“Evil Jews” by Lem Billings

Here’s a list of Lacey’s top enemies:

1. Evil Jews *

2. Poor White People (*including the Kennedys)

3. Evil Muslims *

4. Women like Brett Ashley *

5. “Cordelia McPherson” (a.k.a Chris Hayes) *

6. Hispanics *

7. The Nesheims

8. The Protestant Charismatics *

9. Bourgeois Posers*

10. Pseudo Intellectuals *

11. Evil Doctors *

“Why the Nesheims!?” asks Sophie, Duchess of Edinburgh.

“Sophie!!! Stop!! You were…medically examined! STOP!!” warns a reader. “Sweetie. Stop!”

“We don’t hate her.” says Bethany Nesheim.

“We don’t. We just…are us.” says Bethany Nesheim.

“Dude! That’s so harsh.” says a Gen. X guy.

Bethany laughs thoughtfully and casually.

Awkward pause.

“You don’t care!?” someone yells at Matthew Nesheim.

“Yeah! …We just…aren’t…ahh-“ says Matthew. He thinks.

They (the Nesheims) all refuse to talk.

“You think I’m evil?” asks Lacey.

“No!!!” yells Maria Seay.

“No. We just don’t care.” says Paula Nesheim.

“Yeah! That’s about what I thought.” says Lacey.

They all smile pleasantly.

“Why the fuck do people not care!? That’s part of the reason people-some people can’t believe that you’re elite because you don’t care!? You just don’t care about your kids!?!” asks an American old money woman.

Bill Gates and Lacey laugh.

“No. They care in every way society expects people to care to stay…genuinely good. They’re the descendants of the Berge silversmiths through Gunhild Berge Nesheim. She and Nils are co-leaders. The Nesheims are neither a patriarchy nor matriarchy. They’re…very nice that way.

But…they just…don’t care. Not really. Not…in any deep, meaningful, non-aristocratic way.” says Bill Gates.

“Hmm. So…yeah. They’re aristocratic.” says a reader.

Hypnotized by The Notorious B. I. G. plays for the Nesheims. That could be their theme song. Believe it or not.

“They’re loyal.” says Nils Nesheim. “To truth. And each other.”

“I was laughing because-“ says Bill Gates. “They own oil.”

Lacey chuckles.

“Oh no!! So…it’s like oil.” says Joe Biden.

“YES!

They’re so…confusing. And yet…so…down-to-Earth. They…don’t have…a clue! But they’re brilliant.

They’re not ditzy. They’re…frozen? No. It’s not stupidity or trashiness. They’re all like Stepford Wives. All of them. But…they’re not fake or zoombies…so they’re not without emotion. They’re all real. But it’s…scary. It’s very Scandinavian.” says Bill Gates.

“Bill, what do the ‘famous’ ones look like?” asks a nice Jewish man.

“People need to stop being in denial and thinking that that’s acceptable. We can’t live off of denial. I don’t know how many of you are listening but that’s reality and reality’s gonna kick your ass at some point and we’re gonna have to stop protecting you and save ourselves and save other people who have a better relationship with Christ or we’re going to have to just all cease to exist or something because we can’t keep living off of denial.

That woman is Linn Berglund. She’s Lacey‘s first cousin. Her grandmother is Tonette Nesheim.

Lacey literally can never remember if it’s Bergland or Berglund. For some reason that’s very hard for Lacey to remember and it has been her whole life.

That’s Bethany who was Miss North Dakota before resigning because she had a ‘check in her spirit.’ We all discussed that yesterday on this blog.

They’re not greedy they’re brilliant. But they’re cold as ice, to some degree. those are all verifiably genetic Nesheim women who are probably more attractive than most people. There’s one other person we could put on here but she’s a doctor and we don’t really want to get her involved. Well she’s a medical professional, so those are the people who are the the genetic Nesheims, who are ‘famous.’” says Bill Gates.

“ no I still remember Bethany most a lot of Norwegians do else for Norgay was very popular in Norway and there are different levels of fame you could say that I am her family is an Indian family with Indians have been here for 200 years no really we could talk about her actual Indian aristocratic family and not pretend like Camela Harris is part of it. We can do that.

So who are the Nesheims if they were Indian well, you’d have to have Indians migrating to I would say immigrating to the US for the last 300 years. and the Indian family in question has a Bollywood star in the family. Bethany is not a Bollywood star but I think Joni could qualify as that so Jody is a $15 million Bollywood star which actually is somewhat wealthy for a woman who’s probably in her early 40s she’s probably not the wealthiest star but a mean a $15 million net worth it pretty wealthy, that’s wealthier than Chris Hayes.

Him and then she’s not Indian though she’s American Indian but they’re very loyal to India and they have been since they moved here. How about who say 150 years ago so this Indian family has literally been in the US for 150 years there’s possibly no Indian family, that’s been in the US for 150 years.

