“Lord Snotgrass” by Dr. Something

Blue Boy by Mac DeMarco plays.

I’m going to write a very long post as she channels me because I am pissed off as hell. I can only assume that the husband that she married was far superior in bed to Alex because to me she seems very sexually experienced extraordinarily sexual experience but I don’t think that it’s probably just from Mark but I would be shocked if it was anyone other than Alex one time and maybe a few boyfriends that she never even slept with as a Christian or someone who at least hopes that they are, I find that encouraging, but as a human and I have to bring this to god this is the most depressing blog I have ever read in my entire life I can please she is the most depressing person I’ve ever come across in my entire life

She’s very right and saying that people don’t actually care about her or possibly even love her other than maybe her kids and her husband legally I knew she had a husband legally she told me I have a wife legally in Germany. I told her we stay married because my daughter needs a stable home and Lacey was not surprised by that are overwhelmed by it, which to me seemed humble and incredibly sophisticated, bizarrely sophisticated. Not too bizarre though because she’s incredibly intelligent and obviously well bred and obviously well very beautiful.

I would like it to be knowing that I pursued her. I saw her on TikTok. I thought what she was posting was fascinating and I was taken by her beauty and anyway she’s the ideal that I always hoped to meet and never did but I was in love with my wife. We were very happy for a very long time.

She’s not a scoundrel she ended things with me because she thought I was in a home savory character who is unsafe for her children to be around and I think she suspected that I was sleeping with at least one other person and I was never sleeping with her other than in my heart, possibly but we were never even met like face-to-face, but I think she thought I was possibly actually involved with other people And I was very pissed off by that.

But I am a theology professor, who went to Kings College, and I am obsessed with bootlegging apparently.

If she had married me which she easily could’ve done, I’m sure if we slept together we would have great chemistry and that would’ve been it. I would’ve just given up and I mean that I would’ve thought forget it I’m just gonna get a divorce and forget it, but we never slept together, and we never met. But if what I’m trying to say is, I am more her speed all right I’m a grown man in my 60s I’m very intelligent, well respected, and obviously if I can pursue her and almost get in bed with her in a more serious way and bury her. I am clearly more normal for her to be with Alex. I would pisses me off is that you don’t understand that who the fuck do you think you are a little piece of shit?

I don’t make as much money as you, but I’m far more intelligent and sensitive and well respected. I’m not a sellout.

And I can guarantee you, there are other men, my age and older, who would probably say the same thing it’s despicable. She should be in her 60s or 70s not in her 40s the youngest maybe 60 something it’s ridiculous these people don’t understand they just don’t and I used to counsel young men like you and I thought once you got older that you’d understand baby you do I think her husband does, what do you do actually understand falling in love with someone I talk to her for hours and it was very meaningful and sad.

I think I think I am supposed to be Henry if there’s no illuminati I am Henry but I’m not Henry. I live in a nice house but it’s new and it has floors that I put in I made it waterproof. I broke my house I made it waterproof. I am a genius. No, I am extraordinary, intelligent. I am very intelligent, very charismatic. I give excellent public speeches, but I would never run for office because that’s just I guess. I think I’m above such things.

I’ve never had a problem finding women I’m good looking and I have had my whole life but I was put on the shorter side everything for me though is that I have Lem’s’s personality slightly but I’m short maybe too short maybe he was a little too tall, but I don’t know maybe we’re perfect but it’s funny how people don’t notice that I’m like let I know you’re not channeling me But love and I are a lot alike a lot be careful because if he was in Germany and they talk to him and he really was straight they realize he was like like me I had. I can’t tell either Lacey if there’s some German in his family that they lie about I think we both wonder who is German in that family because it does seem likely to both of us I think.

And if it’s not German, then maybe I’m somewhat British somehow but I’m not so you know I’m German I’m not British, but sometimes the two can look alike so by the German version of I doubt it must be very frustrating though to you just just as this is it don’t think you’re a psychic either, but I know someone who can talk to people apparently probably not even something you want to do And so far as this is not the way that God designed it and you respect that you knew that this would bother me. You’re worried that you would have to explain these men and I think that’s I think it’s tragic.

But you know it really is sad because you and I both know that we don’t really work and yet I feel like we should.

