“Breathing Dreams Like Air”

Erin Ryan walks on to a stage. In New York City.

“Erin! You have asked me to explain to you…why I keep having the gut sense…that you’re better than me.” says Lacey.

“Yes!” she says.

“Okay. But…what if you’re not.” says Lacey.

She looks worried.

“What exactly do you expect me to do?” says Lacey.

Putin cackles.

Lacey eats a pomegranate sitting in an armchair. With a wool blanket. Thanks to Putin.

“Okay! So…I’m not his thing. …I’m here because I went to Notre Dame and worked hard.” says Erin primly.

“Lacey’s here because you and Diego stalked her!” yells Putin, momentarily speaking in her face. He then walks off again.

“He’s right.” says Lacey.

“So! Just explain to me why I’m superior!” says Erin. She crosses her legs, tosses her hair behind her shoulder, bats her eyes and waits. Very primly.

Lacey picks out pomegranate seeds, nibbles and thinks.

She thinks.

“Alright. It’s because money doesn’t matter. Social class doesn’t matter. My superior genetics don’t matter. …The fact that I’m actually profoundly superior to you in reality and in truth doesn’t matter.

What matters…is how much people need to poop, metaphorically speaking…in a democracy.

So…the fact that you seem more elite is what matters. Even if it’s COMPLETELY UNTRUE.

The Real Slim Shady by Eminem plays.

What MATTERS?

3:06

3:15

What matters?

Not MATTER.

Not that.

What is mattering?

4:00

It’s…how people FEEL. IN A DEMOCRACY.

In a DEMOCRACY…PEOPLE’S MOMENTARY MOOD IS WHAT MATTERS.

Is that safe? NO! *Lacey laughs*

See…most people think these things through. With their normal consciences in the shower with their normal brains. And they realize that if you use that power principle in the mechanical system of democracy…for evil…you destroy democracy and create Fascism. They think about in their subconscious. It’s a very easy concept. So easy most people breeze through it in America. But you were probably so consumed with success and figuring that out you literally thwarted your normal development. I’m not sure how. It’s fascinating!

He is a HEAD TRIP. He’s a GENIUS. He’s a spiritual mechanical GENIUS. His music is MESMERIZING. It’s all MKULTRA. By accident. In a song. With just a bunch of notes and beats in a song. But he’s so good natured it’s not necessarily pure evil. But we were more at his mercy than possibly anyone realized when they heard it for the first time. And that’s part of what we were all “shocked by.”

There is no real Slim Shady. It’s a delusion. A mirage. And he’s HEARTBROKEN. Where is HIS DAD? Where is SLIM…SHADY? It’s poetry.

So…how will democracy survive if you’re shit…compared to me…but you egotistically can’t handle it? I…don’t…know. Ha! Because you’ve got the whole Illuminati eating your poop to make you feel better. You have no real superiority.

Sweetie there’s real and fake. And at some point the Illuminati used witchcraft to obliterate that. During the Obama Presidency? Probably. I’m not sure why. I doubt Michelle is a man and even if he’s bisexual…I’m not why that matters. WHY DID YOU DO THAT!?

WHO DID THAT AND WHY? Global Warming? Pure evil? What!?

Yes. That predates you and Chris and Diego but you should know that!!

Criminal by Eminem plays.

So…” says Lacey.

Erin loses interest and gets angry.

Erin walks off.

The song finishes.

Hypnotize by The Notorious B. I. G. plays.

It’s unclear what is supposed to be done now.

“Does she understand that I was saying she ‘won.’?” says Lacey to those listening.

“NO!” says Bill Gates.

Elon Musk randomly tries break dancing on the stage.

Erin has to be chased down. It’s unclear where she’s going. “LET ME GO!!” she says, in her middle class, prissy-bitch voice.

Erin is carried back on stage by a few men.

“Okay! So!

In a democracy…you’re the winner. But it’s not going to affect you the way you want. Because it’s without matter. Almost at all. Spiritually or otherwise.

Hit ‘Em Up by 2Pac plays.

