“Dummy II” by The Man In The Suit

September 29th, 2024

I had dinner Jack some thing we had to redo the blog post but that’s nothing to worry about right now will edit it later and then that’s when will redo the whole thing but going forward Mira and Dimitri I feel like you’re getting a little off in your estimation of things Lacey at no point has been deceiving you Why are you automatically assuming that she’s up to something that’s incredibly insulting?

“ OK Lacey people read your blog!” says Mira.

“ yes, that’s true.” says Lacey.

“ you don’t think I’ll be hurt by what you’re writing?” says Mira.

“ why are you assuming that she cares?” says her neighbor’s wife, confused.

“ well, I mean I do care I don’t want her to be hurt, but at the same time if she deserves to be hurt if the shoe fits wear it I guess.” says Lacey.

“ OK well I could say things about you!” says Mira.

“ not really I don’t think you have a fucking clue who I am. I think you’re blind as a fucking bat.” says Lacey.

Her neighbor laughs.

“ see you really don’t think I’d be able to figure out how to like insult you?” says Mira.

“ no not really because that requires honesty on your part when you’re talking to me and I just self delusion and self grander.” says Lacey. “ there’s a difference between insulting someone and actually like finding their flaws. I think you’d be able to come up with narcissistic insults, but I don’t think you’d find some thing that’s genuinely wrong with me because I think that would be way too hard for you to handle.”

“ why would that be hard for us to handle?” says a perfume collector.

“ because you’re not being honest about what it is it you’re seeing so it’s like you’re finding flaws that aren’t there and then I’m just fucking confuse the fuck about you it’s like what the fuck are these people even talking about and it’s like I’m searching through the drawers of my mind to place with the over the hell it is you had me looking for and I’ve been so bullied by people that I keep looking because I keep thinking they’re insisting that it’s there. I am humble I want to find out what they’re talking about. That’s wrong with me, but I can never find it because it doesn’t exist and if you have me on this wild goose chase of self discovery, that’s complete fucking bullshit and then in the meantime, there probably is something wrong with me maybe and I have no idea what it is because I’ve never been loved and then it’s it’s just absurd. It’s like how the hell am I supposed to do anything with his fucking life other than be helpful to people and love my children because no I am not getting love I’m not getting actual criticism. I’m getting bullshit.” says Lacey.

“ is this the tone you’ve had the entire time.” she says.

“ yes!” says Lacey.

“ you’re very intense serious person, even if you have an excellent sense of humor.” she says.

“ OK there could be flaws there but you’ve not yet found them you’re hinting at them but I don’t know what the hell they are. I’m not a fucking mind reader you bitch.” says Lacey.

She stifles laughter.

“ no someone references to me in my mind that I sound like Sean Connery on Jeopardy. Yes, of course I do and it’s very funny. I have a sense of humor about myself, but that is how I am in a way that is my personality that that is who I am so I’ll be what do you want that just I can laugh at myself, but that doesn’t change the fact that that’s who I am you do realize that?” says Lacey.

“ well yeah when you’re angry, how often are you angry?” asks her neighbor.

“Pretty much all the time! I’ve never been loved and I’m living a miserable life. I’m probably always mildly upset.” says Lacey.

“ Lacey I think you might’ve been reincarnated and you’re Scottish but like actually really truly Scottish shine Connery really well Scottish to and that’s lovely that you have a sense of humor about what you seem like to people. I have no idea what it’s like to be you because I’m American through and through and so to me, you seem very frighteningly harsh.” says an American Gen. X woman.

“ how can we convince you to let us take her to North Oaks? I think it might be nice is there anyway we can do that?” says a woman.

“ we’re not giving up on Lem though keep that in mind.” says a Roman Emperor.

She smiles.

“ no I mean truthfully speaking if they’re twin flames and we can’t separate them anyway but I think some people are angry and feel like she really would’ve been a nice match for Louis Lacey. Do you understand what we’re experiencing or are you just yourself and we’re being sort of insane and thinking that you see our perspective?” says a man in North Oaks.

“ I don’t know how I would be able to see your perspective as well as you see it that’s your right that’s completely absurd.” says Lacey.

“ OK then if there’s weed in Carnation, I just have to grow up and deal with the fact that this woman is not really understanding what it’s like to be American and then that means Lawrie Merz probably British and he was straight. I want to say almost obviously and that’s cool. He obviously had a really confusing life and so I think we need to just let that one rest for now. for her cause that’s who’s alive right now and I think we need to focus on the present. I don’t think we understand what it’s like to be trapped in the United States as a Scottish woman I don’t think she was being facetious I think she was being ditzy and sincere when she started this blog over eight years ago, and she literally starts the whole thing off by saying I’m an Anglophile stuck in the US.

That’s not meant to be a joke I have a feeling she’s being very innocent, pretty and elegant and aristocratic but really at the end of the day I think it’s more exacting and him probably exactly what’s happening because she is an Anglophile. She loves the British just loves them, and may actually be in love with one of them in particular May actually be in love in English men one in particular, so yes you are an Anglophile in every sense. I think Jack was an Anglophile in a sense, but not like Lacey. I think Lacey is intensely intense. It’s it’s like she’s ditzy so for her to say, I am an Anglophile if you go one of two ways, it could be absolute nonsense or it could be frighteningly accurate to the point where it’s it’s scary it’s genuinely scary.

So yeah, you are an Anglophile I guess if that’s even what we would call it in maybe you even you know that about yourself yeah, I think you were trying to make it seem kind of lighthearted when you know that it’s not, but then you’re trying to be polite how polite is Lacey? How polite is she how considerate and conscientious and polite is she?” asks a woman.

On a scale of 1 to 10 she’s about a nine.

“ OK so not the most conscientious polite person I’ve ever existed, but definitely up there OK more than most people probably be alive today although I don’t know, is she above average though today?” says a woman.

On today’s scale, she would be about a 12 off the charts.

“Okay.

Lacey, I don’t think we’re as polite and considered as you are so I don’t think we realize how much pain you’re constantly in so I mean for you if you’re reincarnated to be so Scottish is kind of weird most people don’t seem like their old selves to that degree am do you really feel like you’re trapped in the US?” she says.

“ yes, I felt like I was trapped here since I was a child.” says Lacey.

“ that makes sense that makes complete sense cool not cool but cool that you wanted to go back to whatever was there that felt like love to you and his love what was it like coming back here from Great Britain in 2012?” she says.

