Lacey Counsels The Big C

“Ah…Joe…Joe, Joe!” says Kick Kennedy.

Hero by Regina Spektor plays.

It’s 1999 and Joe Kennedy Junior has just appeared to Lacey in a dream. He’s a ghost. He’s dead.

“Joe! I need…” says Kick.

Joe smiles. “I’m in love!” he says, falling beside Lacey’s bed.

“With who!?” asks Kick.

“With Tom Banks’s daughter.” says Joe.

“Eww.” says Kick. “They’re so…stuffy.”

“Kick. Grow-up!” said Joe.

“Well…gee…Joe…we need to be together.” said Kick.

“We need to be together?” asked Joe.

“Look…you weren’t really hearing her!” says Kick, pleadingly.

The thought that he wasn’t hearing her scares Joe. “Why? That’s- How…did I talk to her without talking to her?!?” asks Joe.

“You…” says Kick. “Ahh…well…never-mind.”

Joe looked sad and yet curious.

“You should talk to me.” says Kick.

Traffic by Thom Yorke plays.

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Chris Shaw Hayes, Chris, Chris Hayes, and Chris Hayes-Shaw, and C. dance. They shake their asses in unison. He aims to show you “the money.”

“Damn!” says Joe.

“What Joe?” says Kick.

“You have hot tits!” says Joe Kennedy Junior to Kick, lost in confusion.

“Yeah Joe and I don’t know but…something about you just makes me lose myself and wanna give everything I have to you.” said Kick to Joe.

“Dammit Kick, I never knew you had brown eyes.“ said Joe.

“Joe you’re so big and strong! I mean you’re enormous! I’ve never seen someone that big before other than Lem Billings.

What the fuck would Lem Billings be doing here?! He’s in love with Jack. …Everyone knows that.” said Kick.

“That’s hot fucking sex between us. Holy shit!” said Joe.

And all the Chris Hayes’s shake their asses to the sound of Traffic by Thom Yorke.

“Joe that’s not-that’s-that can’t be us. Joe there’s no way that’s us!” said Kick.

“Kick who else would it be? There’s no one else alive who has that sexual energy other than people in our family. Nobody has that sexual vibe! To me that reads as us. I don’t think there’s any way that could be anything but you and I? Holy shit!!” says Joe.

“Joe…oh that’s creepy as heck. Joe that’s so creepy. I wish dad was here. He could explain it to you. Joe, it’s not normal! Joe it’s weird because that’s not even-that’s not you and I. …

I can see you looking at Lacey right now thinking about trying to get her involved between the two of us as an intermediary…or whatever it is you have in mind. But I’m not playing games like that. …I know you did while we were alive and Jack did that too. Lots of other people did that. …But I’m not doing that.

Actually…I wouldn’t think that does anything anyway. And if you’d been married you would know that.

No, that’s bizarre! Joe, that’s just sick!! And that’s not us!

Joe…honestly I think it could really be this woman. Whoever the hell this hideous bitch is.

I mean…I can’t stand her! …And…probably Lem…as weird as it is to say it, is the man. I don’t know how…but I think that’s their sexual energy.

I think that’s them! I think they could even be the same person somehow. You’ve heard of that! Right? …You know? It’s like we belong to someone.

…I think she, this woman, belongs to Lem and we should just let it go and move on.“ said Kick Kennedy, terrified but hiding it.

“Kick I know this woman she reminds me of me. She reminds me of me OK? Kick, she reminds me a lot of myself, but then where is the rest of that coming from? I think it has to be you. Kick there’s no way that that’s not us.” says Joe.

“We should make a movie about us! It could be a movie about you and I.” says Kick. “Wouldn’t it be fun to collaborate together!?”

“What do you mean?” asks Joe.

“Like…we could make a movie about how I hate her…because I think she’s vicious and heartless and cruel. I’ve never looked like that Joe. I’ve never been as beautiful as that woman. Very few people are, Joe. And the people who I met in Great Britain who were like her-“ said Kick, shaking in rage. “Were some of the most snobby, heartless and distant people who I ever met. They would never acknowledge me. I always felt incredibly insecure, and in totally insignificant around them.” said Kick.

“Kick, I don’t give a shit!” said Joe. “While you were living in your little adolescent fantasy with the tea cups and cake…I was fighting and dying inside! You go do what I did during the war and then come and complain to me about the difficulties of dealing with some overly attractive bitch.”

