“It’s it’s a nice look Lacey, it’s a nice look but it’s really relaxed.” says Ethel Kennedy to Lacey. She’s discussing the woman of today. Who wears athleisure wear. Has long hair and the sort of “clean girl” aesthetic.
“I just think it looks-It looks really sort of soft and gentle like they just got out of bed. And were about to have some luxurious sex.” says Lacey. 
“And we would have used you to hurt so many people.” says Ethel.
“What was wrong with what I just said? I think she looks really great. I do. I think she looks incredibly great!” says Lacey. 
“Well, I don’t!” says Mary Tyler Moore.
“Well I do and I think I’m objective. What the hell are you people so snippy about?” says Lacey.
“Fine you’re right! It does look good but I couldn’t wear that look either and neither could Ethel. Ethel and I are built like you. We look like you and with that much hair and all those clothes we just drown. Because we’re like you. We’re smaller and that’s just…a bigger look.
People don’t wanna hear that today but it’s true. Women are actually getting a little bigger and excuse me she just- that woman just looks so sloppy or something…is what I want to say because I feel personally attacked by it.” says Mary Tyler Moore.
“Well, I do too, but then I just don’t care because I’m so totally disenfranchised.” says Lacey.
Ethel nods.
“But you’re you’re extraordinarily beautiful so she feels threatened by you because you’re prettier than her and your look isn’t something that she can do. They try to imitate us but it doesn’t really look the same and they know that, believe it or not.” says Mary Tyler Moore.
“ but what am I supposed to do about that so that I just give up and start just appreciating things and not really giving a crap about myself because I don’t know what else to do I I do care about myself but I just don’t I don’t know what I’m supposed to do you know so I just start appreciating things and then apparently people don’t realize that I’m serious I just I really I’m serious made up with them. Apparently it’s weird but that’s just how I have adjusted to just sort of appreciate observing.” says Lacey.
“ yeah you and I are on the same wavelength. I thought was a little insecure and some of the other women you’ve talk to you or either insecure or just different but you and I are are more alike which is why you got angry at me. it’s it’s true though, you can’t you there’s no one to talk to you because you try talking and you know people aren’t really understanding you at all and it’s really hard because it’s just there’s no one that gets what you’re saying about stuff just people don’t understand they don’t wanna understand because they have to be empathetic or they have to stop the bullshit and then that’s incredibly toxic and immature and problematic which is how you ended up talking to the dad in the first place so perfectly because your brain can’t function without someone to talk to you’re not homeless you’re not a drug addict and so you’re just your brain started over scanning for someone to talk to you because you’re really a very social person and no you didn’t start hallucinating you didn’t go crazy you just your brain turned into a sort of ghost machine because it became so profoundly Despres so it started. Yeah I get it. I don’t know why they don’t get it they do they don’t want to, but it started over scanning for like a solid object so to speak it started over scanning and it found us I know we do yeah you’re right it’s the same as being alive but you’re alive in Christ but now it’s on if you started over you start over scanning and so you’re just talking to that I know because there’s just you were over scanning everything looking for just some nice person to talk to you, or look at even who make iContact with you not be freaked out I don’t get that I don’t get why the people live today are so freaked out by you because it’s not like it was 3 billion years ago it’s just like 50 or 60 years ago that people like you were everywhere so I I don’t get it either. You’re not that atypical or weird or sexual like it’s slightly more sexual it’s slightly more grounded or something but it’s very it’s not like there’s nobody alive who’s like that at all evolution doesn’t work quite like that so there’s a remnant left and I don’t know why people are always play down with her like she’s a freak like she’s just looking at you for god sake.” says Mary Tyler Moore.
A Millennial woman laughs a stupid laugh. Thinks she’s automatically best friends with Ms. Tyler Moore. “ well, no it’s just like a I mean so you’re smiling at me in the way that I would expect you to and she still staring at me and I’m just like this woman must hate me or want sex with me or something.”
“ I am patronizing you I think you’re an idiot she’s not patronizing you she’s your age and she’s trying to figure the fuck out.” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.
“ why does she keep staring at me?” she says.
“ because she’s analyzing you. We stare at you too are just more careful about it cause you’re so touchy.” says another Greatest Generation woman.
“ may I ask you something are you a fucking idiot compared to the people of the past or what?” Lacey asks the Millennial woman sincerely.
Ethel covers her mouth.
The Millenial woman looks sad and hurt.
“ I’m looking at you and you look sad now. I am looking at you…and you look sad now! …So is that real…or is that fake?” says Lacey sincerely.
The Millenial woman nods. Staring at the ground.
Lacey waits.
The Millennial woman folds her arms across her chest. Shrugs.
“Well now I can’t tell what you are. Are you mad, are you sad, what is indifferent? Are you thinking of buying some stock somewhere? I don’t understand.” says Lacey, sincerely.
The woman looks up and glares at Lacey like she knows something vile about her.
“Well now this shit show! What the fuck is that!?” says Lacey in response.
“She’s trying to seem indifferent.” says Ethel to Lacey.
“No she’s attacking me and accusing me of being a lesbian. I’m not a lesbian! And honestly I’d like to know where you buy your stock. I-I’m not kidding! You’re giving me that you’re seriously calculating some sort of stock in your head. Are you are you a stockbroker? She could be she could be on her way to work. This could be her morning run.
She takes a shower at work. She gets dressed there…and then she does her daytrading or her stock broke work or something. Umm…and you look like you’ve got a very good idea what to buy. What is it? I’m not kidding! I’m trying to relate to you and I’m half serious.” says Lacey, sincerely.
“Is she serious?” she says to Ethel.
“Ahh…yeah!” says Ethel.
“No, I’m not a stockbroker. You confuse me.” says the woman to Lacey. 
“Am I supposed to just talk to her like I’m being myself or calculate every little thing I could possibly say?” says Lacey to Ethel and Mary.
Mary winces.
“Just talk to her!” says Ethel.
“I think you’re a stockbroker. …I don’t believe you. …And I’d really like to know what it is that you know.” says Lacey carefully with some force.
“No, I’m really not. I’m really not a stockbroker. I’m really not.” says the woman.
“You know I’m not going to believe you. I’m sorry, we’re just going to have to stop talking about it. Because I think you are.” says Lacey.
“I am not. I’m not. I’m-I’m really-I’m really not.” she says, starting to find it funny.
“OK I’ll have to withhold judgment but I’m just saying that’s what you seem like to me. You seem like a stockbroker. …I’m sorry.” says Lacey, holding up her hands like she’s been caught by the police.
“Why are you fixated on that?” the woman says.
“I don’t know, but it’s like all I can get out of my head. That’s like the only thing that keeps coming to me.” says Lacey.
“Lacey even if she’s a stockbroker, she’s not going to give you any pertinent information.” says a man.
“Fine, but then we have to deal with the fact that she’s kind of bitchy.” says Lacey with genuine confidence, and cheer in an attempt to keep the conversation moving along and ‘positive.’
