“Alright.
Hi!
I am Pope Francis.
Lacey is not a medium and it’s very hard to explain but essentially she’s closer to a ghost then is humanly explainable at this time. It’s not scientifically possible we’ve decided except we don’t really know what we’re talking about because we don’t really understand the process of dying. When she was about 22 she started dying in her brain from trauma and deprivation. It’s not clinically possible you think, except it is. Psychological pain is real pain. And it actually is effecting some sort of change in the human body. It’s just not something we scientifically understand at this moment.
There are some homeless people who have been labeled schizophrenic, who are actually talking to ghosts and demons and angels and God, and sometimes Satan. Her level of trauma matches with a lot of homeless people. They have a very hard time with self advocacy not because they’re retarded like some people have treated Lacey, and assumed of her, but because they’ve been so psychologically beaten through no fault of their own that their brain can no longer function properly. It puts you into a sort of coma, psychologically. You’re unable to think clearly enough to do much of almost anything. And often they just end up repeating negative behavior, because that’s all that they can process in their head functionally. And all she could think to do when she was that age was sleep, Simply because she couldn’t come up with anything else. Nothing was coming to her! And something Lem has yet to accept about her is that she slept with other ghosts because she simply couldn’t process what it was, that was going on any other way.
He was very mistaken in life. I and it makes me angry whether there’s an Illuminati or not watching him talk to her because he doesn’t seem to understand her suffering. And as a man, it is hard for me not to find her attractive because she is basically my age and it just makes me angry watching him.
I don’t think he understands what he’s putting men through like Louis and Harold by talking to her and treating her the way that he does. He’s not abusive. But he doesn’t seem to understand that there’s no way for him to be so self-righteous given the nature of what he did with his life and who he is and who she is, there’s no room for it at all! I understand that he was hurt, but he’s not understanding the stupidity of the situation and her suffering for what it really is. If there is no illuminati, I did watch the situation very occasionally, and I was very disturbed by it, but I had a misunderstanding of who she is as a person because if there is no illuminati, I was listening to the opinions of a lot of people who are incredibly stupid and incredibly hateful But I really want to emphasize their stupidity.
Vladimir Putin is one of the most brilliant men to ever live. He actually was and is still in love with Lacey. And I don’t think Lem understands what that’s like from her vantage point as a woman. Here she is this extremely beautiful woman, very sweet, very innocent, really at heart, and very intelligent, very well bred, but who has become prickly as she’s aged simply through neglect. She’s not prickly once you talk to her more at all but when you first think of her, you can feel offended because she’s had to develop a very strong defense system. And Lem has not been able to express his love for her or his empathy because he’s been silenced by demons who are working on behalf of the Kennedy family. You see…they need JFK to remain straight and decent and not a man with a scrawny body and a personality disorder who was mostly gay. But that’s all that he was whether his grandson Jack likes it or not. A somewhat tall fairy scrawny, rather annoying, narcissistic buffoon. And he knew how to have fun, but so do lots of other people. That’s a very common thing to be able to do if you’re loved and socially accepted at all. And he was loved by both of his parents and many people in his community, including his siblings. His parents were selfish, narcissistic morons just like him. but they did love him unconditionally. He didn’t need Lem’s love.
Lacey does need limes love but they’re so selfish and evil that they’ve been withholding it from her her entire fucked-up worthless as Hell life. Jack is a piece of shit!!! I am sorry to swear I’m allowed to do that I’m-I’m incredibly angry right now!
Bobby, there is no excuse for the excuses you make for yourself and your family it’s disgusting!
And the way that we’ve been lied to about that family is like a terminal illness for the entire country. If I think about it as an American. And it’s like a cancer because it’s insidious and pervasive, and it affects people’s perception of everything including themselves. People exonerate him at a time when that is not safe. President Trump is an unsafe president. But so is Joe Biden. So is Kamilla Harris. There is no US leader who could be in charge right now of the US who would really be fit for office to be honest. And Lacey understands because she is a genius although she doesn’t know that about her self but it’s very hard to explain the level of pollution that that family has caused the country over the last hundred years. It sounds like hyperbole. It sounds like jealous rage, but lover by it’s not it’s anger and frustration and I’m not her. I think you have to do a lot of mental gymnastics to make this something that it’s not, but people are that pathetic by choice nowadays.
If there’s Purgatory, Jack, no longer exists. There are demons who are imitating him for witches and wizards and ghost hunters, and the imagination of lots of people. And they do a fairly good job, imitating his energy so to speak. It’s a pretty good impersonation of him! But I am sorry to say it’s not him.  Whether there’s reincarnation or not whether there’s an Illuminati or not, Lacey has been talking to dead people.  And Jack did not handle the situation as he was supposed to.  He chose to hang onto the belief that he was heterosexual and innocent, and incredibly wonderful, and lovable and brilliant, instead of dealing with the reality of who he really is, and was or was supposed to be, and what he was really accountable for as a man.  He was supposed to deal with the fact that he was born somewhat gay, and that he chose to obliterate Lem’s life and harm lots of other people through his predatory sexual issues.  What a lot of gullible Americans don’t understand is that he was not sexually desirable to women or men the way that his cult brainwashed us into thinking he was. 
There were a lot of women who would pursue him. He was a cute teenager. He was a good looking young man. And he dressed well, and they had a lot of money. But that’s pretty much the beginning, and the end of peoples fascination with him aside from his boisterous personality when he was trying to get attention. There’s nothing that special about his body. It’s actually rather homely. I am better looking than him in bed. I’m sorry I’m being honest. I have a better body than he did. He was very scrawny! And you can say OK man gays like a petite skinny man, and there is sort of a niche in the gay community…but it’s not objectively sexy. There are some straight men who, like fat women. There are some straight men who like really tiny women. But objectively that’s not particularly attractive to be overly skinny or fat as a woman, and I fat, I mean, genuinely fat. And it’s not objectively attractive to be as scrawny as Jack Kennedy. He was scrawny. There was more to his knees than his butt. That is just objective truth! And there were many good-looking, well dressed young men in his generation, who are straight and not scrawny and very available.
I chose a picture of Jack that is not flattering, but is honest and a picture of Elliott Roosevelt that is actually honest as well. Elliott was unusually good looking, but there were plenty of every day American young man who looked like him everywhere in the country. It is a cancer and a lot of people feed into it. This believe that Jack was so sexually desirable to such an astounding degree that women just took off their underwear and chased after him with her legs spread open. It’s definitely what a lot of people believe but it’s absolute bullshit on a certain level. He had a very photogenic face, and there was something very handsome about him in photographs. In person he was above average, but not quite as astounding as he was on film. And he had a cult following of people, but some of that was also made up and people paid women to throw themselves at him in public to make it seem like he was sexually desirable both to himself, and to people watching. His father did that, and so did some other people, including Lem because they wanted to create an idea about him to himself and other people that he was really desirable. He didn’t need confidence, but they thought that it would make him feel less hostile towards a lot of people and that he would eat it up and feel less insecure and less mean and he did to some degree but it also just went to his head and made him worse. They didn’t understand narcissism back then and he was a narcissist, but people didn’t understand that he was hopeless and that he had a sort of disorder and it wasn’t that he was just complicated and they didn’t understand narcissism back then and he was a narcissist, but people didn’t understand that he was hopeless, and that he had a sort of disorder and it wasn’t that he was just complicated and fascinating. So he believed that women were throwing themselves at him everywhere and there was some of that, but it was nowhere near what but was showing to people because about 25% of it was real and 75% of it was just fabricated nonsense of women who were being paid. They were given money to walk up to him and try to kiss him, or literally try to you know grab him they were given money they were paid to do that. They found women who are willing to do that and a lot of those women were never kept. They never kept track of their names. They just assumed that they would never tell anybody and I would bet that most of them did not. But yes, there were thousands of women who they paid sometimes just five dollars or you know two dollars but I mean it’s it’s five dollars in 1960 so on but they were paying them sometimes more than that but not that much just you know to yell his name out or run out to him or blow kisses. They paid women to do that. I mean it’s sort of sad, but just look at the pictures above and explain to me how you imagine women didn’t see that. And these were women who liked men. They did the same thing with Rock Hudson because he was not as appealing as a straight man would be to women. Lacey never has found him that attractive. She just couldn’t find Rock Hudson attractive. Because he’s not that attractive as a man to women. He’s just not! But women were supposed to find him attractive, and so they started a psychological propaganda campaign in television shows and everywhere, to sort of boost up his image. And they did the same thing with Jack Kennedy. They did that with Bobby Junior too! Because they wanted the sex vote. So they had to cultivate that sense of arousal through artificial means. And a lot of people are still falling for us and propagating the idea because they don’t realize that it’s just bullshit.
