“Rage” by Lacey

(September 27th, 2024)

“ Lacey just discovered that there could possibly be reincarnation, and that the gnostics actually might have known that it existed and it actually could be true like it actually really might be some thing that happens. It’s possible that it’s not him. I’m sorry if this is offensive, but it’s it’s the ideas it’s not really necessary, but that somehow, it could happen like it. It’s just a human experience that it’s possible that our our bodies can somehow die, but that because our souls are eternal that somehow there’s someway that it could come around that way we come back she asked asked God and it seems as though who added the spices nice let’s just talk Lacey. I’m tired too. I think she’s thinking as possible, and that’s supporting Jack’s plan because I think he thought he would use the fact that Christianity doesn’t discuss reincarnation if there is reincarnation to totally sadistically harass her and plum.

The idea is that here knew that she wasn’t really capable of surviving in a productive, happy way in this life and she’s smart and so she was a little reticent to come back and she didn’t but then he tricked her into it because they couldn’t just let it go. They had to try to find someway to still win for themselves as the Kennedys do they’re like that and I guess he just couldn’t let it go, I hate them to be honest with you I’m a Rockefeller and if I am not gonna give up my identity I can’t stand the Kennedys I can’t I hate you Caroline I think you’re a bitch I think you’re ugly fucking bitch.

All this pretense of the bushes acknowledge the Kennedys an oh the Kennedys are some popular know you’re not I’ve never liked you. I have never likes that family and I was Rockefeller. Don’t try to get my sympathy you stupid piece of fucking shit!

You people are the scum of the Earth. You are psycho, pathic, parasites in the Democratic Party. And honestly yes, the Roth Childs would agree with me. A lot of people would who matter Hollywood likes to get their genitalium tickled by those fucking bastards. Those people are idiotic prima donna retards, often!

And people like me who have been around for a while unlike the new money whores, who run the bullshit that is popular today I know that they’re not people you can be friends with they are incredibly parasitic and their psycho fanfic until they get the best of you and then they turn on you and screw you over Their disgusting people I truly can’t stand them.

And a lot of us play dumb and act like we’re best friends for the sake of American society we don’t wanna make people who are middle-class think that things are that screwed up and you guys like them so we’re just like oh it’s fine it’s all good it’s not it’s really not. We may have actually had to shoot them on occasion Because they’re genuinely so problematic behind closed doors, letting you guys think that their heroes could easily be one of the dumbest most patronizingly discuss I mean it’s it’s obvious that we’re patronizing you letting you think that they’re these fallen heroes oh my gosh no maybe they’re not, and that mythology was created to comfort people Because we didn’t want you freaking out and ruining well lotta things the banks, the stock market the housing we didn’t want you guys thinking holy shit who the fuck are the Kennedys why are they running crap? Who else is running this country? That is a psycho pathic weird bitch from hell.

So no we we don’t talk about it and we try to play Derby me like it’s cool because we’re trying to somehow you know protect the fabric of American society and keep people from flipping out on us and like running away or causing chaos or something because we didn’t want you thinking that everyone running stuff was a total moron, who is just purely and totally self-centered.

But the truth is the getting to be obnoxious. If this is a real conversation, they are disgusting because people like me who actually know what’s going on are dying off and losing power because time marches on and we tolerated a lot of confusion ambivalence in the upper class that was new money in the 20th century because we wanted you guys to be socially mobile and then we didn’t just tell you we just didn’t tell you certain things as it’s like how long is the Kennedy family thing going to last I mean they’re getting older this is going to end soon right and it hasn’t.

Oh, I’m sorry to have to say that to you on this blog but no it’s bad that they’re not bad people entirely like I would be in the same room with them but holy cow are they problematic? They’re really problematic because they always want to shove their fucking nose everywhere and if you call them out, they will knock your sympathy until you die if you call them out if you called him out and shoot them because they’re trying to fucking blow up the entire world to do who the fucking hell knows what it could we get length of Alma with him it could be to literally just buy a dress in Paris that’s prettier than the queens or something and that’s the soul meaning of everything they do that very shallow people.

