“Casi” by Lem

Casi targeted Lacey.

Why? Because compared to Lacey she’s ugly. And poor.

“Did you realize you were copying her quirks?” asks Lem of Casi.

“No.” says Casi. “I thought that was a thing. I didn’t realize that was just her individual personality.”

“No. …That’s just her personality.” says Reta Banks.

“Actually her personality is different. But…she’s mimicking someone else.” says Tom Banks. “So that’s even more idiosyncratic.”

“I didn’t know that.” says Casi.

“I didn’t either. …We thought we were copying actual Old Money.” says Nancy.

“You’re not copying Old Money. You’re COPYING ONE INDIVIDUAL PERSON!!” yells God.

“We didn’t want to admit she had a clear personality and identity.” says Casi. “Because then we couldn’t feel sorry for ourselves.”

“Actually you could have. …But you attacked one of the most targeted saints alive.” says God.

“Wait! She had pre-marital relations!!!” yells Jonah Wiley.

“AND SHE SWEARS!!!” says a reader.

“Both for reasons of survival and war.” says God.

“So…when has…she ever sinned?” asks Jess Seay.

“She’s failed to take care of her own body on occasion.” says God. “And I take that seriously. There are different levels of sin. …But that’s still sin. And…she’s gotten too full and been a tiny bit greedy.”

Casi looks stunned.

“She can be greedy. But she keeps a close eye on it. …And she’s tempted to rare moments of gluttony. …The Kennedys by attacking Lacey…have made the dead and living British aristocrats…question if their hatred for the Irish was actually warranted. And India should take that as a warning. …So should Japan. …They’ll go over the King’s head if necessary. The dead. …They’re astounded by the vile behavior of the Kennedys and their Irish allies.

Casi…you claimed to worship me. That’s incredibly serious. You’re representing me. Whether you should or not. …The Irish have too, including the Kennedys.

Lacey…is…Tom’s daughter. She has his spiritual inheritance. And I’m making her his daughter…if she isn’t already. And it’s quite easy. They look a lot alike. And he instantly adored her.

I had Lacey intended for Lem…before she was born. Forever. But you all, including the Kennedys, have her so confused…she no longer understands how much a man can even love a woman. …And Jack was so gay and violently narcissistic most of the Earth no longer believes in monogamy or understands heterosexuality. …He ruined the United States. That family was never called to political office. That was not their blessing or calling. But America doesn’t have almost a clue about that at all. …And now it sees genuinely weak men as heroic.

I do use Donald Trump. But he is also far weaker than he should be. And it’s EXTREMELY tragic America can only respond to weak men now. …Donald will have to accept my criticism. I’m God.

Lacey’s sins are gluttony, greed and self-abuse. She’s never been properly loved…but she know better. And…sin is sin. So…not caring for her health enough still offends me. Choosing Cheetos instead of blueberries is still sin. …Collecting too many bottles of perfume…is still gluttony of sorts. …Knowingly hoarding antique products…and neglecting to inform people what it is…to gain financially is greed, ultimately. And…she inherited her sinful tendencies from her father. …Her tendency to amass wealth…very easily…and keep it…is a blessing and her fallen nature that needs me.

Does she care? About the poor? YES!! …So did Tom. …But they also have a tendency to want to be very wealthy and very safe. …They are extremely brave…and dangerous…but they also have a desire for safety, peace and stability.

Banks. They’re English. …And the love Tom has for his daughter is the best part of those people. As is her trust in him in Christ, as a father. …He prays for her daily…and is unspeakably tortured by her misery, should there be Purgatory. …Loving fathers see their children’s childlike nature, as I do, and cherish it as just that, nothing sexual ever.

Lacey was almost entirely innocent in her heart intent on Instagram. …And she’s horrified by the thought that you and others like you simply were so envious you decided to throw her into Hell and steal her soul. She believes it’s possible Jack destroyed Lem…or tried to…simply out of shallow lust and envy. Just…watched them and got the hateful, evil idea in his head to smite her because she was too enraptured by Lem’s love for his liking. Why? Because he felt all such pleasure and love on all the Earth belonged solely to him. …Why solely to him? Well…because he’s a psychotically vain, covetous man. Insanely self-adoring. …She believes that he could have found any happy couple…and found issue with the object of desire at any given moment…and decided to replace them with himself. …And she knows…that when you make love to your spouse in a fallen world…you actually are worshiping me. Why? Because I created love. I created real love…and I’m God. And she knows that when Lem was treated badly by Jack…it was an attack on me…and an attack on her. What she’s baffled by is how and why I would ever allow the Kennedys to attack her in Purgatory, destroying themselves and ruining her life. And she’s ready to end the world partially just because of that.