So this is a tough discussion for some people Illuminati and it’s very annoying to me and Lacey both. …Let’s just say that they came from a line of Indian people who are very complex, but very authentically Indian.

Keep in mind Lacey may not genetically be a part of the family even though through Margie her mother, she’s Norwegian, but that’s only part of her DNA if she’s illegitimate and it’s possible that’s just not worth talking about right now but just let’s just make sure it’s clear that that really could be a possibility and we need to keep that in mind. If we’re analyzing these people she’s not really one of them necessarily, in that way she was raised by them and I’m sure that’s probably potentially even affected her genetically, but maybe not the way that it would be for someone who would actually been born into the family.

So let’s just say it was an Indian family of some merit and value to humanity, but they were so much poor in India 150 years ago and then they came to India or they came to America and within 5 to 10 years writing poetry, and then within 30 years a due to their efforts to explain Indian American relations to the royal family and the Indian people they were awarded a rare award of a knighthood an honorary knighthood in Great Britain, which was then followed up by and honorary award in India after decolonization. And yes, that was for what it was for writing that’s all just writing the book poetry they were poetry. They wrote brilliant poetry in this Indian family that resembles a Nesheims if not a pretty mirror image so you could see if you looked it up and this is Randy and Smith frankly be better people, they probably would still reference the poet they would they would they would probably still reference this poet at least on occasion in and universities and in India, they would probably very occasionally make vague references to this person because they celebrate that persons humanity in a different way maybe because that’s India they’re not white but I don’t think they would’ve forgotten who this person was by now even though it’s 150 years ago.

The India has a lot more poverty than Norway, but I don’t think they would make this mistake. No Norwegian-No Norwegians are not stupid. They’re not poor like India, which is stupider? The poverty or this?

No, they’re not Irish. They’re not a little house on the prairie call your heels there.

Let’s get back to India, and hope somebody can understand.

The poverty of India really is complete bullshit to some degree do you want us to dismantle all of Hindu to have this discussion we can obliterate the Hindu religion and then start the end of the world or people can just listen to what we’re saying, and India can except that poverty really is disgusting. Can India accept that or not

Yeah, OK I’m getting the sense of India can except that OK add the fact that Cordelia McPherson expected India to not be able to accept that is very disturbing to me as an intellectual.

Yes, could you re-McPherson and all of their friends or his friends.

Anh…anyway a celebrated Indian poet who is seen as a path of understanding to the Indian immigrant experience in the US. So he is part of the Nesheim family through marriage, but he’s kind of considered part of their crowd. He was very accomplished, but he’s considered part of the crowd but the Nesheims who are silversmiths are more like an Indian family that owned a couple of gemstone mines oh, the few gemstone mines 40 maybe anout 100 to 200 years in India. They owned they. They owned the land to some degree before the British even came over, but that might’ve been not as seen the same way before the British came so maybe they’d on it for longer than that, but it really became more noted after the British arrived if I’m not mistaken.

So the Berkey is owned two or three months, where they maybe had been supplying gemstones to the Indian aristocrats for a while, but then to the British came over and started making it sort of a lucrative thing for them, and they became somewhat wealthy, but it was only a few mine, so they weren’t that wealthy, but they were somewhat wealthy no I mean they weren’t poor and they were very celebrated but they were somewhat taken advantage of and they weren’t poor. They were wealthy but they weren’t. They weren’t the whites OK how about that and so they owned the minds the British treated them with respect, but they weren’t considered like the most elite people in India, but they weren’t disrespected either, they just owned a few mines so they owed a few mines in India but then they came over in the 1800s because one of them was I guess two middle class to lower middle to middle class for their liking and they felt is though being in America was possibly more honorable and free than being in India, and being sort of taken advantage of by the British. So they came over to America in the 1800s. They came from a mining family in India but they were Indian and so when they came to America 150 years ago and eventually intermarried with the celebrated poet him that’s where the national iambs came from that’s that’s the Nesheim family nutshell is the minding family that still exist. By the way they still own the mind if I’m not not maybe they don’t but actually I don’t know but they, they still have a few gemstones. I mean Lacey still has jewelry from the silvers message. She’ll probably inherit will see but she could come. She has their pearls from her great grandmother, but the point is other stuff to him the pointers they might have given away, I don’t know some sort of ring or something or some sort of brooch, or something to everyone of the family with maybe a few rubies in it, or maybe a few I don’t know sapphires or something and no I mean it’s it’s not like more than in this case it would be worth more than him maybe $50,000 but to Lacey considering in this case that the her family owned the mine were those were taken in the 1800s it’s probably worth more than $50,000 But the point is that most 50 I mean you could probably maybe it’s more like 15,015 to 50,000 owner depends on the quality of the of the rubies but the point is yeah I think this puts you’re starting to realize how impressive these people actually are so um, so yeah they they they came from but it was a mining family that intermarried eventually with the celebrated poet know he’s not a noble winning poet, but he was a very celebrated poet I know I think they still know him an idiot I really do they would they still occasionally quote him not often, but maybe occasionally he wouldn’t be have gone totally into obscurity there’s still know who he is.