So they get super focused on something stupid that doesn’t even make sense anyway usually and then you kind of have to just be like I can’t let you blow up the world just to itch my back. And then you called about her like I’m gonna have to shoot you you’re like a rabid fucking dog. And then they come out you you tell them oh stop I’m over gonna have to shoot and there’s a white people remember let me remind you I’m talking about a white person because I’m sure they’re gonna start pretending like they’re black we say you know you need to stop I’m gonna have to shoot you know put the nuclear bomb down for the nuclear bomb down Joe for the nuclear bomb down. JP are going to have to shoot and then they don’t put it down and then you had to shoes and then and then they get mad at you and they’re like who is my family you will make his names I family is never been the same since it’s because of what they did to themselves but they’re just like no it’s your fault is the publicans it’s Bill Gates with everybody. I am a victim and I’m a hero.

Edit it with they are the problem people in the neighborhood so to speak because they’re new to the neighborhood and then they showed up and then they’re just like we’re gonna run everything all day and we’re just like no you’re not and then before we knew it all the trees are gone everyone’s driveway is painted orange and we’re just like what the fuck are you doing? And yeah I mean they’re very disruptive. They really are it’s facts and no we don’t know what the fuck to do with them basically so, they aren’t responsible for every problem you’ve ever had don’t get me wrong. What is you? Did you cause the fair share of problems and right now it’s a shit show things to them.” says a Rockefeller.

“ I know I resent the implication Joe that we’re like you I’m not like you I actually come from money in Norway your family has never been as prestigious in America as my family was in Norway!” yells Gunhild.

“ oh, so I guess we’re just the scum of the Earth all my God you guys that hurts oh my God!” weeps Kick, sincerely.

“ this is what they do. This is exactly what I said she was going to do.” says the Rockefeller.

“ that is not true they are victims and they planned this!” says a huge dark demon.

“ and that’s not true but that’s not true. I am it it’s not it’s an Irish problem. It’s an Irish problem!” says Kick.

“ do you guys just get back to normal? Let’s just got things get back to normal OK I did really well logging for the sense of normalcy and joy and happiness. Let’s just go please get back to normal.” says Caroline Kennedy Schlossberg, shaking.

“ remember when we used to talk about France, France is Matt Macado being like Frances macaroni remember when we when we thought Linn was gay OME used to talk about Frances macaroni and hope you’re cute hurt. Her brother was member how cute her brother was a child used. Talk about Francis Mac macaroni. Remember that and then we’ll let you come to our house and have dinner with us and take pictures and we were really pretty wasn’t Jackie gorgeous she was gorgeous. She was a real gorgeous Gael hello gorgeous, real classy I mean you never in a classy it no you ever been there classy, and the way that you take pictures with us and then and then we talked about Francis Macado and visit but like macaroni and then and then and then there’s a general Jack little John Junior John John John John, Leo hotel calculus that guy so cute that John John Jackie Junior, but cuter John John hey yeah it was really he’s a real 2K Roku kit and then and then he and then he was walking around. I am so sad. His dad is a site. Where is the Astros not charging when JFK die was not a tragedy?!?” says Edwin Schlossberg, desperately.

“ are you really that stupid?” says a reader.

“ no I’m just hearing Lacey. This is happening in the afterlife because we’re human because she’s crazy because she’s crazy. She’s a crazy schizophrenic. There is an illuminati illuminati. There’s no way at all and we’re just humoring her dick because because because we’re gonna be rude being real nice!” says Edwin Schlossberg.

“ yeah that’s true. Lacey is crazy she schizophrenic I mean this is a schizophrenic block if I’ve ever seen but it’s toy schizophrenic his shit schizophrenitc!” says Joe Junior, very animated and anxious.

“ you guys I am no I’m not gonna shut up mom I was a singer. How do you sing songs? No one knows that because I was a giver and I let other people sing. I let red facing I let them sing, but in reality I am the one with the vocal cords that were pure heaven, I wish you could hear me sing.” says JFK charmingly.

“ you guys are an embarrassment to the Irish people you’re Irish scum!” says an Irish woman who lives on a farm.

“ i’m smart I’m real smart!” says JP.

“ what are you on?” asks the Irish woman.

“ the holy Roman empire an emperor from Rome, tricked us into taking meth this morning. Everyone on my family in the afterlife is on meth including me. I’m tripping out right now and Edwin was tapping into us and we were on meth.” says JP.

“ Who gave you meth?” asks Mark Zuckerberg.

