her dizziness and so that comforts them to be blunt and their egos and they think oh she still just a girl yeah she’s incredibly intelligent but she’s still just a girl and so for those men she’s sort of fun because it’s she’s smart. She’s very easy to talk to you and yet Yeah I mean shit that’s pretty much it she’s smart she’s very easy to talk to you and it’s fun. Does that make sense?

I know she’s a solid 10 she is she’s a solid 10. Millennials might not know that but men who are older I have known that occasionally throughout the years and there’s a reason Dr. Moritz is featured on this block. He really did like her and he actually is very picky especially now that he’s older and more accomplished he feels the right to be very picky.

I actually don’t think you should go after him and try to date him. I’m not saying that I’m just saying he feels the right to be picky at and look for his perfect match.

Lacey doesn’t have that self entitlement at all not at all OK?

But anyway that is there is an illuminati that’s how she found it with an IQ of 170 when it comes to symbolism and meeting which is what languages that’s part of reading comprehension and yes, as part of a Dr. Morris was so drawn to as a hermeneutics professor, because he felt like he couldn’t really talk to her and really genuinely get into hermeneutics discussion which thrills him and yet she still has girly, so no, he was very taken with her because she’s very feminine a girly, but she’s also a genius when it came to his particular topic of interest. Not just a genius like us like a genuinely enlightening exciting person to talk with because she has interesting insight.

Oh no it’s up to someone like him or even her husband who is a genius Mark or her husband is a genius he’s possibly tested is that and so to someone like her husband illegally and yeah Michael Rockefeller she is delightful because they are that smart and they’re looking for you know a wife if they’re looking for someone to have a normal adult relationship with and she’s perfect. She’s feminine and ditzy girly which they like but she’s not stupid and she’s well mannered and she’s well bred and she’s very very smart so she finds there are discussions about the ins and outs of actuarial science and anthropology, fascinating and riveting conversation, and she’ll sit there, blinking with her mouth slightly open, looking beautiful, generally an off intellectually of what they’re saying at the same time. And she’s like oh my you’re so smart or yes you’re smart but I don’t entirely know what you’re saying on this topic it no I mean people, white companionship and so no she it was. Yeah I’m sorry if you don’t understand it but that’s really who she is and maybe that’s threatening to some women who are insecure about being bisexual or lesbian, or not that feminine and ditzy in girly And then they end up riding off with Jack to attack her, which is how the perfume community attacked her, because there are a lot of bisexual and women who are more masculine in the Perfume community who couldn’t handle who she actually is. And some of those women wanted to imagine that she was into them, and that she had ESPN in her boobs, but that she was also slightly bisexual and too stupid to realize it or evil she’s not. She’s not stupid she’s not like that she’s not evil she’s genuinely a nice person and she’s ditzy but she’s straight. I’m sorry that’s so hard on your egos as women she’s not Interested in you she’s not anything but straight get over it.

If you are hateful towards yourself and you find yourself annoying because you’re not a spam, man! it is her or you’re just not entirely straight. That’s your problem if you idealize the idea of her in your head and it is the traditional ideal get over it I’m sorry if you think she’s better than you maybe she just is and maybe she’s not but you cannot attack her and connive her into being some thing other than the reality of what she is and some of you spoil dumb ass is like JFK have to get over the fact that you can’t re-order atoms and molecules because it doesn’t suit your ego.

She wrote some thing, very honest, but may be a little too honest yesterday on her blog, and so it got taken down, and it will not be going back up even if it was honest, even if it was accurate, it will be it was taken down because Louis Hill Junior felt that it was in her best interest to have it taken down.

She actually was fine leaving it up in a sense but he didn’t want someone committing suicide based on what they read yesterday. Even if they’re a hateful person even if they’re evil, he still felt that she wouldn’t wanna be a part of that or it was something of that nature and so he felt they should take it down and so they did.

Oh no I’m sorry lamb was straight and he fakes being gay. You guys aren’t ditzy you’re stubbornly stupid.

Lacey however, is ditzy so with her IQ of 170 when it comes to symbolism meeting she discover the illuminati with her ESPN subscription and if it exists and God had to do some thing so yeah she talks with the dad he’s allowed that if there’s a Purgatory and he’s a loving, merciful God to keep her alive because she was crying herself to sleep she’s ditzy and so she thought all this is fine. I know I’m crying myself to sleep, but I guess it’s OK. I mean she wasn’t. It’s like if she’s ditzy and so she was crying herself to sleep and it was starting to mess with her body and She had a very young child a very young child who is under the age of two at that point and God‘s like she’s gonna die she’s gonna be dead by the time her children are oh 1211 or 12 she’s going to be dead the way she’s going because she’s killing herself. She doesn’t know that, but she’s essentially killing herself.

So she was essentially accidentally killing herself, because she was weeping herself to sleep, and if she kept doing that her body would eventually start finding ways to shut itself down and die because the idea would be that she be better off dead evolution on an evolutionarily level that’s where her body was being told so essentially, she was crying herself to sleep, and then her body is like OK living must not be an option. We shall now start the shut down process. And then what would’ve happened is that she would’ve died and she would’ve taken her kids with her when she was dead. They would’ve fallen down the stairs in her house and broken their neck or they would’ve fallen off a piano and Fern broke in their neck when they were little or they would’ve been given food that they shouldn’t eat, when Mark was tired and stressed out because she was dead And died or if they would’ve choked to death her kids would’ve died both of her children would’ve been dead she would’ve been dead. Mark would’ve gone back to being alcoholic or he would’ve just killed himself. Yes, if there’s reincarnation Saint Augustine would’ve committed suicide because Lacey died, and his kids were dead and so he would’ve killed himself out of a sense of grief and honor as a man and I would’ve devastated his family because they actually do love him even if they don’t entirely love her I know that’s way too much destruction already so God said oh no no no it’s the heart of the law not the letter of the law Jana Wiley, and so he’s allowed her to talk to the dead there in purgatory Jonah there’s not magical fairy land of heaven OK there’s purgatory sweetheart and yes, it is heaven eventually There actually is heaven and there actually is it it’s not just like here don’t get me wrong go start all just here, but what I’m saying is it isn’t just like you close your eyes when you die and then magically go to heaven as a Christian and everything is cool it’s not that simple. If you’re a child, it might be that simple if you were a perfect saint, it could be that simple but that’s not most people so it’s not like hell and you don’t have to believe me remember, you don’t have to believe everything I’m saying, but I’m telling you that when you die yeah it’s a progression of improvement. Will say it’s purgatory And whether you like it or not those are the Christian origins that is the Catholics thought that’s what Episcopalians thought it evolved away from that, but I was think as a conservative you might find that concerning.

