“She has never been given a chance to be happy. …Ever.” says a demon, sincerely. “We’ve literally ruined her life…and she’s fought back with Christ. But…most people die or are given some opportunity. …She’s 41…extremely exhausted…praying to die. Praying for her whole family to die. And then planning to end to the world. And there’s nothing we can do about it. …Because we’ve gone way too far.
It was mostly JFK. We enabled him to destroy her. …And usually when you do something like that it affects a region or a community or a country. Maybe even just a family. But…that’s not this.”
Brahms “Hungarian Dance No 11” plays.
“Usually…people of an overdose? Or marry well. …Or are evil. …Some go insane. …She’s had no way out. NOT ONCE. …Because Jack felt it was unfair.” says a demon.
“He did.” says another demon. “He was an insane narcissist. …And he temporarily no longer exists.”
Brahms “Symphony No. 4, I. Allegro non troppo” plays.
“But she seems so at peace!” says a perfume hater.
“YEAH! Nazis were like that too at times!!” yells the man who played George Costanza.
“She’s tough.” says Jerry Seinfeld. “REALLY.”
“What does she enjoy?” asks God.
“The only things she’s allowed to. Her kids. And she’s had to fight for their lives and her own. …Ahh…the weather. …Wool. Good Scottish wool. …Drinking coffee. …The feel of hot water on her feet. …Playing games on her phone. …Toffee. …Good aesthetics!! SHE LOVES GOOD AESTHETICS. …But really the aesthetics are only enjoyable because of the dead who are living in Christ. …She has no other source of any normal human joy. At all. …Jack has obsessively isolated her. …And now he doesn’t even exist. Temporarily. But…he literally had to cease to exist.” says a demon, rubbing his forehead.
“She used to love to interact with people on Instagram. But Jack felt that was SO UNFAIR! …So he ruined that. Using Casi. And Nancy. …He was OBSESSED!” says another demon.
A perfume collector chuckles. “Why…did he think it was unfair?” she says.
“I actually think Lem was gay.” says a smiling, super confident, gay man suddenly.
“THAT’S DEMONIC!!” yells a demon, in terror, to warn his other defecting demons.
“He was straight. And he just pretended to be gay.” says Jimmy Carter. “Although he didn’t know it at the time.”
“Ahh…why was it unfair?
*sharp exhale*
Because…Jack…doesn’t want to accept that he wasn’t born into the Old Money upper class. …It’s as simple as that. …He felt his billionaire status covered it or eventually did. And Lacey’s not a billionaire…but…her stoic ability to endure and gracefully enjoy in pristine moral condition…and keep her head up and fight…and be rather British and even slightly amused…with great skin!…is…PURE EVIL to JFK. …He sees her skin and her weight and her…demure admiration for Scottish wool…and feels he’s at an EVIL disadvantage. …And he feels that despite all his astounding evil…he still deserves EVERYTHING to shift in his favor SO MUCH MORE. …Because he can’t be that good…or humble…or noble. And he’s never tried. He’s tried to be glamorous and heroic. But he’s never tried to really be…humble. Truly humble. …He had physical pain. …And that gave him perspective but it also made him more conniving. …He’s never been so…in pain psychologically and given God his soul…in praise, despite it all. …Most noteworthy countries in human history have at least one leader who did that at least once.” says FDR. “But Jack refused to learn the lesson of honor and pain. …He refused to accept that his ego wasn’t God. And that…at times…other people could actually genuinely be our superiors.”
“Not even his father?” asks a reader.
“NO! …Jack couldn’t really accept his own responsibility.” says FDR.
“So…with this like…kind Nazi manner…Lacey was getting too much pleasure from her foot-bath!?” says a reader.
A Nazi nods a yes. “Jack was…enraged. …Because she took more genuine joy from her Epsom salt foot-bath than he almost ever did from…ANYTHING. Including sex.” says a dead German woman, cracking-up.
“It’s not sexual. And she’s not crazy. …She just has an Old Money way of genuinely enjoying life.” says Louis Hill Junior. “I enjoyed things the same.”
“There are some Black people in America who are able to too. …Maybe back in Africa they were Old Money?” says Jerome Hill. “To be honest…it is partially genetic.”
“No! It’s not sexual! …She enjoys WOOL!” says FDR. “It’s OLD MONEY.”
“And he just never liked anything that much?” says a perfume collector.
“No! …I think…Casi…actually enjoys perfume far more than he wanted to accept. …But it was in a lower class way. …So…he could lie to himself about it. …Because it didn’t seem as…edifying. …See…when Lacey enjoys a foot-bath she does it to stubbornly glorify God. …And Jack found that…painfully admirable. And yet he just couldn’t partake. …And so he went on a rampage.
