“Reincarnation”

“Lacey has misunderstood me. If there’s reincarnation.

Beanie by Chezile plays.

Lem laughs. Like a happy English boy. With JFK. Regardless. In the snow. …He cringes. Slightly. At the thought of the homosexual…stuff. …He doesn’t mean to be…homosexual. Just…have actual fun.” says Lem.

The song plays.

“Why don’t you all ever understand that!?” says Lem.

The song plays.

“He’s right.” says Queen Elizabeth II.

“Lacey doesn’t understand. …Because she’s…Lacey. …But with your ‘help’ she’s thought it was being was gay. You’re all…WORTHLESS to us. Most of you. …Not the British.

…Can you try to imagine what that’s like!? If there’s reincarnation!? …Our own country has had to perform a sort of rescue mission…in Lacey’s case. Of epic scale. …And if there’s reincarnation it’s only logical. …But…I feel terrible.” says Lem.

“Nothing doing!” says Matt Nesheim.

“You meant well!” says another English man to Lem.

“We would have. Yes.” says Lem. “You see…the thing is…I was straight. …I really was.

Yesterday Lacey wore Guerlain Mon Guerlain to the museum with our kids and Mark. Leggings. A beanie. Cashmere. …And lipstick. And…she looked…stunning. And several older men…with their grandchildren noticed her. And men. Closer to her age. …And…I told one man off. He heard me.

Beanie (Slowed) by Chezile plays.

And she…misunderstood. So I quickly explained it to her. …But she found the whole thing baffling. …And then she went home and we shopped for lipstick at Target because…she’s fascinated by Revlon now. …It’s so cheap in her estimation, but it’s…good. So…she’s…fascinated. …She still prefers more expensive lipstick, but…she’s fascinated. …And…what so many of you fail to understand is that she…never…has…assumed I was straight. So…when we shop for lipstick…she accidentally still expects me to be gay. Or a former gay. …And I wasn’t. I can tell her honestly what looks good. …But I’m not as good at it…as…I’m supposed to be. …So…I have to really try. And I do. Because it’s fun. I get to look at it. I do. Ghosts can. …But…I’m actually into her. So…to me it’s sexual. Not…just having fun. It’s not just…creative. It’s extremely sexual. And…she never quite gets it.

Who was I? …A…tall…stuffy…serious…quiet…dark man. Sensitive. But…manly. …I was sweet. But…I wasn’t…homosexual.

Kind of like Louis. Paul Turton. Grant Tinker. …I’m actually a rather common man in the Old Money upper class of my generation.

The homosexual person you keep demanding I be…doesn’t exist. …You have willfully ignored me. All these years. …And Red Fay pointed it out…but…the media literally contorted his words to make me gay. It’s more than just sick. It’s…DANGEROUS.

…I was a good actor. I was eccentric. Complex. And…I acted gay well. Most of my life. …But that’s not actually who I was. …Okay!? …And the ‘moody’ man Rual or Raul or whatever the hell his name is according to Louis Bayard…doesn’t understand. …I WASN’T MOODY. …I WAS ANGRY. AND STRAIGHT.” says Lem. “You’ve never met a grumpy old man!??! My GOD!!!” says Lem. “That was just me…being myself. …Not moodiness. Not really. Even if I acted gay as I did it. …It was a straight man’s mood. An old…grumpy…depressed…cantankerous old man.” says Lem. “Alright…Lacey thinks this man might be helpful. The old neighbor in Home Alone. The neighbor. That’s ME. …That’s how dark…menacing and…serious I actually am. And was.

…I was having fun. With Jack. As an innocent…teenager. I wanted sex with teenage girls. Very badly. …More than Jack, possibly. But…I didn’t know that consciously. And…so…I experimented with teenage boys my age…because I thought I was gay…and I was trying to enjoy myself. I was trying to make the best of being gay. …And it was unfulfilling and…bad. And I got caught. Partially because I was…irritating to the administrators at Choate. And partially because I didn’t understand how to actually have sex. …You’ve assumed I was so sexual I accidentally made too much noise or something!? …Or I was so overcome by lust that I went too far? And broke the rules? Why!? Because I was a horny young man. …But how do you know that!?? …BECAUSE I WAS STRAIGHT. …I think gay men…have read my…horny straightness and sensed a certain passion and virility…and…not recognized that that’s for women. …Just because I was supposedly gay doesn’t make the horny straight guy you objectively see…gay. …I was…caught…because I wasn’t careful.

…If Lacey had been there…we’d have slept together. Off campus. At a motel or hotel. Sneaking away for a night or two. …Or I’d have instinctually…known how to hide it. …Men do! …I got caught…because I had no idea what I was really doing. My heart wasn’t in it in the right way, so to speak. My mind wasn’t in it…in the right way, so to speak.

Putin understands and understood this. A while ago.

…When does America catch up!?

Great Britain is…normal. …They’ve got Lacey off with Louis. Because she’s in St. Paul. And they’re…normal. …And I think they have common sense. …And they intelligently understand…that she’s with him. …Because I’m DEAD. …I’m a ghost. …So…if she’s mishearing ‘me’…she’s likely with Louis. …Their sense of theater…and patterns of human behavior…are…brilliant. So…to them…that’s the sane assumption, if you’re desperate to make assumptions. And I understand and can work with them. Louis and I are friends. He’s a good man. …I’m safe. We’re safe.

But…America still what’s to desperately insist I was gay. And it’s…irrational, backward, inhumane and stupid-STUPID. …They willfully ignore reality. …And I can’t understand how to fix it. Not completely.

I understand that…theoretically I could have been…a horny gay young man. But…not really. …And…even if I try to humor them…I can’t quite…

*He sighs*

I can’t quite…demand you believe me that I was unsure how to hide homosexuality. Because I felt no desire. No real desire. But…that is what happened. And…-“ says Lem.

“I don’t get it.” says Lance Bass.

“Okay. …So…it was all conceptual. …The homosexuality. …I had read about it. …I was molested. By a priest. …Episcopalian, in my case. …But…I…only understood actual homosexuality, so to speak, if it exists…through books. I never experienced homosexual desires. …So…I only ever read about it. Got the idea of how it would work…and found a loose gay young man on campus…who offered to…experiment with me. …Word-of-mouth. …He was sort of…a gay…expert. If you will. Ha! …Poor kid. …He…wasn’t all that different from a lot of poor young women who get a ‘reputation’ in high school. You know? The cheerleaders? …Like, ‘Call Sarah if you want a good time’ type of thing. He was Sarah. …Lots of bisexual and closeted gay guys at Choate…used him. Poor young man. …That was his…value, I guess. He…felt that was…how to get attention and love, probably. Or something. …Anyway, I asked around…and he was who you…could…experiment with. …So…I did. And…he expected me to…know what we were doing. Because that’s what…was normal, if you will. …But…I didn’t.

So he was aroused. And distracted. And assumed I would…figure out how to…keep quiet, so to speak. Or remain unseen. Time things appropriately. …But…I was…grossed-out. Sincerely! …And I was forcing myself to do it. …Much like I how I forced myself through military training, with asthma and very bad vision. I forced myself to try to enjoy homosexual activity. Yes, forced myself. …Because I knew I badly wanted sex. …And so…I…felt I should try. …But it didn’t work. …And I couldn’t get aroused. And he…was. And…my mind was distracted too. Because I was…dissociated. Severely dissociated. And he was aroused. And…so we stood there…being casual and actually very awkward…and I paused too much…grossed out…thinking too much to try to understand it…and…he shouted at me…directions sort of. Panicking. …And I wasted time…just being grossed out…mustering up the energy to force myself to…do anything. And by the time I got the idea of what he was suggesting we do…we’d wasted a lot time…and made a lot of noise. I’d kept hesitating…in shock…and repulsion. Naturally. …And…the school administration showed-up. An authority. …And he knew the young man was…like that. But…we’ll say he was a wealthy, prestigious young man. From a protected Old Money family. …So…they looked the other way. Because…it was common. And somewhat expected. And…his family had him financially and socially protected.

And…I got in trouble. But…certainly not as much trouble as I could have. Because…his family had him protected. And…the school…looked the other way with me then somewhat too. Because I’d done…something wrong…but…within respectable limits, so to speak. It was somewhat socially allowed.” says Lem.

“Lem…we don’t know this stuff!!” yells a gay actor. “Not all of us, anyway.”

“And the Kennedys took and take advantage of that.” says another gay man, nodding in agreement.

“So…that’s what happened. …That’s what actually happened.” says Lem. “And the other boys thought I was weird…because…I was straight…but I acted gay. …I acted gay. And they found that…WEIRD. …Really, really weird. …My mannerisms. My voice especially. …I creeped them out. …Because they knew about homosexuality. …There were homosexuals. …In our class. Had been for a while. …The Liberals have lied. For reasons of solidarity. With gays. With the poor. They lie! …Homosexuality wasn’t…accepted as equal but…it was actually somewhat genuinely accepted, in the Old Money upper class. Pre-1960’s. …You could be respected. If you did it right. Kind of like Eleanor Roosevelt. …Even Zelda Fitzgerald. …She was bisexual. Possibly. …You just had to do it correctly, socially speaking. And I knew that, obviously.

So…I alerted the school. With my natural confusion, shock and hesitation. At Choate. And that’s how I got a reputation. At Choate. From being straight actually, and…traumatized.

And I’m sure the actual gay man…gossiped. Too. Told people how…weird I was about it.” says Lem.

“And we know this?” says a living English man.

“I do!” says Vladimir Putin. “I ran the KGB? Right?” he says. Suddenly being slightly melancholy.

“Do you feel bad for us!?!” an American man shouts at Putin.

“OUI.” he says.

“Would lesbians CLING to Pamela Anderson being thought of as a lesbian?” asks a nonbinary person.

“Yes.” says Joe Biden.

They nod. “Yeah. That’s what I guessed. …I think…even if Lem seems average…you all are in love with the idea of him being gay. …Because you feel more…normal. …For real. …He makes you feel…cooler. And less…pained. By your differentness. …Someone commented that on the article published at Princeton about him. But…what if…it’s actually you all? What if you’re the ones…who feel…incredibly insecure about yourselves? …Because you are…actually…different? …You LOOK gay.” they say, smiling. “I look different too! …But…I grew-up allowed. And…I’m confident. And charming. And I have a super hot girlfriend. …And…I’m…me.” they say. “And I’m not gonna lie. I was born with a vagina. … And…*they cry and have to pause for a second*

*Beanie (Slowed) starts over.*

Women at their best…CARE. …And listen. …And I was fortunate to be sheltered in that warmth. …We have Eleanor Roosevelt to thank. And women like her. …Women who were troubled. Sure! But…could be…kind. Too. …Genuinely kind. …Whether it’s allowed in Heaven or not…my gender has tried. My cis gender. …We’ve been there! We’ve shown-up! …Yes, some of us are…the worst sort of evil. Okay!? But…at our best…WE ARE MOM. We are…a REAL mom. Like Lacey. Like the Holy Mother Mary. …Like…the pigeon lady in Home Alone II. *She smiles and then cries* …So I was allowed to experience my broken, mutated, tragic body…and try to love myself…somehow…anyway…or…I’m okay…and not CRAZY…because women have been…strong.