Call so it’s in it it’s an Indian family of grit noted importance to some people that’s the thing could they be obscure possibly because if there was enough stuff that had kind of got under the bridge of water, you know the people might not remember they were they would remember the poet, and that’s why this whole thing might not have happened for the last eight years at least not the same way. It might be a very different discussion, but frankly it might be a little less toxic and profoundly destructive.

So no Christianity is still Christianity when worry is if there’s really a incarnation that I got you know that well that’s that’s interesting topic but that’s some thing that wire. We will talk about that some other time anyway so that the Indian thing is interesting because yes, they have the reminding family a celebrated poet and they’re still the same people so no they would be. They would kind of be a little clannish and then you say why are you talking to me you’re nothing right Cris say that to her, then try to take her down a peg.“ says Bill Gates.

“ why are you talking to me I’m a Brahmin!” says Chris Hayes (Cordelia McPherson).

“ actually, I’m not sure if you are a Brahmin.” says Lacey.

“ what the fuck do you even know about your own people I went to Brown where did you go?“ says Cordelia McPherson (Chris Hayes).

“ I know a decent amount about my culture. We are actually Episcopalian at this point in my family but we’re not unaware of our Hindu heritage that we believe God has used in our lives because he can use anything he wants for good.”says Lacey.

“ you’re not Brahmin, stop talking to me like you’re Brahmin.” says Chris Hayes.

“Why do you think I’m not Brahmin!?” says Lacey.

“Umm…because you were raised on a farm in North Dakota.” says Chris Hayes (Cordelia McPherson).

“ yes that was purchased by my grandfather because we wanted to engage in an agricultural experiment to eat vegetarian food and also we were sort of involved in starting the organic movement in the US.” says Lacey.

“ that’s bullshit. I don’t bullshit when I see it that’s bullshit that’s got to be bullshit!” says Chris Hayes (Cordelia McPherson).

“ Chris this is almost like exact like photocopy of what actually happened between you and Lacey when you started talking to her as yourself and trying to investigate who she was but I just wanna point out to our audience. This didn’t actually happen and this is like him. This is the Indian version as far as that’s applicable of the situation.” says a woman in the Illuminati.

“ do you know thank you were not that slow keep going.” says the perfume community.

“ oh, hold on they’re not Indian they’re Norwegian keep that in mind.” says the Illuminati.

“ dammit I was going to make her inferior by saying she was being targeted through racism.” says the perfume community.

“ yeah, you’ve already said that, and some bitch from Australia insinuated that Lacey was beneath her two of them dead to ugly asshole aboriginal bitches in the perfume community insinuated. She was ugly because they were so hideous and jealous of her and insinuated that people have attacked her because she’s Norwegian because they’re fucking idiotically and ignorant and they don’t understand that that’s not a thing, there is no racism against Norwegians. There’s been some race schism in understanding their intelligence of times but it’s not racism or racism doesn’t exist because they are the master race. The Norwegians are the master race or there is no right that God this is obnoxious they are the master race, or there is no racism you can’t be racist against the top that’s racist against everybody else you can’t beat if you’re not white the way they are then you can’t be racist against them and they wouldn’t be racist against themselves that’s impossible so the dumbasses from the aboriginal Australian were too stupid, arrogant and ugly, and ignorant to understand that should probably learn don’t keep challenging reality when it comes to something that is way way beyond your understanding. Just stop and analyze it before you jump in with some asinine common embarrassing all of your people.” says the Illuminati to the aborigines of Australia.

“ being ugly compared to Lacey and jealous of her and ignorant about stuff that you pretend to know isn’t necessarily the worst thing in the world fair enough good to know.” says an aboriginal Australian perfume collector.

“ why aren’t we more offended by that?“ ask Nikki Haley.

“ that’s what I was thinking too!” says one of the aboriginal perfume collectors from Australia.

“ I have to get going so let’s have this conversation that’s just stupid OK I’m sorry just fuck you.” says Chris Hayes (Cordelia McPherson).

“Alright Cordelia I hope Nikki Haley is OK. speaking of which let’s get back to that discussion about Brahmins.“ says the Illuminati.

“ oh, what makes you think that I’m not telling you the truth?” asks Lacey.

“

Well um I don’t know it’s just it’s like you start an organic farm in the 1930s or 40s yeah fucking right.” says Cordelia McPherson.

“ that’s not that big of a deal it’s just an organic farm.” says Lacey.

“ OK then it’s not that big of a deal that you’re not a Brahmin.” says Cordelia McPherson.

“ I know I’m not saying that it’s not elite it was very special. It was very special if we started the organic movement to some degree we were sort of at the forefront of that we were kind of a big deal in that way-“says Lacey.