“You know…does she see that part of you that I see? Joe, that part of you that matters? It’s that part of you that’s beautiful because I know that this isn’t really who you are. I know who you are kick. I mean…I know who you are Joe.” says Kick.

Ruled by Secrecy by Muse plays.

Joe went silent.

“Joe I want you to understand me. I want you to make a movie about me, just me.” says Kick.

“What the hell are you talking about?” asks Joe.

“No…it’s just that I feel like I know you and you know me and I just I want you to make a movie about me. I want you to get to know me better than you already know me.” says Kick.

“Know you how?!?” asks Joe.

“You know how? I don’t want us to sleep together and have sex. But can’t you figure me out in that way without sleeping with me? I mean…no one ever does! Why can’t you just get to know me in that way?” asks Kick.

“Kick are you sensing that energy that I was talking about before? Kick, you’re indulging in it aren’t you?” says Joe.

“No, no it’s just that as I sit here and sense this I feel like it’s enveloping me in a warm hug and telling me, ‘I love you Kick unconditionally!’ And there’s no way that anyone would ever feel that way about me other than me maybe dad.

…I mean he might but I doubt it, but I feel very well-frankly, I feel very sad. …I feel very sad without you.

You did die in the war Joe but what if you hadn’t even died? Joe…what if you just left and yet I had never seen you or I never do see you. Joe…this is a miserable terrible thing!

Joe this is me! Joe, you’re right! Joe…this is me. This is me!

I think you should let me think about it. Joe…go back to her in her sleep and introduce yourself and I’ll think about it and I’ll tell you whether or not this is me. Because if this is me, I will bravely go where no other sibling has gone before and I will make love to you, and we shall be one forever.” said Kick Kennedy.

Go Easy by Mac DeMarco plays as all the Chrises dance. They shake their asses to the music slowly.

An hour later Kick came back.

“I’m sure that’s me that’s me. I’ve asked all of my friends. I’ve looked into it. I’ve cried over you. I think we should just try it in this very tenuous sort of…distant way between us and just see what happens. We are siblings but we’re also souls outside of that…and I can’t imagine how anyone could be more perfect for each other than you and I are. It just seems silly to me that God made us siblings because I can’t figure out why we’re not just men and a women. Or two men. Two different people?” said Kick.

“Well yeah. I mean you said the golden words for me. I can’t imagine. I understand that God would consider that vanity…but let’s just be vain! Kick let’s just indulge…and be vain. I don’t think there’s any reason why we can’t just eat each other. Right?

Shape Of My Heart by Sting is played as a cover song by Joe as sung to Kick Kennedy, his sister.

It needs to be a secret pact between the two of us just like there was a secret pact between Jack and Lem. Right? …I know they kept one. I never heard it.

I never saw it.

But I’m sure they kept one!

And I mean we don’t see Lem too often these days and I don’t know where he is…but it just must make sense somehow! And I don’t know how…but I need it to.

And the problem is…there are things you don’t understand. And this is the conversation we should even be having? Well…I don’t know. I’m sure that Jack had with them with Lem though, often. …Because there are things that you don’t understand…and I do.

I would just be with you Kick…out of the kindness of my heart…open-up to you and everyone would know how much I love you. Because I actually agree with you.

Kick…I’ve never gotten along with other girls as well as I get along with you. I mean I don’t know but it’s just weird how it’s like we’re so much alike and we understand each other and I don’t know why we have to just follow these stupid rules, right?

So the rules that I think we should start following are the ones that don’t make any sense to us. God doesn’t like it? He can just deal with it! I know He loves me. …I don’t know for a fact that He loves you. I know He loves me. He told me and I believe Him. …But- So I just think we should just play it by ear…and see what happens. I do. I think we should just play it by ear and see what happens.

I think that you and I should just be an item OK? And so…this is the part that you don’t understand.

Dad owes it to the establishment for me to be with one of them. Because they’ve kept us in power. Ted is doing marvelously right now. I know we don’t talk about it or go see how much he’s doing. But you should. He’s doing incredibly well and they’ve kept him. They’ve kept him in power. The establishment has kept us in power and they’ve kept us afloat. Even after Jack died the establishment kept us. They have done an incredibly good job, keeping us from turning into nothings and nobodies…and I think it would be an incredibly dishonorable thing on my part not to consider her.” said Joe.

“And Joe that’s-that’s just because you want to sleep with her! You just want her pussy! I don’t think you really love her the way that you love me.” said Kick.

