“Uht Oh” by Lem

The Illuminati talks with Lacey. Drinks.

“Lacey. I’m done.

You know what happened, in my opinion. YOU WERE THERE!” says Tom Hanks. “What happened!?”

“You know I either was there and there is reincarnation and I do know or I know possibly in some other way that I can’t figure out.” says Lacey.

“So what does that feel like?” he says.

“You know I had the memories come back to me if their actual memories of being a ghost when I was a child and so it seemed more like my imagination or like a psychic vision, then like I was actually there. But if there’s reincarnation in a way, I was there watching from the other side. I am not 100% sure theologically which one it was.” says Lacey.

He nods.

“So what happened?” says a part of the CIA.

“You’ll have to give me a moment. You see it’s very pleasant to reconnect with these thoughts and it’s overwhelming to me. Just a second.” she says

“This is real. I really was a British gentleman before I was Eric Harris if there’s reincarnation.” says Eric Harris.

“I am not Lem…so I can’t really give you a full perspective on it all but I don’t think he was gay at all.” says Lacey.

“So what actually happened then?” says the CIA.

“Oh…I tried to talk about it…people aren’t taking it seriously…and that isn’t going to be something that I can tolerate anymore. I’m sorry.” says Lacey.

Marjolijn nods.

“ I mean he was straight, almost certainly, but something happened to his brain where he sort of disconnected from himself, and he was very high-pitched all the time, and it wasn’t just his voice. It was all of him being around him. It was almost like he was dead, like a part of his brain just wasn’t even there it was there, but it felt like he was sort of with me and dead and away not like an actual dead person but maybe something like what I am where it’s like a part of his personality was just missing so it was always like he was sort of half engaging with everything and it was all in a very very cerebral methodical scientific way.” says Lacey.

“ I think this is 100% true and it is selfish because then I was a Italian aristocrat and I like that thought but let’s just say that’s possible Lacey what do you mean just talk to me what do you mean?” she says.

“ I don’t know what you mean by what do you mean.” says Lacey.

“ this isn’t funny.” says Eric Harris.

“ yeah, I can’t. I kind of caught that with my house started on fire.” says Tom.

“ so if you keep trying to suffocate her body which is what he’s doing because he’s mad that Linn wasn’t gay she’s going to die that’s just a reminder and you’re going to eat shit and feel worse than you do right now so just let it go just just a tiny bit.” says Eric Harris.

He does.

“ thank you.” says Lacey

“ I can tell you what happened I was there, too if there’s green carnation, I watched it myself.” says Eric Harris.

“ green carnation or that was Lacey’s Scottish accent?” says a woman.

“ that was Lacey’s Scottish accent, and I let her use it because it’s therapeutic to her psychologically.” says Eric.

“ you’re not answering me entirely are you?” says the psychic.

“No.” he says.

“ what I can tell you is that Lem was straight.” says Lacey.

“ bobby you’re suffocating her slightly because she overturn roe versus wade aren’t you?” says God.

“ yes.” says his older brother Joe.

“ i’m lying about that.” he says arrogantly.

“ do you know if she’s not in love with you sweetheart and she never was. Is there a reason why you can’t let go of that that you’re consciously aware of or not?” says the Illuminati to Bobby.

“ he is not willing to talk about that.” says Melania.

“ oh, so when was straight and like I was saying, he’s he just wasn’t connected to reality. It was very cerebral existence. He seemed like he was invested in the world around him, but he wasn’t. It was very very surface level with him very heady very much about smiling and saying things in a certain way, and wearing certain clothes and having a certain attitude, it was all about aesthetics. There wasn’t a lot of meaning to it for him in any sort of deep way almost at all it was entirely cerebral for him not Jack.” says Lacey.

“ in a dysfunctional way?” says a psychic.

“ yes, it was not functional. It wasn’t his personality. It was just some strange sort of dissociative adjustment to something that really wounded which could just be that he was molested. …I might not realized that that he was acting that way because he had been molested if I was there, I might not have put those two things together and realized that that’s why he was acting that way. I knew he was suffering, and I cared very deeply, but I never necessarily realized that he was dissociative.” says Lacey.

