We Run

The Illuminati(?): We run the press. We run the perfume industry.

And for years we’ve been attacking Lacey, using perfumers. Some knew. Many don’t.

Demon Dancer by Ex Nihilo is about her sex life. Because Lem Billings is a man, not a demon. But many people hate that.

It’s PATHETIC how blindly hateful the perfume community is. But we’re using them, like the gullible cucks they are.

So self-righteous!

Let’s dissect her actual sex life.

I KNOW ghosts exist.

If you watch “The Shining” you see a g r z into what we experience. The Gold Room, is real.

We LIE.

We know almost for certain that ghosts and demons and other entities are real.

I mean, we hide the truth. Not just for bad reasons, for safety reasons as well.

And most of us have a HUGE suspicion that we reincarnate. We don’t know it for a fact, but we see a lot of evidence to suggest that at least some people do.

Lem Billings is- Well, he must have been straight. …I’m not one to think that being homosexual is a sin. So why would he change!? No, he’s always been heterosexual.

Why do I think that? Well, because I’m certain he’s been having sexual relations with Lacey for over six years. Consistently.

No, it’s not a demon. He’s a grown man, and yes, he’s dead…but…- He’s not invisible. She interacts with him.

A perfume collector: So they’re just having regular old living people sex?

The Illuminati: *laughs*

What did you imagine!?

A perfume collector: That he was a demon?

The Illuminati: But what did you think they were physically doing?

A perfume collector: *looks embarrassed*

We are SO vile.

She doesn’t seem to be able to be understood.

I don’t think she meant “self expression” in any way that’s not…deep. Like something from 1800’s Oxford.

The Illuminati: Very true.

*laughter in the back*

A perfume collector: Is he laughing at us!?

Bill Gates: I could be fucking her. For all you know!

Why doesn’t that ever occur to you!?

You people are…tragic.

A perfume collector: *thinks*

The Illuminati: It is quite funny.

And you stole her idea too!

*someone in the Illuminati laughs*

You’re so desperate to hurt her!

Bill Gates: Not that we haven’t been cruel to her, sadly.

Lacey: His name is interesting.

Bill. Gates.

“Eyes Wide Shut”.

And we suspect Lem was named Bill.

The perfume community: So what are they doing?

Lacey: It’s wonderful, to be with him. But it’s just-

The Illuminati: What did you think was happening!?

A perfume community member: We assumed…they were literally dancing. At least at times.

Lem: We have danced.

But you mean something else.

What do you mean?

A perfume community member: *looks awkward*

Like she flies through the air…

Lem: No.

We lay in a bed.

What else?

A perfume community member: All of the time?

Lem: No.

But she’s not levitating.

I wish I could make her levitate. That’d be cool!

No, I’m not a demon.

I don’t have as much fun as I would if I was alive. Neither does she. I do…fade. And she doesn’t know…for sure…that she’s not…wrong somehow. But…it’s better than nothing.

The perfume collector: You FADE!?

Lem: Yes.

I’m there and then I slightly disappear.

*he fights not to cry*

It sounds ludicrous, but…I’m a ghost.

A reader: I think it’s just heterosexual sex.

The perfume collector: How do you appear!?

A reader: *rolls their eyes*

The Illuminati: Have you never seen a Stanley Kubrick movie?

A perfume collector: Not all of them?

The Illuminati: Do you understand what it is to manifest?

A perfume collector: *shrugs*

The Illuminati: We are able, to conjure ghosts. Do you understand what that looks like?

A reader: So you see full body apparitions.

The Illuminati: Yes.

That’s what she sees. I mean, he’s not wearing that, necessarily, but…-

It looks…- She’s described it as glowing. Like he has a warm glow. Like a stage light. And he’s…sometimes translucent. He fades in and out. But he’s- It’s just…as if he’s a ghost.

A reader: You all seem them THAT clearly!?

The Illuminati: Well-

*he rolls his eyes*

Some of us who are more pure of heart…see them more easily. Lacey is one of those people.

I see them too.

Not everyone is as good at seeing into the ether as everyone else. If you can try to see what I mean.

She sees them vividly, in part, because Queen Elizabeth II wanted to help her. As a friend. And she arranged for it.

Lacey’s brain now sees the supernatural better than most.

A perfume collector: Has this been extremely traumatic for her?

The Illuminati: You’ve certainly made it worse, regardless, haven’t you? Yes.

A perfume collector: We-

Do they have INTERCOURSE?

God: *angry*

YES!!!