“ someone who Lacey doesn’t know it’s not Phyl Caligula it was a different Roman emperor.” says JP.

“ so you’re all inebriated and you’re vulnerable to telling the truth in a different way than usual that’s interesting. I would like to change the topic because this is just pointless practically and yeah it’s not because that actually was an excellent introduction to reality at the very beginning of this blog post, but, um Lacey was walking around her room and she was cleaning and then she walked into her daughters room to put away one of her shirts that she just washed and she she saw her daughters lipstick what does not lipstick she pretends that it’s lipstick to cause it her make up, but it’s really just a lip balm by prince bees but she calls it her lipstick and it made Lacey smile and she thought oh what a beautiful little what a beautiful and a wonderful daughter I have it it was love Lacey was experience real you know love for her daughter, and it was perfectly ordinary with everyone and a lot of people experience a kind of love for their children were pedophilic they Roxy love their kids in the normal way and Lacey knows that, but then someone stopped her in the illuminati and pointed out to her that she’d never. She had never experienced that herself as a child because she could easily say to her daughter I was in your room and I saw your lip balm, and I thought you were just the most adorable thing because he used to pretend that it was your lipstick, when she’s older because of those parents, tell their kids things like that when they get older like oh you were just a host, adorable little girl, but her parents never did that they have no stories like that about her the stories that they have about her of her, or of her being stupid and making mistakes, or there of her almost killing herself or is there of her being extraordinarily intelligent so she’s either extremely intelligent secretly a total fuck up anyway or there of her trying to kill herself or something extraordinary in that way she has no reparents never notice that she existed and that way they didn’t love her and so she doesn’t have that in her head of someone saying oh you used to do this or collect this or it was never that was never cherished nothing she did was ever cherished by her parents. They didn’t love Her and I would think most of you would know that what I say she wasn’t loved, but she was never cherish that no one ever gave a fuck about her existence basically but no, she’s never had that human experience in this life. If there’s reincarnations, she experience some thing but it wasn’t quite like with most people today experience because that was in the 1800s she was in aristocrat and children were raised very differently back then even if they were loved so she if there’s reincarnations she remembers That in her subconscious, which if there is reincarnation is part of why she’s such a good mother because Tom and Rita did sort of interact with her and him and then she would remember what it was like either Tom and Rita interacted with her and it still wasn’t quite normal experience or she was reincarnated and that happened possibly and she remembers being an aristocrat in the 1800s and being loved but she has no fucking clue what you people are experiencing.

Because it is just know I mean she doesn’t know she has no idea she’s giving her kids that experience, but she didn’t have it herself.

Because she learned the 20th century method of child rearing but that wasn’t what she grew up with so if there’s reincarnation so so no to, and we were trying to explain to her people in the illuminati were trying to explain to her what she’s missed out on and it just doesn’t make any sense to her. She’s like what the fuck are you even talking about I mean I’m sorry to swear but, she has no conception of what it’s like to experience that kind of love from a parent or really anybody which is problematic to me because I grew up with that and the same degree and I I think I’ve been expecting her to have that in her head and then she’s like I was never loved a Lem’s and I’m like yeah This is bad.

And if there’s ring carnation, yeah I have in many ways gone back to my last life because then I can relate to her again and it’s like oh yeah, that’s right you have no idea what they’re talking about. He could explain how she got along with Queen Elizabeth so well, and other people because she does still have the memory if there’s reincarnation of being loved by those parents And they really did love her so they die but then she had other people who loved her in her family in a very yes, but a very aristocratic way and so it’s like you know you enjoy your tea and those things have a very sentimental attachment to them as silver isn’t just silver tea isn’t just tea walks in the park or not just walks in the park you don’t disturb people while they’re taking a hike And you don’t discuss Perfume in a competitive way because the elites in Great Britain took those things very seriously and that was part of how to express their love to their children was by giving them silver things and then you know squeezing them and giving them a hug you know the same thing at Christmas and then probably playing with them with the toy or the tea cup or some thing And having a lot of fun and so when you get a teacup as an adult or you go on a hike or you wear a perfume you sure you don’t mess with that because that’s parental love that’s that’s beauty that’s meaning it isn’t. Just something to use as a status symbol it’s Supposed to be like family time you know it’s extremely personal.

