Symptoms of Monarchy

it’s 3 AM October 4, 1999 and Lacey gets the idea in her head to go to school at NYU Thelma’s raising her not Thelma Ritter Selma who was the mistress for decades of her father Thomas Banks. Selma and Lacey are quite close. They’re not mother and daughter but they’re also not not mother and daughter and Thelma refuses to be insecure about the fact that she’s so old and what she doesn’t tell Lacey is that Lacey is old and her own way to she still very much a child but she’s noted that a great many of Lacey‘s tastes are far different than her generation, and instead of humiliating Lacey with that or hurting or scaring her she’s chosen to be very careful and very quiet about it. So Selma sent Lacey to a nice Catholic school in Edina where she got very good grades at and was very careful about the boys that she dated and Thelma thought that was very wise because she didn’t want Lacey to get pregnant and Lacey said I would never do that and Thelma said I don’t think you understand darling what it’s like to have a serious boyfriend And Lacey said no that’s probably true. I probably don’t almost at all in good time I need to focus on your education and your grades first.

Jim and Becca never said stuff like that to Lacey because they never thought they needed to or they didn’t care but it was things like that that Lacey needed to hear that so I would’ve known to tell her that she never hurt literally simple things like that that no one ever told her And it seems like those things should just be obvious but they’re not. Lacey did her best to raise her self but you can’t fully raise yourself psychologically because you can’t step outside your body and start being someone else so she included a lot but things like that are not things that anyone ever said and so she never heard them but Thelma would’ve said them, and Thelma would’ve also known as beautiful as Lacey is, there have to be someone who she could find. If I’m a herself had to you know how to do a little digging for someone as sweet and intelligent and sensitive and moral. It’s Lacey so at 3 AM in college excuse me high school Lacey would have woken up and gotten the idea in her head. Had Michael not died to go to NYU and major in art history And some of the thought that made complete sense and Belter had a lot of money and if Lacey had been raised by her would’ve had even more him and no, she could’ve afforded to send Lacey to NYU for art school all our history and with Lacey‘s grades and seriousness thought would’ve thought that was a very wise choice him and she would’ve secretly been hoping that someone more her age who was in his 50s or 60s maybe 40s would take notice of her Somewhere and maybe something would happen and she would’ve had to just trust God that if she wasn’t alive and able to protect her that she would still be OK.

I think you people think that lamb was Thelma lamb was not Thelma and I can see why you think that, but it was a very different situation and someone was an actual mistress who was patient but it was a very different situation. Rita and Tom are in love him, but they had some issues, and Tom had a very hard time with commitment. His mother died when he was young and it was very Trumatic for him, and he ran away from home and he was capable of being faithful, but he was very difficult very very difficult man that is not the same psychological profile as JFK. I’m sorry. I think people like to think that there’s some magical thing that happens at and there’s not unfortunately some people are complicated and there’s great beauty in the world but it doesn’t diminish the beauty to understand that there are still you know Greta there’s still gravity they’re still up and down they’re still left right things unfortunately for some psychologist, who have a hard time with us do make sense if we just don’t knows understand but they are a scientist, but it’s not that they’re not capable of being explained.

So anyway, getting back to Selma Selma is the Lem’s that we thought existed if love was straight do they end up together for eternity? Not as a Saralee did she love Tom? Yes did she then try to make Lacey be in her life yes if Lacey‘s illegitimate summer went out of her way to some degree to try to have contact with Lacey. Lem’s was helpful with Jack’s kids but I don’t see him obsessively asking to see them the way Thelma did with Lacey it’s not like lame was obsessively contacting Ethel saying what am I going to see Bobby I want more pictures. Why don’t you bring Bobby over you’ve got to bring Bobby over I need to see Bobby shit you know love never did that. He never bothered Ethel every Christmas and said I want pictures I want to see him I want contact that didn’t happen, Ethel shoved Bobby into loves house. It’s the opposite of Thelma how does that not make sense do you people?

Because them always wanted a child and it wasn’t the biggest regrets of her life, so she was very excited about Lacey, and it was possibly very if Lacey‘s illegitimate it was devastating to Thelma to never see her again, but she kept a straight upper lip and put her nose in the air and just push through the way that you imagine loved it and he didn’t.

