Golden Hour

Howling At The Moon by Phantogram plays.

Lacey rewatched the end of the last episode of And Just Like That season 2.

It’s a hilarious ending.

It’s either a nod to the pedophilic element in the Illuminati and their sad delusions that children enjoy being molested in any real way. Poor Oprah herself stupidly fell for that one. “Oh! Sex is good!” they say like retarded retarded retards. Poor things. Umm…no. That’s not a real thing. Kids never truly enjoy being molested.

“I gotta go fuck my boys in my head because I love them more than you.” says John Corbett. “They ‘need’ me until they’re…a lot older.” says John Corbett. And Carrie, who’s likely LGBTQ+ woke…tries to be understanding of her “queer” pedophilic boyfriend. Like…why does he introduce his boys into the conversation while they’re having sex at the beginning of the season. It’s creepy and obviously worse than gross but still evil.

Did Bobby Kennedy Jr. help write that out of his incestuous, vain…idiotic obsession with Lem? Hmm. Oh dear, how embarrassing for him.

The giant teddy bear in George’s house? The way he resembles Lem. *eye roll*

Or…is…Aidan…psychotic like a schizophrenic?

Everyone thinks he’s evil.

Maybe he is evil. But…something about his performance makes me wonder if he has a slight tendency towards schizophrenia. He’s very smart and very sensitive…but…is he slightly disconnected from reality in a complex way. Because…it seems like he’s has some odd conversation with someone not in existence. Like…he’s planning this weird romantic relationship that’s going to wait?! It makes no sense. Who is he having deep conversations with? What is giving him direction in his mind?

…If I was to be edgy and be a writer for And Just Like That…I’d put him in a psych ward. In the first episode of season 3. Checked-in by his ex-wife Cathy.

And I’d have her have a real heart to heart with Carrie about how much she ruined his mind. When she truly broke his heart. How he was always a little “weird” but…how she…made it so much worse.

He’s in the psych ward after he was found hiding in his car, parked in Cathy’s driveway, in the backseat. He then was put on suicide watch. And eventually was put in a psych ward.

And from there Sarah has to deal with reality. No more so-called “naval gazing.” Why did she keep going back to Mr. Big? Was it because she can’t handle Aidan’s “crazy” combined with her “crazy?” It’s too much “crazy.” Or…not the right combination of “craziness.” And maybe she imagined her love for Aidan being greater than her love for Mr. Big? Maybe she has to finally grieve Mr. Big. As the only true love she’s ever had…after all.

So she decides to look for…companionship. And…just like that…deal with aging. And death.

More later.

After re-watching Sex And The City I now have a very strong opinion on the matter of Aidan Shaw. He’s insane. He’s completely insane and Carrie Bradshaw – which is weird because how is that possible for Carrie Bradshaw and Aiden Shaw to be getting married Bradshaw and Shaw? If they hyphenated her name will it be Bradshaw-Shaw? – is an idiot.

“How do you such genius writers not notice something as stupid and obvious as that?!” yells Lem Billings.

“No it makes me very suspicious that the entire thing is a festering piece of shit.” says Lacey.

“Yeah but trying to give them the benefit of the doubt know Lacey is right. The character of Carrie Bradshaw is a total fucking nitwit. She’s not mentally disabled, she’s a nitwit.” says Lem. “The problem is it looks to Lacey at this moment as though Jack Kennedy really did help write the series, the TV series, at least inspired by his own self-perceived lack in not being able to live life as a homosexual man openly while he was alive. And, if that’s the case, it causes huge flaws that people haven’t noticed. The character of Aidan is obviously loosely based on me, and is due to Jack Kennedy’s narcissistic inability to fathom that I was straight and not love with him the way that he imagined I was. It’s possible if there are gay men writing the series or producing the series that he was in discussion with them in their subconscious and possibly still is.

You may find it very creepy to note that Pete, the dog is possibly symbolic of a Pete who died in 9/11 who Lacey may have been able to marry, and have a very happy life with. Remember I’m just a ghost saying this, so take it with a grain of salt, right? …Here’s the thing dogs don’t generally just run off and then come back in that manner. There’s a bit of a flaw in that. And if there was a warning to Jack in that, he ignored it-it’s-that was before 9/11. It’s possible that God was telling Jack to stop interfering in the world of the living to such an extraordinary degree but Jack couldn’t stop. And right now, Lacey is trying to grasp how a dead poltergeist could be given such authority in the world of the living…by God? It doesn’t seem like God’s character. She doesn’t believe that God is a liar and she knows He’s not, and she trusts Him and worships Him still but she’s terrified…because it doesn’t make sense…and she worries about what that could mean for humanity.” says Lem.

Gasoline was leaked from a gas station. A fire had to be put out yesterday. It’s causing problems near Lacey’s house. Lem has to go take care of his kids with Lacey momentarily.