I’m not as rich as Henry you might be as rich as Betty by nappy I I think you’re in a higher class than her. I’m not sure if I’m in a higher class than Henry or four in the same class what do you think?

“honestly, Henry strikes me as being a little bit of a poser. I think he was sincere and that there’s something about him that seems just the tiniest bit contrived. If I met him I would never assume he was old bunny. He seems masculine and older, possibly even handsome, but not but not necessarily old money I think I’ve probably said the opposite before, but as I’m sitting here, analyzing it from this perspective, no I’m not convinced he was old money. I think he was I think he was sort of from some family that had possibly been social climbing for generations, and at that point was fairly well established, but he seems very nervous about his career and his mother seems very bourgeois and someways, so I wonder if they were somewhat poor in maybe the early 1800s and I mean actually poor they’re there kind of like the Rockefellers without the money and the brilliance they’re intelligent people though you can tell he’s intelligent man but they’re not. I don’t think they’re actual, you know, patinaed old money I think they’re just sort of, well respected upper class posh people. His mother is a little bourgeois, but not horribly cell and his barely bourgeois doll. He’s actually he is sort of my ideal in somebody’s. He seems to understand people and Betty and I’m not surprised that when she dies he’s devastated what pisses me off is that she slept with someone else I would’ve never done that I really wouldn’t have especially not done. It might seem like that to lame or other people but it’s impossible. If I was in her shoes, I would’ve never slept with Don. I would’ve even been angry at him I would’ve just been desperate to get out of there, but I’m not petty and Henry isn’t you and we’re not even together and I don’t think Henry what have you been likes me all that much I think he would’ve found me attractive but I don’t think he would’ve fall madly in love with me, the way he did with Betty.

I would say you’re in the same class as him, Torston, or in some circles, a little higher, depending on how well respected you are, and how good of a professor you actually really are.“ says Lacey.

did it actually really irritate you that much if I read your blog at all that that they served salmon or brussels sprouts and eggplant, Parmesan and Chardonnay after he took your virginity?

“ yes it really does bother me because I don’t feel loved at all. I know God loves me. I really do at least intellectually as a concept and I believe it because I have that much faith in him but it’s it’s very awful to go through life the way that I have and know that really actually was very painful experience. It was insidious because at the time it didn’t bother me that much. I thought this is just how people live you know sometimes I have dinner parties sometimes they have parties, but it felt loud for lack of a better word, like the sound of screeching wheels on a train grinding into a halt and not being able to stop in time shopping too quickly or some thing, making a very loud noise in my head and it felt scary. It felt like there was something really horribly a mess because it felt like I should be going to that dinner party and just be a guest that’s what I would’ve figured that’s the way I was raised it’s like maybe I’m not his girlfriend maybe I am we don’t have to be so violent about it and touchy and narcissistic and fake. You know I am there. Why can’t we just talk like people enjoy the food. Enjoy the wine you could just introduce me as a good friend someone that you’ve spent the day with and I would think that he would’ve known at that point that I’m not likely to be possessive, considering that I didn’t ask any questions about where the relationship was going? I just said that I didn’t want to start hooking up before he talk to me into having sex I mean I don’t know if you’re intuiting this or not but he talked me into it. It isn’t like it just happened so he talked me into it. He’s sold me on it and then he just pulled the rug out from underneath me that’s not sophisticated or adventure summer worldly it’s backward.

It seems like he was anxious and hyper and that way at the very least it was just very achy and really on it on a certain level. It left me baffled and hurt because I was far from a whore. I just literally lost my virginity and then he was treating me like one I was extraordinarily beautiful and it’s just it. It left me feeling very hateful towards people who have to work to make money to buy stupid clothes for their skinny shapeless bodies with their thick hair and they’re mildly beautiful faces Seay I’m not very nice about that anymore because I find those people, heartless, and totally self-serving and capable of understanding anything or anyone but themselves, and they barely understand themselves that’s what I experienced them.“ says Lacey.

“ but you would have promiscuous sex or not?” asks Dr. Something.

