“Noam Chomsky” by Lem

Some Will Fall by Max Richter plays.

(Adult content below)

Joe Kennedy Junior. What really happened? Because I made up a story. I made up a public story to share with people on Instagram that’s palatable. To protect us all.

What really happened? …He was a pervert. But he had restrained himself until he met Pat Wilson.

Pat gave him meth. Pat gave him heroin. Gave his sister heroin. And…used it herself. And in a stupid sense of worldliness according to them…they felt…exotic after using heroin. They flung themselves back into their seats. Melodramatically. As it was one needle for all of them. And they had 1920’s heroin. It was…nothing by today’s LETHAL standards. But they felt something…and they all decided they were…grand.

And Joe and Pat…were madly in love. So Pat and Joe made love. Not caring if anyone saw them. Or perhaps not caring if they hurt anyone. Especially Kick. …It was gross. …Because certainly Billy didn’t want to see all that. …He really didn’t.

And then Kick…being slightly high and hurt…and confused…and INSANE…started trying to join them. Very awkwardly.

Actually with a morbid amount of awkward, insane…loss. Loss of sense. Loss of control. Loss of…life. She just stumbled over and…pathetically tried to be a part of it too, so to speak.

And then Joe displayed his sense of…everything. And it’s…baffling. He KNEW it was INSANE…and even gross…but…Pat and Kick were bisexual. And they were together first. And he…must have felt…betrayed. And reasoned that…as Pat was his superior possibly socially she knew more than him. And if she was suggesting it…perhaps it was acceptable? And he was high. And…he was always secretly perverted, although he had enough sense to control himself. So…he made the horrible judgment call…to…go along with all. And after Kick and Pat were…content with each other…he took Pat to be his, to speak. Right in front of Kick.

Solomon by Hans Zimmer plays.

Kick was…devastated.

0:40

0:54

She sat there on the floor…nearly crying, which was unusual for her. Why? Because our feelings DO MATTER.

1:49

And she had just thrown herself desperately at Satan…longing to find…true love. Real true love. And all she’d found was Hell.

She bite her bottom lip. And watched. Very hurt.

Where was Billy? …Billy really was extremely tired. Tired of Kick. The Kennedys had paid his family millions of Dollars as a dowry. And at first he’d agreed to it with himself…as she seemed…daring…and wild.

The Quality of Mercy by Max Richter plays.

But she ripped apart things literally that were irreplaceable. Around his family’s estate. And she had vile habits. Terrible table manners. And…a bad…temperament. He was increasingly desperate to get out. And…it’s been suggested that he chose to die. His family possibly had Kick killed as a result. Especially as she just kept being…AWFUL…even after he died. Worse after he died. And they couldn’t stand her.

And then…the British got involved of course…because someone told. Possibly one of the kids. Pat kept her kids with her. And one of the kids might have felt scared by them. Told another adult. Or maybe it was Billy. Or maybe they were spying on Crash Bang. Recording things secretly. Joe Kennedy Senior did sort of help start World War II.

Regardless…they found out that Pat and Kick had had a vile experience with Joe. And…

“We reasoned that if his logic was that bad that he’d sleep with his sister…he might do ANYTHING. ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING under the right circumstances. …And we were dealing with Adolf Hitler. …We knew about the Holocaust. This was in the latter stages of the war. …So…it was with great fear that we chose to assassinate him. Because…what IN HELL would happen…if he was running America…as a US President!? …A worldwide Holocaust if Pat Wilson wanted it?” says Sir Winston Churchill (?).

“‘He can’t be in love with his sister!?‘ is what I said. …I was…so sure of it. …I had no idea how insane he could be. …How he could be experiencing reality.” says another British man.

“I’m struggling!” says a reader.

“He’s insane.” says a dead man.

“Then what was he THINKING!??” he says.

Verses by Ólafur Arnalds & Alice Sara Ott plays.

The song plays.

“TWO WOMEN!?” he says.

The song plays.

2:27

“I’d have done the same thing to Lacey.” he says. “I regularly cheated.”

He laughs at him in horror and shock.

“Joe…it doesn’t WORK.” says a British woman.

He weeps.

“I KNOW.” he says.

“You know now!?” she says.

He crumbles in tears. Sniffs them back.

“IT WAS LACEY WHO TAUGHT ME THAT LESSON!!” he screams, weeping.