So no she’s been. She’s been allowed. She’s being allowed and part of it actually is also potentially that she is slightly dead. There’s a part of her that is slightly not even here but that’s very scientific and complicated and we’re not gonna get into that right now but she’s able to talk to the dead and it’s not. It’s not necessarily at all intentional in any conscious way on her part she’s really that ditzy I’m sorry.

And because you guys have been so vile and vicious and there’s not been someone who’s loved her and God didn’t want her crying herself to sleep to death. He chose instead to allow her to talk to the dad. He uses her dizziness for his glory, and Satan tries to use at times for her destruction, which is how she ended up sleeping with more than one person, but God can still redeem that and it’s kind of a mess but him in a sense both a dad and her who the dad who are smarter than that you think like Elliot weren’t really dizzy at all ended up being taken advantage of by evil things and people

It’s bad the state of the world right now and in purgatory is profound evil chaos it’s bad it’s not the worst it could be but it’s pretty shitty.

No, it’s pretty shitty. Stop underestimating it just because you’re guilty. It’s not the worst it could be which would essentially be close to a total apocalypse. We’re not at apocalypse level but it’s pretty shitty.

So essentially, Lacey has ESPN God loves her and understands that she doesn’t know what that means or how that works so he has her channel it in the end that’s how she’s talking to the dead I mean part of it is that she’s slightly dead, and then part of it is that he’s using her ESPN subscription to allow her to survive because she actually talks to them like she’s talking to me right now And that prevents her from totally physically falling apart and dying.

She’s not stupid but she is a little bit like that woman with ESPN in her boobs in mean girls people however, cast is Regina George that’s not Lacey ironically that’s Queen Elizabeth. Regina George is Queen Elizabeth. Lacey is the one with yes you don’t know poops. Her name is Lacey, but she’s a character with ESPN in her boobs, that’s that’s Lacey and that’s not who haters would’ve thought she was. They would’ve thought she was Regina George but no she’s she’s the one with ESPN in her boobs.

But that’s if there’s parities, that’s if there’s a parity that’s if it’s a parity that’s if they’re evil, the Queen Elizabeth and Lacey really are not horribly evil people like the mean girls they’re not really mean girls, but if you were to make them in a clique in a perfect world in the 1950s or if Michael hadn’t died, those women were called the plastics for a reason there’s some humor in that.

So if Michael hadn’t died, and then Lacey had married Michael and she had at some point had very lovely quiet conversations with Elizabeth, who would’ve quickly realized as the Regina George that she is that she found her posse in a sense with Lacey. No Elizabeth would’ve picked up on the fact that there was something different about her and that she was somehow a little older in her head. Lacey is always been her age so don’t get confused and think this is an excuse for pedophilia. It’s more that when she was older, it became so pronounced that yeah, she could’ve married Michael, and then Elizabeth would’ve thought she’s not that different than me either. So Being Regina George, who is the leader of the group she would’ve thought this is this woman could be my friend and I could in a sense use her, but not in a evil way in a way that Lacey actually being like that character would’ve allowed herself to be used. So basically, Lacey’s instant idea is that Elizabeth is a victim, and that people don’t love her enough or protect her enough, which is kind of what that character with ESPN and her boobs thinks of Regina George that Regina is just totally misunderstood and that no one loves her, and that she just needs to be supported and loved unconditionally oh but Elizabeth and Lacey are not mean girls, but that the instinct to form a posse might not be entirely evil but mean girls have used it for evil, but it wouldn’t actually have to necessarily be evil so what Elizabeth and Lacey would do is form a sort of alliance because Lacey is Lacey is her own warrior Here you guys are a little backward have you looked at the cover of mean girls or some of their shots? They’re forming a V like a warrior group of people why are they always in a line charging forward with their skirts and heels, their warriors those women are warriors and there is a little bit of anti-feminist propaganda in mean girls.

And so no, it is not always 100% evil for people to form a posse and Elizabeth and Lacey were formed a posse and Lacey would’ve been like the one with ESPN and her boobs and Elizabeth would’ve been Regina George. There’s a lot of coded references there from the other side to try to clue UN.

Him so that’s partially who you’re talking to is that woman. And some people have been very self aggrandizing and assumed that Lacey was evil in a way that she’s not, and that’s part of hell her best friend son got cancer and her best friends granddaughter if she could’ve been Elizabeth’s best friend him because Lucy would’ve never forgotten that Elizabeth is the queen and the significance of that if they had a chance to meet. And unlike the imaginary relationship you decided was between Lem’s and Jack she actually really does love Elizabeth very deeply in a totally platonic way, and it’s mutual which is sick isn’t it because you thought that’s what Jack and Lum had know what really is real is that if there’s an illuminati, Lacey actually has that and even if there isn’t potentially, Lacey actually has that future relationship with Elizabeth or could’ve had that relationship with Elizabeth or did if there’s no illuminati so to that that that beautiful love between them the standing love that’s amazing that two people have in friendship no that’s not what happened between Jack and lamb that is what’s happening between Lacey and Elizabeth and what is happening shortly before she died but it’s not what you want it to be it’s not glamorous it’s not you know glittery it’s very human and unexciting to people because there’s not enough drama and intrigue or some thing. It’s just what ordinary friendship Which is what friendship is, its friendship,

Lacey thought I was taking this in a different direction and I’m gonna talk about that very quickly stop thinking their shortcuts to figuring her out or anything out. She is like the character from from mean girls and the one who has ESPN in her books OK so if that helps you as a sort of decoder of her personality and you know Carol used to that and she’ll be protected and so her fat so will her family but if you if that helps you understand her and be more loving and compassionate is a good person, great it doesn’t fully explain her personality but it does explain a part of it that could be useful to you if you’re trying to be a good person.

