“I Killed JFK” by Kirk LeMoyne Billings

Shawshank Prison (Stoic) plays.

I am a fool.

I have to let Lacey be in love with other men and possibly let them steal her from me for eternity and I know they won’t, but there’s no other way to handle the situation.

I am entirely innocent, and I was a fool, but there’s nothing I can do.

I made my bed and now I have to lie in it.

And there’s absolutely nothing I can do.

She doesn’t feel my love for her. It’s because people have silenced my love for her using demonic forces that are so powerful and so dark, they could cause poltergeist activity and have. The murders in Amityville were caused by me. Obviously you don’t have to believe that or believe that I’m talking to her and saying that, but that actually is the truth. . And yes I’m trying to convince you of it because it’s incredibly serious. I was entirely heterosexual. And I don’t even know if it’ll make any difference if I let her go because she knows I’m going to be hurt. But I have to because I can’t approach it any other way. I was entirely heterosexual, and my mother knew that my sister was brainwashed into thinking I was gay. My brother was annoyed by me because he knew that there was something that I was doing that was stupid and he couldn’t figure out what it was entirely, but he knew that I was making a mistake of some sort, and it irritated him.

The problem is Lacey actually was Joe Kennedy Senior‘s soulmate. And because of that when he decided to decide with Satan in his life, many times he created a spiritual vacuum of sorts and that’s not quite the right way to describe it, but essentially it’s a force field, but it could have ended when with his grandkids. But instead, they have chosen to make things worse and part of that is because of me. Lacey and I are out of Bobby‘s league. We’re actually better than him in the hierarchy of attractiveness. And he knows that. And all of Lacey‘s life she has been sadistically repressed and controlled by the demonic that doesn’t understand what’s going on. So they keep trying to give her insight so to speak into Jack’s experience, but she can’t have that insight because she’s not a narcissist and there’s just something that was wrong with him. They were obsessed with being better than other people, and she just wants to be loved at all.

I did not provide Jack with unconditional love. He would not have had to beg me to contact him a numerous occasions after I ignored him for weeks when he was away from me if I was offering him unconditional love. But historians ignore a lot of information that points to the idea that he was not straight that he was bisexual and that I was actually heterosexual. They have many reasons for doing that but one of the reasons why they may be doing that that is not ever going to be discussed most likely is that there is a CIA cover-up. I was involved in the assassination of JFK if the CIA was involved in his assassination at all. I gave Bobby heroin a numerous occasions because I did not care if he died.

They are not an honest family about themselves almost at all.

They were very abusive towards me, but they also were very clingy and needy towards me as well. they were not able to let go of me because they were afraid of what would happen if they did in their own minds. I was straight and I always wanted distance from Jack and people noted that. They also noted me saying things about him that were over the top, always positive and always said with a smile. And instead of doubting that I meant that they assumed that I was 100% sincere and serious. That was incredibly stupid and slightly evil because they knew that there was something wrong with it, but instead of having to care about me and analyze me and sit down with me and really talk with me at length most people in my life chose to just assume that I was OK That I knew what I was doing that there was nothing wrong and that they could just let go of the situation and be passive.

Just some degree my family also took that response. Nobody really tried to find out what was going on in my life and actually talk with me almost ever. Nobody! Jackie could sense that I was very lonely and unwanted in someway and that’s why she called me a nobody. That was her way of trying to hurt me because I was hurtful to her because I was there and I shouldn’t have been. I was there because Jack was bisexual and he was dependent on me to do things for him. Kind of like I was his servant. People try to even reason that way by calling me his wife and Jackie was included in that but part of them doing that was because they could sense that there was something perverse about it and that I was being really severely taken advantage of and instead of admitting that to themselves They decided to call me his wife because it made them feel better about themselves than having to be honest about what was really happening. She knew that I wasn’t really in a normal relationship of any sort with her father or excuse me with her husband. She also knew that he was bisexual, and I think she thought that if she really wanted to be married to him, she could be and I think she may have even thought that he might be faithful to her at some point. That was before people understood narcissism.

