“Lacey us a lot more like us than you want her to be!” says Ann B. Davis.
“Yeah. Ann understands.” says Lacey. “It’s obvious I’m better looking than her…but I don’t think I live in that reality.”
“No! She think she looks like me…somehow.” says Ann.
“Yeah.” says Lacey.
“So you think Lem is out of your league?” says a man.
“Ahh…she worries.” says Ann.
“Why wouldn’t I!? He’s so handsome!” says Lacey.
“You know…he is.” says Ann.
“Yeah! It’s scary. But…I’m in love with him.” says Lacey.
“Yeah!” says Ann.
“But Lacey that’s not what you look like.” says another woman who looked like Ann from their generation.
“ you know I look in the mirror and I know that’s true but I could never take a good picture of myself and even if I did I still don’t think I would live in that reality so it’s it’s just not a I don’t know I just can’t it’s like I just don’t I don’t know. I don’t think of myself as it is better looking in that way you know I know that I am technically, but I think in the back of my head as stupid as it sounds somehow I know that in heaven, every and I just can’t I can’t I can’t quite figure out what’s going on. I just can’t quite figure it out. Oh I suppose yes you know I suppose this matters yeah but you only end up with one person anyway and you usually it’s someone who thinks you specifically are just the absolute best and it may that you may or may not even have to be at your best to really make them fall in love with you, so I just I can’t some part of me just I can’t quite grasp what the big deal is about that I look at myself in the mirror and I think yeah OK I guess I’m better looking I know this and no one is ever really appreciated. It appreciate it and I just don’t. I don’t know it’s just like it doesn’t I don’t really get it somehow I don’t know how else to put it.” says Lacey.
She nods.
“ I just don’t think you know! I just don’t think you know!” says another woman from their generation. 
“ I don’t necessarily and I don’t know why I feel kind of stupid I suppose but no I don’t know how a person will figure that out about themselves and that way you know it’s like you can look in the mirror but my guess is that there’s something developmental in our heads that I just never of developed there’s just something in my brain that’s never quite that’s creepy but it’s never quite turned out somehow or something It’s just never quite my brain is just not there it’s like I’ve never experienced that kind of human affection in any sort of normal way, possibly so I just don’t really understand that about myself is my guess.” says Lacey.
“ yeah, sweetie you don’t know!” says another woman from their generation.
“You know, I really am a sweetie though. Do you know that?” says Lacey.
“ I know I know I know who you are because I am like that too. I am a sweetie as well. No you’re just a woman you’re not stupid I don’t know. I don’t know why women aren’t like that as much today but you’re like that to know, I don’t know I guess we just don’t get certain things, and our daughters were very mean about that at times or other people‘s daughters know I had a good relationship with mine, but other peoples daughters hated us apparently or something I don’t know why, but they were mean, they saw our stupidity or our weaknesses women and they just made fun of it and made us feel ashamed of the fact that we’re so feminine and ditzy I guess or whatever the heck that even is but no I don’t think you have a clue. No I don’t think that’s weird I get it I do.” says one of them.
“Lem what’s going on?” asks Donald Trump Sr. .
“ they are different they just are. I am attracted to Lacey. I was attracted to women, but I was very picky and I thought I was gay and I am really only in love with her and attracted to her now I am but no they’re just like that that’s just how women in my generation are they’re not actually stupid but but it comes across that way to people at times and madman totally failed to capture that I think because it has been so misunderstood.
What is it? It’s not stupidity. Yeah, there are men today who would say 00 that sounds so nice and the woman who just trust you and loves you and really needs you and knows that about herself. It is nice but that’s the thing where did that come from well to be honest with you it’s arousing I’m sorry I have to be honest it’s arousing because that it just is to a straight man that’s arousing and him and you just think know she is strong and brave and credulous because a lot of these women are really very brave and Craft just the way they thought on the homefront During World War II, the psychology that goes into that they were very tough. Siri talk to Lacey‘s like that to some of them live through the holocaust and actually think that Embeth Davidtz did a very good job portraying that in Schindler‘s list they really were not these fragile frigid people um , but that’s just not conducive to. I’m sorry I’m being honest, but the security of Mother Nature. Bill Gates would understand if he was listening. I am an old-school Republican the truth is we are over populating the earth and end so it’s a little too arousing. You know we have a wife who stays home and is happy to do you end up with 12 kids all living all cared for all loved Restaurant and healthy and know that sounds perfect. How do you know it was pretty darn good but it’s a fallen world and it’s not heaven and that’s where Dr. Moritz is a little off and there’s a catch so without a Normas boom of people I mean, where do you think the baby boomers came from? These are the women that created them so there’s nothing wrong with them but it’s not. It’s not in the best interest of mother nature we live in a fallen world and it’s just you know women are still women, but oh well you know America got a little carried away with having kids and we went over way way overboard I had way too many children in the 40s and 50s Way too many happy we were happy we were so happy but we didn’t realize that we were really overdoing it and then everything sort of fell apart. That was one of the things that maybe got brought up today with Louis at his friends when they were talking earlier today, and I would almost say that his part of our generation wasn’t quite like that it was the people who were born later, in the greatest generation, like myself, who are more like that The silent generation wasn’t as much like that either it was mostly just a select group of people born from like 1910 to 1920 who were like that they just wanted to have kids and maybe it’s a little less exact than that but that would be my guess And I am no I mean it was a lot of cats and no I did that’s the thing in heaven you could have as many as you want you know but here on earth but here on earth it’s it was it was a disaster slightly and it’s wonderful they’re wonderful. I suppose I am an ideal man to I think there are a lot of women today that look at men like me and think oh I would love to be with a man like that you know, and they would slightly but to appoint and that’s where if Lacey’s illegitimate she actually is different no than most women it’s not just that she’s idealized us. She’s actually genetically different so so yeah she’s different somehow than most people and alive today. I know I think that might think oh she would be the ideal and you know in the in many ways she is she’s very curvy. She’s very submissive by nature. Hey that sounds great but that she’s not. She’s not like living today OK so oh it is so it’s it’s raising her. I think her family was abusive and they were mean but I also think they didn’t entirely understand possibly what they were doing. I am giving them the benefit of the doubt and saying that or I’m not interested in going into that and more detail at the moment, but no I I think they they may have made a mistake and how they raised her And so no she has no sense of self in that way. She has no sense of self and that way she has a sense of self based on objective scientific fact, but then you have to realize she is June Cleaver, looking in the mirror and seeing June Cleaver, thinking no that’s not a bad looking woman But then it’s like OK June why do you always wear your hair that way? Why do US wear pearls why do is walk around in high heels and she’s she’s just thinking that’s just what I do that’s just who I am. I take my heels off when I’m cleaning my goodness sometime is it in vacuuming or leave them on but you know nine times out of 10 I take them off and people just don’t see it in the television show Him the obit but I might’ve she might’ve taken them off more than you think just because she was her dirty and you don’t want to drag that around the house so but the best thing it’s like those women you could be quite so harsh with them, and quite so cold And the generation that came before us F Scott Fitzgerald‘s generation they weren’t that harsh they might not have been the perfect parents, but they were mean spirited people in that way, and so they were kind of nice to us to mean we are their kids, so I am Yeah you just don’t. I don’t know you don’t think you don’t think about it in that way. I don’t know. It’s kind of weird to think about it then that way somehow it’s almost creepy it’s just weird it’s like you think about it and you look at yourself in the mirror do you think I look fine I look nice really nice baby but but then that’s possibly about the end of it because it’s just that what it what else are you supposed to think about it you look nice?” says Lem. “ seat I was straight no I was straight I was attracted to women and so I would look at myself in the mirror and I think I’m OK looking but then I be thinking let’s see how do I say this it’s basically like oh, those cute women that I’m imitating when I act gay all those cute women that I keep imitating you know they’re a little feminine prissy mannerisms they’re so cute so it’s like oh you know I’m gonna act a little sexy and be like hey I can hardly wait to see you later hot stuff and it’s like no I’m just imitating a woman and I guess that will find that attractive in a man but it’s more of an homage to a sexy woman and it could be arousing to a man, but probably not that arousing. It certainly wasn’t arousing to me giving it wasn’t a sentence but really it’s more of an homage to a sexy woman who’s not there so it’s like no I’m not a woman but I am taking the place of one so I am, so I guess I’ll take the place of one but I’m not really one so it’s not as arousing is when a woman does it but but you know it’s I guess it’s sort of arousing in the sense that it makes you think of a woman. hey so so that it’s like yeah you know I guess I guess I am I guess I’m making a good reference to a cute girl, but then it was the cute girl who’s attractive got me to that degree I mean I don’t become the cute girl.