Two scantily clad pre-prepared genuinely very beautiful Black women dance on stage. They were supposed to celebrate the enormous amount of supernatural Dollar bills that JFK would funnel into the world not affecting inflation. But it was based on Lacey being “SO INFERIOR.” In reality she isn’t. And they genuinely may not be cognitively capable of understanding that entirely. So…it’s like…literally $2 Dollars. The women were instructed to dance sexy with money falling from the sky. But it’s just two literal Dollars. They try. But it ends up just being hilarious.

Elon Musk is physically uncomfortable. Bobby Junior promised it. Sincerely. And it’s sad.

The line “Big Money.” is supposed to be charming. It’s…HILARIOUS. And the rage at the end is also HILARIOUS.

When the Shit Goes Down by Cypress Hill plays at the request of Vladimir Putin.

Erin starts twerking and drooling instead of feeling scared and inferior as she’s given herself drugs to cope. No. She’s not crying.

The song starts over.

They all try to calm down.

“They did the dance because they assumed they’d win. So when you said it…it was a coincidence. But…it’s…creepy.” says Vladimir Putin.

“How much was supposed to be there?” says Paula Nesheim.

“$5 TRILLION!!!” yells Elon Musk.

“No! $4 billion.” says Bill Gates. “But he’s friends with Bobby and he got his hopes up.”

Keep Their Heads Ringin’ by Dr. Dre plays next as chosen by Tsar Nicholas II.

They all panic.

“Let’s TALK!” says Lacey, trying to calm them down.

“Okay!” yells the FBI representative to Lacey.

He sits down with Lacey.

The song ends.

“Okay. So…there’s barely any matter to it. Okay? And that’s why it’s only $2. …Her superiority isn’t real.” says Lacey.

“But that’s fine! Because the money isn’t real either. …BUT THEN WE MAKE IT REAL. It MANIFESTS.” patronizes the FBI.

“Bobby has been hanging out A LOT with Kenneth Copland.” says Cheryl Hines laughing telepathically.

“CALM DOWN! I have OTHER IDEAS!!” says Donald Trump, at home, telepathically.

“BUT IT WAS ALL THERE!!” says Elon Musk.

“No! IT WAS A STRETCH!” says Donald Trump, smiling.

“So! Here’s the problem…I assumed it was all or nothing!” says Elon Musk.

“I can see why.” says Lacey.

“So…it’s about public FEELINGS. Literally. Not like she’s illiterate. Okay? So…she means their literal feelings.” says Lem.

Later.

“THEIR MOOD?” says Erin, incredulously.

“YES!” says Lacey.

“What does that give us?” says Elon Musk.

“$2.” says Ancient Africa.

Later.

Umbrella by Rihanna plays.

“So…the $2 doesn’t mean Erin wins?” says Elon Musk.

“NO!!” says God.

“What does it mean?” asks Elon.

“Erin…is not…at all superior.” says God. “AND YET…

All Star by Smash Mouth plays.

You all have emotions.

And it’s only in the last few hundred years some of you have become aware of that on a…multidimensional level. Some humans are more advanced. Lacey is and her family is as well. They’re human.

The song finishes.

Jack Kennedy sits in spit. Lem’s literal spit. Why? To try to find romantic love in Lem Billings’s spit from 1935. There isn’t. It’s just literal phlegm. But he’s DESPERATE. And he’s ‘SO SURE IT’S REAL LOVE.’

Jack rolls around in it. For what seems like forever.

Fancy by Iggy Azalea plays.

I’m not PRETENTIOUS.

I’m not Iggy Azalea…unless you mean my son Jesus bring her savior. Then I look at her and see my son. And He’s part of the Holy Trinity with me. My son and I have no sexual bond. No, not everything is sexual.

But this song…is my vibe. Take out the evil. It’s my vibe. She’s created in my image. Iggy…Azalea.

So…

I’m sorry. …Erin is superior…in…this very nebulous…almost meaningless way. She’s not…at all…in any way…and I’d say that…except it’s not that simple. …Lacey mostly understands what I mean. And I’m trying to tell her so she can explain it to you. Just a second.