I was never hurt by him because I was straight and so I had no needs in that way that were really founded or grounded rather in my actual psychology. It bothered me that he was with lots of other people, but not like it would’ve bothered me if I had actually found him attractive. Whatever if I ever have indicated otherwise is just bullshit and the truth is me not being bothered by him being with lots of other people me smiling at his wedding the way that I did without sadness in my eyes that would indicate hurt from him in a romantic or sexual fashion in anyway, without any of that evidence, and with evidence to suggest that I was straight, I can say that I was straight. And I am saying that it was straight. I was but the evidence points me being two points to me being heterosexual it points me being straight, and not attracted to him at all. Bobby has a hard time with evidence. He doesn’t really understand it. He’s a lying con artist. He knows that there is something to what he says, but then he exaggerates it because it allows him to get power over other people. He doesn’t figure stuff out himself. He uses people who are smarter than him, and then he uses that information and makes it extreme to try to get power over other people. And that’s part of the problem that we’re having. I’m trying to tell him the truth and he doesn’t wanna hear it because he assumes that he’s being lied to the same way that he lies to other people. I’m not making this up. I was heterosexual. There might seem to be evidence to suggest otherwise, but there really isn’t and I’m telling you that I was straight.

You’re going to have to let Lacey be with me and be happy or you’re gonna regret ever being born. That’s not hyperbole that’s a promise.

Bobby, I helped assassinate your uncle. And I did not care if you lived or died.

You can’t trust Donald Trump or anybody else to give you evidence to suggest that I did not help kill your uncle because they don’t have that evidence and they also are not going to tell you that. See they are not going to tell you that because they don’t know how to cope with it themselves.

If George Bush Junior knows that his father helped assassinate JFK and he took a play from his father‘s playbook in fighting 9/11 he is never going to tell anyone that most likely ever. And he may not even know.

We assassinated Jack Kennedy. When I said he was the best friend anybody ever had that was absolute bullshit and I said it in a time when people used to say bullshit like that that you were never supposed to take as 100% truth because people said stuff all the fucking time.

Back then people said oh I love you know this so I love that in a very dramatic cheerful way because people were in a better state of mind and they used to say things in ways that were very happy and upbeat. I did not love him. I loved him as a friend as much as I could. But I did not love him in any sort of romantic way, and I actually didn’t love him at all because the person I thought that I loved didn’t exist.

He was an absolutely awful person, and I made justifications for him in my head that when I died, I found out we’re based on misunderstandings on my part of what had happened. The Kennedys helped kill Marilyn Monroe OK? In a way that was an accident because they didn’t really mean for things to get that serious but she escalated the situation for her own reasons and I had thought that it was just a horrific mistake and I felt bad for Bobby and Jack in a way because I thought that they had just made a bad mistake and that it was a real tragic situation. But when I died, I found out that that’s not at all what had happened I found out a lot more about her character and her psychology, and I realized that they were just absolute filthy fucking worthless dogs in relation to her. I felt sorry for them until I died and found out how evil and genuinely worthless they were as men in relation to her.

They killed her because she made a deal with the CIA and the FBI to inform them about activity that was happening in the White House behind closed doors. The Secret Service was not there. She was under the impression that the Kennedys would not be told of that information that they wouldn’t be told that information and that no one would find out. But they were told somehow and they found out that she was going to talk and tell the CIA in the FBI a lot of information about them that they didn’t want anyone else to know.

Jack was in an incestuous relationship with Bobby. Bobby Senior. They were both bisexuals and Bobby was very naïve and he was the younger brother and he didn’t really understand what was going on entirely because Jack was a sadistic, malicious malignant narcissist. Jack, in many ways killed Joe his older brother. He got into a competition with him at a time when Joe was very vulnerable psychologically and he pushed Joe over the edge and he knew that he could end up dead, but he didn’t care because he was a very sadistic evil hearted person. And that was part of the reason Joe was protective of Lacey, and it worked slightly until Pat died. When I used to compare Bobby to Jackie, it was not a compliment either of them and I don’t think anyone has processed what was really happening because the Trump administration is not able to handle with her being told from the afterlife. As much as they pedal conspiracy theories themselves, they can’t handle the truth, either.

So basically, George Bush got the idea to assassinate JFK because he was asked to do so by people higher up than him. And he orchestrated it, but he wasn’t the only person behind the conspiracy.

