Lacey will edit this later last night we made love and for me it was excellent as per usual I orgasm and she was suddenly beautiful. I felt very loved by her. I felt incredibly happy and at peace I wanted to hold her and caress her but I’m dead and she’s alive. But then she fell asleep, searching for me in her sleep and she couldn’t find me and so she ended up having a dream instead about an English woman obsessed with coming to America and and she wasn’t sure what to say to this woman because she was pretty sure it was a bad idea this woman might even actually exist and be living in Great Britain right now wishing she could come to the United States and to Lacey. That’s a terrible idea. Yeah. You know there might not be reincarnation, but even so Lacey is British in her origins genetically and it seems like a bad idea to her at this point. 
There’s a Persian man on TikTok name Cyrus who keeps popping up on her TikTok account. We’re not she’s not sure if this man communicates with her after the grave, or if a psychic is trying to get them to talk now, or if he prays for people who like his posts, but he sometimes just starts talking to her and I can tell that it’s not a hallucination she’s not schizophrenic even but I think he’s trying to talk to her. He seems very concerned about her and honestly if there is reincarnation, he looks somewhat Egyptian and his bone structure. I mean you can kind of see it on the pyramids so maybe even if there’s not reincarnation she’s been so confused about it that his ancestors feel some sense of concern for her. Regardless, he feels very concerned for her. He’s been the most helpful spirit out of anyone to talk to her other than God, and possibly Queen Elizabeth and Philip. There’s also a Chinese figure skater, who recently died, who is very worried about her now as well.
Cyrus has tried to convince Lacey that I’m straight and was straight and he’s almost got her convinced. He’s been incredibly loving to her whether it’s sincere or not and he’s almost got her convinced that I’m real that I was straight and that she should try to take this whole thing more seriously. Not that she’s not taking it seriously but he doesn’t think she’s understanding what’s going on and he’s absolutely right.
“They know their goose is cooked.” says a white supremacist.
“ we do we really do the thing is I am not as hateful of a person as most people alive today and I am I remind her of Rachel Belter. Identify as nonbinary I come from a somewhat wealthy family in New York City. And I am unusually intelligent. The part of me that’s feminine is what reminds her of Rachel Belter. Rachel had a wealthy family or they were old money and then she did very well ballet piano and Jenelle has an Indian husband and lives in a wealthy suburb on the East Coast with a very nice job and two great little kids she’s an accomplished woman and it seems like she’s happy and no she’s very the part of me that ice I believe is feminine reminds her of Rachel Belter. Sincerely, we’re very similar people whether that’s real or imagined imagined in the sense that there’s something wrong with me I might not be crazy Whatever it is I experience it and I believe that’s what I am. That’s what I experience myself as being and it is very much something that she understands whether it’s whether it’s all it whether it’s in heaven or not, she understands both sides of it that’s how it could be, and how it might not be that’s how intelligent she is and I’m not hateful. She is And I love that.
I am note I identify as nonbinary and I’m not saying we’ve been talking as two gals, who are just you know friends, but I think because of how I experience myself we have a little bit been talking as like two straight women slightly, but not really because I still feel like a man But that that’s the thing on I am sort of pulling on behalf of people who are evil and totally ridiculous and stupid on the left hopefully like myself and that I’m also just a free agent because I’m not an idiot and I know that I have one, and I actually just might care about her someday in the future as a person And I just feel bad.” they say. “ see I’m gender fluid, but I’m also sophisticated enough and my father is old and rich enough that I understand that some people have a hard time excepting certain things whether they should or not and that they’re not really necessarily trying to be hateful they’re just that conservative or they’re that stuck in their ways of seeing things for better or worse and I’m old money enough for some thing enough to understand that him so I relate to her I get her frame of mind and so this is what irritates me as a liberal. How do you or independent or something? How do you people not get how damaging what you’re doing is to everybody by talking to her?”
Awkward silence.
“ she’s experiencing air hunger right now because Bobby states he still thinks Linn was gay and in love with him and so does his family and for to some degree and so does Jack’s energy arm but you guys it doesn’t really make sense and I’m just gonna explain that to you.
She reads him a straight and every picture she’s ever seen of him. There is literally no picture she’s ever seen of him where she reads him as homosexual or pansexual possibly like my boyfriend or husband or bisexual. None of those she or asexual she reads him or any of that she reads him is straight. She reads him as a straight man. she reads him as a heterosexual.
And so I think she’s trying to be open minded for real like hundreds of times I can tell that it’s extremely sincere and authentic and accurate. You know in her reading she’s not faking any of that. She’s very good at reading people’s orientation. She’s very good at reading people in general more than most people, and her saying that he’s straight is actually really significant. I’m sorry.
Him like he’s straight in every single picture every single picture every single picture you guys every picture he’s straight. every one. Yeah she’s not dumb. I know a lot of people in the perfume community have stupidly tried to convince her that she was because they want to think she is and that’s absolutely ludicrous. There are other people who probably would like to think that she is too some of those people are smart, sociable arts, but she’s not dumb. She’s actually unusually intelligent like unusually highly intelligent. She’s just very ditzy And I have a lot of empathy for that because it’s just kind of sweet and cute and funny and endearing to someone like me to some people. Maybe they won’t understand it or get like they just don’t get it. I am not one of those people I think it’s incredibly adorable and retro and endearing. She’s not dumb she’s really just genuinely ditzy.
It’s because she has her own brain in her own thoughts and you’re not the center of the universe and you’re just talking at her and she’s not really as quiet as you think she is so you’re just talking at this person and they’re listening to you and pathetically and lovingly, but You’re not really interested in getting to know her because she scares you or you don’t understand her some thing and then you’re expecting her to just follow you and not be feminine and you’re expecting her to just be like a mother a sexual neutered nothing for you so you feel less threatened by her I’m not threatened by her at All But most living women are because she is of an older generation, and she is curvier than most living women, and she was probably still is more fertile then most of the life she doesn’t have huge boobs. She has great boobs, but they’re not huge, but she has like a small waist and hips And they’re not like fat hips like she has actual curves that women today don’t have as often if ever.
No they’re not curvy like Kim Kardashian they’re not curvy like a sports model whatever swimsuit model him they’re not like that because she’s not as long wasted and she’s smaller and it’s not like she’s short she’s not a short person she’s not 5 foot five or 5 foot four she’s 5 foot six she’s actually close to 5 foot seven and it’s just it’s more like a woman from the past like her body is literally shapes like Diana Dors like they have a very similar body shape Lacey might even be slightly curvier in a way and yet not because Jana had a bigger breast, but Lacey is actually very curvy and her breasts are not as well as people think they are proportionally. They’re just it’s like she’s like a 32C or like yeah or like a 34C that’s not small, but she’s just she has a small body but now I’m telling you that because you guys don’t seem to get it she’s not flat chested it looks like that but her clothes are also just horrible on her. They’ve never really looked right the tailoring is just hideous. I mean it’s like disgusting on her body and it’s all right. She’s always trying to be modest but the pants are just they make me want to vomit the things that she’s worn in life it’s like literally almost nauseating like it’s it’s hard on her. It’s even harder on me possibly I can barely stand to look at some of the things that she’s worn because they’re so astoundingly unflattering. It’s it’s just like I’m in shock! you guys I’m not exaggerating it’s really that bad.
I know it’s like she’s doing anything wrong it’s that she is the sweet little innocent angelic person who actually really is that angelic actually I don’t have a problem with it and I’m sad because I think it is a money thing I do you have a wealthy family. I am a humble person And unfortunately some people can’t relate to her. They’re just not like us. I don’t know what else to say deal with it? I guess that’s pathetic but I don’t know what else to say right now like if you want to be an empathetic person and have actual like understanding of what’s going on You’ve got a just like a fat her family. Yeah they were her parents were weird people very weird people who raised her, but that might not even genetically be who she is. I just let that one go because we don’t have scientific evidence to prove that she’s Tom banks his daughter, so she thinks she could be but she’s not like a poor person and that way I’m sorry I’m being blunt. Not all poor people are like that but she’s I’m trying to explain this to you try not to be so offended. She’s not like people who are normally thinking that they’re legitimate with a famous person as their parent she’s not really like those people at all. She’s actually picking up on something real And so it’s possible she actually is Tom’s daughter but I mean how does she look like? How does she? How does she look like that herring woman? How does she look like the woman from the David Lynch movie? That woman is German and Austrian there is no German and Austrian anywhere in her DNA anywhere, there is in toms beat Tom banks, his family his mother was possibly Dutch German an Austrian, possibly Prussian too. I’m not making this up his white his mothers last name was Ritter and they weren’t Jewish. They were German yes like John Ritter she could even be related to John Ritter
And that’s the thing she looks like Miss Herring. She looks like Katherine Heigl with her brown eyes she’s not making that shit up. You guys don’t take her seriously enough and it makes me want to strangle somebody because she’s so beautiful she really is. She’s better looking than that hairy woman hearing woman has an ugly face compared to Lacey. I’m just gonna say it no I’m sorry it’s fucking true. That woman is an absolute jack ass. She’s probably friends with Bobby and they probably have slept together. She probably is a chill girl about it. She’ll pick me girl about it like a lot of women are with him it’s like oh it’s OK baby we don’t have to be in a relationship, I understand you I’m different
No I’m sorry Lacey is better looking than you sweetie get over it.
But the point of what I’m saying is that her eyes look like them and they’re both German.
That doesn’t make any sense unless if Lacey’s a German two on her grandmother side that makes sense. So if Lacey‘s father is actually Tom Banks him, I think we’re both fucked.
And that’s why I feel sorry for her I mean not really, but that’s part of it but not like a that’s not all of it but a little bit of it as I empathize with her because I’m not in Dessa surly, imagining that I am both male and female There are hermaphrodites you don’t think it’s possible that your gender could be both and I could just be some sad thing Exum weird mutation like I had a two headed frog contribute to gendered person at some freak mutation think about it why is that possible I’m serious and that might not even be what it is but what if that is what it is I’m talking to conservatives right now what if I am not crazy and I’m actually too gendered? I can imagine what that’s like for me being that person who is not just a man even though I have male parts, can you imagine if my body actually has some estrogen or some thing that belongs to a woman in it? It’s in my brain like there’s literally some part of me that actually didn’t develop over time. What if I’m not really explaining it correctly and people don’t know how to explain it nowadays even still And I actually have two genders. It’s it’s really not some thing that I wasn’t born with what if I was born with both and we just don’t understand it well enough yet?