But if she’d had her way, if she would be able to convince time that she could raise Lacey or convince her self, if Lacey‘s illegitimate that she was a moral enough person to be able to raise her cause I was definitely part of Thelma‘s concert not being married living with Lacey‘s father and son I think Thelma thought she was not fit to be a mother But if she been able to convince herself that she was and convince Tom and she’d raise Lacey, no Lacey would’ve been far less confused and Thelma would’ve been very careful about how she said things because she would’ve known that Lacey didn’t understand and was a very sweet tempered little girl and woman And high she would’ve had to deal with the reality that Rita never got a child and she did and that would’ve made from a very guilty because if Lacey‘s illegitimate she’s a lot like her father and raising Lacey would’ve been at a treat for Selma. It would’ve been like raising well yeah child with Tom that was all hurts and that would’ve been excruciating for her because she would’ve felt so damn guilty, but because it’s sort of been so much fun oh it’s Tom his face is a beautiful little girl I would she’s not top. Oh I wonder what his mother looks like I mean you know things that women think of when they have kids that they love and they’re not in a perverted, so if she’d raised Lacey May they’re moving and pictures of Tom’s mom, Lacey may even look like her grandmother slightly if she’d raise Lacey and Lacey decided to go to NYU and Michael been alive what would’ve happened illuminati?

Traffic by Thom Yorke plays.

Five years later…Lacey would have woken-up at 3 AM in Michael’s bed.

“ why do you expect Lacey to be shocked by that you know she does these things and the Kennedys are shocked little Minati that traffic‘s children hostages are shot which is shocking to Lacey and I because it’s like what the fuck is up with you people that’s moronic you’re selling children, but you’re still scandalized with the thought of a 20 year old in a man’s bed what the fuck?” says Thelma.

“ oh, yeah, because they’re like me OK I was brainwashed into thinking that pedophilia was somewhat normal. It was just exclusive and sophisticated and difficult to understand but I am still a little bit Puritanical and you know Baptist and my thinking so to me it’s shocking to It’s like wow how did that happen, and then I just think she’s a slut and that’s why she fell for Diego because she’s just a useless prostitute slut because I think in my mind that’s all that exists are just useless, prostitute sluts, and then strung out aristocratic children and I am still trying to fathom how woman who grew up in the house only worth $1 million is an aristocrat $1 million house in San Francisco is nothing and that’s how I analyze things and yeah it’s bourgeois and lower middle class and uneducated but that’s the best I can do as wealthy and powerful as I am. That is my perspective it’s not sophisticated I’m just being honest with you.” says Oprah. “ and even if Lacey is one of those aristocratic kids who grew up wild and you know free or something how does she go from being the perfect Catholic school girl with almost great perfect grades, sleeping with Michael Rockefeller it’s baffling to me.”

“ oh yeah, I mean she would’ve probably gotten almost straight. A’s play the violin or viola and or maybe a cello probably a violin though or a viola and Zoe I have a feeling her test scores would’ve been a lot higher and a somehow she would’ve gotten into her head to go to NYU, and she somehow could’ve gotten in going to the private school she went to having the connection she would’ve had probably never getting a B probably mostly just getting A’s him. Wow OK so getting straight is playing a violin and going to a private Catholic school and he Dyna yeah OK are in 2002 she went to NYU and they didn’t until I just paid for it wow and then I bet Lacey had to work or something anyway to probably pay for her extras but Tami paid for the education but seems likely to me, but OK, so is she working at the art museum what happened?” says Maeve.

“ Maeve is trying to tell you, Lacey that you never really thought you’d have to pay for your education and she suspects that part of the reason you slept all the time is because you subconsciously were in revolt against your family, but that it wasn’t conscious and it wasn’t some thing counselors ever caught onto because they didn’t realize how wealthy your family is and some people actually like pay for their education themselves and so then they feel a lot more responsibility to do everything and I don’t think anyone’s ever told you that but that’s a sidenote but I just we just wanted to let you know I don’t think you were know stuff like that, but that doesn’t mean that you’re like hiding something terrible and evil it just means that like there’s a part of you that you don’t know about yourself that you were just pissed off and didn’t go to class because you were really just pissed off at your parents.” says Saoirse.

“ no that sounds possible but you’re right thanks to your great uncle that’s a part of my psychology that I don’t know because your family has been very loud in my ear most of my life and also it’s a part of my psychology that I guess no one was smart enough to figure out and that’s not your uncles. Fault your great uncle excuse me and it makes me mad too because it really should’ve been obvious like it really should’ve been obvious and apparently it just wasn’t” says Lacey.