…Casi can enjoy perfume to glorify God too. …But it’s as a lower class person. And LACEY KNEW THAT…AND KNOWS THAT! …But Jack didn’t. …And…even if he knew it was possible…he felt it wasn’t as…important. Or as…grand.
Jack’s obsession with Lem…stemmed from an obsession with human grandeur. Real human grandeur. …He longed to be admirable and noble…but without paying any price that touched his evil heart. He wanted to maintain his evil heart and be glorified like a saint.” says FDR.
“So…how did Jack functionally make it seem like Lem was the obsessed one?” asks a reader.
FDR smiles.
Symphony No. 4 by Tchaikovsky plays. II. Andantino in modo di canzono plays, as performed by the Oslo Philharmonic Orchestra.
“Jack…told Lem…to come visit. …For Easter, we’ll say. …To come visit his family’s home in Florida. …Told him I’d briefly visit! …Bragged about it! …At Choate. Made it sound…GRAND. …And Lem salivated at the thought, as any intelligent person would! …It wasn’t sexual. At all. Nor romantic. …He told him that in private. Face to face. …And then…last minute he’d start sounding doubtful. Looking gloomy. Saying things like, ‘Gee…maybe you shouldn’t come. …Dad might suspect us.’ …And Lem would be…embarrassed. Taking Jack at face value. Feeling like the gay freak. …He’d complain less when Jack asked him to service him in their shared Choate room. …Because, Lem really was straight and tragically confused. …It sounds so impossible to readers in 2024…but it happened. …And…Jack…would get mean. …Eventually saying, ‘YOU’RE A DRAG!’ or something to Lem, ‘I CANNOT STAND YOU!!’ …Right before they were supposed to go. …And at that point Lem had gotten his hopes up, and told his family about it and bragged. …And he did a competition with both of his siblings. So…he felt…painfully embarrassed by the thought of having to tell them that he could have met FDR except he was too dour. …People were far less suspicious back then. Far more trusting. …So…Lem…started begging. Just as a friend. And pleading. And that pleased evil, sadistic, narcissistic Jack Kennedy. Made him laugh. …And he’d relent. Sort of. …Still holding out the possibility that he might change his mind. …So Lem would have…extreme anxiety. …And then last minute he’d totally relent and JP would call them and formally invite Lem. …And…so Lem would last minute let down his coach. Or something of that nature. …Jack was always pulling non-sexual tricks like that with Lem. …And you know…given Lem’s sincere confusion he could have used that to make Lem have some psychotic limerence. …Some imagined love? Really. It’s happened. …People can sincerely imagine being a different orientation. And eventually it shows. And it always does, somehow. But…this actually wasn’t like that. Jack just…was CRUEL. …And it was all done face to face so…there’s no way almost anyone even knew. I knew. But…most people did not. JP knew! He told me. …But there’s no recorded evidence to suggest it.
How did Jack make it look sexual? Ha! Easy!!!!
Lem was straight. Okay? …So…as he had decided to avoid letting himself fall in love with women completely…he had no idea what can happen when you have a crush. …He never experienced it. And people didn’t discuss such things back then. …Not openly. Not almost ever. So…while Jack knew…what it looked like…LEM DID NOT. AT ALL.
What Jack did was highly sophisticated mean girl shit, we’ll say. …Sick character assassination. Because Jack enjoyed the idea of making Lem look OBSESSED with him. To hurt anyone who found Lem attractive and actually cared about him. Male or female. And maybe even make them cry or worse. He LOVED hurting people. JFK did. LOVED IT! …He was a sadistic FREAK.
…But Jack Kennedy also loved taunting the Billings. He loved making them…squirm. Feel…agony. AND FEAR. …Were they going to lose LEM!? Their beloved Lemmers? The youngest son…? He WANTED TO TORTURE THEM. HE HATED Mrs. Billings. HATED HER. Lem’s mom. Just for daring to exist. He was…jealous of her. For being so white. So…WASP. So…loving. And possibly for being Lem’s mom. Having him as her son. In any normal way.
…Jack was obsessed with Lem. Sexually and romantically. Although he hid it. With false disdain and false rejections. …He was incapable of being faithful or loving anyone. But he…hid that too. …Lem really didn’t care. But…he tried to control Lem with rejection. Assuming Lem was at least slightly gay. And it never really worked. And he only began to realize that as he aged, before his own death.
So…Jack made it seem like sexual obsession on Lem’s part to his passive audience. …But he was merely pulling stings behind the curtain to control Lem through platonic means. …None of which anyone in 2024 might ever guess.
…Lem genuinely was straight. …And years ago she knew it was possible. …And it was! …Dear…what else is possible if Lem merely acted gay and Jack was trying to fool people?” says FDR.
Smetana’s “Má Vlast: No. 2, Die Moldau” plays as performed by the Bavarian Radio Symphony Orchestra.