I’m sorry…you…haven’t experienced that.” she says to a lot of gay men, alive in 2025.

“So…women…know she’s probably right? …But you let her be possibly wrong. Based on your feminine…ability…to…feel. And not just think?” says a living gay man in 2025.

“Yeah!” they say.

“And she’s…right…though.” says Vladimir Putin, on behalf of all men.

“Probably!” they say.

“No! …I know. …I’m an expert.” he says.

“Like REALLY!?” they say.

Tsar Putin nods, very quietly.

They blink and look at him. In their spirit.

He looks back at them.

“Wow!” they say.

He nods.

“Should we keep this chill?” they say.

He thinks. “Yes.” he says. “I don’t think they can handle it.”

They think. Sigh. Look down. Think.

“I’m sorry.” he says.

They turn around and stare ahead. “Why!?” they say in disgust.

A male dolphin gets enraged and starts yelling at humanity. On behalf of the sea. LIVID.

The they cracks up laughing. “You understand playing?” they say to the dolphin.

“YES!!!” the male dolphin shrieks.

“I do too!” says Putin, miffed and irritated.

“Yeah. …They just can’t believe…he was that innocent…as a horny straight man…and…that…Jack wasn’t.” they say. They think. “You know…Alexei. …Wherever you are. …They can’t fathom how Jack, as the…Irish kid…was the bad guy. Because…he’s…the victim.” they say. “The innocent underdog.”

Putin smiles. Regardless.

Beanie (Sped) plays.

0:16

“I was straight.

And even a lower class English man…can comprehend it.” says Lem.

A lower class English man nods. “Yeah. …You got molested and were confused. …And you never quite entirely fell for it. …But…you thought it was real. …Dude, it’s so simple!” he says, sadly.

“Yup.” says a dead Irish woman.

“Then what’s the problem!?” says Vladimir Putin.

“I don’t get it either anymore. What his ghost is saying…makes sense.” says Stephen Colbert. “We have Louis Hill Junior’s…third wife? Or first! …Or second! …And he’s tough. And so is she. And they’ll figure it out. …Because that’s…life. And we’re talking to GHOSTS. …And it’s beautiful and romantic that she’s living in Saint Paul. Because you can be sure he’s haunted Saint Paul. She might even die in North Oaks too! …CHILL!!!! …We try! …But they’re DEAD. The communication could very easily theoretically be…bad. Maybe not completely. But…it’s not something we’re necessarily supposed to do. Or that’s what I was raised to believe. As a Catholic.

…OR…it’s LEM! …And actually…the evidence is good for that being the case. On many levels. …And…while I’m not sold on it…I can intellectually…fathom the ideas he shares with us through her. …I think they make perfect sense too. I think they make perfect sense! And…I actually, as an actor myself, don’t understand why people don’t get it. He ACTED. …And to someone like Lacey it’s perceptible. The flaws. But…she’s like that. She picks up on details and spiritual things too. …Sometimes I think some of you are too vain and narcissistic to function…and that’s really all our problems are. …And other times I wonder if it’s something deeper too, at least.” says Stephen Colbert.

“So…do Old Money billionaires…if they even exist…care? Or are they like Harold Loeb?” asks a Black Minnesotan.

“They’re mostly like Harold Loeb. To be honest.” says Stephen Colbert.

“So the problem is mostly a distribution issue. Not so much…a class issue. As we’ve believed.” he says.

“Well…we’re not necessarily perfect. But…a lot of class issues have been addressed over the last 200 years. …And there are more. Sure!

But…yeah. …It’s not necessarily just a class issue.” says (thee) Luigi.

“Yeah. We may serve some purpose.” says Matt Nesheim. “And we can try to…redeem it. With Christ. Because we’re not…like other animals, at the very least. We’re the leaders. Or we were supposed to be. …And our sharks…hiding in the sand…like Luigi…can…be redeemed to be…heroic. In Christ. Hopefully, somehow. …It’s quite beautiful, actually. …But…if we kill off the sharks to keep the pretty fish…safe…in the sand…we destroy the whole ocean.

God can make the lion lay down and nap in a sunny spot…with the lamb. At peace. Christ. Christianity. …But…we can’t kill all the lions.

And…that’s what the 20th Century suggested we do. Obliterate the Old Money upper class.

It doesn’t work!

You have to deal with the evil. Not kill the sharks.” says Matt Nesheim.

“We understand that.” says Great Britain.

“Yeah!” says a middle class guy in England who hit on Lacey, while she was there.

Kate Middleton smiles.

“What happened!?” asks her mom.

“She said she was married!” he says.

Kate’s mom cries. Bites her lip.

“Would you have had any trouble dating Lacey?” says an English woman.

“Yeah. …There is a real class issue. …I’d feel embarrassed at times. Around her. …With what I could provide. …And she’d probably seem cold and posh. To my friends. Who’d be able to tell that she’s sincere. …But…if I loved her…and she loved me…there’s not a problem!” he says, smiling. “Class isn’t a death sentence in Great Britain. Not really. …Every class can die. Somehow. Right? …It’s more about…identity and…experience…and perspective…and…stuff like that. Values? Mmm….maybe. …Not as much as Americans want to claim. …I think it’s vastly more complex. But…anyhow.” he says.

“I agree!” says Kate Middleton’s mom.

“I UNDERSTAND!!” says Putin.

Lacey smiles.

“Was my family ever as wealthy or powerful as you or have we vastly overestimated ourselves!?” says Bobby Kennedy Junior to Putin.

“ and I’m going to tell you an honest answer you’ve overestimated yourselves. Most people in the west have overestimated you certainly in America they have. I am arguably one of the most powerful men in world history, and if there’s reincarnation, I could very easily be Alexei Romanov, the Romanov dynasty is one of the most powerful dynasties in all of it and all of human history and me being extremely poor, but raised by parents who loved me, and then fighting my way back into essentially the same position I would’ve been in if they hadn’t shot me would be pretty clear evidence for the class system being part of in a sense the human ecosystem and I actually think it’s brilliant to compare us to the ocean. I would not be the slightest bit surprised if there’s an actual dolphin yelling at us sincerely because they understand these things unfortunately at this point better than we do and then that’s where Bobby evil is the issue not not just the class system, not just this or that it’s it’s evil and Satan isn’t pier evil potentially so like some Baptist want to claim in America that it’s just Satan Satan got to me you know it might’ve been Satan but it’s Satan because he’s evil it’s evil that’s the problem it’s very metaphysically complex and that’s where you have to think that’s where you have to think sort of intellectually about it and I am sorry, but I’m not sure you have the capacity that you advertise to be able to do that.

I know you’re trying to suffocate her right now with demons of anxiety as she writes this on her blog because she’s so narcissistically upsetting to you and your family and many other gay men who are realizing painfully excruciatingly slowly overtime that one was probably straight. I know that he was almost for a fact it’s a little less than a fact like I can reach out and touch my chair right now that’s a fact I am philosophically brilliant enough to know if that’s a fact Bobby, but I can almost do that. I can almost see it for a fact that I’m a straight and it’s within enough margin of error for me intellectually to believe that he was straight because I know from experience that clinically speaking I can diagnose him as a heterosexual you know not all the tests are back so to speak not all the tests. Some of them are and clinically combined with the test that I have, I can diagnose him as a heterosexual get almost guaranteed it would be bad practice not to from my perspective. I have enough of the evidence back to know that there’s definitely an illness. There’s definitely something wrong Bobby it’s that he’s definitely sick so to speak, that’s not a question that’s a fact, unless if you want to question all of medicine which you definitely would have done, you could question whether or not he was sick metaphorically speaking but I’m not that stupid I don’t bother with those antics. I don’t have some petty ulterior motive like you. I’m sorry to be so harsh.

So yes, I can diagnosed him as sick. I can diagnose a mystic. He was definitely sick with something so to speak and then when I put it in context with my perfectly rational, saying scientifically sound evidence from his blood test, so to speak combined with my clinical expertise, I can diagnose them as heterosexual And I would say that’s all practical purposes of fact but I can’t verify it with the same sort of solid validity that I can verify somethings, so Sophocles and neither can Lacey, but we can act as though we can because within a certain intellectual margin of air, Bobby, it’s the same thing.

Lacey is unusually intelligent and I am as well and we’re both smart enough to see beyond this moment and what scares both of us is where this is going. Well, I mean worst case scenario I am wrong somehow, which isn’t actually even possible necessarily at all and then she could possibly be my wife when we die. I want that be fun for me, but I don’t look forward to that and that’s not reality because I know better and I know that really isn’t possible Bobby with a margin of error. It’s the same thing as fact.

Have I had fun with that margin of error as a man to confess yes I have, but it’s because it’s been just she’s been left alone it seems like pier evil to me I’m mad if there is reincarnation of love, and I are distantly related even through the aristocracy I’m mad at him my mother is beheaded him and they understand that if there is reincarnation, they actually fully respect our anger.

It’s sad because I was in the KGB. I was involved in underground activity like Luigis family very likely was at like Lacey‘s family and it’s sad. That people who have been like us who have been rebellious will say have become the knights in shining armor it’s not supposed to be like that, the people who were rebelling who did have some decency and morality and were outliers are not supposed to be the filter system you know we’re not supposed to be the liver of society so to speak we’re not supposed to be the kidneys we’re not supposed to be a humanities filtration system that’s not really our role we can function is that God is giving us grace to be that but that’s not necessarily what we were designed to do in a healthy functioning ecosystem so to speak but God knew that and if there’s reincarnation he knew that he knew that I was going to end up being what I was with the calling on my existence, if there’s reincarnation to lead the nation of Russia And then Bobby harkening back to the the far more solid understanding that we have because reincarnations very popular in the illuminati but if it’s not in the Bible, it’s not real. So if it’s not a thing and I’m not Aleksey, we can still say the following i.e. believe I have a calling on my life the very least to the leader of Russia as a Christian, I believe that is a calling on my life. And that would be a kin to divine right of kings. That would be what they were talking about in the 17 and 1800s when they said that a certain people had a certain calling to be able to lead a country in Christ it’s like that was the calling on their life or on their family.

And then Bobby that’s where I get mad at you and your family because that’s what essentially your family has been saying since the 1940s or 50s that your family has a sort of divine right to run the United States. And if you don’t worship Christ where the hell does that divine right come from where the hell does it come from Bobby? Where the hell does it come from? From hell, who gave you the divine right to run United States Satan, some demonic evil entity from Japan where the fuck did it come from!?