“Eww! I don’t like you! Go away! Icky, gross, gross, gross!” the Millennial woman says violently to Lacey.
“My God, you’re hideous!” says Lacey to the woman with aristocratic disdain.
“OK fine have it your way!” she says. The Millennial woman just stands there and shakes.
“Why are you shaking? I don’t-I don’t understand. What’s-what’s wrong with you?” says Lacey.
The woman just stands there violently shaking. Silently.
Lacey stares at her in an attack pose, very elegant and carefully crafted.
They stand in silence.
The Millennial woman shakes, “Oh my God! Why is she doing this!?!” she says whimpering and shaking. 
“I’m not doing anything! You’re the bitch not me! You little whore!” yells Lacey ready to kill her if necessary.
“I would-I would just like to say something. I’m sorry Lacey we don’t understand you as well as we thought we did.
This isn’t a fake. This is Lacey’ sincerely saying what she feels and thinks in a very real way and there’s nothing necessarily inauthentic about it at all and a lot of homosexual or perverse Boomer men can’t handle that in this conversation right now. Umm…did this woman attack you?” says Matthew Weiner.
“She keeps demanding that I think she’s better than me and I’m not going to do that! Mary might be better than me. Ethel might be better than me, but I don’t care! I might be better than them. I don’t care! We have things to do, we have conversations to have, there are a great many things to enjoy.
…I don’t know why we have to get into such a hissy-fit-fight right to begin with. It’s just sick and strange! And then it’s like she’s insisting I’m a lesbian. I’m definitely not a lesbian! There’s nothing lesbian about me…and it’s just some psychotic accusation over and over.
…And I have absolutely no idea what she even expects…and I really thought she could be a stockbroker. I really didn’t know!
And she’s shaking!?
I’m not fucking doing anything to her. I’m just talking to her.
If she’s not a bitch then I don’t know what!? Right!?
I don’t get it.” says Lacey, sincerely.
“You know maybe you really are being a bit bitchy but people in your generation don’t expect you to be so nice.” says Ethel.
“But the thing is Ethel it’s an intractable situation…because you and I both know that we can’t go that far in a fight because it erupts into actual violence. We can’t do what she’s doing. …She’s going around flashing gang signs and guns and accosting people sexually, it’s disgusting.” says Lacey.
They try to take the woman away from Lacey.
“No don’t take her away! We’re going to have it out! I don’t back down from a fight when you’re making such…incredible claims.” says Lacey, demandingly.
The woman is forced to keep talking to Lacey. She stands there shaking.
“What is it that makes you think I’m a lesbian!? And someone says I should ask you, ‘What is it that makes you think I’m such a dope!?’” says Lacey.
“That’s not a stockbroker!” says a Millennial man condescendingly to Lacey to defend the woman.
“Yes, I know that! BI’m not braindead and she’s established that enough.
Why are you shaking? Are you cold? What the fuck is going on?” says Lacey.
“So you you’re being sincere!?” says Matthew Weiner to Lacey.
“No, I’m just wasting time for no good reason when my house is dirty, I have breakfast to eat and I’m really not that fucking fascinated by her. Good God!” says Lacey.
“I mean yeah. I-I work with Satan and I’ve been antagonizing the truth in this situation for a few years.
I think you’re hot!
I am Bobby Kennedy Junior and I may psychically stalk Lacey and you could be picking up on my energy.
I find you pretty damn attractive. You’re right up my alley!” says Bobby to the woman.
The woman laughs, bends over and seems more relaxed.
“But you’re talking to me you fucking nitwit!” yells Lacey at the woman.
“OK-OK I’m not that smart lady. I’m not that smart.” says the woman to Lacey.
“Really!? Don’t put me on! You’re really not that smart?” says Lacey.
“No!” she says.
“No, you’re not that smart or no you are?” says Lacey.
“No, you’re the lesbian not me! I’m not a lesbian! I’m really not a lesbian at all!” she says enraged.
“I’m not a lesbian!
I say that in Christ, you demonic disgusting spirit! Stop attacking me! I am not a lesbian!
And if I have to cut off your head and devour your body with rocks and extract the demon that’s bothering me and throw them into help personally, I will.
You’re a worthless bitch…if that’s all you are!” yells Lacey in a sudden involuntary Scottish accent.
“Ahh…OK fine we can be friends. Like what’s your fucking problem!” says the Millennial woman, laughing.
“I don’t know you!
I’m not trying to be your friend!
Do you speak English!?” yells Lacey slowly and sincerely.
“Then why are you being so nice to me!? And why are you looking at me when I’m running around in my tight pants!?” says the woman forced by God to be honest.
“Because you’re so beautiful! And every day that I see you and people like you I am always astounded by your beauty. It is so different and new and refreshing to me…and I am always amazed by it.
And then I keep trying to prove to myself and other people that that I’m not a lesbian. So I look and I think, ‘No, I’m not attracted! I’m not attracted to that woman! …Oh geez I hope she didn’t see me looking at her for five seconds.’
I look at everybody! I look at everybody, sweetie! I don’t- It’s just-it-it feels like psychotic to me. …You looked at me too and I didn’t think anything of it. But no I do sometimes worry that I could find women attractive and no I don’t. But it feels like people keep accusing me of being a lesbian like you, for instance. So then I try to do due diligence…and I think, ‘Well that’ll do it.’ But no..you all fervently believe that you really know for a fact that there’s something I haven’t figured out about myself. Everyone keeps insisting that! …But I actually am not at all capable of being anything other than a straight woman…and I-I don’t know what it is that you people want from me!? OK!?
But other than that I was just looking at you because you just look so gorgeous…but it’s nothing at all like what I look like.
My daughter might look like that someday. I could have grandkids that might look like you . My daughter look more like you than I do to be honest, although she’s young. So to some degree also looks like the other kids…but um I don’t look like you…and I-I-I just find it astounding…because I wake-up and I look at myself and then I see this new person again! There’s that other type of person that is so fascinating! What is that?
It’s-it’s-it’s very scholarly, possibly and aesthetic. I’m sorry. I’m a very intelligent, curious person possibly. I don’t like saying that I am intelligent, that’s sort of offensive to my spirit…but I’m forcing myself to say that somewhere against my better judgment.
That’s vile.” says Lacey.
“OK I am…well I am still not…a huge bitch at least and I think you’re a lesbian and I don’t know why you’re in love with me but that’s fine, I guess. So thanks for the compliment. Oh my God! These people these days are so weird! Oh my god that is so weird!” she says, running off.
“Oh no, you don’t! You come back here!! I see you, Jack!
I see that demonic entity that enabled him to attach himself to her spirit!
Get him out in the name of Jesus Christ!” says Lacey in a Scottish accent. She fights to have him extracted.
*There Will Be Blood by Jonny Greenwood plays.*
The woman fights violently with her ego. He’s attached himself to her ego. So that his offense has become her offense.