Coupled with the treatment she’s experiencing from most living people, the way children are being tortured, the way the Earth has been destroyed with plastic, and the way the Kennedys have treated her should there be Purgatory…she’s prepared to literally end all of human civilization for eternity and destroy the world itself, forcing me to create a new one, when she dies. …I am telling her she’s Scotia if there’s reincarnation. I have told her that! I HAVE!!! …Because if there’s reincarnation she is Scotia. To me she’s Scottish, Egyptian and Tom’s daughter, if there’s reincarnation. I see all of them, should they all exist. And Lem is Emperor Constantine. And the third cousin of the Earl of Spencer in 1898. And their happy marriage and four dead children…were real, should there be reincarnation. …She’s confused about whether or not there’s reincarnation. She wants there to be…because it makes sense of her profound pain…and makes everything seem…better. But…she’s quite sure that should there be reincarnation it would have to be discussed in the Bible, and she’s right. It would have to be. …The Gnostics are seen as fools or eccentrics by many Bible scholars but…a broken clock can be right once a day, and she knows this. Pray she knows. Pray she figures it out. Because she needs to.

But let me be clear: I am God. Many people have a problem with her being able to hear from me when they claim to but can’t and are instead making up what they think I might say. And as I’ve allowed her to speak with the dead she’s also heard from them when some other people like Louis Bayard have not. …He’s supposed to be an expert, but he’s wrong, as is David Pitts. …Lem was a straight man. He was heterosexual. …And he did not worship Jack…nor become a Kennedy…like some…possessed being overtaken by homosexual lust and desire. Lem Billings did not desire JFK at all. Historians have willfully deceived the masses about this topic for over 40 years. Men like David Pitts both know and don’t know the truth, because they were willfully bamboozled into believing that Lem was most certainly gay. They have a very hard time psychologically comprehending the concept of a truly heterosexual man who is confused enough to act gay in 1938. They can’t cognitively imagine it easily at all. …It’s entirely possible. But they just can’t quite imagine it. And it’s very, very serious. They needed to be able to…five years ago, before Queen Elizabeth II died. When she died…Lacey lost an enormous life sustaining hope and if they had simply had the intellectual capacity to understand the concept…they’d have been able to draw out Elisabeth’s legacy in their spirits for just enough light to be given to allow Lacey to perceive her own life with more accuracy. But as is…she’s lost two teeth…developed air hunger that could kill her…but hasn’t…lost a large amount of hair from her head…and currently has two root canals she’s dreading in 2025 and has almost completely given up on her next 40 years of her life. Lem won’t let her logical despair harm their afterlife.

Jack Kennedy looked bisexual. It’s in his face. It’s in his body. And it’s not a pose or manner. Homosexuality isn’t just an idea. Homosexuals look homosexual. It shouldn’t surprise you to hear that. Hitler knew that too…and it’s why he felt that he could exterminate homosexuality by killing homosexuals. He felt they were genetically diseased and if they could be quarantined and killed off…he’d possibly rid the world of their genetic code. Jack was bisexual. John Fitzgerald Kennedy was bisexual. Kirk LeMoyne Billings was heterosexual. They were never real friends. Kirk thought otherwise, Jack didn’t truly have the ability to care. Kirk projected his good heart on to Jack. And Jack projected his homosexual passion for Kirk on to Kirk. That’s REALITY. Kirk doesn’t really look homosexual.

Matt Nesheim asked me to protect him in the Middle East from death. I did. …He was not supposed to die. I needed him alive. You needed him alive.

The human vagina is more pleasurable than the anus to a penis, in sexual penetration. Human evolution speaks to this fact. …People can achieve grand orgasms through heterosexual sex. There is nothing sexually better than that. …Homosexual men don’t understand this inherently, necessarily because their desire to penetrate a vagina is lacking. You should have known that. You cannot expect them to arbitrate a debate over sexual pleasure, that’s ludicrous and possibly outright evil. They don’t necessarily know. It’s evil to use their ignorance…and blind trust…both against them and against women.