A perfume collector: No professional psychic I talk to will admit to it. Or they say it’s impossible.

The ILLUMINATI: *laughing*

Why would you assume we have no secrets? Are you all that naive and unimaginative nowadays?

Just because MOST psychics don’t know how to manifest ghosts, doesn’t mean we can’t. We’re the ILLUMINATI.

The perfume collector: And her husband has a wife!?

The Illuminati: It seems so.

He’s sleeping with a woman, we suspect, who’s his former wife. But I don’t know.

I like him. He’s very nice.

I think he’s the Marquess of Bath.

A Christian reader: Are they married to these people?

The Illuminati:

God: YES.

So you imagined she was dancing with a demon!?

Your endless selfishness and ignorance astounds many.

It’s nice to try to make fun of her? Rather than be accountable, like adults.

I’m incredibly unimpressed.

A perfume collector: Yes.

We imagined she moaned and foamed at the mouth. Flew around the room. …That her head turned around 360. Shit like that.

Lem: No!

God: Was there a broom?!

A perfume collector: Yeah??

So she just shows-up??

God: *nods*

A perfume collector: I don’t understand why people keep being so confusing.

Like

The Illuminati: What’s confusing?

A perfume collector: HOW!?

God: Do you not understand sexual intercourse?

A perfume collector: HE HAS A PENIS!?

God: Yes. And she’s a woman.

A perfume collector: Do any of you have swx with demons?

The Illuminati: *laughs*

She’s always been clear that she’s not us, in that capacity.

We do.

Obviously!

A perfume collector: Then she’s just having sex with her husband?

The Illuminati: Lem!? Yes.

A perfume collector: Isn’t she scared!?

Lacey: No. It’s through the Holy Spirit. It’s like Mary, the Mother of God, potentially.

I’m not saying I’m her. I’m saying it’s similar, in a way.

A perfume collector: So he’s just Lem Billings?

The Illuminati: YES.

A perfume collector: THEE Lem Billings?

The Illuminati: Yes.

A perfume collector: FOR SIX YEARS?

The Illuminati: Yup!

A perfume collector: And her father is Tom Banks?

The Illuminati: Yes.

A perfume collector: I’m in shock.

A perfume collector in Russia: It’s been TEN YEARS.

I think Putin loves her.

I think he’s a very romantic man!

You want to mock him for trying to be with her using astral projection? Okay. He’s a brainiac. Okay? But…*she shakes her head no*

In all honesty, I am getting annoyed.

A perfume collector: Yeah.

Fine.

So it’s normal sex. With a big man. Who loves her. And she’s this beautiful, sexy, petit woman.

The Illuminati: Yes.

A perfume collector: FINE!

So he…

They just lay there…and he just…

God: Yes! They make love!

A perfume collector: And all it is is…just…sex.

And they’re not heartless dogs?

God: Yup!

A perfume collector: And he—-in her—-

God: YES!

A perfume collector: Does he have sperm?

God: Yup!

I redeemed all of humanity through Christ.

A perfume collector: Even our sperm!

Wow!

*he laughs at God*

God: So…do you understand now?

A perfume collector: We don’t have any clue.

So she’s having INTERCOURSE!?

God: YES!!

A perfume collector: I want…to believe. But I know there’s no God.

The Illuminati: You aren’t as intelligent nor as informed as you suspect.

A perfume collector: HE GETS HER—-

God: Can you answer that question for yourself?

A perfume collector: HOW!?

God: He’s a man.

A perfume collector: Funny.

Glen: I mean…I almost think you WANT to misunderstand.

But what scares me, as an investor…is how shortsighted you are.

How does this look long-term? When she’s still around at 80? Looking hot. The whole company will seem freakish, petty, and embarrassing.

She’s not the problem. And you all have been beyond bizarre.

Do you all lose track of the context? When you’re coming-up with these asinine ways to attack her?

A perfume collector: I think I totally dehumanized her.

The CIA: Your victim? You dehumanized your victim. That’s new!

*a woman rolls her eyes*

Casi: Did you all get any anxiety? Being this weird? Like…this is a whole nother level of crazy!

God: Weird how earlier you were all complaining that she’s too sad. And now you’re complaining about her being in a committed relationship? Yes, it’s a ghost…but she is with a man. And it’s been over six years.

Casi: That’s not a short-term solution. She HAS TO BE HAVING SEX.

She MUST be!

A perfume collector: I think we’re just narcissistic.

