“Let Try One Last Time” by Lem

“Casi. You’ve lied.

Let’s try one last time.” says Lem.

She’s silent.

Theater Island by Sóley plays.

1:24

2:09

“Tell me. …I’m losing my temper.” says Lem.

2:38

2:57

“She’s not that rich.” says Casi. “Is what I thought.”

“Why would you assume that?” says (thee) Luigi.

The song ends.

Musica Ricercata by Dominic Harlan plays.

“Because. Her lifestyle didn’t seem exclusive enough.” says Casi.

“But her ‘lifestyle’ offended you.” says Luigi Mangione.

1:34

“Casi…you downplayed her wealth. In your head. To feel better about yourself. …Far too much.” says Luigi.

2:22

Casi looks grim.

2:37

“And now I have to fix it.” says Luigi.

2:53

“I was straight.” says Lem. “And I can’t get it in her head…that I need her.”

“He touched her. Fondled her. And she felt it. His hands. …As a ghost.

4:06

But we have her so brainwashed…that she can’t figure it out.” says Luigi Mangione.

Grey Clouds by Dominic Harlan plays.

“Look…she’s not as monied as me. In a way. But…they’re Old Money. And…they do have trillions in oil.” says Luigi.

1:53

“What you fail to understand…what so many people fail to understand…is that the money is only a concept. …At the end of the day…MONEY is a CONCEPT.

Money is an idea. And if her family understands the idea better than my family…or your family…they can subside with less money. Or they can have as much money as they do. Hidden in the ground. …It’s all…about…IDEAS.” explains Luigi Mangione.

Violin Concerto No. 1: III. Quarter Note = 150 – Coda. Quarter Note = 104 by Philip Glass plays.

“I’m helping her father fix the situation.” says Luigi Mangione. “Regardless of my background. …I’m honored. Although right now I’m struggling so pray for me.

I’m writing this from the future through the Holy Spirit.” says Luigi.

“Lacey! Sweetie…they don’t understand! They just don’t understand social class, love!!” yells a British woman. “MAY! THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND!!”

“But then how am I ever going to get Billy back?” says Lacey, shaking in ghastly fear and torment.

“Mummy will trap him! …Lock him a dungeon. And get at the secrets of his soul!” says the British woman.

“But what if he doesn’t like me anymore?” says Lacey, regressing to a small child in a Scottish castle in Victorian Britain. Her small feet on a cold rocky floor.

“The Scots…used to imprison people. Remember? Leave them for dead. …I have a gut sense…that’s not his…WAY.” says her dead half English mummy, should there be reincarnation, half cryptically.

“He’s not…disinterested???” says Lacey, trying make out her meaning.

“No. Can’t be!” she says.

“That’s not what his disinterest feels like?” says Lacey.

“NON!” she says. “The narcissists confused you. That’s not disinterest. And you’re actually channeling Harold Loeb. Not Lem. ….That handsome dark boy? With glasses? And curls? That’s Harold Loeb.” says this woman.

“But he seems like Lem.” says Lacey.

“You’re with Lem. …You’re with Lem. …So you have a part of his spirit combined with an image of Harold. …Lem is that boy!” she says. She points to a bigger, frankly less masculine-pretty looking boy. Also with curls. Also with glasses. Just as masculine but less…perfect looking.

Adagio in G Minor by Albinoni plays.

“That can’t be Lem!” says Lacey.

“No. It’s closer. …You were combining me with Harold Loeb.” says Lem. “I’m bigger. And less…elegant looking.”

“How in the world did they ever think you were GAY!?” says Lacey.

“It’s SICKENING!” says Zelda Fitzgerald.

“He’s so…not gay.” says Lacey, terrified by humanity in a new way.

“I wasn’t…as…pretty…as my pictures suggested. …And…I posed gay. But I also posed well. Better than you ever could dream of. You…are tragically bad at it. As a woman. …In a sense your image has never been truly captured. Your whole life.

I’d have…been shocked by your interest in me. But I’d have lost myself in you. And yet…fully been myself. Because I’m not lost. It’s just love. And your mine.” says Lem.

“She doesn’t understand!” says the long dead woman, regardless of reincarnation.

“She does as a concept.” says Lem. “Almost.”

“Indeed.” says the woman.

“It’s just…nonsense.” says Lem, to Lacey, cryptically.

“Oh yes. I’d forgotten about that.” says Lacey.