“Eleanor had a lesbian wife. Or pseudo wife. …Hillary is actually mentally-ill. …Like…noticeably so. But they hide it. …Charles actually was sincerely in love with Diana. And he genuinely played with her mind and heart and Camilla’s. Because he couldn’t figure out who he wanted. And it’s not as cut and dry…or simple as people think it was. …Camilla could actually still be sincerely hurt by it all. …Ha! Elton John is an actual genius. So was Michael Jackson. …Like real geniuses. …Just as much as any intellectual. …Prince Philip had some secret mental-illness too. Possibly Bi-Polar Disorder. …And he was given to crying fits, he hid. He was…extremely embarrassed by it, and ashamed of himself as a man. …The Kennedys actually aren’t as close as they pretend to be. Not genuinely. It’s a game they play to control…people…and gain power.
Stuff we should know???
The fashion industry has always been corrupt. For HUNDREDS OF YEARS. …At least. It’s an inherently morally precarious business.
Some things are dangerous to lose. Like quality Starbucks. …Yes. Starbucks quality matters! …So many places…all around the US…were made SAFE…or safer…through Starbucks. FOR YEARS. …Less crime. It’s psychological. …And America has yet to understand that urban planning device, we’ll say, on a meta level. The whole concept of posterity. America doesn’t get it! Not really.
There’s more. But that’s a start.” says Lacey.
“None of that is crazy. …Lacey…maybe Jack was a sadistic mean girl. Who fooled…everyone. Basically. Because he was actually gay…morbidly embarrassed by it…and he secretly hated Lem for non-sexual reasons. And even Lem’s family. And saw it as a triumph to…at all conquer him and control his family psychologically from a safe distance via Lem. That’s all…SO POSSIBLE… IT HURTS.
Lem was…ignorant. Taken advantage of. Innocent. And he…still is being used.
And some White Supremacists in Pennsylvania think they should put a sort of Godly curse on that fake tombstone. You know? The one that’s…sick…according to them. …They read your blog and think everyone is safer if they do that. …And ironically…there are many Jewish and Black and White progressives…in the Illuminati…who wish they actually would. For real.
No. We can’t deface it or it sends the wrong message. It’s not a hate crime. It’s…self-defense against evil. And an obsessive poltergeist named JFK.“ says a psychic in the possible Illuminati.
“Just pray over it. Pray for the gay men who put it there. Pray for the queers who put it there. Pray for the confused people who put it there. The deceived people. …Pray for anyone who’s been affected by it, in any way. …Pray in Jesus’s name. …And ask me to remove any authority it has, in Jesus’s name. Ask me to destroy it, if I want and claim that authority for me in Jesus’s name. …And then pray for yourselves. That none of your family or descendants would be at all adversely affected. In Jesus’s name. …And then…ask me to repair Lacey. Claim that and give me complete authority not just over that tombstone but his body or what remains of it…in Jesus’s name. Christ Jesus. Jesus Christ. …Ask for supernatural protection before you, while you’re there, and as you leave. From me. Because you’ll be attacked, by HUGE principalities. That whole area has been cursed by that grave. …It’s evil.
Lem was supposed to buried with his family. That part is right. But the burial was evil. Lem wasn’t at fault. He was sincerely confused. But the Kennedys cursed the whole cemetery and area…with their perversity, arrogance and dangerous stupidity. …Lem was heterosexual. …They ruined his life.
So…to cleanse the whole of Pittsburg from that tragic curse…you’ll need protection.
Lacey, if she could, would do it herself. But…Satan made that near impossible. She understands the situation though.
So…if you’re actually real living people…who are willing to operate under my authority…GO DO IT! …But you have to operate under MY authority as GOD.” says God.
“Could anyone do it!?” asks a woman.
“YES! …If they operated fully under my authority.” says God.
“Where is he!?” asks a Christian reading her blog.
“In Pennsylvania. It’s a prestigious old Pittsburgh cemetery.” says Jesus.
“Could a secular…semi-New Age…ghost hunter…who means well…and…genuinely tried to give you authority…do it?” asks a reader.
“Yes. …You’re making it easier for me to talk to you, if you do it in real love. …But if you asked sincerely for my protection…I’d be able to try to protect you. And I’d try to honor your attempt to be sincerely loving.” says God.
“Would a Christian give you more authority?” asks a New Age man.
“Yes. …But your attempt would do something. I’d try to work with you as much as I could.” says God.
He cries.
“Why did they put that makeshift, tiny, eyesore up?” says a woman.