“ it was miserable it was absolute drudgery I did not OK part of me looks forward to the wide open spaces of the US. There’s an enormous amount of land even to this day in the US and that’s really refreshing. The sun is different here it’s bright, especially in the Midwest in Minnesota. It’s very bright. There’s a lot of sun and the part is really really nice. I like the wide open spaces in the trees and the grant the greatness of the land itself. The land itself is ground like the soil like the vast open prairie. You know that really in the great plains that that’s really great, and I love that I do I really genuinely love that all the brick buildings all the all the trees in the woods in the forest it’s just that part is great him and I love that feeling of freedom an air oxygen that’s in the United States But I was not crazy about it otherwise and it was really kind of depressing to leave.” says Lacey.

“ call saw you felt like you were going back to like drudgery in prison or most?” she says.

“ I am more like poverty America feels like poverty to me outside of the wide open spaces when I’m in America I feel very poor but it’s not that I am poor. It’s just it feels poor the whole country feels impoverished to me.” says Lacey.

“ do you know what Lacey that could be because here you’re impoverished compared to who you were back there.” says Mira

“ but I’m not impoverished in the United States .” says Lacey.

“ why are you mad at us?” says Mira, smiling.

“ because you’re self righteous conceited, pricks who go around bossing other people around and snubbing them.” says Lacey.

Dmitry slightly smirks.

“ i’m I’m not constantly like that. I might’ve seemed like that to you in my online persona but I’m really not like that all the time.” says Mira.

“ that’s for me to decide Mira.” says Lacey.

“ turn off, but I’m just telling you I’m really not like that I’m really not.” says Mira.

Lacey thinks.

“ I have kind of an attitude online but it’s just a persona.” says Mira.

“ then why didn’t you follow me back?” says Lacey.

“ oh, I was snubbing you.” says Mira

Lacey glares. “ yeah who the fuck do you think you are to snub me you little conceited, silly woman!?” 

“ actually mirror it really doesn’t make any sense socioeconomically class way sweetie. It makes no sense mirror. It really didn’t make sense not to follow her back.” says a British woman in the perfume community.

Mira cries.

“ your husband is the son of a hairstylist and you’re an overweight, Eastern European shop worker. Who the fuck do you think you are to snub me!?” says Lacey.

“ no be honest let’s grow up and stop laughing and thinking this is a joke Mira she’s right for some reason this is genuinely very almost morally offensive to her. Can you please try to answer her.” says a woman.

“Well look, it’s just if you’re going to throw around the royal family and act like you are grand to that degree I take it very seriously this is the life and death who the fuck do you think you are!?” says Lacey.

“ Lacey what the hell are you talking about it with a Bing life and death?” asks the CIA.

“ you are constantly threatening me with horrible torture and death. If I don’t prove myself, I hear it jack is constantly threatening my life. His whole damn family is and everyone else is as well. I can hear it in my spirit and you sometimes make good on your threats. I spent a lot of my childhood in the emergency room half dead don’t you dare gaslight me.” says Lacey.

“ but we’re not those people.” says Mira.

“ oh, you’re so smug and self-important it’s disgusting! Mira get your head out of your fucking fat ass and thing for a fucking second.

I’m not confused about that you’re threatening me too sweetheart I was ape Scottish aristocrat my family had a title we were very involved in world affairs. This was the 1800s you ignorant little bitch. And my family know it’s not exactly unimportant. Yes, if you keep threatening my life, would you do get off of your high horse? I will take it seriously because it’s supernatural and if I was reincarnated, I’m not even supposed to be here this is extraordinary, serious you dumbass!” yells Lacey.

“ actually, she’s right, Amira you really are not embarrassing her this is called reactive abuse if you’re threatening her and you are or psychics have to be honest about that we can send it to you when we have to stop lying and saying that lame was not straight and at least he’s not being triggered and attacked because she is she is being attacked Jack I’m not siding with you anymore.” says George Clooney. “ oh and you know we’re trying to call the situation down using what we know mirror. I don’t think she hates you. I think you need to stop being so self-righteous and thinking that your motherfucking Teresa.”

“ OK oh and you’re right Lacey I don’t actually theoretically in any like substantial real actual way have any sort of Trump card on you? I don’t actually have any sort of Socio economic societal status that is above yours that would be like an authority over you and in this life the last one I would beg to say that that’s impossible as well. I can’t imagine that I would be anybody that could really have challenged you, I don’t think you guys got what she saying is factual historical fact so you’re right, there’s no like grounds for me to have authority over you your right.” says Mira.

Lacey looks at her.

“ but in the Perfume community, we had a certain sort of prestige in authority, so I felt the right to snub you.” says Mira.

“ yes but your authority in the Perfume committee still rests on my authority so if I am snubbed, it doesn’t make any sense in any in any situation in any community because the only way that you matter is because I acknowledge you because my class acknowledges you if we stopped acknowledging you you would be part of the meeting list shit community that’s pointless so no, you have no authority in any context because that’s the reality of a harsh world and you have to grow the fuck up!” says Lacey.

“ OK you’re right I might not have had the right to snub you in any context.” says Mira.

“ yes and that made me think you were a bit of an idiot because I knew that I knew you had absolutely no right to study and I thought this woman is a self-aggrandizing little bitch and she’s kind of an idiot and I thought a lot less of you and a lot less of your husband a lot less of a lot of people and your intelligence.” says Lacey.

“ Mira why did you choose to snub her? It was it just like a power move or a narcissistic ego trip or did you just think it made sense somehow strategically I don’t quite understand why you felt that was so smart.” says the CIA.

“ actually Mira she’s right it doesn’t really make any sense and I think her her rage is a way of trying to sort of snap you out of it and get you to sort of fall in line but not in a way like she wants to control you more in a way like things are out of control right now in the world and maybe if you could just sort of wake up and stop being delusional it would be helpful for everyone.” says an Australian.

“ OK I thought it made sense socially because she was relatively new to the first perfume community and she was a lot prettier than me and so I was sort of watching my back and trying to seem better than her because I didn’t want to lose my popularity.” says Mira.

“ but then how do you think that made me feel? Don’t you think that hurt me Mira don’t you think that hurt me you dumb bitch?” says Lacey.

“ I didn’t care about hurting your feelings. I just wanted to be cutthroat and smart.” says Mira.