“ I think people might think you’re passive aggressive then and you’re not your your dangerous and there’s a difference.” says Saoirse. “ it reminds me of Ireland or Scotland with all the sharp rocks that could kill you. I was how sharp they are and then there’s like moss covering them and stuff and you can slip and fall and die. Instantly there’s not a lot of places in the world that are like that but there are some and Ireland and Scotland are like that they’re there safe they’re beautiful but they’re very gentle very temporary mild very comforting to come Lee Homie cozy but then it’s like yeah if you take the wrong stuff in the wrong, place, your toast and that’s not passive aggressive that’s just dangerous.” says Saoirse.

Dory by Grizzly Bear plays as sung by a terrified Joe Kennedy Junior plays.

“ anyway, she would have known a lot about a lot of things but being Lacey to and being in Minnesota. I don’t think anyone would’ve thought anything of it I mean a very sweet, mild, mannered, quiet, possibly dangerous book also possibly not if you left her alone young woman going into art history. No, she would’ve been fine, I think Lacey could have political aspirations. I think Tom could’ve to a set of the Roosevelts and they like controlling. Thanks but it’s not like the Kennedys. They don’t have a need necessarily to keep proving themselves if they find love, or if they find meaning in life they don’t really have that desire to keep proving themselves and people know that, so would she ever feel the need to prove herself and run for office well maybe but I don’t think that she’s under the delusion that it would ever be anything other than work which is also why she didn’t go to class because she knows how much work everything is and it’s exhausting which is why she wants to run into our history because I think being somewhat lonely, her father being dead, her mother being not with us she would have thought you know I’m I’m already getting tired of life and I would’ve understood that I would’ve thought no this is perfect a nice beautiful thing for her to study. Maybe she’ll get married and have a kid and settle down and Innoway have a life that I didn’t have that I can help provide for her as a sort of mother figure and maybe he’ll be in politics maybe he won’t but that really is sort of beyond the point, so I sort know she left her own devices in about as an American. She’s respectful you start challenging her brings out at heart of her personality that’s not safe her father was the same way, but left her own devices let her stay yard history and drink her latte. She’s fine she’s harmless. Actually she’s better than heartless, but and people would’ve known that, so no I don’t know if you’re jealous or not but be careful if you are but no, she would’ve gone to NYU. She would have probably pages in art history and she would have met Michael where Wilmeth would she have been working yes, possibly possibly as a barista or she might’ve worked in a library, I don’t know of. She might’ve had to work at a store like a clothing store I don’t I don’t know where she would’ve worked whatever interesting to see what she figured out. I doubt she would’ve worked in Mall in the art museum, where or Michael would’ve occasionally been which you have worked in a gallery yes she would have, which is why I am angry at a lot of people know she’s not Charlotte hour and it’s interesting how the man who is in the gallery who looks like Michael slightly is interested in Charlotte and Charlotte‘s just totally unaware I wonder why that’s so accurate and I wonder why he’s not Michael someone got angry and influence those writers to put a little ounce of truth in there, but no, Michael would have easily come into the gallery where she worked or she would’ve worked in the clothing store, and she might have started getting into fashion, and I would’ve anticipated that because her aunt was very into fashion obviously I am, but I am I have a feeling she would’ve been more into fine arts and fashion would’ve been an interest of hers and not so much a passion but then again, I don’t know you’d have to have it we know who knows but let’s just say she was going to find art. Let’s just say she worked in a gallery him I made if you’re trying to suggest that narcissism is the problem just made a great point because you’re right she constantly have to walk on eggshells not to offend people I know, but she probably would’ve met him the way that he suggests, which is why I thought you might be jealous because he he’s not making that up, he would’ve just said the nose spider in this beautiful strapless dress and high heels at it. You know at the bat looking at Asmat art and just seen her from behind her and looked at her shoulders, and the view would’ve been glorious to him because she’s extraordinarily beautiful and he would’ve thought hey, who is this young woman, she looks like every woman I’ve ever been in love with my whole life but she’s only white 2021 and no he would’ve walked up to her and come on to her and it would’ve been the beginning of forever for those two or it would’ve been the forget, beginning of forever until they died and then I would’ve been her soulmate and he still as well twin flame for college because that’s more what it is but that would’ve lasted for the rest of their lives though and it was that close. You know if she’s diligent She came that close, but it didn’t work out and he was dead, that’s disgusting how close everything came to working out.” says Thelma.