She lays on the ground weeping.
“Why the hell do you need to be better than me to such a psychotic degree? We don’t know each other at all.” says Lacey to the woman.
“Because he looked at me and you smiled, and I chose to not analyze it at all, but to just go with the first thing that came to me.” she says to Lacey.
“You might’ve been looking at him in your spirit and then seen me instead and seen me smiling at you or you might’ve just seen me smiling. I may actually frequently have a sort of pleasant look on my face. It is meaningless in the context of today.
Either way I I think I did. I think I’m sensing that you realize this to I’m not actually seeing your femininity and you’re not seeing mine. Actually, I am seeing your femininity you’re not seeing mine and I I am sort of just not really that interested because I am straight so I don’t really find you attractive and I am not that interested in you other than in your personal welfare I suppose is a decent human so I think you took everything way too seriously and way too personally and that’s kind of scary to me. You’re scaring me, but then because I’m possibly superior to you, your narcissistically projecting that onto me and then you feel scared because it makes you feel more superior than me so you are now dismissed into heaven or hell or whatever it is that you’re going but if your dad and this was some sort of precursor to the afterlife there you go that’s one thing that may have happened to you that may have stuck with you and you’re so conscious. I’m sorry it was confusing. No I really am straight end I’m not creepy. They could be something creepy about me but I’m not actually a creepy person at all, what would be creepy about me probably something supernatural that isn’t actually me at all. Did you look at my face or not?” says Lacey, back in an American accent.
“ no, I avoided looking at your face because you’re right, you are superior to me objectively even if you’re not as pretty, and how you dress in my estimation of what I think is attractive objectively you are like better looking, but like most human standards of all history, but whatever if I’m dead, I’m starting to realize how dumb that whole thing is to some degree myself so yeah, that meant something to me and was offensive and I was just like oh my gosh that’s really you know offensive to my ego, so I just start lying to myself, but what was happening did you get creeped out by me?”’She says.
“ I don’t I don’t know I mean maybe but to be honest, you know we’re creepy. Then a lot of people are an in human history. There are a lot of cultures throughout history that have participated in sexual demonic activity. There were a lot of Egyptian‘s that possibly did. There were a lot of Mayans who did there a lot of a lot of cultures around the world, and a lot of those people when you approach them feel like you it’s sort of like you encounter the person, but then you also sort of encounter, a demon or a couple of demons, who are not necessarily opposed to you, but who are definitely daemonic I mean they’re demons and sometimes those demons try to make friends with you. Sometimes they attack you sometimes they’re totally different because they have nothing to do with you. They’re on assignment and then you just sort of say hello and pray to God I think really unfortunately I’m sorry, but somehow you made some sort of agreement with Jack or your parents did spiritually along time ago and you are than in agreement with him and attacking me personally, it’s very petty it’s very shallow. it has nothing in a sense possibly to do with you at all possibly but he’s used you and a lot of other living people to attack me, because it just was so convenient for him. It was a really good way to attack me because he’s JFK and somehow through the illuminati or some other spiritual force you came into agreement with him so you’re in a sort of alliance with him in a way against your will and knowledge.” says Lacey.
“ when do you stop being in charge?” yells a dead Italian man at Lacey from New Jersey where the woman’s ancestors came from.
“ am I in charge?” says Lacey.
He stares at Lacey. Quietly. “ I don’t know if she could’ve been a little attracted to you or something or she has some delusion that she should be a little lesbian because it’s smart him know you’re in charge.” he says.
“ of what!?” says Lacey.
Proven Lands by Jonny Greenwood plays.
“ of my body, my soul of her well being you’re in charge of a lot!” he says to Lacey slowly.
“ oh, OK I OK through the oil in my family or something else?” says Lacey.
“It is hard talking to you because it feels like talking to God!” he says squinting.
“Well no, you’ll have to keep talking to me there pal is it the oil in my family precious or is it something else?” says Lacey.
“ it was your husband was here to have a conversation with me because I could talk to him. There’s no way in hell that Matt isn’t straight there just isn’t and I know that you know that they don’t get that anymore but OK look so yes it’s the oil but it’s also some thing else too and that’s what we all find so hard to handle. We can’t quite figure it out. It’s very disconcerting. You know it’s like this woman just came over and decided to be in charge and just drive around, looking out her window, and it’s like where the heck does that authority come from? I can sense it and it scares me shitless scares me shitless!” he says.
“ what does that saying even come from who actually poops their pants out of fear that’s such nonsense who pees and poops out of fear. that’s just stupid!” says Lacey.
“ well, some some people can be that scared.” says the man.
“ well, I didn’t know that I’d I don’t know it could be from my father it could be reincarnation I don’t really know it could be God.” says Lacey.
“ yeah and then it makes life very uncomfortable for you because you’re just trying to sort of live and then there’s just like everywhere you go there’s a land mine my great granddaughter is a really nice young woman believe it or not maybe not to you dammit I thought she was a nice and woman him shit no she is she is she is a nice young woman but she’s like me and I couldn’t take you on a date because you drive in I find you attractive I do actually and that might be kind of fun and I know I’m kind of nice to talk to you and I’m kind of nice right but I couldn’t do it if you know it’s just your two different but it’s not like you don’t like me as a person you know I actually don’t dislike you either. It’s just it’s just awkward. Do you know what I mean by that?” he says.
“ no I don’t because I don’t feel awkward or if I do I just ignore it.” says Lacey.
“ oh yeah, you’re constantly feeling awkward. Well I’m a little spoiled in that way. Most of society tends to go my way. We were pretty lower middle class but we were in the middle class and so work in class middle class so a lot of culture cater to me and I got used to it and she’s the same way that’s part of irritates you is that we seem so spoiled. We can just go anywhere do anything we want and it just makes sense to people and there’s a lot of freedom that you don’t have that kind of freedom at all but it’s not because you lack authority or superiority or lateness. It’s actually the extreme opposite and they’re too dumb to know that you’re right I am smart it’s it’s just it’s it’s just kind of like where where would we go? What would we do? It will get awkward because I’m not rich. I am middle-class that I was a little poor growing up top you know really poor but a little and dumb the family that raised you confuse the hell out of you they let you think that things that were posh and cheap or poor they’re not so your mother would say oh you’re so down to earth you know if I get Lacey you’re so down to earth you’re so sweet and down to earth you are so grounded boy you just enjoy the most simple you know poor edifying, beautiful things. And the way you do it the way you do, which is how your family keeps coming back into power or getting money, but there are always things that are free and sheep that create wealth that’s not what we do.” he says.
1:24
Lacey thinks.
“ what do you do?” asks Lacey.