“ yeah I know you thought very highly of yourself well and you know what I tolerated that but then I got totally insane because everyone started getting to be that insane and so I felt the need to say something about it and that was why I wrote my post I thought I’m just gonna put this out there. I’m not beneath you, so I don’t know what the fuck it is you people think you’re doing but reevaluate your strategy because this isn’t effective.” says Lacey.

“ honest, most American women are middle-class and stupid compared to Lacey and mirrors included. She’s very American, a lot of the people in the Perfume committee who even we’re not in America were American culturally enough so that it was problematic. At least I hear you it doesn’t actually make sense to stab you. If her husband followed you she kind of had to follow you to, but Lacey that’s an ordered mature not middle class. Stupid society repeople understand the way things logistically work so if he follows you then ipso facto she hast to follow you too especially if he tells you to follow her what she used to do he used to always advertiser account and say follow her. She’ll follow you back and no she didn’t. She was a total bitch about it and he was a liar. but they’re very American and very middle to lower middle class and that way and so to them that made sense I guess which is sad because it may be really doesn’t make sense but they think it does because they don’t know any better in someway, even if it’s really stupid and trashy on their part and embarrassing to them. You’re not just the bigger person. You are obviously the more elegant and truly genuinely rightfully elite and feminine and pretty person.

Butt and sexy person whatever the fuck else that woman thinks she is better than you she’s a smelly cow, potentially in comparison to you. And her husband is a skinny string bean short fuck, compared to Lem. Oh, that being said him I don’t think they really knew better and I think they thought they made sense and you know that I think you’re trying to sass out. What the fuck it is they were thinking partially in their defense which is eerily similar to what I’ve seen in like Downton Abbey, so you’re in a sense yelling at them and giving them a proper dressing down, partially to protect them from anything or anyone who would wish them harm is that true?” says a woman.

“ Yes, that is true. If there’s been carnations, absolutely do I have to hold them up to a certain standards or my whole family will have to certain sort of go on the attack or something along those lines. Or there could be some other problem of some sort.” says Lacey.

“ so basically we’re considered rude if she doesn’t follow you back if I if I say follow my wife and you think I should follow his wife that’s nice even if she doesn’t like you if I follow you and I have any sort of position of authority then and if there’s anything I sent it to it, then she hast to follow you back if I follow you or it’s considered rude maybe there could be some exceptions but you would never be one of those exceptions so basically she had to follow you or it was really totally a social faux pas.” says Dmitry.

“ Yeah you could’ve said me too and you eventually did once I start getting more followers you were incredibly insecure. I watched you whenever anyone did anything better than you you were horribly upset it wasn’t just me. I am, but yes, if you acknowledged me, then she had to acknowledge me as well. Otherwise it was considered incredibly rude, and it still would be in any sort of order normal society.” says Lacey.

“ and what if I was actually very jealous of you and I was feeling very insecure and I just couldn’t bring myself to be that nice to you.” says Mira.

“ you know this isn’t your fucking playground where everyone caters to your every needs every need and gives you a lollipop unless if you wanna live in the gutter grow the fuck up.” says Lacey.

“ I said yeah OK fine you know to be honest with you. I wish that that that that there had been a tool that they giving us to allow us to be able to mute people because I would totally have followed you if I could’ve just muted you and then would you have expected me to like any of your posts or is that different?” says Mira.

“ What seems like liking pose is some sort of form of communication, so no, you would not have had to like any of my posts. Because essentially is the equivalent of seven waves hello to you and they’re in a higher class than you and you’re at a party where you’re really at there you’re kind of at their mercy do you have to wait back to them so you had way back to me it’s a story issue it’s a safety issue you had to wait for loads me so you had to like you had to follow back my account but beyond that no you don’t have to comment you didn’t have to like any of my posts you could just totally ignore me that is true.” says Lacey.

“ I was not prepared to deal with all of the internal issues that brings up for me even you know even following you was just too damn much for me to do it was just too much and I get what you’re saying that you’re not able to bend and you’re not able to change the facts of the issue and then I’m not either because I just couldn’t handle it so it feels like this is an area where basically if there is reincarnation, this life was not supposed to happen because this is like an a possibility I couldn’t bend you couldn’t bend because that’s not even you bending that’s just you saying with the hell this is reality so for you, it’s not as personal for me it was super personal I guess it’s personal. See you in a way but not like directly and so essentially we’re both getting screwed except not really but you know what I’m saying it’s like him we’re both you know yeah I’m getting screwed over and so and so then so then I just didn’t. I guess I guess I just can’t handle it.” says Mira. “HELP!”

“ I can’t help you. I literally cannot help you. I’m sorry.” says Lacey.

She laughs and nods.

“ Jack I know I’m gonna say some thing why was she in the Perfume community? Refresh my memory!” says Dmitry.

“ Him because I decided it was him something I could except.” says JFK.

“ so you isolated her you took away any sort of normal social life that she could have and so she ended up in the Perfume community but it’s not a safe place for her to have that so then that doesn’t were you that doesn’t concern you at all or didn’t?” says Dmitry.

“ what is the concert? It’s an online fun place with lots of fun interesting people to talk to.” says JFK.

“ what pretty much what happened Jack so Lacey found my wife and I and what kind of nice people but we were being dysfunctional and yet human and Lacey was being herself and maybe if there’s rain carnation was not supposed to be here and so it became an intractable situation because my wife and I were a living in our ourselves we were living and who we are dealing with our emotions and we weren’t able to make that compromise against ourselves and on principle on the way and then because Lacey was put in a very awful position and she am doesn’t have a choice. That’s the problem Jack so basically it’s like some kind of like a fault zone like an earthquake zone where it’s him. There’s a problem there you know it’s not a solid landmass. There’s shifting things that are kind of tumultuous going on.” says Dmitry.

“ I Lucy is not capable of causing problems. She’s so sweet.” says Jack.

Mira smiles and nods. “That’s true, but that she still is who she is the jack just because you’re nice doesn’t mean that you’re like him totally helpless and nothing.” says Mira.

“ so what do you want me to do yell at you? I don’t understand I’ll be in a fight.” says JFK.

“ I don’t know I mean are we fighting? What are we doing right now?” says Dmitry.

“ I don’t know I guess I’m mad but I’m not that bad you’re the one that’s mad.” says JFK.

“ yeah, I am mad because that was a really awful situation that you put everyone in and I’m mad.” says Dmitry.

“ you know I think you have to try to understand my perspective I did what I did for a reason and all the people do things for a reason and so you got a try to understand I have a reason and out of work when I was alive I would I would have her mouth to say, but I was a liar and a cheat and steal some of my capacity to be timing and also confusing an abrasive has been taken for me by God am I so I don’t know what to say right now I don’t know how to make the situation OK.” says JFK.