Which is better Anderson Cooper and her get along because he still kind of gets that concept and he understands that there are certain boundaries you don’t cross because it’s just revolting. It’s like psychopathic.

Oh, and I’ve been waiting for someone to figure that out but no one‘s figured that out so there you go.

Yes, there’s a black man thinking if there’s anything to astrology why the fuck did we mess with her perfume and you’re right coupled with the fact that there could be some thing to being a Virgo if she has one if there’s reincarnation and that oh hell yes messing with her perfume was a really bad idea. And by messing with her perfume, I mean like stealing her signature fragrance getting too personal and taking things too personally in the wrong way it is personal the personal taste matters to it isn’t just about how exquisite some thing is sometimes you just like something for whatever reason and it isn’t about class and she knows that and I think that’s where things got really weird in the perfume community because it’s like no one wanted to deal with the reality that she was just saying back off I am old money stop competing with me it’s getting fucking weird and then it’s like I like the smell of cat grass. OK maybe not to leave maybe that’s not but people could just like the smell of cut grass like what is everyone’s problem and yeah, he got really toxic.

No, I think there’s a lot of interesting thoughts in this conversation, but I’m trying to dissect it as much as I possibly can what is matters to me I’m in love with her she’s my wife one way or another and she’s a real person not a freak.

I am so the problem is I-“

He pauses. It’s too sad.

“ hey problem is no she has no idea what it’s like so if you were expecting her to be super mushy so to speak and sentimental that’s not gonna happen. She is a very sentimental sensitive person actually but she had theirs. She’s never been sort of allowed in to post 1900s western societies so so you know it is it’s not she’s actually a very deep sensitive person but she has no reference point to relate to you so Expecting her to somehow make sense in the way that you want her to. It’s just not gonna happen.

And really, that could be true even if there’s not reincarnation considering who loves her and how old they are relatively speaking, her father and Tom, who was born in 1894 I mean that alone is a pretty long time ago and away she was raised in her family so Considering who’s giving a damn about her on the other side in the prep room, parental sense, considering how old they are no I mean Anne and yes there’s red carnation no she’s not. She’s not gonna be able to relate to. She’s not a bitch the truth is, I think most people from the 1800s would seem like bitches to you they’re not they were just very methodical and how they spoke because it was so essential and it was meaningful if she can if she had heard Rathers she would slow down everything and be much more careful because it means something and she thinks why is everything so fast it’s sloppy.

Oh, she likes dishwashers washing machines she’s worried that they’re like witchcraft because in her subconscious because they’re so astoundingly quick is it evil but that’s her subconscious OK if there’s reincarnation on so the time she has avoided washing the clothes because she feels like it’s somehow a bit suspicious. And I’m not exaggerating if there’s been carnation genuinely at times she has avoided that because it’s so scary and jarring to her that she’s worried there’s something a little off about it and the times I’ve had to help with that but it’s been hard uphill battle because of what happened and what is happening because if there’s not ring carnation, this is still happening but again, it’s not because there’s reincarnations keep that in mind.

Basically you know what do you want from my wife? What the fuck do you want from her? OK we’re here to try to be helpful. It didn’t work if there’s a incarnation and I’m sorry for being crass, but I don’t understand it. What what are you expecting you know it’s it’s just let’s talk to her about what we’re experiencing Because it’s different she can’t imagine a parent sort of him being so fussy. She wants to stay and sentimental over her she would say oh how crass and icky it’s not she doesn’t originals Bryn and it’s not, and they actually probably did if there’s been carnation, they probably did have socks like that we’re oh she’s so adorable and we love her but they never told her that because you knew you wouldn’t have told your children that in 1800s it would’ve been seen as cheesy and sort of coddling them so you gave them love but you didn’t say things like when you were five I kept your photo on the wall and I never took it down because I just wanted to keep you in my heart parents back, then would never have said that in the upper class cause it’s like what’s wrong with you are you deranged you know him and sad stuff like that they love their kids but they didn’t you know they didn’t save such strange sentimental things personally because they were smart and they understood pedophilia and they were worried that the kids would get confused and lose trust in them so it’s much more essential to be careful how you loved your children so the kids didn’t think that you were a freak, and that they actually had been loved in reality and not just in some weird psychotic imagination on the parents part as dumb as you think they were.

Yes, I’m mad so the thing is I know I’m sorry I was straight I really was. I’m sorry you can’t pick up on it.