“Then you’re making it up?” says Chris Hayes

“ no I am not making it up. This is verify this is-“ says Lacey.

Chris uses witchcraft to shut her up. He starts crying because he feels so guilty for being so much more elite in his opinion.

“ this is verifiable fact!!” yells Lacey.

“ then why do I feel so uneasy talking to you?” says Chris Hayes.

“ to be honest I don’t know if I was a white person I would be almost scared for my life right now. My gut sense is that you’re a total fucking prick and you have basically essentially no idea what you’re talking about about almost anything.” says Lacey.

“ hey Chris, I think you’re the reason why people suck I think people like you are the reason people hate white people.” says Jonah Wiley.

“ do you wanna know what? actually I think you’re the reason white people suck but thanks so much.” says Chris Hayes (Cordelia McPherson). “ so fine I’ll look into it.”

A day later.

“ you’re right your family was at the forefront you’re probably upper middle class I mean it’s like OK that’s nice. You guys did organic farming. Congratulations you’re somewhat wealthier than I am your upper middle class you wouldn’t be considered necessarily a Brahman and I find your superior attitude really obnoxious.

I mean, where the hell did you go to school? Because let’s be honest you’re basically black you could’ve gotten into a lot of schools why didn’t you go to a better school? That’s weird to me if you’re so smart like you pretend to be.” says Chris Hayes to Lacey.

“ it will not I mean I am I am smart I am not even in my family. That’s an usually intelligent I am considered smart-“ says Lacey.

“ Oh nice. Oh, how nice. Oh how nice why don’t you shut up and tell me where you actually went to school.” says Chris Hayes.

“ I went to school-“ starts Chris.

“ you went to school-“ says Erin Gloria Ryan. “ she is such a fucking ugly bitch. Oh my God there are so many girls like you and you know what I mean.”

“ I got to be honest like even though I’m fat Lacey I’m still a Brahman. Sorry.” says Mindy Kaling in a faux whiny, irate voice.

“ that’s Mindy calling do you know who that is? Yeah we’re a big deal not you you dumb fucking ugly bitch!!” yells Jenna Fischer.

“ What the hell did I do to make your people so angry?” asks Lacey.

They all sit in silence.

“ well, then where did you go to school sweetie? Just tell us OK OK pumpkin!?!” asks Joan Walsh.

“ Have you ever heard of the Boston Brahmans? You should try to marry them and spread your legs. I bet you do really well I’ve heard you have huge tits.” says Kate Shaw-Hayes.

“ where did I go to school? I went to Messiah College and then I graduated with a nursing degree.” says Lacey.

Erin starts laughing. Leaves the conversation.

“ why the fuck did Aaron just leave our conversation!?” asks Chris, laughing with his gang of friends.

“ I went to Messiah College because I wanted to help people and I became a nurse to help people turns out I’m not really that good of a nurse I’m not terrible but it’s not something that I’m as good as I thought it would be so I am just a stay at home mom and an author, and a writer I mean I could’ve probably gone to brown but there’s different family dynamics that are very complicated and my family and I didn’t have the emotional wherewithal to do better in school.” says Lacey.

“ can I just say that the racism against the white people in America is astronomical because there is racism I don’t know this actually that easy to be racist against Norwegians. It’s really not which is interesting or suites, but I feel like the race is the racism against almost every other white person in America is like off the charts and I am seeing it right now, I am giving very little effort to have this discussion and I don’t think I would’ve had almost any problem at all which makes me think that there’s something really sick about America because I don’t see how making people racist against white people fixes the problem against Black people, or any other race that’s considered inferior generally speaking it is disgusting not really it is it reeks to high heaven and I would like to know when it started I don’t think it’s a conspiracy necessarily I don’t think there’s necessarily conspiracy at all. I think it’s a byproduct of some thing really vile and I don’t know what it is necessarily, but I wouldn’t be surprised if the Kennedys are involved, I would be surprised if America’s self is involved, but it’s profound to be the level of racism against white people after this eye-opening perspective.” says Lacey Banks.

“ hey OK whatever I mean I barely care at this point but what gets me is that it’s like you pretend to be so superior it’s like you’re a nurse from like Minnesota your husbands an actuary I guess your family was involved in organic farming I don’t know how you perceive being a Brahman and like kudos to your family for doing the organic whatever I’m sorry that my friends and I are such assholes but you’re not like us OK we’re in the illuminati that’s how we’re talking to you and I know that like your people are into stuff like that, so I’m not gonna pretend like this is going to be shocking to you so like you know this is probably real high, but do you like understand that like you’re not like us OK you’re not Brahman that way like Braman kudos to you to Kumbaya you’re not like us.” says Chris Hayes.

“ I despise your attitude, but I have to say I don’t think you’re correct you don’t know who I am you know do you have no idea who my family is in India my family owned mines-“ says Lacey.