“so what did he seem like?” says a woman.

“ kind of like a zombie version of himself. kind of like a robot version of himself. he was very methodical, very scientific, very intellectual. Everything was like some sort of mathematical puzzle to him everything it was never emotional with him. Everything was incredibly thought through. Every word every movement and at times, you could tell that his emotions were there just below the surface, but they seemed messy to him or like he couldn’t quite manage them. So I know he felt things, but it wasn’t like he was a weirdo, but he was for him. It was very different than his actual personality. He’s a very deep, sensitive, confident, caring heterosexual male. But when he was a Lem’s if I was there, I recall everything he said, being so stifled and so mechanical and so methodical and so I was like researched it was very zombie like. It wasn’t real. It was real but it wasn’t really him. It was just like a computer program doing his life for him and he was operating the program from within his brain but it was he was so distant he was so distant and so turned off to almost everybody around him. He was very charming. People thought he was very charming, and very sweet and very quiet and very thoughtful and he was he is, but that’s not really entirely who he is. He has a very good sense of humor, and he’s actually very loud at times he could be very loud, too loud. He was a very confident person and so I don’t feel like that’s sort of manifested at all after he was molested, possibly, he just turned into this sort of quiet, thoughtful zombie like version of himself and I feel like I got very hurt by it for some reason and then I knew it was happening, but if I was there, it was very hurtful to me in a way, because I could never quite figure out why he was so distant.

And yet at night if I recall correctly, if I was there, I might not have been, but if I was here and ask for me from her, and I think we probably just left Jack, somehow in our spirits or physically, I think he would get out of bed and walk away when he was done doing his duty I don’t think he ever really got into it so to speak it was always mostly just him him performing his tasks. He never really was he was never really into it. Yeah, it didn’t really happen that way for him to people asked if they could get that confused, I got that confused and I was a tiny little girl and then I am confused myself, but I think some people could stay that way and definitely unfortunately And I’m not like that but some people could be like that with an abuser as a child or an adult but he wasn’t like that either and instead he just seemingly sort of him if I was there if I remember correctly, he just sort of he just sort of did his thing and half the time it wasn’t even him it was some prostitute or some other woman And sometimes I feel like there are women who were open to having a threesome with him and Jack and he wasn’t really interested in that so he would start out by trying to sort of have to understand this wasn’t him being sincere right so I don’t know if you kissed Jack he might not have so that might not be possible but I feel like he might’ve tried or what he might’ve tried to do something sexual whether it was just touching Jack or something I don’t know but whatever he was doing it was very it was very mechanical. It wasn’t really what he wanted to be doing and I knew that and then it was almost like he would lose interest, or inability to keep doing it, and then women will sort of interrupt him because he wasn’t doing it right or he was doing some thing and then the woman got frustrated and took over. Maybe he was doing it too slowly or something I don’t know and she thought she could do a better job, but that I think that might’ve happened a few times And that irritated him at first because he felt rejected because he thought he was gay but then he would sort of walk away and think what I got out of it. I don’t have to keep doing that anymore and he would sort of laugh and his actual voice, not his high-pitched fake one, but his actual voice which was sort of nasal, and then he would smoke a cigarette, and sometimes he would pretend to watch them. I guess he thought he should Come, I think he felt obligated to you at times but usually I feel like he kind of just walked off and then the woman and Jack would takeoff together and he was never really hurt by that it was always just like your truck, his shoulders, and you know let it go because he was straight.

No, I don’t think I don’t think he was ever clear with me, though on what was happening because that I would see that if I was there, and I knew that that he was probably straight and using understand if it was being carnation, I could’ve handled him being gay for some reason I think, but he just wasn’t. It would’ve been devastating to me and it’s possible that it wouldn’t have in the way because we would’ve been too different than his people somehow but I don’t know that we would’ve been that much different than let’s say Eli Roosevelt myself if if I’m having gay and then you know there’s been carnation and he’s still my twin flame. Then it’s the closeness between us is gone but I don’t think he’d be that different than me somehow then if he was Elliot, Roosevelt, in a sense metaphorically speaking.