Oh, but at the same time she’s more intelligent than that person and so you can’t just assume that she is like I said a carbon copy of that character she really is unusually. She’s a genius OK her IQ is 140 it really is it’s 140 you could trick her up on what she’s learned because she’s had a hard time but her natural inborn IQ is 140. Oh, and the nicer people who are like her neighbors, have a problem if Tom Hanks still has the hundred millionaire that he is was living in her house next to her neighbors and he wasn’t famous, but he had all of his money and he was the same person. They literally would still think they were wealthier than him, and in a higher social class, and they would be very arrogant and offensive towards him and snobby. And they would play games and try to snub his family because of their insecurity and also because on a certain level, they think it was real. They would never imagine that they’re just making assholes of themselves, and are being actually extremely socially offensive. but he’s not as dizzy as she is or who she is and so he to handle it differently than she has, and it might not actually bother him as much as it bothers her because he’s been loved and he’s been socialized better than she has been because he was loved and so he would realize that it’s just their mistake. Nothing bad is going to happen. He doesn’t have to keep arguing with them but she’s had every vulnerability exploited and so she hast to keep arguing because she doesn’t have the privilege of just letting it go because she hasn’t been loved so all of her tools of self defense to some degree have been taken away from her, but evil people of Rome raised her so she can’t handle them like they’re total fucking idiots and just let it go. She hast to keep arguing because she doesn’t have that bandwidth that most people would have or they could just let it go and be like whatever it’s their mistake she can’t do that.

So then they think they’re in this fight with her and she’s narcissistic and stupid and then they start imagining they’re better than her to a psychotic degree because they’re somewhat narcissistic and vain. when really they’re just wrong and stupid on and on and frankly, ignorant and uneducated on a certain level they’re a little more middle to lower middle class and their understanding of the world than she is she’s not the center of the universe the world exists outside of her, and so they have to deal with that reality.

Him they would think that Tom Hanks was a whore and we need them socioeconomically because they’re very ignorant and lower class and how they analyze things and Casi was too so is Nancy so a lot of people and you guys think you know more than you do and you really think you know who are you think you know you don’t and there are enough new many new money people in the illuminati agree with you and use you to feel better about themselves like Jeff Bezos to some degree although he’s not one of the most toxic people, but there are enough people like that were very, very insecure Around the Rockefellers around the Rothschild around the Vanderbilt they’re very insecure and so they look for excuses for why they’re just as good as those people or that new money stuff and old money stuff isn’t real. It’s an air intellectually, which is bullshit that they do that because they’re insecure and then they feed into that and use people like her neighbors who are lacking an understanding to a toxic dangerous degree to make themselves feel better in the illuminati should exist and even if there’s not an illuminati, they still do this, but if there’s illuminati, especially they use people like her neighbors to sort of get off so to speak metaphorically speaking, they do that, they use people like her neighbors to feel better about themselves.

So I wish people like her neighbors would realize you’re being used. You feel so liberated and elite and special. You are upon your being used.

So I’m getting back to reality her neighbors would think that they’re better than Tom Hanks even if he was living in her house because that’s how they evaluate things they think that they have a bigger better house and anyone in the neighborhood who doesn’t have a house as nice as theirs is beneath them. It’s that simple that seems so rudimentary and crass and unsophisticated but that’s literally what they think that’s ladder literally the level of education and understanding that they have even if they pretend to be more sophisticated than that so there’s a lot of people in the neighborhood who are actually a little better educated, and more elite than them But if their house isn’t as big or as nice, they instantly assume that they’re superior, no questions asked no further analysis given him it is entirely based on their house being said square feet bigger than everyone else’s so they walk around the neighborhood acting like they’re arguably the most elite people in the neighborhood and they talk to people and they do laugh, and they have parties with somewhat with friends and family that they they show off and act like they’re just the biggest freaking deal, and it actually is annoyed a lot of people in the neighborhood because that their attitude is one of the men superiority they act like it’s nobodies of liege, constantly talking to everyone in the neighborhood they talk down to everybody They’re extremely condescending to everyone and they act like their ideas and everything that they have aesthetically is superior or that they can adapt and make it superior if they just tweak things slightly like that they been slightly threatened by Lacey‘s style but then they thought a we could imitate that there’s nothing that they have that we don’t have or can’t acquire. Nancy thought that Casi thought that a lot of very bourgeois new money people think that that they can just buy stuff or imitate it and there’s nothing different about it which is absolute bullshit and so fucking stupid, but they don’t know any better because they’re really actually kind of trashy and so they think of the imitate her enough that that’s good enough. It doesn’t matter where hurt mannerisms or her style of dress came from they think they can just irritated and that that’s that’s the end there’s nothing more to the story there’s no more moments in the game game over they want the imitated some thing a matters them in a symbol that they have no idea the origin of they don’t know what they’re doing they don’t know what they’re communicating, but they think they just blindly imitate some thing that’s impressive to them for reasons that they don’t wanna analyzer understand or simply can’t analyze and understand. They have very simplistic overly simplistic ways of analyzing the world and it’s frightening.

They are doing well they are upper middle class, but Lacey and her family are upper class old money and if they move to North Oaks, it’s actually going to be very seriously damaging to the community so if her neighbors keep antagonizing her and she moves they will be harming themselves in ways that they don’t understand, but they can’t comprehend that because they have this simplistic way of analyzing everything.

But OK so that’s just what I’m gonna say about that and I’m gonna move on.