“You know I’m starting to feel like I’m losing that feeling I had for you. And it’s just weird. I think we need to just realize that this energy can come and go depending on where we’re standing…and I think if we move into another room this conversation will make so much more sense.” said Joe.

“Joe, I’m still in love with you even in this room.” said Kick standing with Joe in the living room.

The Kiss by Trevor Jones plays.

“OK then this is how we’re gonna play it because I want to get back to that feeling. That was really hot sex and I think you and I- Kick, if we can just find that between each other again somewhere…will get so fucking high off our ass on each other‘s bodies. Right? That’s what the guys talk about.

I know this sounds gross cause it’s us, but we will get so high off each other’s bodies. …We will have no fucking idea what to do with ourselves. I’ve heard about it.

Listen…don’t think about it. Kick it’s weird with the whole brother sister thing when I say ‘Each other‘s bodies.’ I get it! Kick that’s kind of gross. But we’ll deal with that. I just-I really want that sex in there. That’s good sex.” says Joe Kennedy Junior as a ghost in defiance of Christ.

“OK fine! You want the sex? Whatever that even means.

I mean…I vaguely felt like that when I was married. But it’s really not that different than that. I mean it’s like what I would’ve felt for my husband but better…and I just want-I just want I wanna be close to you, I just want you to understand me and I wonder…if that is the sex- I wonder if that is the sex? Oh my God.” said Kick. “That’s the sex. That’s the sex we could have.”

“Do you hear God yelling at us right now? Like we’re like little kids! It’s like we’re doing something really dangerous!

I feel like I hear a voice.” said Joe.

“Oh my gosh! God yells at me all the time Joe so chill out. It’s just like dad so it’s fine. I hear it all the time.” said Kick.

“Yeah, but when I hear it it scares me. …I think it’s more serious than that. Kick it really scares me that God is yelling right now.” says Joe. “Is He trying to make me cease to exist?”

“Almost?” says Kick.

Orinoco Flow by Enya plays to wash away “bad energy.” Did it do anything? Ask Jesus.

“Should we just try to be nice?” says Joe.

“Do you know what? You can do you? In the movie.

…But I am pissed off. I am too pissed off to care right now. I am- I’m sorry I have something to prove to these people and if you understood you would understand.” said Kick.

“I’m doing you. You can imagine me.” says Joe.

Kick pouts.

“Don’t start playing that fucking game with me until we have sex. …Once we have sex I can probably put up with it but it’s annoying when women do that otherwise.” says Joe.

“So what is our plan? What are we going to do?” asks Kick.

“We’re going to snub Lacey. Not openly but secretly snub her and destroy her. But I’m going to use her to make me look good and my family. Well…our family? My family? Okay…we’ll see who who belongs to whom. But I’m going to make it work! I’m going to make it work.

Kick…I’m gonna make you an English aristocrat. In reality. And then I’m going to make myself the Kennedy and then we’re going to have sex and then we’ll finally be better than English aristocrats.

Can you handle that?” said Joe.

“I say Joe…if I’m with you…and you’re with me then we’ll make it.” says Kick. She laughs.

WE ARE by Jon Batiste plays.

It’s All Right by Jon Batiste plays.

“Alright!

So…I am-I am-I am Joe Kennedy Junior.

I’m from Boston and we’re in a wealthy family and I’m a Kennedy. And I enjoy you. You’re an English aristocrat. And we will have to find an English aristocratic family that will make you theirs or something. Maybe Scottish like that pretty Scottish woman over there.

…So…so we could just make you that woman. We can just destroy her soul and then we can make you that woman? Or no? That makes sense?

…And-And then you can be her. And I’ll marry you. Except I don’t want you to be her cause she’s stupid. I hate her! She’s just so complicated!

…I want someone more easy like you to get along with…but someone who looks hot like that woman. I mean you’re hotter than that, but you’re really not at the same time. Because you’re just gross and my sister right now but if we can figure out a way to make you hot like her but still down to earth like us then maybe I can fuck you if you’re not my sister.

So how about if you become a Scottish aristocrat or even Dutch aristocrat or something like that. And we can figure out how to do this slowly and we’ll make you an aristocrat by birth which is what you’ve always wanted to born as. Not us. A June aristocratic family. Pretty like June.