“ OK but Thelma Lacey has the Nesheim delusion. I’m gonna call it she let me call it that but that’s a good way to describe it it’s delusion I mean Bethany still has that like farm girl attitude even though she won’t miss North Dakota and so does Joni even though she has a public net worth of $15 million which is more than Chris Hayes and yet no one really knows Joneus unless if they’re from Norway. And then that’s the problem people feed into that because they start getting offended. It’s like we don’t know who the hell these people are the nations they’re not in Forbes they’re not famous who the fuck are the Nesheims and then they just think you’re right who the fuck are the Nesheims you’re absolutely right, and then they just start getting this like humility complex where they’re just extraordinarily lowly even though they know they’re not they just it’s like a complex it’s just it’s a delusion it’s a complex it’s like dysmorphia and they start feeding into it because they really don’t they don’t they’re not like arrogant people and they’re not Competitive in that way it’s very Norwegian and so then they’re just like it’s cool you’re right we’re just well we’re kind of old money but we’re really just farm people and so when you’re telling the story and it’s like us that’s funny because I just told Lacey it’s like you were available against your parents and you didn’t go to class because you knew that you could get away with it somehow because of your mother And your father to to some degree being old money subconsciously she knew that and she’s like yeah that’s true. You’re right I didn’t think of that but that’s true and then I just doesn’t even mean anything to her because then five minutes later it’s like you’re telling the story and It’s like Michael Rockefeller is walking up to her and coming onto her and her it’s just like magic it’s like I have toy do you why this man is coming onto me it has something to do with the thing that’s like a thing and then there’s just like a thing I don’t know it’s just a thing and it’s just sort of. It’s just sort of like magic I guess I don’t know, who is this and analyze such things right OK but then if we do sit, analyze it in a real way for being in a non-narcissistic and toxic and self-defeating it’s actually really fascinating, because why does he come onto her??” says Maeve.

“ I think Mandy Moore thinks that she looks like Lacey and she does slightly but she doesn’t really have Lacey‘s high cheekbones and I think we will need to get over the idea that she’s one of you because she’s not.” says Tom Banks. “ a lot of women in her generation. Mandy had cheekbones that you’re trying to emulate not just Lacey and yet you do look like her slightly but you’re not Lacey and sweetie I can tell you’re trying to channel her out of jealousy and narcissistic rage and it’s starting to piss me off. I think you need to grow up intellectually and realize that you’re imitating not just her but thousands of women in the greatest generation do you do you understand why you’re doing that it’s because you don’t look like millennials you you do look like them and Lacey has some of the same coloring as you and so I think that’s why it’s so confusing to you sweetie you you do look like her slightly and there’s other women that you look like to who are Irish maybe even more than Lacey but I don’t know how that happened to you but you know you do have a stronger chic line, the most millennial women, but you still look like a millennial and your attitude is still very much like a millennial. You fit in fairy well with your peers, which is why you have been popular and excepted at all. Lacey’s never experienced that sweetie because she’s not like that, so you have a little bit of her edge and a little bit of her depth at her a little bit for cheekbones and coloring but there’s really nothing similar about you to other than that at all. Sometimes people just are a little bit a Lake but it doesn’t mean that much because they’re actually very different people, my good friend John Ritter slightly looks like Jack Nicholson and Jack Nicholson slightly. Looks like Jim Craft but they’re all very different people as well. I just wanted to clear that up.”

“ I mean it’s obvious that you’re still trying to do what find yourself for something that I don’t understand that but that’s some thing that people apparently do him and that’s possibly good I don’t know but I am not you and that’s that’s good that you’re trying to develop a sense of self but I am I’m not you you seem more light hearted than me and maybe a little more happy and loved and less serious maybe less intense do you try to see him intense but I don’t think you are. I don’t think you are as intense as me even if you’re edgy, somewhat and intense I have a feeling that you’re not quite at as intense as me I mean, are you as intense as Bette Davis? I doubt it I am I scare people. Maddie and Betty would too. She was a millennial nowadays, a lot of the greatest generation women what what sounds like old perfume you know it’s it’s a little offensive to the nose notice but that’s just who we are and I don’t think that’s quite who you are. I think you’re more normal. I think you’re more normal more typical one way or another I know there’s not something wrong with me when I say typical him I’m not you know neurodivergent in a way that would make you feel good about yourself sweeties. And I don’t think Bette Davis was necessarily either, so does that make sense?” says Lacey.