We are on the verge of World War III if wiser cooler heads do not prevail. And unfortunately people like her neighbors who tend to under analyze everything because they’re not genius it says with an IQ of 140 they’re more above average to average intelligence because those are the people running the world instead of Lacey and no, Queen Elizabeth is dead. We’re in trouble. Lacey actually would’ve been an excellent role leader in a perfect world. If she married someone who could’ve protected her like One or Michael, she would’ve been very useful to a lot of people because she really is a genius. She has an IQ of 140 and if you’re humble, and willing to listen to her, she actually is a genius, even if you have six IQ points more She’s still a different person with a genius IQ Chris Dodds her for a serious boyfriend had an IQ of 146 or 145 or something but then Lacey has an IQ of 140 and even if he was very slightly more intelligent than her he might not be as brilliant as her in insight with her IQ of 170 when it comes to symbolism and meeting that alone should give him pause to realize that she at least needs to be taken seriously. He might not have actually been that intelligent in any one particular area His intelligence might’ve actually been 146 but it could’ve just been in that range in every category which does basically means that he actually isn’t as smart as her in a way that is not calculated by the IQ test so he might have a higher math ability than her, but then when you’re analyzing politics, Chris, she has more insight than you because her genius IQ is 170 or higher when it comes to symbolism and meaning And so she would obviously be able to provide better insight than you could about politics maybe if you’re analyzing math, you could analyze it a lot faster than she could like her husband he’s a math genius of extraordinary proportions. I mean his IQ and math might be close to 200 something he really is a profound genius. It’s frightening him but the thing is Chris in your week imbecilic IQ compared to her husband. Mathematically you think you know fucking everything. So yeah, you were smarter than her slightly but she was a hell of a lot smarter than you when it came to political insight and yet you thought you knew more than her and you made a total ass of yourself and you’re still making one of yourself because you’re not as genius when it comes to economics, either as she actually could be Yeah, she could actually be smarter economics than you are. So what I’m getting around to is simply that if people hadn’t been constantly harassing her, and she had somehow found someone to love her know, she could’ve been really useful really useful. There are plenty of men who would like to think that they could’ve married her and used her frankly as a political wife but maybe not maybe they could have, but that they’d like to think that.

Jack got very busy and keeping her isolated. He’s not very smart. His IQ was about 125. Oh yeah he had a superior intelligence. It was about 125 and when he was talking to someone like let me read like an IQ of 155 lens like he was 150s Lacey‘s IQ was in the 140s Jack’s like he was 125. He was not a smart Islam start times when you would have to have worked and tried to choke. He did have One do his homework which is part of the reason that long took an extra year because he had to help Jackie with his homework Jack was forcing him to.

And yes, they hired people to do his work for him at Harvard, which was very dangerous, but it was easier to do. It was a jack could do some of the work but he wasn’t a genius. He had an IQ of 125 so he was above average but it wasn’t like shockingly above average. It was just a superior intelligence, so yeah, I mean it’s somewhat close to a genius But then that’s where you have to realize it really is 125 best case scenario it’s in the low 130s but he actually may be the opposite of Lacey end. I’ll be a little low in certain areas and high and other areas his reading comprehension was about 103. Jack’s reading comprehension skills were about 103. When it came to science, he was about 128 he was high 120s when it came to science. So I in science he was pretty gifted. He had a pretty good understanding of some science. He he liked science to some degree even if he didn’t build know that her and show his interest in space is kind of part of that he was fascinated by space not like some people are, but he was somewhat interested in it, and he did use the solar system as an analogy once, when he was in office as a senator, because he understood that he understood some thing about planetary systems and he was fascinated by it, possibly so he may have read books about that kind of thing because he actually found it somewhat interesting and had a above average IQ so in science he was pretty high in math. It was about 128 again. He had an unusually at mass high math IQ, so he had an unusually high math IQ it was in the high 120‘s, so he had an unusually high I wasn’t and I mean it compared to Mark. He can barely sneeze. He’s so stupid butt but an average person he had a unusually good math ability. He’s actually not as smart as Lacey and her and heard her native mind she is a genius in a way that he’s not even mathematically what yes is how she is able to be married to her husband because she actually does have a pretty high math IQ I mean she’s a genius of 140 so her math IQ is about 120 930 OK it’s arguably the same as has it might actually be slightly higher than his, so it’s in the low 130s at the very yeah higher hi 120 is low 130s for her math IQ so her math like he was a few points higher than his in reality but that’s the thing I said that for a reason hermetic, he was complicated and a Sensormatic he was 130 something but then there’s part of her math IQ that drops off and is low 120‘s to like 116 or 17 or 18 it’s it’s lower so it ends up that her IQ is about 140 that’s how that would work but that’s the thing with her mouth like you so in a sense hermetic he was higher than his and his sons. It’s a little lower, but her overall IQ is 140 and the thing is in an in an old era. She would’ve been able to compensate him, especially with a female teacher, but she would’ve been able to compensate and seem reasonably intelligent with math because she has a part of her IQ mathematically that’s in the 130 it’s a genius part of her IQ is a genius, IQ mathematically, but then part of its more average it’s not stupid but it’s average and so she hast to sort of take a little extra time in her head especially to sort through that just when she’s doing math not analysis her logic is hundred 60s 170s in every area other than when she’s purely doing 100% math there’s a part of her it’s almost like spatial awareness. Yes she’s ditzy him so there’s a part of her almost like special mental awareness where it’s like she kind of could trip on her own shoes and so she kind of Hass to take her time to analyze what she’s doing with just the numbers them selves it’s not a logic thing it’s not it’s not it’s not a logic thing it’s not actually even stupidity, but compared to the rest of her astounding intelligence it’s markedly, noticeable, and people like Jack have used it to torture her, because now she has to take her time to actually think through the numbers themselves in a way when she’s actually looking at the numbers, the part of her brain that starts actually moving them around and doing the math is a little more average so that part of her brain is average yeah well OK maybe not average but it’s it’s 117 120 so I guess you could say it’s superior average superior intelligence so mathematically in reality. No she still is unusually intelligent even in that way but it’s not that super 170 genius that she is in every other way so if she was with someone like her father-in-law or her husband and they were just doing math and they would have the problem solved in about five seconds where she would have to go slower and do the math equation in her head and is it a faster than average but much slower than them type of way and these people are so pedantic that they get stuck on it because they’ve lost the overall argument with her because she’s got an IQ of 140 times she smarter than her husband is brilliant as he can be and so she makes an argument and she wins but then they try to trip her up on how fast. She can do it and then they take that and they use it as an excuse to let themselves believe that they’re right about some thing that they’re horrifically wrong about so she’s really extremely cracked but then they use the fact that she literally cannot do the math in her head as fast as them to devalue the profound genius. Potentially of everything else that she hast to say, and that one tidy up ability actually is really not significant to the argument most of the time if ever, but they don’t have the intelligence or maturity or humility to except that and then they get stuck instead on how fast her head can move the numbers around and it still is above average but it’s not as fast as that as fast as they think they are, and then they start getting totally frustrated and vainly argumentative with her to a psychotic degree because they don’t want to except that she’s just right, and they found one tiny flaw where she’s about their average, but she’s not a Genius And then they use that as a total explanation for why they’re right do you understand how dumb that is they’re using some thing that isn’t relevant to argue something horrific so it would be like if someone said you didn’t add salt to the soup and she says yes, but it taste great. It doesn’t even need salt and they said yes but you didn’t add salt and she’s like I use a boy and cube that has salt in it. Not really that say the boy in cube doesn’t really have salt in it, and then she’d say but the fish themselves or salted and they say yeah but that’s the fish we’re talking about actual salt