So I don’t think that happened if I didn’t know that I didn’t come but no he would just walk off and I never quite knew what was happening, but I knew that he was straight, but I didn’t really know what was going on but anyway and then, being who I am, yeah at night, he would call Tami and he would sleep with me in his spirit but I think I’m sort of blacked that out for some reason I don’t know why, but if there’s reincarnation I’ve totally blocked that out. Because I just can’t fathom that for some reason it’s not even it’s it’s not even like it’s bad it’s it’s that if there’s been incarnation, it’s triggering to me because it reminds me probably of losing my children. I miscarried four times and I think that would come back to me if there’s reincarnation, and I let myself process being with him. So, for some reason, I can’t quite go there if there’s reincarnation in my head and it’s too traumatic. And I don’t think he anticipated that at all perfect if there’s been an Carnation, I wouldn’t be the slightest bit surprised if when I was around 12 years old, he started experimenting with my brain to see if I would remember that I’ve been with him in my spirit, not in a perverse way, but just to see if my brain could remember him somehow And I couldn’t, and he was shocked by that and terrified because of things that he said and done, and God had to explain to him that our life together had been very traumatic to me in a way that he didn’t understand. And so I wasn’t going to remember him and I been together if there’s reincarnation, it was never going to come back to me because it was too traumatic. In my subconscious it was just it was too traumatic to remember what had happened in Great Britain not with me as Jack I’m sorry someone saying that he’s desperate for them to be gay no I’m talking about Great Britain when I was in. Great Britain with him and his wife, I had four miscarriages.“ says Lacey.

A gay man shrugs. “ i’m sorry I don’t think miscarriages are that traumatic. They happen all the time!”

“ are you fucking serious with me right now?” says the AMA.

“ yes, I mean it’s just like a fucking miscarriage big fucking deal!” he says.

“ do you realize that you sound like a sociopathic nutcase or not?” says the AMA.

“ no no it’s just that I know more than her and she’s a stupid fucking bigoted idiots obviously who is like Jack reincarnated and she can’t handle it obviously.” he says.

“ is that really what your spirit is telling us right now?” says the AMA.

“ yes because when she says miscarriage, I’m just like yeah whatever I mean I suppose and I really think about it that is kind of weird that my brain does that but for some reason when she says that she had a miscarriage I just think it’s no big deal because it just seems like if she had a miscarriage it’s probably not that big of a deal it’s probably about like a Papercut and I’m not exaggerating. That’s literally what my brain tells me.” he says.

“ do you have control over that? or does your brain just tell you that?” says the AMA.

“ I don’t think I do I don’t think I have any control over it at all. It just comes to me and I don’t fight it because I’ve learned not to.” he says.

“ you know you’re probably not actually gay you’re probably bisexual do you ever wonder about that or no?” says the AMA.

“ no no I don’t because I know that just because I want to lavender marriage and just because it sounds exciting to me to have a wife sleep with occasionally yes and I do mean that in a euphemistically way if mystic way, I don’t think that makes me bisexual no I just I don’t. I don’t think the fact that I’d like to occasionally being a woman makes me anything other than gay because it’s just occasionally.” he says.

“ do you think maybe that you’re slightly gay and slightly not gay and slightly just kind of a jerk?” says a man.

“ i’m not about to cheat on my husband with the woman just because I’ve had offers and it’s been tempting.” he says.

“ OK so that’s interesting I am I’m almost positive you’ve been brainwashed.” says the AMA.

“ yeah, I miscarriage is genuinely very traumatic and depending on what happened it could’ve been, especially Trumatic for her.” says Mark Zuckerberg.

“ so I think that we should take a break because if there’s reincarnation, I think that she has things to do and I think some people are losing it because it’s obvious that he was straight.” says the CIA.

Later.