So it’s possible if there’s green carnation that Putin‘s family feels bad for you guys because you tried to have a conversation about it yesterday and it went really badly and they know how serious the whole thing is and so they’re trying really hard to take exit of extend an olive branch to you Who is considering what’s happening right now.

I know it’s not a problem she’s not messed up. She’s a great mom. Everything is fine. It’s just that people demand that she understand their perspective and that she not be so stuffy.” says Lem.

“ so she’s never experienced someone loving her just for herself in this life ever?” asks Mr. Cologne.

“she was told that she was experiencing it. People told her that they were loving her but no, she’s never actually experienced it.” says Lem.

“ well that’s that’s that must be interesting experience for her and you know I’m gonna go with the beginning of this blog post and just say I’m sorry to the Rockefellers that we’ve demonized you. I’m sure you would admit that you’re not perfect and that there’s been some really evil in your family, but I am genuinely sorry that we’ve demonized you so much if you’re that innocent.” says an American woman.

“ is part of the book formality?” says Mr. Cologne.

“ as part of it about someone was trying to ask I think of her book that she was writing, but it’s something to do with manners no not in that way yes, part of it as a formality. If she was, she’s very formal it’s not actually cold or standoffish. It’s that she’s literally reticent.” says Lem.

“ I so that’s not timidity?!?” says Lawrie.

“ no it’s not timidity it feels like it could be to her too at times but it’s not actually necessarily timidity it’s really more reticence.” says Lem.

“ are we really in her face like 24 seven?” says Mr. Cologne.

“ you certainly are spiritually, and in someways literally everything is just very in your face.” says Lem.

“ we don’t like her, and I think we feel entitled to some sort of compensation and it’s bizarre because she’s not really a problematic person. I mean she’s not racist she’s sweet I don’t really know why, but for some reason we just feel so entitled to pity from ourselves and it’s Heather if we don’t like her in the there, there is obviously a class issue because I get the sense of Anderson Cooper might actually like her at her company he actually enjoys her but then I think what is that? What does that like to enjoy her?” says Mr. Cologne.

“ oh, it’s sort of hard to explain because it’s very idiosyncratic. Do you really want to know or not?” says Lem.

“ yes!” says a reader.

“ oh OK imagine you have a palatial country aristocratic estate in the 1800s like in a Jane Austen film from the 1990s starring Colin Firth. And that’s your house. In the back of your house, you have a garden a very very carefully tended to garden, and there’s a fountain made of marble. That is very lovely. It’s actually a statue of Venus umm and it’s gorgeous. I imagine walking by that marble fountain at night in the moonlight in June and the roses are blooming in the garden and there’s babbling from the fountain and there’s birds and there’s other little creatures and there’s the sounds of people distantly in the background, and it feels like heaven. She is the white flower that you smell. It may be a white rose. It could be a magnolia or a gardenia. It could be a lot of different white flowers actually oh, but that’s who she is and I went away.” says Lem.

Later.

“Can we chat? Several Christians have contacted me. And asked me to chat with you.” says C. S. Lewis to Lacey.

“Lacey do you think your father is in Hell?” says Jonah.

“No.” says Lacey.

“Why…would God not be able to forgive you?!?” asks Jonah.

“Because he made a mistake. I worry I’m rejecting Him.” says Lacey.

“I relate!” says Putin.

“What’s your sin?” asks Jonah.

“This. THIS.” says C. S. Lewis. “And contemplating reincarnation. Especially openly.”

“I get it.” says a Black man. “Nah! I get it.”

“He’s GOD.” says Lacey. “It’s terrifying.”

“Why are you talking to the dead and writing them on your blog?” asks the Black man. 

“See I worry I have vain reasons or stupid reasons or something.

It just seems like the right thing to do.

It just makes me feel better. It’s-it’s-it feels like a way I’m fighting. It feels like a way of having someone to talk to so I don’t feel so lonely. It’s a way of fighting and also trying to find some company I think.” says Lacey.

He holds his temper.

“Let’s not remind her of Egypt though if there’s a incarnation because I have a feeling that was very Trumatic for her OK?” he warns.

“ do you know if it is being carnation? That’s why I have her come back because Tom was the feral, and I knew it would be upsetting to her when she had to leave him.” brags/confesses JFK.