No I’m not a gullible fool. I don’t think I’m probably Aleksey but I’m not immune to the idea if it’s in the Bible that I actually am literally Aleksey so then I have a profound divine right of kings to run Russia and if I’m Alex say you could almost say that Russia messed up. But not in a way that I didn’t have empathy for so to speak or grace, for because the issue was about poverty of excruciating degrees. It was about inequality it was about evil, and if there is reincarnation, God knew the hearts of the Russian people when they murdered my whole family, which I would like to point out if there’s reincarnation was far less in humane than what you’ve done to Lacey to some degree and her whole family, you kept us in some Credi position but as a family, you weren’t molesting people you were leaving us alone you were letting us find food at least for ourselves we were able to hold each other and cry and tell stories, and fall asleep. We weren’t you know dying of cold or starvation somewhere, we were in a building we were housed we were together we were cold, but probably not freezing and that was actually pretty decent considering sincerely, considering how evil things could’ve been, you were probably pretty fair most likely because if I am Aleksey, you know that we really did care and took her role seriously even if we were messing things up and we were really fools in someway. And I am so no when you took my family and you shot us if I’m Aleksey or I’m just speaking on his behalf even that was actually very brutal to some people like in the 1990s and 80s I think people hearing that story in there in the US, or in a lot of other countries with how they were brutal and it is it is objectively it’s brutal but when you consider it, it wasn’t as evil as what you’ve done to Lacey I mean I’m going to be searching with her and one for her daughter, if if there’s if there’s any evidence that there’s a cloning of high degrees I will be even if it’s just for a few seconds when we’re dead searching with Lacey to make sure that her daughter is her daughter and that nothing happened because I understand but if that what that’s like as a father in my position, and I may have had some feelings for her, and we may be friends in someway And so no, I will be looking with her, even if it’s just for a few seconds before God guarantees to us in someway that no, she’s fine she’s safe she either died or it’s the same person arm but that’s awful. That’s pathetic. What the hell did she ever even do!?

She was too pretty she was too sexy. That’s a crime since when!?

No, it’s it’s a morbid demonic profoundly evil jealousy, that’s petty and useless, and totally profoundly evil that has attacked her. and I’ve known that the whole time which is probably is my arm winning and why I’ve rung your neck and you refuse to even admit it. No, I’ve beaten the west senseless don’t worry about my economy. I’ve worried about it enough we’re not stupid believe it or not, and we actually know what we’re doing really I’m not a dumb little nitwit, who managed to somehow magically get elected because my father bought the election. I’m a genius I know what I’m doing. So you shot my family if there’s reincarnation and you put us all out of our misery you killed us all you killed a lot of people, but you did it in a way that was actually far more humane than anything I’ve seen with Lacey and her family it was very you made it [humane] relatively speaking. and he can stay with the communist were atheist, and they were being brutal in that way yes, but no at the same time because what would be better torturing someone imprisoning them until they die to get every last ounce of sadistic pleasure you can out of that person for totally selfish disgusting evil purposes, or to just let them die in a way that gives them temporary pain a gunshot to the head hurts but not as much is destroying and torturing them for 30 years in the grand scheme of things if there is no afterlife and we all just die what what are you giving her and her family false hope for 30 years that they’re going to escape from the illuminati, that’s disgusting if there if there’s no afterlife if there’s nothing to be sad for it because it really is for the most part if not entirely the same thing if there’s no afterlife if there’s no real supernatural, we’re just scientifically connected and telepathy is just a science we don’t understand which is absolute bullshit intellectually but if that’s what you’re determined to believe Bobby and other idiots, who think like him in the west, mostly in America what is so good about what you’re doing it’s not it’s pure, petty, worthless evil you’re asking me to smash you in the head and destroy your whole entire fucking family. Because you guys are watch some sort of subhuman parasite? 

Oh, but I know for a fact that one was straight we can keep humor in the Kennedys, trying to give them grace and trying to give them the benefit of the doubt, but I I really do and you need to listen to me I know Lem was straight. If there’s green carnation, he was straight he’s always been straight. I have a weird I have a feeling, if there is reincarnation that he’s a far stronger person than we think and he actually is repulsed by homosexuality not in a way like he’s actually gay in a way where it’s like. It’s literally one of his worst nightmares because it’s genuinely so repulsive to him if there’s reincarnation, not that he’s homophobic, not that he’s any of those things you want him to be it’s more like oh some people are afraid of snails maybe or bugs or snakes it’s just gross to him and away like it’s just gross. If you can try to remember what that’s like? Yeah if there’s reincarnations high, I almost know that that it’s like one of his worst nightmares so if there is reincarnation, he came here got fooled is he thinking he was gay and then he didn’t really do much of anything to help Africa, and it sounds far fetched, but I don’t think it is if there is reincarnation, I truly think Japan was trying to sort of destroy great Britain through them I would I would love to know how that would functionally work, and I doubt that it was all of Japan. I have a feeling it was a rogue emperor who is not a good emperor who actually wants red Fais potentially literally sincerely grow up.

So as I was trying to say, and then the phone died and we’ve had to restart this conversation in the last paragraph if there’s reincarnation, Bobby does not know what he’s talking about certainly if there isn’t he doesn’t know what he’s talking about either and I know, for a fact that line was straight, regardless of what he remembers, even if he was molested by him, he was actually straight Bobby that’s how brilliant I am you’ve heard of the KGB I ran it that’s reality squirt!

I know Linn was straight was he ever involved with you sexually in a predatory way or even in a confused way either from what I’ve heard it from your testimony, and what I’ve heard from other people I highly doubt it I would say it’s extremely unlikely you change your story often about a lot of things. Bobby and I have a gut sense, but absolutely nothing happened and that he humored you maybe a little too much at times out of sympathy for you And you got the wrong impression and then people assume that there was something happening because they were psycho fanfic middle class idiots to be blunt in America or that nothing happened and you heard about it secondhand and lusted after him and got carried away. And I mean nothing happened in my estimation, but I wouldn’t be surprised if he humored you once or twice and smiled at you too much or padded your back or gave you some thing. Maybe you could’ve just been candy I have no clue maybe it was drugs maybe it was a buck I wouldn’t be surprised if he gave you stuff Not in a sentimental way but more in a patronizing way like oh he’s my little buddy everyone thinks that you know I’m in love with him and I’m not but I don’t want to hurt his feelings so I’ll just pretend like I am so maybe he can give you a book, but it could’ve been some thing like extra attention, or extra compliments or smile, or some thing purely to patronize you thinking that that would be helpful to your fragile little fucked up. You got like your mothers.

And that was a mistake. He didn’t realize what idiots you people are and that you can’t take a compliment and then let it go you you latch onto it like parasitic idiots like parasitic leeches it’s disgusting. You give you people 5 inches and you take the whole fucking world with it it’s obnoxious. And that’s the problem Donald Trump should not be having to deal with you right now. He was nice to you. He patronized you he let you support him. He used your support whether he really even needed it or not and now he has to help you in someway by giving you a cabinet position or something Bobby he’s being nice to you he’s going above and beyond you might not be confirmed because you might not deserve to be confirmed. You might be a total fucking true tragic, nutcase. So shut up and stop whining all the time begging everyone to feel sorry for you demanding that you’ll be in charge just because you got the Trump family to feel sorry for you. I don’t want to hear about your followers I don’t wanna fucking hear about your fucking thousands of followers Bobby how many fucking followers do you really have 400,000 it’s not just shoot him my God he’s annoying I RUN RUSSIA, YOU IDIOT!! *yells Putin*

No I’m sorry it’s just annoying to have to deal with that pesky overly persistent little bitch all the fucking time and no I’m not talking about Lacey Bobby, who I fuck or have fucked I’m talking about you! *yells Putin*

But I’m going to be calm, because that anger was for the purposes of intent. I’m actually being quite calm, you don’t understand. Or if you do understand, you’re forcing me to humor and patronize your stupidity.

Bobby do we have to shoot you because you’re too toxic for humanity to deal with? 

And so as I was saying what I am worried about Bobby is not this necessarily because I know there’s death and I know you can only go so far. Even if you keep Lacey alive for 30 years, I almost know for a fact, and I certainly know through faith, which is a fact in itself that there’s an afterlife. I know that. I’m not calling it fat. Stay with me I’m saying, I know that. And when I say, I know that about lemons orientation, I mean it in a different way in a different context, other two types of knowing. And yet in the sense, they’re not in a sense in western civilization and the current time we divide them when we shouldn’t in a sense. So I know that one was straight and I also know that there’s an afterlife, and I can say that this is absurd.

What I worry about if there’s reincarnation and I’m Alex Seay is where this is going because I had a divine right of kings to run Russia. Russia messed up and shot us which was brutal, but it wasn’t totally insane or evil and so if I had a divine right to run this country as Alexei as a Romanov as a Christian, god put me back in charge if there’s reincarnation, but he made me work through incredible poverty to get where I am out of his love for poor Russian people who shot my family for a reason. But America is not Russia. They’re two different countries. You can’t steal our goodness or our innocence or our narrative, and pretend like it’s yours because it’s not. And at times I think that makes you feel more innocent and maybe you are and then at times you’re not as innocent as us.

So that’s part of the problem if there’s reincarnation, God said, oh no, no the Romanoffs really did love Russia if they come back, they’ll have to be heartbreaking the poor, but I’m not gonna separate them from their love because they need that they need human love. It’ll be very hard for them to become powerful without it and that’s where Lacey and I could be soulmates because she hasn’t been loved enough and so she is if there is an illuminati and if I am, Alex say no without love we don’t do so well we don’t Ascend to positions of leader ship it’s just it’s hard for us. It’s our crib tonight maybe has something to do with the Russian nature that we require human love to care or something maybe it’s more complex than that but no I don’t think we’re twin flames but if she’s my soulmate and if I am Alex say it’s not a coincidence that she’s extremely powerful but Innoway that’s frightening because she’s not in a position of open power Because she wasn’t loved. So if I am Alex say no, I needed loving parents. I needed a mom and dad who actually cared about me in a real way. They could be cold as ice, but they needed to genuinely love me and they did. And so I actually did battle rats as a kid I had to be tough at times I starved I had to deal with the smell of other peoples shit to take a shower. It was a very difficult childhood and that way no it’s not your imagination run wild of things that I saw and endured stoically bravely and intelligently and that’s where if there is reincarnation, there was some justice in that Because if I am Aleksey, when I was a child, I was being pampered. Well, there were children who are starving freezing to death, and having a childhood that I had gave me some empathy that it wasn’t the same but it gave me a little ounce of empathy and understanding for their excruciating pain And they know that it’s maybe not equal but that I develop some sense of it to my own childhood if I’m Aleksey, and if there is being carnation, it wasn’t about being equal it wasn’t about being fair in that way because that’s not necessarily quite how it work, but it’s more about understanding their perspective And am loving them even though they shot me so if there’s reincarnational I have a bond with my people that’s not breakable my whole family does and if there’s been carnation we really did care and do you care and so in a sense we came back to the Russians and said no don’t don’t. We love you like Christ loved the church. Please let us try Please let us try to lead you.

And so that’s how it would work in God’s universe where there’s justice and innocence that’s not stupid and mercy and actual love. And and that would be the calling on my life to endure those hardships am I a perfect leader know the Romanovs are not God they’re not completely innocent my people still might hate me at times for fair reasons I’m not trying to white wash everything, but people are complicated and if this is my heart, if I am Aleksey, I’m not pure evil I may have some real decency and love for the Russian people it within me and that is also reality. I am fighting a war right now that I believe is just a necessary and I would say that a good deal of Russians understand that and it’s in our long-term best interest.

But if I die, if they die, I will die fighting doing what I can for my country.