Lacey stares at him like a clinician. With grave concern. But ABSOLUTE objectivity. She prays for him if she can, to Christ.

“I LOVE PAT!” he says. “But Lacey isn’t my mother. At all. And…she’s extraordinarily beautiful.”

“Do you love Pat!?” asks a reader.

“NOT ENOUGH!!” he screams, in agony. “But…I’m going to work with Christ. I can’t stand myself!!”

“So she’s not like a mom?” asks God.

“No. I don’t want her to be. I never did. …But I hated myself. …And Pat knows me best.

See…Jack had it figured all wrong. He thought Lem loved him somehow. Despite it all. And…he imagined that Lacey might love me too. And so did I. Just like Lem. …They’re…alike. So…we-

He imagined that Lem didn’t care. Every time he slept with so many other people. …Just didn’t care. …But Lem was straight. And…that’s why. …It had nothing to do with some…impossible love they shared. There is no such love. Once you burn down a house…it’s gone.

And there’s no way forward with her. You see? She’s…gone from me forever. And…we were…BEAUTIFUL together. …Nobody else was like that. NOBODY.

After my father lost her…that’s when she was born. …And so…we became….beautiful together. And it ATE MY FATHER UP INSIDE. …Even if she chose him…I loved her…so well.

*he laughs*

Doesn’t mean…I loved her more than Pat though. …And that doesn’t mean I don’t miss her.

It scared me how jealous Kick was of Lacey. Terrified me.

*he thinks*

And…I can’t get rid of Pat.” says Joe.

He weeps.

“Do you love her?” asks a British man.

“It’s like…love…and a disease.” he says. “Lacey…was…glorious. …She understands the ocean. And she loved that I tried to be a pilot. …I felt SO FREE with her.”

“Why’d Jack do it to you!??” yells an Irish woman at Joe.

“I’m SCARED!!” he says, like a little boy. And at that God takes Joe away. He became too terrified to continue talking.

“Why fuck do you guys keep messing with Jack’s energy? Why the fuck do you keep doing that?” yells Bobby Kennedy Senior at living people.

Cathedral by Thomas Newman plays.

“She’s mine!!” says Lem. “MINE.”

“You know…that’s fine. …I just hate what it’s done to Joe.” says the woman.

“So do we.” says Lem about him and Lacey.

“I want to ask Joe why!” yells an Italian man.

“He’s gone. He’s literally too scared to talk.” says God.

And at that Satan SHRIEKS.

He realizes he’s gone MUCH MUCH too far.

Learning to Forget by Thomas Newman plays.

“Kick…confused me. But I was insane. …And…my father didn’t love us. And yet he did.” says Joe Junior. “I watched Little Women with Lacey when she was a teenager…and I was…heartbroken by the fact that Kick came to mind. …Pat felt…like…my wife. In a way. …But Kick…believed she was…a beauty. A young woman who was…in her prime. And…she acted as if I was madly in love with her. So mysterious.

And I was…dumb.

I believed she was my…seductress. And I felt…confused. …She doesn’t currently exist. God will have to bring her back when it’s safe. I actually was…her victim in a way. …I wasn’t…prepared to think through her challenges.” says Joe.

Snowplay by Thomas Newman plays.

“This song is entirely about me.” says Lacey. “And I find that…both hilarious and extremely disturbing.”

“YES!!!” yells Satan.

“When I first heard this song, I thought it was about actual people who lived at that time who I could trust!!” says Lacey. “I thought they had my back. I didn’t realize I was just supporting myself.” 

“This is supposed to be about me in love and a Lem being sexy in the snow!” says JFK.

“Why did you do that to this movie?!” yells Stanley Kubrick.

“I made it for my children. I made it for my children for Christmas.” says JFK.

“Loved it!” yells JFK Jr. arrogantly, first arriving after death. “Unclear and ignorant on many things.”

“But you’re not in this Jack. He was straight and this isn’t your energy with him at all!” says Satan.

“No, it’s more me!” says Louis Hill Junior. “But that’s not quite right.”

“Dutch Old Money was not living in New England as Louisa May Alcott!” says Jerome Hill. “This song is entirely just about Lacey because you made it about a glory that didn’t really belong to those people even though they had their own glory and her family on her father’s side may have lived in New England, so it becomes just about her because she’s really only person who fits all of these beats and rhythms and notes to possibly have ever been created.” 