“ you guys old mines in India!?” asks John Krasinsky.

“ yeah we did. We weren’t considered that rich but we owned like three months. I have a ruby brooch from my family and it’s debatable how Brahman we were but I would say we were we were Brahman we were considered Brahman as far as I know I feel like my great grandmother said some thing about how we were dirty Brahmans, and that she hated our stench, my family has problems but no we were dirty Brahmans she hated our stench and that’s just not some thing that I talk about a lot but I still think we probably are pretty Brahman so we don’t have like a ton of money but we have well I mean we’ve been in investing a lot for the last hundred years or so so some people in my family are probably worth a little over 100000,000 and I mean it’s just like in property and like small businesses and stuff. It’s not important, but there are like two people in my family that are worth a little over 100000,000 like 23 people and we owned the mines in India until I think it was a 1950s or 40s but no I would still say if I were to go to India I’d probably be considered to be Brahman because we still have friends there, who are Brahman, and have been for the last 500 years and I know you could say that they started the country-“ says Lacey.

“ oh my God, do you know Camela Harris?” says Michelle Obama sarcastically.

“ I actually I probably have a great uncle or two who maybe has a connection to her-“ says Lacey.

“ yeah right yeah, right Lacey. Yeah, fucking right.” yells Michelle Obama.

“ no really go look it up. I dare you to go look it up. You’re all set brainiacs go look it up.” says Lacey.

Three months later.

“ you’re a fucking bitch I have spent three months talking to people telepathically and in person doing research and I have come to find out that OK your family is special technically they’re considered Roberts. They’re considered Romans in India and in America if that even means anything but you’re not in the illuminati. Your family has never been in the illuminati you’re Brahmans in India oh, that’s special who fucking cares.” says Chris Hayes.

“ yeah but an aggregate Chris my family owns about $300,000,000 net and I don’t think you know what they old I barely know they don’t tell me those things.” says Lacey.

“ all right I’ll go look that up too.” says Chris Hayes.

Three months later.

“ hey turns out your family owns a very very valuable US property along the coast of California. I don’t wanna talk about it but it’s a national security issue so I don’t really think we should get into it but I don’t really think we should talk about it because I mean yeah OK you know but like, but I think that you’re your family in California is honestly I’m sorry I’m crying right now Aaron tried to commit suicide last night. My wife has become anorexic. Michelle has developed a drug addiction and I’m not even kidding. I’m not even kidding.” says (Chris Hayes) Cordelia McPherson.

“ I I just I don’t I don’t see how I did that to you.” says Lacey Banks.

“ hey, you’re racist to me you are the epitome of a racist person. I would let you into illuminati meetings to help us with your nursing expertise because I’ve found out from people at Messiah that you were considered like a genius or something but um, I really don’t understand how people like you exist.

I mean like it’s just disgusting to me the way that you’re so incredibly insecure as like people like you own the minds in India why didn’t you just die as murders if you were prominence and George Clooney will back me up on this one him and his wife see you as arguably one of the most evil people that they’ve ever talk to you in a sense. and a mole is not a Brahman. My people are not prominence. I know that makes me think as a man that I am what does it really mean to be a Brahman we are me and my friends we are elite. We are Brahmans we are the Brahmans not you not Eddie Braman whoever bowed to an Englishman, me and my friends are the Brahmins.” says Chris Hayes (Cordelia McPherson).

“ oh, no you’re not Brahman that’s not Hindu thinking-“ says Lacey.

“ what do you understand about true Hindu thinking? What do you really understand about true Hinduism at all?” asks Joan Walsh.

After this, there are a 4 or 5 months We’re Lacey argues every day every few days with them about Hindu thinking as they torment her family, her husband gets into a car accident they managed to get the insurance companies to deny the claim and they have to borrow money from her family who do you give them money but they’re very unhappy about it.

That sort of persecution in those four months is hard to live through physically, because he almost died. Lacey ends up with lacerations on her face and her children are fine. I think Lucy‘s family begins to wonder what’s going on, but they don’t say a whole lot.

Hey Siri, after that for five months. Lacey points out that her her great grand Dunkel was a celebrated poet that turns into a three year long discussion about poetry with people adding up about the same size as they are now but just over public probably different issues. They’re all somewhat tied back to social class with the Kennedys be involved yes they would be actually and one of them would have to admit that they found people of dark skin attractive, and would be excruciatingly hard for them to admit. I don’t know who.

At the end of that time it was just bead it I mean, it’s just awful, but no, I mean one of Lacey‘s family members would’ve ended up dead and basically everything is pretty much the same and then the only difference is that Lacey might even be friends with me to look with Queen Elizabeth Because turns out Lacey is illegitimate, and her father Tom Banks was from India, and conceived her with a stewardess, who was Norwegian named Margie in India, but he was Indian, and who is actually part of parliament in India, um, but an end that he was born in 1894 him and it turns out that her family had connections to him through the father that raised her and she didn’t know that the father had been born in India in 1894 and that she was so light skinned because she wasn’t as Indian as most people in her family.