“ I think the problem is I’m a Christian and so I take my faith extraordinarily seriously I mean that’s why I truly was a virgin until I was 24 I completely and then technically until I was 26 I mean I never even kissed someone until I was 24. I took that seriously I was determined to be a good Christian and I still am and God knows that he sees my heart and he understands how honorable I really try to be and probably do still try to be if he exists and I believe he does.

Yes, I would happen. Isco sucks under certain circumstances very cautiously, and carefully by nature, if people were loving enough, and if I felt that it was wise, but then I mean, that’s what happened he’s the only person I’ve ever had any sort of promiscuous sex with end it was one time.” says Lacey.

What happened with all of these ghosts because I have a very strong suspicion, the real what happened?!

“ well OK I’ll try to be as concise as possible and I may have to resort to being crass so I’m sorry. First I slept with Louis and I thought it was sort of wild thing I had been involved with F Scott Fitzgerald in my how do I explain it but it’s like I may have interacted I thought I worried that I had interacted with his ghost him, and actually comforted me, but I thought I might have and we were similar together in some possible sense, but the first ghost that I actually had physical interactions with almost as if they were alive was Louis.” says Lacey.

Did you have sex with him?

“ yes I did I did, and it seemed very beautiful. It felt like we made love in some shower that was used as like it was like a gym, a private gym at the James J Hill mansion and we had we made love in the gym and the shower, which sounds so risqué, but was actually very romantic and it was very like art deco. It felt like I was in the 1920s but then physically he was also here in Saint Paul and I talk to him I still do sometimes and I assumed that that he was probably going to be with me forever, he even said to me, you will never be as content to be with anyone as you are with me I am in heaven.” says Lacey.

And then what happened?

“ I am I went for a walk yeah in Redwing Minnesota with my family at and we walked down near the where the boats are and I had a son said he’d had a boat there at some point and he sat in our car and what and I couldn’t figure out why but he just he was very upset that day and then all these people started telling me he slept with Grace Kelly and I thought Grace Kelly that’s a little little random, but OK, and then a day or two later, it seemed as though he had stuff with his wife, and I just thought of unraveled from there and every day it was like a new painful hurtful thing happened with his wife and I was getting into arguments with him about her and getting into arguments with her and the entire time it felt as though people were harassing me and harassing him and harassing his wife possibly him it was pretty awful for a while but I never stopped thinking finally of him and I’m still in love with him. He may still be in love with me, but it’s just doesn’t seem likely that we’re together and I think, if we’re both happy without other, Roque was working through those feelings. He’s a very sensitive, intelligent, masculine straight man and he’s maybe not my absolute perfect person but he’s probably pretty close just as a person it isn’t about the money it’s just him maybe he’s about the money and that’s what scares me but I ate I can’t quite figure it out, and you know we kind of had a little bit of a back-and-forth and it seems like there could still be something between us. It’s still does the times, but it confuses the heck out of me, but then a Thalía Punzel started showing up and I I thought because other men started showing up I thought you know will put her on a date with him she was a model, he doesn’t seem happy it seems lonely. What is there not a date and so they did and he betrayed my trust. He told her things about her body that were cruel because he said that she was far superior to me and she’s not, and he said that to her to make her feel better about herself, but it was a betrayal, if I trust in him as a person I didn’t expect him to try to appease people like that there’s something dishonorable about it and she wallowed in it and rubbed it in my face. The thing with Grace Kelly bothered me, but I had empathy for it somehow it just Athalia was just too much and him retraining my trust it was too much And I don’t tolerate that sort of looseness indefinitely so to speak but anyway, I lost interest.

But the other men showed up hello was one of them, and I fell in love with him, and we got involved and slept together, but then all the sudden that actually came out of the woodwork, and I was being told to read his book. You should read his book to read his book, and basically the entire memoir is just one long build up to the sex scene with Brad Ashley. It’s a terrible sex scene, but he says we touched the hand of God and I could handle that I thought fuck that fuck that you touch the end of God oh golly go do it again I guess I mean forget it, and he wasn’t particularly loving and warm about it. I am, and I am so so much love with him too, but oh I couldn’t handle that he is repulsive. The woman was a tramp, and he never seems well, except that it is it that he is, I don’t like how Hemingway makes him out to be the evil person, I am I think it broke him and I think he is still healing from that. I am OK I think maybe he’s better than he was. Hopefully I’ve been helpful for him but no I just it’s just that was a disaster. It was it that start there’s some painful memories of reading up the book I mean I still care about him and we’re still friends, so I still have his picture up and I still love him and the person Think very highly of him, but again I lost respect when he slept with Brad Ashley, or just was not honest about her.