So so so I said, I think I think I thought that was kind of nice you know but see I was analyzing it from a straight man’s perspective so I I knew how cute girls were. You know I was looking in the mirror and staring my mannerisms and thinking gosh when a woman says that that really is attractive, so it’s not like the men in my generation even meet you weren’t aware of how attractive the women were we knew, and we explained it to them frankly sometimes their mothers dead. Sometimes their dad stole them that they were just beautiful in some normal decent way that isn’t pedophilic, but mostly it was the husband sometimes other girls would tell them sometimes, they would just have some sort of epiphany but it wasn’t something that really was common without someone helping you I don’t know and so no one‘s help Lacey in that way because no one‘s like that anymore and she’s just never figured out and I think people have been confused about that with them in that generation, because of people like me, people who made you think that somehow that they do Because you thought I was gay and so you didn’t realize that I was thinking oh I am going to impersonate a cute check. Do you know some cute dish shoes I don’t know blonde or brown eyed or some thing attractive isn’t she cute you didn’t see you didn’t think I was doing that you thought I was him Imitating some vain terrible woman who just was so conceited and so sure of herself that it’s like oh, I figured out how to be attractive to men by imitating this woman who rejected me or this woman who terrorized me or something because how else would I have knowing how to seem gay Without this woman being so aware of her self but they really weren’t that aware of themselves and so that’s not what happened what happened is that I was straight they weren’t that aware of themselves while March and they figured it out overtime and it wasn’t quite as it wasn’t quite like what you think. I don’t think I mean I could be wrong, but I don’t think so I mean I don’t say Queen Elizabeth I don’t think Queen Elizabeth Cause this is difficult. She wasn’t as beautiful as Lacey, but she was beautiful and she kind of surpassed beauty. I am not attracted to her, but I am being honest with you about who she is. She surpassed beauty she was the queen of England she was better than beautiful, she was astounding and Lacey told her that but I’m not sure if anyone else ever had maybe Philip had but I don’t know that a lot of people told her stuff like that and I know I’m not convinced that she necessarily even knew so. Tell me they were both alive at the same time and so Lacey thought Elizabeth needs to know that so she’s kind of better than that And it’s like this is difficult. Anna psychologically the way that all these women are so aware of their beauty and their me about it and so she told Elizabeth that and I think that might’ve been helpful to her to some degree but now Philip is having such deal with the fact that Elizabeth knows that about yourself and you can’t, you know he has to deal with other things about himself where he was sometimes a little mean to her because he was Her and he may have an excuse for it, but that she has it. She’s giving him what for, and he is actually welcome to it because she deserves to be able to stand up for herself as a woman in that way, considering that she was just his wife at the end of the day, and yeah that’s what’s honorable and that’s the sort of thing those that people didn’t do for Lacey. I don’t think Elizabeth even wanted to have that discussion with Lacey and you know what that’s up to Elizabeth and God just sort out but the truth is being friends with Elizabeth. If there’s no ilumiNATTI, it was very helpful to Lacey as a person because it let her know something about herself that I don’t think she would’ve ever figure it out otherwise, which is that she’s different it oh and that she wasn’t weird for being so tender and submissive even as a strong person.
And when Lacey says stuff like you’re better than that oh woman like and Davis understands what Lacey means it’s it’s like of course you want to be beautiful but those women actually valued something more than that. They were a very romantic generation of people and so it’s like no you want to be beautiful but you wanna be something more than just beautiful you know you wanna be Hello great or something as a person as a woman and that’s how Lacey thinks and you you people have absolutely crushed her with that she’s been so loving to people and so kind and trying to encourage them and people like and take it the wrong way, because he knows that she was rather average looking at Lacey thinks that’s just how she temporary really was. She had dignity. She was intelligent she was successful, I’m sure been found her attractive as she dressed well I don’t know what the problem would be that’s just being human that’s just being human. I guess I’m people are better looking inside. People aren’t in and out who it is just it’s just how things are.” says Lem.
“ so Lacey wouldn’t have been depressed about playing the role of a cook on a television show?” says Martha Washington.
“ don’t ask that question!” says Helena Bonham Carter.
“ I know she wouldn’t have though Mrs. Washington she would not have begrudged or she would not have been upset. She would’ve thought that if she did the role well and I loved her so it was a perfectly wonderful life. She might’ve actually had to fight being being a little full of herself, because she would’ve thought no I was sort of a big deal on that show my character was sort of essential without my role on the show it doesn’t really mean the same thing. It’s it’s just sort of weird without me she might OK she might not have been comfortable with the way that the riders played up her average appearance. I feel like they overdid it with with that and was average looking but they made her more average looking than she is. It was kind of gross but I think Lacey would’ve thought there was some thing perverse and evil about that and so no I don’t think she would’ve allowed that she would’ve thought no I’m average looking, but I’m not quite that average that’s sort of weird, and so I think she would’ve thought this is not normal and eight I don’t think that she probably would’ve been OK with that so they may have had to make some modifications I think, and in her humility and integrity as an actress probably we’re guessing most likely just overlooked it in the thought no you know is it this is a perfectly fine thing. I don’t entirely know why they have me do this, but I’m not vain. I know what I look like and I’m not if I’m not ashamed of that, I was taught to love myself by my mother, although you might not have said that, but she probably could’ve been or she learned how to and as a sophisticated woman and a far more Christian society to be honest and so I think she would’ve thought no this isn’t that big of a deal I don’t know it’s just some strange thing that the writers have me doing so it’s possible that Lacey wouldn’t of gotten along with that because she would’ve thought it was a little weird it is but other than that I don’t think there would’ve been a problem.” says Lem.
“ I think Lacey needs you more than Jack needed you and I’m saying that is a gay man who’s having a hard time excepting that you are possibly straight I I don’t see him being quite so desperate for you specifically.” says a living gay man.
“ and you know that’s not something to be ashamed of to need your husband in that way a lot of women in my generation needed their husbands in that way that was very common.” says Lauren Bacall.
“ are you sure you’re not mistaking the fact that your husband was so much older than you?” says a Gen. Z woman.
“ yes I am quite sure that that’s not what it is. Do you believe me or do you think I’m an idiot?” says Lauren Bacall.
“ I don’t think you’re an idiot, but I don’t think you were aware and your generation of pedophilia the way that we are today.” says Gen. Z.
“ you know even if that’s true they were both adults don’t you think that would be a very complicated relationship and you seriously think you’ve got a grasp they doubt themselves!???” says Jesse Ventura.
“ yeah but the thing is though Jesse, I really wasn’t attracted to him as a father figure at all I was in love with him it’s just a man and to be honest Lacey and I really hopefully will be friends someday and no that’s the thing if she sexually is Tom’s daughter, her mother was not perverted she just had a thing for older men if we’re really being blunt no her mother had a fetish for older men. It wasn’t pedophilia. She just thought they were attractive she just dead, especially when they were wealthy and dignified and all that because that’s part of what women who, like older men find attractive women, older men are kind of wealthy in mysterious and dignified and difficult but not really mean you know that’s part of the fetish that’s part of the women who are straight find attractive when that’s their fetish they kind of like that hole in. Oh, I don’t know mysterious classy thing.
No so much some men have a thing for blondes. Some men have a thing for it if you are being honest here yeah it’s two different people find different things attractive and it ended perfectly normal parameters so and within heterosexuality no I think that’s probably permissible to know if it’s from if she’s actually Tom’s daughter, her mother really did have a thing for older men, her father did not have a thing for younger women. He just had a thing for women and actually that could be part of the problem was that Lacey‘s mother was his type, but she was not of his generation, and that might not have been a problem, but then Margie if Margie is her mom was not particularly interested in being a mom, she was not interested in being a mom and so yeah but then you know because genetically she was his type and she was young I mean let’s be honest women do look better when they’re younger I’m not saying that they’re not gorgeous when they get older, but we do look our best as women when we’re younger Him I’m not saying shit on your wife not at all I’m just saying that we are at our best when we’re young often times there is no exceptions but I think most of her at their best when they’re young I don’t know if that’s what is true for men, it may be, it may not be it depends on how you look at it, but that’s the thing so no she was beautiful she was very beautiful. She was probably an ideal woman. If she Bob her hair and Warren you know Zelda Fitzgerald‘s dress Margie would’ve looked like a hot chick in the 1920s. I’m just being honest and this is a woman who is not high on my list of people who I don’t want to offend him. No, she what is seem like a hot chick in 1924 or 1920 so not really flat chested but no not you know the 1990s ideal or 2000s more you know 1920s and so and so if you combine those genetics with Tom that’s part of the problem is that she oh she has a huge she’s a huge dose of those old jeans so Margie and Tom are not perverts am I wasn’t a pervert neither was my husband Humphrey Bogart to and no he just thought I was very beautiful too and he was a movie star so he was exposed to a lot of beautiful women and he developed a taste for women that girls women in my generation, and a it was normal we were women he was a man and he thought I was really good looking, but you know to be honest there might’ve been some thing about me to that was from an older time I’m not sure that I could’ve been an actress in the 1920s or 30s are just as easily as I was the 1940s but I mean I am Lauren McCall I have a good actress. I will say that because it’s fact, or at least he’s gonna make me say it because it is fact I was a good actress, but but that’s the thing right you’re talking to the real Lauren Bacall.
so this thing is um yeah you’re talking to someone who’s lived a rather horrendous life when you talk to Lacey because yes, she was not raised in her generation, whether that’s the greatest generation or so about the silent generation maybe even a tiny bit the boomers, but really more the greatest generation although I think there are some boomers, who relate to her at times and maybe they’re the ones that should try to talk to her about why she’s offensive because I wonder if they can be offensive to you in a similar way and they just don’t quite realize that, but I have a feeling she’s more like us believe it or not and that’s part of where I was going with that is that if she is Margie’s daughter she really does think like us and no I don’t think she has a clue why do people hate her so much but it’s just baffling.” says Lauren.