“Some people are evil. …They knew it was a boundary violation. Of his whole family. …And they lacked common-sense and respect. …Some of them felt entitled. Morally. Like…hateful missionaries cruelly abusing dark natives in the 1800’s. Spreading disease and killing innocent people. …Native Americans understood and understand the importance of graves. …And Christians generally do too. But…there’s a trend in White peoples to defile graves. It’s very evil and very dangerous. …Because it involves the supernatural. In a sense you’re trying to extend your power to do evil beyond the grave and it’s…not possible. But…you gain Satan’s sympathy at times and he tries to make it seem like it’s working. Because it’s incredibly evil. You’re mocking yourselves, you’re mocking me, you’re mocking the humanity of anybody who’s grace you defile or their people and their family. There’s no one who gains anything from it except for Satan. It’s perverse. Disgusting!
Other people…were sadly unaware. They just didn’t get it. …They read the David Pitts book and felt it was a masterpiece. Fact! And…feeling great empathy and love for Lem were trying to show him love.” says God.
“But it’s a toxic relationship!” says Jonah Wiley.
“Yes! …But…a lot of people aren’t able to figure that out. Not really.” says God.
“It didn’t even happen!” says a woman in a grave near Lem’s.
“You’re right. It didn’t.” says God.
“I tried to make a joke of it. Regardless of reincarnation.” says Rupert Brooke.
“Kay. As in my name.” says Lacey’s aunt.
“And her name, in a way!” says Maria.
“Yes!” says Lacey’s aunt, Mrs. Schick.
“SO! The Italian mob knows…this area is cursed!” says a man near Pittsburgh.
“We do! We figured it out. When the train derailed!” says a man in New Jersey.
“So that’s why Luigi was here?” he says.
The man in New Jersey shrugs. “Look! …We’re Catholic. …And Catholics understand Purgatory. …And the Italian people in the Mafia…have seen the supernatural for over a hundred years! …You don’t think we ever saw ghosts!?! Demons!?! WE DID! …So…to cope…with curses and…demons…and ghosts…we- Some of us turned to psychics. …Years and years ago. And priests. …So…we’re not scared, because it’s old hat to us. …We’re amused. …We came experienced. …So yeah. Within the last few years…we’ve been watching. We ‘found the Illuminati’ too. Long ago! …So we…may have sent Luigi there…directly or psychically…to…do something. …If he had good intentions. Right? …Look…it’s MEDIEVAL. …Territorial. And…by just being there…he was doing something. …I actually think…we’re having this conversation…possibly because of him! …No! No joke. …What’s inspiring this!?! …And now God has you going there!? Reclaiming His authority!
But…we can’t do everything. Okay? So…” he says. “We’ll do our best! But…”
Later.
“So…Lem really was straight. …Why do you think he couldn’t have faked it?” asks FDR later.
“It’s- No, you could.” admits a gay man in the Illuminati.
“And he did.” says FDR.
“I think they’re full of crap. …I think other men have done it.” says President Donald Trump. “They can’t admit it…because it’s too risky. …They’ll either have to admit homophobia is overblown…because they themselves are just as homophobic as straight people…and then they can’t be so self-righteous…or they fear homosexuality isn’t real for anyone.
Also…Lem was good-looking. I’m good-looking! …But…they don’t see it. So…they’re struggling to believe Lacey’s passion for Lem. …I can tell it’s real. …I’ve learned how to read such things. Really! …But they’re stuck in some…backward idea of sex, I guess.”
“Yeah. I don’t think he faked it!” says a gay man indignantly who looks obviously gay.
“You look gay. I didn’t. …Can you handle that?” says Lem.
“Men don’t look gay!” he says.
“No. They do.” says God.
“So it’s a LOOK!?!” he says, scoffing.
“YES! It’s a physical trait. …It’s either like a schizophrenic. Or it’s congenital. I’m going to say which right now through Lacey.” explains God.
He goes into shock.
“You act gay. Most gay men do. …So it’s possible to imitate. …But…it’s not authentic. …And…that’s not common knowledge. A straight actor can never fully capture the gay experience. …Lem didn’t understand what it really meant to be homosexual. …And I know he was far too subtle but he actually meant to disparage homosexuality in one of his most famous comments.” says God.
“Right! Because it’s an either or?” he says.
“Yes! …Marriage, settling down and LIVING somewhere…OR…being gay. …It was weird to pit those two things opposed to each other. …It’s the added emphasis on settling down and being…mature, in a sense, that should have tipped you off.” says God.
“Yeah. And his hyperbolic commentary on Jack’s ‘friendship.’” says the gay man.
“And his overall tone.” says God. “It’s a dark, depressed, negative tone.”
He thinks.
“He looked straight. Physically. …His bone structure looks straight.” says God.
“His bone structure!?!?” says another gay man.
“YES!! HIS BONE STRUCTURE!!!” yells God.
“You just all don’t want to be honest about how gay you all look.” says a woman.
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