Electric Lover

Corrine by Metronomy plays.

Bobby apologizes.

Then takes it back.

Then he freaks out.

“Why the hell is this so scary?!?” he says.

“Because she’s a random person!” says Jeff Bezos.

“He’s going into another tailspin about it!” says his counselor.

“Why is it so scary to him!?” asks the DNC.

Chris Hayes imagines it the 1980’s in Dublin. He looks at Lacey.

“Did we sleep together?” he asks her, angry.

“When!?” asks Lacey, in a panic.

“Umm…like…a year ago.” he finally utters.

Lacey is mortified. Thinks. “Oh. I got really drunk. Like a year ago. Yeah. Maybe.”

“So you don’t usually sleep with random people?” asks his wife, joining the conversation.

“No. Certainly not!!” says Lacey, in terror.

“That was the sense I had.” says Chris, in some sort of mysterious rage.

They all stand in silence.

“You called our house!” says his wife.

Lacey’s breathing quickens. “No!! No. Not me!” says Lacey backing away slowly.

“YEAH FREAKING RIGHT!” screams Chris’s wife.

“No. It’s not me. It wasn’t me.” says Lacey.

“Really!? Because I narrowed it down. And I figured it had to be you.” says Chris.

“No. No! It wasn’t me.” says Lacey, still in terror.

“Do we seem intense to you?” asks Glen Close.

“Intense? Umm…I don’t know…if I’d call it intense. You seem…angry.” says Lacey. “But it wasn’t me.”

“Shoot. Okay.” says Chris.

“Why did you sleep with my husband?” asks his wife.

“I didn’t know he was married. I don’t really sleep with married people. …That being said, I was very drunk…and he looked like someone I am in love with.” says Lacey.

“Oh. …Is he dead?” asks his wife.

“Yes!” says Lacey.

“Dammit. There’s nothing more there!?” asks Glen Close.

“In regard to what??” asks Lacey.

“You were in love with him!” says Glen Close.

“Yes! In a way. But not really.” says Lacey.

“In a way!?” asks Glen Close.

“Are we now slut shamming!?” asks gay man. “Sorry. Couldn’t help but overhear.”

Moments later.

“Look! I can explain. But I don’t think you’re ready to hear it, seemingly.” says Lacey.

“No. …I just don’t understand.” says Glen Close.

“That’s possibly absurd.” says Lacey.

“Dammit. That’s all?” says his wife.

“Hey. You rang?” asks Michael Rockefeller.

The song starts over.

And for the first time ever they start to shut-up. It’s almost scary. Because it suggests their hair schizophrenic voices. But then she can hear them without having to hear their nonsense.

“Can you please explain one more time?” asks Glen Close.

“I’ll explain!” says Lem.

“Fine!” says Glen Close.

“Hey you know I just wanna say part of the reason why that was so effective whatever just happened spiritually, if this is a real conversation, is because a lot of people are getting really sick of hearing the same fucking thing over and over. It’s very common that people do this, but it’s getting really annoying.“ says Jonah Wiley.

“So here’s the scoop:! I am dead, Jonah, so is Michael so is Louis. So are her parents and so is Elliott. Pretty much anyone that she could really get comfort from in an emotional way is dead.

Hey, there could be some older living men who she doesn’t know who could be interested in her but I don’t think it’d be easy for her to find them and that’s just the reality of it and I don’t think it’d be easy for her to find any sort of companionship at this point in her life. And that’s just the nature of her life. It’s-it’s just the reality of it and it was getting close to that when she was in her early 30s and she could sense it.

She’s not paranoid. She’s just very intuitive and she’s not schizophrenic. I’m really the ghost of Lem Billings regardless of whether or not there’s an Illuminati. I am truly. I’m a ghost. And that part of this blog is just a fact.

So here’s the thing: in that sort of vast loneliness she was looking for whatever ray of light she could find and she thought that Diego was possibly a real true love and that’s where you people need to stop and really think about what we’re saying to you. He seemed like Michael he really did. He seems like Michael he really basically wore that a costume that mask that cloak he he seemed like Michael he really did that’s- No, we’re not making that up so that’s where she wasn’t really in love with him, she was in love with Michael-“ says Lem.

“So you’re trying to tell me that she really was just in love with Michael but she didn’t know who Michael even was.” says Nikki Haley.

“That’s exactly right! Yes, that’s exactly correct she was looking for Michael but you know she didn’t know who Michael was yeah.” says Lem.

“But like exactly Michael, or someone like Michael!?” asks a psychic.

“Exactly Michael. You know! Exactly Michael!” yells Lem.

“So how the hell did you think I was Michael Rockefeller?” asks Chris Hayes. He laughs.

“Chris you should have been so much more careful about your marriage. She really got the impression in her head somehow that you were in a bad marriage and she was right. If this is a real conversation she intuited that just watching your show and that’s having a weak marriage. And that’s just reality. I’m sorry.” says Nikki Haley.