Dmitry nods. “ so open till a plausible illuminati started talking to Lacey. What is the situation in the perfume community as serious?”

“ you got me you caught me you are like police officer who is this is this is funny oh no Dimitri it wasn’t I I did saw this problem for myself. You’re absolutely right jokes on me. Ha ha very funny I understand you’re mad I understand.” says JFK.

“ call Lacey did you know that they were photo shopping?” says Casi.

“No.” says Lacey.

“They do! It’s BAD.” says Casi.

“I found it. A couple of years ago.” says Lacey.

“Yeah. They’re…definitely trying to be part of the upper class.” says Casi.

“ the thing is, I don’t know those people I have no idea who those people are, and they frankly frighten me.” says Lacey.

“ who!?” says the owner of LV.

“ALL OF YOU!” says Lacey.

“ because we all side with Jack?” he says.

“ yes and who knows who else what bloody brutal war am I getting roped into??” says Lacey.

“It’s perverse.” says God. “And she’s refuses to be perverse.”

“ Lucy we’re not siding with you?” says Mira.

“ no you give Jack a back massage before you force my husband to suck his cock.” says Lacey.

“We all do!?” says a posh European.

“ Yes yes yes yes affirmative contract confirmation yes!” says Lacey.

“ so since we’re headed to war with you, I’m just curious what are we fighting over?” says Dmitry.

“ I don’t know probably whether not I get to survive as an entity for eternity. Are you going to suck out the soles of my children and try to rape Jesus you fucking ugly Cunt bitch duo if I should say that I don’t know how to insult you properly, but essentially you’re trying to rape Jesus and defile all childhood or some miserable disgusting thing like that.” says Lacey.

“Lacey I’ve had that sense too.” says a Southern woman.

“Yeah I know.” says Lacey.

“ are we beneath you?” asks a European.

“ yes you are.” says Lacey, confused and terrified.

“ is that supposed to be obvious to us?” she says.

“ yes where the fuck did you come from?” says Lacey.

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“ crap you’re probably right.” she says. “ what about in this life though?”

“ to be honest, I might still be above you, but it’s not quite so certain.” says Lacey:

“ would you ever go to the parties that my wife and I go to?” asks Dmitry.

“ you know I went to parties like that in my childhood, and no, I certainly would not!” says Lacey.

“ why?” asks a perfume collector.

“ because people are so on edge or they’re obnoxious and loud.” says Lacey.

“ Everyone!?” he says.

“ yes, everyone everyone!” says Lacey.

“ so basically, you just end up standing there are filling constant anxiety attacks?” he says.

“ do you want me to be honest with you or not? I am better than you in someway. I am far superior to most women unfortunately it away because I’m far more pretty than most people so when I go to parties like that, even if I under dress, which I always do, I get 1 million glares from bitches, he would like to kill me I’m not kidding. do you want me to be honest with you or not? I am better than you in someway. I am far superior to most women unfortunately it away because I’m far more pretty than most people so when I go to parties like that, even if I underdressed, which I always do, I get 1 million glares from bitches who would like to kill me I’m not kidding . I had another time I’m just standing. There was some man making eyes at me.

A male reader laughs.

“ at Lacey is this what you’re dressed like when you’re at these parties in your spirit?” asks a psychic.

“ yes someone said that and I thought it was rather funny because it’s true I’m not appropriately dressed and it does make some sense I suppose for men to be staring at me when I look like that.” says Lacey.

“ who dressed her to look like that in her spirit?” asks another psychic.

“ I did is a funny it’s not hilarious if those weird carnation they actually work clothes like that sometimes but then I thought very funny it was like I die and I find out or lamb lamb is a my love is his wife was the daughter of Nefertiti, or something like that and a Egyptian pharaoh It has been Carnation, and I thought of this will be a real laugh. The stupid it is the stupidity of the ancient so it was perfect. It was a perfect thing you know I got to make fun of the dumbass. Oh that’s so funny. Do you think you can fly around and show your naked boobs and it doesn’t matter isn’t that silly but they don’t know because I guess they think it’s just how you dross who is so funny, the very archaic backwoods people you know but that was the exit times and she doesn’t know any better and I am mad I know it’s evil to do that to somebody. She had no way to dress better in the past and I understand that it has a vulnerability. Oh, and I I didn’t. I’m not god I didn’t make her be born back then, I guess he did you know loser that he is but that you know yeah that was the decision he made to have a ball back then it’s a weird carnation and that was what he chose and so I’m sorry I angry and I’m going to use it for my advantage.” says JFK.

“ i’m curious Lacey is that physically what you look like now?” asks a psychic.

“ yes, yes that is me by. I’m not quite that large. I’m smaller my breast or smaller but actually that looks remarkably like my actual face and that that is that is a striking resemblance and every part of me let me look. No actually that that really is remarkably what I look like.” says Lacey.

“ you’re you’re hot you’re like extraordinarily attractive.” says a woman.

“ oh, I guess so yeah oh no I mean I can see a few flaws but I suppose.” says Lacey.

“ you can see flaws!?” says Mira.

“ yes, I can see some flies. Yes, there’s obviously a few flies but they’re not you know anything too terrible and if men find me attractive and that’s good if Lem finds me attractive, then that’s all that matters.” says Lacey.

“ how close is that to what you look like?” says a woman.

“ it’s remarkably close.” says Lacey.

George laughs.

“ you’re not at all embarrassed by that but I’m not 100% sure you understand how that is the other people you’re aware that it’s sexual but I actually think if you think it’s just the human body which is fascinating to me actually what flaws do you see with yourself? I’m curious.” says a fashion designer.

“ well, all I mean I do look good it’s not nice it’s nice that we can all look good um well, the breast the bottom part of my breast are a little too heavy I suppose that’s the way that a breast with tender slope. When is angled, I have somewhat angular breasts you know they’re sort of the slope is a triangle a bit, the sudden that that means given the nature of a human breast that the bottom part is a little bit heavy and that bothers me it’s a little heavy, but I’m not sure that it’s easy for the body to do better than that.” says Lacey.

“ well, can you think of a better way that the human body could be shaped?” says a woman.

“ no, I can’t really because it’s fat and fat tends to hang down so it tends to hang down.” says Lacey.

“ oh, OK but we like that though Lacey.” says a straight man.