“Who told you nonsense wasn’t real?” says Lem. “Other than Jack?”

“America.” says a man who once yelled at her over beef at Cub Foods. She irritated him with her beauty and…indifference to his…determination to…take up everyone’s time. He was first in line but decided to think…and she didn’t give a rip and ordered his meat, because she wasn’t listening to him prattle on. And like most narcissists in America he stupidly assumed she was. So he called her a dyke at the top of his lungs and insulted her beauty…instead of realizing she was ditzy, uninterested, and tougher than nails.

He sighs.

“I identify as gay.

Beanie by Chezile plays.

So I made a mistake. …I said, ‘Hey! I wanted that!’ in an accidentally aroused, sexy voice. Like I was hotly flirting with her.” *He laughs* …”I didn’t expect to be so aroused. …I’m dead. This was…well…over ten years ago. About 14 years ago! …And I was in my 70’s. So…I’d be about 90. …If I was still alive. …She was…HOT. I mean…WOW! …And…it really caught me off-guard. …I mean I hadn’t seen a woman that…arousing for decades. And she’s hotter than most women, in my generation. But…it…as a man…even in my 70’s…affected me. Uncontrollably. Maybe especially because I wasn’t at all expecting it.” *He says, crying slightly over her life also uncontrollably* “I’m slightly Middle Eastern. …And…I identify as gay. Or did. …But I’m not. …I was bisexual. I’m reality. Maybe…more often attracted to men than women. But…she was unusually attractive. So…

Anyway…I said it in an accidentally sexy way…even though I was actually angry. And hurt. And…she…laughed. Because she couldn’t figure out what I was saying. It made no sense to her. …And men have teased her about how nice she is her whole life. Faking anger to get a rise out of her. In my generation. …Because she was so young and they didn’t want to seem creepy. …So she assumed I was just flirting and yet not. …But actually I was…accidentally flirting…and actually angry.

*He looks very sad*

It’s totally unfair. Her whole damned life. I don’t care. I don’t care what the Hell Jack’s stupid excuse is. There actually is no excuse in this case. None! …It’s SICK!

*He laughs*

I’m sorry. …I was very lonely. …If you know what I mean. …And…close to death. …And…I’m not as tough as you. Not as…stoic.

…I got furious. And no one could figure out why. Because it’s not something people are honest about. …I actually did…want her. Badly. …Are men that way now?” he says. “Or are you all less…virile?”

“So you literally couldn’t control yourself?” says a young woman, laughing.

“Yeah. I was…like…a teenager. Stupefied.” he says. “She has no experience with that. We are all dead…or old when she became available.”

“So…you sounded aroused?” says a woman.

“Yes. …And yet I was really angry.” he says.

“Because she took your meat?” says a young woman.

“Yes. …So I chewed her out. …But in an accidentally sexy, aroused voice. …And I identified as a gay man. So…I’m used to dealing with people that way. It’s an act for all of us…but…not. Not like Lem. But…I think…I know how he’d feel. Just a little. …Because she was…so arousing. …Maybe it’s lost on all of you. …She was like…a sexier, smaller version from the 1940’s or so…of Rachel Ward in her prime. In her 20’s. It was never captured on film. And yes…she does look like Scotia. …If Scotia looked like Rachel Ward, at her best. Their beauty is very similar. …And so…that kind of sex appeal…but…with old bones. …And…yeah. Wow.

*He smiles and laughs*

So…because I was so…bisexual…I got made at her…with old wounds. And I yelled at said, ‘YOU THINK YOU’RE SO CUTE!!’ very cruelly. …And yet at the very end…of my sentence…I left a hint. Of my arousal. With a suggestion we hook up. …But she didn’t catch it. And she just heard an accusation that she was vain and ugly. And it was the opposite. …It was a a colloquial way of trying to put her in her place. You know? Saying, ‘You think you’re so cute!’ …But she didn’t know. She took it to heart. …Entirely.

*Space Song by Beach House plays as he weeps over her life.*

Yeah. I was…Muslim version of Harold Loeb. Maybe. Except bisexual. …And I might have grown-up in Minneapolis.

Had we met in the 1960’s…I’d…have asked get out. Like a normal person. …I’d have walked up to her…after she bought it. …Told her quietly and politely that I’d been planning to buy it. But I was budgeting. In my head. And she’d have apologized profusely.” He says, trying not weep uncontrollably. …He controls himself. “And then I’d have said, ‘No! It’s okay! …I didn’t need it!’ And…asked her out. But she’s not actually easy. *He laughs* …”She has no idea what real dating is. …We’d have dated. And…that would have been good for both of us. …But no. Not married.” he says. “I’d kill her today…but I can’t. Wow…if I could.”