Jack was attractive, but definitely not to the degree that people think he was. And Janet Joe. Senior’s secretary, did Lacey and the entire world a huge favor by coming out with a lot of information before she got too old about everything. She talks about how Jack was desperate to sleep with her and she would give him massages as well as Lem and how, after giving him a massage herself, he would try to sleep with her. Except she didn’t want to! And he just kept begging. And so to her the massage was not sexual. And it was to Jack, but to her it was not. And she was not remotely interested in sleeping with him, even though he asked her repeatedly over and over again. Because she didn’t find him attractive in some way. And that’s the thing the fact that he asked her over and over again to have sex even though she kept saying no is some proof that he was probably rejected by other women as well. Because he seemed used to the idea of begging someone who kept saying no to him. That did not seem peculiar or annoying to him, because he was used to it. He slept with a lot of women but there were also a lot of women who refused to sleep with him. Women were not just throwing themselves at him in a way that they threw themselves at Elvis. They did throw themselves at him, but there was an element of sexual addiction and he a sort of serial rapist and there was sort of a desperate insecurity. It wasn’t just that he was so good looking that women couldn’t help themselves.
Lem Billings was his victim. Kirk was straight. Lem was straight. And Jack was not, And people have a hard time understanding the idea that someone could genuinely alter their voice and alter their physical appearance and mannerisms to seem gay simply because they thought they were. But it’s not really that weird. Look, if you believe in reincarnation how do you explain that? You think you’re someone who you’re not right now and in a way if Lacey was Scottish right now she believes that she’s Norwegian and she is in a sense but supernaturally she would also be Scottish. And so when she speaks in a Scottish accent, it’s not disingenuous at all if there’s reincarnation that actually is hurt just as much from God‘s perspective as her being Lacey. If there’s reincarnation. But she doesn’t live in that reality because that’s not what Christianity has believed for over 1000 years. So that’s problematic to Christ if there is reincarnation because that still is who she is to him and in reality, but she can’t live in that even for her own mental well-being and yet that is who she would be if there’s reincarnation. And it’s the same thing with Lem’s in the sense that he believed for his own sane reasons that he was gay and he was mistaken. And so he acted on his perception of himself and self created an idea of himself that was nonsense. And it was never fulfilling to him even though he tried to have a positive outlook, and he was incredibly progressive is what people would say, but he was not correct. And so he’s sort of cornered himself, and it was destructive to his entire life. The difference, of course, would be that if there is reincarnation, we actually do become another person. It isn’t just perception. However it’s similar in the sense that you forget who you were and yet you still are that person. And even if you’ve changed and evolved in a sense, you would still be that person. How we perceive ourselves does affect how we act in public and what we do and that’s just reality. You and people have to understand that about Lem’s. There’s a difference between his pinky being raised when he’s drinking intentionally, and the rest of his body looking straight. There’s a difference between him, making a gay joke and giggling in a high-pitched voice at Jack’s wedding, and being sad at Jack’s wedding like he was supposed to be if he was attracted to men at all. I mean he was in a long-term consensual sexual relationship with Jack that was ongoing if he was gay at all at the time of his wedding and there is no psychological way, no matter how many gay jokes he told or how high-pitched his voice was or how many massages he gave Jack and how happy he seemed when he did it and when he did it or how many times he shook his ass on camera. There’s no way to make up for the psychological fact that he was never hurt by Jack sleeping with hundreds of other people. Maybe Mr. Sorensen thought that Lem gave him a dirty look, and maybe Lem got hurt by the fact that Jack didn’t want him as a groomsman. But that doesn’t prove anything!! It really doesn’t! Because that is all nonsense that you can explain. He he may have been giving Ted Sorenson a dirty look for a totally unrelated reason to Jack. Are there actually 1 million explanations for something like that unfortunately in this case, The fact that he wasn’t sad at his wedding is perfect proof that he was straight. And there really is no explanation for that. You can fake a high-pitched voice. He pretended to be happy when he was massaging Jack to have a good attitude and probably be appealing to Jack, appealing to Jack, because Jack was a narcissist, and he didn’t want to upset him. There are a lot of explanations for a lot of the evidence that Bobby and his family and Kennedy supporters come up with to desperately prove that Lem was in love with Jack, and that he was gay. You’re the desperate ones not Lacey!!! And there’s no excuse and there’s no sympathy for it because it’s pathetic and disgusting!
Even as I’m writing this, there are demons of stupidity and narcissism and deceit and greed and desperation that are attacking her and altering what she’s writing, making it hard for her to even use her voice because they’re so attached. And it’s the demon of narcissism, deceit, corruption, greed, poverty, desperation, perversion, self aggrandizement, abuse, and torture. And to be honest with you, they don’t know what to do with her, because they’ve gone so far off the edge attacking her, that she started to befriend them. Because she knows they’re just demons and that they’re just in a sense doing their job. They know that it’s insane. They know that it’s completely crazy just like she does. They lie, and they try to fight against God, but they’re both aware that it’s nonsense and a certain level. And so it’s gotten to be so bad that she kind of has started to look behind the façade and talk directly to them like they’re in a show and they’re acting. And they’re actors and so is she and they’re both kind of getting sick of the lines. And so she started to sort of break with the script, and they have too. And they started just chatting on occasion kind of like supernatural beings, and unfortunately, for both of them, they have slightly become friends. Because they both know that it’s bullshit. I’m sorry. And they don’t know what else to do because they’re not attached to her with the same emotions that Jack and his family are. The Kennedys are so narcissistic and stubborn that they thought that all of hell would hate her with as much passion as they did and it’s completely insane. It’s not even stupid it’s insane. Because there’s nothing she’s ever done to them other than try to be loving sincerely, in the most Godly way I mean really it’s almost like there’s nothing at all even anything that she’s ever done. They’ve been psychotically obsessed with her since she was born. And it’s because Tom is her dad and because Lem’s is her twin flame. And by twin flame I do not mean any New Age psychic sense I mean as a Christian. But she had no way of knowing that, and she’s really an innocent sweet lamb, who has been tortured her entire life for reasons that she has no sense of even. and it would be devastating, the awful and is except there is an element of the comedic involved. And it’s not lost on her. Nor the demons attacking her. I mean here you have these enraged, obsessive, dead people who are willing to cease to exist because they’re so angry at God and her and themselves and and then you have Lacey. And Lacey no idea what’s going on almost at all. And some days she is incredibly sad for very real reasons because she’s lived a Hellish life in many regards. But then other days like right now she realizes that it doesn’t really make any sense and that there’s something very bizarre going on and to be honest she starts feeling bad for the demons attacking her because they’re just obeying orders. They’re just doing their job in a sense, and she starts having empathy for them. and they know that and they also know that she liked the Rolling Stones and still does and they did help inspire sympathy for the Devil. Yes, her sincere concern for them, which is very real. By the way she actually has prayed to God on the behalf of these demons on numerous occasions, because she sincerely feels so bad for them. And it’s possible that God has been moved with some concern for them because she’s talked with them and gotten the sense that to some degree some of them actually regret falling and so she has kind of become their friend slightly and I think that that song may have been their way of saying thank you to her For her genuine love for them. No it’s sad that humans have not been more loving to her but it’s gotten so bizarre that they have at times filled in the gap in the situation that they themselves have created in a sense. yesterday she was out doing gardening, and she was getting attacked by almost everyone who walked by. It was amazing to me watching because there’s nobody that’s nice to her. The only person who was was a man who was with his girlfriend and the girlfriend looked at Lacey like she was shit under her shoe. The man was slightly flirtatious, but the girl couldn’t see that. And Lacey was from me to both of them, and he got away with it except the woman clearly knew that and decided to treat Lacey like she was the scum of the Earth, even though she’s totally innocent, and had no intentions of any evil, towards that woman, or that man at all. And that’s how everyone is to her for the most part. and so the daemonic has become scared and slightly sad because they are seeing kids being tortured right now in a way that is far more Heynis than what they’ve seen for thousands of years and they are seeing people like her suffering and without anyone really giving a damn almost at all. And they know where it’s headed and it’s very scary to them. And they know that it’s evil and awful and there’s a part of them that actually is not pure evil and so they start to care sincerely about some children and about Lacey and the times they work against themselves to work for themselves because they’ve gone too far. Oh, I am Pope, Francis and Christians to do not believe in ghosts are incorrect. That’s not Catholicism that’s not Anglicanism that’s not Episcopalianism that is low church doctrine and it’s incorrect. A lot of New Age theology, unfortunately came from the desperation of people who were taught to believe that there’s no Purgatory.