And she’s like but it’s salty. It’s a salty taste there’s a salty taste in the fish there’s a salty taste in the bouillon cube and then they go self righteously thinking they’re 100% correct 100% certain no but that’s not actual salt. And she’s like but it’s about how it tastes and this taste perfectly fine. This doesn’t taste like it needs salt and then wingmen and eating her soup they go I guess that’s true and then they just sit there and eat the salt and it is actually the soup might even be a little too salty And then they sit there eating the soup thinking yeah it’s not bad it’s a little salty but it’s it’s it’s a no it’s actually pretty damn good soup and then they shut up and they eat their soup and this is her father-in-law and her and her husband I’m talking about an N specifically but they’re indicative of everybody alive for the most part because there’s such an obsession with math, being the epitome of all intelligence or there has been so they’ll argue with her and then they’ll be just like whatever as Jews it’s like you know she made good soup it’s healthy it’s edible. We should be thankful. Let’s shut up and just enjoy her soup and so she can live with them because there’s good Jews they just eat the soup and give up And try to do their job being good men as much as they know how but it’s very frustrating to them because they actually are geniuses when it comes to math but they get into arguments like that with her all the time or at least her and Mark to, but her father-in-law and her could too, and he was strange himself because he’s decided she’s stupid potentially, and she’s not or he just doesn’t know what’s going on but it’s stupid because there actually is a high salt content in bouillon cubes and fish if she’s using a certain kind of fish it’s not actual salt like iodized salt, but it is salt and sea. They listen to that argument when she says it and they can’t stand the fact that it’s so brilliant because she’s pretty and it’s upsetting to them and so then they just go for it. It’s not iodize salt. They can handle hearing this in the afterlife because she married you know Mark and they may not actually hate her. They don’t hate her so they can handle this and it’s like crap. I guess she was right it did have a high salt content and I guess we lost the argument. It had a high salt salt contact, but then they’re concerned about the taste of the soup and that’s a whole, but that’s a entirely different conversation, but they got sorted in there, as have possibly to be men if they had any good intentions and be protective of her in a sense as men because they couldn’t figure out what was really problematic And it was really not that she needed to add more salt.

But that’s a personal thing right but not all men are quite like those two, but they do the same thing you guys all do the same thing with her you think you’ve got her outsmarted on the math thing and to be honest Jack partially has you doing that because he gets stuck on that with her he feels smarter than her because he could do math faster than her at times Yeah he could do math faster than her. His logic mathematically is actually inferior to hers by a few IQ points just logic why she’s far vastly superior to him, but in pure mathematical terms, her math logic is higher than his just wanna comes to math alone she’s a genius when it comes to math logic He’s not his math logic is actually kind of in the low 20s. It’s more average it’s not average, but it’s more average his math logic is somewhat lacking, but he was really good at pumping out the numbers add an unusually high speed and some people at Harvard may have seen that and taken that way too seriously I’m not making this up. There are people that could’ve thought my gosh his head is like a human calculator at times he must be a genius because they wanted to think he was that smart. His father was very wealthy and was buying a lot of shit and then combined with all of the papers that he was turning in that he was buying. Essentially, they wanted to believe that he could just be that smart because he didn’t want to think they were being taken advantage of, and so he fooled them with his unusual ability to do numbers faster than most people in his head so when it comes to pumping out the numbers, she’s a little slower she’s faster than most people, but she’s slower than him, but when it comes to the actual logic itself. No, she is superior to him And he has a hard time with that because he’s determined to think that it’s her being a woman not her actually being logistically authentically smarter than him in a masculine sense even if she’s not masculine, but the logic is better than his, but then he decides logic must be feminine Because he’s stupid in a way and I’m getting around that is it his reading comprehension skills are below average potentially to some degree, him and someways he’s almost retarded when it comes to reading comprehension it’s not like he can’t function, but at times he actually was close to retarded and his reading, comprehension ability.

He covers up for that by doing the numbers fast in his head so to speak but also by being smarter at science and then their other areas, IQ doesn’t test entirely that’s still factor into those other categories to some degree where yeah his IQ is more like about 112, 113 so but overall it’s about 125 so and I know his his math and his science ability were really high but when it came to reading comprehension and other skills that sort of factor in wiggly here and there if I’m not just forgetting a whole category him he yeah he really was pretty average in a way if not stupid and then in a sense he was above average so now he’s like he was not 170. He wasn’t even a genius, he was 125 with a strong math ability and a very good sense of science and that’s about it, the rest of what you see that you thought was him is either someone faking it or an outright lie.

So yes, if there’s reincarnation, he really is the backward somewhat idiomatic Japanese band that you keep..

OK so as I was saying the problem is people running the world right now or disproportionately like Jack Kennedy. And they could be very smart in a way, but maybe not as smart as some people think they are, and it’s a little dangerous.

There is a problem. And as F Scott Fitzgerald is informing me to say the problem is that lamb was actually straight.

You really have no idea who you’re talking to if you can think of her as a character who has ESPN in her boobs, you may be able to sort through who she really is, if you have good intentions at the very least, but the problem is you guys don’t understand how convoluted a ditzy person can be not convoluted in a narcissistic way, but their head is not like normal peoples I know she has a genius IQ about 140 but it’s him don’t ask her a simple question and think you found the answer to what you’re looking for because her answer is first of all it’s off the charts intelligent to some people but not like literally but it’s also going to confuse you because she doesn’t know what you’re looking for because she’s not narcissistic and so you might get information that has nothing to do with what you’re looking for and go on a rabbit chase Him, you know go down the rabbit hole you might get lost a wild goose chase you could get lost thinking you found something when in reality, it had nothing to do with what you were trying to look for because you were trying to be tricky and figure out what was going on when in reality You’re not finding anything out because first of all, you’re not smarter than her necessarily at all and second of all, you’re not really necessarily getting I’m probably think of how to say this you’re not really getting out anything it’s like you’re just getting at nothing. OK you’re getting it something that has something to do with something that even you’re not even thinking about, so you need it I know it seems scary but you need to let down your guard a little bit sickness unfortunately know how to do this with her I’ve seen it and it’s disturbing but you need to let down your guard just a little bit and maybe ask her a question that to you feels too vulnerable, but really isn’t considering that she’s ditzy.