“So she’d be an ex-girlfriend?” says a man in the Illuminati.

“Yeah. A good person.” he says sadly. He thinks. “My boyfriends would have been threatened. But…that’s actually okay. …I’d have known myself.” he says crying, over his own life a bit now.

“This is why we hated you. If it’s allowed in Heaven.” says an Iranian to the dead man.

“Yeah. …But is it allowed in Heaven?” he says.

“Yeah.” says the Iranian.

No One Noticed by The Marías plays.

“Pray.” he says. “It’s a tender issue. Isn’t it?”

The song plays.

“No. She really looked like Rachel Ward. Not Olivia Nuzzi.” says the dead man.

Bobby Kennedy Junior thinks.

“I killed myself for a reason.” says David Kennedy. “I figured something out. Bobby.”

“So David, you just you told somebody who is German intriguingly – really that’s funny to me at this point – right before you died in Florida…that it was just too painful to to miss your father. …Was it something else too that you couldn’t quite articulate?” says a psychic in the Illuminati.

“Yes, yeah I’m trying to hint at it right now.” says David A. Kennedy.

The song plays.

“Anyway she ran off with her meat after telling me off and I was in shock because in a very deep psychic way that people who are alive don’t understand easily I was in the 1960s with her and we had just had a fight during a date, in my spirit, and she misunderstood, and I was laughing and crying at the same time in my spirit, even though I was still kind of angry and no we don’t end up together but…umm…it’s sad to me because we never got to go on any dates. And she has no idea what that’s like!” he says, crying and walking off. With God.

He looked like an Arab version of Paul Wellstone.

“We ruined bisexuality. For someone. I bet.” says Sarah Jessica Parker, in guilt.

Set Your Spirit Free by SAULT plays.

“How mean was he?” an Arab asks Lacey.

“MEAN!” he says.

The song plays.

“Why!?!” says a living bisexual Arab man.

He thinks. “Because of Lem. …In a very…subtextual way. Okay? …Ahh…he was straight. …REALLY. …And…even if homosexuality was allowed in the upper class before the 1960’s…it wasn’t for people like me. So…I…was…scared to date men. But I did. To be brave. …Starting in the 1970’s. …In Minneapolis. And…I think we all internalized his message. Whether it was his message alone or…he was a part of something…bigger. …The idea was to…repress your heterosexuality. YES! Repress your heterosexuality. …Especially if you were a good man. …Because it was more honorable. Somehow. …More GODLY.

And…it wasn’t.

*Hush by The Marías plays.*

So…Lacey is…dangerous. …Now. …DEADLY.” he says. “Because it’s…A PERFECT STORM.”

The song plays.

“That’s her.” he says, in fear. “Ahh…I punched her in her sweet…innocent…face…on behalf of JFK who’s in love with his own ass. He’s a DISGUSTING man. …He poisoned us. Him and men like him. Vile dogs!

…Snakes.

And it’s HELL. I’m in a bit of Hell over her. Just in the few minutes of meeting her.

We left a psychic scar on each other. She’s never forgotten me. And I’ve never forgotten her. …It was…excruciatingly intense. …Because of what was supposed to happen. And didn’t. …Like life in a Hellish reverse.

And…you don’t get it. You’re all so blind!

…This is real.

I stabbed my…manhood…my…EXISTENCE…in the heart. …Because I was mean. To honor men like Jack. Cruel, incestuous dogs. Men who tormented their lovers. Sadistic dogs. Men who…couldn’t love. Men who destroyed all of us. Through men like Lem. Men like…Lem. Or was it just Lem?” he says.

Apocalypse by Cigarettes After Sex plays.

“We did this to ourselves by conjuring Jack.” says George Bush Sr. to the living Illuminati.

The song plays.

“You think Jack has been wanting Lem forever?” says George Bush.

“Yeah! He had the music in him.” says Caroline Kennedy dreamily swaying like a total fucking retard, poor thing. She stares faintly off into the ether.

“Come on haunt me!” sings Bobby Kennedy Junior in a whiny voice. Sincerely.

“Are they serious?” asks a Native American woman.

“Yes. I’m afraid they are. Very.” says Rupert Murdoch.