What am I in heaven my woman or man can you imagine what that’s like for me when I die? God loves me. I’m still human. What if I decide to pray the sinners prayer someday before I die and I go to heaven, and I find out that I was both a woman and a man that was a crazy to think that I actually was? Do I stay that way and God has grace for it because it’s not my fault and he is a loving God or do I stay that way for a short time in purgatory before transitioning to being a man or transitioning to being a woman? Can you imagine what that’s like? Can you try to be empathetic for that experience because that is possibly my experience. You know instead of being hateful and just making stupid assumptions and thinking that I’m crazy trying thinking like Lacey for five minutes and trying to take me seriously and take my perspective seriously without losing your own perspective you can do it. Are you should be able to see if you can’t do it that’s the end of democracy because you should be able to. You should be able to empathize with me in a scientific Christian objective loving normal way instead of just throwing me off a cliff. Or you might think no listen I’m sorry I don’t know if you’re a woman or a man in heaven, but you exist outside of your fallen body and may be in heaven you’ll know more are you obviously no more but then you’d have to wipe that disgusting smeared smeared smile off your face And stop thinking I’m sexy because you’re a perverted freak, who is actually pansexual, closeted or sadistic weirdo you’d actually have to be an adult, and not be, I know a sexual pervert, or a repressed weirdo. You’d have to actually be a real Christian.
Lucy has one she prays for me she’s worried about me and I empathize with her because we’re similar. There’s nothing she can do if she is illegitimate about the fact that her father was born in 1894. Her jeans are from like 70 or 80 years ago she could have walked into a bar in 1978 anywhere in the United States and found a guy to make out with and go home with and be in love with for like five months and she would’ve never done that she would’ve never done that She would have never done that. OK don’t get me wrong but there’s a difference between then and now.
She could go home with people if she wanted to borrow she could find someone to go home with. She’s incredibly good looking but it’s not the same it’s not as easy as other interaction and it’s it’s like she’s incredibly beautiful but people don’t want to admit that more respect that I’m gonna say respect I don’t want to admit that I respect that nowadays because it’s not just about admitting it it’s not respecting it as actual reality.
So many boomer guys are not as buff or as intelligent as their fathers were, and they feel like miserable losers, compared to their fathers generation that’s just the damn truth I’m sorry the people are incredibly insecure when you compare yourselves to your parents and you have been for a while. No I’m not being mean I’m being honest go fuck yourself literally just go fuck yourself with a blow torch. I am so fucking sick of you people polluting everything ruining everything and then you want us to feel proud of you and sorry for you at the same fucking time you know I will say thank you for what you did that was appropriate and loving but for the things that you fucked up, I’m not gonna congratulate you you dumb ass.
I am so just take your little. You know if someone’s yelling me right now you’re mean and they’re saying it to Lacey even though they know it was she saying is true and she’s not even the one saying that she’s channeling he try to understand the concept of channeling it’s not that complicated and you’re not that retarded.
OK, so no she’s better looking than most women she really is I’m not afraid to say that most of them probably and her generation of every generation she’s unusually beautiful woman she actually really is I mean so people are just like that get over it I’m not I’m not intimidated Have you seen my TikTok? I have a Lotta followers and people really like me yeah and I’m very humble about it but I’m not gonna just take the humility and let you strangle me with it because you’re just demented and people yeah if I’m dead and I’m saying this no it’s disgusting you guys really cannot handle the fact that she’s just better than you and I am too and so are a lot of people so he will yelling at me are pretty average people who take them selves way too. damn seriously I’m not saying that they’re stupid but they’re sick and twisted and their view of themselves. And this is taboo we’re not supposed to say this because people are so touchy about stuff like that notice but I’m not my family is a wealthy I am somewhat above average and yeah I’m not supposed to say that no shit I’m not supposed to say that but you guys if we’re being honest about it, it’s true.
And all I’m asking for you to do is just shut the fuck up.
You guys think you understand her any better than you do because you think you’re better than you are and it’s obnoxious.
yeah it was rain carnation I actually I mix eight ancient Egyptian in my DNA but its Persian people think I’m Persian and I am Persian or something like that and from that area but if there’s rain Carnation I actually do look like what she look like slightly we were not black look at the pyramids and look at my face. Look at my nose look at my face. It’s it’s so much similar and that’s not a coincidence it could just be that there’s not reincarnations but I’m still somewhat of that. Actual lineage isn’t a creepy. Yeah it’s creepy. Kinda makes you wonder what’s really going on doesn’t it you know and that’s just kind of the reality of things so.
Oh, and so basically yeah her father was born 1894 and so she could’ve walked into a bar in the 70s and hooked up with someone and they would have thought that she was incredibly incredibly gorgeous cause she is and they would be like oh my God is so so lucky to be with you Her high cheekbones are extraordinary but they’re not valued the way that they were like 70 years ago I know I love you it’s really dumb but it is what it is so she is actually extravagantly beautiful. It’s pretty fucking obvious people should respect that but what they can never process is that she looks like an old person like for real OK it’s not like she’s dressed up and cosplaying one. She actually is one.
She’s not cosplaying she actually is one.
And so it’s Laura Harring by the way that she looks like I know she’s gonna look in the Laura Harring Laura Harring is like I wanna be version of her. I’m just being really brutally honest I’m sorry.
But no, she could walk into a bar in the 70s and I would’ve been like wow this is the hot chick or I’m gonna be in love with her for five months and then they would’ve realize that they didn’t have that much in common and they were broken up, but she would’ve had Hundreds of boyfriends if she wanted to. Yes she’s just as hot as Raquel Welsh but she’s not but she’s not like Raquel Welsh coat Raquel Welch was sort of like the in between of women of Lacey‘s generation genetically and women alive today who are in there like 50s or 60s genetically on average she’s at huge outlier, because her father was 88 when he conceived her, I mean that’s extremely unusual, but he was capable of it, and he was rich and old money and incredibly intelligent, and he had a lot of sexual experience with women he had had mistresses and one wife and mistresses, and he was extremely experience with chicks And so when he was 88 he was capable of accidentally making somebody possibly when he was drunk no I’m not making this up but her mother was a flight attendant if she’s illegitimate her mother is Margie and she was very beautiful on Norwegian and I know it’s possible that Margie had a layover in Minnesota used to get more snow and so it’s possible that Margie got stuck in Minnesota in like January or December. Let us know storm and then stayed with him because why wouldn’t she? They were basically kind of a couple but not, their agreement was essentially that she had to come see him every once in a while and then he pay for stuff like not everything but some stuff he had a lot of money so he paid for her education she went to school. He got bought her gifts of jewelry and then she just go see him every once in a while and he just give her money and they were sort of like a couple but not really Because she could date other people and he knew that that she was seeing other men but he was like her boyfriend that’s how they probably saw it that he was kind of like her boyfriend but she had other boyfriends two women did that back then it wasn’t an open relationship. They just didn’t take dating as monogamous like marriage necessarily. Sometimes it goes steady, but they weren’t going steady so he was just one of her boyfriends and he was yeah he was old moneybags and they were together for years but they didn’t have a plan on getting married because he was so old and she was so young and I think he just thought that would be an appropriate because she could get married to somebody else or find someone younger, who had money I guess he was close to death, but he could still have sex so they did I’m saying these things because I’m not her and I’m not a prude either so I can say stuff but no it’s possible that she got stuck in Minnesota because of a snow delay overnight as a stewardess, so she stayed with them and I’m sure Selma was real pleased about that summer put up with so much But she was in love with him and she was the real Lem’s Billings but you know the thing is she was never happy about it. I’m sure she thought of leaving him many times. I don’t think he would’ve ever called them soulmates I don’t think you would’ve ever thought that was like his love affair or hers necessarily. Well, it was hers but Kind of not really I mean I don’t wanna call Thelma Anderson a Golddigger but I wouldn’t rule it out slightly because she came from a farm. She was a poor Swedish farm girl and Tom was wealthy and so she kind of made a deal with the devil in a sense to never have kids and never get married and possibly always deal with his consistent cheating and his wife, but to sort of just have his money and you could think that lame did the same thing but he didn’t and it was just a very different situation. When was Street love was just straight he was straight and going to say it again, Lem straight. So that was a very different situation. Told me Anderson was just I don’t know she was in love with Tom but she also was frustrated by him that she chose but she chose. She chose to have his money and stick it out and she lived a nice enough life that she was had a nice place to live nice things, and she shared him with lots of people But I think he would’ve let her go but no it was a different situation than Jack. I think Jack was imitating people like Tom would Thelma have been an usher and Tom’s wedding? No, she would’ve never been in any of his weddings she would’ve never even gone and then she got his house and in a sense his daughter, but not really, but Lacey knows Thelma more than anybody even her own mother in someways because Thelma was the one who is always trying to see Lacey and tell him I got most of Tom’s inheritance so she definitely is not letting Billings. It’s a completely different situation. You guys try to make what happen with Lem’s Lake, Balmain, Tom, but they’re dramatically different. It’s sober as well. You guys are like oh Jack in law we’re best friends at Choate. Oh my gosh that’s so posh! that you know that’s not that posh there a lot of people who’ve gone to school there it’s a very good school, but there are a lot of people who’ve gone to school there and they’re not all extremely posh they they’re probably generally upper class or upper middle class but it’s not as rare as you guys want it to be her family is rare my family might be in someways to her family is rare. There are actual rare people and then you guys don’t take any of that seriously because they don’t kind of tote or Andover.
I mean I have that aesthetic I’m going to end over but not to some absurd degree but I do have that somewhat but but I’m not I’m not that stupid. I’m sorry boy you guys I’m sorry, but I can the sound so harsh but I can see why she says stuff like this because you guys are exasperating it’s absolutely exasperating.