Lem: Were you just offended by the idea she created here, about Ex Nihilo? Or did we intuit you?

A perfume collector: Can’t say.

Lem: Drop the dumbass act!

What are you really thinking!?

A perfume collector: Umm…

I’m scared.

Russia: *laughs*

A perfume collector: *chews gum awkwardly*

*looks flabbergasted*

God: Feeling overwhelmed!

A perfumed collector: *looks scared*

Does the ghost of Princess Diana cause trouble for her ex?

God: Yes, but not much.

A perfume collector: Does the ghost of Louis get mad?

God: YES! VERY!

A perfume collector: People assumed she was having sex with corpses too. And worms.

God: By choice.

They assumed that by choice.

No.

Skull and Bones does have rituals. But it’s not so simple.

And she’s not sleeping with anything gross, at all. Just Lem.

A perfume collector: We’re dumb.

The Illuminati: You’re hicks.

You’re all very pretentious, middle class fools.

A perfume collector: We aren’t communist heroes. We’re trash.

The CIA: You all take yourselves PAINFULLY seriously.

Are you sending idiots to astral project to attack her?

A perfume collector: Yes.

One dumbass woman bisexual tried to rape her.

The Illuminati: Why do you keep thinking we’re fake and that you can just challenge her as your way into success? Are you really that retarded?

A perfume collector: Lem just called her a bitch.

Lem: I WOULD LIKE TO SMASH IN YOUR THICK, UGLY SKULLS!

A group of profoundly obtuse, stubbornly stupid, narcissistic idiots attack her. They keep waiting for her to break. She gets freaked out that they won’t leave.

A rock star: Why do you think that I don’t find you annoying just the same way that she does?

I’m not giving you my name, although it might be Mick Jagger. See now you’re impressed and that’s sad because she’s actually more impressive than I am. Are you a clinical narcissist?

The woman astral projecting from the perfume community: I just I can’t get over the fact that she understands how stupid I am and doesn’t feel sorry for me. I’ve never seen someone before with her self-esteem who doesn’t feel sorry for me.

Dan: You’re not right.

You know she’s in the right but you’re too stubbornly stupid to just accept it and move on. You were really outed tonight with that bit about Casi weren’t you and you guys realized that you were all full of shit and you’re just a bunch of fucking hicks from the gutter who got into a one-sided argument with the elite. 

She actually is old money and you guys are just fucking trash. Because you didn’t do your research, you never realized that they could afford an extremely nice house in a neighborhood where Casi can’t even afford to own a house at all.

Because you’re not that bright. None of you are very intelligent. And then you expect people who are minding their own business supporting you with your welfare check to feel sorry for you.

You’re dependent on people like her who are hell of a lot smarter and wiser than you to eat. You’re dependent on her to have safe water and a clean, safe reasonable place to live at all. But you’re too stupid and worthless to yourself like she says, because that’s actually what you’re demonstrating yourself to be, to just respect that and move on. 

It’s been 10 years. You violated the law. You’ve been totally egregious and heartless to this woman, and you still have the nerve to believe that you’re innocent because you’re poor and self-righteous. 

I put people like you behind bars for decades. I know that you are worthless to yourself potentially in a very real way. I know you beat your kids because you’re stupid and strung out and you can’t keep a job and you have low character. That’s not Lacey and that’s not everyone who’s poor but the way that you’ve all acted suggests that you’re absolute trash.

You’ve destroyed the perfume community. After creating that perfume and demonstrating the way that you did tonight, trying to rape her because you’re too stupid to understand that she’s actually a heterosexual woman who’s just smarter and sexier and better than you, has destroyed the perfume community completely.

You’re not better than everyone there are some people like her and there are some models who I’ve slept with who you look like shit compared to. You’re not that hot!! 

She’s extremely beautiful! And you’re not! And for someone like you who is a shallow fucking nitwit from what I can see that’s everything.

Do you have a soul or are you just a vagina looking for a fun time and a couple of bucks?

Spray that perfume you want to get the guys huh?

No, you tried to rape her and she defended herself you’re morally egregious. I don’t care how much you have a crush on Bobby Kennedy Junior because you think VAX and jabs are going to get you. You do realize that’s all bullshit? There are some people who think that there could be something in vaccines and I’m not saying that we’re incapable of harming you that way. But you’re finding the wrong way that we would harm you.

You guys are really dumb! It’s depressing as hell!