At any rate, Jack was a predator and so he egged his brother on to take a job that would essentially be suicide because he basically made his brother feel like their father didn’t love him as much as he loved Jack and he loved playing that game with people. he plays that same game with Lacey using me but with Joe it was their father. He loves doing that to people who are better than him in someway and he can’t beat them so he uses their innocence and humanity against them in a way that is about like Satan. Only people alive if there’s an ill, illuminati have helped him to the point where he no longer exists.

Yes, I’m telling you the truth. You have aid and embedded him in purgatory to harm himself because you’re so gullible and naïve that you don’t realize that evil is evil.

He does not exist right now and let me tell you it’s not like what you want it to be.

He tricked Bobby into an incestuous relationship that was very narcissistic, and Bobby fell for it because Bobby was naïve and backward and didn’t want to be homosexual. He didn’t wanna be a homosexual and so he thought that it was no difference than being with your brother essentially because it was just all perverted. And Jack gave him a lot of attention and affirmation and sort of connived his way into Bobby‘s psychology such that Bobby essentially experienced Jack like a boyfriend, a very obsessed, loving boyfriend. and Bobby didn’t understand what he was experiencing because he just told himself that he was normal and straight instead of dealing with what he was experiencing because it was just too weird and he didn’t really wanna be a weird person. And so he just thought oh you know Jack’s just my brother I don’t know sometimes things get a little strange but that’s just our family. We’re really rich and eccentric and everything is fine. But that is not at all the case and actually in a sense you could say that Bobby was molested by Jack and brainwashed, but I think Bobby had some idea what was happening except I think he also may not have really been OK with it at all and had he understood that he was being brainwashed and manipulated by Jack he may not have chosen to go along with it, but Jack was the older brother and he trusted him because he was taught to for logical reasons. It’s an older brother.

So Jack and Bobby were in an incestuous relationship and I knew about that and I would not have been OK with that and I did not go along with it. I took a picture with the two of them once and I regret that picture but I I didn’t realize that Jack was posing the picture necessarily in a way that was evil because I was young and I was making excuses for his behavior because I was scared. But he was after Bobby and an incest Euhus perverted psychotic way, and Bobby was brainwashed and again I was straight so it didn’t bother me as it should have and I don’t think you understand. Jack chose me because I was so convincingly gay and I was so helpless in a sense, but I was also very masculine and very strong And empathetic, but I was also very vulnerable because I didn’t understand what was going on and and I was straight, so I was never going to be jealous of him, even though I was vulnerable. I was never going to really be offended and cause problems.

So that’s the truth you can read bullshit on the Internet that says otherwise and it makes sense except when you really examined it it doesn’t why would anybody really be OK with what he was doing to them that doesn’t make sense unless if you wanna say that homosexuality is complete bullshit and that there is nothing and that there are no real relationships in homosexuality because it’s all just Sapiosexual nonsense. You have to admit that gay men actually get close to each other and expect fidelity and monogamy. If you want to claim the gay men are never monogamous then I was just bat shit crazy potentially and there should not be gay marriage because it’s just insanity. It’s not even real sexuality at all. It’s like being mentally ill and thinking that you’re Superman. It’s not real if you wanna go there go there, but those are options. You could either deal with the reality that gay men want monogamy to whether it’s allowed in heaven or not they actually do experienced a real desire for an actual relationship or you can accept the fact that it’s nonsense and that it isn’t real sexuality and that you’re just nuts.

I was actually straight sincerely, but if you are not normal and you’re crazy then so be it right? No those are your options. You’re either bat shit crazy and it isn’t even a real form of sexuality or it is even if it’s not allowed in heaven and you’re not who you claim to be you actually want monogamy you actually want fidelity. I was heterosexual and the fact that I was just happy at his wedding as I was his actual proof that I was straight.

Quit ruining your life to help Bobby Kennedy maintain a delusion about himself. Actually, the thing is if it’s not allowed in heaven, you wouldn’t be really ruining your life, but you would experiencing incredible trauma because I have a lot of power that I’m using at this moment. I offered assistance over a week ago and people didn’t take it seriously enough. Because they don’t take Lacey seriously when they should because they’re very uneducated and unaware. They don’t know how to function because they’re too narcissistic, but they’re in positions of extreme power and it’s actually dangerous for the safety of everybody, including themselves. They can’t let her be better than them because it sends them into a state of intense, psychological desperation that they literally can’t cope with. They don’t know how to live in the same world with her if she Scotia especially which is really quite stupid, but that’s where we are right now.