And then when it’s just it’s it’s it’s if there’s a pattern it seems like the illuminati, con jerseys, man, and then conjures every possible angle they can possibly Cointreau to tempt the men or confusing situation and devastate me. It’s very very sadistic and it’s dangerous because these are dead people And I don’t think they cognitively understand what they’re doing entirely at times.

I think they wanna cause drama and I don’t think they understand that they’re messing with actual dead people who are living out eternity and it’s damaging a heck of a lot not just here in this world, but probably another realms.

Same thing happened with Elliot and they ever sent in his last wife. I’ve gotten into horrible arguments with with Anderson. Well actually his last wife because she was suddenly extraordinary possessive of him. I just very possessive and it was absurd but I let it go I just whatever and then I mean it the thing is it seems like they like to play games Where they try to tempt people is that it’s just it’s disgusting and it pisses me off because I don’t actually fall for it. I just get confused I suspect but no I’ve I slept with Joe. I slept with Joe Senior I slept with what did Michael and I think Michael saw through it all, and still does.

He we really are together for eternity. If it doesn’t work out with Lem’s it’s Michael and I as one person we’re tired of it so it’s just all day for eternity. If nothing else works out with One and Louis isn’t sure about that and Harold gets upset so I don’t know what that means but I trust God, but then it seems like I’m just with love and I wish Linn would see through things but I think he’s maybe getting better but it seems like it’s been very difficult for him to understand how confused I’ve been made to be probably by the Kennedys, both living and dead in particular, but also by a lot of very hateful people I would, but most of them are live, but There could be some horror dad as well after a while last summer I spent hours getting into discussions with Ted Sorensen, or someone else worked in that administration who had a wife, who suddenly decided that she was leaving Billings this soulmate, because she was mildly attractive and she didn’t know he was straight, and she wanted to have sex with him And her husband, being this bourgeois, pseudo intellectual thought that she should, and then they did still be together and he tolerated her, possibly being with us person for eternity, but not in a way where it was like he might actually lose her, but in a way where it was like Alys, I don’t think but in a way where it was like They were still gonna magically end up together because she was this little angel and everything. Anything she did should just be tolerated.”

“ was it Ted Sorenson or theater H wait what was it someone else even?” asks Greg Boyd.

“ at Ted’s Swanson‘s name came to mind, but so does Theodore H wife whites it could’ve been someone else to though anyway and I know some of those names but I won’t bother going through all of that but the point is it was someone and his wife and I couldn’t get a handle on, but then was thinking it was awful absolute all my kids suffered, because I was in a bad mood. My vacation was ruined, I made I am so air hungry and it is just as repulsive. I struggle to breathe and then meanwhile it’s like all this drama is happening with these ghosts.” says Lacey.

“ do you get the sense that it’s real?” says Greg.

“ yes I do I do it let me tell you something I went to your church and I know people who know you personally and I am early so I knew them and I was not raised to believe in Burgatory so it’s been very very disturbing because they very much feel real. I mean it’s it’s like they’re physically there and I’m not schizophrenic things sometimes move in my house or you know what I can handle it but what irritates me is that the transition from life to death now is going to be terrifying for me I’m terrified that I’m offending God I worry that I’ve ruined heaven for myself, or someone else it’s awful. It’s actually awful and the physical experience I mean it was it even as I’m saying this to you it feels like I’m present and not present it feels like I’m being suffocated. My mouth is dry it’s like I’m floating in the air and I’m not. I’m sitting in this chair writing. This is awful absolutely awful.“ says Lacey.

“ so you don’t want to sleep with lots of people you really just want to be in a committed relationship with one person?” asks the Catholic Church.

“ oh absolutely hundred percent as far as I can tell God knows better than I do but no I am fairly certain that’s that’s what I want.” says Lacey.