Against them? Yes. I care about homosexual men. And I don’t expect them to know what straight men know. …They can’t. And it’s bullying to use their current societal popularity to make an argument to attack the value of females everywhere. They have very often been willing to be used to justify profoundly evil psychological abuse of women…but…many are not fully aware and simply don’t understand what’s truly going on. They have been turned into a bludgeoning tool used by misogynists. And I find it EXTRAORDINARILY ABHORRENT. There is no woman alive who can defend herself without nuclear war against this particular onslaught of evil and Vladimir Putin knows that in his spirit. And yes, sadly, the Kennedys are largely to blame. Jack Kennedy was a horrendous toxin. And yes, the dead English aristocrats who killed the Irish people are…sadly…being morally reevaluated for possible innocence by many dead people, especially dead opiate addicts. Especially dead white opiate addicts from Philadelphia. Lacey’s air hunger has been psychological torture for many of them that they didn’t actually deserve…and they have become very angry at the Kennedys for even slightly ruining their afterlife bliss by making it scary for her to get her own rightful breath. Part of why she’s had air hunger so badly is because of the Kennedys and the dead opiate addicts know that and find it…astoundingly evil.

Yes, homosexual men have been historically beaten and slaughtered. But so have women. And their souls aren’t more important to me than other people. Both. Neither human is more important to me. If I don’t allow homosexuality in Heaven I see homosexual men as genetically diseased men who I care about deeply. …Regardless…they are not magical all-knowing arbiters of everything.

It was obvious that Jack Kennedy would have been a bad lover and an atrocious husband to Lem Billings. That was merely common sense. And the homosexual community’s reaction to them is either part of their actually diseased bodies…and therefore their diseased minds and ability to accept truth…or their inability to understand or accept that they’re physically inferior infertile-mutated humans in an extremely trashed ecosystem…or they simply have an extreme amount of evil in their midst…that they have always refused to acknowledge as evil. And as men…I’ll have to hold them accountable. They have no choice. They either don’t exist as equal real human men…or they’re accountable.

Why is it so important to get Lem Billings right? …Because Lem was heterosexual. And while you can misconstrue his depression after Jack’s death as love…it was not romantic or sexual love or love at all. It was due to Jack’s evil. It was due to the oppressive control the entire Kennedy family wielded against Lem Billings. They destroyed Lem Billings’s life. And he very carefully and fearfully tried to tell the public that, in a passive aggressive manner but the homosexual community obliterated his attempt to save his existence in the fallen world. Either because they’re diseased beings who are just as likely to make grave errors against the word of God as a criminal sociopath…and you can’t safely trust their moral authority as mine explained on Earth almost ever…or they chose evil. Why they chose evil…is…despair to Lacey. She wants to believe they’re possibly going to be together and be happier in Heaven…out of genuine love for them and a desire for them to be happy in a fallen world…and so it’s horrible to her to think they chose evil, but they did.

Should there be homosexuality in Heaven…

Succession (Main Title Theme) by Nicholas Britell plays.

they chose to glorify Mollock, Satan, in regard to Jack and Lem. They saw an opportunity to show their support for the Kennedy’s power in society…and curry favor from the living Kennedys…and ignored their intuitions about the actual truth of the situation. …Lem was suffering…and that was huge sign of something rotten about the Kennedy’s narrative on the matter of Lem. He had a terrible last twenty years of life. And they often were in his company. …Even if he missed Jack…he shouldn’t have been…in living Hell…for twenty years. That’s not how even the deepest grief is processed. Life can sometimes end. People do grieve deeply. But they don’t go into an agonized living Hell like a prisoner of war purely due to grief. There’s extreme grief and being in a Nazi concentration camp. Lem’s psychological stare was such that he seemed…like a mouse caught in a torture device…not just normal grief. …But instead of hearing their consciences and being wise, gay men…and evil-hearted women…chose to whitewash the interpretation of Lem’s entire life and all of his words. They chose to use his soul…to further their own interests.

Rondo in F Minor for Piano and Orchestra – “Kendall’s Journey” by Nicholas Britell plays.

