“Hi!” by Michael Rockefeller

In what some people like to call late stage capitalism I will now discuss for you my perspective on everything.

“Michael I was just about to channel you. Thanks for showing up.“ says Lisa.

In an at that Chris Hayes pulls over his Mercedes somewhere in Chicago and stares because sitting right next to him in full body apparition to the point where it almost seems as though Michael could literally move something and Chris worries that he’s been raised from the dead, or that if he’s dead, he somehow is still alive, which is sort of creepy, he is staring at Michael.

“Oh my gosh JFK is in the backseat you’re sitting next to me and like your Michael Rockefeller.” says Chris Hayes.

“Yeah you’ve been going around telling everyone that we’re soulmates and that we’re in a sexual relationship and we’re not. I have never spoken to you once. I do frequently speak to Lacey, but you actually never heard her speaking to me. Chris, what you heard was a demon impersonating her and then at times you have heard her sexually coming onto people. One of them was me and one of them was Lem Billings and one of them was Joe Kennedy Junior but what you specifically mentioned was not her and I have never spoken to you once intentionally.” says Michael to Chris Hayes.

Astronaut In The Ocean by Masked Wolf plays.

Lacey turns the radio to Bad Girls by M. I. A. and opens up the top. Dances in traffic. Michael turns-up the volume.

Cars stop. Cars go.

Lacey causes a collapse of the American freeway system with movements of her hands and arms. It’s indefinite.

Chris goes temporarily deaf.

Hours later in the emergency room with JFK, Bobby Kennedy Junior, and Michael Rockefeller Lacey listens as Chris calls Lisa. The doctors worry.

“You know it’s just really weird because you look like JFK and he is dead. Dang it! I work too long! I should just go home. See you later.

Damn…you look familiar and I’ve seen you somewhere too but I know you’re JFK…and see you don’t mind me. I’m just hallucinating so good night.” says a doctor.

“I am here in the capacity of being Lem’s lover. So you if you find Lem Billings tell him that I am looking for him. Say, ‘Jack says I love you sweetie and call me.’ Tell him to call me! Just a phone call is all I want. It’s just a phone call OK?” says JFK.

“I don’t think the doctor heard you, Jack! I think we’re gonna have to kill Lacey because I don’t think the doctor cares enough to do something to help you. Fuck! Dammit! The CIA has done it again!” says Bobby.

“Lisa hi it’s me. I am just here to tell you that I love you, Lisa. So can you contact Michael for me?” says Chris. “I need to acknowledge the entity sitting next to me? I don’t know I don’t know if I want to do that.”

“Bobby how did the CIA make that doctor leave before Jack could be heard by him?” asks Michael.

“Listen you’re a Rockefeller so you should understand these things better than anyone that The Man is control. The American Medical Association is in league on this land with the CIA…so he has to be subject to that and they can control his bodily movements. Look…if the CIA had allowed him to be here…I know my uncle would be getting in contact with Lem.” says Bobby.

“The American Medical Association is not controlling that doctor the way that you would like them to be and if they are Bobby. If they are then why is Lem now sitting in the room with us?” says Michael.

“I’m not in love with your uncle Bobby. I am in a committed sexual relationship, called marriage to still living people, with Lacey Banks. Michael is her soulmate and I am her twin flame and I was straight as hard as it is to believe. You were never supposed to hear that until you were dead Bobby.” says Lem.

“He’s right he really was straight.” says Bobby.

“OK fine I lie sometimes. So Lem was a straight man. So what? I may not have been so straight after all. But that’s not the moral of the story.” says JFK.

“OK?” says Bobby.

“Lisa I just want you to confirm for me that that’s not Bobby. Lisa, that’s not Bobby that’s not Joe that’s not Joe that’s not Michael. That’s not Michael and that’s not Lem and that’s Lacey?” says Chris Hayes.

“Chris you’re asking me to tell you that a living person isn’t a real person and that’s not something that I can do because it breaks the code. We have to keep track of both body doubles and the single original persons or we lose track of ourselves. Bobby is sitting in the room with you at this time. I’m sorry.” says Lisa.

And at that Chris Hayes falls into a puddle of tears.

Later.

“Chris. I will save you.” says Diego.

“Diego, is that Michael?” asks Chris.

This part isn’t necessarily allegory.

“Yes! That’s Michael Rockefeller.” says Diego.

Later.