At it was some people in illuminati that figured that out they kept thinking she’s lighter skin than everyone in her family so if Lacey is illegitimate biologically him and even if she’s not in a way, that could be true that she is her father was still born 1894. In this case scenario Lem’s Billings was an Indian mad that Jackie had a very bizarre relationship with And in this alternate universe it is not discussed almost at all. There might’ve been some speculation that he had a very weird relationship with an Indian man in the 1960s who is considered I don’t know part of the aristocracy in Subway him but I am, but not it’s like it is it who this person is debatable it’s unclear if there was even a relationship or what what it was And we are the Lacey’s had dreams about this man and she didn’t even know who he was and so but it’s unclear what that’s all about and the scenario although not really sure the end of this exam at this this one turns out that is actually Michael Rockefeller, and his twin still could’ve gotten married. I don’t know he may have found her very beautiful Him and wouldn’t have been all that surprised to find out that her father was in parliament an idiot that her mother was a stewardess I am I know he might not have wanted to have her raised in India without him being there and so I know there’s not as much of a problem, but it’s still a bit of a problem because we’ve got about five or six years And yes, the same situation intriguingly, and every other way, it’s pretty similar which maybe were potentially having this discussion at this moment because it’s sort of like a rat a waypoint I could stop over we’re sort of able to get out of the train and look around and take a quick gander just to try to figure out where we’re going so people you can get off you don’t have to stay on the train. I don’t have a choice. I’m being held hostage, but other people can get off if they want to, or you could stop holding me hostage but we’ll see, so five years and that would be 2000…2021.

I am so what exactly was the point of this I don’t know entirely I am hoping Cordelia McPherson explains to me at some point why she started attacking me or heat of Cordelia’s not a thing I don’t get it when you read the poetry of my great grand uncle, you stop, thinking you were better than me as a Brahman in a logical level almost at all.

“ i’m just I’m still angry.” says Cordelia.

“Why!?” asks Joni Nesheim.

See if

Why are you angry the whole love angle and Diego might not even exist. In this scenario. We discovered that that might not be all that significant which is Lacey a sort of thought the whole time the sadness of her life is terrible. Is that related or not there’s definitely been some racism against white people most likely that we maybe aren’t even consciously aware of or we don’t know how to label because it seems like we lost basically three yours Which I mean yeah we lost three years and millions of people there. There was no pandemic that that that when she said things are the way that they are. That might be one thing that needs to be amended. Sorry things are the way they are, but those people would still be alive who died in the pandemic and who died not OK the people who died in the word with Ukraine was would be dead that’s still happened, but the pandemic did not so there was no pandemic, but everything else is the same probably we just so hot but getting back to the races think it’s white people odd due to the racism against white people millions of white people and Black people just people in general have died to do the racism against white people so the pandemic was started against it was started because of racism against white people but it’s unclear if it was actually started directly or if it’s just a byproduct of it I would I would bet it’s probably more of a byproduct, and not a direct correlation or direct causation excuse me so so direct causation but it’s it’s there’s access to you this is this is not Lacey I am so the racism caused the pandemic, but it didn’t like literally cause it like a car accident what did actually but but not shit I really not her she could. She wants me to help me explain this and I can’t. I’m not gonna let her, so the racism against white people was started with the racism against white people caused the pandemic will just leave it at that. So we would’ve had a pandemic and we would’ve saved three years off of this experience if she wasn’t white due to racism against white people.

Hey, you know Chris, you are Italian, but am I would love to know how white an Italian person is. Oh wait, our our our our Italians white people according to you on national television they’re not or is that misinterpreting you? Or are you white or are you black or what the fuck are you?

Hey, no, it’s very eye-opening as a white person to realize how racist people are against white people, including other white people supposed white people. Tell me a so there’s been racism against white people that caused a pandemic who is racist you and your friends and MSNBC and that’s where things are the same why would why would Great Britain be Scottish Scottish why would actually just be Scotland well because Lacey would’ve discovered through her people, insisting that she delve into it That she was a British aristocrat in her last life white white Scottish British aristocrat, and that lamb was her husband. He was English, and Spencer will related to the family if not the family and that she was apparently Scotia no she’s a very beautiful Indian woman, but she has no idea.