“Ahh…Lacey believes, and I do too that makes Jack look like an idiot because we’re fairly certain that he based the character Carrie Bradshaw almost entirely on himself. And she is a total farce as he helped inspire her and it’s sad because the actors are superior to the nonsense that he created. Her excuse for sleeping with Mr. Big is perfectly valid. She’s clearly, obviously, madly in love with Mr. Big. When he calls, when her heart calls, when they’re in the elevator her relationship with Aidan is just done. There’s no hope for Aidan and it’s baffling to Lacey and me that the writers don’t seem to recognize that in the current series. Carrie’s stupidity comes out when she keeps insisting that she made a mistake. She did make a mistake, but really, it’s more that it’s a mess, because Mr. Big is emotionally, extraordinarily complicated, probably very intelligent and Carrie in her empathy for Natasha ends the relationship with Mr. Big potentially but whatever the reason for ending her relationship is, it seems as though it’s out of empathy for Natasha and a sense of guilt, but then it doesn’t make any sense because he still exists…as Mr. Big. She still is madly in love with him, and they end up married in the end of the series anyway.

And the problem is when she lapsed into the state of loving Aidan it made sense in the original series because it seemed like denial. It seemed like she was in denial over her love for Mr. Big, thinking that there was some way out by loving Aidan…but by revisiting that and making him the man who gives her the best orgasms ever it doesn’t make sense.

The problem is now with the way this series has been written there’s no way out if they want the second series to be taken seriously. No, there’s no way out that Lacey and I can easily see. Aidan has to be taken as insane. Otherwise the entire series becomes a farce potentially. Not just this series rather, but the entire franchise..is a total mockery of living humanity if he isn’t somewhat insane. Carrie is debatably idiotic, but most definitely he’s potentially got to be mentally-ill.

Ah…you could say that she could have to deal with her weaknesses as a character, and that she has to realize that she’s ah…probably a very decent writer, which is not necessarily something that Jack Kennedy was…he was not really a good writer…but Carrie may be a decent writer, Carrie Bradshaw, the character of Carrie Bradshaw may be a decent writer…but just not maybe the most astute person in general. She failed to recognize that Mr. Big is dead, and that assuming Aidan is suddenly the love of her life could be part of the grieving process given the nature of her psychology. Ahh…yeah, that’s the last thing that she has left of her life before John died. So it seems fun to revisit Aidan because in a sense she could subconsciously be thinking that John will be resurrected from the dead, and suddenly become fully alive again?

It’s like ‘Umm…hey, you should date Aidan and see if he comes back because so much trouble the last time maybe it will work?’ …The thing is…he’s dead.

Umm…Aidan should have a breakdown. And we need to explain for once how how emotionally dependent on Mr. Big Carrie was. The writers never fully explored that. She needed him. And he loved her. …His death is…an awful choice but also a fascinating one.

Perhaps…John Corbett could…not be me. But I’m not Mr. Big either. I’m both and neither men. Really…Cary Grant could play Mr. Big very easily. And Carrie Bradshaw is Caroline Bessett Kennedy and Doris Day combined. She’s a brilliant character in the sense of her originality and yet recognizability as played by the gifted Sarah Jessica Parker.

How am I not Aidan Shaw?

I’m far more sexual. I may not have slept with lots of women even if I knew I was straight for deep, moral reasons…but…I would never have been that reticent with Lacey. And I’d only care about her the way Aidan cares about Carrie. …So…the scenes where he talks to her and she feels awkward sexually are all the antithesis of me. I’m not Aidan.

And my Karrie, who goes by Lacey, isn’t Carrie Bradshaw.” says Lem.

Aidan is…going to go insane. And then Carrie will visit him. And…feel…weirded out by…his lack of stability. It will send her reeling.

And…a new Mr. Big should emerge. Not like a real replacement…but…more a reminder of what she had. And he’ll say something like, “I’m not sure our lives are meant to be constantly happy until we die. Sometimes bad things happen and people die and we try to forget how bad it all is…but…it’s best to just let go of expecting life to have the happiest possible ending.” And then…he’ll sort of fade away and she’ll go visit Aidan.

But she’ll see him briefly. And…then she’ll decide to love him…badly…but as best she can.

“He’s not my Big.” Carrie will say.

And it will be interesting to watch her loosely date him while dating other men as well. And possibly with the idea that her true love is dead…and that the time they shared was enough…for now. So the rest of her life is going to be about how she’s been changed by him. How he helped her mature into someone better. And how she’s just going to spend the rest of her life honoring their vows.

“Hey! Maybe I just wanted to make you cheat on him while he was vulnerable. And maybe a man like that is only vulnerable in this rotten world when he’s dead.” Aidan could say.

“He’s bigger than that to me.” Carrie might say to herself and us.

Turns out…John understands Carrie better than she understands herself.