“ so when is her actual birthday?” says a woman.
“ her father has chosen September 3 for the time being.” says Humphrey Bogart.
“ I am so so let’s say that you looks like at what what picture would you use of yourself Lacey?” says a Boomer.
“ no she looks very pretty in that picture I would I like this picture of her as if that’s what it looks like I would want to use this picture.” says Lacey.
“ you should edit this blog at some point because our words are being totally dismantled by someone who hates her, and I honestly would love for people to see what’s being said instead if it’s actually being sat.” says the Boomer woman. “ that being said him you you you are you’ve chosen interesting picture of yourself and as always I’m ticked off by it because yes, you look good in that picture.” says the Boomer.
“ then what’s the problem?” says Lacey.
“ I don’t have a problem you have a problem.” she says.
“ I have Apsley no idea what you’re talking about sweetie you’re the one who’s angry you’re the one with an attitude. I am not angry at all.” says Lacey.
“ You’re making her angry because she really has no fucking clue what you’re talking about.” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.
“ OK that’s like a perfect picture of you.” says the Boomer woman.
“ that’s why I use it. I’m not a fucking idiot.” says Lacey.
Ann laughs.
“ OK but what if someone’s not as smart as you?” says the Boomer woman.
“ oh my that’s not my problem I mean I would care, but that’s not my problem.” says Lacey.
“ OK OK no that makes sense. I’m trying to help this Boomer yeah OK no that’s a really good really good picture of you. You look really good. To be honest. You look good in that picture. Yeah it looks really pretty and professional. I think this boomer woman is expecting you to be really calculating or something in a way that I don’t think people always are who are not narcissistic and I don’t quite know why they keep assuming you’re a narcissist that’s kind of strange.” says a Millennial woman to Lacey.
“ i’m not into New Age, but I’ve got to be honest with you. It’s a really hard thing for me to handle this situation because Christians have not prepared me for this. I don’t see how it’s I don’t see how it’s possible that there’s not some thing incredibly spiritual that happened, but I think even most Christians who are charismatic, would struggle to comprehend, and it would take. Maybe a charismatic Christian Catholic, who believes in purgatory to get what’s going on because it’s so different than what charismatic Pentecostal protestant Christians would think it’s not just like some demon that’s attacking me it’s someone specific who is specifically angry at me for a reason and it’s obsessive it’s like a curse it’s really weird and I I don’t know how else to explain it. I think a New Age person would probably be open minded to hearing it at least in the millennial generation because no I’m not a narcissist. I’m sorry it like clinically isn’t possible there are clinical narcissist I’m not one of them they’re our clinical narcissist I’m not one of them.” says Lacey. “ JFK talks over my voice frequently and people who are triggered or who are mean or or narcissistic themselves read that and there’s nothing I can do about it that’s their problem to sort out not mine and his I am not clinically try to fucking speak English you dip shit a fucking clinical narcissist I am not a fucking clinical, narcissist that’s not clinically possible OK you fucking idiot!” says Lacey.
“ I agree why isn’t this woman being totally inappropriate you are you’re being a huge bitch to where she has every right to say that to you.” says another person to the Boomer.
“Because it’s just really mean I mean oh my god she’s mean!” she says.
“ sweetie this is supposed to be her birthday. She’s sick. She’s sitting here trying to talk to you. You started the conversation acting like you gave a shit about her you seem like the narcissist clinically not her!” yells the Illuminati.
“ do you know I’m not generally considered a narcissist and it’s hard for me to except that I’m being narcissistic I think I thought that if I acted like a narcissist, and she obviously is one that she would be like triggered the way she is right now and it’ll be obvious she a is one and then I would just be like a catch a moment like I gotcha!” she says.
“ OK but what if what if she’s not a narcissist what if you’re wrong and then it just makes a mess of everything?” says the Illuminati.
“ I hadn’t thought that through to be honest I just didn’t think that was possible. I thought it was obvious she was a narcissist I thought it was really obvious!” she says.
“ based on what!?!?” says George Bush.
“ oh crap so now here’s where I fuck myself over because she’s better looking than most people in this whole. I don’t know I’m good looking shit that’s just an act.” she says.
“no that’s not an act. I think a lot of people think they’re more intellectual than they are. You know she had a sexual relationship with Donald Trump Junior she had a sexual relationship that was very brief with Tucker Carlson. She got over those men and they still talk to her and she’s very chill about it, I don’t want to be mean but I have a feeling that she has a little bit of a reputation but I don’t think that they think that she means to have one it’s more just is more actually ditzy sweetie and so first of all you’re talking to her like she’s butch and she’s not butch yeah I just like do you guys analyze things at all or do you just go around thinking you know everything without thinking about anything?” says Kim.
“ is she embarrassed by that?” says the Boomer.
“ I think mortified is more the word I think she’s mortified and I’m not sure she really deserves the reputation but the thing is though you can’t compartmentalize things that way that’s not intellectually sound so yes her perspective sweetie which is her perspective and it is possibly reality is that she didn’t mean to be that way it was an accident and she’s mortified but in her generation she was she probably would be kind of popular, but she would’ve been a nice girl a very nice Christian young woman and I don’t think she would’ve put out frankly for almost anyone but her husband and so I think it really was an accident and I don’t think she meant to do that so to speak but then it’s like it did happen so then how did how do they make sense of that, oh well part of it is that she’s good-natured part of that she’s pretty and then there Hass to be something where it’s like. She can’t quite figure something out and then that’s for men who are alive now or maybe not as honorable as that used to be to be blunt I’m in love with Donald Trump Junior I really am but I wouldn’t put it past me to wish that he was a little bit better of a person you know that he was a better person someday or you know what however, that would work in heaven, but no it’s, I don’t wanna say they took advantage of her. I’m not sure they really did but you’re it’s like you’re missing the fact that who these people are I mean it’s Donald Trump, Junior Tucker, Carlson, and Vladimir Putin. That’s not a butch woman sweetie. She might be smart she could be really good at war and probably pretty smart when it comes to everything. Basically we’re good at politics the very least Anwar maybe not stupid about economics either. Maybe she’s smarter about that so she realizes but then, then she realizes she’s not me. She’s not his first wife she’s not a lot of other other people and so when you do all these really mean tactics it’s it’s it’s too much it’s really over the top because you’re talking to someone who is not that way, and it’s cruel. It’s like you’re just yelling at this person who is tender and sweet and I was gonna say shorts but she’s not sure but I don’t know quite else to explain it I guess I don’t know it’s just she’s not. She’s not us OK so I think that’s why Laureen was like she’s me she’s not you because those women were different, they really were spent some time watching old commercials, old television shows old movies and I think maybe you’ll get a clue. Don’t just look at the Kennedys. Don’t just look at television shows like mad men or your women’s live you know bullshit because there’s a lot of women who are not covered in women’s Lib movement material, because you don’t like the fact that they exist it from a scientific perspective because your pseudo-intellectual quacks in that way, possibly and con artists, you’re a bunch of bisexual, lesbian assholes, who are homophobic and don’t want to deal with that or something sad like that OK so I’m trying to tell you to be nice to her. I’m trying to be humble and explain her, if you don’t want to have that kind of adult, you know humane intellectual conversation we don’t have to have it you can just be a sore loser and feel sorry for yourself and destroy everything and I’ll try to do my best as an actual leader in this country to fix things that you fuck up but if you’d like to have a real conversation, we could have one.” says Kim.
Later.
“ you have bills and you sometimes don’t just pay things out right I know you own your own car and that it’s an Audi Q5 with leather seats and a Bose sound system and you have a mink coat that you bought for $500 that you wear for fun but I I think that’s pretentious considering that you have debt.” says the Boomer.
“ But we own those things.” says Lacey.
“ but you can’t really be that deep!” she says.
“ no driving around in a nice leather seated Audi with you know warmed seats makes it a lot easier to pay medical bills thousands of dollars worth of medical bills overtime instead of remodeling my kitchen or something of that nature.” says Lacey.
“ I just think you’re a liar your husband makes 170,000 fine that’s not upper class!” she says.
“ that’s bullshit by most metrics sweetie they are in the upper class they are upper class of old money that’s just reality if you want to have a Kim said if you want to have an intellectual conversation we can have one but if you’re the problem you’re gonna have to eventually realize that I’m sorry.” says Charlie Kirk to the Boomer woman.