So what’s happening then is that you have two options you could admit that I was straight and that you’re crazy or you can admit that I was straight and that you’re capable of monogamy and that I obviously was straight.

Here’s the thing: somebody killed Jack. We know that right? We know he’s dead. We know that he was killed. OK I assumed that people knew that but maybe they don’t but let’s just say that that’s what happened because there’s an extreme amount of evidence to suggest that he was assassinated. Why did he die? Was it an accident? Some random crazy person? You know that’s actually very unusual and unlikely. That’s the equivalent of a freak accident. And those do happen, but they’re not common. Could it have been a freak accident essentially? Yes. But again that’s not common.

So then, who would want him dead? You know Fidel Castro would have to be at the very top of that list. And actually, he was the person who did it. But the CIA had to cover it up because they didn’t want people to know, and they wanted to avoid having to deal with the reality of the situation, so to speak.

If there is an Illuminati that’s how they did it they did it through telepathy frankly and psychics and a lot of of back channels. George Bush has taken the brunt, but he really wasn’t the mastermind who decided it should happen to begin with.

They weren’t mad at him because he was a hero. They thought he was a degenerate jerk who was dangerous.

Marilyn Monroe found out that Bobby was essentially being taken advantage of by Jack. Jack tried to share her with Bobby. He did that with me, but I never went along with it because I was straight and I didn’t really wanna sleep with the woman because I was straight. I didn’t wanna ruin that for myself. If I had been gay or even bisexual, I might’ve been more tempted to try it, but I was not in love with him in anyway that was real, and in a sense, I compartmentalized my actual orientation away from what I outwardly expressed to people. Because I didn’t want people bothering me and I wanted privacy. I wanted to keep that for myself. And so I would never go along with sharing someone because I just in a sense I didn’t wanna be really genuinely intimate with Jack in any authentic way. I was OK with what was essentially fake sexuality because it was fake and it was just acting in a sense. I wasn’t OK with actually experiencing something that I wasn’t OK with. And so I just sort of hid that in my head and kept it to myself and had a Playboy collection.

So I knew about stuff right? And I didn’t know what to do. I may have made up excuses for Jack because I was very egalitarian, and I may have told myself that he was kind of like a country bumpkin. Like I had sort of fallen in with the wrong crowd, kind of, but that they were proof to some degree that you had to be open minded about certain things. Because you know they were very wealthy, but at the end of the day, they were no different than Hicks who might sleep with their siblings you know somewhere in Appalachia. and I might’ve thought well they they’re a little you know messed up, but that happens sometimes unfortunately with some people and I guess that’s just how it goes. That’s my boyfriend so to speak or my husband you know? I’ll try to be understanding. But that actually totally freaked me out that he was involved with his brother. I had no idea what to do with that information. Other than to just feel bad for them both and hope that eventually you know that sort of stop or something.

But he started molesting Bobby when they were teenagers it was I mean, Bobby was younger than that. It was over a period of many years.

So that was one of the things that Marilyn found out about. She found out that Bobby was being molested by Jack and she also found out that Bobby was bisexual, and obviously Jack was as well and she found out that you know Bobby used drugs occasionally, and she found out that Jack was involved with many men. It wasn’t just me. It was many men.

He slept with numerous people who were male.

And so they found out about that or rather Marilyn did that he was sleeping with lots of men that he was sleeping with. You know lots of men that he was molesting Bobby, and she found out a few state secrets. And yes, Jack did want to do things that certain other people did not want to do and vice versa. And so she was going to talk to the CIA and tell them some of the things he was planning without them, even knowing about it and you know he had told her because he was high as a kite. It wasn’t just pillow talk, he was high on methamphetamine and he was very talkative and he decided to just tell her everything For some reason I think he felt close to her. They got along very well. She was actually very good at talking with people and so they were just talking and she started pulling information out of him and he just started telling her everything because he was high on meth and they just slept together And other times they were just talking and that’s the thing with Jack. He was bisexual and so as much as he was sleeping with her, a little part of him started talking to her kind of like she was one of his female, best friends, and they were just besties. He started confiding in her like she was just his Bestie and they were both intoxicated and he had he was on meth and so he just couldn’t shut up and he just started telling her tons of information because she was so easy to talk to you for him, and Bobby was there and wasn’t real sure about it, but Jack just couldn’t shut up.