“ we go to Cody Island and we just sit there eating a hotdog and we become totally physically and emotionally focused on just eating the hotdog and talking to each other ever relaxed and it’s just like we’re just able to enjoy the moment. Enjoy the hot dog enjoy the sunshine. We’re just totally present present the most people, your whole life they thought you were an idiot or weird because you never enjoy stuff like that, but the truth is you’re just your old money upper class and they’ve been too arrogant and full of themselves and stupid to realize that I can be want to know you know you just sit on Kodiak Coke just sit in that you know next to the water yeah just eat the hotdog and enjoy the person‘s company you’d love to be able to do stuff like that but you’re not able to and I can tell that’s with torment you about them and about me is that there’s a certain kind of human experience and love that you’ve never experienced that he did even if he wasn’t able to fully engage with it, he experienced that and you just never really been allowed to you’ve tried, but you keep getting shoved out you know you keep trying and you just keep getting pushed out.” he says lovingly.
“ yeah and then guy tells me that it’s nonsense and that it all makes sense somehow but yes he was so happy everything was so great it wasn’t. It looks like that and no I’ve never been able to experience that I physically am not able to. it’s like there’s a force field that I can’t break through I can I try and it’s weird it’s it’s not it’s invisible but I literally can’t click, I can’t make myself get in to it I tried I try to force my brain here I’m talking about living people don’t necessarily never live but no they don’t get it. I try to force myself it and I just it’s like a wind tunnel like I can’t it’s like I’m in a hurricane it’s blowing against me it’s like I’m keep trying to like walk against the hurricane force winds and it just keeps blowing at me and I just I can’t. I can’t enjoy it, and yes it’s it’s actually it’s nice talking to you because you seem to have empathy and understand but I just I can’t it be lovely to be able to but I just I can’t do it.” says Lacey, pleasantly.
0:33
“ God, is that you or Satan keeping her from that?” he asks God.
“ it’s the state of the fallen world she’s not able to enjoy it and it’s not some thing that she can control or that you can control either. I think you as a person could probably help her, but it would always be slightly frustrating to you and maybe that’s why you would never be able to take her on a date, there are some men like you who might try but but but then a lot of men wouldn’t to it’s perfectly rational. There’s nothing necessarily evil about your instinct to avoid each other but then the problem is lame because he was able to enjoy it and she can’t and Jack knows that and he likes to use that to his advantage to feel better than her and sodas his family so do a lot of people but no, not like they do they might ask people and people like psychologist have been freaked out by it because they’ve never been able to just label it as what it is, it’s sort of like to kinds of wealth you have a wealth that is extreme in your ability to just enjoy things and they used to make movies about it in the 80s and 90s like why can’t you just enjoy sleep. She is one of those people who just can’t, she just can’t and if she’s illegitimate her mother was supposed to have loved her and helped her enjoy it but she abandon her and so there’s not a whole heck of a lot. Lacey can do because it’s not native to Lacey necessarily and so there’s not an easy way for Lacey to sort of fit in because it’s so not who she is. It’s like a very dark man from Africa would be Lacey‘s father in this case at her mothers white. Lacey is a little lighter than a lot of people in Africa but it I mean she’s a little lighter skinned. There’s a slight bit of lightness there, but she still looks black very black I mean most Black people in America are what she is are there whiter than she is even and we still consider than black so she is and she’s darker than that so no her mother could’ve helped raise her and give her perspective of what it is to be white a tiny bit but otherwise no there’s nothing she can do potentially she’s just stuck totally confused, but we’re all doing and the fun that we’re having and how relaxed we are and I am to be honest if there’s been carnation, there’s something sick about it and loves family in relation to her it’s perverse they’re not necessarily perverse people, but they may have a perversity either and he’s turned it into something sexual with her because he loves her, but he has a hard time then, because he really does have an explanation for everything but there’s no way she’ll understand intuitively at all.” says a Heavenly angel.
“ so you know he’s straight as much as you can but you can’t fathom what the hell could possibly be happening like in that moment where he’s in the snow and the more you vandalized it and the pictures are being taken you think you know all the pictures his name do you think you know I think there’s something going on because I keep hearing that he strays with the people shot over you because they want to believe they’re better than you who are alive and then they’re like well then what is it? What is it and you’re just like I have no idea and if there’s a class issue they get offended because I think she really has no idea what’s going on but the more that you’ve analyzed it you realize that it actually would be proof of them being straight because it’s a straight interaction that lame thinks he’s having jack looks gay but lame. Looks like he thinks it’s just two buddies having fun, and that there’s something else he actually might be slightly repulsed by it in those pictures but he’s going along with it because he just thinks somehow that it makes sense because he’s just having fun. Yeah he thinks oh that just makes sense because we’re just to pals having fun or something like that I did it is that he is that he was you’re right he is straight and they were having fun and with and that’s all that it was. It was just them having fun and then that comes to an end and then he’s still straight I mean he was straight the whole time, oh crap Seay I just don’t think she can get as long as she just doesn’t get it because it’s like at the end your stairs. Yeah it’s like if you were to sleep with Matthew, you’d still be in love with lime and be his soulmate the whole time Yep, so was just having fun. They were turns out they were just having sex but the end of the day yeah then you know maybe Matthew was in love with you and the way that you were in love with him or some other guy in there the end of the day turns out she just doesn’t know what she’s doing and I guess they just had sex
Oops right he can make ups you can make ups so turns out at the end of the day because you’re right it is hurtful even though it’s not hurtful I’m at it at the end of the day at least from your perspective it’s like I guess you just had fun oops, I had fun too. Whoops whoops know your live it. It’s like oh I am possibly from her perspective. It really makes sense. OK there is an explanation, but it involves a human experience them that she literally can’t have so she has no idea. So to her and actually she’s right so then there’s an extra yeah she’s right there’s an extra special ass explanation she believes Christ which is why she’s not sleeping with people anymore but she cannot subconsciously and consciously get over what you did to her because it limits impossible there’s no way that she’s not going to think that something horrific happened, it’s impossible so it’s like you just oops you oops I think that’s why she got so hurt sweetie when she slept with other people and then you got mad at her at all but she’s like look I’m going to let go of it we’re in love we’re together forever I don’t know what happen with you and Jack. Let’s just say you were bisexual. You found love with him and you really would rather be with me. I get that I am. I am a sophisticated person right? I love you I don’t care will make it work. I get that to Lacey the gentleman helping her People make mistakes they get confused it’s not a big deal that’s what she’s possibly been thinking or was thinking, but she still hurt so it’s like oops yeah, I just left with someone else too whoops.
You know she’s just is this like whoops oops sorry five more guys see you’re not like me. I really like sex more than you so I am a no no she’s fighting with him. I guess I like it more than you do. Whoops there’s 10 more men. 00 what’s the difference right was that’s just fine it’s just whoops oops shoot sorry she’s lame. She’s trying to put you in your place and explain to you how hurt she is and also fight with you as a woman I’m Italian I get it it’s she’s not innocent sweetie she’s not she’s a woman OK so it’s just like whoops whoops and I would be like sweetie. You gotta stop doing that since she like what are you talking about sex? I get why you’re mad at me and then she said no you’re trying to trick me. This is affecting you and I want to affect you and I would understand that as Italian I got it she’s trying to get in my head, because because what am I doing denying my love for her to me what even is this?