“ yes I suppose so but I don’t think you’re settling and I I can’t help but think I can make an improvement on it just from a mathematical perspective there hast to be somewhere he can improve that.” says Lacey.

“ I disagree with you. I actually really like the way that that looks.” says a straight man.

“ what do you really know? I mean if I am if I’m not incorrect and there’s something very slightly offensive about it then it’s possible there could be some slight improvement and you might actually like that better.” says Lacey.

“ OK but is that physically possible in this fallen world?” says a living straight man.

“ no I doubt it that’s what I was just saying with the nature of the fat lip of the fat on the human body tends to fall Kevin gravity it’s not aging it’s just the nature of fat and so I think it’s very likely that it’s not possible until heaven.” says Lacey.

He nods. “ I am not convinced that you’re right, I think you’re too straight and innocent and nice to realize that that actually really is very attractive. I think you just might not know aesthetically what’s pleasing to a person who is attracted to women but if I’m wrong then OK but I really don’t think you know what you’re talking about.” he says.

“ but don’t you think that beauty is objective and transcends orientation?” says Lacey.

“ yes but I don’t think you understand cognitively what we like.” says the man.

“ I am not going to trust you, but because I am not a position where that’s safe for me to do so, but you could be right you could absolutely be right I don’t understand what that’s like from that perspective but to me that’s what it looks like to my eye it looks sort of droopy and heavy.” says Lacey.

“ I honestly think you’re like 100% straight and no I don’t think you know what you’re talking about sincerely.” says a woman.

“ I mean that could be true. You know I will find out someday when we’re all dead we’ll find out.” says Lacey.

“ so her husband was a player who slept with like over 28 people and this is what he decided to settle down and marry. Yeah your worst nightmare because for a lot of women Lacey, this is what we’re worried is true they were just not good enough but I think you’d say that so much true and somewhat not true and it’s just not that simple so don’t worry about it it’s like maybe you’re not but then at the same time who cares because it’s not that simple anyway.” says a woman.

“ yes but it really isn’t that simple. It’s really not. I mean men find me very attractive. I know that which is why I can’t dress in such a way, but apparently in my spirit, I have no control over it or less control than I should have or something I don’t know but but even so sweetheart I’m sleeping with a ghost I have a monogamously involved with a ghost and if that’s so great what does that say to you? I’m not getting laid constantly by a living person Innoway if there is some truth to it because Elliot Roosevelt fat, find me attractive, and he could probably be with lots of different people, the men that tend to be attracted to me tend to be rather impressive that you are good with women, but also loyal, which is rare, so in that sense yes, it is worst case scenario, but on the upside for you if that’s not what you look like and that’s really great. Tell me it’s not bad it’s gonna be a gas. It’s great but it’s whatever but the point is, it’s your basically if that’s really great you’re lucky if you don’t look like that because no I’m not chase down the street and I have a feeling that there are millions of men who prefer to be with you than me and they might objectively think I’m better looking, but they don’t give two shits about that it’s like yeah she’s hot I guess but that’s not what floats their boat.” says Lacey.

“ so maybe it’s not as competitive with as we’ve made it out to be.” says a psychic.

“ it’s not necessarily evolution isn’t just about who’s prettiest it’s a lot of other things too so attractiveness does matter in the survival of the fittest but it’s really quite complex and I think the 20th century kind of oversimplified that.” says Lacey.

“ so we really just shouldn’t make this like more competitive than it is because that’s just stupid and toxic.” says a psychic.

“ yes, yes I think so. I think it is competitive beauty does matter let’s not lose our minds, but I don’t think this is quite as simplistic as you all want it to be.” says Lacey.

“ so that is what emperor Constantine had to look forward to if there’s reincarnation and then how do you Fitz tricked you into coming back after he had foot after his grandson had forced him into having oral giving him oral pleasure for decades!?” says a living man.

“ yes, if there’s green carnation, I’m sorry actually, she was better looking than that, but that’s pretty much what she looks like an actually to be perfectly blunt with you. I was not exactly unattractive myself. We are where we’re hot. I know everyone can look like that but that is basically what we look like and it would’ve been glorifying and edifying in a sexual sense to have such beautiful humans making love but yes that wasn’t to be that was not to be instead, he decided she had to come back live this life and have this conversation with you. I guess I don’t know isn’t that sad?” says Lem.

“ it is sad actually because even if it’s kind of exciting it’s not like I haven’t seen stuff like that anyway like hot people having sex, so yeah no it’s just sad.” says a man.

“ you know to be really honest with you is that with her is that what she looks like it was they were they really that Arab?” says a woman.

“ I wasn’t quite that European looking. I also wasn’t that black looking if there’s a pink carnation, it’s almost weirdly like a combination of the two, but not quite we really just look different. It’s hard to explain, but we just look different but that’s that isn’t not what I look like, but that’s somewhat look I like.” says Lacey.

“ I don’t I don’t understand it. How can she possibly be serious when she says all this!??” says a woman.

“ I don’t know what the what the what the fuck are you looking for me to do?” says Lacey.

Actually, she’s right she is just giving you her actual real response. She’s telling you the truth this is not fake. What are you people looking for her to say?

“ you’re supposed to know that you’re extremely hot.” says a woman.

“ i’m not a man! Ewww!” says Lacey.

“ But women know that!” she says.

“ no I don’t know that and honestly I don’t think you’re right I think some women might not. I don’t know that I have no idea how do you know that you just sit around staring at yourself?” says Lacey.

“ no no I just know that.” she says.

“ well, I have no idea how because I certainly do not.” says Lacey.

“ Ok umm OK well that is what you are you’re like extremely hot.” she says.

“ but why the hell do we have to even think about that? This is just bizarre.” says Lacey.

“ what people just are very aware of that now I don’t know but they’re just super aware of that Lacey.” she says.

“ well, I am not. Why the fuck does everyone demand that I fucking constantly be!?” says Lacey.

“ because we are because we are and that’s just how we’re communicating to each other so it’s just it’s just awkward talking to someone that doesn’t know.” says the woman.

“ do you know what though I don’t know I don’t fucking know!” says Lacey.

“ Jack why did you do this?” says Joe I.

“ you when you die someday you will find out the meaning of sex.” says JFK.

Her neighbor rolls his eyes.

“ I OK so I think maybe you’re just hotter than most people.” says the woman sadly.

“ yeah OK great thanks I don’t know why the fuck we care congratulations to me.” says Lacey.