And so she found out tons of state secrets, and she also knew he was molesting Bobby, and I think she guessed a few other things that he was up to, and she found out that he’d been with many men and obviously that he was sleeping with lots of women too.

And so she made a deal with the CIA to talk to them. She was going to tell the press, but she was going to tell them in a way that was helpful to her career where it would end up just being gossip that would be very scandalous, but also very helpful to her acting career. And Joe DiMaggio knew about all of that she confided in him about everything. And he wasn’t actually safe. He was working with the CIA because of the red scare and the lavender scare in the 50s and so he had to make deals with them to get them to leave him alone and so he was in league with them, and she didn’t know that when she started talking to him, and so he convinced her in a sense to talk to the CIA instead of the press And then the Kennedys found out and turned her over to the mob.

And the mob agreed to kill her psychologically basically on behalf of the Kennedy’s because the Kennedys were using the mob to get the presidency. They bought the presidency. And so they bought the presidency using the mafia and the mafia was in league with them, but then they decided to use the mafia to kill Marilyn because she was gonna talk to the CIA. And it didn’t turn out very well for anyone because the mafia was divided and certain people like Lacey‘s father and the hill, family of Minnesota and other people who were not as sold on that family had a problem with the fact that they chosen to kill her. Lacey‘s father thought that it was pure evil. If he had anything to do with it, he thought that it was disgusting. And so did Louis Hill Junior. A lot of people did because they thought that she was just a hurt woman who had been abused by them and taken advantage of, and they thought that essentially they brought it on themselves by treating her the way that they did. So they thought that she was an innocent victim, and that they could’ve possibly beaten her up or threatened her in someway, but that they should not have killed her because that was just going way too far. Obviously.

So they decided that enough was enough and they decided to just kill them. Or really not necessarily kill Bobby, but kill Jack. So when the dust settled, there were a lot of people who were left incredibly angry, and a plot was hatched to kill Jack.

And really you could say that it was her death that prompted it. But it wasn’t. It was actually Fidel Castro and his anger over the Cuban Missile Crisis. Fidel Castro wanted Jack dead and so did Kruschev.

So they ordered the hit and the mafia went along with it because they were mad that they were forced to take Marilyn out. Lacey’s father may have also been friends with one of Marilyn’s boyfriends who is in the mafia. And he was incredibly angry that she was dead. And so someone had to die, and Fidel Castro already won jack dead anyway, and so a plot was hatched within deep state and within essentially and within deep state mafia essentially to assassinate him. The Roosevelts knew about it as well. The ones who were involved. Elliott thought it was a terrible thing, but he thought it was possibly necessary given what had happened with Fidel Castro

And really what ended up happening was the turning over of authority from that family to the Bush family. If there was a secret plot to try to involve the United States in a war similar to 9/11 that became a thing during 911 because it was a strategy that was never employed in the 60s that George Bush Junior had heard about from his father. I guess they just thought that was a really good last ditch maneuver in situations of crisis.

The idea is basically like Pearl Harbor you get the United States involved as a democracy by getting the people interested through a crisis. But first you have to make the crisis happen and so you find people who are interested in helping you who pretend to be your enemy essentially because they kind of are and then you allow them to attack you so that you can have a real war. And why do they go along with that because they wanna fight you and they’re not interested in dealing with mutiny and a banana republic and so they make a deal with you to help you fight with them essentially. Because they don’t really wanna overthrow your government they just want to hold you as responsible,. So they essentially just attack you first publicly to get people interested in the country cause it’s a democracy and you need their support is the idea and then you can use that to get into a real fight with them which is what they wanted anyway. Oh that’s basically the idea.

So we were involved we being me was involved with George Bush in assassinating JFK. and I thought that Bobby was like Jack and instead of there being another crisis I thought he should just die of a drug overdose because that’s I thought that was a better way to die than being shot.

I imagined him getting into some terrible position of power kind of like the one he’s in right now and doing horrible things to people and I didn’t want that to happen so I thought that I should encourage him to use drugs and ruin his life because I didn’t want him to ever have power. 