She can’t believe me, but she hears me and frankly no I’m sorry she’s right this is very bad because there’s nothing she can do and meanwhile Jack is trying desperately to make some jackass stupid as fuck white trash, and I am Italian and I was so much for so we’re not trying to be derogatory in a real way Some dumb ass video is actual nasty, dirty evil. Poor shit some dumb as fuck poor ass arguments about how he really want them over and it’s dumb as hell there’s no way that it makes an ounce for assistance and Lacey and I both know that it’s like you can’t talk me into this you bullshit artist And I don’t know if anyone will take him seriously in his half assed psychotic stupid as fuck arguments they really I’m not making this up there they’re absolute bullshit it’s almost funny but but he takes himself seriously you take himself very seriously and so he’s got everyone going I mean he doesn’t have Lacey going with, but he’s got everyone arguing on his behalf, and his arguments are just absolute nonsense.” says the dead Italian man.
“ it doesn’t look like what they’re doing but we’re doing the same thing as them believe it or not.” says Russia to Lacey.
1:05
Lacey thinks.
“You left the door open.” says Lacey to Lem. “ so yes, I can hear that but I can’t take it seriously I can’t take it to heart or I can take it to heart and take it seriously in a way, but not really.” says Lacey to Lem.
“ oh, what exactly is it that keeps happening to you?” says Lem.
“ are you sure that you’re sincere so to speak I’m going to ask God and you both.” says Lacey.
The song restarts.
“ yes.” says God in unison with Lem.
“ oh, no, this is very bad! news fwash! special awert! Pertinent information coming to your ear soon:
I may have open a door for the antichrist if there is a antichrist possibility, I may have created a spiritual vacuum with my evil and created a void for him to emerge.” says JFK.
“ no it’s just I keep seeing images of me with other people like we’re meant to be together forever and then it goes all the way back to the beginning of everything God ever had in mind.” says Lacey to Lem.
The dead Italian man nods.
“ I open that door by taking those pictures and showing my butt hole and then him lay on top of me and letting him act like I was his little sex toy. In reality, I don’t know if he ever gave me anal sex. I don’t think he ever did. He was showing off and acting like he was doing that to me oh to gay man and bisexual man who thought that was impressive that he was fucking me because I was good-looking and away that he wasn’t, but he wasn’t really necessarily doing that at all and because I was straight I didn’t realize that he was trying to imply that You know as well as I do that if he actually done that our relationship would’ve been dramatically different and psychologically, it would be impossible for things have happened as they did but he like to pretend that he was giving me anal sex. He like to pretend that he was servicing me, and that I was having these ecstatic orgasms for him, and I was just so in all of the pleasure he was causing me that he sort of owned me, but that’s not what was happening With that sexual activity, there’s a motion that always comes with. That’s just the nature of being human and people in the last 50 years have been avoiding that for his sake, but they don’t know that, but he doesn’t want to hear that it doesn’t make sense and so he likes to try to get people to think that they’re separate and that has become an obsession. It was an obsession Because it’s absolute nonsense it’s scientifically impossible for people to be that disconnected psychologically but people like to think that it’s possible because it enables them to maintain a lot of delusions but no so he just isn’t able to realize that it’s not possible if you’ve actually been having anal sex with me and we would’ve been. I would’ve been miserable in a way that he doesn’t understand our angry in a way they doesn’t understand And I probably would’ve just left the situation. A lot of men have been very hurt by women because they get them off and then the women leave them him but that’s that’s the thing so if he was getting me off I could’ve easily just left him because I would’ve been the one receiving and then it’s like why would I want to stay if he’s being an asshole I wouldn’t Know it that she’s right there doesn’t make any sense so it’s like you get a lot and you get a lot from the person head then you know if they’re a jerk to you why would you stick around you got everything you came for then they’re not willing to give you you know anything beyond that it’s like well you got me off that was fun but I don’t think those are people gotten confused because they got each other off and then they weren’t really interested in each other beyond that, but it wasn’t like in the moment that it wasn’t real. It’s a three relationship didn’t work beyond that moment but then that’s the thing they part ways, so it doesn’t make sense that I would stick around cause it’s like if he’s being an asshole but he’s getting me off the way that everyone probably Soum that he was or something sub text Julie it’s impossible will I was straight The relationship is completely impossible and the way that people have thought it existed other than people like Lacey so the thing is that’s that that’s the conundrum is that she doesn’t understand that that being raised in a cup old money family where I was also like Princess Diana and able to enjoy roller coasters like a fucking peasant and Have fun and away that she can’t even remotely conceive of cognitively at all. Um, she is she has no idea what’s going on and then that’s where the door is open because her brain literally cannot fathom it. She’s not stupid. She is ditzy, but she’s not stupid and she can’t grasp it And Jack’s evil is rooted in a lot of narcissism and evil and stupidity and so he had some convoluted idea. He went with it one way or another and it doesn’t work because it’s impossible. I think he thought she was offended or angry at him for some reason that is impossible Because I was straight so she’s angry and offended with him for very serious reasons, but he doesn’t get it. The reasons would be that he was a jerk that he’s clingy and needy and that he can’t let go and just let me be with someone better for me than him.
Him and even if people who are poor, like that nice Italian man try to help her at this point at least in her psychological development, it would be impossible given the trauma that she’s gone through given her age it’s not possible at all.
And this is not something that psychology knows about.
So so no, there’s nothing she can do she’s stuck with absolutely no idea what actually happened because to her it’s just like I was bisexual I guess if you know I seem straight but I was bisexual I guess she says, and then you know Jack was an absolute asshole he used me he took advantage of me and him you know it just didn’t work out because he was just a huge jerk and so I guess I’m back with her or it just never was going to happen or something and Jack just as an asshole who just can’t let go of it he’s just a total fucking freak who is this a very vile awful person who can’t let go. And the reality is that would be the case from her perspective because that’s one of the only explanations that exclamations that makes any sense so it’s like I guess he was just bisexual Linn Jackson asshole and I don’t know maybe he wasn’t before and he wasn’t you know capable of it cause that’s what he was in his last night if there’s reincarnations, so if he was just bisexual, he was still attracted to women I mean I can see that, but but but he, but I guess he was attracted to men too??? so then it’s like well I guess he was attracted to men and women both and OK and Jack was just a jerk. He was just a jerk and he just can’t let go of it and she’s just like I don’t understand get counseling Jack just let go of it man this is stupid Because that’s all her brain can come up with.