“Is this what Michael looks like?” asks Bobby.

“Yes!!” says Chris Hayes. “Hold on! Lose that glasses!”

“I can’t make him lose the glasses but I can make him look older. That’s what he would’ve looked like when he met Lacey. Is that what you’re seeing Michael or I’m sorry is that what you’re seeing Chris?” says a psychic. “Because that’s what Lacey sees when she interacts with him and that’s the image that he’s showing her of himself for the most part and he actually would’ve been a really handsome man. So they look like do you Chris in the room when you see them? Chris, what do they look like to you?” says the psychic.

“There’s Michael. Roughly.” says the psychic.

“There is Lacey, roughly, but I have a feeling that in color and in person she was better looking than that.” says the psychic.

“I want to see another picture of Lacey.” says a woman.

“Michael. You and Lacey are who I saw. But…I thought she was me. In a past life.” says Chris.

“That’s what I thought too!” says JFK. “When I saw her with Lem!”

“Ahh Michael, just for our interests why don’t you show people what it is that our psychics see when they walk into the time machine room. Michael, because I have never done it and I’ve been told not to and I never have. What do they see?” says Jon Stewart.

“So that’s reasonably close to what Lacey looks like.” says Michael. “And really, I look close to this.”

“I also look like that.” says Michael.

“And that’s close to Lacey too.” says Michael.

Later.

“Chris…why do you think challenging her makes sense still?” asks Michael.

“Because Diego and I have had a…strong sense that we are…different. Our whole lives. And…we have no choice but to keep going with our duty. Our duty to ourselves and our country.” says Chris.

“Amen!” says JFK.

“So…you see Lacey and Michael. In a room designed for experiencing time travel? Having sex. Or did? And…you also already had an obsession with Michael. So…it all sorta came together. Huh. …Go look now. What do they look like?” asks a psychic.

“That’s what I saw.” says Chris.

“Were they together?” asks a psychic.

“No. They looked annoyed.” says Chris.

“Annoyed!?” asks Diego.

“Yeah. They were just sitting there. Starring at me.” says Chris.

“Was there…anyone else…there?” asks the psychic.

“Kirk.” says Chris.

“How do you explain that photo?” asks Lacey.

“Dammit!” says Michael. “I’m getting angry.”

“I…came up with the pose.” says JFK. “Along with who photographed us. …Lem…was squeamish. And he controlled himself. And was awkward. I’m fondling him.”

“Yeah.” says Rod.

“I felt…uncomfortable. But I…thought we were couple. I held his had. But I didn’t like it. And…yes. He fondles mine. And…I was…tolerant but I didn’t like it.” says Lem.

“How many surprises does she have to be attacked with? Just wondering.” says Michael.

Awkward silence.

“Because I’m sick of it. I’m not as tall or as interesting as you. Or as handsome. …But I would never put her through this! NEVER!” yells Michael.

“I think I have to be less…presumptive. …Lacey…I wanted to explain…but I was shut-up. I gave you the basic gist of it. That trip. But…not this.

How many times? Lots! Until she’s dead.

They’re having fun torturing her Michael. Too much fun to stop.” says Lem.

“So what then?! Because…I’d love to fuck her. Really. …And you’re the only reason I won’t right now. …Lacey is extremely beautiful! Lem…she’s rare.” says Michael. “And I’m sorry…but I’m…incredibly aroused. Always. By her.

MORE THAN ANYONE!

…DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?!?” yells Michael.

Lem calms himself.

“You’re extraordinarily hurtful!

Lem do you know that she slept with me and all those other men to hurt you? Lem it was to get back at you, to get you to understand how much you hurt her and there’s no way for her to know if what you’re saying is true! Lem, she’s fighting armies of demons or you’re lying and she doesn’t know the difference because how can she!? Lem, we’re dead and she’s not and that picture suggests that you were gay and a lot of others do too. Now…when you look at them more closely yeah what you’re saying makes sense. You look uncomfortable. And in the other pictures you look like you’re straight and confused and in this picture you look either really aroused or mildly repulsed to the point of wanting to vomit. She hears you yelling that you were repulsed, but you look gay slightly. And you start screaming ‘I wasn’t! Lacey, that was an act! Lacey, look at the rest of my body. Don’t just read my eye movements!’ But Lem how does she know that!? Lem there’s no way for her to know that!! Why does it never occur to you?