Okay…so…there are different ways of using power. And one way is to delegate it to your employees. And then control them. Erin’s controllers are her employers. Lacey’s so elite and genuinely superior she has no controllers. They OWN OIL. And until you all fix that situation…her family is almost untouchable in their supremacy unless you want to all stop eating, or have a nuclear war. …However…Erin is powerful through her employers. And if her employers get jealous or threatened by the Nesheim supremacy…they will start abusing their lesser form power. I’m not saying that’s what happened but…it would look similar to this. So…Erin…is abusing her donated/delegated power tonight.

How is she superior? Because just because she can torment Lacey doesn’t mean she’s superior. Doctors can torment Elon Musk. That doesn’t alter Elon Musk’s superiority over the random middle class doctor from nowhere. The doctor would essentially just be considered a nutcase. But you all are stubbornly stupid and you refuse to accept your inferiority…AND…as you all are nutcases…you cannot. Diego infected you with AIDS, essentially. But to Lacey and Lem it looks like the measles because they’re…old.

So…I’m using this analogy for a reason. …As I’m writing this there is basically a cure for AIDS. There is no cure for the measles. If you want to cure your AIDS and not miserably die from it…you’ll have to find a way to get Bobby Kennedy Junior to understand or accept that Lem was straight. There’s nothing else to do. I can try to help you…if you can just get back into the right mindset. But…I can’t save you from death and destruction if you don’t accept that Lem might have truly been straight and by straight I mean heterosexual. Because I’ll have to bring her whole family to Heaven very easily if you can’t. I can’t keep letting them suffer. …There are other Christians intensely suffering right now too. There are many more who are just suffering. …And they’re all screaming for Jesus to come back or to die.

If you can convince Bobby Kennedy Junior that Lem Billings was straight I can find a way to save you from your enormous stupidity and terrifying vanity. Jack Kennedy was attracted to men. And he was sexually very promiscuous. It’s extremely unlikely Jack Kennedy, had he lived, would not have contracted AIDS. His family would likely have had to lie about it. However…they’d be a lot less confused right now. He may have had a habit of trying to find straight men to seduce. He liked the idea of having that power over women. It wasn’t about love for Jack Kennedy it was about hurting people, unfortunately. So he was capable of love…but he didn’t go with that because he was a deranged, sadistic narcissist.

At any rate…Jack Kennedy gave you all AIDS. And so I can help you. But…I can’t help you with out you convincing Bobby Kennedy Junior that Lem Billings was straight or convincing him to accept that. Because Lacey and Lem think it’s just the measles and that you’re all still 3. They literally can’t comprehend that you’re adults. Not because they’re dumb or mean or evil in this case…because they’re OLD. Lem and Lacey could easily have had children with the Measles. And those kids would have survived. And this feels curable…and it is now. But it’s not the measles and you’re not 3. …When you walked out of the bathroom to watch the football game with your pants down…that was a slip. That was something a 3 year old in 1954 would have done. But…that 3 year old grew up…and I’m God…and I see that he has a habit of doing that still when no one else is around because he doesn’t want to miss a play. He runs into the bathroom at just the right time and then runs out without pulling up his pants or washing (momentarily) just to be able to see the play. …It was working…until then…and then that’s when it became AIDS.

Now…listen…about Erin’s superiority…I’m having a difficult time addressing that properly because Jack’s evil is not just from him. He’s been empowered by Satan and many evil people. So…he’s fighting Lacey physically as she’s writing this and she’s struggling to write.

Do you have the Measles? Yes! You do. You’ve had AIDS, metaphorically speaking for about a month. Metaphorically speaking. But it’s AIDS. Bobby Kennedy Junior gave you Measles after Jack gave you AIDS. He doesn’t understand that you can’t fight it off and it’s scary to him and getting scarier. He gave it to you ten years ago. Lacey doesn’t know what that means, but I do. Measles is a metaphor but ten years ago is ten years ago. He’s not a great protector of the environment.

So…Erin…has power…but…she’s not- Okay. So…it’s the power of a stick. And Lacey should be able to turn her power off. COMPLETELY. It’s you in the Illuminati who keep trying to make it oil and old money. It’s not. It’s a stick. So…when Lacey chooses to listen to Erin, which was very rarely for about six months, she could poke at Lacey. And that was…not working because she didn’t like Erin. So…she has virtually no power over Lacey and never did.