So Lacey in the 70s could’ve walked into a bar as Tom’s daughter because yeah basically Thelma just looked the other way and was pissed off as heck and then Margie stayed the night and they slept together and she was probably I don’t know if it to be tired or some thing I don’t know how Margie reconcile that in her head she probably just thought Thelma was just sort of an old an old woman I don’t know people make things that are not normal seem normal anyway Margie hung out with Tom and then they slept together, and then she got pregnant if Lacey is illegitimate, possibly during a snowstorm And in early 1983 and so yeah cause she was born in September so it was like December or January 2019 or December 1982 or January 1983 that they slept together and then when there was a snow storm and then she was like oh shit I’m pregnant and she told Tom because she realize that he was the father and then he forced her to have the baby and she wanted to anyway cause she was a Christian And she thought abortion was wrong, but Tom also forced her to because he knew he was the father. She told people that she couldn’t figure out who the father was so it’s possible for Lacey to legitimate that her own father, who raised her said that I don’t know who your father is you know that in the know when she was a little kid do you like your not to be in a dumpster somewhere but that that is not the case they knew her her fault they knew they knew Timon and Margie knew but they lied about it because Tom was so old and they were worried that the baby might be retarded or have some sort of something wrong with it And they checked in though the baby seemed healthy and they kept it and then they were shocked when she came out and she was extremely beautiful and sweet and intelligent and perfectly healthy and actually what they didn’t know is that actually that’s pretty normal The children of old men don’t usually have mental, retard retardation. It’s actually ironically the extreme opposite where they’re usually like super geniuses With like no, this is just facts with it with predilections towards ADHD, anxiety, depression, and schizophrenia according to what they understand but Lacey doesn’t have schizophrenia. She does not have schizophrenia. She really doesn’t. She’s been checked out by a psychologist I can guarantee you she doesn’t and I’m not 100% sure that it’s actually schizophrenia, if she’s Tom’s daughter, I would highly suspect that they’ve misdiagnosed a lot of those people she went to a really good psychologist and and she went in 2016 and so the people in on the West Coast in 2016 know that people sometimes can be psychic and that they can hear from the supernatural in 2016 in Seattle. They know that those people in 2017 from when these things were being research before people might not realize that you could actually see ghosts and interacts with them and not be schizophrenic like there might’ve been a lot of backward doctors in the past who weren’t dumb, but they weren’t smart enough to realize that these people weren’t schizophrenic. They were literally being tormented by some dead person or something that’s my theory because she’s not schizophrenic week. We know that today this is not schizophrenia.
So on that note it’s possible if your father is born way before most people and so your father is like 8080s and he was born in like 1820 and you’re live as a young person and 1950 that there could be dead people from the Civil War hunting you. Yes I’m saying hunting because they’re mad at your father. They’re mad at your family. They’re mad at people who would’ve been your friends and they’re taking it out on you because you seem vulnerable.
Sarah, it’s possible that if your father is old that you’re vulnerable if your mother doesn’t love you enough you’re vulnerable because it’s like you just kind of are a sitting duck I mean you’re alive in the following roles you’re unusually intelligent and it’s possible that you’re pretty good looking because how do you how does this person come about usually from a really hot woman and an old wealthy man that’s pretty much what happens eight times out of 10 nine times out of 10 so you’re unusually good looking you are usually unusually intelligent And then, if your mother doesn’t love you enough because she was a hot Golddigger or some thing you’re fucked I mean you’re completely fucked.
And because it’s like who gives a shit about you your aunts and uncles are all dead, your cousins or possibly dad or almost died who is even raising you and then you’re just like way out of time and it’s like shit you’re like good looking from like 70 years ago and it’s so good looking that they’re still I mean people are just good looking if they’re good looking and she is just extremely good looking Arm but it does look different and so it’s like you look really good but it’s like kind of strange because this isn’t what people look like right now and it’s not from the future so it’s not like hopeful and optimistic. It’s like you’re extremely intelligent and cool, but you’re from the past and that’s really cool and nostalgic but also sort of depressing to some people on a sub textual subconscious level because it’s like shit you’re better looking than me and smarter. I guess he put in the past really where I guess my grandparents were really better looking than me and it’s bad right now especially because we’re not in a good place right now in the world and so she’s really targeted because it’s like people see her is this like triggering person and even look at because it’s just like oh shit I don’t want to think I don’t wanna think about what’s going on I don’t think about how bad things are in a real weigh compared to the past.
If anything, you’re the schizophrenic people in relation to her because she’s just standing there and then you wanna yell fuck you at her and she hasn’t even said anything to you. You guys are hallucinating you’re hallucinating, her reactions because you’re so triggered and then you’re like schizophrenic Lee out of control psychotic so fucking sure that she hates you or that she’s thinking something nasty and she’s not at all.
So now I’m sure she has some critical thoughts, because hello Virgo Virgo Libra I mean holy shit you guys got a fucking clue. I’m sorry for swearing, but I know this woman is clearly a Virgo Libra, or a Virgo. Those people are not exactly people to mince words, so to speak when it comes to understanding certain things so she’s telling you it’s true she’s telling you facts and her that’s more than enough to go off of and then because you guys are so triggered and psychotic you imagine this whole like dialogue and a scenario that isn’t even happening you’re just hearing the fax from Virgo who is confused and actually very sweet and that’s pretty much all there is to it, she’s not maintaining she just is good to fucking oh my god so I just said she’s maintaining she’s maintaining her ego no she’s not you’re insane. She’s better looking than you and smarter than you. Why can’t you handle that that’s the whole fucking point of what I’m saying I know she’s not just like everybody else. Who’s like that no she’s unusually beautiful. It’s very genuinely rare.
No it’s actually she’s actually a rare beauty she’s better looking than Selena Gomez, but she looks slightly like Selena Gomez. She’s like a chiseled German American not and I’m not gonna say American she’s like a chiseled German British to Diana Dors version of Selena Gomez. No I’m serious she’s like a German French British chiseled like Diana Dors version of Selena Gomez but she’s better she’s know she’s arguably a little bit rebellious more than a little but she’s better looking than Selena Gomez. I’m sorry it’s just true but that’s kind of her Type, heard Selena Gomez have a similar beauty was Selena’s, Hispanic and Lacey’s not they have other differences to you but there’s a similar type of beauty and there are other women who look like that but that’s someone that most people would know I know Lacey’s not a pedophile. I’m not sure that Selena even is, but Lacey is definitely not. I hope so. He’s not in the thing is that’s not something that I want to talk about right now, but that is kind of what Lacey looks like it is if Selena is one that’s tragic. It’s tragic that a woman that beautiful would have something that wrong with her. I’m talking about Selena.
I mean, she literally looks almost exactly, like Scotia, like almost verbatim, that soft sort of brown eyed beauty.
Oh, and I I think you guys are miss art you’re miss underestimating the Kennedys who are dead and they’re evil. yeah I know but Lacey could’ve walked into a bar like in the 70s and found some nice 5060 late 40s is even older type guy and they would’ve been in love but that was the 70s that was over 40 years ago and those men are all dead. They’re all Dad the youngest would be in their 80s at this point. I know she went into an antique store this last summer not wearing a filter. She’s extremely beautiful in person Jack looks like shit compared to her, even when he’s photographed ball and she walked in and she was just know she had her straw hat on and she was just kind of sashaying around and this man was like ready to jump her and he was probably in his late 70s or 80s And I don’t listen I get it like people age and you guys this is real try to grass this concept please he was like excited because he hadn’t seen someone that good looking who is you know alive and not just in his memory for like 30 or 40 years. I mean imagine that it’s like when you’re young you see these people and you’re like we look good and you know it’s like you’re kind of enjoying like this is a normal let you know human experience of being young and sort of a normal person or an average person so to speak, and then you age and you’ll see people look like that anymore because the people that are your age you find most attractive are aging with you. And so then he saw her and he was just like holy cow. I haven’t seen someone from my generation, essentially look this good in like 40 years. I mean there is no beauty treatment. There is no surgery that can actually make you genuinely 40 years younger. So no I mean he was pretty excited. It was pretty exciting day for him seeing someone who he considered like super hot like walk around and you know be in his presence it was like extremely extremely good for him that day, so no, she’s extremely hot than of that generation have always like to spend like, overwhelmed and decided by her just walking around near her you guys don’t get it like that’s who she actually is she’s really that hot.
But that’s not what that’s not what she’s experienced because her father was born in 1894. So her experience because she’s young and she’s not a pervert she’s just it’s a totally horrific experience because her mother was was a Boomer and so she was supposed to have been more socialized and developed into a more because we do affect our kids to be more like us or less like us when you see kids that are adopted and you can see how they look like their parents that’s not a coincidence so she could’ve been sort of socialized to be more of a millennial but she wasn’t in so she is but she is one. She is millennial two and so she’s sort of stuck with guys are like yeah you’re hot but not like some people and they know that it’s to that they know objectively that she probably is objectively a ton They know that objectively she’s a 10 because she has objectively. She’s a 10 people probably even said that to her where it’s like I mean computers have even said that that like objectively she’s a 10 but then it’s like objectively she’s a 10 but it’s not just objective it’s also how people perceive things what matters to them how they feel about certain physical features in relation to themselves and so to metal live they’re just like yeah you’re a ton you’re really hot I don’t wanna date you I’d sleep with you and probably really enjoy it but that’s pretty much it because I don’t really want to be with you and you know it’s like that’s something that allowed narcissist don’t understand like how could a Rolls-Royce from like 1955 to be passed over for like a Mercedes from like 1995 well because Mercedes is just more relatable. It’s more relatable. It seems safer it seems less scary it seems just more like sporty I don’t know so yes the Eno crocodile mint condition rare Hermès Kelly from 1952 is gorgeous belongs in a museum and that’s Lacey but there are millions of people who had so look at the bag and be like holy cow that big as a ton. I love it but they would never buy it. They would prefer to buy a Louis Vuitton. You know I am speedy or a Louis Vuitton tote bag Maybe some thing by Chloe yeah I ordered our Chanel flap like the one I have and that that’s more would they prefer because that’s what they can relate to is my Chanel the flat big ugly R heck no I love my flat bag but I love my Chanel but It’s not it’s not nearly as valuable as of perfect mint condition crocodile black Hermès Kelly from 1952 I mean I’m serious like that Mint Condition Kelly from 1952 holy cow the thing is worth like 50,000 100,000 $150,000. My flat bag is worth like 20 I don’t know it’s not cheap but it’s That’s not $100-$200,000 or more like she would be but then that’s a thing I would prefer my fat pig I would be like wow oh my gosh this Kelly is amazing but then I think crap like it’s not really like my style and I like it but it’s not my style because I’m being serious like I carried around I think I can make this thing my style it’s chic and timeless. Of course you can make your style but um at the same time I will get tired of it because it’s not my style the way that my my Chanel is I need I’m just being honest it’s not.