So I’m sorry to have to say, but if there’s reincarnation Hell is confused about why they’re attacking Lacey to a degree of profound panic. And they’ve been worried since the beginning, but not much because they’re used to attacking people. and they know who she is she’s Scotia and Lemmers Constantine for real if there’s reincarnation I am actually someone myself, but nobody that you would know, but they really are real. She really is Scotia and he really actually is Constantine. Sincerely, that’s who they are. Her husband is Saint Augustine, and it’s terrifying being in his presence I haunted her hallway and Schiebel saw me and it was fun but it’s also very scary because my perception of him was a little off I had romanticized him and finding out that he’s really just a man is eye-opening. And that’s true regardless of whether or not he’s Saint Augustine, and finding out the humanity of everyone is eye-opening when you’re dead. but if there is reincarnation of Celia was killed in Saint Augustine, Florida, because everything is outside of time it’s not linear outside of the human fall and world prerogative. So it’s all sort of tied up together, in a sort of witchcraft little web of evil. If there’s reincarnation. if there’s not reincarnation, hell is still freaked out, but there’s not as much panic because they know that when she dies, even if it’s the end of the world that it’s not quite as shocking as it would be, if she was actually Scotia. The fact that Lem became so deceived is part of the fear if he is Constantine. And and that’s the part of Lacey‘s pain that he has yet to deal with.
Even if there’s not reincarnation, he doesn’t quite understand in my opinion, the full depth of what he’s done to her. She’s very forgiving, but not at the same time, and the fact that she’s not is only rational in the most edifying way. She can’t just ignore the fact that he made an absolute mockery of himself for disgusting reasons. And until he understands that he will never understand why she slept with anyone other than him. He keeps grappling with that, and I understand, but I don’t think he fully grasps the concept. she is not able to resist Louis Lam because of the pictures you took in the snow with Jack and it isn’t about the sexual nature of them although that does disturb her it’s about the fact that it seems like you did that purely to torture her.
Lem that’s what it is. It’s that you seem like a bully. Sweetheart, that’s all that it is. You just seem like you’re bullying her in one of the most sadistic vile ways imaginable as a man. because it’s not impersonal it’s not indifferent. It’s incredibly targeted towards her soul, but it’s purely bullying. You’re totally torturing her. It’s incredibly sadistic. If you’re gay or we’re gay at all, it’s different because then it’s not about her it’s about you and him and that moment and what you felt for him and she could love you and realize that he was a jerk and you could move on together. because it’s not about him that was the past whether it’s allowed in heaven or not a lot of people have bad relationships that they have to move past and sometimes it seems like those relationships will last forever, but then they don’t. And that is not out of her wheelhouse so to speak to be able to deal with that sort of emotional math. She is very good at that! What she can’t understand is why someone would choose to torture her for absolutely no reason at all. I mean in a sense it’s almost like you’re sending her to Hell by taking those pictures. Lem. Lem you were sending her to eternal Hell when you took those pictures if you were straight. And it is not a Hell that she remotely deserves or deserved at all and neither did your children or anyone else in your family. And what she can’t quite fathom is why anyone would do that. But Lem that is why is she slept with Louis or if she slept with Joe or if she slept with Elliot or if she slept with any of those other men. Because they came onto her, she was in her 30s and it made sense at the time and so she thought that she was in a sense doing the right thing. And you wondered how she could stop thinking about you. Lem…it’s those pictures it’s the picture it’s those pictures. How many fucking times do you have to be told that until you understand!?” says Pope Francis.
“The reason I can’t let go of it is because I I thought that was either in the past in her mind or I thought that if she thought I was straight that somehow, she would just think that that it was nothing.” says Lem.
“But Lem its not nothing. You were literally sentencing her to eternal Hell with those pictures.” yells God.
“If I was straight.” says Lem.
“Yes.” says God. “If you were attracted to him, there’s an element of vulnerability and youth and silliness that actually is wholesome despite what people think today. It’s lurid, but you would’ve been teenage boys who were gay…and there would be a sort of innocence to it and if it’s something that I allow in Heaven it’s normal. And if it isn’t then that is part of the reason why it’s not allowed because there’s a perverse nature to the whole thing, but…you would’ve been acting on instinct if you were gay…and she would understand that, but if you don’t have that instinct, there’s no explanation…and it’s extraordinary hatred for her with no explanation. Actually it’s worse than hatred.”
“Do I seem like I’m making fun of her?” says Lem.
“No. Lem it’s far more psychologically complex and evil than just that.” says God. “The kind of hatred you showed for her is the hatred that you see in the eyes of the most racist Southerners, when they’re lynching a black innocent child in the early 1900’s. At best! It’s actually worse than that though because it’s targeted specifically to her and it’s more personal. And she doesn’t take it personally Lem because she can’t. If she was black, she would have the same toughness. Because it’s not personal it’s that kind of hatred unless if you’ve done something to someone is sort of insane even if it’s real and it’s hurtful and it’s sincere. Because it’s not something that you can take personally even if it’s personal because it’s so insane. 
If there’s reincarnation her reaction to you was totally natural because she was aristocrat Lem and you were not in the same way.  she was Lady Rosslyn before her father died if there’s reincarnation.  and she has been written out of the history books, but if there’s reincarnation, she was Lady Rosslyn.  She had a title Lem from birth.  And you did not.  
Sympathy For The Devil by The Rolling Stones plays.
Lem you hurt her feelings very deeply with those pictures but her reaction was one of an aristocrat in a way that you were not. If there’s reincarnation.
The song plays.
The song to some degree is directed towards Lacey. When Satan says what’s puzzling you is the nature of my game that would literally be a reference to Lacey‘s response right now to the demonic and Satan himself. She can’t figure out why they would ever want to leave my presence and it bothers her very deeply.
Satan really is in love with her and those pictures are part of it Lem.
For a straight young man to pose as you did at that time is astounding that was astounding. The stupid you should have killed him, killed yourself, or found someway to handle the situation, choosing to repeatedly pose that way as a free, intelligent, young man of 17 was insane even if you were not insane. 
So if she was an aristocrat, she slept with Elliott and Louis and Harold in a sense because she had come to a conclusion about life that was harsh and sad, but very much based on her experience. And Satan introduces himself as a man of wealth and taste mock you and your betrayal of her. The toilet on the cover is a reference to you and your sexuality as you chose to cultivate it.
The song restarts.
The idea that she came to was that someone like you ‘just doesn’t get it’. You just don’t understand. That’s why she slept with Louis sweetie. That’s why she slept with Harold. That’s why she was able to do that because it seemed like you just didn’t understand.
Understand what well if there’s reincarnation you took that family very seriously in a way that she never would. And as edifying as the middle class can be, they do make that mistake with that family in a way that the aristocracy never has. The real aristocracy. Queen Elizabeth II hated them. And she had to. She tried to be their friend and it didn’t work, so there’s no redeeming quality to anything that they present in that way, it’s disgusting.
Her view was that you were spoiled rotten in a way.
Everything In Its Right Place by Radiohead plays.
Absolutely disgustingly spoiled, and she had sympathy for you, and she cared about you, but she decided that essentially you were utterly worthless to her as a man.
The song plays.
Not because she didn’t love you enough, but because you were so worthless inherently as a man for taking those pictures, even if there is reincarnation, and you’ve been her husband, and she died because of how much she loved you. She decided that there was a sort of obtuse indifference in your heart towards her in a sort of peasant-like animalistic way. See…and so she couldn’t be with you because you weren’t really equals in a sense. And even though you were the same species you had defiled yourself and your union so much that by her late 30s lame she had decided after everything that she lived through that essentially you weren’t really the same and it wouldn’t be right to mate with you because you were inferior to her.” says God.
Queen Elizabeth II nods emphatically.
2:18
2:32
“Lem the Rosslyn family is far greater than the Kennedys could ever hope to be.
I’m sorry but that’s historical fact.” says a dead Lord Rosslyn.
The song plays.
3:38
“Everything in its right Place. That’s the cry of her heart…and she did not think that you were right for her necessarily at all. You were simply a mistake. Most likely.” says God.
The song ends.
Waltz No. 2 plays.
“Someone like Vladimir Putin, or Louis even though the love that she would have with them would never equal the love she had with you seems safe. Because she’s given up Lem on being truly happy almost completely on a personal level possibly for eternity…and that’s my problem to solve…but that is how she sees everything now…because if there’s reincarnation, you stabbed her viciously in the back until she bled from her soul, and then you fed that to Jack through your dick.” says God. “Take that as badly as you can about yourself and then expand on that into infinity. That’s what you did to her!” yells God. “You insulted beauty itself, you insulted yourself because you decided you were greater than all of that…with those pictures…should there be reincarnation. And you did it with that smile on your face of a child innocent as a dove, which is part of the reason why it’s so profoundly disgusting.”
The song plays.