“Lacey what actually happened with a lot of the evidence we’ve shown you?” says the CIA.

“ so let’s see. name something.” says Lacey.

“When he said that Lem had a dirty mind.” says California.

“ he was talking about himself more than anything. Jack had a very dirty mind. Lame could occasionally be dirty minded, but really that was more jack than Lem. Sometimes lemon wood Xpress desire for him verbally, but it wasn’t like actually expressing desire. You have to understand it was more that he was expressing Thoughts that were I think what he thought he wanted from Jack but not what he really wanted per se it wasn’t something he really wanted. It was more that he read about it or heard about it and wanted to do it with Jack in a way that was curious possibly it was something like that, and Jack took that as well I’m having a dirty mind because it was homosexual so it’s not really that lame actually had a dirty mind it’s more that he was expressing homosexual ideas like we should hold hands or there’s some thing you do Jack where you lay in bed and you put your mouth up you’re one person‘s penis and then they put your their mouth knew your penis and it’s you know if you lay opposite of each other sort of Head right about that. I heard about that if I was there and suggested that something they could try but it wasn’t something he really wanted. It was more that he thought he was gay and he was horny and he actually had sexual needs that he was trying to get Matt, ironically, in the way that Jack imagined that he was it wasn’t. It’s funny that Jack thought he was straight and that he was getting his needs met from a straight man or from a gay man that’s actually more what he was doing for Lem’s but I don’t know if he knew that or not as a narcissist but but it was but it’s the Jack but love thought he was he thought that he was gonna enjoy that I think because he thought he was gay, and I think he thought that it would somehow be pleasurable but it wasn’t him it was it wasn’t to him and I actually don’t even know if they try that I think some thing about it made Jack upset somehow or he was trying to act like it made him upset to make lemon Phyl like he was bothering him with his homosexuality, so I think it’s possible that Jack start crying and acted like he was really put out that lame wanted to do that, and it really freaked him out or something And so they never really did it for me almost things to Jack avoided, having real interactive sex with with Lem’s because he didn’t wanna get hurt. I kind of think that he knew he’d get attached to him slightly or some thing like that if he put out and so he didn’t want to fill that for lame and so he avoided it because he he didn’t want any sort of disadvantage he was an incredibly selfish person And I think he thought that somehow it made sense to just sort of play games with his head but ironically, I think as they were about to do it if this actually happened lemon started losing interest I’m not making this up. I’m sorry if that bothers you, but I am love started losing interest And it was a relief to him that Jack didn’t want to do it but I don’t think I don’t think Jack register that at all I really think that would totally over Jack’s head because it seemed like Lem’s was angry at Jack, and then when Jack cried and got upset, and said, I don’t wanna do this, this is too weird or something lame just totally dropped being angry at him, and was relieved and sort of was like oh really you don’t want to that’s fine that’s that’s good. and then you expect him to be disappointed, but he wasn’t because he was straight.

you’re altering my words and it’s very insecure on your part. Why are you doing that to me? Are you an ugly little fat, pig or what?” says Lacey.

“Umm.” says the CIA.

“ I mean, as far as I remember if I was there, he never flirted with him in any genuine way at all. He never interacted with him in a way that was sexually tantalizing. He asked questions because he was curious, but he was never engaging with him in the way that you want desperately to say that he was right now. That never happened. I’m sorry. As far as I can recall, if I was there, that never fucking happened at all. If you have evidence to suggest otherwise, then maybe I wasn’t there or maybe I don’t remember entirely what happened, but what I recall if I was, there is that it was all Jack, being sexual, and love was merely responding to it in a sort of befuddled, confused, same thing very odd Bewildered sort of half dad way he would sometimes smirk he would sometimes act sort of confused like he was literally almost drugged, but he wasn’t. He was never really engaging with Jack. It was just Jack driving the entire show making the entire thing happen and Lem’s was responding to it in a very sort of disinterested disingenuous way that might be interpreted by some people as being shy, but it wasn’t it was that he was genuinely removed. I mean I could be wrong. I’m almost positive he was straight, but I really don’t think you understand that the evidence I have is far superior to anything that you could possibly have really are at all. But a I’m trying to be kind so if there’s some thing I’m missing I’m also trying to make sure that I don’t miss represent myself because I’m a very intelligent person and you need to respect that for fucking once this fucking century. And so it’s possible that I could be wrong. But if I recall correctly, there’s no evidence at all to suggest that he really was aggravating the situation so to speak that he was enticing. Laugh at Jack that he was sort of the words aren’t coming to me. I know what I’m trying to say, I’m struggling to breathe. I’m exhausted you’re torturing me. So fuck you For not liking the fact that I use words that are totally fine but not the words you’re used to hearing you middle class idiots!

