“Lem”

“Why is the DNC attacking me?” asks Lem.

“There’s still a large contingency of people who think you were gay.” says Newsweek.

“That’s what I thought!” yells Louis.

“FUCK!” yells Harold Loeb. “What is wrong with you people?!?”

“I might end the world.” says Lem.

“Why!?” asks the DNC.

“Because I’m gay!” says Lem.

“No. You’re not.” says the DNC.

Later.

“You know I’m real. Right?” asks Lem.

“No.” says the GOP. “They don’t.”

“Wow!” says Jonah Wiley.

Hero by Regina Spektor plays.

“I’m just so disturbed you guys I’m so fucking disturbed.” says Chris Hayes. “We heard Lacey talking to a gay man who is in his 80s and it was a really rich guy in the Republican Party who like screwed some really hot like gay dude last night after snorting cocaine in New Hampshire. And she was being so condescending with him. Like why doesn’t she just tell him that he’s going to Hell?”

“Probably because she’s not sure what’s going on with that theologically.” says Lem.

“But if you think people are going to Hell because they’re gay, you should just say that.” says Chris.

“Did you hear anything we just said to you. Chris, it’s not that simple for us. We’re not that backward.” says Lem.

“Do you find us like really offensive?! And actually I have a feeling that man felt that. And feels the exact same way and that he actually enjoyed your company and felt comforted by you people because you understand him. I don’t get it though. You guys were up until 5 o’clock in the morning and he was with a prostitute snorting cocaine and he’s extremely wealthy and he’s in his in his 80s and I get the sense that you guys talked about Episcopalian theology with him very mildly and you and Lacey didn’t have sex he did and you guys just didn’t watch-“ says the DNC. “And you didn’t have coke.”

“ can you just stop you guys? How do you not get how stupid but you’re doing right now sounds Chris is from the lower class OK I don’t know what his problem is with Lacey it’s baffling if there is no luminary Chris you actually really don’t make sense. I’m sure she’s told you that, I’m a psychic I read her blog or I know someone who does and you’re really difficult to figure out you really don’t make sense baby people luminosity know you or some horror explain away your behavior for like eight years but you really don’t make sense to people who are on the outside of your little illuminati organization It’s really difficult to figure out what’s going on it even and why you brought her into this my sense is that it’s probably some thing you people are far less in control of than you think because you guys are really bizarrely, unaware of the supernatural, considering that you were a very intensely supernatural organization, but no you don’t make sense you just you don’t make any sense at all and that’s the crust so you do Chris does not make any sense to me. If this is real I got his liberal path in life with his wife and I get that he’s had a lot of animosity towards Lacey. I don’t understand, however why he gets so mean to her you are so heartless it means Lacey you just use it seems like she like is like the worst person on earth you and I have no idea why it’s bizarre like I think some people have problems with her that could even be so much psychic and supernatural connected to the Kennedys but I don’t get the sense that that’s directly what’s happening with him and it seems I mean I don’t feel like serial killers even know that it attached to their victims like you’re just bizarrely attached to her buddy and it’s weird.