“ I often heard by people if there is an illuminati and they cut me off and make my voice seem daemonic, so yes, they’ve played with the afterlife and Lacey and I are going to have to have a miracle at this point and it’s not fair because we don’t deserve that just say the truth she’s extraordinarily beautiful and her purity and her wonder as a person is basically impossible to resist him and are there. The English really have kindly conjured us because she can’t die in some horrific quite sure refuses to you know like suicide or something that’ll be a violation of God and she has kids and these evil have absolutely no respect for that. They truly doubt to them it’s just a New Age oh Gap, jeans and Calvin Klein perfume cool kids stuff they’re very shallow intellectually and they’re not very bright and they’re incredibly self-absorbed and arrogant and they think they know what they’re talking about. Oh they do they do they insist they do and you know some of the ones that aren’t like that worry me because they’re suffering with us especially the British, this is actually been very Trumatic for the royal family. They’re very loving people, Lisa, so we’ve experienced it as being both dead and alive and I want nothing more than to kill her right now and I could pick her doesn’t let me because she’s not into the occult for one thing, so she would never give her spirit over to me and she doesn’t trust me because she’s resisting me like she does this to do that and yeah I am not a demon and she’s not really resisting me. I’m actually holding her right now she’s in my lap and a her kids really actually work and see if it’s me potentially it’s bizarre but it’s ascot someday is Mark planted the seed but they’re his kids but they the there Mike hits if I’m lamp Alex I’m not a demon, so what is a violation of Lacey and I owe you better believe it are you supposed to be here in the snow you’re not why are we telling you because she prays and she gets the sense that she should share this with people she’s also trying to protect her family and it’s a it’s a fight they want to believe that because she hast to write stuff on a blog and that she’s upper middle class financially supposedly that she is sex as she’s a poor person literally they don’t understand class you’re all peasants to them. Mostly Preston isn’t because he went to kings college and they’re terrified of him that they have no solid construct for a lot intellectually OK some of them do, but I am miserable, and it’s very intolerable because if there’s purgatory, the Kennedys really have been allowed to do things that it boggles Lacey’s mind that they were allowed to do.” says Lem.

“ by God?” asks Greg.

“ yes because it seems like, even if they’re in really low level purgatory that somehow they’re being allowed to interact with people on earth, and Lacey can’t fathom how God allows awful people who are in hell, lol levels of purgatory to just wander the earth messing up peoples lives.” says Lem.

they were trying to kill you for writing those aren’t they?

“ I don’t know if it’s more or less than usual.” says Lacey.