“So…you think your dad…even though he was orally serviced by Lem…never got sex?” asks a woman, reading.

“YES!” says Caroline. “He was…so tragic.” she says, looking sad.

“How does that work?” asks a reader.

Caroline Kennedy looks suddenly really annoyed. Bobby rolls his eyes.

“Oh my god! You’re a hater!” she says.

I Need A Dollar by Aloe Blacc plays to mock them, but they can’t hear it.

“Oh crap.” says Casi.

“Can you try to explain?” the reader asks, with fake concern Caroline can’t read as fake concern because the Kennedys were overly sheltered starting with Joe Sr.‘s mother Ms. Murphy.

“ if Lacey heard correctly from Lem’s, and he actually experimented with a real homosexual kid at shoats that song was requested to make fun of Jack, and there are several men who graduated with Jack, who were supposed to actually know who graduated with the class that Linn was supposed to graduate with and who I know laughing at Jack, because they loved making fun of him at Choate not because they were bullies because they really couldn’t stand him. They thought he was a laughable human with his egotism. Turns out the kids used to make fun of each other back then at times for legit reasons Lacey has a headache. She’s gonna start just talking into her phone because it’s hard for her to keep writing, and the man from cub foods is demanding, but she shouldn’t have to keep writing anymore. These are real people this part of her blog, regardless of whether or not, there’s no illuminati is not fake just so you know.

Oh, apparently people are making fun of that family with that song. It’s actually kind of funny. I am a ghost and I just want to explain that thank you.” says a dead woman.

“ I just think that my dad never got a chance to really make love with Lem’s because he was so victimized by society!” says Caroline.

“ Caroline why would you think that he was sitting there getting orgasms probably weekly from Latin I will let them just I guess zoned out and didn’t think about it and that never bothered your dad. He never tried to give lame, oral sex, seemingly ever if almost I mean, maybe he did a few times, but it sounds like it wasn’t something your dad earnestly offered them. It was more something he made him do, oh doesn’t that seem weird to you like that doesn’t seem weird to you that your father never tried like in all those physically intimate situations were no one would’ve found out I love his mouth was already on his deck like to understand what we’re saying, sweetie, like they were already in a sexually intimate private room with the door shut, but no one was going to interrupt them enough for Jack to get orgasms weekly, but I don’t know why Jackie never noticed I guess she just didn’t notice or didn’t care and that’s your mother. I’m sorry that’s probably hard for you to handle psychologically but Carol and that’s reality and you’re an adult. OK when they’re a lot of people who are sick of patronizing your family because you guys don’t realize or patronizing you you think we’re being sincere because you’re so narcissistic and spoiled, we’re really not being sincere. I think we’ve always been patronizing you and then you’ve taken that away from us because you’re such violent narcissists so I’m just telling you that you’re full of shit or you’re really stupid you’re confused because there’s no fucking way that your father was that much of a victim. You’re a stupid fucking whore potentially you bitch!” says a woman who lost her house in LA.

“ OK handle this oh my god oh my God!” weeps Caroline Kennedy Schlossberg, shaking and crying.

“ that does not seem like real crying to me. I just want you to know I can tell the difference and to me that does not seem like sincere crying.” says Princess Kate.

Bobby looks weird. Half smiling and half disturbed.

“ Caroline, what that woman is saying, though is true like there’s no way that what you’re saying is possible that the dead doesn’t make any sense your father had ample opportunity to make love with one he chose not to.” says the CIA.

“ yeah OK but you don’t understand you people are so miserable and jealous and screwed up and I don’t know how to help you. I’m sorry!” yells Caroline.

Someone cracks up laughing.

“ Caroline how do you imagine this happened with your dad that he was being orally serviced but then he never thought there was an opportunity to make love?” says a Gen. Z model.

“ you don’t understand the oppression of homosexuals in the 20th century!” she yells, like a social justice warrior.

“ OK Caroline what do you imagine happened?” says the CIA.

“ I think my father could only manage to allow them to give him oral, sex and orgasm, but he never felt safe, making Lem’s feel that way because that would’ve required him to tap in to him self and be at peace with his homosexuality so it’s like he was there for the pleasure, but he couldn’t give that to them because that piece of his heart was broken by the evils of society.” says Caroline, sincerely.

Intolewd by Matt Maltese plays.

“ but Caroline that’s incredibly selfish, though. How do you imagine he received that if he was that oppressed psychologically?” says Meredith Aby.