I’m just leaving the mic open for anyone who wants to ask a daring question.

“ when you said, I actually may have figured out who you are. I used to follow Lacey on Instagram and I have a very good estimation of who you are when when you said you don’t seem homosexual at all, I actually am I’m just realizing that you really exist. Wow, so that’s who Lemott sexually in a way OK you guys are very quiet and in thinking men and it’s not homosexual that’s interesting you know what can I just ask that are there homosexuals like you or are men like you just straight?” asks a gay man.

No man like us are just straight like men exactly just like us are just straight. There are men who are thinking and deep, who are gay, but men who are for lack of a better word kind of boy it’s hard to explain. Let’s say that we’re F major and there’s billions of majors would say let’s say that we are F sharp major men who are F sharp major or just straight so there are other men in the key of F will say who might be gay, but no men who are F sharp major will say are just straight that I’m sorry we’re just straight we just come in straight

“ do you know I can actually handle that because as I analyze it, I’m not even sure I find you attractive like it’s attractive I get it you’re attractive but then when I think about it on a personal level, I’m like this is boring. These men are boring to me personally as a gay man I find you boring and like a sexual romantic way as a person I just find you kind of boring but objectively I know you’re attractive but to me personally not so much which is actually very comforting because it’s like no why are you messing with us? This isn’t even art like this isn’t even us OK and I’m saying that’s a game at like this isn’t really our thing these men really are not our type, and yet lender a very good impersonation of us I mean I’m impressed I’m not I’m not kidding as someone who is somewhat you know It’s a spam, I actually am impressed with his acting ability. I don’t think he realizes what a good actor he is it it it I have I have to be honest and realize that she actually is not stupid. There is a tiny part of it that is a little over the top it’s hard to explain, but there’s something about them that become sort of too shrill and high-pitched, even literally and even brassy at times and I’ve heard straight men in person a gay men and they do make those mistakes of being too breathy and high-pitched and so I can sort of admit if I’m being humble but yeah there actually is something a little creepy about his homosexual demeanor even the way he sits in his like he’s he leans forward so fucking much and his fingers are always sort of propped and there’s something about his hair even that bothers me now that I think about it, it’s just it’s too the whole thing ends up looking contrived his style of dress the way he’s posing himself all the time the way he talks his hair it does look contrived but then it’s innocent and suites in the sense that he meant well so I think we take him seriously because we could tell that he means well but when he relaxes I can sense I can see in the pictures that it actually is like his body ceases to look gay he might have not taken good care of himself, but that doesn’t mean that he was gay. I think he ends up looking kind of straight. You know if he’s not making it he’s not posing himself he ends up just looking kind of straight him I know. And actually, you know it really is amazes me. They are drag queens who really are genuinely just gay men and they’re really into drag but they’re actually just gay men and they can be very convincingly feminine and that’s part of it pisses off men so much, Lacey hint hint. If that doesn’t even work with you and I shouldn’t have done that just now, but there are a number of drag queens that irritate straight men because they’re actually very convincing and it can be hard for men to tell what’s going on so I don’t think that gay men necessarily know what they’re looking at like you do because they’re like straight men in that way they’re confused and it scares them and make them angry at you the straight men are angry at Drake wins because they think this is not a woman, but I’m starting to find her attractive and it’s just a man and it probably is hurtful if they find a woman attractive, but the man is pretending to be so, there could be a little bit of hertz, because their character is somewhat arousing or fascinating to him and then they feel tricks because it’s just a man and that feels evil and then they want to beat up the man know sometimes his bigotry and then sometimes I think been really have been hurt over the years so in defense of men who are gay, I think it’s happening into a sort of was like prime mortal. I’ll say male instinct to be right and protect and no and we really are floundering with this thing with lab and it’s just like holy shit. What if he really was straight? I don’t think I feel comfortable being wrong about this because he convinced me he was gay and if I don’t know what I’m looking at to that degree holy shit it’s scary.

So I think that’s part of what it is is that we just we’re scared because what you’re saying is very possible and would rather just not think it’s true then admit that we could actually be fooled as gay men in ways that are frightening to us we don’t want to rape someone we don’t know if we have good intentions we don’t want to make an ass of ourselves as you know phony historians are more funny than we realize we want to think that we really know what we’re doing right you know so it’s scary. It’s really scary and I just want to say that that’s part of what it is is that you’re scaring us because it’s it is scary to realize that it is comforting because you’re just like calm the fuck down like you can still tell if you just have to really know what you’re looking for fine, but I think for men like me I’m like OK maybe she’s right I need to look at this and for maybe for men like Anderson Cooper it’s just like well no shit but for a lot of men lazy that are not as open minded or not as a lead, it’s just too scary and then for some of them they’re really narcissistic and so they’re just like digging their heels in and they don’t want to hear it even though you’re probably right he probably was straight.

Lacey, why did you attack class in the Perfume community or rather whoever this writing this what insight do you have?” asks a gay perfume collector.

“ she did it because you’re trying to insist that some thing that isn’t real is real and it scared her shitless.” says the man.

Let me just pose this question to her neighbors what would you do if they actually were as lower middle class as you want to think that they are? 

“ I would probably try to be her friend and just talk to her every once in a while.” says her neighbor.

how would you explain how they bought their house? It’s not a lower middle class house you’re not living in the lower middle class neighborhood, so how would you explain that part to yourself?

“ that her husband is an actuary.” she says.

How would you imagine her husband became an actuary if he was lower middle class?

“ I don’t know that he just found out about it somewhere?” she says.

how many lower middle class people do you know who become actuaries?

“ probably not that many?” says Jake.

Who do you think does become an actuary in the lower middle class?

“ probably people who are unusually intelligent, I guess ???” she says.

What’s the starting salary for an actuary?

“ probably 80,000 90,000?” says her neighbor.

And how many years has he been an actuary?

“ at least five?” she says.

So then, how much would he be making?

“ probably 120 at least 130?” she says.

So then how was he in the lower middle class?

“ well, it’s not just about money because they’re trashy?” she says.