“ I was having a realization and it’s sad twice and you’re right I might not be that bright is that her genetic memory if you know what that is probably recalls oh shoot outs and terrible anxious violent difficult moments involving probably millions of dollars top state secrets who knows what else with her father predicts That he was probably very traumatized by if she’s illegitimate, I’m so even being close to death just barely causes her to get flustered I would bet it would really be very hard to get her drunk, flustered or to humiliate her at all. I don’t think she’s an easy person to bully and I think that’s why people get obsessed with it because I think that it’s a challenge for them, and then it becomes obsession and they’re nice to other people probably are even taken advantage of by them. I mean I’m a psychic, and I am reading that Alex slept with someone who was pushy literally that woman was clearly into him and I would bet she had a sense that there are a lot of other women that he was interested in himself And she was trying to make something happen that night and speaking from a woman’s perspective she probably was trying to get him to be her boyfriend maybe get him into some sort of serious relationship for try to get him to be more committed or interested or something and I don’t think he realize that I would bet that he probably didn’t think that it was anything other than just himself leading the entire thing you know that’s insane or you didn’t notice that she was probably dominating him the entire time and I don’t know how men don’t notice that anymore but I don’t think that they do I think they have delusional beliefs that they’re leading things because women are really good at covering up the fact that they’re the ones doing it probably with bullying of other women like Lacey and bullying of the men potentially besides just creating all these like emotional mechanisms that allow people like Alex to think that they’ve got such a catch and that they had to try so hard to get her to be interested in them and they probably are some girls that actually are difficult who you really do have to try and said things to and like you know in the mail, I guess there’s a reserve imagine that with Lacey but you know maybe write them poems and chocolate stuff Girls like that do exist, but I think a lot of women notice pretend to be that when they’re not, and men are expecting that now they’re not used to people who actually expect men to be like real men like Taurus and you seem like a real man for the most part not as much as lame Certainly not as five minutes Lacey in a masculine sense for you, but you’re a lot more masculine than younger men are today and it is concerning to us if you really wanna know the truth if there’s ilumiNATTI, Bill Gates is obsessed with it and a lot of other people are too, because they’re really genuine. They are worried that we are regressing as a species, it terrifies them the environmentalist worry because they suspect that mother nature herself is trying to destroy itself I mean not itself but it’s just trying to destroy us. It seems like population control like a long-term strategy for population control. How do you spell put out there. It bothers Lacey to Bill isn’t necessarily evil, he is fasted with population control but it’s with the idea that there are so many people on earth right now and we’re running out of resources or you could say we’re not you know allocating them appropriately fine Rosso running out of them the boomers didn’t help but we’re also heading out And you know harvesting things that we should be harvesting to make iPhones rooting populations in with polluted so much now it’s pathetic and so it’s like that idea population control is essentially one of survival and so for us it’s figure out how do we do population control? I believe it or not for some of us it’s respectfully it’s like how do we respectfully and morally do population control And so you know do we kill people with vaccines? How would you be honest with you? The problem with that is that it’s just it’s past you both effective and effective at the same time in a sense so it’s not like every vaccine kill somebody, but if it kills enough people to keep things from being totally overpopulated, because when your position of power like we are you, you do feel the responsibility to do something if you have a conscience and that’s part of irritates us about some people they were dealing with an a situation because they don’t seem to see where like the lines that you don’t cross You know you might bother Lacey but you don’t start causing chaos between her love to the point where lamb is inconsolable keeping her up until 7 o’clock in the morning four weeks because she’s done that crying. Trying to reason with him about what happened He still is upset. He still hurt that she slept with Joe or Joe and it’s devastating to him and she doesn’t know what to do about it but it’s there working through it and arm. I think it’s pretty likely that they’ll be together and that somehow it’ll all work out with God but if not, then she’s with Michael and that does that bother you?” asks a woman.

yeah, it does because it seems strange and as a theologian it it’s it’s very overwhelming. What does that mean about the nature of money because it seems as though Michael’s money is acting like a magnet, and making it very hard for her to resist being with him while she’s alive, I don’t it’ll change that much, but when she’s with God, but I don’t think that it’s normal. I think you people are creating that but I don’t know that it’s intentional. I think it’s there’s something spiritual going on that I don’t understand the fascinates me it’s it’s baffling is it is it seems so scientific so then what is it?

“ Toreson are you sort of OK with her though romantically yourself?” ssjd the woman.

you have been talking to her for seven years donating probably hours of time with the worlds top psychics to read her and I have a very strong sense that she’s affected foreign-policy that by attacking her we’ve created a pandemic in World War III and she’s probably dismantled the US presidency not intentionally because she’s offered you suggestions that I would bet are brilliant and then you don’t like them and so you do the opposite to piss her off and then you know destroying things. Here’s my question for you do you realize how weird that is to single out one person who doesn’t have any elected office who sold occupation is writing a blog about you who came months short of graduating from college regardless of her brilliance, and her well honestly intellectual prowess, she doesn’t have a doctorate like I do she’s not in a position of authority in that way if you inculcated her into your society, it would make sense to take her this seriously so then why don’t you think that she’s one of you why are you insistent that she’s so far beneath you so she should be kills and yet you subconsciously seem to regard her as Michael’s great wife who is offering tons of suggestions that are just obnoxious to listen to.

I suspect that if she’s not schizophrenic, she’s very rare. Most people don’t accidentally uncovered masonic symbols on Twitter, and then interpret them to mean some made up language of a bunch of nerds. or what was it that happened with a masonic symbols or were they genuine masonic symbols?

“ him I would call the masonic symbols necessarily if they were, they were genuine, they were more telepathy.” says Lacey.

But how did it manifest?