Where does she hear you? In her conscience. And so you prey on her conscience when you speak to her conscience and say, ‘I was straight that’s just a facial mannerism, I was repulsed look at how I’m squirming in my seat. I was holding his hand that way because I thought I should.’ She hears that in her conscience and you’re either hurting her or you’re expecting a part of her soul and spirit to talk to her in a way, that’s not really entirely fair or appropriate.

I don’t appreciate being in this position. I’m an honorable person, and but sex is really good Lem between two consenting adults who are in love and incredibly attracted to each other and Lacey and I have slept together and I could’ve actually married her. I really could have. I’m not Jack and she’s not you and she’s not Jack either. We’re two separate people. Do you understand that or not? Because sometimes I don’t think you got it you’re imposing on me by expecting me to just be this aroused and this in love with someone and just back off and yes it’s for the best if God has someone better for me but you know what if it’s Purgatory tablet lab she’s so beautiful And what we have together is so hot and good and I cannot stand you at times because you don’t seem to understand that it’s not that I want to hurt you or she wants to hurt you. It’s that we’re different people than you and Jack both and you took hundreds of fucked up pictures that she hast to sort through And you may have created two children with her who cry over you and have lightly taken to hugging strange men because they’re so lonely for you and then you have some dip shit family trying to kill her because they’re obsessed with you and all that well I am hard as a rock and you can’t see that because I don’t want you to but fuck she’s so damn good with me in bed it’s amazing And it has nothing to do with you believe me that’s just her and me making love to each other and that’s hurtful to you but it’s also problematic because what the hell do you expect us to do? What the fuck are you expecting?

I mean, do you have any idea how hot arousing and repulsive it is to stare at pictures of Jack and his smarty bitch face fondling you he didn’t deserve to be your friend much less your lover, you asshole you’re repulsive in that way as a human you took your love, and you made it worth fucking shit to humanity And Lacey and I are both profoundly offended by that because we care about you as a person and we have absolutely no clue what the hell you were thinking and then she is supposed to just sort through all of that. Well I am me and I am longing for her, how do you not get it? It’s not an attack on you necessarily at all it’s not it’s not. It’s not personal towards you in that way that’s just part of the fall and nature of the world the same way that you thought you were gay and you’re still the amazing person that we both love, you playing that you can’t help that you constantly clean that with her you constantly expect her to feel sorry for you and she does and that’s fine I get it I get why she feel sorry for you and loves you but do you actually feel sorry for her at all or not Because I said it didn’t seem like you did when she was talking about her miserable childhood you didn’t like even have a fucking clue how miserable her childhood was which is cared about it and then this what do you want for me? She’s worth that she is that fucking good.

You put her somewhere and wrote free and I sought and I have fucking good taste and then you ran off with Jack and took pictures while he bundled you holding dunker. Oh cute it’s a puppy. Your sweetness is amazing as a man where was your spine? Where was your courage? Where was your sense of self? Where was any of your integrity or decency or dignity as a human being? And that’s just a fact whether you were gay or straight, but if you were straight, it’s extraordinarily tragic and repulsive to me as a man. But double lied to me as a man because I have to let go of Lacey and let you be with her and I can’t stand you right now. Do you care how much she’s suffering or is it just not important to you because you’re still getting over the fact that you know, Jack fondled you while you help duckEr?

You’re disgusting you’re hurtful you betrayed her before you even met her and then you expect her to feel sorry for you and she does she does but what do you want? What do you want for me? What do you expect for me? You’re hurt that you slept with other men makes sense to me and you’re part of me is just annoyed as all get out by it because it’s not like that one. She can’t even tell if this is real at times, she’s too humble for her own good and you haven’t helped at all you’ve made it worse. How is that helpful to her the fact that you’re so fucking insecure and that she thinks you’re the most handsome man to ever live right now but what does she think about her self? She thinks that she’s worthless because of you, and then I am supposed to just sit here and think oh that’s fine. Well, I am unbelievably aroused and I want nothing more than to make love to her. I do have another woman I do and she’s possibly better for me but she’s not as good looking, and I mean that And I did find women attractive and I still do and I want nothing more right now just screw her and the woman that I am with knows that I feel that way right now and she’s probably hurt by it but I happen to know that it’s better to be honest about stuff like that, then to lie about it am I going to probably not because I don’t want to hurt you and she doesn’t want to hurt you either but she is devastated by you right now because you keep letting her down and your excuses are worthless so stop making up.