That’s bullshit you are but will just move beyond that because you’re absolutely stupid. How the fuck do you imagine someone making 130,000 who owns a $420,000 house is lower middle class that could be middle class and how the fuck do you imagine that the lower middle class? And it’s dumb as pricks to think that he could become an actuary remotely from being homeless because that’s what your people think you think that five years ago they were homeless and now you think he has a stable 130 thousand at least actuarial job out of fucking nowhere you probably think he got help and some shelter to become an actuary That is so stupid and trashy and uneducated. You people really are.

So you think that an actuary can just cut a fucking come out of nowhere wow

And where do you get your money? Where are you?

“Salesman.” says Jake.

Yeah, you make money off of capitalism you’re like a capitalist you’re not a specialist you specialize in nothing other than selling shit that’s all you know how to do is sell people shit.

OK so that’s dumb isn’t it? He probably have to have been an actuary for at least 10 to 20 years.

“ I mean I can’t quite figure out how my estimations are wrong because in my mind they were in a homeless shelter, and then they, and then he became an actuary five years ago. I genuinely have thought that because our son heard that from his son, we thought that that’s what his son was saying and so we took that it would be the truth. We thought they were living in a homeless shelter five years ago and that they he became an actuary from a homeless shelter or it was something basically like that close to that but I guess if that’s wrong then yeah, he probably has been an actuary for a 10 to 20 years.” says Jake.

Yeah where did he go to college Jake?

“ I don’t know it was I’ve never really talked like that about it with him. I tend to tell him more about myself because our house is bigger and I assumed that given that position of social authority he’d be more curious about me than I am about him.

I don’t know I mean I think was it somewhere in New York?” says Jake.

It was Union College in Schenectady.

“ I mean, so then that’s like a free school for Black people?” he says.

You think Union College in Schenectady is a free college for Black people?

“I mean coming from Minnesota. Yeah that’s what I would assume but it sounds like a union. There’s another reference to the Civil War so I was think it’s probably a free school that started for Black people.” says Jake.

How how I know it’s not it started in the 1700s of US presidents at winter back in the day. It’s a very old prestigious school it’s called a little Ivy.

“ so OK it was so wet that he went to an Ivy League semi Ivy League school did he graduate?” says Jake.

Yeah, he graduated with honors top of his class, and he was in a fraternity.

“ that cannot be true that’s falsified information!” screams Jake.

No, that is not falsified information Jake that’s fact he graduated top of his class at a very prestigious school. And he was a very popular member of his fraternity.

He told you that he worked at a country club in Connecticut as a lifeguard how the fuck thinking that he grew up in Connecticut did you imagine that he was poor and homeless in the last 10 to 20 years?

“ I just imagine that they both had drug problems and that you know they grew up around wealth, but that they essentially are just fuck ups and slobs with drug problems.” says Jake.

I am OK, but you know that that’s fair but no, he went to work like I see where that could work. No, he went to an Ivy League school him, and he grew up with a father, who was reasonably well off and became very wealthy.

“ so his father was poor, and then he became really wealthy?” says Jake.

I know his father was middle to upper middle class from an established family in that class and then he became very wealthy. His father went to Harvard and the University of Michigan.

“ that’s obviously funny that feels very funny to me.” says Jake.

No Jake that’s a fact that’s actual fact.

“ Jake that is actual fact Mark Schiebel‘s father is Ken Schiebel and Ken Schiebel is from an upper middle to middle class family in Ohio Harriet and David Schiebel were his parents. Those are Lacey‘s legal grandparents in law and Mark went to a very prestigious school, and had a job right out of school as an actuary, and then he was in alcoholic and he took a break and I guess they just live here instead of North Oaks even though that’s somebody against Lacey‘s better judgment, he wanted this house he felt it was financially prudent to buy a cheap house. he thinks this house is too expensive. He’s obsessively frugal and it’s not because he grew up. Poor him his fathers like that to be honest they’re very stereo typically Jewish in that way and Lacey can handle it because she’s stereo typically Scottish whether there’s reincarnation or not so they’re both very very frugal people but they also have a very elegant taste and so I actually think you’re kind of dumb. How do you not realize that their house is nice you’re not living in a lower middle class neighborhood.

“ OK I’m starting to process this how many of my neighbors think I’m stupid?” says Jake.

What a few of them there are a lot of people in the neighborhood who are more prestigious than you who live in smaller houses, and a good number of them think you and your wife are arrogant showoffs.

“ that’s not the impression that I had.” says Jake.

OK, but that is reality though Jake, you and your wife went around telling everyone that you’ve been neighbors with Tim walls and a lot of your neighbors are impressed by that, but they also are not entirely impressed by that because Tim Wallace had to declare himself middle to lower middle class hit they’re not worth more than three or 400,000 and they’re older. So then ipso facto logically speaking some of the people in your neighborhood know that and they inferred that you and your wife grew up middle to lower middle class or rather lower middle to middle class however, you prefer to look at that trajectory so they don’t find that impressive Jake in a class estate they would infer that you and your wife grew up lower middle to middle class in Mankato and they’re not taking anything more from it than that because that’s what Tim Wallace is. He’s lower middle to middle class he is the governor but he’s not rich. He’s actually slightly poor for governor, relatively speaking.

So you guys thought you were competing with Lacey because she told you that her family were friends with the Schurke‘s she told you that and you played dumb and acted like you had no fucking clue who he was whether you knew or not, you realized that she somehow knew Paul Shorkey And I can’t help but think that you’re a little stupid do you have any idea how wealthy Paul Shirkey is?

“ no, we’re not aware.” says his wife.

He’s a multi millionaire. He’s also a world famous explorer. He’s in the upper class, their upper middle class in their background him. His grandfather was a police officer in Minneapolis, but their upper middle class and they’re fairly wealthy. He is a famous Rolfe world, famous explore and know it isn’t just because she grew up next to them. They’re friends with that family, that family is upper middle-class upper class and sort of attracts old money because they’re not old money but they have an aesthetic that is pretty old money and it’s it is more impressive socioeconomically and the fact that you pull up next to Tim Walz.

For the fact that your brother spoke at the DNC, your brother Newton Wallace, because he was a student in his class not because you met at a country club. But you’ve got around your neighborhood telling everybody I knew Tim Walz my brother spoke at the DNC that’s not supposed to economically impressive because Tim Walz is poor for a governor.