But then I’ll still be Joe and we can get married. We’re just gonna beat the shit out of her…and-

Jack. Hey Jack.” says Joe to Jack approaching them.

“Hello.

…Say…I’d like to be the voice of reason Joe. Joe, that woman is not safe for you to interact with. I can’t figure it out right now in my head logically but something about me tells me that you shouldn’t be really getting involved with her.” says Jack Kennedy, Joe Kennedy’s younger brother.

“Why shouldn’t I be getting involved with her? She’s just-I mean she’s being raised by some weird family but I don’t see why I should be getting involved with her. Jack, she’s just like-she’s just like not really like a problem but I don’t-I mean she’s just like not a problem.” says Joe.

Blue Drag by Allen Toussaint plays.

“Joe that is exactly my concern. You are so ruled by your penis. It’s embarrassing.

OK don’t get involved with her because if you do, you’re just going to end-up falling in love with her or something stupid like that.” said Jack Kennedy.

“How do you know that?

I don’t even know other than princess Diana why were here right now. …I don’t know why Princess Diana is here. I have no idea why she’s here. It’s weird. I mean why the fuck are all these royal people wandering around this fucking apartment. I have no fucking clue why they’re here because it’s just bizarre. But whatever.

I guess I-I just think that what we need to do is just screw her over. OK but Kick and I have a way to do it that you don’t understand and you just need to let go of it.

It’s like the pact you had with Lem.

Jack…it’s nothing more than what you had with Lem. OK we’re just-we’re doing what you and Lem did. Alright!? So if you really wanna know what we’re doing with Joe Kick and I are just branching out. We’re just testing the water and seeing how God feels about our imaginations.” says Joe.

I NEED YOU by Jon Batiste plays for Joe who takes a break to spin with Kick in a meadow.

“OK that’s fine. …I mean-I mean that’s-that’s fine-that’s fine-that’s fine. I mean I’m a little worried because I’ve-I really just don’t think it’s safe Joe.

So…please don’t do it.

But…if you do then I’ll just- I’ll just go screw Lem. I’ll just go screw Lem.

That’s what I always did whenever I had a problem while I was alive. I just would screw them. You know it’s like if there’s a problem you just go screw Lem. And if there’s a problem you go screw Lem. And you just solve it that way.” says Jack Kennedy.

“Okay. Whatever works.” said Kick.

“So if there’s a problem I’ll just go screw Lem. I’ll just go ahead and do that. …And then I’ll just go screw Lem. I can’t believe it.” says Jack Kennedy.

“Fine. Go do it!” bites Joe.

“What’s bothering you?” asks Kick.

“I’m not mad.” said Joe.

“You all keep driving me back to him. I’m the one who is mad! Even though- So because it’s not- It’s-it’s not for the best-it’s not a good thing.” said Jack.

“Jack this is where you start to annoy me. I’m having a moment in my existence right now where I’m about to go and write a screenplay with Joe…and I just really want you to let me have some creative, artistic liberty and license.” says Kick.

“Kick that has nothing to do with what I just said!

I’m genuinely scared right now because I feel like I’m just slowly drifting into Hell because I can’t let go of- I can’t let go of it. I can’t get over it. I can’t get over him. I can’t get over it and you people don’t seem like you care at all.” says Jack Kennedy.

Paint The Town Red by Doja Cat plays.

“I’m-I am not going to stand here and listen to you mock me. I know what you’re doing. You always have all these plans. You’re so conniving Jack and someday there’s going to be someone who’s going to see through you and understand you the way that I understand Joe.” says Kick.

Later.

“Chris Big C as I am going to start calling you because I am pretty sure that you like cocaine, why the hell did you decide to start talking to me and put me in a position where I had to write the absolute shit that I just wrote on this particular post? I am fairly certain that what I just wrote literally happened. Chris…like I literally just wrote some part of our-of our human existence, and what scares me and upsets me is how vile it is.

I am going to have to put so many adult content warnings on my post at this point that it’s mortifying. Because when I write, I write what comes to me. And sometimes I neglect to realize that I need to put some sort of warning ahead of time and that alone is disturbing.

Why am I explaining this right now? Let’s talk.

Why? This is horrifying.” says Lacey Banks.

“Hayes Code? Were you offended that when she first started talking to you she called it Twitter Code not Hayes Code. MSNBC if there’s an Illuminati and I’m talking to you right now they should’ve realized that hiring someone with the last name Hayes who had no connection to Rutherford B Hayes or any of those other Hayes people they knew was probably dangerous. They know that in Great Britain.