To know that it’s very hard to rescue her from this because it’s almost impossible. If not possible OK in the Nazareth illuminati has a lot of travel spots but that’s one of them because they don’t get it like there’s possibly nothing they can say without humbling themselves and actually explaining because they want her to just get it to just instantly got it And then the cat let me explain because because they’re shutting me off because they don’t want me to be they think that they magically made me gay and that’s not even possible. And then she tries to explain to them in her very elite, aristocratic, objective, godly matter that know that I’m not made that way that I was made as it is a straight man maybe as a bisexual, but definitely has a straight man to some degree and they don’t wanna hear it. They literally don’t wanna hear it and then they demand that she understand their perspective from their perspective because they’re too narcissistic to accept that. She’s not one of them.
Lady Gaga is like that they’re all old. Most of the people in the illuminati are like that they’re from the lower class and they can’t get it that she’s literally to aristocratic to understand will they insist it’s just obvious.
Am so is it that they are trying to steal her glory they’re trying to steal her crowd they’re trying to steal Egypt they’re trying to steal her authority and why the hell would she just give that to them she wouldn’t that’s insane and that they’re coming out with like GAC and Play-Doh and saying I’m gonna threaten you with my Foos ball and she’s just like I’ve got an Uzi and 10 nuclear missiles. What the fuck is wrong with you and then there’s like no don’t understand you’re a poor person but you’re being a jerk and it’s just insane tug-of-war.
So the problem then is that she doesn’t get what was happening and she’d love to have understood it but she doesn’t understand and there are references to that in the requiem for a dream with Coney Island and that it’s like when you take drugs, you’re distancing yourself from reality and from Christ at least until you die and so for some drug attic’s the best thing I can think of doing is to just die because they can’t figure out how to get out of this sort of tailspin. Were there so distance from God and reality in order to avoid pain in some cases and it’s just horrific, it’s absolutely horrific, but that movie captures it to some degree.
Him but I think the problem is so Jack is expecting for her to just understand basically that he’s hurt by her or that somehow he’s in the right for XYNZ reason you know I did I put in the time or I clocked in or I signed off on something and it actually objectively is absolute nonsense. He doesn’t get that his argument is just absolute bullshit but he is stuck on this thing with her because she’s trying to. She just doesn’t get it and he keeps expecting her to feel sorry for him And she cat because that’s not like she doesn’t get why she supposed to feel sorry for him. It doesn’t make any sense to her. She’s like you had a lifetime with him. You screwed him over you were never gonna end up being with him anyway and now you’re just a needy clingy bitch and I don’t know what your fucking problem is asshole But then he’s like no that’s not what happened he was gay and in love with me and you know I am the victim and you need to understand where I’m coming from and she’s like that’s not. She wasn’t gay you’re not the victim and you know you’re just as clear freak and he’s just like is that she’s like it’s cool I mean it’s not cool, but it’s cool in the sense that you were handsome. He was handsome I guess I’m better looking than you may be, but really at the end of the day, Jack, this is just dumb get over it buddy, and he’s barely listening to her and he’s just like no you know this is stupid because he was gay and in love with me and I made it work and I magically made him gay and I wasn’t gay he was and and then and it just goes on and on and on because he refuses to accept Christ he refuses to accept Christ authority. He refuses to be humble about the fact that they’re that the Kennedys are actually white trash and really actually in capable of understanding anything beyond that or even empathizing with someone like her to try to grow as a person they can’t do that in that family because they’re so toxic Let me they became extremely wealthy but they don’t. They don’t actually understand the upper class and so they never really can figure out how to move beyond the middle class. The emphasis should’ve been not a winning the presidency, but I’m making kick. Have a happy marriage, but they can’t just let her die because they never realize how important that was to them socioeconomically Him and they just they can’t. They can’t move they can’t move beyond they’re evil and do better and then they’re expecting her to understand their perspective but their perspective is bat shit crazy and uneducated bullshit where they think if they poop skittles that the sun will shine I mean, it’s absolute fucking nonsense, but they’re really that traditionally we would’ve called superstitious there’s that superstitious and backward in that family And so they can’t quite grasp certain things, so Jack is like no he was gay. I made him gay. I made him bouquet and Lacey‘s like no Jack. I don’t think you did. No no you did not and he’s not now he’s not now seemingly either way.” says Lacey.
“ and yes, the Rockefellers could be helpful but because they sacrificed Michael and created this whole shit show by doing that because if Michael was here, ain’t none of this even be a problem it’s not funny if they have left Michael alive and let him actually live his life and God’s mercy for the Kennedys. He would’ve married her and then Linn would have to deal with his own evil and whatever the hell it is it is between him and God that he hast to work out, but instead he sacrificed Michael to try to really suck the life out of Lacey because they’re sadistic and evil and poor and so they had fun having this delusional idea of who she wants all these years they’ve been living off of her misery for over a century at least a lot of the kids have been and then now they’re stuck because they’re full of shit and Ernie doesn’t even make any sense they’re just full of shit all these years we thought they were heroes they’re just con artist assholes like the open the Trump family I mean that is clearly what JFK‘s nephew was indicating to us and frankly also Jack/Mark I mean what the fuck was Jackie talking about he should’ve done somersaults and then pooped in his skittles out of his ass as he was telling everyone. 00, JFK is my hero. Yeah, my grandpa who abuse my grandmother was my hero. Don’t give a fuck about my grandmother. I don’t know what the definition of the word he’ll always given, though I have 5° and I can prove skittles out of my ass on Instagram.
So what’s the problem? They’re very troubling people, and they won’t let go of power. They are very clingy about everything so they wanna cling to the sadism against her. They wanna cling to every ounce of anything they had that was never actually even given to them in some cases and they stole, and then people have to have everyone enabling them and it’s just a total disaster, so that’s the problem because of that there has been a door open where the antichrist could possibly come in or not because of Lacey but because of what literally is possible and what happened?” says a poor dead person.
“ I don’t understand so she lost the ability to sort of develop the part of her brain that her mother was supposed to help her develop when she was old?” says SNL.
“ she’s not stupid sweetie but like lacking in development but if you mean that innocently when she was probably about 30 I would say it by about 830 it was completely impossible. It was becoming impossible by the time she was 25 or 26.