“No, OK! But then how how did she know- Like what made her think I was Michael!? Is it my persona!? Is that really all that it is?” asks Chris.

“I just have to say I think she’s trying to simplify it and I respect that because I think she’s trying to help you understand but it’s probably complicated because she put herself in Ireland and I have- A- I have a feeling that that wasn’t a coincidence. Our family is Irish. I don’t know if you guys know that.

And you claim to be too? Chris right? So…that’s part of it. It wasn’t just something simple, but it probably is simple in a way so try not to be too dismissive OK?” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.

“Yeah so here’s the thing, there’s really nothing more to say than what’s been said but will try to be more detailed. I guess that’s what you’re looking for? A detailed response to how you were like Michael? I mean we can delineate a very detailed response if you want one.” says Lem.

“Yeah actually I do. I want a detailed response.” says MSNBC.

“Are you sure? Because that’s literally what you’re going to get?” asks NPR.

“Ahh…this is awkward!

People have a type Chris! I don’t understand why you guys are so insistent on this. If I was taller I’d look slightly like Lem too…and you know maybe my personality is slightly like Lem. My eyes are a little bit like Joe. It’s a look! You know people have a type, I just wanted to say that because it’s kind of stupid to me at this point.” says Dr. Moritz.

“ You had it was your persona and part a wow I don’t know how to begin to explain the similarities it’s overwhelming to be honest you really you took on the mantle like Michael OK try to use your imagination if you have one, she wasn’t in the same room with you she was being fooled by Diego You could easily say to some people that she’s psychic that’s not how she thinks of herself but if this is a real conversation, she is extraordinarily psychic more than probably most people live. She’s rare in her extreme psychic ability. It’s probably almost scary what her brain can do on its own it’s not witchcraft it’s just her brain. No no she’s not schizophrenic. If she’s illegitimate, it’s probably related to her being the daughter of a man who was born in 1894, and then some people it may end up being some thing unfortunate like schizophrenia, but for her it’s not for her it’s just an extreme psychic ability that’s probably hard for you to handle for some reason, but whatever the reason is for her psychic ability it’s an intense psychic ability and it’s just natural. She’s not conjuring people she’s just interacting with them. Sometimes she sees them at an actually at times it’s probably would be scary to most people but to her it’s not anymore because that’s the world you forced her to live in I’m a ghost world love hurt her psyche has allowed for that now she’s in coming she’s in communication with Christ about it every day and it’s upsetting to her but I am but but if I’m actually lame you have to understand it’s very likely if there’s an afterlife and I am him I’m live I’m in the afterlife and that’s just the reality of the situation.

Put me like me to find out that person has to be careful because it’s easy to make assumptions and draw inferences that aren’t there or see things I could be there, but that aren’t you know, sort of like Rasputin in as a reference to his previous life, or his family learn the hard way or is that a reference to history and he’s just a very historically stew then he might know God knows for sure.

Here’s a thing what was similar about you your head shape and her head in her mind when she was interacting with you she wasn’t seeing you she was seeing Michael but it was like you so it was you she look at your picture but then if she’s contorted in her head accidentally into sort of Michael I am almost like if you were actually Michael if he was and have it in your body not you so it’s like you had your body to some extent but he and her mind was the one living in your body so in a sense it would be Michael’s soul mostly maybe a touch of who you are, but mostly him Certainly his spirit maybe that’s the same thing but it was it was him living in your body so she see you she didn’t react with you she’d hear your words, but then she’d imagine in her head accidentally Michael saying it just Michael in your body. So it wasn’t necessary that your brain was contorted literally but it might’ve been. It might’ve been that drastic at times I mean she thought you had different colored eyes than you have and you pointed that out to her or Diego did one of you did him and no your height was confusing her she thought you were tall possibly not that tall which is more Michael’s height or you’re the same height most likely I think she imagined you at times if you’re being kind of pump, but probably thinner in person, she imagined you being probably a lot more reticent and thoughtful and sort of a cold intellectual in a sense and then you are basically Michael someone who graduated top of his class at Harvard With the Noah focus on business, possibly who just decided to go work at MSNBC if it was really more of a number is mad at her husband who she’s legally married to contributed to that oppression he’s he was he told her once about how you were so into baseball in statistics And That just confirmed to her that you were like Michael you know this sort of brainiac genius who was super super left brained very sensitive very artistic, very thoughtful, extremely analytical, verbally gifted, but at the end of the day really a man of numbers in science and reason and business and she admired that she thought been like that or just astounding men who could be so methodical and you know, gifted with numbers kind of like me, but also have this sort of ability to understand art.