The British would’ve realized that, because they keep track of things like that and you can say that it’s evil and maybe in a way it’s not God’s ideal. But there’s a reason that they’ve kept their class system at least to some degree. Because in a sense it keeps things straight in people’s heads. You probably shouldn’t have been hired into a position of power the way that you are. It was probably an incredibly foolish choice just based on your name alone.” says Lem.

“Why the hell did Kick and Joe if that’s what actually happened…not realize that they were just insane?” asks Lacey.

“ actually Chris list this actually this bought these this blog is actually a fascinating blog if we really exist and are able to talk to each other telepathically let’s be honest it’s not that I inspiring once you actually get the concept it’s not as inspiring as people probably would think it’s science it’s you know it’s supernatural and I am one of the people in the illuminati who can handle that to some degree intellectually and that’s with me and God white white like why did we do this because this doesn’t make any sense she’s right it’s disturbing and I have no idea why God allow those to you to get so off-base in a way I get it. I actually just agree with that part of myself slightly because it doesn’t really make sense and then I think if it’s purgatory and they’re experimenting with reality and the supernatural because they’re alive in Christ that OK but how how does that how how did they get so stupid it seems like they just felt some sort of energy emanating from-“ says Vincent Kartheiser.

“her bed from her bed it’s that it’s a dream that’s not a wet dream it really wasn’t. I think Bobby thinks he’s had these psychic dreams about Lem’s but I don’t even know if he’s really thinking that or not but Lacey actually did have one psychic dream she may have had a wet dream she’s a woman, Bobby, so I don’t think women have what dreams and that way if they do have any but this is not the same thing Bobby, it’s it’s a different thing she was having a lucid dream that involves involved sex it was a lucid dream that involves sex that’s possible, if you have an intellectual understanding of things in IQ, and as well bred as I am, you understand that I don’t need someone who’s annoying screaming at me right now about how it was a wet dream because it involves sex. It’s not that simple. It wasn’t a wet dream. She shared it with us for a reason Bobby, Lacey doesn’t write crap books like you do her great grand uncle was knighted by the king of Norway for writing not yours your father was shot and it’s unclear why you’re not her I’m sorry you’ve never seemed to realize that.

And yes, I am wondering right now if they partially got confused because of you and your demented fixation on Lem Billings. And I don’t think it’s just you buddy. I think it’s your mom to have a few of your siblings, and a few other people in your family. He was a tall British attractive old money man who was probably street and you people are perverse and don’t know how to appreciate things in a normal way. and I don’t think all peasant people are like that, and that’s what’s upsetting to me and Lacey both I I can’t fathom why people want to keep making things, stupider, and more evil. We have enough on our hands, trying to sort through whether or not homosexuality is allowed in heaven, we don’t need someone coming along and torturing us with their evil that is obviously evil.

I don’t like your contribution to society I’m a Republican of course I feel that way I don’t like you people OK are those is that blunt enough for you? Is that setting your crap language, your little Ebonics that you invented in your non-black families who is a thing as I’m writing this it’s been written in a way that’s not safe for me and so I’m having to say things in a stupid way to make your ego feel better. Bobby and the CIA needs to stop covering for him because let me tell you something I will whoop their worthless ass. If they don’t stop washing his butt for him like he’s there a fucking five year-old from shit Hell.

It’s not something that you’re going to like, but I am worried Bobby that you destroyed your family’s reputation forever. I don’t think the Kennedys are going to be a thing anymore. I think you ruined it. I think your uncle ruined it, but I think you ruined it completely Because it’s my guts and Salome was straight and I don’t think you can handle that. I don’t think it’s funny that you’re bothering us right now I’m not feeling bullied I’m feeling annoyed and I think you need to cognitively understand the difference there’s a difference between being annoyed by something and being bullied by it.

You are going to have to hear this ice think that that dream that was not a wet dream Bobby it was a psychic dream and you’ve been fighting that since 2016 to your own detriment and the detriment of the entire world writing novels but how things started in the pandemic, you partially caused it, and people will know that when they die, so what do you think they’ll say to their relatives well, they’re in purgatory who read your book you need to understand what’s going on that was a real psychic drape that she had with a lot of people and it wasn’t about sex and I said it in a way that people would feel comforting who don’t like an idea of an afterlife like you.