what? I’m trying to say though really is that I don’t think it’s likely that that even happened. I don’t think he got that confused. I think he really was actually mostly just distant. I think he might have questioned things sometimes but I don’t think he was particularly interested in any sort of deep way.” says Lacey. “ him laughing, and talking with Jack is not evidence that he was attracted to him but I don’t even know if that happened I really don’t and it irritates me because I can’t read that book by David Pitts. I just can’t bring myself to do it, and I couldn’t read the letters. It’s too painful, but to be honest with you, it wouldn’t prove that he was gay anyway and it irritates me that people don’t just tell me what they know if this is a real conversation because there’s no way I can know what you know.

And that’s why you have to respect what I’m saying I don’t think anything happened. Do you hear me or are you brain dead?” she bites.

“ this is extremely serious. If you guys can’t respond to this, it could be the end of the world within the next five years.” says Eric Harris.

“ I don’t know that there’s any evidence at all Lacey that he was even gay. I think that there if there was they would’ve use that and Wikipedia instead of some stupid friend, I kind of doubt that there’s any evidence at all that’s that clear I don’t think he ever expressed desire for him. I have a feeling that he might not have even really flirted with him almost at all because it’s interesting how daily mail focuses on Jack, flirting instead of lame and it never brings up lemons flirtation it’s just like oh yeah I guess them obviously flirted with him but then why don’t you say that why don’t why can’t they say that that’s weird that they could never say lime did that so I’m to that and there’s people who would just say oh but he did but then why can’t they say that, probably because he may be didn’t and it’s questionable and it’s an it’s a matter of interpretation like what way is Lem’s saying this and how is his tone being used? What does he even mean by saying this is he being serious? Is he being flippant, is he being coy I have a feeling that he might not have been, and he might’ve been being flippant, I have a very strong suspicion that he might not have I haven’t. He did not necessarily say anything, and-

“ that doesn’t count those were two different people talking at the same time and neither if you wanna commit to anything you’re saying.” says Eric Harris.

“ so I’m going to say that he did not and if you interpreted that way you’re misinterpreting him.” says God. “ you may think you have evidence of him being flirtatious or sexual but I am God and I know what he was actually meaning and I know that he never meant it in that way. He may have even tried to be flirtatious or try to be sexual, but there’s a difference between attempting to be some thing and really filling it and it’s never in Lem’s’s voice. It’s never in his words that it’s sincere. It’s always very forced if it’s there at all. You can hear it in the recording of him with Jack when Jack was in the White House, and he was calling him. Jack is flirtatious and his voice. You can tell that he’s desiring them and even missing him. Lem’s sounds irritated and cold and disinterested he does become flirtatious, but it does not sound Sincere it sounds fake. It sounds fake. It does not sound like real concern for him. He sounds like he’s forcing himself to be concerned, and that’s in his writing too if you know what you’re looking for. There could be some things that he said that were very sexual, but they were never sexual in that way at all. He never came on to Jack at all. He never came on to jack at all. Even if it seems like he did in his letters, it wasn’t real. It was prompted by Jack.

He felt the need to come onto him if he ever did to appease Jack because Jack wanted him to and it’s possible, he never did. Isn’t it?

If you’re going to eat, if you’re going to get into an argument with her and me, both you’re gonna have to actually have some truth behind what you’re saying and not just a lot of bluster.