“If there’s not reincarnation, she didn’t know how to take those pictures. Because it was very personal what you were insinuating, if you were straight, about her. And certainly you might not have imagined that she would be with you, but what if she had been with you? What if she had met you? There was an enormous amount of rejection of her soul, even if you never met her and she couldn’t not take that seriously. So that would be how she managed to sleep with those other men. You see? Even though it wasn’t what she was looking for. Because you didn’t want her!! Lem…you made that very clear!! …Whether you meant it or not…you yelled it from the rooftops in a way that most men don’t express love for anybody. No, they’re usually not brave enough to. They’re usually not brave enough to be that loud about their love for people and yet in those pictures you weren’t really expressing love for Jack, so much ad profound hatred of her.” says God. “And Jack egging you on smiling happily, as you do it as part of the problem. The fact that he’s ugly is sin naked with a tiny dick and secretly dumb as fuck is also part of the problem.”
I Want You Back by *NSYNC plays.
“Lacey grew up, knowing that Lance Bass was gay at least mostly. Before you pointed it out to her, she could tell you know that. And all of the vain, naïve young women who loved this song as teenagers made her nauseated, because she knew at least 50% of them were about to get a smack down, having their faces smashed into the walls of life when it came to men, and yet being sheltered and conceited they sang the song like every man alive was longing to be with them and they just didn’t know if they were quite interested.
She’s not able to receive your love like a stupid child.
And I know you don’t want that, but she doesn’t and it seems like you want that from her most of the time…and she puts up with it but you don’t seem to realize that.
She decided when she slept with those men, Lem that she was not going to make the mistake those young women made of being wishy-washy and halfway. she was going to thoroughly throw herself into it and make love to Louis or Elliot at least so much sincerely because to her love is a blood sport and there’s nothing fun about it almost at all if anything it’s one of the most awful things that I’ve created in my hellhole that I made for all humans to live through. There is no heaven for her sweetie in the world that she is living in, there is no hope there is no happiness. You don’t seem to realize that. there’s a possibility of parole. Her kids might be OK and if they’re not, she’ll destroy me by splitting my throat slowly and making me bleed all over myself in my self righteousness, if I’m not as and omnipotent as I claim to be. she does not understand why I made humanity the way that I did or why I’ve allowed the world to continue as long as I have, and it’s not the anger of an atheist. It’s the anger of a Christian in a way that is rare to be honest.
Hope Francis is right there really is almost no room for you to be angry at her at all I can see why you don’t like the thought that she was with somebody else but I don’t understand in a colloquial sense that why you take that so seriously. Sex is very meaningful but if you accidentally took those pictures with no intention of rejecting her at all, and you were in a sense tricked into expressing that which is definitely what you claim then you need to understand that you did that and these are the repercussions of it. Even even if it was an accident, you still did it Lem. And so there’s no way that you can undo that you’re dead she’s alive I can try to express that to her, but in a sense I can only go so far because she’s able to hear me through faith. I had to end Jack’s existence for a reason and Joe no longer exists and neither does Thalia and either does Pat and neither does a few of her friends. Neither do a few of her friends rather Joe senior does not exist. Rose doesn’t most of that family is gone temporarily we hope other than Bobby Senior there is almost nobody left at all. I couldn’t let them exist, because they were too dangerous to all of humanity.
The cult following was extreme. It’s still Liz and it was fooling a lot of good hearted innocent Christian people who I was blessing but then those blessings were being turned into curses for the whole world specifically children and innocent women through the Kennedys. And so I had to make them temporarily we hope cease to exist.
Tearin’ up My Heart by *NSYNC plays.
Is this song about you and Jack? She would never imagine that it’s about you and her EVER!!!!” bellows God at Lem.
The song plays.
“You cannot expect that from her!!” bellows God.
The song plays.
“And maybe someday, but it’s going to take years if not decades for her to imagine that you could remotely feel that way about her in any way that’s useful to you at all.” says God to Lem. “There are some people who wondered why I let them exist as long as I did, but I have rules about certain things, and so I had to allow them to exist because they weren’t in Hell. When she was a teenager, she imagined that she might be able to make someone feel this sort of pain about her because she thought that someone could love her theoretically speaking. I don’t think given her Lem that she thinks it’s necessarily even theoretically possible anymore. And even if she knows that that’s not rational or likely based on her life experience, there’s no way for her to force herself to believe that it’s possible. And she’s never experienced that much sincere love from anyone her entire life. I understand why you chose to take her mother away, but in doing that, you ended her perception of herself as being loved. Because there’s literally nobody her entire life one who has ever loved her a friend, a family member, a teacher, nobody and certainly not a lover. she’s a very sweet hearted person, but she has never experienced human. Love from anybody literally anybody, not a neighbor nobody lot that’s not your experience you don’t understand. And if there’s reincarnation the Kennedys did that because they were so jealous of the Rosslyn family and her title and they were too stupid to realize that she wouldn’t remember any of that consciously and they were too jealous like Casi to realize that it didn’t make sense to be that angry at someone who doesn’t know what’s going on. They were profoundly stupid. Which is part of the reason why I made them cease to exist. They were smart enough to know how to do extreme evil and hurt people, and sometimes seem very heroic, but they didn’t understand cause-and-effect like a normal person. There was a genuine, almost retardation in that way, and all of them. So, even if there’s not reincarnation, it still works as an analogy. You want her to feel love for you, and she does, but she doesn’t understand anymore why she should care. She has no idea why she should care how much she loves you because you’re not a child. Her feelings for you, sweetheart don’t matter because she’s a woman and you’re a man and the way that she’s experience life and she sees it. It doesn’t matter. They went so far in torturing her that it doesn’t matter anymore to her conscious. Because you so surly stabbed her in the back, and she’s experienced so much betrayal in life that to her her love is something that she protects and expresses to people, but she doesn’t experience any joy at all.
She trusts people about as much as Louis Hill Junior. Which simply means that there’s not an innocent sort of middle class beauty to her love anymore at all, because that was never nurtured by anybody. So she can love but a lot of this trust and beauty and joy like in this song is not some thing that her soul is capable of experiencing right now at all. The last little bit of it, that she had you destroyed by accident, and even though you destroyed it by accident, you still destroyed, it. That night when she wept, that was the end. And I knew that that wasn’t you that was expressing hatred for her but you were upset and you still are and I understand that and so does she but Lem that’s what you did that’s what you chose with those pictures. That’s what you chose!” says God.
Hand in My Pocket by Alanis Morissette plays.
“Well I just wanna tell you all that Lem was a faggot and I am proud of him!” yells Alanis, herself.
“Sothat’s what you take from everything you just heard, Alanis?” says Pope Francis.
“Oh yeah, basically!” she says, laughing.
Anderson Cooper laughs. Covers his face with his hands.
“What exactly makes you think that he was gay based on this conversation?” says Pope Francis.
“Just basically that I’ve read the story! OKAY!?
I’ve read Lem and Jack by David Pitts. And she can channel these entities all that she wants, but I have the truth on my side!!” she yells.
“But Alanis you have to understand that even Vladimir Putin himself would suggest that that’s nonsense…and that it was a poorly written fictional work of tragic, pseudo history, and that psychologically it actually is impossible for them to have been gay at all.” says Russia.
“I don’t care when Russia thinks! I support Ukraine!!” she says.
Zelensky laughs with Lacey.
“I was-I was pounding Ukraine last night. According to PBS!!” says Vladimir Putin.
“I told him to stop, but he wouldn’t listen. He got a little carried away.” jokes Zelensky.
“DAMN!” jokes Lacey.
“Do you have any real idea what’s going on in Israel Lacey?” asks Zelensky.
“You know I thought that he was bluffing because I couldn’t believe anyone at his stature seriously think that Gaza…could be a strip of hotels.” says Lacey.
“I know, but it seems like he really thought that.” says Zelensky.
“Can Putin even trust him at all?” says Lacey.
“I know Putin, you know Putin, we both know that he’s no one to mess around with. I mean he’s set in his ways. …I don’t think they understand that yet but I think Trump does. And I think in that way, I trust them. Because at least they understand what I’m dealing with. A lot of what I say publicly is just bullshit but I have to say it for strategic reasons you understand that. But no, I think they got it that there’s no way he’s going to lighten up.” says Zelensky, laughing. “What I don’t think they understand Lacey…is everything else.” 
And Some Will Fall by Max Richter plays.
“How did it get this way?” asks Lacey, gravely.
“Yes…I think America became very rich, and very spoiled, and very sheltered.” says Zelensky. “You love Ukraine, even though you side with Putin. I understand the way you see things because I actually have to run a country and I have to be responsible for it in a way that most people don’t understand. And it’s it’s you know why does it matter right? And I have my reasons, but there are times when I have to question myself. Because I’m sane!
If there is reincarnation, Lacey, you and I and Putin are just different. And people like us run countries and people like them have no idea what they’re doing. But they’ve been brainwashed into thinking that they do. By a very sheltered, spoiled country, called the United States of America. And I understand why democracy and egalitarianism and all of that matters so much I I get it you do too. But there are times when I want to kill all of Americans Lacey. Thank you for understanding why. And not being mad at me.