“ because then our family were allowed to have pleasure. OK drug use is allowed. Unfortunately drinking sailing over shopping dancing staying up late having fun we’re a very fun loving family and so he was allowed in his mind to have fun but he wasn’t allowed to give fun!” says Caroline.

“ How do you imagine he was able to receive the fund know if he was oppressed in that way?” asks the CIA.

“ Because it’s just fun it’s just fun!” says Caroline laughing like they’re all peasant hick idiots and she’s illuminating their path out of noblesse oblige.

Hell N Back by Bakar plays for Bobby and Olivia Nuzzi a while ago.

“ Bobby is so illuminating dad. I am so in love with him.” said Olivia.

“ is this what you guys thought I was doing with Chris Hayes!?” says Lacey.

A Black man in the Illuminati nods at her silently and quickly.

“ you know I am insulted, but I’m also realizing that you people are fucking idiots maybe not all of you.” says Lacey.

The Black nods silently.

“ no I just think that’s evil. I think it’s evil that he’s trying to help her because I don’t understand why that’s where this country is going to.” says Caroline. “ yes I’m going to say that this is an unmitigated attack against my family one of the most substantial families to ever exist in the United States and we cared. We are a brilliant God-given genius, family of epic proportions, and there is nothing about anything she said that’s accurate or honest or faithful to fax in reality.” yells Caroline like a justice warrior.

Donald Trump laughs. Controls himself.

“ Carolyn I’m still trying to understand though please help me how exactly is it that your dad felt comfortable experiencing that fun?” says a woman in LA.

“ because it’s just fun see she thinks sex is somehow this like chemical interaction between people and I know that’s the new science that somehow there’s a chemical like bonding but fuck that I grew up in the 70s and 80s and I know better and so I know that it’s not and that is just fun. I mean there is no new science as far as I’m concerned I am kind of starting to understand where Bobby is coming from with all of this bullshit science. It’s not that scientific! Sex is just fun! And it becomes serious when you make that choice to walk down the aisle or be serious and take things seriously. And I made that choice with Edwin, my husband, years ago. and my kids were raised in a stable, nurturing traditional conservative environment, because I made the choice to commit myself and all of my beauty and grander to one man…for the rest of my life.

Sweet by Cigarettes After Sex plays.

It was sweet. I’ve had a very sweet marriage to arguably one of the most mysterious, remarkable, incredible, amazing men to ever exist…Edwin Schlossberg.

He is my champion, my strong stay.

And that is why…I can say…that I understand my dad.

My father was like me. My father was a man of few words but great actions. And so I know that he could experience that fun as you talk about as I talk about with our understanding of sex that I refuse to alter for so-called science. And I believe that that is because he was so brave…and gentle…and kind…and loving and merciful.” says Caroline, dreamily.

“Why did he abandon your mother-“ starts NBC.

“Shut-up, that never happened!” yells Caroline. 

“No Caroline that’s a fact. He did abandon your mother after the miscarriage of your older sister.” says ABC.

“My father would never do that! No, that’s not in his character! My father was a heroic, kind, decent, loving man and he would never have done something like that, that’s impossible!” says Caroline.

“Caroline that’s delusion like you’re literally insane. That’s actual fact that really happened.” says NBC.

“ you know I know that’s what people think is fact, but I happen to know from my personal experience of being a Kennedy how often the media lies about stuff and it seems like something is fact, but it’s really not.” says Caroline.

“ Caroline we know that happened there’s like recorded evidence to suggest that it’s not just something someone came up with to be mean that literally happened.” says Harvard.

“ really you really you really are going to say that to me right now you really think that you really think that ha that’s really what you people think!?!” yells Caroline.

“ no, that’s facts Caroline that’s facts!” yells a former KGB agent.

“Now you got the hot shots yelling at me now huh? Well I’m not gonna stand for this. I’m not gonna stand for this as an American citizen!” yells Caroline.

“but Caroline that’s what actually happened. Your father really was an asshole who abandon your mom and countless occasions.” says NBC.

“ that’s not how I choose to see my dad. I told you people that for years that is not how I choose to see him and that is my choice. That is my choice. That’s my choice!!!” yells Caroline.

“ and she’s right that is her highest that is her free well autonomous choice.” says Bobby.