The song replays.

“Why is that SO SERIOUS!?” asks a reader.

“Because Satan is in love with Lacey.” says Joe Kennedy Junior.

Kasey Johnson cracks-up laughing.

“I can’t be with her but that’s actually not why it scares me. I’m picking up on it partially because I have those feelings; I don’t have time to explain. Let God explain it to you. But I’m picking up on something really horrifying.” says Satan.

“What’s that!?” says George Bush.

“He sent her back to the 1800s as a child.” says God. “Through this music.” 

“It’s the very end of this song. Where is it going?!???” says Satan.

They listen.

“It’s the commercial for Enron at the very end there’s a commercial for Enron when they say why repeatedly over and over again. …And then it ends, but it cuts off and it just keeps going.  and I know that the actual song itself exists so where is that beat go away at the very end. It almost has no end in it. I know that’s not entirely possible or if it is possible this one doesn’t do that. Where does it go? It almost becomes frayed or frazzled, and I can’t tell if it disappears or if it goes somewhere that time and space has never been before.”

0:30 “This is just Lacey.” says God.

“WHERE ARE WE GOING!?!” yells Satan in horror. “WHERE DID I SEND EVERYTHING!??”

“How did that happen?” asks Lacey in the mood for chicken nuggets, suddenly.

“Because Jack insisted Lem was gay and so did tons of other men who are alive now and it’s bullshit.” says Satan. “At the very end he’s disagreeing and saying no but he’s being ignored which is bad, but then to make matters worse his voice, not him, but his voice gets stolen from him, possibly by me, or possibly by people working with me…or both…and it just goes on and on and on and I don’t know where his voice is taking us, so to speak.“

“His voice would’ve just gone out to outer space which would’ve been bad enough and that’s actually where Lacey was in her spirit when the Illuminati first attacked her. They sent her spirit into outer space, Satanically, right around the same area that his voice would’ve just naturally been carried off to had he just been ignored.

But instead it gets carried off somewhere into what is made into another song, the following song, but it’s not a real transition necessarily and it makes the whole soundtrack sound phony because Lem was actually straight. But where is going? It’s worse than people think.” says God. “It would be like a one of the worst sorts of Hell if not a Hell that’s worse than Hell potentially.” 

“What do we do!?” asks Queen Elizabeth I.

“This actually may be one of the reasons why I have to in the world.” says God. “I couldn’t make Jack cease to exist until I was able to.”

“So just to be clear: Lem was like really straight, he was not attracted to men nor nonbinary people nor anyone else other than just women at all!?” asks a living man.

“That’s absolutely correct!” says God.

“And he just acted!?” says a living man.

“Yes!” says God.

“Could this song be about Harold Loeb!?” says a woman.

“NO! It’s 100% Lacey.” says God.

“Is it weird for this to happen?” asks a man.

“It’s sadistic! It’s extraordinarily sadistic, it’s extremely weird, yes.” says God. “The way that I am giving her grace partially, and will continue to, is through history. History of her family who raised her and history of Tom Banks and history of Lem. Without that she wouldn’t be able to almost comprehend the concept.” 

“She’s too humble. She was raised to be extraordinarily meek and humble.” says Satan.

“So when she tells people that she’s better than them, she’s genuinely just trying to bring order and reason?!” says a reader.

“Yes, amongst other things in a way, but yes colloquially speaking.” says God. “I’m not gonna reveal her heart to you because that’s totally inappropriate but order and reason are at the very top of her list.”

The song replays.

“I don’t think she is!” he says panicking.

“I’m sorry you’re profoundly wrong. I’m God and I’m telling you the truth.” says God.

“Why do you keep listening to Jack and rejecting God!? That floors me at this point.” says Satan.

“Because I trust his voice.” says the reader.

“Yes.” says God. “Exactly.”

“Well anyway I’m going to get a snack because I’m getting sick of this in a good way. But this is me…so what does that make you think?” says Lacey.

“That you’re a heartless bitch, but then I hear the love in it and I think, ‘No, you’re not a heartless bitch at all.’ And then I become mind boggled at your glory as a person in Christ and I don’t know where to go at all.” he says.