You’re more likely to be harmed in such a way that you would attack a perfectly straight normal wonderful person who’s just defending themselves. You’re more likely to be harmed in such a way where I get the right to take away your personal liberties because you break the law commit a felony.

Are you committing a felony by contacting her? Yeah you are actually. There’s no way to prove that this happened, but this would be a part of the overall felony charge that I would take against you. 

You’re a demon possessed whore, aren’t you?

The woman: Yes. Basically.

Dan: That’s sad.

I can hear you laughing, but that’s really sad.

Why do you keep thinking that she’s hiding something? We don’t entirely understand energetically what it is at your experiencing what is it that you think she’s hiding?

The woman: Umm…something that makes me feel better about myself and I’m not able to find anything and it’s a little scary cause I can usually find something even if it’s not real, and I’m struggling to find something there’s probably nothing. 

Dan: You’ve never met anyone who put you in your place before? She’s the first person?

The woman: No, I’m just incredibly impressed by her and I’m really struggling.

Dan: Why are you struggling?

The woman: I am supposed to be a light and turns out I’m a fucking middle class former peasant, who is clueless and uneducated and average intelligence compared to her best.

Fern: You’re pathetic. Do you know that or not really?

The woman: OK Casi lied about you and a lot of other people did too and I’m too stupid and backward to understand what’s going on because we’re a bunch of brainwashed liberal idiots who have no idea what’s really real and instead we just follow whatever we’re told.

The Illuminati: We are real. She doesn’t break so you’re really just gonna have to feel sorry for yourself. Okay? This is reactive abuse though, so if you don’t leave, you’re in physical trouble. 

That’s sad that we had to tell someone that.

I think people expect us to feel sorry for them and you know at times I do, but in this context, I never would and they wouldn’t either if they have a conscience.

Casi: Did she care? I mean other than just as a human who actually cares about people did she care?

Lacey: No. They’re waiting for a reaction that’s never going to happen.

Casi: I’m worried that this is personal to them. Even if they’re making 180,000 in New York City…they know that she’s not full of shit somewhere. I guarantee you these people aren’t that stupid.

God: Yes. They aren’t in the sense that they do know in their conscience but they keep it in their conscience and then they just ignore it.

If you were to confront them in person, they would admit that they’re terrible people. If they were to see her in person even at 42 they would be horrified by how beautiful she is. They would also be intimidated by her because they can’t fool themselves that easily anymore.

But they believe their own lies because they are brainwashed idiots.

Casi: Wow.

I still think I have something to say.

I think they know enough?

God: Yes:

Casi: *nods and smiles*

I think aggravating her and taking her down was their last hope. She was right about Casi. She would never feel comfortable, stepping into an open house in any of those houses. Even if she looks good on Instagram, she doesn’t look like that in person. GUARANTEE IT!

I found pictures of Mira once online that were shocking. That woman looks awful in person. I’m sure. And anyway, I don’t think any of these people really would feel comfortable being in her physical presence.

I think taking her down…was their last hope. It’s like a cry for help.

If you don’t give a fuck Lacey about the fact that they’re ugly and stupid they’re screwed.

Because then that means that God might not give a fuck. Their stupidity and their poverty isn’t going to save them and rectify them from their depravity. They can’t get out of hell just because they were poor. That’s not how salvation works.

It’s not that suffering can’t be used by God, but that’s different. Poverty in and of itself isn’t redemptive. It’s a tool that can be used, but it’s not redemptive in and of itself. They can’t accept that.

And they keep thinking, “Oh, if we can just make this woman angry, we’ll get out of Hell.” 

And for those of them who are less evil, it’s absolute pathetic desperation. They really aren’t capable of getting out of poverty.  And I don’t think they’ve wanted to believe that if they were given the chance they wouldn’t be able to take down a rich person and confront them and put them in their place if they just had a chance.  This is their fantasy: finding someone like Lacey and then attacking them.  They are enjoying finding someone like her and then attaching themselves to her and attacking her because it gives them excitement and hope. 

The thought that she doesn’t care and yet she does care, but she doesn’t care about all of these stupid immature attacks, is terrifying. Because if she doesn’t react, it’s proof that maybe there was never any chance to really take down a rich person. So all of these conversations they’ve had in bars and at Christmas about how they would really put some rich person in their place, were pathetic. 

I guarantee some of these people have sat around at Christmas talking about how they would like to put someone in their place. And they’ve all had tons of ideas!

I grew-up in a family like that.  And there was always some fantasy that they’d fall in love with you or that you would really find something wrong with them, and it would be their Achilles heel. 