My gut sense is that if you interacted with her at all in a sort of sexual way, you took it more seriously than she did and that’s baffling to you because you want to think it’s the other way around because it’s embarrassing to you especially if she’s old money and you like to think that you really arrived in life I was like I thought that would never happen to me where I was with somebody from a higher social class and I meant even right now and then she just sort of discards me. I don’t think you thought that would ever happen to you but I think that’s sort of what she’s done. In a fact I mean I think, she’s she’s just very different person than you. She’s not like Jack I don’t think she’s actually probably like the Kennedys at all. I don’t really think she’s even loose. I think she’s just a very different person OK so when she sleeps with someone if it’s happiness, extraordinary, complicated, and I think, it’s me as a millennial. I was trying to channel through her I don’t get why you don’t understand what’s going on you are so classic and soul you are such a classic and soul dude who is like I’m a nice guy I understand that women have sexual needs more. I understand that they don’t have a happy marriage and they’re looking for fulfillment or they’re thinking of moving on But then you’re just like cause I’m liberal, but then when it comes down to it even though you and your wife probably have an open marriage to some degree you’re a total hypocrite and you’re a farce, and the DNC is irritating to me in that way because you pretend to be so liberal and so understanding of human frailty but I don’t know if your people really are Seems like your fundamental Baptist or some thing the deep south and you think just because she slept with you once in your head possibly at it like meant something for eternity and I don’t even think you love her. I don’t think you give two shits about her almost at all possibly I think you’re really Are just pissed off that a woman was stronger and more independent psychologically and mentally and able to distance herself than you would ever be because she fell in love with you. I bet she was devastated when she realized who you really were but she was devastated and then she thought this is, this is just another guy that is never going to really be ever really going to be what I was looking for and I think that’s really weird but you’re trying to cover up for yourself right now as I’m talking to you know I just don’t think you can handle it that she got over you after you rejected her probably really truly Because it was just like what you know I’m like a really big deal I am a superstar I’m worth 6 million and I live in an apartment in Seattle but I don’t think you guys do a lot of research because the apartment that she was living in probably a stupid name I was saying it was called like the Jets an apartment building or something or Astro apartment or something But I have a feeling that it wasn’t that stupid of a building because I have a feeling the views from the rooftop of her apartment were probably astronomical and there was probably a fire pit and a grill and it was brand new and it was right next it was right next to the Puget Sound And she had a cousin who visited her who lived on fashion island in an estate essentially that’s worth probably about 1 million at least and then she had other family with million dollar houses in the area and a cousin who was the Norwegian celebrity who is got him that worth of 15 million who visited her and chatted with her on her rooftop and Seattle brought up the place is pretty darn nice And I’m sure Lacey visited the sons of Norway with her family that actually had a literal lack toward electoral college vote in the state of Washington where she was living at the time that you harassed her through the illuminati. OK that’s what you’re talking to what was their rent back in 2015 was over $3000 a month Just a little over 3000 a month Chris that’s $3000 a month for two bedroom apartments that would probably go for around 4000 now probably at least at least and it’s like it’s a $4000 apartment a month do you understand what $4000 is the most people I bet she was buying hundreds of dollars of thousands probably a perfume she had a Cartier watch. They owned their car that was from 2011 so they owned a four year old car. Yeah their car was about four or five years old and they owned it because they bought it out right with money from her father, her cousin, who she was very much in touch with don’t give me that nonsense had an electoral college about essentially in the family so to speak her daughter, Lacey‘s cousin, who she went to the opera in the ballet with voted in the electoral college and I don’t know if that was the first time or the last time But it’s weird that they just gave it to her cousin at least even once I mean come on that’s not normal Kress that’s not normal at all and there’s judges in the family who are dead but still and they had Sun Tzu or the attorney district attorney or something and like some other like Richmond or Richwood or Kirkwood or something oh my gosh, you guys are so dumb and how you handle this come on that’s not a normal family they’re not the Rockefellers they’re not OK you’re used to people. I think that are in on the East Coast or on the West Coast or whatever anywhere who are really like open like Randolph like the Hearst family like they have a huge States that’s like amazing, and then like three others that’s what your people are used to when you are asked to give that much respect to someone for their wealth but I don’t think she was even asking for that much respect I think she just was trying to point out to you that you weren’t talking to someone who is that far beneath you.