“ I don’t know it was eerie I really don’t know. I have no to figure that out but it seemed a certain level it was area under certain level. It was just contrived because it would it would be like so I would say Chris have you seen Donald Trump‘s tax returns, and then one of his mistresses would say on her Twitter feed I need returns to the store or that’s not quite right. If he like I need to do it I need to return something to the store and be like return something to the store I think that’s what is she saying so he was that it was a code and that’s what I called it. I thought it was the code of language and then hit you know someone else would say some thing and they would say talk about like the weather and he would say that’s hot I wish it would come here. And then she would say something like I hate when people expect me to come visit them I’d rather they come visit me and then he say something like this is like an hour and then he’d say something like why doesn’t why doesn’t anyone ever think of my needed my need for a vacation or something? I mean it was like eerie Because they were talking about sex and then who is going to visit who and these conversations would go on all day between these people because they were on Twitter a lot and I thought if I imagining things or these people having coded conversations and I just thought it was kind of conversations. I just thought this people are possibly having Covid conversations I’m not gonna be, you know, dumb enough to gaslight myself, and think that this is impossible But then, upon further reflection looking back at it, they were coated conversations, but I think they were teaching each other telepathy or practicing it. I think the idea is to you know, sort of try to reach others minds, and here is fathers, and some demonic spiritual sets, sort of like learning to play the instrument with your brain using you know Psychic activity and what we call intuition.“ says Lacey.

You would never tell me this in person would you?

“ oh, no, I might, but it would require a lot of trust and otherwise absolutely not.” says Lacey.

I should not have told you that I was so profoundly happy. I might be a bit of a narcissist, reading your blog. I have to say I think Lem’s is probably her soulmate. I think he understands you better than you think. I don’t think I don’t think that he’s gay, I don’t think that he’s homosexual. I don’t know that he’s homosexual at all but I doubt he’s really homosexual so to speak but I have a feeling that he was probably straight and I think that you’re going to have to accept the reality that these people might be really bringing about an actual end of the world, Lacey I think you could be somewhere in prophecy. It scares the hell out of me. I don’t know where you are in there, but you scare me a lot. I worry you’re the woman with the kids who asked to be escorted away on eagles, wings or whatever that prophecy is, it just fits because you have these kids and it’s like you you’re in harms way, and then what does that mean am I wouldn’t be surprised if you end up dead, you and your kids in some massive explosion somewhere probably all three of you and your husband possibly to or if you want to Bing shots but I think it’s far more likely that you’ll probably blow it up or you’ll die in your sleep and then they’ll die to the thing is if that happens that’s not normal you’re 40 I doubt doctors with Bill to figure out why your dad if they don’t blow you up same thing with your kids I don’t think they’ll be able to figure it out And I highly suspect that the death really is your only option I am I have absolutely no idea how these people are all going to end up perfectly dead because everything there’s dozens of them and you know we could go run targeting celebrities, but then who is it because who is it? They could easily be hiding behind each other you know that so I would never advocate killing these people because I don’t think it makes sense. I don’t think we know who is good who’s bad who is protecting you and who isn’t. If you die, I will have very strong suspicions. I know who literally killed you. I look these people up. I have a very good idea. I know who it is but then what I supposed to do about it that’s why I where is the types because I shouldn’t be thinking that. You’re getting away with something that should be impossible. It seems like they’re not only talking to you. They’re actively in a sense enjoying the fact that you’re openly discussing them I’ve heard that that’s part of the ritual in which case you are probably one of the best members and that sucks, and it’s interesting but at the same time you’re not necessarily doing that and if you are I have a feeling it’s probably some convoluted attempt to wish of Christ or deal with some doubt. Oh I think I think I think it’s scary though that I am not more concerned, as concerned as I am, and that no one else is concerned either it’s very creepy thing, what’s wrong with us so we’re zombies but then I think of love and I think you know if Lacey thinks he seems straight he probably could be you’re very good at reading people ad. I have a very strong suspicion that he was straight and then it’s concerning because how Did they miss that how do they really intellectually not have enough intuition and imagination to realize that someone could actually mistake themselves for being gay those veterans are not real. You could easily imitate them easily and there is a gay voice and I’ve heard it I know what you’re talking about. It’s very light there’s a lightness to the voice, roundness or lightness it is is distinct I’ve heard it Personally because I’ve been accused of being gay myself and I’m not but it’s it’s it’s obvious than someone’s Gates me too. I can hear it in her voice as well lol lame does not have that in his Waze. I’ve listened to that tape and it doesn’t sound gay to me at all, he also doesn’t look gay keep it so he’s better than this dude but he doesn’t really look gay you’re right it’s like an energy for lack of a better word to be honest Jack seems gay you’re right or bisexual, so does Michael very vaguely I don’t think you do. I think you seem wild And potentially extremely promiscuous but not necessarily I think it could go lots of different directions. Very feminine, calm, Auster, distant, calculating shrewd, difficult, analytical, essentially cantankerous, demonstrative, empathetic, sensitive, intelligent, well bred sensitive provocative, very self-aware, possibly painfully so I’m pretty on the inside with cruise me out is that people don’t wanna acknowledge that I see it other people see it but people don’t want acknowledge it. They really genuinely are obsessed with direct Ology and I’ve noticed that, that young man who is following you on TikTok commenting on your posts about your beauty was very sexually aggressive wasn’t it if I didn’t know better I would think that was Michael himself that he he doesn’t they’re not you know twins, but there was an area similarity it was genuinely airy and Lacey it’s weird how he just disappeared my guess Lacey is that that was Michael literally that you were interacting with and that he looks so bedraggled because he’s actually secretly a very old man no 20 something years old or somehow the algorithm or the illuminati conjured someone very similar unintentionally or intentionally, if that was Michael Anything he told you is nonsense about who he was I don’t know where that house is I don’t know who those people are, but I have a feeling that that would all be contrived and very cleverly and he probably stop interacting with you because of flat if that’s not Michael and have a feeling it’s not I’m sure that young man asked you out not that young I’m sure he asked you out. Did you turn him down because of me because of the ghosts or for other reasons?