They saw a good-looking tall man…who looked straight…and intelligent and well-bred…who the poor, EVIL…Kennedys of downtrodden Ireland…had coveted…and lied about…to possess…and use. And instead of doing the right thing…they decided to use him as well…in the same way the Kennedys had. As a way to look normal. As a way to appear more heterosexual. Whether it’s allowed in Heaven or not. And…most importantly…to build a public, widespread conception of homosexuality…as GODLY…and therefore GOOD. …How? By using Lem’s good name. By using Lem’s good nature. By using the Billing’s patina.

Lucretia’s lack of protection over her family…outrages Lacey. And she’s wanted to punch Lucretia in her face over it. But she also understands why Lucretia did it…and empathizes with her…and is bad at punching people anyway. But…Lacey refuses to just let it go, and I see that as just. And I’m God. And should Lucretia not be in eternal Hell for rejecting me…she’s in a horrible state of mind over it all and she’s actually thankful Lacey is so angry because she sees it as a hopeful thing.

The gay community knew. I’m God. I’m saying this. Not Lacey. …They knew. …Even if they don’t know now. 40 years ago…they knew. When they were first reading his documents and analyzing the situation…and interviewing Ted Kennedy…and Eunice…they knew they were being lied to. They knew something about it all was horribly amiss. …How could Lem always be so happy? So sincerely giddy and at peace? Never a problem? No…frustration…with Jack at all? No…big scene at Jack’s wedding? No huge scenes where Lem threatened suicide? And there were none. There are none. …And it was obvious Lem wasn’t polygamous with Jack…and that instead Jack just slept around and abused Lem. …But instead of having the conscience to stand-up for intellectual integrity, scholastic freedom, sexual morality, common-sense…human decency…and really just life itself…they chose to obliterate history. They chose to lie. …Tell half truths as absolute truths. Tell…impressions…as facts. And David Pitts was trying…some…when he overused the word assume. …Mr. Pitts did that intentionally. I’m God. And I’m giving him some credit for trying to be honest…even if it was just in some overly subtle way. He did try. I see his heart. He knows he…was in it to make money and be famous.

But at large the Kennedys were worshiped by the gay community…to curry favor. Because Ted had power. And the rest of the family had enormous perceived power. Oprah also did it. …The idea was to use their good graces…to elevate the entire gay community in a multitude of ways.

Moderato Con Brio for Violin, Harp, and Orchestra by Nicholas Britell plays.

They essentially said to the Kennedys, ‘Okay. …So…we’re going to stand here…and smile…and play nice. …We know…we know Jack Kennedy was one of us. …That’s right! WE KNOW THAT. …We KNOW your precious JFK…your family’s most distinguished human trophy…is a FAKE. …WE KNOW. …That being said…we’re going to look the other way.

Look the other way??? Why yes. Of course. …Because…well…we’re like Rose. …We just want you to leave us alone…give us what we really want…and be NICE.

We want legal marriage. WE…WANT…LEGALIZED GAY MARRIAGE. …And…as much as we care about…facts…we have our own needs to manage. Right? We have our own…problems. …So…if you can make our lives easier…and better…nobody has to know. We’ll help you. That’s right! We’ll help you LIE.

You had a homosexual brother! You had an obviously homosexual son! …I’m sorry, Rose, grow-up! …JACK WAS GAY! YOUR SON WAS GAY! …He WAS OBVIOUSLY GAY!!!

Intermezzo in C Minor – “Money Wins” by Nicholas Britell plays.

But…we…aren’t here to burn bridges. We’re here to make a difference. …And I’m not going to kiss your ass. …But I’m going to say that I love you guys!

*he laughed, self-deprecatingly and adoringly*

You all are…my heroes.

I’d…give anything to meet Jack! …He’s my favorite president! …He’s…my…absolute favorite! …You guys are AMAZING!

So…we don’t want to scare you! …Don’t let us scare you! …No…I’m just here to explain our perspective. …There are a lot of us. Closeted and otherwise. Everywhere! And…we need to be free. That’s are God-given right! Okay!? So…you can support us…or not…but…I’m going to keep this conversation in mind. …That’s all I’m saying! …I know you all have lots of shame. …I know you all hide things. …And I’m not here to say I don’t. I do too. That’s human. …But…we have an investment opportunity for you guys. Okay? A long-term investment. …We‘ll protect you…keep whatever quiet you want kept quiet…but then you have to…help us…help ourselves.

That’s all I’m asking for! …For you to lend us a helping hand. Like family. LIKE FAMILY.