And actually it’s like him to think of it as you might think I don’t even think I’m beneath you because I have a feeling her family really does they they do they literally have trillions of dollars worth of oil on their land and she may or may not inherit it at this point thanks do you people I bet she was supposed to inherit it twice and then you guys got so pissed off your room that for her Why would you do that if you weren’t extraordinarily intimidated by that well no they’re they’re they’re a family of third upper middle not upper middle that’s not what I’m trying to say. You guys want me to say that which is so juvenile there an upper class old money family that’s who she is, you can’t change that you never had a right to speak to her in the tone that you did no one does but people always do because they’re I don’t know what happens with people, Lacey, but she could walk in wearing the most expensive thing in the world oh my word I haven’t been raising the Rockefeller family itself And they still treat her that way they are people in this country and I have a feeling it’s very different for her in Europe maybe not in parts of Switzerland know people in Switzerland are a rude to her she likes us or limit people in Switzerland are actually very rude to her which is interesting they seem scared of her and rude to her at the same time same thing in Ireland but they OK in Ireland are rude to her but I feel like there’s something about it where they also feel bad for her and I can’t figure out why because I don’t think they think she’s I don’t think she’s poor or crazy, but it’s more like she looks like a victim to them of something that they feel really bad about to be honest. I wonder if someone knew she was Prussian at some point that’s really interesting but no real mixed results in Ireland in and Ireland self which is not the Kennedys. It’s it’s own country, I’m in England. I have a feeling they actually treat her like she’s in the upper class and I have a feeling the more upper class the places the more they’re actually quite differential towards her. No I have a feeling she could go pretty much anywhere and get along with people that country or she has been able to, but I think the better the place the more likely she has to get along with people. It doesn’t actually surprise me at all, but the queen and her may have been close actual good friends I have a feeling Lacey was very upset when the queen died and ironically, considering what they say about Jack and Bob I don’t think there’s anything romantic between her and the queen but I think Lacey has often felt like her life is going to be over if the queen died and so is almost feel like it has been slightly outside of her kids I was with her she almost did die him, but it wasn’t like she was married to the queen but it was I think the queen was the last ray of love and hope that Lacey had probably or probably maybe where is that she ever will, or could experience before. She’s dead from pretty much almost anyone alive, so no, it’s not that they were married. It’s the queen is like the last remnant of any sort of human that she could talk to what any clue who she was as a human being which is profoundly lovely, considering that she is only 40 years old yeah so the last person that she could really talk to who had a clue who she was sweetie just died a few years ago, and that was the queen of England but still arm that terrifies me as a psychic because that’s a really weird situation for anyone to be at and I have a feeling Lacey is beyond terrified maybe her cell shocked I think she’s just living in a constant state of shock at this point.

I don’t know she’s in a constant state of shock, so I pointed out. Should I just be rude and pointed out the love that I think people thought Lem’s and Jack had. I think they said the queen might’ve had for each other, but it isn’t romantic between her and the queen, but I think they really did love each other as friends and I think it’s rather unusual and our day and age I’m sure some people are that close just as friends but I don’t think a lot of people are unfortunately I I just I can’t I cannot handle and neither I don’t think it bothers Lacey to How perversely off the whole thing has been when it comes to Latin I think you guys need to stop buffering your egos when she talks to you though I don’t think that’s ever gonna work out well for you because you’re all beneath her OK I don’t care who you are in Hollywood. I don’t care what you did with who knows the half and fuck what she is above you OK that oil is beyond substantial, I would bet that that oil is probably some thing on the table in the poker game so sweet and I don’t know if the whole world understands that ever feeling. Bill Gates understands that I have a feeling that Elon Musk does a and that’s part of how things are settled do you understand that cause they’re the ones running everything not you.

So when they talk to Lacey, they’re nice and she knows who they are. I think she thinks that they’re not her friends but she likes truth and like they are in the way it’s very subtle Cris third they don’t I don’t I don’t think they I don’t think they think like you I think Scott Fitzgerald was right these people just don’t think like you sweetie, they just don’t think like you they just don’t OK. I might think something like they like you I might not but they don’t think like you so Bill Gates and her can talk and she gives him a preference as a person because of who he is, and I’m sure he actually respect that Because he knows he’s kind of a big deal but then at the same time at the same time I think he also was just like well loosen up a little bit. Your family has a lot of oil and you’re kind of hot and have a nice personality and I think he goes beyond that he’s like I just like you as a person and they just talk a little bit here and there once a while maybe But then that’s the thing he automatically knowledged her. He automatically gave her that report because Chris, her literal cousin literal in a real way not in a stupid way literal voted on his behalf in his country in the electoral college. His vote for president wouldn’t have mattered without her cousin voting that was a power she had over him Through her family and that oil that they have we’re dependent on it

We need their oil Chris their oil is still necessary. We’re still really no way up there’s trillions of dollars worth of oil we may we don’t need it right now but we have a lot of well in our country on their land and we need it we need that oil. We use it for stuff Chris all over the world that you have no control over and you may not even know about, Bill Gates might other people might like shell but let me tell you something that’s part of the problem. This is way out of your league intellectually OK

The balance of power almost with oil itself is affected by her family. It’s like Jenga OK they have pieces in the jingo when it comes to oil where if she pulled too much or LNDN, or someone else did the whole thing or topple over and we could have a serious oil crisis all around the world, not just a banking crisis

Yeah, yeah and oil crisis all over the world caused by her being harassed too much by you people that’s who you’re talking to.