“ what are you expecting her to do drive an old car and then save all of her money or what is it that you’re thinking that they should do?” says another Boomer.
“ I just I think that it’s like she’s always putting on the show!” she says.
“ she’s not!” says God. “ there could be some thing slightly disingenuous about it, but you’re you’re coming at with an incredible amount of assumption and hatred.”
“ I am Lacey what is it that you’re hearing from her you should be doing financially?” asks Keli.
“ well, I mean we could have lived like what she seems to be suggesting I guess if we done that we would probably be pretty close to out of that right now we wouldn’t have any debt at all. I wouldn’t have joined the Perfume community. I don’t know what I would’ve done to distract myself, and keep from wanting to kill myself, but I could’ve figured something out I guess gosh that would’ve been miserable that I could’ve tried so if we done that sort of hard knocks, suicide, mission that she’s demanding of me not just even suggesting, which is possibly already offensive, but demanding that I do, if I did to somehow become human in her eyes, which is astounding then I know we would be out of that will be out of debt and I wouldn’t have discovered the illuminati necessarily we would be out of debt we would probably we would probably let’s see I’m trying to think we would probably have a net worth no people have net worth she’s telling me that I should tell her what my net worth would be because that’s pretentious. It’s not people have a net worth, it would probably be about let’s see and I don’t know she thinks that I’m not actually analyzing that, so no I am analyzing this let’s say I’m doing actual calculations in my head is this woman just an absolute asshole seven things I should say and she could be, but let’s see I’m gonna still try to humor her on the off chance that she’s human at all let’s see no and we will probably have a net worth right now about four or 500,000 which isn’t that much I’m 41 actually it might be a little more than that it might be but it would I’ll I’ll just say roughly 500,000 no debt and we would start accumulating more and more and we would probably oh yeah probably have I don’t know maybe about 1 million or two but that’s possible anyway and we’re just going about it a little differently but no we would probably have that money right now that you expect us to have right now I guess but we will have eventually anyway, but I guess I guess he would have it right now to show you that we have 500,000 and that’s not a lot but we would definitely have 500,000 and no we would probably have oh yeah around 2 million every time I was 60 at least and maybe a little more than that but I am that’s not how we’re doing things but that’s how we will we would probably inherit a little more to of course but just on our own we would probably have a few million and we would have some of that to show you right now. We do have some, but we don’t have as much as we would.” says Lacey.
“ OK so I can admit that your class analysis is probably completely accurate and it’s very genuinely intellectual and accurate fine. Um, do you care beyond the fact that that’s your identity and that’s who you really are do you care?” she says.
“ will you gonna be offended by this but no, I might be somewhat of an intellectual, so I put it in context of my perspective of the whole world and I do have one to some degree and so I I care beyond that in an intellectual spiritual sense, but I don’t I I don’t know that I care in some personal way necessarily know not be on the fact that that’s just who I am.” says Lacey.
“ is there someplace we can sign up to be shot and go to heaven I’m just asking for a friend because this poor woman has tried so fucking hard to relate to your people and you are relentless up and I am just sick of listening and I’m a nice person and I just I would love to know is there a Putin volunteer can I volunteer, no I’m not entirely kidding I really am not. I am poor I am suffering you people of fucked over the entire United States with your bullshit. You you took an already struggling country is Louis was explaining earlier on this blog, and then you turned it into this hell hole we’re selling children and I’m just wondering because I am a Christian and I’m positive there’s an afterlife and I would a little part of me feels like if I could take my family go to a nice Catholic mass as a born-again Christian pray to Jesus and some beautiful Russian orthodox mass and Nino and then go to someplace in Ukraine and just be blowing to the bits with my whole family in some nice room holding hands worshiping Christ for Christmas. I’m not kidding. I will part of me thinks I can’t. I want to celebrate Jesus‘s birthday with him in heaven with my kids see my grandparents have a nice home cooked dinner the way my grandmother used to make them you know stop telling my kids what we used to eat, but are actually eat it this year I’m not making this up you people are absolutely insufferable and a little picture of me. Thanks can you can we get some sort of ship where there are some people like me who would just volunteer I’m so sick of working 80 hours a week my kids are working 60 hours a week we’re exhausted you know and I just it’s awful and I I would love being honest with you this is the brutal truth I would love and I have a feeling she knows what I’m talking about. I would love to get on a ship go somewhere in Ukraine, and just say go for it just go for it Vladimir blow us up. Will be praying for you. You know I will be praying for you on the other side, just do your best to blow us up!” says a Christian in America.
“ I hear you!” says Tsar Putin.
“ to be perfectly honest with you if you’re actually serious, you could actually take your family and sneak into Ukraine like I am a cranium reading her blog I’m not kidding you would have to be strategic about it and you’d wanna make sure that you died in an explosion that was actually like deadly you wouldn’t want to have you know your kids arms being blow it off or something but see that’s how Ukrainians are if we did have anything to do with child hostages is because it’s possible route with a little too tolerant or something I don’t know little too open minded maybe but but a little a little part of me is like just do it then if you did it and that’s why I’m trying to have a real conversation with you if you did it I obviously don’t come over here if you’re a child by yourself don’t come over here, unless if you’re prepared to actually die but if you were truly serious about it and you studied it, you could probably do it from there other places in the world you could go to you could go to Israel. You could probably go somewhere in Gaza I’m being serious there’s a lot of places where they could probably blow you up if you really wanted to, and if you feel freedom to do that I don’t know I guess just be smart about it and realize that you are committing suicide like that suicide you’re euthanizing your family and you’re committing suicide so think about what you’re doing but I guess if that’s where your mind is and you’re that desperate wow you know as Ukrainian it actually is sort of helpful to hear that because it’s like wow this is the country defending us. People are suffering and it’s we want independence but it’s obvious to some people in my country and I’m included that things are not as simple as people want them to be and yeah that’s where Lacey thinks like I slightly I think like a Russian slightly and that way you knows the whole Tolstoy thing you know it’s like you look at something bad and then you figure out how it’s even worse that that kind of thing did you try to actually figure out the truth but that’s why I’m warning you don’t come over here and do something stupid.” says a Ukrainian.
“ thank you for sharing that snow. It probably would be too hard to get in behind the front lines, but there are a lot of working class Americans who are really suffering.” says a Christian in America.
“ were you suffering as much under Trump or is he actually a better president?” asks another Ukrainian.
“ no it was. It was better under Trump. Biden really was a very bad president. I’m sorry to have to say as a nice person who wishes him well.” says the Christian in America.
“ I am OK so I guess let’s have that conversation with that woman if she still interested at least answered your question no she’s not particularly overly concerned at. Is there anything else you wanna ask her or is that is that it?” says Kim.
“ OK so you’re you know I actually do you kind of believe in reincarnation so you’re just Scotia?” she says.
“ yes, if there’s reincarnations, she is literally Scotia, the one and only if there’s not reincarnations then no she’s just a lot like that woman even if that’s not who she is but if she is reincarnated, that is who she is, she was also a Scottish aristocrat.” says God.
“ you were ready to have this intellectual conversation with her a while ago, and then she made a total asshole of herself. Do you feel too mentally drained have the conversation right now you were going to have?” says a Rockefeller.
Michael nods.
“ I see this isn’t a joke you actually found the real Scotia or you found Tom Banks, his daughter that’s the reality of the situation. The Kennedys have been beaten, bloody over the last eight years when you can realize that get back to her alright?” says God.
“ OK but like some people will never be you, but some people will never be you.” she says to Lacey.
“ hey where are you going with this?” says William Buckley.
“ can you explain what Lacey thinks. I have a feeling you could explain it pretty succinctly.” says her neighbor.
“ the problem is that she’s also possibly actually a Scottish women reincarnated.” says a Scottish man.
“ if there’s reincarnation, otherwise, she may just think like that person, even if she’s not them.” says God.
“ OK so what is it that you think about the fact that some people will never be as good looking as you?” she says.
“ that’s a really shitty question intellectually that’s pathetic!” says Kim.
“ I I think I guess that it’s sad but that it’s just life and that there’s not a lot anyone can do about it so it’s best to just do so it’s best to just be you know normal about it I guess I mean I think this was already covered in this blog post you couldn’t you try to read or are you to self important to do that?” says Lacey.
“ you’re expecting her to be really informal with you like everyone else does and she’s not that informal.” says a dead Greatest Generation woman.
“ OK so I am so I guess so I guess basically oh wow OK maybe we’re not as loving as we think we are maybe liberals need to wake up to that reality that we’re not the loving political party and that maybe we really aren’t as empathetic as we think we are OK so so basically I’m just expecting for you to be really I guess sad or something.” she says.
“ you want my entire existence to revolve around other people ever me to have no in her life at all you little fucking parasite!??” yells Lacey. “ if that’s what you are you little scum bucket I shall find a way to hopefully pay you out of hell but do not expect me to look kindly on your jackassry and you’re uselessness to humanity!”