“ there is nowhere else to go that’s what’s happening in this song and that’s with Satan starting to pick up on and I’ve known and I’ve told certain people and I’ve tried to tell Lacey but I’m not able to because they just stopped me but he’s picking up on it. There really is nowhere in your head to go because she’s so foreign to you that you can’t even begin to understand who she is.” says God. “ she needs to know whether or not there’s reincarnation, and she will figure that out but until she’s able to sort through that and figure out how things work because it’s possible, there isn’t reincarnation, but she became very different than most living people and that’s not through any fault of her own or any sort of insanity a lot of it is supernatural… until she can sort that out. You need to try to think of her as a Roslyn from the 1800s.” says God. “ not that to think of her as that for sure, because that could just be a trick, or a way of relating to her, but try to think of her, as as that person is like a character who I may or may not have ever created as far as she knows I know what I did and you may have some ideas, but try to think of her as that person to understand the concept of her, and it becomes a lot easier.”

“ she’s an incredibly good dear hearted difficult person to deal with because she’s so strong but not in any sort of unbecoming or a lady like weight she’s actually very soft and tender. She’s just very Arista chronic her heart is in the right place but I wonder if she’s too hard on herself at times, and she’s extremely exacting violently exacting but because it’s done with the right heart, it becomes beautiful and mesmerizing.” he says.

“Nobody else quite like that and women just have to deal with it and so do you I made you special the way you are not as her and she’s not you and that’s because you’re all individuals. But that is her, so yes she’s mesmerizing” says God. “ what else?”

“ there’s something going on around her of extreme importance I almost seen it I almost want to say it’s like political and she knows about it and doesn’t at the same time kind of like she’s royalty or kind of like she’s an aristocrat and she hast to behave not for shameful reasons, but for reasons of sort of honor and I think that’s where we get stunned.” says a woman.

“ yes because people today can’t relate to that idiot that is her even now, so oh she’s very much like that and you’re very accurate.” sage God.

“ so lovers with her, and he really just totally didn’t understand that he was straight until he was basically dead!?” says a reader.

“ he believed that he was a homosexual, but he wasn’t one so at times he caught himself almost enjoying what he was doing with Jack or or other men and he didn’t like it so at times he would just be enjoying himself as their friend thinking oh I am with another boy or I’m with another man depending on his age, but then it would never occur to him that it was sexual or romantic, because he was straight and he wasn’t experiencing that at all and then all the sudden something would happen in the conversation that would be too intimate for a friendship, or would be too risqué for a friendship to talk about really and he would think this is weird. I don’t really want this and he was sort of shrink back or change the topic or try to make it funny or try to make a joke or try to sort of alter the conversation or alter the situation because he didn’t think that that was weird, he just thought I don’t know I don’t like this and I have a right not to like it and I know I’m gay but this is just kind of strange so I’ll stop talking about this or whatever and that’s the thing. He’s really a very nice man but he’s not Lacey. she is sweeter than could be people don’t understand that about her or they don’t respect it or both she’s an extraordinarily considerate person. She’s extremely considerate that’s facts. That’s not flattery that’s literally just who she is. So she would never do that. She would never consider herself in the situation in the way that he did start as a sort of deficit in her personality. It’s not a fault. It’s in the sense of her doing something sinful is that there’s something lacking in her and she hast she never learn to watch that her parents never taught her to watch for that well I shouldn’t. Lacey is interpreting me they did to some degree but not enough, so she ends up having to be very harsh with people because people just walk all over her and then the dingo so far that she ends up having to punch them in the face because she doesn’t notice that they’re going to fart because she’s so loving and so she’s just so giving and loving and it’s very genuine that she doesn’t notice that things have gotten totally carried off off the deep end until they go way too far and then you included and then she ends up slapping you silly and screaming in your face And it’s shocks people and they think she’s a horrible person which is evil on your part and other peoples parts because you know that you’re the one that went too far you know there’s nothing wrong with her standing up for herself you’re just too narcissistic and selfish and prideful to admit that you’re taking advantage of her kindness. And I see that and I hate it.

And those moments I despise you.

That’s part of Christianity.

Oh, but in Christ, I can forgive you for what you’re doing.

The thing is it it is jarring to people even if they deserve it and you are you try to walk all over and you resent her for not being able to but you leave her alone and she would be able to handle that she just doesn’t think to do it.

What floor is muse at? You don’t realize that the end result is the same. You’re just getting shocked like electrocuted emotionally. You should just keep your boundaries with her from the beginning like a normal person with a conscience.