Because the flags are nice, it’s nice that people fly them but it doesn’t really solve our problems and thousands of people are dying and we’re fighting this war in large part because the US needed us to. Or that’s the impression that the last administration gave me. And the debt that they owe us for eternity in their spirits is profound. They will be held accountable for flying the Ukrainian flag, in every way both good and bad.
They’re spoiled Lacey they’re just they’re spoiled. They’re simply spoiled. They don’t like that you’re smarter than them but you don’t have a college degree officially they don’t like that you’re a woman they don’t like that you are who you are and I have experienced that myself. They like me, but they also don’t for very similar reasons, and it’s hard for them to except that we’re adults. No, it’s true. They can’t except the fact that I am an adult because even though they can barely string together a sentence and yes, I’m talking about Joe Biden, and men like him and women like him. They still want to think that they’re in their 40s and they were children. And so you can keep providing evidence to Alanis Morissette, but I would never expect her to understand because I don’t think she’s cognitively capable of it anymore. they are so trashed intellectually by choice that you could try to chip away at them for 30 years and you might get somewhere slightly but I don’t think it’s worth it because I don’t think that they can except the idea that certain things that they think are wrong. They don’t like the thought that David Pitts could be a false intellectual. Or celly Vidal Smith. They want to believe that those people are like the pope that they’ve passed the test that they are sanctified by the holy democratic church so to speak because they’re just bourgeois enough and liberal enough and credible enough given their accreditations that even if there’s flaws in their logic, that would be similar to a truck driver, who believes in conspiracy theories theories on TikTok, they don’t wanna see that because to them, they’ve somehow proven themselves. And Bobby with his cheap ass family, that’s a knock off of the Romanovs is taken seriously as well for the same people Lacey!
I like you.
And I actually like Putin, sometimes as a person too.
And it’s been very uncomfortable fighting against him.
What America doesn’t know is what you and I both know.
And I will give them as much as I can in my loyalty, but I am not America. I am Ukraine. And I cannot tell you how many times they’ve called me on the phone or they talk to me in person and they’ve impersonated a JFK.” says Zelensky.
God laughs.
“ no it’s a thing with American politicians! they all impersonate him just slightly.” says Zelensky.
“ yeah.” says Lacey, sadly.
The song plays.
2:09
A demon mocking Lacey…pauses. Refusing to attack her. Out of genuine sadness.
The song plays.
A dead Ukrainian man cries…and then smiles. Laughs. Looks around him. Hears the song. …Is in awe.
3:55
“Am I really better off dead?” he asks God.
Zelensky shrugs.
“Well…aside from a few parts of your life that would’ve been nice for you as a Christian. Yes you are unfortunately.” says God.
The song plays.
“Lem if there’s an Illuminati Jack was not getting the fix that he wanted from attacking her. She’s far too tough! Because yes, Zelensky is right, she was meant to run a country. And so he got the Illuminati involved to attack her.  Using her heart.  And so her despair because of you and what you did is now affecting hundreds of thousands of people.  You were straight and men like Anderson Cooper understand that that’s a possibility.  Because they’re old money enough in their blood unlike Alanis Morissette to understand the concept.  Bobby is definitely not and neither are a lot of other people running the world right now. People like Zelenskyy are smart enough to think you could’ve been bisexual, or called yourself gay when really you were bisexual or maybe you even were straight, but Zielinski as a Jew, because there is loyalty, would actually secretly like her to be with Harold. Her kids have Jewish DNA and so there’s a sort of loyalty there, where he would like her to stay in the flock. And there’s nothing wrong with that at all.  But that’s not what I have in mind and yet I understand why they think that it’s some thing that I should consider. Lem because the pain that you’ve caused her and the whole world is astounding. oh, you made one of the most astronomically awful mistakes in all of human history, being Jack Kennedy’s best friend.  Lem she doesn’t trust you for a reason.  How can you be that hurt?” says God. “The man who just died in Ukraine Lem’s is feeling despair because of her despair caused by you.  Do you understand that?”
Lem thinks.
“How happy is that man to be dead right now?” asks God.
Lem looks.
“Do you really think being hurt that she slept with someone else makes that much sense? I understand that there’s a part of it that you can’t get out of but really try to see things from that perspective.” says God.
“So anyway I am trapped!” says Zelensky.
The song plays.
Summer Overture by Clint Mansell & Kronos Quartet plays.
Alanis gives Bobby oral sex. To mock God. Temporarily. Because “they don’t believe in God” and…they’re SURE Lem is gay. …And…she’s madly in love with Bobby for using the US Government to end red dye.
“It is something that has been bothering me for decades and I am so proud of this man! HOLY SHIT!! You’re like a god, baby!” she says before giving him more head.
The song ends.
“You are trapped to be honest. I think you lost your escape route in the early 2000s!” says Lacey.
“Where? And how?” says Ukraine.
“ subconsciously I know consciously I can’t figure it out. I’m sorry. It has something to do with dwindling American hegemony, and the 2008 financial crisis and the Dotcom bubble.” says Lacey.
“ what were we supposed to do?” he says.
“ I am I making you jealous Lem!? An I making you really jealous!? DON’T WATCH!!” yells Alanis.
“ no I’m good. thank you!” says Lem.
“ I think you were supposed to find ways of working more with European countries like Germany yeah, in secret discussions that we’re not antagonistic towards the US but we’re suspicious. I don’t know why there weren’t more secret meetings between Germany specifically, but also Great Britain Sweden possibly Greece Turkey out of concern for their own welfare.” says Lacey.
“ she’s absolutely right!” says Putin. He laughs.
“She is.” says China. “ do you understand why?”
“ they’re in denial about it.” says Henry Kissinger.
“ americas a great country but you should’ve started getting suspicious after 9/11.” says Lacey. “ it’s called self protection.”
North Korea agrees.
“ she’s absolutely right! she’s actually right. I don’t think it is that weird at all. I think it just had to be done very carefully.” says Angela Merkel.
“ what do you measure should’ve said?” says Zelensky.
“ probably something along the lines of what’s up with America!?” says Lacey
Zelensky laughs.
“ do you get what I mean? Nothing mean just some inquiry like America seems a little weird lately there’s just some thing a little off about it.” says Lacey.
“ that’s mean that’s two faced!” he says.
“ in this case I think it was necessary and I think you needed to probably do that. Just have a little chitchat with turkey. If there’s no Vanathi and be like does America just seem kind of off like I don’t know they just seem like they’re having all these financial issues in the last like 10 years last 30 years really 40 years it’s like they keep having all these banking crazy is and housing crises and bubbles and recessions and they keep playing it off like it’s just normal but there was a good solid 3040 yours and the 28 in the 20th century when they didn’t have for sessions like that. And it kinda makes you wonder what’s going on. Because that’s a lot of recession that’s a lot of bubbles. That’s a lot of weird stuff that just keeps happening to them every five years there’s a new bubble there’s a new recession there’s a new oops. And it just kind of makes you wonder what’s really going on with the great USA great old US of A. Like are they having serious problems so they don’t wanna talk about?” says Lacey.
“ yeah for sure they are for sure they are!” says Turkey.
“ that is so scary!” says Lacey.
“ but I mean what are we gonna do it’s the US?” says Greece.
“ well yeah for sure and like this is all just between us but like I just I get scared and just totally between three of us I just want it to be understood that I am worried and I think you should be worried and I’m worried for them and I just I think we just need to keep that in the back of our heads as an FYI because I’m not going down with them I mean where the heck are they going with all this weird stuff?” Z says Lacey.
“ I mean, yeah for sure for sure for sure!” says Malaysia.
“ right like I am I love the dollar I am so going to use the dollar. We love the dollar you love the dollar. I love the dollar so it’s not like that it’s just clearly they’re not OK and I just I have to watch my own back!” says Lacey.
“ yeah, I hear you!” says Malaysia.
“ I know the tone of voice you’re using a short hand we just don’t talk like that!” says Zelensky.
“ you never talk like that?” says Lacey.
“ I do!!” says Putin.
“ sometimes we do too.” says Malaysia.
“ it’s just too personal or to real or what?” says Lacey.
“ and it’s too real they’re not used to being that sincere with anyone.” says Georgia.
“ what was it like before World War I?” says Zelensky.
“ put on a voice was facetious, but people did have real conversations.” says Otto.
“ so if there’s reincarnation and you’re Aleksey, you came back for out of actual concern for people?” says a woman.
Putin smiles.
“ lame if he’s actually that grand of a person and their sex is really that good how could you possibly expect her to say noted that when she’s at her absolute lowest it doesn’t seem like you care about her?” says the woman.
“ I don’t really know either but anyway.” says Zelensky.
“ yeah they’ve definitely-
Do most kids ever get to laugh the way that I did?” says Lem.