This is not a conversation expected to have I’m disappointing you you’re better than us, but I don’t wanna hear you complain anymore about her being attracted to men or other men what the hell do you expect from her psychologically? What the fuck do you expect you throw things in her face or other people do that are totally profoundly on arousing, she has been so massively alienated from you that it’s amazing. She still even likes you much less is in love with you you fucking idiot and then you never seem to get that I would I have made love to her you haven’t really done anything affective to stop us. And she’s not Mary the mother of Christ according to the Catholic Church OK she has sexual needs that are not being met by you psychologically you’re a failure that’s a fact, and so then what happens I come along in my rational self interest as a Rockefeller because that’s what I am. I’m a Rockefeller. Yeah I really am, that’s not just my name you do realize that love you still don’t you or have you turned into these people who don’t seem to understand what ends up? My grandfather was JD. Rockefellers was JD Rockefeller. Yours was not. We are one of the most wealthy and powerful families in the entire history of humankind and I am in love with your soulmate or is your twin flame? I didn’t steal her from you, sweetheart you gave her to me is what it feels like and I resent it because she’s a hell of a lot more important than that or aren’t you giving her to me? Are you clear on that or are you confused?

When you throw her in the gutter because you had to have jack bottle your fingers, while you have dunker in Germany, on a trip that you borrowed money from your grandmother for, and then the scrap of became the most prized possession of your entire life, according to Eunice and NBC and Doris Kurtz, Matt icing maybe princess peach that you need to wake up and realize that someone like me could easily come along and rightfully take someone from you not just Lacey but literally all of your soulmates, because who the fuck are you running round being the gay prince of all time to a jack ass useless piece of shit like Jack Kennedy?

Where is your humility? Or is that being repressed to your all your accusations against her? Where is your humility? Because it doesn’t you don’t seem humble you don’t seem aware of what you’ve done you destroyed mankind to some degree one by deciding that you were his lover and husband That’s just a fact and Lacey can forgive you and I can forgive you in Christ very easily because we understand you but that doesn’t change the fact that that’s what you did so these assholes keep idiotically insisting you were gay and that you’re not just faking it for pictures because it’s obvious that you’re faking it from a picture of some degree. Lacey and I want to say it’s just obvious not even to some degree it’s just fucking obvious but we’re a little too nice to say that but really, though into honest, but really, though you don’t look gay Not convincingly so I look legitimately bisexual because I kind of was but that’s because I kind of was I wasn’t faking it. How do you not understand that that alone is annoying to me and Lacey both I can’t change the fact that I was someone bisexual that’s just the way I was, whether it’s allowed in heaven or not when people read me as being that it was painful for me love because it was real and there was nothing I could do to make myself seem different you go in and out of it and pictures and people make excuses for it because they’re so fucking in love with you that they’re desperate for you to be gay People adore you they don’t give a shit about Lacey. Your family loves you. She loves you where the hell do you get off being so self-righteous if you are at all where the fuck are you? What the fuck are you even thinking? Yes you can be hers but really, if you don’t understand the misery that you put her in I don’t know if you deserve her anymore and yes, I’m talking myself into stealing her from you, but you know what that’s how this actually works in reality. Well you were pretending to be gay, I was capable of falling in love with women and let me tell you something you pathetic asshole it’s fucking hell out there.

You have Scott Fitzgerald, and just drink himself to death for no reason he drank himself to death, because it is a motherfucking piece of shit out there, trying to find love as a man women are often heartless bitches Latin, who use you and suck the life out of your soul that’s common. Well, you were being babysat by a family of asshole men who hate women I like to torture them to death you missed out on the experience of most normal men have who are straight at all of being bitch, slapped by a Horesh, half ugly hoe who they tried to be kind to who took advantage of them as men.