The thing is with people like you don’t always realize is that her jarring response is actually some concern for you because she doesn’t want you to go too far for yourself as well.

What lamp did who is the opposite? He was very heartless towards people at times. but it wasn’t with any ill intent. So he was able to enjoy being out in the snow and playing with Jack in a way that Lacey can’t enjoy life because she’s too worried about poor people. So we’re Lem was riding on Jack shoulders, living it up with not a care in the world not thinking sexual thoughts, but just being genuinely joyful I know he was not homosexual, so he pose for those pictures without any sexual intent on his own part, he may have had some theory of the whole thing But there was no desire attached, and he knew that, but he just assumed that somehow it would make sense eventually, but when he was on Jack shoulders, he was having fun the rest the time he really wasn’t even though he smiled. But he was heartless in the way that he enjoyed that moment he didn’t care that he was heavy. He didn’t care that he was possibly gonna knock them both over he didn’t care that Jack was possibly in love with him in a way that he wasn’t with him he didn’t care that he was experiencing an incredible amount of joy that most people don’t experience or can’t experience because they’re not that fortunate, and he didn’t care. He just lived it up. Which is a great counterbalance for her, but she wasn’t there. They work very well together because she is able to sort of remind him about other people in a way that’s very loving to him, and he actually is very protective of her but he’s been incredibly beaten and silenced. By Kennedys. So essentially what you don’t realize is that he doesn’t care and people make allowances for him that they shouldn’t make that they should be making for her but they make them for love and they make assumptions about his concern for people and that’s not wrong entirely because he did care, but he wasn’t Lacey. He didn’t have this incredibly profound deep concern for other people by nature that she has. In a way he does just as much as her but it’s not the same they’re different people, and he’s not thinking of other peoples needs constantly the way that she does, by nature. All that to say yes, she’s very shocking yes, she’s very dramatic but it’s not stupid. It’s not a bad sort of drama and you should all be much more wise because Lem’s is heartless when he wants to be in Christ.” says God.

“ so he was trying to kill Bobby?” says a woman.

“ he got spiritual inspiration possibly from a dead person who knew what happened with kick and Joe and they may have thought it was poetic justice for him to kill Bobby that way considering the fact that Bobby was a drug addict that was trying to get his siblings addicted. He did. He was trying to kill Bobby because he felt as though Bobby was a very violent person.” says God.

“ hey why did he save Jack? Was it really just to do a goody goody two shoes type thing?” says a woman.

“ yes he was a very sweet well bred little boy, who became a very nice young man and yeah, he really was just trying to be kind in a very old-fashioned way.” says God.

“ so when he looks so gay, that’s just nonsense!?” says a woman.

“ he was trying to look gay in a real way. He was genuinely trying to look gay so it’s a real act. It’s a very real act it’s very authentic. It’s not just like regular active him even though it is active but it’s acting that’s extremely realistic looking. And because he put his hair into it, he made facial expressions. I mean he went the whole 9 yards but he was never able to completely look 100% straight to people who really know what they’re looking at. Lacey is one of those people and there are others and were others. it’s not a heterosexual look that he’s doing really but at the same time he ends up, looking heterosexual, even at his dress, just because of the fact that he was heterosexual. So that affected his entire address, his entire Demeter and so at times yeah he would wear maybe a gay haircut and then his pants would be too short or too long or wrinkled because he didn’t have a wife and he didn’t care how he looks because he was essentially celibate to some degree add so he would wear wrinkled pants with stains on them, and then a gay fairy overly styled hairstyle, and then he’d make duck lips as you call it and then he can toward his facial muscles to look pretty or cute, like a woman, or like his imaginary idea of a gay person.

And a lot of gay people do that a lot of gay men do that. And a lot of gay then a person date themselves at a sets, but he was impersonating gay men and he wasn’t even gay but that that’s what he was doing. He was acting gay, but it wasn’t real because he wasn’t gay so he’d make duck lips as you call It’s he style his hair, but then his pants would be wrinkled and too short. so I mean no he was straight and he was just acting in the sense.” says God.

“ I am fighting a cold and I’m hungry and I think this is enough.” says Lacey.

“ finally!” says Putin.

“ all right then you should go to sleep.” says God.

“ please heal her of her cold. We’re going to go get a snack please deliver of Jack’s energy that keeps trying to manifest at her body to kill her and sadistic ways.” says Lem.