I think that’s who she thought her husband was two and away and he’s sort of like that. He’s an actuary. He’s extremely extraordinarily intelligent when it comes to math he’s really he’s a genius probably smarter than you really her husband is brilliant when it comes to math it’s breathtaking, but he actually does appreciate art to some degree to not like I do not like Michael not like Louis not like Elliot to some degree or Harold, who is an artist but he did he he did appreciate it. He does appreciate it to some degree. He’s an idiot when it comes start that’s actually not the easiest thing to find that sort of her type. That’s the kind of man that God probably made her to be with for eternity and I think that’s the thing how complicated how detailed of an explanation do you want this to be but essentially if you study Michael psychology and his profile his spirit him that’s who she thought you literally were no she literally thought you were Michael.” says Lem.

“So she genuinely thought that he was Michael?” asks Glen Close.

“ yes, I don’t know that she would’ve thought that necessarily before talking to him she would’ve left that open to whatever was true, but when she was talking to him, for some reason, she started talking to Michael.” says Lem.

“ so how did how did she manage to think that he was still Michael for what must’ve been almost a year or six months or so?” asks Glen Close.

“Ahh…oh, she was sort of just…confused to be honest…right off the bat. She was a little taken aback by him because she couldn’t quite figure out why he was so surly. He seemed very- Ahh…he’s-He seemed very antagonistic and grumpy in a way that she did not anticipate him being.

Michael was a very sweet man, which is part of the reason why when he would say things about how awful his life was, and the drugs that he was using, and the poverty- Ahh…the poverty he was surrounded by or something, in the sort of, I want to say almost despairing…umm…Marxist way, but sort of jaded Marxist way it was baffling to her. And she wondered if he was mentally-ill

Umm…I hope you’re finding it funny. I know it was bizarre to her. She thought, ‘Why is he so touchy all the time!? Why is he so grumpy and touchy all the damn time?’

And no…him talking about his marriage and how he was in love, but not really in love with his wife…she just thought, ‘My gosh this man is callow! This is insane. He doesn’t know! He doesn’t know what he’s talking about!’ Because in her mind, it was sort of like you had married young or something, and you just hadn’t really experienced enough of life to know that people all that well and know that people fall out of love. And so it’s just-it didn’t make sense to her. She thought you know this matters in this morbidly, awful marriage, and yet he stays, and seemingly is very loyal to his wife in a way, but it’s unclear why because it seems as though it’s killing him inside practically or something.

I know, but I think she saw herself as a counselor to you in a way and then you turned on her and started ripping her apart, and she could never figure out why she still doesn’t really know why, but the whole thing was baffling to her and that’s just the reality of it. I’m sorry you don’t like it but that’s why some people have wondered if she was just sacrifice by the illuminati and you were just been trying to kill that entire family and your whole bunch of very filthy liars.

Why did you? Why did you all start viciously attacking her character attacking her intelligence attacking their family insisting that she was poor, insisting that she was ugly it was bizarre and you could say oh you know they’re narcissistic yeah but really, though it was insane. Why the hell did you do that you go on and on and on about this nonsense about I don’t even know what it is you’re upset with about her going to the Y though, but OK so does that help you understand?

You were told to channel Michael why are you suddenly just forgetting that!?” asks Lem.

“ are you I I was not necessarily told her to specifically channel him him. You can probably tell I don’t think Lacey can tell her or not. He was specifically told that I fine I guess that’s all it is I think I just thought she was in love with me some and it’s sort of. It’s so hard to believe she wasn’t in love with me at all!?!” says Chris.

“ and why do you care so much about whether or not she was in love with you what difference does it even make to you?!?” asks Lem.

“ because Diego told me what she said, and it seemed so sincere that it just hurts to think that there was nothing about me that she intuited that was actually me.” says Chris.

“ so it’s an ego thing for you to think that somehow it wasn’t Michael’s psychic presence has residual energy or something that you were channeling in New York that helps you become so successful that it was really you?” asks Lem.

“ frankly yeah because then it’s like this whole class thing where it’s like you can’t really even be successful as yourself you have to channel someone like Michael, and then make them somehow relatable that’s what I read is that she’s she’s just channeling me or channeling Michael rather and then I I made Michael relatable but it isn’t there some thing about that that would be me or no not at all?” asks Chris.

“ not much the Kennedys made you relatable because you’re Irish and you’re Catholic and you’re from the East Coast and so it’s got to tune away so it made it that was your translation. Chris was that because you’re talking about Lacey and so it’s Michael but then translated through you know the upper class Irish in America does that make sense??” says Lem.

“ but there wasn’t anything about him at all like there was nothing about him that she was in love with. It was just the idea of who he was because he’s Irish and Catholic and then Michael it’s sort of Michael the Irish Catholic version of Michael!?” says Kate Shaw-Hayes.

“ I have a feeling I know exactly what’s gonna be said next I just wanna say this is getting really boring. Can you mix it up a little bit?” says Christine Neumann in the afterlife.