“ no, they do not. Most kids are bullied by somebody if they’re good hearted kids and you were as well. But because you sided with the bully, Jack, he allowed you to have fun. and so there was joy and giddiness and silliness in your smile at an age when most people don’t experience that with almost anybody ever. Because they just can’t most people in this world from most of human history have been far too evil. There are some times, when men have had fun with each other in innocent ways, and women as well, but it was never to the level of joy that you were experiencing almost ever. Not at that age. When kids are little sometimes until they’re about 12 or 13 they’re able to experience that with close, friends siblings, cousins dogs, but that kind of joy is never usually experienced with a lover ever and not really with friends either past about 13 or 14 years old. For the exact reason that you discussed because it’s not allowed. Most people are too hurt by girls that are rejecting them or boys who are rejecting them or other girls who are rejecting them other boys there’s usually pain involved with life such that you don’t feel that safe releasing that much joy in public at that age. And that’s part of us confuse people about you is that you were so giddy and it was in a very innocent way, but people don’t know that lame because it’s not normal. You were straight and you were having fun with him as a friend but people don’t understand that because of your age. It’s very atypical to be that happy around other people, and most people circumstances even if you’re loved it’s very unlike it’s very unusual. And you didn’t know that and I know that, but that is not an excuse for what happened in a sense. He was a bully. He was an absolute predator, and as people would say, and he allowed you through his evil, to have a lot of fun because he was protecting you from other people’s evil with his own. Rick was a jerk at times so that you didn’t experience it that much until you died there were a lot of people who would’ve been very mean to you, but you didn’t experience it because he was protecting you because he was worse than that and he was using you partially, because he was in love with you, but also in his own in capable way , but also because he was using you for evil purposes. And he just wanted you around because you were useful to him. And so through that, he protected you and allowed you to experience a certain joy that is rather unusual. Now, as I was saying that it’s unusual, I meant for people who are innocent lame like yourself. Most people who are innocent never are that happy passed around 13 years old and certainly not on camera.
But there are people who are catty and mean and cold and stupid and heartless who sometimes are that happy and often times they are friends with people like Jack or Regina George in mean girls, and they use those people as a sort of defense as a shield so that they can be happy at everyone else’s expense. You weren’t like that, but that’s what you did even if that wasn’t your intent. And what people don’t realize is that that joy was innocent, and it actually isn’t explainable through sex. People have explained that way because that’s the only thing they can come up with for why are you always so happy. But that isn’t what it was it was innocent it was not sexual and it was not normal at all and it actually is some proof that you were straight and being taken advantage of that people don’t understand that and you didn’t either until you were a lot older, but that that happiness that you felt was Was sick because it was not normal for someone as innocent as you
And Lacey knew that I love those pictures are the reason why she slept with someone else almost completely. You were too happy. It was too weird. She saw it subconsciously she knew something was wrong, and her response was to just give up on you to some degree and be with someone else and I don’t think she meant any malice towards you, I think she still actually had some feelings for you, but I think most of that just died when she saw those pictures and it was very painful for her actually You had it wrong and I don’t quite understand why I do but I’m irritated because you keep asking her how did you do this with Louis? How did you do those with with all these men there aren’t that many when they came on to you, why didn’t take why didn’t I come to mind love you have an op. You have it wrong that moment when she saw that picture online is when she felt the feelings that you were looking for. And the feelings that she felt were incredible agony, pain, rejection, despair, that you caused her. You made her feel that way. With your pictures of of yourself with your ass on top of jack in the snow at Choate, those are the pictures lame that she saw is innocent as they may be given the situation in your case those are the pictures that she saw that made her think that it was totally reasonable to sleep with someone else. So you inflicted pain on her and then her response was to process that and think well that’s his choice. I wish him well I am going to move on and it didn’t seem like it entirely because it was all very quick. It was very in her in her head, and you didn’t receive it almost at all and then she was off with someone else in a day or two because people were interested and it was unclear where things were going with the two of you the same people to some degree, and some of them still wonder, and so they pursued her and the end Michael’s angry right now with you and then that’s where she ended up with them that way because you rejected her sweetheart you rejected her you keep thinking that she’s left you or cheated or something that’s ludicrous. You rejected her! You told her to go away, fuck her self with a blow torch and die crying. I don’t think when you say things to someone in such uncertain terms or such certain terms rather that it’s easy to misunderstand that right it’s not easy to take that in any other way, and so I think she was tentative slightly because that’s how she is and she’s very very fastidious Barely makes that many mistakes but I think she thought maybe there’s something that I don’t quite understand but this doesn’t look good look good. See you knows as much as it seems like he’s in love with me right now and very sincere about it. This is bad. This is bad this picture of these pictures this picture in particular of you on his shoulders is the one that she saw this is bad. This is bad news, and I don’t think that I am Going to stay in this place of trust and hope and love and all that because this looks bad this looks very bad.” says God.
“ it’s taking me years to figure this out. Because I refuse to go faster than she’s able to.” says Lem.
“ why don’t you just stop talking to her I don’t understand why don’t you stop talking to her because you’re gay anyway.” says Alanis.
“ so essentially, I told her to jump off a cliff, and even though I said it when I was on the phone and it wasn’t clear that it was my voice, I said it in a way where it seemed like it was me, and I was very serious about it. As an analogy.” says Lem.
“ yes.” says God.
“ so why can you even take her being with other people? Seriously if I was you I wouldn’t entirely I I would think you know it was a misunderstanding and it isn’t the love that I have for her or that she can even have for me. it’s it’s not what we have but I think it’s the best that she could do without being with me. And then honestly if I was you, I would feel bad for her because I would realize that she was never going to be as happy without me, and that it was actually kind of sad that she felt so rejected by me that she felt the need to runoff with someone else.” says Pope Francis.
“ that’s exactly what Lacey said months ago.” says Lem.
“ I know but it’s pretty close to what I’m thinking and so I’m letting her say it in her own words lately but it’s basically pretty close pretty close to what I’m thinking.” he says.
“ it’s not cheating.” says Lem.
“ no so there’s not there’s nothing between you two as this is happening she is trying to really be with them which is why it hurts because it’s not cheating. It hurts in a way that cheating doesn’t because she’s legitimately trying to replace you with the only reason she’s doing that is because she doesn’t understand.” says Francis.
“ and you know I intuitively sort of understood that I but I didn’t realize that what I had done with Jack was that bad. I didn’t realize it was that bad I knew it was bad, but I didn’t know all the details and Jack was hiding things from Lacey. And so it was harder for me to figure things out too. I had no idea that she wouldn’t see through that because she sees through things so much. And I think I knew that I had really done myself in obviously cause I’m not able to talk to her Very easily… but I didn’t realize that I had actually annihilated any bond that I could have with her. If I wasn’t extremely careful, or you know, very prepared. I didn’t realize it was that bad. I know it was bad, but I didn’t realize it was that bad. I didn’t realize I was actually formally rejecting her.” says Lem. “ without openly rejecting her.”
“ how was she supposed to know?” says his mom.
“ can I undo that?” says Lem.
“ no!” yells Lord Rosslyn. “ listen if there’s reincarnation, I am your father. and I don’t think you understand. There are some things Lem cannot be undone!!!”
“ yes I think the only way that could’ve been undone is if you realized it was a mistake in the 50s. And somehow said something or did something.” says Lacey.
“ OK OK but but what I mean is can I take it back?” says Lem.
“ no there’s no way to take it back!” says Lord Rosslyn.
“ even though I didn’t mean any of it!??” shrieks Lem.
Zelensky laughs.
“ probably not.” says Turkey.
“ so the best that I can do is just say that I didn’t mean it and that I was innocent and I made a mistake and jack essentially fed me. The lines told me what to say and I didn’t know what I was even saying.” says Lem. “ but I will never be able to take those words back. All I can do is just convince her that I didn’t mean them?”
“ yes!” says God. “ yes and that is why she slept with someone else slept that’s why she kept saying I don’t know who I belong to because she trust me and so she assumed that I would never let her be with somebody who would ever make that mistake because of what she’s lived through because of how awful her life has been because eternity is forever and so she assumed that I would have some thing waiting for her that was much happier and much less sad so to speak because you know why would I have her in the situation where she was with somebody who was kind of mean or not capable of understanding her rejecting her just not really loving to her. I think she just thought that it was unlikely that you would be able to really make her happy the way that she deserves as a person and so she assumed that it was off with you most likely because she couldn’t see a way forward given those pictures and knowing my nature, she just assumed that there was very little chance that you were the right person.” says God.
“ it just didn’t make sense.” says Lem.
“ exactly.” says God.
“ I don’t want this anymore.
And what I mean by that is that I don’t want her to be so fake.” says Lem. “ just let her reject me.”
“ she isn’t being fake!” says God.
“ I wish there was a way for me to commit suicide about 16 but it’s too late.
Suicide is not a good thing, but there are times, and people kill themselves because there’s no way out.