“so if there’s reincarnation that was like a real person talking to you if that’s hard for you to accept maybe you shouldn’t be talking to people telepathically at all.” says Michael Rockefeller.
“ oh, OK ha ha and then I wouldn’t say it’s not Scotland now. What would you say to that if I said this ain’t Scotland!” she says.
“ i’d say I am Scottish if I am, do you think I give two flying shits you little fucking sour cream drop!!?” says Lacey. “You know you’re awfully operate for someone so fucking humble, you idiotic pseudo-intellectual bitch!”
“ I just said that you’re really beautiful and that you’re supposed to be sad and this is your reaction?” she says. 
“ and yes yes because I asked you a perfectly sane question and you have yet to answer it you worthless toad. If that’s all you are. do you want me to have an inner life or do you want my entire world to focus on you and everyone else?” says Lacey 
“ no I want you to have an inner life.” she says.
“ all right well that’s good. I’m glad to hear you have some decency to you and humanity. Sweetie, what do you expect me to do just go around thinking about everybody else!?” says Lacey.
“ no but it’s like I want you to feel sad for the fact that I’m not as pretty as you!” she says.
“ that’s not the first thing on my mind I have my own life I have my own thoughts so when I see you, I don’t just automatically think oh this poor woman’s ugly. I should feel sorry for her. I am thinking a great many other things I’m an intellectual person possibly, so I’m not someone who just goes around you know eating shit and thinking stupid petty thoughts.” says Lacey.
“ OK so so so basically, you’re just saying come on get real when I see you I’m analyzing your mood and analyzing the weather and analyzing your personality and analyzing who you are as a person and your background possibly your ass Nick heritage maybe your social class maybe your moral standing in the world I’m not thinking about your beauty beyond just as a facet of your overall person?” she says.
“ that’s how people used to be in the past believe it or not. I’m sorry to have to say and yes that is what she’s thinking I’m answering for her because it’s just us too egregious that you don’t understand that about her automatically.“ says Ann Davis.
“ I think people who are narcissistic and messed up. I have misunderstood you at times and thought that you were lying to them because they couldn’t except who they really are but it doesn’t entirely explain this when you look at me you’re really looking at me why are you doing that?” she says.
“ because people are fascinating. I don’t think I’m looking at you may be quite as much as you think a I think people in Europe and Britain might look at you more to. I don’t stare at people I’m not trying to look at you I’m trying to look at you.” says Lacey.
“ and part of what you’re seeing is her intelligence she’s smarter than you possibly in a lot of other people and I know she’s just looking at you and actually giving you a sort of intensity that you’re not used to because she’s unusually intelligent and there’s nothing really clinically weird about it. She’s just an unusually intelligent person as a Scotia, Vladimir Putin is not remotely impressed in any way really, he just find her attractive. Maybe people need to be a little more humble around everybody, including her and stop going around thinking they’re better than everyone in some psychotic way all the time.” says the CIA
“ Margy are you cold person?” she says.
“ you wouldn’t think that I’m very smiley and friendly but yes, I’m cold as ice. I’m not a psychopath though.” says Margy. “ i’m actually a very loving person. Had a great sense of humor I still do but I am actually fairly cold. She’s not like that but the way she is and it Eminem Norwegian and she’s my daughter possibly biologically maybe not, but if she is the know it, it’s not like she’s actually a cold person. I actually am to some degree but she’s not.” says Margy.
“ OK OK but Lacey, not everyone is like you with a mother who abandon them to a bunch of cold, aristocratic American Norwegians with a father, who ran the mob, but was like old money, and Dutch and who belonged in some gray Poupon commercial. and so for the rest of us that are not like that your white knuckle, bare-bones, aristocratic, cold as ice tough as nails attitude is like super abrasive.” she says.
“ you should know that the Kennedy sweetie hate her for that very reason because she’s with they pretended to be they pretended to be people who never cried even though they suffered that’s her, and to be honest, I think they were dumb as fuck and thought they were Scottish Irish people are tough, but they’re not quite as tough as the Kennedys and I think J I think I am JP Kennedy, maybe possibly actually borrowed that from some Scotsman that he met or some idea that he had but that was Celtic because it was less shameful to be Scottish than Irish and so I think he may have been trying to see more Scottish and Irish or British, and he just totally sold himself out and sold out his entire family in an attempt to seem Anglo Anglo Scott’s or something and he’s not Lacey is there some degree possibly or she’s not Scottish or Celtic at all but she is British. She may be slightly Scottish in someway and she’s Norwegian and possibly Dutch and German and know this is not a façade but they can’t stand that about her anyway to have to deal with that.” says a Scottish man.
“ I so they developed a psychotic jealousy of Scottish people? I mean that someone who believes in reincarnation I find that fascinating it really is actually interesting because no that’s not Irish and I don’t think Lacey would even think less of the Irish him, but using that as a sort of Segway no I’m not like that so it’s hard for me to know what to do with you because you just seem so abrasive!” she says.
“ oh OK well yeah and if there’s red carnation, I’m not supposed to be here. What is so abrasive to you?” says Lacey.
“ that you care and I don’t give a fuck about you!” she says.
“ Maybe you’re not normal and you’re a little fucked up in your head that’s not my problem.” says Lacey.
“ OK I just don’t care as much about you as you care about me.” she says.
“ do you know I already knew that going into this conversation because you quit fucking wasting our time what is it that’s abrasive?” says Lacey.
“ I yeah you have me about sized up right I care about you, but in this very sort of human way at best and maybe that’s not even true and if it’s not all that human whatever him I’m not being very exact OK it’s just dammit I have a hard time not having fun with you because you’re so smart and that I hate myself for not liking you more shit shit you know I take things way too personally with you. It’s kind of weird. Oh my gosh that’s weird you don’t even fucking know who I am practically at all OK oh my word that’s creepy. OK, so no I guess I don’t care as much about you as you care about me, so I wonder if you do know more who I am they know who you are but but anyway I think that’s abrasive to be exact is just a hot it’s just it’s like how do you how how do you how how do you how do you am of that? Yeah, I don’t think you’re doing it was anything shit and so you don’t have any yeah oh hi I think I think most people are narcissistically offended by you and I’m one of them. I’m not really a narcissist I’m really not necessarily a complete narcissist, but I think I find your narcissistically offensive because you’re so tough and I talk to you and I intuitively know that and it’s just really irritating to me.” she says.
“ who do you think if I lived through that I wouldn’t be doing as well?” says Lacey.
“ yes or I think I would be I would be doing better I would be doing better I would be happier than her.” she says.
“ OK well but then that’s you analyzing me in a way that I’m not analyzing you at all why do you assume you have this authoritative position with me even if you sodomized my husband that wasn’t me.” says Lacey.
“ you’re right.” she says.
“ so why are you analyzing me so much? I mean you’re coming at me like you have this expert disdain for me that is sort of psychotic. I don’t know you that well and everyone does it. It’s creepy as fuck it’s like why why are you coming at me with so much damn authority who the fuck are all you people?” says Lacey.
“ are you a manager at a store and I’m a Karen?” she says.
“ possibly yeah know if there’s reincarnation even if there’s not that’s not stupid but then that’s the thing I’m not the one that made the return policy I’m not the one that came up with all of that so I don’t make the rules. I’m just telling you what they are.” says Lacey.
“ see I think because you weren’t loved you do too much of that and people then get hung up on that because you’re just going around sort of analyzing everything and then they get hurt by the fact that you’re right.” she says.
“ yeah but then what am I supposed to do about that? See you’re destroying all human rights in this conversation essentially because if you can’t handle the fact that I have emotions that are just as valid as yours that I’m just as human as you then you’re destroying all of humanity and then you have to ask yourself why why are you so damn self-righteous?” says Lacey.
“ I think most people today are obsessed with superficial things and to you that’s just repulsive.” she says.
“do you know maybe and if there’s reincarnation why are you people doing this? What what was the point of it?” says Lacey.
“ that’s an interesting question.” she says.
“ I’m mad at your mother if you if you if you’re illegitimate and there’s reincarnations I’m mad at your mom because now I feel like she worked with Jack and it pisses me off.” she says.
“ oh, we don’t know for sure but no to be honest I just I’m not deep I think and I I truly don’t entirely understand why you people are so hung up on stuff.” says Lacey.
“ do you care about your physical appearance almost at all?” she says.
“ I want to look pleasing I want to look pleasing I don’t wanna be upsetting to people and I want to be a rousing to them other than that no I’m not sure I care at all.” says Lacey.
“ that’s interesting so for you it’s a social thing and it’s utilitarian. Do you feel any joy when you look good or not?” she says.