“ so OK was there any part of him that I was in love with was there Lem?” asks Lacey.

“ no there really wasn’t I looked into it I’m sorry you think that would be something open till really it was just Michael you you know I think this is the logic that you used to try to convince yourselves that I’m gay or that I was or something or even bisexual no there’s that you’re you’re you’re you look at things were different perspective and you think maybe there’s something there and then you try to suffocate us as we explain to you that there isn’t because you don’t want to hear the truth.

I am and I’m trying I’m trying. I really am trying right now to figure out what the hell you’re even talking about again so no it’s Michael you you were channeling Michael sweetie and she imagine that he was in your body so I guess you could say she thought that you had a passable body, but then that’s problematic because it’s a body that would have to be inhabited by Michael Rockefeller not you so there might even been been physical things that she imagined you having or not having that aren’t real because she imagine Michael and have it in your body and not you what what what where again are you imagining that she be in love with you?” says Lem.

“ hey so so so it’s like I translated him but that’s my physical body or no?” says Chris.

“ yeah that’s I would say almost entirely purely just your physical body your outward home in your brain two in a sentence, but no, it would be Michael and have it in your body. Your brain is part of your body, so so what your genetics, but not entirely him it’s Michael and have it in your body. It’s not you, I think you’re looking for a tiny part that was you or are you thinking of the cadence of your voice or something that there’s something in your spirit of that she’s never physically slept with you in person ever so and she’s never talked with you in person she’s not stocked you she sent you 3 emails eight years ago about seven years ago if you got the last email, so what is it that your what part of you do you think is you cause it as a persona but you have to understand on more complex level it’s Michael that you were channeling in may still be channeling here in New York. People have residual energy that they may or may not be in control of and if their parents were in the illuminati, they may not be in control of it in a way that’s harmful to them. Is that sad or maybe not maybe maybe depends on the person, so what what is it that you think was use Oakcrest and not Michael’s residual energy. Translated through your shell, so to speak?” asks Lem.

“ I just want to say some men actually are playboys. I was one of them maybe there aren’t that many who are authentic but I actually was one of them. I just wanna say that in defense of reality.” says Elliott Roosevelt.

“ anything no it’s the part of me it’s the part of me that that was like that was that was like you know I am that was relatable.” says Chris.

“ and what was relatable I don’t think Lacey thought OK she thought I don’t maybe she’ll think you were relatable that’s probably why she thought you were F Scott Fitzgerald though in a way reincarnated but not literally I don’t think she literally thought you were him I think at least not not really after she analyzed it appropriately with God, so I think the part that were you seemed relatable reminded her of Scott Fitzgerald she couldn’t quite account for your background because Scott came from a better background than that but that part that seemed relatable reminded her of Scott were you also channeling, Scott know you were channeling, Michael but she didn’t know Michael and Scott and Michael might be a little bit of like in someway but she didn’t know Michael so she saw a reminder of Scott and she said all this is like F Scott Fitzgerald. No you were my your your actually you were probably channeling Michael, but it reminded her of F Scott Fitzgerald there really isn’t any part of you that unfortunately was you that she liked? Isn’t that something?” says Lem.

“That’s why she’s crazy! Crazy!!” says an actress.

“ how is she crazy again? You guys are in the illuminati and we’re having this conversation telepathically. If it’s even a real conversation how is she crazy?” asks the CIA.

“ so when someone like her sees me they they see Michael at first?” asks Chris.

“ someone like her? I don’t know what you mean by that because she doesn’t have a mental illness in that way. You were channeling him so that’s your fault.” says Lem.

“ I OK fight when a psychic sees the person who you’re channeling and doesn’t know who that person is but has some sort of a reason to know them in a sense because they’re like your soulmate or something they’ll just assume that you’re that person?” asks Chris.

“ yeah that would be how a false two twin flame would work Chris that that’s how it Falls twin flame works. It’s the same idea it’s like you see someone who is like a twin flame but they’re not it’s false and you just get confused by it, it’s the same thing.” says a psychic.

“So I’m like a synthetic false twin flame?” says Chris.

“ yeah it away you are if that’s a thing in the Bible if I can be allowed in Christianity yes that’s essentially what you are Chris a synthetic false twin flame.” says Lem.