Oh, so no hurt her thing where she’s like I emotional so I am a Louis Vuitton or no I’m an MA is 1952 isn’t her being arrogant it’s a that’s who she actually is. Yeah it’s like this is where we’re at. This is the conversation we’re having I am an air Mazer, 1952 in mint condition. I am not a typical person, and maybe you prefer something else but we’re not talking about that I’m just stating who I am.
But then that’s the problem you guys so I don’t have a choice necessarily if the fact that I’m a woman and a man both she doesn’t have a choice either on and we’re both in a sense reliant on God‘s grace and mercy because what are we supposed to do? Who am I supposed to be with, it’s never gonna be a normal happy experience. It’s like those sisters that have two heads in the same body to. How do you deal with that? How do you deal with that because when he said when their husband sleeps with one of them he’s sleeping with both of them so the one that isn’t he wants to be with because I don’t think they’re actually in that kind of situation, I can’t imagine what that would be like that woman is not in a good place. Does she listen to headphones does she just enjoy it and then just imagine that it’s somebody else I don’t know that must be really hard I’m serious that must be psychologically very traumatizing to her and I don’t know why people aren’t more worried about that woman, and frankly worry about both of them they just are Lego super amazing those women are so amazing on you no not they are but that’s a pretty awful life and our God bless them. I am not even saying that my life is that bad. what if I’m allowed to be myself as I am in heaven, I don’t have two hands. I just have two genders The way that I see it so that’s up to God maybe once you heads on one body is too much but two genders isn’t I you know try to think rationally, and in a Christian real way about it but my point is simply some people really are just in a horrible situation and there’s nothing they can do about it. Her father is from a different generation she doesn’t have two heads thank God oh or two genders she’s just a woman and she’s straight but her awful situation is that her father is possibly from the 1800s and so she’s really not like most people who are alive today. She’s sort of like old Dad stock that’s in mint condition or an Hermès from 1952 so her perspective is dramatically different and you’re just not you’re. It’s not dumb but you’re not necessarily going to get it right away.
She’s not a freak neither am I those women look like freaks to be honest but they’re not really freaks either. They’re just living in a horrible situation that whole circus freak thing is sort of stupid to begin with. It’s not really scientific it’s not really honest but people get scared partially because they don’t wanna think they could get stuck in that situation themselves. You don’t want to think you could have two genders or that your father could’ve been from a previous wave, previous generation, or that you could have two hats you don’t want to think that because it’s scary.
Oh, thank God I don’t have two heads. I am very fortunate, and I have a very nice significant other right now, but there a lot of this is where things have gotten really icky because they’re a lot of the rules to have mercy for me because you’re like you’re not mutated you’re just cool go date your husband go date your boyfriend go marry him go be happy you look beautiful sis you look beautiful bro look at you I’m so happy for you. OK she doesn’t experience that from people you guys are never that loving to her maybe the last time she experienced that kind of love from people was like a decade or two ago and I don’t know what it what have you been bad but no she has not been that accept it and loved by anybody for over a decade who’s alive.
And that’s where white supremacist come in because let’s be honest, her jeans are more European, the most living Americans, who are virgins are more white and European, the most living people in America. And the fact that she is German a Norwegian, and possibly Austrian impression is not good news for liberals because they’re a lot of white supremacists who don’t see her as a freak they see her as an unusual person who is a little much to handle, but then they think her father was an old rat, wealthy man And that what they had was possibly somewhat normal somehow and then they think oh she’s just different Margy just had some fun and that’s not untrue and Margie just had a handsome old man who was her lover and that’s not on true and then they think shit, and look at who turned up a super genius, white person who looks like a goddess And has like an amazingly loving personality who’s the born-again Christian and she’s whiter than snow compared to most American people, pristine white person and some of those people think that there’s a black conspiracy to ruin white jeans and so they think of Lacey is like a Shining ray of hope from the past genetically Because it’s like that’s what we used to be like before the white people factor before the Black people fucked us over. Do you think that’s who we used to be like before all those Nager’s destroyed humanity and those Jews we were like her we were kinder we were sweeter we were better looking we were more fertile and look at help like feisty and strong, she is as a person and they just think holy cow and we were strays, and we were noble? Damn! Damn those Black people!
And I can’t stand people like Joel Joel Osteen is this early because they’re such cocks they pretend to be so Christian but then they get so offended by the slightest thing there’s snowflakes too, but those people are not helpful because she’s not like that she’s not a member of his church. She’s better looking than his wife she’s really extraordinarily beautiful. His wife is pretty. Lacey is vastly better looking and has been her whole life and I’m sorry that’s harsh with us to think if there’s an illuminati or however, this is happening in her head psychically what she does get attacked by living people lotta vein women like Laura, Harring, and Joe Osteen’s wife who look like her and they’re like oh my God you’re just not as good looking as me. When in reality, Lacey is actually vastly better looking than both of them, and they know that and they need to just shut up about it themselves and grow up. Because white supremacist can tell Joe Osteen‘s wife isn’t as white as her or is noble in someway she’s not as elite as Lacey genetically and they can tell that that his wife is a cheap ass version of Lacey just like Laura Herring. And then you guys keep trying to shove it up everyone’s ass that you’re better looking than her when it’s totally fucking fake.
And it’s like you’re not helping yourself you guys are link beat you’re a link between white supremacists and people like me because you’re rich if there’s an illuminati Joel is obviously in the illuminati, so is Laura Harring and you guys are like supposed to be friends with her and be like she’s like me you just better looking, and if you were mature adults who had brains you would do that But instead you’re stubborn ass fools from the gutter who insists that she’s not as good looking as you even though you sure as hell know that she’s better looking than both of you. It’s not like she’s trying to be hurtful sweetie. That’s just what she looks like. And if you two had brains and you were mature, and I’m gonna say that you’re very immature and stupid because it’s not that hard to do it’s just like this woman looks like me but she’s better looking you’re still good looking you’re still both good looking women are usually good looking, but she’s better looking than both of you buy a lot.
And then you hear her going well maybe I don’t. I mean maybe I’m not because she’s so sweet and caring now because she’s insecure. You guys hear her love as insecurity it’s not insecurity. You hear her determination to be accurate as in security it’s not. it’s insecurity on your part. and she’s not going to kick you in the ass so you can feel sorry for yourselves and better than her in that way she’s not being mean she’s not kicking you in the ass you people are stubborn ass fools and totally problematic. And Casi is the same damn way because it’s so fucking obvious as a manager is better than you and she’s not being an asshole she’s just existing and she also might not be fully aware that she’s better than you because she’s so loving and accurate and scientific and so what you need to do is probably just be like no I think you’re better looking than me. I don’t care they are black women who’ve been able to do that And ask for things get very ugly because they are black women who are saying shit like that to her was like no you’re superior to me but I don’t give a shit and they really they try to mean it and they kind of do it so that they know in a sense that they’re better than you and that you people are just white trash and they can’t stand you people there is a growing resentment and hatred from people who are not whites or people who are not American who can handle her being superior to people who are either like Laura and they’re semi-American People like Joe, lost his wife because she really is the superior to you and you guys are just like insane and it on able to just a fucking let go of it it’s just sick.
And it’s like why why can’t these little bitches just you know take a shit and let it go.
And part of it in music sneakers I would even be surprised if Bobby’s fuck Joe Osteen‘s wife, and if she’s another pick me girl who’s like I’ll buy me into OK I understand. She’s not gonna be like that with her husband Joel I wouldn’t be surprised if Joel has girlfriends because he’s exploring his options still. I think Jana thinks he’s a very handsome man with a lot of money and charisma who is called. Crazy to stop. Pulling out all the stops. When someone puts you in your place and actually just try to grow up
No, this is a woman who is vastly more mature than you who’s older in her perspective, and that is never going away.
So what does that mean? That means that she’s basically if she was alive in the 70s you would be just like oh she’s just an average person because she would’ve been. She would’ve unusually good looking but she would’ve been unusually intelligent but you still we would’ve thought she was more normal. And then what that means is that well hotshots you can’t you can’t keep trying to suffocate her whenever she said some thing that bothers you. There are those women with two heads see what you were gonna have to die or live a miserable life so if you’re Joel Osteen Jana Wiley type and you’re like God can solve all your problems it’s really easy? fuck you! fuck yeah not everything. Is that simple you dumb ass bitch from Hell. Why am I calling you a dumb ass bitch from hell because some of your Christianity is actually from hell and your ego and your pride or wicked trip you up. It’s in your cadences speech. It’s in the way that you handle yourselves. Hotshots!
No, they’re gay assholes as well. I think from my perspective, Joe Osteen is clearly not straight but a lot of those men are like that they’re bisexual or closeted gay idiots. And it’s just like oh my gosh let’s be real you suck cock are you wish you could it’s obvious and I’m sorry that’s hard for your ego because that’s not as straight and lame like as you want it to be but Jesus isn’t going to make you straight as if he wants to so you might just have to live with being bisexual or you might just have to suck up the fact sweetie that you’re not as masculine as you’d like to be.
And having an attitude and being like oh my gosh, that’s my favorite thing ever what you just said you’re so hilarious oh my god that’s so funny you’re stupid idiot does not make you seem more masculine. It doesn’t matter now it does matter which is why your theology is somewhat from hell. it’s somewhat bullshit. It’s OK to give people hope but you can’t expect certain things to just disappear. I mean God could theoretically, probably perform the astronomically impressive miracle if Jesus was alive, those women who have two heads could probably be separated, and each have their own body he could’ve done that, but that’s sort of wonder working power is not some thing that commonly manifests Jesus was half god so most people sweetie are never going to be healed like that through no fault of their own. It’s not because they lack faith it’s not because they’re bad people or they’re sinning it’s because it’s a fallen world and you’re understanding that we’re supposed to just constantly be on a sugar high in a fallen world is dumb as fuck.