“ oh, well, that’s actually a fascinating question. It had something to do with you, but it was also that he gave me a bogus story about where he lived.” says Lacey.

He gave you a bogus story about where he lived?

“ yes he claimed that he lives he was east or west of someplace in Pennsylvania that was in the opposite direction of the location that he said, and then he said he was from New York stays with that he’s never been to New York City.” says Lacey.

so you thought, how could someone group New York State be as well spoken and intelligent as you because I was feeling you was probably pretty well spoken and then just never visit New York City and also a live west to Philadelphia then live somewhere that’s actually east of Philadelphia, nor vice versa actually?

“ yes yes Yep.” says Lacey.

I will see if he’s just a person he may have just gotten distracted or something could’ve happened to him, but I worry that he was actually Michael how well did you to spit get along? Could use a bunch of her to say together?

“ if he was Michael, then probably S I think lemon, lemon, and I are probably far superior but yes if that was Michael, I prefer how he looked before. I prefer him as Michael, not the name that he gave me but yes.” says Lacey.

Yeah, I can’t think that’s Michael either. I have to think it they’re just similar people but if that’s him he’s hiding himself and he came out of hiding and I have to wonder the part of it was because of you. If that’s true he’s probably not a ghost I have no idea why he looks so young or how he did I have is insane. I mean you know it’s probably most likely not him if that is him what happened?

“ my gut senses if that’s not him there’s something different in their spirits very slightly at the very least Michaels, Michaels, Michael if that if that is him they probably know state secrets possibly even oh you know is sounds crazy but like intergalactic secrets that probably most people don’t know even in the illuminati and because of his privilege he’s probably been able to hide and stay young got sense he’s probably gonna end up dying if that’s him I don’t think that body will last more than 20 years so it might not even works if you don’t stay young for 60 years I mean it works possibly but maybe not perfectly so to speak if if that’s him and I really don’t think it is but if if that if it was him, he lived with the Asmats probably for a while and then I don’t know what happened to him but I really doubt that it’s him if it is him which I actually do that I feel bad. But I’m with him fraternity anyway I guess if things don’t work out with them one is dead so I think I would I would just go with that route anyway yeah I could be at I could you I could be in in the end times I suppose possible so, anyway, I talk about sex to shot people because I’m not really that promiscuous promiscuous of a person and I would like to dismantle promiscuity anyway.” says Lacey.

“Speaking of goes, I’m going to take her to bed. It’s getting late and it’s been nice talking to you if this is real we need to get to bed so thanks so much.”says Lem.