The Kennedys were holding me hostage and the people live today don’t know that, but they were the whole family was holding me hostage. And I lied to my family to protect them and they don’t even necessarily know that anymore if they ever did. I was being physically abused, and Joe threatened my mothers life on numerous occasions when I had third-degree burns all over my body it was because I refused to suck Jack’s cock. That was his response to scold me and send me to the hospital, because I refuse to suck his cock. I was straight and I was confused and on one occasion in Florida I just didn’t feel like giving him oral sex just wasn’t in the mood. I had seen a motion picture with him with the woman who is very beautiful and I decided that I wanted to just go to bed that night And be alone with my thoughts, but he wanted me to give him oral sex, and he got very angry at me and started hitting me and I threatened his life and he was scrawny and he got scared and he backed off but then the next day I was taking a shower, and I ended up with burns all over my body I was freezing cold I wanted to warm up and I didn’t realize how hot the water was going to get. And it was it was a mistake, but he did that intentionally. He said that situation up in such a way that I would get burned everywhere. It was funny to him, and the idea was that if I ever said no to him again that he would just keep doing stuff like that to me, that I would never see coming burns all over my body that works cruciate in the painful. It was a very traumatic experience And it actually happened in the 1930s before the people think it happened potentially it was in the 1930s the mid mid 1930s in Florida.
I know Bobby doesn’t know that either just Caroline none of them do because no one ever talked about it. I was dead in 1981 and they chose to keep the kids ignorant for the most part because they didn’t want those kids to think that that was ever some thing that the family would do
But I was straight, and Jack was actually a desperate loser and a narcissist and he was a terrible president but people don’t know that anymore. I mean some people do, but not that many.
And so they can say bullshit like oh Jack Kennedy, the hero in the Bay of Pigs he caused the Bay of Pigs by being an absolute idiot. He was a terrible terrible president, but people don’t know that Khrushchev did not lose anything. If anything it was the opposite people have rewritten that in their head out of fear and pride, and the truth is just Totally been demolished in American history For the most part.
So yes, I do understand that there’s nothing I can do. It’s too late and it is a miracle of God that I am able to be with her. But I want to be with her that badly, and I actually did not mean to reject her the way that I did. That was actually a total accident.” says Lem.
“what about the letters that you wrote him telling him you were in love with him and want to fuck him and stuff!?” yells NBC.
“ what letters are you even talking about?” says Lem.
“ OK well, maybe those letters don’t actually exist and maybe you never even wrote them but let’s just say that you did?” says NBC.
“ yeah, you wrote about that in the daily mail to like I wrote him letters where are these letters? Why have they never been published?” says Lem.
“ I mean they exist!” says Bobby.
“ no I might never have written them I might never have written them where are they?” says Lem.
“ just because we don’t have them doesn’t mean they didn’t exist!” says Bobby.
“ no, they really might not have though Bobby!” says Lem.
“ OK OK fine you know what this is going nowhere because Bobby is being stubborn ass here’s the thing though what if they did exist?” says NBC.
“
Then I said them under duress when I was confused, I didn’t know my own feelings I didn’t mean them there be 100 explanations in that regard I was straight there really is no explanation for my lack of sadness at Jack’s wedding. That is 100% proof that I was straight And there’s a lot of other proof to that she doesn’t know about but some of it is on this block but no I am it’s impossible that I wasn’t straight so there has to be some explanation and there is.” says Lem. “ but I would ask you to entertain the possibility that those were never even written.”
“ they were written, and you meant every single word you love my uncle, almost as much as you love me!!” says Bobby Junior.
“ no I was not in love with either of you. It would’ve been confusion on my part. Sincerely, I was not experiencing genuine homosexuality at all. And I may never have even thought that I was in love with you, and I certainly was not in love with your uncle either, even if I wondered if I was.” says Lem.
“ why are you so attached to him Lacey? Why are you so obsessed with him?” says Bobby.
“ because that’s her twin flame Bobby.” says Putin.
“ what!?” says Bobby.
“ that’s her twin flame!” says Putin.
“ Can you actually get away from your wife Louis if things don’t work out with them and I wonder if they will but if they don’t work out with Lem’s can you get away from your from your wife or is that too hard for you?” says Zelensky.
“ yes I could if push came to shove, I could.” says Louis.
“ you know he’s not an ugly man he’s from a rather prestigious family and they are still in love even though I think she would let go of that completely. If she could really trust them forever does that bother you in your analysis Bobby or not?” says Zelensky.
“what analysis I don’t even know what you’re talking about. You’re acting like I analyze this woman. I mean you’re acting like I give a damn and I really don’t. I try to pretend like I care just to be nice in reality. I put very little thought into my conversations with her at all.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.
“ are you aware of how stupid you sound right now?” says Comedy Central.
“ I don’t think I sound stupid at all. I think I sound busy and important and kind of indifferent which is sad but that’s just where things are opening. I don’t really know this person they’re not really a big deal at all.” says Bobby.
“ so then why are you trying to suffocate her?” says Tik Toc.
“umm.” says Bobby. “ do you know it’s really just that it’s like she pretends like she knows my family and she obviously doesn’t know any of us and it’s just such a loser move. She’s so desperate to seem like she’s lied I’m really she’s just pour an average unlike not that good looking or important at all and I’m just like damn do I empathize with that as a human?
I mean, we all have our flaws and I understand.
So I think or someone like her it’s just like offensive to me because she’s like oh I know your uncle I don’t know there’s nowhere in someone like her with no my uncle it’s impossible.
And then it’s like oh I was lame and I first I was like I don’t know Lem’s kind of a loser maybe she is with him. Yeah. That’s like oh my gosh they’re having all this sex. And I was hearing it because I was listening and I was just like why am I OK with this woman pretending to have sex with a man who I knew as my best friend ever when I was 14?” says Bobby.
“ but the Bobby I’m not understanding something. If she’s not sleeping with a real uncle of yours, and if she wasn’t sleeping with Lem’s, why would you be angry if they were just imposters why do you care at all?” says Comedy Central
“ because it’s the spirit of it it’s just is the spirit of it!” he says. “ it’s very mean spirited.”
“what’s mean spirited Bobby?” says the Daily Mail.
“ the fact that she’s having orgasmic hot sex with a demon impersonating him.” says Bobby.
“ But what if she’s just attracted to them and then the demon is knowing that and taking advantage of her?” says The Daily Mail.
“ I know I’m not gonna be fooled by that! I know in my gut when I’m being attacked! … and I think it was a preemptive attack for what I’m doing to the food industry right now. Her family has a lot of oil, and I believe that they attacked me personally and that she was in on it because she’s very well and so before she was born, she planned the entire thing out to attack me for taking away profit from her family.” says Bobby.
“ but she doesn’t like the fact that her family is involved with the oil industry.” says The Daily Mail.
“ well, I know in my gut what’s true and you can’t tell me otherwise.
Fact that that man was in love with me I just know it!
I mean, we never made out we never even touched OK?
It was just a lot of conversations. A lot of personal conversations over heroin and alcohol in his apartment. And a lot of vacations, and nothing ever happened between us that was ever sexual in a clear way, but I think I think you are I think that sometimes his touch was sexual when he would give me heroin I think it was sexual. 
I think I think I think it was actual the heroin was sexual. I think I think he was trying to give me the idea that heroin was like his his penis. And so I think he planned it ahead of time.
I think he knew that the aids epidemic was coming. And I think he planned it because he knew that I could kick the habit of heroin, but I would never be able to stop having gay sex. And so he thought I’m going to give him a heroin addiction, so that he won’t have gay sex, and die of aids. Because you can make sure that the needle is clean, but it’s awfully hard to check a dick. When you’re in a club when you’re at a party what are you supposed to do people don’t come with that sort of information. You can’t read the ingredients on human beings. So it’s like oh this one looks tasty. Well hold on! what’s in that?
No I’m serious I’m completely serious!
Oh, where where do you find that stuff out you can’t? It’s completely impossible, so what do you have to do? Well G you have to just abstain.
Do you really think I would’ve been at a mental health place typing up stating I thought age no, I wasn’t in a good place with God yet. My relationship with Jesus Christ just hadn’t taken off yet.
We weren’t that close at that time
And so I was not in a place to be you know, backing away from the from the fun, because I just didn’t have it within me through the Holy Spirit to be that strong. Because if you like cock, you know what I’m talking about. It’s awfully hard to say no they’re like snickers or peanuts. You just can’t say no. Once you have one you gotta have more over and over again or some people. I guess they like the same person. I don’t know I like variety I don’t like to commit because it’s just boring and I mean sometimes I just don’t really feel like my needs are being met past the third or second time I sleep with someone. It’s like oh OK do you want me to like you know somethings serious you know I don’t really want to because you’re boring to me and I am a really big deal and you know there’s just nothing that special about you so I’m gonna move on now bye. 