So getting back to what we’re talking about no white supremacists get hot she’s cool liberals like me and then Lacey and I are just like if we don’t hate other and we don’t wish each other harm. What the hell are we supposed to do?
Because she’s never would not to Saint Pete it’s funny because I actually think I could so I might be friends with her but we’re at we’re not in yet we are the same people so you guys just keep tugging at stuff trying to pull out all the stops to protect your egos And her and I both know that that is not gonna end well
Oh my so I don’t know where this is going but basically just I’m just putting in my two cents in saying you guys seriously this woman analyzes things like a scientist Lem’s was strays he really was because she read some straight and every single picture God has told her That he was straight and that they are being allowed to interact. God has told her that that he was straight. And and he has told her that himself. And there’s evidence to back that up the fact that he was smiling at Jack’s wedding actually is psychologically extremely significant. The fact that he put up with Jack’s constant floundering is very significant as well. The other evidence you think you have in your favor, can actually be explained away in every scenario there’s literally nothing to support him being gay at all there’s act there’s like literally no evidence at all at all at all.
And if yours were intellectually, honest and intellectual honesty has been given a bad name, became a trendy thing to say, and then people stop, realizing that it made sense to say it, and they stop respecting it like the word actually, and pisses me off because those are Vogt, both necessary parts of our vocabulary to keep things straight so no actually if we’re being honest, everything intellectually honest no there’s no evidence to suggest that long was gay, and there is evidence to suggest that he was straight. I don’t want to hear David pisses credentials or a bunch of other bullshit. I’m sorry I know better I don’t care how many years David has studied it that doesn’t fucking matter if the premise doesn’t make sense to begin with. I just like things are never that messed up. Things are never that bad people never make mistakes like that no they do, and did. Oh, it’s not fringe it’s more just like evidence and facts. And honestly, there is a precedent for that there are a lot of historians who have made mistakes that he is not the first historian to make ghastly mistakes and add allies in history. That’s mean there are people who believe that there are textbooks that have egregious errors in them historically not just one-sided accounts, but actual errors and dates are harder to mess up but someone sexual orientation. Someone’s perspective someone’s personal feelings those are things that historically extraordinarily hard to analyze. And that’s all that David Pitts his book is about and he can he probably would quickly come back with saying, but it’s corroborated by evidence evidence that you saw through bias, David evidence that you perceived from your biased perspective from an objective perspective, and I don’t know where the fuck do. Historians are with an objective perspective on this issue, but from objective perspective know Lem was obviously straight. He was obviously straight obviously straight and confused or psychologically disturbed. There was something wrong with him and he was straight. Similarly he wasn’t mentally ill so then it would have to be something like what his ghost has told her that he was confused and molested. She didn’t make that up as brilliant as she is his ghost actually told her that and it’s not something that came to her she could tell that he was straight, but she couldn’t figure out how and his ghost actually told her.
So that’s the reality of what we’re actually dealing with right now he was straight he was sucking cock like a gay man acting gay down to his eyeballs and his mannerisms. Those are mannerisms that I couldn’t satisfy mean come on I’m not a date men I am so look masculine I can act like that it’s an act grow the fuck up that’s the other thing that I’m a sexual can’t understand about her. Yes, she’s calling you out for the fact that we all do mannerisms that are not native to our bodies. We do things with our eyes on our bodies to make ourselves look pretty to other men that we are not born doing. Those mannerisms are not born to us. Those mannerisms are not ours people that they belong to the subculture that were part of. there a social cue and we learned them, but they’re not born to our bodies, even if we’re born gay. And so so no, those are old mannerisms those are not native and he knew them. He learned them somehow. Him and they were not something he created. He learned them or if he did create them. It’s the same way that we do. It’s like we’re trying to act gay because we are and he wasn’t but it’s the same idea. So what you’re saying is that but that’s not the same thing as him actually being that. You’re seeing him being confused and living that lifestyle in a real way without actually being that. We actually are that he wasn’t he was just confused. And she can see that an eye can’t you actually but you have to sort of look for it. You have to look at his whole body. You have to analyze his movements in a way that most people don’t not consciously and then you can see it you can realize that he was actually just acting, and that he was actually straight.
OK so that’s the reality of the situation. There are a lot of other people who’ve been misdiagnosed throughout history or misunderstood. This is not new. He’s just one of the more recent ones and I pray to God that we realize what’s going on because if we don’t, it’s not going to end well
Where to be in trouble within the next 50 to 100 years if we don’t figure this out because we’re basing a lot of our perspective on subconsciously thinking that he was gay or really attracted to men at all and he wasn’t in so it’s sort of like a compass it’s sort of like our directional system is off.
And it seems minor, but it’s not.
You can sometimes tell a mannerisms someone’s orientation, but the truth of the matter is people aren’t that sophisticated I am a Laceyz, but a lot of other people aren’t. Lacey is. And she would automatically have knowing that Anderson Cooper with homosexual without anyone knowing, and she did. Because that’s just who she is he didn’t have homosexual mannerisms well actually he kind of did, but they were extremely subtle and she knew he was homosexual long before he ever came out of the closet. There were lots of women who had a crush on him, and she never did because she couldn’t quite figure out what it was but it seemed weird. And she thought no I guess he’s kind of good looking, but like it’s very narrow. There’s a very slim chance that I find them attractive, which is hilarious because it’s actually exactly what he is. He’s mostly gay, but there’s a very slim part of him that finds him an attractive but it’s minute, and then he just played that up in his case But she knew that it wasn’t like necessarily for her and then it was kind of weird because she’s brilliant and she sophisticated and I am two to some degree Agrippa, New York, possibly maybe some people are just like that.
And then she can tell with Lem’s that he’s straight confused.
And no, she could probably diagnose most people like Jimmy Carter. She was kind of knew was bisexual and I don’t know it’s not gaydar she’s just sophisticated. OK I’m sorry.
So yeah, so people are just like her and I or we can just pick up on people we can just pick up and stuff and it’s not like we’re better than other people in someway were like God loves us more. It’s just that we’re better at certain things, and some people are, and we are better than them, but not like through the eyes of God, which is what she’s been trying to say the whole time.
Yes, people like Laura Harring and JFK are full of shit. I’m not saying that Lawrie is like him. I don’t know her, but he was a narcissistic buffoon. He was a closeted bisexual. she could be too. . Those people are not as sophisticated as they think they are necessarily at all.
I’m just being honest I’m sorry those are not her thoughts they’re mine. She’s literally channeling me. She really is. I’m sorry. So yeah let’s get back to her so she could’ve walked into a bar in the 70s there’s a reason I keep bringing this up and found any number of men who would’ve just been like gaga over her because it’s like no she’s not. She’s not a big breasted person, but she doesn’t have a problem. She has pretty boobs They stick out and there’s some heft them. Maybe I don’t like women but she doesn’t either so we’re trying to think of how to describe but now there’s half to them they’re hefty but they’re not like hefty and the bad it’s like they’re fat hefty sounds like a bag of trash, but you know we’re POS What do boobs look like they do look like trash bags they do even really sexy boobs that are like famous sexy boobs are but they’re shaped like a trash bag so if you’re being intellectually honest, why is that their bags and they’re very sexy but you know let’s we’re not we’re not breaking here we’re being humble for being sincere The human body is actually beautiful guys just have to stop thinking the simplistic way. I think of a hefty bag she might too, and we’re not actually even thinking of it in the insulting way it’s just that like I might not entirely understand even if you know what maybe I would even like to have boobs, myself sometimes because I feel like that’s who I am, but maybe I don’t know maybe I personally don’t entirely understand myself, why men find women, attractive It’s not like I I I know that I understand what beauty is I know it’s beautiful, but I don’t understand their perspective on it and she doesn’t either necessarily at all I mean I would understand it better than she does and no I don’t think either one of us are real aware,
So we’re not trying to be insulting to her or women or myself even but it’s like she has hefty boobs OK so it’s like in a bar in the 70s no she’s not Pamela Anderson or him a number of other women with big boobs. OK she doesn’t have big boobs but they’re if they’re hefty enough, they’re hefty enough they’re hefty there’s some hats and so they see that in her tiny little waist and her I know her hips and her pretty but no she has an incredibly beautiful butt and for some reason I do understand that one more than the boobs but whatever but now in the nude, her legs are lovely too OK so she’s just mean she’s extremely beautiful so there’s nothing that’s not pretty even her toes are pretty and it’s just like if she walked into a bar in the 70s third he said man that would see her And he would be like oh the Simmons not masculine because she’s not at all and he would be like she’s just modest cause that’s what she is and he was thinking no she’s not ugly and hiding somethings she’s modest, because frankly pinups look different back then women look different and so they got they got. They figure it out with me with people like her look like without their clothes on so she walked into a bar. They wouldn’t be as confused or they were seeing they would automatically know what everything looks like and they would know that they like it and so she would have like a lot of men interested in her who now look at her and her like she has boobs, but they’re like they’re not like big, I mean they’re like big but they’re not big and then it’s like she’s curvy as she pear-shaped a lot of people think she’s pear-shaped and she’s not pear-shaped at all she’s really not. It is semi blow been like your hips are bigger than your no if you actually measure them with an actual ruler, you’re not bigger her hips are actually not bigger than her shoulders airport they’re proportional. They’re actually OK they might be a tiny bit bigger, but not really. They’re actually pretty good up there but they should be there a slight bit bigger, but not too much. They’re there a perfect hourglass it’s like a sexy hourglass she’s a sexy hourglass shape.
And met in the past would’ve known that they wouldn’t have thought she was pear-shaped they’d be like hell. No, her hips are big enough for her to be pear-shaped her butts not big enough like that doesn’t make any sense and her shoulders are too in proportion to her hips And they would’ve just no one that she wasn’t pear-shaped. She’s actually just extremely curvy and an hourglass and so they would’ve seen that and been like that’s not pear-shaped. Also, they were close back, then made for people like her. With a pointy pointy bra, they fitted things in around the waist more so that you could see that her hips are just pronounced, sort of like that rabbit woman in the dick Tracy films that’s what I mean. She’s not quite that voluptuous in her chest, but she is in away whatever she’s like those women from the 40s Who are considered curvy in that time like Diana Dors on I mean Diana Dors isn’t pear-shaped either him and so no I mean yeah no she really is actually not pear-shaped I mean it is it’s it’s almost pear-shaped if it was if it was a little bit more of a curve in her hips may be close to that but it doesn’t do that it’s just like her chin line isn’t a double chin. It’s just soft And a lot of people can’t understand that but that’s not something wrong with her it’s exquisite.