I think it’s ironic that they’ve not let us be in the Olympics because they think it’s smart to snub human rights dictator evil bad man, but I’m not necessarily that evil, and they refused to accept their own evil as reality when it’s glaringly obvious.

but considering how bad the last Olympics were in the whole debacle with the crucifixion, that’s what I’m going to call it even though it was the last supper, the whole debacle with the crucifixion and Christ and the church and the gold plated pieces of tin that you gave the athletes I am going to call that a win for the Russians. I love Louis Vuitton I do I actually do I love France I said we for a reason but the nicer they have to be more French and less dogmatically upper middle class.

And this gets back to my points that I’m trying to make I know Linn was straight. I have a feeling he was very sexually frustrated last night as the stern surly grumpy straight man that he is who got misunderstood as a moody, prissy gay man that he was not. But I also know that he tends to be impatient with her if there’s a big incarnation he has a history of that and that might be his personal cross to bear and I’m not particularly worried in a good way in Christ, but I think she’s very arousing to him. He loves her she loves him and then he gets very impatient even though he will have sex with her and has he gets very impatient because I don’t know maybe he’s there with her some separation anxiety with him and her or maybe there’s some feeling of fear that he’s going to lose her which Satan obviously would’ve played into play mean I feel bad if I am Alexei I did what I felt I had to do but I do feel bad too, because no his family was grander dispensers, but he didn’t necessarily even have their last name And he didn’t have a title and they were extravagantly wealthy, but they were the Romanovs so a little part of me feels bad, but even if he’s Constantine, it’s when they were together he wasn’t Constantine so even if there’s reincarnation, and he was Constantine, she wasn’t there at an I think there could be some fear on his part if there’s reincarnation, even if he knows they’re together forever so don’t worry you’ll be with her she loves you I am quite sure she loves you more than me so just be calm and trust Christ right and take this as a eye-opening experience to the pain. You caused her because you have caused her in excruciating about pain and no I’m not gonna apologize for your suffering he might deserve to suffer. Loved understand what you’re putting her through and put her through through.

But that’s the point that I’m trying to make really eat when I had to say that possibly but what gets me is that there is a divine right of kings potentially and if I if I have that on my life or in my on my existence, then what’s going on? Is this Jack’s comedy hour? What is happening because it seems like a comedy. The sort of excruciating coincidences you know Saint Augustine is her husband with a Nathalia gets killed in Saint Augustine? That individual who identifies as a looks like Peter Lawford he really doubt they really do that individual looks like Peter Lawford, so then, and there in Hollywood and it gets creepier, because their girlfriend is far more attractive than any Kennedy woman has ever been, and she’s a model, and she keeps turning them down to get married, seemingly but they’re persistent and it seems like they’re not going to give up It’s just weird on a sort of theatrical. Oh yeah it’s creepy because it’s just it’s just like yeah it’s sort of like some weird bizarro universe. It’s just very very creepy. I did it and then I swear and then I’m Alexei Romanov if there’s reincarnation, and I’m back to run, Russia, which actually isn’t weird But if it feels weird, would it probably shouldn’t if there is reincarnation we’re not even supposed to be talking about reincarnation or there isn’t reincarnation, but it’s just it’s very weird but to the point where it’s become a comedy to some people who are observing it it seems like a dark, dark comedy with unfortunately Jack Kennedy, being the buffoon not even intelligent, buffoon not even necessarily, lovable buffoon if you don’t take him as what he is an absolute buffoon. So if there is ring carnation, he’s made the entire world a bizarre dark comedy for the last seemingly 50 to 60 years and maybe it’s sort of coming to an end but it’s very creepy to some people comical experience but it’s it’s very weird that one person could do that much harm and control that much even with Japan in their glory It’s unclear how he got away with it, but seemingly he got away with basically running the entire world, and making it into some strange sort of fanfiction that he had of reality, and it’s very comical.

The whole Armageddon scene that accompanies the song I have 2 million viewed Instagram reel up with possible spaceships flying over Los Angeles as it burns it’s kind of like I wanna see it jump the shark with Annette say that it’s self seems like jumping the shark at this point in the conversation it’s just it’s so it’s like a satire it’s becoming like a satire of reality on a meta-level. It’s hilarious.

Him because it’s like his comeuppance is that the aliens fly over Los Angeles as it burns? No it’s it’s very darkly comedic that his comeuppance would be burning Los Angeles with aliens flying through smoke. I’m sorry it’s me there’s something funny about that but maybe not everyone has my sense of humor but to me that seems very mountainous. It was melodramatic. It’s like a caricatures of reality it’s comedic. It’s a satire.

But then I think about who he would be a poor uneducated, probably homosexual whether that’s allowed to heaven, or not son of a Japanese whore, whose family probably sold humans into slavery. And by humans, I mean other Japanese people I have a feeling they actually did sell Japanese people basically to be indentured servants to wealthier Japanese. I’m not sure if they found them somewhere on the docs working in the sailing industry of Japan or if they had almost like an underground railroad of people who stole people, and sort of like Japanese human trafficking but I wouldn’t be surprised if there’s reincarnation if that’s really what his family did, and a little prostitution on the side. And then he was the gay son, or the bisexual son, who was probably favored by his mother and sort of protected from his father and his uncle, and then he dies and has this emperor, who wants to be nice to him and make him feel special, and so his mother probably convinces the emperor that he’s capable of it when he’s not And then he messes the whole thing up by choosing Constantine and Scotia, who are married and in love as forever twin flames, and should really just be left alone should really just be left alone. They should’ve just been left alone just left alone, but he couldn’t do that when he gets narcissistically fixated on them as a poor Japanese man. Should there be reincarnation.

And then that’s where I get worried because I am who I am I care about poor people and that African-American man is asking a brilliant question. How do we redistribute things?

Edward Nesheim is the heir to trillions in oil his son committed suicide this month last year. His son Matt was Lacey’s second cousin and may not actually have been her biological cousin but we legally would call them second cousins. they are not an in humane family. They have a liquid net worth as a family of probably about 100 million which is not inappropriate in my opinion it is not inappropriate to have a family a family an old money family worth 100 million OK that’s just 100 million that’s not 1 billion that’s not 500 million it’s just 100 million for a whole family it’s a lot it’s enough to call them old money and upper class but they’re not hoarding wealth their trillions are in the ground they’re calling card the reason that they are at the table being an issue for all major world powers and everyone including black rock is because they own trillions in oil in the west and that is why we are so scared of them because they do they privately owned trillions in oil but it’s in oil in the grout so we can’t control them. I don’t think they can almost control us. They can’t really easily control me, but they can control a lot of people and I’ve cozied up to them to be blunt intelligently and I don’t think these they would score of that. But I have been why is it that way the US has not been as wise to say the least Great Britain husband China has been Japan has been North Korea husband north south America basically has been but but no Africa has been. Basically the whole world has been it’s America and Bobby and people who think like that who can’t quite handle it.

And their contention is that it’s unfair because they’re old money they have 100 million there safe in the Midwest next to lakes and then they have trillions in oil in North Dakota.

I would say that those people have a point about the same time they don’t. I get why they’re frustrated but they’re over emphasizing the omnipotence of old money. The national homes are old money from Norway and so they understand logistically because they still owned there a state from the 1700s in Norway With all of the silver that’s not pleated it’s Sterling from my storage prestigious get an avian silver house that they made on their estate and I’m sure they could defend themselves but the thing is are we were defend them but then that’s the thing are, you were heard of angry peasants?

I don’t see these people as being a part of the distribution problem they’re not billionaires the way that Elon Musk and Jeff Bezos, and other people of that nature are I’m a billionaire, but I’m riding Russia and I’m risking my life and being honorable. They have trillions but it’s in the ground and we cannot intelligently. Ignore it without committing suicide, but it’s not a distribution problem. They’re not hoarding both in a way that harms other people their open wealth that affects other people on a distribution level is only capped at about 100,000,000.

They have 100 million which is actually a very modest amount for an old money family with trillions in the ground. That’s very modest. That’s very Norwegian. I don’t think hating on Edward Nesheim, especially considering that his son shot himself this month is appropriate. I think we can get frustrated that they’re not living in Laguna Beach with $100 million house that just burned to the ground because they’re too smart to do that, but I don’t think it’s appropriate to shove all of our idiocy or ignorance or evil onto their lap and act as though they’re responsible for it when they’re not. You want to talk about a distribution problem let’s talk about that let’s actually have a seen, rational, intelligent conversation about redistributing wealth and so that billionaires can’t hoard it new money people who are not being honorable, Elon Musk might try. He really might jump his house might even stop up to the plate at times two but you’re not like me you’re not running Russia risking your neck And you’re not intelligent in the way that her family is with trillions in the ground and 100 million your billions are very new money and their billions but their new money Jeff you want Amazon you don’t have trillions of oil in the ground you want Amazon have you been? It’s heartbreaking to you because you feel sorry for yourself because you’re a modest man sexually from the middle class family and you feel entitled to be me or Constantine.

So is that why you can’t look over the fact that one was obviously heterosexual? And I am not a fucking idiot!? Because you’re butt hurt over the fact that you’re mediocre!?” yells Putin.

In response a bit later:

“ i’ll tell you, Vladimir they’re faking it. I am shocked at the prospect that Lem’s may have been straight. I didn’t see that one coming so to speak they had us all going, and as a bisexual, mega elite in Liechtenstein and illuminati of some old money heritage myself I would actually love to know how he did it. There are some parts of homosexuality that I just made assumptions about Maybe Michael could even explain better than he could but I don’t understand it because to me he seems gay but then I think they don’t know he’s probably straight I think about the evidence I think no that’s too much evidence. He probably was straight and then I think of course he would go for her just to be looking at their houses and her background and her father, who I do think is Tom, possibly even genetically I am an old, wealthy man and Lichtenstein. I understand how easy it is to pull a hot chick if you really want one for yours Stephen and make them fall in love with you and not a prostitute I’m a beautiful young woman be a model or an actress or someone somewhere you can do it it’s not that difficult on so I’m thinking about it and I’m thinking OK fine that makes sense. They’re very similar in a way But how the hell did I get this so wrong and it really in a sense is innocent I just don’t get it because I have a different evaluating system than the one that she has in my gaydar which is bisexual gaydar but I still think it’s valid, and I didn’t realize that I was making a mistake and how I evaluate people. I just didn’t think I was that wrong But just Ito on a sort of human level. I’m actually curious to know what it is that I have wrong in my technique. I am serious. There are some people I wonder if they were more straight than I realized or straight even worst case scenario like Lem’s probably especially in the 80s I want to say and then there are some people who I genuinely think Might have been gay who claim to be straight. I mean I I’m sorry rest him please sleep please safely. I wonder if he’s like I wonder if Jimmy Carter was bisexual no I’m serious no I’m saying anything I do. I wonder if Jimmy Carter was bisexual because that’s what Lacey thinks he is and he might’ve been in love with his wife, but a little part of me wonders if he was bisexual And then I look at him differently and I think of my goodness Jimmy I had no idea that you were available if you hadn’t been in love with your wife and then suddenly I think how do you know if he was bisexual how does he not count and we don’t we don’t have to look at his presidency and see the flaws. If we wanna take a moment to honor our community we can look at him as a godly, loving man Who tried to bring consensus which I think is something that gay people have learned from women or have as part of who we are to in a way I’m sure it’s not like women because we’re men but I still think it’s some thing that I would want to think about is a bisexual just the nature of what we’ve accomplished What we did accomplish through him, and I would like to be given some credit for it not in that way, but just as a person I would like to think I was a part of some thing with him he was one of us even if he was with a woman, he still had that orientation and I is a bisexual. Find that’s a something to be proud of Him because it as a bisexual the point isn’t to be with a man it’s to be with one person who you love and I think he did that very successfully and I’m proud of him as another bisexual if he was one because I know Lacey would label him that she would according to her data herbs and scientific analysis. That’s what he seems to be and honestly if he was again, I would like to be able to take credit Where credit is due.