“ but why do you have to be so mean why do you have to be so controversial and difficult?” says Mandy Moore.

“I just am and so is she get over it you little ninny bitch from some peasant Irish farm!” says Bette Davis to Mandy Moore.

“ OK so that’s just your personality?” says Mandy Moore.

“ da how much more obvious do I have to make it make it so damn ugly how did you get called a nitty bitch yes that’s my personality. I’m not trying to be difficult. Either is Betty, but you know I can be a little bit more lighthearted than her I I kind of understand the millennial aesthetic slightly I mean I am I am only 48. I do sort of understand if there’s a little tiny bit of me that’s like that, but it’s not a particularly strong note so to speak, it’s like it’s sort of their butt. It’s very tied in with the hair now and with my physical body it Call it’s more of a top note so it’s like like it’s there but it’s fading as I’m getting older and I don’t know if that’s because of you know rejection from my mother that may have brought me into this world or something or what it is but it’s not a strong note to begin with, so no I don’t entirely relate but I am not necessarily trying to insult you necessarily him. I’m just I’m not you know Lapetite not Rob noir I’m not proud of candy I’m not I’m not some you know Victoria’s Secret glitter bomb and it’s fun a part of me can be that but that’s not really who I am and I think that really is who you are Mandy that’s basically all millennial women are to some degree. I think a lot of you see me and you think I wish you so much more classy. I am and part of that a social class maybe but then part of that is also just possibly genetic and you’re really just envious of a previous generation and their Allergan body Ness or something but that’s where I get irritated as an artist possibly because I can’t figure out why you people don’t just appreciate what you are you know I have never been able to completely be that you know I can be that a little bit but it actually makes me pretty uncomfortable and it’s like it’s sort of there but it’s not the majority of who I am and so I can’t really pull it off in the same way it’s like why would you just celebrate that you know la petite robe noir is a gorgeous fragrance it’s not necessarily low herb blue you know but couldn’t you just appreciate it for what it is it’s very very sensual and exciting and thrilling. Imagine to a male knows and that is not something that I can be in that way, I’ve never been able to be that. I look weird when I try to be that the same way that you people do when you try to be me and you know some people like to cosplay the old look and it doesn’t look like that on me, I mean it looks frighteningly, authentic. I look like a ghost I wore vintage glasses the other day and people kept staring at me because it’s creepy when I when I wear it, it’s fucking creepy. I look like a ghost Mandy.

When you wear it, it looks chic and ironic. It doesn’t look like that on me on me. It looks super natural and bizarre and a pretty hoppers are in like an aesthetic way. It’s it’s it’s actually probably a little scary and people laugh but they also look scared, like legitimately scared. And you can wear yeah liberty Grove noir or you could wear a little blue you know it’s not like you don’t have depth necessarily it’s just it’s not the same arm and I’m not the same either and I don’t get why that’s such a hassle.” says Lacey.

“ Lacey I think we’re scared that we’ve been Condray you in most of your life when Michael died. It was very Trumatic for his family and if you’re his soulmate, it’s possible that their intense grief sort of conjured you if there’s no illuminati or we were trying to conjure you and it, it worked.” says Zelensky.