There really was no time when he was authentically sexual with Jack at all. It was never authentic sexuality for them. He never actually came on to check at all never physically, never verbally, and not even in a way where he was curious Lacey’s words could be misunderstood as sort of lemon producing some thing, but that’s not quite what happened whether she was there or not What she was trying to say is that he was talking about it in a very theoretical way because it wasn’t real to him and he was straight but you could interpret that is like being gay if you heard it transcribed and didn’t hear the tone that lame was using at the time. He wasn’t interested in him that might’ve also never happened she might not be reincarnated, but he was very curious to see what it was all about and so there’s times that he may have said things that sounded sexual in a real way so to speak, but it was never real with him. It was always just what if we do that and G Jack that sounds exciting Boy I’d like to tickle your balls, but you know him I know he might’ve never even said that, but you have to understand that’s very facetious like oh if you don’t go, I can’t go big boy. Hey sailor, I like to suck your cock I mean that’s obviously fake. But that’s all that love ever was if he ever if he if he even said anything other than where where are you go? I want to go or stuff like that if you ever said anything like hey sailor, let’s jump in the sack and have Addit, it was always fake like that. Sincerely, it was never real. It was never real and as possible it was never quite that dramatic and you may have never even said that. I’m saying that he didn’t at all. I am saying that he never came on to him at all. He did say things that were gay, and at times, he said stuff that was sexual, but it was never intended to come on to him. It was never it was never come on. It was never to be enticing. It was never to be enticing at all, he was never trying to be enticing. He never once enticed Jack to have sex. He never once came onto him at all. Historians have willfully overlooked stuff that would suggest that because they don’t want to upset the Kennedys and they don’t want to seem like they’re rocking the boat .

But in reality, he really never came onto Jack. He was sexual in a in a very convoluted straight man trying to be gay way, but it was never even really overt commons. It was always just very sort of passive, distant, bewildered, and dissociative. It was never aggressive for the way that you think it was that never happened.

and that is basically what she’s saying if you again, if you wanna find evidence and suggest otherwise, be careful because you may have misunderstood some thing you really might have and you need to be careful with what you think you have because if you’ve misunderstood it then you’ve misunderstood it if it’s possible, even that you could misunderstand some thing that he wrote or said be careful because then that’s exactly what happened you misunderstood it you miss read him you don’t understand his tone you don’t understand his background you don’t understand what he was trying to really say all you understand is what you want him to have said.” says God.

“ what if I was there? That’s what I recall that he was very probably very confusing, but that it wasn’t really real.” says Lacey.

Later.

“ what is it that you little fuckers don’t understand about logic?” says Lacey. “ there is literally no way that lemon Billings your beloved boyfriend could’ve possibly been as happy as he was at your uncles wedding, and if he was anything other than heterosexual Bobby. That is literally the only explanation for it. There is no other explanation at all. So if you think something happened, there’s an explanation that includes him being straight. I’m sorry, but I am so fucking sick of putting up with this nonsense and I am definitely going to have to start cutting off some thing spiritually because I I can’t keep doing this. I’m sorry. If you wanna suffocate me and kill me, I might have to stop fighting you and just let you do it because you’re too blinded by your psychotic view of yourself to handle the fact that you’re ugly as fuck compared to me that your wives are trash compared to meet potentially in someway, and that you’re beneath me and every possible way that someone could imagine potentially Bobby in this life you’re a dog compared to me. But you’re too narcissistic to handle that and so instead you’ve latched onto me and become psychotically attached.

I could preach to you about how love isn’t about being better than other people and how lame being straight is proof that he was never your soulmate or your uncles and that actually, I’m doing you a favor by telling you the truth but you don’t wanna hear that what you want to hear is that you’re better than me in someway that’s all you’re fascinated by that’s all any of you are fascinated by is trying to find someway to prove that you were superior Because that’s what you’re really obsessed with.

And that isn’t quite what I was trying to say, but it works.” says Lacey.