I know her nose used to be straighter than it is now has become more twisted as she’s aged. It’s not really noticeable hardly at all, but it’s become more pronounced and that’s for sad reasons and honestly it her beauty is gone, mostly entirely unnoticed.
No, she’s an incredibly unappreciated person and so I loved not appreciated. I mean it’s to a rare degree.
So how life is actually kind of like hell to be honest in someways. and if there is an illuminati, they made it both better and worse at the same time worse because they don’t understand how to be loving and their arrogant stupid assholes, who are narcissistic and then there’s some people who are really intellectual, and understand who she actually is, and I’ve been loving to her like Queen Elizabeth. Elizabeth treated Lacey like they were the same age and she does not regret it. She sees it as one of the things that she did right among many things.
So anyway, Lacey could walk into a bar in the 70s and there would’ve been tons of men who would’ve wanted to sleep with her. She doesn’t understand that. She understands that, but she doesn’t really understand that. Lem is her everything she thinks he is everything. Can you can he can pull her so to speak he can lend her she can. She can have sex with him in a marriage and be totally satisfied and not wanna be with anyone else and him. He’s confident enough and secure enough as a person to be with her and they’re really happy, but but the thing that she doesn’t understand is that he’s more average than she is And to her he is just like everything like she can’t imagine a better looking man to ever exist and he believes her but I think he gets insecure because she’s also somewhat ditzy and he knows that he’s more average and so men like Joe Junior, or men like Elliot are a little scary to him even even Harold is a little scary at times because Harold actually was pretty good looking Michael and Louis are too and it’s hard for him to handle because these ghosts are actually real people like they actually exist.
 She’s interacting with them every day it’s not a hallucination they’re real and he’s insecure. Basically he’s in just to cut cut it short because it’s gotten long but I’ve gotten a lot of good information out there hopefully someone’s listening with a heart and a brain or reading who gives a fuck, and can realize that this isn’t just nonsense at least on this level it’s not just art parts of it could be art maybe but this is not just her this is what’s actually happening to her life and her in her Life, this is actually what’s happening to her in her life so no he was. He was handsome, but Jack under sold him because Linn was straight and Jack didn’t really understand why Linn was attractive he did and he didn’t. I mean he found him attractive but not the way that Lacey does.
So he’s a little stunned by the whole thing he was in and he doesn’t really exist anymore. It’s temporary hopefully but it’s very hard for him to fathom that he’s like better looking than he thought he was a Lemmers more insecure and so cause there’s all these good looking extremely wealthy men who are like in love with her who are her soulmates And then he’s just like cries and then there’s me and he he can handle it but it has been a little hard on him and he’s not getting any help from her. She tries to be helpful. She tells him how much she loves him. she tries to convince him but then it’s like Him he doesn’t he empathize with her he really does but it’s like OK so she is with him but then someone who’s alive like Bobby unfortunately or Caroline or someone else like Annette Bening can’t handle the fact that she’s better looking than they want her to be and better hearted and there’s nothing masculine about her and he was actually straight that he was actually straight and so they play tricks in their head to keep him gay instead of dealing with the reality of what’s actually happening.
They can’t handle the fact that she is who she is and she’s extraordinarily beautiful, but she’s friends with Queen Elizabeth and the way that they couldn’t because they were too snobby in middle class And couple that with the fact that she’s a Christian couple that with the fact that she’s white couple that with the fact that she’s straight couple that with the fact that lame was straight I’m trying to say straight someone keeps trying to make me say gay, but that’s part of what I’m angry about is that people aren’t letting me or her I think what we really want and need to think. It is like a wellspring of bullshit. It’s amazing the kind of bullshit that she deals with from these people spiritually every fucking day. So she gets attacked Smith, Herman Phyl united and they’re in love with these people sadistically attack her all the fucking time trying to convince her that he was gay and then she’s crazy and that she’s beneath them. I know I’m sorry I’m tired of people acting offended Annette Bening comes across like a bitch like a very pretentious, self-important bitch she’s better looking than average, but that’s about it and she’s not that brilliant. She might be smart and she is pretty but that’s it. There’s something unusual about her she is a star but stars aren’t necessarily better looking than everyone that that’s a mythology from like the 60s I don’t know but that’s not really reality.
No stars are generally considered better than average, but they’re not necessarily automatically supreme sexual beings that was understood, and then got lost.
Anyway, so no loan was straight and unfortunately they can’t handle hearing that and so she hears them and they don’t shut up and they go on and on and on and on disrupting her day causing chaos because she can’t she can barely live because these people are so obsessive about this one particular issue. I mean between Jack’s residual, energy, and Bobby, and all of his friends, female and male. This woman is literally fighting off. Energy is hacks and suffocation attempts every day. It’s insane it’s absolutely insane
So so basically, no you you have to understand that, and then Lem’s knows that, but he also knows that she’s unusually beautiful in a way that she doesn’t fully comprehend. I know there’s like nothing wrong with her body or her face or anything, and that that’s her being confused and people not really being honest and respectful and loving to her enough. And so he knows that and then he gets really insecure because it’s like why is she doubting my love? Why is she paying attention to Michael Rockefeller cause he’s flirting with her right now and it’s because people keep attacking her and she rejects it, but there’s so incessant and obsessive That it’s really hard for her to process it and fully process it even consciously it’s it’s like she gets flooded with all her information and so it’s almost like her server her like her brain can’t process at all and it starts accepting the messages on intentionally because there’s too many of them and there’s like a flood of them. I’m so sorry it’s getting to her and she never really fully except that it never goes that far where she’s like convinced she was gay because her brain doesn’t let her do that. Thank God she is that brilliant and her processing filtration system is that you know top notch But she can’t quite process it well enough to not be affected by it at all. So she starts thinking I better MoveOn. I’m an idiot. I need to just move on. I need to move on. I need to just MoveOn and I should just move on. I need to just move on so she starts moving on with these other men like Michael and Louis and they’re right there I mean she’s in Saint Paul Louis is everywhere he’s everything his energy is possibly literally everywhere, and St Paul And I would say it’s impossible to get rid of it. It’s everywhere. And because he’s friends with Michael and it’s Michael has a way to get into if he really wants to so does Harrell lobe, so does F Scott Fitzgerald and Elliot then Concerta find a Backchannel Lem’s struggles to because of what he did with his life, unfortunately, in the mistakes that he made, mostly, if not entirely through no fault of his own. It’s just tragic And so he is trying to contact her. I’m trying desperately to find some fallen world residual energy route to get a hold of her energy in her body to talk to her and he struggles to do that because she’s incessantly attacked by people trying to keep them separate because they feel sorry for Jack and they shouldn’t because Liam was straight and Jack was a bisexual idiot But they’re desperately trying to keep them separate because they feel sorry inappropriately inappropriately for Jack.
So they feel bad for Jack and they shouldn’t because Jackson narcissistic jack ass and I can’t stand him personally and I’m saying that I can’t stand him. I literally cannot stand him. I’ve met his energy we don’t get along and I’m a liberal. I am a nice person, but I don’t like him. I don’t like him OK I’m sorry I don’t like him.
And so on and so I did I’m sorry I don’t like him. I think he’s a bad person and how am I wrong? I love to know how the fuck I’m wrong!
So I can talk to her like I’m practically in her house right now talking to her and I’m still alive. That’s how easy it is for us to talk and that could be because she’s gotten confused and thought she was related to me or because we actually are from previous life, so I’m either like kind of her people in some distant ancient way, where she thought she was so I can talk to her and it’s like is easy as pie and I can be in two places at once, but not really, it’s very complicated and I’m fine don’t worry. 
But anyway so we’re fine I’m in New York. It’s 2021 Marvin 2020 foresee they could be Waze I’m doing this that she’s not aware of the God understands am but I know it’s God and she knows that and it’s there anyway I can talk to her love doesn’t have this opportunity so I’m trying to be helpful so so so so you guys are really stuck on JFK you don’t believe her when she says that but it’s a it’s amazing. You guys are so stuck on him!
So his energy is everywhere even though he’s not consciously here right now Joe has some interest in her but that’s not necessarily what’s happening it’s more that people are trying to separate her from Lem’s because they’re either scared for some reason or they’re or they just don’t have respect for her humanity, and frankly loves either They think they know more than Lem’s potentially I don’t know what the hell they’re thinking something some cases, but his energy is struggling to get through to her and so they separate way too much and then her her body her mind her spirit naturally start thinking it should move on it that’s partially how it’s happening that she’s processing stuff. and then what happens unfortunately is that she hurts them because he can’t quite. He knows what’s happening, but he keeps he keeps being attacked or he’s naturally a little insecure because he had a high-pitched voice and it wasn’t Katie. It was just high-pitched, and it was somewhat different than most men, even though she likes it. I know it wasn’t gay. It really wasn’t. It was it’s similar to a dick van Dykes brother. He also had a high-pitched voice and he wasn’t gay. So those those men are just like that but they’re straight and she knows that and I know that God knows that but lamb gets insecure. He was also really tall and she thinks that’s handsome but he was unusually tall and he’s a little insecure about that, and there’s other things to like his asthma, or his glasses And Bobby has a hard time with the asthma one because his son has asthma and so he refuses to accept that some people think that’s inferior and it’s it’s stupid stuff like that and so these people are nuts I guess you’d say but not really it’s a Saralee and they just won’t leave her alone and then he’s insecure And so it’s been an absolute shit show for about three or four years absolute fucking shit show.