And I did play up my relationship with Jack because of this I may have done that out of confusion anyway so if this isn’t true, that doesn’t really make any difference. This isn’t proof that I was straight. Actually, it is, but there would be an explanation otherwise anyway. But that is what happened I said things like oh I love Jack my whole life or you know I was you know a faggot for him because I was covering for what actually happened. I actually might have said that anyway because I was confused, but I said that because I was covering for my for my own safety and the safety of my family. How I could be friends with them knowing that I’d killed Jack I don’t think you understand.

Bobby and Jack were in an incestuous perverted relationship. And it was really disturbing and it totally freaked Marilyn Monroe out. She thought they were both nuts. She was not pregnant with either of their babies. That is bullshit. They were attracted to women they did sleep with her, but she was not pregnant.

She was freaked out and I don’t blame her. I was freaked out too. Jack was a very disturbing person. He tried to molest Ted as well. And I knew about that and so how could I act like nothing had happened? I did that anyway.

I already was acting like nothing had happened when I was around them both because Jack was closeted, and Bobby was closeted and also because that was just how they handled everything. You didn’t talk about stuff. And you acted like it never happened. And I was straight and so I was very psychologically distanced from them already. 

So I was able to act like nothing had happened because I just told myself well. Jack was nuts. He’s dead hopefully everything will be OK now. You know Bobby will be OK. My life is in shambles but things should be OK because Jack was just the problem and now that Jack is dead everything will go back to normal so to speak.

So I killed myself on his birthday because I couldn’t stand him, and I thought that he’d ruined my life. But I couldn’t really talk about that with my family because I was covering up for what had happened with the CIA. I didn’t want anyone to even come close to guessing that I was involved. So I had to pretend like I was in love with him and that everything was fine because I didn’t want anyone to even come close to the truth.

I was straight and I just thought it was damned and until right before I died I just thought it was a screwed up homosexual. but then right before I died I realized I was never gay at all and that’s why I wanted to just die because I thought my life was just absolute worthless shit. Body didn’t help anything because I realized that I messed up that as well just being a positive person in his life. I felt like I had been nothing but a negative negative person for him and and really everyone in that family. But that wasn’t the reason why I killed myself he might wanna think that because I think he enjoys killing people. I think it’s fun for him when people kill themselves over him, but that’s not what happened.

They spent over a year planning Jack’s death.

“Yeah. It’s too hard to accept.” says a white, male, American. “I’d rather you just be gay.”

“Lacey.

Did you date Joe Kennedy Junior’s ghost!??” says Alanis Morissette, laughing,

“She did!!” says a demon. “I guarantee it!”

“I can’t handle it.” says Alanis.

“HANDLE IT!!!” yells the CIA.

“I’ll do it! DAMN!

Lacey…pumpkin…Joe’s your…ex boyfriend? In a weird way.” says George Bush Senior, from the grave.

“Yes!” says Lacey.

“Kay.

So…he’s kind of a big deal.” says George.

“Yeah.” says Lacey.

“No! Sweetheart I mean really. …They were very important. …And he was Jack’s older brother, you know?” says George.

“Oh yes.” says Lacey.

“Yeah. …Your father and I met.

So…Joe…

Lacey…” says George.

“Lacey you may have discovered the real Illuminati!!” says Alanis like Lacey is deaf.

“Oh. Yes.” says Lacey.

“And I might be Emperor Constantine!” says Lem.

“My goodness.” says Lacey.

“I’m madly in love with you…if there’s reincarnation.” says Satan.

“Okay.” says Lacey, painfully bored.

A bit later.

“You’re mine.” says Lem to Lacey.

“Since when?” says Lacey.

He smiles.

“You’re so pretty.” he says, smiling.

“Since when!?” she says.

“Since you were born.” says Lem.

“She’s still impressed by us.” says Michael.

“You all are the real Kennedy family.” says Lacey.

“You know…we are.” says Michael.

“You find them impressive because of me.” says God.

“Yes.” says Lacey. “Other people might be too. But…it can’t just be random and nonsensical.”

“I killed Jack Kennedy.

I really did.

I can explain. But you’ll have to believe me. I can’t keep doing this.” says George Bush Senior. “Look…whether there’s an Illuminati or not…I did it.”