It’s impressive. You guys have a connection to extreme power and that is impressive. That’s very upper middle class. You guys are yuppies, so in that sense A+, you are connected to a man with a lot of power right now, but you have to put the caveat that he’s also unusually poor and that was on the blog post yesterday and apparently it’s needing to be said he is beholden to billionaires. He is very beholden to a lot of people even if you think he’s a very good person and he’d be a great vice president he doesn’t have the freedom and independence of a billionaire, or even someone with billions and oil like her family he doesn’t have that kind of freedom. He has nothing other than the fact that he was governor and the fact that he could be vice president he has no personal finances of any knows and he actually really is not impressive in that way almost at all.

His family is not old money the middle class at best and it’s sort of stupid how arrogant you people have been now just in relation to Lacey but a lot of people.

There are a lot of people in your neighborhood who could give your family a leg up like when your kids are trying to get into different colleges but the way that you treat everybody they would never do that for you.

Actually, Lacey and her husband could even be those people they have connections to diversity of Michigan. They have connections to Harvard. They literally have connections to Harvard. They have connections to a lot of very good universities university of Washington. They have connections to Harvard. They have connections to University of Michigan. They have connections to union in Schenectady north north western are actually north eastern excuse me they have connections to Messiah College a lot of prestigious Catholic universities sweeties they have fantastic fantastic social connections to help get your kids into very good schools around the whole United States and that’s not fabricated that’s just a fact And there are people all over your neighborhood who are like that do you have them? Lots of schools actually am and I’m just questioning do you have those kind of connections through your brother? Is he that prestigious?

“ no.” says Jake.

Then, maybe you’re not quite as elite upper class as a lot of your neighborhood is. And maybe you guys are living in one of the nicest houses but you should be a little more humble because you’re really fucking yourselves over.

“ coming from a lower class background though oh my lower middle class background or middle class we have a hard time with them because it seems like they don’t have respect for what they have.” says Jake. “ and honestly the kids are really abrasive. Sometimes I like them they’re really great loving children. My kids have a really fun time playing with them but they’re also kind of big and abrasive.”

Like you mean like physically big?

“ yeah come to think of it they feel big her kids are like big somehow and I think that can be a little bit intimidating.” says Jake.

Well, OK that’s what that’s part of. It really bothers you is that they’re not more quiet part of that is that her kids are happy and cheerful him and frankly Lem’s would love to type in and say something those are his kids. He’s big kiss if they’re height and their size from their father and their intelligence to some degree from their mom, so being as big as he is there so much bigger than they should be.

They’re not poor though. Or even middle class.

And at that a car appears behind her. At a spotlight. And then minutes later is in front of her. So…they were stopped at a stoplight. She turned right in front of them. And then minutes later they were ahead of her. And to make it more eerie it’s a car from the 1930’s.

“Do you see that?” asks Lacey of her legal husband.

“The old car??” he says.

“YES!” says Lacey.

“Yes!” says her legal husband.

How…did that happen?

At Dunkin’ Donuts Lacey meets a hater. Not someone she knows. But rather a woman who instantly inspires hatred.

“We don’t usually go to Dunkin Donuts.” says Lacey.

Why are you there today?

“It’s Free Coffee Day. And Mark wanted free coffee.” says Lacey.

She never meets haters at their usual coffee shops.

“What kind of car is your hater driving?” asks a perfume collector.

“A Nissan.” says Lacey. “A Nissan sedan.”

“Lem we should never have sent you to Choate!” yells his father in grief.

Yea, that’s true. That’s fact.

If Lem had gone to almost any school other than Choate he’d have been fine. Never have met Jack a day in his life. They…were not…soulmates.

“What do you think of the Dunkin group?” asks a perfume hater.

“You were a professional stylist for Biden?” asks someone of this writer.

“Yes. Once.” says I.

“I don’t like these people. They’re scary.” says Lacey of the Dunkin Donuts group.

“You wouldn’t like most of us.” says Alisha.

Any other questions?

“So her rage against us is deceptive. Because it is about an offensive topic. BUT…it’s vastly more high-minded than that. She’s mad because we’re insisting a lie is true. It’s really that simple.” says Dmitry.

Yes. It is.

Later.

“Lacey you got set up. You looked like a jerk!” says Mira.

“But you were supposed to know I wasn’t a jerk.” says Lacey.

“I didn’t…get it.” says Mira.

“How could you not though!??” says Lacey, hurt. “Why wasn’t it just obvious!?”

Because we are actually that toxic. And we chose to believe the worst.

Lacey why would hateful, narcissistic people…chose to believe the best of you?

“Because people aren’t that bad!” says Lacey. “Or they didn’t use to be. Or I assumed they’d automatically know, even if they didn’t like it.”

“Okay! Yeah! But then…what were we supposed to take from it?” says a gay hater in the perfume community.

“Just that…unless you genuinely could top me…you just…aren’t better than me. IN THAT WAY. And…it’s not that important. All humans are inherently meaningful and valuable. But…if you can’t top me…you just can’t top me.” says Lacey.

“TOP YOU!??” says Mira.

“Yes. …If you aren’t in a higher place socioeconomically?” says Lacey.

A Gen. X woman smirks.

“Oh! You mean- NO! I’m not talking about sex. Good GOD!” says Lacey. “That’s not what we’re talking about!” she responds with restraint even as she’d like to yell.

“You’re so stupid!” says Mira.

“How!? That’s absurd.” says Lacey.

“Fine!” says Mira. She throws up her hands. “So you have no idea how this blog affects us!?” she yells.

“I hadn’t- What exactly do you mean?” says Lacey.

“Oh nothing. Just that if you aren’t being totally ignored what you’re saying about us…is mean. And it makes us look stupid.” says Dmitry, very angry.

“But it’s true. Prove it isn’t you asshole! You can’t!” yells Lacey.

“Fine! But…I’d think if you’re not a narcissist you’d not be this…draconian.” he says.

“THINK AGAIN!” says Lacey like Sean Connery on Jeopardy.

“It’s just not my sense of humor. I just don’t get it.” says Dmitry, feeling hurt.

Lacey’s neighbor begins to laugh.

“I AM NOT…MAKING…A JOKE.” says Lacey, trying to be clear but calm.

“She’s right!” says Jake.