“ oh yeah it’s actually really easy you were channeling Michael she’s psychic she saw you you fast theater. We sacrificed her family and then she just became. I mean she’s got a crush on you that’s all she’s got a crush on you and then you noticed her, which is not something you ever wanna analyze or explain because people are making you be accountable because they don’t have some. You know delusion I guess that you’re a peasant except you are an away compared to Lacey but that’s not some thing people want to think about so high they know you’re not like a real peasant, so I guess they don’t. You know I think that you should have to be held accountable like some weird, baiting, invasive, peasant, parasite, but that’s the problem so innocent so you are because you were channeling Michael Rockefeller and you’re no fucking where even here being a Rockefeller, so could you explain to us how the hell you think it’s OK that you were channeling Michael Rockefellers residual energy because if you really were channeling him, and they actually are soulmates, which seems probably plausible if not likely, just analyzing them on paper and then hearing Michael himself possibly say it I am confuse in the oil I mean come on I’m a leave and look good together like I don’t I don’t understand how do you not get it you were channeling his residual energy there at twin flame simulate but you were channeling his residual energy I don’t I don’t get it that’s all that happened. No there’s nothing more to see her focus in a way like you were channeling her soulmates residual energy he’s dead that’s why he has probably so much residual energy or something like that. We don’t maybe necessarily know but then that’s the thing, how how does that not just like fall on you to explain why he was like what you chose to channel probably in every episode and really that’s not so astounding like he spent probably a lot of time at Rockefeller Center had a lot of memories there and you’re in New York you do filming in New York, right, so I don’t understand at the very least you’re filling with with NBC in Rockefeller Center. Hello that’s a lot of residual energy across that’s a Normas amount of residual energy. His pictures has been taken there at least once it’s Rockefeller Center sweetie like come on catch up and that’s the problem so you were channeling Michael’s residual energy crest most likely, and then somehow, Lacey banks, Lacey banks because it’s not random either and that way unfortunately for her cause I think she’d rather it be random the way I am if she’s illegitimate if she’s not it’s still somewhat random but it’s not entirely and I’m not convinced that she’s not a legitimate really so Lacey banks either way I mean that’s not a normal person how many kids could he really have that are biologically his probably no more than four or five at the most I mean maybe he could’ve had 12 but I have a feeling I mean theoretically there could’ve been maybe 20 or 30 I don’t know but I doubt it’s probably that many it’s probably closer to well actually, it might not even be more than two or three, but that that’s if he even has more than her but that’s the thing she’s a rare person, very rare, and so you channel those rare woman who is sort of spiritually in our midst because of the oil in her family and then, in a way you channeled her which is what I just said because in a sense you did you were channeling Michael and then because we’re sort of interconnected it’s just it’s like mechanics it’s like spiritual mechanics she’s in her connected to Michael because they’re soulmates you were channeling him. She was already spiritually in the vicinity because we sacrifice her family potentially, and then she was sort of drawn to you like a magnet and she was close enough to fill that and you were to because you start interacting with her at least Diego did and you were aware of it, and then you know he was using your name and your image to do it and then at the end of the day it did become you because we know what happened. You started talking to her yourself because you were so annoyed by the fact that you know what she thought there was something happening between the two of you, because you were so indignant about it.

So you were channeling Michael Diego was channeling Michael and then she started you know trying to figure out what the heck was going on who she was even talking to you in a sense because she thought it was you and then and then it was like wait a minute This is weird because then it was like Diego‘s like no you know I’m not really Chris Hayes. I’m I was do you know Bobby devil and she’s he’s like that’s Chris’s energy and then you were like oh yeah you know that’s true and she thought what the heck And then around that time it was the illuminati, the start talking to her telepathically and then you’re like yeah so forget everything else about you were just told you were talking to me the whole time they’re just playing with your head to Siri. I was playing mind games with your head you’ve always been talking to me. We’ve always been in love tell me everything that’s happened because I wanna remember those are playing games with my head too.

I mean a lot of shit went down OK and then she kept up and she’s like no there’s something weird I’m talking to like two or three different people at this point, and then she’s been slowly unraveling it ever cents and it’s been really astounding to her that things are so in the sense overly complicated with and that’s where things are overly complicated in a way that’s dysfunctional for us because you still have to realize that you were channeling Michael so is Diego that’s part of how she got confused you both are pretending to be Michael and I don’t. I don’t get it. How do you not get it that’s how you cultivated your public persona and it’s possible that times you were channeling him. It’s possible that at times you were probably just tapping into some memory that you had of who he who are you who you are you’re an actor right so you have this persona now in your head, memorize the personality traits of the person say, but I just feel like the very least it was often inspired by Michael if not actually was Michael, so why is this like? Why are you? Why are we doing this like why are you so upset that she was just interacting purely with Michael?” asks the CIA.

“ because I feel like it’s a lie. Things are never that simple women don’t just do stuff like that.” says Chris.

“ yeah and that’s the reason why we thought she was lying about lamb and why we thought she was Jack reincarnated I think to be honest because we can’t believe how women could be as rational as Jack, seemingly in our minds was or if she actually is, and then we didn’t think that lame as a man could be that complicated and fascinating of a person as a man and a sense, emotionally sophisticated, and in our perception, we think men are very simple and probably very boring and ordinary and women are I guess meeting with bitches wow that’s sad but that is basically the impression we have an even though we love each other and we don’t have a problem with it that seems to be your impression of reality.” says an actor.