I don’t think you like the idea that you’ll have to be accountable for every lie that you’ve told Bobby I think you get away with things in your own head by being evil and telling yourself that it doesn’t matter because there’s no afterlife. And if I’m gonna be honest with you, it’s really harsh. The world is harsh part of Lacey‘s ability to write. This blog is because of the oil that her family does actually have it’s astounding amount of oil it’s like crude but it’s on US property and they own it and they’ve been ever so nice about letting a stroller. They even try to help us they don’t have the electricity to do it And we’ve screwed them over and they know it but they’re too old money to really be bothered by it because they have money and they don’t need our help. They don’t need contributions and campaigns to still feel special. They collect tea cups and write books I guess or something Are they as astoundingly wealthy in a way that you would like? No they’re not they’re not as liquid as you are, but that’s not really all that meaningful. In this context necessarily I’m sorry. And the irony sweetie is that you can’t actually steal it from them as easily as they could’ve stolen it from you, your family, Heather buddy, when the world was a lot safer for rich people to exist because people who are a lot better off and a lot kinder but then try getting out from underneath oil and I will give you $1 million. It’s very difficult to get rid of oil Bobby it’s not like a heroin addiction.

Bobby she’s not schizophrenic either. I know you’re desperate for something but that’s not reality sweetie and you know it and you think it’s so clever to keep torturing her with the fact that we have chosen to handle it this way so I’d like to MoveOn that’s not a wet dream that she had Bobby it’s very unlikely in the British know that the whole world does that except for people in the US in the illuminati at least, it probably was some sort of it probably was him a psychic encounter.

And yes, I did just call it an encounter because it involves sex but I don’t think that Lacey wanted to be with homosexual with excuse me I don’t think she wanted to be with her dad not because she is hateful but because she just thought it was not really the right course of action so to speak And I actually agree with her that sounds old-fashioned doesn’t it but I really I actually agree with her with and that’s where it’s it’s sad because I don’t think it was supposed to be quite that desperate and I’m not liberal I don’t have to stay so so tried, and true to all the norms Her being able to talk to the dead the way that she does is not typical Bobby it’s not typical, which is why we were able to talk to her but I I think it’s a last resort on her part it’s a desperate measure to be with the dead in a romantic way. And that’s the problem. How did her life get that bad that she’s having to be with them and to be honest it’s not about them as individuals if anything the opposite it’s about the fact that they’re dead and she’s not they might be there hopefully alive in Christ but we don’t know that for a fact and that’s the problem it’s not awful we don’t know that And that’s awful and then there she is getting into a committed relationship with lab. Well you’re well you’re just well you are as you are trying to kill her because you’re so damn jealous?

And I just I have no idea how you lost your mind. You and I make absolutely no sense together at all. He would make more sense with me then with you and I actually think that’s part of the reason Lacey is devastated if if if listen, kiddo, if if I’m sensing her correctly and if you’re sensing her devastation, it’s not necessarily that he’s with someone else. She loves him that much, it’s more that that’s sad too that she would just give him up because she loves him so much. I mean that’s a pathetic position to be in but I don’t think she cares because she’s so noble and loving and she doesn’t grovel and that’s wonderful but then that’s the problem she is you know this dignified lady, saying if that’s what God wants it’ll devastate my soul, but I shall go with us. I’ll go with it um but then she thinks sweating minutes. This isn’t even about that. It’s just an insult to me as a human, and you know to be honest I am insulted to what was wrong with me. I am taller I am better looking. I’m better bread than you and I’m open about my homosexuality and the republican party and then you hear you are a little snake holding this fix station on him, since you were six, which isn’t even saying, and you look vile with him it’s a joke. Why can’t you find someone who makes sense for you? Who is a man if you do it you can say I don’t think that’s a thing. I don’t think that’s right fine I can hear that but you’ve got to actually say that Bobby or you’re just pure evil seemingly potentially

So as I was saying, when you decided to interrupt me with your bullshit, Bobby is probably a fake it and Cheryl is his beard. How about that and I don’t think he even has a boyfriend I think he just walks around like a nut case in love with some imaginary man in his head.

Anyway, as I was saying she got involved with the dad. I am homosexual and Lacey and I are both grieved by the fact that we are in these positions as people and in different ways yet I experience or a romantic love for men and she is able to talk to the dead end it’s possibly devastating to both of us as people so that’s fun for us. Yeah and we’re dealing with it. Do you deal with it, do you do you deal with with your worries do you deal with them Bobby or no?