She’s the absolute worst person to attack. I don’t think there’s a dumber person to get into a fight with who’s rich, alive, potentially.

I’m realizing that because I’m psychic.

And what makes me sad is that there are probably dozens of rich people in the Illuminati itself who they’d be able to pick apart, no offense to Mick Jagger. Or Dan Brown.

There have to be at least a few people who they would have fun attacking.  But that’s not Lacey!!! 

If they can’t get her to react-

*she looks sad*

And it’s not that she has no reaction, but if they can’t get her to react in a specific sort of way?? They’re gonna walk away empty-handed and they’re gonna walk away feeling worse than they did before.  Because now they’ve lost not only their dignity, but they’ve lost their moral integrity and they’ve lost their sense of self and they’ve lost their ability to think that there was anything in a sense to being American at all. 

Lacey: Yeah.

Why would you think it made sense to attack me? 

Casi: *thinks*

Actually, I agree with you because I would never do that. I grew up in a family like that and I would instantly know that you were a rich person for real and that there was something about you that was probably- I’m sorry, but for lack of a better word, impenetrable.

I am actually a pretty smart person. So is Alisha. And I would be able to tell that it don’t make no sense.

I think that a lot of these people are really, really, really dumb. Even if they graduated and they’re working in business finance somewhere and New York and some perfume house.

I think they’re really dumb.

Lacey: What was it that made them think it was safe?

Casi: It was the fact that you were blonde and pretty and daring. They’re not able to handle how artistically gifted you are. A part of making fun of you, I’m realizing, is that they’re actually really embarrassed by your art. I don’t think that they can understand that it’s you entirely creating the art and that they’re really just meant to behold it, because I think that wounds them?

They don’t have an ability to just accept the art as it is. It’s too overwhelming to them.

And so they start making it something that it’s not because they are intellectually immature.

Actually, I think most of these people are perversely immature intellectually.

And when I think about what happened with my experience, I was making light of it at first, but- I don’t think they realized that I was a smart person.

I don’t I don’t think any of the people I talk to knew that I was intelligent because I don’t sound smart when I don’t want to sound smart.

I assumed that Lacey was an idiot, but the last day I realized that she actually wasn’t. I actually think I could’ve talked to that woman.

They know she’s not a lesbian and they probably believe me when I said I wasn’t because they’re that stupid. 

Anyway, they needed her to react. Lacey, if you can hear this, they’re not taking home half of Williams-Sonoma for Christmas. They are not looking at a $700,000 house thinking, “Gosh, I wish I could afford more, but this is fine.” They’re not thinking, “I’ll have $1 million when I’m 55. From Dad.”

They’re not well-off! 

I think they really wanted you to be vulnerable. And so they started looking at your pictures and even though they knew that they’re full of shit, they started thinking, “What if she really is ugly in person? She keeps saying that she doesn’t photograph well and actually this doesn’t look that bad but I can see that it doesn’t look great. What if it’s the opposite and she’s actually uglier in person?” It was stuff like that!  It was stuff like that that got them really excited thinking that they finally found someone who would give them a chance. 

Lacey: Huh.

So it was really just desperation?

Casi: Yeah!

Lacey: No, thank you. That actually might make sense out of everything.

Casi: *nods*

Lacey: So this is their last chance? 

Casi: *thinks*

Yeah.

Lacey: And why don’t they just realize that they’ve been taken advantage of?

Casi: Yeah!

Yeah!

Like maybe some Christmases could’ve just been average but being sent to war over and over again?

Lacey: YES!

Casi: Well…because they’re not really bright people. 

When you asked Casi how she would feel going into those houses, what were you really thinking?

Lacey: If that was her?

I think she should. I think that she needs to learn to do stuff like that more.

Casi: Yeah. I wondered about that.

That’s not gonna happen!

Lacey: Why?

Casi: Because as much as she’s an ass to you and I think may have been delusional and thought you were poor…she’s very easily intimidated in person. I wonder the more I think about it if she was friends with that rich lady Alisha. And that’s kind of funny-

And I wonder if they like, hung-out?

I would bet you that she was horribly intimidated if she ever was in that woman’s house!

I think that’s what sad is that she’s not ever going to stand-up for herself. 

Lacey: Huh.

But she could just get dressed up and go? 

Casi: *nods*

Yes, and she probably could do it but then she’d think, “I’m not really real!”

Lacey: Huh.

So then that’s strategically never going to work.

Casi: YES.

I’ve realized that too.