It hurts like them it hurts. It hurts like hell and I was hurt. I really was you know I didn’t have some delusional concept of myself and then some obsessed man but after me with millions to put me through college and put me through school and put me through Saks school and give me haircuts and clothes and a job and just let me walk around sounding like a bitch woman who is really for highfalutin, well he had his own little wife on the side that said that you live that life because you never had any good sex you barely grew up past 116 and then you turned into a horrible drug addict and you know what that’s sad but the same time you were really mollycoddled you were incredibly sheltered from having to deal with a lot of the pain that a lot of men live with And if you think what Lacey has put you through is anything like what we experienced thank you again she hasn’t done anything by a lot of people standards at all, including mine. She’s been incredibly fair potentially, and the fact that you don’t appreciate that is sick you know most men deal with a woman who is a rational and takes advantage of them. What it is she done she’s been devastated by you and then Wentz to do spider Rockefeller Houze, arguably very attractive I am I am a very attractive And I’m now in love with her and then that’s that’s her evil that’s her evil lame. Do you feel sorry for yourself right now or is this helpful? Just I’m curious because if you feel sorry for yourself we’re done I’m taking her and will just have to help you find someone I will just be in hell, because if your only reaction right now is to just feel sorry for yourself I really don’t give a shit about you and I’m sorry if that’s true and it’s evil.” says Michael.

“ I made a mockery of you. I pretended to be as gentle as you actually are and I’m not. I think people think you’re cold when in reality you’re in excruciating pain and you’re just being very quiet and sweet and gentle kind of like right now I do not feel sorry for myself my God, I am very ready to kill Lacey kids because I can’t handle it but that’s not the same thing as feeling. Sorry for myself I am struggling not to rip her soul out of her body.” says Lem. “ you’re right it’s humorous know that I’ve not been able to express myself or that I have missed the fact that her philandering is rather inconsistent with reality it’s not philandering laziness, confusion and confusion started with me. You thought I was bisexual and you were fine with it at & I needed to tell you the truth I care for a very good family, but hi, and no one stopped it because they didn’t know and I struggled to come to terms with it my whole life I do look gay and some pictures it’s true, but you also can tell them somehow likely to find you very attractive and it doesn’t seem like Michael, you know someone who’s bisexual requiring some sort of empathy from your words seems more like I’m just straight I’d rather Eddie arctic but idiotic only the way that you would understand. Unfortunately, that’s true. True it’s true. I really was an idiot. It’s funny how people don’t believe me that I could be so damn well, so damn ball but I did you could do, a lot of people could you were good at acting not everyone is a decent number of people can fake being gay if they really tried. It’s not that hard. Joshua Jackson doesn’t really good job and cruel intentions. It’s sad that gay men don’t realize that they can be imitated, but they somehow think that their movements and gestures in their eyes are you know copyrighted somewhere in a way that they can’t be infringed upon and it really is actually far easier than a lot of people think it really it Hass to be what you’re saying Michael it Hass to be something organic and from within that sort of over takes all of you not just your eyes or your hair or your hair or your eyes and the way you hold your fingers right I never mastered that I feel like Lacey could do a better impersonation of that than I did but I would still be she was straight because you can’t really hide anymore than you can hide in gay it’s funny that game and never realize that that you’re doing the same thing that they do or it’s like no he’s gay matter how straight people think he does that guy is gay I can tell I know he’s gay and then people believe that you’re saying the same thing but it’s in reverse you’re never people are never going to find evidence ever to suggest that I was really homosexual because there is no evidence there’s him, but there’s no like incontrovertible truth. That would prove that I am in all reality it’s obvious and almost every situation Jack is coming onto me Jack is the one found following me. I’m the one that looks like he’s cringing, Jack’s the one smiling well I have my head and his crotch. When is he ever the one who looks uncomfortable lol I am touching him never there’s literally no photograph work. He looks awkward and I don’t. It should be fucking obvious to people with his messages of I support you lame looking forward to another tense year that he’s the sexual instigator.

Most people have homophobic for lack of a better word birds, Hoa ideas about how are you? I was the instigator with that he was the one that was you know talking about Hortense was in messages me saying he’s looking forward to his hands again that he supported me under wine in the word sup Fuck off he’s one fondling me it’s obvious it’s obvious but not everyone is screwing the ghost of Michael Rockefeller Lacey, you like you know everyone’s beautiful old bunny like you you have two titles in your family one in England that doesn’t exist anymore and your family will probably dead And an honorary title from the king of Norway that’s not normal and what’s more if you’re illegitimate, you’re kind of a historical figure on where’s your father is arguably one of the most important man in US history not that anyone knows that and you’re his daughter regardless but if you’re his biological daughter, you’re your Your a hidden historical artifact and so is your bigger deal in the cavities, but no one knows you exist historically speaking they could probably if you are illegitimate do DNA test on you and if they were honest about the test, they could probably prove that you were his daughter, but that’s very unlikely to ever happen Because people aren’t that intellectually astute anymore if they have a work will all know when we’re dead if we don’t go to hell but it’s sad because if you really are his daughter know your historical figure, but no one knows that I do but people live don’t for the most part.