That’s what irritates me because because I would like to ask Lem or Michael to clarify, I personally am a little taken off guard, but I am intrigued.

Oh, but I am also an extraordinarily wealthy man who is white and licked inside. Liechtenstein.

So I would like to be able to move on if the supernatural could stop mocking me to call him he licked inside. I know that was a demon or a ghost bullying me in a homophobic way. I’m not licked inside thank you. I live in Liechtenstein.

Lem Putin Lacey they’re faking it. I would have the balls so to speak if I thought it was best to shoot Lacey. But I don’t think it’s what’s best, but that’s what I would do because I have the ability psychologically given my background, and who I am to do some thing that wild by some peoples estimation. I am the Hungarian prince and eyes wide shut him and Lacey would probably have a very interesting dance with me. She would not entirely know what I was referencing, but she wouldn’t away and so actually it would end up being a far less pretentious conversation, which is not something that’s a middle class people know you can’t just fake being in the upper class old money by reading all the right stuff . but she’d be interested in what I was actually getting at not just trying to argue with me. I don’t know where Nicole Kidman‘s character is too, but I be able to tell that she was legitimately baffled by where I was going in the conversation. Also, Lacey is to be blunt curvier, and it’s here. She’s not stupid, but she she. She is sexually but different than Nicole Kidman‘s character. So her genuine sophisticated interest, and what I’m saying would be noted, but I would not be stymied by her some what do you know ignorance will say about what she actually read or recalled. So we would end up talking and with her I would just get down to it and I’d say do you want to go upstairs and see the art and unlike Nicole Kidman she wouldn’t be the slightest bit surprised or seduced I know that surprise is Chris Hayes possibly but no, she would not be she would be anticipating the entire thing from the beginning and she would be sort of trying to figure out what to do with me and I already know who’s the irony she probably would say, what’s upstairs and I would probably say no it actually is real art or something like that just to be daring to see what she do and she would say I’ll go up there but I’m not necessarily going to make love with you. Can you handle that or will I end up dead?

And I will look at her and him I would act totally taken aback and a guest and she say oh I’m sorry, but I’m not a fool just because I’m from the country.

And I’d say well how about you take the risk because it’s worth it. And she’d say all right but if I end up dead or tortured, you’ll regret it for the rest of eternity because I’ll destroy your soul in Christ if I have to.

But she say it in this way that unbeknownst to her and it in and out intentionally became Scottish literally as she said that right now her voice became Scottish. I would notice that, and as a Rosicrucian list of sorts, I would think oh that was an accident she just became Scottish And I would say well excuse me I promise you you will not be disappointed I’m not actually absolute vermin I promise you you’ll enjoy it and then I will take her hand and we and this is why I’m bisexual and I might actually really just want to go up there with art being up there it’s not just sexual actually right appreciate the art and so then I would take her hand and we’ll go up to see the art And I actually think we will probably have a really nice time we might end up making out. I don’t think we would probably have made love, but she probably would’ve given me a lovely evening. We would’ve had a very deep conversation about marriage and love and eternity if she was married to Tom Cruise‘s character, who’s not lime And just the meaning of everything and I probably would decide that she was a true friend and I don’t think it would be a bad experience and to be honest with you I had a supernatural level. Her husband never would’ve come in and wandered in on us and if he did, I would know in my DNA that it’s time for me to step up to the plate and probably try to get her to leave him And either become my mistress or my wife or my friend because I was also personally involved at that point that if he did show up trying to have sex with someone without her knowing I would be pissed off. Sincerely, I would be and I would think that this man is a cat and I’m faithful bad steward of what he’s been given I think I shall intervene, she was excruciatingly faithful to him. I know she was attracted to me. This is not going to keep working because I’m too offended and I’m not lame. I’m a real man and looked inside possibly.

And so high, I would caution people reading. I would caution Putin, I would say to them you know, I can handle my duties I can handle the realities of things, but some people can’t, and I wonder what Stanley Kubrick was really trying to say to the illuminati and why we killed him if we did was he trying to tell us that we’re not who we used to be that we’re not people from the 1920s anymore by and large that were Nicole Kidman and Tom Cruise as lovely as they are as individuals most of the illuminati is made up of the Hartford‘s, not the Rockefellers of the Roth Childs or other people of that sort it’s people who are movie stars what is eyes wide shut meta?

Was Stanley Kubrick, trying to tell us some thing about ourselves toward us that we were really off and our understanding of everything?

Was he brilliant and being ironic?

And if so, I actually would say this is sad because it’s it’s real. We are in trouble. If that’s the case I would agree with him. Class is not as much of an issue as we wanted to be. It is an issue but maybe not it’s not how the whole thing functions you can’t obliterate old money, upper class and get rid of the evil, that’s not where the evil resides it’s not just an upper class disease greed is something that all people can experience in every class and so you can just get rid of old money and then it all goes away. And so I would challenge middle-class people who want to eat the rich to be wise. It’s an ironic thing to say considering Michael Rockefeller who are you eating? Why do you want to eat them?  don’t suffocate Lacey don’t shoot people who you shouldn’t shoot think about what you’re really angry about. Think about who is really at fault and stop letting people control you whether it’s us or someone else into thinking that it’s just simple all rich people are evil. The class system is the problem simple simple simple get rid of the nuclear family. All white men are trash. Maybe it’s not that simple maybe all that exists for a reason and it’s evil that’s the problem whether you think if it is evil or not, I’m going to call it that because that’s what it is. How do we get rid of evil? If we’re having a distribution problem with money how do we redistribute it?” says a man in Liechtenstein. “ that is an excruciatingly difficult question but that’s where people have to spend time working smarter not harder to put the classes shoe in the back burner focus on the distribution issue. Can you do that?”

Later.

“If you can…watch Lacey’s Instagram reels. They’re cryptic messages from the dead.” says a man in the Illuminati. “It’s CREEPY.”

Nada Surf “Blonde on Blonde” from Let Go plays.

“She’s Scotia. If there’s reincarnation.” says a Boomer. “No doubt in my mind.”

“Help.” says Peter Thiel.

3:49

“When I was in Great Britain making love with Lacey…I was making love with Lacey when Jack happened upon us. …If there’s reincarnation. And he saw her orgasm.” says Lem.

Silence.

Luigi nods in the afterlife. In understanding.

“And…I was orgasming too. But he couldn’t tell.” says Lem.

“Why?” asks Luigi.

“Because he was…sexually inexperienced. He’d never had good sex. Or sex at all, possibly. …She was obvious. …I was silent. And I had my eyes closed. Because I was taller than her then too. …Enough to close my eyes. And I shook. Very slightly. But I wasn’t as…loud. Or demonstrative. I could be. But that time I was…so…aroused and…innocent and married…that…I was quiet. …I’m louder now. …Because I’ve suffered and…I’m still innocent…but…I thought I was gay-“ says Lem.

Luigi laughs.

“I did.” says Lem.

Luigi nods. “Sorry.” he says.

“No. I know. …But…it happened.” says Lem.

Luigi nods, calming himself.

“So…if there’s reincarnation…I…got off on her getting off. Largely. But…now…I’m actually less…healthy. And…just being with her at all…makes me…lose my mind.” says Lem, smiling. “And I can’t see that changing. But…I hope to be less traumatized someday.” says Lem.

“So!” says Luigi.

“So…I’m…saying that if there’s reincarnation…Jack misunderstood. He knew she was in ecstasy. But he didn’t understand that I was too. …Not at the time. I think he thought I was shaking from ejaculating. And nothing else.” says Lem. “No. It was…great. …There’s nothing better than that. With anyone. In any way. …But he didn’t understand that.

And I was just…his friend. Although we both misunderstood that. At the time. In different ways.” says Lem.

Later.

“So Jack…thought…your orgasm…when you shook…was literally…her…sucking your energy?” says Jon Hamm, laughing, but trying not to.

“Yes.” says Lem. “If there’s reincarnation. Yes.”

Chloe Kardashian laughs.

“Well…let’s figure out if there’s reincarnation or not first!” admonishes Caitlyn Jenner with a smile.

“Who started the fires?” says a reader.

“Iran.” says Lacey.

Ancient Egypt laughs.

“Why?” says a man in LA.

“Child trafficking. It’s huge in LA.” says Lacey.

Later.

“Who canceled…- The insurance!” says Mitt Romney to Lacey.

“Not me!” says Putin.

“Who warned them!?!?” says Mitt Romney.

“Me.” says Putin. He smirks. “But this is just Fanfiction. Right? She’s…just…a nobody!?”

Mitt Romney smirks.

“Okay. So…you planned these fires? For how long!?” he says to Putin.

“Since 2014.” says Putin. “I’m a genius.”

“It’s over child trafficking.” says Iran. “Really.”

“In Hollywood!?” says a reader.

“YES!!” says Edward Snowden. “Why did she have to explain this to you!? How is it not OBVIOUS!?”

“Dude!! …We aren’t military super-geniuses like you and Lacey!” says a guy in LA to Putin. “We either did figure it out and are covering. Or…we’re slow??” he says.

“So…it’s Russia? …If we can’t find a Globalist who’s actually responsible…and we’re sure it was started…it’s Russia!?” says a woman in the Illuminati.

“Yes!” says Japan. “YES.”

Later.

“Lacey. Let’s talk.” says the CIA to Lacey.

She sighs.

“Ask God right now whether or not there’s reincarnation. And get answer. And then come back to us. Donald Trump’s orders.” says the CIA.

She returns.

“I’m getting both. Yes and no.” says Lacey. “It’s not an easy thing to get an answer to. The spiritual warfare is INTENSE. …I’ll try one last time.

*She tries*

I’m hearing yes. But I’ve heard no. …It’s extremely difficult!

So…I can’t get a clear answer.

We can go with yes. For now.” says Lacey.

“Okay. Then for now…and I’ll trust God too…YOU ARE SCOTIA.” says Donald Trump. “Yeah!!”

“And we actually were married.” says Lem. “If that’s true.”

Posthumous Forgiveness by Tame Impala plays.

“I didn’t know they were Scotia and Constantine!!!” says JFK before disappearing.

Heidi laughs.

“Thanks Jack, if you can hear me!” says Spencer.

“So…we’re mad.” says Heidi.

“I did it! Not her!” says Putin. “Or it’s Global Warming.”

2:36

“Are you Alexei!?” says Spencer.