“ i’m being blunt I suspect I look very good without my clothes on and I know that subconsciously and so I think what difference does it make him without my clothes I look better I know when you’re a good looking person you do it but it without your clothes, weather is it, and so you think Pamela Anderson probably could say the same thing and see you think door closed and I look nice they look better naked, so why would it be so exciting because I’m just being honest when you are not closed you look a lot better arm with it but then the clothes don’t really make you look better say it’s just like well people you know I look better without my clothes on I have observed in the mirror. And so when I wear them it’s not really an improvement. It’s usually not an improvement. I’m just being honest. I’m sorry. I don’t think it’s wise to lie to you so they know it’s like you put in Pamela Anderson probably has had a very similar experience I’m being honest a lot of other women that look like that and men probably could agree with me it’s like wow yeah but then you look a lot better without your clothes on so then it’s like you put on these clothes do you think no I’m not excited. I look worse than I did before I woke up or yeah or when I was in the shower I mean it’s not gonna get better than that to be blonde, so no really, though it doesn’t so it’s there’s there’s I mean you could put make up on and that might look better but then again, maybe not hesitate to shoot him and so then he’s like well you know there’s nothing all that exciting about it in that way. People might just like close and they do but I don’t think anything that people wear today is ever been particularly exciting to me And it is usually very cute on me when I do like it there are some things that are very playful. You know very good mean and they’re not flattering and then there’s clothes that are just too sexy for going to the grocery store and that’s not really appropriate either so no, there’s not a lot of excitement It may be back in the 50s I would’ve had more fun with that but now it is not so much.” says Lacey.
“ no I can get anything you guys are really just full of shit and that you’re you’re giving yourselves a little bit too much credit and you have been for a while and that unfortunately she is the one to burst everyone’s bubble and I don’t think she deserves that much hatred. I hope you realize that someday.” says someone.
“ what are you actually angry about?” says Kim.
“ she knows!” she says.
“ I know she doesn’t grow up intellectually or just try to use your brain a little fucking bit!” says Kim.
“ OK as much as you’re not as wealthy as some people you were offensive.” she says.
“ what did I do?” says Lacey.
“ try to think, as does your performer self, and come up with something.” she says.
“ I call take that as you’re telling me to think like may. Oh let’s see Jack is now trying to talk like me because he’s psychotic.
I really hope someday someone realizes that he was the gay one and not lame and that you guys are really backward!
Yeah, I don’t know that for a fact, but it seems pretty damn likely.
So basically, let’s see what would I actually have been pissed off about her we will be pissed but when people piss I would piss people off of Seay it be honest with you I can’t think of anything because I wasn’t necessarily really trying to piss people off. could you try taking something? I say seriously or is that just too fucking painful for you?” says Lacey.
“ it’s too painful!” says Erin.
“Then I don’t think this is going to work and we’ll probably just all end up dead!” says Lacey.
“ that’s not really going to happen!” says Erin.
“ no it really might!” says Lacey.
“ i’m gonna try because I’m not that stupid so let’s just take that picture of the of the fur and the coromandel so in your mind you’re thinking it’s just a $500 at most piece of fur that’s irreplaceable add a bottle of Chanel perfume that’s really good but still it’s just Chanel why is that not more impressive to you?” she says.
“ I think you just answered your own question and you’re embarrassing yourself sweetie. If she’s Scotia she’s from Egypt she’s a pharaohs daughter!” says Bernie Sanders.
“ OK now I guess it isn’t that impressive and you have no idea how impressive that is to other people?” she says.
“ no because Lem was straight and Jack was gay and he doesn’t understand that I had my own perspective that was different than his.” says Lem.
“ but why would that seem impressive Lacey!!?” she says.
“ do you know I’m gonna answer for her he’ll just have to deal with it because it’s antique for that would have been Warren by a man in Wisconsin on a farm. It’s not an elegant piece of fur. It is somewhere it could be used that way and it’s beautiful but it’s actually for that would’ve been used by a man who was maybe upper middle middle class on a farm in Wisconsin in like the 1800s or the 1900s I know they might’ve had a nice house. They would’ve probably been poor But it’s really just like a work piece of for so you could get a pair of like work boots that cost like $300 that people would use for like outdoor activity on a farm today and the purpose would be to keep your feet warm and dry even though they’re leather and they’re well-made And then you could take a picture of it 100 years from now and maybe put a bottle of I don’t know some cologne that focused on like a note of like chamomile or something and you had idea would be that it’s sort of an outdoorsy earthy fragrance that was kind of the idea that she was sort of going for away. Yeah, she made it elegant but I don’t think that it was I don’t think it was necessarily the way that you’re taking it. I think she thinks the context is that this is just an antique piece of work fur.” says Lem.
“ OK and what is this thing where she doesn’t care for us like I am just gonna make this look elegant and I don’t care?” she says.
“ she’s explained that before she’s been terribly bullied. The idea is that she’s standing up for herself and she say no I have some money I have some taste. Oh this is nice and there you go!” says Lem.
“ but then what is that? What is that part of her where she is like oh why why why what what is that the rest of it?” she says.
“ that’s all a lot part of my reticence and telling you that I don’t think you’re prepared for the long conversation that you’re going to get and I think if I told you you would take it seriously because I’ve tried to explain this to you and you’re not interested.
The idea is that my family has oil and we are reasonably well off and educated and even though we’re from North Dakota and we have a farm that we’re not necessarily hicks and so people need to sort of back off or if that’s not accurate am I analysis is wrong And what difference does it matter anyway why can’t I post something like that? What rule is there against it I own it it’s mine I have cooties why can’t I post some thing like that do you know anyone that had that particular peso for that particular perfume bottle who had the taste to take the picture to take the picture and post it. There’s no law against that, so why are you people so persnickety are you the thought police what kind of classist evil snobs are you? That’s part of what I was thinking so it’s like why can’t I do this what laws they’re against it I’m tricky though, so I might actually be asking you a real question if people don’t love you sweetie I’ve not been asked this question possibly almost ever so, it’s like what you know with what laws they’re against it. Where are you coming from? I’m either making an argument to myself for communism, or I making an argument against it but it’s very complex so it’s that combined with this idea of no first and foremost my family really actually is probably a little bit more sophisticated and well off and higher social socioeconomically the people of estimated. Probably a little bit more sophisticated and well-off and at the end, and then the first and foremost in a way you know what matters to me most is just the freedom to be able to enjoy beauty possibly with some nod to America, or some not to meritocracy possibly not to communism the sense that people should be allowed to enjoy beautiful things if they have the capacity to do that, I think he enforcer made that argument, brilliantly, and Howards end, and I would’ve assumed that someone like you would’ve given a shirt or are you a pseudo intellectual stupid bitch?” says Lacey, smiling.
“ oh, OK fine!” she says.
“ so what offended you?” says Kim.
“ yeah I may be not that intellectual and it’s hard for me to handle the fact that someone actually is that deep which is dumb if I believe in reincarnation OK so you don’t have any thoughts like that at all anymore which is interesting if I’m letting myself indulgent wow OK so do you is just like no this is very heartfelt super evolve. Thoughts? That’s cool, I honestly I do hope to be at my make myself in a place like that where I just care about the deep stuff and I have a feeling you think there’s things that are far deeper than that which is cool no I get it you know you’re just expressing yourself and then you were thinking you know my people don’t really respect my family enough and I’m gonna put them in their place um I wonder if that’s what it is though the ladder where it’s cause I can respect the first thing as it as an intellectual if I am and it’s just you know oh, as an artist, if I am one that freedom of expression to just enjoy beauty and said we will call it hedonism, but you and I both know that it might not be it might be some thing far more human beautiful than that and may be a bit of a hippie right so enjoying a day where there’s sunshine yeah no I can relate to that.
Oh, I want to start talking to you like you’re Scotia what am I angry about boy I wish I came prepared. And I bet as a woman you wish I did too. Crap!
What are the Kennedys really hate women?
OK so I mean I personally think they’re all homosexuals I do I think most of them are just homosexuals and they’re totally screwed up and it makes sense that someone like them would be in their mess because he’s straight and they’re just looking for someone to like bully I mean you’ve said that and I actually think that makes complete sense historically And if he was straight, I look forward to the day that we know that and we can just say no people like that who were closeted in the past and homophobic were really capable of evil, and they may have kept straight people who were molested and confused and didn’t know any better And that is fascinating to me because you’re right it does seem like something we would say, if we were really progressive and homosexuality, is allowed in heaven, like 200 years from now, and it will just be obvious to people in the future and then that’s where I have to say to myself am I expecting too much of myself and maybe even you and then that’s where that whole woke thing is just so it’s kind of silly isn’t it because there’s a lot that we don’t know.
I suppose the important thing is to keep her wits about her wits about us.