“ Lacey I’m just curious other than what’s already happened are you with anybody else for eternity?” says a man.

“ no absolutely not!” says Lacey.

“ you’re not guys maybe that’s part of the reason why she doesn’t care because it serves no purpose other than to please let in the context that you’re insisting it exists and she’s not competing for anyone so aesthetically it could be pleasing but then beyond that I’m not sure unless if we’re allowed to look at each other in heaven, and be thrilled as adults of the same age I’m not sure other than that which could almost even be aesthetic. I’m not sure other than that why she would care.” safe a football player.

“ it’s very hard for me to get beyond things like that if something doesn’t serve a purpose, I think it’s hard for me at this point given how awful my life has been. It’s very hard for me to think beyond that because I’m in such a terrible mood so to speak that I just can’t imagine why bother because it’s just like what’s the point it doesn’t serve a purpose. It may be the other people it might matter to them, but to meet in the mood that I’m in so to speak, I just don’t care.” says Lacey.

“ I get where she’s going with that if I was in a really shitty mood and someone’s like oh my gosh you’re so hot I hate you I would just be like what the fuck are you doing and I think that’s where she’s at right now.” says a model.

“ OK well you look hot so that’s cool!” says Casi.

“ yeah, I know congratulations to me I guess so yay or something.” says Lacey.

“ um yeah that’s cool. You know I will be a lot nicer though if one was alive.” says a woman.

“ it would be, but I am able to someone interact with them so not all is lost but but yes it’s it’s actually is a little depressing to me and it has been for a long time and I didn’t say lethal. It is almost killed me quite a few times.” says Lacey.

“ are you aware that there could be men reading this blog in the illuminati who wanted to see that image Lacey?” asks a Christian man.

“ yes sure!” says Lacey.

“ that doesn’t bother you?” he says.

“ no it’s their problem. If they literally go fuck themselves it’s no skin off my fucking nose.” says Lacey.

“But then you’re tempting them towards lust.” he says.

“ that’s their fucking problem they can go fuck themselves if they have to!” bites Lacey.

“ no because that could be hard for them to deal with Lacey that’s difficult Lacey that could actually be challenging for them to deal with.” says a man.

“ I repeat myself let them go fuck themselves if they have to it is not my fucking problem.” says Lacey.

“ dial but then what if they do.” says a woman.

“ then God will have to deal with that or I’ll kick them literally in their ass. If I have to I mean, what do you want me to do go iron out every freaking person alive like I’m Jesus Christ on the cross when he got off the cross and went to hell are you? That’s not quite right when Jesus Christ was in heaven, rather when does he sort things out? That would be that she’s got that does that, but the idea is that I don’t do that. That is not my that is not my job. That is not my position that is not my authority. I am not here to orchestrate the sanctity of your souls.” says Lacey.

“ but you’re tempting men towards lust.” says a Christian man.

“ no I’m not no I’m not that attractive. You’ve all decided that I’m ugly as fuck is not the general consensus.” says Lacey.

“ oh, but you’re actually not.” he says.

“ but you know I’m a little sick of it you constantly are expecting me to never make any mistakes never have any space never do anything but if I’m slightly proud of that image I do look good one minute I am arguing with you that I exist and then I go to far and share too much, but I had to you to get you to understand who I was and then if I do too much then you’re constantly upset at me you’re all constantly upset at me I can never do anything right, so why don’t you all just go back to your fucking hole in the ground come back in about 1000 years and stop being snakes and then explains what the fuck it is you want from me clearly!” says Lacey.

“ and I’m not that offended by that image because it’s a historical image and it’s almost like photographic evidence of you. It’s just you really are attractive.” says a man.

“ OK and then what!?” says Lacey.

“ did people dress like that in Egypt if you’re reincarnated?” says a woman.

“ yes generally speaking, most women would’ve been wearing something similar to that. It was hot in for whatever reason people just didn’t think that it was essential.” says Lacey.

“ him so that was very socially acceptable and people were healthy enough psychologically to understand normal human boundaries and it would’ve been considered bizarre to hurt somebody in your family with incest. If there’s reincarnation, we may not understand how sophisticated you people or psychologically were there people, though who made the mistake of incest?” says a historian.

“ you know it occurs to me as you’re saying that that part of me allowing that is laughing at myself because I am very ditzy and I think I’m not always aware of myself and how ridiculous I am, but maybe I really don’t know maybe I shouldn’t allow myself to post that but if I get angry and I think you know what this is what I look like and I see women half naked all the time everywhere and I get so fucking sick of them acting like I’m some lesbian watch, jackass idiot, and then I swear they get intimidated by me and I think you know what I just have better manners than you you little fucking dirty whore.

It’s like if I dressed like that I might get raped because I’m hotter than you did that ever occur to you you $.10 piece of fucking shit?

In answer to your question yeah no incest. If I’m reincarnated was never allowed. It was disgusting and it was obviously not something that you do with your people that did it. Yes but they were considered essentially retarded. And no I’m not saying that to be mean or I’m taking a step towards retarded people, but they were basically considered mentally disabled the people that would do that.” says Lacey.

“ actually, that seems very possible.” says a man.

“ oh hey, so I think she’s in a fight mode and that that picture makes sense in her own mind to post if she’s in fight mode, so OK well I think I’m done talking.” say most of her haters.

Ah no, you’re not. You guys are part of the problem and you’re either gonna have to deal with this with Christ or you gonna have to deal with with us, but this isn’t just going to go away because you’ve decided that you might be wrong and it bothers you.

“ no I mean she’s beautiful so that’s great. Um, you know what you guys are really dumb though because you’re letting jacket away with some thing right now because you got focused on what Lacey looks like and that made you narcissistically upset and then you’re totally distracted. so let’s go back to holding Jackie accountable do you know Jack and why are you having her dress inappropriately in public for today’s day and age?” asks a psychic.

“ because it amuses me and thrills me.” says JFK.

Jon Hamm laughs.

“ Lacey, John him just pointed something fascinating out to me. Do you imagine all women look like you in their naked?” says a woman.

“Ah something like that, possibly.” says Lacey.

“ they don’t.” says a Christian.

“ but I’ve always heard that all women are beautiful naked.” says Lacey.

“ do you know they are and they’re not they really are and they’re not.” says a Boomer.

“ I still don’t know why I’m being held accountable.” says Lacey.

“ so we stop challenging you constantly, and stopped fighting the fact that you actually are better looking than us or richer than us or stopped assuming that everyone was beneath us when they’re not you wouldn’t have showing that image?” says a Christian.