I normally probably Norway probably find that funny because they have a lot of oil too and her family is Norwegian and they even have a night another in the family in Norway. Obviously they’re very loyal to Norway or happen probably still are run. This whole blog is just a joke because who reads it or iPhone 7 people to you But it’s just so funny. Do use the free speech in United States. Talk about you. Love you in a way that really can’t be offered or harassed.

It’s sort of makes people seem funny to be honest are in the illuminati into a comedy show. Over the last eight years on the quad because you are obsessed with her and you talk to her every day I don’t because I realize it but you’re becoming funny it’s like a radio show if you read it and you can hear it in your head it’s really actually quite entertaining to read, because it’s you guys really are very interesting people arm is if you’re a whore glamorous than others possibly but no you’re you’re. You really are very interesting people to read about and hear from the inside. Yeah, no this blog has turned ilumiNATTI into a reality show is like illuminati hostage or something and make it a reality show like it’s just.

OK see you when you talk to anything OK I’m not that big of a deal when she does that be careful because she’s really careful and if she doesn’t wanna why do you people and I think that throws you but it doesn’t really throw me oh it doesn’t really show me because I don’t. I don’t think that you get it she’s Very she’s very accurate. I don’t know I mean the oil is real her house only worth for her thousand is that it is only worth 400,000 it’s not a super impressive house but I don’t even know if that would matter to you people, but don’t get to talk to the fact it’s because the fact that Because it oil is silver and I wouldn’t be surprised if she supposed to hear it from both of her parents so every store still there are a few will mothers altered hers and her father doesn’t give me oil to Lacey that oil is the latest the thing is, though that’s the reality of it And also the reality is if you change that little real with you excluding her I highly doubt that that’s I don’t think it works in the context OK because you altered it. It wasn’t a natural order of what was happening so in a weird way, even though your sickness is still cheating and it doesn’t count. If that’s what you talk to your father is getting married to a woman when he probably post to gay, giving her all of his money and all of the oil when he died and he could die in the next two years is disgusting to me. You can call her off of out of probably about $1 million Because I think either one is necessarily get married and I think you guys can stand the fact that she was gonna inherit $1 million and all that oil I think he’s still planning on giving her the oil so don’t hold your horses but I think the money alone is probably very exciting to you guys. How do you as you are so sad it’s not it’s like it’s only $1 million you can’t even just let her have that that is pathetic. Pathetic.

No, and then you got you got her into the huge fight with her mother, that I’m sure you fool with her brain and I’m sure you’re screwed with her mothers right now, raised her and convinced that woman that Lacey‘s pair of evil from hell and I hope that she doesn’t decide to write Lacey out of her well because that’s very out of character for the mother that raised her to be so cruel I bet you’ve probably tried to get the whole national family to hit her with some success with some people but again all of that is cheating that’s cheating the system that doesn’t really work if you had relationships with them and it was aristocratical England, you might be able to make things like that happen And it might be something in the illuminati but you don’t have relationships with these people you’re talking to their subconscious and using witchcraft and I don’t think the way you done it in the context but you’ve done it in isn’t functional at all it doesn’t it doesn’t work. It’s a bad if I’m talking through her and I’m wet. It’s like a bad smell. It’s just it doesn’t it doesn’t it’s not gonna work out. It’s just not gonna work or a bad recipe when I make a cake you can’t substitute for things very easily. If you guys have made some thing that does it if you can’t, it’s not gonna work.

So she still has 1 million and she still has the world in some weird way even if she doesn’t technically because of your people interfering. So you guys got angry because she rejected Diego and you thought oh this is just criminal activity and you haven’t been able to get over it.

What fast is without us that you really do live in that delusion where you think oh I fuck with her eight years ago and she still in love with me and she just can’t get over me and that’s why she’s so feisty. No it’s because you’re attacking her, everything Queen Elizabeth was feisty at times two. And I don’t think that you guys get it if lamb is an entity who she is not even shadowing but who’s hunting her? Yeah she’s not Halloween she channel some people possibly even against her will but but I also don’t know if I called against Robert whatever they’re haunting her, lame is haunting her house. She’s probably somewhere in her house right now keeping an eye on her so to speak they’re hunting her cross they’re hunting her her children are haunted even if it’s like OK even if you don’t like to hear it I have a feeling that they’re ghosts, think she is brave enough intellectually talking to talking about I think she’s brave enough intellectually where she can help with that and her Christianity and have a conversation probably constantly with that at this point just having constant conversation with him because she feels like she hast to be considering the situation. It’s like an emergency situation.