“OK, but you make allowances from us actuals to be different but not people who are straight and says that’s sad. That’s true that’s a very bourgeois, lower middle class view of human beings.” says the CIA.

“ oh, so so you really weren’t even really interacting with me what I mean you were what do you think of me or like how well can you even see me as myself?” asks Chris of Lacey.

“ and I think the problem is Chris you’re talking to a man who if she’s illegitimate as a father from 1894 in so just based on normal human instinct she’s looking for what should be there and isn’t so it’s sort of like if you close your eyes and try to walk around in your house, you’d probably be OK if it was your house and you really knew where everything was but if you close your eyes I mean it’s like flying in the dark I mean come on without instruments what the heck would you expect? She’s an extraordinarily well in life, considering that she really in a sense is flying blind in the wrong area I mean everyone does to some degree everyone does you do everyone does but because most of us don’t have parents that are in their 80s when they can see of us and then don’t tell us that we were conceited when they were in their 80s we we have people that show up with their supposed to be him but for her that has not happened so a lot of times she’s probably imagined that people were different than they were when it comes to love, maybe not in any other way because I I feel like she’s made amendments for everything outside of close personal relationships but then I think in friendships at times she’s been rather startled that not as often or at least dismayed, and then in romantic relationships I think because of no the intimate nature of them it’s been baffling to her because she thinks that she’s interacting with someone she thinks all I know it’s going to happen next based on instinct and then it’s dramatically different and it’s probably extremely disorienting psychologically it’s like why is this man upset right now or why is he expecting that of me that’s that’s not a thing is it is that a thing I guess that could be a thing I wouldn’t have expected that and it’s it’s instinct it’s just it’s just it’s like what what do you want from humanity you know that’s just how we are since it’s evolution and generations.

No, and that’s where there’s maybe a few men in the silent generation, who she could’ve been incredibly happy with him may be rare boomers very rare, Gen Xers, and extremely rare millennials because it’s just it’s genetics. It’s evolution something like that anyway, if you don’t believe in evolution sorry if you don’t, I think you could on a micro level and not believe it on a macro level at the very least as a Christian.

I’m good but that’s the thing so so I guess essentially I don’t know what you’re looking for entirely does she interact with you? Um, I don’t know I’ll let someone else answer that.” says the CIA.

“ I know, so here’s a thing does she interact with you almost at all yeah, now she sees who you are but it took her yours to be able to disentangle to. You know untangle the chew and pick a part the part that was you from the part that was Michael, which is how she knows it was Michael and most likely we can’t guarantee it, but it probably was Michael, yeah it was probably Michael it could be someone else but I have a feeling it was probably Michael yeah it was Michael yeah it was Michael she was you were channeling Michael I took her while she sees who you are. What does she think of you, let’s let less let her answer.” says Tucker Carlson.

“ oh well let’s see. What do I think of you. Well…do you really wanna know? I don’t think you’re going to be flattered.” says Lacey

Later.

“You’re a very…simple person in a way. You want high power and status. More than almost anything. …But you seem loyal. Which is actually kind of a fascinating contradiction.

…You’re obsessive, passive aggressive, deceitful, arrogant and idiotic at times. You’re toxic. Ruthless. Heartless. Gross. …I despise you. …But I do care about your humanity. …So I worry you could go to Hell.

And frankly it’s repulsive to have to analyze you more on cue. So that’s all I’ll say.” says Lacey.

Later.

“And at that Lacey almost falls down the stairs again. But Lem saves her.” says Lem.

“Who keeps trying to kill her!?” yells Bobby.

“It’s a feminine entity.” says Elliott.

“Someone liberal.” says Kamala Harris.

“Haha. But not like Bobby and me.” says Bernie Sanders. “What’s the point?”

“She slept with Chris in her heart!” says a woman Chris slept with at MSNBC.

“Mmm. Not really.” says John Krasinsky.

“How technical do you want to be?” asks Lem. “She did. She slept with him. …In concept. But not really in reality.” says Lem.

“What actually happened?” asks Bobby.

“She slept with Michael’s ghost. …And she thought it was you. She was interacting with you in her perception. But…not you as you really are. Which is something that can happen, sadly, in a promiscuous society. People sleep together who shouldn’t because they are too free to make that mistake. …Lacey and I would have slept together before marriage most likely…but that’s rare for us. We don’t usually do that. …But…she made a mistake. She thought you were ultimately Michael.“ says Lem.

“Why did I think she was so ridiculous!??” asks Chris.

“Chris…why!?? Why did you do this!?” asks MSNBC.

“Because! I just fell in love with Diego!” says Chris.

“Why are you all so angry!?” asks Lacey.

“Eww!” says a liberal.

“Why eww?!?” asks Lacey.