“ yes, if you would allow me to be modest without accusing me of being a lesbian butch child molester I probably would not have showing that image you stupid, fucking peasant, self-righteous prick.” says Lacey.

Lacey waits.

“ I actually agree with her. I think the self righteousness of almost everybody when they talk to her is disgusting.” says Donald Trump.

“ and I’m not saying that you should protect yourselves but why the fuck are you holding me accountable for every fucking send that everyone fucking commits?” says Lacey.

“ because in our minds, sweetheart, we think if there’s reincarnation that you’re pure evil.” says the Christian.

“ why the hell are you calling me sweetheart?” says Lacey.

“ i’m OK but yeah yeah sure well that’s funny. I am Irish and I’m Catholic and would be perfectly honest with you. You’re right him see and you just don’t even know if you’re reincarnated where is kiss know if you are I think you’re offending people.” he says.

“ why?” says Lacey.

He looks sad. “ big because they think you’re I’m not sure what the word would even be. I think they think you’re your that is that it’s sort of promiscuous you know sort of like you’re tempting them to do some thing that is sort of perverse in a sense.” he says.

“ oh, in the sense that like adultery is perverse?” says Lacey.

“ yes.” he says.

“ right and I understand that but I have a reason why I posted I have explain that reason to you and you’re going to have to except that that’s my response and that it might be a good one. You know why don’t you analyze what I’ve said and give a shit in reality?” says Lacey.

“ yeah OK I see why you posted it.” he says.

“It’s self-defense in the darkest sense for me. It’s self-defense.” says Lacey.

“ Lacey, I think we’re avoiding something because we have it in our head. There’s reincarnation that you’re evil because we’ve been preached to you about the evils of Egypt for a very long time and historians have a ways knowing that not all Egyptian people are pure evil that’s very common knowledge and more elite circles a or used to be but I don’t think we know that and so I think we think that you’re evil and that’s probably absolutely ludicrous. It’s not that evil didn’t exist in Egypt but I’m not sure that it’s even symbolically a perfect thing to say all the time like oh we gotta leave Egypt because I am not convinced that Egypt is relevant to us in that way it is in a sense because symbolically were like the descendants of the Jews as a Christian faith but we’re not actual Jews and what is Egypt in relation to us as white Americans? So I worry I worry that I worry that it it’s some what a misnomer for lack of a better way to describe it. I worry that it’s sort of a mistake because what happens then with someone like her oh that sounds silly but what is the worst case scenario someone comes back and there is reincarnation what happens with someone like her she ends up being demonized when it’s not really appropriate or fair.” says a Christian. “ I mean I think there could actually be a lot. If there’s reincarnations, there could be theoretically thousands of reincarnated Egyptian’s who actually could be getting bullied who even knows or could be more than that if there’s reincarnation as well those people are probably getting really screwed over him and that’s why it’s like you got it. You got to stop thinking that like you can just cut corners and be evil because it really never does work I think people think with secularism and a lot of that stuff that we can be good without God because if we’re kind and good, what difference does it make but the problem is we can’t perfectly sanctify ourselves, and then worst case scenario something like this happens and all hell breaks loose.”

“ so are you sexier than most people?” someone asks Lacey.

“She is, she could say yes to, but I want to answer yes she is.” says Lem.

“ what did JFK look like naked again?” says a psychic.







That’s the man in question we don’t have a good picture of him but just think about what’s under those clothes and it’s a huge eww. He was gross. He had a gross body Lem’s did not. He really didn’t love him was actually quite hot, naked he he didn’t take good pictures but if you look at his pictures and think about it, no lame had a very nice body he didn’t take good care of himself even when Jack was alive because he was depressed is fucking hell I mean he could’ve lifted weights so he could’ve done something to look more attractive but he was with someone who he didn’t give a shit about. It’s obvious that Linn was straight. I’m sorry you’ve been so fucking backward.

But no, jack was not exactly the pick of the litter. He looked good when he wore clothes he looks good when he had his hair done, but he was actually very prissy effeminate man you can see that in this picture.

You can see that in this picture

You can see that in this picture

JFK looks very very authentically gay in this picture. There is no picture of that like Lem’s. There’s no rather there’s no picture of lamb that looks like this and gay men are asking for me to strangle them in the afterlife because I’m sick of it and he did he is not as unique as you think there are a lot of flaming, we gay men who pretend to be so sweet would really they hate Lacey and they’re very not sexually abusive, but they abuse her that they try to be violent towards her without having sex.

Because you know that you look like Jack, you know that he looks like you, and that when you’re relaxed is when it matters, you know that that makes sense that something that was on this blog a year ago and in the meantime, the Biden presidency was destroyed. Thousands of people have died just for you to do what feel fucking important!

Oh you look like Jack he looks like you you do not look like her husband Lem’s if it’s necessary to say that he was not a homosexual you are, and so was Jack.

“ oh, I’m just imagining Lacey in her body that she was given in treating me. Actually she actually is unusually hot and I love that it’s just like OK who cares to her because it reminds me that that’s not the meaning of life and that it would be nice to be that attractive but it’s probably not the meaning of life, so yeah that’s cool for her to point him and I was just kind of sad because Linn’s not here so all that I’m just imagining her being her you know and her sexy hotness coming down the stairs and then it’s like Jack’s right before her and he’s scrawny and pale with his huge rat teeth And his bugging out eyes and he’s just like yo bitch to lame like wanna fuck and he has like a tiny pale dick and then lemons like I don’t know probably not you know or just know if it was pending and then right behind that is Lacey and all her what was that? She said droopy, and all her droopy glory With those gorgeous brown eyes and that beautiful nose and she’s just like you know, strutting her stuff down the stairs, and if he had a choice like if you truly defines what you say, he finds both attractive I think he probably just finds women attractive, Alyssa he finds both attractive or theoretically, could even asked you if those were the options that you were being given Like Scotia and that’s literally what she looks like or better because that’s what he said she’s more attractive so let’s say she’s actually more attractive and then she’s like available or him. I just want to ask the gay community. Why would you think that he’d pick Jack?” says a woman.

“ do you know you should stop antagonizing men someone could rape you.” says a gay man.

“ They could and then I could either hunt them from the grave and make them wish that they never been born. Oh, Mike, what Woody Allen would think would happen or I could just kill them.” she says.

“ but if they killed you first?” he says.