Part of the reason it became impossible is because of her first serious boyfriend, Chris Dodds. Between how I Met your mother, his obsession with pretzels, his physical deformities, his narcissism, and his background that actually was Sicilian and poor, even though he lied about it, and acted like he was rich, she got totally in capable, but you came totally incapable. She became totally in capable of appreciating it. It wasn’t intentional on his part it was an accident. He lacked some self-awareness, and so he didn’t realize who he was actually dealing with. She told him about the oil money, but even though he thought he was taking advantage of her sexually, he was sort of an idiot savant he and he was a narcissist, and so he just assumed that she was dumb and not ditzy. So she told him oh no, my family is like the salt of the Earth. They’re like super down to earth, which is actually true at all, but that was the impression she gave him because she was kind of a ditz. She’s not dumb she’s like yeah we have millions and oil. My family are becoming millionaires but they’re so down to earth they’re such nice people and if you were an aristocrat and you heard that you think hold on that doesn’t make sense They already were rich but he didn’t hit he ha but he didn’t hear that slight nuance in her voice and so he just assumed that they were poor and that they would become millionaires overnight, and it didn’t entirely make sense with her aesthetic, but he just sort of went with it and so he took her to an amusement park and I think he might’ve been been thinking that they were going to have like so much fun and I think he might have been thinking OK I’m basically almost sleeping with this person I’m Catholic you know this is wrong so let’s try to make this relationship work. I find her that attractive she’s not beautiful. He was an idiot savant she’s extremely beautiful so it’s like I’ve got a hot blonde and maybe I can make it work. I mean she kind of irritates me narcissistically, but I’m gonna try to make it work because I’m a Catholic. so then, so then, so then he try to bring her to an amusement park, and if she really was from a poor white background from a farm where they were genuinely the salt of the Earth him in the way that he interprets that saying, or did really that salt of the Earth type thing is her family being patronizing and not understanding that that’s not really something you should tell your kids they are very much into raising their children well and in an authentic way, which is very old money in the way they were old money on so that’s one thing that they did they left out that they didn’t realize that they couldn’t teach their kids to think that because it was totally insane in a sense, but maybe that’s how they fit in in Norway was just by being extremely humble and so they could have assumed somehow that the kids would still know and you know what maybe most of them do when they’re born into the family, but Lacey wasn’t so she never picked up on it genetically inside. Oh no, this is false. We really are superior but we’re in hiding so it’s like yeah we were running a country or we were advisers to a king or some thing somewhere you know down in central Europe, but we got kicked out, maybe of Germany, or something during a war during a war and you know we went up to Norway did the silversmithing and we’re doing quite well. We’re pretty much back where we were socioeconomically but you know with a little give or take they don’t she cheated she doesn’t have that genetically where it’s like no we’re pretending to be humble to fit in with people because we’re Norwegian, right wink wink so we’re fitting in with people. But she doesn’t have that in her DNA she doesn’t have that necessarily at all so she’s just like I don’t I don’t I don’t understand what that’s all about you because her mother was a covert person and so that that sub textual dishonesty for the sake of survival to Lacey always read as evil and so it’s like nope and then also they were the CEOs and they were evil because they had slaves and so double on the evil for her it’s like no that’s evil. Becca had slaves I don’t know what that’s all about will just be Norwegian. This isn’t a problem, but I’m a little bit sure that this is not exactly as innocent as you people, wanna make it out to be.
But within the problem, that’s a problem, but they worked with it but then the problem really the sticky wicket became him with math not Matthew Matthew would never made this mistake because he is her cousin but that’s some thing for the British aristocrats. Explain to us sometime maybe but The problem is Chris Dodds thought I think I said I think I’m gonna take her to an amusement park because will connect there. My mother was Sicilian. My father is somewhat middle-class but my mother came from some lower class Sicilian people and we know how to have fun and I think he assumed that she let down her guard stop being so uptight And that they just have fun together but it was miserable for her. She didn’t do anything they didn’t go on any rides. I think they were on one ride. Maybe they didn’t go on any rides they didn’t do anything fun because Lacey’s not white trash his wife is confused by that because she seen too many movies. Where is it rich elite people who are really just bourgeois Are are always like why can’t you just have fun just have fun and that’s elite to a lot of new money. People who aren’t really old money the way that she actually is remember so than his wife being jealous of Lacey because she was his last sexual partner before her, and she sort of connived her way in and felt superior to Lacey by doing so because she’s ugly as fuck compared to Lacey Thought crap no this is weird because there’s something strange about the fact that Lacey couldn’t enjoy the amusement park Chris, but I am not narcissistically ready to except that woman is just superior to me genetically and maybe in other ways as well just superior, so I’m just gonna let it go and meeting I will let my conscience be seared here and suffered from me and I’m just gonna lie to myself and my husband and pretend like we’re the superior ones because that’s fun for him because he’s a narcissist And I’m a little narcissistic too and I’m also slightly confused because I know that people like that could exist to a really stuffy but then if that’s who she is, I go brain dead because it’s just so shocking it’s like who the fuck was she and why was she at my school? This is really creepy because I know they had oil. She told him in confidence and she didn’t make that up. It was real and, it’s like what the hell Chris why was she like? Why are you dating this woman? This is scary so I just kind of them like evil and also little scared is what his wife would be saying or is saying and it’s just impossible so that they’ve never processed this.
Arm will let him have enjoyed the museum in Park. Yeah, he would have him in a way that was very similar to Lacey, but because he was allowed and inculcated more into American society here could have fun in a way that she couldn’t.
So that was a little unnerving to JFK when he watched her that day at the amusement park because she was totally bored. She was bored out of her mind practically literally it was she was painfully bored, but she was trying very hard to enjoy herself to be polite, but it was so miserable for him that he thought fuck it this relationship is just totally insane, and for a few minutes, he even considered becoming homosexual because if he’s bisexual him and his roommate actually were kind of in a quasi-sexual relationship, where they take showers together as a ““ joke, and he lied to her about that which was extremely evil it was Pierre evil. She just point-blank asked him she said, are you bisexual, and he decided to throw her under a bus and then to hell, if necessary to protect his privacy instead of giving a fuck about her almost at all and then he insulted her on top of it by saying I could be a lesbian for you when she’s not a lesbian at all, and it becomes so tragic That it’s hard to fathom. She prays for your salvation.
But because he brought her to the amusement park 00 a sort of door was opened for the antichrist. It’s not funny the antichrist came in through Coney Island, so to speak. If there even is one.
Because you know no I’m sorry she can’t enjoy it. It really genuinely is that boring to her and that’s one of the most evil despicable things Diana did to the royal family and she did it to that she knew she could enjoy it in a way that they couldn’t Add and she decided to be cruel and heartless and make fun of that to make them feel insecure and who the fact it was her mother-in-law. It didn’t affect Charles at all. He didn’t give a shit.
To be honest, he might be like Lacey in someway or he’s just like fuck it I’m not gonna let you do that to me. Do you think I know what you’re doing? You’re trying to make me fall in love with you and some conniving backsliding Christian shit way I’m not in love with you, I’m sorry I’m in love with Camilla but he wasn’t necessarily honorable or decent and the way he handled that. But the person that that maneuver ended up hurting was Lacey, Ken, and the queen because both Lacey and the queen or horribly insecure about that part of their superiority in the crown did a shit job explaining it. The queen doesn’t have a hard time with bathtime and neither foes Lacey. Would they have a hard time with that? They were trying to Depak depict and couldn’t quite depict was the queen and Lacey are in capable of enjoying certain certain things like going to an amusement park because you really see Queen Elizabeth and Lacey yeah can you really did you’re really honest. Can you mentally imagine Scotia and Queen Elizabeth sitting together side-by-side on a roller coaster having a fantastic time no you can’t and the truth is if you try to control it their face to make them have a fun time they cease to be who they are. And then it just becomes a faulty image, and a lie. Maybe in heaven, they’ll be able to just like a lot of you will be able to be rich Lord willing but they genuinely can’t enjoy that. It’s not autism it’s not evil it’s not that they’re stupid. They just can’t enjoy it. He could have a long conversation about that but that’s it that’s not a conversation that we’re going to have right now.