So what am I actually angry about? You know I don’t hate the farm. I don’t hate the concept of a farm that is not upsetting to me that seems sustainable eat other eating off the land they’re growing it for other people. I think that makes sense why I start to get angry is when it’s like thousands of acres of land because I am sort of a communist maybe or something and I think why is it have to be thousands of acres Gunhild? Do you know why couldn’t you’ve donated that to people in the great depression instead of letting them runoff could you have found someway to help those people more instead of seeing them as competition? I’m sure she did try to help but my gut sense is that she was a little more competitive than that, and that she probably just kind of let them fail, it never occurred to her that that they were suffering in a way that she could prevent yeah and then that’s where I get angry at you and I think how do you not know that and I know this sounds so old but oh well how do you not realize Lacey Did that’s who they were like it’s just never occurred to you that these people were mean they didn’t help their neighbors the way that they say they did. They may have helped them outburst. They helped them survive when they were sick, but they didn’t help poor people learn how to farm the land without destroying it they didn’t help the Native Americans, you know they help them read because they were humanitarian but they didn’t help them. In other ways. You know what I’m trying to say I think that it’s just like they have those thousands of acres of land purely to themselves. They plotted with the country clubs to have the oil drilled they knew that they had more oil than anyone in the whole state possibly and they planned it at country clubs in Washington state probably in the 1950s or 40s, and then they lied about the fact that they had these prestigious silversmiths in their background and I know Nils was more middle class or upper middle class but good health wasn’t and I don’t blame her for not telling people, but then a little part of me blames her and I’m just like come on She was not a loving person and that way she was cutthroat. She was tough as nails and she knew what she was doing. She knew that she was hoarding money for her family and knowledge and land and hiding that information to some degree to give her family an edge that no one else would have And I don’t think you think like that, so how do you reconcile that what like? How do you not realize that that’s how the nursing homes became as wealthy and old money as they still are it’s not like she was. Lol OK if she didn’t harm the Indians, she probably was nice to them. She probably gave them food. She probably was genuinely kind to them and that way she probably help them learn how to read, I mean, I honestly believed, and honestly still believe that they really tried Not to assimilate them to give them tools to take care of themselves you know teach them how to fish type of thing I think she’s hot a lot of people how to fish in that way, but then I just think OK but come on the woman was brilliant, and she knew what she was doing so I just it’s like story as old as time And I think that’s where I get angry at you and it’s probably really ridiculous considering that this is the illuminati that I am a liberal. It was the liberals who got angry at you. It was Casi and other liberals who are you pissed off? I don’t think you pissed off conservatives because those people are like good health and they see your life and they think there’s nothing wrong with it, she’s innocent she doesn’t know any better. Where did her money come from? She doesn’t know she is trying to stand up for her family and say hey wait a minute but then I’m like why do you care? Why are you trying to say that this matters and I think yeah, I think a little part of me and people like me thought no she’s not that hateful. She must be an idiot. She might be a narcissist and maybe she’s just lying. I know we are also narcissistic but I wonder if a part of us thought there’s no way this woman understands what she saying Because if she did, she would be heartless that’s our perspective it’s like if you’re not a narcissist and you really are telling the truth how can you not get it? I know I’m sure Republicans would totally disagree with me, but just how do you not get it Lacey?” says the Boomer woman.
“ OK that was very from the 1960s my word I never expect to experience that do you want a real response or do you want me to tell you a bunch of bullshit?” says Lacey.
“ I would like a real response whether she gets one or not!” says Charlie Kirk.
She gets tea.
“ oh all right, so um oh wow I think you’re reading too much into what I think I think you people were a little presumptuous and I may be a voice thought that are you dumb or are you just really angry?” says Lacey.
Ann Coulter wonders too.
“ I’m gonna go with angry.” she says.
“ do you know my argument is not so much about how the money came in to be it’s purely about the fact that it exists.” says Lacey.
“ OK but then like where does it come from?” says Madison.
“ how about you first except that it exists if you could except that it’s real and stop bullshitting me and fucking me over I could have a reasonable conversation with you about where it came from but if you want me to take you seriously you have to stop bullshitting me and narcissistically attacking me, like a bunch of fucking sodomizing Twatt from Hell.” says Lacey.
Ukraine nods.
“ no I think Americans are pseudo-intellectual idiots, possibly in a way and I don’t want to group myself in with those people but I don’t want to be arrogant. What the heck no we never went through a communist revolution and then we apparently think that we avoided it with our sheer genius, or something with the fuck?” says Lacey.
“ Lacey I kind of agree with you, but let’s try to be nice.” says Ukraine.
Lacey waits.
“ so I take it that you don’t think good health was innocent and you actually were aware that she done something conniving why didn’t it bother you more when you were five?” says Charlie Kirk to Lacey.
“ because I thought it was rather ordinary. I thought it was rather run-of-the-mill at ordinary.” says Lacey. 
“ that’s a very dark view of humanit!” says Madison.
“ maybe I have a dark view of humanity Madison.” says Lacey.
“ hey Siri so to you it’s just like who cares most people are like that who have money and this is the worst of it and then it’s just like categorize it in your head is evil moved on?” says Madison’s dad.
“ yes, yes and really, my argument is just that I’m sick of being attacked on a personal level. It’s like why can’t people just admit that the wealth exists or that my beauty exists why is everyone so bitchy and weird about it?” says Lacey.
“ to be honest Lacey it’s probably Jack. We’re probably not all like that all the time when we’re not in your presence he’s probably into the public probably does control people but it’s probably like when you’re not in the room so to speak we’re not that evil but when you are, he’s like conniving and manipulative it has all fucked up, so yeah and you might’ve even got that, so no I think that was why are you arguing you’re looking for people who are sane and rational and you didn’t know what was going on. You didn’t know that you had this like dead man he was like violently homophobic, and a closeted you know somewhat bisexual mostly gay man who is JFK, who is like a monster obsessed with you you had no idea and so you were just trying to like figure out what the fuck is going on and you maybe you had some sense but then how do you figure that out and so you’re trying to figure that out and I don’t think that’s preposterous at all I actually think it makes complete sense and so how would you figure that out probably by doing research and it’s sad that that you haven’t been more protected by people and so I guess that you did your best and you try it to get a grasp of the situation and you just saw I don’t know what the hell this is and it really is that pedantic because it’s a real pedantic argument that you have with fucking everybody.” says Dan Levy.
“ yes and I can never figure out what the point of it is. I look at myself in the mirror and I think I’m not ugly. Why does everyone keep treating me like I’m ugly I’m not.” says Lacey.
“ no you’re not no you’re not wow that is creepy. Yeah I know it’s really creepy but this is a weird situation so now I’m gonna go with that possibility yeah so no I think people do know Alys sometimes and then they’re just mean about it there’s a lot of different reasons why they are but they are.” says Dan Levy.
“ so yeah I’m not sure what exactly to say I guess I don’t know I guess that’s just how it is.” says Lacey.
“ OK well yeah OK so I guess you knew but then you just don’t have an opinion on it or you thought it was evil?” she says.
“ I thought he was evil I’m pretty sure I thought it was evil but then thought it depends on how you asked the question. Yes, I thought it was evil but in this way that you’re asking us that’s different that’s a different question, so no, I thought it was evil, but an argument really was why are you being a bitch to me?” says Lacey.
“ can you guys see that you’re diluting yourselves into thinking that like you’re really good people when you’re not or is that just too hard for you to do? at least some of you?” asks William Buckley.
“ hey even if we’re not good people I still think wrong is wrong and let’s just have the conversation Lacey.” says Dan Levy.
“ OK so yeah, your family is probably old money and you’re better looking than most people I’ll admit it.” says Dan Levy.
“ OK cool!” says Lacey.
“ and now the Kennedys are totally pissed off because they’re narcissistic weirdos. Let’s keep going, so, so do you find it like annoying to think about where the money came from or not?” says Dan Levy.
“ I hadn’t thought that deeply about it necessarily I was more focused possibly for survival reasons I just figuring out why people are being so mean so no I don’t know. I just hadn’t thought that deeply about it.“ says Lacey.
“ that’s actually very creepy to some people on a spiritual level Lacey for real it’s creepy OK so it’s offensive like that’s really offensive.” he says.
“ what is though?” says Lacey.
“ OK so I’ve made my money primarily off entertaining people, and there could be some evil involved in what I’ve made money off of as well, but I have primarily made money from entertaining people and I think I have a very middle-class view of myself that somehow I’m totally immune from that as well and maybe that’s rough surd do you think you’re innocent or you just didn’t think about it?” he says.
“ I just didn’t think about it.” says Lacey.
“ OK I have a feeling, though that your money and prestige is a little dirtier than mine!” he says.
“ yeah, it might be that wasn’t the argument that I was having.” says Lacey.
“ do you have a really low view of people’s IQ.” he says.
“ I was I wrong and I’m not sure entirely that I do I’m not sure it’s quite that simple. You know you’re still being a little narcissistic but but because you’re just as offensive as I am you go around showing off your wealth all the fucking time why is my wealth more offensive?” says Lacey.