It’s thrilling disturbing because I don’t think there’s really sensing. He’s oh I’ve done this to try to kill her. I was going to go over to try that crap because try often. He’s she’s been haunted like that her whole life, her whole life she’s been extremely haunted like it’s like her like that is her life, it’s comforting to her which makes me think that she’s info from. She’s not just a life. She’s also slightly dead. I have to say God himself is trying to tell her that I don’t think she’s just a life. I think she’s slightly sad possibly never run into that as a psychic, wow that’s probably very rare but no she’s probably both alive and dead at the same time probably extremely rare so you found a very extremely Rivers in cross and is interesting now because he’s hunting her. He’s hunting her he’s hunting her she can all see him yeah he’s got you sitting right next door OK, I think she’s trying to figure out what that even means to people but because it’s not quite oh my gosh he’s hunting her oh and she has a choice if she chooses to see him or not I think it’s more like that she can turn it off in her head. She can turn it off in her head and just focus on the present, she uses probably getting harder than it used to be, but she can sort of ground her self in her head is what I would call it and start it up to stare at something. I could really focus on it if she doesn’t I was feel like she feels like she could just load away And he’s like hunting her and she can choose to see him touching her hand right now. Yeah he’s touching her hand right now. Moving her hand. OK no that’s not normal for us. Oh wow, this is not normal for adorable. OK I think you got in way over your head buddy when you join the illuminati I don’t think you knew what you were doing, when you agree to join these people, I don’t think you knew how dangerous it was going to really be to yourself when did you start getting into drugs Chris?” asks the psychic.

“ and high school and junior high high school.” says Chris.

“ I don’t I think you really changed them and like matured age I think you’re still about 13 or 14 years old in someways I start talking to you like you’re 13 these people are not your friends. If they were your friends, they would be telling you to stop harassing her in a real way they will be trying to help you out of the situation.

I don’t think I don’t think you should’ve probably slept with Lacey. I don’t think she was trying to sleep with you at all necessarily I think she was just thinking you were someone that you weren’t here’s here’s the traveling thing about her OK

I think somehow she is Tom Banks’s daughter, and I think because he was born in 1894 even though she’s 40 and she’s younger than you she has a predisposition towards being old. And so I think she tends to relate to people subconsciously I don’t like how long related to Jack where it’s kind of like she’s old and older and I think I think that’s the problem so she has this sort of place where it’s like she hast to just sort of give up With most men, I’m having her needs that as a woman wears just like you’re not they’re not gonna do it they’re just not going to. I think she felt that way since she was a teenager it’s just like you know what the only man that really ever that attractive are all dead are there old like right now I feel like I’m getting the sense that she watch. The only group show a lot growing up and that arm, she thought he was really good looking when he was young super attractive they have a tractive attractive wow I’m losing my ability to talk to her very difficult

No, I think she thought it was attractive. I think she thought that Cary Grant was kind of looking. It was fairly good, looking even if it was kind of good looking to but the person she actually has the most precious Joe Junior, and then she would’ve had possibly more of a crush on one, but she got it in her head that somehow that wasn’t allowed or something so she looked at them and she thought oh wow he’s just everything practically her he could be look at him. He’s exactly what I’ve always wanted but then who is it it’s like oh heads, not alone that OK well I don’t want to intrude on people, so I’ll just get over it, and then she developed a crush on Joe Junior and I don’t think anyone rivaled him anyone I don’t think she thought anyone with her oh wow that’s so sad because she really did she thought he was like possibly the most amazing and I have a feeling he thought that was just as it should be for someone to Really think that OK and I have a feeling he was screwed up, but I felt very conflicted about her because in the one hand, I think he thought he was very full and clever, and then on the other hand, I think he secretly, and still does lie about how in love with her he actually has them and still is so he had some bad motivations about the same time I think he’s just been crazy about her for a while for some reason this doesn’t wanna be honest about it.