I think both of them have a sense of humor about themselves, and what are than fine with you laughing at them as long as you did it in a loving way for being who they are you know it’s sort of like when you make fun of yourselves, if you’re humble by pretending to be rich around other people who are like yourself around someone like them it’s just mean and that’s what Casi was doing. Making fun of Lacey on the way she talk to Lacey. Oh darling, she say oh darling, which was really just mocking Lacey’s actual spirit and soul. Yeah, Casi was a heartless person towards Lacey. But maybe not 100% and that’s part of why people get confused but it could be 100% to that’s up to God to decide but but but but the thing is no they’re superior to you. You have no authority over them but you can laugh at the fact that they can enjoy what you can enjoy. If you do it in a humble, decent way it’s kind of funny, the same way that they could laugh at you for being such a klutz is a pretending to be a rest Craddick. And then that way they’re human and so are you and it’s like well. This is a little silly. You’re stuck being that way. I’m stuck being this way. I guess we’ll just have to get along. I guess what that works if you’re able to do that, but the Kennedys had a problem with that they did, and part of it was because of Lem’s because to be honest, he couldn’t quite enjoy it the way they wanted him to And that was stuffy to them and they assumed that it was homosexuality cause I thought that they turned him into a homosexual him, but it wasn’t homosexuality. It was actually him being superior.
He knows how to hang drapes appropriately because he thought about it not because he’s gay he just thought about it. He thought he was gay, which is why he thought about it so much to try to fit in with other homosexuals while he wasn’t wanting to try to fit in with homosexuals but but but he actually wasn’t gay.
And this is where a lot of people get stuck because they wanna be lazy and they can’t be patience. Wolf will never be an aristocrat no matter how beautiful her trailer park is. If she had been born into a family pre-Civil War in Wisconsin with a $500,000 house and gone to University of Wisconsin Madison for school and then decided to come home and just sort of work for the family or settle down and get married and there’s a very very slim chance and this is the truth. I’m sorry there’s a very slim chance That if her family chose to join with a bunch of Armenians or slaves that in America, I’m serious that they could somehow possibly conquer the British empire that remains using actual weaponry. This is not a joke patience, but that would be bizarre and creepy and really dangerous for them so I have a feeling pre-Civil War she probably would’ve been happy to just have intelligence and decency in Christ and beauty, unusual beauty and may be a good heart and a clean house worth like five or $600,000 house I was trailer Park, but that’s not what happened the Civil War was fought the white people in the south got taken for a ride they got taken advantage of by the north they really did
And so she’s in a trailer park and she’s aging and I have a feeling she’s stuck at this point being lower middle to middle class maybe upper middle class no way, but I don’t think she’s moving beyond that and I think that’s hard for that person to except, and I hope she could except it, because if the illuminati was threatened by her, she is becoming more toxic as we speak, because they were so threatened by her decency that they got demons involved, and start attacking her And now she’s thinking she’s Lacey and that she somehow Lacey banks of the rich person trailer park and that trailer of trailer parks are just the same as the house they’re not and she’s been yelling at people over that for a while now and it’s sort of embarrassing because she might actually have some decent intense But it’s getting very convoluted because that’s not real patience that a trailer park isn’t as nice as a house you’re not living in a shack that sure as heck is true but you’re not Lacey sweetie are you need to be more humble.” says the CIA.
“ is she actually prettier than me?” viciously says Patience.
“ oh, it’s no contest she’s astronomically more beautiful than you. You look like a child bug compared to her sweetie in reality yes.” says God.
“ then why did you create me?” says Patience, crying. “ hold on that’s bullshit give me a second. I can tell that’s bullshit you know I’ve got to be honest with you I have a I could be her friend because I have a I have an ego problem and I do have a I have a problem where I do you want to be better than other people like I get pleasure out of being better than other people yeah I have a fly. Have a problem with that but you know I am whatever that is in Christianity. It’s sort of stupid because at the end of the day I’m not who you think I am. I got stuck being this way, and I am capable of being in the upper middle class, desperately trying to become upper class in this country in the back of our heads, and I think that’s what irritates me is I don’t understand why are you guys doing the sauce because I used to have a straighter in my head like five or six years ago and I fight to keep track of it it’s like I’m not. I’m not necessarily she’s right God‘s right I’m not really capable of conquering them I could try to make an army we could try it out you know work something out with like tractors, and like machine guns but I have a feeling we just end up dead.
I mean, it’s an interesting thought. I suspect my ancestors somewhere probably would’ve try that in Great Red I might be a little British. It’s possible that somewhere in Great Britain. I had some relative who was creative got on a tractor inside. I’m going to have my moment, but that’s not, that’s not where we are right now. OK this is America if I got on a tractor with a bunch of other people like me and we thought that the man so to speak you know the man establishment Bobby I don’t think that we’d win.
I am completely fine with revolt and Civil War but that is not the same thing as like a class war where people like me and you get on a tractor and try to take over the British crown like retroactively that’s stupid as shit.
So I used to have it in my head where I was just like I’m angry, not a Black people but I’m angry that the south was so taken advantage of because it really was. She knows that she looked into it and it was OK. It’s not racist it’s just angry that the south used to have money that we don’t have anymore. Angry that you guys stole it from us and I could’ve married into her family or something like that people like me have but that’s not what happened and that’s not what happened to a lot of people so I’m supposed to be in a nice house on maybe 1000 acres of land somewhere But I’m not I’m gonna trailer park cleaning my ass off for Contonde and also to have a clean house because I actually I’m slightly obsessed with cleanliness and it’s very depressing to me because I care about myself I care about my family I care about people like me and I’m not sure how you people have no conscience at all You were ripping apart people who easily could push their way back up into the upper middle class and be stable like 50 years from now my kids if I if you left the whole thing alone and let me raise my kids they would have the social skills they would have the background to be able to go to a good school and become doctors and lawyers so to speak and have a house that was really nice somewhere and given might be no love for them as their mom if I’m a good mom, they would have a stable life they wouldn’t lose their money they would become drug addicts. They would just be stable decent people and that’s what there’s a Lotta hoping that so then why are you guys ruining that now if you care about people so much if you care about social mobility why are you doing this to people? Why are you sacrifice Bobby? Why are you sacrificing me and other people like me? Why are you doing that?” says Pat from the afterlife.
“ because you have a trade war with my family and I’m upset me.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.
“ oh, you’re talking about China and yeah I can tell you’re extremely attractive to me but cutting through all that it’s about the trade war with China that’s interesting so you’re trying to screw over Donald Trump because you’re mad about the trade war in China and you’re pretending to care but really you’re just fighting for the Chinese or you’re like spiritually insane which one is it?” says Pat.

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