“would you say this to my face?” he saysz

“ Absa freaking loot, Li da, yes yes, of course yes!” says Lacey.

“ do you like that you’re better than me?” he says.

“ no, I don’t.” says Lacey.

“ what if you were really my aunt and you said that to me.” says Bobby.

“ do you know if this is a real conversation but sad is that your father really did feel that low that you compared to Joe and he was in a way that was it your entire family believed.” says Lacey.

“ that he was smarter, better looking a better leader, but I don’t think they thought he was a better person or wealthier.” says Bobby.

“ he might’ve been wealthier to perfectly honest you might’ve been better with money than your father was, and I would’ve been his wife and I was not as much of a spendthrift as your mother, and I never would be.

We also went I’ve had that many children so it’s actually quite possible that we would’ve been wealthier than you will see a better man than your father not necessarily, but I think your family was quite shallow and someways Bobby if you’re being honest with yourself, and I think that they valued the other things more than his character.” says Lacey.

“ why do you always seem like you’re flirting?” says Bobby.

“ I think that’s how you interpret it but that’s just my personality.” says Lacey.

They eat.

“So you think I’m just obsessed?” he says.

“I can’t figure you out you mystify me you stump me.” says Lacey.

“ because I don’t make sense.” he says.

“ it’s not that it’s impossible for you to be the way you are at it it’s that it doesn’t quite make sense yes.” says Lacey.

They eat.

“ you’re not really impressed by us now that you know that you’re not related to us and that we’re just your nieces and nephews.” says Rory.

“ i’m not necessarily her your aunt but in a sense you could sort of see it that way and no I’m not impressed by you but you have it wrong. It’s not because you’re my nieces and nephews it’s because you’re stubborn you’re all very stubborn and your stupidity incredibly stubborn and I get really sick of it. It’s exhausting.” says Lacey.

Bobby laughs.

“ does it seem weird to Lacey that you’re talking to us like an irritated elder person in our family and that we’re responding to you like that’s who you really are is that weird to you at all or not?” says Bobby.

“ no it’s not weird to me. I am on my brain is too much in shock to be able to process that as what it is if there is an illuminati, I have not yet processed that. I think you probably have been able to do that I have it I don’t even know if this is real or if you’re just putting me on from the afterlife or some thing so I can’t process that but what I do know is that if I was your aunt I would probably end up being the disciplinarian of everybody or I would’ve been seen as a Thorsten everyone side I don’t think I would’ve probably married your uncle because I don’t think he could’ve probably been married to me. I don’t think he could’ve handled it.” says Lacey.

“ the problem is though you talk like us and it’s kind of weird because I don’t think you’re trying to you just do. And that is some thing that we haven’t quite been honest with ourselves about people are in all of my family like they’re totally in all of us if you really think Clem had to have been straight given what you’ve understood that is not an accurate most likely at all then he very well might have been and I can respect that.

What creeps me out in the actual afterlife for a while is that they named me after you.

I mean, Caroline was named after you I was named after you Carol was named after you your name keeps popping up Lacey in our family in a way that’s really creepy. And I don’t I don’t know. I don’t know how to process that because it’s just so scary to me to think that you’re this person that was there is reincarnations haunting us, but not in a malicious way just you were there and then we named everybody after you well that’s not sure we need to beat people out. I’m sorry I’m just talking and it doesn’t make sense but we named people after you and you weren’t even there And yet you were there and we’re talking to you telepathically and it’s really creepy because it feels like I’m talking to a friend or somebody who really knows me in a way that I can’t comprehend cause how do you know me so well how the Frick do you know me as well as I think you might actually know me?” says Kerry.

“ through me.” says Lem.

“You don’t.” says Lem’s mom. “It’s…supernatural.”

“ i’d respond to you but I don’t trust you. I’m sorry.” says Lacey. “ i’m OK with having conversations if you’re respectful and I don’t feel like you have fun so I’m gonna have to stop talking to all of you suffice to say I’m pretty sure that was straight and I’m sorry if I’m not making sense to you, but I’m trying to express that as clearly as I can.”