“ then I’m gonna have to hope that God can somehow curtail my power over you because I literally just told you that I would hide them from the grave and you’re too stupid to process that so you’re beneath me which means that I really hope God reigns me and because I don’t want to get out of control.” she says. “ you clearly have no authority over me and you’re basically useless other than to love somebody, but if you’re in capable of loving another man, then what the fuck do you do that could be replaced by a machine?”

“ Jack seriously this was not the time.” says another gay man.

“ where were all of you when I was alive!?” says JFK, smirking.

“ you probably weren’t supposed to be here either if there’s reincarnation.” says a gay man.

“ I was so if there’s a reincarnational, if there’s homosexuality allowed in heaven, I was extraordinarily lonely.” says JFK.

“ Jack is ugly compared to Lacey as humans answer the question.” says Roseanne.

“ thank you for saying that I appreciate it.” says Lacey in an involuntary Scottish accent.

“ because you had more power than her.” says a gay man.

“ OK but do you realize that part of a sexual relationship as having sex to be honest if I think about my perspective if I had a choice when I was dead to be with someone as objectively, sexy as she is or Jack, I would just choose whoever was sexiest who is an adult I would think why do I care, and why would you care the most if you were really attached to your sexuality I don’t think you’ll be that persnickety about it it’s like maybe you’d rather be straight maybe some people rather be gay if it’s allowed I personally wouldn’t really care either way and if I saw someone who is better looking who in my box of people I could be with who is a woman I would just think you know I’m not an idiot and I would just go with it and what’s the worst I could happen it doesn’t work out. What’s the best that could happen? I have sex with this person. It’s fantastic it’s a revelation I’m like wow that was nice and I think you know Bing streets not so bad and then I think OK compare that to being gay and I’m like well I don’t know, I think I might just try this for a while and then this would happen to me personally and then I might think OK I’m falling in love. This is going really well. It’s making me personally fulfilled and happy I don’t know so that’s that’s the text. That’s the hypothetical question that they’re asking, if he wasn’t created straight which is what he looks like then him and I’m not just gay which honestly could even be something I could fix but let’s just say I was born this way and that he was born straight and we’ve just misunderstood what it means to be homosexual and it isn’t just a set of mannerisms. It’s something anatomical and then how about he was bisexual or gay and he just to see she’s in his box of people to be with him by again I repeat I would probably choose her. I would probably choose the woman I mean sex is sucks and if you’re able to change orientation and the options are better why wouldn’t you just do that unless if you were attached or at your orientation maybe I think some people who are bisexual have thought that they’ve done that life when really they just realize that they were bisexual but it’s not so it’s not like that but I think it’s just like why why would you be so fussy you just go with whatever is best and it’s like I don’t know this kind of works out Are you guys just like super attached to being gay?” says Peter Thiel.

“ oh, I just I thought I knew what it meant to be homosexual I did I thought I knew a gay man looks like!” says a gay man.

“ Except would you think I was gay if I didn’t come out of the closet would you think Anderson Cooper is gay? Would you thought Jack was gay and be honest.” says Peter.

“ no.” he admits.

“ then you’re full of shit are you representative of most gay men in this conversation?” says Peter Thiel.

“ yes.” he admits.

“ then we have no authority, and we need to stop acting like we do we’re not the gaydar experts and so truthfully speaking if we don’t know apples and oranges if an entity tells us that they’re straight and we’re straight we can’t get into some argument with her shit maybe she has figured out what it actually looks like maybe in her brain she actually knows what it looks like OK maybe she’s that good we’ve tested her and to be honest with you she gets it right no almost 100% of the time it’s not psychic shit she’s actually figured out what they look like. I’m sorry if that scares you but no we she basically can identify a homosexual and at least when they’re male or like I almost 100% of the time and so yes you can. She is ditzy and she’s straight so I guess she’s analyzed a lot of men probably in a pretty innocent way. I am sincere. It really could be quite in a sense even if it seems like it would be dirty. I actually think it’s sexual but it isn’t in a sense but that’s Lacey so what it is and I don’t mean childish I mean actually innocent. I mean compared to an ax murderer I could seem childish and innocent from your perspective, but no innocent.

So the thing is that, so yeah I have a feeling she just knows what it looks like. I have a feeling that that that we maybe don’t as much as we think we do and that we have to stop acting like we know, and so an entity tells us in the illuminati oh, I was straight you’ve misunderstood what I said or I was confused or whatever his reasons would be although in our case it seems like it’s like he’s telling us that we misunderstood him or he wasn’t clear or something, oh yeah it seems like we misunderstood him so that he also says that he may have been a little convoluted and how he said it so it could’ve been a combination of all the above to some degree but I don’t think so. I think we mostly just misunderstood him so when that happens and an entity tells us that we have to be mindful of the fact that that’s probably not some thing how to say this week we can’t we can’t just disregard that so he’s telling us. He was straight Jack and says that that’s not lame and he was straight and Jack was in love was gay you know what that might not be true that could be Jack being evil him But you know it’s not if we were treating it was somewhat like when they’re alive it’s OK he said she said thing and honestly then you had to cut it imagine who are these people I don’t think love necessarily would be lying. I think Jack would be far more likely to be the one lying And so unfortunately I have a feeling we have to just kind of let it go because I have a feeling love might’ve actually been straight and Jack might not have been at all or he might’ve been somewhat bisexual. Lacey thinks that I have a similar look to JFK and so does Anderson Cooper slightly so to speak but a judge and we are all men who you might not know we’re gay she knew I don’t think you guys would if we didn’t come out of the closet.

I am saying that a lot of men that would love to ask Lacey do I look gay? And honestly she’d probably be able to give you an honest response but what if she says you don’t but it almost looks like you are in which case maybe you’re actually straight, but there’s a tiny part of you that’s almost bisexual basically and so it’s like a shred of bisexuality you know if you don’t wanna be with a man then dopey, if it’s close to you maybe you’re really not homosexual but you’re just almost slightly bisexual am I maybe that makes some people who are really terrified of homosexuality insecure so it’s just almost slightly bisexual but again that’s where people have to grow up and realize that that’s just the fallen world if some of us actually look that way But I actually just straight then you know what is longs for attractive to women and we know we’re men and we know we’re straight is the same as some thing we have to deal with than you kind of just have to let it go and be like yeah and I’m also so hurt and I’m balding And those are also things I told Jake about how I look or whatever you know like we got a have to grow up so to speak.” says Peter Thiel.