Oh, and that’s the problem. I know that you were meeting us into meters to away but I am how do you been born earlier? We really would’ve known each other like for real and it’s very eerie. I really would’ve Mary Michael if you book and I I am understanding, you know that I am you could’ve actually married Michael. But you know then along with that Lacey I know you don’t understand this because you’re you and your Nash. I am in the way and your father, but most people aren’t actually like us.

Most people are not like Michael the Rockefellers really are a big deal. I know it’s you it’s like oh it’s a castle. Whatever you know I mean the breakers. OK it’s like the Nesheim farm next to the ocean if you were to take away most of the farm and all the oil And then just make your house that you could have a grown-up and in childhood like three or four times bigger and to you you’re just like that’s excessive my 8000 x 8000 square-foot house was completely paid off. I don’t understand why these people needed a larger house But I guess that’s what they do and that’s great that’s not most peoples perspective but I think that is your perspective it’s like yeah isn’t it beautiful? Isn’t it grand and then the rest is just at the house and it’s made it work very lovely but it’s a bit big, it’s traditional isn’t it and you’re right it is traditional that is very much that’s just how humanity evolve. I’m sure that you and Michael could think of brilliant sociological and explanations for the size of wealthy peoples houses that are very astute but that’s your perspective most people don’t have that perspective and so they see my mannerisms and they think he’s gay because I look gay, and then it scares them when they have to actually stop and analyze my energy because it’s not quite as complicated as it seems and if people could be more aware of my energy than they are, but they’re you know they’re not able to be as easily and so they just don’t do it.

They can’t do it like you and Michael are not as smart as your piccolo. I don’t think Michael and you realize either that it’s not normal to just walk into a room see a woman in so we know if she’s the one who did you sleep her off her feet because he could’ve done that with you and it would’ve been amazing, I am capable of that you but most people aren’t and you’re capable of knowing when it’s real and but it’s not and most people art I don’t know what to say to you, but I do the views because as much as I see you hope people don’t get it, but I’m not gay oh weather is why they can’t just take your advice and try to just study the angles of my body and the way that I sound in more detail because it really is there and it’s so obvious and if I killed JFK truthfully Lacey George Bush and a lot of other people alive at the time so what you say to and skull and bones if that’s the case is Phyl incredibly sorry for for you the whole time because you’ve gotten no respect relatively speaking and they can’t easily find a way to explain to people how inappropriate what they’ve done to you. It’s because it’s sound so classist even though no it’s not.

Do you and me and Michael all right that’s me with my I was alive, but do you and Michael it’s easy to tell things like that about people the same way that it is for some people to tell when we both had no work done or they were wearing a spray tan It’s like you’re just gonna have to know what to look for but not everyone is that perceptive Jack himself wasn’t that perceptive? He was bisexual with a gay tendency and I still don’t know if he fully understands the concept they knew I was gay the way that some kids know there’s a tooth fairy, they suspected that I was straight, but they had it on good authority that I was gay and that’s why a lot of the evidence about me being gay and a lot of the stories is repulsive and it’s created a class war, but it already been started by attacking you in the first place.

There’s nobody else who’s Lacey being sweetie you’re the only child he has ever other than maybe a little boy who’s potentially dead is very protective of you if you’re his little sister if you can as he should be and I don’t think people understand that if you really are, Tom’s daughter, he didn’t mean to disown you he was just trying to be a good father. And that member you have a woman crying and painting your nails that could easily be your mom who looks like Elizabeth is she dead? Maybe maybe not but if she is, she kills her self, because the father that raised you refuse to wear your sleeve anymore, and insisted that you were better off being left with them.

If you die until your dad, at this point, it’s very likely that you’ll have the passage in the world and then that way it is the end times if someone kills you in order to run the world in an inappropriate way that’s very bad news for them if they blew you and your family up you would be far more lenient if they really literally managed to kill you and your family in a way that was quick I booked absolutely no possibility for and you to be alive. But doing that takes time it takes a sense of purpose. It takes responsibility and takes moral courage. It takes honor it takes decency. It takes money it takes intelligence. It takes a conscience and maturity, and a lot of people don’t have those traits who want your dad unfortunately.