Be careful with the argument with Lacey about social class because she really actually is more accurate than most people are pro life and that’s the problem so loud but no, I think the thing is it’s like oh wow Joe is great he’s so handsome. Oh dear is the nearest one that’s just a bit that’s the end all be all, so OK that’s who you were talking to in all that has nothing to do with you press or anyone in MS NBC that’s just who she is I can see what she’s baffled as to why you bothered her so much

And I’m sure she would know she loves talking to the queen but I think other than that this is been a very bizarre experience, you know and honestly, I think it’s God is using it for the good supposedly, but it’s just very bizarre retarded in a way, because I have a feeling she could actually die And her kids could probably die as well and her husband legally and you know I don’t think this is normal. I don’t think that’s terrible. I have a feeling that with love and said we are Dudleytown. He was trying to explain something.

Wish you Rachel Ward‘s family. She does look like her vaguely were they were they ancestors of hers I mean I’m not sure what she could be this in relation to the father, but I also wonder if if she’s reincarnated if that’s one of the families that they’re connected to, but anyway, so the word and dispensers I wonder if that isn’t your family I said even those lines girlfriend with names but I wonder what that’s the thing in the universe so many layers of aristocracy here is the reference do not feel depression aristocrats the Dutch old money, and then loves family and then I think we’re good with that but the point is they could end up dead They could end up dead they really quick Cris her kids and her could end up dead and would love dinner 730 do you they could end up dead they could end up dead Chris Becca died tonight and then what happened sweetie if this is real, everyone really has logged in with that And there’s a lot of people reading it a lot very carefully and I dare you to try to figure it out

This is real so we’re very quiet about it as we should be but no if she did die, you guys killed her essentially and her kids and Mark you killed her, but they’re the same time they were rescued by one and probably her father and his family and other people as well, possibly even the queen And possibly some people who care who are witches real life right now and Christians were praying I don’t. I don’t think you get it though that’s gonna change. This is cute you created one of the weirdest situation is the history. What are the weird ones

No is this is this is real this is argue with ever happen one up there’s a lot of them probably but this is one of the weird ones. This is very weird and decides to start chronicling it on her blog recording everyone’s words come to find out you know it’s like she’s connected all these people that are a huge deal and it’s like they won’t leave her alone and they won’t understand what’s even going on within their own mist so to speak And it’s baffling. I’m sure Christians are thinking there’s going to be a rapture and she may be even experience. Some thing which is intriguing. Wiccans are concerned, and Lacey hopes that Christians could be that concerned if that’s of God as well, because I am, which makes me wonder if some of the things she considered worshiping Christ, but in the outfit but the pointers It’s very concerning because it’s like what is going on

What is going on? What what are you guys even doing? What are you doing to her? OK you’re all in an inside joke but she’s not that rich that’s the inside inside. Joke in Hollywood. His necklace that you create at eight years ago with Diego that she’s not that rich and you have Lana Del Rey laughing at her and a lot of other people who are very insecure and aren’t as pretty as her and that’s a large part of it, she’s far more pretty and intelligent and well bred than all of you

And I hear you guys saying oh my gosh that’s so true you don’t mean it and she knows that, and so do I stop lying to yourself she’s not stupid

I don’t think your people understand a lot, and I think it’s really annoying to her to have to explain it to you in a way that you would understand because it’s just beneath her to even have to explain it in her imagination, and not in her imagination in her perspective from her perspective if you just got my words off there slightly from her perspective, and this is why she’s so upsetting to people because she just defies you she has to from her perspective. It’s beneath her to have to bother to ask. Explain to people how stupid you are in a way that you’ll understand.

So let’s see if I can try

Her family has trillions of dollars worth of oil. None of you were that rich can you admit that?” says a woman.

“ and then you color a part ugly poopy pants like a bunch of imbecilic asshole children thinking it’s gonna do something and it doesn’t do anything because that’s all you are is incorrect, imbecilic peasant, children, mocking in aristocrat who’s very beautiful and intelligent

That’s just the reality of it. Her family has trillions of dollars worth of oil they’ve had it in the family for over 100 years they knew about it they have a title of the family in Europe. They had an electoral college vote and frankly Chris she has relatives that are, more than twice as wealthy as you were younger than you and better looking than you.

I want to ask Lana Del Rey who’s I don’t know how wealthy is you guys actually even are even all of your cousin it is that what is the joke you know and in the thing is your joke is simply that she doesn’t have 40 million basically liquid in her possession I think if she had that much even if she came from actual street trashy people think she was just amazing because I think that’s