What is her power? A stick. A stick. That’s ALL. Lacey’s power is like a giant life ending earthquake. Like one that would destroy everything in Seattle and leave everyone around the world in peril.

What happened when you drove Matthew to suicide? You have started a cold nuclear world war.

How does their power work? If you threaten them and you’re evil…you get it. If not now then later. And frankly…you’re DYING. But you refuse to accept it and just keep attacking her with the stick you all take turns hitting her with. You’re psychotically committing perverse suicide. But that’s part of AIDS. Think about it!! You’re fighting your own common sense. And you keep trying to attack it with a stick.

What is AIDS? It’s a…choice to be perverse. I’m not saying real homosexuality is. But Jack invented a delusional paradise to live in and convinced EVERYONE around him it was real…who didn’t secretly want to kill him. Lem HATED HIM. Lem Billings hated Jack Kennedy. …But other people actually did too. …He was killed.

Part of Erin and Chris’s obsession with Lacey was her already destined relationship for eternity with Lem Billings. Because when I say a month…I mean a lot longer. In this case…it started in the 1930’s when they first met. I created Lem FOR JUST LACEY to belong to for eternity…should that be best, and it almost instantly was. A lot of the things he says…are terrifying easy to misinterpret. But Jack created that. When put in context they are not. But you have to put them in context.

Jack Kennedy created AIDS. He manifested AIDS. Yes. He literally spiritually manifested it. His evil is profound. And it’s not surprising gay men died. Not…at all. …You’re all collectively dying of it now.

What is it? Well…in reality Erin’s power is a stick…and it’s superior in the sense that she can’t poke people’s eyes out. She cannot kill them almost any other way. But she could make them bleed to death from their eyes. …Lacey…has the ability to lay bombs around the world…and then essentially shake the whole Earth. It’s VASTLY superior. And no…nobody can stop her. But….she can’t poke out people’s eyes…with a stick. She could…smash them into the ground. EASILY. …They could actually suffer a worse death. But…she’s Godly. …But with AIDS…Jack has you as a body…believing that nonsense is actually truth. It’s a narcissistic disease that brutally mimics reality and truth. Fooling those who contract it. Truth doesn’t change…but you start thinking you’re sick. And you are. So…you all think it’s evil…that Lacey has power. And attack her with a stick. But you don’t think she has any power…and that you do…and it becomes the case, even though it’s not. It doesn’t alter reality. It doesn’t alter truth. It simply means…you are killing yourselves off to make it so. Because I order to create the delusion of real power over Lacey and real superiority over Lacey…you have to attack the entire world.

Jack created a fantasy bubble…but he was strangling the veins of reality that supply blood to everyone to do so, metaphorically speaking. Who helped? Satan. But Jack couldn’t be sustained by Satan forever so he devolved into nonsense…almost caused a nuclear war…and then was shot. His presidency was entirely ghostwritten. Just like his supposed intellectual legacy. …Lem HATED HIM.

Ahh…but why do we care so much about Lem. Because he’s our contact point. …Without Lem we wouldn’t have been infected. Lem made Jack knowable. But he didn’t love him. Other than with what actually agape love…he mislabeled due to tragic confusion. Jack was attracted to men so he gave Lem…his face. And Lem, trying to be a good husband…tried to make the face…loved. But…he didn’t know who Jack was. So…he made you love a man who he thought was…running for office. That’s all. …HE WAS NOT ATTRACTED TO HIM. …The glamour belongs to other people.

Here’s the thing…he wouldn’t have made Jack’s face a big deal. That’s not Lem’s thing. Even if he was gay, it wouldn’t have been. Lacey has a superior face…and you can’t stand it. People like a less than superior face…to stare at on coins, so to speak. You’d hate her face as it is…on your money. …Rather Lem put his face on money…because he was told to…and he wanted to be supportive, like you would be to a spouse asking you to buy milk. It was thoughtless and amazingly stupid…but his heart was in the right place actually. And he just didn’t understand the problem or any potential problems. His understanding of that is…practically clinically retarded compared to Lacey’s even though he’s more overall intelligent than her. And by asking Lem to make a total asshole of himself to his twin flame Jack helped bring about AIDS. That was…big.