“This is about to get very awkward because you’re very conservative Lacey in the same way that umm a lot of Republicans who are old money or who were alive maybe 70 or 80 years ago were Republican. And you’re a Christian and you’re you’re very much a Christian. You’re a very real Christian.

But I knew them personally at least some and I feel like I’m starting to get to know you slightly. I’m starting to wonder if I’m really was straight if you were there I would’ve never been using heroin. I don’t think he would’ve let us kids in to your house because they think you would’ve thought that it was unwise, even if we saw you at time socially at the same time, I think he would’ve been very concerned about us, and he may have been to in his own way, but I think with you it would’ve been far more authentic and again I don’t think you would’ve allowed me to ever use heroin in your presence or with even in the proximity of you he would’ve been extraordinarily strict. I’m probably ruthless if necessary, and I actually respect that a lot of us do in our family um oh but if I know anything about you and Lem’s you’re you’re you’re if you and I could’ve even been friends and you would’ve hooked up with him when you were what 20 that’s not that’s not as typical as you think.

You know what you would’ve thought whatever I’m in love with his man that’s what counts that’s what marriage is anyway because you’re that deep of a thinker and you’re not real of an intellectual and people in our family and that we associate with socially were a lot like that too. I am a little bit like that, as you probably might be able to surmise, everyone I’ve ever been married to as been like that and so it’s like no you’re not supposed to stay with people outside of marriage or Catholic I think you’re so my Catholic you’re at least a Christian I have a feeling you lean towards that more than other sex and so you know you’re not supposed to do that but then you’re thinking no it’s the it’s the idea it’s it’s the moral value that matters not just the legalistic institution so that you think of course I’m going to just hop in the sack with Lem and make love and be happy because that’s the whole point of marriage that’s the whole point is the whole freaking point.

I think subconsciously lemon you at least lamb raised me slightly so I have a slightly different value system than YouTube but I understand some concepts and I I I get why you’re confused if love was straight he was he was at least far more free than some people are when you do it when you talk on your blog about how how he was in this marriage with Jack was in he was trying to somehow work with the fact that Jack was married to women That’s not some thing everyone would understand just automatically believe it or not. I don’t know how you haven’t processed up at simile you haven’t most people Lacey don’t understand what you mean by that I get it night and I totally get it. Gay married was illegal. Lame didn’t think it was a problem necessarily to be gay and even as a Christian and he thought what’s the bad about this I’m just a little different than most people I work with the situation, they’re perfectly sound reasons why people we get married if they’re gay or bisexual or whatever Jackie even is Hozier since I would get married but I don’t wanna do that to a woman and then he thought you know at the very least, though I should be honorable and try to stay with the same guy, and be married Even though it’s not really legally marriage because you have to work within the bounds of reality and the reality is that people in society don’t think it’s normal or acceptable and so they don’t want to be legal and you just sort of have to sorta work with with the reality of it and try to be as married as you can be.

And I get that you

Normally, I advocate bigamy, but I think you understand where is him it made sense you’re extremely forgiving of him and the sad truth is I think you were a little too forgiving of my uncle Joe you might’ve even been forgiving of my grandfather I have an experienced that with almost any of the people that I’ve ever been in a relationship with, but some people probably have somewhere if not my family, then another families And I know it’s not your ideal but you try to be understanding you really do just like lime and I think that’s just not something that most people can relate to, but I do get it I think Lem’s had a very peculiar really strong sense of loyalty and honor when it came to marriage in a sense Sort of almost to a legalistic degree but it could’ve been based on some very complicated principle philosophically and know you’re the same way it’s everything‘s very complicated in your heads and it’s so much socially acceptable based on Christianity. William F Buckley might’ve been friends with your father that’s not most people. You love Rita, but you’re loyal to Thelma to him. I didn’t have that experience, but I have a feeling that Joe and Jackie both dead. My father might have to to some degree with some of the mistresses that my grandfather had they knew them it wasn’t like they were you know hidden somewhere in a hole in the ground like Myrtle in the great Gatsby those women on occasion knew the kids and maybe not often but him and our family they might have And I have a feeling that for some reason Thelma thought that she should know you too Linn dead potentially if you’re illegitimate she definitely knew you if if not, I can’t believe she never met you but no I have a feeling you’re illegitimate potentially but I can’t guarantee that right but no it’s it’s I mean I really yeah it’s like what who it’s hard to tell because you do look an awful lot like Tom but then you do look like Jim too but you don’t really look almost anything like Becca maybe slightly like her family but not that much. Yeah, I know more than you look like a lot of people, yeah I just can’t help but think that you might be a legitimate but anyway he’s your dad regardless, so Selma wanted to know you anyway which is interesting Rita claims for your mom that is not most people you don’t judge your father if you’re illegitimate, it makes sense to you that you just think of that makes sense. Sounds like something my father would be up to, no intro while he wondered if my brother was your father, that that really is not a normal by some people standards wave perceiving the world. I am not surprised that you instantly understood my family when you read about them. If your lemons, twin flame, I don’t know that he should’ve had anything to do with my family, but I think he did understand them somehow maybe not as well as you do but they made some sad stand intuitively a boy that makes sense if you’re my grandfather soulmate and his friend claim there’s gotta be some similarity there so you know we make sense to each other right but not everyone thinks like that they just don’t so you’re baffled because to you think course I was hurt. Of course I took it seriously that doesn’t mean that I am hung up on you and that’s just all there is to it it’s like yeah she was hurt by your crust. Yeah she thought you were a jerk. End of story.“ says Bobby.