Eyes wide shut it’s about you and I to some degree and Michael Stanley Kubrick wasn’t quite that person. The Hungarian should’ve been Michael and that Hungarian should’ve been a little less like Jack the people in Cape Cod the captain that’s not a captain that’s mean you making love why is it a cat god because Joe was a captain and they lived on Cape Cod And I think Joe was rather jealous of you and Jack was rather upset but otherwise it’s really much you and I how did she become you she doesn’t. And if there are ilumiNATTI meetings of that sort, you would be in a private room with Michael, not being fucked by dozens of men, they use people sexual experiences they believe the sex itself credit to spiritual energy. I am highly in England and other parts of the world movie still have common sense they were letting you have sex with me and Michael because they reason that even if it was Christian and God was going to rearrange things that a lot of them are Christian anyway and then so be it, they go to mass and they were surprise so big deal. Just let you have sex with a ghost. If that’s what you wanna do and I can send for committed relationship and then they use the sex and it actually has worked pretty darn well believe it or not for the entire world North Korea has done well with it, so has Russia, possibly Great Britain have done better with it then they might think most of the world has done very well from our sex. Or the sexy phone with Michael we’re really even Luis for Harold Elliot was working out very well for them and buy them. I do not mean America I mean everyone else and God understands that you’re being held in captivity and that that’s really the only way you have to survive, and yeah he’s rearrange things because you keep offering it up to him saying I don’t know what to do here you go, but the problem is America has yet to understand that it’s helpful. Much less believe that I am straight at all. I love with you in a way that I could be with someone else, or maybe I’m just completely straight north was they also don’t quite fathom that Michael Rockefeller means something and that the sex that we’ve had actually and that’s why if Trump decides to run for president anyway it’s the end of United States because they don’t seem to understand that they’re destroying the country by not just letting you and I sleep together. The few times that you’ve slept with Michael they haven’t taken it particularly seriously because in their minds that means that they are recognizing the Nesheims as old money can’t do that.

I am praying for grace for Michael and you that I’m sorry that I put you two in a position where you’re so profoundly uncomfortable. I’m sorry. I’m not going to let you sleep with anyone else over again and if that something God allows is from Michael’s I’m glad as well, but it may actually be asking too much of both of you don’t understand that because no marriage is beautiful and you two are very pure people and you could’ve been very happy and I love that you both want whatever is best for a toddler, even if it’s not each other.

If I’m not being honest with you, and you’re being fooled in a way that God doesn’t respect you’re with Michael and your way or you’re with me but it’s unlikely that you be with anyone but him if I am in hell in personating me or if I’m just a very cool person but if I’m being honest, and the way that God respects Open I’m just being honest then you’re just with me and that’s what you want and I know that eventually Michael will come around to seeing it that way too

But I can’t force you to not have doubts it’s not fair to be very foolish so I just have to deal with it. I am angry at the Kennedys Lacey that they have no empathy for me at all. It’s very hard fending off Michael Rockefeller, Scott Fitzgerald and I’m doing it but it’s not easy And I know Michael and you have empathy for that they don’t and I am ready to send them out all to hell because I can’t stand them and that’s not because I’m so hurt and upset. I’m being a rational I literally want them all in hell I got understand if that’s something that it is me being human and not understanding his perspective.

I was straight and I am your twin flame but we don’t call the Metaverse but that’s what I am. I’m your twin flame and the American illuminati is going to have to deal with the reality that they’re not Lacey VAX and Chris Hayes may not be the intellectual mastermind that they say he is, it was very foolish talking to you and it’s been incredibly foolish angry me Bobby is very presumptuous. A lot of other people are too, and so back to hurt by me telling them that they should take me telling them that is concern for them. I am not a gay pride symbol, I am actually very antagonistic towards a lot of gay people and it’s because I’ve gotten sick and tired of no one handling things appropriately. If Netflix does make another film about Jack is it really is not going to be good news and they can take that as a threat from you if they’re choosing to be stupid or they can realize that I am a dead person and if there’s an illuminati, I am the one telling them that not you.” says Lem.

“ the minute that you slip up in God‘s eyes, I’m taking her, but if that never happens then thank you.” says Michael.

“ who is sexual energy are we attacking her with?” asks Bobby.

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