She doesn’t believe in reincarnation, but really mostly actually I would say entirely because she doesn’t think that it’s necessarily in the Bible and she’s a Christian her beliefs don’t change to It’s she still the same person and assets. Is this possible I don’t know it’s possible that she could be Indian even if her and them are reincarnate it’s possible that this didn’t work so she could be Indian and neither could he, but otherwise if there is been Carnation, it’s pretty much all the same if there’s not reincarnations, it’s pretty much all the same them to which is a People. No, no the only thing that would be different if I know if possible, would be if she was Indian and I don’t know if that’s possible or not but the point that Bill Gates was trying to bring up, I’m not sure if he’s listening anymore not with the point he was trying to bring up which was an excellent point was that it it seems like you don’t understand who you are in this conversation almost ever Cradelia if that’s who you are in some way you seem to lack a sense of self awareness And it’s very weird. Do we need a second coming that is different than the one Dr. Moritz describes because things are getting too complicated and Penelope. Keith feels attacked at least doesn’t know why and it doesn’t make sense or words or or can we is does this make sense somehow it still seems to be a class issue And it is the class issue and that’s where things get tricky and I’m gonna let Lem say something.” says the CIA.

“ and what is this unfortunately is not possible but I have a feeling that Sophie knows that some help even if Lacey and I are reincarnated week week we can’t we just we can’t be people other than who we are unfortunately unfortunately for us is fortunate because we love ourselves, and as much as we could be those people there may be something about it. This is not quite what God had in mind so it is the analogy might work. The analogy works, but I don’t know that Lacey nigh as people work and as Indians, or anyone other than who we are it does it just doesn’t work we just we can’t be anyone other than who we are, don’t know if anyone could be really but so I would love to know how Lacey and I offended you so much I am not with Jack I never I never I never was not in reality. That was a lie and the sad truth is if I wasn’t white, it wouldn’t really be a problem white man’s burden indeed oh no it’s possible if I was Indian they would be other issues but no one would’ve thought I was gay and I don’t think they would’ve thought it was bisexual. At this point either they just would’ve thought that I was somehow taken advantage of, and that someone had really confused me, I think they would’ve figured it out believe it or not that I was messed up in my head most likely partially because I would’ve had a wife and he was that there’s no way he was gay. He might’ve been bisexual, but I highly doubt it I believe you’re not would’ve known me that well in India, and now we would still be able to be us, but it doesn’t quite work so if people like that idea go talk to God about it someday I’ll go talk to Jesus about it if you thought that was a much nicer scenario it looks better but you know we have to try Scott um as Christians and I Ides I just I’m sorry you know I have a handsome Indian man according to Lacey and she would be a very beautiful Indian woman but I don’t I don’t. I don’t think she would know that our regards, regardless we are still ourselves. I just wanna make that clear nothing changed in that way and and and it is interesting. I really would beg to say that we can’t be those people. We literally can’t be those people which makes me feel is though Lacey and I need desperately to have a conversation about reincarnation tonight, I don’t know what British people will be awake are interested in the discussion but we need to have a discussion about reincarnation with somebody OK because if it’s in the Bible, Lacey and I really are reincarnated and it’s something we need to talk about oh, OK listen, I wish you well Chris but if she dies if my family dies anytime in the next 4 to 5 years, I want you to know I am worship Christ and we are sorry for anything hurtful that we’ve said or done you are a man you’re not a woman and we don’t mean we don’t confuse you but if you were a woman and maybe you can’t be but if you were a woman maybe you would be Cordelia the sound truth is I think we’re Delia might be a bit racist against Indians I don’t know that Penelope Keith is but I think Cordelia I think we’re Delia might be right I think Lacey and I would be so irate about that great of some people that if we were reincarnated, our brains would just explode with rage dealing with you as idiots. Literally if there’s a incarnation the Bible, maybe our brains would literally explode not not because not because let’s see how do I say this, not because we lack empathy or remorse if we’re reincarnated, but because we just some thing about that perspective, potentially would possibly just be unbearable speaking of class issues, so good night for now.” says Lem.

Later.

“ I just like to say I’m exasperated I did not say she was Cordelia. I did not say I was gay I did not say that I was a lamb or a lemon or a turtle or a bitch or a liar or that she was either or any other peasant, asinine conspiracies that you have floating around. The truth is she has flaws but there their flaws. Oh how do I say that their flaws that are acceptable in every class but they’re there also their flaws and their flaws the boy OK yeah she doesn’t have as many flowers are some people, but um just a plus And they’re not floss to me to some people she would be too short to some people she would be too petite to some people she would be too dark, even though we’re white to some people she would be too sweet and endearing and innocent and yet tough and brave and strong and feminine And I think why are you just more girly and blonde she is curly she’s just stop blonde and I see that and I love her so on that note, I think you need to understand Chris that if you were a woman and you were Cordelia and your character could be played by Penelope Keith very well Could be a frightening role for her potentially, but she may be able to play you in a movie the female version of you better than Glenn Close no Glenn Close would not be able to play Lacey either way Penelope, Keith, but but but but but up, but but but now, but Penelope, Keith Could play you Chris in a movie if you were a woman it’ll be an interesting movie I would pay to see it even though I’m part of it anyway so I am so it it’s not an insult to someone who loves you fall, Penelope Keith, you’re ugly compared to Lacey. She said that to you yesterday and it’s just true. I don’t wanna hear your opinion you just are, that actress has a very hard time hearing that and she’s been an absolute bitch ever cents. Also, she wasn’t thinking Lacey was insulting her and she wasn’t. She was calling her out for the very reaction that she’s had. Stop coming on to me you’re ugly you’re ugly compared to her and in my eyes Penelope, your ugly I’m very picky it’s not that you’re not attractive at all. It’s that to me your butt ugly and I am in love with Lacey. OK sweetheart get a fucking grip I’m not interested in you And I mean that back off.