“Yes.” says his dead mother, if there’s reincarnation.

“Oh. Okay.” says Spencer Pratt. “So…you’re very moral.”

Putin nods.

“If this is of God…it’s in the Bible.” says Putin.

“So you’re targeting the children’s…ring leaders?” says Heidi.

“Yes!” says Putin.

“And we’re collateral damage.” says Spencer Pratt.

“Bingo.” says India.

“Do you know what you’re doing?” Spencer whispers to Donald Trump, half-joking.

The song ends.

My Tears Are Becoming A Sea by M83 plays.

“I’m sorry. It’s war.” says Putin. “Lacey and I are WARRIORS. And…we will die fighting. For Christ. If necessary.

You can surrender. Do what comes to you. Pray! …If you know…ways to dismantle the rings…do it. Safely and effectively. Now.” says Putin.

“And have allegiance to who?” asks Spencer.

“God…if no one else.” says Putin.

“Okay. So…what happened?” Spencer asks Lem.

“She died. We were together for seven years your time. …And then I decided we should help. Africa. And…we…were advised not to. By God. …But He said we could. …He just advised against it. …But…we absolutely could. It was…allowed. Very much allowed. …And…He said he would use it and bless it. …It just isn’t what He would have chosen for us. As His first choice. …And I…didn’t think I knew more than Him…but…if there’s reincarnation, and maybe there isn’t…I’m Constantine. I’m literally thee Emperor Constantine. …Regardless, I really wasn’t gay. …But…I was a successful Emperor. And…a very successful Englishman. And I’m a very strong man. A very good man. …Really! …Regardless. …So…I would have felt…safe. Not…challenging God…but…talking over Him. …Listening. But not…enough. …And maybe I’m not reincarnated and neither is she. …He would have warned us. …But yet not.

If there’s reincarnation…Lacey wonders if He was already considering ending the world in the early 1900’s.” says Lem.

“Yeah.” says Trump.

“Lem…who are you?” says a gay man, sincerely. “Let’s talk ‘giving.’”

“Coffee. Sugar. Cream. …I don’t finish it.

Whisky. Gin. …Vodka.

Tonic water. And lime. When I’m trying to be sober. Over ice. …I imagine it’s got gin in it. …Or did.

Graham Crackers with milk.

Beer!

Tennis. Crew. Skiing? …Water Polo. Fishing. …Hunting. Shooting. Yes…I can shoot. …Riding a horse. …Squash? Hockey…sort of. …Figure-skating. Dancing. …Canoeing. …Sailing. …Ice fishing. …If there’s reincarnation, Cricket. I’m also not bad at Rugby. And a few ancient Roman games. I have decent hand-eye coordination.

I like a fox hunt over polo. If there’s reincarnation. Foxes might deserve to be killed…when I do it. How about that?

I collect…books. Not- Well…now I can just go back to collecting books. I guess we’ll say for now.

…I paint. Badly. …But…Lacey and my bedroom has my art. My dream is to paint her. Someday. When I’m good enough.

*a dead Guggenheim laughs*

Yes. Rose and Jack indeed.

*a dead Vanderbilt cracks up laughing*

I’m…” says Lem.

“Okay. Starbucks. You order what?” says a gay man.

“Coffee.” says Lem. “Black. With room for cream and sugar.”

“Which roast?” asks a woman.

“Dark.” says Lem.

“Private plane or First Class?” says the woman.

“Now? Private plane. …Ten years ago, I would have said First Class.” says Lem.

“Cruise?” says a gay man.

“NEVER!” says Lem. “It’s DISGUSTING these days. On every level.”

“Favorite television show?” says an English man.

“None of them! I can’t stand watching almost any television now. …When Lacey dies I’ll be able to again. …I find them all tedious.” says Lem. “Sorry!”

“What would you watch with her?” asks Jeff Bezos.

“The old shows. …Leave It To Beaver. …Stuff I used to watch alone. Drinking beer. At night. On my sofa.” says Lem.

“What was your favorite beer?” asks a living gay man.

“Pabst.” says Lem. “And…Yuengling.” He smiles. “Pennsylvania! …She heard about that beer at college. I made sure she did. …I drank a lot of it.”

“What was your snack?” asks a living gay man.

“Popcorn. …I popped it in a kettle. …With lots of salt and butter.” he says.

“WHY LOS ANGELES!?” Bill Gates yells at Putin.

“Children!!!” says Russia. “Hello!”

“And it sends a clear message?” he says.

“Yes! …And it points out your stupidity! …It’s WAR!” yells Jeffrey Epstein. “They’re trying to WIN, Bill.”

“Caramel popcorn?” Spencer Pratt asks Lem.

“No. Too sticky!” says Lem.

“Chocolate?” asks Jon Hamm.

“What kind?” asks Lem.

“Hershey’s!” says Jon Hamm.

“I’m not sure. …I wasn’t a chocolate eater. …Yeah??? …It’s good. …I’m not a huge fan of it though.” says Lem.

“Root beer?” says a gay man.

“YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT!” says Lem. “With ice cream.”

“French fries?” says a gay man.

“I love them!” says Lem.

“Lingerie or naked?” says Warren Buffet.

“NAKED. …But who wouldn’t say that?” says Lem.

“True.” says Warren Buffet.

“Cigars or cigarettes?” says Jeff.

“Neither. I smoked because I was…molested. I started smoking after I was molested because I got so…anxious. Constantly. …And scared. …I used substances to avoid my trauma.” says Lem. “Nothing.”

“Red or pink lipstick?” says Warren Buffet.

“Red. But…after she slept with Michael…and Harold…it hurt. …It doesn’t hurt as much now. …Red.” says Lem.

“Favorite starlet?” says a gay man.

“Carole Lombard.” says Lem. “She’s a very intelligent woman. We know her! Well! …I’m honestly only attracted to Lacey. …So don’t get the wrong idea. …But…she’s…brilliant!”

“Male lead?” asks a gay man.

“David Niven.” says Lem.

“Lem did you figure out you were straight…at a place like this:

“It showed movies. I had videos. …And she’s seen them. But doubted it.

Yup!

Except it showed them.

It was a huge movie theater. Near Time’s Square.” says Lem.

“You went there alone?” says Donald Trump.

“Yes! Several times.” says Lem.

“Foreign films?” says a Norwegian actress.

“Yes.” says Lem.

“WHERE?” says Donald Trump.

In that part.

It was on 9th Avenue.

It’s not there anymore.

I think it closed in the 1980’s. …Listen. I’m a ghost. It’s in that area though. It was a big theater. And I think they tore it down in the late 1980’s. …It was near a subway. You’d walk in…buy a ticket. And then at the very end of s dark hallway you’d walk into a huge movie theater.” says Lem.

“What was it called?” says Donald Trump.

“Reminder that I’m a ghost. These things are harder to hear. Unless I work at it. Or God orchestrates it. …Umm…it was…The Tavern. The Tavern. That’s what she hears. …It was code for…pornography. …Because they sold porn. You could buy it. If you asked for it. …It was closed during the day. …It was a very run down part of the area. …So…they called it that. …They sold liquor. There was a bar. As part of the front. And then you’d walk down a long dark narrow hallway…that could have led to a closet. Or a bathroom. But it was a huge movie theater. *He shrugs* There may have been another entrance or they may have made some sort of connection between two separate buildings at some point I’m not entirely sure about the history of that building and also she’s hearing this from me in a way that’s precarious so this might not be exactly correct but if you find even anything close to this in that area I am the one who told you.

And that was where I figured out that I was straight in 1981 before I decided to kill myself.

It might seem stupid to a lot of people live today that I couldn’t figure it out and then I put so much effort I think that’s what irritates you people is how much effort I put into being homosexual. I think for gay men alive today. They just can’t imagine anyone putting in that much effort to being gay, especially in the 1930s and 40s. And took straight men alive today I don’t think most of them can imagine someone in the past from their fathers generation, who so masculine and capable of being happy with a woman being with a man at all. Well, I wouldn’t say being with a man I just mean as a euphemism for trying to be sexual. I’m talking into the phone because it’s 1 o’clock in the morning and I’m exhausted I’m trying to relate to her by letting my body get tired and normal old fashion way so to speak. But yes, it was called the tavern. She’s also heard the word Rick, like Rick’s. So if you find the history if you if you manage to even locate records even a structure that could’ve been that in some map if there’s a theater even in that area that was where it was in the 1970s late 70s and early 80s that area was so rundown but there were still some old buildings and they kept an old theater. I think the theater was probably from the 1800s it was an actual cedar like an actual old like a Cedar theater where they would’ve had like plays in vaudeville. And then it was converted into a movie theater if I understood correctly in the 1920s or 30s probably the 30s. And so yeah it was converted into a movie theater in the 1930s and yes titled when you die and you’re able to explore all of human history with with Christ you can look into it for yourself safely. Don’t watch any movies though right I’m at least not the ones I was watching.

But it was yeah it wasn’t. It was a I think it was converted. Yeah, it was converted into a movie theater but some of the original stuff from that old original theater I think was still in the movie theater like some of the walls if I’m not mistaken on the sides were from the theater.

So that’s probably why by the 1970s or 80s it was being used for dirty movies because it had a big screen. The screen was probably from all the 40s or 50s probably the 40s so the screen hadn’t been changed since the 1940s and this was a late 70s so it was an old old screen I mean there might’ve been some new equipment all but there it was a lot of old stuff so the 1940s was the big screen, and then the walls with it was terrible acoustics for a movie theater. Well it wasn’t terrible but it wasn’t what made you know for a movie theater it was made for plays so it wasn’t being used for its original purpose and it was in a bad neighborhood, so they probably decided the best way to use it was to turn it into a place to show dirty movies

The movies that they showed were all I mean it was all of her Nagra fee. And they tore down in the 80s and turned it into some sort of center. God, my God even be letting me see this entirely for some reason that he’s explain sleeting to me. It Hass to do with just something complicated but anyway I’ll say. They turn it into social event, center and center of some sort so it was turned into some sort of like a center will say yeah that’s what I meant so she said she’s seeing it was turned into some sort of center of some sort almost like a large like a clothing store, but not really in the late 80s and early and then from there it it was I think it turned into some sort of thing I was when I say I woke up a place where people were living. Like a Hyundai like a luxury high-rise and I think it may still be some sort of luxury apartment building or a luxury condominium that was built in the 80s or 90s anyway, if you can find a luxury living this with this girls will be a false lead, but if you can find someplace like that where there was once a Cedar in that neighborhood that’s pretty good evidence that I’m really ghost, or some thing And actually, I mean there’s a lot of other evidence. Is it music where I collected pornography? I had a vast photography collection in my opinion and I read playboy, but that’s how I mean. I was a straight man I was very capable of being married, and I never got married. I never even had sex with anybody not really I made out with two or three people two or three women my whole life one of them was a prostitute that I had hired for Jack, and other one was a woman that I dated shortly after he died because someone told me I should try to get married and settle down after he died. And then there was a woman who I did it because my mother wanted me to in the early 50s but other than those women, I never had any physical sexual contact with any woman ever, and it was miserable, absolutely miserable. Jack got the idea to sleep with a prostitute both of us because he knew I was aroused by women they knew I was, and I mean we never did that together. I really am believe it or not we never did. He knew I would think about women when you know he was trying to get me an interested in him and it actually made him very angry at times especially when we were in Germany you I would close my eyes and think of women and he gets very angry at times because he was bisexual, and he took it personally obviously.