“ yeah Seay I know what I’m being ganged up on my liars and losers and jealous people who think my father was homosexual when I know he was that he was straight and long was gay and it’s really obvious with this as this is a unmitigated attack against one of the bravest most American families to ever exist!” yells Caroline Kennedy Schlossberg.

“ I don’t I don’t I don’t think that’s what it is. I think you have to explain yourself and you can’t because you’re trapped in your own bullshit because Lacey is smarter than all of you and you’re really just like idiots compared to her and I don’t think we understand your way of thinking I think it’s obvious that her father probably is the only reason your family ever had shit because he probably helped you’re your grandpa and they probably understood it other. They probably thought alike in someway that we don’t think like most people don’t think but the problem is Caroline your grandfather depended on her dad to make money and he also depended probably on FDR. I bet her father has a link to FDR that we don’t know about. It’s not historically recorded somewhere, which is probably how Elliot ended up with her for a while, and that something that people don’t wanna talk about the fact that she could’ve married Elliot I’m serious she probably could’ve and as much as I love all the women that he dated and married, I have a feeling that somehow her marriage would’ve been a little more significant than most of them because I happen to know that he’s probably still in love with her and I don’t think they’re together but I don’t think he would’ve let go of her very easily and I am in his Elia Roosevelt I have a feeling that we would see her very differently. Had she been born when she was supposed to have been born on and then that’s where I get irritated because you’re telling us that she knows nothing when I think it’s the opposite sweetie. I think you know nothing about a lot of things that she knows about and I think you guys have embarrassed her selves because she’s really almost a bigger deal than you are in your own family was supposed to be or could’ve been. Had Joe not died you would be like the very much lesser royal and the royal family one of the rails that we don’t know much about it now that we do you know it’s a different family, but you’re not that big of a deal you’re the second sons daughter and had Joe not died. I’m not sure your father would’ve been that successful because your grandfather wouldn’t have been buying him shit and I’m not even convinced that we would even know your family all that well we probably know you, but no more than we know Ted’s kids at most because I don’t think we would see your family is being as tragic, and I am not convinced that we would have a totally different perception of them I think Pat would’ve probably always been in there and lingering in the background as this sort of British seductress that Joe just couldn’t get over and I think he would’ve married a Celia or someone like that, and then Pat would’ve always been sort of seducing him. Lacey would’ve been sort of in a sense when that’s not really who she is we would’ve seen her as like the girl next-door next-door from Minnesota who takes off with lamb the boy next door from Pennsylvania and you know they’re very successful all Americans with some pent house and you know kind of uppity upper class, old money type of people top drawer because he would’ve gone to Harvard in Princeton and put a very successful executive and she would’ve been his housewife who is sexy and sophisticated and into charity and they would’ve had very nice kids who went to Ivy League schools and that’s about it. I don’t think our interest in them will probably go beyond that.

And sweetie, that’s reality. Your dad could’ve easily easily been in a relationship with lime that was just closeted, but far more sincere than that he had would have gotten married to Jackie. Yeah, he might have it if if One had actually been gay and not straight and your father hadn’t been a bizarre psychotic narcissist, they could have had a relationship that was sincere and I would that line would’ve probably been his best man And probably been very sad the whole time and that would’ve been some thing. Historians had to grapple with why was lime so devastated at the wedding, but then lamb could be himself because he would’ve had to be gay. Or even bisexual. I think it’s extremely unlikely that one was attracted to men I’ve been talking to Putin, and I don’t think it’s likely based on what they figured out. I can tell you that they’re right, and she is smarter than we’ve allowed her to be in our heads, because we’ve been so offended by her truth that’s just objective truth And I don’t know why Chris chose to have this conversation with the whole world but I guess he thought it was worthwhile and yeah I mean your father was full of shit sweetie. He was totally fucking full of shit and he could’ve if I had actually been attracted to him, he would’ve just been his devastated, best man, but the reality of the situation is that that’s not what happened he was an usher he was smiling And your father was too stupid to realize that that meant anything.” says the CIA, giving her a tranquilizer.

“But daddy was so nice!” says Caroline.

“ oh, maybe he seems like that to you and what you remember of him, but you didn’t really grow up with him. You were a little girl when he died.” says Caroline.

“ I wasn’t that little, but I was the oldest and yeah I know I didn’t really understand everything that was going on. It’s just hard for me to believe that my father was the bad person and I think I’ve just thought that somehow all of the stuff that doesn’t make sense about them and his relationship just was them being gay.” says Caroline.