Her life has been in ruins for about three or four years because of this issue. And it was already bad. It was already like hell, but she had Grace for It. But it’s gotten to be harder for her because because of these ridiculous people and their inability to handle the situation, and the fact that it’s hard for loves energy to get a hold of her and he’s insecure. He’s not really insecure like he’s not keeping himself from her. He’s not mean to her, but he just gets like unsure of himself. And then he keeps thinking OK I know she’s in love with me, but are you sure Lacey are you sure are you sure? I’m not Michael Rockefeller. I’m not a Rockefeller. I’m not just you know James day Hills grandson, who is like a sensitive genius. Actually Lemmers, too, but in a different sort of way. and then he has different things that are wrong with his eyes. He has things that are just off about him slightly and she doesn’t care, but he he and he he does believe that he’s not rejecting her. It’s not sin it’s just that he gets stuck. And so he had a conversation with her yesterday in Redwing Minnesota, that led him to believe correctly that that she preferred him over all those other men, and he was stunned by that. And Jack’s energy was terrified and that’s where I started getting more involved because it doesn’t surprise me but apparently it’s hard for some people to handle but now she thinks he’s like amazing and it’s it. I don’t know what to say. He feels awful today he feels absolutely awful, because she told him all that he feels like he should’ve already known And he could he could have, and he should have but innocently enough for both of them he didn’t entirely. And then they stopped together last night, and then she fell asleep, and she wasn’t able to find him in her sleep, and why is that because because he’s too nice, he’s too loving into nice for lack of a better way to describe it. His energy is too sweet and loving and she’s not been loved by anybody and so he’s in that sort of realm in the Phone world of like a really nice person and that’s just how his energy is and so he tries to find somewhere then to be himself and communicate with her and it’s very hard because everyone keeps cutting him off and trying to separate them because they’re stupid as fuck him and not all dead people a lot of the people actually don’t feel that way, but a lot of living people are so confused that they’re totally unhelpful. And so I know this is totally historically possible you guys take people too seriously and know some conspiracies or are true some people have things right and you guys can’t handle the fact that it doesn’t sound processed with buzz words and a dialect from unhide that you’re used to. You guys don’t question hardly anything anymore and that’s fine to some degree cause there’s not that much that’s falling apart yet, but you guys are total zombies intellectually you except way too much. Even though yes, even with TikTok, even with all that, you guys still are way too reliant on the narrative.
And part of that is just how humans are and it’s functional but it got crazy in the 20th century and people didn’t want to take time to think things through and read and analyze as much anymore and talk to people in person and really fully digest the information that they were being given and so people except history that should never been written I mean someone’s sex life is not some thing that has historically should be written about lesbian dolls did it in the 20th century and we did that at our own risk, and we probably found some interesting things out that could be true but then somethings like David Pitts his book should never of been written and historians before the 20th century would’ve never imagined writing a book and they would’ve been right because you can’t know that stuff there’s no way to confirm someone sexuality that isn’t a thing Wikipedia is bullshit and that way
I mean, it’s like what is the people that you trusted don’t like you after your dad you have no way of talking to them anymore and say no I was actually straight or turns out I was not as fluid as I thought I was just completely nonbinary I mean it’s or I was fluid and I didn’t know that I mean you guys seriously You can you can’t do that that’s not a thing that’s not scientific that’s bullshit that’s absolute fucking bullshit and no I would’ve been OK with it and then now that I’m dead and I’m going back through time and talking to you guys. I’m sorry I sure as heck hope that no one does that to me because I will be livid. You can speculate and say we think he might’ve been this that was what he claimed to be. that was what he identified as we have a lot of reason to think that’s what he was. That’s what he said he was that’s probably what he was but it’s a probably don’t want you determining that for me the way you have with what that was sick.
That’s a way of controlling the overall narrative by making people what you want them to be or what feels best you might’ve very subtle extremely complex way. It is the border. It will be what we observe and what’s reality I probably am who I say I am, and based on that you can presume certain things based on your own perspective based on what we know psychologically scientifically we’re not in any trouble.
So he can’t get through to her and it’s disturbing and he knew that and he’s working with it and gods telling him things but he didn’t quite understand some thing and it’s been really awful and he can’t he kind of understands but then he gets so insecure that it’s hard for him to hear her. At least that’s my impression of it and then it’s like he doesn’t quite get it. He gets it he doesn’t. And he’s gonna have to realize some things and he’s realized them, but it’s just the absolute fucking mess.
And a couple that with the fact that she’s an incredible excruciating pain no, it’s not great and no I don’t. I don’t totally get it either but he doesn’t just get it. It’s like dude she likes you that much this isn’t that serious. but it’s hard for him to accept. because he was so happy, his whole life compared to her. He was miserable because he was straight when he was living an awful life, but his parents loved him. His siblings loved him. Jack actually loved him even though Jack was a narcissist, and they weren’t really happy. Jack actually did have some love for him as much as a narcissist can have, obviously they couldn’t have a real relationship because Jack was a floundering idiot and he was I was straight, but people did love Lem. People did love Lem’s people did love him. I know she’s not experienced that.
So he tries to talk with her in the sunny sort of melancholic sad way, but still sort of sunny and she’s just like fuck you I don’t know who the fuck that is but fuck you get the fuck out of my head and it’s not because she hates that person it’s because She can’t relate and that it just feels abrasive to her because it’s in her own head and she’s like I don’t know who the hell this is trying to make me be happy go lucky sunshine, but just fuck you. I’m not in that mood right now. Fuck you.
It’s not like what dreams May come, that’s sick in relation to her. absolute evil.
If anything, it’s the reverse of that him because he really committed suicide more than she ever has and he’s stuck in this happy-go-lucky state of mind and she’s living in reality and it’s dark as dirt and she’s just like fuck who is Sally sunshine you know bothering me? And so then he’s like shit that doesn’t work to talk to her and so he tries to find something to talk to her and it’s really not working because it’s like I said the other channels her part working and so he’s slowly coming to realize that her being with other men in a sense is helpful Because it really is It’s should speak to him of the drudgery of the situation and when he first she actually told him that years ago she’s like maybe I’m sleeping with other people because of how bad things are.
And ask and what what ends up being communicated to her it ends up being sad when she ends up hearing is just tragic because he’s trying to understand how that works with and Joe and Jack and Bobby are livid and so they’re harassing her and Linn both in the meantime. And so is Bobby.
It’s just and he just has not understood that she’s sleeping with other people because she’s confused like he gets it but he doesn’t fully understand it and he starting to that it’s not what he thought it was a little way that things are worse than he thought they were when he even first died, he knew they were bad, but they’re talking to her. He’s realizing that they’re worse than they’re worse than he thought.
Part of the problem is that she is an incredibly intellectual person and sweet hearted, and he knew that, but he didn’t fully understand how astounding the intellectual she actually is and so he thought he thought she was him having emotional reaction at times that she’s not having them. So if she’s been sleeping with other men, it’s because it made sense to her it wasn’t necessarily because she was in love with them, and the way that she wasn’t with him or attracted to them in a way that she wasn’t with him or really even that she would be with them at all if she wasn’t confused And he didn’t fully understand that he didn’t understand that her confusion is why she’s sleeping with other people she’s been interested in people other than him because she’s confused it’s really that simple and he didn’t understand that and he made it some thing it isn’t and he got very hurt But it’s an unusual circumstance if they were she’s always said if you were alive I would never be doing those cause you’d be alive and I’d be able to tell what’s going on but he didn’t necessarily fully understand if that was 100% accurate and that it it really is that that she could never quite figure out what’s happening because he’s dead.
And he’s like wow you are incredibly rational like I had no idea that you were that pristine in your mind. It’s like a Swiss watch it’s just like exacting glorious beauty it’s just perfection in the way that she organizes things in her head with her pure heart and so it’s like no you know I’m sleeping with them because they know this and this and that and if I knew this and this this I wouldn’t and it’s really that simple there’s not less necessarily involved at all or betrayal, it’s really just absolute shit show. Because in her mind, she keeps being passed off from one man to another or she keeps going for my mansion other because she keeps trying to MoveOn and he’s trying to hang onto her but that’s not the signal that she’s getting because of other people, interfering, and so many people literally try to control her face. They control her pictures. They control her voice. They control her mannerisms. She’s not making that up Try to make her choke trying to kill her trying to hurt her kids making them scream you guys, this isn’t made up this is real. She had stuff up on Instagram but she took it down because she thought my voice still sounds weird. It sounds fake I know I’m not crazy but people probably think I am and they don’t deserve that. They don’t deserve to hear me desperately trying to breathe. Well, I’m being suffocated Because that’s not how it is for all the time but that is her hunger that you guys heard in her videos that she took down that was airhunger she’s clearing her throat and fighting to breathe like literally it’s not a hallucination.
So she’s not somebody who’s making shit up and she took it down because she thought I don’t think people respect those. This is stupid or if people do, there’s like one person who does are like three people who do and everyone else just doesn’t deserve to have to think what for people believe me, and everyone else thinks I’m nuts that’s not enough for me to keep this posted so she took it down, but no, none of that was was crazy actually at all so that’s all real and no she keeps being passed from one person to another and it’s miserable for both of them because this poor woman keeps thinking oh I should be with Michael. Oh no, that’s not right I should be with Lem’s. That’s what I thought. Why was I with Michael and then and then and then someone text her and then she ends up being with Louis and I it’s just this is a dirty ugly fucking cycle and she’s good at fighting it off and she’s manage to sort of figure out that it’s nonsense in the last year but you guys don’t dumb. These people are obsessive and you guys just don’t fucking get it.
As Genzie I do because I know that when someone gets accused of being obsessive you it’s a red flag they might be they might be the one who actually is totally might be but usually there’s something weird going on. Sometimes it actually is the person who gets accused of being obsessive is the obsessive one that can actually be true that’s not impossible, but I was intrigued to see what’s really happening because a lot of times the narcissist is the one who calls the other person obsessive a lot of times it’s a narcissist who calls the other person, obsessive and ridiculous in the way that one was described as being and it’s the narcissist doing that themselves and not the other way around so I’m sorry guys, but I think Jack was obsessive. I think that the Kennedys are a little obsessive they’re attics addiction runs in their family there obsessive people. They’re also somewhat mentally ill. I wouldn’t be surprised if Jack, with someone obsessive compulsive about some thing at some point in his life
 I think the people he targeted were probably a test him being obsessive, and from end to use make up in 1960 for television was somewhat obsessive he, he was like he was obsessive. I mean he was someone who would’ve had a lot of plastic surgery, potentially who would be obsessive about his appearance and oh my word you have no idea how are you do and like you’ve met these people and you can’t believe that’s what he’d be like but no he was an obsessive person. I don’t think I don’t think Jack I don’t think Jack really made lamb actually obsessive I think that’s what people think I’m was but that’s not what was really happening it’s complicated and it’s been misunderstood because Lem was a straight.