I mean people think there’s something special about every human fine I can abide by that theory, but I just don’t understand how I’m supposed to find the same person special for more than three times. It’s like once you see that you seen it. I’m serious there’s nothing surprising pass the third time I’m a pretty observant person I look I learn, and then there’s nothing left. I mean there’s just nothing there some people. Connor are nice enough to look at our entertaining or they do something for you emotionally and then maybe you can come out to them so much but most people it’s just pouring it’s like hi. oh yeah that’s right you again OK bye boring!
So I just do it one or 2×3 times and then I move on because J is you know it’s just kind of stupid to get that involved so you know but the man damn you know it’s like fun and it’s different and it’s unique and I’m they do something different than women and relationships and so I would’ve loved that. I would’ve loved that experience as a straight man of being seduced by a gay man all the time. It’s like oh don’t come at me I am straight you know my reputation with women!
I’m not that kind of boy!
And then they come back at ya weather oh really how about this? How about that anime you know make you feel real good with your body and you get to cut them fill all loved and special and then you get to throw them off a cliff two or three times after that if you even see them again, you know with mad it’s like they don’t even bother because one of you was going to hurt the other one like held some point in the near future so you just got a switch it up every time because matter like that you don’t want to be the one that gets stabbed in the back or you know things are doll faster than with women and so it’s a no it’s the one in your done, but that first initial hello handsome it’s pretty exciting because I needed something different!” says Bobby.
“ so how is that not just like a cat being fascinated by a laser light?” says a reader.
“ because I’m a man not a cat!” says Bobby.
“ yeah but but how is it different though Bobby?” says a reader.
“ because I’m a man I’m not a cat!” he says.
“ I don’t think there’s any different sweetie. I think you have the IQ of a pet when it comes to sex. if I’ve never touched you, and nothing ever really happened your insistence otherwise is really stupid.” says a reader.
“ well, that’s fine and dandy for you miss! But I will have you know that man was obsessed with me, and he was really in love with me, and I just know! So you can’t really shake that from me at this point there are some things I’ve told myself that I’m gonna just believe going into this experience as a secretary, working for Trump. That’s what I call myself to Putin I say that I am a secretary. And sometimes secretaries have bad days and then they just need you to hold them or put put you over at the desk and they can just clean the desk for you with with with with their with their body you know how that happened?
So um, I hope you put it over you put it over the butt so anyway, the thing is I just think Lem saved me from AIDS.” says Bobby.
“ so you think Lum saved you from aids?” says Pope Francis.
“ oh I know he did hundred percent guaranteed to guarantee it. I think it’s absolutely true hundred percent!” says Bobby.
“ and by getting you addicted to heroin?” says Rodney.
“ absolutely because he needed to do something drastic because I’m such a naughty boy.” says Bobby.
“ how are you naughty?” says NBC.
“ because I liked you are as a man fine that sounded better feel like that’s bad but I’m just saying as a man I’m naughty. I’m naughty, naughty naughty. I need a spanking. I need a spanking! Oh, but see that’s the thing spankings can kill you when there’s an AIDS epidemic. So you have to resort to drastic measures for pleasure and mental bliss.” says Bobby.
“ but then you would’ve been dying of an aids epidemic, too, if you’d had a dirty needle?” says NBC.
“ oh, well, I am a very clean person. I’m a very, very fastidious man.” says Bobby.
“ that’s not really true though Bobby I’ve heard stories of you with like dead animals in your van that’s not clean.” says a reader.
“ oh, I beg to differ! A dead animal carcass on a ceiling of a car, is not the same thing as a dirty drug needle.
The inside of my car was fairly clean. It was really just that animal carcass as an exception.” says Bobby.
“ that is not true!” says the CIA.
“OK well you have your idea of who he was but to me he was one of the most complicated, sexy, handsome, sexy, complicated, sexy men to ever live.” says Bobby.
“ oh, OK he was very sexy that’s true but I think he was probably straight and I think you’re a moron.” says another woman.
“ no I know he was in love with me. I know he was I know it I just know it so you can tell me anything you want to tell me, but I know I know through my nowhere, my my inner know or my my man, my higher self, my God, my being that those verse of Christ yes but I think when he said there are no gods before me, he meant that there were no guys that were equal to him, but I think we are gods in a sense, so I am a God, even though I do worship Jesus, because I am still a God, so according to me as a God, I know for a fact, as my truth, which is objective truth, because it just because it’s my truth, doesn’t mean a subjective truth so I know for a fact, because of my objective truth, I think God that he was gay and in love with me and my uncle, and that he’s not have anyone else or that he was obsessed with us, and that I win he love me more than my uncle but but but he did love me too. I mean he did love Jack to Charlottetown OK fine but Jack was like old and boring and stupid and stuff compared to me because I’m young and cool and roll that I am I am the new wave. I am the new wave oven Lightman, coming in the 21st-century people who are going to change the world I really do something for a change.
So I just come back to him because I’m like well. He is really tall and handsome. And sexy and I just it’s like I could handle how complicated he has you guys I thought about that I could totally handle it now that I’ve gotten to be smarter you know that I went through a lot of trauma. You know what I went through with my dad, dying and like that was a really big deal I mean oh my god that was Sacha big deal! I mean why father was the one who is assassinated. Yeah, my father was the one who was assassinated. Yeah, totally my father was the one who was assassinated,
That was my dad when he was
Yeah, that was totally my dad
Yes, my dad was the one who is assassinated and that was really hard for me obviously so obviously and then I mean it’s like oh my gosh like who processes that like ever when your dad‘s assassinated it’s like a really big deal so I haven’t even began to process that now
I mean, I haven’t even begun to process through all of the trauma that I’ve been through with that 
No, so I’m not shallow I’m not weak I don’t really have any flaws 59 isn’t really that short arm and so when I was trying to kill Lacey like you keep bringing up it was because I wasn’t really capable of actually assessing the situation because of those that is the nation of my dad
OK so my dad was assassinated right so that like a lot of weird stuff happens after that.
I mean, I started using drugs, and then giving them to my siblings to use and getting them addicted to, and that was like so weird. Because it’s like how the hell did that happen like I started using and then they started using because I believe them into using him but that was just like some thing I did because I was just like what my dad was assassinated!? I was just like oh my gosh, and then Mary hung her self because my dad was assassinated too.
No for real it sounds stupid but all of this weird shit just keeps happening and my mom is totally aware of it. No she’s had a list she’s like you guys I think so it’s happening because your dad died.
And obviously we never explain more than that but I don’t think you need to because it’s just like a weird assassination. Weird.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.
Later.
“I get it.” says Lem. “I was just…logical. Sadly.” He thinks. “Except…you made a mistake.”
“How?” says Lacey.
“I wasn’t rejecting you. That was only what it seemed like.” says Lem.
“How could someone make a mistake like that?” says Lacey.
“I just didn’t know what was going on. I didn’t know I was communicating such…hatred for you.” says Lem.
“Men. What pain do you have!?” says Lacey.
“In love? We give our effort.” says Lem.
“Ahh. Then how about I act like I don’t give a SHIT how much pain you’re in? …String you along? And then make you work harder? And then laugh at you for having to work? And then have sex with someone in front you? And force you to watch? Hundreds of times? …And then come back later…and tell you that it was all an accident? After like…300 years? and there get mad you for 500 years? For considering other women?” says Lacey.
“Yeah.
You’re right.
I’m sorry.
You…shouldn’t sleep with other men though. And I understand why you did. But…” says Lem. “Don’t.”
“You didn’t understand though.” says Lacey. “Why?”
“I just didn’t understand.” says Lem.
“Do you now?” asks Lacey.
“Yes.” says Lem. “You…felt…hopeless. And…so…you gave up. There was nothing. …You could try…but…why bother? …Better to avoid more pain. Just…give up. Let it die.”
“Yes.” says Lacey.
“That’s…not what I felt though. I mean…I was innocent. And…
*They go back in time temporarily.*
Hi. I’m Lem!” he says at 16. Never having met Jack.
She’s very sweet. As herself now with the same state of mind she’s in now but at 16.
“Where are you from?” he says, cheerfully.
She answers cheerfully asks him.
“Pittsburgh!” he says, laughing.
She looks serious. Closes her eyes in pain.
“I’m…not…a particularly good-humored person sometimes. …Do you mean to start a conversation about Pittsburgh?” says Lacey.
“Yes.” he says seriously.
“Are you attracted to me?” she says, eyes still closed.
He smiles. “Yeah!” he says, brightly.
She takes a deep breath, exhales. And then just goes in for a hug. Resting her head on him. Wrapping her arms around him.
He holds her. “So does this mean we’re dating?” says Lem.
“Oh WHATEVER!!!” says Lacey. “I’m EXHAUSTED!”
“By what?” asks Lem.
“Please don’t make me explain in detail right now!” says Lacey.
“This isn’t working.” says Lem to God.
“There’s nothing she can do.” says God.
“Why the hell were you friends with him?!?” yells Putin in the afterlife at Lem.


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