“ and I just wanna say something to Mandy Moore I’m like you I am very into vintage a lot of the Nesheims are kind of like that but we grew up on a farm that had a lot of antiques and vintage stuff left on it we’re old money and that way and so we kind of know where the line is at Lacey is different than us and that it’s like for her. It’s it’s a different thing. Oh but I’m like you I appreciate the vintage I have depth to him and as a Christian I am trying to be a little old-fashioned but I’m still very contemporary you can tell, but what I wore to miss North Dakota, that I am not afraid to look glamorous, in a very contemporary way, and obviously that was contemporary for a beauty contest, but it’s in North Dakota but it’s not how I dress all the time or even now maybe I did more of the time I got very into some styles but no I mean she’s right like I can wear perfumes that she can’t wear tonight and I have done some experimenting Internet cat work up to Rob know I really either it smells like weird on her the way that it doesn’t Lacey they smell like they’re wearing candy like it smells like they’re literally wearing candy do men like lame like how we smell not really to men from that generation, we smell like little girls are perfume smells like little girls to them um, but it’s men from our generation. It doesn’t smell like that and Lacey is only 40 and there’s no way to fix that that’s just how she is. It’s rather unfortunate life in that way but no I mean that’s just she’s just stuck that way. Is that sad that’s just how she’s stuck, but no I mean I I don’t I agree with Lacey. I don’t know there’s any shame and our style if we choose to be elegant about it in our own way, and I think we can be him but I think there’s probably perfume though that you and I can wear that she can’t wear and I think maybe we need to be a little more honest about that because what are we really after are we trying to steal them from her? Are we trying to steal Michael? We can’t do that, those men really don’t want us anti-perfectly honest with you. I’m not sure we really would want them either. Are we after her husband possibly but I’m not sure about that either you know the one guy who I think we might have been after is Joe Joe Kennedy, Junior I think he has a little more leeway him Elliot maybe but really it’s more Joe but Joe’s not the other man and there could be other men to that she doesn’t know about who aren’t famous but they’re not really her main attractions they’re more on her periphery to sound Swedenborgian they’re more on her periphery so there could be others Harold’s not one of them either. It’s really more other men that’s with them are really good looking I’m not really into them, but they are good looking men and apparently God has enabled them to be with Moyles or greatest are the Genzie or Gen X Gen X but now I mean I’d laird you. Tom smells sort of sensual on Lacey and racy and it smells like that Internet slightly too and it doesn’t smell like that on me. I mean it’s just like OK it’s slightly like that maybe very slightly but not as much what does Bacharach rouge smell like on me um, buckaroo smells really good on me actually most of that line of fragrances those that maker that house most of a Christian fragrances. Most of them smell really good on me. Frederick mall smells really good on me to Casi. It smells OK I’ll Lacey but not as good as it does on some people, I don’t think you understood what you were doing when you stole Chanel 22 from her and you didn’t just wear it you stole it but that’s a different topic.” says Bethany Nesheim.

“ hey Siri what does snuck out on her what does smoke out on her?” asks Jan Hertel.

“ Chanel 22 smelt smells really good on her. Joe Malone smells good, but Joe Malone smells good on a lot of people like her and it’s really polite but it’s not you know like her best fragrance but no Joe Malone smells excellent Lacey I don’t think there’s a Jolon fragrance that doesn’t smell exceptionally good on Lacey” says Bethany. “ oh what can she wear? That is a little less polite because that that smells good on her but it’s more like what’s polite what smells good on her other than that well and then that’s where things get weird beyond because when she tried those vintage fragrances by Dana the other night, they smelled really good on her, I mean frighteningly good and so it smells good on her Dana but like old Dana from like the 40s a Huber gonna make some good fragrances Huber gaunt who Maga I’m trying to say it in the voice thing isn’t working so like orange on floor, orange flowers I’ll fix this oh Chanel number five smells good on her vintage jump into Lanvin stuff like that which is why when she was writing about all that perfume it was so fascinating because those perfumes were coming alive on her skin. Those perfumes were being used again so to speak. And so it became a thing because it was fun. She’s looking for a gardenia fragrance and it’s a challenge for her, but will find one and Halligan‘s makes a decent gardenia gardenia smells really good on Lacey. It scares some men who are dead it really scares Elliot for some reason in love not so much, but it’s very scary to Elliot when she wears gardenia and you’ll have to ask him why there’s something about it that’s high is scary him to Burroughs not so much to roses sort of to rose. Rose is a little dangerous, but not that dangerous Vilas violet is like a good joke. Violet perfumes on her, become a joke because she’s straight lame or straight so then it’s like Vilas and it’s just it’s it’s just like a joke for us. It’s like that with Lacey. She wears flowers pretty well to him but I don’t think she wants to wear other peoples perfume. Mitsouko smells really good at Lacey, but no gardenia is how do you suckle no but gardenia is it dangerous note on Lacey Cherry and peach that yeah that smells good Lily it’s smells pretty and the gardenia is Lacey is a gardenia fragrance and it’s so perfect for her that is him. It’s kind of like I don’t know you’ll have to ask Elliot but anyway that’s that’s my two cents guard it’s funny gardenia by Chanel, it smells contemporary enough its current form that it isn’t really a problem it doesn’t really if it smells good on her but it doesn’t really do anything. Penhaligon’s is polite Penhaligon‘s gardenias just British and the British in there infinite sophistication you know are able to handle it.