“ because I’m not old money OK so like I am not old money and I think that someone obvious it’s like I’m not old money I don’t have that aesthetic and so people I think assume that I’m a better person even though I’m wealthy and it’s not as obvious of them that I’ve had any evil involved in my wealth because they just assume that somehow I got it through some just means and they don’t realize that it’s not that simple that there’s probably reasons why people were slaves them were black you know and I mean yeah it goes on and on but there are some things that are probably disturbing about good hills and all that and I think a lot of people today are more Wolk than you think and so they just see you in your old money style and I think they just took you the wrong way and thought that you were somehow making a political statement that you weren’t really making.” he says.
“ yeah no for some reason I never saw that through I mean I’ve had a traumatic life no one has loved me. They really haven’t you’re being laughing, but you don’t love me necessarily I mean sweet people have not loved me, so expecting me to be the super Duper like on top of a person with every fucking thing constantly no exceptions no empathy is a bit fucking much but you people expect that of me it’s sick!” says Lacey.
“ yeah it is sick but I think that’s why people are thinking slightly. It’s just that it’s like how dare you?!” says Dan Levy.
“ yeah and I suppose I should point out that if I am reincarnated no I’ve always gotten along with homosexual men who are slightly mostly homosexual slightly bisexual men him and the fact that you’re Jewish does not surprise me either I would be a Gyptian so it’s possible that you understand where I’m coming from and some people at and there might not be reincarnation but I didn’t want someone reading this and misunderstanding the situation and thinking that that Jesus is a God so I am yeah, so no I’m not surprised that you’re able to reach out to me I guess if there’s reincarnation my word, lame really isn’t gay at all so he’s really not in an in no you’re operating more as a friend and I know that I’m assuming you do as well and yeah I don’t. I don’t know I don’t know I’ll have to think about it. Honestly, I haven’t thought about it.” says Lacey.
Later.
“SHIT!!!” yells Satan.
“ I don’t see why it has to exist at all. That’s your response. Based on this experience, I no longer see a point for anyone living in. That’s how I feel about it that there is no right group of people that everyone’s basically just better off dead. you put me through absolute hell for no fucking reason and your lack of humanity your arrogance and your lack of common sense is a definite wake up call to me that when I die I should just end the world so that’s my plan is to just end the whole fucking world. That’s my response!” says Lacey.
“ that’s not a crazy response. She has walked you all through this tirelessly for eight years. Their children being sold right now that anyone should be able to do this to somebody is egregious, and Dan was kind tonight in his own way or brave or something and I’m proud of him I’m proud. He’s a Jew but Dad come on she’s right, that is her perspective that that she should just in the world.” says Golda Meir.
“ OK what the fuck did the Kennedys do that made you guys throw them all away from you and so they became Irish?” says Ireland.
“ something tells me that they probably were raping people and molesting them and stealing.” says Golda Meir.
“ can I just ask a quick question how much of the ‘Jewish problems’ were actually the Kennedys?” asks a white supremacist.
“ about 60%!” says the CIA.
“ how did Joe take in Hitler?“ says a white supremacist.
“ the same way that Bobby is taking a Donald Trump hemi. What do you want us to say that’s an obvious question they show up acting like they’ve got all these friends and that they were so popular and then they get you to sort of be their friend and that they’re gonna like you know really do a lot of favors for you and they do some but they’re really more like leeches and I think they’re kind of covering up their own shit what did Joe do?” says a reader.
“ he was a swindler I mean his the definition of a kike basically, what are you looking for?” says Golda Meir.
“ yeah no I mean he took everybody in he just he got super involved. You know he did tons of volunteering so to speak and then he just sort of kind got everyone into thinking that he was this daffy Irishman who is so cute and charming and really, he was just trying to make money and cover his own shit.” says Rita
“Lem how does it feel like knowing that you got taken in by a bunch of evil Jews, pretending to be Irish Catholics?” says a shire supremacist.
“ I don’t think of them that way, but that’s an interesting question.” says Lem.
“ Hey you guys I honestly think mother nature is working with Lacey and that she’s pretty mad at us it’s not going very well for her right now and I think she’s trying to find a way to sort of Denteley explain to us that we’ve overstayed our welcome. She’s enjoyed our company. It’s been super fun, but I’ve noticed a strong emphasis in the last few days on overpopulation, I don’t think that’s a coincidence. Lacey has started killing mice. She has started killing because sometimes those bugs give her hugs. The mice have literally basically told her goodbye before the exterminator showed up mysteriously one night a mouse started screaming at her and I think I think those mice need to hear her right now and just know that no she doesn’t hate you you just can’t live in her house it’s not safe and where you’re going will be a lot better than her house.” says Greta. “ I have a very strong suspicion that there are literal mice in heaven, because of her I’m not making that up. I’ve seen her weep over them. I’ve seen this woman weep over, killing a spider and I know that that’s not fake and I don’t think you guys got it so people care that much you’re not used to dealing with those people I am I hate I don’t. I just want to throw that out there that I think mother nature and her are pretty good friends and I kind of think maybe that mother nature is just like a School Lucy, maybe he’ll die next week maybe he’ll die in 20 years we’ll see and I’m not a total narcissist but I was given over to Satan and I might love you but I’m probably going to use you because I was given over to Satan so yeah I love you through Christ but you know as well as I do that I’m gonna expect you there in the world if I want you to and I have a very strong suspicion that she will do that to honor that we made mother earth her mother a couple weeks ago as a joke and it wasn’t really funny and I don’t think the fact that she’s having a bad birthday is a coincidence she’s sick, but it’s a heck of a lot less painful than most of her birthday so far and I don’t think it’s a coincidence.
She got hugged by bug today. She literally dead I don’t think that’s a coincidence either.
So I think you guys let’s be real that’s her mom and I have a feeling that she’s gonna have to do her mama fever but her mother is kind of nice type tends to explain things so I just want to tell you guys I think that’s what’s going on I think her mother the earth is like you guys I’m ready to kill all of you so when she dies, I don’t know we’ll see..”
Later.
“So! Lem with your straight guy ego…what was it like being on acid?” asks the Boomer woman.
“I felt…confused.” says Lem.
“Why!?” she says.
“I didn’t know I was straight. Consciously.” says Lem.
“So what happened?” asks an actress.
“I felt…uncontrollably straight.” says Lem. “And it scared me. And then it baffled me. …Because I felt at first like I was being molested again. Because…it’s a drug. Not a woman. Right? So…it was brutal. And then I realized I was being straight. And it was…fine…but…weird. Because I was just…straight! …And then…I felt awful. It was a bad trip. …BUT…I walked away with something I could have learned in good counseling. And I realized that…I might possibly be kinda straight.” says Lem.
“Was that a good realization?” she says.
“Yeah! Most definitely!” says Lem. “It’s nice to be yourself!”
Greta laughs.
“Wow!” says Lacey.
“She’s MAD!!” says Greta.
Lacey thinks.
“As long as she’s merciful in my death and the death of my loved ones? I’ll do my best!” says Lacey.
“Are we here anyway though?” asks Greta.
“NO!” says God.
“I WILL END THE WORLD!!!” yells JFK from 1963.
“No. You won’t. But I will.” says Mother Nature. “You should have never been born.” she says to JFK.
“Do you understand why they were mad?” asks Charlie Kirk.
“No. And yes. But not entirely.” says Lacey to Charlie Kirk.
“Yeah!” he says.
“Could you all try to believe I was straight for real? Or no?” says Lem.
“See…you were mad..that she’s rich. And Old Money. …But…you’re lying.” says F. Scott Fitzgerald. “You didn’t know that for a fact. So why did you instantly hate her? That’s IMPORTANT.”
“Do you all actually find me deplorably ugly?” says Lacey, sincerely.
“Is there any way for her to know!?” asks the Boomer.
“OBVIOUSLY NOT!!” says God.
“Your nose is slightly crooked!” says Dr. Miller.
“Yeah. But that’s not…ugly.” says Lacey.
Mother Nature nods and agrees. “Wow! You’re WORTHLESS!” she says to Dr. Miller.
Time passes.
Lacey gets slightly sleepy.
“No!” says Benjamin Franklin.
“That’s unclear.” says Lacey.
“No!!!” a Freemason yells at Lacey.
“Alright.” she says. “Why are you all so damn cold!?”
“What were JFK’s last words about?” asks Val.
“Would you ever say that?” she asks Lacey.
“Why was he doubting that?” asks Lacey.
“Because he’d felt that they were hostile.” says Margy.
“Then why was he riding around in a convertible!??” says Lacey.
“To seem handsome. And to seem strong?” says Margy.
“I might say that patronizingly. As a Norwegian. But I’d never ride around in a convertible! IN TEXAS!? IN NOVEMBER!?” says Lacey.
Margy nods patronizingly.
“NO! Margy, I WOULD NOT!!!” says Lacey, outraged.
“Why!?” says Margy, rolling her eyes.
“Because! How RUDE!” says Lacey. “Margy! It’s NOVEMBER!”
“Mm. Yeah.” says Zelda.
“How showy!” says Lacey.
“Don’t say it!” says Zelda to Lacey.
Lacey holds her tongue.
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