What are the dangers of this blog is that there are people in the Perfume community or who are interested in vintage things or who are in the illuminati who now no information that the rest of the world will have absolutely no access to when it comes to me. And that’s a little disturbing to me just as someone who cared about everybody when I was alive and still does much as I can. I don’t like the fact that people can’t open up any sort of will there’s no easy way to access this block you could you could really do a in-depth Internet search using my name and you might find this block or her even her Instagram account and that could be helpful but if you weren’t really thorough you would just end up finding a bunch of junk And God is protecting those people and I’m praying for them, but it is frustrates me because it’s not like this information is just out there for everyone to find.” says Lem.

“ this is actually a lot of information it almost feels like you’re not dead which is good because that’s what it supposed to be probably in Christ somehow I am so confused though so you went to the pornography place and what did you see the other times?” says a rockstar.

“ Pornography, I mean I saw street pornography I almost always walked straight pornography. There were very few gay pornography things that I ever watched and I was never all that aroused by them. I wish I wasn’t at all, and if I was, it was in a very sort of back weird way Where I sort of imagine there being a woman involved somehow or something believe it or not but that’s not that’s not what excited me I like watching straight from the graffiti, so yeah, I watch straight pornography and then why did I suddenly have this Epiphany because it was of OK she’s just gonna have to go out on a limb. It was not it was a foreign film. I wonder if Donald Trump caught onto that it wasn’t in subtitles though they had dubbed over it in English. I might’ve said this before but it was a foreign film. It was a foreign film. It was pornography. I’ve tried to say the store before it was possible it was Scandinavian or French but it was. It was a foreign film and it was dubbed over in English, but it was very all right might have actually even been Dutch but it was very it was very it was it was very intense emotionally. It wasn’t just it was it wasn’t just him it wasn’t just like oh you know I’m a throw you on the bed and have my video experience with you like a lot of pornography can be, you know there’s a plot line a woman gets pulled over by the police and they end up making love but it wasn’t like that it was him it was it was very very theatrical so there was a there was an actual plot line so like there was a man and he was driving, and there was their characters and there was scenery, and there was music And there was like a plot line, so it kind of drew you in and then they had sex and it was very passionate and very emotional and very am very height like very realistic. It is sort of like a movie, but like what movies don’t show you so you know nowadays maybe they would show you war of an actual sexy but not like pornography so it was like a movie then they would show you know like the peoples private parts, and like the actual like everything the naked bodies, and it was very passionate and it was so passionate and so sensitive and artistically done that I was doubting that it was even straight because it was so it was so sensitive. Oh it’s not so much that I seen gay films that were sensitive, but that was something that I had sort of ascertain was a gay thing to be so sensitive and sort of emotional when it came to sex I thought that was more gay not because I felt something emotionally, but there was more of the stereotype is the idea that I’ve gotten about sex so I thought that homosexuals were more. The men were more emotional remora motive they were more sensitive. You know they were the ones that cried and felt things were Straetman you know never they just they never got that you know passionate it was just like you know you put your penis in a woman and then you kind of go at it real quick or something which is what Jackie dead But I saw porn like that to where it was just like well Bam thank you ma’am sort of him and it was arousing but that wasn’t really me and I’m not W sexual but I’m a very very deep person and I I mean if I had molested, I would’ve just figured out that that’s just how a lot of people are who are men who are straight but they just didn’t talk about it. It just wasn’t something that was acknowledged at least not the 20th century in America, you know maybe there might’ve been some love story from great Britain in the 1800s I might’ve had that are friends but not an American novel. I mean think of one American movie that I would’ve seen were the man is extremely romantic and emotional. I mean they’re emotional but it’s not in that way or they just didn’t show it they doesn’t show the love scenes so so I didn’t ever figure that out I really didn’t And so then I would go to this I went to this movie I was ago I went to this movie and and I sat there and I was in shock because I had no idea. I had no idea that heterosexual sex to be graphic was so um, for lack of a better word, physical, that you know men would touch women. I know that sounds hard to believe, but the pornography I saw they touch the women But it was not quite so sensual and this was very sensitive sensual. There was lots of touching and foreplay and they’re very aroused and it was very emotional and everything they probably I don’t know if sis a thing it’s for Nagra fee so I’m not entirely sure that they orgasm to I don’t know that they I don’t actually know people might they fake that more now this didn’t have that they may have orgasms that he definitely ejaculate it and she was besotted towards the end but I’m not sure if they actually orgasm but I was absolutely an all of this and I I did I asked a man next to me. He was the only other man in the theater because it was like two or 3 AM in the morning Then it was it was at that you know in the middle of of of all the morning and I asked him and I said is this you know gay is this gay or straight and he said it was you know it was a straight film, and he looked at me like I was absolutely nuts , it was obviously heterosexual.

Oh, and you know he kind of stared at me for a minute like are you insane? There’s probably his 40s or 50s he was white balding. I don’t know why where he was from or why he was there but he was that he was we know watching too I guess and no I think he thought I was nuts slightly, and there was a few rows behind them to the right and I sat there, and I was just in awe him that this was heterosexual, and it was just on inspiring to me that this was heterosexual. How did I think it was gay because of how emotional it was because of the artistic effort, the music, the scenery, the cinematography was actually really good, I don’t know who made it, but I wouldn’t be surprised if it was a very talented cinematographer who just maybe did this is sort of up I don’t know if they were learning how to make film or if they were a struggling cinematographer somewhere and someone offered to pay them a lot of money if they made some thing artistic, I don’t know if it was experimental maybe this was the early 80s could’ve even been made in the late 70s so it may have been a late 70s film somewhere in Europe and then it made its way to United States by the early 80s even if you know because it’s possible that it was because it was dubbed over in English so it’s possible that it was first made somewhere in Europe and maybe there was some more experimental some you know high Minded Sex positive you know sort of hippie in Europe made it and then it was dubbed over in English but but it was very you could do you know I mean if you really search for it it would probably be hard to find. I don’t know where you’d even find it to be honest, but it might still exist somewhere I don’t know where it would probably be in Europe. I don’t know where they would’ve been where you’d even find that though who would keep that I mean this was the early 80s late 70s it’s pornography and I don’t sure even wear it well I know Lacey’s not sure let’s say it was Swedish where would you find it? Where in Sweden would you even begin to look at what I’m saying, it would be very hard to find, but I suppose someone if they were really bored, could try what was the name of it oh it’s a Swedish title the golden one it was out of trying it was golden golden hour, a golden hour or something um, the golden hour, something like that the hour, the golden hour that’s what she’s here in the golden hour a golden hour yeah and yeah, exactly a golden hour so the idea might’ve been that they were supposed to be having sex for a whole hour.

Which is why there was then foreplay and emotion, so yeah, it was very very a lot of substance and I thought this is this is a lot of effort for like street pornography of so I was a little surprised, but it if you know if it was obviously heterosexuals what they were doing the living. Remind you I don’t understand what I have I don’t understand. Homosexuality was, I thought it was something vastly different than what it is and so with that context in mind, I didn’t realize that that it was impossible basically for a man to be having sex with a woman and for it to just if he was enjoying himself and desiring her in a real way for it really to just be straight. I think there are still people who get confused about that right for sex and the city, where is it and just like that, but no, it never occurred to me. I never realized that that was basically impossible by the real definitions of homosexuality and so I just assumed that you could be aroused by women and desire them and have sex with them and still be gay so given that and the fact that it was so emotional And artistic I I really wondered I thought how could this possibly be heterosexual and he knows like yeah or is there going to be gay sex at some point as well and I necessarily I might’ve just thought that somehow I don’t remember Jackie used to try to share people with me so somehow maybe he was sharing this woman or you were supposed to be imagining that he was sharing her with you as a gay man or something like that where it’s like is he sharing her? Are we supposed to be a gay audience and he’s sharing her with us or you know something along those lines.

Him I’m not an idiot, and I’m actually not a ditz, but I really didn’t understand. No, this is all real that I am open to. Some of the illuminati is questioning. If this is real know this is real it’s actually happened.” says Lem.

“ how did I not know about this?” says Bobby Kennedy Junior, sincerely.

“ I would’ve never told you I would’ve never told you I would’ve never told you or anyone else your age. I also was not constantly with you, so when you weren’t there, this happened.” says Lem.

“ where did you keep your pornography collection?” says Bobby.

“ in Boxes under my bed and in my closet.” says Lem.

Bobby sighs.

“ can we have ever found your playboys?” says Bobby.

“ yes, if you’d really looked for them, you probably could’ve found them.” says Lem.

“ When did you give away hints that you were straight? Lacey picks up on them but I want to hear from you what are moments when we’re watching you if we could find footage of you that she hasn’t even seen when our moments when you drop Donald Trump actually wants to know more about that movie theater but when or moments that you drop your, your act so to speak?” says the CIA.

“ when I used to walk the dog the way that I walk and the way that I hold the dog is straight at times there’s something very strict about the way that I held the dog when I wasn’t around other people but I was if I was ever filmed the way that I am walking the dog the way that I am holding the dog is very straight. Let’s see what else I really a lot of the stuff she shared are those are good photographic moments of me being straight. Probably when I was old and in the company of women as I got old if I was around women somehow I stopped acting so gay when I was old at least somewhat the end I mean there’s pictures of you were probably still acting gay but no a lot of times especially as I got old leave an old but my last two years especially I just wasn’t as gay around women anymore it wasn’t that I was attracted to all of them. It’s just got weird for some reason I was starting to realize I was straight and I don’t know it just was getting weird. I think I was phallic. I was lying to them somehow, even if I wasn’t attracted to them, it just felt creepy so When I was walking the dog when I was being photographed in the presence of women when I was cooking or cleaning the house and I don’t know how you find evidence of that, but I I seem straight the way that I would clean was straight, my mannerisms and same with my cooking eight I was very straight Actually what was scares me is if there’s times I mean otherwise it just varied it’s like sometimes I would seem extremely gay in the way I was standing. Lacey was still pick it apart and realize I was straight and then sometimes I was almost completely straight and it was just one thing I was doing that was gay like purposely holding up my pinky or or fluttering my eyelashes and everything else straight because it was an act, so it just depends on how cognizant I was at my own body. Oh I think about times I used to get Chinese takeout and I think about how much Lacey loves me and I think about how if she just been there and seen me walking around she would’ve been attracted to me and I just made a noise in her house. She just heard a pop on the other side of the room an old age 1900s actually what is older than the 1900s but the houses from the early 1900s, but if I’ve just been walking around and Manhattan as I did, she would’ve instantly know what I was heterosexual and her type but but we are mean you would’ve had a meet cute moment Because sometimes I was so drunk or so high that I just couldn’t I couldn’t it was all I could do to walk straight and go get something to eat so I can go get Chinese you know or something with some takeout in a brown bag maybe do a little you know dry cleaning I’m trying to still be so much normal And if she just seen me she would’ve instantly knowing that I needed her and I did and she just wasn’t there and it’s hard for her to. It’s actually just as hard for her as it is for me and anyway so if you could’ve caught me when I was high or drunk, and he just sort of on my own you would’ve know what I was straight into or that’s what irritates me and scares me how close I came to being discovered as a heterosexual by lots of people I did it’s just how is that possible you know you keep asking me how is it possible you were straight but you know really is gay as I looked. I really don’t actually look gay I look gay the way I hold myself the way I have my hair in a lot of pictures looks pretty gay but you have to understand that’s the way I am I’m posing myself that’s the way that my hair looked. It’s in the details it’s how short my pants are the way that my legs are still out it’s just a little little details where you can tell that it’s fake, but I’m actually straight And it’s my overall body to and you can pick it out you can you can figure it out but hi I just want to emphasize that at the time if you’d seen me if people today had seen me I would bet 70 to 80% of you would instantly know I was fake You really would you would see me and you think he’s not really gay? Why is he talking like that or why is he standing like that or why is he moving like that or why is his voice like that that’s weird you know most of you can’t tell the way she can’t from just the pictures but if you if you’d seen me moving around if you talk to me really most people would know that I was straight I was so straight I am so straight you would know you just know.” says Lem.