Yeah, but if you were to find a really good old gardenia and she’s lux, I don’t know is if it was the right gardenia it would scare people and I think there could be like riots literally that’s what it’s telling me if you had her wearing gardenia, and it was just the right note of gardenia, and she went out to a coffee shop and pick people smelled her it would just throw things it was it would change history, which sounds mind-boggling, but doesn’t on my boggling to be my grandfather is the one who started the University of observation so someone like me doesn’t sound mind-boggling at all but I think the bossy pull that sounds bizarre that a woman wearing a perfume could start a riot where it sounds like something from some you know commercial but actually, there could be an ounce of reality in it.” says Bethany.

“ I think because it would signal something to our subconscious about how bad things have become as compared to the past, and we were just getting angry and fed up and start doing some thing about it for once.” says a feminist.

The Fear by Lily Allen plays.

The song plays.

“ so this song is about him. How are things with Lacey? It would’ve been funny and it might’ve even been a song that would’ve been made regardless of whether or not Michael died or she been raised by Thelma, so what happens again she goes to a party at an art museum hosted by NY use art department at the Mets and it’s subtraction money to the school and try to help their art students get connections in the art world and then that’s where Michael meets Lacey?” asks Maeve.

“ yes yeah she’s a student and why are you 20 or 21.” says Michael Rockefeller.

“ I wasn’t quite that unaware of my heterosexuality, but it was pretty damn close and this is a very tongue and cheek song if it’s at all about Lacey.” says Lem.

“ her only fear is that she’s going to die and go to hell that’s literally the only thing she’s afraid of because she doesn’t want to be separated from my love. That’s her only fear.” says God.

“ we’re turning you into an extraordinarily gay man and I have a feeling that we don’t wanna except the fact that it was an act if you see images of Lem’s he does drop his face at times and look incredibly unhappy and film and you can tell that there’s some thing he’s hiding he doesn’t always have that gay happy look on his face that an actual gay man might have it eventually does come out that you know there’s something bothering him or he’s more serious than he seems or something but people like me didn’t notice it and it’s not good OK?” says a ghost.

“ I just altered my face and I can’t alter it well enough, but I look slightly less gay after making my eyes smaller, changing my facial expression and giving myself a very silly smile but that’s literally all I did. I don’t look as gay anymore. Well it looks slightly gay, but a lot less so if I just made my eyes, less buggy, stop altering my eyelids and stop smiling in such a prim way and just let my actual personality come out, you would’ve seen in my eyes, and in my face that I was straight, my body betrayed it. This is what the architect said yesterday it really is just a facial expression I was making and we wouldn’t be doing that. I would be posting some stupid picture of myself, except for the fact that people are now arguing again about that, because they can’t fathom that a man could act that well, and it’s terrifying to them.” says Lem. “ our facial movements betray who we are on the inside but if you catch someone breaking the façade, you have to pay attention to what they break it into because what they are when they break is who they really are when I broke I looked straight, and I was a very attractive man and Jack thought you know my dick is hard let’s make it work like the predatory sexual dog that he was but I didn’t feel the same way about him and when I broke, I look straight and vulnerable and confused as hell I can’t alter my eyelids well enough, but it’s in my eyelids OK gay men move their eyes in ways that are very indicative of their homosexuality, and you know to be honest with you straining my eyes may have even made my eyes look weird when I was old because it wasn’t a natural expression for my face and I may have done damage to my muscles constantly trying to look gay you know opening my eyes, but then shutting my legs and contorting my voice it may have actually damaged my body because it was an act, and I had to force myself into it that high pitch voice, that you know everyone talks about was an act I was constantly engage rag by Drake. I mean it was fake. I was constantly faking being gay by using a high-pitched, effeminate voice. That wasn’t my fucking real voice. You’re morons and I chose that voice because it sounded gay but if you listen, it breaks and I sound straight, just because you’re jealous of the fact that I was able to do that because I wasn’t really gay doesn’t give you the right to make me a K there are a lot of men who do act like I did, and it’s very authentic to them and you know what what is that mental illness or reality is up to God, but it’s real to them it’s not an act and when they break, they don’t break into a straight man who you can rape and sodomize like me they break into themselves a gay man they sound gay I died. I didn’t have that it was my Eno. Gay act wasn’t as a sort of flourish an already gay personality it was it was insanity will say, does that make sense?” says Lem.