And this will all have to be edited, because I was just saying that Lem as straight, and it turned it into something else.
So a yeah, I’m not stunned to discover that Jack was a narcissistic lying idiot when I die but I guess some people are.
And I’m actually not that shocked to find out that a straight man might’ve thought he was gay in the past. Because I am not sophisticated, I am from New York City. I am not worldly, and I know how confused people can sometimes be, and I know how little people understood in the past about certain things.
What is the aircraft crash in DC? Because of Lacey possibly she literally was talking about planes more than once on her blog and on Instagram and praying to god desperately to die and be blowing up and if there is an illuminati and her family owns all that oil and Matthew committed suicide get you guys this is serious the perfume community really fucked everything up and it was an accident to some degree, but they took their own perspective way too. Damn seriously. In relation to her I’m not saying you shouldn’t take your your perspective. Seriously you should but you can take yourself too. Seriously that is a thing and these people did that
Casi was just jealous of her so is Nancy it’s complicated. Lacey didn’t understand certain things but they also took them selves you seriously and other people of taking them to seriously as well and it’s an absolute tragedy.
I’m not saying they don’t deserve sympathy, but you guys never really excepted. Her perspective as legitimate and that’s actually really weird. like why are you fighting her perspective her perspective is not crazy but you guys are making it crazy in a way that’s insane. It’s you guys are nuts.
And it goes back to Jack you guys don’t want her perspective to exist because then that means that line was actually streets and that their love and that she exists and that your delusions about yourself and your orientation and your grander in that family and in America in general, are that delusions. So, if if, if I’m allowed to say this, it’s possible that yes, Osama bin Lawden knew the people on the plane, and then the helicopter could die. He knew that they were allowed to die that it wouldn’t be a problem.
So if if I can say so, yeah, so sound and lighting might’ve killed those people and if this blog is not a farce in this way, and I’m actually telling you it’s happening. If there’s an illuminati, don’t be scared don’t attack her don’t attack me I don’t even know what’s going on right now I’m talking to you from the future but just be aware that the situation is bad OK so pray for them pray for me, pray for yourself pray for everyone connected to me in Jesus and just stop stop stop thinking that you’re better than her maybe you are but you might not be so just chill out on that one and also stop thinking that you’re even necessarily her equal you might be might not be him also stop thinking that long was gay why are you obsessed with that? If you are just let it go he might’ve been straight. Actually he was.
Also, if she does die in a plane crash, where they blow up because the helicopter crashes into them, that was God, using the dead to bring her to heaven um, not necessarily the living there could be living people who even think that they’re behind it if there’s an illuminati, they’re not entirely it’s possible that he might not even use anybody alive to do it why was that happening? Those people were allowed to die And what what Jack and his family have done to Lacey spiritually, I mean you guys are trying to suffocate her to death in a way that is scientifically unknown.
They’ve tried desperately to do you things to her and it’s not farce. This isn’t her being crazy this is real and so there are a lot of people who are being affected by this like the fires in LA got started because people won’t leave her alone. And it’s not just that it’s like it’s her torment. There is spiritually some thing that they’re doing that they’re not supposed to do as living or dead people and Jack didn’t think it was a problem because Satan kept telling him that it would be OK and that he was smarter than God And so he kept doing it and that’s why he now does not exist. God tried to warn him that he was making himself ceased to exist, but he didn’t want to hear it, and so he temporally cease to exist. I’m God actually was the one who finally pulled the plug on him, because God is loving him, but he was really making himself cease to exist before God pull the plug and it was actually very hard on him because he was like feeding, and it was traumatic for him, but he refused to accept that that was it was happening to him, and he just kept going with it. Oh, and so he, he destroyed himself. He made himself cease to exist and essentially, and that is not easy to do but what he was doing was spiritually really very bad and a lot of people were helping him and so it’s sort of like there’s like worm holes or there’s holes in the fabric of the universe because of them and if there is reincarnation, that’s how Lacey‘s Scottish accent came back to her Because they pushed her outside of time to the point where her body started, manifesting its old body for lack of a better way to explain it. If there’s not reincarnation, there’s a dead, Scottish person who decided to try to play along because they could tell that she couldn’t figure it out intellectually not because she’s stupid because she lacked information and there actually is a lack of information so she’s maintain the whole time that there might not be reincarnations if there’s not keep that in mind,
But she actually does also look like Scotia and that’s not funny that you guys can’t accept that that’s sick
Her eyes are are almost identical to this woman like you guys seriously it’s creepy. They’re almost completely identical, if not identical.
So it could be a fluke, or that image was actually created outside of time because of what Jack has done and how evil it is. Because how the heck is she supposed to know that there’s no reincarnation?
Yeah, this goes deep. There’s either an incredibly deep chasm of evil that this man created with his astounding, inability to handle his own existence or there’s actual reincarnation.
So you’re not her she will let go and you will feel sad that she’s rejecting you, but she’s not really rejecting you and you guys have to like outfit Queen Elizabeth did the same thing. I have done the same thing and you don’t get angry at us. Why are you angry at her?
I think it’s because she told you that she cared about you and she does but you know she’s not you and she’s not God.
So you do have to be alone with your own thoughts and alone with your own real self and not just imagine that you’re constantly talking to her or her and you have to talk to God.
The thing is so yeah it’s sad but try to understand there’s a lot going on that you don’t understand love is not insecure but he is insecure it’s complicated. He’s trying to relate to his wife he’s trying to figure out what the hell is going on and it’s not that she’s a bad person. It’s that she’s possibly more intelligent than he realized like shit. He knew she was extremely intelligent, but he may not have realized how incredibly smart she actually is, and then coupled with that how confused she could get and how did see if she could be much like himself in a way, but he’s a man so he’s not ditzy in the same way. But he’s he’s he’s realizing it but it’s it’s hard for him to except for some reason or it’s like it’s hard for him to like make the whole thing work because it’s Jack and his energy and a lot of other people just can’t handle it.
So yeah, there are some people who are dead that are watching like a some Osama bin Laden who is just been like forget it I’m doing something. This woman is incredible and an incredible suffering and I care about her and I’m gonna outsmart Jack and beat him at his own game, and do something daring and risky and I’ll check with God first to make sure these people don’t die in a way that’s an appropriate. But I will probably have to kill some people and it may because some traffic accidents in the air just experimenting with what I can do to kill her so if if this is true, oh yes, Osama bin Laden am tricked the pilots of both those planes into thinking that there was nothing to worry about and then he literally possessed the pilots. I am using the same means that Jack has used to possess Lacey at times it’s not outright possession because it’s not possession it’s not like demonic possession. It’s an abuse of the supernatural, and that is partially how Jack’s used to exist because you’re not supposed to try to shove someone out of their own body that’s sick beyond words but that’s basically what he’s been and his energy is still trying to do because he’s so jealous of her beauty and her superior body to his and he has some dumb ass idea in his head That he can beat her and make love love her and that’s not possible or he thinks that if you know he was as pretty as her that Lamb would’ve loved him or that the only reason lamb is straight is because of how beautiful she is and that’s not true he has a lot of very convoluted ideas that are paranoid and insane and you know at the same time they’re not because Liam could decide to be straight and be with a hot woman but that’s not what happened and it wouldn’t work anyway to try to possess her if that was the case but he thought that it would I think and he really was the obsessive one not lame and so he was insane and still is residual. Energy is still insane with her and it’s real. She’s not imagining things you really don’t know you really don’t know it’s really that fucked up.
So it’s possible the signs that this is really what happened Osama bin Laden possess those pilots and flew them into each other. Essentially, he may have used one of the terrace attackers to do it. You guys think of her that I think of how the helicopter flew into the plane it was a straight line. Does that flying pattern? Does that flying style remind you of how the flight the planes flew into the World Trade Center? Yes it does. That’s not a coincidence necessarily that may have been one of the pilots from 9/11 that flew the helicopter into the plane.
So I need to blow up I mean people didn’t fill almost any pain at all on either Craft. It was quick it was a shock but now it was a shock and then it was like they were dead. It was pretty painless and actually not even all that scary because people couldn’t process what was happening fast enough to feel that much fear I mean they felt some off and shock but it wasn’t like really scary. It was just like what the heck and then they died.
So like literally, people were just like minding their own business, flying doing their own thing and then out of the blue they just died and it was really shocking because it’s like what the heck and then they were dead and really that is one of the nicer ways to die with those who were in good health, they were happy And so do you have his perception that they were incredibly sad that something terrible happened to them that’s not true that’s actually not reality we think it’s sad. We think it’s sad because it is sad. We missed them, but they didn’t experience that they really didn’t but the experience was just sitting in their seat and then all the sudden it’s like fire and like pressure and then their head blew off and they were a spirit and they’re just And they didn’t they didn’t really even have time to get to like process that they were dying or they were even transitioning. They were just suddenly spirit and it’s like shit I was in a body I was in the phone world sitting in my seat and now I’m a ghost OK that’s weird But that’s what happened. It was like they were they were dead and then they were in their seat, and then there was an explosion, and all the sudden they’re ghost in like a matter of seconds, practically literally under a minute, because of the nature of the explosion they went from being like in their seats, sipping their coffee, or you know something to being dead in like under a minute, feeling no pain being with God, you know having to deal with their life but they were all of them. If this is what happened we’re prepared for that believe it or not and so they’re all in heaven with God and they’re just like what the heck what is this This was not what I expected to be doing today and there was a family. There was a whole family that died and they’re fine I mean they’re all together it’s been a shock but they’re perfectly fine and that was the idea of Osama bin Laden did it he was thinking this is just a test run for her whole family so you know day by day yeah if she’s on a plane and she ends up dying and the whole family has a quick death there you go this blog for told that if that’s not what happens and that’s not what happens, but he may have been experimenting with trying to find ways to do that.” says a dead 
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