*he breathed heavily and violently*

Like one…big…loving…happy…FAMILY.’ he said.

And the real Lem Billings was never seen in public almost ever again, until this blog.

Prospector’s Arrive by Jonny Greenwood plays.

The problem…is that evil…is evil. And while I can use evil for good…evil is still evil.

Lacey…was personally decimated by the gay community’s evil deal with the Kennedys in 1983. Behind closed doors. Because I have always intended for her to be happily with Lem for eternity. …And…while it may seem otherwise…he never did anything to alter that. He made it…far more difficult…but that was not his heart intent…at all.

If Lacey is Scotia she desires for none of her personal glory to be hers outside of my ultimate glory. And JD Rockefeller finds that…extremely hopeful…regardless. He finds it…wonderful. …And Michael fell madly in love with her. …If he hadn’t died…I’d have brought them together. And poor Lem…would have had to learn the importance of shunning evil and not letting people believe in evil as a replacement for truth.

When Lacey was about 12 she saw a photo of Lem at 16. And she knew instantly she would have wanted desperately to marry him. But…over time her hope that he could love her…even if he was straight…has been eroded by evil. …And yet…Michael…refused to let water keep him from loving me…even in his darkest hours. Water. Life. And so…he continues. And…there’s nothing Lem can easily do. …And because Lacey has been so unloved and neglected and attacked…and she’s already meek by nature…she can’t wrap her head around the idea that she could really be hurting Lem…by letting anyone else love her. But she’s desperately tried in the last year. And her physical health has suffered because of it. She’s often woken-up shaking because she fell asleep with Lem…asking me for that mercy if I can grant it…in Jesus’s name…and been sadistically attacked spiritually in her sleep until she wakes up shaking in horrific agony and fear.

If there’s an Illuminati…Luigi…was accusing JFK of immense evil. And he was also saying he didn’t necessarily work alone.

Jack Kennedy wanted power and glory. Lem wanted peace.

Oil. Gasoline. Petroleum. …There is no power…greater than that. In the fallen world. There is no country or amount of wealth…that surpasses that in importance. And if you take the private property of the Nesheims away from them…and their associated families…you’ll destroy the US forever. No more mercy. This is your final warning.

I can’t keep giving mercy to people who refuse to take the time to even consider her, Lacey’s, humanity in a serious manner. …It is sad how they’re the descendants of prestigious Norwegian silversmiths. Why sad? Because that means that they already had prestige in Europe long before they came to the US. And that ruins Jack Kennedy’s Nation of Immigrants. …It means that being raised in wealth in Europe…made it exponentially easier for them to amass extraordinary power in America, and stealthily too. So silently and consistently that nobody can dismantle them without dismantling the entire US, on an environmental basis. …You’re all interconnected. So…by messing with her you accidentally shifted power to the political right in the US…for the foreseeable future…and gave JD Rockefeller an enormous amount of power in the fallen world from the grave.

This blog seems extremely…bizarre. That’s partially intentional on her part. …And it’s because she’s worried the reality of her life is too weird to honestly write about without leaning in to the absurdity of it all.

But yes…because of Lem’s lack of understanding…and the gay community’s lack of bravery, conscience and common sense…in the early 1980’s…JD Rockefeller has oil again. In a sense. Yes…in a sense…he has all of your oil. To play with. Like a train set. In his head.

And he sits…for hours…staring out into the Heavens. Contemplating. Planning. Calculating. Discussing. With me. With angels. With saints. With Satan. With…Michael. And with Lem.

He knows Lacey wants to end the world. When she dies. And he cares. In her messed-up life…I meant for her and Michael to be soulmates.

Did JFK sacrifice Michael? Well what if he did? What if…your JFK, the hero…is imaginary? And I’m real? …What if…he’s a human prince…who can’t save you from death, ultimately? What if…all you have to do…is trust in me? But I know that’s hard to do. I know.

Yes…Lem was heterosexual. No…he didn’t feel safe telling you that. Not really. And now you’ve defiled his grave and won’t stop harassing him and Lacey.

And so…oil…oil will become your noose. If Lacey dies too soon…or too unhappy…oil will become your gun. A gun stuck in your mouth…held tightly…and triggered. Blowing your minds! …Up, up and away? Not quite. I’m up…I’m down…I’m GOD. And I don’t want you in Hell. I love you.” says God.