“ but you were like…convinced that he was in love with you!” says Glen Close.

“ no she wasn’t. She was convinced I was in love with her, or that Elliot was in love with her. Um, she wasn’t including him at that point when she was convinced of that because she was so I would say she was not completely convinced, but she was quite convinced that completely though, but she was quite convinced that he was in love with her somewhat, and it was just tentatively convinced and that’s all there is to it she was just tentatively convinced, but it was based on a misunderstanding of him. You have to remember that.” says Michael.

“ I so she thinks that I felt what?” asks Chris. OK fine that actually makes some sense because you were thinking this man who you thought was Michael is ridiculous. Katie is to just be honest about what he really wants and there’s no way he c

“It seems like you’re in love with her and that you’re obsessed.” says Lem.

“Don’t understand why you were so angry!?” says Erin.

“Because you were…repulsive.” says Lacey. “But it wasn’t real.”

Later.

“What was I doing?” asks Erin.

“You were destroying me.” says Michael. “And I was letting you.”

Later.

“Yeah. That makes sense. …How was I destroying you?” asks Erin.

“You were asking too much of me. You were telling me lies. And I was believing you…like a damn fool.” says Michael.

“So I was a wolf in sheep’s clothing.” says Erin.

“You were an inspiration from Hell.” says Michael.

“Was I lying?” asks Erin.

“You were…a huge liar!” says Michael.

“Do I make sense now?” asks Erin.

“To be honest…they still lie about you. Or…MSNBC doesn’t want to be honest with themselves. They needed you. But…you got a better gig. Right?” says Michael.

“Yeah. Lacey has no faith left. She double checks everything now. Possibly too much.” says Erin.

“I have faith in God. But I agree otherwise.” says Lacey.

“And that’s fine! It’s not a problem.” says Lem.

“So she used to take things…slightly at face value. And now she doesn’t at all.” says Chris.

“Yeah. To a tragic degree.” says the CIA.

“Why the hell didn’t you all worry more!? She’s not a crazy person.” says a Rockefeller.

“Because we assumed we were…elite. Like…impenetrable. A fortress.” says MSNBC. “We didn’t feel…equal to average people. Once you see your face on television…and in the media…and people treat you differently…you start feeling genuinely different.”

“Why?” asks Lacey, suspiciously.

“Why wouldn’t you?” asks Mina Kimes.

“Because it’s meaningless. If people are sheeple…then them thinking that highly of you…is also meaningless.” says Lacey.

“Yeah. But…you don’t feel that way.” says Joan Walsh.

“Why!?” asks Lacey.

“Because…it’s just different.” says an MSNBC reporter.

“Except…how!?” asks Lacey.

“She gets treated that way. Because of how beautiful she is. At times. In person. …Or she used to. …About ten years ago…if she wore the right makeup and clothes and hair…she could be devastatingly intimidating. …And it made people cower beneath her. …Is it anything like that?” asks Michael. “Some people are just that good-looking. She’s one of them.”

“Say. Why was Scott Fitzgerald fascinated by Lem?” asks a Boomer man in the Illuminati. “Woody Allen. Why? It’s eerie and fascinating.”

“Yeah. It is!” says Elisa Lam.

Richter: Mercy Duet by Max Richter plays.

“Because it’s- It goes to your head.” says MSNBC.

“She has no idea what you’re talking about!!” yells Dr. Moritz.

“What does she think…we’re experiencing?” asks Bob Saget.

He gets a glimpse of what she experiences.

“Her life is…pretty ordinary. But she’s gets treated with genuine respect and fear. To a bizarre degree. It’s terrifying to be in her presence for some people. …But…no. People aren’t starring mindlessly at her like they do with celebrities.” says Bob Saget.

Lacey imagines that.

“I’d be treated like an exquisite queen.” says Lacey. “But…they’re just fascinated.”

“They…feel superior.” says Joan Walsh.

“Well that’s insane.” says Lacey. “It’s fundamentally insane. …I mean…there are social classes. Like they have in Great Britain. But…you’re not really superior for being famous or even rich necessarily. It’s…extremely complex.”

Later.

“I think you’re assholes. I think you’re very insane and I think this is been a very sad reality check for you. Good night.“ says Lacey to MSNBC.