“ did people know back then?” asks a woman.

“ our means yes a lot of people knew it was straight but then they also might’ve thought homosexuality was nonsense to begin with so that’s the problem is it is they were very different generation so they might not have even thought it was real. They might’ve just thought that the whole thing was nonsense to begin with most of them and so me seeming so fake would not have set off any alarm bells for them or is that a red flag because it was like the most gay men are just faking it it’s not a real thing anyway so of course he’s going to seem straight because he’s straight. There is no real gay man they’re all just nuts or fake or some thing.” says Lem. “ and a lot of gay men were hiding it so a lot of gay men were acting straight and I was acting gay, but I was straight and I think a lot of people really couldn’t tell the difference. Lacey would’ve no one read Fais picked up on some thing I even think the Kennedys did at times and then they were evil my family my family didn’t quite know what to think. My mother thought I was straight if my father had been alive he would never have let me believe I was homosexual he would’ve confronted me in my 20s and sat me down and told me I was nuts basically for thinking I was homosexual and I would’ve told him why I thought I was and he would’ve told me that was medically clinically nonsense but we never had that conversation, and I was just not someone who felt safe talking to people about it, so I never told anybody really almost ever And the people that I did tell couldn’t really figure out probably what I was really telling them so they just assumed that I was gay and that I wasn’t describing something totally nonsensical, but my father would’ve known that I was being exact and that I really couldn’t figure it out we were backward, but my family wasn’t Quite as worldly as Lacey in that way, Jose and I think my brother was furious with me for being homosexual absolutely furious, and my sister felt heartbroken, but she tried to be kind about it, but you know they never could quite figure it out.” says Lem.

“ you never saw any popular movies, and wondered if you were straight ever?” says a gay man.

“ no I didn’t and that’s where I am just me because that sounds hard to believe and then if Lacey had been there, I would’ve instantly know it almost that I was straight but no it’s just the way I think it did never clicked. It just never clicked. I mean I found Mae west attractive. I imitated her for Jack, partially based on the premise that I thought she was sexy slightly. No I did but not you know in a way that it’s like I am, I have hidden some thing from Lacey but if I mean, if I had been a woman and a man in her generation, rather, I would’ve had a poster of help of Pamela Anderson on my wall as a teenager so as much as I like her shape, I actually am I guess my sexual taste might be complicated as a straight man and so I liked me west as a heterosexual I mean I thought she was kind of a an old woman because she was she was she was popular before my time to some degree but I I found her attractive and so I sort of admired her in a way first and foremost as a heterosexual but then I realize there was sort of the thing with gay men were they kind of thought she was cool and so I sort of went along with that and I imitated her and acted like a gay Matt would imitate Marilyn Monroe today or something like that, so it was my sort of impersonation of her, but it actually was more dorky and it was kind of like most when I stayed in Meyering imitation of her this is where uncomplicated I also found her irritating because she was so rash and it’s like she just went around arousing mad tormenting them in a sense and that irritated me I don’t moral level on a human level. I thought she was sort of obnoxious and so I don’t understand homosexuality and so I was sort of making fun of her.

And I don’t think Jack understood that being bisexual I don’t think he understood that I was actually making fun of her not it but it’s like a heterosexual like check this you know stupid bitch out kind of sorry for swearing like oh you know I can kind of see actually yeah I could see a young man in the 1980s Imitating someone you know the same way and he probably you know, pretend to have huge boobs and grab them and be like oh look at my boobs with like a feminine voice and be completely straight but but that’s what I was doing. I was mocking her because I thought she was sexy but I also thought she was mean and annoying so I was mocking her, so I was standing there you know singing doing imitation of her to mock her on a certain level and no I don’t think Jack understood that I think he could sense that I was mocking her in a way, but then as a sexual predator who raped women he assumed that it was in the same way that we were kind of on the same page, and that it was like were angry at women together, so I was imitating her to make fun of her out of the irritation, because that’s kind of who I am… and then he was a sex predator who didn’t realize that I was he did he didn’t he didn’t realize that I was straight and he was bisexual more gay than straight, so I think he didn’t fully understand what I was doing without my admiration was as a straight man because a tiny part of him was actually admiring her in a non-sexual way for being so sassy I mean he loves Mahalia Jackson too and I think he found those women sassy and exciting at times as a homosexual, including Marilyn Monroe and so he desired them, but then he also was sort of a fan like an actual fan and I don’t think he realize that I wasn’t. I wasn’t a fan of Mae West people might even say that I was but I wasn’t. I wasn’t a fan of Mae West I was not one of her fans not in that way, and I didn’t realize I wasn’t gay at all, so I was attracted to her and I was not a fan. It’s actually kind of comical again. If someone from today would’ve watched me doing an impersonation of her, you realize that I wasn’t Phinne clubbing her arm like a normal homosexual and I think there are some gay men that would be a little weirded out by what they’d say actually, they might even be horrified because I was doing a song and a dance like that you know sexually frustrated, adolescence, who is angry at Mewes for rubbing her sex in my face, so to speak her sexuality and then, and Jack was laughing and singing at the piano. Kind of like Jack and will and grace so he was being painfully gay at the piano. You know like Liberace prancing his fingers around bobbing his head singing being very flamboyant, but people thought he was straight and I was the gay one, because of how I talked and acted And held myself so people assumed because of how I stood in the way I held my shoulders and the way I held my eyes in my mouth that I was the gay one and I was in his athletic has him so and it was more romantic, so I was you know, but actually, I was sexually frustrated and making fun of her because I was irritated by her and then he was the one that was gay and sort of enjoying her aesthetic like a homosexual and people today would know that, but the time it was sort of lost to people and so it depends on how you look at it it’s either horrifying or funny or both.” says Lem.

“ do the song and dance for us! Hey, come on come on Lemmers, entertain us!” said JFK in 1936 sitting at the piano bench.

“ yeah, she’s a real looker!” says Lem, in a falsetto voice.

“ oh, come on Lem!” says JP.

“ and at that lame starts singing and dancing, moving his hips back-and-forth like he’s a girl doing hand, gestures winking and nodding trying to imitate me west and actually it looks very straight but he’s acting gay at the same time and a false in seeing in a falsetto voice, although not through the whole song, and Jack is so obviously homosexual that JP is hopeful that lame is gay in a way that his son isn’t.” says a dead Boston neighbor.

“ one last question for the night because Ploen‘s denying to us privately that he start the fire even if he’s told us through Lacey that he did. Did anyone in Boston know that Jack was gay?” asks Tucker Carlson.

“ yes, there were many Catholic priests who he confessed to about his gay sexual activity. Who knew he was gay not just him well, he was at least ask him what I say this acting on his desires. He was mostly gay they were they would’ve thought that he was just gay, but they would’ve thought that he was also may be bisexual but mostly gay and so yeah, there were plenty of priests in Boston here or Massachusetts even who knew that that jack Kennedy was at least mostly gay.” she says. “ to be honest if he was assassinated by the CIA they did do research through back channels in the Catholic diocese of Boston defined people who would ask questions in very clever ways, a priest like nuns, who are working for the CIA and didn’t know what they were doing or other priests who are working for the CIA so they managed to get it out of people to confirm that he was homosexual him or that he you know had actually done stuff so they they did a research through the Catholic diocese of Boston if they assassinated him to fact, check the whole thing. They do because that’s a good way of getting his perspective in a way as a Catholic they also but they were plenty people at Choate who knew that he was probably where they would’ve thought of his gay so they were a lot of people at Choate, who knew he was gay and they were plenty of people at Choate, who knew that lame wasn’t It’s possible when he told you really was what happened so the young mad or young man who experimented with I knew he was straight as possible. One of them told sister because they were so horrified when it happened and then their sister told somebody else and the CIA found out through them Celso friends of rose. Here she can fight it in. She knew Jack was probably bisexual or gay and she just thought that he was somehow being strong and keeping himself straight but no, she told people so they knew JP knew he was paranoid about it his father, new father-in-law, or father father-in-law do how do you fits How Wilson knew a lot of British or aristocrats knew they figured it out just based on his mannerisms based on the way that he talked the Nazis knew I mean I believe the Nazis had a total dossier. I mean it like a intensive understanding of Jack Sicle psychology, Ella Billings both I think they took pictures of them and studied them and if there’s if there’s an illegitimate child sitting and using this phone and explaining this to you, she actually is somewhat German She’s Dutch she’s Dutch she doesn’t know that if she’s a legitimate she doesn’t actually know that but she’s actually slightly French for seven people have seen she looks a little French but it’s very slight it’s but she looks like that slightly so she’s slightly French she’s Dutch she’s English and she’s German and 70 but have wondered if she was German and she is she slightly German so she’s slightly German she’s Dutch she’s English she’s Norwegian. She may be very slightly finish seven wonders if she’s slightly Russian I don’t know that will be on her mother side but that’s anyway that’s complicated but it doesn’t pick up that isn’t seem Russian 23 and me, but there could be something there, but she might be slightly finish she’s Norwegian. She’s not she’s German she’s French she’s English, and they might be very slightly Scottish to, but yeah. She does think like a German at times and no they did. They figured out that line was straight, and that jack is not in. They figured out that one was straight the Nazis. I know she’s not helping them the ones that are evil if anything that’s the illuminati.

What abuses me is that lame could’ve easily picked up a playboy, Matt Jack on the street told Jack what he just purchased, and Jack wouldn’t have thought anything of it at all. He would’ve just thought it was ordinary ordinary for a gay man to go out of his way on a rainy day in Manhattan to buy playboy because it didn’t come fast enough or he’d used it and the pages had gotten stuck together. I have no idea how that made sense to Jack in his head but I’m going to close this post on that note because if there is reincarnation, it is a comedy but it’s a very dark comedy. You have a very stupid vain, ignorant Japanese man, who threw the entire western civilization on its head And you have yet to deal with that reality.” says a woman who’s dead.