No, that actress does not help us. We’re helping her and she needs to stop. She needs to stop. I Penelope why the fuck do you think you’re so attractive you’re not you’re you’re a beautiful woman but you’re not like Lacey and you’re not like me I’m sorry I was a very handsome man according to Lacey in action kind of good looking I know I’m sorry Jack was probably in love with me and he was JFK but do you know I could’ve probably done better, but I wasn’t attracted to men and honestly Penelope. It’s pathetic stop you’re not as good looking as a lot of Women, and you know that why are you bothering her? She’s at a higher class and you and she’s better looking and she’s very kind.

I am not going to see the light and fall in love with you you little liberal bitch. I was not gay and you’re really ugly compared to Lacey and I’m in love with her you don’t make sense and you’re getting weird to talk to you right now. OK why do you all think that no one gives a fuck about her anywhere at all like at all you’re channeling Jack right now Penelope and he’s influencing you to come onto me and think that I’m in love with you I’m not, and I wasn’t gay you’re channeling his residual energy to some degree and I don’t think you even knew that did you you thought you were just acting solely on your own.

I say OK that’s gonna have enough for now. People are going to have to just except the fact that she doesn’t believe me and I don’t mean Lacey I hate OK I think you’re a racist Penelope against white people. I think a lot of people are and I think that’s part of the reason that you can’t see Lacey‘s beauty anymore because you choose not to, because you have some stupid idea with beauty is at your head and you think you’re closer to it technically than she is and so I think oh my God you are beautiful but you’re like you and white I look more like those people the ones that are attractive that’s not a thing You objectively are ugly to some degree Penelope and that isn’t even about how I feel about you. It’s just annoying to me that you don’t get it because you’re not a stupid person I don’t think and I I just I can’t fathom it. I cannot fathom how you don’t understand, I’m not interested good god what do you expect you just been to say notice you can’t say no they think you mean yes you say yes and then they just rape you it’s disgusting. Yeah, do you say ask you get raped or you say no and they think you mean yes anyway.

You’re part of the problem is that your people are not very intellectually agile and you think now that we’re black Penelope don’t you maybe you actually are a little racist after all you guys entertain the thought that she’s poor and then you get stuck there you entertain the thought that she’s ugly and you get stuck there you entertain the thought that she’s gay you get stuck there, but you can never get stuck on the truth because it’s not flattering to any of you and it makes her sweet and endearing and you don’t want to have to acknowledge that she’s better than you and that she’s nice because when you talk to her you’re desperate, you’re absolutely pathetically desperate for her to adore you and worship you not even respect you want to give you your soul and it’s weird as Hell.

What does I say that a woman comes on to me by and of course, impervious to that, and a weird demonic bug‘s name repeat 30 bit of relief that in Jesus‘s name break that Jesus name god forgive me for that and they were Jesus comes onto her bed and it’s not real. It could actually be some sort of ghost of a bug which makes me think that we should have rebuked it. What was it high? Sorry if we shouldn’t have tried to rebuke you you’re very creepy the way you just did that. What are you up to? It looks it’s almost like a scorpion a big fat Jesus name yeah what’s the scoop? Do you want us to pet you? The scorpion wants us to pet him. OK hi oh hi oh you’re very friendly yeah It’s nice to meet you you just wanted you just wanted to make a friend. Well that’s very nice why are you in our house? I don’t know but that’s nice sweetie. It’s nice to meet you, so are you here to play with the mouse? yeah, there’s been a dead mouse, OK you’re friends with the deadmau5. Oh that’s nice. Oh you’ve been very busy today oh my oh that’s lovely. Are you have a sense of humor yeah you were trying to be creepy. Well that’s refreshing. Why was there a demon attached to you though? yeah I ate well OK so I rebuke that in Jesus‘s name of you gotta go. Yeah, you can tell that she’s just having a hard time talking right now and I think that’s crap and just wanted to give her a hug. Thanks so much yeah that the scorpion just wanted to give Lacey a hug to go to be honest with you. I think I would take that as a Q not to think that you can empathize with her in a way that’s an appropriate.

I’m going to go put my daughter to sleep and I will talk later about reincarnation with somebody if they’re interested Penelope, I’m sorry we’re not in love with you and you look better in heaven and Chris I think you are a bit like that Penelope Keith character a god Penelope is not the person in a fight with us. I don’t think she would do that thank God.” says Lem.