OK finally as I was saying Vincent I’m sorry I think it’s what they did in that bed. I think it’s what they did in the bed. I think it’s that Lacey slept with them, seemingly that same night if not, she was involved with someone else but they did something in that bad before kick and Joe had that conversation if they had the conversation if this is if this is like recorded history, which is amazing that we were able to record it potentially at all, but if this is recorded history of our supernatural history, so to speak, which again is astounding then and concerning I have a very strong suspicion, that’s what happened it was the energy created between her and let Him and at least with her and them but I don’t I don’t yeah I think it was her alarm. I could’ve been her and frankly Joe’s father which is disturbing. I’m sorry so it could’ve been her and Joe‘s father or I could’ve been her and let him so no it was. It was probably her and love it could’ve been her and Joe but I have a feeling it was her love and I am, that’s what I think they sensed I think they were picking up on whatever residual energy happened in that dream and you know that’s fascinating to me as someone who’s been in the illuminati for a while because how is it residual energy for that you know is the combination of the dead, and the living in that dream Was just that she was with her other half for eternity and then it’s like if that’s the case they could’ve experienced that themselves, but not with each other that same joy and bliss that’s described in Hindu and other types of religions outside of Christianity. Probably much to Christianity‘s detriment probably could’ve been had for kicking Joe because no I’m not a phony intellectual. I know that it’s likely that the Hindus and the Buddhist probably were describing something that may actually be a real thing, and then, if that’s the case, where is that in our Christianity, which could actually be the ultimate I believe is the ultimate truth, not afraid to say that so in our ultimate truth of Christianity is that it is that it is that I am in our faith, which is the ultimate truth no and that’s the problem if you’re trying to diminish what I’m saying you need to stop Bobby my truth is the only truth when I say Christianity is the only truth when I say Christianity is the only truth there is nothing better than that to be said by anyone.

But that’s the disturbing thing to me. That’s what I think it is they I think they picked up on some thing that belong to Lacey alarm alone I don’t think it belongs to anyone but them and I think that’s part of us. So disturbing to Lacey is that it’s hard for her to know what to do as a woman alone in the physical world that were it I don’t think I don’t think she knows how the one that we’re actually in right now I don’t think she knows how to explain to us that that’s part of the offense, you people keep trying to take her and loves energy and seemingly it’s mostly just there sucks but I can’t figure it out either it’s like why are you obsessed with those two? I know there’s people that would do readings with you guys to try to figure it out but I don’t I don’t I don’t think you’d even if you know if that was possible in heaven, I don’t think you people would be able to do that, because I don’t think you’re capable of being that honest I don’t think you’re capable of being that honest but I don’t even believe in that but I I just have to say I think it’s really really regressive of you guys to be so selfish in this conversation right now.

You can’t take sexual energy from Lacey and Lem’s’s bedroom and make it yours what scares me and Lacey that we’re not trying to be snobs in a mean way unless if that’s what we should be in Christ I I was talking to her while I was with my boyfriend last night, OK and I did cocaine in my hotel room that was very posh, and I think she would’ve liked the hotel room I think she thought my boyfriend was handsome. I think she think I was nice she didn’t want any cocaine and neither did that, but we had a nice chat. It was really pleasant and I don’t get it like I had I I’ve had a nice time with this gentleman and it’s not lame and it’s not Lacey and I don’t get why you people can’t just do that yourself I mean he’s I’ve paid him to be with me I would like to think he would just be with me anyway, but I’ve paid him, and I’ll be honest I actually think he finds that slightly arousing him but then it’s like I’m not gonna propose to him without knowing who he is necessarily you know, but the thing is why can’t you people you can’t even find a prostitute to have actual fun with I mean Kicking Joe are siblings and they’re trying to hook up with other and jack. No jack is not screwing lot Jack was was throwing some demon who was trying to probably learn him into hell because I have a feeling he knew he was straight he knew I was straight. If I was straight, he knew he was right, it’s just weird do you people have any conscience at all when it comes to your own souls do you care about yourselves at all Bobby do you exist? Do you exist? Bobby do do the Kennedys actually even exist are they real people?” asks a white old moneyman from the Republican Party.

Tom Jones’s “It’s Not Unusual” plays as Chris Hayes-Shaw tries to convince us that the lyrics aren’t subliminal messages by shaking his ass and blowing kisses and crying when the song requires it.